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fvj RvqMv Avi nq bv|Õ
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Kei †`e mܨvi ci,
AÜKv‡i| GB KvRUvi `vwqZ¡
cy‡ivUvB †Zvgvi Ici †Q‡o
w`‡Z n‡e Avgv‡K| Z‡e GLb Ab¨ GKUv Ri“wi KvR
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ÔcvwK¯—vb KvD›Uvi B‡›Uwj‡RÝ-G
KvR KiZ kviwgb|
wbh©vZb hv-B n‡q _vKzK, ILv‡b
n‡q‡QÑAvwg ej‡Z PvBwQ,
†cb WªvBfUv m¤¢eZ ILvb †_‡KB
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ÔKv‡RB Avgv‡K GLb BqvsM‡b wM‡q
cÖ‡g †cb WªvBfUv
msMÖn Ki‡Z n‡e| Zvici e¨vcviUv
wb‡q civgk© Kivi R‡b¨
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m‡½ †hvMv‡hvM Kie|
ivbv G‡RwÝi m‡½I †hvMv‡hvM Ki‡Z
cvwi| ILv‡b Ggb
KvD‡K cvIqv †h‡Z cv‡i whwb
†Zvgvi gwbe‡K wPb‡Zb|Õ
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BivewZ‡K evav †`Iqv
dvjv‡bi ¯^fve bq| Zvi gy‡Li GB
KwVb fveI Av‡M KLbI
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15
G‡RwÝi BqvsMb kvLvq †cuŠ‡Q w`Z|Õ
Ôivbv G‡RwÝi †jvKRb Avcbv‡K
†P‡bb bv, AvcwbI
Zuv‡`i‡K †P‡bb bv,Õ ejj dvjvb|
ÔZvi gv‡b KvRUv Lye
RwUj| Z‡e GUv g~j mgm¨v bq|Õ
ÔZv n‡j †Kvb&Uv?Õ
Ôg¨vWvg, Avwg Avcbv‡K †KvbI
Ae¯’v‡ZB BqvsM‡b †h‡Z
w`‡Z cvwi bv,Õ mgxn I web‡qi m‡½
K_v ej‡Q dvjvb, A_P
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Avcbvi wbivcËvi w`KUv
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nv‡Z RevB n‡q †M‡Q| †Rvi
K‡i avb wb‡q †h‡Z cvi‡e †m, KviY
evav w`‡j wg‡_¨ †Km
w`‡q Avgvi †jevi‡`i †R‡j f‡i
ivL‡e| wKš‘ Avwg hw`
mwZ¨ BqvsM‡b †h‡Z PvB, †m Avgv‡K
evav w`‡q ivL‡Z cvi‡e
bv| Zzwg GZB hLb fq cv”Q, †ek,
Avgv‡K bv nq wKQy `~i
†cuŠ‡Q w`‡q Gm|Õ
Ôbv, g¨vWvg|Õ BivewZi mvg‡b
cv_‡ii gZ Abo `uvwo‡q
Av‡Q dvjvb| ÔAvcwb hv‡”Qb bv|
KvD‡K hw` †h‡ZB nq, Zv
n‡j Avgv‡K †h‡Z n‡e| eû eQi Av‡M
gwbe Avgv‡K wKQy
ûKzg w`‡qwQ‡jb, †m¸‡jv AvRI envj
Av‡Q| Avcbv‡K Avwg
wec‡`i SuywK wb‡Z w`‡Z cvie bv|
kª×v †i‡LB ejwQ,
Avcbv‡K †Kv_vI †h‡Z †`qv n‡e
bv|Õ
Lye ivM n‡”Q BivewZi, KviY †h‡Z
Zuv‡K n‡eB| A‡bK
K‡ó wb‡R‡K mvg‡j wb‡q ej‡jb,
ÔZK© Ki‡Z PvB‡j c‡i
†Kv‡iv, Zvi Av‡M kviwgb‡K miv‡bv
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Avoó fw½‡Z gv_v SuvwK‡q Kv‡R nvZ
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K‡qK wgwb‡Ui g‡a¨ cÖvPxb
Lvgvievwoi wekvj ¸nv AvKv‡ii
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Zvici Avevi ZK©Uv ïi“ n‡jv|
dvjvb‡K GiKg wR`
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AevK n‡q Dcjwä
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dvjvb| AMZ¨v wZwb
wm×vš— wb‡jb, cixw¶Z GKRb
gvby‡li K_v †kvbv `iKvi
Zuvi|
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ÔûKzg Ki“b, g¨vWvg|Õ
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Zzwg| kviwg‡bi
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KviI †Pv‡L aiv bv c‡o
ILvb †_‡K †cb WªvBfUUv msMÖn
Kiv| †eëUv †Kvg‡i c‡i
kvU© Pvcv w`‡q wb‡q Avm‡e| evwoi
Ici nq‡Zv bRi ivLv
n‡”Q, Kv‡RB KvRUv Kivi mgq
†PvL-Kvb †Lvjv ivL‡e|
Gici gvqvbgvi UvBgm-G GKUv
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KviY IB KvMRUvB me‡P‡q †ewk P‡j|
fvlv hvB †nvK,
A_©Uv n‡e GiKg: ÔÔKei †_‡K D‡V
nK gvIjv cyiv‡bv
eÜz‡`i LyuR‡Q|ÕÕ
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Ô†Zvgvi gwb‡ei QÙbvg wQj GUv,Õ
ej‡jb BivewZ|
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16
gv_v †bvqvj †_vb dvjvb, Zvici Ny‡i P‡j †Mj|
mܨvi w`‡K nVvr K‡iB AKvj el©Y
ïi“ n‡jv| e„wói
g‡a¨ jvkUv‡K †Mvc‡b gvwU Pvcv
†`Iqv eis mnR n‡q
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Kij, BivewZ ïay e„wói
g‡a¨ cvnv‡oi GKav‡i cv_y‡i
g~wZ©i gZ `uvwo‡q _vK‡jb|
eq‡mi fv‡i by‡q cov kixiUv
†iBb‡Kv‡Ui wfZi AviI †hb
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B‡Zvg‡a¨ ivRavbx‡Z hvIqvi Rb¨
cÖ¯‘wZ wb‡q‡Q dvjvb|
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c¨v›U I mywZ kvU© c‡i‡Q †m,
kv‡U©i Dci Kvc‡oi R¨v‡KU| e„wó
Qvo‡j ¯^”Q †iBb‡KvU
Ly‡j gv_vq ci‡e Kzwj n¨vU|
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m‡½ K‡i †mUv
wb‡q hv‡”Q †m| we`vq †`Iqvi Av‡M
Zv‡K wKQy UvKv w`‡jb
BivewZ, †mB m‡½ bZzb wKQy
wb‡`©k| ÔAvgv‡`i c−¨vb GKUz
e`‡j‡Q, dvjvb| ivRavbx‡Z GKevi
bq, `yÕevi †h‡Z n‡e
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Kv‡RB mevi Av‡M IUvi wbivcËv
`iKvi| kviwg‡bi evwo
†_‡K mivmwi Avgvi Kv‡Q wb‡q
Avm‡e Zzwg †eëUv| Zvici
weÁvcb Qvc‡Z †`qvi R‡b¨ Avevi
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Ô†Rv ûKzg, g¨vWvg|Õ
Ô†eëUv Avgiv Rxeb w`‡q i¶v Kie,Õ
`„pK‡É ej‡jb
BivewZ| ÔAvgv‡`i fyj‡j Pj‡e bv
†h IUvi R‡b¨B Lyb Kiv
n‡q‡Q kviwgb‡K|Õ
mkª×wP‡Ë gv_v †bvqvj dvjvb| ÔZ‡e
Avwg PvB, g¨vWvg,
mg¯— mvnm I eyw× w`‡q Avcwb
wb‡Ri RxebUv‡K i¶v
Ki‡eb| KviY Avgvi Abycw¯’wZ‡Z
Avcbvi wKQy n‡j,
Avgv‡K bv AvZ¥nZ¨v Ki‡Z nq|
`vwqZ¡ cvj‡b e¨_© n‡j
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cÖm½Uv‡K ¸i“Z¡ w`‡j Drmvn cv‡e
dvjvb, GB f‡q Zvi
†kl K_vUv ïb‡Z bv cvIqvi fvb
Ki‡jb BivewZ| Ô†Zvgvi
m‡½ †KD †hvMv‡hvM bv Kiv ch©š—
KvD‡K Zzwg ej‡e bv
GLv‡b Kx N‡U‡Q| hLb ej‡e, ïay
Avgvi wkwL‡q †`qv
K_v¸‡jv ej‡e| Gevi hvI|Õ
e„wó gv_vq K‡i iv‡Zi AÜKv‡i
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dvjvb|
wZbw`b ci gvqvbgvi UvBgm-Gi
cvi‡mvbvj Kjvg-G Qvcv
n‡jv weÁvcbUv| G-ai‡bi A¯úó
weÁvcb †ivRB `yÕPvi‡U
Qvcv nq KvM‡R; Kv‡RB G wb‡q cywjk,
wmAvBwW ev mvgwiK
Rvš—vi Aw¯’i n‡q IVvi †KvbI KviY
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Gfv‡e Qvwc‡q‡Q †mUvÑ
Kei †_‡K D‡V nK gvIjv cyiv‡bv
eÜz‡`i LyuR‡Q|
g¨vWvg BivewZi we‡kl `~Z †_vb
dvjv‡bi weÁvcbUv AmsL¨
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L›`Kvi|
ivbv G‡RwÝi BqvsMb kvLv|
kvLvcÖavb mvwR` L›`Kv‡ii
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Av‡jvPbv Ki‡Q
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cy®úe„wói gZ mevi g‡a¨
Avb›`Nb GKUv Abyf~wZ RvwM‡q Zvi
†P¤^v‡i D`q n‡jv
G‡RwÝi KY©avi ¯^qs gvmy` ivbv|
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I‡K †`‡L cª‡g nKPwK‡q †Mj Iiv,
Z‡e Zv gvÎ GK
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nBnB K‡i DVj
mevB|
Kzkjvw` wewbg‡qi ci Mí-¸R‡ei
g‡a¨ w`‡q Avc¨vqb
ce©I †kl n‡jv GK mgq| Zvici
mnKvix‡`i cÖ‡koei Rev‡e
ivbv Rvbvj †KvbI Kv‡R bq, †mªd
QywU KvUv‡Z †ewi‡q‡Q I;
cye fvi‡Zi Ô†m‡fb wm÷vm©Õ Ny‡i
gvqvbgv‡i G‡m‡Q eÜzei
Gqvi K‡gvWi ûbvb †nv-i Avgš¿‡Y|
GK‡N‡q jvM‡j †h-
†KvbI w`b Avevi Ab¨ †KvbI †`‡k
P‡j hv‡e|
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Lye M¤¢xi?Õ Gici cÖkoe
Kij ivbv| ÔRvb‡Z cvwi Kx wb‡q
Avjvc KiwQ‡j †Zvgiv?Õ
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nvwmgy‡L ejj mvwR`|
cÖ‡g KvM‡R Qvcv weÁvcbUv ivbv‡K
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ms‡¶‡c cwiw¯’wZUv e¨vL¨v Kij|
wcwmAvB †_‡K Aemi †bIqvi ci
K‡b©j Avigvb Lvb
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mvwf©m w`‡Zb|
hLbB kvLvcªavb e`j n‡q‡Q,
wbivcËvi Kvi‡Y K‡b©j
Avigvb Lv‡bi †KvW‡bgI e`‡j †M‡Q|
eQi mv‡ZK Av‡M
nK gvIjv QÙbvgUv mvwR`B evQvB
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aviYv, GKv ïay Zvi D‡Ï‡kB Qvcv
n‡q‡Q weÁvcbUv|
ivbv Rv‡b, mvwR‡`i G aviYv wVK
bq| nK gvIjv
QÙbvgUv mvwR` I g¨vWvg BivewZ
QvovI Ab¨ GKRb Rv‡b|
Zvi bvg wmZI‡q AvivKvbx|
evsjv‡`‡ki gyw³hy‡× †h-KRb
evwg©R †¯^”Qvq Ask
wb‡qwQ‡jb, wmZI‡q AvivKvbx
Zuv‡`i g‡a¨ AbZ¨g| Z‡e
Zuvi iY‡¶Î wQj ZLbKvi evg©vi
gvwU|
gyw³hy× ïi“ nIqvi m‡½ m‡½ †ek
wKQy wbixn I Amnvq
evOvjx mxgvš— cvi n‡q evg©vq
Xy‡K c‡owQj| Zv‡`i‡K Lyb
Kievi Rb¨ avIqv K‡i Aiw¶Z mxgvš—
w`‡q evg©vi wfZ‡i
Xy‡K c‡o cvwK¯—vb Avwg©|
GiKg GKUv Ab¨vq I b„ksm KvÊ NU‡Z
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wei“‡× ÔevOvjx i¶vÕ bv‡g
AZ¨š— kw³kvjx GKUv cÖwZ‡iva
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evOvjx i¶v KwgwU ZrciZv PvjvZ
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ïi“‡Z GB KwgwUi nv‡Z cvwK¯—vb
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Z‡e evOvjx i¶v KwgwUi Avmj
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†`vmi ivRvKviiv
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†_‡K `‡j `‡j mk¯¿ jvk D‡V Avm‡Z
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AvKvk †_‡K †b‡g Avm‡Z †`‡L‡Q
mk¯¿ †d‡ikZv‡`i; GB
jvk I †d‡ikZviv bvwK gyw³‡hv×v I
fviZxq ˆmb¨‡`i m‡½
Zzgyj hy× K‡i‡Q; wKš‘
evsjv‡`k-evg©v mxgv‡š— Zviv Gi wVK
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K‡qKUv `j, cvwL wkKv‡ii gZ ¸wj
K‡i gvi‡Q cjvqbci
cvwK¯—vbx ˆmb¨ I ivRvKvi‡`i!
cvwK¯—vb †mbvevwnbx I cvwK¯—vb
KvD›Uvi B‡›Uwj‡RÝ-
Gi †iK‡W© GB e¨vcviUv‡K
e¨vL¨vnxb Ô†fŠwZKÕ KvÊ ejv
18
n‡q‡Q| †h‡nZz wb‡Riv gvi †L‡q‡Q,
ZvB Gi m‡½ †KvbI
jvk I †d‡ikZv‡K Rov‡Z ivwR bq
Zviv, Zvi e`‡j
m‡›`nfvRb wKQy AvivKvbx
f`ª‡jv‡Ki ZvwjKv ˆZwi K‡i‡Q
Zviv|
†mB ZvwjKvi cÖg bvgUvB n‡jv
wmZI‡q AvivKvbx|
evOvjx i¶v KwgwUi cªavb wnmv‡e
AvRI Zuvi Dci Kov
bRi ivL‡Q wcwmAvB|
K‡b©j Avigvb Lvb gviv hvevi ci,
ZuviB K‡i hvIqv
mycvwi‡k, evsjv‡`k‡K GmwcIbvR
mvwf©m †`Iqvi `vwqZ¡
†c‡q‡Qb GB evwg©R e¨emvqx|
wmwKDwiwUi Kvi‡Y wmZI‡q AvivKvbx
mivmwi ivbv
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†hvMv‡hvM i¶v K‡ib, IB
GKB Kvi‡Y Zuvi GB `vwqZ¡ m¤ú‡K©
g¨vWvg BivewZ wKsev
ivbv G‡RwÝi BqvsMb kvLv‡K wKQy
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ü`¨Zv Av‡Q ivbvi,
BqvsM‡b G‡j †`Lv bv K‡i †d‡i bv
I| GeviI, ivRavbx‡Z
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m‡½ K_v n‡q‡Q Ii|
MZKvj Zuvi evwo‡Z †`LvI K‡i‡Q|
mvwR` Zvi K_v †kl Kij GKUv cÖkoe
w`‡q : K‡b©j
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me ï‡b ivbv Rvb‡Z PvBj, ÔGKUv
wKQy †Zv Av›`vR KiQ
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g¨vWvg BivewZi KvR,Õ
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ivbv G‡RwÝi m‡½
†hvMv‡hvM Ki‡Z PvB‡Qb|Õ
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g¨vWvg BivewZ
m¤ú‡K© GKUv aviYv `vI Avgv‡K| †h
f`ª‡jvK evsjv‡`k
¯^vaxb nevi mgq Aemi wb‡q‡Qb,
Zuvi ¯¿xi eqm mËi
Qvwo‡q hvevi K_v|Õ
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wKQyB Rvwb bv,Õ ejj
mvwR`| ÔwZwbI Avgv‡`i G‡RwÝ
m¤ú‡K© KLbI †KvbI
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GLv‡b whwb kvLvcÖavb wQ‡jbÑgiûg
kvwnb mv¾v`| Avwg ïay
ï‡bwQ †jwg‡q_bvi cvnvox GjvKvq
f`ªgwnjvi weivU
Lvgvievwo I c−¨vb‡Ukb Av‡Q, Avi
evsjv‡`k I evOvjx
†jevi‡`i cÖwZ Lye bvwK
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wb‡q †`L‡Z cvwi †KvbI †imcÝ
cvIqv hvq wK bv,Õ ejj
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wKš‘ ai‡Q bv †KD|
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c‡o †Mj| BqvsMb
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Awd‡m wmwiqvm wKQy
GKUv n‡q‡Q e‡j g‡b nq|Õ
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Ôwewfboe m~Î †_‡K Avgiv bvbv iKg
Lei cvw”Q| I‡`i
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n‡q‡Q| †jvKUvi bvg D
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K‡i‡Q| jvkUv cvVv‡bv
19
n‡q‡Q †nbhv`v K¨v›Ub‡g‡›U,
†Rbv‡ij D wbgywPi †KvqvU©v‡i|
_yBgyB Zuvi fvB‡cv|Õ
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nuvU‡Q| nuvU‡Z nuvU‡Z weivU
d¬vIqvi gv‡K©‡U P‡j Gj, fve‡Q
†_vb dvjvb bvgUv Qvov Avi †KvbI
m~Î †bB Ii Kv‡Q|
Zvici g‡b coj, †_vb dvjvb bvgUv
Avm‡j _vB|
PvjvO jvgcvO bvgUvI _vB fvlvi
GK‡Rvov kã| †ek,
GKUv wgj cvIqv †Mj| wKš‘ Zv‡K
Kx?
GK NÈv ciI †`Lv †Mj m~ÎUv †KvbI
Kv‡R Avm‡Q bv|
nvj †Q‡o w`‡q †nv‡U‡j †divi K_v
fve‡Q ivbv| d¬vIqvi
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gv‡K©U †_‡K †ei“evi mgq GKUv
Ly‡` evi †Pv‡L coj|
†iv‡`i g‡a¨ nuvUvnuvwU K‡i †Zóv
†c‡q‡Q, wfZ‡i Xy‡K
Rvbvjvi cv‡ki GKUv †Uwe‡j emj
ivbv| VvÊv weqv‡i PzgyK
w`‡”Q, †mB m‡½ Ajm fw½‡Z PIov
iv¯—v w`‡q †nu‡U hvIqv
†jvKR‡bi Dci †PvL eyjv‡”Q| †R‡j,
wgwš—, †dwiIqvjv,
L‡ÏiÑcÖvq mevB _vB, Zv‡`i mevi
†PnvivI cªvq GKB iKg
jvM‡Q †Pv‡L|
weqv‡ii M−vm Lvwj n‡q G‡m‡Q, GB
mgq †Pbv GK
†jvK‡K †`L‡Z †cj ivbv| †jvKUv
AZ¨š— †gvUv I Lv‡Uv|
nbnb K‡i nuvU‡Q, Avi Aw¯’i †Pv‡L
wb‡Ri Pvicv‡k
ZvKv‡”Q| Kvj mKv‡jI Zv‡K †`‡L‡Q
ivbv| GB †jvK I‡K
wmZI‡q AvivKvbxi evwoi `iRv Ly‡j
w`‡q‡Q|
Z‡e wVK `v‡ivqvb bq †m| †Kóv e¨vUvi
gZ AwZ cyivZb
f„Z¨ †Mv‡Qi †KD n‡e, evwoi
hveZxq ˆ`bw›`b †QvULvU KvR
Zv‡KB mvi‡Z nq| †`fvB...? nu¨v,
bvgUvI g‡b co‡Q| †ek
gRvi GKUv bvg| K_vUv Avm‡j A‡bK
†¶‡ÎB wVKGK
†`‡ki eywj, Av‡iK †`‡ki Mvwj|
wmZI‡q AvivKvbx Zv‡K
gvB` †`fvB e‡jB WvKwQ‡jb|
LvwbK BZ¯—Z K‡i †jvKUv‡K `uvwo‡q
co‡Z †`‡L ivbvi
AvMÖn †e‡o †Mj| wKQy GKUv bo‡Z
†`‡L Ii `„wó Qy‡U †Mj
iv¯—vi av‡ii mvwi mvwi
†`vKvb¸‡jvi gvSLv‡b| ILv‡b j¤^v
GK †jvK KzÊjx Qvov‡”Q, †evSv †Mj
Dey n‡q e‡m KviI Rb¨
A‡c¶v KiwQj †m| †jvKUvi nvZ
`y‡Uv AZ¨š— kw³kvjx,
†ckj| gy‡L GZ fuvR, †`L‡Z wVK
†hb GKUv eyjWM|
†jvKUv _vB|
†jvK `yRb ci¯úi‡K LuywU‡q †`Lj,
Zvici ms‡¶‡c
`yÕGKUv K_v ejj| †Uwej †Q‡o evi
†_‡K †ewi‡q Avm‡Q
ivbv, bv †_‡gB wej †gUvj
KvD›Uv‡i|
evRvi †_‡K †ewi‡q cvkvcvwk nuvUv
a‡i‡Q †jvK `yRb,
†ek LvwbKUv `~i †_‡K Zv‡`i wcQy
wbj ivbv| I †h AbymiY
Ki‡Q †mUv †Mvcb Kievi †KvbI
†PóvB Kij bv, PvB‡Q
I‡`i gva¨‡g wmZI‡q AvivKvbxI
Rvbyb e¨vcviUv|
I‡`i †UªBj †kl n‡jv wmZI‡q
AvivKvbxi evwoi †M‡U|
†_vb dvjvb I gvB` †`fvB‡K wfZ‡i
XyK‡Z †`‡L GKUv
U¨vw· wb‡q wb‡Ri †nv‡U‡j wd‡i Gj
ivbv| Kx welq Rvbevi
Rb¨ c‡i GK mgq AvivKvbxi m‡½
†hvMv‡hvM Ki‡jB n‡e|
Avi hw` Lye Ri“wi wKQy nq, Ii
A‡c¶vq bv †_‡K wZwb
wb‡RB †hvMv‡hvM Ki‡eb|
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†nv‡U‡ji wi‡mck‡b GKUv †g‡mR †cj
ivbv| AÁvZcwiPq
GK †g‡q †dvb K‡iwQj I‡K, e‡j‡Q
c‡i Avevi †hvMv‡hvM
Ki‡e|
my¨B‡U wd‡i kvIqvi mvij| †Kvg‡i
ïay †Zvqv‡j
Rov‡bv, †eWi“‡g e‡m ¯‹P ûBw¯‹i
M−v‡m PzgyK †`Iqvi mgq
wUwf Ab K‡i gvqvbgvi wUwfi Lei
ïb‡Q| bv, dvBf gvW©vi
m¤ú‡K© wKQyB ejv n‡jv bv| ïay
Rvbv‡bv n‡jv, kn‡ii GKUv
evMvbevwo‡Z Av¸b †j‡M‡Q, ¶q-¶wZi
cwigvY GLbI Rvbv
hvqwb| GKUz c‡iB bK n‡jv `iRvq|
Ôû BR BU, wc−R?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv,
Kv‡c©‡Ui Dci
w`‡q wbtkã cv‡q `iRvi w`‡K
G‡Mvj|
LmL‡m GKUv bvixKÉ †f‡m Gj, Ô†jU
wg Bb, gvB
†cÖmvm| GB gyn~‡Z© Zzwg f`ª
Ae¯’vq bv _vK‡jI Avwg wKQy
g‡b Kie bv|Õ
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wZmZv AvivKvbx‡K fvj gZ wbOovevi
KvRUv GLbI †kl
nqwb K‡b©j AvRgj û`vi| ÔwKš‘ †h
†jvK Pv †e‡P Zvi
GiKg AvPiY Lye A™¢yZB ej‡Z n‡e,Õ
ejj †m, fvb Kij
GKUz AevK n‡q‡Q|
Ô†nvqvÑ! Pv †e‡P? gvB jvf, Avgvi
cvcvi wekvj
AvKv‡ii cuvP-cuvPUv Pv-evMvb
Av‡Q, AviI Av‡Q weivU me
RyU wgj|Õ †cÖwg‡Ki Dò Kuv‡a gyL
¸uRj wZmZv|
ÔZv n‡j Avwg Kbdzwmqv‡mi f~Z|Õ
†n‡m DVj wZmZv| ÔZzwg f~Z bI,
gvB †mw· jvf| Zzwg
Avgvi i³-gvsm, Avgvi Aw¯—Z¡|Õ
û`vi bMoe ey‡K nvjKv Nywm
gvi‡Q| ÔZ‡e cvcv‡K †QvU K‡i
†`‡Lv bv, jvf| gvivZ¥K
abx †m, fqvbK cÖfvekvjx|
cÖwZ‡ekx †`k¸‡jv‡ZI Zvi
cªfve Kg bq, cÖwZwU `~Zvev‡m
Avmv-hvIqv Av‡Q|Õ
ÔWvwj©s, †Zvgvi cvcv‡K Avgvi
¯úvB e‡j m‡›`n n‡”Q|Õ
åƒ DuPz K‡i wPwš—Zfv‡e û`vi w`‡K
ZvwK‡q _vKj
wZmZv| GiBg‡a¨ D¾¡j n‡q IVv †PvL
`y‡Uv‡K GKUv
AvBwWqv AviI R¡jR¡‡j K‡i Zzjj|
ÔKx Rv‡bv, AvgviI wVK
ZvB g‡b nq| In&, MW, Kx
PvjvK Zzwg! ïay ¯úvB n‡j cvcvi
A‡bK wKQy wg‡j hvq|Õ
Ôa¨vZ, wZmZv, Zzwg wmwiqvm bI!
¯úvB nevi SuywK †b‡eb,
†Zgb gvbylB bb wZwb|Õ
Ôcvcv Zv n‡j we‡`wk‡`i m‡½ GZ
wgwUs K‡i †Kb?
Mfxi iv‡Z †iwWI‡ZB ev Kv‡`i m‡½
K_v e‡j? Avgv‡K
wb‡q wPwš—Z nevi Zv n‡j GUvB
KviY!Õ
Ava NÈv ci AÜKv‡i nvmj wcwmAvB
Kg©KZ©v| hv Rv‡b
Zvi meB wZmZvi †cU †_‡K †ei Kiv
hv‡e| AviI A‡bK
Z_¨ `iKvi Zvi| †hgb, D _yBgyB‡K
Lyb K‡i †Kv_vq cvjvj
kvqjv kviwgb? †g‡qUv wK Avm‡j
Zv‡`i Uc wm‡μU
WKz‡g›U-Gi Kwc mwi‡q‡Q?
B›Uv‡iv‡MU Kievi Rb¨ kviwgb‡K
`iKvi Zvi| †m hw`
WKz‡g›UUv Kwc K‡i _v‡K, †h-†KvbI
g~‡j¨ †mUv‡K †diZ
†c‡Z n‡e|
ÔGevi †Zvgvi †div `iKvi, wZmZv,Õ
ejj K‡b©j û`v|
ÔAvgvi Ri“wi wKQy KvR Av‡Q|Õ
Ô†div `iKvi?Õ cªwZev` Kij wZmZv|
ÔGZ ZvovZvwo?
wKš‘ Avgvi †h AviI PvB|Õ
Ôcv‡e, wZmZv| Avgiv `yRbB hLb
Avevi †iwW n‡Z
cvie|Õ
ÔAvwg GLbB †iwW|Õ
Ôbv, GZ †ewk fvj bq| G‡mv, GKUv
†Ljv †Lwj| Zzwg
Avgv‡K Lei G‡b `vIÑcvcvi Kv‡Q
hviv Av‡m Zv‡`i bvgwVKvbv,
Kx wb‡q Avjvc K‡i Zviv| fvewQ
wZwb hw` mwZ¨
¯úvB nb, Zuvi m‡½ AvwgI †KvbI
e¨emvq Rov‡j AwZwi³
†KvbI †ewbwdU cve wK bv| G
e¨vcv‡i Zzwg Avgv‡K mvnvh¨
Ki‡e †Zv, wZmZv, Wvwj©s? wewbg‡q
hv PvB‡e ZvB cv‡e Zzwg,
hZ Lywk|Õ
ÔAvwg bv †Zvgvi `vmx? Zzwg ïay
ûKzg Ki‡e|Õ û`vi Dci
PovI n‡jv wZmZv| Ô†Zvgv‡K Avwg
mvnvh¨ bv Ki‡j
fvjevm‡e †K Avgv‡K? myB †`‡e
†K?Õ
ÔSuywK wb‡q, †¯^”Qvq XyKQ Zzwg,Õ
ejj ivbv, `iRvi †PBb jK
Ly‡j w`j|
ÔI jv jv!Õ LmL‡m K‡É ejj wb`vwb
_y‡q| ÔGUv †Zvgvi
ûgwK, bvwK Avgš¿Y?Õ
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†g‡qwUi w`‡K †PvL Zz‡j ZvwK‡q
Av‡Q ivbv| cÖvq Ii
KvQvKvwQ j¤^v †m| KvVv‡gvq
bvixmyjf mg¯— ˆewkó¨ †Pv‡L
coevi gZB, A_P GZUzKz AwZwi³
Pwe© †bB †Kv_vI| Ggb
myMwVZ †`n‡mŠôe Lye KgB †`Lv
hvq, m¤¢eZ weªwUk I
Rvcvwb i‡³i mswgkªY NUvq GiKgUv
n‡q‡Q|
ïay †h †`L‡Z cixi gZ Zv bq, A‡bK
¸YI Av‡Q
wb`vwbi| fvj bvP-Mvb Rv‡b, K_v
ej‡Z cv‡i K‡qKUv
fvlvq| mgv‡Ri Dci gn‡jB Zvi
IVvemv| wec‡`i
gvivZ¥K me SzuwK wb‡q wbwe©Pv‡i
mevB‡K Z_¨ †hvMvb †`Iqv
Zvi †ckv| †μZv-we‡μZvi Kv‡Q
wb‡Ri †ckv †Mvcb K‡i
bv †m| UvKvUvB Zvi Kv‡Q eo K_v|
wd« jvÝvi Bbdigvi wnmv‡e Lye fvj
Ki‡Q wb`vwb| Z‡e
†kvbv hvq wb‡Ri kix‡ii Dci Zvi
bvwK wbqš¿Y †bB| ivbv
fvej, GB wgj _vKvi Kvi‡YB wK
wZmZvi m‡½ Zvi eÜzZ¡
n‡q‡Q?
ÔRvb‡Z cvwi, wK PvB?Õ `iRv eÜ
K‡i cÖkoe Kij ivbv|
Ô†Zvgv‡K,Õ DËiUv †hb †Vuv‡Ui
Kv‡Q ˆZwi †i‡LwQj
wb`vwb| ivbvi cv †_‡K gv_v ch©š—
†PvL eyjvj †m|
ÔgyL mvg‡j K_v e‡jv, Zv bB‡j†MU AvDU,Õ e‡j nvZ
Zz‡j `iRvUv †`wL‡q w`j ivbv|
†n‡m DVj wb`vwb| ÔwZmZv wVKB
e‡j‡Q, mwZ¨ Zzwg
GKUv B›Uv‡iw÷s PwiÎ!Õ
Ô†Zvgvi GLv‡b Avmvi m‡½ wZmZvi
Kx m¤úK©?Õ
ÔejwQ| Zvi Av‡M em‡Z ej‡e bv?Õ
nvZ Zz‡j GKUv †mvdv †`wL‡q w`j
ivbv| ÔZvovZvwo †kl
Ki‡e, †Kgb?Õ
†mvdvq e‡m cv‡qi Dci cv Zz‡j w`j
wb`vwb, Zvi Lv‡Uv
¯‹vU© Ei“i Bw cuv‡PK XvK‡Z
cv‡iwb| ÔAvgv‡`i wZmZvi
cvwU©i ˆewkó¨ m¤ú‡K© Zzwg †evanq
Rv‡bv bv| kn‡ii
AvKl©Yxq I evQvB Kiv cyi“l‡`i
BbfvBU Kiv nq,
†ewkifvMB Zviv AweevwnZ| iμevi
ivZ bÕUvq GKPwj−k
b¤^i cyZvI w÷ª‡U †Zvgvi R‡b¨
A‡c¶v Ki‡e wZmZv|
Av‡MB Rvwb‡q ivwL, wZmZvi cvwU©
gv‡b... ¯‹vB BR `¨
wjwgU|Õ
Ô†ek| K_v w`w”Q bv, Z‡e †Póv Kie
†h‡Z,Õ ejj ivbv,
nvZNwo †`Lj I|
Bw½ZUv ai‡Z †c‡i †mvdv Qvoj
wb`vwb| ÔAvgv‡K
†Zvgvi †eWi“gUv †`Lv‡e bv, gvmy`
ivbv?Õ
Ô`ytwLZ, Avgvi nv‡Z mgq †bB|Õ
ÔZvi gv‡b wK Av-gv-i KvQ †_‡K
†KvbI Bbdi‡gkbB
Zzwg Rvb‡Z PvI bv?Õ euvKv †Pv‡L
ZvKvj wb`vwb, †Vuv‡Ui
†Kv‡Y inm¨gq nvwm|
ÔKx Bbdi‡gkb?Õ
ÔGB a‡iv, kvixwiK AvK…wZ, iO,
†KvgjZv, ˆ`N©¨,
MfxiZv BZ¨vw`|Õ
Ôbv, ab¨ev`|Õ
Kuva SuvwK‡q `iRvi w`‡K G‡Mvj
wb`vwb, wbZ‡¤^ †XD
DV‡Q| Ôhvevi Av‡M Ab¨ GKUv
cÖm½,Õ `iRvi Kv‡Q †cuŠ‡Q
Ny‡i `uvwo‡q ejj †m| Ôkvqjv
kviwgb bv‡g GKUv †g‡q
†Kv_vq Av‡Q, Kx Ki‡Q BZ¨vw` †R‡b
†`qvi Aby‡iva Kiv
n‡q‡Q Avgv‡K| Zvi †LuvR w`‡Z
cvi‡j IB cvwU© Avgv‡K
cuwPk nvRvi weªwUk cvDÛ †`‡e| Z_¨Uv
cvevi wewbg‡q `k
nvRvi cvDÛ Qvo‡Z ivwR AvwQ
Avwg|Õ
Ô†K †m?Õ ivbv †hb wKQy Rv‡b bv|
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ÔGKU e¨emv cÖwZôv‡bi †UKwbKvj
Awdmvi| KgwcDUvi
†mKk‡bi †nW,Õ ejj wb`vwb|
Ô†K Zvi †LuvR Ki‡Q?Õ
nvmj wb`vwb| ÔbvgUv Rvb‡Z n‡j...
bv, UvKv bq, †Zvgvi
†eWi“‡g Ava NÈv mgq w`‡Z n‡e
Avgv‡K|Õ GUv Zvi
fwYZv, †m Rv‡b bvgUv Av›`vR Ki‡Z
ivbvi †KvbI Amywe‡a
n‡”Q bv|
ivbvi Reve †bwZevPK n‡Z hv‡”Q
eyS‡Z †c‡i Avevi
wb`vwb ZvovZvwo ejj, Ôf`ª‡jvK
wZmZvi cvwU©‡Z Avm‡Z
cv‡ib| Zuvi m‡½ Avwg †Zvgvi
cwiPq Kwi‡q w`‡Z cvwi|Õ
ÔwVK Av‡Q, e¨vcviUv Avwg †f‡e
†`Le,Õ e‡j wb`vwb‡K
we`vq K‡i w`j ivbv| Zvici fvej,
wZmZvi cvwU©‡Z hw`
hvq I, mvwR‡`i KvQ †_‡K Av‡iKUv
wc¯—j †P‡q wb‡Z n‡e|
K‡b©j û`vi m‡½ gy‡LvgywL nIqvi
ci Kx NU‡e ejv KwVb|
Z‡e kviwg‡bi evwo‡Z †`‡L û`v I‡K
wPb‡Z †c‡i‡Q wK
bv m‡›`n Av‡Q ivbvi| A‡bKUv `~i
†_‡K gvÎ `yÕGK
†m‡K‡Ûi Rb¨ I‡K †`‡L‡Q †m|
i“‡cvi ev· †_‡K Av‡iKUv evwg©R
Pyi“U evQvB Ki‡jb
wmZI‡q AvivKvbx| Ô†Zvgv‡`i‡K †h
f`ª‡jvK AbymiY
KiwQ‡jb,Õ †_vb dvjvb‡K ej‡jb
wZwb, ÔZuv‡K Avwg wPwb|
AbymiY Kiv n‡”Q, Zv wZwb
†Zvgv‡`i‡K eyS‡Z w`‡qwQ‡jb|
wPš—vi wKQy †bB, wZwb Avgvi
eÜz|Õ
gv_v byB‡q mvov w`j †_vb dvjvb|
Ô†cb WªvBfUv hZ ¸i“Z¡c~Y©B †nvK,
Dchy³ KviI nv‡Z
Zz‡j †`qvi e¨e¯’v bv nIqv ch©š—
BivewZ w`w`i Kv‡QB _vKzK
†mUv,Õ ej‡jb AvivKvbx| ÔdzjcÖ“d
GKUv c−¨vb ˆZwi Ki‡Z
wKQyUv mgq jvM‡e Avgv‡`i| IUv
wd‡i cvevi R‡b¨ cvwK¯—
vb KvD›Uvi B‡›Uwj‡RÝ †Póvi †KvbI
ΓwU Ki‡e bv|Õ
Avevi gv_v †bvqvj dvjvb| ÔGi
gv‡b Avgv‡K GLb
g¨vWv‡gi Kv‡Q wd‡i †h‡Z n‡e|
Avwg Avgvi i‡³i Kmg
†L‡qwQ, wb‡Ri Rxeb w`‡q n‡jI
Zuv‡K i¶v Kie|Õ
A¯^w¯— †eva Ki‡Qb AvivKvbx| Zuvi
Pzi“U GLbI aiv‡bv
nqwb| ÔAvwg `ytwLZ, dvjvb|
†Zvgvi wKsev BivewZ w`w`i
wVK †evSvi K_v bq †h Kx‡mi m‡½
†Zvgiv Rwo‡qQ|
†Zvgiv wec‡` c‡ov, GiKg wKQy Kiv
hv‡e bv| me wKQyi
R‡b¨ c−¨vb `iKvi| Zzwg K‡qKUv
w`b BivewZ w`w`i Kv‡Q
wdi‡Z cvi‡e bv|Õ
g¨vWvg GKv Av‡Q, GB hyw³ †`wL‡q
Zuvi cÖ¯—v‡e ivwR
n‡Z PvBj bv †_vb dvjvb| Z‡e mgq
GKUz †ewk jvM‡jI
Ae‡k‡l Zv‡K †evSv‡Z cvi‡jb
AvivKvbx|
gvB` †`fvB‡qi m‡½ mv‡f©›Um
†KvqvU©v‡i P‡j †Mj
dvjvb, GZ¶‡Y Pzi“UUv awi‡q
†Uwj‡dv‡b ivbvi m‡½
†hvMv‡hvM Ki‡jb AvivKvbx|
`ycyi cvi K‡i evwo wdij wZmZv|
†Zóvq QvwZ †d‡U hv‡”Q,
wKš‘ cÖvB‡fU wjwfs i“‡g `uvwo‡q
evievi †ej evRv‡jI gvB`
†`fvB mvov w`j bv| iv‡M MRMR
Ki‡Z jvMj †m, cv_‡ii
gZ fvix cv †U‡b wekvj wK‡P‡b G‡m
XyKj| †hLv‡b _vKevi
K_v, †mB mvwf©m c¨vw›Uª‡ZI
†`fvB‡K †`Lv †Mj bv| `y‡Uv
wiwd«Rv‡iUv‡ii g‡a¨ †_‡K †QvUUv
Ly‡j VvÊv cvbxq †ei Ki‡Q
†m, GB mgq ïb‡Z †cj mvwf©m
c¨v‡mR †_‡K KviI `ª“Z
cv‡qi AvIqvR †f‡m Avm‡Q|
ÔIn&, †`fvB!Õ iv‡M †PuwP‡q
DVj wZmZv| ÔWvK‡j
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†Zvgv‡K cvIqv hvq bv †Kb?Õ
KviI AuvZKvevi gZ AvIqvR ïb‡Z
†cj wZmZv| SU&
K‡i `iRvi w`‡K Nyij †m| wK‡P‡bi
evB‡i †`fvB GKv bq,
Zvi m‡½ j¤^v-PIov I ¯^v¯’¨evb
GKRb A‡Pbv †jvKI
i‡q‡Q| †ekf~lv †`‡L g‡b n‡jv
G‡Kev‡iB Pvlvfy‡lv|
ÔAZ¨š— `ytwLZ, w`w`gwY,Õ ejj
†`fvB| ÔAvcwb †h evwo
wd‡i‡Qb Avgvi Rvbv wQj bv|
Avcbvi wK wKQy jvM‡e...?Õ
ÔjvMZ,Õ ag‡Ki my‡i ejj wZmZv|
wb‡Ri GB †gRvR
fvj jvM‡Q bv Zvi, Z‡e wbqš¿Y
Kievi kw³I †bB| ÔGLb
Avi jvM‡e bv| A‡bK †W‡KI cvBwb
†Zvgv‡K|Õ wVK wPb‡Z
cvi‡Q bv e‡U, wKš‘ †Kb †hb g‡b
n‡”Q Pvlv †jvKUv‡K
Av‡MI †Kv_vI †`‡L‡Q †m| Ô†Zvgvi
m‡½ GB †jvK †K? Kx
Pvq †m?Õ
ÔAvgv‡`i bZzb gvjx, w`w`gwY|
Gevi ¶gv Ki“b
Avgv‡`i|Õ gv_v †bvqvj †`fvB|
Ôbv, `uvovI! I‡K Avgvi †Pbv †Pbv
jvM‡Q †Kb?Õ åƒ
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Ggwb mg‡q _c& K‡i Kx †hb coj
Ii wcQb w`‡K| cuvB
K‡i wcQb wdij †m, Kvb †c‡Z ïb‡Z
†Póv Ki‡Q kãUv
Kx‡mi|
AviI `k †m‡KÛ cvi n‡jv| AviI
cuvP †m‡KÛ| ïK‡bv
Nv‡m g„`y †Quvqv jvMvi kã Kij
cv| mvg‡b mZK© `„wó †i‡L
wcQy n‡U P‡j Avm‡Q †jvKUv I‡`i
w`‡K| wZb dz‡Ui g‡a¨
P‡j G‡m‡Q, Zvici †`o|
GLbB!
WvbnvZUv j¤^v Kij ivbv, fuvR K‡i
wdwi‡q Avbj `ª“Z,
kΓi MjvUv AvU‡K wb‡q‡Q KbyB‡qi
fuv‡RÑK‡qK ¸”Q
LmL‡m NvmI i‡q‡Q m‡½| evg evû
†VKvj Gevi Ii Nv‡oi
wcQ‡b| Kx NU‡Z P‡j‡Q eyS‡Z †c‡i
wPrKvi Kivi R‡b¨ gyL
nuv Kij †jvKUv, wKš‘ KÉbvjx Pvc
†L‡q _vKvq AvIqvR †ei
n‡jv bv| nu¨vPKv Uvb w`j ivbv
Gevi WvbnvZ|
govr K‡i fvOj Nv‡oi nvo| eviK‡qK
SuvwK †Lj
†jKUvi †MvUv kixi, Zvici †bwZ‡q
coj gv_vUv GKcv‡k|
jvkUv wbtk‡ã gvwU‡Z bvwg‡q w`j
ivbv| Nvm Qvov Avi
†Kv_vI jyKv‡bvi RvqMv †bB,
GLv‡bB †i‡L †h‡Z n‡e
GUv‡K|
AviI GK wgwbU wbtk‡ã `uvwo‡q
_vKj Iiv, Kvb †c‡Z
_vKj, Zvici mveav‡b G‡Mvj|
Nv‡mi wfZi w`‡q mi“ GKUv †UªBj
P‡j †M‡Q, †mUv a‡i
GK NÈv wbwðš— g‡b nuvU‡Z cvij
Iiv| Nv‡mi ivR¨ †_‡K
†ewi‡q G‡m Avevi R½‡j †XvKvi mgq
Iiv †`Lj c_Uvi
Avi †KvbI wPý †bB †Kv_vI|
g¨v‡ci fuvR Ly‡j, †cwÝj U‡P©i
Av‡jvq, †Kv_vq †cuŠ‡Q‡Q
†`‡L wbj ivbv|
mvg‡b co‡e R½j XvKv Xvj, ax‡i
ax‡i DuPz n‡q‡Q|
Zvici Av‡iK Xvj †e‡q bx‡P bvg‡Z
n‡e| Xvj †e‡q bvgevi
Av‡MB AvKvk †Quvqv K‡qKUv cvnvo
co‡e evg cv‡k|
I¸‡jvi w`‡K wcQb wd‡i nuvU‡Z n‡e
I‡`i‡K, KviY IB
cvnvo‡kªYxi mvg‡bi w`‡KB g¨vWvg
BivewZi Lvgvievwo|
Z‡e AviI cÂvk wK‡jvwgUvi `~‡i|
cÖvq `k wgwbU n‡jv Xvj †e‡q DV‡Q
Iiv| P~ov Avi †ewk
`~‡i bq, GB mgq GKUv †nwjKÞv‡ii
AvIqvR †f‡m Gj|
Zvici IUvi ¯úUjvBU †`L‡Z †cj,
gvSvwi AvKv‡ii hvwš¿K
dwosUv j¨vÛ Kievi cÖ¯‘wZ wb‡”Q|
mvg‡b †Kv_vI j¨vÛ Kij meyR i‡Oi
KÞviUv| `ª“Z cv
Pvjvj Iiv, Av›`vR Kij P~ovq DV‡j
†`Lv hv‡e IUv‡K|
P~ovq IVvi ci AviI K‡qK wgwbU
nuvU‡Z n‡jv
I‡`i‡K| R½‡ji wKbvivq †hLv‡b
_vgj †mLvb †_‡K
mivmwi mvg‡b eomo duvKv GKUv
RvqMv †`L‡Z †cj ivbv,
AvU-`kUv gkv‡ji jvj‡P Av‡jvq
D™¢vwmZ n‡q Av‡Q|
ILv‡bB †b‡g‡Q †nwjKÞvi, Mvp meyR
i‡Oi wZb‡U Zuveyi
wVK gvSLv‡b| KÞv‡ii wcQb w`‡K
A¯úófv‡e Pvi‡Kvbv
GKUv AvK…wZ †`L‡Z †cj ivbv,
gvSLv‡b wÎk M‡Ri gZ
e¨eavb| GKUv UªvK|
RvqMvUv Avm‡j GKUv K¨v¤ú| Zuveyi
msL¨v wZb‡U
n‡jI, †jvKRb Lye Kg| ci‡bi meyR
BDwbdg©B e‡j w`‡”Q
Iiv wgDPyqvj †fÂv‡ii MvW©|
†jvKRb Kg nIqvi KviYUv Av›`vR
Ki‡Z cvij ivbv,
102
I‡`i †Luv‡R Nv‡mi ivR¨ I R½‡ji
wfZi GLbI Zj−vwk
Pvjv‡”Q evwK †jvKRb|
†Sv‡ci wfZi w`‡q GKUz GwM‡q
cuvP-mvZ wgwb‡Ui Rb¨
Mv‡qe n‡q †Mj †_vb dvjvb| KÞv‡ii
cvBjU I Zuveyi
†jvK‡`i Avjvc ï‡b wd‡i G‡m Rvbvj
ivbvi aviYv mwZ¨,
Nvm I R½‡ji wfZi evwK †jvKRb
I‡`i‡K LuyR‡Q|
g¨vWvg BivewZi wbivcËvi K_v
†f‡eI AvZw¼Z n‡q
coj †m| Ôme©bvk n‡q †M‡Q, wg÷vi
ivbv!Õ Pvcv¯^‡i ejj
dvjvb, g‡b n‡jv †Ku‡` †dj‡e|
Ô†Kb, Kx n‡q‡Q?Õ wdmwdm Kij ivbv|
Ôg¨vWvg‡K Iiv †Riv Ki‡Q| nvZ-cv
†eu‡a...Õ duywc‡q
DVj dvjvb|
Ôkvš— nI,Õ big my‡i ejj ivbv|
Ô†Zvgvi gZ k³ gvbyl
wec‡`i mgq Gfv‡e †f‡O c‡o bv|
Iiv Avi Kx ejj
†kvbvI †`wL|Õ
†PvL gy‡Q `ª“ZB wb‡R‡K mvg‡j wbj
dvjvb| Zvici
ax‡i ax‡i ejj, ÔwgDPzqvj †fÂv‡ii
wW‡i±i K‡b©j û`v †mj
†dv‡b cvBjU‡K wb‡`©k w`‡q‡Q,
†`wi bv K‡i g¨vWvg
BivewZi evwo‡Z †cuŠ‡Q w`‡Z n‡e
Gw`KKvi †jvKRb‡K,Õ
ejj †m| Ôû`v fq cv‡”Q, GLbI hLb
Avcbv‡K aiv hvqwb,
g¨vWv‡gi evwo‡Z Avcbvi †cuŠQv‡bv
†VKv‡bv KwVb n‡e, ZvB
ILvbKvi wmwKDwiwU AviI †Rvi`vi
Ki‡Z Pvq †m|Õ
ÔZvi gv‡b wK K¨v¤ú Zz‡j wb‡q
hv‡e?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|
Ôbv, wekRb _vK‡Q GLv‡b,Õ ejj
dvjvb| ÔIiv GLbI
Avgv‡`i‡K LyuR‡Q| evwK †lv‡jvRb
GLbB iIbv n‡e| †`Lyb
bv, Zuvey †_‡K †ei K‡i wb‡R‡`i
wRwbm-cÎ †MvQMvQ ïi“
K‡i w`‡q‡Q|Õ
ÔwKš‘ Zv Kxfv‡e m¤¢e?Õ wR‡Ám Kij
ivbv, Ii aviYv
dvjvb fyj ï‡b‡Q| ÔKÞviUv †Zv eo
bq, Lye †ewk n‡j `kev‡
ivRb †jv‡Ki RvqMv n‡e|Õ
ÔKx Rvwb, AvwgI †Zv ZvB fvewQ|Õ
Kuva SuvKvj dvjvb|
Ô†`Lv hvK, Kxfv‡e Kx K‡i Iiv|Õ
jvBb w`‡q KÞv‡i Po‡Q MvW©iv,
`ª“Z wPš—v Pj‡Q ivbvi
gv_vq| GiBg‡a¨ GKUv c−¨vb ˆZwi
K‡i †d‡j‡Q| e„×v
BivewZi Lvgvievwo‡Z GZ †jvK‡K
wfo Ki‡Z †`‡e bv|
ÔZzwg Avgv‡K Kvfvi `vI,Õ ejj
ivbv| B‡Zvg‡a¨
c‡biRb MvW© D‡V c‡o‡Q KÞv‡i|
Ôeva¨ bv n‡j Avovj
†Q‡o †ei“‡e bv|Õ dvjvb‡K gv_v
SuvKv‡bvi mgqUzKzI w`j
bv, Zvi Av‡MB Sc K‡i wbPz n‡jv,
μj K‡i duvKv RvqMvUvi
wKbviv †_‡K R½‡ji wfZi Xy‡K coj|
ax‡i ax‡i, wbtk‡ã Zuvey I KÞv‡ii
w`‡K G‡Mvj ivbv|
mk¯¿ MvW©iv Zvovû‡ov K‡i D‡V coj
KÞv‡i| R½‡j
GLbI †jvKRb Av‡Q, Kv‡RB Zuvey
¸Uv‡bv nqwb, gkvjI
†bfvqwb|
GKUv Zuveyi gy‡L, Mvp Qvqvi
wfZi, ï‡q i‡q‡Q GKRb
Mvbvi| Zvi mvg‡b GKUv †gwkbMvb,
†Zcvqvi Dci wdU
Kiv| Zuveyi evB‡i ax‡i ax‡i
k~‡b¨ DV‡Q KÞvi, †mw`‡K
†PvL †i‡L †`kjvB‡qi KvwV R¡vjj
†m, wmMv‡iU aiv‡e|
avivj Qywi djv w`‡q Zuveyi
wcQbUv †K‡U wfZ‡i Xy‡K‡Q
ivbv, †ivU‡ii kã evwK me
AvIqvR‡K Pvcv †d‡j w`‡”Q|
wbtkã cv‡q GwM‡q G‡m †jvKUvi
wc‡Vi evg w`‡K Qywi Muv_j
I, cuvR‡ii GK‡Rvov nv‡oi gvSLvb
w`‡q Xy‡K ýrwc‡Ê
†cuŠ‡Q †Mj djvUv|
103
jvw_ †g‡i †gwkbMv‡bi wcQb †_‡K
†jvKUv‡K mwi‡q
w`‡q SuyKj ivbv, `yÕnv‡Z Zz‡j
wbj fvix †gwkbMvbUv|
gvwU †Q‡o axi fw½‡Z k~‡b¨ D‡V
†M‡Q meyR hvwš¿K
dwos| AviI LvwbK D‡V iIbv †`‡e
†jwgqv_bvi w`‡K|
fvix †gwkbMvb evwM‡q a‡i Zuveyi
evB‡i †ewi‡q Gj
ivbv, KÞv‡ii w`‡K e¨v‡ij ZvK K‡i
ïi“ Kij eªvk dvqvi|
SuvSiv n‡q hv‡”Q KÞvi| †Kv‡Ì‡K
¸wj n‡”Q †`Levi
Rb¨ Rvbvjv w`‡q gv_v †ei Kij
cvBjU, Zvi Kcvj dz‡Uv
n‡q †Mj| †MvËv †L‡q bx‡P †b‡g
Avm‡Q KÞvi|
Vvm Vvm AvIqvR ï‡b ivbv eySj,
I‡K Kvfvi w`‡”Q †_vb
dvjvb| Aš—Z `yÕRb Mv‡W©i KvZi
wPrKvi ïb‡Z †cj I|
ivbv GLb †gwkbMvb Pvjv‡”Q|
KÞv‡ii wfZi MvW©iv
AvZ‡¼ †PuwP‡q Mjv dvUv‡”Q| Z‡e
†KD wKQy Kievi mgq
†cj bv, gvwUi Dci gyL _ye‡o coj
Zv‡`i evnb| m‡½ m‡½
we‡ùvwiZ n‡jv †cUªj U¨v¼| `vD
`vD K‡i Av¸b R¡‡j DVj
KÞv‡i| IB Av¸b †_‡K Kvi mva¨
†ewi‡q Av‡m|
UªvK ÷vU© †bIqvi AvIqvR ïbj
ivbv| ZviciB †_vb
dvjv‡bi wPrKvi †f‡m Gj| Ôwg÷vi
ivbv, mvi, KzBK!Õ
†gwkbMv‡bi g¨vMvwRb Lvwj n‡q
†M‡Q Av‡MB, †mUv
†d‡j QyUj ivbv|
Ew bk
gvZv‡ji gZ gv_v bvo‡Qb BivewZ|
mviv kix‡i GZ e¨_v,
g‡b n‡”Q Ávb nvwi‡q †dj‡eb|
Zey Zuvi gb wbðqB KvR Ki‡Q|
KLbKvi e¨vcvi, GK
wgwbU Av‡Mi, bvwK GK NÈvi? IqvBb
†mjv‡i Zuvi m‡½ ïay
†Rbv‡ij wbgywP I GBW wQj| GLb
Av‡iK †jvK‡K †`Lv
hv‡”Q| †ek j¤^v-PIov, my`k©b|
Z‡e †Pnvivq †Kv_vq †hb
KK©k GKUv fve jywK‡q Av‡Q|
†_vb dvjv‡bi weÁvc‡b mvov w`‡q
†jvKUv wK Zuv‡`i‡K
mvnvh¨ Ki‡Z G‡m‡Q! wKš‘ Zvic‡iB
nZvkv MÖvm Kij
Zuv‡K|
†Rbv‡ij wbgywPi m‡½ Nwbô eÜzi gZ
Avjvc Ki‡Q
AvMš‘K|
ÔAvgvi Rvwb, kviwgb Lvwj nv‡Z
Av‡mwb, †Rbv‡ij,Õ
ejj †jvKUv| ÔGB eywoi Kv‡QB †i‡L
†M‡Q †cb WªvBfUv|Õ
¸wO‡q DV‡jb BivewZ| Ávb nviv‡jb|
ÔGB eywo nvivgRvw`‡K wb‡q Kx Kiv
hvq ejyb,Õ Rvb‡Z PvBj
†Rbv‡ij wbgywP|
wVK GB mgq †PvL †g‡j ZvKv‡jb
BivewZ| `„wó‡Z
wZi¯‹vi I N„Yv| Z‡e GB gyn~‡Z©
Zuvi w`‡K †KD ZvwK‡q
†bB|
104
ÔB›Uv‡iv‡MU Kivi KvRUv Avcwb
Avgvi Ici †Q‡o w`b,Õ
ejj û`v| ÔLye Aí mg‡qB †R‡b
wbw”Q †Kv_vq Av‡Q †cb
WªvBfUv| IUv nv‡Z cvIqvi ci
cÖwZ‡kva †be|Õ
ÔKx‡mi cÖwZ‡kva?Õ
ÔGB eywoi ¯^vgx cvwK¯—vb KvD›Uvi
B‡›Uwj‡RÝ-Gi m‡½
†eCgvbx K‡i‡Q,Õ ejj û`v| ÔZv‡K
cvw”Q bv, GgbKx Zvi
jvkI gvwUi m‡½ wg‡k †M‡Q, AMZ¨v
eywo‡KB Zvi †LmviZ
w`‡Z n‡e|Õ
†Rbv‡i‡ji †PvL `y‡Uvq Aïf GKUv
Av‡jv R¡‡j DVj|
ÔKxfv‡e cÖwZ‡kva †b‡eb? Kx
†LmviZ w`‡Z n‡e eywo‡K?Õ
ÔIqvUvi wUªU‡g›U,Õ ms‡¶‡c ejj
û`v|
ÔI, hv †f‡ewQ|Õ
ÔGevi GLvbKvi wmwKDwiwU m¤ú‡K©
GKUv aviYv w`b|
me wgwj‡q KZRb Giv? †Kv_vq
†Kv_vq cwRkb wb‡q‡Q?Õ
Rvb‡Z PvBj û`v|
ÔA‡bK¶Y n‡jv KÞvi cvVv‡bv
n‡q‡Q,Õ ejj †Rbv‡ij|
Ô†h-‡Kvb gyn~‡Z© AvVv‡iv-wekR‡bi
GKUv MÖ“c †cuŠ‡Q hv‡e|
GB gyn~‡Z© evwoi †fZi Avgvi `yRb
GBW Av‡Q| GKRb
Avgv‡`i m‡½ IqvBb †mjv‡iB Av‡Q|
Av‡iKRb mvwf©m
n‡j| MÖvD‡Û wWDwU w`‡”Q bq Rb:
mv‡R©›U, Ki‡cvivj I
mvZRb ˆmwbK| eyS‡ZB cvi‡Qb,
Avgv‡`i me Mv‡W©i gZ
GivI gv‡m©bvwiÑmevB †mbvevwnbx‡Z
wQj|Õ
Ô†K †Kv_vq Av‡Q?Õ Avevi Rvb‡Z
PvBj û`v|
Ô†mUv mv‡R©›U fvj ej‡Z cvi‡e|
Avwg hZUzKz Rvwb,
`yRb †gBb †M‡Ui Kv‡Q, GKRb †cQb
w`‡K, GKRb DËicwðg
w`‡K Unj w`‡”Q, GKRb
`w¶Y-cwð‡g...Õ
Z‡e Lvgvievwoi DËi-cwð‡g †h
†jvKUvi Unj †`Iqvi
K_v, †m Zvi `vwqZ¡ cvj‡b e¨_©
n‡q‡Q|
†jvKUv GgbKx AvZ¥i¶v‡ZI e¨_©|
AÜKvi †_‡K Qywi
aiv GKUv nvZ GwM‡q Gj, A_P wKQyB
†Ui cvqwb †m|
Qywii Zx¶è djvUv `ª“Z Nlv †Lj
Db¥y³ Mjvq, KÉbvjx wew”Qboe
n‡q †Mj| c‡o †Mj †m, jvd w`‡q
Zv‡K UcKvj ivbv| Ii
wcQy wb‡q †_vb dvjvbI|
AviI AvagvBjUvK GwM‡q gyL Lyjj
ivbv| Ô†Rbv‡ij
wbgywP hLb †Zvgvi g¨vWv‡gi m‡½
†`Lv Ki‡Z Av‡m, Zvi
m‡½ mvaviYZ KRb ˆmwbK _v‡K?Õ
wbPz Mjvq Rvb‡Z PvBj
I| ÔZviv wbðqB Gfv‡e, gv‡b GZUv
`~‡i Unj †`q bv?Õ
Ôbv| GB cÖg †`LwQ| Avjvc Ki‡Z
G‡j Zvi m‡½ GK
wK `yRb _v‡K, WªvBfvi mn,Õ ejj
†_vb dvjvb| Ôïay avb
wb‡Z Avmvi mgq wek-cuwPkRb _v‡K|
Z‡e iv‡Z KLbI
Av‡m bv Zviv, UnjI †`q bv| GUv
Lye wmwiqvm e¨vcvi|Õ
ÔIiv Rv‡b Avgiv aiv cwowb,Õ ejj
ivbv| ÔKv‡RB
mveavb †Zv n‡eB|Õ
ÔcÖ‡g Avwg †Póv K‡i †`wL Avgvi
wb‡Ri †jvKRb wKQy
ej‡Z cv‡i wK bv,Õ ejj dvjvb|
Ômvnvh¨ PvB‡j cvIqv
hv‡e|Õ
ÔZv nq‡Zv jvM‡eI,Õ ejj ivbv|
Zvici Rvb‡Z PvBj,
Ôcvnv‡oi Iw`‡K I¸‡jv Kx‡mi
Av‡jv, dvjvb?Õ
Ii `„wó AbymiY K‡i ZvKvj dvjvb|
ÔKx Rvwb,Õ ejj
†m, wPwš—Z g‡b n‡jv Zv‡K| ÔAv‡M
KLbI Iw`‡K GiKg
Av‡jv †`wLwb|Õ
ivbvi g‡b coj Ii eÜz, wPbv
GmwcIbvR Kg©KZ©v ûbvb
†nv, cvBjU †PŠ wPi gva¨‡g I‡`i‡K
Rvwb‡q‡Q †jwg‡q_bvq
105
hvIqvi c‡_ wgDPyqvj †fÂv‡ii
MvW©iv me wgwj‡q K¨v¤ú
†d‡j‡Q wZb‡U| `y‡Uv‡K B‡Zvg‡a¨
wcQ‡b †d‡j G‡m‡Q Iiv,
evwKUv _vKevi K_v nvBI‡q‡Z| GUv
wK Zv n‡j †Rbv‡ij D
wbgywPi ˆmb¨‡`i K¨v¤ú?
bvwK wgDPzqvj †fÂv‡ii wiRvf©
MvW©‡`i?
Ô†mbv K¨v¤ú wK bv Rvbv `iKvi,Õ
ejj ivbv, Zvici
webwKDjviUv †ei K‡i †Pv‡L Zzjj|
ivZ Mfxi n‡jI,
d¬vWjvB‡Ui Av‡jvq BDwbdg© †`‡L
evwg©R ˆmb¨‡`i wPb‡Z
cvij ivbv| QvDwbi Pvicv‡k wRc
wb‡q Unj w`‡”Q wgwjUvwi
cywjk|
Ônu¨v,Õ ejj ivbv| Ôˆmb¨ivB K¨v¤ú
†d‡j‡Q|Õ
ÔGLb Zv n‡j Avgiv Kx Kie, wg÷vi
ivbv?Õ Rvb‡Z
PvBj dvjvb|
ÔAv‡Mi c−¨vbB wVK _vK‡e,Õ ejj
ivbv| ÔevwoUv‡K wN‡i
P°i †`e GKevi, †`Le Avi Kviv
Avgv‡`i R‡b¨ A‡c¶v
Ki‡Q| KvD‡K m‡›`n n‡j AÁvb Kiv
n‡e, cÖ‡qvR‡b
LybI|Õ
GKUv evMv‡bi wfZi w`‡q G‡Mv‡”Q
Iiv, mi“ c_Uv
evwoi wcQb w`‡Ki †M‡U †cuŠ‡Q‡Q|
I‡`i mvg‡bi w`‡K
†Kv_vI wb‡¯—R GKUv Av‡jv R¡j‡Q|
K‡qK wgwbU ci euvK
wbj c_, MvQcvjv K‡g Gj| GZ¶‡Y
wb‡R‡`i evg w`‡K
K‡qKUv `vjvb †`L‡Z †cj ivbv|
wb‡¯—R, †PŠ‡Kv Av‡jvUv
†ewi‡q Avm‡Q eo AvKv‡ii Rvbvjv
†_‡K|
ÔG¸‡jv cÖvq meB †MvjvNi, ¸`vg
wnmv‡e e¨envi Kiv
nq,Õ wdmwdm Kij dvjvb| ÔAviI
wKQyUv †cQ‡b cyi“l
Kvgjv‡`i _vKvi RvqMv| Z‡e
Av‡jvUv Avm‡Q wK‡Pb †_‡K|
ivZ wZb‡Ui mgq ILv‡b KviI _vKvi
K_v bq|Õ
Av‡jvUvi wZbw`‡K Qwo‡q _vKv
†QvU-eo `vjvb I
†MvjvN‡ii A¯úó Avfvm †`‡L Av›`vR
Ki‡Z Amywe‡a nq bv
LvgvievwoUv wekvj| weov‡ji gZ
wbtkã cv‡q Rvbvjvi
cv‡k wM‡q `uvovj ivbv, Zvici
mveav‡b DuwK w`j|
mi“ Zv‡ii Rvj w`‡q †Niv
RvbvjvUv| MvDb I e−vDR
civ GK Zi“Yx‡K †`Lj ivbv;
`yÕnv‡Zi Dci wPeyK †i‡L
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KbyB, †PvL †_‡K Uc Uc
K‡i cvwb co‡Q|
Ôbvwn`v!Õ ivbvi cvk †_‡K wbtk¦vm
†djj dvjvb|
Ôk&k&k&!Õ
wK‡P‡bi wcQbw`K †_‡K cv‡qi
AvIqvR †f‡m Gj|
meyR BDwbdg© civ wgDPyqvj
†fÂv‡ii GK MvW©‡K wK‡P‡b
XyK‡Z †`Lj ivbv| bvwn`vi w`‡K
mZK© `„wó‡Z ZvKvj MvW©,
†Vuv‡U †bvsiv nvwm| K‡qK †m‡KÛ
boj bv, Zvici nvZ `y‡Uv
bvwn`vi w`‡K j¤^v K‡i mvg‡b
G‡Mvj| Zvi wnc †nvj÷v‡i
GKUv wc¯—j †`Lv hv‡”Q, Mv‡j bL
w`‡q AuvPov‡bvi jvj‡P
`vM|
GK nv‡Z bvwn`vi wbPz Kiv wPeyK
a‡i DuPz Kij MvW©,
Aci nvZ gyP‡o aij Zvi e−vD‡Ri
mvg‡bUv| ivbv †`Lj,
†mUv Gi Av‡MB †Quov n‡q‡Q|
Ii cv‡k b‡o DVj dvjvb, Kx †hb
ejj weoweo K‡i|
ÔGLb bq,Õ Pvcv Mjvq mveavb Kij
ivbv| Rvbvjvi cvk
†_‡K m‡i Gj I, dvjvb‡KI m‡i
Avmvi Bw½Z Kij|
ÔcÖ‡g Avgiv Rvbe Avi KRb Av‡Q|Õ
evwoUv‡K P°i w`‡q Avi KvD‡K †cj
bv Iiv| Z‡e
mvg‡bi w`‡Ki GKUv †U‡i‡m D‡V
WªvBfI‡qi w`‡K ZvKv‡Z
cvkvcvwk `y‡Uv Mvwo †`L‡Z †cj
ivbv, bxj gvwm©wWR I ûW
106
†Lvjv f¨vb| bxie Mvwo `y‡Uvi
K‡qK MR wcQ‡b GKRb MvW©
cvqPvwi Ki‡Q, Zvi †PvL g~j evwoi
w`‡K| Rvbvjv w`‡q
†ei“‡bv Av‡jv‡Z evwoi mvg‡bUv
cwi®‹vi †`L‡Z cv‡”Q †m|
Ôbv‡gv,Õ wdmwdm Kij ivbv|
†U‡im †_‡K †b‡g G‡m GKUv `vjv‡bi
cvk w`‡q Avevi
¸`vg¸‡jvi w`‡K G‡Mv‡”Q Iiv|
ÔGLv‡b Avm‡Z `y‡Uv Mvwo
†j‡M‡Q Zv‡`i,Õ ejj ivbv| wbðqB
Lvgvievwoi Pviw`‡K
Qwo‡q Av‡Q evwK mevB| †Zvgvi
†jvKRb‡K Lyu‡R †ei
K‡iv|Õ
ÔwKš‘ bvwn`v?Õ
ÔRvwb| cÖ‡g †jvKRb, Zvici
bvwn`v| †`L‡Z n‡e
mevB hv‡Z euvPvi my‡hvM cvq|
bvwn`vmn| †Zvgvi
g¨vWvgI|Õ
GKUv `xN©k¦vm †P‡c ZvovZvwo
G‡Mvj dvjvb, GK mvwi
†MvjvNi‡K cvk KvwU‡q †QvU GKUv
MÖv‡gi w`‡K hv‡”Q|
K‡qK wgwbU ci Zvivi wb‡¯—R
Av‡jvq cv_‡ii ˆZwi
K‡qKUv Ni-evwo, †eov w`‡q †Niv
mewR evMvb, j¤^v Nvm
XvKv gvV I BuU weQv‡bv GKUv
†PŠiv¯—v †`L‡Z †cj ivbv|
†PŠiv¯—vq Unj w`‡”Q GKRb MvW©|
Z‡e nv‡Z mve
†gwkbMvb _vK‡j GKRbB MÖv‡gi me
†jvK‡K AvU‡K ivL‡Z
cv‡i, we‡kl K‡i Zviv hw` Rv‡b
GKUv ¸wji AvIqvR evwK
MvW©‡`i †W‡K wb‡q Avm‡e|
†jvKUv‡K Nv‡qj Kievi Rb¨ cyiv‡bv
†KŠkjB e¨envi
Kij ivbv, BqvsMb ˆmK‡Z K‡b©j
û`vi wei“‡× †hUv Kv‡R
†j‡MwQj, Nv‡mi iv‡R¨ mZK© Mv‡W©i
wei“‡×I| †QvU GKUv
bywo cv_i Luy‡R wb‡q AÜKvi
Ni¸‡jvi w`‡K Quyoj I|
cv_‡ii wb‡iU †`qv‡j †j‡M gvwU‡Z
wQU‡K coj †mUv|
nv‡Zi Av‡Moeqv¯¿ SU& K‡i
Kuv‡a D‡V †Mj, `ª“Z Nyij MvW©,
cv_y‡i evwoi w`‡K ZvwK‡q kãUvi
Drm LuyR‡Q|
B‡Zvg‡a¨ iIbv n‡q †M‡Q dvjvb,
Pvicv‡q QyU‡Q wVK
†hb GKUv Mwijv| j¤^v Nv‡mi wfZi
Xy‡K hLb †`Lj cv‡qi
bx‡P gvwU Lye big, wm‡a n‡jv †m|
axi cv‡q †nu‡U Zvi KvQ
†_‡K `~‡i m‡i hv‡”Q MvW©|
Zvi Dci †PvL †i‡L Ab¨ Av‡iK w`K
†_‡K G‡Mv‡”Q
ivbv| Ii nv‡Z k³ K‡i aiv GKUv
A¯¿, †KvbI Kvi‡Y
dvjvb e¨_© n‡j Kv‡R jvM‡e|
Nv‡mi ivR¨ A‡a©KUv †cwi‡q‡Q
dvjvb, GB mgq
Avcbg‡b gv_v bvoj MvW©, Zvici
wbtmvo evwo¸‡jvi w`‡K
wcQb wdij| AuvZ‡K IVvi AvIqvR
ïbj ivbv, Zvici
†`Lj BDwbdg© civ g~wZ©Uvi nv‡Z
†Svjv‡bv A¯¿ `ª“Z Kuv‡a
D‡V hv‡”Q|
†_vb dvjv‡bi †ckj nvZ‡Rvov mvg‡b
evov‡bv, Kviv‡Z
nvgjvi Rb¨ ˆZwi|
Z‡e KvRUv Ki‡Z wM‡q wb‡RiI gviv
covi Avk¼v Av‡Q
dvjv‡bi| ¸wji kã n‡e; mvZ-AvU MR
`~iZ¡, cvi n‡Z
K‡qK †m‡KÛ †j‡M hv‡e|
Af¨¯— nv‡Z A¯¿Uv Quyoj ivbv|
Mv‡q Zvivi Av‡jv jvMvq B¯úvZ-bxj
wSwjK Zy‡j QyUj
IUv, j¶¨‡f` K‡i Rb¥ w`j GKUv
†ivgnl©K `„‡k¨i| ivbvi
g‡b n‡jv dvjvb I MvW© †hb jvd
w`‡q wZbw`‡K m‡i †Mj|
Z‡e, dvjvb Avm‡j †hLv‡b wQj
†mLv‡bB R‡g †M‡Q, jvd
w`‡q m‡i †M‡Q ïay MvW©ÑKzrwmZ
fv‡e wew”Qboe `y‡Uv Avjv`v
gvs‡mi Aw¯’i UzK‡iv n‡q| ivbvi
g¨v‡PwU gvwU‡Z coj gv_vi
Av‡M, Avi gv_vUv coj aoUv fxwZKi
†¯−v †gvk‡b KvZ
107
nIqvi ci|
ewgi fveUv †P‡c †i‡L dvjv‡bi
Kv‡Q G‡m `uvovj ivbv,
GLbI †m jvd w`‡Z hvIqvi fw½‡Z
w¯’i n‡q Av‡Q| Zvivi
Av‡jvq wew”Qboe gv_vUv exfrm
†`Lv‡”Q| ivbv †`Lj dvjv‡bi
nZPwKZ †Pnviv K‡qK wWwMÖ Kg fq¼i
jvM‡Q| Abyfe Kij
Ii wb‡Ri †PnvivI weK…Z n‡q Av‡Q|
mve †gwkbMvbUv gvwU
†_‡K Zy‡j dvjv‡bi w`‡K evwo‡q
aij I|
Ô`ytwLZ,Õ weoweo Kij ivbv| ÔAvi
wKQy Kivi wQj bv
Avgvi| GUv a‡iv| GKvš— eva¨ bv
n‡j e¨envi K‡iv bv|Õ
ÔRx, wg÷vi ivbv,Õ KK©k AvIqvR
†ei“j dvjv‡bi Mjv
†_‡K|
ÔwdiwQ Avwg, evwoi †cQbw`‡K
_vKe| hZ ZvovZvwo
cvi †Zvgvi †jvKR‡bi m‡½ K_v †kl
K‡i P‡j G‡mv
ILv‡b| m‡½ I‡`i KvD‡K
†i‡LvÑAvcvZZ GKR‡bi †ewk
bq| Aek¨B cy‡ivcywi wek¦¯— n‡Z
n‡e Zv‡K| Avi Rjw`!Õ
`yRb Avjv`v n‡q †h hvi wb‡Ri
Kv‡R P‡j †Mj|
bvwn`v †g‡qwU GLbI wK‡P‡b i‡q‡Q,
Z‡e †Pqv‡i bq|
Rvbvjvi KvQvKvwQ `uvwo‡q GKUv
Rv‡bvqv‡ii m‡½ a¯—vaw¯—
Ki‡Q †m| †gvUv‡mvUv MvW© kixi
w`‡q †V‡m a‡i‡Q Zv‡K, gyL
evwo‡q GiBg‡a¨ dz‡j IVv †Vuv‡Ui
bvMvj cvIqvi †Póv Ki‡Q
Avevi, GKB m‡½ Uvb w`‡q wQu‡o
†dj‡Q e−vDR I MvDb|
cÖvq wbtk‡ã j‡o hv‡”Q †g‡qwU|
Mv‡W©i †Pv‡L bL
†XvKvevi †Póv Ki‡Q †m, cv w`‡q
jvw_ I nuvUz w`‡q ¸u‡Zv
gvi‡Q| Zvici my‡hvM †c‡q Mv‡W©i
†VuvU Kvg‡o aij|
wb‡R‡K Qvwo‡q wb‡q wcQy nUj
MvW©, nvm‡Q| nvZ w`‡q
UªvDRv‡ii mvg‡b wKQy GKUv Kij
†m, Zvici bZzb D`¨‡g
fvix kixiUv wb‡q bvwn`vi w`‡K
G‡Mvj| nVvr SuyKj †m, evg
nvZ w`‡q bvwn`vi MvDb a‡i †Kvgi
†_‡K bvgvevi †Póv
Ki‡Q|
Rvbvjvi cvk †_‡K m‡i G‡m‡Q ivbv|
B¯úv‡Zi mi“ I
j¤^v GKUv UzK‡iv w`‡q cÖvq
wbtk‡ãB `iRvi Zvjv Lyj‡Q I|
wK‡P‡bi wfZi †_‡K fvix wKQy c‡o
hvIqvi AvIqvR †f‡m
Gj, Zvici †kvbv †Mj †fuvZv GKUv
wPrKvi|
g„`y cÖwZev` K‡i wfZi w`‡K Ly‡j
†Mj `iRv| †KvbI
kã bv K‡i †QvU GKUv nj a‡i `ª“Z
G‡Mvj ivbv| n‡j
wZb‡U `iRv, me¸‡jvB †Lvjv| Wvb
w`‡K c¨vw›Uª, evg w`‡K
wK‡Pb| mvg‡b †gBb c¨v‡mR,
c¨v‡m‡Ri GKw`‡K GK mvwi
`iRvц÷vi i“g, IqvBb †mjvi,
†Wªwms i“g BZ¨vw`| AviI
mvg‡b euvK wb‡q‡Q c¨v‡mR, P‡j
†M‡Q †M÷ i“‡gi w`‡K|
Zvici Dc‡i IVvi wmuwo|
†gBb c¨v‡mRUv fvj K‡i †`Lj ivbv,
†KD †Kv_vI
†bB| wcQy n‡U wd‡i Gj nj-G,
Zvici wK‡P‡bi w`‡K
G‡Mvj|
wgDPzqvj †fÂv‡ii MvW© wK‡P‡bi
†g‡S‡Z GZ e¨¯— †h
wfZ‡i †KD XyKj wK bv ûuk †bB
Zvi| Zvi †gvUv‡mvUv kixi
w`‡q bvwn`v‡K †X‡K †d‡j‡Q †m|
bvwn`v wb‡R‡K Qvovevi
e¨_© †Póvq QUdU Ki‡Q, nuvcv‡”Q,
†MvOv‡”Q; Avi Zvi Dc‡i
G·vimvB‡Ri cÖ¯‘wZ wb‡q †d‡j‡Q
MvW©|
Lye ev‡R GKUv mg‡q evav w`‡Z
hv‡”Q ivbv, m‡›`n †bB,
Z‡e GZ Ri“wi †h, GB gyn~‡Z© Zv
bv w`‡jI bq| †`wi Ki‡j
†g‡qwUi Rb¨ e¨vcviUv AviI †ewk
AcÖxwZKi n‡q DV‡Z
cv‡i|
wK‡P‡bi †g‡S‡Z †KvbI kã Ki‡Q bv
ivbvi cv| †Rvov
108
jvMv kixi `y‡Uvi cv‡k G‡m _vgj
I¸‡jv| Kviv‡Z nvgjvi
cÖ¯‘wZ wbj I| Wvb nv‡Zi wKbviv
k³ †jvnv n‡q DVj, †Kvc
gvievi gvivZ¥K A¯¿| nuvUz `y‡Uv‡K
ci¯ú‡ii KvQ †_‡K
LvwbKUv mwi‡q fuvR Kij, mvg‡bi
w`‡K SzuKj GKUz, Zvici
cÖPÊ kw³‡Z AvNvZ nvbj †jvKUvi
Db¥y³ Nv‡oÑcª‡g Wvb
nvZ, cigyn~‡Z© evg nvZ w`‡q|
Nv‡oi nvo fvOj, †_uZ‡j †Mj Ki‡UW
Av‡U©wi, d‡j
m‡½ m‡½ g„Zz¨ n‡q‡Q|
`yÕnv‡Z Kjvi a‡i †g‡qwUi Dci
†_‡K jvkUv Zzjj
ivbv| †duvcv‡bvi AvIqvR XyKj
Kv‡b| jvkUv K‡qK dzU `~‡i
bvwg‡q ivLj I| IUvi †nvj÷vi †_‡K
wc¯—jUv †ei K‡i
wb‡q Nyij, †`Lj j¾v XvKvi Rb¨
GKUv Movb w`‡q Dcyo
n‡q‡Q bvwn`v, Nvo wdwi‡q ZvwK‡q
Av‡Q Ii w`‡K| GKUv
cvwZ‡ji XvKwb Ly‡j wc¯—jUv Zvi
wfZi ivLj ivbv|
I‡K GwM‡q Avm‡Z †`‡L ZvovZvwo
`uvwo‡q coj
†g‡qwU, `yÕnvZ w`‡q kixi XvKvi
e¨_© †Póv Ki‡Q, †Pv‡L-gy‡L
AvZ¼| Ôbv! bv!Õ †duvcv‡”Q †m|
nVvr Dcjwä Kij ivbv †g‡qwUi
†Pv‡L †Kgb †`Lv‡”Q
I‡Kцmªd GKUv Rswj, Kvc‡o ïK‡bv
Kv`v I i³ †j‡M
i‡q‡Q, m‡½ GKMv`v A¯¿|
Ôbvwn`v, Pzc!Õ big my‡i wdmwdm
Kij ivbv| Ôdvjv‡bi
eÜz Avwg| kvš— nI, wc−R| Avwg
dvjv‡bi m‡½ G‡mwQ| Kx
ejwQ eyS‡Z cviQ? Avgiv g¨vWvg
BivewZ‡K i¶v Ki‡Z
G‡mwQ|Õ
AvnZ cvwLi gZ _i_i K‡i Kuvc‡Q
bvwn`v, k~b¨`„wó‡Z
ZvwK‡q _vKj|
ÔAvwg dvjv‡bi m‡½ mvnvh¨ Ki‡Z
G‡mwQ,Õ evwg©R fvlvq
Avevi ejj ivbv| ÔZzwg fq †c‡qv
bv|Õ
ax‡i ax‡i e`‡j hv‡”Q bvwn`vi
†Pnviv| †Pv‡L-gy‡L
wgbwZ I Av‡e`b dz‡U DVj| Ôdvjvb
fvB? †Kv_vq... †Kv_vq
wZwb?Õ wdmwdm K‡i wR‡Ám Kij †m|
Ô†Zvgv‡`i †jvK‡`i m‡½ K_v ej‡Z
†M‡Q,Õ e‡j
mveav‡b †g‡qwUi GKUv nvZ aij
ivbv, axi fw½‡Z †U‡b
wb‡q wM‡q GKUv †Pqv‡i emvj| Ôbvwn`v,
e¨vcviUv Ri“wi|
`yÕGKUv cª‡koei DËi `iKvi Avgvi|
cÖ‡g e‡jv, g¨vWvg
BivewZ †Kv_vq?Õ
Ôg¨vWvg! I Avj−vn, g¨vWvg!Õ nVvr
g‡b c‡o hvIqvq
DwØMoe n‡q DVj bvwn`v| ÔZuv‡K
†Zv IqvBb †mjv‡i AvU‡K
†i‡L‡Q Iiv, †Riv Kivi R‡b¨...Avi
wKQy †Zv Avwg Rvwb
bv|Õ
ÔIiv Kviv? KRb?Õ
GLbI Kuvc‡Q bvwn`v| Ô`yRb| bv,
wZbRb| cª‡g
†Rbv‡ij Avi mv‡R©›U‡K †`‡LwQ,
Zvici Av‡iKRb we‡`kx
G‡m‡Q|Õ
we‡`kx? ivbvi †Pvqvj k³ n‡q DVj|
K‡b©j û`v Qvov
Avi †K!
ÔIqvBb †mjviUv IBw`‡K...Õ ïi“
Kij bvwn`v|
Ôk&k&k&!Õ †Vuv‡U
AvOyj Zz‡j K_v ej‡Z wb‡la Kij ivbv|
wcQ‡bi n‡j GKUv kã n‡q‡Q, A_P
wØZxqevi †kvbv †Mj
bv| Av›`vR Kij, `iRvi evB‡i
bovPov Ki‡Q †KD|
Gw`‡K wK‡P‡bi †g‡S‡Z GKUv jvk
c‡o i‡q‡Q|
wc¯—‡ji euv‡U P‡j †Mj ivbvi nvZ|
ÔAvwg, dvjvb|Õ †Lvjv `iRv w`‡q
wfZ‡i XyKj `xN©‡`nx
eyjWM, †g‡S‡Z c‡o _vKv jv‡ki
w`‡K mš‘ówP‡Ë GKevi
109
ZvKvj| Zvi wcQ‡bi †QvULvU
gvbylUv `uvwo‡q c‡o‡Q,
w¯’i`„wó‡Z ZvwK‡q Av‡Q †mw`‡K|
ÔGi bvg _y‡qgy‡q| G‡K
Avgiv wek¦vm Ki‡Z cvwi|Õ
ÔA¯¿ Pvjv‡Z Rv‡b?Õ wR‡Ám Kij
ivbv|
Ômv‡eK evwg©R ˆmwbK, mvi,Õ wb‡RB
Reve w`j _y‡qgy‡q|
Ôbvwn`v, †evb Avgvi...Õ †g‡qwUi
Kuv‡a fvix nvZ ivLj
dvjvb| ÔGZ †`wi nIqvq `ytwLZ|
g¨vWvg †Kv_vq?Õ
ÔIqvBb †mjv‡i,Õ `ª“Z ejj ivbv|
Ô†fZ‡i Zuvi m‡½
wZbRb †jvK Av‡Q| Zuv‡K m¤¢eZ
UiPvi Kiv n‡”Q| †Zvgvi
mve †gwkbMvbUv _y‡qgy‡q‡K `vI,
dvjvb| Avi IB cvwZ‡j
GKUv wc¯—j Av‡Q|Õ nvZ Zz‡j †`Lvj
I| Ôbvwn`v‡K wb‡q
GLv‡bB _vKzK †m, jvkUv †Pv‡Li
Avov‡j †Kv_vI mwi‡q
†djyK|Õ
Ôïay Avgiv `yRb IqvBb †mjv‡i
hve?Õ
Ônu¨v,Õ ejj ivbv| Ô†gBb c¨v‡mR
Qvov ILv‡b †XvKvi Avi
†KvbI c_ Av‡Q?Õ
Ôbv, IUvB GKgvÎ `iRv,Õ ejj
dvjvb, iv‡M k³ n‡q
Av‡Q Zvi †Pvqvj| Ô†Rbv‡ij hw`
Avgvi g¨vWv‡gi Mv‡q nvZ
Zz‡j _v‡K, Avwg kvjvi fyuwoi Ici
`uvwo‡q jvdve...Õ
Ô†m †`Lv hv‡e, wKš‘ Iiv hw`
Avgv‡`i‡K cÖ‡gB †`‡L
†d‡j Zv n‡j †Zv KvR n‡e bv|
evwo‡Z Avi †KvbI
†jvKRb Av‡Q, bvwn`v?Õ
gv_v SuvKvj bvwn`v| nvZ Zz‡j
jvkUv †`Lvj| Ôïay IUv
wQj|Õ
ÔG‡mv, dvjvb, c_ †`LvI,Õ ejj
ivbv|
gv_v SuvKvj dvjvb| Zvi evov‡bv
nvZ †_‡K mve †gwkb-
MvbUv wbj _y‡qgy‡q|
Zv‡K `ª“Z wKQy wb‡`©k w`j dvjvb,
Zvici ivbvi m‡½
†ewi‡q coj|
mvwf©m n‡ji cv_y‡i †g‡Si Dci
w`‡q wbtk‡ã G‡Mv‡”Q
`yRb| †Kv_vI GKUv weovjI †Pv‡L
coj bv, †ewi‡q Gj
†gBb c¨v‡m‡R| evwg©R wUK-Gi fvix
`iRvi mvg‡b _vgj
Iiv| Zvgvi nvZj PKPK Ki‡Q| K‡qK
†m‡KÛ A‡c¶v
Kij, wfZi †_‡K †KvbI kã Avm‡Q
bv|
ÔKeRvq †Zj †`qv nq?Õ wdmwdm Kij
ivbv|
gv_v SuvwK‡q fvix nvZjUv aij
dvjvb| Pvc w`‡Z Nyi‡Q
IUv| GZUzKz kã bv K‡i wfZi w`‡K
Ly‡j †Mj fvix KevU|
I‡`i bx‡P †KvbI avc †bB, cªvq
Lvovfv‡e ïay GKUv i¨v¤ú
†b‡g †M‡Q ¶Zwe¶Z cv_y‡i †g‡S‡Z|
Av‡jvUv †Pv‡L
jvM‡Q, m¤¢eZ `y‡kv IqvU-Gi evje|
†Kv_vI †_‡K KviI Mjvi AvIqvR
†f‡m Avm‡Q, Z‡e
†K Kx ej‡Q †evSv hv‡”Q bv| i¨v¤ú
†e‡q gvÎ K‡qK cv
bvgj ivbv| †`Lj `yÕw`‡Ki †`qvjB
wmwjs Quy‡q‡Q, A_©vr GUv
Avm‡j GKUv Xvjy Uv‡bj| Uv‡b‡ji
bx‡P wLjvb AvK…wZi
duvK i‡q‡Q, Zvici †g‡S|
Mjvi AvIqvR GLb Avi `y‡e©va¨ bq|
Ôbv, †Rbv‡ij, e¨vcviUv‡K Avwg
nvjKvfv‡e wb‡Z cviwQ
bv,Õ Bs‡iwR‡Z ejj GKRb, D”Pvi‡Y
cvÄvex Uvb ¯úó|
ÔAviI Aš—Z Ava NÈv Av‡M wd‡i
Avmv DwPZ wQj Avcbvi
KÞv‡ii| †mUv †d‡iwb, MvW©ivI
†hvMv‡hvM Ki‡Q bv| Ad-
†Kvm© †`qvi BR mvgw_s iO|Õ
K‡b©j AvRgj û`vi Kɯ^i| Av‡M gvÎ
GKevi ïb‡jI,
wPb‡Z ivbvi †KvbI Amywe‡a n‡jv
bv|
nvwmi AvIqvR †f‡m Gj|
110
Ô†Rbv‡ij D wbgywP,Õ ivbvi Kv‡bi
Kv‡Q wdmwdm Kij
dvjvb| Ôkvjvi Mjvq cv w`‡q
nvwmUv hw` _vgv‡Z cviZvg!Õ
ÔAvcwb nvm‡Qb, †Rbv‡ij?Õ nvwm
ï‡b K‡b©j û`v wew¯§Z
K‡É Rvb‡Z PvBj|
ÔnvmwQ, wWqvi †d«Û, KviY Kíbvi
†Pv‡L †`L‡Z cvw”Q
Avcbvi cÖv‡Yi `ykgb gvmy` ivbv
†jR ¸wU‡q cvwj‡q‡Q,Õ
ejj D wbgywP| Ô†cvqv †gvqv e‡b
GB gyn~‡Z© GK‡kv MvW©
Zj−vwk Pvjv‡”Q| nvBI‡q I m¤¢ve¨
Ab¨ iv¯—v¸‡jvq Unj
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