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Avm‡Q mvB‡K¬vb 9

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Avm‡Q mvB‡K¬vb 19

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Avm‡Q mvB‡K¬vb 21

bv †M‡jI, GUv Zvi Dci nvgjv Ki‡e wK bv m‡›`n Av‡Q

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Avm‡Q mvB‡K¬vb 23

gvi‡f‡ji aviYv, PvU©vi ïi“ nIqvi ci †_‡KB A‡c¶v

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Ki‡e bv| GUv †mªd GKUv KvR, Awd‡m hvIqvi gZ|

gvi‡fj fvej, e¨v‡ivwgUviUv †PK Kiv `iKvi| wKš‘ Zv

Ki‡Z n‡j cª ‡g iWwii AbygwZ wb‡Z n‡e| Avevi AbygwZ

PvB‡Z †M‡j j¨vwU‡bv †jvKUvi g‡b m‡›`n RvM‡e| Z‡e Kx †a‡q

Avm‡Q Rv‡b †m| ¸i“Z¡c~Y© n‡jv, KLb|

Zv‡K hviv mvnvh¨ Ki‡Z †P‡q‡Q Ñ RywWqvàv GmKzBwUjv ev

GKUv G‡RwÝi †jvKRb Ñ eÜz wnmv‡e Zv‡`i †P‡q A‡bK †ewk

`ª“Z bvMv‡ji g‡a¨ cvIqv hv‡e †Rv‡mwdb QuzwoUv‡K|

K‡qKUv moe¨vcv‡ii wfZ‡i-evB‡i Av`v-imy‡bi †c÷ gvwL‡q

wMÖ‡j †djj gvi‡fj, Mjv Pwo‡q evwK j¨vwU‡bv‡`i †W‡K M¨vwj

28 gvmy` ivbvÐ366

†_‡K †c−U Avi KvUjvwi wb‡q Avm‡Z ejj|

wWbvi LvIqvi mgq wUKvjv‡K GKUv moe¨vcv‡ii †gi“`‡Ê Qzwi

Pvjv‡Z †`Lj gvi‡fj Ñ ˆah© a‡i, ¸wQ‡q, cwi”Qb oe I wbLyZu fv‡e

KuvUv †_‡K Avjv`v Ki‡Q gvsm|

wUKvjv Ggb GKRb gvbyl fyj-ΓwU hvi Kv‡Q ¶gvi

A‡hvM¨, Zv †m wb‡Ri †nvK wKsev Avi KviI|

nVvr K‡iB gvi‡fj Dcjwä Kij, Aw¯—Z¡ i¶vi Rb¨ Zvi

fvb Kiv `iKvi †h wUKvjvi †`Iqv g„Zz¨`Ê m¤ú‡K© wKQyB Rv‡b

bv †m| m‡›`n †bB Zvi Dci bRi ivLv n‡”Q, GLb †m hw`

wb‡R‡K AÁ cÖgvY Ki‡Z cv‡i Zv n‡j nq‡Zv I‡`i mZK©Zvq

gv‡S-g‡a¨ `yÕGK gyn~‡Z©i Rb¨ n‡jI wXj coevi m¤¢vebv

Av‡Q|

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K‡i Avb‡jb bv †Kb?Õ

ReveUv Rvbv Av‡Q Zvi| †c−‡b K‡i WªvM cvwV‡q †`‡L‡Q

j¨vwU‡bviv, SuzwKi gvÎv Lye †ewk n‡q hvq| Zv Qvov, Wvª M cvPvi

Kivi Acv‡ikb `ª“Z †m‡i †dj‡Z nq Ñ j¨vÛ K‡iv, dz‡qj

f‡iv, †KD †`‡L †djevi Av‡MB Avevi Wvbv †g‡j wd‡i hvI|

wKš‘ Gevi cvVv‡bv n‡”Q gvbyl, Giv GLv‡b `xN©‡gqvw`

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Zvi w`‡K ZvKvj wUKvjv, jvj I †dvjv †Pv‡Li cvZv gyn~‡Z©i

Rb¨ Dc‡i DVj| i“gvjUv †ewi‡q Gj, Nlv †Lj bv‡K| Zvici

AwZ mvgvb¨ GKUz b‡o DVj AvOyj¸‡jv| ÔAvgiv mvMi cQ›`

Kwi, wmbi|Õ

wKš‘ mvMi m¤ú‡K© †KvbI AwfÁZv †bB, fvej gvi‡fj|

GUv Zv‡`i GKUv fyj, A‡Pbv GjvKvq Xy‡K cov Ñ Zvi cwiwPZ

Avm‡Q mvB‡K¬vb 29

GjvKvq| †mRb¨B cÖvY euvPv‡bvi my‡hvM cvIqv hv‡e e‡j Avkv

Ki‡Q †m|

Avevi evZvm eB‡Z ïi“ K‡i‡Q| `w¶Y, A_©vr I‡`i

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n‡q DV‡Q|

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†dvi‡mBj|

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iw›`fyi GK‡kv wgUv‡ii g‡a¨ co‡e|

A¯^w¯—Ki n‡jI, mn‡RB †evU Pvjv‡Z cvi‡Q gvi‡fj|

A¯^w¯—i KviY cÖK…wZ, AÜKvi; mvg‡b Kx Av‡Q †evSvi †KvbI

Dcvq †bB| Zv Qvov, AvenvIqvi wi‡cvU© hv-B †nvK,

e¨v‡ivwgUv‡ii KuvUv †mB 29.9-G w¯’i n‡q Av‡Q|

Iiv iIbv nIqvi Av‡M gvi‡f‡ji A¯^w¯— †Ui †c‡q wM‡qwQj

30 gvmy` ivbvÐ366

wg¸ iWwi| ÔIUv Avcwb Abyfe Ki‡Z cvi‡Qb?Õ

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B‡”Q|

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mv`v `uvZ| ÔAvwg Avcbv‡K cQ›` Kwi, wmbi gvi‡fj| hw`I

cwiw¯’wZUv Zv‡Z e`jv‡”Q bv|Õ

Ôbv, e`jv‡”Q bv,Õ Zvi m‡½ GKgZ n‡jv gvi‡fj|

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wc¯—j †ewi‡q G‡m‡Q|

ÔKZUv nvjKv?Õ

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Avm‡Q mvB‡K¬vb 31

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n‡e?Õ

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Av‡μv‡k duym‡Q gvi‡fj|

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Mjvq iwk †cuPve|Õ

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cuvP wgwbU ci|

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gvi‡fj‡K Rvwb‡q w`‡q‡Q, GUvI e¨w³MZ wKQy bq, †mªd Kv‡Ri

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Pvi

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wekRb| ivRavbx‡Z _v‡K cÂvkRb, we‡`k †_‡K ivóªxq AwZw_

Avm‡Q mvB‡K¬vb 33

†KD G‡j MvW© Af Abvi †`q| †`kUvq μvBg †iU Lye Kg

nIqvq cywjkI bv _vKviB gZ|

†ejc¨v‡bi wbe©vwPZ †cÖwm‡W›U †iv‡Kv ivgcvg|

GKUv e¨w³MZ AwfÁZvi K_v g‡b c‡o †Mj ivbvi| fq¼i

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m‡½ m‡½ LyeB nvjKv GKUv MÜ XyKj bv‡K| Kx n‡Z cv‡i

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†cj bv|

njI‡q-Uv †ewk j¤^v bq, GKcv‡k `y‡Uv my¨BU, Av‡iK cv‡k

KuvP w`‡q †Niv †QvÆ evMvb mn `y‡Uv e¨vjKwb|

cÖ g e¨vjKwb‡Z GKUv †QvU †W¯‹ Av‡Q, †nv‡Uj

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cvIqvq GKUz m‡PZb n‡q DVj| e¨vjKwbi cv‡k †cuŠ‡Q †`Lj

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D‡V hv‡e; Z‡e kL K‡i bq, GLv‡b ivbv‡K _vK‡Z nq

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m¤¢e n‡”Q bv e‡j Avgiv `ytwLZ|Õ

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Avm‡Q mvB‡K¬vb 35

Ae¯’v| m‡›`n `vbv euva‡Q ivbvi g‡b|

KviI mvnvh¨ cvIqv hv‡e bv, GB ARynv‡Z e¨vcviUv Gwo‡q

hvIqv hvq, wKš‘ Zvici? I wK mvivivZ Nygv‡Z cvi‡e?

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Av‡Q nq‡Zv AviI †ewk|

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KevU AviI duvK Kiv hv‡e bv|

cÖ ‡gB †Pv‡L coj cvbvgv n¨vUUv| wUqvcvwLi gZ euvKv bvK

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Ôc_ Qvo–b, Kx Ae¯’v †`L‡Z w`b Avgv‡K,Õ e‡j nuvUz w`‡q

Avm‡Q mvB‡K¬vb 37

`iRvi Mv‡q Pvc w`j ivbv, Lvwj nvZUv mv‡ci gZ †`qvj †e‡q

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†cuwP‡q Uvb w`j bx‡Pi w`‡K|

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Qwo‡q _vKv wRwbm¸‡jv Zz‡j RvqMvgZ ivLv n‡q‡Q, Z‡e

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n‡q‡Q|

Ônu¨v, wVK Av‡Q, GLv‡b Avgv‡`i KvR †kl n‡q‡Q,Õ cv‡ki

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†jvKUv| nv‡Zi †mj †dvb c‡K‡U †i‡L w`‡q ivbvi w`‡K wd‡i

38 gvmy` ivbvÐ366

nvmj †m| ÔAvgiv Kjw¤^qvb, wmbi| G·‡cvU©vi|Õ Kx G·‡cvU©

K‡i Zv Avi ejj bv| ejevi †evanq `iKviI †bB, KviY mevB

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Ôwg÷vi †iv‡Kv ivgcv‡gi m‡½ GKUv weR‡bm wWj wb‡q

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Gj AviI wZbRb|

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Pzc n‡q †Mj|

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ivbv‡K ejj, ÔwbðqB eyS‡Z cvi‡Qb, Avgv‡`i‡K AvUKvevi

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cvi‡j wg÷vi ivgcv‡gi GKUv DcKvi Ki‡eb| Zuv‡K ej‡eb,

AvR ïay nq‡Zv B¾‡Zi Ici w`‡q hv‡”Q, c‡ii evi wKš‘ Rv‡bi

Ici w`‡q hv‡e| Z‡e Avgv‡`i m‡½ nvZ wgwj‡q e¨emv Ki‡j

GB `ywbqv‡ZB Zuv‡`i wZbR‡bi R‡b¨ ¯^M© evwb‡q †`e Avgiv|

¸W bvBU, wmbi|Õ

wUKvjv Kx ejj, wKQyB ivbv eySj bv| ïay Rv‡b †jvK¸‡jv

wμwgbvj| †Pv‡Li mvg‡b w`‡q P‡j hv‡”Q †`‡LI wKQy Kievi

Avm‡Q mvB‡K¬vb 39

†bB Ii| cuvPRb mk¯¿ †jv‡Ki m‡½ GKv Kvi“iB wKQy Kievi

_v‡K bv| A¨vjvg© myBP Ab Kivi ci Lye †ewk n‡j †`o wgwbU

cvi n‡q‡Q| †cuŠQv‡Z AviI Aš—Z mv‡o cuvP wgwbU jvM‡e

cywj‡ki| ZZ¶‡Y †jvK¸‡jvi Mvwo †Kvb& c_ a‡i †Kv_vq P‡j

hv‡e †K Rv‡b|

mevi †k‡l Kvgiv †Q‡o †ewi‡q hv‡”Q wUKvjv, Zv‡`i‡K

AvUKvevi †kl GKUv †Póv K‡i †`Lj ivbv| ejj, ÔAvcbviv

Avgv‡K hw` GKUz mgq w`‡Zb, wmbi, Avwg Zv n‡j †Póv K‡i

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†gjv‡Z ivwR Ki‡Z cvwi wK bv, wc−R?Õ

ivbvi w`‡K Nyij wUKvjv, Z‡e _vgj bv, wcQy n‡U my¨BU

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wmbi| Zuv‡K Avcwb K_vUv ej‡jB n‡e, AvgivB mgqgZ Avevi

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my¨B‡Ui `iRv eÜ K‡i `ª“Z Nyij ivbv, cv‡ki Kvgivi w`‡K

G‡Mv‡”Q, Rv‡b bv Kx †`L‡Z cv‡e|

†PŠKv‡V cv w`‡qB eyS‡Z cvij ivbv, GUv GKUv wjwfs i“g|

GKUv wWfv‡b nvZ-cv Qwo‡q c‡o i‡q‡Qb e„× GKRb gvbyl,

gv_vUv GKw`‡K KvZ Kiv| Mv‡qi iO k¨vgjv, †Pnvivq

AvwfRv‡Z¨i Qvc| f`ª‡jvK gviv †M‡Qb, bv Nygv‡”Qb wVK †evSv

hv‡”Q bv, Z‡e Kuv‡ai Kv‡Q LvwbKUv ZvRv i³ †`Lv hv‡”Q|

f`ª‡jv‡Ki w`‡K G‡Mvevi mgq wc¯—jUv †e‡ë ¸u‡R ivLj

ivbv| GB mgq †`L‡Z †cj GK †mU †mvdvi wcQb †_‡K eyU

civ GK‡Rvov cv †ewi‡q i‡q‡Q|

wWfvbUv‡K Qvwo‡q G‡Mvj ivbv, †mvdvi wcQ‡b DuwK w`j| hv

m‡›`n K‡i‡Q ZvB, †nv‡U‡ji wmwKDwiwU MvW©| e¨vjKwbi †W‡¯‹

GB †jvKUvB cvnvivq _v‡K| Avevi †mB wgwó MÜUvi Avfvm

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†cj I| Gevi wPb‡Z cvij, †K¬v‡ivdg©| MvW©‡K AÁvb Kievi

Rb¨ e¨envi Kiv n‡q‡Q|

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wWfv‡bi cv‡k P‡j Gj ivbv, Kv‡c©‡U nuvUy †M‡o nvZ evovj

e„× f`ª‡jv‡Ki KewR aievi Rb¨, cvjm †`L‡e|

nVvr Pg‡K D‡V w¯’i n‡q †Mj ivbv| g‡b n‡jv wVK †hb Ii

Kv‡bi cv‡k Avðh © wgwn GKUv bvixKÉ duwz c‡q Kvu `‡Q| ixwZgZ

†fŠwZK jvMj e¨vcviUv| GZ Kv‡Q, A_P GKB m‡½ g‡b n‡jv

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wc−R, †njc!Õ

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f`ª‡jv‡Ki gv_vi ¶ZUvq e¨v‡ÛR †eu‡a †`‡e|

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gv_v bvo‡jb e„×| Ô†nv‡÷j †_‡K Avgvi m‡½ †`Lv Ki‡Z

AvmwQj g¨vwi‡qUv| †nv‡U‡ji wi‡mckb †_‡K Avgv‡K †dvb

K‡i Rvbvj, †cuŠ‡Q †M‡Q| LvwbK ci bK n‡Z `iRv Ly‡j w`B

Avwg| Agwb ûogyo K‡i †fZ‡i Xy‡K coj cuvPRb †jvK...Õ

ÔZvici?Õ Rvb‡Z PvBj ivbv| I fve‡Q, wi‡mckb †_‡K

Avm‡Q mvB‡K¬vb 41

†dvb K‡i †cuŠQvevi Lei w`‡q _vK‡j †g‡qwUi †Zv Zv n‡j

†nv‡U‡jiB †Kv_vI _vKevi K_v| ivZ hZB †nvK, GKUv dvBf

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hvIqv cÖvq Am¤¢e GKUv e¨vcvi|

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†Rvi K‡i GKMv`v Pzw³‡Z mB Kiv‡Z PvBwQj Ñ Avgvi †`k

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AviI Kx me...Õ

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ejwQj `yÕRb †iwc÷ g¨vwi‡qUv‡K AvU‡K †i‡L‡Q| I‡`i K_vq

Avwg ivwR bv n‡j Zv‡K Iiv `yÕRb...wc−R, mvi, GKUv †`‡ki

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PvBwQ...Õ

bvZwbi Ag½j wPš—vq f`ª‡jvK cÖjvc eK‡Qb, fvej ivbv|

bvwK g` †L‡q‡Qb? GiKg GKUv wec¾bK cwiw¯’wZ‡ZI

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AviI ¸i“Z¡c~Y© cªm½Uv wd‡i Gj ivbvi g‡b| †nv‡U‡jB hw`

AvU‡K ivLv nq †g‡qwU‡K, wVK †Kv_vq ivLv n‡Z cv‡i?

Kíbvi †Pv‡L wi‡mckb njUv †`L‡Z cv‡”Q ivbv|

KvD›Uv‡ii mvg‡b `uvwo‡q `v`y‡K †dvb Kievi ci Gwj‡fU‡ii

w`‡K G‡Mv‡”Q †g‡qwU| Gwj‡fUi Zv‡K wb‡q AvVvi Zjvq

DV‡Q| Gwj‡fU‡i GKvB _vK‡e †m, GZ iv‡Z Ab¨ †KD _vK‡j

42 gvmy` ivbvÐ366

Zvi bv IVviB K_v| Gwj‡fUi AvVvi Zjvq †cuŠQvj| `iRv Ly‡j

†Mj, njI‡q‡Z cv w`j †g‡qwU| GB mgq `yÕw`K †_‡K Zv‡K

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wki`uvov Lvov n‡q †Mj ivbvi| Ii hw` fyj bv nq, GB

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ˆZwi n‡”Q| Kvgiv †Q‡o †ewi‡q hv‡”Q I, f`ª‡jvK‡K ejj,

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`v`yi bv¤^v‡i Wvqvj K‡i‡Q †g‡qwU...

Ômy¨B‡Ui `iRv eÜ K‡i w`b,Õ Ii wcQy wb‡q Avmv

f`ª‡jvK‡K Avevi ejj ivbv, my¨BU †_‡K †ewi‡q Gj wbR©b

Avm‡Q mvB‡K¬vb 43

njI‡q‡Z| Ôfq cvevi wKQy †bB, GKUz c‡iB cywjk P‡j

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Avm‡Q mvB‡K¬vb 45

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Avm‡Q mvB‡K¬vb 99

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GB mgq ¸wj n‡jv| ivB‡dj Zz‡j ivbv‡K Uv‡M©U Ki‡Q

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ivbv, Zxi‡e‡M QyUj Avevi|

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K_v bv e‡j ivbvi w`‡K ZvKvj g¨vwi‡qUv|

Ô†Zvgv‡K ai‡Z cvi‡j †Zvgvi `v`y‡KI ai‡Z cvi‡e,Õ

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†_‡g Avevi ejj, Ôme K_v c‡i ï‡bv, cÖ g KvR †Zvgv‡K GB

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BZ¯—Z Ki‡Q g¨vwi‡qUv| ÔwKš‘, gvmy` fvB, `v`y Avgv‡K

GLv‡b A‡c¶v Ki‡Z e‡j †M‡Qb|Õ

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GLv‡b,Õ ejj ivbv| I _vg‡ZB Avevi Bwćbi AvIqvR †f‡m

Gj| †cUªj †evU‡K ax‡i ax‡i I‡`i w`‡K Ny‡i †h‡Z †`Lj I|

100 gvmy` ivbvÐ366

ÔGLb †eu‡P _vKvUv me‡P‡q Ri“wi| †`Šov‡Z n‡e †Zvgv‡K|

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ivbvi m‡½ g¨vwi‡qUvI jvd w`‡q wm‡a n‡jv, Zvici QyUj

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g¨vwi‡qUv‡K †W‡K Zz‡j w`‡q iwk Ly‡j wb‡q MÖvwmqv‡mi †ev

`y‡Uv mvM‡ii w`‡K †Nvivj ivbv, Zvici wb‡RI Poj| cvj

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c‡i bvI| So G‡m hw` cvwb‡Z †d‡j †`q, muvZivevi †PóvB

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hv‡e|Õ

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Gici Dˇi Av‡Q gvKv b`x, †gBbj¨v‡Û †XvKvi Av‡iKUv

c_| g¨vwi‡qUv GLbI I‡K wKQy bv Rvbv‡jI, Ii `v`y wbðqB

†gBbj¨v‡Û †Kv_vI Mv XvKv w`‡q Av‡Qb| wbwðZ nIqvi Rb¨

wR‡Ám Kiv †h‡Z cv‡i| Ô†cÖwm‡W›U wK †gBbj¨v‡Û?Õ

K_v bv e‡j g¨vwi‡qUv ïay gv_v SuvKvj|

PvU©Uv ¯§iY Kij ivbv| wnmve K‡l †`Lj gvKv b`xi gyL

Avm‡Q mvB‡K¬vb 101

GLvb †_‡K Kg‡ewk ev‡iv gvBj| Z‡e ILv‡b †cuŠQv‡Z PvB‡j

GKRb cÖwZØ›Øx‡K nviv‡Z n‡e| Zvi bvg wgm †Rv‡mwdb|

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102 gvmy` ivbvÐ366

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hv‡”Q Zviv|Õ Zvici hv hv N‡U‡Q ms‡¶‡c e‡j †Mj ivbv|

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gv_v SuvKvj g¨vwi‡qUv| ÔGKevi e‡jwQjvg, g‡b †i‡L‡Qb

wKbv ej‡Z cvie bv|Õ

GK gyn~Z© wPš—v K‡i ivbv ejj, ÔKvD‡K Rvbv‡Z gvbv hLb

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bv|Õ

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w`‡q jKvi †_‡K cÖKvÊ GKUv †Z‡Kvbv cvj †ei Kij I|

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fvi, A_P mvMi GLb GZ †ewk DËvj †h widUv‡K Ly‡u R †ei

Ki‡Z K‡qK gyn~Z© mgq †j‡M †Mj ivbvi| †klevi ivbv IUv‡K

Avm‡Q mvB‡K¬vb 103

Uc‡K G‡m‡Q wewfboe AvKv‡ii cvj-Gi mvnv‡h¨, ZLb

cÖevjcÖvPx‡ii gv_v¸‡jv mvi‡d‡mi m‡½ GKB †j‡f‡j wQj|

GLb, Kv‡Q P‡j Avmv S‡oi cÖfv‡e †XD¸‡jv eo n‡q IVvq,

†m¸‡jv †`LvB hv‡”Q bv| Z‡e Av‡Q I¸‡jv, I‡`i bvK eivei

mvg‡b, ¶z‡ii gZ avivj I wec¾bK| I¸‡jvi GKUvi Nlv

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evZv‡mi mvaviY cÖevn wid mvwii m‡½ j¤^vjw¤^, A_©vr

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ivbv, Z‡e †mRb¨ GeviI cvj `iKvi n‡e|

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hv‡”Q cwi®‹vi| ûBjnvD‡m `uvov‡bv g~wZ©Uv Aek¨ Svcmv|

wid cÂvk dz‡UiI Kg `~‡i|

g¨vwi‡qUvi w`‡K wd‡i Afq w`‡q nvmj ivbv| mvnm

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104 gvmy` ivbvÐ366

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cÖevj|

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Suvwc‡q co‡e mvB‡K¬vb|

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K‡i w`‡q ejj ivbv| ÔZzwg eis bx‡P P‡j hvI|Õ

g¨vwi‡qUv wKQy ejj bv| ILv‡bB `uvwo‡q _vKj †m|

Avm‡Q mvB‡K¬vb 105

Iiv GLb †`L‡Z cv‡”Q mvg‡bi mvM‡i AmsL¨ Mfxi

MnŸ‡ii m„wó n‡q‡Q| †m¸‡jvi cv‡kB AvKvk †Quvqvi Rb¨ DuPz

n‡”Q ˆ`Z¨vKvi †XD, †m¸‡jvi gv_v fvO‡Z fvO‡Z mvg‡bi w`‡K

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e„wó †hb RjcÖcvZ, I‡`i‡K †W‡Ki m‡½ ïB‡q w`‡”Q|

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hv‡”Q cvwb|

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106 gvmy` ivbvÐ366

†Mvovi KvQ †_‡K|

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Avm‡Q mvB‡K¬vb 107

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Avm‡Q mvB‡K¬vb 117

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Avm‡Q mvB‡K¬vb 125

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