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av°v w`j RvnvR|
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giY‡LjvÐ2 105
g‡b n‡jv, †ev †f‡O hv‡”Q, †eu‡K
hv‡”Q B¯úv‡Zi cvZ, K‡qK
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106 gvmy` ivbvÐ142
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108 gvmy` ivbvÐ142
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giY‡LjvÐ2 109
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K‡i AvOy‡j Kvgo emv‡”Q| gy‡L
wng evZv‡mi Qu¨vKv LvIqv
eÜ n‡q‡Q, VvÊvq Amvo n‡q †M‡Q
Pvgov Avi †ckx| †Pv‡Li
cvZv fvix n‡q Avm‡Q, cvwb
Mov‡”Q `yB †KvY †_‡K| gv‡S
gv‡S Svcmv n‡q hv‡”Q `„wó| Mjvq
Ggb VvÊv jvM‡Q, †hb
†fZ‡i †XvKvi mv‡_ mv‡_ R‡g eid
n‡q hv‡”Q evZvm|
hZ Ic‡i DVj ivbv wb`©q kxZ ZZB
Ii ¯^vfvweK kw³
†K‡o wb‡Z _vKj| R¨všÍ, wKš‘
†_‡g _vKv Gwćbi GK‡N‡q
AvIqvR KLbI ïb‡Q KLbI ïb‡Q bv|
†ev-i Ici wdU Kiv
mvP©jvB‡Ui Av‡jv KLbI †`L‡Q
KLbI †`L‡Q bv| `w¶‡Y
ei‡di we¯Ívi‡K GB g‡b n‡jv
PzbKvg Kiv †`qvj, ZviciB
g‡b n‡jv ¸wj LvIqv cvwLi mv`v
cvjK|
Pwj−k wdU D‡V‡Q, †P÷-÷ª¨vc †_‡K
Sz‡j cov moe¨vc-wK¬c
GKUv av‡c AvU‡K †Mj| D‡V hv‡”Q
ivbv, Rv‡b bv wK NU‡Q|
giY‡LjvÐ2 113
wb‡Pi av‡c GK cv, Av‡iK cv
Ic‡ii av‡c DV‡Q, AvPgKv
k~‡b¨ SuvwK †L‡jv kixi| fvimvg¨
¶zYoe n‡jv, Zvj nvwi‡q
†djj ivbv| Ic‡ii av‡c †cuŠQyj
bv cv, wb‡Pi w`‡K nu¨vPKv
Uvb †L‡jv kixi| †b‡g Gj eyU,
wb‡Pi GKUv avc QyuB QyuB
Kij, wKš‘ Qyu‡jv bv| Av‡iK avc
†_‡K no‡K †Mj wØZxq cv|
L‡m coj kixi|
†WK †_‡K Pwj−k wdU Ic‡i Sz‡j
_vKj ivbv, ïay nvZ
w`‡q a‡i Av‡Q eid †gvov gB|
wcw”Qj, gm„Y eid,
`¯Ívbvciv nvZ w¯’i n‡Z cvij bv|
cv `y‡Uv k~‡b¨ G‡jvcvZvwo
SuvwK †L‡jv, †Pv‡L bv †`‡L
av‡ci ¯úk© †c‡Z PvBj I| gy‡Vv
†_‡K †ewi‡q hv‡”Q eid| AvZ‡¼i
wng kxZj †XD e‡q †Mj
wki`uvov †e‡q| gB †_‡K GKUv nvZ
L‡m †Mj| cj‡Ki R‡b¨
wb‡Pi †WK †`L‡Z †cj ivbv| Ly‡`
kixi¸‡jv cv_i e‡j fyj
nq| wØZxq nvZUvI Lmj, Z‡e
kixiUv wb‡P bvg‡Z ïi“ Kivi
Av‡MB GKUv av‡c Wvb cv †VKj|
wØZxq nvZ Avevi AuvK‡o
aij gB| Wvb cv‡qi Ici kix‡ii
mg¯Í fvi Pvwc‡q euv cv-
Uv‡KI Av‡iK av‡c Zzjj I| `g
†bqvi R‡b¨ †_‡g Av‡Q|
wb‡Pi w`‡K Av‡iKevi ZvKvj|
g~wZ©¸‡jv GK Pzj bo‡Q bv
GLbI| †W‡Ki cÖwZwU gvbyl gyL
Zz‡j ZvwK‡q Av‡Q Ii
w`‡K| nvU©weU ¯^vfvweK n‡q
Avm‡ZB Avevi DV‡Z ïi“ Kij
I|
†WK †_‡K Avwk wdU D‡V Avevi
_vgj ivbv| B¯úv‡Zi
gB μm-Uªxi wVK wb‡PB †kl n‡q‡Q| μm-Uªx †cwi‡q †h‡Z
n‡e I‡K, †cwi‡q wM‡q IUvi
`yÕcv‡k cv Szwj‡q em‡Z n‡e,
114 gvmy` ivbvÐ142
Zvici AviI Ic‡i D‡V hvIqv
gv¯‘‡ji Mv‡q euva‡Z n‡e
†P÷-÷ª¨vc| †Kvb Uª¨vc-†Wvi †bB,
Kv‡RB μm-Uªx‡K cvk
KvwU‡q DV‡Z n‡e I‡K| SzuwKUv
†bqvi Av‡M nvZ DuPz Kij
ivbv, μm-Uªxi Ici w`KUv gy‡o _vKv K¨vbfvm c¨vW cix¶v
Kij| nv‡Zi †Quvqvq c¨vW Ny‡i
†Mj, Zvigv‡b w¯’i n‡q emvi
my‡hvM wgj‡e bv|
μm-Uªx †c‡iv‡Z `k wgwbU †j‡M †Mj| `yB Ei“i
gvSLv‡b _vKj gv¯‘j, wØZxq
÷ª¨vcUv gv¯‘‡ji Pviw`‡K
Rwo‡q euvav n‡jv| †Uwj‡dvb e·
Av‡MB †Zvjv n‡q‡Q, e‡·
Uviwgbvj¸‡jv †Rvov jvMv‡bv
n‡jv| nVvr Abyfe Kij ivbv,
Kvc‡oi †fZi Nv‡gi aviv¸‡jv mo
mo K‡i bvg‡Q| Mv‡j
nvZ w`‡ZB ei‡di KzwP †VKj
AvOy‡j, wng evZv‡m we›`y we›`y
Nvg RgvU †eu‡a †M‡Q| weª‡Ri
mv‡_ †hvMv‡hvM Kivi Av‡M
Pviw`‡K ZvKvj ivbv|
ûW LvwbK Zz‡j Kvb `y‡Uv †ei Kij
I| bv, Kíbv bq|
Pvicv‡ki ei‡d †fŠwZK ZR©b-MR©‡bi
AvIqvR| †hb iv‡M
AÜ `vbeKzj `uvZ wKowgo Ki‡Q|
Zvi mv‡_ †kvbv †Mj
¸i“M¤¢xi fivU kã, †hb
Av‡MoeqwMwi †_‡K D_‡j †ewi‡q
Avm‡Q R¨všÍ jvfv| wKD‡Ui Ava
gvBj `~‡i e¨vcK Av‡jvob
†Pv‡L coj| GZ DuPz Avi `~i †_‡K
cuvwPj¸‡jv‡K wbPz
†`Lv‡”QÑmPj cuvwPj, GKUvi gv_vq
Po‡Q Av‡iKUv, AviI
DuPz n‡q †XD‡qi gZ m‡i hv‡”Q
wKD‡Ui KvQ †_‡K `~‡i,
`w¶Y w`‡K| ivbv ZvwK‡q _vK‡Z
_vK‡ZB Kv‡jv wd‡Zi gZ
mi“ Rj‡iLv UjUj K‡i DVj, PIov
n‡q m‡i hv‡”Q `~‡i|
giY‡LjvÐ2 115
ei‡di Zzgyj Av‡jvob gyn~‡Z©i
R‡b¨ _vg‡Q bv| †VvKvVywK,
dvUvdvwU, av°vavw°, Qy‡UvQywU
Pj‡Q †Zv Pj‡QB| †mBmv‡_
PIov n‡Z n‡Z GwM‡q P‡j‡Q mi“
dvUjUv| gš’iMwZ, wKš‘
†_‡g †bB| `~i AÜKvi GKUv †iLv,
mvMi e‡j †Pbvi Dcvq
†bB, †mw`‡KB hv‡”Q IUv| eid
†f‡O IB dvU‡j †cuŠQy‡Z
n‡e wKDU‡K|
kixiUv †Nvivj ivbv, gv¯‘‡ji
mv‡_ AvUKv‡bv †P÷-÷ª¨vc
I‡K L‡m co‡Z w`j bv| Rvnv‡Ri
wcQb w`‡K ZvKvj I|
wcQ‡b Ava gvBj PIov †Lvjv
P¨v‡bj| P¨v‡b‡ji †kl gv_vq
i“k †nwjKÞv‡ii aŸsmve‡kl †`Lv
†Mj| IUv‡Z P‡oB
`jej wb‡q wKD‡U †cuŠ‡P‡Q ivbv|
B‡”Q K‡iB wKD‡Ui †ev-i
wb‡P j¨vÛ K‡iwQj I, evwK KvRUv
K¨vc‡Ub †Mvìg¨vb
mv‡ib| RvnvR LvwbKUv wcwQ‡q
Av‡m, Zvici Qy‡U wM‡q av°v
†`q ei‡di DuPz c−¨vUd‡g©|
wKbvivq wQj mve-wKjvi,
G‡Kev‡i wPu‡o P¨vÞv n‡q hvq
†mUv|
wKš‘ i“k †nwjKÞv‡ii aŸsmve‡kl
bq, ivbv ZvwK‡q
Av‡Q AviI `~‡i| gv_vUv Ny‡i DVj
Ii|
Dˇi cÖevwnZ n‡Z ïi“ Kiv evZv‡m
fi w`‡q Rvnv‡Ri
w`‡K GwM‡q Avm‡Q Kv‡jv GKUv
c`©v| fvj K‡i ZvKv‡j
†evSv hvq, Mvp ev®ú| AvB.AvB.
dvBf †h Kzqvkvq XvKv
c‡owQj, Zvi mv‡_ Gi †Kvb wgj
†bB| wbwñ`ª Kv‡jv cuvwPj,
K‡qK‡kv wdU DuPz, Rvnv‡Ri w`‡K
GwM‡q Avm‡Q| AvK©wU‡Ki
fqven hZ¸‡jv ˆewkó¨ Av‡Q, GUv
Zvi g‡a¨ me‡P‡q
wec¾bK| AvK©wU‡K evi K‡qK G‡jI,
GB wec‡`i g‡a¨
116 gvmy` ivbvÐ142
Av‡M ivbv‡K co‡Z nqwb| G-I
Kzqvkv, Z‡e wn‡gj
AvenvIqvq RgvU †eu‡a †M‡Q|
AvenvIqvi GB wec¾bK iƒc
AvK©wU‡K K`vP †`Lv hvq, AvμvšI gvbyl d«÷ evB‡Ui wkKvi
n‡Z cv‡i| gv¯‘‡ji gv_v †_‡K
bvgvi Av‡MB hw` G‡m c‡o
Kzqvkv, K‡qK †m‡K‡Ûi g‡a¨ gviv
hvevi fq Av‡Q| GiB
g‡a¨ †cÖkvi wiR †Rvb †X‡K †dj‡Z
ïi“ K‡i‡Q|
ÔK¨vc‡Ub! wifvm© nvi!Õ wPey‡Ki
Kv‡Q Sz‡j _vKv gvB‡K
`ª“Z K_v ejj ivbv|
K¨vbfvm c¨v‡W †gvov gv¯‘j
AuvK‡o aij I| Gwćbi
kw³ evo‡Z jvMj| SuvwK †L‡jv
RvnvR, wcQ‡bi Mvp cvwb
†K‡U wcQy nU‡Q| hv fq K‡iwQj Zv
NUj bvцKvb SuvwK bv,
ïay g„`y GKUv †`vj Abyfe Kij I|
`yÕcvk †_‡K wcwQ‡q †Mj
AvBmwdì, Mvp cvwb †`Lv †Mj|
Zvici ax‡i ax‡i gš’i n‡jv
wKD‡Ui MwZ, _vgj| wK Avm‡Q Rv‡b
ivbv, Zj‡c‡Ui †ckx
k³ n‡q DVj| Zi Zi K‡i wb‡P
bvgvi †SuvKUv‡K `gb K‡i
wb‡R‡K h_vm¤¢e kvšÍ ivLvi †Póv
Kij I| wb‡`©k w`j, Ônvd
¯úxW! diIqvW©!Õ
ÔI †K, wg. ivbv, wnqvi DB †Mv|
†nvì Ab UvBU|Õ
gv¯‘jUv‡K Avcb mšÍv‡bi gZ ey‡K
Rwo‡q Avwj½b Kij
ivbv, gv_vUv GKcv‡k mwi‡q
†i‡L‡Q, av°v LvIqvi R‡b¨
ˆZwi| Gwćbi cvIqvi evoj,
KuvcywbUv D‡V Gj gv¯‘j †e‡q|
mvg‡b G‡Mvj wKDU| A‡bK wb‡P,
D‡ëvw`‡K QyUj
AvBmwdì| Rj‡iLv μgk mi“ n‡q Gj| †mw`‡KB GK`„‡ó
ZvwK‡q Av‡Q ivbv, Rv‡b, Rj‡iLv
wgwj‡q hvevi mv‡_ mv‡_
giY‡LjvÐ2 117
wb‡iU ei‡d av°v Lv‡e RvnvR|
msN‡l©i AvIqvR Avi av°v GKmv‡_
Gj| cÖPÊ SuvwK
†L‡jv †MvUv RvnvR, kix‡i Nb Nb
nvZzwoi evwo †L‡jv ivbv|
K¨vbfvm c¨vW wQj e‡j, Zv bv n‡j
ivbvi Kuva Avi ey‡Ki
nvo cvDWvi n‡q †hZ| Rvnv‡Ri
Kuvcywbi mv‡_ ax‡i ax‡i
gv¯‘‡ji KuvcywbI K‡g Gj| av°v
w`‡q w¯’i n‡q †Mj
AvBm‡eªKvi| ei‡d †Mu‡_ Av‡Q|
†ckx wXj Kij ivbv, mvg‡b ZvKvj|
Rvnv‡Ri †ev-i
mvg‡b GKUv dvUj m„wó n‡q‡Q,
wKš‘ j¤^vq gvÎ K‡qK wdU|
dvU‡ji `yÕcv‡k ZvKvj ivbv,
Avkv, AviI nq‡Zv †Kv_vI wPo
a‡i‡Q|
bv|
nVvr †Lqvj n‡jv, K¨vc‡Ub wKQy
ej‡Qb| GK nv‡Z
gv¯‘jUv AviI k³ K‡i aij ivbv,
mvg‡bi w`‡K Szu‡K Ava
gvBj `~‡i ZvKvj| Av‡Mi †mB
dvUjUv AviI PIov n‡”Q|
Mjvq D‡ØM wb‡q Avevi I‡K WvK‡jb
K¨vc‡Ub| Ôwg. ivbv,
ïb‡Z cv‡”Qb? Avgvi K_v ïb‡Z
cv‡”Qb?Õ
ÔwVK AvwQ Avwg| cÖ gevi †Zgb
KvR nqwb| cvi‡j GKB
RvqMvq Avevi AvNvZ Ki‡Z n‡e|Õ
Ôwifvm©?Õ
Ônu¨v|Õ
Gwćbi kw³ evo‡Z jvMj| gv¯‘‡ji
WMvq e‡m Abyfe
Kij ivbv, eid wQu‡o †ewi‡q
Avmvi †Póv Ki‡Q AvBm‡eªKvi|
cÖPÊ av°vq duvK n‡q †M‡Q eid,
Rvnv‡Ri †ev-‡K †fZ‡i
118 gvmy` ivbvÐ142
XywK‡q wb‡q Pviw`K †_‡K †P‡c
e‡m AvU‡K †d‡j‡Q IUv‡K|
me KÕUv Gwćbi mg¯Í kw³ w`‡q
wcQy nUvi e¨_© †Póv Kij
wKDU| ax‡i ax‡i Gwćbi MR©b K‡g
Gj| GKUz ci
wØZxqevi evo‡Z ïi“ Kij| ivbvi
g‡b n‡jv GeviI e¨_©
n‡q‡Qb K¨vc‡Ub, GB mgq ei‡di
KwVb _vev †_‡K wQU‡K
†ewi‡q Gj RvnvR| †ev-i Kv‡Q wb‡iU
eid we‡ùvwiZ n‡jv,
Gwćbi AvIqvR‡K Qvwc‡q DVj
we‡ùvi‡Yi kã| wcQy nU‡Q
RvnvR, †cvU© mvB‡Wi ei‡d Mvp iO
†j‡M i‡q‡Q|
wcQb w`‡K ZvKvj ivbv| †MvUv
†cÖkvi wiR GjvKv †X‡K
†djvi KvR †kl, mgZj ei‡di
we¯Ívi‡K MÖvm Ki‡Z Avm‡Q
Kzqvkv| Lye †ewk `~‡i †bB,
RvnvR XvKv c‡o hv‡e| wKDU bv
_vgv ch©šÍ A‡c¶v Kij I| Zvici
wb‡`©k w`j, Ônvd ¯úxW!
diIqvW©!Õ
K¨vc‡Ub Gevi P¨v‡bj a‡i Av‡Mi
†P‡q †ewk wcwQ‡q
G‡m‡Qb, ei‡di Mv‡q av°v †`qvi
mgq MwZ hv‡Z †ewk
cvIqv hvq| c¨vW †gvov gv¯‘j‡K
Avwj½b Kij ivbv|
Ava‡evRv n‡q Av‡Q †PvL, wb‡Pi
w`‡K `„wó| μgk mi“ n‡q
Avm‡Q Rvnv‡Ri `yÕcv‡k Rj‡iLv|
ivbv Rv‡b bv, †W‡K
†ewi‡q G‡m‡Q wbqvR Avi webq,
AvZ‡¼ weK…Z †Pnviv wb‡q
Ici w`‡K gyL Zz‡j i‡q‡Q
`yÕR‡bB|
Rj‡iLv A`„k¨ n‡jv| gv¯‘‡ji mv‡_
Mv‡Qi cvZvi gZ
†Ku‡c DVj ivbv| Gevi Av‡Mi †P‡q
†Rv‡i ei‡di Mv‡q
ûgwo †L‡q‡Q RvnvR|
Gfv‡e G‡Ki ci GK AvNvZ nvbv
n‡jv| RvqMv e`j
giY‡LjvÐ2 119
Kij ivbv, eid fvOvi R‡b¨
RvnvRUv‡K e¨w³MZ nvZzwoi
gZ e¨envi Kij| Ava NÈv Pjj
Gfv‡e| Zvici g‡b n‡jv,
wKQy GKUv NU‡Q| wPo ai‡Z ïi“
K‡i‡Q ei‡d, AuvKveuvKv
Mvp †iLv dzU‡Q Mv‡q|
NUbv AviI NU‡Q| Abyf~wZ †fuvZv
n‡q Gj ivbvi| GK
`yB cj åvwšÍi †Nv‡ii g‡a¨
_vK‡Q, fy‡j hv‡”Q †Kv_vq †m, wK
Ki‡Q GLv‡b| Amn¨ VvÊvB Avmj
KviY| ¶Z-we¶Z n‡q
D‡V‡Q gy‡Li Pvgov, K¨vbfvm
c¨v‡W evievi Nlv LvIqvi
dj| Iw`‡K, Kv‡jv c`©v `ª“Z
GwM‡q Avm‡Q| GB Kzqvkv I‡K
†g‡i †djvi Av‡M eid †f‡O †ewi‡q
†h‡Z n‡e I‡`i|
Ôwifvm©, K¨vc‡Ub!Õ KK©k Mjvq
gvB‡K wPrKvi Kij ivbv|
ÔGevi G‡Kev‡i P¨v‡b‡ji †kl
gv_vq wb‡q Pjyb|Õ
wcQy nUj RvnvR| Lye †ewk wcQ‡b
P‡j Gj| Kv‡jv
Kzqvkvi GKUv evû KvQvKvwQ GwM‡q
G‡m‡Q, †hLv‡b i“k
mve-wKjvi P¨vÞv n‡qwQj| evûUv
Ici w`‡K D‡V G‡m
gv¯‘‡ji gv_v †cuPv‡Z ïi“ Kij|
†`L‡Z †c‡q gv_v Lvivc
n‡q †Mj wbqv‡Ri| †iBj a‡i
Kuvc‡Z jvMj †m, f‡q bq,
iv‡M| KvÊÁvb nvwi‡q Af`ª fvlvq
wPrKvi K‡i DVj, ÔBD
÷zwcW BwWqUцMU nvi gywfs! ivbv
Kzqvkvq XvKv co‡Q!Õ
†Kvb Av‡ivnx K¨vc‡U‡bi mv‡_
Gfv‡e K_v e‡j bv|
nVvr K‡iB ivbvi Pvicv‡ki RMr
†QvU n‡q †Mj|
AÜKv‡i A`„k¨ n‡jv me| AvBmwdì
Mv‡qe n‡jv, wb‡LuvR
n‡jv wb‡Pi cvwb, nvwi‡q †Mj
†WK| RvnvR mvg‡b G‡Mvj,
wKš‘ Av‡MB GwM‡q †M‡Q Kzqvkv,
d‡j †ewi‡q Avmv †Mj bv|
120 gvmy` ivbvÐ142
†cU Avi ey‡Ki mv‡_ gv¯‘j Rwo‡q
aij I, k¦vm Uvbj eo
K‡i| evZv‡mi mv‡_ fvix, †bvsiv,
wng VvÊv Kzqvkv XyKj
dzmdz‡m| ey‡Ki †fZi A™¢yZ GKUv
Kó Abyfe Kij I, g‡b
n‡jv †fZiUv †hb Zij ei‡d fivU
n‡q †M‡Q| evZv‡mi
R‡b¨ QUdU Ki‡Z jvMj| g‡b n‡jv,
mviv kix‡i fvix wK
†hb †P‡c em‡Q, gv¯‘‡ji gv_v
†_‡K c‡o hv‡”Q I| GwM‡q
P‡j‡Q RvnvR, nVvr K‡i Kzqvkvi
†fZi †_‡K †ewi‡q Gj
ivbv| wb‡Ri ARv‡šÍ eÜ n‡q hvIqv
†PvL `y‡Uv Lyjj I|
cviKvi Mv‡q ivk ivk eid KzwP
†`‡L nZf¤^ n‡q †Mj|
ei‡di AveiY †X‡K †dj‡Q I‡K|
Ôwg. ivbv, Avcwb K_v ejyb, wg.
ivbv Avcwb...,Õ Aw¯’i
K¨vc‡Ub gyn~‡Z©i R‡b¨ _vg‡Qb
bv|
ÔkvšÍ †nvb| Gev‡ii av°vq KvR
n‡e|Õ `g †bqvi R‡b¨
_vgj ivbv| Ô†h dvUjUv Avgiv
ˆZwi K‡iwQ Zvi cÂvk MR
Gw`‡K, †cvU© mvB‡Wi ei‡d ¸u‡Zv
gvi‡eb| wK PvBwQ eyS‡Z
cvi‡Qb?Õ
ÔdvU‡ji cÂvk MR Gw`‡K!Õ
K¨vc‡U‡bi g‡b n‡jv ivbvi
K_v fyj ï‡b‡Qb wZwb|
Ônu¨v| †cvU© mvBW! cÂvk MR!
RvnvR‡K Avwg av°v LvB‡q
wdwi‡q Avb‡Z PvBwQ ÷vi‡ev‡W©i
GKUv dvU‡ji gy‡L| dzj
cvIqvi!Õ
Ôdzj cvIqvi! Avcbv‡K Avwg Lyb
Kie...Õ
cvëv agK w`j ivbv, ÔcÖjvc eK‡eb
bv| e¾vZ
RvnvRUv‡K †i‡mi †Nvovi gZ
†QvUvb| dzj cvIqvi!Õ
giY‡LjvÐ2 121
ÔI †K! G Avcbvi...wm×všÍ!Õ †kl
gyn~‡Z© wb‡R‡K mvg‡j
wb‡jb K¨vc‡Ub, wm×v‡šÍi RvqMvq
giY e¨envi Ki‡Z
hvw”Q‡jb|
†i‡mi †Nvovi gZ UMewM‡q mvg‡b
QyUj wKDU| Gi Av‡M
Gwćbi Ggb `ywbqv Kuvcv‡bv
AvIqvR †kvbv hvqwb| Mvp cvwb
`yÕcv‡k mwi‡q w`‡q, †ev-i av°vq
cvwb‡Z †XD Zz‡j, cieZx©
av°v gvi‡Z hv‡”Q e¨vwiqv‡i| A™¢yZB
ejv hvq ivbvi c−¨vb,
G-ai‡bi †KŠkj mvaviYZ †KD Kv‡R
jvMvq bv| `ª“ZMwZ
RvnvR mg¯Í IRb mn †cvU© mvB‡Wi
wbw`©ó GKUv c‡q‡›U
AvNvZ nvb‡e, wb‡iU ei‡d av°v
†L‡q wKD‡Ui bvK e„Ë
iPbvi fw½‡Z Nyi‡Z ïi“ Ki‡e|
Aa©e„Ë m¤ú~Y© nevi Av‡MB
÷vi‡evW© mvB‡Wi wbw`©ó GKUv eid
UzK‡ivi mv‡_ msNl© n‡e
†ev-i| GB †KŠkj Qvov mivmwi ev
Ab¨ †Kvbfv‡e UzK‡ivUvi
bvMvj cvIqv m¤¢e bq| GB UzK‡ivi
IciB i‡q‡Q AuvKveuvKv
†iLv, eû`~i j¤^v n‡q wg‡k‡Q
wM‡q μgk PIov n‡Z _vKv
dvU‡j|
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122 gvmy` ivbvÐ142
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giY‡LjvÐ2 191
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giY‡LjvÐ2 193
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194 gvmy` ivbvÐ142
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