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cvBjU g¨vU BmUb| wb‡P wKQyB †`Lv hvq bv, Nb Kzqvkvq

XvKv c‡o Av‡Q VvÊv cÖK…wZ| Zvi wcQ‡b, Kv‡M©v KgcvU©‡g‡›U

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cvwV‡q‡Q, KviY Zv bv n‡j Awfhv‡bi aibUv AmvgwiK _v‡K

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ci g‡¯‹vq kxl© ˆeVK emvi K_v i‡q‡Q e‡j †m SzuwK Zviv

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2 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

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†`L‡Q Mvp Kzqvkv| Zvi cv‡ki mx‡U e‡m Av‡Q bvm© GwiKv

†dvwj| `yÕRb Iiv `yÕR‡bi nvZ a‡i Av‡Q|

`yÕR‡bB Iiv †Kv÷MvW© mvwf©‡m PvKwi K‡i, wKš‘

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nq| GKRbB GwM‡q Av‡m Ges Zv‡KB cvVv‡bv n‡q‡Q|

cj †d¬wgs Avi GwiKvi g‡a¨ wZb eQi a‡i †cÖg Pj‡Q|

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Kwi‡q‡Q †d¬wgs, Kv‡RB Gici PzcPvc e¨vcviUv †g‡b †bqv

Qvov Zvi Avi Dcvq wQj wK?

giY‡LjvÐ2 3

wgwó †Pnvivi GwiKv ïay wgófvlx bq, Zvi nvefve Ges

A½fw½‡Z Ggb GKUv gvayh© Av‡Q †h †KD GKevi Zvi w`‡K

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Rvbvjv w`‡q evB‡i ZvwK‡q wb‡Ri K_v bq, GwiKvi

K_vB fve‡Q cj| GB D×vi Awfhvb KZLvwb wec¾bK

e¨vL¨v Kivi A‡c¶v iv‡L bv, GwiKvi hw` wKQy N‡U...

Ô†Zvgvi wK g‡b nq, K¨vc‡Ub g¨vU j¨vÛ Ki‡Z cvi‡e?Õ

wR‡Ám Kij GwiKv, cj‡K `ywðšÍv-gy³ ivL‡Z PvB‡Q †m|

cjI wVK ZvB PvB‡Q| Ônu¨v, Aek¨B| I‡K Avwg wPwb, nvi

gvbvi †jvK bq| hZ¶Y bv Gqviw÷ªc †`L‡Z cvq P°i

w`‡ZB _vK‡e| cvBjU wn‡m‡e Ii Rywo †gjv fvi|Õ

wKš‘ cvBj‡Ui †Kwe‡b cwi‡ekUv _g_‡g| g¨vU BmUb

Avkvi †Kvb Av‡jv †`L‡Q bv| Kzqvkvi †fZi †Kv_vI †Kvb

duvK †bB, wb‡P †Kv_vq wK Av‡Q †`L‡e wKfv‡e? Amnvq †eva

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AÜKvi| dz‡qj M‡Ri w`‡K ZvKvj †m| cÖPzi i‡q‡Q| AviI

A‡bK¶Y P°i w`‡Z cvi‡e †c−b| hLb †`L‡e KvwU©m wd‡ì

wd‡i hvevi gZ dz‡qj Av‡Q, ZLb wd‡i hvIqv Qvov Avi

†Kvb Dcvq _vK‡e bv, wKš‘ Zvi Av‡M ch©šÍ...

cvBj‡Ui wPšÍvq evav coj| GWIqvW© †WªK, †Kv-cvBjU

cvk †_‡K ejj, ÔGLb AvgviB m‡›`n n‡”Q, mwZ¨B wK

j¨vwÛs jvBU †`‡LwQjvg Avwg?Õ

 

 

4 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

Ôg‡b n‡”Q wd‡i †h‡Z PvI, †WªK?Õ KK©k ¯^‡i wR‡Ám

Kij cvBjU| ÔAv‡jvUv wK mwZ¨ †`‡Lvwb?Õ

Ô†`‡LwQ|Õ

Ôe¨m| P°i Avgiv w`‡Z _vKe|Õ

AvB.AvB.dvB‡fi †em jxWvi W. KW©b myBP Ab Kivi ci

†_‡KB GKUv j¨vwÛs jvB‡Ui cv‡k `uvwo‡q A‡c¶v Ki‡Q

gvmy` ivbv| D‡Ø‡M KvZi n‡q Av‡Q I| Kzqvkvi †fZi j¨vwÛs

jvBUUv‡K meyRvf Avfvi gZ jvM‡Q| Gqviw÷ª‡ci wKbvivq

W. KW©b‡K wb‡q `uvwo‡q Av‡Q I, NuvwUi Ni¸‡jv †_‡K wmwK

gvBj `~‡i| D‡Ø‡M KvZi AviI cuvPRb †jvK A‡c¶v Ki‡Q

ILv‡b| nVvr K‡i Avevi ïb‡Z cvIqv †Mj Bwćbi A¯úó

AvIqvR| ¸ÄbUv ax‡i ax‡i evo‡Q|

ÔCk¦i‡K ab¨ev`,Õ weoweo Kij W. KW©b| Ôa‡iB

wb‡qwQjvg nvj †Q‡o w`‡q wd‡i †M‡Q|Õ

mwZ¨B, g‡b g‡b ivbvI fvej| GKUz n‡jI Kzqvkv †hb

cvZjv n‡q‡Q| †c−bUv ïay GKevi j¨vÛ Ki‡Z cvi‡jB h‡_ó,

Zvici Avevi †UK-Ad Ki‡Z bv cvi‡j bv-B cvij| KvwU©m

wd‡ì †Rbv‡ij d‡Pi mv‡_ K_v n‡q‡Q ivbvi, ZLbB I‡K

Rvbv‡bv n‡q‡Q, GKUv †Kv÷MvW© wWUvP‡g›U ˆZwi n‡q

_vK‡e| ivbvi wek¦vm, GB †c−‡bi wWUvP‡g‡›Ui ev‡ivRb mk¯¿

†jvK wbðqB Av‡Q| `‡j IB ev‡ivRb †hvM n‡j †K Avi

MÖvn¨ K‡i K‡b©j ejUz‡qf‡K| ZLb `yÕc‡¶i kw³ cÖvq mgvb

mgvb `uvov‡e|

giY‡LjvÐ2 5

ÔwK g‡b nq Avcbvi, GB Ae¯’vq j¨vÛ Ki‡Z cvi‡e

cvBjU?Õ wdmwdm K‡i wR‡Ám Kij W. KW©b|

†hb Kzqvkvq Pvicvk XvKv †fŠwZK cwi‡e‡k †Rv‡i K_v

ejv gvbv| evZvm †bB ej‡jB P‡j, A_P †Kv_vI w¯’i n‡q

†bB Kzqvkv| KLbI †XD-Gi gZ GwM‡q Avm‡Q, KLbI †XD

†f‡O wM‡q cvnvo, nvwZ, wZwg, UvIqvi, wekvj `vbe ev

Uv‡b‡ji AvK…wZ wb‡”Q| Avi VvÊv! Mv‡q Av¸b aivi AwfÁZv

Av‡Q hvi ïay eywS Zv‡KB †evSv‡bv m¤¢e AvK©wU‡Ki GB VvÊvi

wK R¡vjv| ey‡Ui †fZi AbeiZ cv‡qi AvOyj bvovPvov Ki‡Q

Iiv, Zv bv n‡j i³ PjvPj eÜ n‡q hv‡e| `uvwo‡q Av‡Q, wKš‘

w¯’i n‡q †bBÑnvZ, cv, †Kvgi, Nvo me mgq bvovPvovi g‡a¨

ivL‡Q| LvwbK ciB G‡Kev‡i gv_vi Ici P‡j Gj Bwćbi

AvIqvR, †mB mv‡_ g‡b n‡jv Kzqvkv †hb AviI GKUz nvjKv

n‡q‡Q| ÔGLbI j¨vÛ Kivi K_v fve‡Q bv cvBjU,Õ weoweo

Kij ivbv| ÔIci †_‡K wK †`L‡Q bv †`L‡Q †K Rv‡b...Õ

†c−b wb‡q AviI wb‡P †b‡g G‡m‡Q cvBjU, cuvP‡kv wdU Ici

†_‡K wbPUv Av‡Mi †P‡q GKUz fvj †`Lvj| `y‡e©va¨ GKUv

AvIqvR K‡i †c−‡bi bvK AviI GKUz wb‡Pi w`‡K ZvK Kij

†m| ïay †Kv-cvBjU †WªK cvBj‡Ui GB AvIqv‡Ri A_©

Rv‡b| wec¾bK GKUv SzuwK wb‡Z hv‡”Q K¨vc‡Ub g¨vU

BmUb| G-ai‡bi †Kvb SzuwK †bqvi mgq wb‡Ri ARv‡šÍB

AvIqvRUv †ewi‡q Av‡m Zvi gyL †_‡K|

Kzqvkv nvjKv n‡q hvIqvq j¨vwÛs jvBU †`L‡Z †c‡q‡Q

 

 

6 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

cvBjU| Rv‡b, GB ïf cwiw¯’wZi Avqy †ewk¶Y bq, †h-†Kvb

gyn~‡Z© wbwñ`ª †XD G‡m Avevi me †X‡K w`‡Z cv‡i| ¶xY

Av‡jvi mgvšÍivj `y‡Uv †iLv GZB A¯úó, g‡b n‡jv †Pv‡Li

fyj| Avi hw` †Pv‡Li fyj bv nq, Gqviw÷ªcUv †Kv_vq Av›`vR

Ki‡Z cvi‡Q †m| hv _v‡K Kcv‡j, †iLv †Rvovi gvSLv‡b

j¨vÛ Ki‡e †m|

ÔAvgiv bvgwQ,Õ kvšÍ Mjvq ejj †m| ÔI‡`i RvbvI|Õ

mxU †Q‡o Kv‡M©v KgcvU©‡g‡›U XyKj †Kv-cvBjU, †PvÏRb

Av‡ivnx‡K D‡Ïk¨ K‡i ejj, ÔmxU-†eë euvayb, Avgiv j¨vÛ

Ki‡Z hvw”Q...Õ

Ô†`L‡j †Zv, e‡jwQjvg bv?Õ GwiKvi nv‡Z Pvc w`‡q ejj

cj| ÔK¨vc‡Ub wVKB j¨vÛ Ki‡Z hv‡”Q|Õ GwiKvi w`‡K

SzuKj †m LvwbK, †hb g‡b n‡jv Pz‡gv †L‡Z hv‡”Q| Avðh©,

†mUv ai‡Z bv cvi‡jI, wb‡R †_‡KB c‡ji w`‡K gyLUv

evwo‡q w`j GwiKv|

†cÖwgKvi Kcv‡j Avj‡Zv K‡i †QvÆ GKUv Pz‡gv †L‡jv

cj| GwiKv ivOv n‡q DVj, m‡i emj GKUz, wKš‘ †KD KviI

†PvL †_‡K `„wó †divj bv|

Iw`‡K, K‡›Uªvj †Kwe‡b Nvg‡Z ïi“ K‡i‡Q cvBjU g¨vU

BmUb| †c−‡bi Wvbv GKw`‡K KvZ K‡i wb‡q AvB.AvB. dvBf

†_‡K `~‡i m‡i hv‡”Q †m| Gqviw÷ª‡ci w`‡K mivmwi wd‡i

Avm‡e, GUv ZviB cÖ¯‘wZ| j¨vwÛs jvBU A`„k¨ n‡jI, g‡b

g‡b cÖv_©bv Ki‡Q †m, Aa© e„Ë iPbv †kl K‡i †divi mgq

Avevi †hb I¸‡jv †`L‡Z cvq|

giY‡LjvÐ2 7

wb‡P †cvjvi c¨vK, wKš‘ †`Lv hv‡”Q bv| †c−b wm‡a K‡i

wbj BmUb| Kzqvkvi †fZi w`‡q Zx¶è, †k¨b `„wó‡Z ZvKvj

†m| kvjvi Av‡jv¸‡jv Av‡Mi †P‡qI A¯úó, g‡b n‡jv Zvi|

Kzqvkvi A‡bK wb‡P Svcmv GKUv fve, Av‡jv wKbv ejv

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Kv‡Q| wMqvi Avi d¬¨vc bvwg‡q w`‡q‡Q †m| `yÕ‡Rvov cÖ‡cjvi

Kzqvkvq Av‡jvob Zz‡j Nyi‡Q| Gwćbi AvIqv‡R †Kvb DÌvb

ev cZb †bB| wVK G-ai‡bi AwfÁZvi †fZi w`‡q AviI

A‡bK evi †h‡Z n‡q‡Q K¨vc‡Ub BmUb‡K| AvK©wU‡Ki wewfboe

As‡k AvB.AvB.dvB‡f cuvPevi j¨vÛ K‡i‡Q †mÑcÖwZeviB

GB A¶vsk †_‡K K‡qK‡kv gvBj Dˇi|

mxgvbv †c‡iv‡bv Pj‡e bv!Ñwb‡R‡K mveavb K‡i w`j

g¨vU BmUb| j¨vÛ Kivi R‡b¨ h‡_ó j¤^v Gqviw÷ªc, ïay hw`

wVK mg‡q UvP WvDb Ki‡Z cv‡i †c−b| Svcmv fve¸‡jv n‡q

DVj AvfvÑ`yÕmvwi| gm„Y eid ¯úk© Kij w¯‹W| ûgwo †L‡q

co‡Z PvBj †c−b, g‡b n‡jv wWMevwR †L‡Z hv‡”Q| Zvici

g‡b n‡jv w¯‹W¸‡jv ei‡di Ici wcQjv‡Z ïi“ K‡i‡Q|

`yÕmvwi Avfv `ª“Z †e‡M wcwQ‡q hv‡”Q `yÕcvk w`‡q, wKš‘

†Kv_vq †Kvb& w`‡K P‡j‡Q †c−b †evSv hv‡”Q bv| mvg‡b hLb

†Kvb evav †bB, wK Avi wec` NU‡Z cv‡i! cÖ‡cjv‡ii evZvm

Lvejv gvi‡Q Zzlv‡i, `yÕcv‡k †g‡Ni gZ Do‡Q ZzlviKYv,

Avfv¸‡jv XvKv c‡o †Mj| †c−‡bi MwZ gš’i n‡q Gj| †eªK

K‡l Gevi _vgvi cÖ¯‘wZ wbj cvBjU|

 

 

8 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

Gqviw÷ª‡ci wKbvivq `uvwo‡q ivbv Avi W. KW©b Gwćbi

AvIqvR ï‡bB eySj, cvBjU j¨vÛ Ki‡Z Avm‡Q| ÔwcwQ‡q

Avmyb,Õ K_vUv ï‡b ivbvi wcQy wcQy QyUj W. KW©b| Gqviw÷ªc

†_‡K †ek LvwbKUv `~‡i m‡i G‡m Avevi hLb Iiv Nyij,

cÖ gev‡ii gZ †c−‡bi Av‡jv †`L‡Z cvIqv †MjÑI‡`i w`‡K

Szu‡K Av‡Q, †¯−v-†gvkvb Qwei fw½‡Z †b‡g Avm‡Q wb‡P|

ÔCk¦i!Õ ¸wO‡q DVj W. KW©b| Ôw÷ª‡ci gvSLv‡b j¨vÛ

Ki‡Z hv‡”Q, mxgvbv †cwi‡q hv‡e!Õ

ÔwK Rvwb!Õ weoweo Kij ivbv| Kzqvkvq `~iZ¡ Av›`vR Kiv

Am¤¢e| wb‡P `uvwo‡q †ewk`~i `„wó P‡j bv, Ici †_‡K wbðqB

A‡bK `~i ch©šÍ cwi®‹vi, Zv bv n‡j j¨vÛ Ki‡Z AvmZ bv

cvBjU| Wvbv `y‡Uv †`L‡Z †cj ivbv, cÖwZwU‡Z GKUv K‡i

Av‡jv| `yB Ly‡` Av‡jvi gvSLv‡b Mvp GKUv AvK…wZ,

Gqviw÷ªc a‡i Zzgyj MwZ‡Z Qy‡U Avm‡Q| wb¯Íä AvK©wUK

iv‡Z Gwćbi AvIqvR weiwZnxb we‡ùvi‡Yi gZ †kvbvj|

Kzqvkvi c`©v wQu‡o cÖKvÊ ˆ`‡Z¨i gZ †ewi‡q Gj †c−b| I‡`i

mvg‡b w`‡q Qy‡U †Mj w÷ª‡ci †kl cÖv‡šÍi w`‡K| ivbvi †hb

g‡b n‡jv Gwćbi AvIqvR Qvwc‡q w¯‹¸‡jvi wnmwnm ïb‡Z

†c‡q‡Q I|

Kzqvkvi †fZi Avevi Svcmv n‡Z ïi“ Kij †c−b|

Gwćbi AvIqvR e`‡j †h‡Z ïbj Iiv| `yÕGK gyn~‡Z©i g‡a¨

wbðj `uvwo‡q co‡e I‡`i evnb| GwÄb eÜ K‡i w`j

cvBjU, cÖ‡cjv‡ii AvIqvR w¯ÍwgZ n‡q Gj| GLbI Iiv

†c−bUv‡K †`L‡Z cv‡”Q, Svcmv, ax‡i ax‡i `~‡i m‡i hv‡”Q|

giY‡LjvÐ2 9

KvVv‡gvUv nVvr K‡i e`jvj| ey‡K †nu‡U G‡Mvw”Qj †c−b, nVvr

ei‡d bvK w`‡q Lvov n‡q †Mj, AvKvk Qyu‡Z PvBj †jR|

†fvRevwRi gZ N‡U †Mj NUbvUv| AvKvk †_‡K AvQ‡o coj

†jR| msN‡l©i AvIqvR Avi av°vq ey‡Ui Zjvq SuvwK †L‡jv

eid| we‡ùvwiZ n‡jv †cUªj U¨vsK, Zvjv †j‡M †Mj Kv‡b|

Kzqvkvi Mvp c`©v wP‡i †ewi‡q Gj Av¸‡bi jKj‡K wkLv,

gyn~‡Z©i R‡b¨ auvwa‡q †Mj ivbvi †PvL| Zvici ïay Av¸‡bi

PoPo AvIqvR, Avi Kv‡jv †auvqv|

we‡ùvi‡Yi cÖwZaŸwb _vgvi ci †moev-K¨v‡Ui Rvbvjv Ly‡j

cvBc †_‡K ZvgvK †djj K‡b©j cqgvj ejUz‡qf| ÔwK,

ewjwb, Rybv‡qf?Õ mnKvixi D‡Ï‡k kvšÍ, mš‘ó Mjvq ejj

†m, Ô†c−‡b K‡i cvjv‡Z cvi‡e bv Iiv|Õ

GKRbI euvPj bv| GZB cÖPÊ Zvc, Aí wKQy¶‡Yi R‡b¨

Kzqvkv mwi‡q w`‡q GKUv Uv‡bj ˆZwi n‡jv, Uv‡b‡ji †kl

gv_vq AvKvk Avi Puv‡`i nvwm| GKUz ciB Uv‡bjUv f‡i

DVj Kv‡jv †auvqvq| wng Kv‡c©‡Ui Ici cy‡o QvB n‡”Q

†c−bUv| nVvr K‡iB wb‡f †Mj Av¸b, _vKj ïay Kv‡jv †auvqvi

¯Í¤¢| †cUªj, B¯úvZ, A¨vjywgwbqvg, Avi gvsm †cvovi M‡Ü

ewg †cj ivbvi|

BwZg‡a¨ †auvqvi ¯Í¤¢Uv‡K wN‡i GKUv P°i w`‡q G‡m‡Q

ivbv, Ii wcQy wb‡q GZ¶‡Y Kv‡Q G‡m `uvwo‡q nuvcv‡Z jvMj

W. KW©b| Ô†KD wbðqB †eu‡P Av‡Q...Õ

 

 

10 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

ÔwK K‡i Avkv K‡ib!Õ

Ôwg. ivbv, GUv †`Lyb...,Õ Kuvcv Mjvq ejj W. KW©b, †Zj

gvLv‡bv wK GKUv †Zveov‡bv wRwbm i‡q‡Q Zvi nv‡Z|

wRwbmUvi fuvR Lyj‡ZB †Pbv †Mj| bvm©iv c‡i, GKUv K¨vc|

Ô†c−‡b GKRb bvm©I Av‡Q...Õ

ÔwQj|Õ

wb‡R‡K Avi a‡i ivL‡Z bv †c‡i wPrKvi K‡i DVj W.

KW©b, Ô†Kb, †Kb? meB †Zv wVK wQjÑw÷ª‡c wbivc‡` bvge,

¯úxW Kgj, _vgvi wVK Av‡Mi gyn~‡Z© wK Ggb NUj †h...Õ

ÔGw`‡K Avmyb|Õ Gqviw÷ªc a‡i K‡qK cv G‡Mvj ivbv,

Szu‡K eomo GKUv wRwb‡mi Mv‡q nvZ ivLj| wRwbmUv wK

†Pbv hv‡”Q bv, ei‡d XvKv| KvQvKvwQ w¯‹W-Gi `vM †`Lv

†Mj| Ô†c−b μ¨vk Kivi GUvB KviY|Õ wm‡a n‡q wRwbmUvi

Mv‡q ey‡Ui K‡qKUv jvw_ gvij I, ei‡di AveiY L‡m

†ewi‡q Gj cv_i| ÔGB †evìviUvq av°v †L‡q D‡ë †M‡Q

†c−b|Õ †c−‡bi GKUv w¯‹W IB Iw`‡K c‡o Av‡Q, †evìv‡ii

mv‡_ av°v jvMvq †f‡O †ewi‡q G‡mwQj|

K‡qK gyn~Z© †evev n‡q _vKj W. KW©b| Zvici Awek¦vm

Avi we¯§q S‡i coj Zvi Mjv †_‡K, Ô†moev-c−vD w`‡q gvÎ

`yÕw`b Av‡M w÷ªc cwi®‹vi K‡iwQ| Avwg wb‡R wQjvg| IUv

wQj bv, _vK‡Z cv‡i bv!Õ

Ôïay GB GKUvB bq,Õ e‡j K‡qK cv GwM‡q AviI GKUv

eid-XvKv †evìvi †`Lvj ivbv| nvZ Zz‡j LvwbK `~‡i W.

KW©‡bi `„wó AvKl©Y Kij I| ÔILv‡b Av‡iKUv|Õ

giY‡LjvÐ2 11

Gqviw÷ª‡ci Pviw`‡K †PvL eyjv‡Z wM‡q wZb b¤^i †evìviUvI

†`L‡Z †cj Iiv| GwM‡q wM‡q †mUvi Ici j¨v‡¤úi Av‡jv

†djj W. KW©b| jvw_ †g‡i †mUvi Mv †_‡K eid Lmvj ivbv|

ÔLyuR‡j nq‡Zv AviI cvIqv hv‡e, me¸‡jv Avcbv‡`i `„wó

Gwo‡q †M‡Q|Õ W. KW©b iv‡Mi mv‡_ wKQy ej‡Z hvw”Qj, Zv‡K

_vwg‡q w`‡q Avevi ejj ivbv, ÔKviYUv Avi wKQyB bq, w÷ªc

cwi®‹vi Kivi mgq I¸‡jv GLv‡b wQj bv|Õ

ÔZvigv‡b Avcwb ej‡Z Pvb...Õ

Ônu¨v| K¨v‡¤úi wcQ‡bi cvnv‡o wQj I¸‡jv| cv_i †Zv

Avi wmwK gvBj c_ †nu‡U Avm‡Z cv‡i bv, †KD I¸‡jv e‡q

wb‡q G‡m‡Q| hw` †Kvb †c−b j¨vÛ Ki‡Z Av‡m, GB †f‡e|

m¨v‡evUvR, W. KW©b| Avevi| Avj−vB Rv‡b KÕRb wQj †c−‡b|Õ

Ôev÷vW©m!Õ

ÔkvšÍ †nvb| K¨v‡¤ú wd‡i hvB Pjyb|Õ

ÔAv‡gwiKvi cÖwZwU Le‡ii KvM‡R LeiUv hv‡Z Qvcv

nq...Õ

Ô†evKvi gZ K_v ej‡eb bv|Õ W. KW©‡bi GKUv nvZ a‡i

†U‡b wb‡q Pjj ivbv| ÔcÖgvY KB?Õ

Ô†Kb, †evìvi¸‡jv cÖgvY bq?Õ

Ôivwkqvbiv ej‡e I¸‡jv ILv‡b Av‡M †_‡KB

wQjÑevZv‡mi av°vq eid m‡i hvIqvq †ewi‡q G‡m‡Q| Iiv

eis cvëv Awf‡hvM K‡i ej‡e, w÷ªcUv Avcbviv wVKgZ

cwi®‹vi K‡ibwb|Õ

ÔZvigv‡b Avcwb ej‡Z Pvb...Õ

 

 

12 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

Ôm¤ú~Y© Ab¨ K_v| G-ai‡bi `yN©Ubvi Av‡qvRb AviI Kiv

n‡q‡Q wKbv †`Lv `iKvi|Õ

No No AvIqvR Zz‡j Nyi‡Q K¨vUviwcjvi Uª¨vK| ei‡d `uvZ

ewm‡q GwM‡q P‡j‡Q †moev-K¨vU| K¨v‡ei mvg‡bUvq Av‡jv

†dj‡Q GKUv †nWjvBU, Rvbvjvi evB‡i emv‡bv wØZxq

†nWjvB‡Ui Av‡jv wZh©Kfv‡e wb‡Pi w`KUv Av‡jvwKZ K‡i

ivL‡Q| ei‡di Ici wZh©K Av‡jvUv †hLv‡b co‡Q, mvg‡bi

w`‡K Szu‡K †mw`‡K ZvwK‡q Av‡Q W. KW©b| LvwbK ci GB

Av‡jvUvi IciB m¤ú~Y© wbf©i Ki‡Z n‡e Zv‡K| GB Av‡jvB

Zv‡K Sc K‡i wek wdU †b‡g hvIqv Lv`Uv †`L‡Z †c‡Z

mvnvh¨ Ki‡e| Lv‡`i wbP †_‡KB ïi“ n‡q‡Q mxgvnxb †cvjvi

c¨vK|

dvi cviKv Avi dvi ûW c‡i _vKvq Gwćbi AvIqvR

†Zgb wKQyB ïb‡Z cv‡”Q bv W. KW©b| Nwo †`Lj, KuvUvq

KuvUvq AvUUv| mg‡qi wn‡m‡e †Kvb fyj nqwb, wb‡Ri nv‡Z

Ab Kiv Gqviw÷ª‡ci j¨vwÛs jvBU¸‡jvi GKUv †`L‡Z cvevi

mgq n‡q G‡m‡Q| eo wjfviUv †Nvivj †m, fvix Uª¨v‡Ki bvK

GKUz Ny‡i †Mj| w`K e`‡ji mv‡_ mv‡_ †PK Kij

gvB‡jvwgUvi| W. KW©b kvwšÍwcÖq gvbyl, wKš‘ wec‡`i K_v g‡b

†i‡L cv‡ki mx‡U †jvW Kiv GKUv ivB‡dj ivL‡Z n‡q‡Q

Zv‡K| Kzqvkvi †fZi w`‡q †Kv_vq hv‡”Q †`L‡Z cv‡”Q bv,

†Pv‡Li mvg‡b evievi †f‡m DV‡Q bxj K¨vcUvцK Rv‡b

†Kgb †`L‡Z wQj bvm© †g‡qUv! †PvL Avi fyi“ KzuP‡K ZvKvj

giY‡LjvÐ2 13

†m| DBÛ¯OExb Svcmv n‡q †M‡Q, cwi®‹vi Kivi e`‡j M−vm

AviI †bvsiv K‡i Zzj‡Q IqvBcvi| K¨vU _vwg‡q b¨vKov nv‡Z

†b‡g coj †m|

†XD †Ljv‡bv Kzqvkv †f‡m hv‡”Q †moev-K¨v‡Ui Ici w`‡q,

evn‡bi wcQb w`KUv m¤ú~Y© Avov‡j XvKv coj| M−v‡m b¨vKov

Nlvi mgq mš¿¯Í `„wó‡Z Pviw`‡K †PvL eyjvj W. KW©b|

Pviw`‡K Kzqvkv, Kv‡Qwc‡V †MvUv ivwkqvb Avwg© jywK‡q

_vK‡jI †`L‡Z cvevi K_v bq| ZvovZvwo M−vm cwi®‹vi K‡i

K¨v‡e D‡V `iRv eÜ K‡i w`j| LvwbKUv n‡jI ¯^w¯Í Avi

wbivcËv †eva wd‡i Gj| gvB‡jvwgUvi †PK K‡i eo wjfviUv

†Nvivj, ax‡i ax‡i Avevi G‡Mv‡Z ïi“ Kij †moev-K¨vU|

KvRUvi wec¾bK ch©vq ïi“ n‡jv Gevi|

wjfv‡ii Ici Szu‡K wZh©K Av‡jvi Ici †PvL ivLj †m|

wn‡me hw` fyj bv n‡q _v‡K, Lv‡`i KvQvKvwQ P‡j G‡m‡Q

K¨vU| c−¨vbUv hw`I ivbvi, KvRUv mvivi `vwqZ¡ Avi KvD‡K

bv w`‡q wb‡R wb‡q‡Q W. KW©b| †moev-K¨vU‡K i¨v¤ú ch©šÍ wb‡q

hvIqv n‡e, i¨v¤ú †e‡q bvgv n‡e †cvjvi c¨v‡K, Zvici

eid-Øxc AvB.AvB. dvB‡fi cvk †Nu‡l c¨vK a‡i LvwbK`~i,

GB wmwK gvBjUvK, G‡Mv‡bv| wZh©K Av‡jvi mvnv‡h¨ Lv‡`i

w`‡K GKUv †PvL ivL‡e †m, Zv‡Z mxgvnxb eid iv‡R¨

wb‡R‡K nvwi‡q †djvi fq _vK‡e bv|

Gici †moev-K¨vU †i‡L i¨v‡¤úi w`‡K iIbv n‡e W. KW©b,

cv‡q †nu‡U †cvjvi c¨vK †_‡K wd‡i Avm‡e AvB.AvB.

dvB‡f| †moev-K¨vU †cvjvi c¨v‡K c‡o _vK‡e DËi w`‡K gyL

 

 

14 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

K‡i, w÷qvwis †gKvwbRg A‡K‡Rv Ae¯’vq| ivwkqvbiv IUv

†`‡L fve‡e, Øxc †_‡K †KD cvwj‡q‡Q| a‡i †b‡e †c−bUv

μ¨vk Kivq AvZw¼Z n‡q D‡VwQj, ZvB fyj K‡i cwð‡gi

e`‡j DËi w`‡K †M‡Q Iiv|

GK nv‡ZB GKUv wmMv‡iU aivj W. KW©b, fq Avi

wbtm½Zv-†eva GKUz †hb `~i n‡jv| Zvici nVvr K‡iB w`K

e`j Kij †m| wZh©K Av‡jvq Lv`Uv †`L‡Z †c‡q‡Q| ØxccÖvPx‡

ii wKbviv †Nu‡l G‡Mvj †moev-K¨vU| wec‡`i SzuwK Govevi

R‡b¨ Lv‡`i wKbviv †_‡K ev‡iv MR m‡i Gj †m| Gevi

K¨v‡ei gv_vq Kv‡Vi _v‡g emv‡bv †nWjvB‡Ui Av‡jvq mvg‡b,

`~‡i ZvKvj †m| i¨v¤úUv GLvb †_‡K Lye †ewk `~‡i nevi K_v

bq|

Ôcye...cye...cyew`‡K! i¨v¤ú, i¨v¤ú!Õ

gvB‡μv‡dv‡bi myBP Ad K‡i w`j Rybv‡qf| eid-Øxc

AvB.AvB.dvBf‡K wN‡i _vKv †cvjvi c¨v‡K I‡`i †jvKRb

i‡q‡Q, mv‡_ gvwK©b auv‡Pi IqvwK-UwK Uª¨vÝwgUvi| †moev-K¨vUUv

†Kvb&w`‡K hv‡”Q, GBgvÎ Zv‡`i Rvwb‡q w`j Rybv‡qf| GLb

Zviv K‡qK w`K †_‡K †moev-K¨vU Avi i¨v‡¤úi w`‡K G‡Mv‡e|

Kzqvkvi †fZi w¯’i n‡q Av‡Q K‡b©‡ji †moev-K¨vU|

K‡b©‡ji cv‡ki mx‡U i‡q‡Q Rybv‡qf| Zv‡`i wcQ‡bi

KgcvU©‡g‡›U, ivWvi Acv‡iUi Zvi ¯‹¨vbvi-Gi w`‡K GK`„‡ó

ZvwK‡q Av‡Q, Øx‡ci Ici w`‡q W. KW©‡bi evnbUv‡K

nvgv¸wo w`‡q GwM‡q Avm‡Z †`L‡Q †m| Zvi gv_vi Ici,

giY‡LjvÐ2 15

Qv‡`, ax‡i ax‡i Nyi‡Q ivWvi DBs| †cvjvi c¨v‡K g„Zz¨cyixi

RgvU wb¯ÍäZv, `uvZ w`‡q cvBc Kvg‡o AvB.AvB. dvB‡fi

w`‡K wbwY©‡gl ZvwK‡q Av‡Q K‡b©j ejUz‡qf|

ÔAvcbvi wK g‡b nq, K‡b©j Kg‡iW, B‡fb‡Kv I‡`i

mv‡_ hv‡”Q?Õ wR‡Ám Kij Rybv‡qf|

Ô†eKze!Õ

ÔZv †Zv e‡UB!Õ D‡ËwRZ n‡q DVj Rybv‡qf| Ôe¨vUv a‡i

wb‡q‡Q Avgv‡`i †Pv‡L ay‡jv †`qv Lye mnR| †eCgvb,

†bgKnvivg, Bûw` RvZUvB...Õ

evav w`j K‡b©j, Ô†eKze Avwg †Zvgv‡K e‡jwQ, Rybv‡qf,Õ

VvÊv my‡i ejj †m| Avo‡Pv‡L j¶ Kij, nuv n‡q †Mj

Rybv‡q‡fi gyL| ÔB‡fb‡Kv †Kv_vq ZvB Rvwb bv, wR‡Ám KiQ

I‡`i mv‡_ cvjv‡”Q wKbv!Õ

Rybv‡qf gv_v wbPz K‡i e‡m _vKj|

Avevi gyL Lyjj K‡b©j, ÔI‡`i mv‡_ _vK‡Z cv‡i †m, bvI

cv‡i| hw` _v‡K, mgm¨vi mgvavb Kiv hv‡e| hw` bv _v‡K,

I‡`i †Q‡o hvIqv K¨v‡¤ú wM‡q DVe Avgiv, A‡c¶v Kie

Zvi R‡b¨|Õ Rvbvjv w`‡q euv w`‡K ZvKvj †m| Kzqvkv m‡i

†h‡ZB Av‡iKUv †moev-K¨vU †`Lv †Mj, PzcPvc GwÄb eÜ K‡i

†mUvI w¯’i n‡q Av‡Q| Av‡ivnxi msL¨v AvU, PviR‡bi Kv‡Q

i‡q‡Q A‡Uv‡gwUK DBcb| mgq †`Lj K‡b©j| AvUUv cuvP|

AvUUv c‡b‡ivi g‡a¨ `vevi †evW© †_‡K AviI GKUv NyuwU Zz‡j

†bqv n‡e, gyPwK †n‡m fvej †m|

 

 

16 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

i¨v‡¤ú D‡V Gj W. KW©b|

mvg‡bi Uª¨vK wb‡Pi w`‡K SzuK‡Q †Ui †c‡qB mveavb n‡q

†Mj †m| wZb eQi Av‡M cvnvo †_‡K cv_i G‡b i¨v¤úUv

ˆZwi K‡iwQj Zviv, cv_y‡i Aej¤^‡bi Ici Øxc-cÖvPx‡ii Mv

†Nu‡l μgk euvKv, PIov, Ges Xvjy n‡q †b‡g †M‡Q IUv| Wvb

w`‡K Lv`, Avi wKbviv| fvix evnbUv‡K ax‡i ax‡i euv w`‡K

†Nvivj W. KW©b, KvQvKvwQ _vKj Øxc-cÖvPx‡ii|

†eªK Kij, GwÄb Pvjy _vKj, evB‡i ZvKvj Rvbvjv w`‡q|

wZh©K Av‡jvq wb‡P ev mvg‡b †Kv_vI KwVb ei‡di bvgwbkvbv

†bB| Xvjy n‡q Kzqvkvi †fZi nvwi‡q †M‡Q i¨v¤ú, g‡b

n‡jv cvnv‡oi wKbviv †_‡K wb‡Pi w`‡K ZvwK‡q Av‡Q †m|

`¯Ívbvi †fZi Nv‡g PUPU Ki‡Q nvZ| gyn~‡Z©i R‡b¨

wm×všÍnxbZvq fyMj| SzuwKUv bv wb‡j †Kgb nq? GLv‡bB hw`

K¨vU‡K †d‡j wd‡i hvq K¨v‡¤ú?

ivwkqvb‡`i †evKv evbv‡bv KwVb| bvn&, wbLyuZ nIqv PvB

KvRUv|

Ôaym kvjv, hv Av‡Q Kcv‡j!Õ

†cvjvi c¨v‡K wbtm½ `xN© mgq KvwU‡q GB A‡f¨mUv n‡q

†M‡Q, GKv GKv K_v ejv| wec¾bK w`KUvi mewKQy Avovj

K‡i †i‡L‡Q Kzqvkv| Aciw`‡K, †nWjvB‡Ui Av‡jvq Svcmv

gZ mv`v‡U †`Lv hv‡”Q Øxc-cÖvPxi| IUvi KvQ †Nu‡l _vK‡Z

n‡e Zv‡K, Lv‡`i w`‡K ZvKv‡eB bv|

†eªK †Q‡o w`‡q euvKv c_ a‡i G‡Mvj W. KW©b| bvRyK

cwiw¯’wZ, KviY mvg‡bi K¨vUviwcjvi¸‡jv‡K AbymiY K‡i

giY‡LjvÐ2 17

wcQ‡bi Uª¨vK¸‡jv‡K wVKgZ euvK wb‡q †b‡g Avm‡Z n‡e|

Svcmv eid-cuvwP‡ji w`‡K GK`„‡ó ZvwK‡q _vKj †m| †moev-

K¨vU mvg‡bi w`‡K Szu‡K covq mx‡Ui wKbvivq Sz‡j gZ

Av‡Q| †moev-K¨v‡Ui Wvb w`‡Ki Uª¨vK Lv‡`i wKbviv †_‡K GK

dzU `~‡iI bq| nvgv¸wo w`‡q, ax‡i ax‡i G‡Mvj †moev-K¨vU,

wjfviUv k³ K‡i †P‡c a‡i Av‡Q †m, Kcv‡j we›`y we›`y Nvg|

weoweo Kij GKevi, Ck¦i‡K ab¨ev`, K¨v‡Ui gwZMwZ

GLbI wVK Av‡Q, my›`i †b‡g hv‡”Q i¨v¤ú †e‡q|

Qu¨vr K‡i DVj eyK| K¨vU wVKfv‡eB G‡Mv‡”Q, Lv‡`i

wKbviv †_‡K `k Bw `~‡i i‡q‡Q Wvb w`‡Ki Uª¨vK| A_P hv

NU‡Q ZvI `yt¯^coe bq| e¨vcviUv †Kb NU‡Q, cÖ ‡g †UiB †cj

bv W. KW©b| webv †g‡N eRªcv‡Zi gZ KvZ n‡Z ïi“ Kij

K¨vU, D‡ë hv‡”Q|

eidB †kl ch©šÍ wek¦vmNvZKZv Kij| Aej¤^b wn‡m‡e

†h cv_i¸‡jv i¨v‡¤úi wb‡P emv‡bv n‡qwQj, †m¸‡jvi wb‡P

a‡m †h‡Z ïi“ Kij eid| K¨v‡Ui AwZwi³ IRb me©bv‡ki

†lv‡jvKjv c~Y© Kij| K‡›Uªvj wb‡q wngwkg Lv‡”Q W. KW©b,

Ggwb mg‡q KvZ n‡q †Mj K¨vU, wKbviv †_‡K L‡m coj Szc

K‡i|

A‡bKUv Af¨vmekZ, wKbviv †_‡K c‡o hv‡”Q eyS‡Z

†c‡i, GwÄb Ad K‡i w`j W. KW©b| cigyn~‡Z© Zvi gv_v

wb‡Pi w`‡K Avi cv Ici w`‡K n‡q †Mj| wek wdU †b‡g Gj

K¨vU, c¨v‡Ki k³ ei‡d coj Qv`, fvix Uª¨vK P¨vcUv K‡i

w`j Ly‡` K¨ve| †mB mv‡_ †f‡O Pz‡i, †d‡U, ¸uwo‡q P¨vÞv

 

 

18 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

n‡q †Mj nvo, gvsm, KuvP, Avi avZz|

Øx‡ci Aci cÖv‡šÍ, GK gvBj `~‡i, W. KW©‡bi GB Ki“Y

cwiYwZi K_v Rvbv n‡jv bv ivbvi| wb‡Ri `j wb‡q Øxc

†_‡K †cvjvi c¨v‡K †b‡g G‡m‡Q I| mcvs mcvs PveyK †L‡q

QyU‡Q KzKzi¸‡jv| cwðg w`‡K hv‡”Q Iiv|

`yB

`ywbqvUv GKw`b GiKgB †`L‡Z wQj, fwel¨‡ZI nq‡Zv †Kvb

w`b GiKg †`Lv‡e| cÖvYnxb, eܨv, RgvU eidÑm~‡h©i euvab

wQu‡o †ewi‡q Avmv g„Z MÖn, Amxg k~‡b¨ wbtm½ c_Pvix|

Pviw`‡K ZvwK‡q ivbv †hb gvbe-RvwZi wejywß Pv¶zl Kij|

¶xY evZv‡mi g„`y bvov †L‡q `w¶Y w`‡K m‡i †M‡Q

Kzqvkv| ¶xY wKš‘ wngkxZj, mivmwi DËi †gi“ †_‡K

Avm‡Q| Kzqvkv m‡i hvIqvq RgvU eid ivR¨ Puv‡`i Av‡jvq

wSKwgK Ki‡Q hZ`~i `„wó P‡j| †Kv_vI wKQy †bB, ïay eid,

Avi eid| gi“f~wg‡Z wKQy bv wKQy MRvq, wbtm½ gi“`¨vb

_v‡K, `yÕGK RvqMvq KuvUv-†Svc †`Lv hvq, †Kv_vI UjUj

K‡i bxj Mig cvwb| GLv‡b †m-me wKQy †bB, Av‡Q ïay VvÊv

eid|

I‡`i mvg‡b †cÖkvi wiR Sz‡j Av‡Q, evwjqvwoi gZ †XD

†Ljv‡bv, `k †_‡K wek wdU DuPz| wbqv‡Ri K¤úv‡mi Ici

wek¦vm †i‡L cwðg w`‡K hv‡”Q Iiv| †¯−R `y‡Uv‡K cÖvYc‡Y

giY‡LjvÐ2 19

†U‡b wb‡q P‡j‡Q KzKzi¸‡jv| MšÍe¨ my`~i MÖxbj¨vÛ, GK‡kv

gvBj `~‡i| GLbI wb‡Ri wm×v‡šÍ AwePj bq ivbv, gv‡S

g‡a¨B †SuvK Pvc‡Q cwð‡gi e`‡j `w¶‡Y hvq| `w¶‡Y

i‡q‡Q `ywbqvi me‡P‡q wec¾bK RvqMvÑAvBmevM© A¨vwj|

NÈvLv‡bK n‡jv c`©v Zz‡j wb‡q‡Q Kzqvkv, GLbI

ivwkqvb‡`i Qvqv †Pv‡L c‡owb| n‡Z cv‡i K‡b©j ejUz‡q‡fi

†jvKRb GLbI nq‡Zv AvB.AvB. dvB‡fi †PŠnwÏ cvnviv

w`‡”Q| B‡fb‡Kv i“¯Íf Avm‡e, GB Avkvq A‡c¶v Ki‡Q|

†¯−R Pvjvevi duv‡K Nvo wdwi‡q wcQb w`‡K GKevi ZvKvj

ivbv, Qy‡U Zvi cv‡k P‡j Gj wbqvR| Ôwf.AvB.wc.

c¨v‡mÄv‡ii Lei wK, wbqvR?Õ wR‡Ám Kij I|

Ôgnvk‡qi cðv‡Ï‡k †evanq e¨_v,Õ dvRjvwg K‡i ejj

wbqvR| ÔZzwg †Riv Kivi ci †mB †h nvDKvD ïi“ K‡i‡Qb,

_vgv_vwg †bB| web‡qi †¯−‡R Ggb fw½‡Z e‡m Av‡Qb, †hb

†Pw½m Lvb| †Zvgvi AbygwZ †c‡j g‡bi LvwbKUv Svj

†gUv‡bv †hZ|Õ

Ôc‡i| Rv‡bv †Zv bv wK Dcv`v‡b ˆZwi, NuvUv‡j wcwQ‡q

†`‡e Avgv‡`i|Õ nVvr AvKv‡ki w`‡K ZvKvj ivbv| DËi-cye

†_‡K Mvp GKUv Av‡jvK we›`y GwM‡q Avm‡Q, †mvRv I‡`i

w`‡K| KzrwmZ GKUv cvwLi gZ iv‡Zi AvKvk wP‡i Avm‡Q

IUv, GLbI GZ `~‡i †h †ivUi wW¯‹ †`Lv †Mj bv ev Gwćbi

AvIqvRI †kvbv †Mj bv|

Ô†nwjKÞvi! †MU AvÛvi Kvfvi...!Õ GKB mv‡_ mcvs K‡i

DVj ivbvi nv‡Zi PveyK| †Rv‡i, AviI †Rv‡i QyUj

 

 

20 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

KzKzi¸‡jv, †hb eyS‡Z †c‡i‡Q mvg‡bi †cÖkvi wiR¸‡jvi

Avov‡j Mv XvKv w`‡Z n‡e|

ev‡Ni gZ û¼vi Qvoj wbqvR| B‡fb‡Kv i“¯Íf‡K †¯−R

†_‡K †b‡g QyU‡Z ej‡Q †m| Bûw` f`ª‡jvK PjšÍ †¯−R †_‡K

bvg‡Z wM‡q ei‡di Ici ûgwo †L‡q co‡jb| †KD Zuv‡K

mvnvh¨ Kivi †bB, mevB Zuv‡K †d‡j GwM‡q †M‡Q, wb‡Ri

fvlvq Awfkvc w`‡Z w`‡Z `uvov‡jb wZwb, j¤^v cv †d‡j

QyU‡jb| `ª“Z GwM‡q Avm‡Q hvwš¿K dwos, cÖwZ gyn~‡Z© evo‡Q

Gwćbi AvIqvR| cÖ g eid-cuvwP‡ji GKUv duvK M‡j

†fZ‡i Xy‡K †Mj ivbvi †¯−R, GKUv KwiW‡ii †fZi _vgj

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giY‡LjvÐ2 21

†XD‡qi gZ| Gwćbi AvIqvR GLbI evo‡Q, bvjvi †fZiUv

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22 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

P~ovq|

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24 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

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Kij ivbv|

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Avgvi †bB|Õ

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giY‡LjvÐ2 25

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Gevi mš‘ó?Õ

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26 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

Ô`w¶Y w`‡K †h‡Z PvB‡e...Õ

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Avm‡e bv|Õ

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Av‡Q, wKš‘...Õ

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Kij webq|

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n‡q‡Q?Õ

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†Ui cv‡eb...Õ

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Avgiv wb‡Z PvBwb|Õ

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cv‡ib Avcwb| Avcbvi R‡b¨B G‡Ki ci GK wec‡` co‡Z

n‡”Q Avgv‡`i| Avgv‡`i jxWvi hv e‡j‡Q ZvB n‡e| `w¶‡YB

 

 

28 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

hve Avgiv|Õ

Zvov jvwM‡q KzKzi¸‡jv‡K `uvo Kivj webq, wc‡V Pvey‡Ki

evwo †L‡q ivbvi †¯−R‡K AbymiY Kij I¸‡jv| cuvP wgwbU

G‡Mvevi ci beŸyB wWMÖx euvK wbj Iiv| mgZj eid cÖvšÍi

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bvjv Avi †cÖkvi wiR †c‡ivj G‡Ki ci GK| Zvici wKQy

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†nvqvBU...†cwjKvb...Õ

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n‡jv| GZUv mgq jvMvq SzuwKi cwigvY evoj ˆewK, KviY

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kãUv w`‡q †Rbv‡ij dP‡K Rvwb‡q †`qv n‡jv B‡fb‡Kv

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coj wKbv †m-Lei mgq gZ †c‡q hv‡e ivbv, †m-e¨e¯’v

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giY‡LjvÐ2 29

web‡qi †¯−R †_‡K K_v ejj B‡fb‡Kv, ÔAv‡gwiKvb

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30 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

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†fZi gv_v Mwj‡q ZvwK‡qwQ‡jb, †¯‹v‡c we−c †`Lv wM‡qwQj|

`~iZ¡ Avi w`K wn‡me K‡i eyS‡Z Amywe‡a nqwb, we−c¸‡jv

†Kvb Rvnv‡Ri bq| DËi-cwðg Avi DËi-cy‡e †Kvb RvnvR

_vK‡Z cv‡i bv| Gevi †Kvb we−c †`Lv †Mj bv| wb‡iU,

wbfuvR eid-iv‡R¨ me wKQyB †hb w¯’i|

Ôe¨vwiqvi,Õ †Kvb `iKvi wQj bv, Zey ejj †Kb& iv‡mj|

ÔG‡Kev‡i mvg‡b|Õ

†g‡m‡Ri †kl AskUvi K_v Avevi g‡b c‡o †Mj

KgvÛv‡ii|

we−c †`L‡Z bv cvevi GUv GKUv KviY, Rv‡bb wZwbÑGB

e¨vwiqvi| AvBmwd‡ìi wb‡iU GKUv cuvwPj wKD‡Ui c‡_

gv_vPvov w`‡q i‡q‡Q| fvmgvb eidLʸ‡jv‡K w`qvkjvB‡qi

KvwVi gZ †f‡O ¸uwo‡q w`‡q †mB cuvwP‡ji w`‡KB G‡Mv‡”Q

giY‡LjvÐ2 31

AvBm‡eªKvi| w¯úUev‡R©b †_‡K MÖxbj¨vÛ ch©šÍ j¤^v GB

cuvwPj| gykwKj n‡jv, †hfv‡e †nvK AvBmwd‡ì †XvKvi R‡b¨

GKUv c_ Lyu‡R †ei Ki‡Z n‡e Zv‡`i| AvBmwdì mx †j‡fj

†_‡K mvgvb¨ GKUz DuPz wK DuPz bq, GiKg GKUv RvqMv PvB|

mvgvb¨ DuPz n‡j wKD‡Ui †ev eid †f‡O wVKB Xy‡K hv‡e

†fZ‡i| Avkvi K_v GBUzKz, mvg‡b wK Av‡Q †`Lvi R‡b¨

ivWvi i‡q‡Q Zuv‡`i| g‡b g‡b cÖv_©bv Ki‡jb wZwb, Ck¦i,

Kzqvkv w`‡qv bv|

`yÕNÈv ci AvBmwdì †_‡K †auvqvi gZ Kzqvkv DV‡Z ïi“

Kij| weª‡Ri mvg‡b, wK¬qvi-wfkb c¨v‡b‡j ZvwK‡q Av‡Qb

KgvÛvi n¨vwi †Mvìg¨vb, cvjv K‡i Nb Nb mvg‡b Avi †W‡Ki

w`‡K ZvKv‡”Qb| `y‡Uvi GKUv `„k¨I Zuv‡K DrmvwnZ Kij

bv| †dvi-cx‡K `ª“Z eid Rg‡Q, bZzb GKUv `j †n‡i hvIqv

hy‡× j‡o hv‡”Q Zey| eid XvKv †iB‡ji Ici w`‡q ¸u‡ov

eid †dj‡Q Zviv, hZUzKz †dj‡Q Zvi‡P‡q Rg‡Q †ewk| k~b¨

†_‡K †Ugcv‡iPvi cÂvk wWMÖx wb‡P|

Ô†cvjvi †eqvi...!Õ

weªR †_‡K ÷vi‡evW© mvB‡W eid-cÖvPx‡ii gv_vq ZvwK‡q

Av‡Q †gU †Kb& iv‡mj| weª‡Ri gZB DuPz cuvwPjUv, gvÎ K‡qK

†Ke&j& `~‡i| wb‡Pi †dvi †WK †_‡K gL Zz‡j ZvKvj †jvKRb,

cuvwPjUv‡K g‡b n‡jv †Kvb `vjv‡bi Lvov Mv| Puv‡`i Av‡jvq

wZb‡U Svcmv nj‡`‡U g~wZ© ZvwK‡q i‡q‡Q I‡`i w`‡K|

AvBmwd‡ìi wKbvivq wZb‡U †cvjvi †eqvi, K‚‡Ki m`¨ †djv

 

 

32 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

AveR©bvi M‡Ü AvK…ó n‡q D‡V G‡m‡Q cuvwP‡ji gv_vq|

Lye ax‡i Pj‡Q GwÄb, wKš‘ AvIqvRUv †Rvivj Avi

wbqwgZ, †evSv hvq cÖPÊ kw³i jvMvg †U‡b ivLv n‡q‡Q|

GwÄb wVK _vK‡j hZ wec`B AvmyK, †Zvqv°v K‡ib bv

KgvÛvi| wKš‘ mvg‡bi `„k¨ Zuvi g‡b LyuZLyu‡Z GKUv fve G‡b

w`‡q‡Q| Ôiv‡mj, LuvPvq D‡V hvI| Ici †_‡K ZvKv‡j Z‡e

hw` †fZ‡i †XvKvi c_ †Pv‡L c‡o|Õ wb‡`©kUv wZwb Awb”Qvi

mv‡_ w`‡jb|

Awb”Qv wb‡qB GK‡kv wdU DuPz gB †e‡q LuvPvq D‡V †Mj

†gU| gv¯‘‡ji gv_vq GUv wKD‡Ui AeRvi‡fkb †cv÷|

Kzqvkv DV‡Q, wb‡Pi w`‡K ZvcgvÎv cÂvk wWMÖx, GB

cwiw¯’wZ‡Z Avmgv‡bi Ici GB VuvB bi‡Ki †P‡q Kg wK‡m|

†QvÆ GKUv Ni, Pvgov-†gvov Uz‡j emj iv‡mj| we‡qi ciw`b

Ri“ix WvK †c‡q wKD‡U P‡o mvM‡i fvm‡Z n‡q‡Q Zv‡K|

e›`‡i wd‡i hvw”Qj, GB mgq Avevi Rvnv‡Ri †Kvm© e`jvevi

Av‡`k cvq Iiv| e›`‡i Avi †div n‡jv bv| A_P bZzb eD

e‡m Av‡Q Ii c_ †P‡q| K¨vc‡U‡bi gZB, gvmy` ivbv bv‡gi

A‡Pbv †jvKUv‡K we‡kl cQ›` Ki‡Z cvi‡Q bv iv‡mj|

wK¬qvi-wfkb c¨v‡b‡j †PvL †i‡L `ª“Z GKevi mvg‡bUv

†`‡L wbj †m| gv_vq nvi‡bm Mjvj, A¨vWRv÷ Kij gvBK,

Zvici K_v ejj weª‡Ri mv‡_, ÔcwRk‡b, m¨vi| mvg‡b eo

GKUv AvBmevM©|Õ

Ô†`‡LwQ Avgiv,Õ Zvi †e‡q KgvÛv‡ii Mjv †f‡m Gj|

Ô†XvKvi †Kvb c_ †`LQ?Õ

giY‡LjvÐ2 33

Ô†Kv_vq! cv_y‡i cvnv‡oi gZ wb‡iU, m¨vi|Õ

Ô†`L‡Z _v‡Kv|Õ

LuvPvi †fZi wbivc` †m, Rv‡b iv‡mj, Zey bvbv iKg fq

G‡m Sv‡gjv Ki‡Z jvMj| gv¯‘jUv hw` †f‡O c‡o? †PvL

eyRj †m, mivmwi wb‡Pi w`‡K ZvKv‡j gv_v Nyi‡Q| nVvr hw`

Ávb nvwi‡q †d‡j †m? †jvnvi gB †e‡q †Kvb iK‡g GKRb

†jvK DV‡Z cv‡i, †m wK Kuv‡a K‡i bvgv‡Z cvi‡e Amvo fvix

GKUv †`n? †Rvi K‡i †PvL †gjj †m, nvZ evwo‡q Kuv‡Pi

†`qvj¸‡jv Qyu‡q Avk¦¯Í n‡Z PvBj| weª‡R _vK‡Z g‡b n‡qwQj

wnwUs wm‡÷g fvjgZ KvR Ki‡Q bv, Avi LuvPvq IVvi ci

g‡b n‡”Q wm‡÷gUv †Kvb KvRB Ki‡Q bv|

†WK †_‡K GK‡kv wdU Ic‡i i‡q‡Q †m, Pviw`‡K A‡bK

`~i ch©šÍ †`L‡Z †cj| RvnvR Pj‡Q e‡j g‡bB nq bv|

fvmgvb eid AvKv‡i GK GKUv evwo, Ici †_‡K RgvU

wPwbi weivU ¯Z‚‡ci gZ †`L‡Z jvMj| wKD‡Ui †ev av°v

w`‡q ¯Z‚c¸‡jv‡K fvO‡Q, fvOv UzK‡iv¸‡jv `yÕcv‡k m‡i wM‡q

c_ K‡i w`‡”Q AvBm‡eªKvi‡K| AviI mvg‡b Szu‡K Av‡Q

ˆ`Z¨vKvi cuvwPj, gv_vi w`‡K ZvKv‡Z n‡j gyL Zzj‡Z n‡”Q

iv‡mj‡K| AvcvZ `„wó‡Z APj, †hb mvMiZ‡j †bvOi †d‡j

Av‡Q| wKš‘ AvBmevM© †_‡g †bB, †f‡m P‡j‡Q `w¶Y w`‡K|

D‡ëv w`‡K, Dˇi P‡j‡Q wKDU|

cÖ ‡g Wvb w`‡K, Zvici euv w`‡K Szu‡K `yÕcv‡k ZvKvj

iv‡mj| Ii Ic‡i, eomo ivWvi DBs mgvb MwZ‡Z Ny‡i

P‡j‡Q, AbeiZ Iqvwb©s B‡Kv Uª¨vÝwgU Ki‡Q weª‡Ri ûW

 

 

34 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

civ‡bv †¯‹v‡c| ÷vi‡ev‡W©i w`‡K axi‡e‡M wcwQ‡q hv‡”Q

eid-cuvwPj| cuvwP‡ji gv_v †_‡K †cvjvi †eqvi¸‡jv A‡bK

Av‡MB A`„k¨ n‡q‡Q| wb‡Pi †W‡K GZ †ewk eid †h RvnvR

cÖvq XvKv c‡o Av‡Q, mvMi Avi Rvnv‡Ri g‡a¨ cv_©K¨ Kiv

KwVb| myBP Ab K‡i †g‡mR cvVvj †m, ÔNb Kzqvkv Avm‡Q,

m¨vi| wmwK gvBj `~‡i, bvK eivei|Õ

wÎk wgwbU ci, GK A‡_©, m¤ú~Y© AÜ n‡q †Mj iv‡mj|

Nb Kzqvkvq wKQyB †m †`L‡Z †cj bv| cÖPÊ VvÊvi Kvgo †L‡q

nvZ Avi cv‡q †h Amvo fve †`Lv w`‡qwQj, †mUv GLb mviv

kix‡i Qwo‡q co‡Q| i³ PjvPj Pvjy ivLvi R‡b¨ `uvwo‡q

coj †m, RwMs ïi“ Kij| Kuv‡Pi †`qvj¸‡jv Svcmv n‡q

†M‡Q| evB‡ii wKQy †`Lvi GKUvB gvÎ Dcvq Av‡Q, wK¬qviwfkb

c¨v‡bj| wKš‘ c¨v‡b‡j ZvwK‡q Kzqvkv Qvov wKQyB †Pv‡L

coj bv| Mv‡qi †ivg Lvov n‡q †Mj Zvi| wb‡P ZvwK‡q †WK

†`L‡Z †Póv Kij| †bB|

fq n‡Z jvMj, †Kv_vq i‡q‡Q †m! mvZ Avmgv‡b, bvwK

AÜKvi iv‡Z †Kvb †c−‡bi †Kwe‡b?

ÔZzwg eis †b‡g G‡mv, iv‡mj,Õ Av‡`k Ki‡jb KgvÛvi

n¨vwi †Mvìg¨vb|

ÔwKš‘ hw` Kzqvkv cvZjv n‡Z ïi“ K‡i...Õ

Ô†ek| c‡b‡iv wgwbU| Zvici †b‡g G‡mv|Õ

wK¬qvi-wfkb c¨v‡b‡j Mvj †P‡c a‡i ZvKvj iv‡mj| g‡b

n‡jv ei‡d Qu¨vKv †L‡jv Mv‡ji Pvgov| Kuv‡Pi Mv wf‡R †M‡Q,

Zvi Ici Kzqvkvq Svcmv, wKQyB †`L‡Z †cj bv| RvnvR cÖvq

giY‡LjvÐ2 35

APjB ejv P‡j, ivWvi DBs-Gi mvnv‡h¨ axi, AwZ axi

MwZ‡Z G‡Mv‡”QцUi cvIqv hvq wK hvq bv| mvg‡b hw` †Kvb

AvBmevM© _v‡K, ivWv‡ii avZe †PvL cÖwZaŸwb cvwV‡q mZK©

K‡i †`‡e|

wKš‘ ivWvi †gKvwbRg GB AvenvIqvq wbfy©jZvi †Kvb

iKg M¨vivw›U †`q bv, †WcywU †gU †eb K¨vdg¨v‡bi †m-K_v

fvj K‡iB Rvbv Av‡Q| AwfÁ ivWvi Acv‡iUi †m,

e¨vKzj`„wó‡Z ZvwK‡q Av‡Q †¯‹v‡c| wcs wcs wcs AvIqvR

†kvbvi R‡b¨ Kvb `y‡Uv mRvM| IB AvIqvR ï‡bB ïay †evSv

hv‡e eomo wKQy GKUv i‡q‡Q †ev-i mvg‡b|

GK‡N‡q k‡ã bv‡ggvÎ Pvjy i‡q‡Q BwÄb| Rvnv‡Ri

me‡P‡q j¤^v Avi wbtm½ gvbyl, †Kb& iv‡mj, †XD †Ljv‡bv

Kzqvkvi w`‡K ZvwK‡q _vKj m‡¤§vwn‡Zi gZ|

Ôiv‡mj?Õ weªR †_‡K cÖkoe Ki‡jb KgvÛvi|

ÔwKQyB wi‡cvU© Kivi †bB, m¨vi|Õ Pviw`‡Ki †`qv‡j Mvj

†P‡c a‡i evB‡iUv †`Lvi †Póv Kij iv‡mj| g‡b n‡jv

mvg‡bi Kzqvkv GKUz †hb cvZjv n‡Z ïi“ K‡i‡Q| GLbI

wKQy †`L‡Z cv‡”Q bv, Z‡e Mvp Kzqvkvi †fZi bZzb ai‡bi

GKUv Av‡jvob cwieZ©‡bi Avfvm †`q| ¶xY GKUz evZvm

eB‡Q bv †Zv? jvdv‡bv eÜ K‡i w¯’i n‡q †Mj †m| Avevi

c¨v‡b‡j gyL-Mvj †P‡c aij| nu¨v, Avi †Kvb m‡›`n †bB; wKQy

GKUv Zvov Ki‡Q Kzqvkv‡K|

wcs wcs mZK©-m‡¼Z A‡bK †`wi‡Z Gj, Gj nVvr K‡i|

†¯‹v‡ci KuvUv GK wb‡g‡l cy‡iv GK P°i Ny‡i †Mj, AvPgKv

 

 

36 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

dz‡U DVj bZzb GKUv AvK…wZ| SU K‡i gv_v Zzjj †eb

K¨vdg¨vb| wPrKvi w`j|

†Kb& iv‡mj †evanq Avm‡ZB †`‡Lwb IUv‡K| hw` †`‡LI

_v‡K, Zvici Avi Ava †m‡KÛI mgq cvqwb| ei‡di _vev,

cuvwP‡ji gv_v †_‡K j¤^v n‡q wKD‡Ui c_ ch©šÍ †ewi‡q Avmv

evû †WK †_‡K Avwk dzU DuPz wQj| axiMwZ‡Z n‡jI, mivmwi

†mB _vevi g‡a¨ wM‡q coj AvBm‡eªKvi| gv¯‘jUv Nu¨vP K‡i

†K‡U †Mj, AeRvi‡fkb †cv÷ Avi ivWvi DBs mn gv¯‘‡ji

gv_v wb‡Pi Ask †_‡K †Pv‡Li cj‡K wew”Qboe n‡q †Mj| weª‡R

`uvwo‡q msN‡l©i AvIqvR †cj Iiv, AvZ©wPrKvi †ewi‡q Gj

K¨vdg¨v‡bi Mjv wP‡i| LuvPvi †fZi e›`x †Kb& iv‡mj cÖvq

GK‡kv wdU Ici †_‡K ÷vi‡evW© mvB‡W coj| †WK †iB‡ji

Mv‡q av°v †L‡jv LuvPv, †f‡O `yÕUzK‡iv n‡q †Mj, GKUv UzK‡iv

iv‡mj‡K wb‡q Sc& K‡i coj wng cvwb‡Z| ivWvi mn

gv¯‘‡ji gv_vi IRb n‡e cuvP Ub, cvwb‡Z covi mv‡_ mv‡_

Zwj‡q †Mj| mvM‡ii MfxiZv GLv‡b bq †_‡K `k nvRvi

wdU|

wbnZ‡`i ZvwjKvq †hvM n‡jv AviI GKR‡bi bvg|

Zv‡K wb‡q GiBg‡a¨ gviv †M‡Q wekRb| evwKivÑwmwKDwiwU

MvW© wcUvi AvšÍf, gvB‡Kj Rbmb, Uª¨v݇cvU© †c−‡bi

†lv‡jvRb Av‡ivnx, Ges W. KW©b|

wKDU GLb AÜ| ivWvi †bB| Zv‡K MÖvm K‡i‡Q Kzqvkv,

wN‡i Av‡Q eid| AvBmwd‡ìi wKbvivq AvUKv c‡o‡Q

AvBm‡eªKvi, †h AvBmwdì‡K Iiv †KD †`L‡Z cv‡”Q bv|

giY‡LjvÐ2 37

†h-†Kvb wePv‡i, Pig SzuwK wb‡q GZ `~i P‡j G‡m‡Q wKDU,

h‡_ó ¶wZ ¯^xKvi K‡i‡Q| Avi KZ? †h hvB ejyK, Gici

Avi mvg‡b G‡Mv‡bv m¤¢e bq| KgvÛvi n¨vwi †Mv‡ìi mvg‡b

GKUvB c_ GLb †Lvjvцev Nywi‡q wb‡q e›`‡i wd‡i hvevi

†Póv Kiv|

KvwU©m wd‡ì DrmegyLi n‡q DVj cwi‡ek| †KvWwmMb

¨vjÑÔe−¨vK A¨vÛ †nvqvBU...†cwjKvbÕ wiwmf K‡i‡Qb

†Rbv‡ij dP, Avb‡›` eMj evRv‡”Qb wZwb| ÔB‡fb‡Kv i“¯Íf

Avgv‡`i nv‡Z! ivbv Zv‡K wb‡q `w¶‡Y Avm‡Q wKD‡U IVvi

R‡b¨|Õ

KvwU©m wd‡ì †QvÆ AwdmUv †Q‡o †`qv n‡q‡Q

†Rbv‡ij‡K| Aw¯’ifv‡e cvqPvwi Ki‡Qb wZwb| Rvbvjvi wb‡P

wZb‡U wnUvi R¡j‡Q, †fZiUv Mig| wmMb¨vj GB GKUvB

cvbwb wZwb|

Zuvi mnKvix Ugvm DW `iRvi cv‡k †`qv‡j wcV †VwK‡q

`uvwo‡q e‡mi w`‡K ZvwK‡q Av‡Q|

cvqPvwi Ki‡Z Ki‡Z †Rbv‡ij Avevi ej‡jb,

ÔAvB.AvB.dvB‡fi cwð‡g wMRwMR Ki‡Q ivwkqvb

wmwKDwiwU|Õ wb‡f hvIqv Pzi“‡U Nb Nb Uvb w`‡jb, R¡jR¡j

Ki‡Q gy‡Li †Pnviv| Ôei‡di Ici †nwjKÞvi i‡q‡Q I‡`i,

c¨v‡K i‡q‡Q †¯−R-Uxg| †moev-K¨vUI Av‡Q|Õ

Ôcwiw¯’wZ †Nvjv‡U,Õ gšÍe¨ Kij Ugvm|

ÔIqvwksU‡b e‡m e‡jwQ‡j, Acv‡ikbUv cvwbi gZ mnR,

 

 

38 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

g‡b Av‡Q?Õ †LuwK‡q DV‡jb dP| N‡i XyKj Gqviwdì

K‡›Uªvjvi nvIqvW© g¨vKwjb| ÔwVK mg‡qB G‡mQ| DcK‚j Avi

AvB. AvB. dvB‡fi gvSLv‡b †MvUv GjvKvq Bb‡Ubwmf Gqvi

mv‡f©Bj¨vÝ PvB Avwg| †h †gwkb¸‡jv Zzwg cvwV‡qQ, wZb

fv‡Mi GK fvM bRi ivL‡e AvB.AvB. dvB‡fi Dˇi...,Õ

mv‡_ K‡i wb‡q Avmv g¨vcUv †`qv‡j Av‡MB †Svjv‡bv n‡q‡Q,

†mUvi mvg‡b G‡m `uvov‡jb|

ÔGLv‡b...Avi GLv‡b|Õ

Ô`w¶‡Y?Õ wR‡Ám Kij nvIqvW© g¨vKwjb|

Ôbv! bb&-÷c mv‡f©Bj¨vÝ PvB Avwg| cvBjUiv hv‡e,

wdi‡e, dz‡qj †b‡e, Avevi hv‡e...†Kvb weiwZ Qvov Pj‡ZB

_vK‡e Gfv‡e|Õ

ÔwKš‘ cvBjU‡`iI GKUv mn¨¶gZv Av‡Q...,Õ cÖwZev‡`i

my‡i ïi“ Kij nvIqvW©|

Ô†mUv KZUzKz, Rvbvi Ggb my‡hvM Avi cv‡e bv,Õ Dˇi

ej‡jb †Rbv‡ij dP| ÔRvbvi ci †mUv AviI evwo‡q wb‡Z

ej‡e|Õ

ÔeySjvg bv,Õ nvIqvW© †ewi‡q †h‡ZB wR‡Ám Kij Ugvm,

Ôivbv `w¶Y w`‡K hv‡”Q, Zvn‡j DËi Avi cwð‡g †c−b

cvVvevi gv‡b wK?Õ

ÔZzwg hLb †ev‡Svwb, ejUz‡qfI eyS‡e bv| †cvjvi c¨v‡K

ivbv‡K Lyu‡R cvIqv Avgv‡`i c‡¶ cÖvq Am¤¢e GKUv e¨vcvi,

fvM¨ hw` bv mnvq nq| Kv‡RB †m-†Póv ev` w`w”Q Avgiv|

Zvi e`‡j ivwkqvb‡`i fyj †evSvevi KvRUv Ri“ix|Õ Rvbvjvi

giY‡LjvÐ2 39

evB‡i w`‡q GKUv †nwjKÞvi D‡o †Mj, †ivUi Avi Gwćbi

AvIqvR `~‡i wgwj‡q bv hvIqv ch©šÍ A‡c¶v Ki‡jb

†Rbv‡ij| Ôei‡di Ici ejUz‡q‡fi †nwjKÞvi Av‡Q,

`yÕNÈvi g‡a¨ Avgv‡`i †c−‡bi Aw¯ÍZ¡ †Ui †c‡q hv‡e I‡`i

cvBjUiv|Õ

Ô†ek| Zvici?Õ

ÔwK fve‡e ejUz? fve‡e, Av‡gwiKvbiv B‡fb‡Kv i“¯Íf‡K

LyuR‡Q| fve‡e, †Kv_vq Zv‡K LyuR‡Z n‡e Av‡gwiKvbiv Zv

Rv‡b|Õ

Ôd‡j `w¶Y †_‡K †m Zvi †nwjKÞvi wdwi‡q Avb‡e?Õ

ÔwVK ZvB| †i‡Äi evB‡i †ewi‡q Avmvi PgrKvi GKUv

my‡hvM †c‡q hv‡e ivbv|Õ

gv_v SuvKvj Ugvm| Ôc−¨vbUv fvj, Z‡e...Õ

Ôfvj bq, PgrKvi!Õ ag‡K DV‡jb †Rbv‡ij| ÔejUz‡K

Avm‡j GKUv wmMb¨vj cvVvw”Q AvgivÑivbv DËi ev cwðg

w`‡K hv‡”Q!Õ

wZb

ÔDËi bv cwðg?Õ

i“k AvK©wUK NuvwU, Gb.wc.†m‡fbwUb| †Uwe‡ji mvg‡b

`uvwo‡q Avcbg‡b weoweo Kij K‡b©j cqgvj ejUz‡qf|

†Uwe‡j c‡KU ms¯‹iY `vevi QK †gjv i‡q‡Q, cv‡k GKUv

 

 

40 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

†Lvjv eB| Dwbk‡kv †QlwÆ mv‡j mvšÍv †gvwbKvq wdkvi-

¯ú¨vmw¯‹ `vev †Ljvi †iKW© i‡q‡Q eBUvq| De©i gw¯Í®‹,

wZb‡U KvR GKmv‡_ mvi‡Z cv‡i e‡j cÖvqB Me© K‡i K‡b©j|

GB †hgb GLbÑwb‡Ri †Ljv †Lj‡Q, Av‡iKR‡bi †Ljv

cix¶v Ki‡Q, †mB mv‡_ PjwZ Acv‡ikb m¤ú‡K© fvebv-wPšÍv

Ki‡Q|

Ôme KÕUv †nwjKÞvi AvKv‡k,Õ †Pqv‡ii wcQb †_‡K

wi‡cvU© Kij Rybv‡qf| ÔAvB.AvB.dvB‡fi DËi Avi cwðg

w`‡K bRi ivL‡Q I¸‡jvÑme KÕUv, ïay QqUv ev‡`| GB

QqUv‡K Avcwb ivL‡Z e‡j‡Qb|Õ

gvwK©b †moev-K¨vU i¨v‡¤ú aŸsm nevi ci AvB.AvB.dvBf

†_‡K wØZxqevi Ny‡i G‡m‡Q Iiv| †`‡L G‡m‡Q eid-Øxc

cwiZ¨³, †KD †bB †mLv‡b| ejUz‡q‡fi Rvbvi K_v bq,

¸›Uvi i‡WbevM© Avi †Rgm KvRg¨vb i‡q †M‡Q ILv‡b|

B‡fb‡Kv i“¯Íf hw` Av‡m, †f‡e †QvU GKUv wWUvP‡g›U

ILv‡b †i‡L G‡m‡Q K‡b©j| Gb.wc.†m‡fbwU‡b wd‡i Avmvi

ciciB †jwbbMÖv` †iKW©m †_‡K GKUv †g‡mR cvq †m|

†g‡mRUv Zv‡K nZf¤^ K‡i †Zv‡j|

ÔAvgiv †h evievi ivbvi `j ivbvi `j KiwQ, Rv‡bv Iiv

KÕRb?Õ †hb wb‡R‡KB cÖkoe Kij K‡b©j| Ô†jwbbMÖv` †_‡K

Lei G‡m‡Q, wbqvR Avi webq, gvÎ GB `yÕRb weÁvbx‡K wb‡q

AvK©wU‡K G‡m‡Q gvmy` ivbv|Õ

ÔgvÎ wZbRb? B‡fb‡Kv i“¯Íf‡K wb‡Z G‡m‡Q?Õ

Rybv‡q‡fi †Pnvivq iv‡R¨i Awek¦vm|

giY‡LjvÐ2 41

Ônu¨v, wZbRb Lye Kg †jvK,Õ ejj K‡b©j| ÔwKš‘ †Kvb

†Kvb †jvK GKvB A‡bK, G-K_v Rv‡bv †Zv? I‡`i `yÕRb‡K

cÂvk cÂvk GK‡kv Rb a‡iv, Avi ivbv GKvB GK‡kvÑKZ

n‡jv? msL¨vq wZbRb, wKš‘ kw³‡Z `y‡kv| Gevi mywe‡a¸‡jv

wn‡me K‡iv| msL¨vq Kg, Kv‡RB KviI †Pv‡L aiv covi fq

Kg| B‡fb‡Kv mv‡_ _vK‡j PviRb, PviRb †jvK‡K †cvjvi

c¨v‡K Lyu‡R cvIqv mnR, bv KwVb, Rybv‡qf? KZUzKz KwVb?Õ

ÔcÖvq Am¤¢e, K‡b©j Kg‡iW|Õ

Ôevievi cÖgvYI n‡”Q ZvB,Õ ejj K‡b©j| Ô`yÕw`b Av‡M †h

QweUv †Zvjv n‡q‡Q, g‡b Av‡Q? GK`j †jvK Kzqvkvi †fZi

jywK‡q cowQj?Õ nVvr K‡iB †g‡S‡Z cv VyKj †m| Ôme KÕUv

KÞvi‡K †Kv‡WW wmMb¨vj cvVvIÑIiv Avm‡j †QvU GKUv

`j‡K LyuR‡Q| m¤¢eZ GK‡Rvov †¯−R-Uxg Avi PviRb †jvK|Õ

Ô†h QqUv‡K Avcwb ivL‡Z e‡jwQ‡jb...Õ

ÔI¸‡jv `w¶‡Y hv‡eÑAvB.AvB.dvB‡fi `w¶‡Y|Õ

ÔwKš‘ K‡b©j Kg‡iW, Av‡gwiKvbiv DËi Avi cwðg w`‡K

bRi...!Õ

K‡b©j û¼vi Qvoj, ÔGLbI Zzwg hvIwb?Õ

GKv n‡ZB cvqPvwi ïi“ Kij †m| wKQy D™¢U wm×všÍ

KL‡bvB †m e¨vL¨v K‡i bv| †Rbv‡ij `¨ M‡ji gZ wb‡Ri

Pvicv‡k in‡m¨i GKUv A`„k¨ ejq ˆZwi K‡i ivL‡Z cQ›`

K‡i| c‡i hw` wm×všÍ¸‡jv fyj cÖgvwYZ nq, Mv euvPv‡bvi c_

†Lvjv _v‡K| wK †m Ki‡Z PvBwQj ZvB hw` †KD bv Rv‡b,

†Kv_vq fyj K‡i‡Q ai‡e wKfv‡e?

 

 

42 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

Z‡e K‡b©‡ji g‡b GKUv m‡›`n †`Lv w`‡q‡Q, ax‡i ax‡i

evo‡Q †mUv| gvigvb¯‹ †_‡K evBmb e¤^v‡i P‡o Avmvi mgq

†Rbv‡ij d‡Pi †Wvwk‡q c‡o‡Q †m| †Rbv‡ij dP wW‡mckb

Acv‡ik‡b †¯úkvwj÷| G-e¨vcv‡i gvmy` ivbv AviI GK

KvwV evov| Av‡gwiKvbiv AvB.AvB. dvB‡fi DËi Avi

cwð‡g †c−b cvwV‡q‡Q, GB ev¯Íe NUbv AMÖvn¨ Kiv hvq bv|

†kl ch©šÍ e¨vcviUv hw` †Ku‡P hvq, Iw`‡Ki GjvKv¸‡jv †PK

Kiv bv n‡j Revew`wn Ki‡Z n‡e Zv‡K| wKš‘ Avm‡j `w¶Y

w`KUvB Zvi g‡bv‡hvM Kvo‡Z ïi“ K‡i‡Q|

LvwbK ci wd‡i Gj Rybv‡qf| ÔcuvP wgwb‡Ui g‡a¨

†UKAd Ki‡Q I¸‡jv|Õ

ÔPgrKvi! Gevi †nwjKÞvi K¨vwiqvi bvf©vq wmMb¨vj

cvVvI, Av‡gwiKvb AvBm‡eªKvi wKD‡Ui cwRkb Rvb‡Z e‡jv

I‡`i|Õ

Avevi we¯§q †eva Kij Rybv‡qf, wKš‘ cÖkoe Kivi mvnm

n‡jv bv| e¨¯Í fv‡e Ni †_‡K †ewi‡q †Mj †m|

†Kb †hb g‡b n‡jv K‡b©‡ji, ivbvi mv‡_ AwP‡iB Avevi

†`Lv n‡Z hv‡”Q Zvi| ax‡i ax‡i D™¢vwmZ n‡q DVj Zvi

†Pnviv| cvqPvwi _vwg‡q †Uwe‡ji mvg‡b wM‡q `uvovj, †Nvovi

Pvj w`j AvovB Ni|

ivbv †Kvb hyw³ gvb‡Q bv| ejv fvj, †hb cY K‡i‡Q KviI

K_vB ïb‡e bv I| mnKgx© Avi KzKzi¸‡jv‡K AgvbywlK

LvUv‡”Q, †Muvqv‡ii gZ †R` a‡i QywU‡q wb‡q P‡j‡Q mvg‡bi

giY‡LjvÐ2 43

w`‡K| Kov wb‡`©k, †Kvb Kvi‡YB _vgv Pj‡e bv| bv wekªv‡gi

R‡b¨, bv wKQy gy‡L †`qvi R‡b¨| †Rvov †¯−R-Uxg †Uš’

†gwiwWqvb a‡i weiwZnxb Qy‡U P‡j‡Q `w¶Y w`‡K, μgk Kv‡Q

P‡j Avm‡Q AvBmwd‡ìi wKbviv, AvBmevM© A¨vwj|

Pviw`K †_‡K I‡`i‡K †NivI K‡i †i‡L‡Q †cÖkvi wiR,

Ge‡ov‡Le‡ov ei‡di wekvj cÖvPxi G‡KKUv| bvjv-c_ a‡i

QyU‡Q KzKzi¸‡jv, Puv‡`i Av‡jvq wPK wPK Ki‡Q mv`v cÖK…wZ|

wb‡Ri †¯−R-Uxg wb‡q mvg‡b i‡q‡Q ivbv, wb`©qfv‡e gyûgy©û

PveyK gvi‡Q KzKzi¸‡jvi wc‡V| cÖvYc‡Y QyU‡Q I¸‡jv,

kix‡ii meUzKz kw³ GK K‡i| †ek LvwbKUv wcQ‡b i‡q‡Q

web‡qi Uxg, Zvi cv‡k _vKvi R‡b¨ S‡oi †e‡M QyU‡Z n‡”Q

wbqvR‡K|

ÔGi †Kvb gv‡b nq?Õ nuvcv‡Z nuvcv‡Z ejj wbqvR| ÔIi

mv‡_ Avgv‡`i K_v ejv `iKvi|Õ

gv_v SuvwK‡q mvq w`j webq|

†QvUvi MwZ evwo‡q w`‡q ivbvi cv‡k P‡j Gj wbqvR|

Ôivbv, KzKzi¸‡jvi wekªvg `iKvi| Gfv‡e †ewk¶Y QyU‡Z

cvi‡e bv...Õ

dvi û‡Wi duv‡K hZUzKz †`Lv hvq, K‡Vvi ivbvi †Pnviv|

evi K‡qK mcvs mcvs K‡i DVj nv‡Zi PveyK| KzKzi¸‡jv

AviI GKUz evwo‡q w`j †QvUvi MwZ| mvg‡b †gvo wb‡q‡Q

bvjv, MwZ hv‡Z gš’i bv nq †mR‡b¨ evievi PveyK gvij

ivbv| gvÎ GKw`‡Ki ivbvi-G fi K‡i euvK wbj †¯−R,

ei‡di Qvj Zz‡j GKB MwZ‡Z QyUj| wbqv‡Ri K_v †hb

 

 

44 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

ïb‡ZB cvqwb I|

ÔAv‡iKevi fv‡ev,Õ Aby‡iv‡ai my‡i ejj Avevi wbqvR|

ÔAvgv‡`iI wekªvg `iKvi| wKDU GLbI A‡bK `~‡i| AvR

iv‡Z ILv‡b Avgiv †cuŠQy‡Z cvie bv...!Õ

cvëv wPrKvi Kij ivbv, ÔeuvP‡Z n‡j QyU‡Z n‡e| †Zvgiv

PvI wekªv‡gi R‡b¨ †_‡g wPi wekªv‡gi SzuwK wbB?Õ

Ôi“¯Íf mv‡n‡ei K_v †f‡e †`‡LQ?Õ wR‡Ám Kij wbqvR|

ÔDwb Avi cvi‡Qb bv|Õ

ZvovZvwo wcQb w`‡K ZvKvj ivbv| webq Avi Zvi †¯−RUx‡

gi wcQ‡b i‡q‡Q B‡fb‡Kv i“¯Íf| wcwQ‡q c‡o‡Q †ek

LvwbKUv, Z‡e QyU‡Q GLbI| bRi eywj‡qB eySj ivbv,

f`ª‡jv‡Ki Kó n‡”Q| GKUz nq‡Zv wbôzi, wKš‘ †KŠkjUv KvR

w`‡”Q, fvej I| IiB wb‡`©‡k mevi wcQ‡b _vK‡Z n‡q‡Q i“k

weÁvbx‡K| †h-†Kvb GKUv †¯−‡R RvqMv †`qv †hZ Zuv‡K,

wKš‘ wn‡Z wecixZ nZ Zv‡Z, †MvUv `jUv‡K wcwQ‡q w`Z

†jvKUv| GiBg‡a¨ ivbvi Rvbv n‡q †M‡Q, f`ª‡jv‡Ki ¯^fveB

n‡jv cÖ‡Z¨KwU wel‡q LyuZ †ei K‡i †R` aiv| †¯−‡R VuvB bv

cvIqvq mviv¶Y Zvi g‡b GKUv fq KvR Ki‡Q, Zv‡K GKv

†d‡jB bv P‡j hvq Iiv| wZb NÈv Av‡M ivbv e‡jwQj, ÔIu‡K

GKUv AvZ‡¼i g‡a¨ ivL‡Z n‡e, Zv bv n‡j cÖwZ c‡` evav

†`‡eb Dwb|Õ

ÔIui eqm n‡q‡Q...,Õ Avevi ïi“ Kij wbqvR|

Ôe¨vcviUv †h wcKwbK cvwU© n‡e bv, †R‡bB wb‡R‡`i NuvwU

†Q‡o †ewi‡q‡Qb Dwb,Õ ejj ivbv| Ô`yÕPvievi AvQvo bv LvIqv

giY‡LjvÐ2 45

ch©šÍ Iui mv‡_ †KD K_v †ev‡jv bv| Avgvi mv‡_I bq,...†¯−R

Pvjvw”Q|Õ

wcwQ‡q coj wbqvR| ivbvi †gRvR m߇g P‡o Av‡Q,

KviI K_v ïb‡e bv| Ii mv‡_ mvg‡b †QvUv Qvov Dcvq †bB|

Avm‡j ivbvi †gRvR †gv‡UI weMovqwb| wbqvR‡K Pzc

Kivevi me‡P‡q mnR c_Uv †e‡Q wb‡q‡Q I| wekªvgnxb GB

Qy‡U Pjv, G-I hyw³nxb †Kvb †R` bq| VvÊv gv_vq wn‡me

K‡i †`‡L‡Q ivbv, Zvici wm×všÍ wb‡q‡Q| wZb NÈv n‡q †Mj

†Kvb ivwkqvb †nwjKÞvi †`‡Lwb Iiv| KviYUv Ii Rvbv

†bB| Z‡e Puv‡`i Av‡jvq AvKvk cwi®‹vi _vKvq my‡hvMUv

nvZQvov Kiv P‡j bv| hZUv m¤¢e `w¶‡Y m‡i †h‡Z n‡e

I‡`i| Z‡eB hw` ejUz‡q‡fi †nwjKÞvi¸‡jv‡K duvwK †`qv

hvq|

wKD‡Ui mv‡_ †hvMv‡hvM bv nIqv ch©šÍ _vg‡e bv ivbv,

†f‡e †i‡L‡Q| KvD‡K e‡jwb, KviY ZK© †e‡a hv‡e| Ii

wb‡Ri g‡bI m‡›`n Av‡Q, AvR iv‡Z wKD‡Ui †`Lv bv-I

cvIqv †h‡Z cv‡i| Z‡e Avkv Qv‡owb GLbI| mevB‡K wb‡q

Gfv‡eB mvg‡bi w`‡K QyU‡e I, hZ¶Y bv wKD‡Ui mv‡_

†hvMv‡hvM nq| wKsev hZ¶Y bv KzKzi¸‡jv ei‡di Ici

jywU‡q c‡o|

GK NÈv ci `w¶Y-cy‡e DuwK w`j Av‡gwiKvb †c−b|

Ônë!Õ

wcQ‡bi I‡`i‡K mveavb Kivi R‡b¨ SU& K‡i nvZ Zzjj

 

 

46 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

ivbv, mxmvi gZ fvix jvMj nvZUv‡K| KzKzi¸‡jv‡K `uvo

Kwi‡q wbqv‡Ri nv‡Z PveyKUv awi‡q w`j, Zvici euv w`‡Ki

†cÖkvi wi‡R IVvi R‡b¨ LvgPvLvgwP ïi“ Kij| †hLv‡bB cv

iv‡L, †f‡O hvq eid| `¯Ívbv civ nvZ wcQ‡j †b‡g Av‡m|

GZB K¬všÍ, g‡b n‡jv K‡qK †m‡KÛ bq, K‡qK eQi a‡i

cvnv‡o IVvi e¨_© †Póv Ki‡Q I| `~i †_‡K †f‡m Avmv

Gwćbi AvIqvR †Rvi ZvMv`v w`‡”QÑZvovZvwo! ZvovZvwo!

AvIqvRUv Ab¨ iKg, †mvwf‡qZ †nwjKÞv‡ii †fuvZv fU fU

bq| GK‡ivLv †Póvq Ae‡k‡l cuvwP‡ji gv_v bvMv‡ji g‡a¨

P‡j Gj| Zvici Lye mn‡RB DV‡Z cvij ivbv| bvBU-M−vm

†Pvqvj Avi ey‡Ki gvSLv‡b AvU‡K wM‡qwQj, e¨_vUv †Ui

†c‡jI MÖvn¨ Kij bv| M−vm †Rvov †Pv‡L Zz‡j `~‡i ZvKvj|

w¯’i n‡q _vKv †XD AvK…wZi †cÖkvi wi‡Ri cÖvq †kl

mxgvbvq P‡j G‡m‡Q Iiv, LvwbK mvg‡b †_‡K ïi“ n‡q‡Q

RgvU mvM‡ii mgZj we¯Ívi| `yÕnvRvi wdU Ic‡i i‡q‡Q

†c−bUv, `w¶Y-cwðg w`‡K D‡o hv‡”Q, GKUz ci I‡`i Ava

gvBj `~i w`‡q cvk KvwU‡q hv‡e| †dvKvwms †gKvwbRg

nvZov‡Z ïi“ Kij ivbvÑAv‡gwiKvb, bv ivwkqvb? KvVv‡gvUv

Svcmv †`Lvj, fvej †dvKvm A¨vWRv÷ nqwb| Zvici eySj,

Zv bv, Avm‡j K¬všÍ †PvL Amn‡hvwMZv Ki‡Q| nvZ w`‡q iM‡o

Avevi M−v‡m †PvL ivLj, †j‡Ý cwi®‹vi aiv coj †c−b,

wdDwRjv‡R mv`v ZviKv-wPý AuvKv| gvwK©b!

ÔwbqvR! †¯§vK †d¬qvi! Rjw`! Av‡gwiKvb...Õ

bvjvq `uvwo‡q Av‡Q Iiv, Avb›` Avi we¯§‡qi av°vq GK

giY‡LjvÐ2 47

†m‡KÛ †KD bo‡Z cvij bv| BwZg‡a¨ cÖ g WM-Ux‡gi

KvQvKvwQ †cuŠ‡Q †M‡Q B‡fb‡Kv i“¯Íf, Zvi nv‡Z n¨v‡Ûjevi

Avi PveyK awi‡q w`‡q †¯§vK †d¬qvi LyuR‡Z ïi“ Kij wbqvR|

ÔRjw`!Õ ZvMv`v w`j ivbv|

†d¬qvi wb‡q cuvwP‡j DV‡Z †Póv Kij wbqvR| A‡a©KUv

DVj, ivbvi evov‡bv nv‡Z †mUv awi‡q w`‡Z wM‡q cv wcQ‡j

†b‡g Gj bvjvq| `uv‡Z `uvZ Pvcj ivbv| fvM¨ Avi cÖK…wZ

wbôzi †Ljvq †g‡Z D‡V‡Q I‡`i wb‡q|

wØZxqev‡ii †Póvq cuvwP‡ji gv_vq DV‡Z cvij wbqvR,

Av‡MB Zvi KvQ †_‡K †¯§vK †d¬qvi wb‡q wb‡q‡Q ivbv| wKš‘

nvZ `y‡Uv VvÊvq Amvo n‡q Av‡Q, evievi c‡o †Mj †d¬qviUv|

evi K‡qK †Póv Kivi ciI R¡jj bv| †PuwP‡q DVj ivbv, ÔGUv

bó, Av‡iKUv `vI!Õ

Qy‡U ivbvi †¯−‡Ri Kv‡Q P‡j Gj webq, wbqvRI Lvov Xvj

†e‡q †b‡g Gj bvjvq| Iiv hLb †d¬qvi LyuR‡Q, †c−‡bi Wvbvq

jvj Avi meyR Av‡jv Nyi‡Z ïi“ K‡i‡Q| bZzb †Kvm© a‡i

`w¶Y w`‡K, AviI `~‡i P‡j hv‡”Q †c−b| ÔRjw` K‡iv, di

MWm †mK!Õ M‡R© DVj ivbv| web‡qi nv‡Z GKUv †d¬qvi

†`Lj I| ÔILvb †_‡KB, ILvb †_‡KBÑZvovZvwo!Õ

R¡‡j DVj †d¬qvi, Mvp †auvqv Qvoj, kvšÍ evZvm †f` K‡i

ûm K‡i D‡V †Mj AvKv‡k| jvj Avi bxj Av‡jvKgvjv Qwo‡q

coj Pviw`‡K| cÖwZgyn~‡Z© AviI Ic‡i D‡V hv‡”Q| wKš‘ †mB

mv‡_ AviI `~‡i m‡i hv‡”Q †c−bUvI| cÖwZ gyn~‡Z© †QvU n‡q

Avm‡Q †mUv| Puv‡`i Av‡jvq GK mgq Ly‡` GKUv we›`yi gZ

 

 

48 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

†`Lvj IUv‡K| ei‡di Mv‡q nvgv¸wo w`‡q cuvwP‡ji gv_vq,

ivbvi cv‡k D‡V Gj webq Avi wbqvR|

ÔGLbI P‡j hvqwb...Õ †hb wb‡R‡K Avk¦vm w`j wbqvR|

ÔwcQb w`‡K ZvKvI, fvB,Õ cvBj‡Ui D‡Ï‡k weoweo Ki‡Q

†m| Ô†PvÏcyi“‡li †`vnvB jv‡M, GKevi †cQb †d‡iv!Õ I‡`i

`„wómxgv †_‡K nVvr K‡iB A`„k¨ n‡q †Mj iƒcvwj we›`yUv| ïay

Gwćbi A¯úó ¸Äb †kvbv †Mj AviI wKQy¶Y, Zvici

†mUvI wgwj‡q †Mj `~‡i|

Ôi“wUb I‡q`vi d¬vBU,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔAvgv‡`i †Luv‡R

Av‡mwb|Õ

ÔAeRvifvi †jvKUv‡K ai‡Z cvi‡j Po jvMve,Õ iv‡M

dzu‡m DVj webq| ÔAvgv‡`i †evanq †iwWI e¨envi Kiv DwPZ

wQj|Õ

ÔcvMj bvwK!Õ Zx¶è K‡É ejj ivbv| Ô†i‡Äi g‡a¨ wKDU

bv G‡j †iwWI e¨envi Kivi cÖkoeB I‡V bv| mvg‡b †mU wb‡q

A‡c¶v Ki‡Q †mvwf‡qZ Acv‡iUi, †iwWI Ab Ki‡jB

†jv‡Kkb †R‡b †dj‡e| †MU †iwW!Õ

wbtk‡ã iIbv n‡jv Iiv, gv_vi Ici GLbI R¡jR¡j

Ki‡Q jvj bxj Av‡jvKgvjv| mevB †Kgb †hb wb‡¯ÍR n‡q

†M‡Q, GgbwK KzKzi¸‡jv‡KI welYoe g‡b n‡”Q| `yM©g c_

wcQ‡b †d‡j mgZj RgvU mvM‡i †b‡g Gj †¯−R, GLb †_‡K

Lye `ª“Z Avi mn‡R G‡Mv‡bv hv‡e, Zey gb Lvivc mevi|

Avm‡j nZvkv Avi K¬vwšÍ‡Z ivbvi eyw×ïw× LvwbKUv †fuvZv

n‡q †M‡Q| nv‡oi cÖwZwU R‡q‡›U UbU‡b e¨_v, Amvo †ckx,

giY‡LjvÐ2 49

†PvL †Rvov Ggb R¡vjv Ki‡Q †hb jsKv¸u‡ov N‡l w`‡q‡Q

†KD| n¨v‡Ûjevi a‡i Av‡Q, wKš‘ †h-†Kvb gyn~‡Z© gy‡Vv †_‡K

Qy‡U †h‡Z cv‡i| B”Qvkw³ `ye©j n‡q Avm‡Q cÖwZ gyn~‡Z©|

Svcmv n‡q Avm‡Q `„wó| ïay †eu‡P _vKvi cÖej AvMÖ‡n Qy‡U

P‡j‡Q I mvg‡b| kix‡ii †kl kw³UzKz _vK‡Z _vgv Pj‡e bv

I‡`i| ïay wb‡Ri K_v bq, mevi K_vB fve‡Z n‡e I‡K|

ÔjyK AvDU!Õ Mjv dvUvj wbqvR|

Ô†KD bo‡e bv!Õ we‡ùvwiZ n‡jv ivbv|

AK¯§vr w¯’i n‡q †Mj †¯−R `y‡Uv| I‡`i wcQ‡b AvK©wUK

iv‡Zi wb¯ÍäZv Gwćbi †fuvZv fU fU AvIqv‡R †f‡O

Lvb Lvb n‡jv| Zvici QvqvUv †`Lv †Mj| ¯’~j AvK…wZi Kv‡jv

Qvqv| †Rvov †ivUi, GKUvi Ici Av‡iKUv| †j‡Ri w`‡K

GK‡Rvov wdb| I‡`i gv_v †_‡K gvÎ cÂvk wdU Ici w`‡q

D‡o †Mj hvwš¿K dwos| UzBb †RU mve‡gwib wKjvi|

ivwkqvb‡`i †j‡U÷ †nwjKÞvi|

Ô†Lv`vi †`vnvB, †bv‡ov bv †KD!Õ Avevi mveavb Kij

ivbv| μgk `~‡i m‡i hv‡”Q †nwjKÞvi, †mB mv‡_ euvK wb‡Z

ïi“ K‡i AviI Ic‡i DV‡Q| i“k Av‡ivnxiv I‡`i‡K bvI

†`‡L _vK‡Z cv‡i| Av›`vR cÂvk gvBj MwZ‡Z D‡o †M‡Q

gv_vi Ici w`‡q, AvPgKv †cÖkvi wi‡Ri †MvjKauvav †_‡K

†ewi‡q G‡mwQj †Lvjv cÖvšÍ‡iÑI‡`i‡K †`L‡Z cvevi R‡b¨

i“k AeRvifv‡ii Zx¶è †PvL _vK‡Z n‡e| K‡qK †m‡KÛ ci

Rvbv †Mj, ZvB Av‡Q| wd‡i Avm‡Q †nwjKÞvi|

me©bvk NwU‡q‡Q †¯§vK †d¬qvi| Av‡gwiKvb cvBj‡Ui

 

 

50 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

†Pv‡L aiv bv co‡jI, KvQvKvwQ †Kv_vI †_‡K i“k

†nwjKÞvi‡K nvZQvwb w`‡q †W‡K wb‡q G‡m‡Q|

wd‡i Avm‡Q| Av‡Mi †P‡q axi MwZ‡Z Avm‡Q, A‡bK DuPz

w`‡q| Zvigv‡b ïay †h †¯−R¸‡jv †`‡L‡Q ZvB bq, Kuv‡a

†Svjv‡bv ivB‡dj¸‡jvI `„wó Govqwb| Zv bv n‡j cÂvk wdU

†_‡K `y‡kv wd‡U D‡V †hZ bv|

ÔwK Ki‡e IUv?Õ wR‡Ám Kij webq|

ÔKZRb †jvK Av‡Q Zvi Ici wbf©i K‡i,Õ weoweo Kij

ivbv|

`‡ji `vwqZ¡ wbqvR‡K w`‡q LvwbK `~‡i m‡i `uvovj I,

GKv| ivB‡djUv nv‡ZB _vKj| AvRivB‡ji gZ GwM‡q Gj

¯’~jKvq mve‡gwib wKjvi| gv_vi Ici P‡j Avmvi ci g‡b

n‡jv, †ivU‡ii AvIqv‡R cv‡qi wb‡P eid Kuvc‡Q| ivB‡dj

Zzjj ivbv, gvR&j& AbymiY Kij wKjvi‡K|

k~‡b¨ w¯’i n‡Z hvw”Qj wKjvi, ivbvi fveMwZK mywe‡ai

bq eyS‡Z †c‡i GKw`‡K KvZ n‡q ZvovZvwo `~‡i m‡i †Mj,

wcQ‡b †i‡L †Mj mv`v‡U †auvqv|

wKš‘ bv, GZ mn‡R we`vq wb‡Z wd‡i Av‡mwb cvBjU|

wbivc` `~i‡Z¡ †_‡K Nyi‡Z jvMj wKjvi| IUvi Ici †PvL

ivLvi R‡b¨ GKB RvqMvq `uvwo‡q Pviw`‡K Nyi‡Z n‡jv

I‡`i‡KI| nVvr AuvZ‡K DVj wbqvR| Ômveavb! Iiv

†Uwj‡¯‹vc mvB‡U †PvL †i‡L †`L‡Q Avgv‡`i...!Õ

Kuv‡a ivB‡dj Szwj‡q †Pv‡L bvBU-M−vm Zzjj ivbv|

ÔivB‡dj bvgvI!Õ wbqvR‡K wb‡`©k w`j I| wb‡Ri RvqMvq

giY‡LjvÐ2 51

`uvwo‡q Nyi‡Z Nyi‡Z †`Lj, †nwjKÞv‡ii `iRvi Mv‡q emv‡bv

Rvbvjv Ly‡j †M‡Q, Puv‡`i Av‡jvq †fZ‡i †`Lv hv‡”Q Kv‡jv

PKP‡K GKUv gvR&j&| Ôwm‡b-K¨v‡giv,Õ Avevi ejj ivbv|

ÔAvgv‡`i Qwe Zzj‡QÑfq cvevi wKQy †bB| K¨v‡givq IUv

†Uwj-d‡Uv †jÝ e¨envi Ki‡Q Iiv|Õ

ÔwbqgI †Zv ZvB,Õ gšÍe¨ Kij wbqvR, ÔQwe ïay wn‡iv Avi

wf‡jb‡`i †Zvjv nq!Õ

i“k mve‡gwib wKjvi †Kvm© e`‡j hv‡”Q, DËi-cye w`‡K|

Gwćbi AvIqvR `ª“Z wgwj‡q †Mj| †¯−‡Ri Kv‡Q wd‡i G‡m

wbqv‡Ri KvQ †_‡K n¨v‡Ûjevi wbj ivbv|

ÔAvwg Rvwb †Kb j¨vÛ K‡iwb,Õ ejj wbqvR|

Ô†jvKRb Kg e‡j|Õ `~‡i ZvKvj ivbv, mgZj ei‡di

ci, eû `~‡i, Avevi ïi“ n‡q‡Q †cÖkvi wiR| Ôwd‡i G‡m

Avevi hw` †Lvjv RvqMvq cvq Avgv‡`i, GKRbI euvPe bv|Õ

wd‡i †h Avm‡e Zv‡Z †Kvb m‡›`n †bB| Gevi ïay

†jvKej bq, mv‡_ A¯¿ejI _vK‡e|

Pvi

eÜ N‡ii †fZi †auvqv Avi Zvgv‡Ki MÜ| cÖ‡R±‡ii g„`y

¸Äb| AK¯§vr †PuwP‡q DVj K‡b©j cqgvj ejUz‡qf, Ô†d«gUv

a‡i iv‡Lv!Õ

cÖ‡R±i _vgvj Acv‡iUi, c`©vq w¯’i n‡q †Mj Qwe|

 

 

52 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

PviRb †jvK, gyL Zz‡j ZvwK‡q Av‡Q K¨v‡givi w`‡K| GKRb

†jv‡Ki nv‡Z ivB‡dj, AciR‡bi †Pv‡L bvBU-M−vm| c`©vi

mvg‡b w`‡q †nu‡U †Mj GKUv Qvqvg~wZ©ÑejUz‡qf| Qvqvg~wZ©i

GKUv nvZ j¤^v n‡jv, AvOyj w`‡q c`©vi GKRb †jvK‡K

†`Lvj| †jvKUv GKUv †¯−‡Ri n¨v‡Ûjevi a‡i `uvwo‡q i‡q‡Q|

Ô†mB kvjv, Avgvi †cbkb evwR †i‡L ej‡Z cvwi,Õ wb¯Íä

Kvgivq MgMg K‡i DVj Zvi fvix Mjv| ÔB‡fb‡Kv i“¯Íf!

†eCgvb!Õ

AÜKvi †_‡K g„`y cÖwZev` Rvbvj wbwKZv Rybv‡qf, ÔwKš‘

K‡b©j Kg‡iW, I‡`i KviI gyL †`Lv hv‡”Q bv...Õ

Ôgy‡L †c”Qve Kwi!Õ †g‡S‡Z cv VyKj K‡b©j| ÔKzËvUvi

cÖwZwU bovPov Avgvi gyL¯’| †`LQ bv GKcv‡k †Kgb KvZ

K‡i †i‡L‡Q gv_vUv, evb‡Pv‡Zi GB fw½Uv Avgvi †Pbv

Av‡Q|Õ †Pv‡L bvBU-M−vm wb‡q `uvwo‡q _vKv †jvKUvi Ici

†gvUv GKUv AvOyj ivLj †m| ÔAvi G n‡”Q Avgvi e¨w³MZ

kΓ| gvZ…f~wgi gy‡L Kj¼ gvwL‡q‡Q| wgM GKwÎk Pzwi K‡i

wb‡q wM‡q Acgvb K‡i‡Q †MvUv ivwkqv‡K| gvmy` ivbv| evwK

`yÕRb Ii †Pjv, Av‡gwiKvb‡`i AvK©wUK wimvP© †e‡m

M‡elYv K‡iÑwebq gyLvwR© Avi wbqvR gvngy`|Õ

ÔAvgiv Zvn‡j DËi Avi cwðg †_‡K †c−b¸‡jv‡K wdwi‡q

Avbe, K‡b©j Kg‡iW?Õ wR‡Ám Kij Rybv‡qf|

Ôe¨vUv‡”Q‡j, Av‡M Zzwg N‡ii Av‡jv R¡v‡jv,Õ wb‡`©k w`j

K‡b©j| Av‡jv R¡‡j DV‡ZB †Pv‡L nvZPvcv w`j †m, Zvici

wcQ‡b emv GKRb †jv‡Ki w`‡K ZvKvj| ÔLy¯‹v‡qf, Avevi

giY‡LjvÐ2 53

Zzwg I‡`i Lyu‡R †ei Ki‡Z cvi‡e?Õ

Ly¯‹v‡qf, AvUvk, gvigvb¯‹ †_‡K wb‡q Avmv wWUvP‡g‡›Ui

†bZ…Z¡ w`‡”Q| †Pnvivq `„p-cÖwZÁ fve wb‡q SU& K‡i D‡V

`uvovj †m| K‡qK cv GwM‡q Iqvj-g¨v‡ci mvg‡b P‡j Gj,

AuvK KvUv GKUv RvqMvq AvOyj †i‡L ejj, ÔGLv‡b, K‡b©j|

÷vi-wd· wbfy©j n‡j...Õ

ÔZvigv‡b cvi‡e?Õ A‰ah© n‡q Avevi Rvb‡Z PvBj K‡b©j|

ÔGKevi hLb †c‡iwQ...,Õ K‡b©‡ji †Pnviv †`‡L Pzc K‡i

†Mj Ly¯‹v‡qf|

Ô†m K…wZZ¡ †Zvgvi bq,Õ KwVb my‡i ejj K‡b©j| ÔcuvP

gvBj `~‡i †_‡K †¯§vK †d¬qvi †`‡L Iw`‡K wM‡qwQ‡j|Õ Avcb

g‡b gv_v bvoj †m| Ô†K Rv‡b †Kb †¯§vK †d¬qvi Qvoj

IivÑnq‡Zv A¨vw·‡W›U|Õ

Ônu¨v, K‡b©j Kg‡iW,Õ AvgZv AvgZv K‡i ejj Ly¯‹v‡qf,

Ôejv hvq fvM¨B Avgv‡`i‡K mvnvh¨ K‡iwQj...Õ

Ôfv‡M¨i mvnvh¨ Avevi wKfv‡e †c‡Z cv‡iv, Avgvi KvQ

†_‡K †R‡b bvI!Õ Ly¯‹v‡q‡fi nvZ †_‡K †cwÝjUv †K‡o wb‡q

g¨v‡ci w`‡K ZvKvj K‡b©j| ÔIiv Av‡gwiKvb AvBm‡eªKvi

wKD‡U Po‡e e‡j `w¶Y w`‡K G‡Mv‡”Q| wKDU i‡q‡Q

GLv‡b,Õ g¨v‡ci Mv‡q GKUv AuvK KvUj †m| ÔAvB.AvB. dvBf

Avi wKD‡Ui gvSLv‡b GKUv mij †iLv Auv‡Kv,Õ wb‡RB AuvKj

†m| ÔwK, †`L‡Z cv”Q? nu¨v, †Uš’ †gwiwWqvb a‡i G‡Mv‡”Q

Iiv|Õ

Ly¯‹v‡q‡fi †Pnviv D¾¡j n‡q DVj| ÔZvn‡j †Zv cvwbi

 

 

54 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

gZ mnR n‡q †Mj KvRUv| †Uš’ †gwiwWqvb a‡i †M‡jB...Õ

Ô†Pvc!Õ †g‡S‡Z cv Vy‡K M‡R© DVj K‡b©j| Ô†di hLb

Avwg †Kvb Kv‡R WvKe, Avmvi Av‡M gv_vUv Kvwg‡q b¨vov

n‡q †b‡e| eyw×ïw× hvI GKUz Av‡Q, ZvI ï‡l wb‡”Q

Pzj¸‡jv| Avgv‡`i †evKv evbvevi R‡b¨ †Kvm© e`j Ki‡e

Iiv, eyS‡j nuv`vivg? nq Iiv `w¶Y-`w¶Y-cy‡e bvnq `w¶Y-

`w¶Y-cwð‡g m‡i hv‡e|Õ ivbvi `j‡K †hLv‡b †`Lv †M‡Q

†mLvb †_‡K `y‡Uv Avjv`v †iLv AuvKj †m| Ôc‡i Avevi Iiv

wd‡i Avm‡e `w¶‡Y| ÷vi-wd‡· fyj _vK‡e a‡i wb‡q,

AvBmwdì †f‡m P‡j‡Q g‡b †i‡L, wÎfyR AuvKjvg, Gi

†fZiB I‡`i Zzwg †`L‡Z cv‡e|Õ

ÔR¡x, K‡b©j Kg‡iW,Õ Ly¯‹v‡qf †XvK wM‡j ejj| ÔAvcbvi

K_vq hyw³ Av‡Q...Õ

ÔAvgvi me K_v‡ZB hyw³ _v‡K,Õ wcQb wd‡i Rybv‡q‡fi

w`‡K ZvKvj K‡b©j| ÔGevi cÖ‡Z¨K †nwjKÞv‡i mk¯¿ †jvK

_vK‡e|Õ

ÔwKš‘ me¸‡jv †nwjKÞv‡i †`e wKfv‡e? AZ †jvK...Õ

ÔAvwg e‡jwQ me¸‡jv †nwjKÞvi wdwi‡q Avb‡Z n‡e?Õ

†g‡S‡Z Avevi cv VyKj K‡b©j| ÔZv Ki‡j †Rbv‡ji dP ey‡S

†b‡e Zvi wW‡mckb Acv‡ikb †dj †g‡i‡Q| AvB.AvB.

dvB‡fi DËi Avi cwðg †_‡K K‡qKUv widz‡q‡ji R‡b¨

wd‡i AvmyK| †`wi bv K‡i Avevi I¸‡jv †UK-Ad Ki‡e,

P‡j hv‡e Avgvi wÎfy‡R bRi ivLvi R‡b¨|Õ

K‡b©j Avevi †ND †ND K‡i IVvi Av‡MB Zvovû‡ov K‡i

giY‡LjvÐ2 55

Ni †_‡K †ewi‡q †Mj mevB| cvBc Kvg‡o a‡i Iqvj-g¨v‡ci

w`‡K GK`„‡ó ZvwK‡q _vKj K‡b©j| Zvici weoweo K‡i

ejj, ÔGevi †Kv_vq hv‡e, wg. gvmy` ivbv? NyNy †`‡LQ, NyNyi

duv` †`‡Lvwb!Õ †Vuv‡U wb`©q GKUzK‡iv nvwm dz‡U DVj Zvi|

*

†hb `yt¯^‡coei †fZi i‡q‡Q Iiv| mviv¶Y ivwkqvb

†nwjKÞv‡ii AvIqvR Avm‡Q Kv‡b| KLbI G‡Kev‡i Kv‡Q,

g‡b n‡jv †h-†Kvb gyn~‡Z© gv_vi Ici P‡j Avm‡e| KLbI

A‡bK `~‡i, †gŠgvwQi ¸Ä‡bi gZ A¯úó| K¬všÍ kixi wb‡q

G‡Ki ci GK bvjv a‡i G‡Mv‡”Q `jUv, cv‡k †cÖkvi wi‡Ri

Avovj| Gwćbi AvIqvR hLb eû`~‡i, moevqyi Ici ZLb †hb

†ewk Pvc c‡oÑMfxi g‡bv‡hv‡Mi mv‡_, Kvb Lvov K‡i ïb‡Z

nq| g‡b nq, bv Rvwb KLb evo‡Z ïi“ K‡i kãUv| †K Rv‡b

Gw`‡KB Avm‡Q wKbv|

I¸‡jv hLb KvQvKvwQ P‡j Av‡m, weiwZnxb GK‡N‡q n‡q

I‡V Gwćbi AvIqvR, Kuvc‡Z ïi“ K‡i eid-cuvwPj, bvov

Lvq cv‡qi Zjvq bvjvi eid| ïay mg‡qi e¨vcvi, Rv‡b ivbv,

Av‡M †nvK ev c‡i ivwkqvb‡`i †Pv‡L aiv I‡`i‡K co‡ZB

n‡e| webq Avi wbqv‡Ri hyw³ †g‡b wb‡q `jUv‡K hw` `uvo

Kwi‡q iv‡L I, bvjvi †fZi ivwkqvbiv I‡`i‡K †`L‡Z cv‡e

e‡j g‡b nq bv| wKš‘ Zv‡Z wcwQ‡q _vK‡Z n‡e, wKD‡Ui

mv‡_ †hvMv‡hv‡Mi Avkv †Q‡o w`‡Z n‡e|

wKD‡U †cuŠQy‡Z cvi‡j wbivc` Avkªq wgj‡e|

wKš‘ mPj e¯‘ AvKvk †_‡K mn‡R †Pv‡L c‡o|

 

 

56 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

wcwQ‡q covi †P‡q ivwkqvb‡`i †Pv‡L aiv covi SzuwKUvB

wb‡”Q ivbv|

wKš‘ K¬vwšÍ I‡`i‡K ¶gv Ki‡Q bv| mܨv `kUvi w`‡K

PviR‡biB †f‡O covi gZ Ae¯’v `uvovj| nvZ-cv Avi P‡j

bv, †PvL Ava‡evRv n‡q Av‡Q, wkivq wkivq APj n‡q co‡Q

i³| GiB g‡a¨ `yÕevi †Ku‡` †d‡j‡Q B‡fb‡Kv i“¯Íf, ivbvi

Kv‡Q Ki“Y Av‡e`b Rvwb‡q e‡j‡Q, Avi cvi‡Q bv|

wKš‘ ivbv wbg©g| cwi®‹vi e‡j w`‡q‡Q, Ônq mv‡_ _vKzb,

bv nq c_ nvwi‡q cUj Zzjyb|Õ

Reve ï‡b P‡U DVj weÁvbx| †¯−‡Ri mv‡_ QyU‡Z QyU‡Z

ejj, ÔwKš‘ Avcbv‡K †Zv cvVv‡bvB n‡q‡Q Avgv‡K wb‡q

hvIqvi R‡b¨!Õ

g‡b g‡b ejj ivbv, wKš‘ K_v wQj †K.wR.we. †Mvc‡b

mn‡hvwMZv Ki‡e| A_P Zv‡`i wUwKwUiI mÜvb cvIqv hv‡”Q

bv †Kv_vI| †¯úkvj wmwKDwiwU‡K cÖ‡qvRbxq wb‡`©kI Zviv

†`qwb, w`‡j ejUz‡qf Ms Gfv‡e I‡`i cÖv‡Yi kΓ n‡q DVZ

bv| Ôcwiw¯’wZ e`‡j †M‡Q, wg. B‡fb‡Kv| cÖkoe GLb wb‡R‡`i

Aw¯ÍZ¡ i¶vi| Kv‡RB B‡”Q n‡j Avmyb, bv nq †_‡K

hvbцKvbUv‡ZB Avgv‡`i AvcwË †bB|Õ

B‡fb‡Kv wcwQ‡q coj, PU K‡i GKevi wcQ‡b ZvwK‡q

Zv‡K †`‡L wbj ivbv| web‡qi †¯−‡Ri cv‡k i‡q‡Q B‡fb‡Kv,

Av‡Mi gZB QyU‡Q| I‡`i wcQ‡b i‡q‡Q wbqvR, †m·U¨v‡›Ui

mvnv‡h¨ Zviv¸‡jvi Ae¯’vb Rvbvi †Póv Ki‡Q| B‡fb‡Kv‡K

†d‡j †i‡L hvevi †Kvb B‡”QB †bB ivbvi, f`ª‡jvK APj n‡q

giY‡LjvÐ2 57

co‡j eva¨ n‡q ZLb †¯−‡R Zz‡j wb‡Z n‡e| Z‡e Avðh© e‡U,

ei‡d GKvKx givi fq †`Lv‡bvq Zvi mg¯Í K¬vwšÍ †Kv_vq †hb

D‡e †Mj, †¯−‡Ri mv‡_ †`Šov‡Z Avi †Kvb AvcwË Kij bv|

wKš‘ moevqyi Ici cÖPÊ Pvc mwZ¨Kvi wec` n‡q †`Lv w`j,

†KD Zvi †gRvR‡K e‡k ivL‡Z cvi‡Q bv| gyL †Lvjvi Dcvq

†bB, Zx¶è cÖwZev` I‡V| ivZ wVK `kUvi ciciB wbqvR

wm×všÍ wb‡q †djj, Gevi Zv‡`i _vg‡ZB n‡e| Zvi w¯’i

wek¦vm, ivbvi K_vgZ Pj‡j wbN©vZ gi‡Z n‡e mevB‡K|

†hfv‡e †nvK †evSv‡Z n‡e I‡K, fvM¨ I‡`i mv‡_ †eCgvbx

K‡i‡Q, mvg‡b GwM‡q Avi †Kvb jvf †bB| e¨v‡M †m·U¨v›U

f‡i web‡qi †¯−R †_‡K bvgj †m, Qy‡U P‡j Gj ivbvi †¯−‡Ri

cv‡k| ÔAv‡iKUv †c−b Avm‡Q, ivbv,Õ ejj †m| Ô_v‡gv| wi‡Ri

gv_vq P‡o †`‡L Avwm...Õ

Ôïay ïay GbvwR© bó,Õ Dˇi ejj ivbv| Ô†c−bUv A‡bK

`~‡i...Õ

ÔwKš‘ Gw`‡KB Avm‡Q! AvIqvR ï‡b eyS‡Z cviQ bv,

Av‡Mi †P‡q Kv‡Q P‡j G‡m‡Q? gv_vi Ici bv Avmv ch©šÍ

A‡c¶v Ki‡Z e‡jv bvwK?Õ

Ônu¨v|Õ

Ôdi MWm †mK, †Kb?Õ

n¨v‡ÛjeviUv AviI k³ K‡i †P‡c aij ivbv, Suv‡Si

mv‡_ Reve w`j, ÔKviY ejUzi †Ljvi NyuwU n‡Z PvB bv| wK

NU‡Q eyS‡Z cviQ bv? G‡jvcvZvwo Avmv-hvIqv Ki‡Q Iiv,

Av›`v‡Ri Ici| Avgiv †Kv_vq Iiv Rv‡b bv|Õ

 

  

58 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

ÔGfv‡e Avmv-hvIqv Ki‡Z Ki‡ZB †`‡L †dj‡e...Õ

ÔfvM¨ hw` Lye fvj nq| bvjvi †fZi i‡qwQ Avgiv, †Kvb

†c−b KvQvKvwQ P‡j G‡j cuvwP‡ji Mv‡q wcV †VwK‡q `uvove|

gv_vi Ici w`‡q D‡V †M‡jI †`L‡Z cvIqv mnR n‡e bv|Õ

ÔAvi hw` †`‡L †d‡j?Õ

ÔZLb fvee wK Kiv hvq|Õ

Ôfve‡jI ZLb †Kvb Dcvq †ei“‡e bv|Õ

Ô†evKvi gZ K_v ejQ,Õ ejj ivbv| Ôwec` hZ ¸i“ZiB

†nvK, D×vi cvevi Dcvq GKUv bv GKUv _v‡KB, Zzwg †mUv

†`L‡Z cv‡e wKbv †mUvB n‡jv cÖkoe|Õ

ivbvi cÖPÊ AvZ¥wek¦vm j¶ K‡i †Kgb †hb _ZgZ †L‡q

†Mj wbqvR, g‡b n‡jv ivbvi GB ¸YUv Zvi wb‡Ri †fZi

_vK‡j fvj nZ|

Mfxi K‡i k¦vm Uvbj ivbv, wbqv‡Ri w`‡K ZvKvj|

gyn~‡Z©i Ab¨gb¯‹Zvi R‡b¨ KvZ n‡q †Mj †¯−R, `yÕnv‡Z

n¨v‡Ûjevi †U‡b a‡i †Kvb iK‡g †kli¶v Kij| mvg‡bi

w`‡K †PvL †i‡L kvšÍ Mjvq ejj, ÔAviI A‡bK `~i G‡Mv‡Z

n‡e Avgv‡`i, K‡b©j ejUz hv‡Z g‡b K‡i AZ `w¶‡Y hvIqv

Avgv‡`i c‡¶ m¤¢e bq| Zvi Av‡M wekªv‡gi K_v fy‡j hvI|

Rvwb, †nwjKÞvi¸‡jv Avgv‡`i LyuR‡Q| Avgv‡`i moevqyi Ici

Pvc m„wó KivI I‡`i GKUv D‡Ïk¨, Gwćbi AvIqvR Kv‡b

XyK‡jB Avgiv hv‡Z Aw¯’i n‡q DwV| cÖwZevi ïã ïb‡jB

Avgiv hw` _vwg, wcwQ‡q coe bv? Iiv PvB‡QI wVK ZvB|

Avgiv hv‡Z wKD‡U †cuŠQy‡Z bv cvwi...Õ †nwjKÞv‡ii AvIqvR

giY‡LjvÐ2 59

nVvr †e‡o hvIqvq Pzc K‡i †Mj ivbv| cigyn~‡Z© M‡R© DVj,

ÔAvovj bvI!Õ

KzKzi¸‡jv‡K `uvo Kiv‡bv n‡jv, j¤^v n‡q cv‡k ï‡q c‡o

webq kvšÍ Kivi †Póv Kij I¸‡jv‡K| K‡qK †m‡KÛ ciB

gv_vi Ici w`‡q D‡o †Mj GKUv †nwjKÞvi, Gwćbi

AvIqv‡R Kv‡b Zvjv jvMvi †hvMvo n‡jv| cye †_‡K cwð‡g,

bvjvi `y‡kv wdU Ici w`‡q Kv‡jv Qvqvi gZ mu¨vr K‡i †ewi‡q

†Mj| ZviciI w¯’i n‡q ï‡q _vKj Iiv, Rv‡b bv kΓi †Pv‡L

aiv c‡o †M‡Q wKbv| I‡`i †`‡L _vK‡j Avevi wd‡i Avm‡e

IUv|

bovPov †bB, wng kix‡ii †fZi i³ PjvPj eÜ n‡q

Avm‡Q| K¬vwšÍ‡Z Aek, D‡V `uvovevi kw³ Av‡Q wKbv m‡›`n|

†nwjKÞv‡ii AvIqvR `~‡i m‡i †h‡Z Avevi Aw¯’i n‡q DVj

KzKzi¸‡jv| AviI wKQy¶Y A‡c¶v Kivi ci, †nwjKÞvi

wd‡i Avmj bv †`‡L, ax‡i ax‡i D‡V `uvovj Iiv| ivbv‡K

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GwM‡q Gj wbqvR| cuvwP‡ji gv_vq DVj ivbv| bvBU-M−vm

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60 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

wbPz Kij M−vm| Svov GK wgwbU ci Nvo wdwi‡q bvjvi w`‡K

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fvj|Õ

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fy‡j hvI, Ly¯‹v‡qf| cieZx© †h †nwjKÞvi †UK-Ad Ki‡Q

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Zv‡K wdwi‡q Avbv Am¤¢e|Õ

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g‡b Kwi bv| Sv‡gjv n‡e, wKš‘ Am¤¢e bq|Õ

giY‡LjvÐ2 61

mivmwi Z‡K© bv wM‡q wgbwgb K‡i Rybv‡qf ejj, ÔfvM¨

hw` Avgv‡`i mvnvh¨ K‡i...Õ

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DV‡Z ejj I|

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64 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

GB MwZ GKeviI Zzj‡Z cv‡iwb| mvg‡b Avi GK gvBj `yM©g

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giY‡LjvÐ2 65

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N¨vb Ki‡Q B‡fb‡Kv|

 

 

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68 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

GKgvÎ Uª¨vÝwgUviUv MÖvm Kij cÖK…wZ| wKD‡Ui mv‡_

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†_‡K M−vm bvgvj ivbv| NyuwU AviI GKUv †P‡j‡Q K‡b©j

ejUz‡qfÑeid †gvov Rvnv‡Ri gv¯‘‡ji KvQvKvwQ Sz‡j i‡q‡Q

wØZxq mve‡gwib wKjvi, wKDU †_‡K hv‡Z †Kvb †nwjKÞvi

†UK-Ad Ki‡Z bv cv‡i|

ÔcÖvq †cuŠ‡Q wM‡qwQjvg,Õ ivbvi GKcvk †_‡K wZ³ Mjvq

ejj webq| ÔAvi NÈv `yB mgq †c‡jB...Õ

ivbvi Av‡iK cv‡k nvgv¸wo w`‡q i‡q‡Q wbqvR| _g_g

Ki‡Q Zvi †Pnviv|

Ô`yt‡L KvZi n‡q †Kvb jvf †bB,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔwK Ki‡Z

n‡e Avwg Rvwb|Õ

KzKzi¸‡jv nVvr Aw¯’i n‡q IVvq Zvovû‡ov K‡i bvjvq

†b‡g †Mj webq| cÖ g mve‡gwib wKjvi GLbI bvg‡Q, GwÄb

Avi †ivU‡ii AvIqvR †cÖkvi wi‡R evwo †L‡q w`wM¦w`K&

Qy‡UvQywU ïi“ Kij| ax‡i ax‡i ei‡d bvgj †mUv, †ivUi

 

 

70 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

Nyi‡Q| `iRv Ly‡j †Mj, jvd w`‡q wb‡Pi ei‡d bvgj

†jvKRb, cÖ‡Z¨‡Ki nv‡Z ivB‡dj| cviKv civ †eXc AvK…wZ

wb‡q, Puv‡`i Av‡jvq `ª“Z Qwo‡q coj Zviv, GwM‡q Avm‡Q

†cÖkvi wiR¸‡jvi w`‡K| Acv‡ik‡bi `ª“ZMwZ Avi myk„•Lj

fve j¶ K‡i Avevi gy» n‡jv ivbv|

ÔGZ †jvK!Õ wb‡Ri ARv‡šÍB GKUv †XvK wM‡j ejj

wbqvR| ÔAvgvi aviYvB wQj bv mve‡gwib wKjv‡i GZ †jvK

a‡i|Õ

ÔwK Ki‡Z n‡e Zzwg Rv‡bv,Õ wbqvR‡K g‡b Kwi‡q w`j

ivbv| ÔB‡fb‡Kvi Ici Kov bRi ivL‡e| GLb hw` f`ª‡jvK

AvZw¼Z n‡q c‡ob, gv_vq evwo|Õ

Ôivbv, Av‡iKevi †f‡e †`‡Lv| Zzwg AvZ¥nZ¨v Ki‡Z hv”Q

bv †Zv!Õ

ÔI‡`i Avmvi A‡c¶vq e‡m _vK‡j mevB‡K gi‡Z n‡e,Õ

kvšÍ Mjvq ejj ivbv| ÔIiv ïay B‡fb‡Kv‡K wb‡Z G‡m‡Q,

Avgv‡`i bvg Li‡Pi LvZvq Uz‡K ivL‡e|Õ

eid-cuvwPj †_‡K wcQ‡j †b‡g Gj ivbv, nv‡Z ivB‡dj

wb‡q bvjv a‡i QyUj| wcQb †_‡K mevB ZvwK‡q _vKj Ii

w`‡K| Zx¶è K‡É webq Avi B‡fb‡Kv‡K wb‡`©k w`j wbqvR|

gyL wdwi‡q wb‡q †h-hvi Kv‡R gb w`j Iiv|

`yÕcv‡k eid-cuvwPj DuPz n‡q _vK‡jI gv_v wbPz Avi

wki`uvov euvKv K‡i QyU‡Q ivbv| mvg‡b big eid _vK‡j

wec` n‡e, Rv‡b, wKš‘ MÖvn¨ Ki‡Q bv| Ri“ix Ae¯’vq mg¯Í

K¬vwšÍ †Kv_vq †hb D‡e †M‡Q, wb‡R‡K m‡ZR Avi cÖvYešÍ

giY‡LjvÐ2 71

jvM‡Q Ii| fvebv-wPšÍvq †Kvb RoZv †bB, nvZ-cv‡qi Ici

i‡q‡Q m¤ú~Y© wbqš¿Y| ÔAvZ¥nZ¨v Ki‡Z hv”Q bv †Zv,Õ K_vUv

wg‡_¨ e‡jwb wbqvRцmvRv ivwkqvb‡`i w`‡K QyU‡Q ivbv|

SzuwK wb‡”Q ivbv, wKš‘ †evKvi gZ bq| G-ai‡bi m¼‡U

A‡b‡Ki eyw× †Lv‡j, wKš‘ mvn‡mi Afve †`Lv †`q| ivbv

mvnmx hyeK, Ii i‡³ i‡q‡Q SzuwKi †bkv| GKv wb‡Ri K_v

fve‡Z Af¨¯Í bq, †mR‡b¨B KwVb †h-†Kvb Awfhv‡b I‡KB

†bZ…Z¡ †`q gvbyl| B‡fb‡Kv mn mnKgx©‡`i cÖvY euvPvevi

`vwqZ¡ i‡q‡Q Ii Kuv‡a| Kv‡RB kΓ‡`i evav †`qvi R‡b¨

mnR eyw×Uv Kv‡R jvMv‡”Q I| bvjv Gw`‡K GKUv bq,

AmsL¨| ivwkqvbiv GKUv a‡i Avm‡eI bv| mve‡gwib wKjvi

†_‡K wekRb‡K bvg‡Z †`‡L‡Q I, Zv‡`i mevi mvg‡b GKv

I‡K `uvov‡Z n‡e bv| we¯§‡qi av°vq kΓc¶ Nve‡o hv‡e,

GB fimvq QyU‡Q ivbv| ivwkqvbiv Rv‡b msL¨vq Iiv gvÎ

PviRb, Rv‡b †KvYVvmv n‡q c‡o‡Q †QvÆ `jUv| GB

cwiw¯’wZ‡Z I‡`i GKRb Zv‡`i w`‡K Qy‡U Avm‡e Kíbv Kiv

hvq bv|

Gu‡K‡eu‡K, Xvjy n‡q GwM‡q †M‡Q bvjv| LvwbK ciciB

euvK wb‡Z n‡jv, wKš‘ †QvUvi MwZ Kgj bv| cuvwP‡ji gv_v

†_‡K bvjv¸‡jv †`‡L †bqv Av‡Q, ivbv Rv‡b me¸‡jvB wM‡q

wg‡k‡Q ei‡di mgZj we¯Ív‡i| †Kv_vI †Kv_vI wng KwiWi

Mvp Qvqvq XvKv, †Kv_vI euvK wb‡jB Mv‡q Rov‡”Q Puv‡`i

†Kvgj Av‡jv| GKUz ciB MwZ gš’i Ki‡Z n‡e I‡K, KviY

GwM‡q Avmv ivwkqvb‡`i KvQvKvwQ †cuŠ‡Q hv‡e I| QyU‡Q,

 

 

72 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

†mB mv‡_ †nwjKÞvi Gwćbi †fuvZv AvIqvR ïb‡Q| cvBjU

†Kvb SzuwK wb‡”Q bv, Avevi Pvjy bvI n‡Z cv‡i †f‡e GwÄb

eÜB K‡iwb †m|

_vgj ivbv, Zvici mveav‡b, GK cv GK cv K‡i G‡Mvj|

ivwkqvb‡`i mv‡_ †`Lv nIqvi mgq n‡q G‡m‡Q| †`qvj †Nu‡l

G‡Mvj I, duvK-†dvKi¸‡jv fvj K‡i †`‡L ivL‡QÑMv XvKv

†`qvi `iKvi n‡j Kv‡R jvM‡e| Aek¨ Av‡Mfv‡M hw` cv‡qi

AvIqvR ïb‡Z cvq Z‡eB jy‡Kvevi my‡hvM wgj‡e| Iiv †h

A¨v‡gPvi, †Kvb m‡›`n †bB| †mvwf‡qZ †¯úkvj wmwKDwiwU

wWUvP‡g›U¸‡jv‡K AvK©wU‡K KvR Kivi Dc‡hvMx K‡i M‡o

†Zvjv n‡jI, †cvjvi c¨v‡K cv‡q †nu‡U Awfhv‡b †ei“evi

†Uªwbs †`qv nqwb| `yÕnv‡Z ivB‡djUv a‡i Av‡Q ivbv, euvK

wb‡q mvg‡b †ewi‡q Gj i“k ˆmwbK|

`yÕR‡bB PgKvj| wKš‘ ivwkqvb †jvKUv †nwjKÞv‡ii GZ

KvQvKvwQ KvD‡K †`L‡Z cv‡e e‡j Avkv K‡iwb| †m Zvi

A‡Uv‡gwUK ivB‡dj Kuv‡a †i‡L‡Q| Kuva †_‡K †mUv bvgv‡Z

hvIqvB Zvi fyj n‡jv| ivbvi gv_vq †Kvb wPšÍv †L‡j hvIqvi

Av‡MB kix‡i †L‡j †Mj we`y¨r| ivB‡djUv nv‡Z Ny‡i †Mj,

fvix evU-†c−U i“k ˆmwb‡Ki gy‡Li w`‡K ZvK K‡i aij I|

P¨vÞv euvUUv‡K Avm‡Z †`Lj †jvKUv, wVK gv_v eivei| †kl

gyn~‡Z© gv_v SuvwK‡q m‡i hvevi †Póv Kij †m, gv_v euvP‡jI,

gyL euvPj bv| bv‡Ki cv‡k Avi †Pvqv‡j ivB‡d‡ji euvU coj,

av°v †L‡q ei‡di Ici AvQvo †L‡jv †m| mvg‡b evoj ivbv|

wPr n‡q c‡o‡Q †jvKUv, ei‡d Vy‡K †M‡Q gv_vi wcQbUv|

giY‡LjvÐ2 73

Z‡e dvi û‡W gv_v XvKv _vKvq †gv‡UI e¨_v cvqwb| nvZ-cv

Qwo‡q c‡o _vKj, nv‡Zi ivB‡dj wQU‡K c‡o‡Q `~‡i| ivbvi

eyU civ cv Zvi gy‡Li mvg‡b _vg‡ZB `yÕnvZ w`‡q GKUv cv

Rwo‡q aij †m| Zvici nu¨vPKv GKUv Uvb w`j GKcv‡k|

ivB‡d‡ji euvUUv Lvovfv‡e m‡Rv‡i bvgvj ivbv| k³

Kcv‡j av°v †L‡q wd‡i Gj euvU| ivbvi cv Rwo‡q aiv nvZ

`y‡Uv wb_i n‡q †Mj| AÁvb †jvKUv‡K cix¶v Kij ivbv|

gviv hvevi m¤¢vebv Kg| Z‡e Ávb wd‡i †c‡Z mgq †b‡e|

Ii m½xiv AvNvZ¸‡jv †`‡L a‡i †b‡e cv wcQ‡j k³ ei‡d

AvQvo †L‡q‡Q| Aek¨ hw` Lyu‡R cvq| ey‡Ui av°vq †jvKUv‡K

Dcyo Kij ivbv|

Gici AviI eo SzuwK wbj I, Avevi QyU‡Z ïi“ Kij

mvg‡bi w`‡K| kΓc‡¶i †KŠkjUv Av›`vR K‡i wb‡q‡Q

ivbv| wekRb mk¯¿ †jvK Qwo‡q c‡o‡Q †Lvjv eid cÖvšÍ‡i,

`k-ev‡ivUv bvjv w`‡q †fZ‡i XyK‡e Zviv| †KD hw`

†divix‡`i †`L‡Z cvq, duvKv ¸wj K‡i evwK mevi `„wó

AvKl©Y Ki‡e, mv‡_ mv‡_ AvIqvR j¶¨ K‡i Qy‡U G‡m †QvÆ

`jUv‡K wN‡i †dj‡e Zviv| mvg‡b euvK †`‡LI †QvUvi MwZ

Kgv‡jv bv ivbv, euvK †bqvi mv‡_ mv‡_ GK dvwj Av‡jv

†`L‡Z †cj mvg‡b| bvjv †_‡K †ei“evi c_ †c‡q †M‡Q I,

mvg‡b †Lvjv ei‡di we¯Ívi|

gvÎ GK‡kv MR `~‡i mve‡gwib wKjvi, †Rvov wdb ivbvi

w`‡K gyL Kiv| cvBj‡Ui †Kweb i‡q‡Q D‡ëvw`‡K| †ivU‡ii

AvIqv‡R Kvb Svjvcvjv| bvjv †_‡K DuwK w`‡q evB‡iUv

 

 

74 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

Zx¶è`„wó‡Z †`‡L wbj ivbv| †Lvjv RvqMvq †Kvb cvnviv`vi

†bB| wekR‡bi GKUv `j PviRb‡K ai‡Z hv‡”Q, Kíbv‡ZI

VuvB cvqwb PviR‡bi GKRb wec` n‡q GwM‡q Avm‡Z cv‡i|

mivmwi †nwjKÞv‡ii w`‡K nuvUv aij ivbv|

ivB‡djUv Kuv‡a Szwj‡q wb‡q‡Q I, `„p wKš‘ kvšÍ fw½‡Z

nuvU‡Q| ax‡i ax‡i Kv‡Q P‡j Avm‡Q mve‡gwib wKjv‡ii

wcQbUv| KvRUv GK ai‡bi cvMjvwg n‡q hv‡”Q, Rv‡b ivbv|

cvBjU wcQb w`‡K ZvKv‡e bv GUv a‡i wb‡q Ryqv †Lj‡Q I|

cvBjU hw` ZvKvqI, I‡K nuvU‡Z †`‡L ZZUv mZK© n‡e bv

hZUv mZK© n‡e I‡K QyU‡Z †`L‡j| ïay GKUv wjfvi Uvbvi

A‡c¶v, mv‡_ mv‡_ Lvovfv‡e AvKv‡k D‡V hv‡e †nwjKÞvi|

gvÎ cuvP †m‡K‡Ûi e¨vcvi| nuvUvi MwZ AviI Kwg‡q w`j

ivbv|

A‡a©K `~iZ¡ †cwi‡q G‡m ivbvi g‡b n‡jv, fvM¨ AvR

cÖmboe| Ii c−¨vb mdj n‡Z hv‡”Q| dvi ûW Avi cviKv ûeû

ivwkqvb‡`i gZ †`L‡Z bv n‡jI, wgj Av‡Q| Awgj †h-UzKz

Av‡Q, Puv‡`i AveQv Av‡jvq cvBj‡Ui †Pv‡L covi K_v bq|

hZ Kv‡Q P‡j Gj ZZB evo‡Z jvMj †ivU‡ii AvIqvR,

ZZB †`Š‡oi †SuvK Pvcj wkivq wkivq| Avi wek MR evwK|

ivbvi cÖwZwU †ckx, cÖwZwU †jvgK‚c wbtk‡ã wPrKvi Ki‡Q|

wKš‘ Zey ivbv kvšÍ, LvwbKUv Ajm fw½‡Z nuvU‡ZB jvMj|

mve‡gwib wKjv‡ii †jRUv cyiv‡bv auv‡Pi, Av‡MKvi w`‡b

evB‡c−‡b †hgb _vKZ| Kuva †_‡K ivB‡dj bvwg‡q †jRUv‡K

cvk KvUvj ivbv| ey‡Ki †fZi nvZzwoi evwo co‡Q| avc †e‡q

giY‡LjvÐ2 75

DVj| `g eÜ| wec¾bK wKQy NU‡j GLbB NU‡e| ei‡di

cvZjv Avei‡Y †gvov i‡q‡Q †Kwe‡bi Rvbvjv| `¯Ívbv civ

nvZ gy‡Vv K‡i Rvbvjvq AvNvZ Kij I|

†nwjKÞv‡ii mv‡_ ivbvI Kuvc‡Q| Rvbvjvq Nywm gvivq

†Kvb jvf n‡jv bv| wØZxqevi AvNvZ Kij ivbv| gv_v wbPz

K‡i Av‡Q I, Rv‡b †fZi †_‡K Kuv‡Pi Ici bvK †VwK‡q

I‡K †`Lvi †Póv Ki‡e cvBjU| wb‡R‡`i †jvK bq eyS‡Z

cvi‡j Lyb Kivi R‡b¨ †L‡c DV‡e|

mu¨vr K‡i GKcv‡k m‡i †Mj Rvbvjv, Agwb ivB‡d‡ji

bjUv †fZ‡i XywK‡q w`j ivbv| Mig evZvm jvMj gy‡L|

†nj‡gU civ GKUv dvi †gvov g~wZ© mx‡Ui Ici wcwQ‡q †Mj|

Ô†e‡ivI!Õ i“k fvlvq ejj ivbv, †ivU‡ii AvIqvR‡K Qvwc‡q

DVj Ii wPrKvi| ÔZv bv n‡j ¸wj †L‡q g‡iv! Rjw`!Õ ïay

gy‡L bq, Bw½‡ZI †jvKUv‡K K‡›Uªvj †Kweb †_‡K †ewi‡q

Avmvi ZvMv`v w`j ivbv| Rvbvjvi †d«‡g †njvb w`j I,

ivB‡d‡ji gvR&j& †VKvj †jvKUvi cuvR‡i| i“k cvBjU MMjm

c‡i Av‡Q, Zey †PvL †`‡L Zv‡K hyeK e‡jB g‡b n‡jv|

cuwPk, Zvi †ewk eqm n‡e bv| wb‡Ri AwfÁZv †_‡K Rv‡b

ivbv, GB eq‡mB exiZ¡ †`Lvevi †SuvK _v‡K| GKUv wjfv‡ii

w`‡K nvZ evovj cvBjU|

wjfv‡i Uvb co‡jB eid †Q‡o k~‡b¨ D‡V co‡e

mve‡gwib wKjvi| Sz‡j _vK‡Z n‡e ivbv‡K| wKsev SuvwK

†L‡q wb‡Pi ei‡d c‡o hv‡e, †mB mv‡_ mv½ n‡e fejxjv|

wUªMv‡i AvOy‡ji Pvc evwo‡q M‡R© DVj I, Ô¸wj Kijvg!Õ

 

 

76 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

g„Zz¨ fq eo fq| cvBj‡Ui nvZ w¯’i n‡q †Mj| wKš‘

civRq ¯^xKvi K‡iwb †m| †jvKUv wK fve‡Q cwi®‹vi ai‡Z

cvij ivbv| Avo‡Pv‡L cv‡k ZvKvj †m, gvR&j&Uv †`‡L wbj|

fve‡Q, ¸wj †L‡qI euvPvi Avkv Av‡Q wKbv| K¨vwjevi †`‡L

fq †cj †m, wjfvi †_‡K mwi‡q Avbj nvZ| Ô`uvovI!

†e‡ivI!Õ wnsmª n‡q D‡V‡Q ivbv| bvjv †_‡K I‡`i †KD

†ewi‡q G‡jB cwiw¯’wZ Avq‡Ëi evB‡i P‡j hv‡e|

†nwjKÞv‡ii Rvbvjvq Sz‡j _vKv GKRb †jvK‡K ¸wj K‡i

gviv Wv‡j e‡m _vKv cvwL wkKv‡ii †P‡qI mnR|

†hb civRq ¯^xKvi K‡i wb‡qB †nW‡mU Ly‡j ax‡i ax‡i

mxU Qvoj cvBjU| Zvi kvšÍ fw½ mZK© K‡i w`j ivbv‡K|

mxU †_‡K LvwbKUv D‡V jvd †`qvi fw½‡Z w¯’i n‡q

_vKj cvBjU, MMj‡m Bb÷ªy‡g›U c¨v‡b‡ji Av‡jv covq †PvL

`y‡Uv †`Lv hv‡”Q bv| Ô†ewi‡q G‡mv,Õ KK©k Mjvq ejj ivbv|

ÔZvovZvwo K‡iv!Õ cvBjU Kv‡Q m‡i Gj, †mB mv‡_

ivB‡djUv GKUz GKUz K‡i wb‡Ri w`‡K †U‡b wbj ivbv, euvUUv

Xy‡K hv‡”Q eM‡ji Zjvq| GK nv‡Z ivB‡dj, Av‡iK nv‡Z

`iRvi nvZj a‡i Av‡Q I| wUªMvi Mv‡W© AvOyj| nvZ‡j †Vjv

w`‡ZB `iRv GKcv‡k m‡i †h‡Z ïi“ Kij| axi, Ajm fv‡e

nvZ `y‡Uv `yÕcv‡k †g‡j w`j cvBjU, AvZ¥mgc©‡Yi fw½‡Z|

Av‡¯Í Av‡¯Í ivbv Avi `iRvi w`‡K GwM‡q Gj cvBjU|

GKUz cvk wdij, †hb ivbvi Bw½‡Z jvd w`‡q ei‡d bvg‡Z

hv‡”Q| Zvici, NyišÍ †ivU‡ii Zjv †_‡K jvd w`j †m| jvd

w`j ei‡di w`‡K bq, ivbvi ivB‡dj j¶¨ K‡i|

giY‡LjvÐ2 77

ˆZwi wQj ivbv, wKš‘ ïay AvZ¥i¶vi R‡b¨| GiKg GKUv

e¨vcvi N‡U hv‡e, NyYv¶‡iI †Ui cvqwb| SU& K‡i GKcv‡k

m‡i wM‡q, `iRvi nvZj a‡i Sz‡j coj I| I‡K cvk KvwU‡q

evB‡i †ewi‡q Gj cvBjU, j¶¨åó nIqvq Zvj nvwi‡q

†djj| `iRv w`‡q †ei“j †m Lvov fv‡e, cy‡ivcywi wm‡a

Ae¯’vq| wb‡Ri †ivU‡i Mjv †c‡Z w`j †jvKUv| B¯úv‡Zi

NyišÍ cvZ RevB Kij Zv‡K|

SzjšÍ Ae¯’vq wb‡Pi w`‡K ZvwK‡q ewg †cj ivbvi| †cU,

Mjv, Avi Mv‡ji †ckx¸‡jvi Ici †Kvb wbqš¿Y _vKj bv|

cici K‡qKUv †Rvivj †XvK wM‡j ewg fveUv‡K †VKvj e‡U,

wKš‘ gv_vi †fZiUv Suv Suv Ki‡Z jvMj| aoUv wb‡P ei‡d

c‡o Av‡Q| mv`v ei‡d jvj i‡³i †mªvZ| †ivU‡ii av°v †L‡q

†Kv_vq wQU‡K c‡o‡Q gv_vUv Avj−vB gvjyg| Awek¦vm¨ e¨vcvi,

wb‡Ri †ivU‡i gyÊynxb n‡jv cvBjU| Z‡e †ewkifvM `yN©Ubv

N‡ii †fZiB N‡U, cvBj‡Ui Ni ej‡Z †Zv †nwjKÞvi‡KB

†evSvq| ivbv Kuvc‡Q, fvB‡eªkbB GKgvÎ KviY bq| †fZ‡i

Xy‡K `iRv eÜ K‡i w`j I| cvBj‡Ui mx‡U e‡m K‡›Uªvj

c¨v‡b‡ji w`‡K ZvKvj|

wm‡Kviw¯‹i K‡›Uªvj c¨v‡b‡ji mv‡_ A‡bK wgj Av‡Q|

†ewkifvM Wvqvj Avi wjfvi wPb‡Z cvij ivbv| AjwUPz¨W

ixwWs¸‡jv wgUv‡i †jLv i‡q‡Q| wKš‘ `y‡Uv myBP Avi GKUv

wjfvi m¤ú~Y© AcwiwPZ jvMj| cvBjU †h wjfv‡i nvZ

w`‡qwQj †mUv aij ivbv| wKQyB NUj bv| AviI GKUv Pvc

w`j| mv‡_ mv‡_ eid †_‡K k~‡b¨ D‡V coj mve‡gwib

 

 

78 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

wKjvi| wjfviUv wb‡Ri w`‡K Uvbj I| SuvwK †L‡jv

†nwjKÞvi, Avevi bvgj ei‡d| ûK †_‡K †¯úqvi †nj‡gUUv

bvwg‡q `ª“Z nv‡Z c‡i wbj| GKUz wX‡j n‡jv †nj‡gU|

Bb÷yª‡g›U c¨v‡b‡ji Av‡jv gv‡S g‡a¨ auvwa‡q w`‡”Q †PvL,

†Kgb †hb Svcmv jvM‡Q me wKQy| KviYUv eyS‡Z Amywe‡a

n‡jv bv| Awb`ªv Avi K¬vwšÍ| wekªvg bv cvIqvq †Mvjgvj Ki‡Q

†PvL `y‡Uv|

K‡›Uªvj c¨v‡b‡j nvZ w`j ivbv| Ajmfw½‡Z K‡qKUv

myBP Ab Kij, mvg‡b †Vjj K‡qKUv wjfvi| gyn~‡Z©i R‡b¨I

†fv‡jwb, †h-†Kvb gyn~‡Z© ivwkqvbiv I‡`i †¯−R-Ux‡gi Kv‡Q

†cuŠ‡Q hv‡e| _ªUj Ly‡j w`j ivbv| †Rvov GwÄb M‡R© DVj|

eo K‡i k¦vm wbj I, Zvici †V‡j w`j Ic‡i IVvi wjfviUv|

cuvP

mMR©‡b, Lvovfv‡e Ic‡i DVj mve‡gwib wKjvi| gyn~‡Z©i

R‡b¨ ivbvi g‡b n‡jv, †gwkbUv Avq‡Ëi evB‡i P‡j hv‡”Q|

GZ `ª“Z DV‡e fve‡Z cv‡iwb| AjwUwgUv‡i GK‡kv wgUvi

ixwWs †`‡L k~‡b¨ _vgvj †nwjKÞvi| Zvici mvg‡b LvwbK`~i

GwM‡q w`K e`j Kij| DBÛ¯OExb w`‡q `~‡i ZvKvj,

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wPrKvi Ki‡Q webq, Avi bq, Avi bq! wb‡P M¤^yR, Zvi

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wbqvR| M¤^y‡Ri wKbvivq eid R‡g‡Q| †nj‡gU b‡o DVj,

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Ae¯’v Av›`vR Ki‡Z cvij wbqvR| eÜz †e‡k kΓ, GZ¶‡Y

†Ui †c‡q †M‡Q cvBjU| Zv bv n‡j Gfv‡e wVK Mv‡qi Ici

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†`qwb| GLb Avi bovPovi mgq †bB|

cwiw¯’wZ GLb wVK D‡ëv| i“k cvBjU GZ¶Y APj K‡i

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†`qwb| wKš‘ GLb †m wb‡RB dvUv euv‡k AvUKv c‡o‡Q| bv

giY‡LjvÐ2 89

cvi‡Q wb‡P bvg‡Z, bv cvi‡Q Ic‡i DV‡Z| Ici †_‡K GKUz

GKUz K‡i GLbI bvg‡Q †e`Lj mve-wKjvi|

ivbv †f‡ewQj ax‡i ax‡i I‡`i‡K bvg‡Z †`L‡j

cvBj‡Ui moevqyi Ici Pvc co‡e, mgq _vK‡Z f‡q cvwj‡q

hv‡e †m| gvSLv‡bi e¨eavb hLb cÂvk wdU wQj, B‡”Q

Ki‡j m‡i †h‡Z cviZ †jvKUv| wKš‘ GLb Avi †m my‡hvM

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_vKj ivbv, `~iZ¡ Kg‡Z _vKj| Ii †gwk‡bi w¯‹W¸‡jv i“k

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†_‡K gvÎ K‡qK wdU Ic‡i|

evZv‡m GLb Zzgyj Av‡jvob| gv‡S gv‡S nu¨vPKv Uvb

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w`j Rvbvjv| evZv‡mi N~wY© GLb AviI GKUv mgm¨vi m„wó

Kij| KÞvi Gw`K Iw`K †`vj Lv‡”Q| evZv‡mi Uv‡b `y‡Uv

KÞvi ci¯ú‡ii w`‡K G‡Mv‡j wKQyB Avðh© nevi †bB|

nVvr K‡iB KÞvi `y‡Uv‡K cvkvcvwk †`Lv †Mj| Avevi

Rvbvjv Lyjj wbqvR|

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90 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

wmMb¨vj cvVv‡”Q †m| wVK GB mgq SU& K‡i D‡V `uvwo‡q

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Qy‡U hvevi R‡b¨ ˆZwi, Ii mg¯Í g‡bv‡hvM mvg‡b gv_vPvov

w`‡q _vKv gv¯‘‡ji w`‡K| hvB NUzK, IUv‡K Gwo‡q †h‡Z

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K‡iv|Õ

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Lv‡”Q|

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giY‡LjvÐ2 91

cÖvYcY kw³‡Z|

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j¶¨åó n‡q‡Q, M¤^y‡Ri gv_vi Ici w`‡q †ewi‡q hv‡e|

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g„Zz¨i KviY n‡jv|

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coj|

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92 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

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mv`v ei‡di Ici bvP‡Z jvMj †Kvgi `ywj‡q|

giY‡LjvÐ2 93

i“k †nwjKÞv‡ii webvk AviI GKRb Pv¶zl Kij| `yÕgvBj

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Av¸b wK‡mi?Õ

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K‡iwQj †m|

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n‡q `uvwo‡q i‡q‡Q Zv‡`i GKUv mve-wKjvi| †iwWI-

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94 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

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giY‡LjvÐ2 95

e›`‡i wdwi‡q Avbvi R‡b¨ GKUv wk‡ci e¨e¯’v Kiv †nvK|

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DV‡jb †Rbv‡ij|

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A¯^w¯Í‡eva Ki‡Qb wZwb, Rv‡bb weQvbvq wM‡qI Nygv‡Z

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96 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

G‡RwÝi A¨vKvD‡›U gvwK©b miKv‡ii †`qv GK wewjqb

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giY‡LjvÐ2 97

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RvnvR| hLb KvZ n‡q c‡o, g‡b nq M¤^yR AvK…wZi ivWvi

gv÷ mvMi Qyu‡Z PvB‡Q| AvBmwd‡ìi KvQvKvwQ e‡j, †XD

Avi †mªv‡Zi mv‡_ Rvnv‡Ri `yÕcvk w`‡q †f‡m hv‡”Q ei‡di

 

 

98 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

PuvB|

wZb‡kv wdU Ic‡i i‡q‡Q KÞvi| bvg‡Z ïi“ Kij|

ivWvi †gKvwbRg j¶¨ K‡i bvg‡Q cvBjU| IUvi wVK

mvg‡bB j¨vwÛs c¨vW| Rvnv‡Ri †WK hLb †Kvb w`‡K KvZ

n‡q †bB, wVK †mB mgq c¨v‡W j¨vÛ Ki‡Z n‡e| Zv bv n‡j

c¨v‡W bvgvi mv‡_ mv‡_ D‡ë hv‡e KÞvi, wWMevwR †L‡q

†iBj †f‡O co‡e wM‡q mvM‡i| cvwb †_‡K wng ev®ú DV‡Q,

Svcmv n‡q †Mj DBÛ¯OExb| Mv‡q K‡b©‡ji `„wó Abyfe Kij

†m, Mig Auv‡Pi gZ| B”Qvi wei“‡× bvg‡Q †m| DBÛ¯OEx‡bi

mvg‡b wekvj †cÛyjv‡gi gZ wK †hb Sz‡j i‡q‡Q| gv÷‡nW,

WMvq ivWvi DBs mn| †MvUv gv¯‘‡ji Mv‡q wMRwMR Ki‡Q

B‡jKUªwbK wMqvi| i“k Kg©KZ©viv wiMv‡K wimvP© wkc

ej‡jI, Avm‡j IUv †mvwf‡qZ BDwbq‡bi me‡P‡q eo

†Mv‡q›`v RvnvR|

KÞvi AviI wb‡P †b‡g Gj| `„wóc‡_i cÖvq cy‡ivUv Ry‡o

_vKj ivWvi †Wvg, Rvnv‡Ri mv‡_ `yj‡Q| cvBjU ZvwK‡q

Av‡Q AviI mvg‡b, gv÷‡n‡Wi w`‡K| gv÷‡nW KvZ n‡q

wQj, ax‡i ax‡i wm‡a n‡”Q| cy‡ivcywi wm‡a n‡j eyS‡Z n‡e

A`„k¨ j¨vwÛs c¨vW †Kvb w`‡K Xvjy n‡q †bB| Ae¯’vUv gvÎ

K‡qK †m‡K‡Ûi R‡b¨ wUK‡e, Zvici gv÷‡nW KvZ n‡Z ïi“

Ki‡e Av‡iK w`‡K, †mB mv‡_ KvZ n‡e c¨vWI|

AvÛviK¨vwi‡Ri wb‡P Sz‡j _vKv w¯‹W¸‡jv c¨vW ¯úk© Kij|

Qy‡U Gj A‡c¶viZ †UKwbwkqvbiv| A¨vsKi wiO¸‡jv K¬¨v¤ú

w`‡q AvU‡K †`qv n‡jv `ª“Z nv‡Z| †ivUi Nyi‡Q, `iRv Ly‡j

giY‡LjvÐ2 99

†djj K‡b©j| Kuv‡ai Ici w`‡q cvBj‡Ui w`‡K ZvKvj †m|

Ô†`L‡j †Zv! †Póv bv Ki‡j RvbvI hvq bv wb‡Ri ¶gZv!Õ

†ivU‡ii Zjvq gv_v wbPz K‡i `uvovj †m, jvd w`‡q coj

Rvnv‡Ri †W‡K| RvnvR Avevi KvZ n‡Z ïi“ K‡i‡Q, †iBj

a‡i †nuvPU †L‡Z †L‡Z G‡Mvj| †iBj Uc‡K _vev gvij †jvbv

cvwb, `g eÜ K‡i `uvwo‡q _vKj †m| cvwb m‡i †h‡Z cviKvi

fuvR †_‡K ei‡di UzK‡iv Svoj| gB †e‡q weª‡R IVvi mgq

†Nuvr K‡i AvIqvR †ewi‡q Gj Mjv †_‡K, †hb weiƒc cÖK…wZi

Ici Svj Svoj| `iRv Ly‡j †Mj, †fZ‡i †`Lv †Mj

K¨vc‡Ub wjDwb` UªvfwKb‡K|

ÔK‡b©j cqgvj ejUz‡qf!Õ Mv †_‡K cvwb Si‡Q, wf‡R

cviKv Ly‡j †g‡S‡Z †d‡j wb‡Ri cwiPq w`j K‡b©j| ÔAvcwb

UªvfwKb? fvj| bZzb Kvco, c−xR| K”Q‡ci gZ GKUz GKUz

K‡i Dˇi hvevi gv‡b wK?Õ

K¨vc‡Ub UªvfwKb †ivMv-cvZjv, †PvL †Rvov eyw×-`xß|

Rvnv‡Ri Ici w`‡q wK iKg aKj hv‡”Q fvj K‡iB Rv‡b|

†Kvb e¨vcv‡iB Aw¯’i nevi †jvK bq †m| bZzb Kvco-†Pvco

Avbvi wb‡`©k w`‡q, K‡b©j‡K wb‡q weª‡Ri wcQ‡b PvU©iƒ‡g

XyKj| Pv‡U©i Ici Szu‡K KvR KiwQj GK †jvK, Zv‡K we`vq

K‡i w`j †m| `iRv eÜ Kij| Zvici kvšÍ Mjvq ejj,

ÔAvwg cÖwZev` Rvwb‡q ej‡Z PvB...Õ

ÔcÖwZev` AMÖvn¨ Kiv n‡jv!Õ

ÔwK wb‡q cÖwZev` ZvB GLbI ewjwb...!Õ wew¯§Z †`Lvj

UªvfwKb‡K|

 

 

100 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

Ôïb‡Z PvB bv!Õ

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AvKv‡ii RvnvR wb‡q...!Õ

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Ly‡j mvBW †Uwe‡j ivLj| R¨v‡K‡Ui c‡KU †_‡K ÷xj-wig

Pkgv †ei K‡i cij, SzuKj PvU© †Uwe‡ji w`‡K| GKUv †cwÝj

Zz‡j wb‡q AuvK KvUj Pv‡U©| Ô†klevi hLb †`‡LwQ, GLv‡b

wQj Av‡gwiKvb AvBm‡eªKvi wKDU| GB gyn~‡Z© eid †f‡O

†ewi‡q hvevi †Póv Ki‡Q Iiv| `w¶Y w`‡K hv‡”Q...Õ Pv‡U©i

Mv‡q †gvUv GKUv †iLv AuvKj †m| ÔAvgiv DËi w`‡K hve|Õ

†iLvUv a‡i Avevi DV‡Z jvMj †cwÝj| ÔKv‡RB bZzb †Kv‡m©

RvnvR Pvjvb| dzj ¯úx‡W|Õ

K¨vc Ly‡j Pv‡U©i Ici †djj UªvfwKb, K‡b©j hv‡Z Avi

†Kvb AuvK KvU‡Z bv cv‡i| nvZ `y‡Uv ey‡K fuvR K‡i K‡b©‡ji

w`‡K ZvKvj †m| ÔGB RvnvR Avgvi wb‡`©‡k P‡j, Kg‡iW

K‡b©j| Rvnv‡R Avcbv‡K RvqMv †`qvi wb‡`©k Av‡Q Avgvi

Ici| wb‡`©k Av‡Q Avcbv‡K mvnvh¨ Kivi| wKš‘ Zvi gv‡b

GB bq †h Avcbvi K_v gZ RvnvR Pvjv‡Z n‡e Avgv‡K...Õ

ÔA‡eva, Aeva¨ wkï!Õ K…wÎg nZvkvq ¤−vb †`Lvj

K‡b©j‡K| acvm K‡i †g‡S‡Z e‡m coj †m, nu¨vPKv Uvb w`‡q

cv‡qi eyU Lyjj| ÔKvi ¯^v_© †`‡Lb Avcwb, K¨vc‡Ub? wbðqB

†`‡ki?Õ

ÔAek¨B!Õ

ÔAvgv‡K †`‡L Avcbvi wK g‡b nq, wb‡Ri ¯^v_© D×v‡ii

giY‡LjvÐ2 101

R‡b¨ AvK©wU‡K G‡mwQ?Õ

ÔK_vi gvicu¨vP Avwg eywS bv,Õ ejj UªvfwKb| ÔRvnvR

wb‡q Dˇi hvevi wb‡`©‡ki wei“‡× Avwg AvbyôvwbK cÖwZev`

Rvbvw”Q| wiMv Avgv‡`i AZ¨vaywbK wimvP© wkc| ˆZwi Ki‡Z

K‡qK wgwjqb i“ej LiP n‡q‡Q| Rvnv‡Ri wbivcËvi R‡b¨

Avgv‡K `vqx Kiv n‡e| Dˇi AvBmev‡M©i QovQwo...Õ

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†Zvgvi gv÷‡n‡Wi gv_vq B‡jKUªwbK BKzBc‡g›U i‡q‡Q,

I¸‡jv e¨envi K‡iv|Õ cv‡q ïay †gvRv, D‡V `uvwo‡q PvU©iƒ‡gi

Gw`K Iw`K Nyi Nyi Ki‡Z jvMj| Ô†iwWI-R¨vwgs Awdmv‡ii

mv‡_ K_v ej‡Z PvB| LvwbK¶Y R¨vwgs eÜ †i‡L K¨vwiqvi

bvf©vq Ri“ix GKUv wmMb¨vj cvVv‡Z n‡eÑmg¯Í †nwjKÞv‡ii

GLb GKUvB KvR, wKD‡Ui eZ©gvb cwRkb Rvbv| †h cvBjU

cÖ g †`L‡Z cv‡e, wi‡cvU© Kivi R‡b¨ †mvRv GLv‡b P‡j

Avm‡e †m|Õ

Ô†Kb?Õ kvšÍ cÖK…wZi K¨vc‡Ub‡K AkvšÍ †`Lvj| ÔGai‡

bi cvMjvwgi gv‡b wK? Avcwb hLb Avgvi K_v ïb‡ebB

bv, Avgvi cÖwZev` GLywb Avwg g‡¯‹vq Rvbve...Õ

K‡b©j‡K gv_v bvo‡Z †`‡L †_‡g †Mj K¨vc‡Ub|

Nvo wdwi‡q K¨vc‡U‡bi w`‡K ZvKvj K‡b©j| Ô†iwWI Ab

Kivi my‡hvM KvD‡K Avwg w`w”Q bv| R¨vwgs eÜ ivLv n‡e gvÎ

K‡qK †m‡K‡Ûi R‡b¨, KviY †nwjKÞvi K¨vwiqv‡i Avgvi

wmMb¨vj cvVv‡bvUv Ri“ix| wKDU `w¶‡Y hv‡”Q, ILv‡b

wMRwMR Ki‡Q AvBmevM©| ivWvi †bB, A‡Üi gZ nvZ‡o

 

 

102 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

G‡Mv‡Z n‡e wKDU‡K| evB‡ii `ywbqvi mv‡_ I‡`i †Kvb

†hvMv‡hvM _vK‡e bv| †iwWI-R¨vwgs evwK `ywbqv †_‡K wew”Qboe

K‡i †i‡L‡Q I‡`i‡K| Avgvi R‡b¨ Pv Avb‡Z ejyb, UªvfwKb|

†MvUv e¨vcviUv Avm‡j wK wb‡q ïb‡eb Zvici|Õ bvUKxq

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n‡e †m c‡i †`Lv hv‡e, wKš‘ Avgvi `vwqZ¡ Avwg cvjb Kie|

wKDU‡K Avgiv evav †`e| Z…Zxq wek¦hy× †e‡a hv‡e? Avgvi

Zv g‡b nq bv| KÕRb evsjv‡`kxi R‡b¨ Av‡gwiKv AZ eo

SzuwK †b‡e G Avwg wek¦vm Kwi bv|Õ

wb‡iU ei‡di mv‡_ B¯úv‡Zi gy‡LvgywL msN‡l© Nyg †f‡O †Mj

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GiKg AvIqv‡Ri mv‡_ cvj−v †`q| †cvjvi c¨vK †f‡O

G‡Mvevi †Póv Ki‡Q wKD‡Ui †ev| Avi GKv ïay ivbvB

cÖjqKv‡Êi m¤ú~Y© av°v nv‡o nv‡o †Ui cv‡”Q| Ii †KwebUv

†ev-i wVK wb‡PB| Rvnv‡Ri gvSvgvwS RvqMvq Av‡iKUv

†Kweb Lvwj wQj, wbqvR Avi webq VuvB wb‡q‡Q †mLv‡b|

B‡fb‡Kv i“¯Íf Amy¯’, wmK-†e‡Z wPwKrmv Pj‡Q Zvi|

`yB nv‡Z †PvL iM‡o B¯úv‡Zi †`qv‡ji w`‡K fvj K‡i

ZvKvj ivbv| ax‡i ax‡i fqUv †K‡U †MjцgvUv cvZ †f‡O

ei‡di cvnvo Pvcv †`‡e I‡K, Zv m¤¢e bq| wKDU

AvBm‡eªKvi, eid fvOvB Zvi KvR| nvZNwo †`Lj I| †fvi

Pvi‡U| Zvigv‡b Rvnv‡R IVvi ci gvÎ wZb NÈv Nywg‡q‡Q|

giY‡LjvÐ2 103

GKmv‡_ GK‡kv eRªcv‡Zi mgvb AvIqvR wQj †mUv,

NygUv Zv‡ZB †f‡O‡Q| GB gyn~‡Z© Agb †Rvivj kã †bB, Z‡e

ei‡di mv‡_ B¯úv‡Zi msNl© Aweivg Pj‡QB| ax‡i ax‡i

kªeYkw³ wd‡i Avm‡Q, GB mgq `iRv Ly‡j Uj‡Z Uj‡Z

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a~gvwqZ Kwd|

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GZUv K¬všÍ n‡Z cv‡i, Avcbv‡K bv †`L‡j wek¦vm nZ bv|Õ

Zvj mvgjvevi R‡b¨ `yÕcv duvK K‡i `uvovj †m, Lvwj nvZUv

evé‡n‡Wi wKbviv AuvK‡o a‡i Av‡Q| ÔcieZx© av°v jvMvi

Av‡M GKUz wM‡j †djyb|Õ

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wR‡fi Qvj Zz‡j wb‡q Mjv w`‡q †b‡g †Mj Zij Av¸b|

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Ônq †R‡M Av‡Qb bvnq gviv †M‡Qb,Õ m‡KŠZz‡K ejj

Kvdg¨vb| ÔIu‡`i cvjm cix¶v Kivi my‡hvM Avgvi nqwb|

†fZi †_‡K eÜ K‡i †i‡L‡Qb `iRv|Õ ivbv Abygvb Kij

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†bB|Õ ivbvi †Pnvivq D‡ØM dz‡U DV‡Z †`‡L nvmj †m| Ôbvbv,

f‡qi wKQy †bB| Dwb cÖjvc eKwQ‡jb, Sv‡gjv Govevi

R‡b¨ K¨vc‡U‡bi wb‡`©‡k Avgv‡`i Wv³vi Zuv‡K Ilya w`‡q

Nyg cvwo‡q †i‡L‡Qb|Õ

 

 

104 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

ÔcÖjvc eKwQ‡jb gv‡b?Õ

ÔAvgvi wUDe, Avgvi wUDe KiwQ‡jb, wK QvB ej‡Z Pvb

†evSv‡Z cviwQ‡jb bv...Õ

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ïb‡Z †cj bv|

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Av‡gwiKvb Kwd, fvwi Kov|

`iRvi Kv‡Q wd‡i wM‡q _g‡K `uvwo‡q coj Kvdg¨vb,

Nyij| Ômveavb! av°v Avm‡Q Avevi!Õ `iRvi †d«g AuvK‡o

aij †m| mvg‡b G‡Mv‡”Q AvBm‡eªKvi, GwÄb¸‡jv cÖPÊ

kw³‡Z MRiv‡”Q| †Kweb †`qv‡ji mvg‡bB †ev| †ev-i wVK

mvg‡b †Kv_vI i‡q‡Q wb‡iU eid| Kv‡jv cvwb †K‡U

B¯úv‡Zi †ev G‡Mv‡”Q| k~‡b¨, mvg‡bi w`‡K GKUv nvZ

evwo‡q A‡c¶v Ki‡Q ivbv, gMUv A‡a©K Lvwj; Aci nvZUv

ev‡¼i wKbvivq|

av°v w`j RvnvR|

cÖej SuvwK‡Z g‡b n‡jv †f‡O mnmª UzK‡iv n‡q hv‡e

†Kweb| `iRvi †d«g †_‡K nu¨vPKv Uvb †L‡q Kvdg¨v‡bi nvZ

Qy‡U †Mj, †Kwe‡bi †fZi wQU‡K coj †m| †`qv‡j gv_v Vy‡K

hvw”Qj, †Kvgi †cuwP‡q a‡i Zv‡K wb‡Ri w`‡K Uvbj ivbv|

`yÕR‡bB Dcjwä Kij, bZzb Rxeb †cj A¨vKwUs †gU| ivbvi

giY‡LjvÐ2 105

g‡b n‡jv, †ev †f‡O hv‡”Q, †eu‡K hv‡”Q B¯úv‡Zi cvZ, K‡qK

†m‡K‡Ûi g‡a¨ we‡ùvwiZ †`qvj w`‡q ûogyo K‡i †fZ‡i

Xy‡K co‡e R¨všÍ ei‡di mPj cvnvo| hw`I g‡b g‡b Rv‡b,

†m-ai‡bi wKQy NU‡Z cv‡i bv| RvnvR _vgj, GwÄb¸‡jv

GLbI Av‡μv‡k MRiv‡”Q| D‡ëvw`‡Ki evé‡n‡W Qwo‡q

c‡o‡Q Kwd, †mw`‡K ZvwK‡q Rvb‡Z PvBj I, ÔAvgiv wK

Av‡`Š †Kv_vI hvw”Q?Õ

ÔGgb MwZ‡Z, hvIqv ejv nvm¨Ki,Õ `yÕnv‡Z evé‡nW

Rwo‡q a‡i nuvcv‡”Q Kvdg¨vb| Ôab¨ev`, wg. ivbv| AmsL¨

ab¨ev`|Õ

nvZ †b‡o cÖm½Uv Pvcv w`j ivbv|

ÔcÖvq GK NÈv a‡i GB KvÊ Pj‡Q,Õ ejj Kvdg¨vb| ÔCk¦i

Rv‡bb GB Ae¯’vq wKfv‡e Avcbvi Nyg n‡jv| cwiw¯’wZ

m¤ú‡K© Rvb‡Z Pvb? wb‡iU ei‡di gvSLv‡b AvUKv c‡owQ

Avgiv| gykwKj n‡jv, Avgiv †h ïay ivWvi nvwi‡qwQ ZvB bq,

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Kvco ci‡Q ivbv| eid †_‡K wcwQ‡q †ewi‡q Avm‡Z

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Kuvc‡Z ïi“ Kij †Kweb| ei‡di eRª-AuvUzwb †_‡K †ewi‡q

Avmv mnR bq| Ub Ub wb‡iU eid cÖwZ gyn~‡Z© ¸u‡ov n‡q

 

 

106 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

Qwo‡q co‡Q †ev-i mvg‡b| Ôweª‡R wM‡q †`wL Avgvi wKQy

Kivi Av‡Q wKbv,Õ ejj ivbv| Kvdg¨v‡bi w`‡K mivmwi

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w`‡q eva¨ Kiv n‡q‡Q|Õ nVvr †KŠZz‡K wSwjK w`‡q DVj Zvi

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wKš‘ me wVK n‡q †Mj bv| weª‡Ri w`‡K hvevi mgq wb‡Ri

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giY‡LjvÐ2 107

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gg©vwšÍK wKQy `yN©Ubv NU‡Z cv‡i, wb‡R‡K mveavb K‡i

w`j ivbv| AvBm‡eªKv‡i hviv PvKwi Ki‡Z Av‡m Zv‡`i cÖvq

cÖ‡Z¨‡KiB μvBg †iKW© _v‡K| wnsmª, cÖwZ‡kvacivqY, `y`©všÍ

cÖK…wZi †jvK Qvov GB †ckvq †KD Av‡m bv| K¨vc‡Ub n¨vwi

†Mvìg¨v‡bi gšÍe¨I Drmvne¨ÄK bq|

ÔAvcbvi RvqMvq Avwg n‡j, †Kweb †_‡K †ei“Zvg bv,

wg. ivbv| Avcbvi wekªvg `iKvi|Õ

DuPz weªR †_‡K mvg‡bi eid fvj †`Lv hvq| Av‡iKUv

av°v †`qvi R‡b¨ P¨v‡bj a‡i G‡Mv‡”Q AvBm‡eªKvi|

P¨v‡b‡ji †hUzKz Ask eid-gy³, Zv h‡_ó PIov wQj, †cvjvi

c¨v‡K AvNvZ Kivi R‡b¨ RvnvR †Nviv‡Z Amywe‡a nqwb|

eid †f‡O `w¶Y w`‡K †h‡Z cvi‡j Z‡eB D×vi| P¨v‡b‡ji

†kl gv_vUv Ge‡ov‡Le‡ov, †_uZ‡j Av‡Q eid, wKš‘ GLbI

AUzUÑwKD‡Ui †ev Avevi AvNvZ Ki‡ZI †mLv‡b †Kvb

dvU‡ji m„wó n‡jv bv|

†iBj †_‡K `¯Ívbv civ nvZ Zz‡j K¨vc‡U‡bi w`‡K

ZvKvj ivbv| ÔeQ‡ii GB mg‡q eid evo‡ZB _vK‡e|

ZvovZvwo †ei“‡Z bv cvi‡j emšÍ ch©šÍ AvUKv c‡o _vKe...Õ

 

 

108 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

ÔAvcwb Avgv‡K Ávb`vb Ki‡Qb?Õ K¨v‡ci wb‡P

K¨vc‡U‡bi KuvPvcvKv fyi“ cÖRvcwZi Wvbvi gZ †b‡P DVj|

ÔRvnvR Avi μz‡`i wbivcËvi K_v fy‡j wM‡q ïay Avcbv‡`i

R‡b¨ GLv‡b Avm‡Z n‡q‡Q Avgv‡K| `qv K‡i †Kvb e¨vcv‡i

bvK Mjv‡Z Avm‡eb bv|Õ

cvëv SuvS †`Lv‡Z cv‡i ivbv, ej‡Z cv‡i Avcbv‡`iB

GKUv DcKvi K‡i w`w”Q Avgiv, wKš‘ Zv‡Z ïay mg‡qiB

AcPq NU‡e| m¤ú~Y© kvšÍ _vKj I, wKš‘ Kɯ^‡i `„p GKUv

fve dz‡U DVj, ÔIc‡i †Kv_vI GKRb †jvK ivLv `iKvi

Avcbvi, K¨vc‡Ub| AšÍZ Avwk wdU DuPz‡Z| †m Avcbv‡K

MvBW Ki‡e, e‡j †`‡e ei‡di †Kv_vq Avcwb AvNvZ

Ki‡eb| av°v †`qvi ci †Kv_vI hw` mvgvb¨ wPo a‡i,

GKgvÎ †m-B †`L‡Z cv‡e...Õ

ÔAvmyb Avgvi mv‡_!Õ ivbvi K_v ï‡b K¨vc‡U‡bi ivM †hb

AviI GK wWMÖx evoj| RvnvR _vgvevi wb‡`©k w`‡q weª‡Ri

wcQ‡b †ewi‡q G‡jb wZwb| wcw”Qj gB, avc¸‡jv †_‡K LvwbK

Av‡M eid cwi®‹vi Kiv n‡q‡Q| †W‡K A‡bK gvbyl, †Kv`vj

w`‡q eid Zz‡j Rvnv‡Ri evB‡i †dj‡Q| ivbv †`Lj, wKD‡Ui

wm‡Kviw¯‹ j¨vÛ Kivi R‡b¨ wdi‡Q| Ôi“k‡`i Ici †PvL

eywj‡q Gj,Õ K¨vc‡Ub ej‡jb| ÔAvcwb †hgb civgk©

w`‡qwQ‡jb| Ava NÈv Av‡M GKUv mve-wKjvi I‡`i‡K Zz‡j

wb‡q‡Q|Õ wekvj gv¯‘‡ji †Mvovq G‡m `uvovj Iiv| ÔbRi

†d‡j †`Lyb,Õ ev‡Ni gZ MiMi K‡i DV‡jb K¨vc‡Ub|

wekvj KvVv‡gvUv Lvovfv‡e Ici w`‡K D‡V †M‡Q, Puv‡`i

giY‡LjvÐ2 109

Av‡jvq meUzKz †`Lv †Mj| _v‡gi WMv Ge‡ov‡Le‡ov Avi

fvOv, wKš‘ μm-Uªx A¶Z i‡q‡Q| GZ wb‡P †_‡KI †evSv

†Mj, μm-Uªxi Mv‡q ei‡di AveiY R‡g‡Q| `yÕRb bvweK

ei‡di cÖKvÊ GKUv PuvB aivawi K‡i wb‡q hv‡”Q, nVvr †mUv

†d‡j w`j| mgq gZ mwi‡q bv wb‡j ivbvi Wvb cv QvZz n‡q

†hZ| Ô†di K‡iv,Õ M‡R© DV‡jb n¨vwi †Mvìg¨vb, Ô†Zvgv‡`i

Avwg K‡q` Kie| hvI, †cvU© mvB‡W wb‡q wM‡q †d‡jv

IUv‡K|Õ μziv P‡j bv hvIqv ch©šÍ A‡c¶v Ki‡jb, Zvici

M¤¢xi my‡i ej‡jb, Ôiv‡mj‡K Iiv mevB fvjevmZ|Õ

ÔAvi, Zvi g„Zz¨i R‡b¨ Avgv‡K `vqx Ki‡Q Iiv|Õ

ÔZv Avwg ewjwb! Gevi, di MWm †mK, gv¯‘jUv †`Lyb!

Avcwb †Zv e‡jB Lvjvm, †Kvb gvbyl‡K ILv‡b DV‡Z ejv

hvq?Õ

gv¯‘‡ji Mv †Nu‡l GKUv avZe gB Ici w`‡K D‡V †M‡Q,

cÖwZwU avc ei‡d †gvov, Puv‡`i Av‡jvq PKPK Ki‡Q|

gv¯‘‡ji †MvUv KvVv‡gv †_‡K ei‡di Szwi †b‡g G‡m‡Q,

me‡P‡q j¤^v SzwiUv †b‡g G‡m‡Q μm-Uªxi WMv †_‡K| †WK

†_‡K gv¯‘jUv‡K ei‡di ˆZwi GKUv _v‡gi gZ jvMj| GUv

†e‡q KviI c‡¶ Ic‡i IVv m¤¢e bq|

Ôe‡jwQ Ic‡i GKRb †jvK _vKv `iKvi, KvD‡K cvVv‡Z

ewjwb,Õ Reve w`j ivbv| ÔAvwg wb‡RB ILv‡b DV‡Z cvwi|

Avgv‡K AvU‡K ivLvi R‡b¨ †j`vi ÷ª¨vc `iKvi, gv¯‘j‡K

wN‡i _vK‡e K¨vbfvm c¨vW, Avi weª‡Ri mv‡_ †hvMv‡hvM

ivLvi R‡b¨ GKUv †Uwj‡dvb †mU...Õ

 

 

110 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

ÔAvi Avcbvi jvk †`‡k cvVvevi R‡b¨ GKUv Kwdb,Õ

ivbvi gy‡Li K_v †K‡o wb‡q †K †hb ejj wcQb †_‡K|

ÔI †kig¨vb, KÞv‡ii cvBjU,Õ GKUz fvix Mjvq ej‡jb

K¨vc‡Ub|

ivbv Rvnv‡R IVvi ci GB cÖ g GKRb †jvK †mŠRb¨

†`wL‡q nvZUv evwo‡q w`j| GKnviv †Pnviv, †kig¨v‡bi eqm

n‡e ivbviB gZ| K_vi †LB a‡i Avevi ejj †m, ÔAvcbvi

†Zv ei‡d _vK‡ZB g‡i hvIqvi K_v wQj, wg. ivbv| ˆ`evr

hLb †eu‡PB †M‡Qb, RvnvR KzB‡e‡K bv †cuŠQy‡bv ch©šÍ

†Kwe‡bB e›`x _vKzb‡M| GKw`b bv GKw`b †mLv‡b Avgiv

†cuŠQy‡evB|Õ

†Pnvivq AKviY Av‡μvk wb‡q gv¯‘‡ji w`‡K ZvwK‡q

Av‡Qb K¨vc‡Ub| Ôgvbjvg ILv‡b GKR‡bi _vKv `iKvi,

wKš‘ _y y †djv Qvov Avcwb ILv‡b wK Kv‡R Avm‡eb?Õ

ÔwKD‡Ui wmmUvi wkc d«¨vs‡Kb÷vB‡b GB KvRB

K‡iwQjvg,Õ Rev‡e ejj ivbv| Ôevwdb †e-i Dˇi, eQi

wZ‡bK Av‡M| w¯§_ mvD‡Û hvevi †Póv nw”Qj, GB GKB

mgm¨vq c‡o hvqÑmvg‡b wb‡iU eid| GjvKvUv Avwg wPwb,

Kv‡RB MvBW K‡i GwM‡q wb‡Z Avgvi Amywe‡a nqwb|Õ

Ôee nvWm‡bi RvnvR IUv|Õ bZzb `„wó‡Z ivbvi w`‡K

ZvKv‡jb K¨vc‡Ub n¨vwi †Mvìg¨vb| gvÎ GK †m‡KÛ,

ZviciB †PvL wdwi‡q gv¯‘‡j †PvL Zzj‡jb| Ôgv¯‘‡j Av‡MB

c¨vW Rov‡bv n‡q‡Q, †Uwj‡dvb e·I †Zvjv

n‡q‡QÑAvBmwd‡ì bRi eyjvevi R‡b¨ Kvdg¨vb GKevi

giY‡LjvÐ2 111

D‡VwQj| wKš‘ c¨v‡K av°v †`qvi Av‡M I‡K bvwg‡q Avwb|Õ

Ônu¨v, ee nvWmbB ZLb d«¨vs‡Kb÷vB‡bi K¨vc‡Ub

wQ‡jb,Õ ïK‡bv Mjvq ejj ivbv| Ôc‡i wZwb Avgv‡K GKUv

mvwU©wd‡KU †`b, †jv‡K hv‡Z wek¦vm K‡i w¯§_ mvD‡Û Avgvi

†P‡q fvj MvBW Avi †KD †bB| †iwWI R¨vwg‡Oi e¨vcviUv

Avgv‡K fvwe‡q Zz‡j‡Q, hZ ZvovZvwo m¤¢e GLvb †_‡K m‡i

hvIqv `iKvi Avgv‡`i|Õ

ÔKg‡iW‡`i †gRvR Lvivc _vK‡j GB-B K‡i| RvnvR

hLb ei‡d av°v †`‡e, gv¯‘‡ji WMvq †KD _vK‡j wK Ae¯’v

n‡e Zvi, Avcwb Rv‡bb? †R‡bï‡b Avcbv‡K Avwg gi‡Z

cvVve?Õ

†W‡Ki Pviw`‡K ZvKvj ivbv| μziv kvej w`‡q eid

fvO‡Q, †Kv`vj w`‡q †mB eid †dj‡Q Rvnv‡Ri evB‡i| hvi

mv‡_B †PvLv‡PvwL n‡jv, SU& K‡i gv_v Nywi‡q wbj †m| †_v

K‡i _y y †djj GK †jvK, K¨vc‡Ub Zvi w`‡K KUgU K‡i

ZvKv‡ZB wb‡Ri Kv‡R e¨¯Í n‡q coj †m| Ôgi‡j,Õ ¶xY GKUz

†n‡m ejj ivbv, ÔAšÍZ Avcbvi †jv‡Kiv †KD `ytL cv‡e bv|Õ

wZb NÈvi Ny‡g K¬vwšÍ `~i nqwb, mviv kixi e¨_v Ki‡Q ivbvi|

eid †gvov gB †e‡q Avoó fw½‡Z DV‡Z ïi“ Kij I| D‡V

hv‡”Q gvbyl bq, †hb Kvc‡oi GKUv e¯Ív, †j`vi †P÷-÷ª¨vc

†cuwP‡q †i‡L‡Q kixiUv‡K| wØZxq moe¨vc-wK¬c ÷ª¨vc w`‡q

gv¯‘j‡K Rwo‡q euvav n‡e, †mUv Szj‡Q| dvi û‡Wi wb‡P wVK

RvqMvgZ ewm‡q †bqv n‡q‡Q †Uwj‡dvb †nW‡mU| Ii wb‡P,

 

 

112 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

†W‡K `uvov‡bv †jvK¸‡jvi g‡a¨ m~² GKUv cwieZ©b j¶ Kiv

†Mj| `k wgwbU Av‡Mi kΓZvi cwi‡ek GKUz †hb e`‡j

†M‡Q| KvR _vwg‡q Ici w`‡K ZvwK‡q Av‡Q Iiv, wec¾bK

gB †e‡q D‡V †h‡Z †`L‡Q ivbv‡K| wØZxqevi †W‡K †ewi‡q

Avmvi mv‡_ mv‡_ cwieZ©bUv j¶ K‡iwQj ivbv, AeÁvi mv‡_

mevi `„wó Gwo‡q †M‡Q|Ñhv Lywk fveyK kvjviv|

†WK †_‡K wek dzU D‡V _vgj I, ey‡Ui AvNv‡Z eid

fvO‡Z †Mj| wcQ‡j †Mj cv, `¯Ívbv civ nvZ GKUv avc k³

K‡i a‡i Av‡Q| ey‡Ui cÖPÊ jvw_ †L‡qI eid fvOj bv| k³

ei‡di ˆZwi gB †e‡q DV‡Q I| Avevi DV‡Z ïi“ K‡i

Abyfe Kij, mve-wR‡iv †Ugcv‡iPvi `yÕ‡Rvov `¯Ívbv †f`

K‡i AvOy‡j Kvgo emv‡”Q| gy‡L wng evZv‡mi Qu¨vKv LvIqv

eÜ n‡q‡Q, VvÊvq Amvo n‡q †M‡Q Pvgov Avi †ckx| †Pv‡Li

cvZv fvix n‡q Avm‡Q, cvwb Mov‡”Q `yB †KvY †_‡K| gv‡S

gv‡S Svcmv n‡q hv‡”Q `„wó| Mjvq Ggb VvÊv jvM‡Q, †hb

†fZ‡i †XvKvi mv‡_ mv‡_ R‡g eid n‡q hv‡”Q evZvm|

hZ Ic‡i DVj ivbv wb`©q kxZ ZZB Ii ¯^vfvweK kw³

†K‡o wb‡Z _vKj| R¨všÍ, wKš‘ †_‡g _vKv Gwćbi GK‡N‡q

AvIqvR KLbI ïb‡Q KLbI ïb‡Q bv| †ev-i Ici wdU Kiv

mvP©jvB‡Ui Av‡jv KLbI †`L‡Q KLbI †`L‡Q bv| `w¶‡Y

ei‡di we¯Ívi‡K GB g‡b n‡jv PzbKvg Kiv †`qvj, ZviciB

g‡b n‡jv ¸wj LvIqv cvwLi mv`v cvjK|

Pwj−k wdU D‡V‡Q, †P÷-÷ª¨vc †_‡K Sz‡j cov moe¨vc-wK¬c

GKUv av‡c AvU‡K †Mj| D‡V hv‡”Q ivbv, Rv‡b bv wK NU‡Q|

giY‡LjvÐ2 113

wb‡Pi av‡c GK cv, Av‡iK cv Ic‡ii av‡c DV‡Q, AvPgKv

k~‡b¨ SuvwK †L‡jv kixi| fvimvg¨ ¶zYoe n‡jv, Zvj nvwi‡q

†djj ivbv| Ic‡ii av‡c †cuŠQyj bv cv, wb‡Pi w`‡K nu¨vPKv

Uvb †L‡jv kixi| †b‡g Gj eyU, wb‡Pi GKUv avc QyuB QyuB

Kij, wKš‘ Qyu‡jv bv| Av‡iK avc †_‡K no‡K †Mj wØZxq cv|

L‡m coj kixi|

†WK †_‡K Pwj−k wdU Ic‡i Sz‡j _vKj ivbv, ïay nvZ

w`‡q a‡i Av‡Q eid †gvov gB| wcw”Qj, gm„Y eid,

`¯Ívbvciv nvZ w¯’i n‡Z cvij bv| cv `y‡Uv k~‡b¨ G‡jvcvZvwo

SuvwK †L‡jv, †Pv‡L bv †`‡L av‡ci ¯úk© †c‡Z PvBj I| gy‡Vv

†_‡K †ewi‡q hv‡”Q eid| AvZ‡¼i wng kxZj †XD e‡q †Mj

wki`uvov †e‡q| gB †_‡K GKUv nvZ L‡m †Mj| cj‡Ki R‡b¨

wb‡Pi †WK †`L‡Z †cj ivbv| Ly‡` kixi¸‡jv cv_i e‡j fyj

nq| wØZxq nvZUvI Lmj, Z‡e kixiUv wb‡P bvg‡Z ïi“ Kivi

Av‡MB GKUv av‡c Wvb cv †VKj| wØZxq nvZ Avevi AuvK‡o

aij gB| Wvb cv‡qi Ici kix‡ii mg¯Í fvi Pvwc‡q euv cv-

Uv‡KI Av‡iK av‡c Zzjj I| `g †bqvi R‡b¨ †_‡g Av‡Q|

wb‡Pi w`‡K Av‡iKevi ZvKvj| g~wZ©¸‡jv GK Pzj bo‡Q bv

GLbI| †W‡Ki cÖwZwU gvbyl gyL Zz‡j ZvwK‡q Av‡Q Ii

w`‡K| nvU©weU ¯^vfvweK n‡q Avm‡ZB Avevi DV‡Z ïi“ Kij

I|

†WK †_‡K Avwk wdU D‡V Avevi _vgj ivbv| B¯úv‡Zi

gB μm-Uªxi wVK wb‡PB †kl n‡q‡Q| μm-Uªx †cwi‡q †h‡Z

n‡e I‡K, †cwi‡q wM‡q IUvi `yÕcv‡k cv Szwj‡q em‡Z n‡e,

 

 

114 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

Zvici AviI Ic‡i D‡V hvIqv gv¯‘‡ji Mv‡q euva‡Z n‡e

†P÷-÷ª¨vc| †Kvb Uª¨vc-†Wvi †bB, Kv‡RB μm-Uªx‡K cvk

KvwU‡q DV‡Z n‡e I‡K| SzuwKUv †bqvi Av‡M nvZ DuPz Kij

ivbv, μm-Uªxi Ici w`KUv gy‡o _vKv K¨vbfvm c¨vW cix¶v

Kij| nv‡Zi †Quvqvq c¨vW Ny‡i †Mj, Zvigv‡b w¯’i n‡q emvi

my‡hvM wgj‡e bv|

μm-Uªx †c‡iv‡Z `k wgwbU †j‡M †Mj| `yB Ei“i

gvSLv‡b _vKj gv¯‘j, wØZxq ÷ª¨vcUv gv¯‘‡ji Pviw`‡K

Rwo‡q euvav n‡jv| †Uwj‡dvb e· Av‡MB †Zvjv n‡q‡Q, e‡·

Uviwgbvj¸‡jv †Rvov jvMv‡bv n‡jv| nVvr Abyfe Kij ivbv,

Kvc‡oi †fZi Nv‡gi aviv¸‡jv mo mo K‡i bvg‡Q| Mv‡j

nvZ w`‡ZB ei‡di KzwP †VKj AvOy‡j, wng evZv‡m we›`y we›`y

Nvg RgvU †eu‡a †M‡Q| weª‡Ri mv‡_ †hvMv‡hvM Kivi Av‡M

Pviw`‡K ZvKvj ivbv|

ûW LvwbK Zz‡j Kvb `y‡Uv †ei Kij I| bv, Kíbv bq|

Pvicv‡ki ei‡d †fŠwZK ZR©b-MR©‡bi AvIqvR| †hb iv‡M

AÜ `vbeKzj `uvZ wKowgo Ki‡Q| Zvi mv‡_ †kvbv †Mj

¸i“M¤¢xi fivU kã, †hb Av‡MoeqwMwi †_‡K D_‡j †ewi‡q

Avm‡Q R¨všÍ jvfv| wKD‡Ui Ava gvBj `~‡i e¨vcK Av‡jvob

†Pv‡L coj| GZ DuPz Avi `~i †_‡K cuvwPj¸‡jv‡K wbPz

†`Lv‡”QÑmPj cuvwPj, GKUvi gv_vq Po‡Q Av‡iKUv, AviI

DuPz n‡q †XD‡qi gZ m‡i hv‡”Q wKD‡Ui KvQ †_‡K `~‡i,

`w¶Y w`‡K| ivbv ZvwK‡q _vK‡Z _vK‡ZB Kv‡jv wd‡Zi gZ

mi“ Rj‡iLv UjUj K‡i DVj, PIov n‡q m‡i hv‡”Q `~‡i|

giY‡LjvÐ2 115

ei‡di Zzgyj Av‡jvob gyn~‡Z©i R‡b¨ _vg‡Q bv| †VvKvVywK,

dvUvdvwU, av°vavw°, Qy‡UvQywU Pj‡Q †Zv Pj‡QB| †mBmv‡_

PIov n‡Z n‡Z GwM‡q P‡j‡Q mi“ dvUjUv| gš’iMwZ, wKš‘

†_‡g †bB| `~i AÜKvi GKUv †iLv, mvMi e‡j †Pbvi Dcvq

†bB, †mw`‡KB hv‡”Q IUv| eid †f‡O IB dvU‡j †cuŠQy‡Z

n‡e wKDU‡K|

kixiUv †Nvivj ivbv, gv¯‘‡ji mv‡_ AvUKv‡bv †P÷-÷ª¨vc

I‡K L‡m co‡Z w`j bv| Rvnv‡Ri wcQb w`‡K ZvKvj I|

wcQ‡b Ava gvBj PIov †Lvjv P¨v‡bj| P¨v‡b‡ji †kl gv_vq

i“k †nwjKÞv‡ii aŸsmve‡kl †`Lv †Mj| IUv‡Z P‡oB

`jej wb‡q wKD‡U †cuŠ‡P‡Q ivbv| B‡”Q K‡iB wKD‡Ui †ev-i

wb‡P j¨vÛ K‡iwQj I, evwK KvRUv K¨vc‡Ub †Mvìg¨vb

mv‡ib| RvnvR LvwbKUv wcwQ‡q Av‡m, Zvici Qy‡U wM‡q av°v

†`q ei‡di DuPz c−¨vUd‡g©| wKbvivq wQj mve-wKjvi,

G‡Kev‡i wPu‡o P¨vÞv n‡q hvq †mUv|

wKš‘ i“k †nwjKÞv‡ii aŸsmve‡kl bq, ivbv ZvwK‡q

Av‡Q AviI `~‡i| gv_vUv Ny‡i DVj Ii|

Dˇi cÖevwnZ n‡Z ïi“ Kiv evZv‡m fi w`‡q Rvnv‡Ri

w`‡K GwM‡q Avm‡Q Kv‡jv GKUv c`©v| fvj K‡i ZvKv‡j

†evSv hvq, Mvp ev®ú| AvB.AvB. dvBf †h Kzqvkvq XvKv

c‡owQj, Zvi mv‡_ Gi †Kvb wgj †bB| wbwñ`ª Kv‡jv cuvwPj,

K‡qK‡kv wdU DuPz, Rvnv‡Ri w`‡K GwM‡q Avm‡Q| AvK©wU‡Ki

fqven hZ¸‡jv ˆewkó¨ Av‡Q, GUv Zvi g‡a¨ me‡P‡q

wec¾bK| AvK©wU‡K evi K‡qK G‡jI, GB wec‡`i g‡a¨

 

 

116 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

Av‡M ivbv‡K co‡Z nqwb| G-I Kzqvkv, Z‡e wn‡gj

AvenvIqvq RgvU †eu‡a †M‡Q| AvenvIqvi GB wec¾bK iƒc

AvK©wU‡K K`vP †`Lv hvq, AvμvšI gvbyl d«÷ evB‡Ui wkKvi

n‡Z cv‡i| gv¯‘‡ji gv_v †_‡K bvgvi Av‡MB hw` G‡m c‡o

Kzqvkv, K‡qK †m‡K‡Ûi g‡a¨ gviv hvevi fq Av‡Q| GiB

g‡a¨ †cÖkvi wiR †Rvb †X‡K †dj‡Z ïi“ K‡i‡Q|

ÔK¨vc‡Ub! wifvm© nvi!Õ wPey‡Ki Kv‡Q Sz‡j _vKv gvB‡K

`ª“Z K_v ejj ivbv|

K¨vbfvm c¨v‡W †gvov gv¯‘j AuvK‡o aij I| Gwćbi

kw³ evo‡Z jvMj| SuvwK †L‡jv RvnvR, wcQ‡bi Mvp cvwb

†K‡U wcQy nU‡Q| hv fq K‡iwQj Zv NUj bvцKvb SuvwK bv,

ïay g„`y GKUv †`vj Abyfe Kij I| `yÕcvk †_‡K wcwQ‡q †Mj

AvBmwdì, Mvp cvwb †`Lv †Mj| Zvici ax‡i ax‡i gš’i n‡jv

wKD‡Ui MwZ, _vgj| wK Avm‡Q Rv‡b ivbv, Zj‡c‡Ui †ckx

k³ n‡q DVj| Zi Zi K‡i wb‡P bvgvi †SuvKUv‡K `gb K‡i

wb‡R‡K h_vm¤¢e kvšÍ ivLvi †Póv Kij I| wb‡`©k w`j, Ônvd

¯úxW! diIqvW©!Õ

ÔI †K, wg. ivbv, wnqvi DB †Mv| †nvì Ab UvBU|Õ

gv¯‘jUv‡K Avcb mšÍv‡bi gZ ey‡K Rwo‡q Avwj½b Kij

ivbv, gv_vUv GKcv‡k mwi‡q †i‡L‡Q, av°v LvIqvi R‡b¨

ˆZwi| Gwćbi cvIqvi evoj, KuvcywbUv D‡V Gj gv¯‘j †e‡q|

mvg‡b G‡Mvj wKDU| A‡bK wb‡P, D‡ëvw`‡K QyUj

AvBmwdì| Rj‡iLv μgk mi“ n‡q Gj| †mw`‡KB GK`„‡ó

ZvwK‡q Av‡Q ivbv, Rv‡b, Rj‡iLv wgwj‡q hvevi mv‡_ mv‡_

giY‡LjvÐ2 117

wb‡iU ei‡d av°v Lv‡e RvnvR|

msN‡l©i AvIqvR Avi av°v GKmv‡_ Gj| cÖPÊ SuvwK

†L‡jv †MvUv RvnvR, kix‡i Nb Nb nvZzwoi evwo †L‡jv ivbv|

K¨vbfvm c¨vW wQj e‡j, Zv bv n‡j ivbvi Kuva Avi ey‡Ki

nvo cvDWvi n‡q †hZ| Rvnv‡Ri Kuvcywbi mv‡_ ax‡i ax‡i

gv¯‘‡ji KuvcywbI K‡g Gj| av°v w`‡q w¯’i n‡q †Mj

AvBm‡eªKvi| ei‡d †Mu‡_ Av‡Q|

†ckx wXj Kij ivbv, mvg‡b ZvKvj| Rvnv‡Ri †ev-i

mvg‡b GKUv dvUj m„wó n‡q‡Q, wKš‘ j¤^vq gvÎ K‡qK wdU|

dvU‡ji `yÕcv‡k ZvKvj ivbv, Avkv, AviI nq‡Zv †Kv_vI wPo

a‡i‡Q|

bv|

nVvr †Lqvj n‡jv, K¨vc‡Ub wKQy ej‡Qb| GK nv‡Z

gv¯‘jUv AviI k³ K‡i aij ivbv, mvg‡bi w`‡K Szu‡K Ava

gvBj `~‡i ZvKvj| Av‡Mi †mB dvUjUv AviI PIov n‡”Q|

Mjvq D‡ØM wb‡q Avevi I‡K WvK‡jb K¨vc‡Ub| Ôwg. ivbv,

ïb‡Z cv‡”Qb? Avgvi K_v ïb‡Z cv‡”Qb?Õ

ÔwVK AvwQ Avwg| cÖ gevi †Zgb KvR nqwb| cvi‡j GKB

RvqMvq Avevi AvNvZ Ki‡Z n‡e|Õ

Ôwifvm©?Õ

Ônu¨v|Õ

Gwćbi kw³ evo‡Z jvMj| gv¯‘‡ji WMvq e‡m Abyfe

Kij ivbv, eid wQu‡o †ewi‡q Avmvi †Póv Ki‡Q AvBm‡eªKvi|

cÖPÊ av°vq duvK n‡q †M‡Q eid, Rvnv‡Ri †ev-‡K †fZ‡i

 

 

118 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

XywK‡q wb‡q Pviw`K †_‡K †P‡c e‡m AvU‡K †d‡j‡Q IUv‡K|

me KÕUv Gwćbi mg¯Í kw³ w`‡q wcQy nUvi e¨_© †Póv Kij

wKDU| ax‡i ax‡i Gwćbi MR©b K‡g Gj| GKUz ci

wØZxqevi evo‡Z ïi“ Kij| ivbvi g‡b n‡jv GeviI e¨_©

n‡q‡Qb K¨vc‡Ub, GB mgq ei‡di KwVb _vev †_‡K wQU‡K

†ewi‡q Gj RvnvR| †ev-i Kv‡Q wb‡iU eid we‡ùvwiZ n‡jv,

Gwćbi AvIqvR‡K Qvwc‡q DVj we‡ùvi‡Yi kã| wcQy nU‡Q

RvnvR, †cvU© mvB‡Wi ei‡d Mvp iO †j‡M i‡q‡Q|

wcQb w`‡K ZvKvj ivbv| †MvUv †cÖkvi wiR GjvKv †X‡K

†djvi KvR †kl, mgZj ei‡di we¯Ívi‡K MÖvm Ki‡Z Avm‡Q

Kzqvkv| Lye †ewk `~‡i †bB, RvnvR XvKv c‡o hv‡e| wKDU bv

_vgv ch©šÍ A‡c¶v Kij I| Zvici wb‡`©k w`j, Ônvd ¯úxW!

diIqvW©!Õ

K¨vc‡Ub Gevi P¨v‡bj a‡i Av‡Mi †P‡q †ewk wcwQ‡q

G‡m‡Qb, ei‡di Mv‡q av°v †`qvi mgq MwZ hv‡Z †ewk

cvIqv hvq| c¨vW †gvov gv¯‘j‡K Avwj½b Kij ivbv|

Ava‡evRv n‡q Av‡Q †PvL, wb‡Pi w`‡K `„wó| μgk mi“ n‡q

Avm‡Q Rvnv‡Ri `yÕcv‡k Rj‡iLv| ivbv Rv‡b bv, †W‡K

†ewi‡q G‡m‡Q wbqvR Avi webq, AvZ‡¼ weK…Z †Pnviv wb‡q

Ici w`‡K gyL Zz‡j i‡q‡Q `yÕR‡bB|

Rj‡iLv A`„k¨ n‡jv| gv¯‘‡ji mv‡_ Mv‡Qi cvZvi gZ

†Ku‡c DVj ivbv| Gevi Av‡Mi †P‡q †Rv‡i ei‡di Mv‡q

ûgwo †L‡q‡Q RvnvR|

Gfv‡e G‡Ki ci GK AvNvZ nvbv n‡jv| RvqMv e`j

giY‡LjvÐ2 119

Kij ivbv, eid fvOvi R‡b¨ RvnvRUv‡K e¨w³MZ nvZzwoi

gZ e¨envi Kij| Ava NÈv Pjj Gfv‡e| Zvici g‡b n‡jv,

wKQy GKUv NU‡Q| wPo ai‡Z ïi“ K‡i‡Q ei‡d, AuvKveuvKv

Mvp †iLv dzU‡Q Mv‡q|

NUbv AviI NU‡Q| Abyf~wZ †fuvZv n‡q Gj ivbvi| GK

`yB cj åvwšÍi †Nv‡ii g‡a¨ _vK‡Q, fy‡j hv‡”Q †Kv_vq †m, wK

Ki‡Q GLv‡b| Amn¨ VvÊvB Avmj KviY| ¶Z-we¶Z n‡q

D‡V‡Q gy‡Li Pvgov, K¨vbfvm c¨v‡W evievi Nlv LvIqvi

dj| Iw`‡K, Kv‡jv c`©v `ª“Z GwM‡q Avm‡Q| GB Kzqvkv I‡K

†g‡i †djvi Av‡M eid †f‡O †ewi‡q †h‡Z n‡e I‡`i|

Ôwifvm©, K¨vc‡Ub!Õ KK©k Mjvq gvB‡K wPrKvi Kij ivbv|

ÔGevi G‡Kev‡i P¨v‡b‡ji †kl gv_vq wb‡q Pjyb|Õ

wcQy nUj RvnvR| Lye †ewk wcQ‡b P‡j Gj| Kv‡jv

Kzqvkvi GKUv evû KvQvKvwQ GwM‡q G‡m‡Q, †hLv‡b i“k

mve-wKjvi P¨vÞv n‡qwQj| evûUv Ici w`‡K D‡V G‡m

gv¯‘‡ji gv_v †cuPv‡Z ïi“ Kij| †`L‡Z †c‡q gv_v Lvivc

n‡q †Mj wbqv‡Ri| †iBj a‡i Kuvc‡Z jvMj †m, f‡q bq,

iv‡M| KvÊÁvb nvwi‡q Af`ª fvlvq wPrKvi K‡i DVj, ÔBD

÷zwcW BwWqUцMU nvi gywfs! ivbv Kzqvkvq XvKv co‡Q!Õ

†Kvb Av‡ivnx K¨vc‡U‡bi mv‡_ Gfv‡e K_v e‡j bv|

nVvr K‡iB ivbvi Pvicv‡ki RMr †QvU n‡q †Mj|

AÜKv‡i A`„k¨ n‡jv me| AvBmwdì Mv‡qe n‡jv, wb‡LuvR

n‡jv wb‡Pi cvwb, nvwi‡q †Mj †WK| RvnvR mvg‡b G‡Mvj,

wKš‘ Av‡MB GwM‡q †M‡Q Kzqvkv, d‡j †ewi‡q Avmv †Mj bv|

 

 

120 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

†cU Avi ey‡Ki mv‡_ gv¯‘j Rwo‡q aij I, k¦vm Uvbj eo

K‡i| evZv‡mi mv‡_ fvix, †bvsiv, wng VvÊv Kzqvkv XyKj

dzmdz‡m| ey‡Ki †fZi A™¢yZ GKUv Kó Abyfe Kij I, g‡b

n‡jv †fZiUv †hb Zij ei‡d fivU n‡q †M‡Q| evZv‡mi

R‡b¨ QUdU Ki‡Z jvMj| g‡b n‡jv, mviv kix‡i fvix wK

†hb †P‡c em‡Q, gv¯‘‡ji gv_v †_‡K c‡o hv‡”Q I| GwM‡q

P‡j‡Q RvnvR, nVvr K‡i Kzqvkvi †fZi †_‡K †ewi‡q Gj

ivbv| wb‡Ri ARv‡šÍ eÜ n‡q hvIqv †PvL `y‡Uv Lyjj I|

cviKvi Mv‡q ivk ivk eid KzwP †`‡L nZf¤^ n‡q †Mj|

ei‡di AveiY †X‡K †dj‡Q I‡K|

Ôwg. ivbv, Avcwb K_v ejyb, wg. ivbv Avcwb...,Õ Aw¯’i

K¨vc‡Ub gyn~‡Z©i R‡b¨ _vg‡Qb bv|

ÔkvšÍ †nvb| Gev‡ii av°vq KvR n‡e|Õ `g †bqvi R‡b¨

_vgj ivbv| Ô†h dvUjUv Avgiv ˆZwi K‡iwQ Zvi cÂvk MR

Gw`‡K, †cvU© mvB‡Wi ei‡d ¸u‡Zv gvi‡eb| wK PvBwQ eyS‡Z

cvi‡Qb?Õ

ÔdvU‡ji cÂvk MR Gw`‡K!Õ K¨vc‡U‡bi g‡b n‡jv ivbvi

K_v fyj ï‡b‡Qb wZwb|

Ônu¨v| †cvU© mvBW! cÂvk MR! RvnvR‡K Avwg av°v LvB‡q

wdwi‡q Avb‡Z PvBwQ ÷vi‡ev‡W©i GKUv dvU‡ji gy‡L| dzj

cvIqvi!Õ

Ôdzj cvIqvi! Avcbv‡K Avwg Lyb Kie...Õ

cvëv agK w`j ivbv, ÔcÖjvc eK‡eb bv| e¾vZ

RvnvRUv‡K †i‡mi †Nvovi gZ †QvUvb| dzj cvIqvi!Õ

giY‡LjvÐ2 121

ÔI †K! G Avcbvi...wm×všÍ!Õ †kl gyn~‡Z© wb‡R‡K mvg‡j

wb‡jb K¨vc‡Ub, wm×v‡šÍi RvqMvq giY e¨envi Ki‡Z

hvw”Q‡jb|

†i‡mi †Nvovi gZ UMewM‡q mvg‡b QyUj wKDU| Gi Av‡M

Gwćbi Ggb `ywbqv Kuvcv‡bv AvIqvR †kvbv hvqwb| Mvp cvwb

`yÕcv‡k mwi‡q w`‡q, †ev-i av°vq cvwb‡Z †XD Zz‡j, cieZx©

av°v gvi‡Z hv‡”Q e¨vwiqv‡i| A™¢yZB ejv hvq ivbvi c−¨vb,

G-ai‡bi †KŠkj mvaviYZ †KD Kv‡R jvMvq bv| `ª“ZMwZ

RvnvR mg¯Í IRb mn †cvU© mvB‡Wi wbw`©ó GKUv c‡q‡›U

AvNvZ nvb‡e, wb‡iU ei‡d av°v †L‡q wKD‡Ui bvK e„Ë

iPbvi fw½‡Z Nyi‡Z ïi“ Ki‡e| Aa©e„Ë m¤ú~Y© nevi Av‡MB

÷vi‡evW© mvB‡Wi wbw`©ó GKUv eid UzK‡ivi mv‡_ msNl© n‡e

†ev-i| GB †KŠkj Qvov mivmwi ev Ab¨ †Kvbfv‡e UzK‡ivUvi

bvMvj cvIqv m¤¢e bq| GB UzK‡ivi IciB i‡q‡Q AuvKveuvKv

†iLv, eû`~i j¤^v n‡q wg‡k‡Q wM‡q μgk PIov n‡Z _vKv

dvU‡j|

gv¯‘‡ji WMv †_‡K K¨vc‡Ub‡K MvBW Ki‡Q ivbv| †cvU©

mvB‡Wi wbw`©ó GKUv c‡q‡›U av°v bv jvM‡j me †f‡¯Í hv‡e,

KviY Zv bv n‡j ÷vi‡ev‡W©i UzK‡ivUvi wVK RvqMvq †ev-i

¸u‡Zv jvM‡e bv| †W‡K BwZg‡a¨ A‡bK cwieZ©b G‡m‡Q|

mg¯Í †jvK‡K †WK †_‡K m‡i hvevi wb‡`©k w`‡q‡Qb

K¨vc‡Ub| me©kw³‡Z Qy‡U wM‡q AvNvZ Lv‡e AvBm‡eªKvi,

†Lvjv †W‡K _vKv gv‡b wQU‡K cvwb‡Z cov, bvnq †iB‡ji

mv‡_ evwo †L‡q gv_v dvUv‡bv|

 

 

122 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

weª‡R D‡V G‡m‡Q wbqvR, Rvbvjv w`‡q gv_v †ei K‡i

Ici w`‡K ZvwK‡q Av‡Q| μm-Uªxi Ici Ly‡` g~wZ©Uv‡K ivbv

e‡j †Pbv hvq bv| dzj cvIqvi!ѶgZv _vK‡j K¨vc‡U‡bi

wb‡`©k evwZj K‡i w`Z †m|

gv¯‘‡ji WMv †_‡K †cv‡U©i w`‡K ZvwK‡q Av‡Q ivbv|

ei‡di k³ ¯Íi R‡g‡Q Ii Kvco‡Pvc‡o, ¯ÍiUv AviI †gvUv

n‡”Q| K¨vc‡Ub‡K †kl wb‡`©k w`j I, Ôhw` †`‡Lb RvnvR

_vg‡Q bv, _vgvevi `iKvi †bB| wPo aiv eid ¸uwo‡q wM‡q

c_ K‡i w`‡Z cv‡i|Õ cÖwZ gyn~‡Z© Rvnv‡Ri MwZ evoj|

ei‡di ZR©b-MR©b Pvcv c‡o †Mj Gwćbi GKUvbv û¼v‡i|

Amy¯’ †eva Kij ivbv| evievi ïay wb‡R‡K g‡b Kwi‡q w`j,

gv¯‘jUv‡K k³ K‡i a‡i ivL‡Z n‡e| av°vUv GB mgq

jvMj|

†cvU© mvBW e¨vwiqv‡i wZh©Kfv‡e AvNvZ Kij wKDU|

e¨vwiqvi †hb cvëv av°v w`‡q wdwi‡q w`j RvnvR‡K,

cÖPʇe‡M Qy‡U G‡m ÷vi‡evW© mvB‡W evwo †L‡jv †ev| ivbvi

wb‡`©‡k K¨vc‡Ub Zvi RvnvRUv‡K wekvj GKUv wewjqvW© ej

wn‡m‡e e¨envi K‡i‡Qbцg‡i‡Qb †hw`‡K, Zvi wVK

D‡ëvw`‡K †hb AvNvZ K‡i ej, wPo¸‡jvi KvQvKvwQ|

Gwćbi kã‡K Qvwc‡q Ab¨ GKUv AvIqvR †kvbv †Mj,

fvOPz‡ii cvjv ïi“ n‡q‡Q| wcQ‡bi K‡qK nvRvi Ub kixi

wb‡q ei‡di Ici PovI n‡q‡Q †ev, mg¯Í evav ¸uwo‡q w`‡q

†n‡j`y‡j mvg‡b QyU‡Z Pvq|

gv¯‘‡ji Ici ivbv Iw`‡K gi‡Z e‡m‡Q| Pvey‡Ki gZ

giY‡LjvÐ2 123

mcvs mcvs AvIqvR Zz‡j Gw`K Iw`K `yj‡Q gv¯‘j, †h-†Kvb

gyn~‡Z© †Mvov †_‡K gU K‡i †f‡O hv‡e e‡j g‡b n‡jv| gvÎ

K‡qK †m‡KÛ mn¨ Ki‡Z cvij ivbv, Zvici mg¯Í ûuk-Ávb

†jvc †cj Ii| Awek¦vm¨ MwZ‡Z by‡q by‡q co‡Q gv¯‘j,

GKevi Gw`K, GKevi Iw`K| ivbvi †ckx‡Z †Kvb †Rvi

_vKj bv, g‡b n‡jv SuvwK †L‡q gv_vi †fZi gMRUzKz AvK…wZ

e`j K‡i‡Q| `uvZ¸‡jv dz‡Uv ˆZwi K‡i †ewi‡q Avm‡Z PvBj

gy‡Li evB‡i| nvZ-cv Ly‡j Avm‡Z PvBj kixi †_‡K|

cÖvYcY †Póv Kivi ci †PvL GKUz Lyj‡Z cvij ivbv| nvZ

`y‡Uv GLbI gv¯‘j Rwo‡q i‡q‡Q| me wKQy Svcmv †`Lj I|

RvnvR †_‡g i‡q‡Q bvwK Pj‡Q †evSv †Mj bv| wb‡Pi w`‡K

ZvwK‡q wekvj GKUv dvUj †`L‡Z †cj| †PvL Avcbv †_‡KB

eÜ n‡q Avm‡Q, GB mgq ey‡Ki Kv‡Q Sz‡j _vKv gvBKUv

†Pv‡L coj| wb‡Ri ARv‡šÍB K_v e‡j DVj I, ÔPvwj‡q hvb,

K¨vc‡Ub, _vg‡eb bv!Õ gy‡Li †fZi †jvbv ¯^v`Ñi³| †kvìvi

†e−‡Wi gvSLv‡b Zxeª e¨_v| wki`uvov †f‡O †Mj bvwK? Ôdzj

¯úxW A¨v‡nW, K¨vc‡Ub! dzj ¯úxW...!Õ

ei‡di †fZi RvnvR Xy‡K hv‡”Q †Ui †c‡q K¨vc‡Ub Avi

bZzb †Kvb wb‡`©k †`bwb, Kv‡RB †hw`‡K Lywk GwM‡q P‡j‡Q

wKDU| †ev-i mvg‡b c‡o ei‡di wekvj wekvj PuvB †f‡O

¸uwo‡q hv‡”Q, †Kvb †KvbUv `yÕUzK‡iv n‡q wcwQ‡q hv‡”Q

`yÕcv‡k| Mv‡qi †Rv‡i μgk †fZ‡i XyK‡Q AvBm‡eªKvi| †evi

av°vq Lvb Lvb n‡q †f‡O co‡Q e¨vwiqvi, wb‡Ri ˆZwi c_

a‡i †n‡j`y‡j G‡Mv‡”Q wKDU| †W‡Ki wb‡P Pxd GwÄwbqvi

 

 

124 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

Zvi M‡Ri w`‡K nuv K‡i ZvwK‡q Av‡Q, †WÄvi c‡q›U Qvwo‡q

wM‡q _i_i K‡i Kuvc‡Q KuvUv| K¨vc‡Ub mveavb bv n‡j

eqjvi¸‡jv †h-†Kvb gyn~‡Z© we‡ùvwiZ n‡e|

weªR †_‡K Av‡Mi wb‡`©kB wiwcU Ki‡jb K¨vc‡Ub, Ôdzj

cvIqvi!Õ Zuvi GB bZzb wb‡`©‡k RvnvR †hb Gevi mwZ¨ A`g¨

n‡q DVj| †ev D‡V †Mj ei‡di Ici, †mªd kw³ Avi fvi

Pvwc‡q ZQbQ K‡i w`j wb‡iU evav| gv¯‘‡ji gv_v †_‡K

GZ¶‡Y †Ui †cj ivbv wK NU‡Q| mvg‡b duvK n‡q †M‡Q

AvBmwdì, duvKUv PIov dvU‡ji w`‡K QyU‡Q| Avi †Kvb wPšÍv

†bB, cig ¯^w¯Íi mv‡_ Dcjwä Kij I| Gfv‡eB dvUj a‡i

mvM‡i †cuŠ‡Q hv‡e RvnvR| †mB mv‡_ Ávb nvivj I|

gv¯‘j †_‡K L‡m coj nvZ| μm-Uªx †_‡K KvZ n‡q c‡o

†Mj kixi| †P÷-÷ª¨v‡ci mv‡_ k~‡b¨ †cÛyjv‡gi gZ Szj‡Z

jvMj ivbv|

ivbv‡K bvgvevi R‡b¨ Ic‡i DVj ˆ`Z¨ wnwMb, GB †jvKB

ivbvi mvg‡b evjwZ ewm‡q w`‡qwQj| gv¯‘j †e‡q †K Av‡M

DV‡e ZvB wb‡q cÖvq a¯Ívaw¯Í ïi“ K‡i‡Q wbqvR Avi webq,

GB mgq I‡`i `yÕRb‡KB Abvqv‡m †V‡j mwi‡q w`j †m|

ejj, ÔMwijv _vK‡Z †Zvgiv †Kb?Õ mwZ¨ K_v ej‡Z wK,

†MvUv Rvnv‡R †m-B †evanq GB Kv‡Ri R‡b¨ GKgvÎ †hvM¨

†jvK| ivbvi †P‡q Bw `y‡qK DuPz, wKš‘ PIovq wظY| ïayB

†ckx, Pwe©i wQ‡U‡duvUvI †bB kix‡i| gv¯‘j `yj‡Q, A_P cÖvq

ZiZi K‡i D‡V †Mj wnwMb| RvnvR _v‡gwb, Av‡Mi gZB

giY‡LjvÐ2 125

eid †f‡O GwM‡q P‡j‡Q|

Ôivbv wK gviv †M‡Q?Õ wbqv‡Ri cvk †_‡K weoweo K‡i

wR‡Ám Kij webq, `yÕR‡bB Iiv gB a‡i w¯’i n‡q Av‡Q|

Puv‡`i Av‡jvq Avwk wdU Ic‡i `yj‡Q ivbv| `yj‡Q gv¯‘‡ji

mv‡_, kix‡i cÖv‡Yi †Kvb j¶Y †bBÑAšÍZ Av‡Q wKbv †WK

†_‡K †evSv hv‡”Q bv|

ÔGZ mn‡R gviv hv‡e?Õ †duvm K‡i DVj wbqvR| Zvi

Mjvi ¯^‡i LvwbKUv n‡jI Awfgvb dz‡U DVj, †hb ej‡Z Pvq

Gfv‡e I‡`i‡K GKv †d‡j webv †bvwU‡k gviv hvevi †Kvb

AwaKvi ivbvi †bB| ÔAvwg fvewQ Ab¨ K_v,Õ Avevi ejj †m|

Ô÷ª¨vcUv Ii fvi †ewk¶Y mB‡Z cvi‡e bv|Õ

wnwMb‡K GLb †QvU †`Lv‡”Q| GLbI D‡V hv‡”Q †m|

†W‡K A‡bK †jv‡Ki wfo, mevB Ici w`‡K ZvwK‡q wbtk‡ã

†VuvU bvo‡Q| wK nq ejv KwVb| gv¯‘j †hfv‡e Gw`K Iw`K

`yj‡Q, wnwMb c‡o †M‡j Avðh© nevi wKQyB †bB| i“×k¦v‡m

GKevi ivbvi w`‡K, GKevi wnwM‡bi w`‡K ZvKvj wbqvR|

nVvr †PvL bvwg‡q `yÕnv‡Z gyL XvKj webq|

μm-Uªxi Kv‡Q †cuŠ‡Q †Mj wnwMb| fy‡ji †LmviZ g„Zz¨,

AZ Ici †_‡K †KD co‡j, covi Av‡MB e‡j †`qv hvq

†jvKUv gviv †M‡Q|

μm-Uªxi wb‡P †cuŠ‡Q _vgj wnwMb| GB mgq

AcÖZ¨vwkZfv‡e wKD‡Ui †ev A¯^vfvweK DuPz n‡q DVj| DuPz

n‡jv ax‡i ax‡i, wKš‘ bvgj m‡e‡M| †iBj †_‡K nvZ Qy‡U

wM‡q eid †gvov †W‡K AvQvo †L‡jv wbqvR| wcQ‡j †Mj

 

 

126 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

kixiUv, `~‡i GKUv evé‡n‡Wi Mv‡q wM‡q _vgj| `g wd‡i

cvevi †Póv Ki‡Q, †`Lj mvnv‡h¨i R‡b¨ Qy‡U Avm‡Q webq|

wK N‡U‡Q Av›`vR K‡i wbj wbqvR| cÖPÊ SuvwK‡Z `yÕR‡bB

gv¯‘j †_‡K L‡m c‡o‡Q| wbðqB Rvnv‡R c‡owb|

GKUv nvZ evovj wbqvR| ÔAvgv‡K †Zv‡jv, webq...Õ

web‡qi mvnvh¨ wb‡q `uvovj †m, GKUv †iBj a‡i wm‡a

n‡jv| f‡q Ici w`‡K ZvKv‡”Q bv| nVvr †Lqvj n‡jv, webq

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giY‡LjvÐ2 127

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128 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

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giY‡LjvÐ2 129

eid R‡g‡Q, ¯Z‚c n‡q Av‡Q †cvU© mvB‡W| m‡›`n †bB D‡ë

hv‡e wKDU| ïay mg‡qi e¨vcvi gvÎ| AvBm‡eªKvi Wye‡Q|

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ei‡d ˆZwi gvbyl Iiv, cÖ‡Z¨‡Ki Kvco‡Pvco XvKv

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Avi KvR Kivi Dcvq _vK‡Q bv μz‡`i, jvBd-jvBb a‡i Zvj

 

 

130 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

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coj Sb©vi gZ GKivk cvwb, gvSc‡_ cwiYZ n‡jv ei‡d,

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giY‡LjvÐ2 131

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132 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

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bv|Õ

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giY‡LjvÐ2 133

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GKRb kΓ Avgvi eÜz ev kª×vi cvÎ n‡Z cv‡i bv! K¨vc‡Ub,

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wb‡q PvU©iƒ‡g P‡j †M‡jb K¨vc‡Ub|

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†QvÆ K‡i gv_v SuvKvj wbqvR|

webq, we‡ùviK we‡klÁ, ivbvi Mv †Nu‡l `uvovj|

ÔKvdg¨vb‡K wR‡Ám Ki‡Z e‡jwQ‡j Rvnv‡R we‡ùviK Av‡Q

wKbv...Õ

Ôc‡i,Õ weoweo K‡i ejj ivbv| wm‡Kviw¯‹ Avi Zvi

cvBjU †kig¨vb‡K wb‡q D‡Ø‡Mi g‡a¨ Av‡Q I| GB †kl

d¬vB‡U cvVvevi cÖ¯ÍveUv Ii wQj, wd‡i G‡m Rvnv‡R j¨vÛ bv

Kiv ch©šÍ A¯^w¯Í †eva Ki‡Q| `yÕwgwbU ci weª‡R wd‡i G‡jb

K¨vc‡Ub, Avc`Uv‡K wcQ‡bi wmuwo w`‡q bvwg‡q w`‡q

G‡m‡Qb| ivbvi Aby‡iv‡a †ev-i Kv‡Q kw³kvjx GKUv

mvP©jvBU R¡vjvi wb‡`©k w`‡jb wZwb| †PvL auvav‡bv Av‡jvi

GKUv ¯Í¤¢ cÖvq Lvovfv‡e D‡V †Mj AvKv‡ki w`‡K|

wm‡Kviw¯‹ GLbI A‡bK `~‡i, `w¶‡Yi AÜKvi AvKv‡k

giY‡LjvÐ2 147

Ly‡` GKUv we−c gvÎ|

ÔRvnvR¸‡jv‡K †`L‡Z †c‡q‡Q wKbv †K Rv‡b...Õ

ÔGLbI hw` I¸‡jv Dˇii c‡_ _v‡K, †`L‡Z bv cvevi

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ZvB bv?Õ

Ô†hLv‡b Lywk _vK, Avwg MÖvn¨ Kwi bv,Õ fvix Mjvq ej‡jb

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w`‡q cvk KvwU‡q P‡j hve|Õ

K¨vc‡U‡bi A‡MvP‡i Kvdg¨v‡bi mv‡_ †PvLv‡PvwL n‡jv

ivbvi| `yÕR‡bi †Pnviv‡ZB m‡›`‡ni Qvqv| Kvdg¨vbI fve‡Q

ivwkqvbiv Sv‡gjv Ki‡Z cv‡i|

Puv‡`i Av‡jvq †Z‡ji gZ PKPK Ki‡Q mvM‡i kvšÍ cvwb|

Gwćbi AvIqvR fvix, MgM‡g; axiMwZ‡Z G‡Mv‡”Q

AvBm‡eªKvi| Kzqvkv i‡q‡Q, Z‡e `~‡i `~‡i, AvBmevM©¸‡jvi

Pviw`‡K| wm‡Kviw¯‹i we−c GK mgq Kzqvkvi †fZi nvwi‡q

†Mj| GKUz ci †kvbv †Mj Gwćbi g„`y ¸Äb|

÷vi‡ev‡W©i w`‡K ZvKvj ivbv| GKUv mvP©jvB‡Ui Av‡jv

me‡P‡q Kv‡Qi AvBmev‡M©i w`‡K ZvK Kiv| fvmgvb ei‡di

cvnvo e‡j g‡b n‡jv bv, wekvj AvK…wZ wb‡q G †hb GKUv

`yM©| `y‡M©i Kuv‡ai Kv‡Q j¤^v eviv›`v, eviv›`vq mvi mvi

Miv`nxb Rvbvjv| eviv›`vi Ic‡i Avi wb‡P †ek wKQy myo½

†`Lv †Mj, eid-cvnv‡oi GK gv_v †_‡K Av‡iK gv_v ch©šÍ

j¤^v|

ivbvi `„wó AbymiY K‡i wbqvR ZvwK‡q Av‡Q †mw`‡K|

 

 

148 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

ÔwK wekvj, ZvB bv? †Mv÷ evM© bq †Zv?Õ

ÔcÖv_©bv K‡iv fvB, Zv †hb bv nq,Õ AuvZ‡K IVvi fvb K‡i

ejj ivbv| Ô†Mv÷ evM© n‡j †Zvgvi GKUv ag‡KB ûogyo K‡i

†f‡O co‡e|Õ

A¶‡i A¶‡i mwZ¨ K_vUv, fvej wbqvR, wKš‘ AvK©wUK

m¤ú‡K© AÁ †jvK‡`i wek¦vm Kiv‡bv KwVb| K‡qK wgwjqb

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cvk KvUvevi mgq †Vuv‡U Zvjv w`‡q iv‡L Zviv, †Rv‡i wbtk¦vm

ch©šÍ †d‡j bv| †Mv÷ evM© hZ wekvjB †nvK, Zvi wfZ Avi

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n‡q Av‡Q, QyuB QyuB Ki‡Q AvKvk, wKš‘ †fZiUv duvcvÑ`gKv

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cv‡i|

`y‡M©i P~ovq Av‡jvi †Ljv †`L‡Q ivbv| nVvr wb‡Ri

†PvL‡K wek¦vm n‡jv bv|

AvBmev‡M©i P~ov we‡ùvwiZ n‡jv|

GB wQj, GB †bBÑKuva †_‡K gv_vUv m¤ú~Y© A`„k¨ n‡q

†M‡Q| AvBmev‡M©i Ic‡ii Ask mv`v‡U eid-KYvq Svcmv

n‡q †Mj| we‡ùvi‡Yi AvIqvR Pvicv‡ki AvBmev‡M©i av°v

†L‡q cÖwZaŸwb Zzjj| ei‡di eo eo UzK‡iv Av‡jvi ¯Í¤¢

†_‡K L‡m coj mvM‡i| P~ovi AšÍZ wek-cuwPk wdU a‡m

c‡o‡Q| †Mvìg¨vb `ª“Z wb‡`©k w`‡jb, †cv‡U©i w`‡K K‡qK

wWMÖx Ny‡i †Mj RvnvR|

giY‡LjvÐ2 149

Ô†Mv÷ gb÷vi hvB †nvK, gyÊy we‡ùvwiZ nIqvq evM©

gnvkq Avgv‡`i †`L‡Z cv‡e bv, Avkv Kwi wbivc‡`B cvk

KvwU‡q P‡j †h‡Z cvie|Õ

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Kuv‡ai Ici w`‡q D‡o Avm‡Z n‡e †kig¨vb‡K|

wm‡Kviw¯‹ j¨vÛ Kivi mgq GwÄb gš’i Ki‡Z n‡e,

wb‡`©k w`‡jb K¨vc‡Ub|

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i‡q‡Q wekvj ei‡di cuvwPj|

weª‡R mevB PzcPvc, ïay Gwćbi g„`y ¸Äb †kvbv †Mj|

gvSLv‡b GKevi wb¯ÍäZv fvOj wbqvR, ÔwbðqB wiMv‡K

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gZ we‡ùvwiZ n‡jv| †fZ‡ii Pvc mB‡Z bv †c‡i †mªd

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wM‡q ûBj AuvK‡o ai‡jb K¨vc‡Ub|

 

 

150 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

AvBmev‡M© av°v †L‡q †L‡q A‡bK¶Y a‡i wd‡i Avm‡Z

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†kig¨v‡bi wm‡Kviw¯‹|

†njgmg¨vb‡K ûBj w`‡q Rvbvjvi KvQvKvwQ `uvwo‡q

i‡q‡Qb K¨vc‡Ub †Mvìg¨vb| welYoe †Pv‡L evB‡i ZvwK‡q

Av‡Qb wZwb| mvMi‡K mvMi e‡j †Pbv hv‡”Q bv, g‡b n‡”Q

†QvU GKUv †jKÑme¸‡jv w`‡K c_‡iva K‡i `uvwo‡q Av‡Q

AvBmevM©| †KvbUv `~‡i, †KvbUv ZZ `~‡i bq|

Ôwe‡ùvi‡Yi mgq wVK gv_vi Ici wQj †kig¨vb...Õ

ivbv‡K _vwg‡q w`‡q †Mvìg¨vb ej‡jb, ÔRvwb|Õ

A¯^vfvweK kvšÍ n‡q †M‡Qb wZwb| ÔwWqvi MW...†kig¨vb!Õ

cv‡k `uvov‡bv ivbvi w`‡K wZwb ZvKv‡jb bv| ÔPgrKvi! Avi

†Kvb aviYv hw` gv_vq _v‡K, wg. ivbv, †XvK wM‡j wb‡P

cvwV‡q w`b|Õ

K¨vc‡U‡bi K_vq ivbv †h `ytL †cj Zv bq| gbUv ïay

Av‡iKUz Lvivc n‡q †Mj| wbqvR Avi webq‡K Bkvivq WvKj

I, †b‡g Gj weªR †_‡K|

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wKš‘ Zvi‡P‡q †ewk Nve‡o †M‡Q I wm‡Kviw¯‹ aŸsm nIqvq|

ivWvi †bB|

giY‡LjvÐ2 151

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bq

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K‡qK‡kv dzU †Ke&j&...Õ

Ô†Kv_vq iv‡L Iiv?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|

Ôej‡j wek¦vm Ki‡e bvцgBb †W‡Ki GKUv †Kwe‡b|Õ

wbtk‡ã nvmj webq| Ôm¤ú~Y© wbqg wei“× KvR, Kvdg¨vb

wb‡RB ¯^xKvi Kij| wKš‘ `iKv‡ii mgq AZ¸‡jv wmuwo Avi

gB †e‡q Ic‡i †Zvjv Sv‡gjvi e¨vcvi, ZvB...Õ

ÔKv‡Ri †jvK‡`i fvebv-wPšÍvB Avj`v,Õ Kvdg¨v‡bi

cÖksmv Kij ivbv| Ô`dZ‡i e‡m KZ©viv wbqg †eu‡a †`q

wVKB, wKš‘ Awfhv‡b ÷vd‡`i mv‡_ wbqg¸‡jv m½x nq bv|Õ

ivbvi †Kwe‡b e‡m jv Lv‡”Q wZbRb| Awdmvm© †g‡m

†W‡K bv cvwV‡q jv cvwV‡q †`qv n‡q‡Q, Zvigv‡b m¤¢eZ

KóvwR©Z RbwcÖqZv Avevi nvwi‡q †d‡j‡Q Iiv|

 

 

152 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

ÔAvgv‡`i †evanq GKN‡i Kiv n‡q‡Q,Õ Kwdi KvcUv

bvwg‡q †i‡L ejj wbqvR| Ô†kig¨vb gviv hvIqvq †Zvgv‡K

`vqx Ki‡Q Iiv, ivbv|Õ

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Avgv‡`i †P‡q Dwb Kg DwØMoe bb|Õ

ÔAvgvi fq wiMv‡K,Õ ejj wbqvR|

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webq? †Zvgvi nv‡Z wK IUv?Õ

web‡qi Zvjy‡Z GKUv Pvwe| ÔG·‡c−vwmf †Kwe‡bi Pvwe|

†Lvjv mvM‡i i‡qwQ, †KD Avgv‡`i ¯úk© Ki‡Z cvi‡e bv,

K¨vc‡U‡bi GB aviYvi mv‡_ GKgZ bq Kvdg¨vb| I‡K mv‡_

wb‡q †KwebUvq Xy‡KwQjvg Avwg| GK‡Rvov †kvìvi-c¨v‡K

†Zvjv n‡q‡Q †RwjMbvBU, hw` cÖ‡qvRb nq...Õ

cÖPÊ SuvwK †L‡jv RvnvR, g‡b n‡jv evé‡nW we‡ùvwiZ

n‡e| †cv‡U©i w`‡K KvZ n‡q coj †Kweb, cigyn~‡Z© wm‡a

n‡jv, ZviciB Avevi KvZ n‡jv ÷vi‡ev‡W©i w`‡K| cÖwZ

gyn~‡Z© _i_i K‡i Kuvc‡Q RvnvR, †mB mv‡_ AvBmev‡M©i Ici

Rvnv‡Ri Pv‡c weKU k‡ã fvO‡Q eid|

Avevi RvnvR wm‡a n‡Z ïi“ Kij| `iRvi w`‡K QyUj

wbqvR| nu¨vPKv Uv‡b KevU Lyjj| evB‡i QyUšÍ cv‡qi

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AvIqvR Gj, eid fvO‡Q| nVvr K‡i w¯’i n‡q †Mj

giY‡LjvÐ2 153

AvBm‡eªKvi| GwÄb bvggvÎ mPj, wb‡¯ÍR n‡q c‡o‡Q|

evje¸‡jv ¤−vb n‡q †Mj, cÖvq wbfy wbfyÑK‡qK †m‡KÛ ci

Avevi R¡‡j DVj meUzKz D¾¡jZv wb‡q|

Ôei‡d AvU‡K †MwQ,Õ ¸wO‡q DVj webq|

`iRvi KvQ †_‡K wbqvR ejj, Ôhw` bv ¸u‡Zv †g‡i _v‡K

wiMv...Õ

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Pov‡Z ejj ivbv| ÔP‡jv weª‡R hvB|Õ

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bv| avc¸‡jv †e‡q Ic‡i DVj I, `iRv Lyj‡ZB I‡K MÖvm

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Ki‡Q| wK NU‡Q Av›`vR Kiv Am¤¢e| †cvU© †iB‡ji mvg‡b

`„wó P‡j bv| GgbwK †cvU© †iBjUv ch©šÍ †`L‡Z †cj bv ivbv|

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wnwMb|

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ÔMW †bvR...Õ

 

 

154 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

gB †e‡q DV‡Q ivbv, cÖvq gv_vq †cuŠ‡Q †M‡Q, GB mgq

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Avi webq| weª‡Ri mvg‡bi w`‡K, †Lvjv Rvbvjvi mvg‡b

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†njgmg¨vb ûBj a‡i i‡q‡Q, hw`I RvnvR †Kv_vI hv‡”Q bv|

GZ¶‡Y †Lqvj n‡jv ivbvi, Wv‡b ev ev‡g bq, RvnvR

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w`‡K ZvwK‡q i‡q‡Q A¨vKwUs †gU| me¸‡jv GwÄb eÜ K‡i

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ZvKv‡jb K¨vc‡Ub|

ÔGw`‡K GKevi Avmyb, wg. ivbv,Õ WvK‡jb wZwb| big

myi| ÔGi‡P‡q Lvivc wKQy NU‡Z cv‡i bvÑAvgiv GKUv ev‡M©i

Xv‡j D‡V c‡owQ|Õ

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Av‡iK gv_vq Avm‡Z wgwbU Lv‡bK †j‡M‡Q Rvnv‡Ri|

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K¨vc‡Ub mveavbZv Aej¤^b K‡iwQ‡jb, wKš‘ ZZ¶‡Y

giY‡LjvÐ2 155

Rvnv‡Ri mvg‡bi Ask cvwb †_‡K D‡V c‡o‡Q|

wKD‡Ui mvg‡bi Ask cvwbi Ici, wcQ‡bi Ask cvwb‡Z|

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c‡o †Mj duvKUv|

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cvie Avgiv| Rvnv‡Ri †ewkifvM Ask GLbI cvwb‡Z,

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KLbI c‡o‡Q!Õ

Ôeid †bB, Avcwb Rv‡bb?Õ ivbv‡K wR‡Ám Kij

 

 

156 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

Kvdg¨vb| ÔXv‡ji mv‡_ †Lv‡ji av°v jvM‡ZB SuvwK †L‡q L‡m

c‡o‡Q me| Gw`‡K Avmyb, †`‡L hvb|Õ

†cvU© DB‡Ûv w`‡q evB‡i ZvKvj ivbv| Xvj †_‡K m‡i

†M‡Q Kzqvkv| †W‡K IVvi mgq †cvU© †iBj †`L‡Z cvqwb I,

KviYUv GZ¶‡Y cwi®‹vi n‡jv| †bB, †`L‡e †Kv‡Ì‡K?

msN‡l©i av°vq †cvU© mvB‡Wi †iBj mn K‡qK‡kv gY eid

Xv‡ji Ici wQU‡K c‡o‡Q| †iB‡ji fvOv UzK‡iv-UvKiv

Xv‡ji Ici c‡o _vK‡Z †`Lv †Mj| Xv‡j K‡qKRb dvi

†gvov †jvK‡KI †`Lj ivbv| iwki gB †e‡q †b‡g‡Q Iiv|

Kzqvkvi †fZi f~‡Zi gZ †`Lvj I‡`i‡K| K¨vc‡U‡bi

wb‡`©‡k Ny‡iwd‡i †`L‡Q Iiv, AvBmevM©Uv wK ai‡bi Rvb‡Z

n‡e|

gB †e‡q GKUv Qvqvg~wZ© Rvnv‡R D‡V Gj| wPb‡Z cvij

ivbv| wbqvR|

weª‡R wd‡i G‡m wbqvR ejj, Ôbv, †Mv÷ evM© bq...Õ

ÔwVK Rv‡bv?Õ

ÔAek¨B| webq Avi Avwg hZUv m¤¢e DuPz‡Z D‡V

†`‡LwQцKv_vI GKUz duvK-†dvKi †bB, G‡Kev‡i wb‡iU

eid...Õ

Ômvg‡bUv GLb †`Lv hv‡”Q!Õ K¨vc‡U‡bi D‡ËwRZ Mjv

ï‡b weª‡Ri mvg‡b Qy‡U Gj mevB| weiwZnxb †gvPo †L‡q

P‡j‡Q Kzqvkv, gv‡S g‡a¨ `yÕGK gyn~‡Z©i R‡b¨ †f‡m wM‡q

†Kvb †Kvb w`K D‡b¥vwPZ Ki‡Q| †ev-i mvg‡b †_‡K Kzqvkv

m‡i hvIqvq AvBmev‡M©i wekvjZ¡ dz‡U DVj I‡`i †Pv‡Li

giY‡LjvÐ2 157

mvg‡b| †ev-i KvQ †_‡K GK‡kv MR `~‡i †kl n‡q‡Q Xvj,

Zvici AvBmev‡M©i cuvwPj Lvov D‡V †M‡QÑKZ DuPz ch©šÍ †K

Rv‡b! Ici w`‡Ki KzqvkvI Gevi A‡bKUv m‡i †Mj, g‡b

n‡jv Iiv †hb eid XvKv wngvjq †`L‡Q| P~ov KZ DuPz‡Z

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Svcmv n‡q Av‡Q|

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j¤^vq ØxcUv Ava gvBj ev ZviI †ewk n‡Z cv‡i|

Ô†jvKRb‡`i †W‡K bvI,Õ Kvdg¨vb‡K wb‡`©k w`‡jb

K¨vc‡Ub| ÔjvDW‡nBjvi e¨envi K‡iv| †Póv K‡i †`Le

mvM‡i †ei“‡bv hvq wKbv|Õ

ÔGLywb †ei“‡Z PvB‡Qb?Õ g„`y K‡É Rvb‡Z PvBj ivbv|

ÔhZ ZvovZvwo m¤¢e...,Õ nVvr †_‡g wM‡q SU& K‡i ivbvi

w`‡K wdi‡jb †Mvìg¨vb| ÔPgrKvi †Kvb AvBwWqv, wg. ivbv?Õ

Zuvi †Pnviv I Kɯ^‡i Zxeª e¨½ dz‡U DVj|

ÔAvBmev‡M©i †c‡U AvUKv covq GKw`K †_‡K mywe‡aB

n‡q‡Q,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔeyS‡Z cvi‡Qb bv?Õ

ÔAvcwb †h AwZ eyw×gvb, †m Avwg cÖ ‡gB †Ui †c‡qwQ,Õ

M¤¢xi my‡i ej‡jb K¨vc‡Ub| ÔwK ej‡Z Pvb cwi®‹vi K‡i

ejyb|Õ

ÔejwQjvg wK,Õ AviI big my‡i ejj ivbv, ÔGLv‡b †Zv

†ek wbivc‡`B i‡qwQ Avgiv| mvM‡i bv †ei“‡jI †Zv P‡j...Õ

ÔGfv‡e AvUKv c‡o _vKe? †Kv_vI hve bv? Avcbvi eywS

evwo-Ni †bB?Õ

 

 

158 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

Ô†K ejj Avgiv hvw”Q bv?Õ cvëv cÖkoe Kjj ivbv| ÔAvgiv

†_‡g †bB, hw`I †Kv_vI hvw”Q e‡j g‡b n‡”Q bv| MÖxbj¨vÛ

Kv‡i›U AvBmevM©Uv‡K `w¶‡Y fvwm‡q wb‡q P‡j‡Q| cÖwZw`b

wek gvBj MwZ‡Z G‡Mvw”Q Avgiv...Õ

ÔbwUK¨vj †iKW© fvOwQ wK?Õ Suv‡Si mv‡_ wR‡Ám Ki‡jb

†Mvìg¨vb|

ÔZvi wK †Kvb `iKvi Av‡Q? NÈv K‡qK Av‡M †kig¨vb

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`w¶‡Y Av‡Q, Avi wiMv Av‡Q wek gvBj `w¶‡Y| GZ¶‡Y

AviI Kv‡Q P‡j G‡m‡Q I¸‡jv| AvBmevM©Uv wKD‡Ui R‡b¨

weivU GKUv evn‡bi KvR Ki‡Q| hw` ev‡M©i mv‡_ _vwK,

iv‡Zi †Kvb GK mgq †mvwf‡qZ RvnvR¸‡jv‡K cvk KvUve

Avgiv|Õ

Ôev‡M©i mv‡_ _vKv gv‡b AvUKv c‡o _vKv, bovPov Kiv

hv‡e bv...Õ

ÔwKQy Av‡m hvq? Iiv hw` Avgv‡`i †`L‡Z bv cvq? wiMvq

AvaywbK ivWvi i‡q‡Q e‡U, wKš‘ Avgiv KvQvKvwQ †cuŠQy‡j

¯OEx‡b Kx †`L‡Z cv‡e Iiv? †mªd Av‡iKUv AvBmevM©|Õ

Ôevnb wn‡m‡e AvBmevM©?Õ D‡ËRbvq nvZZvwj w`‡q

†djj Kvdg¨vb| ÔIqvÛvidzj...Õ

Ôdzj!Õ A¨vKwUs †gU‡K Mvj cvo‡jb K¨vc‡Ub| GwÄb

iƒ‡gi mv‡_ K_v ejvi R‡b¨ f‡qm-cvB‡ci mvg‡b wM‡q

`uvov‡jb wZwb| K_v †kl K‡i Kvdg¨v‡bi w`‡K wdi‡jb|

ÔPxd GwÄwbqvi ej‡Q, GwÄb iƒ‡gi †Kv_vI †Zgb †Kvb ¶wZ

giY‡LjvÐ2 159

nqwb| MR¸‡jvi KuvP †f‡O ev †d‡U †M‡Q, Mig ev‡®ú Sj‡m

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nqwb, Z‡e †PK K‡i †`Le Avwg| †jvK¸‡jv‡K †W‡K wb‡Z

e‡jwQ, g‡b Av‡Q?Õ

ÔGwÄb Pvjy Ki‡eb?Õ `ª“Z wR‡Ám Kij ivbv| ÔKvRUv

DwPZ n‡e bv| wiMvi nvB‡Wªv‡dv‡b fvB‡eªkb aiv co‡e|Õ

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Rvbv‡jb, ÔAvi Zvici, wcQy nUe Avgiv, †h-c_ w`‡q Xy‡KwQ

†mB c_ w`‡qB †ewi‡q hve mvM‡i|Õ

S‡oi †e‡M weª‡R XyKj wbwKZv Rybv‡qf| ÔwKDU Lye Kv‡Q

P‡j G‡m‡Q, K‡b©j Kg‡iW! nvB‡Wªv‡dv‡b Gwćbi AvIqvR

†kvbv †M‡Q!Õ

UªvfwKb‡K cv‡k wb‡q weª‡R `uvwo‡q i‡q‡Q K‡b©j

ejUz‡qf, gyL †_‡K cvBc bvwg‡q Rybv‡qf‡K ejj, ÔkvšÍ nI,

Rybv‡qf| cuvP wgwbU ci ci wi‡cvU© Ki‡e Avgv‡KÑhvI!Õ

Rybv‡qf P‡j †h‡Z ax‡i ax‡i K‡b©‡ji w`‡K wdij

UªvfwKb| ÔGLb Zvn‡j Avevi GwÄb Pvjy Ki‡Z cvwi|

Avcbv‡K Av‡MB e‡jwQ, Gw`‡Ki cvwb‡Z cvIqvi Qvov †f‡m

_vKv mvsNvwZK wec¾bK...Õ

ÔAvwg gviv †M‡j,Õ †Kvgj my‡i ejj K‡b©j|

ÔZvigv‡b?Õ

ÔZvi Av‡M GwÄb Pvjy Kiv hv‡e bv| me©vaywbK ivWvi

i‡q‡Q Avcbvi| e¨envi Ki“b! wbtk‡ã †f‡m †h‡Z n‡e

 

 

160 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

Avgv‡`i, KviY Zvn‡jB ïay nvB‡Wªv‡dvb Acv‡iUiiv I‡`i

Gwćbi AvIqvR wVKgZ ïb‡Z cv‡e| wKD‡Ui mwVK cwRkb

Rvb‡ZB n‡e Avgv‡K|Õ

cvBcUv gy‡L Zz‡j Rvbvjvi mvg‡b P‡j Gj K‡b©j| GKv

Zvi wcQ‡b `uvwo‡q _vKj K¨vc‡Ub UªvfwKb| wK¬qviwfkb

c¨v‡b‡j †PvL †i‡L Kzqvkv Avi mvM‡ii Avjv`v GKUv RMr

†`L‡Z †cj K‡b©j| ILv‡b †Kv_vI, `„wómxgvi evB‡i i‡q‡Q

AvBmevM©| wVK GB gyn~‡Z© ivWvi Acv‡iUiiv ˆ`Z¨vK…wZ

evM©¸‡jvi †Kvm© Rvbvi †Póv Ki‡Q| MÖxbj¨vÛ Kv‡i‡›Ui mv‡_

weiwZnxb `w¶Y w`‡K †f‡m Pj‡Q I¸‡jv|

mevB GLb Rvnv‡R| Gwćbi g„`y ¸Äb †kvbv †Mj| weª‡R hvi

†hLv‡b _vKvi K_v mevB Dcw¯’Z| cÖwZwU jyK-AvDU c‡q‡›U

†jvK cvVv‡bv n‡q‡Q| AvBmevM© †_‡K bvgvi R‡b¨ mg¯Í

cÖ¯‘wZ †kl|

wcQ‡b nvZ †eu‡a Rvbvjv w`‡q wKD‡Ui wcQb w`‡K

ZvwK‡q Av‡Qb †Mvìg¨vb| D‡ØM Avi D‡ËRbv †P‡c ivLvi

e¨_© †Póv Ki‡Qb wZwb, mg¯Í kixi Uvb Uvb n‡q Av‡Q|

D‡ËRbv †eva Kiv ¯^vfvweK, KviY GKB mv‡_ `y‡Uv wec¾bK

KvR mvi‡Z hv‡”Qb wZwb| ei‡di Xvj †_‡K wKDU‡K

bvgv‡eb, Zvici †e-i `yB evûi gvSLv‡bi mi“ duvK M‡j

†ewi‡q †h‡Z †Póv Ki‡eb mvM‡i|

K¨vc‡Ub Avi Kvdg¨v‡bi gvSLv‡b `uvwo‡q ivbvI

Rvnv‡Ri wcQb w`‡K ZvwK‡q Av‡Q| †e Qvwo‡q AviI `~‡i

giY‡LjvÐ2 161

P‡j †M‡Q Ii `„wó, Kzqvkvi †fZi| evi evi Avo‡Pv‡L ivbvi

w`‡K ZvKvj Kvdg¨vb| K¨vd‡Ub hv Ki‡Z hv‡”Qb Zv‡Z Zvi

mg_©b †bB, wKš‘ A¨vKwUs †gU wn‡m‡e K¨vc‡U‡bi mv‡_ ZK©

KivI Zvi mv‡R bv|

GwÄb¸‡jv AviI kw³ mÂq Kij| GKUz ciB b‡o DV‡e

RvnvR| wcQy nU‡e| cÖ‡cjvi hw` cv‡i, ei‡di Xvj †_‡K

bvwg‡q Avb‡e RvnvR‡K|

÷v‡b©, jyK-AvDU c‡q‡›Ui KvQvKvwQ `uvwo‡q wQj wbqvR|

nVvr `gKv evZv‡mi gZ weª‡R XyKj †m|

Ô÷c BU, di MWm †mK!Õ Zvi¯^‡i wPrKvi Kij †m| ÔeÜ

Ki“b, GwÄb eÜ Ki“b!Õ

Ô†Kb?Õ †evgvi gZ dvU‡jb †hb K¨vc‡Ub|

ÔevB‡i ZvKvb,Õ nuvcv‡Z nuvcv‡Z ejj wbqvR| ÔKzqvkvi

†fZi †_‡K wK †hb GKUv †ewi‡q Avm‡Q!Õ

ÔwK?Õ †PvL ivwO‡q wR‡Ám Ki‡jb K¨vc‡Ub|

ÔRvwb bv,Õ i“×k¦v‡m ejj wbqvR| ÔweivU eo wK †hb

GKUv...Õ

ÔAvwg Rvwb wK,Õ fvix Mjvq ejj ivbv| Ôwg. †Mvìg¨vb,

c−¨vbUv evwZj Ki“b| RvnvR bo‡j wec` evo‡e...Õ

ÔCk¦i euvPvI,Õ weoweo K‡i DVj Kvdg¨vb| ÔwiMv! wiMv

Avm‡Q Avgv‡`i av°v...Õ

wKš‘ bv| wiMv bq| wiMv gvÎ †lv‡jv‡kv Ubx RvnvR, wKš‘

Kzqvkvi †fZi †_‡K IUv †hUv GwM‡q Avm‡Q Zvi IRb

K‡qK j¶ Ub, evBkZjv GKUv wewì‡Oi gZ DuPz| mPj

 

 

162 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

GKUv wewìs, Ic‡ii Ask †hUzKz †`Lv hv‡”Q, wKD‡Ui

gv¯‘j‡K Qvwo‡q †M‡Q| axi MwZ‡Z Kzqvkv †_‡K †ewi‡q

Avm‡Q| fqvj-`k©b GK AvBmevM©|

÷v‡b©i jyK-AvDU c‡q›U †_‡K †jvK¸‡jv AvZ©bv` K‡i

DVj| Rvbvjvi evB‡i ZvKv‡jb †Mvìg¨vb| evwK mevB Zuvi

Mv †Nu‡l R‡ovm‡ov n‡q `uvovj|

mPj cvnvo Qvov Avi wKQy fvev hvq bv| m‡¤§vwn‡Zi gZ

ZvwK‡q _vKj Iiv| Kzqvkv †V‡j mwi‡q w`‡q GwM‡q Avm‡Q

†e-i w`‡K| †e †_‡K GLbI A‡bKUv `~‡i IUv, wKš‘ Zey g‡b

n‡jv g~wZ©gvb wefxwlKvi P~ov, hZUzKz †`Lv hvq, Szu‡K i‡q‡Q

I‡`i gv_vi Ici| †e-i `yB evûi gvSLv‡b mi“ duvKUv ey‡R

Gj|

gvB‡K K_v ej‡jb †Mvìg¨vb| wec` †Ui †c‡q mg¯Í

RoZv KvwU‡q D‡V‡Qb wZwb| Ô†nvì Ab UvBU! †nvì Ab

UvBU! †gRi Kwjkb Kvwgs!Õ

Lc& K‡i ivbvi KbyB Lvg‡P aij Kvdg¨vb, e¨_vq Dd&

K‡i DVj ivbv| Ôwg. ivbv, †e-i †fZi w`‡K ZvKvb, wK IUv?Õ

cÖ ‡g wRwbmUv‡K †Pbv †Mj bv| cvwbi Zjv w`‡q Qy‡U

Avm‡Q, DuPz wcV †R‡M i‡q‡Q cvwbi Ici| nvOi bq, wZwg

bq, Z‡e wK mve‡gwib?

ÔAvÛviIqvUvi ¯úvi!Õ wdmwdm K‡i ejj ivbv|

`y‡kv wdU DuPz AvBmev‡M©i cÖmvwiZ cv‡qi cvZv ejv †h‡Z

cv‡i, cvwbi Zjv w`‡q duvK M‡j Xy‡K c‡o‡Q †e-‡Z| cvwb‡Z

Zzgyj Av‡jvob Zz‡j GwM‡q Avm‡Q| AvK…wZUv Av›`vR Kivi

giY‡LjvÐ2 163

†Póv Kij ivbv, WvqvwgUv‡i cÂvk wd‡Ui Kg n‡e bv|

cv‡qi cvZvi wcQy wcQy Avm‡Q kixiUv| weª‡Ri †jv‡Kiv

†iBj AuvK‡o aij| wb‡P, †W‡K `uvov‡bv †jvK¸‡jvI Aewkó

†iBj a‡i ˆZwi n‡jv AvZ¥i¶vi R‡b¨| ivbvi gv_v mvgvb¨

GKUz b‡o DVj, AvKvk †_‡K wK †hb GKUv co‡Z †`Lj I|

†QvULvU GKUv evwo L‡m coj †hb| coj bevMZ

AvBmev‡M©i gv_vi w`K †_‡K| A_P GB AvBmev‡M©i mv‡_

evBkZjv GLbI av°v Lvqwb| †e-i evB‡i, mi“ duvKUvi

KvQvKvwQ coj †mUv, wgbvi AvK…wZ wb‡q AvKv‡ki w`‡K jvd

w`j cvwb| Ô†Lv`v!Õ AuvZ‡K DVj wbqvR| ÔIUv †Mv÷ evM©...Õ

Zvigv‡b, †MvUv cvnvoUv, K‡qK wgwjqb Ub eid, av°v

jvMvi gyn~‡Z© a‡m co‡Z cv‡i| XvKv c‡o hv‡e †e, Kei n‡q

hv‡e wKD‡Ui| Kv‡Vi g~wZ©i gZ Abo `uvwo‡q av°v jvMvi

A‡c¶vq i‡q‡Q Iiv| cÖK…wZi †Ljv, I‡`i †Kvb f~wgKv †bB|

`yB AvBmevM© ci¯ú‡ii mv‡_ av°v Lv‡e, Iiv ïay hZ¶Y

†eu‡P _vK‡e ZZ¶Y wbe©vK `k©K n‡q _vK‡e|

G‡Kev‡i †kl gyn~‡Z© K¨vc‡Ub GwÄb eÜ Kivi wb‡`©k

w`‡jb| Kzqvkv mwi‡q w`‡q GwM‡q Gj evBkZjv, IUvi

wekvjZ¡ Pv¶zl Kivi my‡hvM wgjj| gvÎ GK †m‡KÛ,

ZviciB `yB AvBmevM© ¯úk© Kij ci¯úi‡K|

msN‡l©i AvIqvR ï‡b g‡b n‡jv †KqvgZ ïi“ n‡q †M‡Q|

kK I‡q‡fi av°vq †h †hLv‡b wQj, wQU‡K coj mevB

†g‡S‡Z| cÖ g SuvwK‡Z mv‡o Qq nvRvi Ub wKDU jvd w`‡q

DVj †hb| Rvnv‡Ri cÖwZwU KuvP †f‡O ¸u‡ov n‡q †Mj, Sb Sb

 

 

164 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

k‡ã bvP‡Z ïi“ Kij †cqvjv, evmb, PvgP †_‡K ïi“ K‡i

kvej, †Kv`vj, BZ¨vw` me| eb eb K‡i Nyi‡Z ïi“ Kij

K¤úv‡mi KuvUv| †WK †_‡K wQU‡K cvwb‡Z coj wZbRb μz,

mv‡_ mv‡_ gviv †Mj Zviv| Zvici, nVvr K‡iB, me kã

†_‡g †Mj, w¯’i n‡q †Mj RvnvR|

†fŠwZK wb¯ÍäZv bvgj|

msN‡l©i Av‡MB eÜ Kiv n‡qwQj GwÄb| †KD †Kvb K_v

ejj bv| wKQy¶Y GK Pzj boj bv ch©šÍ| †e †_‡K †ei“evi

mi“ c‡_i w`‡K ZvwK‡q Av‡Q mevB| duvKUvi GLb Avi †Kvb

Aw¯ÍZ¡ †bB| evBkZjvi wb‡iU cuvwPj eÜ K‡i w`‡q‡Q †mUv|

†e cwiYZ n‡q‡Q Luvwo‡Z| †hb GKUv †evZ‡ji †fZi AvUKv

c‡o‡Q Iiv, Pviw`‡K ïay eid Avi eid| †QvU GKUv †j‡K

i‡q‡Q wKDU, †h †jK †_‡K †ei“evi †Kvb c_ †bB| wekvj

evn‡bi †fZ‡i e›`x Iiv, †f‡m P‡j‡Q w`‡b wek gvBj

MwZ‡Z|

msNl© NU‡jI, a‡m c‡owb †Mv÷ evM©|

ivbvB cÖ g wb¯ÍäZv fvOj| mevB Ii w`‡K Ggbfv‡e

ZvKvj †hb gvby‡li Mjv ï‡b fvwi AevK n‡q‡Q|

ÔAvi †Kvb Dcvq †bB, K¨vc‡Ub,Õ ejj ivbv| Ôev‡M©i

mv‡_B †f‡m †h‡Z n‡e| †Kvb weKí †bB|Õ

Ô†bB,Õ gv_v SuvwK‡q mvq w`‡jb K¨vc‡Ub †Mvìg¨vb| Ôïay

A‡c¶v Kiv Qvov| A‡c¶vi †kl n‡e kvjvi AvBmevM© gv_vi

Ici †f‡O co‡j, ZvB bv?Õ

wZ³ nvwm dzUj ivbvi †Vuv‡U| ÔZvB|Õ

giY‡LjvÐ2 165

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XyKj Rybv‡qf| mš¿¯Í, weg~p †Pnviv, nuvcv‡”Q|

Uzu-kã bv K‡i weªR †_‡K †ewi‡q Gj K‡b©j ejUz‡qf,

nvB‡Wªv‡dvb †mKk‡b wb‡R wM‡q e¨vcviUv Rvb‡e|

K‡b©j‡K XyK‡Z †`‡L Bb÷ªy‡g›U †_‡K gyL Zzjj

Acv‡iUi|

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†Zvgvi Bb÷ªy‡g›U bó?Õ

Ôbv| I‡`i GwÄb eÜ n‡q †M‡Q| †Kvb B‡Kv-B Avgiv

cvw”Q bv|Õ

ÔKZ `~‡i?Õ

ÔGK gvBj, Kv‡QI n‡Z cv‡i...Õ

Ô`k wgwbU Av‡MI †Zv ZvB wQj!Õ Rybv‡q‡fi w`‡K KUgU

K‡i ZvKvj K‡b©j| Ôe¨vcviUv wK? `k wgwbU Av‡M GK gvBj

`~‡i wQj wKDU| K‡qK †m‡KÛ Av‡M ch©šÍ I‡`i Gwćbi

AvIqvR †kvbv †M‡Q| A_P GLbI Iiv GK gvBj `~‡i!

wKfv‡e m¤¢e? Avgiv †f‡m AvwQ, Iiv `w¶Y w`‡K G‡Mv‡”Q|

gvSLv‡bi `~iZ¡ AviI K‡g Avmvi K_v!Õ

ÔwKš‘ NUbv mwZ¨...Õ

Ôn‡Z cv‡i bv, †UKwbK¨vwj Bgcwmej!Õ gvigy‡Lv n‡q

DVj K‡b©j|

Ônu¨v, e¨vcviUv Avgvi Kv‡QI we`Ny‡U jvM‡Q...Õ

ey‡K nvZ †eu‡a AwMoe`„wó nvbj K‡b©j| ÔGgb bq †h Avgiv

 

 

166 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

†hgb Kv‡i‡›Ui mv‡_ †f‡m P‡jwQ, IivI †Zgwb †f‡m

P‡j‡Q| Zv hw` nZ, `~iZ¡ GKB iKg _vKZ, KgZ bv ev

evoZ bv| wKš‘ Iiv ïay †mªv‡Zi Uv‡b Pj‡Q bv, Avgiv I‡`i

Gwćbi AvIqvR ï‡bwQ!Õ

ÔR¡x, cwi®‹vi,Õ AvgZv AvgZv K‡i ejj Acv‡iUi| ÔGK

wgwbU Av‡MI...Õ

ÔZvn‡j e¨vL¨v K‡iv!Õ †g‡S‡Z cv VyKj K‡b©j| f‡q GK

cv wcwQ‡q †Mj Acv‡iUi|

ÔeyS‡Z cviwQ bv, wK e¨vL¨v Kie...Õ

mg¯Í ivM Avi D‡ËRbv wb‡q w¯’i `uvwo‡q _vKj K‡b©j|

A‡hvM¨ †jvK‡`i wKfv‡e kv‡q¯Ív Ki‡Z nq Rv‡b †m, wKš‘

KviI wePvi Kivi mgq GUv bq| ÔwVK Av‡Q, e¨vcviUv wb‡q

gv_v Mig †Kv‡iv bv| †Zvgvi hv KvR K‡iv Zzwg, Kv‡b c−vM

XywK‡q e‡m _v‡Kv|Õ Rybv‡q‡fi w`‡K wdij †m| Ô†PK Kivi

AviI Dcvq Av‡Q| GZB hLb Kv‡Q Iiv, GKUv †nwjKÞvi

cvVv‡jB †Zv nq|Õ Rybv‡qf wb‡`©k †c‡q P‡j hvw”Qj, wcQb

†_‡K û¼vi Qvoj K‡b©j, ÔcvBjU‡K e‡j †`‡e wKDU‡K

†`L‡Z bv cvIqv ch©šÍ Zvi †divi `iKvi †bB|Õ

†Rvov jvMv `yB AvBmev‡M©i gvSLv‡b, wekvj evn‡bi †Kv‡j

e‡m i‡q‡Q wKDU| †mªv‡Zi mv‡_ `w¶Y w`‡K †f‡m P‡j‡Q

Iiv| KZ¶Y, KZ NÈv a‡i †f‡m P‡j‡Q, †KD ej‡Z cvi‡e

bv| ei‡di LuvPvq e›`x †jvK¸‡jvi mgq Rvbvi †Kvb Dcvq

†bB|

giY‡LjvÐ2 167

cÖ ‡g e¨vcviUv Awek¦vm¨ g‡b n‡qwQj| GZB Awek¦vm¨,

K¨vc‡Ub †Mvìg¨vb eva¨ n‡q wb‡`©k w`‡jb, Rvnv‡R hZ Nwo

Av‡Q me †PK K‡i †`L‡Z n‡e| ûKzg Zvwgj n‡jv| †`Lv

†Mj, Awek¦vm¨ n‡jI NUbv mwZ¨| nvZNwo, †`qvj-Nwo,

†Uwej-NwoÑme eÜ n‡q Av‡Q| KviYUvI Av›`vR Kiv †Mj|

`yB AvBmevM© av°v LvIqvi mgq †h kK I‡qf Avi K¤úb

m„wó n‡qwQj, G ZviB djkÖ“wZÑme Nwoi KuvUv †_‡g †M‡Q|

Rvnv‡Ri †Kv_vI Avi LyuR‡Z evwK ivLv n‡jv bv, hw` GKUv

mPj Nwo cvIqv hvq| wKš‘ e„ v †Póv|

Kv‡RB mg‡qi e¨vcviUv Av›`vR K‡i wb‡q KvR Pvjv‡Z

n‡jv| jM ey‡K †jLv n‡jv, ÔcÖvq Dwbk‡kv NÈv...Õ Ôm¤¢eZ

evBk‡kv NÈv...Õ GB iKg|

mgq Rvb‡Z bv cvivq moevqyi Ici Pvc evo‡Z jvMj|

Iw`‡K gv_vi Ici Szu‡K Av‡Q †Mv÷ ev‡M©i P~ov, j¶-†KvwU

Ub eid wb‡q| †h-†Kvb gyn~‡Z© ûogyo K‡i †f‡O co‡Z

cv‡i| hw` c‡o, euvPvi wPšÍv Kiv evZzjZv| mv‡o QÕnvRvi Ubx

wKDU wPu‡o P¨vÞv n‡q hv‡e| †jvKR‡bi K_v bv ejvB fvj|

Zvi Ici, KviI wKQy Kivi †bB| Kivi †bB, Kivi

mvnmI †bB| cÖwZ gyn~‡Z©i ¯^vfvweK mg¯Í KvR eÜ n‡q †M‡Q|

†W‡K wKQy eid GLbI i‡q‡Q, wKš‘ †djvi mvnm n‡jv

bvÑfq, †Kv`vj ev kve‡ji AvIqvR hw` AvKvk †Quvqv †Mv÷

evM©‡K ¯úk© K‡i, hw` ûogyo K‡i †f‡O c‡o †Mv÷ evM©!

ivbv Avi wbqvR cÖwZ‡ekx AvBmev‡M© D‡V GK P°i Ny‡i

Avmvi ci cwiw¯’wZ AviI Lviv‡ci w`‡K †gvo wbj|

 

 

168 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

Ôj¶Y hv †`LwQ, †Mv÷ evM© e‡jB g‡b nq,Õ AvBmevM©

†_‡K Ny‡i Avmvi cÖ¯Íve w`‡q K¨vc‡Ub‡K e‡jwQj ivbv| ÔP~ov

†_‡K eo GKUv UzK‡iv L‡m coj| Zey †PK K‡i †`Lv

`iKvi...Õ

†`Lvi ci Avi †Kvb m‡›`n _vKj bv, †Mv÷ evM©B e‡U;

GZ eo Gi Av‡M †`‡Lwb ivbv| `y‡kv wdU DuPz cuvwP‡ji D‡ëv

wcVUv, †h wcVUv mvM‡ii w`‡K gyL K‡i i‡q‡Q, wVK †hb

Avie¨ iRbxi †Kvb `„k¨| ILv‡b †cuŠQyevi R‡b¨ †e-i mi“

duvK M‡j Xy‡K cov AvÛviIqvUvi ¯úvi †c‡iv‡Z n‡jv

I‡`i‡K| cuvwP‡ji †Mvovq G‡m mi“ GKUv Kvwb©m cvIqv

†Mj, †mUv a‡i mveav‡b DVj Iiv| Zvici GKUv euvK wb‡q

_g‡K `uvovj, †PvL Zz‡j hv †`Lj Zv‡Z AvZ‡¼ K_v mij bv

gy‡L| AmsL¨ wekvj AvKv‡ii ¸nv Avi dvUj AvBmev‡M©i

Mv‡q, A_P RvnvR †_‡K †`‡L g‡b n‡qwQj wb‡iU ei‡di

cvnvo| mvwi mvwi ¯Í¤¢ †`Lj Iiv, †KvbUv cÂvk wdU DuPz,

†KvbUv GK‡kv ev ZviI †ewk; ¯Í¤¢¸‡jvi Ici emv‡bv i‡q‡Q

ei‡di fvix Qv`| Avi wb‡P, mx †j‡fj †_‡K A‡bK DuPz‡Z,

†hLv‡b Iiv `uvwo‡q i‡q‡Q, †mLv‡b wekvj GKUv Kz‡qv| cv‡i

`uvwo‡q †fZ‡i ZvwK‡qI wKQy †`L‡Z cvIqv †Mj bv,

AÜKvi| Z‡e Kvb Lvov K‡i QjQj AvIqvR †kvbv †Mj,

ei‡di Mv‡q MÖxbj¨vÛ Kv‡i›U AvQvo Lv‡”Q| †Mv÷ evM©,

AšÍZ Ava gvBj j¤^v, wb‡iU †Zv bqB, cÖvq m¤ú~Y©UvB duvcv|

Nvg‡Z ïi“ Kiv †RwjMbvB‡Ui gZ, †h-†Kvb gyn~‡Z© NU‡Z

cv‡i we‡ùviY|

giY‡LjvÐ2 169

Ôav°v jvMvi mgq a‡m c‡owb †Kb!Õ wdmwdm K‡i

wR‡Ám Kij wbqvR|

ÔGUvB †Zv ˆewkó¨| cÖPÊ aKj mB‡Z cv‡i, Avevi nVvr

mvgvb¨ GKUv k‡ãB ûogyo...Õ

Ôh‡_ó †`‡LwQ, Gevi P‡jv †div hvK...Õ

ÔBqvj−v, IUv wK wbqvR?Õ

weivUKvq GKUv ¯Í‡¤¢i gv_v †_‡K Kzqvkv m‡i †M‡Q,

UvIqv‡ii `y‡kv wdU ch©šÍ `„wó P‡j, AviI Ici w`KUv

Kzqvkvq XvKv| UvIqviUv PIov, WvqvwgUv‡i GK‡kv wd‡Ui

Kg bv| Mv‡q Miv`nxb Rvbvjv, GKUvi Ici Av‡iKUv,

A‡bK¸‡jv| Rvbvjv bv e‡j MZ© ejvB fvj, UvIqv‡ii GK

cÖvšÍ †_‡K Av‡iK cÖvšÍ ch©šÍ j¤^v| msL¨vq I¸‡jv GZ †ewk,

UvIqviUv GLbI wKfv‡e Lvov i‡q‡Q †mUvB GKUv we¯§q|

Ic‡ii Ask †_‡K m‡i †Mj Kzqvkv, ¯Íw¤¢Z n‡q Iiv †`Lj

UvIqviUv wekvj GKUv Szj-ei‡di cÖmvwiZ evûi fvi enb

Ki‡Q| cÖKvÊ evû AvBmev‡M©i g~j cuvwP‡ji wcQb w`K †_‡K

†V‡j †ewi‡q G‡m‡Q| ivbv wVK eyS‡Z cvij bv, UvIqviUv wK

ïay evûi fvi enb Ki‡Q, bvwK evû mn †MvUv cuvwPjUvi|

ÔGfv‡e †ewk¶Y wUK‡e bv,Õ weoweo K‡i ejj I| ÔP‡jv

wdwi|Õ

wK †`‡L‡Q, gvÎ GKRb‡K ejj Iiv| wKš‘ GK NÈvi

g‡a¨ Rvnv‡Ri mevB †R‡b †djj e¨vcviUv| Gici †_‡K

D‡ËRbv Avi D‡ØM Amn¨ n‡q DVj| KviI KviI Ggb

Ae¯’v `uvovj, m‡›`n n‡jv cvMj n‡q hv‡e| evé‡n‡Wi mv‡_

 

 

170 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

KviI hw` KbyB Vy‡K hvq, m½xiv Zvi w`‡K Ggbfv‡e ZvKvq,

cvi‡j †hb Lyb K‡i †d‡j| KviI wL‡` cv‡”Q bv| †PvL †_‡K

Nyg P‡j †M‡Q| wKQy Kivi bv _vKvq moevqyi Ici Pvc AviI

evo‡Z jvMj| AvBmevM© cÖwZ gyn~‡Z© GwM‡q P‡j‡Q, †mB mv‡_

ax‡i ax‡i Nyi‡Q †mªv‡Zi Uv‡b, A_P †KD wKQy Abyfe Ki‡Q

bv| Gfv‡e †ewk¶Y Pj‡Z _vK‡j e× Db¥v` n‡q hv‡e Iiv|

Ôwe‡ùvi‡Ki e¨vcv‡i Avgiv GZ AvMÖnx †Kb?Õ ivbvi

†Kwe‡b e‡m i‡q‡Q Iiv, wb¯ÍäZv Amn¨ n‡q DV‡j wR‡Ám

Kij wbqvR|

ÔAvBmevM© †_‡K hw` †ei“‡Z cvwi, Av‡iKUv wec` †`Lv

†`‡e,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔZLb AvZ¥i¶vi R‡b¨ we‡ùviK jvM‡Z

cv‡i| wKfv‡e, †Kv_vq, KLb, Avgv‡K wR‡Ám †Kv‡iv bv|

K¨vc‡Ub †Mvìg¨v‡bi gZ Avkvev`x bB Avwg| †f‡m _vKv

gvBb ev IB ai‡bi wKQyi K_v fvewQ| Kvdg¨v‡bi mv‡_

Avgvi K_v n‡q‡Q|Õ

Ô†Zvgvi wK g‡b nq, GB †Rvov jvMv AvBmevM© †_‡K

D×vi cve?Õ

Ôhw` †Mv÷ evM© Ny‡i Avgv‡`i `w¶‡Y P‡j hvq, Zvn‡j

GKUv Avkv Av‡Q,Õ ejj ivbv| Ô†mªvZ IUv‡K Uvb‡e, †mB Uv‡b

Avevi m‡i †h‡ZI cv‡i|Õ

webq wR‡Ám Kij, ÔmwZ¨B wK Zzwg †nwjKÞv‡ii

AvIqvR ï‡bQ, ivbv? †Mv÷ ev‡M© wM‡q? †Mvìg¨vb †Zv

wek¦vmB Ki‡Qb bv|Õ

ÔKviY wbqvR ïb‡Z cvqwb AvIqvRUv| ïay ïwbwb, Avgvi

giY‡LjvÐ2 171

g‡b nq GK cj‡Ki R‡b¨ †`‡LIwQ IUv‡K, ZviciB Avevi

Kzqvkvq XvKv c‡o hvq|Õ

ÔZvigv‡b K‡b©j ejUz Rv‡b Avgiv †Kv_vq?Õ

Ô†mUvB m¤¢e|Õ

cuwP‡k †deª“qvwi, iμevi iv‡Z †Kvb GK mgq †Mv÷ evM©

wew”Qboe n‡jv| j‡M †jLv n‡jv: ÔAv›`vR evBk‡kv NÈvq|Õ

AvBmev‡M©i we`vq ce©Uv `k©bxq wKQy n‡jv bv| eRªcv‡Zi gZ

GKUv AvIqvR †kvbv †Mj! ï‡b Qu¨vr K‡i DVj cÖ‡Z¨‡Ki

eyK| weª‡Ri wcQ‡bi †cv÷ †_‡K Kvdg¨vb GKv e¨vcviUv

NU‡Z †`Lj| †e-‡Z Xy‡K AvUKv c‡owQj AvÛviIqvUvi

¯úvi, weKU k‡ãi mv‡_ †f‡O †Mj †mUv| †Mv÷ evM© m¤ú~Y©

A¶Z Ae¯’vq †e-i mvg‡b †_‡K wcQy n‡U `~‡i m‡i †Mj ax‡i

ax‡i| AvÛviIqvUvi ¯úv‡ii evwK AskUv †e-i cvwb‡Z wecyj

Av‡jvob Zz‡j wcQy wbj|

ivbvi mv‡_ K¨vc‡Ub hLb weª‡R G‡jb, cwiwPZ `„k¨Uv

e`‡j †M‡Q| Rvnv‡Ri wcQ‡b †e-i gyL Ly‡j †M‡Q Avevi|

Kzqvkvi †fZi GLbI †`Lv hv‡”Q †Mv÷ ev‡M©i KvVv‡gv, wKš‘

μgk `~‡i m‡i hv‡”Q †mUv| K¨vc‡U‡bi AvPi‡Y GB cÖ g

fvev‡e‡Mi cÖKvk NUj| †h‡P c‡o ivbvi mv‡_ Kig`©b

Ki‡jb wZwb|

wKš‘ NÈvLv‡b‡Ki g‡a¨B KviI †Kvb civgk© bv wb‡q

wb‡`©k w`‡jb, ÔGwÄb ÷vU©! mvM‡i †ewi‡q hve Avgiv!Õ

 

 

172 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

`k

wKD‡Ui wcQ‡b cvwb‡Z Av‡jvob Zzjj cÖ‡cjvi, mv`v †dbvi

mv‡_ D_‡j DVj ivk ivk UzK‡iv eid| wb‡`©k w`‡jb

K¨vc‡Ub, ax‡i ax‡i wcQy nUj RvnvR| LvwbKUv †b‡g †_‡g

†Mj Avevi, Gwćbi kw³ evov‡bv n‡jv| AviI †Rv‡i Nyij

cÖ‡cjvi, Gwćbi weKU AvIqv‡R †Ku‡c DVj weªR|

D‡ëvw`‡K Avevi MwZ mÂvi n‡jv, ax‡i ax‡i ei‡di Xvj

†_‡K †b‡g Avm‡Q AvBm‡eªKvi|

me‡k‡l cvwb‡Z bvgj †ev, Qjvr K‡i jvwd‡q DVj cvwb|

†e-Uv GZB †QvU, RvnvR †Nvivevi †Kvb cÖkoeB I‡V bv| wcQy

n‡U mi“ duvK M‡j †ewi‡q †h‡Z n‡e|

†e-i `yB evûi gvSLv‡b †cuŠ‡Q †Mj wKDU, †Kvb `yN©Ubv

QvovB duvKUv M‡j mvM‡i coj Iiv| †WK Kuvc‡Q, †iBj a‡i

†ev-i w`‡K G‡Mvj ivbv| gv_vi Ici AvcvZZ †Kvb Kzqvkv

†bB| Puv‡`i Av‡jvq fvmgvb ei‡di UzK‡iv †`Lv †Mj

cvwb‡Z| ax‡i ax‡i RvnvR Nywi‡q wb‡jb K¨vc‡Ub| mvg‡b Nb

Kzqvkv i‡q‡Q, Ava gvBj `~‡i| ivbvi cv‡k †ev-i Kv‡Q G‡m

`uvovj wbqvR| ÔGB †R‡`i †Kvb gv‡b nq? GLbI G‡Mvw”Q,

ev‡M©i mv‡_ _vK‡jI G‡MvZvg| Kvdg¨vb‡KI wei³ g‡b

n‡jv| Av”Qv, GB Av‡jvK m¾vi wK `iKvi wQj ej‡Z

cv‡iv?Õ

giY‡LjvÐ2 173

K¨vc‡U‡bi wb‡`©‡k Rvnv‡Ri me KÕUv Av‡jv †R¡‡j †`qv

n‡q‡Q| †cvU©, ÷vi‡evW©, Avi †ev-i w`‡K mvP©jvB‡Ui †PvL

auvav‡bv Av‡jv †djv n‡q‡Q| K¨vc‡U‡bi aviYv, Gfv‡e Av‡jv

†R¡‡j G‡Mv‡j, Zvi mv‡_ hw` Aweivg dM-nY© evR‡Z _v‡K,

i“k RvnvR¸‡jv av°v †`qvi †Kvb ARynvZ Lyu‡R cv‡e bv|

ÔwKD‡U †gwiwjb PvU© Avi B‡fb‡Kv i‡q‡Q, Avi †Kvb

ARynvZ `iKvi Av‡Q I‡`i? hvB NUzK bv †Kb, wi‡cvU© Kivi

Dcvq †bB hLb?Õ

wKš‘ ivbvi K_v Kv‡b †Zv‡jbwb †Mvìg¨vb| Zuvi hyw³,

AÜKv‡i i“k RvnvR¸‡jv‡K cvk KvUvevi †Póv Ki‡j c‡i

K‡b©j ejUz‡qf ejvi my‡hvM cv‡e, msN‡l©i R‡b¨

Av‡gwiKvbivB `vqx, Kzqvkvi R‡b¨ wKDU‡K Zviv †`L‡Z

cvqwb|

†Pv‡L bvBU-M−vm Zz‡j `~‡i ZvKvj ivbv|

ÔwKQy †`LQ?Õ D‡Ø‡Mi mv‡_ Rvb‡Z PvBj wbqvR|

Ôïay cvwb| Avi Kzqvkv|Õ

ÔwKQy †`L‡Qb?Õ weªR †_‡K wbtk‡ã †b‡g G‡m ivbvi

Av‡iK cv‡k `uvovj Kvdg¨vb| ÔAvcbvi hv †PvL, Avevi

gv¯‘‡ji Ici DV‡j cvi‡Zb|Õ

Nvo wdwi‡q gv¯‘‡ji w`‡K ZvKvj ivbv| Avwk dzU DuPz‡Z,

μm-Uªxi Ici GKRb e‡m i‡q‡Q, dvi û‡Wi Zjvq †nW‡mU|

K¨vc‡U‡bi wb‡`©‡k ILv‡b DV‡Z n‡q‡Q †ePviv‡K| wKD‡Ui

mvg‡b †Kvb evav †`L‡j mveavb Ki‡e| Ôbv, ab¨ev`| Avevi!

ZvQvov, Kzqvkvi †fZi †`Lvi Av‡QUv wK?Õ

 

 

174 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

Ô÷v‡b©i Kv‡Q, ÷vi‡evW© mvB‡W Kviwj †d¬vU Av‡Q,Õ wbPz

Mjvq ejj Kvdg¨vb| ÔG·‡c−vwmf †Kwe‡bi cv‡kB| PvweUv

wg. gyLvwR©‡K w`‡q †i‡LwQ|Õ

Ôab¨ev`|Õ

Ômvnv‡h¨i `iKvi n‡j, wnwMb Av‡Q,Õ Mjv AviI Lv‡`

bvwg‡q ejj K¨vdg¨vb| ÔmevB wg‡j jÂUv‡K bvgv‡Z cvie|Õ

ÔwnwMb?Õ

Ô†d¬v‡Ui Kv‡Q jyK-AvDU c‡q‡›U wWDwU w`‡”Q|Õ

ÔwVK Av‡Q|Õ

ÔAvgv‡K ej‡eb, wVK wK Ki‡eb e‡j fve‡Qb Avcwb, wg.

ivbv?Õ

Ôfq †`wL‡q fvwM‡q †`qvi †Póv Kie,Õ cwi®‹vi K‡i wKQy

ejj bv ivbv|

ÔK¨vc‡Ub GLbI wKQy Rv‡bb bv, Rvb‡j Avgvi PvKwi bU

n‡q hv‡e,Õ ivbvi Kv‡b Kv‡b ejj Kvdg¨vb|

ÔAvBmevM© A¨vwj‡Z givi †P‡q †eKvi n‡q †eu‡P _vKv

fvj bq?Õ

ÔwKDU Avjv`v n‡q hv‡”Q,Õ ejj K‡b©j| ÔcvBj‡Ui †Zvjv

Qwe‡Z †h AvBmevM©Uvi †Kv‡j D‡V c‡owQj, †mUv †_‡K †b‡g

Avm‡Q|Õ

wiMvi weª‡R, ivWvi‡¯‹vc-Gi û‡Wi mvg‡b Szu‡K i‡q‡Q

ejUz‡qf, †¯‹v‡ci meyRvf Avfvq D™¢vwmZ n‡q i‡q‡Q Zvi

gyL| Kvgv‡bv gv_vUvI meyR i‡O PKPK Ki‡Q|

giY‡LjvÐ2 175

ÔKZ `~‡i?Õ Aw¯’iZv †P‡c †i‡L wR‡Ám Kij Rybv‡qf|

ûW †_‡K gyL Zz‡j weª‡Ri Aci cÖv‡šÍ ZvKvj ejUz‡qf|

Zvi w`‡K wcQb wd‡i `uvwo‡q i‡q‡Q K¨vc‡Ub UªvfwKb, nvZ

`y‡Uv wcQ‡b GK n‡q Av‡Q, mviv kixi Avoó| ÔGevi Avcwb

GwÄb ÷vU© w`‡Z cv‡ib, K¨vc‡Ub,Õ nuvK Qvoj K‡b©j| ÔGLb

†_‡K ivWv‡ii mvnv‡h¨ bRi ivLe IUvi Ici|Õ Gevi û‡Wi

mvg‡b Szu‡K Rybv‡q‡fi cÖ‡koei DËi w`j, ÔgvSiv‡Zi

g‡a¨ÑAvkv Kwi gvSiv‡Zi g‡a¨B mg¯Í Sv‡gjv Pz‡K hv‡e|Õ

AvBmevM© A¨vwj a‡i `w¶Y w`‡K P‡j‡Q wKDU| VvÊv `y‡ai

gZ cvwb KvU‡Q †ev, nvd cvIqv‡i Pvjy i‡q‡Q GwÄb|

Rvnv‡Ri cÖwZwU Av‡jv R¡j‡Q| AviI GKUv mywe‡a K‡i †`qv

n‡q‡Q K‡b©j ejUz‡qf‡K, wKD‡Ui kw³kvjx dMnb© Ki“Y

my‡i evR‡Q weiwZnxb|

n‡b©i AvIqvR cÖwZaŸwbZ n‡q wd‡i Avm‡Q ï‡b wPwšÍZ

n‡jv ivbv| Zvigv‡b Kzqvkvi †fZi wbðqB †Kv_vI AvBmevM©

Av‡Q|

wb`©q VvÊvi g‡a¨ †ev-i Kv‡Q `uvwo‡q Av‡Q PviRb| gv‡S

g‡a¨ jyK-AvDU c‡q›U¸‡jvi KvQ †_‡K Ny‡i Avm‡Q wZbRb,

ïay ivbv wb‡Ri RvqMv †Q‡o bo‡Q bv| †Pv‡L bvBU-M−vm, nvZ

`y‡Uv e¨_v n‡q †Mj| wcQ‡b cv‡qi AvIqvR|

ÔAvcbvi Kwd, wg. ivbv|Õ

wcQ‡b wnwMb‡K wb‡q Avevi nvwRi n‡jv Kvdg¨vb| d¬v¯‹

†_‡K A¨vjywgwbqv‡gi g‡M Zij Av¸‡bi gZ Kwd Xvjj

 

 

176 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

wnwMb| ZvovZvwo PzgyK w`j ivbv, GiBg‡a¨ VvÊv n‡q G‡m‡Q|

wnwMb‡K Zvi †cv‡÷ cvwV‡q w`j Kvdg¨vb| wbqvR‡K †Kv_vI

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180 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

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KvZ n‡q wM‡q `yj‡Z jvMj †d¬vU, Rvnv‡Ri †Lv‡j `ovg

`ovg evwo †L‡jv| †h-†Kvb gyn~‡Z© wec¾bK Kv‡M©v wQU‡K

cvwb‡Z co‡Z cv‡i| j‡Â, I‡`i gv_vi Ici co‡jB ev Kvi

wK Kivi Av‡Q!

ˆah© nvwi‡q wcQb w`‡K ZvKvj ivbv| wiMv †Kvm© e`‡j

P¨v‡b‡ji PIov As‡k m‡i hv‡”Q| wKD‡Ui ÷vi‡evW© mvB‡W

cwRkb †b‡e IUv| Ô†Lv`vi †`vnvB, ZvovZvwo K‡iv!Õ

cÖv_©bv gÄyi n‡jv, †Pv‡Li cj‡K| k~b¨ †_‡K L‡m coj

†d¬vU| mivmwi I‡`i gv_vi Ici bvg‡Q|

gv_v †_‡K wZb wdU Ic‡i SuvwK †L‡q _vgj †mUv, GLbI

KvZ n‡q Av‡Q| Gici bvgvi MwZ Av‡Mi gZ k− , GK BwÂ

GK Bw K‡i| ax‡i ax‡i wm‡a n‡jv Avevi|

wbivc‡`B †b‡g Gj †d¬vU| Nwo Pvjy Kij webq| †Mv÷

evM© hLb av°v †`q, NwoUv eÜ wQj, †mR‡b¨B †evanq bó

nqwb IUv| j‡Âi mv‡_ Av‡MB euvav n‡q‡Q †d¬vUUv‡K| GwÄb

÷vU© w`j ivbv, ûBj a‡i Kvdg¨v‡bi D‡Ï‡k wPrKvi Kij|

DB †Ke&j& Ly‡j †bqv n‡jv| `ª“Z G‡Mvj jÂ, μgk `~‡i

m‡i Gj Rvnv‡Ri KvQ †_‡K, †n‡j`y‡j wcQy wbj †d¬vU|

wcQb wd‡i i“k wimvP© wk‡ci w`‡K ZvKvj wbqvR|

giY‡LjvÐ2 187

ÔAvgiv †evanq †`wi K‡i †d‡jwQ!Õ

kvšÍ mvMi, mMR©‡b QyUj jÂ, †mvRv †Mv÷ ev‡M©i w`‡K

hv‡”Q| wKD‡Ui c_ †_‡K μgk `~‡i m‡i hv‡”Q Iiv, G‡Mv‡”Q

wiMvi mvg‡bi c_ j¶¨ K‡i| fvM fvM n‡q hv‡”Q Kzqvkv,

I‡`i Uv‡M©U †Mv÷ ev‡M©i Lvov cuvwPj ax‡i ax‡i D‡b¥vwPZ

n‡jv| wekvj GKUv gnv‡`‡ki gZ Zvi we¯Ívi|

ev‡M©i AviI KvQvKvwQ †cuŠ‡Q A™¢yZ GKUv `„k¨ †`Lj

ivbv| ev‡M©i †Mvovq, wf‡Zi Kv‡Q eomo GKUv ¸nv i‡q‡Q|

¸nvi †fZiUv AÜKvi, Puv‡`i Av‡jv XyK‡Q bv| Av‡jv XyK‡Q

bv, wKš‘ ZxeªMwZ †mªvZ Zzgyj k‡ã †fZ‡i XyK‡Q| ivbv

Dcjwä Kij ev‡M©i †fZi, †c‡Ui gvSLv‡b GKUv †jK ˆZwi

n‡q‡Q| ZwoNwo GKUv wm×všÍ wb‡q †djj I|

ÔAviI KvQvKvwQ hve Avgivцd¬vUUv‡K †Q‡o †`e

AvBm‡kj‡di wKbvivq|Õ

ivbvi †P‡q AviI †Rv‡i wPrKvi Kij wbqvR, ÔA‡bK `~‡i

P‡j G‡mwQ, wdie wKfv‡e? wKDU‡K hw` ai‡Z bv cvwi?Õ

Ô†m SzuwK wb‡ZB n‡e,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔUv‡bjUv †`LQ? gy‡L

†Q‡o †`e †d¬vUUv| ev‡M©i †fZi Xy‡K †hLv‡b Lywk dvUzK|Õ

ivbvi c−¨vbUv mv`vgvVv, KvR n‡jI n‡Z cv‡i, Avevi bvI

n‡Z cv‡i| `yÕ`yÕevi a‡m cov †_‡K †eu‡P †M‡Q †Mv÷ evM©|

GKevi wØZxq ev‡M©i m‡_ †Rvov jvMvi mgq, Av‡iKevi

wew”Qboe nevi mgq| wZb ev‡ii evi nq‡Zv mwZ¨ IUv †f‡O

co‡e| †RwjMbvB‡Ui we‡ùviY NwU‡q Z…Zxq av°vUv w`‡q

†`L‡Z Pvq ivbv| hw` a‡m, wiMvi mvg‡b eÜ n‡q hv‡e

 

 

188 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

P¨v‡bj|

Ôgvmy` ivbv, †Zvgvi mwjj mgvwa †VKvq †K!Õ Dj−wmZ `vb‡ei

gZ wiMvi weª‡R jvd-Suvc gvi‡Q K‡b©j ejUz‡qf|

Ôe¨vUv‡”Q‡ji †mŠfvM¨B ej‡Z n‡e, Kwdb wn‡m‡e mv‡o

QÕnvRvi Ub †jvnv-j°o cv‡”Q! †RvovI wg‡j‡Q

fvjÑB‡fb‡Kv i“¯Íf †mvwf‡qZ ivwkqvi kΓ, gvmy` ivbv

Bmiv‡q‡ji! hvI, GKmv‡_ VvÊv Ki‡e!Õ

ivWvi‡¯‹v‡ci KvQ †_‡K Nvo wdwi‡q Db¥v`Uvi w`‡K

†evev`„wó‡Z ZvKvj K¨vc‡Ub UªvfwKb|

ÔgvSLv‡b `~iZ¡ K‡g Avm‡Q!Õ Avb‡›` weª‡Ri †g‡S‡Z cv

VyKj K‡b©j| cigyn~‡Z© †PvL cvwK‡q ZvKvj UªvfwK‡bi w`‡K|

Ômgq Nwb‡q G‡j Avwg wb‡R ûBj aie!Õ wK¬qviwfkb c¨v‡b‡j

gyL †P‡c aij †m| Svcmv Kzqvkvi †fZi wKD‡Ui KvVv‡gv

†`Lv †Mj| ÔZzwg †UwjMÖv‡di Pv‡R© _vK‡e, ¯úxW K‡›Uªvj

Ki‡e,Õ Rybv‡qf‡K ejj †m|

ÔP¨v‡bjUv j¶ Ki‡Qb?Õ wR‡Ám Kij UªvfwKb|

ÔG‡Kev‡i mi“| RvnvR bovPovi RvqMv cv‡e wK bv m‡›`n|Õ

cÖwZ gyn~‡Z© †cvU©, ÷vi‡evW©, Avi ÷v‡b©i w`‡K Nb Nb †PvL

eyjv‡”Q K¨vc‡Ub| ÷vi‡ev‡W©i w`‡K wekvj GKUv AvBmevM©

ax‡i ax‡i †ewi‡q Avm‡Q Kzqvkv †_‡K, ixwZgZ AvZ¼ †eva

Ki‡Q †m| Zey †Zv UªvfwKb Rv‡b bv, IUv GKUv †Mv÷ evM©,

†fZiUv duvcvцh-†Kv‡bv gyn~‡Z© ûogyo K‡i †f‡O co‡Z

cv‡i| nVvr Kuvcv Mjvq ejj †m, ÔGKUv jÂ! wKDU †_‡K

giY‡LjvÐ2 189

iIbv n‡jv! Avgv‡`i mvg‡b w`‡q P¨v‡bj μm Ki‡Q!Õ

ÔKi“K! Avcbv‡K I wb‡q fve‡Z n‡e bv| ¯úxW evovb!Õ

ÔwK ej‡Qb! mvsNvwZK wec` n‡Z cv‡i! eyS‡Z cvi‡Qb

bv, AvBmevM©Uvi Lye Kv‡Q P‡j hvw”Q Avgiv!Õ

Ôdzj cvIqvi!Õ weª‡R †hb eRªcvZ NUj| Rybv‡q‡fi w`‡K

gvigy‡Lv n‡q GK cv G‡Mvj ejUz‡qf| Ôdzj cvIqvi!Õ

GMv‡iv

I‡`i gv_vi Ici eid-cÖvPxi Lvovfv‡e D‡V †M‡Q| mnmª

eid UzK‡ivi gvSLvb w`‡q Qy‡U P‡j‡Q jÂ| mvg‡bB

AvBm‡kjd, ILv‡b †Mv÷ ev‡M©i †Mvov Avwj½b K‡i Av‡Q

mvMi| ¯úxW Kwg‡q w`j ivbv, ax‡i ax‡i †_‡g †Mj jÂ|

†QvU eo eid UzK‡ivi gvSLv‡b `yj‡Z jvMj Iiv| I‡`i wek

MR `w¶‡Y wekvj ¸nvUv, †ZiQvfv‡e Xy‡K †M‡Q ev‡M©i

Af¨šÍ‡i| Kzj Kzj k‡ã cvwb XyK‡Q †fZ‡i| Puv‡`i Av‡jvq

PvicvkUv fvj K‡i †`‡L wbj ivbv| wecixZgyLx †Kvb †mªvZ

†bB| `g wb‡q wb‡`©k w`j, Pov Mjvq, ÔLy‡j `vI †d¬vU!Õ

Qywi wb‡q ˆZwi wQj wbqvR| GK nv‡Z iwkUv a‡i, Aci

nv‡Z Nu¨vP Nu¨vP K‡i Qywi Pvjvj| k³ dvBevi, mn‡R KvU‡Z

Pvq bv| Zvi wcQ‡b ivbv Avi webq †`wi †`‡L QUdU Ki‡Q|

ivbvi wn‡m‡e, we‡ùviY NU‡Z Avi cuvP wgwbU evwK| Z‡e

 

 

190 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

nv‡Z Nwo bv _vKvq wbwðZ nevi Dcvq †bB| nq‡Zv

mvZwgwbU evwK, wKsev wZb wgwbU|

†kl ch©šÍ iwkUv KvU‡Z cvij wbqvR, wKš‘ K‡qKUv wPKb

†iuvqv i‡q †Mj, j‡Âi mv‡_ AvU‡K ivLj †fjvUv‡K| Ak−xj

GKUv Mvwj †ewi‡q Gj wbqv‡Ri gyL †_‡K| BwZg‡a¨ nvZ

†_‡K dm‡K †ewi‡q †M‡Q iwk| Zvi mvnv‡h¨ GwM‡q Gj

webq, nv‡Z wb‡Ri Qywi| Amnvqfv‡e ZvwK‡q _vKj ivbv,

ûBj †Q‡o †h‡Z cvi‡Q bv| ¸nvgy‡Li cÖKvÊ nuv μgk GwM‡q

Avm‡Q, †mªv‡Zi Uv‡b ax‡i ax‡i †mw`‡K GwM‡q P‡j‡Q jÂ|

†Ku‡c DVj ivbv, ÔwK KiQ †Zvgiv!Õ

A‡bK K‡ó iwkUv Avevi ai‡Z cvij wbqvR| †iuvqv¸‡jvi

Ici Qywi Pvjvj webq| we`vq wbj †d¬vU| nv‡Zi GK SvcUvq

_ªUj Ly‡j w`j ivbv, SuvwK †L‡q QyUj jÂ, †Mv÷ evM©‡K

wcQ‡b †i‡L `~‡i m‡i Avm‡Q| P¨v‡bj a‡i †Kvbv‡Kvwb G‡Mvj

Iiv, †mB mv‡_ wimvP© wkc wiMvi AvIqvR AviI †Rv‡i evRj

Kv‡b| wKD‡Ui w`‡K hv‡”Q jÂ, wKš‘ AvBm‡eªKvi‡K cwi®‹vi

†`L‡Z cv‡”Q bv|

÷v‡b© Dey n‡q e‡m wcQ‡b ZvwK‡q Av‡Q webq| †d¬vUUv

†QvU †QvU †XD‡qi Zv‡j `yj‡Q| †mªvZ IUv‡K ¸nvi †fZi

bq, ¸nvi mvg‡b w`‡q Av‡iK w`‡K wb‡q hv‡”Q| ¸nv-gy‡Li

cv‡k, ei‡di Mv‡q wM‡q av°v †L‡jv †fjv| g‡b n‡jv wd‡i

Avm‡e| wKš‘ bv, ILv‡bB †_‡g _vKj| Mvj-g›` Ki‡Q webq,

†VuvU bo‡jI †Kvb AvIqvR †bB| Zvici, nVvr K‡i, ¸nvi

†fZi †_‡K †KD †hb nu¨vPKv Uvb gvij, †Pv‡Li cj‡K mu¨vr

giY‡LjvÐ2 191

K‡i †fZ‡i †muwa‡q †Mj †d¬vUUv|

nuvd Qvoj webq|

j wb‡q G‡Mv‡Z Mj`Ng© n‡”Q ivbv| eo GKUv ei‡di

PuvB †`‡L eb eb K‡i ûBj †Nvivj, KvZ n‡q coj `ª“ZMwZ

jÂ, g‡b n‡jv D‡ë hv‡e, Zvici Avevi wm‡a n‡jv| †QvU

eo AmsL¨ ei‡di UzK‡iv fvm‡Q P¨v‡b‡j, gvSLvb w`‡q c_

K‡i wb‡q QyU‡Q jÂ| GB cwiw¯’wZ‡Z `ª“Z j Pvjv‡bv gv‡b

AvZ¥nZ¨vi †Póv Kiv| A_P euvPvi GKgvÎ Dcvq hZ

ZvovZvwo m¤¢e we‡ùvi‡Ki KvQ †_‡K `~‡i m‡i hvIqv|

I‡`i Wvb w`K †_‡K GLbI gv_vi Ici Szu‡K i‡q‡Q

†Mv÷ evM©, †mUvi we¯Ívi I‡`i mvg‡b `w¶Y eivei hZ `~i

`„wó P‡j ZZ `~i|

ûB‡ji mv‡_ †hb Kzw¯Í jo‡Q ivbv|

g‡b n‡jv eû `~‡i GKUv wbtm½ Av‡jv wgUwgU Ki‡Q|

wKD‡Ui wcQ‡b R¡j‡Q IUv| IB GKUvB, evwK me Av‡jv wK

g‡b K‡i †K Rv‡b wbwf‡q w`‡q‡Qb †Mvìg¨vb|

AvBm‡eªKv‡ii wcQ‡b nvjKv L‡qwi †dbv †`Lv †Mj, I‡`i

euv w`‡K| VvÊv ûj-†dvUv‡bv evZv‡m †PvL-gyL bxj n‡q †Mj|

ei‡di UzK‡iv¸‡jv‡K Govevi R‡b¨ Gu‡K‡eu‡K QyU‡Q jÂ|

Avi wcQy wcQy †a‡q Avm‡Q †lv‡jv nvRvi Ubx i“k wimvP© wkc

wiMvцMv÷ ev‡M©i cÖvq Mv †Nu‡l|

Gevi mwZ¨ fq †cj Iiv| †KD fve‡ZI cv‡iwb Ggb ûU

K‡i GZ KvQvKvwQ P‡j Avm‡e wiMv| wimvP© wk‡ci ¯úxW

wjwgU m¤ú‡K© fyj aviYv K‡iwQj Iiv|

 

 

192 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

Ô†MU eÜ n‡q hv‡”Q!Õ nvgv¸wo w`‡q ivbvi cv‡k P‡j Gj

wbqvR|

`~‡i, wKD‡Ui mvg‡b, `„k¨Uv e`‡j hv‡”Q| ivbvi g‡b

n‡jv, †Mvìg¨vb A‡bK †`wi K‡i †d‡j‡Qb| P¨v‡b‡ji gy‡L,

`yÕcv‡k AUj `uvwo‡q cvnviv w`w”Qj cÖKvÊ `y‡Uv

AvBmevM©ÑnVvr K‡i `y‡UvB wecixZgyLx `yB †mªv‡Zi g‡a¨

c‡o †hb R¨všÍ n‡q D‡V‡Q| mPj n‡q D‡V ci¯ú‡ii w`‡K

G‡Mv‡”Q| wKDU hLb ILv‡b †cuŠQy‡e, c_Uv †Lvjv _vK‡e bv|

wbqvR fyj e‡jwb, mwZ¨B †MU eÜ n‡q hv‡”Q|

AuvZ‡K D‡V `ª“Z ûBj †Nvivj ivbv| AvKv‡i †QvULvU

GKUv evwo, av°v jvMvi `iKvi n‡e bv, Nlv jvM‡jB D‡ë

hv‡e jÂÑGB mvB‡Ri eid mvg‡b AviI `yÕGKUv †`Lv

†Mj| Nyi c‡_ G‡Mv‡Z n‡jv I‡`i‡K, d‡j AviI wcwQ‡q

co‡Q jÂ| `yÕGKUv bq, LvwbK cici GKUv K‡i,

A‡bK¸‡jv eo eo PuvB mvg‡b| †h-†Kvb GKUvi mv‡_ av°v

jvMv mg‡qi e¨vcvi gvÎ|

Zey ivbv †ec‡ivqv, ¯úxW bv Kwg‡q AviI evwo‡q w`j|

Ii GB `ytmvn‡mi djI djj nv‡Zbv‡Z| wKD‡Ui Av‡jv

Av‡Mi †P‡q D¾¡j †`Lj Iiv| Zvigv‡b gvSLv‡bi `~iZ¡

Kg‡Q| ÷vi‡ev‡W©i w`‡K ZvKvj ivbv| AevK n‡q †Mj I|

†Mv÷ ev‡M©i †kl cÖvšÍ Qvwo‡q mvg‡b P‡j G‡m‡Q jÂ|

ÔcvIqvi! AviI cvIqvi!Õ dzu‡m DVj K‡b©j ejUz‡qf|

ÔIfvi‡UK K‡iv!Õ

giY‡LjvÐ2 193

†Kvb K_vB ejj bv UªvfwKb| wb‡Ri Rvnv‡R Zvi †Kvb

KZ…©Z¡ †bB| ÷vi‡evW© w`‡Ki Rvbvjv c‡_ wekvj AvBmevM©

AvKvk Qyu‡q i‡q‡Q| GZ¶‡Y UªvfwKb j¶ Kij, AvBmevM©Uvi

†Mvovq GKUv duvK i‡q‡Q| Zvigv‡b wK duvKv IUv? †Mv÷

evM©?

†Pv‡L e¨_v, cvwb Si‡Q, Wy‡e _vKv j¤^v eidUv †`L‡Z †cj bv

ivbv| j¤^vq Pwj−k dzU, PIovq cuvP wd‡Ui Kg bq, j‡Âi

mvg‡b AvovAvwofv‡e coj| j‡Âi †ev av°v †L‡jv, jvd

w`‡q DVj k~‡b¨, UzK‡ivUv‡K Uc‡K †h‡Z ïi“ Kij jÂ|

j DuPz n‡Z ïi“ Ki‡ZB GKUv nvU©weU wgm Kij ivbv|

cÖ‡cjvi av°v Lv‡e ei‡di mv‡_, `yg‡ogyP‡o wM‡q nq‡Zv jÂ

†_‡K wew”Qboe n‡q hv‡e| j‡Âi †ev D‡V †Mj, Zvici bvg‡Z

ïi“ Kij| †Lv‡ji mv‡_ ei‡di Nlv Abyfe Kij Iiv,

Zvici Kovr K‡i AvIqvR n‡jvÑgvSLvb †_‡K †f‡O †Mj

UzK‡ivUv| k~‡b¨ D‡V coj cÖ‡cjvi, D‡o †cwi‡q Gj

UzK‡ivUv‡K| Scvr K‡i cvwb‡Z coj j‡Âi wcQbUv| †mB

mv‡_ AvKvk-†Quvqv eid-cuvwP‡ji †fZi we‡ùvwiZ n‡jv

†d¬vwUs gvBb|

cÖ g w`‡K G‡Ki ci GK NUbv hv NUj, me †Mv÷ ev‡M©i

†fZ‡i| †h UvIqviUv j¶ Ub Szj-ei‡di fvi enb KiwQj,

cÖ ‡g a‡m coj †mUv| Zvici mvi mvi ¯Í¤¢¸‡jv KvZ n‡jv

ax‡i ax‡i, eo eo UzK‡ivq fvM fvM n‡q Lmj| Scvr Scvr

K‡i co‡Z jvMj ev‡M©i †fZi †j‡K| Zvici KvZ n‡q _vKv

 

 

194 gvmy` ivbvÐ142

¯Í¤¢¸‡jv AvQvo †L‡Z ïi“ Kij| G‡KKUvi IRb n‡e nvRvi

`yÕnvRvi Ub|

¯Í¤¢¸‡jvi gv_vq wQj AmsL¨ PIov †mZz, wZb‡kv wdU

Ici †_‡K †b‡g Gj †m¸‡jv| †j‡Ki wKbvivq †evgv

we‡ùvi‡Yi AvIqvR Zz‡j co‡Z jvMj G‡Ki ci GK|

†j‡Ki †fZiUvq mPj wngev‡ni gnv Av‡jvob DVj| UvIqvi

†Mj, wekvj Szj eid †Mj, †Mv÷ ev‡M©i cuvwPjUv‡K †VK

w`‡q †i‡LwQj Aej¤^b¸‡jv, †m¸‡jvI †Mj| _vKj ïay `xN©

cuvwPj| wKš‘ Gevi Aej¤^bnxb cuvwP‡ji GKUv AskI KvZ

n‡Z ïi“ Kij| †mB mv‡_ cÖK…wZi GK fq¼iZg `„k¨

D‡b¥vwPZ n‡jv ax‡i ax‡i|

cuvwPj KvZ n‡jv †fZi w`‡K, wiMvi D‡ëvw`‡K| `„k¨Uv

Pv¶zl K‡i †mªd cv_i n‡q †Mj wiMvi †jvKRb| DuPz cuvwPj,

LvwbK Av‡M †hUv I‡`i gv_vi Ici AvKvk Qyu‡q wQj, KvZ

n‡q a‡m coj wcQb w`‡K| K‡qK gyn~Z© wb‡Ri †PvL‡KB

wek¦vm Ki‡Z cvij bv ejUz‡qf| UªvfwK‡bi w`‡K ZvKvj †m,

K¨vc‡U‡bi †PvL †KvUi †Q‡o †ewi‡q Avm‡Q|

Ô†Mv÷ evM©...!Õ cZ‡bi GKbvMvo MR©b cÖwZaŸwb Zzj‡Q,

wb‡Ri Ici wbqš¿Y wd‡i †cj UªvfwKb| f‡qm-cvB‡ci w`‡K

Qy‡U †Mj †m, wPrKvi K‡i ejj, Ôf‡qi wKQy †bB...f‡qi wKQy

†bB...Õ

UªvfwKb e¨vcviUv ai‡Z cv‡iwb| fyjUv awi‡q w`‡Z cviZ

ivbv| ivwkqvbiv †h fq¼i `„k¨ Pv¶zl Ki‡Q, hv NU‡e Zvi

Zzjbvq G wKQyB bv| gvÎ cÖ¯‘wZ wb‡”Q `vbe cÖK…wZ|

giY‡LjvÐ2 195

Ôkvjvi †Mv÷ evM© wcQb w`‡K coj!Õ Av‡¶‡ci mv‡_

wPrKvi K‡i DVj wbqvR| ÔKvbv f~ZUv...Õ

ÔPzc _v‡Kv!Õ ag‡K DVj ivbv| ÔMvj w`I bv †ePviv‡K!Õ

ev‡M©i mvg‡b cvwb‡Z Av‡jvob DVj| dz‡j DVj cvwb,

eo eo †XD ˆZwi n‡jv| wKš‘ GUv ivbvi D‡Ø‡Mi KviY bq|

Zxeª †mªv‡Zi mv‡_ DuPz cvnv‡oi gZ †XD Avm‡eÑAvm‡eB,

Rv‡b I| mevB ZvwK‡q Av‡Q cvwbi Ic‡i, ev‡M©i w`‡K| wKš‘

ivbv fve‡Q cvwbi wb‡Pi K_v|

euvP‡Z n‡j `~‡i cvjv‡Z n‡e| wKD‡U bv DV‡Z cvi‡j

wbN©vZ giY| wcQ‡b wK NU‡Q fy‡j _vKvi †Póv Kij ivbv, mg¯Í

g‡bv‡hvM w`j j wb‡q GwM‡q hvIqvi Ici| j‡Â _vK‡j

Wy‡e gi‡e mevB, †Kvb m‡›`n †bB Zv‡Z|

wiMv Zvi †Kvm© a‡i Av‡Mi gZB QyU‡Q, a‡m cov †Mv÷

evM©Uv‡K cvk KvwU‡q Avm‡Q| cuvwP‡ji GKUv gv_v, wcQb

w`‡K †hUv AvKvk Qyu‡q i‡q‡Q GLbI, Gevi †mUv a‡m coj|

we‡kl †Kvb w`‡K KvZ n‡jv bv, m¤¢eZ duvcv e‡jB Zv‡mi

N‡ii gZ †f‡O coj dzUej gvV AvK…wZi ev‡M©i †g‡S‡Z|

j¶ Ub a‡m cov ei‡di Pv‡c †Mv÷ ev‡M©i Av‡iK cÖvšÍ,

Ava gvBj j¤^v c−¨vUdg© ejv †h‡Z cv‡i, M¤^y‡Ri AvK…wZ wb‡q

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