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hve e‡j G‡mwQ|Õ

ivbvi gy‡Li Ici w¯’i n‡q _vKj Aem‡bi `„wó| ÔGme

wK NU‡Q?Õ

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Avcbvi eÜz, Avgvi bq|Õ

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bv!Õ

ÔAvcwb, wg. †WcywU wW‡i±i!Õ e‡j nvmj ivbv| ÔMÜUv

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cªwZev` Ki‡Z †Mj Aemb, wKš‘ †Kvb jvf †bB eyS‡Z

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wPeyK Sz‡j coj| cigyn~‡Z© M¤¢xi n‡jv †m| VvÊv n‡q Gj

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Ôwb›`vi R‡b¨ ab¨ev` †`qvi wbqg †bB,Õ ejj ivbv|

ÔDwPZ nqwb, wKš‘ Zey wek¦vm K‡i‡Qb|Õ

Ôeva¨ n‡qwQjvg| Avi †KD wQj bv †h KvRUv Ki‡Z

cviZ|Õ

kÖvM Kij ivbv| ÔmwZ¨, fq¼i †Ljvq †g‡ZwQ‡jb|

wm.AvB.GÐi †WcywU wW‡i±i Avm‡j †K.wR.weÐi GKRb

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Ôeû eQi|Õ

gv_v SuvKvj ivbv| AevK nqwb I| wc‡Kwis †hvM¨ †jvK,

me mgq ZvB wQj| Am¤¢e KwVb GKUv KvR GZ eQi a‡i

myôzfv‡e Ki‡Z cvivq g‡b g‡b †jvKUvi cªksmv Kij I|

wKš‘ cªksmvi mv‡_ `vwq‡Z¡i †Kvb m¤úK© †bB|

76 gvmy` ivbvÐ144

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n‡jv|

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g‡¯‹v Zv‡Z mš‘ó bq| ejj, AviI GKUz Ic‡i DV‡Z n‡e

Avgv‡K| †Rd wiKv‡W©i c`Uv †c‡Z n‡e|Õ

Zvn‡j GB| †Rd wiKv‡W©i c`| nVvr K‡i Lv‡c Lv‡c

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Ici wbf©i Ki‡eb wZwb| Zvici †Rd wiKvW©‡K fzqv m~Î

cvB‡q w`‡q bv‡K `wo w`‡q †NvivI| GiKg evi K‡qK

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Zv‡K w`‡q †Kvb KvR n‡e bv| †g‡q wKWb¨vc n‡j Ggb

GKUv Bmy¨ ˆZwi n‡e, †KD e¨_© n‡j Zv‡K wZwb ¶gv Ki‡eb

bv|

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Ki‡eb †Rd wiKvW©‡K, Avcwb n‡eb Zuvi wcªq eÜz Ges

wm.AvB.G. Pxd|Õ

K_v bv e‡j ivbvi w`‡K ZvwK‡q _vKj Aemb| DËi

†`qvi †Kvb cª‡qvRb †bB|

ÔweÖwjq¨vÈ,Õ ejj ivbv| Ôc−¨vbUv mdj n‡ZI cviZ|Õ

ÔGLbI cv‡i|Õ

ÔAvgvi Zv g‡b nq bv|Õ

Ô‡Kb? Avcwb Avgv‡K Lyb Ki‡eb?Õ

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gv‡S g‡a¨ Ggb GK GKUv cwiw¯’wZi Dj−e nq,

†K.wR.we. Avi wm.AvB.G. `yB B‡Èwj‡R‡Ýi g‡a¨ mgZv

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weavb Kiv `vwqZ¡ n‡q `uvovq ivbvi| ¶gZvi fvimvg¨ eRvq

ivLvi R‡b¨ †hUv fvj g‡b nq †mUvB Ki‡Z nq I‡K| Pv‡c

c‡o †nvK ev Aby‡iv‡a, Av‡gwiKvi A‡bK KvR K‡i w`‡q‡Q

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†M‡Q, Av‡gwiKvb‡`i fzj eywS‡q cvi †c‡q †M‡Q ivbv,

ivwkqvb‡`i †Kvb ¶wZ n‡Z †`qwb| GB †Zv gvÎ wKQyw`b

Av‡M ivwkqvb‡`i †gwiwjb PvU© wb‡q Avmvi KvRUv Ii Nv‡o

Pvwc‡q w`‡qwQj wm.AvB.G.| PvU©Uv wVKB Avbv nq, wKš‘

Av‡gwiKvbiv cvq bKj PvU©, AvmjUv †diZ hvq g‡¯‹vq|

bv, NyuwU wn‡m‡e e¨envi K‡i‡Q e‡j iv‡Mi gv_vq

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Abyfe Ki‡Q I| GZ eQi a‡i Av‡gwiKvb‡`i †Mvcb Z_¨

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K‡i Ki“K| Aemb GUv‡K hw` kvw¯Í e‡j g‡b K‡i, †m kvw¯Í

Zvi cvIbv n‡q‡Q|

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ivbvi †Kvb Dcvq _vK‡e bv|

cuvwP‡ji D‡ëvw`‡Ki Mv‡q Av‡iKUv ey‡jU jvMj|

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ïay mg‡qi e¨vcvi, GK mgq bv GK mgq Mv‡q ¸wj

jvM‡eB|

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gviv‡eb!Õ

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†Mj ivbv|

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fvb Ki‡Q bv| AvOyj¸‡jv wifjfv‡ii euv‡U k³ n‡jv AviI,

Aem‡bi w`‡K ZvK K‡i a‡i Av‡Q| Puv‡`i Av‡jvq mvg‡bUv

hZ `~i †`Lv hvq Zx¶è †PvL eyjvj|

Aem‡bi `„wóI Ny‡i †Mj| †m hv †`L‡Q ivbv Zv †`L‡Q

bv| ax‡i ax‡i Zvi †Pnvivq ¯^w¯Í dz‡U DVj|

Aem‡bi w`‡K ZvKvj ivbv, Zvici Nvo †div‡Z ïi“

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ivbv|Õ

GK‡m‡KÊ w¯’i n‡q _vKj ivbv| Zvici ax‡i ax‡i

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eyjÕm n‡b©i cv‡k `uvwo‡q i‡q‡Q wRbv, Av‡jv Avi Qvqv

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Ggbfv‡e †mU K‡iwQj I, GKUv ¸wjI I‡`i Mv‡q jvMvi

K_v bq|

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wRbvi nv‡Zi w`‡K ZvwK‡q gv÷vi myBPUv †`Lj Aemb|

me eySj †m| ivbvi w`‡K wd‡i †d‡U coj iv‡M| Ô‡Uc! BD

ev÷vW©! Av‡MB Avgvi Av›`vR Kiv DwPZ wQj!Õ

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†R‡bwQ|Õ

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nvmj ivbv| ÔwKš‘ GLb Avwg Rvwb| Avcwb †K.wR.we.

G‡RÈ| wRbvI ZvB|Õ

wgwó K‡i nvmj wRbv| Ô‡Zvgvi Avðh© jvM‡Q?Õ

Ô‡Kb Avðh© ne,Õ wbixn fw½‡Z ejj ivbv| Ô‡Kvb †Kvb

mvc `yÕgy‡Lv nq bv?Õ

wRbvi nvwm wb‡f †Mj, †`‡L Z…w¬ †eva Kij ivbv|

wc‡Kwi‡Oi w`‡K wdij I| wb‡Ri wc¯ÍjUv Kzwo‡q wb‡q‡Q

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KiZ bv, wKš‘ D‡ëvUv mwZ¨ bq| ivbv‡K Lyb Kiv Qvov

Aem‡bi †Kvb Dcvq †bB|

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†Kv_vq?Õ

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ZvKvj| `yÕR‡bB Iiv mZK©, ivbvi cªwZwU bovPov Kov

`„wó‡Z j¶¨ Ki‡Q| K‡qK †m‡KÊ Pyc K‡i _vKj I|

Zvici Sz‡j coj Kuva `y‡Uv| wb®úÖf n‡q †Mj †Pv‡Li `„wó|

†Pnvivq civRq †g‡b †bqvi mg¯Í j¶Y dz‡U DVj cwi®‹vi|

Ô‡ek| Avmyb| wb‡q hvb †g‡qUv‡K|Õ

80 gvmy` ivbvÐ144

Qq

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SU& K‡i gyL Zzj‡jb †cªwm‡WÈ| ÔwK K‡iQ?Õ

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RvbZ bv, hLb Rvbj me©bvk hv nevi n‡q †M‡QцMvcb wKQy

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cvqwb, WKz‡gȸ‡jv nvwi‡q †M‡Q e‡j Zv‡`i eyS †`q

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nv‡Z I¸‡jv co‡j †cv‡jvbf‡K g‡¯‹vq †W‡K cvVv‡bv n‡e|

Kv‡RB wc‡Kwis G‡_‡Ý P‡j hvevi ci mvnv‡h¨i R‡b¨

†cv‡jvb‡fi Kv‡Q hvB Avwg|Õ

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†Pv‡Li Ici GKUv nvZ eyjv‡jb †cªwm‡WÈ| ÔfvwM¨m hvevi

mgq Avgv‡K e‡jvwb!Õ

Ô‡Zvgv‡K †Zv ejjvgB †Kb Avwg †Zvgvi Kv‡Q Avm‡Z

cvwiwb|Õ

Ônu¨v, Rvwb| †Zvgvi aviYv n‡qwQj AvwgB nq‡Zv

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wUDwjc‡K wKWb¨vc Kwi‡qwQ|Õ

Ôwek¦vm Avwg fz‡jI Kwiwb, wKš‘ Zey Avgvi wbwðZfv‡e

Rvbvi `iKvi wQj|Õ

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K_v| †cv‡jvbf cªm½ †kl K‡iv|Õ

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me wi‡cvU© Ki‡Z n‡e Avgv‡K| bv ejvi Dcvq wQj bv Zvi|

wc‡Kwi‡Oi wcQ‡b mviUf bv‡g GK G‡RȇK jvMvq †m|

Ges mwZ¨ mwZ¨ wc‡Kwi‡Oi MwZwewa inm¨gq n‡q I‡V| wKš‘

mviUf‡K †`‡L †d‡j †m, Lwm‡qI †d‡j| wKš‘ Avgvi

aviYv, G Am¤¢e|Õ

Ô‡Kb?Õ

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K¶‡bv aiv co‡e bv, hw` bv †¯^”Qvq aiv co‡Z Pvq, hw` bv

Zvi Ici wb‡`©k _v‡K aiv covi| Kv‡RB, wc‡Kwi‡Oi †Pv‡L

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†K.wR.weÐi c`¯’ Awdmvi, Pvqwb wc‡Kwis‡K AbymiY Kiv

†nvK|Õ

fv‡M¨i cªnmb Dcjwä K‡i wZ³ GKUz nvm‡jb †Rd

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†jvK wc‡Kwis|

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Ôej‡Z †M‡j nVvr K‡iB me Lv‡c Lv‡c wg‡j †Mj| †K

PvB‡Z cv‡i A¨v‡ivi g„Zz¨? ivwkqvbiv| ïaygvÎ ivwkqvbiv|

GÐe¨vcv‡i Avgv‡`i wPšÍvÐfvebv cªg †_‡KB mwVK wQj|

82 gvmy` ivbvÐ144

wKš‘ ivwkqvbiv A¨v‡ivi †cU †_‡K mg¯Í K_v Av`vq bv K‡i

Zv‡K gvi‡e bv| hw` bv Zv‡`i Av‡M †_‡KB me Rvbv _v‡K,

wm.AvB.GÐi †fZi wb‡R‡`i G‡R‡Èi gva¨‡g|Õ

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n‡Z cv‡i?Õ

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ÔwKš‘ †Kb †m wUDwjc‡K wKWb¨vc Ki‡e? bv nq a‡i

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wK? PvIqv †Zv `~‡ii K_v, wK PvB‡e Zvi Avfvm ch©šÍ Iiv

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ÔwKš‘ Zzwg wb‡RB e‡jQ, wUDwjc‡K wKWb¨vc bv K‡iI

I‡`i‡K Zviv miv‡Z cviZ|Õ

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wmMv‡iU aiv‡jb| wmMv‡iU wZwb Lvb bv ej‡jB P‡j, ïay

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wbqg n‡jv †Pv‡Li e`‡j †PvL| Zviv hw` Avgv‡`i †Kvb

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gvwi bv|Õ Kuva SuvKv‡jb wZwb| ÔwUDwjc‡K wKWb¨vc Kivi

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Ki‡Q| cª‡g gvij A¨v‡iv‡K| Zvici GMg¨vb‡K| Zvici

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g‡b K‡i‡Q|Õ

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mv‡_ Reve w`‡jb †Rd wiKvW©|

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Av‡Q|Õ

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e`jvqwb, †Rd,Õ ej‡jb wZwb| ÔG †_‡K ïay Rvbv †M‡Q †Kb

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Av‡Q|Õ

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Ki‡jb bv|

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†_‡K| wbðqB GKUv m‡¼Z| cvnv‡oi †Mvovq GKUv myBP

Ab Kiv n‡jv| gv_vi Ici †PvL auvav‡bv d¬vWjvB‡Ui Av‡jv

R¡‡j DVj| b_© †cvP©, Avi cuvP cª¯’ wmuwoi Ici e¨Mª `„wó

eyjvj wc‡Kwis| SU& K‡i ZvKvj DVv‡bi `w¶Y wmuwoi w`‡K|

iv‡Zi wb¯ÍäZv‡K Lvb Lvb K‡i w`j hvwš¿K GKUv Kɯ^i|

Ôcywjm! A¯¿ †d‡j w`‡q †ewi‡q Avmyb| me KUv †ei“evi

c_ Avgiv eÜ K‡i w`‡qwQ|Õ Bs‡iwR bq, fvlvUv Gevi

MªxK| gy‡Li mvg‡b eyjnb© wb‡q K_v ej‡Q †KD|

wPrKvi K‡i wc‡Kwis ejj, Ô‡Zvgvi PvjvwK Avwg a‡i

†d‡jwQ, ivbv!Õ

Gevi MªxK bq, Bs‡iwR‡Z wb‡`©k Gj, Ô‡nivwK¬qb cywjm!

gv_vi Ici nvZ Zz‡j †ewi‡q Avmyb!Õ

Pyc K‡i _vKj wc‡Kwis| A‡c¶v Ki‡Q|

ÔAvcbv‡K mveavb KiwQ, wg÷vi, ¸wj Kivi R‡b¨ ˆZwi

n‡q AvwQ Avgiv|Õ

nVvr wmuwoi gv_vq GKUv Qvqvg~wZ©‡K †`Lv †MjÑcª‡g

ïay gv_v, Zvici Kuva| mv`v kvU©, †mvbvwj Avi Kv‡jv

Pvcivm, Kv‡jv K¨vc| `yÕnv‡Z aiv GKUv cywjm wifjfvi|

wc‡Kwis Avi A‡c¶v Kij bv| ¸wj Kij|

†jvKUvi kixi k~‡b¨ D‡V †Mj, GK †m‡KÊ Sz‡j _vKj

†mLv‡b, Zvici wcQb w`‡K †n‡j coj| wmuwoi wb‡P, †Pv‡Li

94 gvmy` ivbvÐ144

Avov‡j nvwi‡q †Mj †`nUv| nVvr K‡i AviI `y‡Uv Qvqvg~wZ©

†ewi‡q Gj Kzu‡Rv n‡q, G‡`iI mv`v kvU©, Avi Kv‡jv K¨vc|

QyU‡Q Zviv, GK Avovj †_‡K Av‡iK Avov‡j m‡i hv‡”Q|

wZbRb, PviRb|

cy‡iv GK e¨vUvwjqb cywjm! mwZ¨ mwZ¨ cywjm!

jvd w`j wc‡Kwis, wbPy cuvwPj †_‡K †b‡g QyUj| cv_‡ii

Mv‡q AuvPovAuvPwo K‡i D‡V coj DuPy Av‡iK cuvwP‡ji

gv_vq| GK, `yB, wZb, G‡Ki ci GK Qy‡U Gj ey‡jU|

cuvwP‡ji gv_v †_‡K Av‡iK w`‡K jvd w`‡q coj †m| euv

w`‡K Ny‡i QyUj, †Lvjv †cf‡g‡Èi Ici w`‡q Gu‡K‡eu‡K

†`Šov‡”Q, mvg‡bi wbPy cuvwPj¸‡jv Uc‡K hv‡”Q jvd w`‡q|

A‡bK¸‡jv Avovj †c‡jI gvÎ `yÕGK RvqMvq _vgj †m|

cywjm Lyb †Q‡j‡Ljv e¨vcvi bq, ZvI Avevi we‡`‡ki

gvwU‡Z| aiv co‡j wbN©vZ... wc‡Kwi‡Oi wPšÍv _g‡K †Mj|

aiv co‡j gv‡b? Iiv wK Zv‡K aivi †Póv Ki‡Q?

Rvb wb‡q cvjv‡Z n‡e| i“‡L `uvovevi mgq bq| wUDwjc

KbI‡qi K_v g‡b coj, g‡b coj ivbvi K_v, wKš‘ I‡`i

fvebv c‡i fve‡jI Pj‡e| †m ïay GLb Avkv Ki‡Z cv‡i,

wPrKviUv wRbvi wQj bv, wQj ivbvi| Avkv Ki‡Z cv‡i,

wRbvi nv‡Z P‡j G‡m‡Q wUDwjc| Ges wRbvI cvjvevi

GKUv c_ †c‡q hv‡e|

†eov j¶¨ K‡i †S‡o †`Šo w`j wc‡Kwis| †eovUv

UcKvevi mgq wcQ‡b cv‡qi AvIqvR ïbj †m| AvnZ cïi

gZ `y‡e©va¨ AvIqvR †ewi‡q Gj Mjv †_‡K| A‡bK w`b n‡jv

wdì †_‡K Aemi wb‡q‡Q, cªv‡Yi SzuwK wb‡q †`ŠoÐSuvc Kiv

A‡f¨m †bB| nvc‡ii gZ nuvcv‡Z jvMj †m| †eovi gv_v

†_‡K Avjyi e¯Ívi gZ Nv‡mi Ici acvm K‡i coj| g‡b

AcniYÐ2 95

n‡jv, A‡bK¸‡jv nvo fvOj| wKš‘ cigyn~‡Z© K¨vOvi“i gZ

jvd w`j †m, Zxi †e‡M QyUj Avevi|

mvg‡b gvV| wcQ‡b wPrKvi| Pviw`‡Ki gvwU ey‡jU †j‡M

wQUKvj| fvM¨B ej‡Z n‡e, GKUvI Zvi Mv‡q jvMj bv|

†i‡Äi evB‡i P‡j Gj †m| Zvici AK¯§vr Zvi mvg‡b

hg`~‡Zi gZ D`q n‡jv GKRb cywjm, wc¯Íj aiv nvZ Zz‡j

j¶¨ w¯’i Kij|

¸wj Kij wc‡Kwis| eb K‡i Ny‡i †Mj †jvKUv, `ovg

K‡i AvQvo †Lj gvwU‡Z| jvd w`‡q Zv‡K UcKvj †m, duvKv

PvZv‡ji w`‡K QyUj| †i‡L hvIqv MvwoUv †`L‡Z †cj †m|

Mvwo‡Z D‡V BMwbk‡b Pvwe †XvKvj wc‡Kwis, nvZ `y‡Uv

Kuvc‡Q e‡j gvÐevc Zz‡j Mvj w`j wb‡R‡K| PvZvj †_‡K

†ewi‡q iv¯Ívq coj Mvwo, bZzb GK SuvK ey‡jU GKUv

Uvqvi‡KI Qyu‡Z cvij bv| ¯úxW Zzjj wc‡Kwis, †nivwK¬q‡bi

w`‡K QyUj Mvwo|

gvBjLv‡bK GwM‡q nVvr †gvo Nyij wc‡Kwis, KuvPv c_

a‡i GKUv dvg©nvD‡mi w`‡K G‡Mvj| †MvjvN‡ii cªKvÊ

`iRv nv nv Ki‡Q| †fZ‡i Xz‡K GwÄb eÜ Kij, Zvjv w`j

†MvjvN‡ii `iRvq| Rvbvjvi wb‡P G‡m gv_v Zzjj, DuwK w`j

evB‡i| iv¯Ív w`‡q mMR©‡b Qy‡U †Mj GK‡Rvov cywjm Kvi|

†g‡S‡Z e‡m coj wc‡Kwis, Nb Nb nuvcv‡”Q, D‡ËRbv

Avi K¬vwšÍ‡Z Kuvc‡Q mviv kixi| fvwM¨m GB Av¯Ívbvi e¨e¯’v

Av‡MB K‡i †i‡L †M‡Q wRbv! wc‡Kwis Zvi Kvco‡Pvco,

KvMRÐcÎ, Awdwkqvj cvm‡cvU©, me †i‡L wM‡qwQj GLv‡b|

Av‡iKUv Mvwo Av‡Q jyKv‡bv| †Uwj‡dvbI Av‡Q|

wec` AvcvZZ †K‡U †M‡Q, wKš‘ bZzb mgm¨v n‡q `uvovj

evRcov gv_v| cªPÊ e¨_vq †Pv‡L AÜKvi †`Lj †m| e¨_v

96 gvmy` ivbvÐ144

ïay gv_v‡ZB bq, †MvUv wcVI ac ac Ki‡Q| Avi ey‡Ki

†fZi dzmdzm‡K †hb wLuPywb †iv‡M a‡i‡Q| GKUz wekÖvg wbB,

fvej †m, Zvici †dvb Kie| mZK© Ae¯’vq wb‡Ri †jvKRb

A‡c¶v Ki‡Q, WvK †c‡jB Qy‡U Avm‡e Zviv|

wUDwjc hw` wRbvi nv‡Z _v‡K, Zv‡K wb‡q GLv‡b P‡j

Avm‡e †m| wKš‘ wg‡_¨ ¯^coe bv †`‡L ev¯ÍeZvi gy‡LvgywL nIqv

`iKvi GLb| wPrKviUv ivbvi wQj bv, wQj wRbvi, wek¦vm

Ki‡Z bv PvB‡jI g‡bi †fZiUv †mÐK_vB MvB‡Q|

b‡mvm †_‡K †ewi‡q Avm‡e ivbv| †hfv‡e †nvK, cvjvevi

GKUv iv¯Ív wVKB †ei K‡i †b‡e †m| Z‡e Pvi eQ‡ii GKUv

ev”Pv‡K wb‡q cv‡q †nu‡U KZ `~i †h‡Z cvi‡e?

nq‡Zv, nq‡Zv †Kb, wbðqB Mvwo Av‡Q ivbvi| m¤¢eZ

ZviB gZ GKUvq P‡o G‡m‡Q, Av‡iKUv Kv‡Qwc‡V jyKv‡bv

Av‡Q| Avi Mvwo gv‡bB iv¯Ív|

GB iv¯ÍvUv DËiÐ`w¶Y j¤¦v, b‡mvm †_‡K †ei“evi GUvB

GKgvÎ c_|

`yÕnv‡Z gv_vi Pyj Lvg‡P e¨_vUv Kgvevi †Póv Kij

wc‡Kwis| Uj‡Z Uj‡Z `uvovj †m| `iRvi w`‡K cv evov‡ZB

GKUv AvIqvR XzKj Kv‡b| Ny‡i `uvov‡Z ïi“ K‡i wc¯ÍjUv

†Kvgi †_‡K †ei K‡i Avbj|

Ô¸wj †Kv‡iv bv!Õ

†MvjvN‡ii wcQb †_‡K GwM‡q Avm‡Q GK †jvK| PIov

Aeqe| PIov Kuva| m−vwfK †Pnviv|

ÔmviUf?Õ

i“k G‡RÈ †QvÆ K‡i gv_v SuvKvj|

ÔGLv‡b Zzwg wK KiQ?Õ AevK n‡q Rvb‡Z PvBj

wc‡Kwis|

AcniYÐ2 97

Ô‡`L‡ZB cv”QцZvgvi mv‡_ †hvMv‡hvM|Õ

ÔGgb †evKvwg K‡i †KD! Av‡iKUz n‡j †Zv †Zvgv‡K

Avwg †g‡iB †djZvg!Õ

ÔSzuwK bv wb‡q Dcvq wQj? AÜKv‡i eySe wK K‡i †jvKUv

Zzwg?Õ

Ô‡hvMv‡hvM Kivi `iKvi coj †Kb ZvB e‡jv| Avgvi

nv‡Z mgq †bB|Õ

Ômgq †Zvgv‡K ˆZwi K‡i wb‡Z n‡e, Kg‡iW|Õ

iv‡M †QvU n‡q †Mj wc‡Kwi‡Oi †PvL| ÔwK?Õ

Rvbvjv w`‡q Puv‡`i Av‡jv XzK‡Q, m‡i G‡m †mB Av‡jvq

`uvovj mviUf| Ôeo GKUv mgm¨vq c‡owQ Avgiv,Õ ejj †m|

Ô‡Rd wiKvW© †Zvgvi cwiPq †R‡b †d‡j‡Q|Õ

†Kv_vq A`„k¨ n‡jv ivM, ¯Íw¤¢Z we¯§‡q mviU‡fi w`‡K nuv

K‡i ZvwK‡q _vKj wc‡Kwis| gv_vi †fZi wKjwej K‡i

DVj Zx¶è gyL KZ¸‡jv cªkoe| wKfv‡e? †Kb? wK N‡U‡Q?

ïay AwfÁ bq, cª¨vKwUK¨vj †jvK, wb‡R‡K wc‡Kwis

w`‡knviv n‡Z w`j bv| K‡qK †m‡K‡Êi g‡a¨ av°vUv mvg‡j

wbj †m| cªkoe¸‡jvi DËi Zv‡K †c‡ZB n‡e, DËi¸‡jvi Ici

wbf©i Ki‡Q RxebÐg„Zz¨, wKš‘ GB gyn~‡Z© D`&åvšÍ nIqv mv‡R

bv| ÔwVK Av‡Q,Õ ejj †m| ÔZvigv‡b c−¨vb e`jv‡Z n‡e|

wUDwjc‡K wb‡q b‡mv‡m i‡q‡Q ivbv| I‡K †c‡Z n‡e

Avgvi|Õ

cuvP cª¯’ wmuwoi †Mvovq cªvq †cuŠ‡Q †M‡Q ivbv, GB mgq `c&

K‡i R¡‡j DVj Av‡jv, †mB mv‡_ eyjn‡b© wb‡`©k †kvbv †Mj|

cywjm! cywjm Gj †Kv_v †_‡K?

GKUv fuvovi N‡i Mv XvKv w`j ivbv, ILv‡b AvKv‡ki

98 gvmy` ivbvÐ144

w`‡K gyL †Lvjv mi“ GKUv k¨vdU i‡q‡Q| jvd w`j I,

wKbviv a‡i Sz‡j coj, Zvici cv_y‡i †`qv‡j nuvUz Avi KbyB

†VwK‡q gv_v DuPy K‡i DuwK w`j evB‡i|

MªvDÊ †j‡fj †_‡K †MvUv `„k¨ cwi®‹vi †`Lv †Mj| †eov

Uc‡K cvjv‡”Q wc‡Kwis, Zvi wcQy wcQy QyU‡Q cywjm| Z‡e

AviI cywjm i‡q‡Q, aŸsmve‡k‡li †fZi Zj−vwk Pvjv‡”Q

Zviv|

†g‡S‡Z bvgj ivbv| GK †m‡KÊ wPšÍv Kij| Zvici

KwiWi a‡i Avevi wd‡i Gj ivRKxq A¨vcvU©‡gȸ‡jvi

Kv‡Q| wcQb †_‡K †f‡m Gj wdmdvm Mjvi AvIqvR, eyU

Ry‡Zvi †fuvZv kã| wmuwo †e‡q wb‡P bvg‡Q cywjm| MªxK

fvlvq wb‡`©k †kvbv †Mj| Pviw`‡K Qwo‡q co‡Q mk¯¿

†jvKRb| QyUšÍ cv‡qi kã, Gw`‡KB Avm‡Q|

KvgivUv fvj K‡i †`Lj ivbv| Lvwj Kvgiv, bMoe Pvi‡U

†`qvj, Avi gm„Y wmwjsÑjy‡Kvevi †Kvb RvqMv †bB| wbtkã

cv‡q, `ª“Z, D‡ëvw`‡Ki `iRv w`‡q Bs‡iwR eY©gvjvi Gj

AvK…wZi GKUv KwiW‡i †ewi‡q Gj I| KwiWi †_‡K Av‡iK

†P¤¦v‡i XzKj| Av‡MiUvi †P‡q †QvU GUv, †`qv‡j bxj

Wjwdb AuvKv| b‡mvmÐivYx mLx‡`i wb‡q †Ljv Ki‡Zb

GLv‡b| †MvjKauvavi †kl gv_v ejv P‡j|

`iRv AviI GKUv Av‡Q, mivmwi ivYxi Kvgivq †XvKv

hvq| Zvici †QvU GKUv c¨v‡mR, c¨v‡m‡Ri gv_vq Ly‡`

GKUv NiÑivYxi ev_iƒg|

ev_iƒ‡g †Kvb Av‡jvi e¨e¯’v ivLv nqwb, Uz¨wi÷iv ïay

w`‡bi †ejv Avm‡Z cv‡i GLv‡b| †g‡S‡Z j¤¦v n‡q i‡q‡Q

eomo cv_‡ii ˆZwi ev_Uve, AvRI AUzU| fve‡Z Avðh©

jv‡M †klevi ivYx GLv‡b †Mvmj Kivi ci Pvi nvRvi eQi

AcniYÐ2 99

†cwi‡q †M‡Q|

ev_Uv‡ei wcQ‡b nuvUz gy‡o emj ivbv, Zvici ï‡q coj|

Ii c_ a‡iB GwM‡q Avm‡Q cv‡qi AvIqvR| Gj

AvK…wZi KwiW‡i †cuŠ‡Q †M‡Q cywjm| A‡bK¸‡jv cv‡qi

AvIqvR, Zvi g‡a¨ GK‡Rvov ivYxi Kvgivq XzKj| AviI

K‡qK †Rvov wcQy wcQy XzKj| nVvr mevB `uvwo‡q coj|

Zvici Avevi G‡Mvj| †QvÆ c¨v‡m‡R †ewi‡q Gj

†jvK¸‡jv| ev_iƒ‡gi w`‡K Avm‡Q|

ivbvi ey‡Ki †fZiUv aodo K‡i DVj|

mevB Avm‡Q bv, gvÎ `yÕRb|

wb_i c‡o _vKj ivbv, GK Pyj boj bv| Aw·‡R‡bi

Afv‡e eyK †d‡U hvevi Ae¯’v nIqvq gvÎ `yÕGKevi k¦vm wbj

I|

ev_iƒ‡gi `iRvq †cuŠQyj GK‡Rvov cv| wcQy wcQy Gj

Av‡iK †Rvov| `uvwo‡q Av‡Q Iiv| gvKomvi Rvj bv wK †hb

bv‡K XzKj, nuvwP Avm‡Z PvBj| `iRvi mvg‡b `uvwo‡q i‡q‡Q

†jvK¸‡jv, P‡jI hv‡”Q bv, †fZ‡iI XzK‡Q bv| bvK Avi

gy‡L nvZ Pvcv w`‡q nuvwP AvU‡K ivLj ivbv|

U‡P©i Av‡jv coj ev_iƒ‡g|

Av‡jvUv Ly‡` Kvgivi †KvY¸‡jvq †NvivNywi Kij wKQy¶Y,

evi K‡qK ev_Uv‡ei wKbviv Qyu‡q †Mj| ivbv †hb Roc`v_©,

bo‡Q bv| nVvr UP© aiv nvZUv `ª“Z Ny‡i †Mj, Av‡jvUv †g‡Si

wbw`©ó GKUv RvqMvi Ici w¯’i n‡jv|

ÔIUv wK?Õ

GK gyn~Z© †Kvb kã n‡jv bv| Zvici GK‡Rvov cv

†PŠKvV †cwi‡q Kvgivi †fZi XzKj| ev_Uv‡ei cv‡k †g‡Si

Ici nvZ eyjvj †m| wm‡a n‡jv| Ôcqmv| Av‡gwiKvb|Õ

100 gvmy` ivbvÐ144

Avevi wb¯ÍäZv bvgj|

†`vi‡Mvov †_‡K Aci †jvKUv †n‡m DVj| ÔZv‡Z wK?

†ivR nvRvi nvRvi Uz¨wi÷ Avm‡Q, c‡KU †_‡K c‡o †h‡Z

cv‡i bv? †`LvB †Zv hv‡”Q †KD †bB GLv‡bÑP‡jv!Õ

U‡P©i Av‡jv wb‡f †Mj| Avevi kã n‡jv cv‡qi| `~‡i

m‡i hv‡”Q|

emj ivbv| DuwK w`‡q ev_Uv‡ei †fZi ZvKvj| ZjvUv

Mvp i‡Oi Pv`‡i XvKv| Pv`iUv mivj I|

wbf©vebvq Av‡Mi gZB Nygv‡”Q wUDwjc KbI‡q| mviv

gy‡L wbweo cªkvwšÍ, eÜ cvZvi †fZi †Pv‡Li gwY GKUzI

bo‡Q bv| Avevi Zv‡K Ny‡gi Ilya LvB‡q‡Q ivbv, †ePvwi

Rv‡b bv Zvi Ici w`‡q wK ai‡bi wec` hv‡”Q| GK A‡_©

Ny‡gi IlyaB wUDwj‡ci wbivcËv wbwðZ Ki‡Q| Av‡iKUv

ev¯Íe mZ¨ n‡jv, wUDwjcB GLb ivbvi GKgvÎ i¶vKeP|

wUDwjc‡K nviv‡j Ii †eu‡P _vKvi m¤¢vebv †bB ej‡jB P‡j|

wUDwj‡ci cvjm cix¶v Kij ivbv, ¯^vfvweK| Zvi Mv‡q

Pv`iUv fvj K‡i Rwo‡q w`j, Zvici Pv`i mn Zz‡j wbj

Kuv‡a| ev_iƒg †_‡K †ewi‡q Gj I|

†mB Lvwj KvgivUvi evB‡i, KwiW‡i, cvnvivq i‡q‡Q

GKRb cywjm| wcwQ‡q G‡m KvgivUv Av‡iKevi LyuwU‡q †`Lj

ivbv| wb‡iU †`qvj| wmwj‡O †Kv_vI duvKІdvKi †bB| Ii

wcQ‡b ivYxi Kvgiv, †MvjKauvavi †kl cªvšÍ| †ei“evi ïay GB

GKUvB iv¯Ív|

wUDwjc‡K †g‡S‡Z bvwg‡q ivLj ivbv| `iRv w`‡q DuwK

w`j Avevi KwiW‡i| wmuwoi †Mvovq `uvwo‡q i‡q‡Q †jvKUv|

nvZ `y‡Uv `yÕcv‡k Sz‡j Av‡Q wX‡jXvjv fv‡e| wKš‘ †PvL

mZK©| Wvb nv‡Z wifjfvi|

AcniYÐ2 101

†Kvg‡ii †eë †_‡K wb‡Ri wifjfviUv †ei Kij ivbv|

`iRvi Av‡iK cv‡k m‡i wM‡q wifjfviUv Zzjj| mveav‡b

j¶¨w¯’i Kij I| Zvici wUªMvi †U‡b w`j|

AuvZ‡K D‡V jvd w`j cywjm| wifjfvi aiv nvZUv Zzjj,

¸wj Kivi R‡b¨ ˆZwi| †jvKUv Ny‡i‡Q, Z‡e †hw`K †_‡K

¸wj n‡jv †mw`‡K bq, Uv‡M©‡Ui w`‡K| gv_vi IciKvi

evjeUv we‡ùvwiZ n‡jv, ¸u‡ov KuvP Qwo‡q coj Pviw`‡K|

Zvici ax‡i ax‡i Nyij †m, `yÕnv‡Z k³ K‡i a‡i Av‡Q

wifjfvi, cªvq AÜKvi j¤¦v KwiW‡ii †kl gv_vi w`‡K Zx¶è

†Pv‡L ZvKvj| Wvb w`‡Ki †Lvjv `iRv¸‡jv w`‡q ivRKxq

A¨vcvU©‡g‡È hvIqv hvq, euv w`‡Ki `iRv¸‡jv w`‡q hvIqv

hvq KvwiMi‡`i KviLvbvq| `yÕcv‡ki †hІKvb `iRv w`‡q

fuvovi Ni, †cvkvK Ni, †Ljv Ni, emvi Ni, BZ¨vw` AviI

A‡bK N‡i hvIqv hvq| KwiW‡ii †kl gv_vq †QvU, wLjvb

AvK…wZi GKUv fvix `iRv, Zvjv Szj‡Q|

¸wjUv †Kv‡Ì‡K n‡q‡Q †evSvi Dcvq †bB|

GK cv mvg‡b evoj †jvKUv| †Kv_vI †Kvb kã †bB|

mvnm GKUz evoj| AviI GK cv G‡Mvj †m|

cªwZwU c`‡¶c ïb‡Z cv‡”Q ivbv| `iRvi mvg‡b †_‡K

m‡i G‡m‡Q I, cv‡ki †`qv‡j wcV †VwK‡q `i`i K‡i

Nvg‡Q| wifjfviUv †e‡ë ¸u‡R †i‡L‡Q I| nvZ `y‡Uv

wcQ‡bi †`qv‡j †mu‡U i‡q‡Q| mveav‡b, axi cv‡q GwM‡q

Avm‡Q †jvKUv| `iRvi w`‡K|

`uvovj|

`iRvi †fZi AÜKvi| DuwK w`j †m| mu¨vr K‡i

†`vi‡Mvovq †ewi‡q Gj ivbv, wifjfvi aiv nv‡Z SvcUv

gvij †Rv‡i, LUvm K‡i †g‡S‡Z coj †mUv| Aci nvZ w`‡q

102 gvmy` ivbvÐ144

†jvKUv‡K Kv‡Q Uvbj ivbv, wb‡Ri ey‡Ki Ici| wPrKvi

Kivi R‡b¨ gyL Ly‡jwQj †jvKUv, wKš‘ ivbvi Kuva Zvi gyLPvcv

w`j| a¯Ívaw¯Í ïi“ Kij †jvKUv, Zvi wcV †_‡K nvZ mwi‡q

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Avcbviv?Õ

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132 gvmy` ivbvÐ144

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K‡ib?Õ

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iKg?Õ

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bv|

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136 gvmy` ivbvÐ144

†Lvjv †bB Zvi mvg‡b| wZb‡U †g‡qiB GKUv K‡i Pvi

eQ‡ii ev”Pv Av‡Q| ivbv hw` wc‡Kwis‡K Z¨vM K‡i _v‡K,

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wUDwj‡ci wec‡`i g‡a¨ cov|

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K…ZÁZv‡eva Ki‡jb wZwb|

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inm¨gq|

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138 gvmy` ivbvÐ144

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nu¨v, wc‡KwisB|

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†KD Av‡Q e‡j g‡b nq bv|

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cªwZwμqv nqwb|Õ

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AcniYÐ2 169

AvcwË †bB!Õ

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170 gvmy` ivbvÐ144

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AcniYÐ2 171

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172 gvmy` ivbvÐ144

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GKUv `xN©k¦vm †dj‡jb cv‡gjv KbI‡q| Ôfvj nZ hw`

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176 gvmy` ivbvÐ144

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Av‡Q Zvi, AšÍZ `yB wm‡÷‡gi `y‡Uv, †ewkI n‡Z cv‡i|

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hvi bvg gvmy` ivbv, fvej wc‡Kwis, cªwZUv gyn~Z© mZK© _v‡K

evb‡PvZ| wbðq †fZi w`‡KI Av‡iK cª¯’ Zvi Av‡Q|

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