Wednesday, November 7, 2012

দুরন্ত ঈগল-1


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G¸‡jv jvjwP‡bi KvQ †_‡K Dcnvi wnmv‡e †c‡q‡Q


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ai‡Z cvie, †`L‡Z cve n¨v½v‡ii †fZ‡i †K Kx Ki‡Q bv
Ki‡Q|Õ
wbtkã cv‡q †nu‡U n¨v½v‡ii wÎk M‡Ri g‡a¨ P‡j Gj
Iiv| wjWv‡ii wb‡`©‡k ï‡q coj mevB, AviI cvuP MR
G‡Mvj μj K‡i|
ÔwmwKDwiwU †ek Kov,Õ †PvL †_‡K webwKDjvi bvwg‡q
ejj wUg wjWvi| ÔZ‡e... m¤¢e|Õ
cªg Zuveyi wfZi ïay GKRb †gRi| wØZxq ZuveyUv
Kv‡QB, wfZ‡i †gvU wZbRb †mcvB I GKRb nvwej`vi|
wekªv‡g Av‡Q Iiv|
Ô†`L‡ZB cv”Q,Õ wdmwdm Kij wjWvi, ÔwZbR‡bi `y‡Uv
MÖ“c n¨v½viUv‡K wN‡i Unj w`‡”Q, `yBRb †M‡Ui `y-cv‡k
`uvwo‡q wWDwU w`‡”Q| Avgv‡`i Kvey Ki‡Z n‡e †gRimn
†gvU †Z‡ivRb‡K|Õ
ÔAvgiv wK Rvwb cvjve`j KUvi mgq?Õ `‡ji m`m¨
wdeyb msMZ cÖkoe Kij|
ÔRvb‡j Lye fvj nZ,Õ ejj mnKvix wUg wjWvi †nv
UvKwmb, nvZNwoi Dci †PvL| ÔcuqwÎk wgwbU ci A¨vKkb
ïi“, ZvB †Zv? wVK Av‡Q, em|Õ


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`yB
A¨vgey‡jÝ †_‡K †b‡g evwK `y‡kv MR †nu‡U Gj Pzqv‡bi
†bZ…‡Z¡ _vB _vÛv‡ii †gwW‡Kj MÖ“c| m‡½ Pvwe Av‡Q, `iRv
Ly‡j gvB‡μvev‡m Poj Zviv| Av‡jv †R¡‡j wfZiUv GKevi
†`‡L wbj, Zvici AÜKv‡i Kvco cvëvj| cÖ‡Z¨‡K Kv‡jv
myU cij, wb‡R‡`i †Wªm Ly‡j f‡i ivLj weªd‡K‡m| †h hvi
A¯¿ wKQy m‡½ ivLj, wKQy ivLj weªd‡K‡mi wfZi|
W¨vk †evW© †_‡K cvIqv †ivW g¨v‡c †PvL †i‡L Mvwo
Pvjv‡”Q Pzqvb| bvnvi wfjvi mvg‡b w`‡q hv‡”Q Zviv| †jvnvi
wMÖj jvMv‡bv †M‡Ui mvg‡b `yRb †jvK‡K cvnvivq †`L‡Z
†cj| Ajm cv‡q cvqPvwi Ki‡Q GK wmcvB, Kuv‡a ivB‡dj|
jvBU‡cv‡÷ Kuva †VwK‡q `uvwo‡q Av‡Q GKRb nvwej`vi Ñ
GK cv‡q fi w`‡q, Aci cv AbeiZ bvPv‡”Q †m, wnc
†nvj÷v‡i wc¯—j| K¨vc‡Ub ev Zvi Avg©viW KviUv‡K
†Kv_vI †`Lv hv‡”Q bv|
†mbvevwnbxi GB m`m¨iv cvnviv w`‡”Q W±i bvw`iv‡K|
Z‡e wZwb Avm‡j †K, †Kb Zuv‡K cvnviv w`‡Z n‡e BZ¨vw`
wKQyB Zv‡`i Rvbv †bB|
bvnvi wfjv‡K wcQ‡b †d‡j wKQyUv G‡Mvevi ci Wvbw`‡K
euvK Nyij bxj gvB‡μvevm, GB mgq I‡`i‡K cvk KvUvj
GKUv Avg©viW Kvi, WªvBfv‡ii cv‡ki wm‡U mZK© fw½‡Z
e‡m i‡q‡Q Zi“Y K¨vc‡Ub Ñ Zx¶è`„wó‡Z †`Lj I‡`i bxj
MvwoUv‡K|
wÎk MR G‡Mvevi ci Wvb cv‡k coj mi“ c¨v‡mR,
bvnvi wfjv I _vB `~Zvev‡mi wcQb w`‡q P‡j †M‡Q| Nvo
wdwi‡q ïay †`‡L ivLj _vB _vÛv‡ii m`m¨iv| Wvbw`‡K
Av‡iKUv euvK Ny‡i _vB `~Zvev‡mi mvg‡b P‡j Gj Zviv|
`~Zvev‡mi †MU †Lvjv| †M‡Ui evB‡i wZbRb evsjv‡`kx
cywjk GKUv †e‡Â e‡m Av‡Q, nv‡Z ivB‡dj| †M‡Ui wfZi
`yRb _vB MvW© `uvwo‡q i‡q‡Q, Kuva †_‡K Szj‡Q KvievBb,
wnc †nvj÷v‡i †MuvRv wc¯—j| GB _vB MvW©‡`i m‡½ wmwfj
†Wªm civ GKRb _vB A¨v‡UbW¨v›U MvW© i“‡gi wfZi GKUv
†Pqv‡i e‡m i‡q‡Q| nv‡Z KvMR-cÎ wb‡q †ek wKQy †jvK
cÖvq †Qu‡K a‡i‡Q Zv‡K| †M‡Ui evB‡i †ek A‡bK¸‡jv Mvwo
`uvwo‡q Av‡Q|
bxj gvB‡μvevmUv †M‡Ui wVK mvg‡b †_‡g‡Q| GKRb
_vB MvW© GwM‡q Gj| Zvi nv‡Z GKMv`v KvMR awi‡q w`j
Pwμ Pzqvb | meB bKj, Z‡e aievi Dcvq †bB| I¸‡jv
co‡j †evSv hv‡e Zviv cuvPRb _vB e¨emvqx, `i I †`bvcvIbv
wb‡q evsjv‡`kx GKUv e¨emvwqK cÖwZôv‡bi m‡½
Zv‡`i we‡iva Pj‡Q, `~Zvev‡mi Kgvm© †m‡μUvwii civgk© I
mgvavb cvIqvi Avkvq G‡m‡Q Zviv| Zviv †h Avm‡e, †mUv
f`ª‡jvK‡K Av‡MB Rvbv‡bv n‡q‡Q|
wek wgwbU ci Mv‡W©i KvQ †_‡K wb‡q KvMR¸‡jvi Dci
†PvL eyjvj wmwfj †Wªm civ _vB A¨v‡UbW¨v›U| e¨vcviUv Zvi
Rvbv Av‡Q| †Pqvi †Q‡o gvB‡μvev‡mi cv‡k G‡m `uvovj
†m| Ônu¨v, Avcbv‡`i Avmvi K_v,Õ Pzqvb‡K ejj †m| ÔwKš‘


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Kgvm© †m‡μUvwi †Zv P‡j †M‡Qb| Avcbviv `qv K‡i Kvj
mKv‡j Avmyb|Õ
gv_v †b‡o nvmj Pzqvb| ÔKgvm© †m‡μUvwii m‡½ †dv‡b
hv K_v nevi n‡q †M‡Q Avgv‡`i| GLb mivmwi
A¨vge¨vmvW‡ii m‡½ †`Lv Ki‡Z n‡e|Õ
ÔwKš‘ wZwbI †Zv †bB, wg‡mm‡K wb‡q wWbvi †L‡Z
†ewi‡q‡Qb,Õ ejj A¨v‡UbW¨v›U|
Pzqv‡bi gy‡L nvwmUv AviI mij I webxZ n‡q DVj|
ÔAvgiv A‡c¶v Kie| Z‡e GB Mvwo‡Z e‡m bq|Õ
kªvM Kij A¨v‡UbW¨v›U| GKRb MvW©‡K †W‡K ejj,
ÔIu‡`i‡K I‡qwUs i“‡g †cuŠ‡Q `vI|Õ
Mv‡W©i wcQy wb‡q evMv‡bi wfZi w`‡q G‡Mvj _vB
_vÛv‡ii MÖ“cUv| †`wk-we‡`wk †ek wKQy †jvK‡K cvk KvUvj
Zviv, fvej wbðqB A¨vge¨vmvW‡ii m‡½ †`Lv Ki‡Z
G‡m‡Q| I‡qwUs i“‡gI K‡qKRb †jvK‡K e‡m _vK‡Z †`Lv
†Mj| MvW© I‡`i‡K em‡Z e‡j wd‡i †Mj †M‡U|
GKUz ci GK GK K‡i I‡qwUs i“g †_‡K evMv‡b †ewi‡q
Gj _vB _vÛv‡ii m`m¨iv| evMv‡b †jvKRb _vK‡jI,
we‡klfv‡e †KD I‡`i‡K j¶ Ki‡Q bv| Ajm cv‡q nuvU‡Z
nuvU‡Z `vjvbUvi wcQbw`‡K P‡j Gj Iiv|
Gw`‡K cÖPyi MvQcvjv, `yB `vjv‡bi wcQbw`KUv‡K
R½‡ji gZ jvM‡Q †`L‡Z| w`‡bi †ejv cuvwPj iO Kievi
KvR n‡q‡Q, gB mn †ek wKQy miÄvg c‡o _vK‡Z †`Lj
Pzqvb| Zvi Bw½Z †c‡q gBUv‡K Lvov K‡i cuvwP‡j DVj
m½xiv, Zvici †mUv‡K †mZz evwb‡q c¨v‡mR †ci“j, bvnvi
wfjv‡Z bvgjI IUvi mvnv‡h¨ Ñ Zvici ïB‡q ivLj †`qv‡ji
Mv †Nu‡l|
bx‡P †b‡gB weªd‡Km Ly‡j gy‡L M¨vm-gv¯‹ cij Iiv|
MvQcvjv I †Niv evMvb cvi n‡q mv‡f©›Um †KvqvU©vi| Ava
eywo GK PvKivwb `iRvi w`‡K wcQb wd‡i †PŠwK‡Z e‡m Pzb
jvMv‡”Q cv‡b| Zvi gy‡L nvZPvcv w`j Pzqvb, Aci nv‡Z aiv
nvBcWviwgK wmwi‡Äi myBUv N¨vP K‡i XywK‡q w`j evû‡Z|
wZb †m‡KÛ a¯—vaw¯— Kij gwnjv, Zvici Ávb nvwi‡q X‡j
coj †PŠwKi Dci| `yÕNÈvi Av‡M Zvi ûuk wdi‡e bv|
`yB _vB _vÛvi ¸Êv aivawi K‡i †g‡S‡Z bvgvj AÁvb
gwnjv‡K, cv w`‡q †V‡j XywK‡q w`j †PŠwKi bx‡P|
Gici wK‡Pb| †cÖŠp eveywP© I Zi“Yx Kv‡Ri eyqv ivboevi
Kv‡R e¨¯—| cuvP we‡`wk wfZ‡i Xy‡K Suvwc‡q coj Zv‡`i
Dci, Mjv wU‡c aivq †KD †KvbI kã Ki‡Z cvi‡Q bv|
nvZ-cv Quyoj wVKB, Z‡e IB gvÎ wZb †m‡K‡Ûi Rb¨,
hZ¶Y bv B‡ÄKkb KvR ïi“ Kij| G‡`iI `y-NÈvi Av‡M
Ávb †divi †KvbI m¤¢vebv †bB| Amvo †`n `ywU GKcv‡k
mwi‡q ivLj Iiv, †hb evB‡i †_‡K PU& K‡i †Pv‡L bv c‡o|
Gici wK‡Pb n‡q KwiW‡i †ei“j, †M÷ i“g I
†eWi“g‡K cvk KvwU‡q P‡j‡Q wjwfs i“‡gi w`‡K| GKRb
mnKvix‡K wb‡q mevi mvg‡b i‡q‡Q Pwμ Pzqvb| Pzqv‡bi GK
nv‡Z mvB‡jÝvi jvMv‡bv wc¯—j, Aci nv‡Z M¨vm †evgv|
mnKvixi nv‡Z j¤^v PKP‡K †Qviv| Zz‡jv w`‡q Rov‡bv
†K¬v‡ivdg© fwZ© wUDeUv †Kv‡Ui mvBW c‡K‡U †i‡L‡Q †m,
cÖ‡qvR‡bi mgq SU K‡i hv‡Z †ei Ki‡Z cv‡i|
†M÷ i“g I †eWi“‡gi `iRv †Lvjv| cvk KvUvevi mgq
Pzqvb I Zvi mnKvix avbvB VvKzi †`Lj †M÷ i“g Lvwj|
Zvici Ava †m‡KÛ mgqI cvIqv †Mj bv|
†eWi“g †_‡K †ewi‡q G‡m I‡`i G‡Kev‡i mvg‡b c‡o
†M‡jb cÖ‡dmi W±i kvgmyboevnvi, nv‡Z GKUv A¨vjevg|
Kv‡jv myU I M¨vm gv¯‹ civ GZ¸‡jv mk¯¿ gvbyl‡K nVvr


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mvg‡b †`‡L AuvZ‡K DV‡jb wZwb, nvZ †_‡K c‡o †Mj
A¨vjevgUv, wb‡Ri ARv‡š—B wPrKvi Ki‡Z hv‡”Qb|
Pzqvb wiq¨v± Kievi mgqB †cj bv| †Qvivi GK †Kv‡c
f`ªgwnjvi KÉbvjx wew”Qboe K‡i w`j Zvi mnKvix avbvB
VvKzi| †g‡S‡Z X‡j co‡jb wZwb, Zuvi m‡½ wbPz n‡q cv‡kB
nuvUz Mvoj Lywb, D_‡j †ewi‡q Avmv i‡³i wfZi N¨vP N¨vP
K‡i †Qvivi djvUv Pvjv‡”Q GLbI| gyÊyUv kixi †_‡K Avjv`v
bv nIqv ch©š— _vgj bv †m|
A¨vjevgUv Ly‡j †M‡Q, wkï kvgmyboevnvi I bvw`ivi mv`v
d«K ivOv n‡q DVj ZvRv i‡³|
W±i kvgmyboevnv‡ii cZb I KwiW‡ii †g‡S‡Z Ry‡Zvi
Nlv jvMvq evwoi bxieZv †f‡O †M‡Q| wjwfs i“g †_‡K W±i
bvw`ivi DwØMoe Kɯ^i †f‡m Gj, ÔAvcv? Avcv, Zywg wK c‡o
†M‡j bvwK?Õ Kvgiv †_‡K †ewi‡q Avm‡Qb wZwb|
Mí Ki‡Z Ki‡Z `yB †cÖŠpv wb‡R‡`i ˆkk‡e wd‡i †M‡Qb|
GK mgq kvgmyboevnvi ej‡jb, ÔZz&B †evm, cyiv‡bv GKUv Qwei
A¨vjevg wb‡q Avwm Ñ Avgvi ZLb `k eQi e‡qm, †Zvi bq
gvm; †Zv‡K Avwg †Kv‡j wb‡q e‡m AvwQ|Õ
†n‡m DV‡jb bvw`iv| ÔGZ cyiv‡bv Qwe †Kv_vq †c‡j,
Avcv?Õ
ÔejwQ,Õ e‡j wjwfs i“g †_‡K †ewi‡q †M‡jb kvgmyboevnvi|
cuvP wgwbUI nqwb, KwiWi †_‡K wKQy GKUv c‡o hvIqvi
AvIqvR †f‡m Gj| †evb‡K WvK‡jb wZwb| wKš‘ †KvbI
mvov †c‡jb bv|
DwØMoe n‡q †mvdv Qvo‡jb W±i bvw`iv, `ª“Z wjwfs i“g
†_‡K KwiW‡i †ei“‡”Qb|
Zuvi Kɯ^i I cv‡qi AvIqvR ï‡b GiBg‡a¨ ˆZwi n‡q
†M‡Q Pwμ Pzqv‡bi mnKvix avbvB VvKzi| GKnviv KvVv‡gv
Zvi, †Pv‡L Pkgv, †Pnvivq Auv‡Zj fve| †Qvivi djv †_‡K
Uc Uc K‡i i‡³i †duvUv Si‡Q| PU& K‡i †mUv †g‡S‡Z
bvwg‡q †i‡L jvd w`‡q jvk wWwO‡q †PŠKv‡Vi cv‡k †`qvj
†Nu‡l wm‡a n‡q `uvovj| †Kv‡Ui mvBW c‡KU †_‡K
†K¬v‡ivd‡g©i wUDeUv †ei K‡i †d‡j‡Q †m BwZg‡a¨B|
wUD‡ei gv_vq †QvÆ GKUv †evZvg, †mUvq AvOyj †i‡L‡Q
avbvB VvKzi| wVK GB mgq †Pv‡L PkgvUv ci‡Z ci‡Z
†PŠKvV †cwi‡q KwiW‡i †ewi‡q G‡jb W±i bvw`iv| nv‡Zi
wUDeUv Zuvi gy‡Li w`‡K ZvK K‡i †evZv‡g Pvc w`j †m| Kx
NU‡Q eyS‡Z bv cvi‡jI, †jvK¸‡jvi gy‡L gv¯‹ †`‡L `g
AvUKvevi †Póv Ki‡jb W±i bvw`iv, wKš‘ Zvi Av‡MB
dymdz‡m †cuŠ‡Q †M‡Q †K¬v‡ivdg©| `yB wK wZb †m‡KÛ ci,
Zvi †ewk bq, cuqZvwj−k eQi eqmx weÁvbx W±i bvw`iv Ávb
nviv‡jb|
Zuv‡K GKUv †Pqv‡i emv‡bv n‡jv| eÜ †PvL `y‡Uv †Uc
w`‡q †Lvjv ivLvi e¨e¯’v Kij avbvB VvKzi| †U‡ci
UzK‡iv¸‡jv W±i bvw`ivi Mv‡qi i‡Oi m‡½ wg‡k Av‡Q|
†cvjvi‡qW K¨v‡giv w`‡q `ª“Z Zuvi GKUv cvm‡cvU© mvBR
d‡Uv Zzjj Pwμ Pzqvb| GB d‡Uv GLbB GKUv Rvj
cvm‡cv‡U© muvUv n‡e|
Gici avbvB VvKzi‡K mvnvh¨ Kievi Rb¨ GwM‡q Gj
AviI `yRb| bvgv‡Ri fw½‡Z †g‡S‡Z e‡m Ei“i Dci
weªd‡Km ivLj GKRb, `ª“Z nv‡Z †mUv Ly‡j †ei Kij
Aw·‡Rb gv¯‹, m¨vjvBb fwZ© e¨vMmn Ab¨vb¨ miÄvg|
Av‡iKR‡bi weªd‡Km †_‡K †ei“j wgwb Aw·‡Rb eUj| W±i
bvw`iv‡K †ivwMYx evbvevi Kv‡R e¨¯— n‡q DVj Zviv, ïay
GKRb ev‡`|


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†Kv‡Ui c‡KU †_‡K †gvevBj †dvb †ei K‡i MvjKvUv
i“¯—‡gi †gvevBj b¤^‡i Wvqvj Ki‡Q Pwμ Pzqvb |
wZb
bvnvi wfjvi †M‡Ui evB‡i, Avg©viW Kv‡ii Mv‡q †njvb w`‡q
`uvwo‡q i‡q‡Q K¨vc‡Ub Rvwn`| †Pv‡L D¾¡j Av‡jv co‡ZB
Nvo wdwi‡q ZvKvj †m| GKUv Mvwo euvK Nyi‡Q Gw`‡K Ñ
ZviB †nWjvB‡Ui Av‡jv|
Mvwoi Qv‡` jvj-bxj I mv`v Av‡jvi eb¨v eB‡q w`‡q
bvnvi wfjvi w`‡K A¨vgey‡jÝ Pvjv‡”Q MvjKvUv i“¯—g| MwZ
†ewk bq, LvwbK GwM‡q †nWjvB‡Ui Av‡jv wWc Kij, MvW©iv
hv‡Z bvf©vm n‡q bv c‡o|
A¨vgey‡j‡Ýi gš’i MwZ, WªvBfv‡ii mZK© AvPiY mw›`»
K‡i Zzjj K¨vc‡Ub Rvwn`‡K| Ômveavb,Õ nvwej`vi Kvgivb
I wmcvB ReŸv‡ii D‡Ï‡k weoweo Kij †m| Avg©viW Kv‡ii
WªvBwfs wm‡U emv WªvBfviI wb‡`©k ï‡b mZK© n‡q DVj|
†Vuv‡Ui bovPov †`‡LB A¨vgey‡j‡Ýi WªvBwfs wm‡U emv
MvjKvUv i“¯—g ey‡S wbj Kx ejj K¨vc‡Ub|
bvnvi wfjvi †M‡Ui KvQvKvwQ, Avg©viW Kv‡ii wcQ‡b
A¨vgey‡jÝ _vgvj †m, Rvbvjv w`‡q gv_v †ei K‡i evwoi
†bg‡c−U coevi fvb Kij, Zvici ejj, ÔMvwoUv `qv K‡i
miv‡eb, mvi? Avgv‡K bvnvi wfjvq XyK‡Z n‡e|Õ
`yB †Kvg‡i nvZ †i‡L A¨vgey‡j‡Ýi cv‡k G‡m `uvovj
K¨vc‡Ub Rvwn`, Wvb nv‡Zi AvOyj¸‡jv wnc †nvj÷v‡i ¸u‡R
ivLv wc¯—‡ji euvU Quy‡q Av‡Q| ÔKx ej‡jb? Avevi ejyb|Õ
web‡qi m‡½ nvmj MvjKvUv i“¯—g| Ôbvnvi wfjv †_‡K
Avgv‡`i Awd‡m †dvb Kiv n‡q‡Q, mvi| wmwiqvm †Km,
†c‡k›U‡K BwgwW‡qUwj avbgwÊ Be‡b wmbv nvmcvZv‡j wb‡q
†h‡Z n‡e|Õ
åƒ †KuvPKvj K¨vc‡Ub| Ô†÷ªÄ! evwoi †fZi †K KLb
Amy¯’ n‡jb †h A¨vgey‡jÝ WvK‡Z n‡e?Õ Nvo wdwi‡q
nvwej`vi I wmcvB‡qi w`‡K ZvKvj †m| Ô†Zvgiv wKQy
Rv‡bv?Õ
ÔAmy¯’? bv!Õ nvwej`vi‡K AZ¨š— wePwjZ †`Lvj| wmcvB
nZf¤^|
A¨vgey‡jÝ WªvBfv‡ii w`‡K wdij K¨vc‡Ub| Ô†Kv_vI
fyj K‡i‡Qb| Avgiv A‡bK¶Y n‡jv bvnvi wfjv cvnviv
w`w”Q| evwoi †KD Amy¯’ n‡j cÖ‡g Avgv‡`i‡KB Rvbv‡bvi
K_v|Õ
ÔGB †`Lyb, Awdm †_‡K GB KvMRUv w`‡q‡Q Avgv‡K,Õ
ejj MvjKvUv i“¯—g, kv‡U©i eyK c‡KU †_‡K GKUzK‡iv
KvMR †ei K‡i evwo‡q aij †m|
†mUv wb‡q coj K¨vc‡Ub Ñ ÔnvU©-A¨vUv‡Ki †Km|
†ivwMYxi Ávb †bB| hZ ZvovZvwo cv‡iv nmwcUv‡j †cuŠ‡Q
w`‡Z n‡e|Õ bx‡P bvnvi wfjvi wVKvbv|
ÔZvB †Zv|Õ wPwš—Z n‡q DVj K¨vc‡Ub Rvwn`| ÔAv”Qv,
wVK Av‡Q, Avwg †`LwQ,Õ e‡j Nyij †m, Zvici Bw½‡Z
nvwej`vi‡K mveavb K‡i evwoi wfZi XyKj, Zvi wcQy wbj
ivB‡djavix wmcvB I Avg©viW Kv‡ii WªvBfvi|
wfZ‡i †QvÆ GKUv Mvwoc_, Z‡e euvK wb‡q †Pv‡Li


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Avov‡j P‡j †M‡Q, `yÕcv‡k †Kqvwi Kiv evMvb| Zvici
K‡qKUv av‡ci Dci m`i `iRv|
`iRvq bK Kij K¨vc‡Ub Rvwn`| m‡½ m‡½ KcvU Ly‡j
†Mj| †Pv‡Li cj‡K ûogyo K‡i †ewi‡q Gj mk¯¿ _vB
_vÛv‡ii Lywbiv|
eqm Kg, wec` †Ui †c‡q K¨vc‡Ub Rvwn‡`i kix‡i †hb
we`y¨r †L‡j †Mj| Zvi nvZ I cv Svcmv †`Lvj, `„wó w`‡q
AbymiY Kiv †Mj bv| †Kv‡Ì‡K AvNvZUv Gj †UiB cvqwb,
jvw_ I Nywm †L‡q wQU‡K coj _vB _vÛv‡ii `yRb m`m¨|
wc¯—‡ji euv‡U nvZ P‡j †M‡Q K¨vc‡U‡bi, Avi GK †m‡KÛ
mgq †c‡j we‡`kx kΓ‡`i ev‡ivUv evwR‡q Qvo‡e †m|
wKš‘ Zvi Av‡MB c‡q›U e¨− v¼ †iÄ †_‡K wUªMvi †U‡b w`j
Pwμ Pzqvb| mvB‡jÝvi _vKvq Xe K‡i †fuvZv GKUv AvIqvR
n‡jv ïay, †MU †_‡K KviI ïb‡Z cvIqvi K_v bq| jvkUv
cvKv †g‡S‡Z c‡o hvIqvi Av‡MB a‡i †djv n‡jv|
GKB m‡½ gviv †Mj Avg©viW Kv‡ii WªvBfviI| Mjvq
Qywi Pvwj‡q Zv‡K RevB K‡i‡Q avbvB VvKzi|
wVK `yB wgwbU ci nvwej`vi ïb‡Z †cj Zvi bvg a‡i
WvK‡Q wmcvB| Ônvwej`vi mve, A¨vgey‡jÝ Avm‡Z w`b|
AvcwbI P‡j Av‡mb, GLv‡b KvR Av‡Q,Õ evwoi m`i `iRv
†_‡K K_v ej‡Q wmcvB, Zvi wki`uvovq wc¯—‡ji gvRj
†VwK‡q †i‡L‡Q avbvB VvKzi|
wmcvB ReŸv‡ii WvK ï‡b GK wK `yÕ‡m‡KÛ BZ¯—Z Kij
nvwej`vi Kvgivb| Zvici Kuva SuvwK‡q MvjKvUv i“¯—g‡K
Bw½Z Kij †MU w`‡q wfZ‡i †XvKvi, wb‡RI Mvwo c_ a‡i
G‡Mv‡”Q `ª“Z cv‡q|
euv‡Ki Kv‡Q, MvQcvjvi Avov‡j, Qywi nv‡Z Zv‡K RevB
Kievi R‡b¨ A‡c¶v Ki‡Q Pwμ Pzqvb| j¤^v-PIov nvwej`vi
wVK hLb cvk KvUv‡”Q Zv‡K, †Sv‡ci Avovj †_‡K jvd w`‡q
†ewi‡q Gj †m| wKš‘ Zv‡K AevK K‡i w`‡q †Pv‡Li cj‡K
bvMv‡ji evB‡i P‡j †Mj Uv‡M©U|
†Sv‡ci cvZv b‡o IVv gvÎ mu¨vr K‡i GK cv‡k m‡i
wM‡q Kviv‡Zi AvμgYvZ¥K GKUv fw½ wbj nvwej`vi
Kvgivb, cigyn~‡Z© d¬vBs wKK †g‡i ¸uwo‡q w`j Pwμ Pzqv‡bi
†Qviv aiv evg nv‡Zi KewR| IUvq Rov‡bv wQj c−¨vwUbv‡gi
ˆZwi GKUv †eªm‡jU, ûK Ly‡j hvIqvq wQU‡K AÜKvi
†Sv‡ci wfZi wM‡q coj †mUv|
†kl i¶v n‡jv bv, AvPgKv Qy‡U G‡m A¨vgey‡jÝUv Pvcv
w`j nvwej`vi‡K| Mvwoi av°vq cÖ‡g wQU‡K coj †m|
cigyn~‡Z© GKUv PvKv Zvi gv_vi Dci D‡V coj| Lywj †d‡U
gMR †ewi‡q covq g„Zz¨ n‡jv cÖvq Zr¶Yvr|
Gici wmcvB ReŸv‡ii gv_vi wcQ‡b GKUv ¸wj Kij
avbvB VvKzi, jvkUv a‡i †djj †g‡S‡Z covi Av‡MB, ïB‡q
w`j `iRvi †Mvovq|
BwZg‡a¨ A¨vgey‡jÝ Nywi‡q wb‡q‡Q MvjKvUv i“¯—g| †mUv
†_‡K †÷ªPviUv †ei K‡i wb‡q Avevi evwoi wfZi XyKj _vB
_vÛv‡ii Lywbiv| GK wgwbU c‡iB †ewi‡q Gj Zviv, †÷ªPv‡i
ï‡q i‡q‡Qb A‡PZb W±i bvw`iv, gy‡L Aw·‡Rb gv¯‹, nv‡Zi
wkivq †XvKv‡bv m¨vjvBb cyk Kievi myB|
BwZg‡a¨ _vB _vÛv‡ii cuvP gvwdqv m`m¨ †h hvi weªd‡Km
†_‡K †ei K‡i Wv³vi, †gBj bvm© I Avi`vwji †Wªm c‡i
wb‡q‡Q Avevi| ÔB‡qm, KvUv i“¯—g, B‡qm!Õ ejj Pwμ Pzqvb,
fvOv KewRi e¨_v mn¨ Kievi Rb¨ `uv‡Z `uvZ †P‡c Av‡Q
†m| ÔMvwo Qvoyb!Õ
A¨vgey‡jÝ wb‡q bvnvi wfjv †_‡K †ewi‡q Gj MvjKvUv
i“¯—g| wKQy `~i Avmevi ci mvB‡ib Ab Kij †m, dzjw¯úW


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Zz‡j QyU‡Q Gqvi‡cv‡U©i w`‡K|
wRqv wegvbe›`i|
_vB _vÛv‡ii cÖg MÖ“c Nwoi KuvUv a‡i ivZ wVK AvUUv
c‡b‡iv wgwb‡U A¨vKk‡b †Mj| Zvi Av‡M mevB M¨vm gv¯‹
c‡i wb‡q‡Q|
n¨v½viUv‡K wN‡i P°i w`‡”Q wZb wmcvB‡qi `y‡Uv MÖ“c|
cªwZevi P°i w`‡Z mgq jvM‡Q `k wgwbU| GK MÖ“c Ny‡i
hvIqvi cuvP wgwb‡Ui g‡a¨B †cuŠ‡Q hv‡”Q wØZxq MÖ“c| GB
gvÎ euvK Ny‡i †Pv‡Li Avov‡j P‡j †Mj Unj`vi cÖg MÖ“c|
wVK cuvP wgwbU ci GLvb w`‡q hv‡e wØZxq MÖ“c|
n¨v½v‡ii †M‡U cvnviv w`‡”Q `yB wmcvB| aiv-euvav †KvbI
wbqg †bB, hLb Lywk wb‡Ri Zuvey †_‡K †ewi‡q wRc wb‡q
wb‡RI GK P°i Ny‡i Avm‡Qb †gRi †Lv`v e·| evwK
wmcvBiv Zuveyi wfZ‡i ï‡q-e‡m Av‡Q| Zv‡`i m‡½B i‡q‡Q
nvwej`vi|
AvUUv AvVv‡iv wgwb‡UI GiKg GKevi †ei“‡jb †gRi
†Lv`v e·| †KvY Ny‡i Zuvi wRc n¨v½v‡ii Avov‡j P‡j †M‡Q,
GB mgq wUg wjWvi ZvBg Avb‡›`i wb‡`©‡k _vÛvi Lywb‡`i
GKRb GKUv M¨vm †evgv Quyoj n¨v½v‡ii wek MR evg w`‡K,
wØZxq Zuvey j¶¨ K‡i|
Zuveyi wfZi GB gyn~‡Z© nvwej`vi mn wZb wmcvB
LvIqv`vIqvi Av‡qvRb Ki‡Q, cUKv dvUvi gZ AvIqvR
ï‡b cj‡Ki Rb¨ w¯’i n‡q †Mj Zviv| cigyn~‡Z© †h-hvi
A‡¯¿i w`‡K nvZ evovj| Z‡e KviI AvOyjB A‡¯¿i bvMvj
†cj bv, A`„k¨ M¨vm dzmdz‡m †XvKv gvÎ Ávb nvwi‡q X‡j
coj Zviv|
wek MR `~i †_‡K wØZxq Zuveyi wmcvB‡`i‡K KvZ n‡q
c‡o †h‡Z †`Lj Zv‡`i `yB m½x, hviv n¨v½v‡ii gy‡L cvnviv
w`‡”Q| wKQy bv †f‡eB mvnv‡h¨i Rb¨ QyUj Zviv| BwZg‡a¨
Qwo‡q c‡o‡Q M¨vm Ñ gvÎ cuvP wK mvZ MR G‡Mv‡Z cvij
Iiv, Zvici wKQy ey‡S IVvi Av‡M dzmdz‡m wel wb‡q Ávb
nvivj|
AviI `yB wgwbU ci cÖg Unj cvwU© I †gRi‡K cÖvq
GKB m‡½ wd‡i Avm‡Z †`Lj _vÛviiv| wRcUv k¤^yKMwZ‡Z
Pvjv‡”Qb †gRi, wZb wmcvB wR‡ci wcQy wb‡q †nu‡U Avm‡Q|
n¨v½v‡ii gyL †_‡K wÎk MR `~‡i GLbI, GB mgq cici
`y‡Uv bvf© M¨vm Quyoj wdeyb msMZ| GKUv wRc j¶¨ K‡i,
AciUv wR‡ci MR `‡kK wcQ‡bi Unj cvwU©‡K j¶¨ K‡i|
m¤¢eZ lôBw›`ªq mZK© K‡i †`Iqvq wb‡Ri ARv‡š—B
mveavb wQ‡jb †gRi| M¨vm †evgvUv A‡a©K c_I †c‡ivqwb,
Zuv‡K j¶¨ K‡i wKQy GKUv †Quvov n‡q‡Q eyS‡Z †c‡i wR‡ci
WªvBwfs wmU †_‡K jvwd‡q †b‡g co‡jb wZwb, nv‡Z †ewi‡q
G‡m‡Q wc¯—jUv|
Uvig¨vK a‡i Av‡Mi gZB gš’i MwZ‡Z G‡Mv‡”Q wRc|
wUg wjWv‡ii Bw½Z †c‡q _vB WªvM‡bi GKRb QyUj IUvi
w`‡K| jvd w`‡q WªvBwfs wm‡U DVj †m| n¨v½v‡ii nuv Kiv
cÖKvÊ gyLUv‡K cvk KvwU‡q Zuvey `y‡Uvi w`‡K hv‡”Q wRc|
Uvig¨v‡K †b‡g covi Av‡MB †gR‡ii Kv‡b G‡m‡Q g„`y
GKUv we‡ùvi‡Yi AvIqvR| `y‡Uv Movb w`‡q GK SUKvq
wm‡a n‡jb| Pg‡K D‡V †`L‡jb Zuvi cuvP nvZ mvg‡b nvwZi
ïu‡oi gZ †`L‡Z M¨vm gv¯‹ civ GK †jvK `uvwo‡q i‡q‡Q,
nv‡Zi mvB‡jÝvi jvMv‡bv wc¯—jUv Zuvi w`‡K ZvK Kiv| `g
AvU‡K †i‡L PU& K‡i nuvUz Mvo‡jb Uvig¨v‡K, Wvb nv‡Z
†ewi‡q G‡m‡Q Zuvi mvwf©m wifjfvi|
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†mvRv G‡m ürwc‡Ê XyKj Zß mxmv| Pg‡K DV‡jb
†gRi, gv_vUv wbPz n‡q †Mj, †`L‡jb Uvig¨vKUv D‡V Avm‡Q
Zuvi w`‡K| Vvm K‡i kã n‡jv KcvjUv Vy‡K hvIqvq,
cigyn~‡Z© AÜKvi n‡q †Mj RMrUv| KvZ n‡q X‡j c‡o
†M‡jb Uvig¨v‡K|
wR‡ci `k MR wcQ‡b _vKv wZb wmcvB wKQy ey‡S IVvi
Av‡MB M¨v‡mi cÖfv‡e AÁvb n‡q †M‡Q|
Un‡j i‡q‡Q Avi wZbRb wmcvB|
mnKvix wUg wjWvi †nv UvKwmb n¨v½v‡ii gyL †_‡K wKQyUv
GwM‡q †Mj, m‡½ wdeyb msMZ| wZb‡Rvov ey‡Ui AvIqvR
GwM‡q Avm‡Q ï‡b n¨v½v‡ii Mv †Nu‡l Uvig¨v‡Ki Dci ï‡q
coj `yR‡bB|
GKUz c‡iB n¨v½v‡ii †KvY Ny‡i cÖnix‡`i MÖ“cUv‡K
GwM‡q Avm‡Z †`Lj †nv UvKwmb| wbPz Mjvq wdeyb msM‡Zi
KvQ †_‡K GKUv M¨vm †evgv †P‡q wbj †m| wek M‡Ri g‡a¨
P‡j Avm‡Z wmcvB‡`i j¶¨ K‡i Quyoj †mUv|
†Pv‡Li †KvY w`‡q GK wmcvB †`Lj, Uvig¨v‡Ki †g‡S
†_‡K KviI nvZ wKQy GKUv Quy‡o‡Q| Ômveavb!Õ Af¨vmekZ
ûuwkqvi Kij †m, †`Šo w`j mvg‡bi w`‡K| cUKv dvUvi gZ
g„`y GKUv kã XyKj Kv‡b| cigyn~‡Z© Uvig¨v‡Ki cvKv
†g‡S‡Z AvQ‡o coj Zvi A‡PZb kixi|
Kx n‡”Q KviI †KvbI aviYv †bB, Aci `yRb wmcvB Qy‡U
cvjvevi †Póv Kij| †hw`‡K QyUj †mw`‡K A`„k¨ bvf© M¨vm
GLbI Qovqwb, †¯−v †gvk‡b wZb wK Pvi cv G‡Mv‡Z cvij
gvÎ| Zv‡`i Rb¨ `yRb _vB ˆZwi n‡q Av‡Q mvB‡jÝvi
jvMv‡bv wc¯—j wb‡q| Xe Xe †fuvZv AvIqvR n‡jv `y‡Uv| me
†kl|
hviv gviv †M‡Q I hv‡`i Ávb †bB, †KvbI iKg
evQwePvi bv K‡i mevB‡K cY¨ fwZ© e¯—vi gZ Mv`vMvw` K‡i
†Zvjv n‡jv Qv`-†Lvjv wR‡c Ñ R¨vš— gvby‡li Dci jv‡ki
¯—~c ˆZwi n‡jv| †mB ¯—~‡c mIqvi n‡jv Pvi _vB _vÛvi
m`m¨| evwK GKRb, wUg wjWvi ZvBg Avb›`, WªvBwfs wm‡U
e‡m‡Q| wRc †Q‡o w`j †m| Xy‡K coj n¨v½v‡ii wfZi|
GLbI μz‡`i KvD‡K †`Lv hv‡”Q bv| wRc _vwg‡q nuvUzi
Dci n¨v½v‡ii GKUv bKkvi fuvR Lyjj wUg wjWvi ZvBg
Avb›`, †mUvi m‡½ n¨v½v‡ii wfZ‡ii `„‡k¨i ûeû wgj
†`L‡Z cv‡”Q †m| CMj `y‡Uv‡K GKB mij‡iLvi Dci ivLv
n‡q‡Q, gvSLv‡b wek M‡Ri gZ e¨eavb|
†W‡fjc Kiv CMj i‡q‡Q A †mKk‡b, A_©vr mvg‡bi
w`‡K, `iRvi w`‡K gyL K‡i| Aci CMj i‡q‡Q B †mKk‡b,
cÖgUvi wcQ‡b|
wR‡ci BwÄb Lye Kg AvIqvR Ki‡Q, d‡j †eBwRs †_‡K
Avmv μziv G‡Kev‡i †kl gyn~‡Z© †Ui †cj, hLb Avi wKQyB
Kievi †bB| A †mKk‡b i‡q‡Q Zviv, †W‡fjc Kiv CM‡ji
wcQb w`‡K| ZvovZvwo cv Pvwj‡q mvg‡b P‡j Avm‡Q
wZbRbB, fve‡Q †gRi †Lv`v e· wbðqB †KvbI Ri“wi
wel‡q Avjvc Ki‡Z Pvb|
Av‡iKUz G‡Mv‡ZB K‡qKUv mvB‡jÝvi wdU Kiv wc¯—‡ji
gy‡L c‡o †Mj Zviv| †nv UvKwmb †KvbI AvIqvR Ki‡Z
wb‡la Kij Zv‡`i‡K| wRc †_‡K †b‡g cÂvk MR †nu‡U
n¨v½v‡ii `iRvi KvQvKvwQ wd‡i †Mj wUg wjWvi ZvBg
Avb›`| †¯§vK w¯OEb ˆZwi Kievi Rb¨ GKUv †evgv dvUvj
†m| gyn~‡Z© Nb †auvqv Avovj Kij Gcv‡ki mg¯— Kvh©Kjvc|
Avi wVK †mB gyn~‡Z© wegvbe›`‡ii Av‡iK cÖvš— w`‡q
Uvig¨v‡K XyKj †mB A¨vgey‡jÝUv, Pvwj‡q Avb‡Q MvjKvUv
i“¯—g| AÁvb W±i bvw`iv‡K wb‡q Mvwoi wfZi i‡q‡Q


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Wv³vi, bvm© I Avi`vwji †Wªm civ _vB _vÛv‡ii wØZxq
MÖ“cUv| wPd Pwμ Pzqv‡bi wb‡`©‡k d¬vBs A¨vgey‡j‡Ýi w`‡K
QyU‡Q IUv|
Iw`‡K Mvp †auvqvq XvKv c‡o †M‡Q †¯úkvj n¨v½v‡ii
wfZiUv| G‡Ki ci GK A‡bK¸‡jv we‡ùvi‡Yi AvIqvR
†kvbv †Mj Uvwg©bvj-feb †_‡K| `k wgwbU ci †e‡R DVj
Kvb dvUv‡bv dvqvi A¨vjvg©| BwZg‡a¨ †¯§vK-w¯OE‡bi †auvqv
A‡bK nvjKv n‡q G‡m‡Q, Zvi wfZi Kgjv Av¸‡bi jKj‡K
wkLv A‡bK `~i †_‡KI †`L‡Z †cj Gqvi‡cvU© dvqvi
mvwf©‡mi Kgx©iv| dvqvi A¨vjvg© evRvi m‡½ m‡½ cvwb I
†dvg wb‡q iIbv n‡q‡Q Zviv| Zv‡`i wcQy wb‡q wRc I Kvi
wb‡q Qy‡U Avm‡Q cvBjU I MÖvDÛ †UKwbwkqvb‡`i K‡qKUv
MÖ“c|
Uvwg©bvj feb I K‡›Uªvj UvIqvi †_‡K jvDWw¯úKv‡i evi
evi mswk−ó wegvb¸‡jvi cvBjU I μz‡`i‡K Aby‡iva Kiv
n‡”Q, Av¸b Qwo‡q coevi Av‡MB †h hvi †c−b wb‡q †hb
AvKv‡k D‡V c‡o|
Gqvi‡cv‡U©i Pviw`‡K A‡bK¸‡jv †c−b wQj, G‡Ki ci
GK AvKv‡k D‡V hv‡”Q me, †m¸‡jvi g‡a¨ Mv‡q μmwPy
AuvKv Ges gvD›U GwjRv‡e_ d¬vBs A¨v¤^y‡jÝ †jLv †c−bUvI
i‡q‡Q, KvMR-cÎ Abymv‡i †ivwMYx‡K wb‡q wm½vcy‡i wd‡i
hv‡e IUv|
Z‡e IB d¬vBs A¨v¤^y‡jÝ AvKv‡k Iovi Av‡M _vB μziv
IUvi Mv †_‡K μmwPy I nvmcvZv‡jb bvg †jLv Zzy‡j
wb‡q‡Q| cyi“ GKUv KvM‡Ri Dci Gu‡K I wj‡L †c−‡bi Mv‡q
†mu‡U ivLv n‡qwQj IUv, Lye KvQ †_‡K LyuwU‡q †`L‡jI wKQy
†evSvi Dcvq wQj bv|
KvMRUv mwi‡q †dj‡Z bx‡Pi †jLv¸‡jv †ewi‡q c‡o‡Q:
BLUE BIRD AIRWAYS.
Gqvi‡cv‡U©i `~i cÖv‡š—i †¯úkvj n¨v½v‡ii wcQ‡bi †MU
w`‡q Pvi‡U †c−b wbivc‡`B †ewi‡q Gj, G‡K G‡K D‡o †Mj
AvKv‡k| I¸‡jvi g‡a¨ GKUv CMjI i‡q‡Q|
†¯§vK-w¯OE‡bi †auvqv m‡i hvIqvq n¨v½v‡ii wfZi GLb
ïay GKUv CMj‡K †`L‡Z cv‡”Q dvqvi mvwf©‡mi Kgx©iv| A
†mKk‡b Av¸‡bi GKUv cÖKvÊ ej GLb IUv, `vD `vD K‡i
R¡j‡Q| wfZ‡i GZ †ewk we‡ùviK wQj †h Av¸b †bfvi ci
QvB Qvov Avi wKQyB Luy‡R cv‡e bv †KD| QvB‡q cwiYZ n‡”Q
IUvi cv‡k `uvwo‡q _vKv mvgwiK evwnbxi GKUv wRcI|
IUvi `k-ev‡ivRb Av‡ivnxI cyo‡Q, R¨vš— I giv GKm‡½|
dz‡qj cy‡o wbt‡kl bv nIqv ch©š— dvqvi mvwf©‡mi Kgx©iv
†KvbIfv‡eB A †mKk‡bi Av¸bUv †bfv‡Z cvij bv|
cuqZvwj−k wgwbU †dvg wQUvevi ci Av¸b wbfj e‡U, wKš‘
CMjUvi †KvbI wKQyB Aewkó cvIqv †Mj bv, B¯úvZ ch©š—
M‡j †M‡Q| GKB Ae¯’v Av‡ivnx mn †gRi †Lv`v e‡·i
wRcUviI|
BwZg‡a¨ Uvwg©bvj feb I K‡›Uªvj UvIqv‡i Gqvi‡cvU©
Avi †mbvevwnbxi wmwKDwiwU Awdmviiv wfo K‡i‡Qb, Zuv‡`i
m‡½ †hvM w`‡q‡Q †nv‡Uj †_‡K Avmv wPbv μz‡`i Aci
MÖ“cUvI| Av¸b †bfvi Lei †c‡q mevB †¯úkvj n¨v½v‡ii
¶q¶wZ †`L‡Z †Mj|
wPbv μziv nZf¤^ n‡q †`Lj, A †mKk‡b †h CMjUv wb‡q
KvR KiwQ‡jb W±i bvw`iv, †m-RvqMvq c‡o Av‡Q M‡j
hvIqv A¨vjq I B¯úv‡Zi ¯—~c, †`‡L †evSvi Dcvq †bB,
wKQy¶Y Av‡MI IUv GKUv †c−b wQj| GgbKx n¨v½v‡ii †g‡S
ch©š— cy‡o Kqjv n‡q †M‡Q|
Av¸b jvMevi cªvq GK NÈv ci K‡›Uªvj UvIqv‡ii Aj


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wK¬qvi wmMbvj †c‡q GK GK K‡i K‡qKUv †c−b wd‡i Gj
Uvig¨v‡K| Pvi-cuvPUv †c−b PÆMÖvg I †KvjKvZvq P‡j †M‡Q|
wd‡i Avmv †RU¸‡jvi g‡a¨ B †mKk‡bi †mB CMjUvI
Av‡Q, evwK †c−b¸‡jvi gZ IUv‡KI GZ¶Y Gqvi‡cvU©‡K
wN‡i weivU e„Ë iPbv K‡i P°i w`‡Z †`‡L‡Qb Gqvi‡cvU© I
†mbvevwnbxi wmwKDwiwU Awdmviiv| Zuviv a‡i wb‡jb,
wb‡R‡`i CMj R¡j‡Q †`‡L wPbv μz‡`i cÖg MÖ“cUvB euvPvevi
Rb¨ IUv‡K AvKv‡k Zz‡jwQj|
CMjUv j¨vÛ Kij Av¸b jvMv †¯úkvj n¨v½v‡ii KvQ
†_‡K A‡bKUv `~‡i|
wPbv μz‡`i wØZxq MÖ“c j¨vÛ Kiv CM‡ji w`‡K nbnb
K‡i G‡Mvj, cÖg MÖ“‡ci m‡½ K_v e‡j Rvb‡Z †Póv Ki‡e
n¨v½v‡ii wfZi wVK Kx N‡UwQj, Kxfv‡e Av¸b aij| KviY,
IivB †Zv cÖZ¨¶`kx©, Av¸b jvMevi mgq n¨v½v‡ii wfZi
wQj|
wKš‘ CMjUvi Kv‡Q G‡m KvD‡KB Iiv †`L‡Z †cj bv|
bv evB‡i, bv wfZ‡i|
Pviw`‡K Lei cvVv‡bv n‡jv| jvDWw¯úKvi †_‡K ejv
n‡jv, CMj wb‡q m`¨ †b‡g Avmv wPbv μziv †hb K‡›Uªvj
UvIqv‡i Dcw¯’Z †mbvevwnbx A_ev Gqvi‡cv‡U©i wmwKDwiwU
Awdmvi‡K wi‡cvU© K‡i|
AviI GK NÈv cvi n‡q †Mj| wmwKDwiwU Kg©KZ©viv
Aw¯’i n‡q DV‡jb| wPbv μz‡`i cÖg MÖ“cUvi †KvbI †LuvRB
cvIqv hv‡”Q bv Ñ Gqvi‡cv‡U©i †Kv_vI †bB Iiv, wb‡R‡`i
†nv‡U‡jI wd‡i hvqwb|
Av¸b jvMvi ci †`o NÈv cvi n‡Z P‡j‡Q| †W‡fjc
Kivi KvR PjwQj †hUvq, †mB CMj cy‡o QvB n‡q †M‡Q; GB
LeiUv me‡P‡q Av‡M huv‡K †`Iqvi K_v, Gqvi‡cvU©
wmwKDwiwUi Awdm †_‡K GZ¶‡Y Zuv‡K †dvb Kiv n‡”Q|
wKš‘ †dv‡b W±i bvw`iv‡K cvIqv †Mj bv Ñ bv Zuvi
K¨v›Ub‡g‡›Ui evwo‡Z, bv Zuvi †evb W±i kvgmyboevnv‡ii
ebvbxi evwo‡Z| wiwmfviB Zzj‡Q bv †KD|
`yÕGjvKvi _vbv‡K Lei wb‡Z ejv n‡jv| wKQy¶‡Yi g‡a¨
Rvbv n‡q †Mj me| ebvbxi bvnvi wfjvq cvIqv †Mj W±i
kvgmyboevnvi I ˆmwbK‡`i jvk| wZb PvKi-PvKivbxi Ávb
wdij `yÕAvovB NÈv ci| wKš‘ †Rivi Dˇi wKQyB Zviv
ej‡Z cvij bv|
Z`‡š—i ïi“‡ZB Rvbv †Mj bvnvi wfjvi wVK wcQ‡bB
i‡q‡Q _vB `~Zvevm, GKUv bxj gvB‡μvev‡m P‡o
`~ZvevmcÖav‡bi m‡½ †`Lv Ki‡Z G‡mwQj cuvPRb _vB
e¨emvqx| Zv‡`i‡K `~Zvev‡mi wfZi I‡qwUs i“‡g emv‡bv
n‡qwQj|
c‡i IB cuvP _vB‡qi †LuvR Kiv nq| wKš‘ †Kv_vI
Zv‡`i‡K †`Lv hvqwb| gvB‡μvevmUv Aek¨ `~Zvev‡mi evB‡i
i‡qB †M‡Q| Z`‡š— Rvbv †Mj, GKUv bvg Kiv †i›U-Av-Kvi
†Kv¤úvwbi Mvwo IUv, fvov K‡iwQj kvwnb bv‡g my`k©b GK
Zi“Y| Zi“‡Yi wVKvbvq wM‡q Rvbv †Mj kvwnb bv‡g †mLv‡b
†KD _v‡K bv|
cywjk, wmAvBwW, †¯úkvj eªv I wgwjUvwi B‡›Uwj‡RÝ
Dcmsnv‡i †cuŠQvj, wbðqB KzL¨vZ †KvbI _vB Acivax Pμ
a‡i wb‡q †M‡Q W±i bvw`iv‡K| †mB m‡½ aŸsm K‡i w`‡q
†M‡Q Zuvi mvabvi dmj `yiš— CMj‡K|


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Pvi
`yw`b ci| _vBj¨vÛ| †`vB Bb_vbb|
gvqvbgvi mxgvš— msjMoe GB cvnvo‡kªYx gvB‡ji ci gvBj
we¯—…Z| AvR mKvj †_‡K GKUvbv †Póv K‡i AvovB nvRvi
dzU IVvi ci K¬vš— n‡q c‡o‡Q Bgi“j Kv‡qm, ivbv G‡RwÝi
e¨vsKK kvLvi cÖavb| GB gyn~‡Z© GKUv cv_‡ii Dci e‡m
wekªvg wb‡”Q I|
Kv‡q‡mi A‡bKw`‡bi B‡”Q †`vB Bb_vb‡bi P~ovq
DV‡e| GK nßvi QywU cvIbv wQj, `iLv¯— wj‡L XvKvq cvwV‡q
w`‡ZB gÄyi n‡q †Mj †mUv| GB my‡hvMUvB Kv‡R jvMv‡”Q
I| mnKvix jveYx mvgv`‡K Awd‡mi `vq-`vwqZ¡ eywS‡q w`‡q
e¨vsKK †_‡K GKvB P‡j G‡m‡Q cuvP‡kv gvBj `~‡i, †`vB
Bb_vb‡bi †Kv‡j| †nwjKÞvi mvwf©m _vKvq gvÎ AvovB NÈv
mgq †j‡M‡Q Zvi Avm‡Z|
Ii _vB †cªwgKv †gvnbvi Kv‡Q †MvUv e¨vcviUv †Mvcb
†i‡L‡Q Kv‡qm| KviY, ej‡j †m-I Ii m‡½ Avmevi Rb¨
wR` aiZ| Ii gZ ZviI fvwi kL †`vB Bb_vb‡bi P~ovq
DV‡e| wKš‘ we‡kl GKUv Kvi‡Y Zv‡K cvnv‡o DV‡Z w`‡Z
ivwR bq Kv‡qm| bv, †miKg †KvbI SuywK Zv‡K wb‡Z w`‡Z
cv‡i bv I|
Kvj mKvj †_‡K GB cvnv‡o i‡q‡Q I| Kvj I AvR
wgwj‡q cuvP nvRvi wÎk dzU DV‡Z †c‡i‡Q|
†`vB Bb_vbbB _vBj¨v‡Ûi me‡P‡q DuPz cvnvo, AvU
nvRvi cuvP‡kv wÎk dzU DuPz| P~ovq †cuŠQv‡Z n‡j GLbI `yB
nvRvi cuvP‡kv dzU DV‡Z n‡e| Gw`‡K †jvKRb _vKvi K_v
bq, Aš—Z A‡bK¶Y n‡jv KviI mvov-kã cv‡”Q bv I|
Nwo‡Z GLb _vB mgq `ycyi `y‡Uv, c_ nvwi‡q bv †dj‡j
w`‡bi Av‡jv _vK‡Z _vK‡Z P~ovq IVv nq‡Zv m¤¢e, wKš‘
bvg‡Z wbN©vZ m‡Ü cvi n‡q hv‡e| g‡b coj AvR mܨv
mvZUvq Ii e¨vsKK my¨B‡U G‡m e‡m _vK‡e †gvnbv| Zvi
m‡½ †miKgB K_v n‡q Av‡Q| wcÖqRb‡K bv Rvwb‡q GZ `~‡i
GKv P‡j Avmevi Aciva LÊb Kievi Rb¨ Zv‡K Aš—Z
GKUv †dvb †Zv Ki‡Z n‡e, bvwK!
Kv‡q‡mi IVvi MwZ AZ¨š— axi| cuvP-mvZ NÈvi `~iZ¡
cvi n‡Z wZb ¸Y †ewk mgq †j‡M hv‡”Q|
†`wi nIqvi Aek¨ GKvwaK KviY Av‡Q| inm¨gq Kx
†hb GKUv e¨vcvi Av‡Q GB cvnv‡o| IVvi c‡_ K‡qKUv
cvnvox emwZ‡Z Av¸b R¡j‡Z †`‡L‡Q Kv‡qm, emwZi _vB
evwm›`viv AvZ‡¼ w`‡knviv, KviY Av¸b jvMvi †KvbI
KviYB Zviv ai‡Z cvi‡Q bv| I‡K Zviv wKQy AwMoe`»
MvQcvjv †`wL‡q‡Q, I¸‡jv bvwK I‡`i †Pv‡Li mvg‡b webv
eRªvcv‡Z, webv Kvi‡Y nVvr `vD `vD K‡i R¡‡j D‡V‡Q|
Zv Qvov, cvnvox GB †UªBj Kv‡qm †P‡b bv, d‡j cÖvqB
c_ nvwi‡q †dj‡Q| †`wi nIqvi Av‡iKUv KviY, Avkcv‡k
wPbv †jvKR‡bi Dcw¯’wZ †Ui †c‡j m‡i wM‡q Ab¨ c_ ai‡Z


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n‡”Q I‡K| KviY ûgwKUvi K_v g‡b c‡o hv‡”Q Ii|
miKvi Aby‡gvw`Z, A_©vr †iwR÷vW© MvBW Qvov †`vB
Bb_vb‡bi g~j P~ovq IVv wb‡la| KviYUv Avi wKQy bq, _vB
ch©Ub gš¿Yvjq Pvq bv Uz¨wi÷iv c_ nvwi‡q †KvbI iKg
wec‡` ev `yN©Ubvq co–K|
Kvj mKv‡j GB wbqg cvjb Ki‡Z wM‡qB ¸Êv UvB‡ci
K‡qKRb wPbvi m‡½ †j‡M †M‡Q Kv‡q‡mi|
miKvix †em K¨v‡¤úi Avkcv‡kB †Nviv‡div K‡i
MvBWiv| Ii gZ AviI wKQy †jvK kL K‡i cvnv‡o Po‡Z
G‡m Zv‡`i †LuvR KiwQj| wKš‘ GKRb MvBW‡KI cvIqv
hvqwb|
Kv‡Qwc‡V cywj‡ki wKQy wmcvB‡K †`Lv †M‡Q, cÖ‡g Zviv
Uz¨wi÷‡`i cÖ‡koei DËi Gwo‡q hvIqvi †Póv K‡i‡Q, Zvici
†KD wKQy wR‡Ám Ki‡j ïb‡Z bv cvIqvi fvb K‡i ILvb
†_‡K m‡i †M‡Q| AevK KvÊ!
cvnv‡o Po‡Z Avmv †jv‡Ki wfo ax‡i ax‡i evowQj|
nVvr †Kv‡Ì‡K GK`j wPbv G‡m mevB‡K j¶¨ K‡i ejj:
we‡kl Kvi‡Y ¯’vbxq cÖkvmb `yB gv‡mi Rb¨ †`vB Bb_vbb
cvnv‡o IVv wbwl× K‡i‡Q, Kv‡RB Avcbviv P‡j hvb|
_vBj¨v‡Û cÖPzi wPbv evm K‡i, Rvbv Av‡Q Kv‡q‡mi| ZvB
I‡`i‡K †`‡L AevK nqwb I| Z‡e AevK n‡q‡Q _vB
†jvKR‡bi Afve †`‡L|
GK fviZxq Uz¨wi÷ f`ª‡jvK cÖkoe K‡i‡Qb, KvM‡R wKQy
Qvcv nqwb, wUwfi wbD‡RI wKQy e‡jwb, Zv n‡j Kx K‡i eySe
wbwl× Kiv n‡q‡Q?
Kv‡qm Rvb‡Z †P‡q‡Q, we‡kl KviYUv Kx|
e¨m, gvigy‡Lv n‡q D‡V‡Q wPbviv| ûgwK w`‡q e‡j‡Q,
GB gyn~‡Z© †em K¨v¤ú †Q‡o bv †M‡j c‡i Avi cÖvY wb‡q
wdi‡Z cvi‡e bv|
K_vUv ï‡b wb‡Ri Dci ivM n‡q‡Q Kv‡q‡mi, wc¯—jUv
m‡½ K‡i Av‡bwb e‡j| Z‡e GKUz c‡iB eySj, bv G‡b
fvjB K‡i‡Q|
†mB fviZxq f`ª‡jvK Zv‡`i ûgwK AMÖvn¨ K‡i cvnv‡o
IVvi wm×vš— wb‡q †d‡j‡Qb, Bw½‡Z Kv‡qm‡K wcQy wb‡Z e‡j
DV‡ZI ïi“ K‡i w`‡jb wZwb| wPbv‡`i Avmj †Pnviv †ewi‡q
Gj wVK ZLbB| wZb-PviRb GK‡hv‡M †kvìvi †nvj÷vi
†_‡K wc¯—j †ei K‡i, cuvP-mvZUv duvKv AvIqvR K‡i
Rvwb‡q w`j Zv‡`i K_v Agvb¨ Kiv n‡j cwiYwZ mwZ¨ fvj
n‡e bv|
fviZxq f`ª‡jvKmn evwK mevB fq †c‡q `ª“Z †em
K¨v¤ú †Q‡o P‡j †M‡Qb| Kv‡qmI wKQy `~i ch©š— Zuv‡`i m‡½
wQj, wKš‘ †em K¨v¤ú †Pv‡Li Avov‡j nvwi‡q †h‡ZB Av‡iK
w`K †_‡K cvnv‡o Po‡Z ïi“ K‡i‡Q I| cvnv‡o `yÕw`b
KvUvevi Rb¨ hv hv jvMvi K_v meB Av‡Q m‡½, Kv‡RB
Rv‡b, Ii †KvbI mgm¨v n‡e bv|
Zv n‡”QI bv| Z‡e cvnv‡o DV‡Z w`‡Z bv PvIqvi wcQ‡b
Kx KviY _vK‡Z cv‡i †mUv GLbI Kv‡q‡mi †evaMg¨ n‡”Q
bv| cÖkoeUv †LuvPv‡”Q I‡K|
¸Êv¸‡jv‡K KzL¨vZ Us-Gi †jvK e‡j g‡b n‡q‡Q Ii|
cÖPzi msL¨vq wPbv †hLv‡b _vK‡e, Us-GiI †mLv‡b kvLv
MRv‡e| †m hvB †nvK, fvej Kv‡qm, AKvi‡Y wKsev mvgvb¨
Kvi‡Y I‡`i IiKg wmwiqvm n‡q IVvi K_v bq|
`k wgwbU wekªvg wb‡q Avevi iIbv n‡jv Kv‡qm| Ges
Ab¨gb¯‹ _vKvq c_ fyj Kij| mi“ †UªBj a‡i wgwbU K‡qK
nuvUvi ci nVvr _g‡K `uvov‡Z n‡jv I‡K| KviY mvg‡b
†UªB‡ji Avi †KvbI Aw¯—Z¡B †bB| åƒ KzuP‡K Gw`K Iw`K


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ZvKv‡”Q, Wvbw`‡K cvnvocÖvPx‡ii Mv‡q GKUv duvK †`L‡Z
†cj|
cv_y‡i Rwg‡bi AuvKveuvKv dvU‡j wKQy KuvUv-†Svc
R‡b¥‡Q, †m¸‡jv Uc‡K †mw`‡K G‡Mvj Kv‡qm| wek-wÎk MR
GwM‡q Avevi _g‡K `uvov‡Z n‡jv I‡K| mvg‡b Avi wKQy
†bB, Sc K‡i †b‡g †M‡Q cvnv‡oi Mv|
A‡bK bx‡P meyR DcZ¨Kv †`Lv hv‡”Q, Nb ebf~wg‡Z
XvKv| meyR †mB Pv`‡ii Mv‡q †iv` jvMvq Kx †hb GKUv
wSK& K‡i DVj| Mjvq Szj‡Q webwKDjvi, `y-nv‡Z a‡i
†mUv‡K †Pv‡L Zzjj I|
eû`~‡i GKUv b`x †`Lv hv‡”Q| IUv wbðqB wcs b`x,
e¨vsKK n‡q mvM‡i wM‡q c‡o‡Q| Zvici, ebf~wgi gvSLv‡b,
wekvj GKUv `yM© †`L‡Z †cj Kv‡qm| wKš‘ †iv` jvMvq wSK
K‡i DVj Kx IUv?
nVvr Pg‡K DVj Kv‡qm| G Kx me©bvk! G †Zv KíbviI
AZxZ! nvq nvq, GLb Kx n‡e?
wbðqB fyj †`LwQ, fvej †m| †PvL iM‡o Avevi
ZvKvj|
bv, †mB GKB `„k¨ †`L‡Z †cj Ñ mivmwi bx‡Pi
DcZ¨Kvq, MvQcvjvi Avov‡j jywK‡q ivLv n‡q‡Q GKUv †RU
†c−b; a~mi meyR i‡Oi †c−bUvi Mv‡q eo eo ni‡d †jLv
i‡q‡Q: `yiš— CMj, evsjv‡`k Gqvi‡dvm© Ñ Gqvi‡dv‡m©i
†jv‡MvUvI cwi®‹vi †Pbv hv‡”Q|
XvKvq wbDR e−¨vKAvDU Av‡ivc Kivq wgwWqvq LeiUv
Av‡mwb, d‡j Kv‡q‡mi Rvbv †bB `yw`b Av‡M XvKv
wegvbe›`i I ebvbx wW‡c−vg¨vwUK †Rv‡b Kx N‡U‡Q|
`ª“Z wPš—v Pj‡Q Ii gv_vi wfZi| wPbviv, A_©vr _vB Us
wK Zv n‡j G-Rb¨B †`vB Bb_vbb cvnv‡o KvD‡K DV‡Z
w`‡”Q bv? fq cv‡”Q jywK‡q ivLv evsjv‡`kx †c−bUv †`‡L
†dj‡e †KD? m‡›`n †bB, Gi g‡a¨ weivU †KvbI inm¨
Av‡Q| wPb miKvi evsjv‡`k‡K `y‡Uv CMj Dcnvi w`‡q‡Q,
GK_v Ii Rvbv Av‡Q| GUv wbðqB Zv‡`i GKUv Ñ wKš‘ wK
Kvi‡Y CM‡ji Av‡M Ô`yiš—Õ kãUv e¨envi Kiv n‡q‡Q, Rvbv
†bB Ii|
SUcU e¨vM †_‡K K¨v‡giv †ei Kij Kv‡qm, `ª“Z nv‡Z
†Uwjd‡Uv †jÝ wdU Kij Zv‡Z, Zvici `yiš— CM‡ji
K‡qKUv d‡Uv Zzjj|
wm×vš— wbj hZ ZvovZvwo m¤¢e XvKvq wi‡cvU© Kiv
`iKvi| PU& K‡i GKevi nvZNwoi Wvqv‡j †PvL eyjvj| `ycyi
AvovBUv evR‡Z P‡j‡Q| GLbB wdiwZ †UªBj a‡i bvg‡Z
ïi“ Ki‡j †em K¨v¤ú‡K Gwo‡q wb‡Ri †nv‡Uj my¨B‡U
†cuŠQv‡Z wZb NÈvi †ewk mgq jvMvi K_v bq Ii| _vB mgq
mv‡o cuvPUv gv‡b evsjv‡`k mgq mv‡o Pvi‡U|
Kv‡qm Rv‡b †`‡k _vK‡j Ii gvmy` fvB‡K wewmAvB
†nW‡KvqvU©v‡i we‡Kj cuvPUv ch©š— cvIqv hv‡e| wm×vš— wbj,
†nv‡U‡j wd‡i wb‡Ri my¨BU †_‡K mivmwi †dvb Ki‡e
wewmAvB †nW‡KvqvU©v‡i|
Z‡e †gvnbv‡K †dvb Ki‡e cvnvo †_‡K bx‡P †b‡gB,
†KvbI cvewjK †dvb ey` †_‡K| GLv‡b Kx †`‡L‡Q
†Uwj‡dv‡b Zv‡K wKQy ejevi `iKvi †bB, ïay ej‡e AvR
mܨvi †nwjKÞvi mvwf©m a‡i iv‡ZB †nv‡Uj b›`bKvb‡b
†cuŠ‡Q hvI, GLv‡b Avwg †Zvgvi Rb¨ A‡c¶v KiwQ|
†Pv‡L webwKDjvi Zz‡j `yiš— CMj‡K †kl Av‡iKevi
†`‡L wbj Kv‡qm| bv, †Kv_vI †KvbI fyj n‡”Q bv| Nyij I,
cvnvo †_‡K bvg‡Z ïi“ Kij|
bvgvUv mnR, †em K¨v¤ú‡K mveav‡b cvk KvwU‡q


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cvnv‡oi bx‡P †b‡g Avm‡Z gvÎ †`o NÈv mgq jvMj
Kv‡q‡mi| bvgevi c‡_ KviI m‡½ †`Lv bv nIqvq a‡i wbj
†KD I‡K †`L‡Z cvqwb| hw` RvbZ †Pv‡L webwKDjvi Zy‡j
†MvUv GjvKvi Dci bRi ivL‡Q _vB Us-Gi wPbviv, Zv n‡j
nq‡Zv AviI GKUz mveavb nZ I|
*
XvKv, wewmAvB †nW‡KvqvU©vi| we‡Kj Pvi‡U|
†W‡¯‹i Dci cv Zz‡j w`‡q †PvL ey‡R Av‡Q ivbv| g‡b
g‡b c−¨vb Ki‡Q gvbwmK I kvixwiK wkw_jvqb-Gi Rb¨ wVK
Kx Kiv `iKvi|
†mv‡nj Awd‡m †bB, Kv‡RB AvR Avi Mí Rg‡e bv| Kx
GKUv KvR Av‡Q e‡j `ycyi‡ejvB QywU wb‡q P‡j †M‡Q Ii
cÖvB‡fU †m‡μUvwi ZwbgvI|
†KvbI K¬v‡e muvZvi KvU‡Z hvIqv hvq...fvM¨ fvj n‡j
myBwgscy‡jB †`Lv n‡q †h‡Z cv‡i Dw™¢boe‡hŠebv †KvbI Zš^x
Zi“Yxi, †`wk †nvK wK we‡`wk...wKsev Zvm †Lj‡Z e‡m
†h‡Z cv‡i, †Uwe‡j _vK‡e ûBw¯‹i GKUv Ava-Lvwj M−vm...
wb‡R‡K agK w`j ivbv Ñ GB e¨vUv, Avm‡j wVK Kx
PvBwQm ZzB?
hvi hv KvR, Dcjwä Kij ivbv, Ii Avm‡j `y`©vš— GKUv
A¨vmvBb‡g›U `iKvi| cÖwZ c‡` g„Zy¨i nvZQvwb †`L‡Z Pvq
I, gv_vi wfZi _vKv PvB †`k‡K wec`gy³ Kievi KwVb
cÖwZÁv, cÖwZ gyn~‡Z© Abyfe Ki‡Z n‡e †ivgv I wknib|
wKš‘ †Kv_vq cv‡e ivbv Agb Mv Mig Kiv GKUv
A¨vmvBb‡g›U? A¨vmvBb‡g›U †`Iqvi gvwjK †Zv GKRbB,
wKš‘ †K Rv‡b Kx wb‡q MZ `yw`b a‡i K¨v›Ub‡g‡›U e‡m
mvgwiK Kg©KZ©v‡`i m‡½ Ri“wi wgwUs Ki‡Qb wZwb|
¸i“Zi wKQy GKUv N‡U‡Q| †KD wK”Qy ej‡Q bv|
wPš—v K‡i hLb Aemv` `~i Kievi †KvbI Dcvq †ei“j
bv, nZvkvq AviI Kvwnj n‡q coj ivbv| GB mgq B›UviKg
†e‡R DVj| wiwmfvi Zz‡j Kv‡b †VKvj I| ivnvZ Lv‡bi
fvwi Mjvi AvIqvR GK wb‡g‡l mRvM I mZK© K‡i Zzjj
I‡K| †Kv_vq †Mj K¬vwš—, †Kv_vq nZvkv, mgMª Aw¯—Z¡ Ry‡o
GLb ïay Pvcv D‡ËRbv I wkiwk‡i †ivgvÂKi Abyf~wZ|
Ôivbv?Õ wewmAvB wPd cÖkoe Ki‡jb|
ÔB‡qm, mvi!Õ
ÔGLbB GKevi Avgvi †P¤^v‡i P‡j G‡mv,Õ fvix Mjvq
ej‡jb em&|
ÔRx, mvi,Õ ejj ivbv, hw`I ZZ¶‡Y †hvMv‡hvM †K‡U
w`‡q‡Qb ivnvZ Lvb| ÔB‡qm!Õ wnmwnm K‡i ejj I, gy‡Vv
Kiv nvZUv k~‡b¨ SuvKvj evi K‡qK| g‡bi Avkv c~iY n‡Z
hv‡”Q †f‡e ixwZgZ Dj−wmZ| ÔB‡qm! w`m BR BU!Õ
me †mB Av‡Mi gZB Av‡Q Ñ KuvPvcvKv Nb åƒi R½‡j
jyKv‡bv †mB wÎKvj`kx© GK‡Rvov †PvL, fvix †d«‡gi Pkgvi
wcQb †_‡K †hb Aš—i ch©š— †`‡L wb‡”Qb; nv‡Zi cvBc
Zzj‡Z hv‡”Qb gy‡L, †Pv‡L †auvqv jvMvq gv_vUv GKUz KvZ
Ki‡jb; GgbKx Kcv‡ji cv‡k wkivUvI †hb wbqg a‡iB
jvdv‡”Q; ZviciI †c‡i‡Ki gZ k³ gvbylwU‡K wPb‡Z GK
†m‡KÛ †ewk mgq jvMj ivbvi|
ivbv Dcjwä Kij, nVvr Kx K‡i †hb e‡mi eqm
GKjv‡d A‡bKUv †e‡o †M‡Q|
Ôe‡mv,Õ wcÖq G‡R›U‡K †P¤^v‡i XyK‡Z †`‡L ej‡jb ivnvZ
Lvb|
Lvwj †PqviUvq emj ivbv| wki`uvov Lvov|
ÔweÁvbx W±i bvw`iv †eMg m¤ú‡K© wKQy Rv‡bv?Õ em‡Z bv


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em‡Z cÖkoe Ki‡jb ivnvZ Lvb|
ÔRx-bv, mvi,Õ ejj ivbv|
ÔGUv c‡ov,Õ e‡j ivbvi mvg‡b GKUv dvBj ivL‡jb
wewmAvB wPd, Zvici ivbv‡K Avi †KvbI cªkoe Kievi my‡hvM
bv w`‡q GKUv †dvìvi †U‡b wb‡q Wy‡e †M‡jb †mUvi wfZi|
dvBjUv Kv‡Q †U‡b Avbj ivbv| Dc‡i †jLv i‡q‡Q: Uc
wm‡μU| Ly‡j co‡Z ïi“ Kij I|
W±i bvw`iv †eMg| d‡UvUvi w`‡K K‡qK †m‡KÛ ZvwK‡q
_vKj ivbv| eyw×`xß †PvL, †Pnvivq ¯úó AvwfRvZ¨|
eûgyLx weij cÖwZfvi AwaKvix f`ªgwnjv, weÁv‡bi eû
kvLvq Zuvi Aeva wePiY| XvKv fvwm©wU †_‡K wdwR· wb‡q
gv÷vm© I wcGBPwW K‡i‡Qb| me cix¶v‡ZB AZ¨š— fvj
†iRvë Kivq K‡qKUv †`k †_‡K ¯‹jviwkc Advi Kiv nq
Zuv‡K| Z‡e wZwb wb‡R wKQyUv evg-†Nulv e‡j jvjwP‡bi
cÖ¯—veUvB cQ›` nq Zuvi|
†eBwRs fvwm©wU‡Z b¨v‡bv †UKbjwR I A¨vUg wdDwRs
†jhvi wb‡q cov‡kvbvi ci ILv‡bB M‡elYvi Kv‡R nvZ †`b
W±i bvw`iv| ZLb †_‡KB Zuvi Amvgvb¨ K…wZ‡Z¡i K_v cªKvk
†c‡Z ïi“ K‡i| G‡Ki ci GK wewPÎ wel‡q Zuvi we¯§qKi
mvd‡j¨ Zv¾e e‡b hvb wPbv weÁvbxiv|
Zuv‡`i mycvwi‡k wPb miKvi W±i bvw`iv‡K bvMwiKZ¡
MÖnY Kievi Aby‡iva K‡ib| wKš‘ web‡qi m‡½ cÖ¯—veUv
wdwi‡q †`b wZwb| Zuvi Lye B‡”Q wQj M‡elYvi KvR¸‡jv
†`‡k wd‡i Ki‡eb| XvKvq †eov‡Z G‡m e¨vcviUv wb‡q
miKv‡ii m‡½ AvjvcI K‡ib wZwb| miKv‡ii c¶ †_‡K
Zuv‡K Rvbv‡bv nq Ñ wP‡b Kv‡Ri my‡hvM Av‡Q, wmwKDwiwUI
Lye fvj, †M÷ wnmv‡e †hgb KvR Ki‡Qb AvcvZZ K‡i
hvb| †mUv c‡b‡iv eQi Av‡Mi K_v|
†m mgq †eBwRs miKv‡ii Uc wm‡μU GKUv cÖ‡R‡±i
wW‡i±i I wPd wWRvBbvi wnmv‡e wb‡qvM cvb W±i bvw`iv|
†mB cÖ‡R‡±iB PgKcÖ` djkÖ“wZ n‡jv †RU †c−b CMj|
AvaywbK cÖhyw³i Rv`y †`wL‡q w`‡q‡Q IUv, †hgb Ñ †hfv‡eB
jywK‡q ivLv †nvK bv †Kb A¨vWfvÝW mvP© †iBWvi wm‡÷‡gi
mvnv‡h¨ kΓc‡¶i hy×wegvb I wgmvBj mn‡RB wW‡U± Ki‡Z
cvi‡e IUv, †h-†KvbI †iBWvi wm‡÷g‡K duvwK w`‡q Do‡Z
cvi‡e, †h-†KvbI †RU †c−‡bi †P‡q w¯úW A‡bK †ewk,
†mŠikw³‡ZI Pj‡Z cv‡i, gva¨vKl©Y kw³‡K AMÖvn¨ K‡i
gnvk~‡b¨i †ek wKQy `~i wM‡q Avevi wd‡i Avm‡Z cv‡i,
Abvqv‡m wnU-wmwKs wgmvBj‡K duvwK w`‡Z cv‡i BZ¨vw`|
ïi“ †_‡KB wPb miKv‡ii GB Uc wm‡μU cÖ‡R‡±i Dci
mycvi cvIqvi¸‡jvi Mfxi AvMÖn I Zx¶è bRi wQj| cÖ‡R±
mvBU †cwb‡UªU Ki‡Z †Póvi †KvbI ΓwU K‡iwb Iiv| wKš‘
PvBwbR wm‡μU mvwf©‡mi Kov bRi`vwii Kvi‡Y I‡`i cÖwZwU
†Póv e¨_© n‡q †M‡Q|
Z‡e Z…Zxq KviI gva¨‡g W±i bvw`iv‡K †jvfbxq me cÖ¯—
ve cvVv‡bvi cÖwZ‡hvwMZv Pj‡ZB _v‡K| cÖwZ gv‡m K‡qK
jvL Wjvi †eZb, `vwg Mvwo, evMvb I myBwgscyjmn wekvj
AÆvwjKv, e¨w³MZ wegvb, hLb hv Lywk Zv-B wb‡q wimvP©
Kievi d¨vwmwjwU BZ¨vw` AviI KZ Kx Ñ B‡”Q Ki‡jB
†c‡Z cv‡ib wZwb| wKš‘ †KvbI cÖ¯—v‡eB ivwR Kiv‡bv hvqwb
Zuv‡K| Av`k© I bxwZi m‡½ †KvbIw`b wZwb Avcm K‡ibwb,
Ki‡ebI bv|
c`v_© weÁv‡b weivU Ae`vb ivLvi Kvi‡Y MZ eQi we‡k¦i
wewfboe †`k †_‡K, we‡kl K‡i GKwU civkw³i Zid †_‡K,
†bv‡ej cÖvBR KwgwU‡K mycvwik Kiv n‡qwQj W±i bvw`iv‡K


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hv‡Z †bv‡ej cÖvBR †`Iqv nq| IUvI Avm‡j †Uvc wQj|
civkw³¸‡jv †f‡ewQj †bv‡ej cÖvB‡Ri †jv‡f W±i bvw`iv
nq‡Zv wPb Z¨vM K‡i Zv‡`i Là‡i G‡m hv‡eb, ZLb Zuv‡K
bvbvb †KŠk‡j cwðgv we‡k¦ †i‡L †`qvi †Póv Kiv mnR n‡e|
wKš‘ †UvcUv †M‡jbwb wZwb|
Uc wm‡μU cÖ‡R± mdj nIqvi ci civkw³i AwZ-AvMÖn
cÖkg‡bi Rb¨ wPb miKvi Zv‡`i ˆZwi CMj †ek K‡qKwU
†`‡ki Kv‡Q wewμ K‡i‡Q, d‡j G wel‡q mycvicvIqvi¸‡jvi
Avi †Zgb †Rviv‡jv AvMÖn †bB|
gvm K‡qK Av‡M evsjv‡`k‡K `y‡Uv CMj †RU Dcnvi
w`‡q‡Q wPb miKvi| cÖwZwU †c−‡bi m‡½ wZbRb K‡i μz
G‡m‡Q, evsjv‡`k wegvbevwnbxi μz‡`i †Uªwbs †`Iqvi Rb¨|
MZ gv‡m QywU wb‡q W±i bvw`ivI G‡m‡Qb XvKvq| nVvrB
GKUv AvBwWqv †Ljj Zuvi gv_vq|
wewmAvB wPd †gRi †Rbv‡ij [Ae] ivnvZ Lvb W±i
bvw`ivi `~i-m¤ú‡K©i AvZ¥xq nb, civgk© Kievi Rb¨ Zuvi
m‡½B †hvMv‡hvM Ki‡jb f`ªgwnjv| Kzkjvw` wewbg‡qi ci
ivnvZ Lvb‡K ej‡jb Ñ Zuvi g‡b n‡”Q: GLv‡b cÖ‡qvRbxq
d¨vwmwjwUi e¨e¯’v Kiv m¤¢e n‡j, CMj †RU‡K AviI A‡bK
†W‡fjc K‡i Ggb GK `yiš— ch©v‡q wb‡q hvIqv m¤¢e, mviv
`ywbqvq hvi †KvbI Rywo Aš—Z AvMvgx cuwPk eQ‡i cvIqv
hv‡e bv| Zuvi gv_vq `vi“Y me AvBwWqv Avm‡Q, GLywb
KvRUv bv ai‡j nvwi‡q hv‡e me¸‡jv|
wKš‘ jvjwPb‡K wb‡q wZwb wØavq fyM‡Qb| CMj Iu‡`i
†c−b, †W‡fjc Ki‡Z PvB‡j cviwgkb wb‡Z n‡e| Avi
cviwgkb PvB‡Z †M‡jB Iuiv ej‡eb, Avgv‡`i GLv‡b
wmwKDwiwU Lye fvj, d¨vwmwjwURI G-c−vm, Kv‡RB †Wfj‡ci
KvRUv Avcwb †eBwRs-G G‡mB Ki“b| wKš‘ ZZw`‡b
AvBwWqv¸‡jv hw` gv_v †_‡K †ewi‡q hvq?
wewmAvB wPd‡K W±i bvw`iv AviI ej‡jb, GB KvR
wZwb Ki‡Z Pvb c„w_ex‡Z mvgwiK ¶gZvi fvimvg¨ wdwi‡q
Avbvi j‡¶¨| †mvwf‡qZ BDwbqb †f‡O hvIqvi ci †MvUv
`ywbqvi Dci gvZeŸwi K‡i †eov‡”Q GKwUgvÎ civkw³,
KviI †Zvqv°v bv K‡i, KviI cÖwZev‡` Kvb bv w`‡q hv Lywk
ZvB G‡Ki ci GK Ab¨vq K‡i hv‡”Q Iiv| GB cwiw¯’wZi
Aemvb NUv‡Z n‡j ¶gZvi fvimvg¨ wdwi‡q Avbv `iKvi|
CMj‡K †W‡fjc Kivi Zuvi †Póv mdj n‡j †mB fvimvg¨
A‡bKUvB AwR©Z n‡e|
me K_v †kvbvi ci ivnvZ Lvb W±i bvw`iv‡K ej‡jb,
Zv n‡j KvRUv Zywg Avgv‡`i GLv‡bB K‡iv| Avwg Avgv‡`i
cÖavbgš¿x Avi wP‡bi wgwjUvwi B‡›Uwj‡RÝ wP‡di m‡½ K_v
ejwQ|
W±i bvw`iv Rvb‡Z PvB‡jb, cÖ‡qvRbxq d¨vwmwjwU Avi
wmwKDwiwUi e¨e¯’v Kiv m¤¢e n‡e?
ivnvZ Lvb ej‡jb, me Avwg †`LwQ| wbivcËv I
†MvcbxqZvi m‡š—vlRbK e¨e¯’v Kiv †M‡jB Rvbve Avwg
†Zvgv‡K|
†mw`bB cÖavbgš¿xi m‡½ K_v ej‡jb wZwb, Gqvi‡dvm© I
†mbvevwnbxi wmwKDwiwU wP‡di m‡½ ˆeVK Ki‡jb| wVK
n‡jv, CMj `y‡Uv †hLv‡b Av‡Q †mLv‡bB †W‡fjc Kievi
KvR ïi“ n‡e, hš¿cvwZ hv hv `iKvi me ILv‡bB mvc−vB
†`Iqv n‡e W±i bvw`iv‡K| Ges ILv‡b wZwb Kx Ki‡Qb Zv
KvD‡K Rvbv‡bv n‡e bv, GgbKx wmwKDwiwU MvW©iv ch©š— †KD
wKQy Rvb‡e bv|
ciw`b gnvwP‡bi wgwjUvwi B‡›Uwj‡RÝ wPd-Gi m‡½
Iqv‡qi‡j‡m mv‡¼wZK fvlvq K_v ej‡jb ivnvZ Lvb|


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CMj‡K †W‡fjc Kievi Rb¨ wPb miKv‡ii cviwgkb
PvB‡jb wZwb| ej‡jb, weÁvbx W±i bvw`ivi G·‡cwi‡g›U
mdj n‡j IB `yiš— CM‡ji Kj¨v‡Y gnvwPb c„w_exi †miv `yB
mvgwiK kw³i GKwU‡Z cwiYZ n‡e|
hvicibvB Lywk n‡jb wgwjUvwi B‡›Uwj‡RÝ wPd| cÖej
Drmv‡n ej‡jb, Ô†`wi bv K‡i W±i bvw`iv‡K AvRB
†eBwR‡O cvwV‡q w`b| g‡b Ki“b dz‡ji gvjv wb‡q †eBwRs
Gqvi‡cv‡U© Zuvi A‡c¶vq `uvwo‡q AvwQ Avgiv|Õ
Dˇi Avš—wiK ab¨ev` Rvwb‡q ivnvZ Lvb ej‡jb, ÔW±i
bvw`ivi AvBwWqvUv Av‡`Š KvR Ki‡e wK bv Rvbvi Rb¨
XvKv‡Z, GLbB KvR ïi“ Kiv `iKvi| AvBwWqvUv fyjI n‡Z
cv‡i| KvRUv Zuv‡K Ki‡Z n‡e K‡qKUv av‡c, cÖ gUvq e¨_©
n‡j eyS‡Z n‡e n‡jv bv|Õ
AMZ¨v gnvwP‡bi cÖavbgš¿xi m‡½ Av‡jvPbvi Rb¨ mgq
wb‡jb mvgwiK B‡›Uwj‡RÝ wPd, Zvici Rvbv‡jb, Ô†ek,
wZwb †hgb PvB‡Qb, †ZgbB †nvK|Õ
Gici wmwKDwiwU msμvš— †UKwbKvj wKQy e¨vcvi wb‡q
B‡›Uwj‡RÝ wP‡di m‡½ K_v n‡jv ivnvZ Lv‡bi| CMj‡K
KZLvwb †W‡fjc Kiv m¤¢e †m-m¤ú‡K©I Avfv‡m-Bw½‡Z
Avjvc Ki‡jb Iuiv|
Gici †`owU gvm AK¬vš— cwikªg Ki‡jb W±i bvw`iv|
gnvwP‡bi KvQ †_‡K Dcnvi cvIqv `y‡Uv CM‡ji GKUvi
Dci G·‡cwi‡g›U Pvwj‡q eyS‡Z †c‡i‡Qb bvw`iv, mdj n‡Z
P‡j‡Qb wZwb| cÖvq me KvRB †kl, †hUyKz evwK Av‡Q †mUv
†eBwR‡O wM‡q mvi‡eb e‡j fve‡Qb wZwb GLb|
dvBjUv GLv‡bB †kl| ivbvi g‡b n‡jv, Amgvß| gyL
Zz‡j e‡mi w`‡K ZvKvj I| ÔRx, mvi, cojvg,Õ ejj I|
nv‡Zi †dvìvi eÜ K‡i ivbvi w`‡K ZvKv‡jb wewmAvB
wPd| ¤−vb I weaŸ¯— †`Lv‡”Q Zuv‡K| Ôme iKg mZK©Zv
Aej¤^b Kiv m‡Ë¡I †mw`b Avgvi m‡½ PvBwbR wgwjUvwi
B‡›Uwj‡RÝ wP‡di Avjvc B›Uvi‡mÞ Kiv n‡qwQj, ivbv,Õ
M¤¢xi Mjvq ej‡jb wZwb| ÔGKUv civkw³ cÖg †_‡KB
RvbZ QywU‡Z W±i bvw`iv Kx Ki‡Z PvB‡Qb, †Kv_vq Ki‡Z
hv‡”Qb|Õ
ÔBqvjv− !Õ weoweo Kij ivbv|
Ô†ek wKQy NUbv N‡U †M‡Q BwZg‡a¨| wbDR e−¨vKAvDU
Pj‡Q, ZvB wgwWqvq wKQy Av‡mwb| MZciï iv‡Z n¨v½v‡ii
†fZi IB `yiš— CM‡j Av¸b †`qv n‡q‡Q,Õ KK©k I KwVb
†kvbv‡”Q wewmAvB wP‡di Kɯ^i| ÔA¶Z wKQyB cvIqv hvqwb
IUvi| Avi wVK GKB mg‡q wKWb¨vc Kiv n‡q‡Q W±i
bvw`iv‡K|Õ
nuv K‡i e‡mi gy‡Li w`‡K †P‡q iBj gvmy` ivbv|
ms‡¶‡c cy‡iv e¨vcviUv ivbv‡K Rvbv‡jb wZwb| Zvici
wR‡Ám Ki‡jb, ÔKx g‡b n‡”Q e‡jv|Õ
Nve‡o †M‡Q NUbv ï‡b| ejj, ÔA‡bK wKQyB `y‡e©va¨
jvM‡Q, mvi|Õ
Ô†hgb?Õ m‡½ m‡½ Rvb‡Z PvB‡jb ivnvZ Lvb|
ÔGZ KvV-Lo cywo‡q `ywbqvi †kªô †c−bUv‡K †KD aŸsm
Ki‡Z PvB‡e †Kb, mvi? wb‡q †h‡Z †Póv Ki‡j †mUvi †cQ‡b
eis hyw³ cvIqv hvq|Õ
ÔAvi Kx `y‡e©va¨ jvM‡Q †Zvgvi?Õ Rvb‡Z PvB‡jb em&|
Ô_vB _vÛvi evsjv‡`‡k WªvMm cvVvq, mvi; Zv-I Lye eo
†¯‹‡j bq| Iiv GZ eo GKUv Kv‡R nvZ w`‡Z hv‡e †Kb?
W±i bvw`ivi gZ weÁvbx‡K wb‡q Iiv Ki‡eUvB ev Kx?Õ gv_v
bvoj ivbv| ÔAvgvi g‡b nq Gi †cQ‡b IB civkw³i nvZ
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Ônu¨v, wVK GB cÖ‡koei DËi¸‡jvB Lyu‡R †ei Ki‡Z n‡e
†Zvgv‡K Ñ `yiš—‡K †Kb †cvov‡bv n‡jv, _vB _vÛvi Kv‡`i
n‡q KvRUv Kij BZ¨vw`,Õ ej‡jb wewmAvB wPd|
ÔGUvB Avgvi A¨vmvBb‡g›U, mvi?Õ
gv_v bvo‡jb ivnvZ Lvb, åƒ KzuP‡K KwVb †Pv‡L †`L‡Qb
ivbv‡K| Ô†Zvgvi Avmj A¨vmvBb‡g›U, †hgb K‡i cvi, W±i
bvw`iv‡K D×vi K‡i Avbv|Õ
ÔB‡qm, mvi|Õ
ÔG-ai‡bi cwiw¯’wZ‡Z wewmAvB-Gi DwPZ mg¯— kw³
w`‡q †Zvgv‡K e¨vK Kiv| wKš‘ †mwU m¤¢e n‡”Q bv| KviY,
AvgviI m‡›`n, GB e¨vcviUvi m‡½ we‡kl civkw³ RwoZ|
I‡`i m‡½ wewmAvB cÖKv‡k¨ we‡iv‡a Rov‡Z cv‡i bv|Õ
ÔRx, mvi|Õ
ÔZ‡e, GKUv wb‡`©k GLbB Avwg †Zvgv‡K w`‡q ivLwQ,Õ
fvix Mjvq ej‡jb ivnvZ Lvb| ÔIB civkw³ hv‡K NuvUv‡Z
fq cvq, cÖ‡qvR‡b †mB wP‡bi mvnvh¨ wb‡Z cvi‡e Zzwg|Õ
ÔB‡qm, mvi,Õ ejj ivbv, ax‡i ax‡i Dcjwä Ki‡Q ïay
evsjv‡`k ev wP‡bi bq, †MvUv we‡k¦iB KZ eo GKUv ¶wZ
n‡q †M‡Q| fvimvg¨ bv _vK‡j GKZidv ¶gZvi `vcU,
`ybx©wZ, mš¿vm, jyUcvU Kx fq¼i ch©v‡q †cuŠ‡Q †h‡Z cv‡i, Zv
†Zv Avgiv evsjv‡`‡kB †`‡LwQ| †Pv‡Li mvg‡b †`LwQ
kw³g`gË civkw³ †Kgb cv‡qi bx‡P wcl‡Q gvbeZv‡K|
DboeZ we‡k¦iI †KD Uz kãwU Kivi mvnm cv‡”Q bv| ¶gZvi
GB gnov Pj‡Z _vK‡j, evm‡hvM¨ _vK‡e bv Avi G c„w_ex,
euvP‡Z PvB‡j PvKi n‡q _vK‡Z n‡e AZ¨vPvix‡`i|
Ômvi, †Kv‡Ì‡K ïi“ Ki‡Z e‡jb?Õ Rvb‡Z PvBj ivbv|
Ôn¨v½v‡i Av¸b jvMvi ci `yw`b cvi n‡q †M‡Q, ILv‡b...Õ
Ôïi“ Ki‡e _vBj¨vÛ †_‡K,Õ ej‡jb ivnvZ Lvb| ÔKviY
bvnvi wfjvi GKUv †Sv‡ci †fZi †_‡K GB †eªm‡jUUv
cvIqv †M‡Q|Õ †`ivR Ly‡j c−¨vwUbv‡gi †eªm‡jUUv †ei K‡i
ivbvi w`‡K †V‡j w`‡jb wZwb| Ôm¤¢eZ Avgv‡`i †KvbI
ˆmwb‡Ki m‡½ a¯—vaw¯—i mgq _vB _vÛvi‡`i KviI KewR
†_‡K Ly‡j c‡o †M‡Q|Õ
wRwbmUv †b‡o‡P‡o †`L‡Q ivbv| G-ai‡bi †eªm‡jU
Av‡MI †`‡L‡Q I, _vB _vÛv‡ii m`m¨iv e¨envi K‡i|
wRwbmUvi Mv‡q nid †Lv`vB K‡i Kxme †hb †jLv n‡q‡Q|
nid¸‡jv GZ †QvU †h cov hv‡”Q bv|
ÔILv‡b †jLv Av‡Q Pwμ Pzqvb,Õ †PvLv‡PvwL n‡Z ej‡jb
ivnvZ Lvb, g¨vMwbdvBs M−vm w`‡q †`‡L‡Qb wZwb|
ÔbvgUv cwiwPZ, mvi!Õ ejj ivbv| Ô_vB _vÛv‡ii `ya©l©
Acv‡iUi| `yÕeQi Av‡MB ï‡bwQjvg `‡ji wjWvi n‡Z hv‡”Q
I|Õ Ii g‡b coj †m-mgq _vB _vÛv‡ii wjWvi wQj eyKwiZ
†cÖgR|Õ
ÔwVK Av‡Q,Õ GKUv dvBj †U‡b wb‡q Lyj‡jb wewmAvB
wPd| A_©vr ivbv‡K wmMb¨vj †`qv n‡jv: GLb Zzwg Avm‡Z
cvi|
†QvÆ K‡i gv_v SuvwK‡q †Pqvi Qvoj ivbv| Ii nvZNwo‡Z
GLb mv‡o Pvi‡U ev‡R|
cuvP


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wmuwo †e‡q mvZZjv †_‡K QqZjvq †b‡g wb‡Ri Awdm
Kvgivi w`‡K G‡Mv‡”Q ivbv| †PŠKvV †ci“evi mgq ïb‡Z
†cj †Uwj‡dvb evR‡Q|
AvBwW †dvb, b¤^i †`‡LB †evSv †Mj we‡`k †_‡K †KD
†dvb K‡i‡Q|
wb‡Ri wifjwfs †Pqv‡i e‡m wiwmfvi Zzjj ivbv|
ÔB‡qm?Õ
Ôn¨v‡jv, gvmy` fvB?Õ AcicÖvš— †_‡K cwiwPZ I wcÖq GK
Zi“‡Yi D‡ËwRZ Kɯ^i †f‡m Gj| ÔAvwg Bgi“j Kv‡qm,
_vBj¨vÛ †_‡K ejwQ|Õ
cÖ‡gB ivbvi g‡b cªkoe RvMj, e¨vsKK bv e‡j _vBj¨vÛ
ej‡Q †Kb Kv‡qm? Ônu¨v, e‡jv, Kv‡qm| me Lei fvj †Zv?
_vBj¨v‡Ûi †Kv‡Ì‡K ejQ Zzwg?Õ
Ô†`vB Bb_vbb cvnv‡oi bxP †_‡K, gvmy` fvB,Õ Rvbvj
Kv‡qm| ÔRvqMvUvi bvg nvU †LvqvB| b›`bKvbb †nv‡U‡ji
GKUv my¨BU †_‡K Ri“wi GKUv wel‡q wi‡cvU© KiwQ|Õ
ÔAvevi e‡jv,Õ e‡j nvZ evwo‡q †iKwW©s myBPUv Ab Kij
ivbv|
†g‡mRUv wiwcU Kij Kv‡qm, Zvici ejj, ÔAvgiv
†KvbI MvBW cvBwb| †em K¨v‡¤ú _vB wPbviv, m¤¢eZ Us,
evav †`qvq Ab¨w`K †_‡K cvnvoUvq D‡VwQjvg| cuvP nvRvi
dzU Ic‡i D‡V cyew`‡K gyL K‡i bx‡P ZvKv‡Z GKUv CMj
†RU †`L‡Z †c‡qwQ| ILv‡b GKUv `yM© Av‡Q, †mUvi KvQ
†_‡K...Õ
ÔKx ev‡R eKQ!Õ P°i w`‡q DVj ivbvi gv_v| Ôevsjv‡`kx
CMj ILv‡b Kxfv‡e hv‡e? Zv Kx K‡i m¤¢e? wbðqB fyj
†`‡LQ Zzwg|Õ
ÔcÖ‡g AvgviI ZvB g‡b n‡qwQj,Õ ejj Kv‡qm| ÔwKš‘
c‡i ey‡SwQ, wVKB †`LwQ Ñ evsjv‡`k Gqvi‡dv‡m©i †jv‡Mv
AuvKv i‡q‡Q IUvi Mv‡q| AviI bx‡P, Kx Kvi‡Y Rvwb bv †ek
wKQy cvnvox emwZ cywo‡q †`qv n‡q‡Q| gvmy` fvB, wc−R,
Avcwb GKUz †LuvR wbb Ñ Avgv‡`i CMj nvBR¨vK n‡q hvqwb
†Zv?Õ
åƒ †KuvPKvj ivbv, fvej Kv‡qm GZ †Rvi w`‡q K_vUv
ej‡Q Kxfv‡e, kZKiv GK‡kv fvM wbwðZ bv n‡q? Zv n‡j
wK IUv W±i bvw`ivi †W‡fjc Kiv `yiš—? ÔI‡K, Kv‡qm,
wbw”Q Lei,Õ ejj I| ÔAvwg †hvMv‡hvM bv Kiv ch©š—
b›`bKvb‡bB _v‡Kv Zzwg, wVK Av‡Q? AvwgÑÕ
nVvr ivbv‡K nZPwKZ K‡i w`‡q Acicªvš— †_‡K ci ci
`yÕwZb‡U ¸wji AvIqvR †f‡m Gj| jvd w`‡q †Pqvi Qvoj
I, weoweo Ki‡Q, Ô†Lv`v! I †Lv`v! n¨v‡jv, Kv‡qm? n¨v‡jv?
n¨v‡jv? Kv‡qm, Kx n‡jv †Zvgvi ... Zywg wVK AvQ †Zv?Õ
Kv‡q‡mi AùzU, Rov‡bv Kɯ^i †f‡m Gj, Ôbv, gv-my-`
fv-B, wV-K †bB..._vB Us...Õ Gici VKvm K‡i GKUv
AvIqvR n‡jv, m¤¢eZ Kv‡q‡mi nvZ †_‡K wiwmfviUv k³
wKQyi Dci c‡o †M‡Q|
Ôn¨v‡jv, Kv‡qm? n¨v‡jv...n¨v‡jv...n¨v‡jv...Õ e„vB wKQy¶Y
†Póv Kij ivbv, †KD mvov w`j bv| †WW n‡q †M‡Q jvBb|
†MvUv e¨vcviUv Awek¦vm¨ GKUv `yt¯^coe g‡b n‡”Q Ii; fve‡Z
PvB‡Q, †PvL wf‡R hvIqvq mvg‡bi †`qv‡j UvOv‡bv
iex›`ªbv‡_i QweUv Svcmv n‡q IVvI †mB `yt¯^‡coeiB GKUv
Ask gvÎ|
AMZ¨v eva¨ n‡q †μBW‡j †i‡L w`j ivbv wiwmfvi|
Zvici Avevi Zz‡j wb‡q Wvqvj Kij Ii G‡RwÝi e¨vsKK
kvLvi b¤^‡i| jveYx mvgv`‡K Awd‡mB cvIqv †Mj|
ms‡¶‡c cwiw¯’wZ m¤ú‡K© GKUv aviYv w`j Zv‡K ivbv,


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Zvici wb‡`©k w`j Ñ GB gyn~‡Z© cywjk I †nv‡Uj
b›`bKvb‡bi wmwKDwiwU wPd‡K †dvb K‡i Kv‡q‡mi Lei
wb‡Z ej‡Z n‡e| ILvbKvi †KvbI nmwcUv‡jI †dvb Ki‡Z
n‡e, Zviv hv‡Z `ª“Z GKUv A¨vgey‡jÝ cvVvq|
wek wgwbU ci ivbv‡K wi‡cvU© Kij jveYx| Ômwi, gvmy`
fvB,Õ aiv Mjvq ejj †m| ÔKv‡qm fvB †eu‡P †bB|Õ
ivbv K_v ej‡Q bv|
Ô†nv‡U‡ji Wv³vi e‡j‡Qb, GK †Rvov ey‡jU Kv‡qm
fvB‡qi wcV w`‡q Xy‡K `y‡Uv dzmdzmB dz‡Uv K‡i †d‡j‡Q,
Avi Z…ZxqUv Xy‡K‡Q nv‡U©|Õ Avi wKQy ej‡Z bv †c‡i dzuwc‡q
†Ku‡` DVj jveYx|
Svov wÎk †m‡KÛ jveYx‡K Kuv`‡Z w`j ivbv| Zvici
big Mjvq ejj, Ôkvš— nI, j²xwU| hv ewj, gb w`‡q
†kv‡bv|Õ
GKUz c‡iB wb‡Ri Dci wbqš¿Y wd‡i †cj jveYx| ÔRx,
gvmy` fvB| ejyb|Õ
Ôe¨vsKK kvLvi me `vwqZ¡ GLb †Zvgvi Ici,Õ ejj
ivbv| ÔAvgvi Rvbvg‡Z †nwjKÞvi mvwf©m Av‡Q, m¤¢e n‡j
AvR iv‡ZB P‡j hvI †Zvgiv| RvqMvUvi bvg nvU †LvqvB|Õ
ÔILv‡b Avgv‡`i KvR Kx, gvmy` fvB?Õ
ÔcÖg KvR, †cv÷g‡U©g Kiv n‡q †M‡j G‡RwÝi
G‡R›U‡`i‡K jvkUv e¨vsK‡K wb‡q †h‡Z ej‡e,Õ ejj ivbv|
ÔZvici KwdbUv †c−‡b Zz‡j †`‡k cvwV‡q w`‡Z n‡e|
Kv‡q‡mi m‡½ †c−‡b KvD‡K _vK‡Z e‡j †`‡e| Zzwg nvU
†LvqvB‡qB _v‡Kv, e¨vsKK n‡q Kvj Avwg AvmwQ ILv‡b|Õ
ÔRx, wVK Av‡Q, gvmy` fvB,Õ e¨vsKK †_‡K Rvbvj jveYx|
Gici em&‡K B›UviKg K‡i me K_v Rvbvj ivbv|
Ii K_v †kl n‡Z `k †m‡KÛ wKQy ej‡jb bv ivnvZ
Lvb| Zvici GKUv `xN©k¦vm †djvi AvIqvR †f‡m Gj|
Ae‡k‡l ej‡jb, Ô†fwi m¨vW| Gi g‡a¨ Kx †hb GKUv auvav
Av‡Q| †Zvgvi A¨vmvBb‡g‡›Ui ¸i“Z¡Uv AviI A‡bK †e‡o
†Mj, ivbv|Õ
ÔRx, mvi|Õ
ÔZzwg †h‡nZz e¨¯— n‡q co‡e, †mv‡njI XvKvq †bB,
Kv‡q‡mi evwo‡Z LeiUv †`Iqvi R‡b¨ Zv n‡j KvD‡K
cvVv‡Z nq| jveYx‡K e‡j `vI Kv‡q‡mi jvkUv †`‡k
cvVv‡Z n‡e...Õ
ÔIi evwo‡Z Lei w`‡Z AvwgB hve, mvi,Õ ejj ivbv|
ÔAvi jveYx‡K cÖ‡qvRbxq me wb‡`©k †`Iqv n‡q‡Q| Z`š—
KZUzKz G‡Mvj Avwg ILv‡b †cuŠ‡Q Lei †be| wKš‘, mvi,
Kv‡q‡mi K_vUvi gv‡b Kx? Bb_vb‡bi cyew`‡K Avgv‡`i
CMj‡K Kxfv‡e †`L‡e I? hw` mwZ¨B †`‡L _v‡K, Zv n‡j
IUv `yiš—B| Avm‡j IUv Gqvi‡cv‡U© cy‡o hvqwb, wb‡LuvR n‡q
†M‡Q, Ggb wK n‡Z cv‡i, mvi?Õ
Ôbv, Zv Kx K‡i n‡e| `y‡Uv †Zv gvÎ †c−b| GKUv cy‡o
†M‡Q, GKUv Av‡Q| ÒGÓ †mKk‡biUvB cy‡o‡Q, †hLv‡b `yiš—
wQj| K‡›Uªvj UvIqv‡ii wb‡`©‡k ÒweÓ †mKk‡biUv AvKv‡k
D‡o hvq, Dwo‡q wb‡q hvq n¨v½v‡i nvwRi wQj wPbv μz‡`i
†h MÖ“cUv, ZvivB| Iovi ci mviv¶Y Gqvi‡cvU©‡K wN‡i P°i
w`‡q‡Q IUv, A‡b‡KB †`‡L‡Q| Zvici Avevi K‡›Uªvj
UvIqv‡ii wb‡`©k †c‡q wd‡iI G‡m‡Q, cuqZvwj−k wgwbU wKsev
GK NÈvi g‡a¨| Gi g‡a¨ KviI †Pv‡L †KvbI iKg Am½wZ
aiv c‡owb| G-e¨vcv‡i LyuZ ïay GKUvB, Zv n‡jv: wPbv‡`i
wZb †UªBbvi †c−b wb‡q wd‡i Avmvi ci †Kv_vq †M‡Q †KD
ej‡Z cvi‡Q bv|Õ
Ômvi, Avgvi wKš‘ wek¦vm n‡”Q bv †h Kv‡qm fyj †`‡L‡Q,Õ


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ejj ivbv| ÔwVKB †`‡L‡Q I CMjUv‡K, Avi †mR‡b¨B
I‡KÑÕ MjvUv a‡i Avmvq Pzc K‡i †Mj ivbv|
wZb †m‡KÛ Pzc K‡i _vKvi ci wewmAvB wPd ej‡jb,
ÔwVK Av‡Q, Avwg Av‡iKevi †LuvR †be|Õ
ÔRx, mvi; ab¨ev`, mvi|Õ
Avjvc †kl, ZviciI †hvMv‡hvM KvU‡Qb bv wewmAvB
wPd| Ôivbv?Õ
ÔB‡qm, mvi?Õ
Ô†`‡k ewM© G‡m avb †K‡U wb‡q †M‡Q| Zvici Rvbv †Mj
cv †`Iqv n‡q‡Q ev‡Ni †j‡RI| eyS‡ZB cviQ †Zvgvi KvR
KZUv evoj|Õ Bw½‡Z K_v ej‡Qb I¯—v`, Avfvm †c‡Z
PvB‡Qb wcÖq wkl¨ Zuvi wPš—vaviv AbymiY Ki‡Z cvi‡Q wK bv|
ÔRx, mvi,Õ ms‡¶‡c ejj gvmy` ivbv|
Ii Kɯ^‡i A¯^vfvweK `„pZv j¶ K‡i AvswkK Reve
†c‡q †M‡jb wewmAvB wPd ivnvZ Lvb| ÔwKj †`g, gvB eq!Õ
Gevi VvÊv I KwVb my‡i cwi®‹vi wb‡`©k w`‡jb wZwb| Ôcvwbk
†`g Aj!Õ
ÔAvB DBj, mvi, AvB DBj!Õ
D`åvš— ivbv wb‡Ri Kvgiv †_‡K S‡oi †e‡M †ewi‡q
†Mj, †hb GB gyn~‡Z© I‡K hy‡× †h‡Z n‡e|
†KvbI GK civkw³ gnvwP‡bi cÖwZ‡ekx ZvBIqvb-‡K wb‡`©k
w`‡q‡Q: hZ UvKv jv‡M bvI, †hfv‡e cvi hZ ZvovZvwo m¤¢e
W±i bvw`iv I Zuvi †W‡fjc Kiv `yiš— CMjUv XvKv †_‡K
G‡b `vI| Lei`vi, `y‡Uvi GKUvI †hb †ewR‡Oi nv‡Z bv
c‡o!
KvRUv K‡i †`Iqvi Rb¨ ZvBIqvwbR wm‡μU mvwf©m‡K
Avwk wgwjqb gvwK©b Wjvi w`‡q‡Q IB civkw³| KvRUv
wb‡Riv Ki‡e bv, KviY aiv c‡o †M‡j jvjwPb fqvbK †L‡c
hv‡e| ZvB AvÁven ZvBIqvb‡K w`‡q Kiv‡e, wKš‘ Zv‡`iI
wb‡R‡`i Mv euvwP‡q Avi KvD‡K w`‡q Kiv‡Z n‡e KvRUv|
KviY wPbviv hw` ZvBIqvb AvμgY K‡i e‡m, Rwo‡q hv‡e
IivI Av‡iK hy‡×|
KvRUvi m‡½ wZb‡U kZ©I w`‡q‡Q Iiv|
GK: †KvbI Ae¯’v‡ZB `yiš— CM‡ji †KvbI ¶wZ Kiv
Pj‡e bv|
`yB: A¶Z Ae¯’vq _vBj¨v‡Ûi wbw`©ó GKUv RvqMvq
†cuŠ‡Q w`‡Z n‡e, †mLv‡b I‡`i †UKwbKvj G·cvU©iv cix¶v
K‡i †`L‡e IUv‡K|
wZb: evOvjx W±i bvw`iv‡K XvKv †_‡K wKWb¨vc K‡i
†cuŠ‡Q w`‡Z n‡e wm½vcy‡i| ILv‡b GKUv †evwqs A‡c¶v
Ki‡e, Zuv‡K wb‡q D‡o hv‡e AÁvZ †KvbI Mš—‡e¨|
_vBj¨vÛ| †`vB Bb_vbb|
GB gyn~‡Z© kvš— I f`ª GKRb Uz¨wi÷ gvmy` ivbv, †mB
m‡½ †mŠwLb ce©Zv‡ivnxI e‡U| _vB wPbviv Kv‡qm‡K evav
w`‡qwQj, †m-K_v g‡b †i‡L AvZ¥i¶vi cÖ¯‘wZ wb‡qB G‡m‡Q Ñ
wcÖq A¯¿ Iqvj_vi Av‡Q †kvìvi †nvj÷v‡i| QywiUv ÷ª¨vc w`‡q
AvUKv‡bv eM‡ji KvQvKvwQ evû‡Z, AviI wKQy gvivZ¥K A¯¿
m‡½ wb‡Z eva¨ K‡i‡Qb I‡K wewmAvB-Gi †UKwbKvj
wWcvU©‡g‡›Ui wPd W±i kvg‡ki Avjx|
bxj wRbm I Kv‡jv R¨v‡KU c‡i‡Q ivbv, cv‡q K¬vBw¤^s
eyU, Kuva †_‡K Szj‡Q †j`vi e¨vM| Wvb nv‡Zi KewR‡Z
c‡i‡Q wewmAvB wP‡di KvQ †_‡K cvIqv GKgvÎ m~Î †mB
†eªm‡jUUv|
e¨vsKK †_‡K Kvj iv‡Z nvU †LvqvB‡q †cuŠ‡Q‡Q ivbv|


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Kvj iv‡Z I AvR mKv‡j Kv‡q‡mi Lyb cÖm‡½ ¯’vbxq cywj‡ki
m‡½ `yÕ`dv K_v n‡q‡Q Ii, m‡½ jveYxI wQj| GB Kw`b
Z`š— K‡i †KvbI m~ÎB Luy‡R cvqwb Zviv| †KmUv m¤ú‡K©
¯’vbxq Kg©KZ©v‡`i g‡a¨ †KvbI iKg AvMÖnI †`Lv †Mj bv|
Avfv‡m-Bw½‡Z ivbv‡K Zviv aviYv †`Iqvi †Póv Kij Kv‡qm
m¤¢eZ WªvMm wKsev bvix e¨emvi m‡½ Rwo‡q c‡owQj, ZviB
djkÖ“wZ‡Z _vB Us-Gi nv‡Z AKv‡j cÖvY nviv‡Z n‡q‡Q
Zv‡K|
ivbv Rvb‡Z PvBj, _vB Us‡K m‡›`n nIqvi KviY Kx?
cywjk Rvbvj, GjvKvUv _vB Us-Gi, GLv‡b Zv‡`i wb‡`©k
Qvov G-ai‡bi †KvbI Aciva mvaviYZ N‡U bv|
ivbv wR‡Ám Kij, Zv n‡j Zv‡`i‡K Avcbviv ai‡Qb bv
†Kb?
B݇c±i ¤−vb †n‡m Reve w`j, Zviv Avgv‡`i‡K ai‡Q
bv, GUvB Avgv‡`i mvZ-Kcvj| GLv‡b cvVv‡bvi Av‡M
†nW‡KvqvU©vi †_‡K e‡j †`Iqv nq, I‡`i‡K NuvUvevi `iKvi
†bB|
cwiw¯’wZUv ey‡S wbj ivbv| hv Kievi wb‡R‡`iB Ki‡Z
n‡e I‡`i|
†nv‡Uj-G wd‡i G‡m jveYx‡K e¨vsK‡K wd‡i †h‡Z ejj
ivbv, KviY kvLvcÖavb bv _vKvq ILvbKvi KvR wVKgZ Pj‡e
bv|
jveYx‡K †nwjKÞv‡i Zz‡j w`‡q `ycy‡ii w`‡K †`vB
Bb_vbb †em K¨v‡¤ú †cuŠQvj ivbv| GLv‡b G‡m GKUz
AevKB n‡jv I| †Kv_vI †KvbI _vB wPbvi QvqvgvÎ †bB|
A‡bK MvBW‡KI †Nviv‡div Ki‡Z †`Lv †Mj| A_P
†Uwj‡dv‡b Kv‡qm e‡jwQj, †KvbI MvBW cvIqv hvqwb, _vB
wPbviv cvnv‡o Po‡Z evav w`‡q‡Q Zv‡K|
Z‡e K¨v‡¤úi miKvix †jvKRb, MvBW I cywj‡ki m‡½
K_v e‡j Rvbv †Mj w`b K‡q‡Ki Rb¨ cvnv‡o IVv wbwl×
Kiv n‡qwQj| †Kb? DËiUv Gwo‡q †Mj mevB|
ivbv †Lqvj Kij, Ii nv‡Zi †eªm‡jUUv †`‡L †jvKRb
Gwo‡q _vK‡Q I‡K, mvg‡b c‡o †M‡j †hb cvjv‡Z cvi‡j
euv‡P| Gici KviI w`‡K G‡Mvevi mgq Wvb nvZUv wcQ‡b
ivLj I, †eªm‡jUUv hv‡Z †`Lv bv hvq|
Zv‡ZI †h Lye GKUv jvf n‡jv, Zv bq| Kx Kvi‡Y †hb
gyL Lyj‡Z fq cv‡”Q mevB| ïay GKRb MvBW Pvcv ¯^‡i
ejj, Ô†fŠwZK e¨vcvi, mvi| Av¸‡b cy‡o †ek wKQy †jvK
gviv †M‡Q|Õ
ILvb †_‡K †b‡g G‡m Ab¨ c_ Luy‡R wbj ivbv; Rv‡b bv,
wVK GUv a‡iB D‡VwQj Kv‡qm| AvKv‡k fvmgvb †gN _vKvq
†iv‡`i AZ¨vPvi †bB; mi“, AuvKveuvKv †UªBj a‡i DV‡Z †Zgb
Kó n‡”Q bv Ii| ev‡iv †kv dzU IVvi ci cÖg emwZUv
†`L‡Z †cj I|
Av¸‡b †cvov, cwiZ¨³ K‡qKUv Kuy‡oNi| ïay Ni¸‡jv
bq, MvQcvjvI cy‡o †M‡Q| GKUv c¨vUvb© j¶ Kij ivbv|
Av¸b †hb PIov GKUv KwiWi ˆZwi Ki‡Z †P‡q‡Q| wKQy`~i
Gfv‡e †cvovevi ci bZzb Av‡iKw`‡K m‡i wM‡q †mLv‡bI
†`o-`y‡kv MR j¤^v GKUv KwiWi ˆZwi K‡i‡Q|
MvQcvjv Gw`‡K Kg e‡j wb‡R †_‡KB wb‡f †M‡Q
Av¸b|
wØZxq emwZUv AvVv‡iv‡kv dzU Dc‡i, AvKv‡i †ek eo,
Z‡e GUvq Av¸b jv‡Mwb| me©¯^ nviv‡bv nZPwKZ Avw`evmx
cvnvox †jvKRb Avkªq wb‡q‡Q GLv‡b| wek„sLj I Ki“Y
GKUv Ae¯’v †`L‡Z †cj ivbv| Avjvc Kievi B‡”Q
_vK‡jI, fvlv GKUv evav n‡q `uvovj| `yÕGKRb cvIqv †Mj


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hviv gvÎ K‡qKUv Bs‡iwR kã Rv‡b|
AvKvi-Bw½‡Z Zviv †evSv‡Z PvBj, miKvi Zv‡`i‡K
cvnvo †_‡K D‡”Q` Kievi Rb¨ AvKvk †_‡K A`„k¨ Av¸b
Quy‡o‡Q| ivbvi cÖ‡koei Dˇi Zviv Rvbvj, cvuP‡kv dzU Dc‡i
AviI GKUv emwZ‡Z Av¸b †j‡M‡Q|
cuvP‡kv dzU IVvi ci, wZb b¤^i emwZ‡Z, gvÎ cuvPRb
gvbyl I cuvP-mvZUv QvMj †`L‡Z †cj ivbv, A_P Ni-evwoi
msL¨v `y‡kvi Kg bq| ga¨eq¯‹ GK `¤úwZ Ava †cvov `y‡Uv
Kzu‡oNi †_‡K M„n¯’vwji wKQy wRwbm-cÎ D×vi Ki‡Q,
Zv‡`i‡K mvnvh¨ Ki‡Q MÖvg¨ GK Zi“Yx I GKRb Kvgjv|
AviI GK Zi“Yx KvQvKvwQ `uvwo‡q i‡q‡Q, GB
cwi‡e‡ki m‡½i G‡Kev‡iB gvbv‡”Q bv Zv‡K| evwK mevi
gZ †bvsiv dZzqv Avi Lv‡Uv MvDb c‡iwb †m| Zvi Mv‡q mv`v
ccwj‡bi kvU©, †Kvg‡i nvjKv bxj wRbm| h‡_ó my›`ix †m,
ZviciI †gKAvc e¨env‡i Kvc©Y¨ †bB|
G †g‡q GLv‡b evm K‡i bv, fvej ivbv, Avevi GgbI
bq †h bx‡P †_‡K GB gvÎ cvnv‡o D‡V G‡m‡Q| Zv DV‡j
Nv‡g gy‡Li †gKAvc †j‡Þ †hZ|
ivbv ZvwK‡q Av‡Q †`‡L †PvL wdwi‡q wbj †g‡qwU| Ô†ek
K‡qK RvqMvB †`LwQ cy‡o †M‡Q,Õ Bs‡iwR‡Z ejj ivbv|
ÔKxfv‡e jvMj GB Av¸b?Õ
†g‡qwU wKQy ej‡Q bv|
Z‡e nv‡Zi KvR _vwg‡q Zvi w`‡K ZvKvj mevB, ZvI
Avevi nvZ †Rvo K‡i AbygwZ cÖv_©bvi fw½‡Z| weo weo K‡i
wKQy ejj †g‡qwU, ï‡b mevB Avevi †h hvi Kv‡R nvZ jvMvj
Ñ ivbvi w`‡K GKeviI bv ZvwK‡q|
ÔAvgv‡`i‡K wei³ bv Ki‡jB Lywk ne,Õ GK cv GwM‡q
G‡m KwVb my‡i ejj kû‡i Zi“Yx, Zvi `uvov‡bvi fw½UvB
e‡j w`‡”Q AvbAvg©W Kge¨v‡U †Uªwbs †bIqv Av‡Q| ejv hvq
bv, nvZe¨v‡M Av‡Moeqv¯¿ _vK‡jI Avðh© nIqvi wKQy †bB|
ÔAvwg KvD‡K wei³ Ki‡Z Avwmwb,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔG‡mwQ
GKUv †c−‡bi †Luv‡R| Avcwb wKQy Rv‡bb?Õ
ÔKx‡mi †c−b?Õ VvÊv my‡i ejj †g‡qwU| Ôwb‡Ri fvj Pvb
†Zv †K‡U co–b GLvb †_‡K!Õ
GB mgq dzuwc‡q †Ku‡` DVj ga¨eq¯‹v gwnjvwU| Nvo
wdwi‡q ZvKv‡Z ivbv †`Lj gwnjv †`Š‡o wM‡q †QvÆ GKUv
Ke‡ii Dci AvQvo †L‡q coj| gvwU I cv_‡ii ¯—~c †`‡LB
†evSv hvq, bZzb Kei Ñ wbðqB †KvbI wkïi|
ÔKvi Kei?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|
ÔIB gwnjvi QÕeQ‡ii †Q‡j Av¸‡b cy‡o gviv †M‡Q,Õ
Ab¨w`‡K ZvwK‡q ejj †g‡qwU| Ô†KD Rv‡b bv Kxfv‡e
†j‡M‡Q Av¸bUv|Õ
Ô`ytwLZ,Õ e‡j †g‡qwU‡K cvk KvwU‡q Gj ivbv, †UªBj
a‡i DV‡Q|
cuvP nvRvi dz‡U DV‡Z AviI `yÕNÈv †j‡M †Mj ivbvi|
Zvici nVvr †Lqvj Kij, †UªB‡ji Avi †KvbI Aw¯—Z¡B †bB
mvg‡b| Ii `„wó †K‡o wbj Wvbw`‡K cvnvocÖvPx‡ii Mv‡q
GKUv duvK| KuvUv-†Svc Uc‡K †mw`‡K G‡Mvj I| cuwPk MR
GwM‡q `uvwo‡q co‡Z n‡jv| mvg‡b duvKv RvqMv, Sc& K‡i
†b‡g †M‡Q cvnv‡oi Mv|
Rxe‡bi †kl †Uwj‡dvb †g‡m‡R Kv‡qm Zvi wcÖq gvmy`
fvB‡K A‡bK ¸i“Z¡c~Y© Z_¨B w`‡q †M‡Q| ILv‡b `uvwo‡q
†Pv‡L kw³kvjx webwKDjvi Zz‡j Zvi eY©bvi m‡½ `„k¨Uvi
ûeû wgj Lyu‡R †cj ivbv|
eû`~‡i wcs b`x †`Lv hv‡”Q| ivbv Rv‡b, cuvP‡kv gvBj
`~‡i ivRavbx e¨vsKK n‡q mvM‡i wM‡q c‡o‡Q IUv| Zvici,


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Kv‡qm †hgb †`‡LwQj, I-I ZvB †`Lj Ñ ebf~wgi gvSLv‡b
wekvj GKUv `yM©|
wKš‘ Pviw`‡K webwKDjvi Nywi‡q, evievi †dvKvm
A¨vWRv÷ K‡iI †Kv_vI †KvbI †c−b †`L‡Z †cj bv ivbv|
Kv‡q‡mi eY©bv gZ meB †Zv i‡q‡Q, Zv n‡j †c−bUv †bB
†Kb?
†c−b †bB, Avi †mRb¨B wK †em K¨v‡¤ú wPbvivI †bB?
ILv‡b e‡mB K‡qKUv KvRy ev`vg I Kwd †Lj ivbv|
b`xi w`‡K gyL Kiv cÖvPxb `yM©Uv GLvb †_‡K A‡bK `~‡i,
†Pv‡L webwKDjvi Zz‡j †mw`‡K ZvwK‡q Av‡Q I| cÖ‡g
†f‡ewQj cªvPxb mf¨Zvi wb`k©b wn‡m‡e msi¶Y Kiv n‡”Q
`yM©Uv | GKUz c‡iB Ii aviYv fyj cÖgvwYZ n‡jv|
b`xi NvU †_‡K iIbv n‡q Uªv‡Ki GKUv eni‡K Avm‡Z
†`Lj ivbv| UªvK †evSvB Kv‡Vi ev‡·i Dci hviv e‡m Av‡Q
Zv‡`i g‡a¨ _vB †jvKRb †bB ej‡jB P‡j, †ewkifvMB
we‡`wk †jevi| †Pnviv I nvefve †`‡L K‡qKRb‡K fviZxq
I evsjv‡`kx e‡jI g‡b n‡jv Ii|
`yM©Uv‡K wbwñ`ªfv‡e cvnviv †`Iqv n‡”Q| dUKUv weivU,
`k-ev‡ivRb wPbv KvievBb nv‡Z cvnviv w`‡”Q †mLv‡b|
dUK Ly‡j †`Iqv n‡jv| ax‡i ax‡i wfZ‡i XyKj UªvK eni|
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ÔZzwg Avm‡j fy‡j †MQ, †gvnbv,Õ kvš— K‡É ej‡jb
wUGmAvB wPd| ÔIcignj †_‡K Avgv‡K †h wb‡`©k †`qv nq,
AvwgI †Zvgv‡`i‡K †mB wb‡`©kB w`‡qwQjvg Ñ Ggb wKQy
Kiv Pj‡e bv hv‡Z mycvicvIqv‡ii ¯^v‡_© AvNvZ jv‡M, Zv
jvM‡j cvëv AvNvZ nvb‡e Zviv|Õ
ÔZv‡`i ¯^v‡_© AvNvZ jvMvi gZ Kx K‡iwQj Kv‡qm?Õ
ÔGKUv †c−‡bi d‡Uv Zy‡j‡Q I, †Uwj‡dv‡b †hvMv‡hvM
K‡i‡Q wewmAvB †nW‡KvqvU©v‡ii m‡½|Õ
Ô†c−b? Kx †c−b?Õ K‡qKRb GK‡hv‡M Rvb‡Z PvBj|
Ôme K_v Avgv‡`i Rvbv †bB| meB fvmv fvmv| hw`
GKvš—B Rvb‡Z PvI, Acv‡ikb †nW hZUzKz Rv‡b ej‡Z
cvi‡e,Õ ej‡jb wPd Kv‡qb PvI| ÔZ‡e Avwg e¨w³MZfv‡e
g‡b Kwi, Avgiv wb‡R‡`i Sv‡gjvB mvgvj w`‡Z cviwQ bv,
Ab¨ †`‡ki Sv‡gjvq †Zvgv‡`i bv Rov‡bvB fvj| GKUv K_v
†Zvgv‡`i‡K cwi®‹vi eyS‡Z n‡e, GLv‡b hv NU‡Q, †me
¨vcv‡i Avgv‡`i wKQyB Kivi †bB| Avgiv mwZ¨ Amnvq...Õ
em‡K _vwg‡q w`j †gvnbv, Zx¶èK‡É ejj, ÔGZB hLb
A¶g I Amnvq †eva Ki‡Qb, Avcwb c`Z¨vM Ki‡Qb bv
†Kb, mvi? †Kb Ggb KviI nv‡Z ¶gZv Zz‡j w`‡”Qb bv,
whwb †`‡ki mve©‡fŠgZ¡ i¶vi R‡b¨ Avgv‡`i‡K Kv‡R jvMv‡Z
cvi‡eb? whwb Avgv‡K AwaKvi w`‡Z cvi‡eb Kv‡qm nZ¨vi
cÖwZ‡kva wb‡Z?Õ
kªvM Ki‡jb wUwmAvB cÖavb| Ô†m K_v AvwgI †f‡ewQ|
wKš‘ †mUvB wK mgvavb? Avwg c`Z¨vM Ki‡jB wK me
mgm¨vi mgvavb n‡q hv‡e? n‡e bv| whwb Avm‡eb wZwbI
wb‡`©k †g‡b Pj‡Z eva¨ _vK‡eb| Zv Qvov, †gvnbv, Kv‡q‡mi
m‡½ †Zvgvi m¤úK©Uv wQj GKvš—B e¨w³MZ, cÖwZôv‡bi Zid
†_‡K Avgiv Ii †KmUv‡K AZUv ¸i“‡Z¡i m‡½ wb‡Z cvwi bv
†h...Õ
ÔAvwg Zvi mš—vb enb KiwQ, mvi,Õ ejj †gvnbv, Gevi
wbtk‡ã †Ku‡` †djj, Zvi `yÕMvj †e‡q cvwb Mov‡”Q| ÔAvgvi
mš—v‡bi evev‡K hviv Lyb Kij, Avgvi †`k Zv‡`i wei“‡×
wKQyB Ki‡Z cvi‡e bv?Õ
nKPwK‡q †M‡jb em&| ax‡i ax‡i gv_v bZ Ki‡jb|
†P¤^v‡ii Dcw¯’Z mevB †hb `g †dj‡ZI fy‡j †M‡Q|
GK mgq wUwmAvB wPd-Gi Kv‡b wdmwdm K‡i wKQy ejj
mZ¨ïf Pzbvfvb|
Rev‡e gv_v SuvKv‡jb wUwmAvB wPd, bxieZv †f‡O
ej‡jb, Ô†gvnbv, †Zvgvi †h ¶wZ n‡q †M‡Q Zv c~iY Kiv
Avgv‡`i mv‡a¨i AZxZ| Avwg ïay wb‡Ri A¶gZv Avi
Avgvi Avš—wiK mnvbyf~wZ cÖKvk Ki‡Z cvwi| wKš‘ mevi gZ
†Zvgvi cÖwZI Avgvi wb‡`©k Ñ †PvL-Kvb ey‡RB _vK‡Z n‡e,
†KvbI A¨vKk‡b †h‡Z cvi‡e bv, KviY bxwZ-wba©viKiv †h
wm×v‡š— †cuŠ‡Q‡Qb, Zv‡ZB †`‡ki g½j|
ÔAvgvi Avi wKQy ejvi †bB| Kvi †Kv_vq Kx wWDwU,
Pzbvfv‡bi KvQ †_‡K †R‡b †b‡e †Zvgiv| Kvj †_‡K Avwg
QywU‡Z hvw”Q|Õ
mevB‡K we`vq K‡i w`‡q DËiv I †gvnbv‡K wb‡q
Kbdv‡iÝ i“‡g P‡j Gj Pzbvfvb| `xN© Avjv‡ci ci w¯’i
n‡jv _vB _vÛvi m¤ú‡K© Z_¨ msMÖn Ki‡e Iiv `yRb| †mB
m‡½ Rvbevi †Póv Ki‡e wewmAvB Kv‡`i‡K cvVv‡”Q, †Kv_vq
wM‡q Kx Ki‡Z PvB‡Q Zviv BZ¨vw`|
`yR‡b hv Rvb‡e, mivmwi mZ¨ïf Pzbvfv‡bi Kv‡Q wi‡cvU©
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Ô†gvnbv?Õ ivbvi cÖ‡koei cÖwZaŸwb Zzjj DËiv| ÔBgi“j
Kv‡q‡mi m‡½ Zvi we‡q n‡Z hvw”Qj| gvm Qq-mvZ ci Ii
GKUv ev”Pv n‡e|Õ
ÔBqvjv− !Õ weoweo Kij ivbv| ÔAvcwb Rv‡bb †Kv_vq cve
Zv‡K?Õ
ÔwVK Rvwb bv, Zv‡K m¤¢eZ wm½vcy‡i †h‡Z n‡q‡Q...Õ
ejj DËiv| GKUz ci Avevi ejj, ÔAvcbv‡KI †Zv ILv‡b
†h‡Z n‡e|Õ
Ôgv‡b?Õ GKw`‡Ki åƒ mvgvb¨ GKUz Kcv‡j Zzjj ivbv,
†Pv‡Li `„wó Zx¶è n‡jv| ÔAvgv‡K wm½vcy‡i †h‡Z n‡e †Kb?Õ
ÔKx Avðh©, AvcwbB bv ZLb ejwQ‡jb †h _vB _vÛvi‡K
LyuR‡Qb!Õ
Ônu¨v, LyuRwQ †Zv|Õ
Ô_vB _vÛvi GB gyn~‡Z© wm½vcy‡i Lye e¨¯—| I‡`i wjWvi
Pwμ Pzqv‡bi bvg ï‡b‡Qb?Õ wR‡Ám Kij DËiv| ÔZv‡KI
ILv‡b cv‡eb|Õ
Ôwm½vcy‡ii wVK †Kv_vq cvVv‡”Qb Avcwb Avgv‡K?Õ
Rvb‡Z PvBj ivbv| Ô†mLv‡b Avgvi R‡b¨ wVK Kx ai‡bi duv`
cvZv _vK‡e?Õ
†n‡m DVj DËiv, ejj, Ôhw` m‡›`nI K‡ib †h Avwg
Avcbvi cÖwZc¶, Ges Avcbv‡K duv‡` †djvi R‡b¨ Pwμ
Pzqv‡bi Av¯—vbvq cvVvw”Q, ZvI Avcwb †mLv‡b GKevi Xy
gvi‡Z hv‡eb|Õ
ÔA_©vr GmwcIbvR Avcwb Lye fvjB †ev‡Sb,Õ gš—e¨ Kij
ivbv|
Ô†bv K‡g›U,Õ ejj DËiv| Ôduv`Uvi wVKvbv gyL¯’ K‡i
wbb| K¨vwm‡bvi bvg, weM wWj| IUv Avqvi ivRv †iv‡W,
gvwjK Pwμ Pzqvb|Õ
wb‡Ri ARv‡š—B evg KewR‡Z civ †eªm‡j‡Ui Dci †PvL
P‡j †Mj ivbvi| ÔfvM¨Uv †`LwQ mwZ¨ fvj, Z‡_¨i GKUv
Adziš— Drm †c‡q †MwQ|Õ
Ôwm½vcy‡i _vB _vÛv‡ii †ek wKQy e¨emv cÖwZôvb I
†mdnvDm _vK‡jI, ILvbKvi cywj‡ki f‡q Lye mveav‡b
Pjv‡div K‡i Iiv| Avwg ej‡Z PvBwQ, ILv‡b Iiv Lye †ewk
¯úk©KvZi, Kv‡RB mveavb|Õ
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G‡m‡Q?Õ Rvb‡Z PvBj ivbv|
ÔmvaviYZ em& Lyb bv n‡j †bZ…Z¡ e`j nq bv,Õ ejj
DËiv| ÔGeviI ZvB nZ, Z‡e †cÖgR AZ¨š— PvjvK †jvK
e‡j nqwb| Zv‡K †K Lyb Ki‡e, Av‡Mfv‡M ey‡S †d‡j †m,
ZvB Zvi nv‡Z `‡ji ¶gZv †Q‡o w`‡q we‡`‡k P‡j †M‡Q|Õ
ÔKv‡K †m Zvi m¤¢ve¨ Lywb e‡j m‡›`n K‡iwQj?Õ
ÔKv‡K Avevi, Pwμ Pzqvb‡K|Õ
ÔAmsL¨ ab¨ev` Avcbv‡K, DËiv|Õ
Ôwg÷vi gvmy` ivbv, Gevi Avcbv‡K †h‡Z nq,Õ ejj
DËiv| ÔKviY m~h©Uv Wy‡e †M‡j AÜKv‡i Avcbv‡K GKv
Qvo‡Z Avgvi we‡e‡K eva‡e| A_P GLv‡b Avcbvi _vKvI
P‡j bv| Kvj mKv‡j cÖRviv G‡m hw` †`‡L...Õ
nvZ Zz‡j †`Lvj ivbv| ÔGLv‡b L‡oi †KvbI Afve †bB,
Avgv‡K jywK‡q ivL‡Z Avcbvi †KvbI mgm¨v n‡e bv| Zv
Qvov Avgiv †Zv Pvi‡`qv‡ji †fZi i‡qwQ, Kx K‡i eyS‡Qb
m~h© Wy‡e hvqwb?Õ
g„`y k‡ã †n‡m DVj DËiv| ÔIn&, BD Avi Bgcwmej!Õ


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mvZ
ciw`b
e¨vsKK| †nv‡Uj †kivUb B›Uvib¨vkbvj| GKUv U¨vw·
wb‡q ivZ `y‡Uvq iIbv n‡jv ivbv| m‡½ jveYx i‡q‡Q,
†bvb_veywi b`xe›`‡i hv‡e Iiv|
†cuŠQv‡Z GK NÈv mgq jvMj| mgy`ªe›`i †_‡K cÂvk
wK‡jvwgUvi Dˇi RvqMvUv| U¨vw· †Q‡o w`‡q mi“ K‡qKUv
mvBW †ivW a‡i Gj Iiv| b`x †hLv‡b euvK wb‡q‡Q Zvi
KvQvKvwQ, eÜ GKUv Iq¨vinvD‡mi cv‡k NvcwU †g‡i e‡m
_vKj| KvZ K‡i ivLv K‡qKUv Lvwj Wªvg I‡`i‡K Avovj
w`‡”Q, †mLvb †_‡K AÜKv‡i ZvwK‡q cwiw¯’wZUv †evSvi †Póv
Ki‡Q| `yR‡bB Iiv mk¯¿|
†ek KRb †jvK, Ajm wcuc‡oi gZ GKv GKv Kv‡M©v
wk‡c gvj fi‡Q| KvQvKvwQ Av‡iKUv Iq¨vinvD‡mi wfZ‡i
m¤¢eZ †eh‡g›U Av‡Q, Kzwjiv cÖ‡Z¨‡K †mLvb †_‡K GKUv
K‡i Kv‡Vi ev· Zz‡j Avb‡Q| Iq¨vinvDm †_‡K †ewi‡q WK
†ci“‡”Q Zviv, Zvici M¨vOc−¨v¼ cvi n‡q D‡V hv‡”Q Kv‡M©v
wk‡c| Iq¨vinvD‡mi Pvicvk d¬vWjvB‡Ui Av‡jvq w`‡bi gZ
Av‡jvwKZ, M¨vOc−¨v¼I ZvB| gvSLvbUv AÜKv‡ii Kv‡jv
Pv`‡i †gvov|
Kzwjiv cÖvq mevB we‡`wk, gvÎ GK wK `yRb wPbv| _vB
†bB GKRbI| me wgwj‡q wek-evBkRb n‡e Zviv| KviI
g‡a¨B Lye GKUv Zvovû‡ov †bB| wPbviv Iq¨vinvD‡mi †M‡U
`uvwo‡q cvnviv w`‡”Q, cÖ‡Z¨‡Ki nv‡Z KvievBb| ivbv fvej,
DËivi K_v mwZ¨ n‡j, GB †bvb_veywi _vB Us-Gi wjR
†bIqv e›`i| Avi Us gv‡bB wPbv‡`i Kvievi| Kv‡RB
GLv‡b wPbvivB †Zv cvnvivq _vK‡e|
ivbv j¶ Kij, Kv‡Vi ev·¸‡jv wewfboe AvK…wZi|
`yÕGKUv ev‡·i XvKwb Ly‡j †M‡Q, wfZi †_‡K DuwK w`‡”Q
kvK wKsev mewR| e¨vsKK †_‡K cuvP‡kv gvBj `~‡ii `y‡M©
wk‡c K‡i ZvRv Zwi-ZiKvwi wb‡q hvIqv n‡”Q, †KvbI
cvM‡jI GUv wek¦vm Ki‡e bv|
ivbv fve‡Q, wR‡Kv ZvbvB _vB Us-Gi wPd| †m GLb
e¨vb mc `y‡M© Av‡Q| Zvi mnKvix PvB-cvB †`I| †Kv_vq
†mB †`I? Zvi bv †bvb_veywi b`x e›`‡i Kv‡M©v †Zvjv
Z`viwK Kievi K_v?
Kx Kiv hvq fve‡Q ivbv|
Ôgvmy` fvB,Õ nVvr Ii Kv‡bi Kv‡Q wdmwdm Kij jveYx|
ÔM¨vOc−¨v¼ Qvov Ab¨ †KvbI c‡_ RvnvRUvq Pov hvq?Õ
mvg‡bi w`‡K †SuvKvi Rb¨ nuvUzi Dci KbyB †VKvj ivbv|
ÔZv nq‡Zv hvq| wKš‘ GB Kv‡M©v wkc †h e¨vb mc `y‡M© hv‡”Q,
Zvi wbðqZv Kx?Õ
GB mgq Iq¨vinvD‡mi wPbv MvW©‡`i‡K mPwKZ n‡q
DV‡Z †`Lj Iiv| Kuva †_‡K KvievBb bvwg‡q nv‡Z wbj Zviv,
A¨v‡Ubkb n‡q `uvovj, Zvici Iq¨vinvDm †_‡K †ewi‡q Avmv
GK †jvK‡K GK‡hv‡M VKvm K‡i m¨vjyU Kij|
†jvKUv `xN©‡`nx, Mv‡qi iO njy`, †PvL `y‡Uv GZ †QvU †h
mi“ `v‡Mi gZ jv‡M| mv`v myU c‡i Av‡Q, ey‡Ki Kv‡Q
evUb‡nv‡j jvj †Mvjvc AvUKv‡bv| nv‡Z GKUv Pzi“U|
Ô†eh‡g›U Lvwj n‡Z AviI Pwjk− wgwbU jvM‡e,Õ wPbv
fvlvq ejj †jvKUv| ÔAvwg wk‡c DVwQ, KvRUv †kl n‡j


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Avgv‡K wi‡cvU© Ki‡e|Õ
ÔB‡qm, mvi, wg÷vi PvB-cvB †`I!Õ MvW©‡`i wjWvi
Av‡iKevi m¨vjyU Kij|
†QvÆ K‡i gv_v SuvwK‡q M¨vOc−¨v‡¼i w`‡K G‡Mvj †`I|
GK wgwb‡Ui Rb¨ AÜKvi MÖvm Kij Zv‡K| ivbvi B‡”Q n‡jv
Qy‡U wM‡q wcQb †_‡K jvwd‡q c‡o †jvKUvi Dci, Qywii
nvZj ch©š— XywK‡q †`q ürwc‡Ê| Aev¯—e wPš—v, Rv‡b I|
Kzwjiv `yB mvwi‡Z Avmv-hvIqv Ki‡Q, MvW©ivI ZvwK‡q Av‡Q
Zv‡`i Kg©KZ©vi w`‡K, †evKvi gZ wKQy Ki‡Z †M‡j †mªd
aiv †L‡q gviv co‡Z n‡e|
Ôïb‡jb, gvmy` fvB?Õ Avevi wdmwdm Kij jveYx|
Ônu¨v,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔRvnvRUv e¨vb m‡c hvK ev bv hvK,
IUvq Po‡Z n‡e Avgv‡`i|Õ
Ô†m‡¶‡Î, Avgv‡`i‡KI Kzwj n‡Z n‡e|Õ
gv_v SvKvj ivbv| j¶ Kij, †jvK¸‡jv Avmv-hvIqv
Ki‡Q mg‡qi GKUv duvK †i‡L| †mUv GK wgwb‡Ui wKQy †ewk
n‡e †Zv Kg bq|
cÖ‡Z¨‡KB Zviv wb‡Ri gv_vq GKUv K‡i fuvR Kiv MvgQv
†i‡L‡Q, k³ ev‡·i Pvc †_‡K LywjUv‡K i¶v Kievi Rb¨|
mevi ci‡b GKB †cvkvK Ñ GK iOv cyiv‡bv dZzqv, wRbm I
Ry‡Zv| gv_vq ev· wb‡q WK a‡i nuvUevi mgq MwZ gš’i,
RvnvR †_‡K †b‡g Iq¨vinvD‡mi w`‡K †divi mgq cÖvq
QyU‡Q|
I‡`i `yRb‡K Kvey Ki‡Z n‡e, wm×vš— wbj ivbv| KvRUv
Ki‡Z n‡e hLb Iiv RvnvR †_‡K Lvwj gv_vq wdiwZ c‡_
_vK‡e| Uv‡M©U Ki‡Z n‡e GKRb †QvU Avi GKRb eo
mvB‡Ri Kzwj‡K|
Iiv wb‡RivI wRbm c‡i Av‡Q, wKš‘ Kzwj‡`i wRbm
cyiv‡bv I †Quov, Kv‡RB I¸‡jv e`jv‡Z n‡e| Avi `iKvi
dZzqv I Pvgovi cyiv‡bv Ry‡Zv, wRb‡mi gZ G¸‡jvI †QvUeo
n‡Z n‡e| Ges †Kv_vI †KvbI i³ jvMv Pj‡e bv|
wb‡Ri Iqvj_viUv †ei K‡i D‡ëv K‡i aij ivbv|
jveYxi nv‡ZI Zvi †QvÆ wc¯—jUv †ewi‡q G‡m‡Q|
ÔGLv‡b A‡c¶v K‡iv,Õ wdmwdm Kij ivbv| ÔKvfvi `vI
Avgv‡K|Õ
M¨vOc−¨v¼ †_‡K †b‡g Iq¨vinvD‡mi w`‡K GwM‡q Avm‡Q
GKRb Kzwj| AÜKvi W‡K Av‡iK Kzwj‡K cvk KvUvj †m|
wKQy¶‡Yi weiwZ| gv_vq †QvU GKUv ev· wb‡q †jvKUv‡K
Avevi wd‡i Avm‡Z †`Lj ivbv, nvZ `y‡Uv gv_vi Dci Zz‡j
ev·Uv a‡i Av‡Q| M¨vOc−¨v¼ a‡i DV‡Z ïi“ Kij †m|
M¨vOc−¨v‡¼i gv_vq GK †jvK cvk KvUvj Zv‡K, Xvj †e‡q
bx‡P †b‡g Avm‡Q| †QvULvU KvVv‡gv, jveYxi †P‡q mvgvb¨B
eo n‡e| Gi cwi”Q` w`‡qB KvR Pvwj‡q wb‡Z n‡e| jveYxi
KuvaUv GKevi Quy‡q m‡i †Mj ivbv|
AÜKvi †_‡K bv †ewi‡q mveav‡b G‡Mv‡”Q ivbv, Kuy‡Rv
n‡q Av‡Q wcVUv| Av‡jv †_‡K AÜKv‡i XyKj †jvKUv, gv_vq
†evSv bv _vKvq nbnb K‡i nuvU‡Q| AÜKv‡i Xy‡K cuvP cv
gvÎ GwM‡q‡Q †m, GB mgq Zv‡K bvMv‡ji g‡a¨ †c‡q †Mj
ivbv| wc¯—‡ji euvU w`‡q Mv‡qi †Rv‡i Zvi Kcv‡j gvij I|
GK AvNv‡ZB †PvL D‡ë †Mj †jvKUvi| gv_v †_‡K
ev·Uv c‡o hv‡”Q †`‡L Lc K‡i a‡i †djj ivbv| Ii cv‡k
cÖvq wbtk‡ã X‡j coj AÁvb †jvKUv|
ev·Uv gv_vq Zzjj ivbv, Zvici GKUv nvZ a‡i
†jvKUv‡K †U‡b Avbj Wªv‡gi Avov‡j|
GiBg‡a¨ wb‡Ri kvU© I wRbm Ly‡j †d‡j‡Q jveYx|
†jvKUvi Mv †_‡K GK GK K‡i me Lyj‡Q I, cv‡k e‡m


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Av‡jv-Auvavwii Dci †PvL eyjv‡”Q ivbv| Gevi eomo GKRb
Kzwj `iKvi, Ii KvVv‡gvi m‡½ hZUv †ewk †g‡j| BwZg‡a¨
`yRb‡K †`‡L‡Q, hv‡`i‡K w`‡q KvR Pvjv‡bv hv‡e| GKRb
Rvnv‡R D‡V‡Q, Av‡iKRb Iq¨vinvD‡m Xy‡K‡Q| `yR‡bB
Zviv wPbv|
ivbv ZvwK‡q Av‡Q, AviI `yRb †QvU AvK…wZi †jvK †nu‡U
†Mj| BwZg‡a¨ AÁvb †jvKUvi cwi”Q` Ly‡j c‡i wb‡q‡Q
jveYx| †nvj÷vi mn wb‡Ri †eëUvI Rwo‡q‡Q †Kvg‡i| IB
†e‡ëi m‡½ †Rvov jvMv‡bv `y‡Uv Lv‡c Qywi I webwKDjviI
jyKv‡bv Av‡Q| me Pzj gv_vi gvSLv‡b R‡ov K‡i fuvR Kiv
MvgQv w`‡q †X‡K †d‡j‡Q e‡j GKnviv GKUv wK‡kvi †Q‡ji
gZ jvM‡Q I‡K|
ivbvi evQvB Kiv †jvK `yR‡bi GKRb M¨vOc−¨v¼ a‡i
†b‡g Avm‡Q| Xv‡j Av‡iK †jvK‡K cvk KvUvj †m, gv_vq
ev· wb‡q Dc‡i DV‡Q| Avevi G‡Mvj ivbv| cÖ‡g †hgb
Av›`vR K‡iwQj I, AvKv‡i Zvi †P‡q eo †jvKUv| AÜKv‡i
Xy‡K Av‡Mi †jvKUvi †P‡q axi cv‡q nuvU‡Q| wc¯—‡ji euvU
w`‡q AvNvZ Kievi cª¯‘wZ wb‡q wbtk‡ã GwM‡q †Mj ivbv|
wbðqB lôBw›`ªq mZK© K‡i w`‡q‡Q, AK¯§vr SuvwK †L‡q
`uvwo‡q coj wPbv †jvKUv, SU& K‡i Nvo †divj wcQbw`‡K|
Uv‡M©U wVK _vKj bv, d‡j fvimvg¨ nvwi‡q †djj ivbv|
Iqvj_v‡ii euvU AvNvZ Kij †jvKUvi Nv‡o|
Qy‡U AvmwQj ivbv, MwZi †mB †SuvK‡K cy‡ivcywi wbqš¿Y
Ki‡Z cvij bv| †jvKUv‡K cvk KvUv‡”Q I, evg nvZ w`‡q
Lc K‡i Zvi kvU© Lvg‡P aij| wVK ZLbB cÖPÊ GKUv Nywm
gvij †jvKUv Ii †c‡U|
†Pv‡L mi‡l dzj †`L‡Q, ZviciI †jvKUv‡K †d‡j
†`Iqvi Rb¨ kvU©Uv a‡i UvbvUvwb Ki‡Q ivbv| wVKB fvimvg¨
nvivj †m, Avi †mB my‡hv‡M Zvi Mjvq nvZ w`j I| †jvnvi
gZ k³ kixi †jvKUvi, AZ¨š— kw³kvjx| G †jvK †PuPv‡e
bv| Zvi aviYv, †h-B jvM‡Z AvmyK, mvBR K‡i †`‡e Zv‡K|
†jvKUvi wcQ‡b i‡q‡Q ivbv| evg nv‡Z Ii Mjv AuvK‡o
a‡i‡Q| wcQbw`‡K KbyB Pvjvj wPbv| †mUv Govevi Rb¨
kixiUv‡K wmwK cvK Nywi‡q wbj ivbv| `yR‡bB Iiv bvK w`‡q
†duvm †duvm AvIqvR Ki‡Q| `y-‡Rvov Ry‡ZvI W‡K Nlv †L‡q
KK©k kã ˆZwi Ki‡Q|
kixiUv‡K gyP‡o ivbvi nvZ †_‡K wb‡R‡K Qvovevi †Póv
Kij †jvKUv| wc¯—‡ji euvU w`‡q Ii cuvR‡i evwo gvij
ivbv| †jvKUv †evanq wKQy AbyfeB Kij bv| Gici Ii
gv_vi wcQ‡b gvij ivbv| Gevi mvg‡bi w`‡K mvgvb¨ GKUy
SuyKj wPbv|
ivbvi nvZ aij, Uvb w`‡q wb‡Ri Mjv †_‡K IUv‡K
bvgv‡Z PvB‡Q| Zvici mvg‡bi w`‡K X‡j co‡Z ïi“ Kij
†m, ivbv‡K Uvb‡Q, Ii cv `y‡Uv hv‡Z k~‡b¨ D‡V hvq|
Avoó n‡jv ivbv, cv `y‡Uv‡K mvgvb¨ duvK K‡i wbj|
†jvKUvi Mjv‡K Qvwo‡q Kuv‡a wM‡q †cuŠQvj Ii evg nvZ,
KÉbvjx‡Z cÖPÊ Pvc w`‡”Q| †jvKUv Zvi †Mvovwj Vy‡K Ii
cv‡qi cvZv †_uZjvevi e¨_© †Póv Kij eviK‡qK| ivbv Ii
nv‡Zi †cwk hZUv m¤¢e k³ K‡i DBÛcvB‡c Pvc evwo‡qB
hv‡”Q| wPbv cÖwZc¶ Ii nvZ Lvg‡P a‡i‡Q| Gevi wc¯—‡ji
euvU w`‡q gv_vi wcQ‡b AviI `yevi AvNvZ Kij ivbv|
GZ¶‡Y †jvKUvi †cwk‡Z wXj co‡Z ïi“ Kij| Avevi
AvNvZ Kij ivbv| nvZ `y‡Uvi Dci Zvi wbqš¿Y _vKj bv|
eowk‡Z Sz‡j _vKv gv‡Qi gZ SuvwK Lv‡”Q GLb| MjvUvq
Pvc AviI evovj ivbv| nvZ `y‡Uv kix‡ii cv‡k Sz‡j coj
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Suy‡K Zv‡K wm‡a Kij ivbv, Zvici `yÕnv‡Z a‡i Zz‡j
wbj Kuv‡a| Nyi‡Z hv‡”Q, GB mgq M¨vOc−¨v¼ †_‡K Av‡iK
wPbv‡K †b‡g Avm‡Z †`Lj| Ii w`‡KB ZvwK‡q Av‡Q
†jvKUv|
Avoó GKUv gyn~Z©, R‡g wM‡q `yR‡bB ci¯ú‡ii w`‡K
ZvwK‡q Av‡Q| †jvKUv `k dzU `~‡i, jvd †`Iqvi Rb¨
e¨eavbUv Lye †ewk n‡q hvq; Avi ivbvi Kuv‡a i‡q‡Q fvix
†evSv| AvKw¯§K we¯§‡qi wkKvi †jvKUv| †KvUi †Q‡o
†ewi‡q Avm‡Z PvB‡Q †PvL `y‡Uv| †KD Zvi gy‡Li wfZi Av¯—
Av‡cj f‡i †`‡e, nuv K‡i _vKvi fw½ †miKgB| nVvr k¦vm
wb‡Z ïi“ Kivq Zvi eyK PIov n‡”Q|
GZ `ª“Z MwZ, `„wó w`‡q †KvbI iK‡g AbymiY Ki‡Z
cvij ivbv| AÜKvi †_‡K mu¨vr K‡i †ewi‡q Gj mi“ GKUv
nvZ, mk‡ã Pvcv w`j †Lvjv gyL| GKUv Qywii djv wSK K‡i
DVj AÜKv‡i| wcV euvKv Kij †jvKUv, †PvL `y‡Uv AviI
Ly‡j †Mj| †mB †PvL †_‡K cªv‡Yi mg¯— j¶Y wbt‡k‡l gy‡Q
†h‡Z †`L‡Q ivbv| mvg‡bi w`‡K SuyKj †m, W‡K nuvUz Mvoj|
GKUv nvZ Lvg‡P a‡i Zv‡K †U‡b wb‡q hv‡”Q jveYx, ivbv‡K
cvk KvwU‡q Wªvg¸‡jvi w`‡K G‡Mv‡”Q|
Zvi wcQy wb‡q ILv‡b †cuŠ‡QB Kuva †_‡K †evSvUv bvgvj
ivbv, `ª“Z nv‡Z GK GK K‡i Zvi cwi”Q` Ly‡j wb‡”Q|
jvkUvi ci‡bi Kvc‡o Qywii djv gyQj jveYx, Zvici IUv
wb‡Ri eM‡ji Kv‡Q evû‡Z euvav Lv‡ci wfZi †i‡L w`j|
Pvicv‡k bRi ivL‡Q Zx¶è`„wó‡Z|
eyU Qvov evwK meB wdU Kij| I¸‡jv GKUy wX‡j
jvM‡Q| Kzwji cwi”Q` civ †kl K‡i nvgv¸wo †`Iqvi
fw½‡Z jveYxi cv‡k P‡j Gj ivbv| ÔAvwg Iq¨vinvD‡m
hvw”Q,Õ ejj I, wc¯—‡ji `y‡Uv G·Uªv wK¬c fij †bvsiv
wRb‡mi c‡K‡U| ÔwÎk †m‡KÛ ci wcQy †b‡e Zzwg|Õ
m‡½ m‡½ gv_v SuvKvj jveYx| iIbv n‡jv ivbv, Kuv‡a nvZ
covq w¯’i n‡q †Mj| Nvo wdwi‡q jveYxi w`‡K ZvKvj I|
`y-nv‡Z a‡i I‡K wb‡Ri w`‡K wdivj jveYx| Zvi
†Vuv‡Ui †KvgjZv ¯úk© Kij ivbvi †VuvU| `xN© GK †m‡KÛ
ci¯ú‡ii w`‡K ZvwK‡q _vKj Iiv| Zvici iIbv n‡q †Mj
ivbv|
gv_vi gvSLv‡b fuvR K‡i emv‡bv MvgQvUvi `yÕcÖvš— gy‡Li
`yÕcv‡k LvwbKUv K‡i Szwj‡q w`‡q‡Q ivbv, †PnvivUv hv‡Z
wKQyUv XvKv c‡o| Iq¨vinvD‡mi mvg‡b d¬vWjvB‡Ui ˆZwi
Av‡jvi e„‡Ë cv ivLj I| MvW©iv mevB †Mvj n‡q `uvwo‡q Mí
Ki‡Q| gv_vq ev· wb‡q †MU w`‡q †ewi‡q Avm‡Q GK †jvK|
GKeviI bv ZvwK‡q ivbv‡K cvk KvUvj †m| ivbv Avkv
Kij, iIbv nIqvi Av‡M †jvKUv‡K cvk KvUv‡Z †`‡e
jveYx| †Lvjv †MU w`‡q wfZ‡i Xy‡K coj I|
Av‡iKUz n‡j †`wi K‡i †djZ Iiv| †eh‡g‡›U Avi gvÎ
bqUv ev· c‡o Av‡Q| avc †e‡q ¸nvi gZ eo GKUv
Kvgivq †b‡g G‡m‡Q ivbv| `iRvi Kv‡Q †Pqv‡i e‡m i‡q‡Q
GK †U‡Kv wPbv, nv‡Z wK¬c‡evW©| c¨v›U-kvU© civ †jvKUv Kvi
m‡½ †hb K_v ej‡Q †dv‡b: Ô†¯úkvj BwÄb wdU Kiv Av‡Q,
mvi| c‡b‡iv NÈvi †ewk jvM‡e bv|Õ
Zv‡K cvk KvwU‡q ev·¸‡jvi w`‡K G‡Mvj ivbv,
ïb‡Z †cj wiwmfv‡i GLbI K_v ej‡Q †m: Ô...B‡qm,
wg÷vi wR‡Kv...Rx, `y‡Uv †g‡mR †c‡qwQ Avwg...Rx,
ZvBIqvwbR Us wjWvi †gv cvB KÞvi wb‡q iIbv n‡eb...
Rx... Avi Iw`K †_‡K †b‡Mvwk‡qk‡bi R‡b¨ ¸i“Z¡c~Y©
KvD‡KB cvVv‡bv n‡e... bv, Pwμ Pzqvb wb‡R hv‡eb bv,


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_vBj¨v‡Û †bB wZwb...n‡Z cv‡i, Zuvi evÜex‡K cvVv‡Z
cv‡ib...Rx, Zvi A‡c¶vq Avgiv iIbv n‡Z GK NÈv
†`wi Kie|Õ
gv_vq eo GKUv ev· Zzjj ivbv| gv_vUv MvgQvi cÖvš—
w`‡q †X‡K D‡V Avm‡Q †eh‡g›U †_‡K| Ii w`‡K GKeviI
ZvKvqwb †jvKUv|
AvKv‡i eo n‡jI, ev·Uv †Zgb fvix bq| ax‡i ax‡i
Iq¨vinvD‡m D‡V‡Q ivbv, A_P jveYx‡K †`L‡Z cv‡”Q bv|
mk¯¿ MvW©‡`i cvk KvwU‡q †ewi‡q Gj d¬vW jvB‡Ui Av‡jvq,
GZ¶‡Y †`Lj Ii w`‡K GwM‡q Avm‡Q jveYx|
nuvUvi MwZ Kgvj ivbv| I‡K cvk KvUvj jveYx, gyL
MvgQv w`‡q wKQyUv XvKv| mvg‡b ZvKv‡Z Av‡iK †jvK‡K
M¨vOc−¨v¼ †_‡K bvg‡Z †`Lj ivbv|
K‡qKUv e¨vcv‡i A¯^w¯— †eva Ki‡Q I| †`‡L G‡m‡Q
†QvU ev·¸‡jv †ewk fvix, Rvbv bv _vKvq GKUv †QvU ev·B
gv_vq Zzj‡e jveYx| †Zvjvi mgq Kó cv‡”Q †`L‡j †Pqv‡i
emv †jvKUvi g‡b m‡›`n RvM‡e| ivbv j¶ K‡i‡Q, ILv‡b
Avi gvÎ wZb‡U †QvU ev· Av‡Q|
M¨vOc−¨v¼ †_‡K †b‡g Avmv †jvKUv cvk KvUv‡”Q ivbv‡K|
nuvUvi MwZ evwo‡q w`j I| f‡q kxZ kxZ jvM‡Q Ii| GB
†jvKUv hw` jveYxi gyL †`L‡Z cvq...
M¨vOc−¨v‡¼ †cuŠ‡Q Nvo wdwi‡q wcQb w`‡K ZvKvj ivbv,
†`Lj Iq¨vinvDm †_‡K Av‡jvi e„‡Ë †ewi‡q Avm‡Q jveYx|
wVK †XvKvi mgq Zv‡K cvk KvUvj †jvKUv, †KD KviI w`‡K
ZvKvj bv| gv_vq †QvU ev·B wb‡q‡Q jveYx, e‡q Avb‡Z
†KvbI Amywe‡a n‡”Q e‡j g‡b n‡jv bv|
M¨vOc−¨v¼ a‡i Avevi DV‡Z ïi“ Kij ivbv|
ev·¸‡jv †Kv_vq hv‡”Q †R‡b wb‡Z †KvbI mgm¨v n‡jv
bv| †UªB‡j cÖPzi m~Î Qwo‡q Av‡Q Ñ mewRi UzK‡iv I Lo|
Rvnv‡Ri evg w`‡K P‡j †M‡Q †UªBjUv| †mUvi wcQy wb‡q
GKUv n¨vPI‡q‡Z †cuŠQvj ivbv, avc †e‡q bx‡P bvgevi mgq
fvej, GB †nv‡ìi wfZ‡i PweŸk NÈv AvUKv _vK‡Z n‡e?
PweŸk NÈvq KZ `~i hv‡e GB Kv‡M©v wkc? †¯úkvj
BwÄb Lye †ewk n‡j NÈvq cuwPk bU w¯úW Zzj‡e| PweŸk
NÈvq Kg‡ewk cuvP‡kv wK‡jvwgUvi †h‡Z cvi‡e|
Zvi gv‡b wK e¨vb mc `y‡M© hv‡”Q †`I?
avc †e‡q bvg‡Q ivbv, Lvwj nv‡Z GK †jvK‡K D‡V
Avm‡Z †`Lj| †_‡g I‡K cvk KvUvevi RvqMv †Q‡o w`j
†m| Z‡e ci¯ú‡ii w`‡K ZvKvj bv †KD| euvK Ny‡i gBUv
†b‡g †M‡Q GKUv †P¤^v‡i| Kv‡Vi ev‡· cÖvq f‡i †M‡Q
RvqMvUv| wfZ‡i GB gyn~‡Z© ivbv Qvov Avi †KD †bB|
gv_vi ev·Uv †W‡K bvwg‡q †i‡L Pviw`‡K †PvL eyjvj
ivbv| ev·¸‡jv †g‡S †_‡K wmwjs ch©š— K‡qK †mKk‡b fvM
K‡i mvRv‡bv n‡q‡Q| GiBg‡a¨ `y‡Uv †mKkb †gvUv iwk w`‡q
†eu‡a †djv n‡q‡Q| Iiv †h ev·¸‡jv wb‡q Avm‡Q †m¸‡jv
w`‡q ˆZwi n‡e Z…Zxq I †kl †mKkb| ivbv wPš—v Kij,
†mKkb¸‡jvi gvSLv‡b †kl ch©š— Lvwj †KvbI RvqMv _vK‡e
†Zv?
cv Pvwj‡q `yÕb¤^i †mKk‡bi mvg‡b P‡j Gj ivbv, e¨¯—
nv‡Z IUv‡K †eu‡a ivLv GKUv jvBb Ly‡j †djj| ev· †e‡q
†mKkbUvi gv_vq Poj, Dc‡ii GKUv ev· LvwbKUv †U‡b
G‡b DuwK w`‡q †`Lj Kx Av‡Q wcQ‡b|
wcQ‡b Av‡iK mvwi ev·| IB mvwii Dc‡ii ev·UvI
LvwbK Uvbj ivbv| IUvi wcQ‡b duvKv RvqMv †`L‡Z †cj Ñ
QÕdzU PIov, ˆ`‡N©¨ †P¤^v‡ii mgvb| ev·¸‡jv miv‡bv Ae¯’vq
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bx‡P †b‡g jvBbUv Avevi euvaj ivbv, Z‡e †h ev· `y‡Uv
mwi‡q‡Q †m¸‡jv ev‡`| jvBbUv Uvb Uvb K‡i euvavi KvR
†kl K‡i‡Q, GB mgq cv‡qi AvIqvR †f‡m Gj gB‡qi avc
†_‡K| Szu‡K wb‡Ri ev·Uv AuvK‡o aij ivbv, †hb GBgvÎ
IUv‡K bvwg‡q‡Q|
nuvcv‡Z nuvcv‡Z †b‡g Gj jveYx| Zvi Kcv‡j we›`y we›`y
Nvg R‡g‡Q| ZvovZvwo GwM‡q wM‡q gv_v †_‡K ev·Uv
bvgv‡Z mvnvh¨ Kij ivbv|
Ô†KD wKQy m‡›`n K‡iwb †Zv?Õ
GZ nuvwc‡q †M‡Q, K_v ej‡Z cvi‡Q bv jveYx, ïay gv_v
bvoj| wc‡V GKUv nvZ †i‡L Zv‡K Kv‡Q †U‡b wbj ivbv|
GKnviv kixiUv Mig n‡q Av‡Q| Ii Mv‡q †njvb w`‡q wekªvg
wb‡”Q †m, Zvi wc‡V nvZ eywj‡q w`j ivbv| Zvici Zvi
wPeyKUv DuPz Kij, gyLUv hv‡Z †`L‡Z cvq|
ÔAvi gvÎ GKUv KvR evwK,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔZvici mvivUv
c_ Avgiv wekªvg wb‡Z cvie|Õ
`ye©j fw½‡Z gv_v SuvwK‡q ivbv‡K †Q‡o GKUz m‡i †Mj
jveYx|
Dc‡ii GKUv gB †_‡K cv‡qi fvix AvIqvR †f‡m
Avm‡Q| mgv‡b †U‡b Avbv ev· `y‡Uvi w`‡K `ª“Z D‡V hv‡”Q
ivbv| LvwbKUv D‡V GKUv nvZ j¤^v Kij bx‡Pi w`‡K, †mUv
k³ K‡i a‡i Ii m‡½ jveYxI DV‡Q| ev·¸‡jv AviI
LvwbK †U‡b Avbj I, jveYx hv‡Z duvK M‡j wfZ‡i XyK‡Z
cv‡i|
gv_vUv Av‡M †XvKvj jveYx| Aciw`‡K †cuŠ‡Q GKcv‡k
nvZ evovj, GKUv ev· AuvK‡o a‡i †U‡b wbj cv `y‡Uv,
Zvici bx‡Pi w`‡K bvwg‡q w`j †m¸‡jv| ev· †e‡q †g‡Si
w`‡K †b‡g hv‡”Q|
fvix cv‡qi kã GLb †f‡m Avm‡Q wØZxq gB‡qi avc
†_‡K|
wfZ‡i XyKj ivbv, wcQ‡bi AvjMv ev·¸‡jv †U‡b Avbj
RvqMv gZ| Zvici ev‡·i †`qvj †e‡q †b‡g Gj †g‡S‡Z,
jveYx †hLv‡b ï‡q Av‡Q|
Ry‡Zvi AvIqvR †P¤^v‡ii wfZi Ny‡i †eov‡”Q| GKUv
ev‡·i Mv‡q Nlv †Lj Av‡iKUv ev·| Ry‡Zvi AvIqvR D‡V
†Mj gB †e‡q|
jveYx ï‡q Av‡Q 僇Yi AvK…wZ wb‡q| Zvi cv‡k j¤^v
n‡jv ivbv| GK gyn~Z© ci Abyfe Kij jveYx Ii ey‡K gv_v
ivL‡Q|
BwZg‡a¨ Zvi k¦vm-cÖk¦vm ¯^vfvweK n‡q G‡m‡Q| ax‡i
ax‡i Mfxi n‡jv †mUv| Nywg‡q coj AwP‡iB|
Lo¸‡jv ïK‡bv I Mig| Ab¨ †KvbI Dcvq †bB, RvnvR
hZ¶Y bv Mš—‡e¨ †cuŠQvq ZZ¶Y GLv‡bB _vK‡Z n‡e
I‡`i‡K| Kvb †c‡Z A‡c¶vq _vKv Qvov Avi †KvbI KvRI
†bB| ¶zr-wccvmvq Kó †c‡Z n‡e, Rv‡b, Z‡e †mUv‡K
†gv‡UI ¸i“Z¡ w`‡”Q bv ivbv| fve‡Q Mš—‡e¨ †cuŠ‡Q cÖ‡gB
hw` †`IUv‡K gviv hvq, cÖwZ‡kva †bIqvi KvRUv ïi“ n‡q
hvq Zv n‡j|
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jveYx Nygv‡”Q| B¯úv‡Zi evé‡n‡W †njvb w`‡q ivbv ïb‡Z
†cj †kl †mKkbUv iwk w`‡q k³ K‡i euvavi mgq K‡qKRb
†jvK †duvm †duvm K‡i wbtk¦vm †dj‡Q| gB †e‡q D‡V †Mj
Zviv, Dci †_‡K †f‡m Gj n¨vP eÜ Kievi KK©k avZe
AvIqvR|
GK NÈv bq, gvÎ wÎk wgwbU ci †Ku‡c DVj Kv‡M©v wkc|
ivbv fvej, Zvigv‡b _vB Us em wR‡Kv ZvbvB‡qi m‡½
†b‡Mvwk‡qk‡bi Rb¨ †KD GKRb D‡V‡Q Rvnv‡R| Kx‡mi
†b‡Mvwk‡qkb, Kvi ¯¿x, wKQyB Rvbv †bB Ii| Z‡e g‡b coj,
DËiv K_vq K_vq e‡jwQj †h _vB _vÛv‡ii m‡½ _vB U‡Oi
Kx wb‡q †hb GKUv Ø›Ø †`Lv w`‡q‡Q| †mUvB †evanq wgUgvU
Kievi †Póv Pj‡Q|
AvIqvR ï‡b †evSv †Mj AZ¨š— kw³kvjx BwÄb| iIbv
n‡q †Mj Iiv| †kl iv‡Zi b`xc_ duvKv nIqviB K_v| ivbv
Av›`vR Kij, Kv‡M©v wk‡ci w¯úW NÈvq cuwPk bU-Gi Kg
bq| `yB nvRvi wek M‡R GK bU| GB w¯ú‡W Pj‡j Kg‡ewk
c‡bi NÈvi g‡a¨ e¨vb mc `y‡M© †cuŠ‡Q hv‡e Iiv, IUvB hw`
Kv‡M©v wk‡ci Mš—e¨ n‡q _v‡K|
†fvi QÕUvi w`‡K Rvnv‡Ri †`vjvq Nyg P‡j Gj ivbvi
†Pv‡L| cvk †_‡K g„`y kã Kij jveYx| Ii ey‡K Zvi †Pv‡Li
cvZv b‡oP‡o DVj|
Ôgvmy` fvB?Õ LmL‡m Mjvq WvKj †m, wKQyUv Ny‡g
Rov‡bv|
ÔDg&g&?Õ
ÔKZ¶Y Nywg‡qwQ Avwg?Õ
ÔNÈv `y‡qK| NygUv †Zvgvi `iKvi wQj|Õ
ÔZzwg wVK Rv‡bv, †Kv_vq hvw”Q Avgiv?Õ
Ôm¤¢eZ Us wjWv‡ii †nW‡KvqvU©vi e¨vb mc `y‡M©,Õ ejj
ivbv|Õ
ÔILv‡b Avgiv †c−bUv LuyRe,Õ ejj jveYx, Zvici Rvb‡Z
PvBj, ÔAvi?Õ
Ôm¤¢e n‡j _vB Us wPd wR‡Kv ZvbvB I Zvi mnKvix PvBcvB
†`I-Gi GKUv e¨e¯’vI Ki‡Z n‡e,Õ ejj ivbv|
Ôem‡K Zzwg K_v w`‡qQ,Õ g‡b Kwi‡q †`Iqvi my‡i ejj
jveYx|
wKQy¶Y PzcPvc KvUj| Zvici Avevi WvKj jveYx|
Ôgvmy` fvB|Õ
ÔDg&g&?Õ
ÔNygv”Q?Õ
Ôbv|Õ
ÔGKUv K_v|Õ
Ôe‡jv|Õ
ÔZLb...†Zvgv‡K Avwg...Pz‡gv †Ljvg...Avgvi Avm‡j
wb‡Ri Ici wbqš¿Y wQj bv...Õ
Ôgvbyl Lyb Kivi ci GiKg A‡b‡KiB nq, A`g¨
fvev‡eM| GUv A¯^fvweK wKQy bq|Õ
Ôbv, Zv nq‡Zv bq,Õ ejj jveYx| ÔZ‡e †Zvgvi m‡½
GiKg wKQy NU‡e e‡j KLbI fvwewb|Õ
Ôwb‡R‡K Acivax g‡b n‡”Q?Õ
m‡½ m‡½ bq, cÖvq `k †m‡KÛ ci Reve w`j jveYx,
Ôbv| wb‡R‡K Avgvi †jvfx g‡b n‡”Q|Õ Zvici e¨MÖ fw½‡Z
wb‡Ri †VuvU †Rvov ivbvi †Vuv‡Ui Kv‡Q Zzjj †m|
Gici †g‡qwU‡K Kv‡Q †U‡b bv wb‡q Dcvq Kx ivbvi|
¶zr-wccvmv wb‡q ivZ KvUv‡bv KóKi, AÜKvi I ¸‡gvU
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wb‡q GZ e¨¯— _vKj Iiv, G-me †KD †LqvjB K‡iwb|
`yR‡bB m¶g I kw³kvjx, ci¯úi‡K Avb‡›` fvwm‡q w`‡Z
Kvc©Y¨ Kij bv GZUzKz|
weiwZi mgq wbPz Mjvq Mí Kij Iiv|
GK mgq cÖm½Uv ivbvB Zyjj| ÔfvewQ GB m¤úK©Uv
†Kv_vq wb‡q hv‡e Avgv‡`i‡K|Õ
ÔAvm‡j †Kv_vI bv,Õ kvš— my‡i ejj jveYx| ÔG †_‡K
cvigv‡b›U wKQy cvIqv hvq bv †KvbIw`b| Avgv‡`i hv KvR,
mviv¶Y Pjvi g‡a¨ _vK‡Z nq| †KvbI euvab _vK‡e bv|
_vK‡e bv †KvbI wcQyUvb| GKUv †_‡K jvd w`‡q Av‡iKUv
A¨vmvBb‡g‡›U P‡j hvevi c‡_ †KvbI evav MÖnY‡hvM¨ bq|Õ
GKUv `xN©k¦vm Pvcj †m| ÔAvgv‡`i e¨w³MZ Rxeb _vK‡Z
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ÔGB Rxeb †¯^”Qvq †e‡Q wb‡qwQ Avgiv,Õ Zvi my‡i myi
wgwj‡q gš—e¨ Kij ivbv| Ô†KvbI wKQy Avgv‡`i‡K eva¨
Ki‡Q bv| GB ¯^vaxbZvi g~j¨ A‡bK|Õ
Zvici GK mgq Iiv cix¶v Kij ev·¸‡jvq Kx Av‡Q|
jvBUvi R¡vjj ivbv, XvKwb †Lvjv GKUv ev· †_‡K kvKmewR
†ei Kij| nvZ XywK‡q †`Lj wfZ‡i gm„Y Kx †hb
i‡q‡Q| wRwbmUv †PŠwK AvK…wZi| †ei Kivi ci †`Lv †Mj
PKP‡K B¯úv‡Zi ev· IUv, j¤^v I PIovq cÖvq `yB dzU|
Pviw`KB eÜ, Kxfv‡e Lyj‡Z nq †evSv hv‡”Q bv| †ek fvix
ev·Uv, `k †_‡K ev‡iv †KwRi Kg bq|
ev·Uvi wKbviv cix¶v K‡i ivbv eySj, B¯úv‡Zi cvZ
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Pvo bv w`‡j Lyj‡e bv| Z‡e †Rvov jvMvi RvqMvq bvK
†VwK‡q MÜ ïu‡K wbwðZ nIqv †Mj ev‡·i wfZ‡i Kx Av‡Q|
Avwdg|
AviI K‡qKUv ev· cix¶v Kij Iiv| K‡qKUv ev‡·
ïayB Zwi-ZiKvwi wKsev djcvKo fiv n‡q‡Q, m‡½ Ab¨ wKQy
†bB| wKQy ev‡· AZ¨š— DboeZgv‡bi RwUj hš¿cvwZ i‡q‡Q|
G¸‡jv wVK Kx Kv‡R jv‡M ej‡Z cvi‡e bv ivbv, Z‡e aviYv
Kij wdwR·, b¨v‡bv †UKbjwR, A¨vUg wdDwRs †jhvi I
A¨v‡ivWvBbvwg· BZ¨vw` wb‡q KvR Ki‡Z n‡j G-ai‡bi
BKzBc‡g›U `iKvi n‡Z cv‡i|
ivbvi g‡b coj, I‡`i weÁvbx W±i bvw`iv wdwR·,
b¨v‡bv †UKbjwR I A¨vUg wdDwRs †jhvi wb‡qB cov‡kvbv
K‡i‡Qb| fvej, DËivi aviYv mwZ¨I n‡Z cv‡i Ñ Kv‡q‡mi
†c−bUv‡K nq‡Zv e¨vb mc `y‡M©B †Kv_vI jywK‡q ivLv n‡q‡Q|
AvcvZZ IUv‡K Kv‡q‡mi †`Lv †c−b e‡jB g‡b Ki‡Z
n‡e, fvej ivbv; KviY mswk−ó evsjv‡`kx KZ©„c¶ ej‡Qb,
gnvwP‡bi KvQ †_‡K Dcnvi cvIqv `y‡Uv CM‡jiB wnmve
Av‡Q Zuv‡`i Kv‡Q; GKUv cy‡o QvB n‡q †M‡Q, Av‡iKUv wRqv
Avš—R©vwZK wegvbe›`‡i Kov cvnvivq ivLv n‡q‡Q|
Zv n‡j, KwVb cÖkoe `uvovq: †`vB Bb_vbb cvnv‡oi bx‡P
evsjv‡`k Gqvi‡dv‡m©i †jv‡Mv mn †h †c−bUv Kv‡qm †`‡L‡Q
†mUv †Kv‡Ì‡K Gj?
DËivI I‡K e‡j‡Q †h evsjv‡`k Gqvi‡dv‡m©i GKUv
†RU †c−b ILv‡b wQj, †`vB Bb_vbb †_‡K †Zvjv d‡Uv †`‡L
wbwðZ n‡q‡Q †m|
m‡iRwg‡b Z`š— Qvov inm¨Uv †f` Kiv hv‡e bv|
†Kv_vI GKevi _vgj bv _vB Us-Gi Kv‡M©v wkc, mgvb
MwZ‡Z Qy‡U P‡j‡Q †mB †fvi ivZ †_‡K mvivUv w`b|
nvZNwo †`‡L †evSv †Mj we‡Kj n‡Z Avi †ewk evwK
†bB| BwZg‡a¨ `yR‡bB `yÕwZb NÈv K‡i Nywg‡q wb‡jI,
Av‡iK `dv Nygvevi cÖ¯‘wZ wb‡”Q Iiv|


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ivZ AvUUvi w`‡K Nyg fvOj I‡`i| nVvr Avoó n‡q
†Mj ivbv, gv_vUv KvZ K‡i Kx †hb †kvbvi †Póv Ki‡Q|
Ôgvmy` fvB, Kx e¨vcvi Ñ Õ Zvici jveYx †Lqvj Kij|
Mwo‡q ivbvi KvQ †_‡K `~‡i m‡i †M‡Q †m|
hvwš¿K ¸Äb e`‡j †M‡Q| Bwćbi MwZ Kg‡Q| Kv‡M©v
wk‡ci †`vj LvIqv K‡g Gj| W‡K wfo‡Q Iiv|
ÔAvgiv †cuŠ‡QwQ,Õ ejj ivbv| Abyfe Kij mg¯— Pzj
gv_vi gvSLv‡b R‡ov K‡i fuvR Kiv MvgQv w`‡q XvK‡Q
jveYx|
ÔGKB †KŠk‡j †ei“e †Zv?Õ wR‡Ám Kij †m|
Ônu¨v| RvnvR †_‡K bvgvi ci mviv¶Y Avgvi Ici bRi
ivL‡e Zzwg| Avgv‡`i ¯^vaxbZv `iKvi| hZ ZvovZvwo cviv
hvq wfo †_‡K m‡i †h‡Z †Póv Kie Avwg|Õ
`ª“Z †h hvi Kvco c‡i wbj Iiv| AviI Ajm n‡jv
BwÄb, Zvici †_‡g †Mj| M¨vOc−¨v¼ bvgvevi kã †f‡m Gj|
Zvici n¨vP mivevi avZe AvIqvR| gB †e‡q †b‡g Avm‡Q
Kzwjiv|
wZb b¤^i †mKkb‡K †eu‡a ivLv jvBb Ly‡j †djj Zviv|
ev‡·i Mv‡q Nlv Lv‡”Q ev·| I¸‡jvi GKUv gv_vq Zz‡j gB
†e‡q D‡V hv‡”Q GKRb Kzwj, gB‡qi av‡c Zvi fvix ey‡Ui
AvIqvR KK©k †kvbv‡”Q| Zvi wcQy wbj GKRb| Zvici
Av‡iKRb| †kl †jvKUv gB †e‡q bv IVv ch©š— A‡c¶v Kij
ivbv|
ÔIiv Avevi ev· wb‡Z Avmvi Av‡M wKQyUv mgq Av‡Q,Õ
ejj ivbv| ev· †e‡q Dc‡i Poj I, gv_vi w`‡Ki `y‡Uv ev·
GKcv‡k mwi‡q c_ †ei Kij| D¾¡j Av‡jvq cvwb †ewi‡q
Gj †Pv‡L| jveYxi w`‡K nvZ bvgvj I|
ev· †e‡q Ii cv‡k D‡V Gj jveYx, duvK M‡j Aciw`‡K
P‡j †Mj, Zvici †b‡g coj †g‡S‡Z| Zvi wcQy wbj ivbv|
wZb b¤^i †mKk‡bi A‡a©KUvB Lvwj n‡q †M‡Q|
Ôeo GKUv ev· bvI,Õ jveYx‡K ejj ivbv| ÔI¸‡jv
nvjKv|Õ Zvi gv_vq ev· Zzj‡Z mvnvh¨ Kij I, Zvici
MvgQvi cÖvš— `y‡Uv †U‡b-Uz‡b hZUv cviv hvq gyL XvKvi Kv‡R
jvMvj| ÔAvgv‡K Av‡M _vK‡Z `vI|Õ
wb‡RI GKUv eo ev· wbj ivbv| gB‡qi w`‡K cv
evwo‡q‡Q, Dc‡ii avc †_‡K Ry‡Zvi AvIqvR †f‡m Gj|
gB‡qi euv‡K †jvKUv‡K cvk KvUvj I| †KD KviI w`‡K
ZvKvj bv| ivbvi wVK wcQ‡b i‡q‡Q jveYx| gB‡qi gv_vq
IVvi Av‡M AviI `yRb Kzwj‡K cvk KvUvj Iiv|
†gBb †W‡K †cuŠ‡Q mivmwi M¨vOc−¨v‡¼i w`‡K G‡Mvj
ivbv|
b`x GLv‡b h‡_ó PIov|
bx‡Pi W‡K Qwo‡q-wQwU‡q †ek K‡qKUv GK Ubx UªvK
`uvwo‡q i‡q‡Q| I¸‡jv‡ZB ev· Zzj‡Q Kzwjiv| W‡Ki ci
BuU weQv‡bv iv¯—v, D‡V †M‡Q GKUv Xv‡ji gv_vq, Zvici
†Pv‡Li Avov‡j nvwi‡q †M‡Q| cÖPzi MvQcvjv I †Svc-Svo
RvqMvUv‡K wN‡i †i‡L‡Q| wZb‡U d¬vWjvBU R¡j‡jI, I¸‡jv
†_‡K Lye †ewk Av‡jv Avm‡Q bv|
W‡K †b‡g G‡m cÖg UªvKUvi w`‡K G‡Mvj ivbv,
GiBg‡a¨ A‡a©K f‡i †M‡Q †mUv| WªvBfviiv †h hvi Uªv‡Ki
mvg‡b `uvwo‡q i‡q‡Q| W‡Ki w`‡K gyL K‡i Aa©e„Ë ˆZwi
K‡i‡Q UªvK¸‡jv| QÕdzU wcQ‡b jveYxi cv‡qi AvIqvR cv‡”Q
ivbv|
UªvKUvi wcQ‡b †cuŠQv‡bvi gyn~‡Z© gyLUv b`xi w`‡K Nywi‡q
ivLj I| wK¬c‡evW© nv‡Z †jvKUv ivbvi Wvb w`‡K|
Av‡iKRb †jvK i‡q‡Q Uªv‡Ki Dci, ev·¸‡jv mvwR‡q ivL‡Q


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†m|
gv_vi ev· UªvK †e‡W bvwg‡q ivLj ivbv, Zvici Ny‡i
M¨vOc−¨v‡¼i w`‡K nuvUv aij| axi cv‡q G‡Mv‡”Q, A‡c¶v
Ki‡Q jveYxi Rb¨| ïb‡Z †cj UªvK †e‡W Nlv †Lj Zvi
ev·|
Kuv‡ai Dci w`‡q wcQb w`‡K ZvKvj ivbv| cv Pvwj‡q
Ii w`‡K †nu‡U Avm‡Q jveYx| Zvi wcQ‡b wK¬c‡ev‡W© AviI
`y‡Uv ev· †jvW nIqvi K_v wj‡L ivL‡Q †jvKUv| Uªv‡Ki wPbv
WªvBfvi wmMv‡i‡U Uvb w`‡”Q, Mí Ki‡Q m½x WªvBfvi‡`i
m‡½|
Av‡jvi e„ËUv wVK M¨vOc−¨v¼ ch©š— †cuŠQvqwb| wcQ‡b
jveYx‡K Qvqvi gZ wb‡q IUvi w`‡K nuvUvi mgq Av‡jv †_‡K
†ewi‡q Gj ivbv| D‡ëvw`K †_‡K Avm‡Q bv †KD|
gv_v wbPz K‡i evg w`‡K †`Šo w`j ivbv| cv‡qi AvOy‡ji
Dci fi w`‡q QyU‡Q, W‡K hv‡Z Ry‡Zvi kã Lye Kg nq|
GK mvwi †Sv‡ci wfZi Xy‡K gvwU‡Z GKUv nuvUz †M‡o wbPz
n‡jv ivbv| Ii cv‡k wbPz n‡jv jveYxI| Zvici `yRb
GK‡hv‡M Nvo wdwi‡q wcQb w`‡K ZvKvj|
gv_vq ev· wb‡q M¨vOc−¨v¼ a‡i †b‡g Avm‡Q GK †jvK,
axi cv‡q A‡c¶viZ Uªv‡Ki wcQ‡b †cuŠQvj| `uvwo‡q _vKv
†jvKUv gyL bv Zz‡jB wK¬c‡ev‡W© wUK wPý w`j| cwi‡ek
G‡Kev‡i kvš—| bv, †KD I‡`i‡K cvjv‡Z †`‡Lwb| †Sv‡ci
w`‡K wd‡i G‡Mvj ivbv|
wek M‡Ri gZ nuvUj Iiv| Zvici e„Ë ˆZwi K‡i W‡Ki
w`‡K wdij| Lye mveav‡b, axi cv‡q †nu‡U Gj Iiv, †Svc
LmLm Ki‡Q †`‡L †KD hv‡Z ¸wj bv Pvjvq|
Iiv wd‡i Gj BuU weQvbv iv¯—v †hLv‡b WK Z¨vM
K‡i‡Q Zvi KvQvKvwQ| `„k¨Uvq bZzb GKUv wRwbm †hvM
n‡q‡Q|
UªvK¸‡jvi mvg‡b weivU Kv‡jv GKUv wjgvwhb cvK© Kiv|
iv¯—vi w`‡K gyL K‡i `uvo Kiv‡bv n‡q‡Q IUv‡K| M¨vOc−¨v¼
a‡i AviI Kzwj †b‡g Avm‡Q, UªvK en‡ii wcQ‡b gv_vi †evSv
Lvwj Ki‡Q Zviv| Kv‡M©v wk‡ci Dci Pviw`‡K Av‡jv R¡j‡Q|
`yRb Kzwji wcQy wb‡q M¨vOc−¨v¼ †_‡K †b‡g Avm‡Z †`Lj
ivbv mv`v myU civ PvB-cvB †`I‡K| GZ `~i †_‡KI Ii
†Pv‡L aiv coj evUb‡nv‡j GLbI jvj †MvjvcUv i‡q‡Q;
Z‡e Av‡Mi †mB †MvjvcUvB wK bv ejv gykwKj|
†`I‡qi cv‡k my›`ix GK _vB Zi“Yx i‡q‡Q| jvj ¯‹v‡U©i
m‡½ mv`v ccwj‡bi wU-kvU© c‡i‡Q †g‡qwU, Zvi Dci Lv‡Uv
GKUv wg¼ †KvU| Kuva †_‡K Szj‡Q weivU GKUv nvZe¨vM|
cuvP dzU wZb, ¯^v¯’¨ fvj, nuvUvi g‡a¨ w¶cÖ GKUv
fve| d¬vWjvB‡Ui Av‡jvq Zvi †ckj cv `y‡Uv †hb gv‡e©‡ji
¯—¤¢|
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evÜex‡KB cvwV‡q‡Q, fvej ivbv| G‡`i evÜex m¤ú‡K© aviYv
Av‡Q Ii| Avm‡j iw¶Zv|
WK a‡i †mvRv wjgvwh‡bi w`‡K GwM‡q Gj Zi“Yx,
wcQ‡b KvievBb nv‡Z `yRb _vB| †evSvB hv‡”Q †h _vB
_vÛvi Zv‡`i †b‡Mvwk‡qUi‡K ewWMvW© Qvov cvVvqwb|
PvB-cvB †`I Avi Zi“Yx‡K Avm‡Z †`‡L m¨vjyU Kij
†kvdvi, Zvici wjgvwh‡bi `y‡Uv `iRvB Ly‡j w`j| _vB
ewWMvW©‡`i wb‡q e¨vKwmU D‡V emj Zi“Yx| †`I emj
mvg‡bi c¨v‡mÄvi wm‡U| WªvBwfs wm‡U D‡V Mvwo †Q‡o w`j
†kvdvi|
ÔGB iv¯—v †Kv_vq wM‡q †kl n‡q‡Q?Õ wdmwdm Kij
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ÔwbðqB `y‡M©,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔZ‡e GLbB Avgiv †mLv‡b
hvw”Q bv| cÖ‡g †c−bUv‡K Lyu‡R †ei Ki‡Z n‡e, Av‡`Š hw`
†mUvi †KvbI Aw¯—Z¡ _v‡K|Õ
†Svc-Svo †_‡K bv †ewi‡q G‡Mv‡”Q Iiv, iv¯—vi m‡½
mgvš—ivj GKUv †iLv a‡i| Xv‡ji gv_vq D‡V G‡m mvg‡b
ZvKv‡Z bx‡P GKUv wekvj DcZ¨Kv †`L‡Z †cj Iiv|
ÔI Avj−vn!Õ gy» we¯§‡q e‡j DVj jveYx| ÔKx my›`i,
bv?Õ
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w`‡K ZvKvj ivbv| DcZ¨Kvi gvSLv‡b, d¬vWjvB‡Ui
Av‡jvq D™¢vwmZ, weivU †mB cÖvPxb `yM©| cvnv‡oi Dci †_‡K
†`‡L Gi †mŠ›`h© I Mv¤¢xh© wKQyB †evSv hvqwb| †hb Iqvë
wWRwb-i †KvbI wm‡bgv †_‡K Zz‡j G‡b cwiLv mn GLv‡b
ewm‡q †`Iqv n‡q‡Q `yM©Uv‡K, cÖKvÊ AvKv‡ii KswμU e−KGi
mgwó| Kv‡jv wjgvwhbUv‡K †`L‡Z †cj I, Wªweª‡Ri Dci
w`‡q G‡Mv‡”Q|
ivbvi Mv‡q †mu‡U Gj jveYx| Ôgvmy` fvB, †mB †QvU‡ejv
†_‡K †Kj−v Avgvi Am¤¢e fvj jv‡M!Õ
†PvL †_‡K bvBUM−vm bvgvevi Av‡M `y‡M©i Qv‡`i w`‡K
†dvKvm A¨vWRv÷ Kij ivbv| cÖ‡g wPb‡Z cvij bv, Kv‡jv
i‡Oi Kx †hb GKUv i‡q‡Q ILv‡b| fvj K‡i ZvKv‡Z eyS‡Z
cvij IUv Avm‡j eo AvK…wZi GKUv hvwš¿K dwos Ñ
†nwjKÞvi|
Gici wb‡R‡`i Pvicv‡k †PvL eyjvj ivbv| I‡`i
Wvbw`‡K Lvov cvnvocÖvPxi, AvKv‡ki Mv‡q wbKl Kv‡jv
ci`vi gZ Sz‡j Av‡Q| IUvi wVK D‡ëvw`‡K D¾¡j nvwm
Qov‡”Q g¯— Puv`Uv| Wvbw`‡KB, LvwbK `~‡i, μgk DuPz GKUv
Xvj| ÔG‡mv, LvwbK Ic‡i DwV|Õ bvBUM−vm †e‡ëi Lv‡c ¸u‡R
ivLj I|
ivbvi wcQy wb‡q G‡Mvj jveYx| Xv‡ji gv_vq D‡V Avm‡Z
mvZ wgwbU jvMj I‡`i| ILv‡b †_‡g Pviw`‡K †PvL eyjv‡”Q
ivbv|
Puv‡`i Av‡jvq DcZ¨KvUv eû`~i ch©š— †`Lv hv‡”Q|
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ivbv| ÔwKš‘ GLb †bB| e‡jv, †Kv_vq jywK‡q ivLv m¤¢e?Õ
ÔAvÛviMÖvD‡Û?Õ ejj jveYx|
Ôn‡Z cv‡i,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔwKš‘ †c−bUv‡K Zzwg Avb‡e
Kxfv‡e? AvÛviMÖvD‡Û †Zv Avi j¨vÛ Kiv‡Z cvi‡e bv|
†Zvgvi GKUv ivbI‡q _vK‡Z n‡e|Õ Avevi Pviw`‡K †PvL
eyjvj I|
Puv‡`i Av‡jv‡ZI me wKQy cwi®‹vi bq| KvQvKvwQ
A‡bK¸‡jv Xvj, ZviB GKUvi gv_vq `uvwo‡q i‡q‡Q Iiv|
Xvj¸‡jvi gvSLv‡b mgZj Rwgb, †Svc-Sv‡o XvKv| Av‡jv
Sjg‡j `yM©Uv‡K cwi®‹vi †`L‡Z cv‡”Q I, †mUvi wcQ‡b eo
AvKv‡ii †ek wKQy MvQ| †m¸‡jvi w`‡K wKQy¶Y ZvwK‡q
_vKj|
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e‡m Iiv Kx Avjvc Ki‡Q?Õ
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ivbI‡q Kxfv‡e Zzwg jyKv‡e?Õ
gvwU‡Z nuvUz †M‡o i‡q‡Q jveYx, †Sv‡ci GKUv cvZv
wQuoj| Ô†Svc w`‡q †X‡K ivLe,Õ ejj †m|
ÔwKsev MvQ w`‡q,Õ nvZ Zz‡j †`Lvj ivbv| wm‡a n‡q
†mw`‡K ZvKvj jveYx| ÔIB MvQ¸‡jv †`LQ? I¸‡jvi g‡a¨
A¯^vfvweK wKQy Av‡Q?Õ
†PvL †KuvPKvj jveYx| Ô†`‡L g‡b n‡”Q Lye mvRv‡bv


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†MvQv‡bv, †hb Lye hZoe †bqv nq|Õ
ÔwVK a‡iQ| mvwi¸‡jv cwi”Qboe I wbLyuZ| Pviw`‡Ki evwK
MvQcvjvi g‡a¨ GB k„sLjv †`Lv hv‡”Q bv| †Kb?Õ
Ô_vB Us wPd GKRb e„¶-†cÖwgK?Õ
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†KvbI †UªBj †bB, Z‡e wkwki covq wf‡R big n‡q Av‡Q
†Sv‡ci Wvjcvjv| I‡`i ci‡bi Kzwji cwi”Q`I wf‡R wM‡q
Mv‡qi m‡½ †mu‡U Av‡Q|
Av‡iKUv Xv‡ji gv_vq D‡V G‡m BuU weQv‡bv iv¯—vi cv‡k
emj Iiv, †Svc duvK K‡i †`Lj ev·fwZ© cÖg UªvKUv bx‡P
†b‡g hv‡”Q| UªvK P‡j hvIqvi ci iv¯—v †cwi‡q DcZ¨Kvq
†b‡g Gj Iiv| GLv‡b †SvcSvo Kg, DcZ¨KvUv Pvi-cuvP
Bw j¤^v Nv‡m XvKv|
ivbvi wcQy wb‡q nb nb K‡i nuvU‡Q jveYx, `yM©Uv‡K wN‡i
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Icv‡k _vKvq Pviw`K Qvqvq XvKv|
MvQ¸‡jv GLbI wmwK gvBj `~‡i, A_P jveYx wcwQ‡q
c‡o‡Q| Ôgvmy` fvB,Õ Pvcv Mjvq WvKj †m| ÔGKUz Av‡¯—
nuv‡Uv|Õ
`uvwo‡q coj ivbv| jveYx Kv‡Q Avm‡Z ejj, Ô†Zvgvi
Lye fvj K‡iB Rvbv Av‡Q †Uwj‡¯‹vc jvMv‡bv ivB‡dj wb‡q
`y‡M©i Qv` †_‡K GKRb øvBcvi Kx Ki‡Z cv‡i|Õ
ÔGLv‡b `uvwo‡q K_v ejv gv‡b Zv‡K AviI mnR Uv‡M©U
cvB‡q †`qv|Õ
nuvUvi MwZ Av‡Mi †P‡q Kgvj ivbv, jveYx hv‡Z wVK Ii
cv‡kB _vK‡Z cv‡i| Zvi dZzqvi mvg‡bi w`‡K B›Uv‡iw÷s
GKUv bovPov j¶ K‡i nvm‡Z ïi“ Kij I|
ey‡Ki Dci nvZ `y‡Uv fuvR Kij jveYx, Zvici KwVb
†Pv‡L ZvKvj Ii w`‡K| GB fw½‡Z wKQy&¶Y nuvUj †m, Z‡e
LvwbK c‡iB bvwg‡q wbj nvZ `y‡Uv| Ae‡k‡l MvQ¸‡jvi
KvQvKvwQ †cuŠQvj Iiv|
mvg‡b evav| AvU dzU DuPy KuvUvZv‡ii †eov| IUvi mvg‡b
`uvwo‡q `g wb‡”Q `yRb| gyL Zz‡j Dciw`‡K ZvKvj ivbv|
†eovi Qq Bw Dc‡i Avjv`v GK cÖ¯’ Zvi †`Lj|
†eovi Mv‡q †njvb w`‡Z hv‡”Q jveYx| SU K‡i nvZ
evwo‡q Zv‡K †U‡b wbj ivbv, Zvici nvZ Zz‡j wbtm½ ZviUv
†`Lvj| †mw`‡K ZvwK‡q wb‡Ri Mjvq nvZ w`j jveYx|
Ôwe`y¨r!Õ ejj †m| ÔGLb Zv n‡j Dcvq, gvmy` fvB?Õ
†eovi Icv‡i MvQ¸‡jv Qvov Avi wKQy †`L‡Z cv‡”Q bv
ivbv| ÔG‡mv, †`Lv hvK †MUUv cvB wK bv|Õ
Ô†Zvgvi m‡½ nuvUv gv‡b †Zv †`Šov‡bv|Õ
Ôbv, †`Šov‡Z n‡e bv| Z‡e †KvbI kã bq|Õ
†eovi cvk †Nu‡l nuvU‡Q Iiv, j¤^v Nv‡mi e`‡j GLb
Avevi †Svc-Sv‡oiB cÖvavb¨ †ewk †`Lv hv‡”Q| †eovi duvK
w`‡q wfZiUv evievi †`Levi †Póv Kij ivbv, Z‡e
mhZoejvwjZ MvQ¸‡jv Qvov Avi wKQy Ii †Pv‡L coj bv|
†Svc-Svo Nb n‡q IVvq G‡Mvevi MwZ K‡g G‡m‡Q|
`y‡M©i wcQb w`K †Nu‡l nuvU‡Q Iiv| DuPz RvqMvq i‡q‡Q, d‡j
`y‡M©i mvg‡bi BuU weQv‡bv iv¯—vUv †`L‡Z cv‡”Q ivbv|
†nWjvBU †`‡L †evSv †Mj ev·fwZ© Av‡iKUv UªvK Avm‡Q|
`yM©Uv‡K wcQ‡b †d‡j Avmevi ci mvg‡b †eovi GKUv
†KvY †`L‡Z †cj Iiv| euvK Ny‡i euv w`‡K P‡j †M‡Q IUv|
nvZ Zzjj ivbv| Ii cv‡k `uvwo‡q coj jveYx, †Pnviv PKPK
Ki‡Q| Zvi †PvL `y‡Uv Kx †hb LuyR‡Q Ii gy‡L|
ÔGLv‡b A‡c¶v K‡iv,Õ wdmwdm Kij ivbv| Ôeuv‡Ki
Iw`‡K Kx Av‡Q †`L‡Z hvw”Q Avwg|Õ


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K_v bv e‡j gv_v SuvKvj jveYx|
gv_v wbPz K‡i G‡Mvj ivbv| †eovi †Kv‡Y †cuŠ‡Q gvwU‡Z
nuvUz Mvoj, k¦vm wbj eyK f‡i| Zvici mveav‡b †Kv‡Yi
Iw`‡K gv_vUv evwo‡q †eov eivei ZvKvj| Ii KvQ †_‡K
`k MR `~‡i eo GKUv †MU| †Lvjv †mUv| Kuv‡a ivB‡dj
wb‡q `uvwo‡q i‡q‡Q GKRb wPbv MvW©| Zvi gv_vUv mvg‡bi
w`‡K bZ Kiv, wmMv‡iU aivevi †Póv Ki‡Q| ivbvi w`‡K
wcQb wd‡i i‡q‡Q †m|
A‡c¶v bv K‡i †eovi m‡½ mgvš—ivj †iLv a‡i G‡Mvj
ivbv| Gw`‡K †KvbI †Svc ev Nvm †bB, ïay k³ gvwU|
wmMv‡iU aiv‡bv †kl K‡i Ny‡i `uvov‡bvi Av‡MB †jvKUvi
Kv‡Q †cuŠQv‡Z Pvq I| `yÕevi wK¬K Kij jvBUvi, Zvici
Av¸b R¡jj| wmMv‡i‡Ui †kl cÖv‡š— Av¸b QyuB‡q j¤^v Uvb
w`j †m|
Zvi wcQ‡b †cuŠ‡Q hv‡”Q ivbv| Ii nv‡Z QywiUv †ewi‡q
G‡m‡Q| †Vuv‡U AvOyj Zz‡j wmMv‡iU bvgvj MvW©, gyL Zz‡j
Kv‡jv AvKvk j¶¨ K‡i †auvqv Qvoj| Zvici Nyi‡Z ïi“
Kij|
Ny‡i `uvov‡bvi Av‡MB †cuŠ‡Q †Mj ivbv| evu nvZ w`‡q Zvi
Kuv‡a Nywm gvij I, †gvPo †L‡q Av‡Mi Ae¯’vq wd‡i †Mj
†m| Ii Wvb nv‡Z aiv avivj Qywi †cuvP w`j Mjvq|
KjKj kã †cj ivbv| wmMv‡iU c‡o hv‡”Q| ivB‡djUv
KvZ n‡q †eovi Mv‡q jvM‡ZB Pviw`‡K Av¸‡bi dzjwK
QyUj| ivB‡d‡ji wcQy wbj MvW©| we`y¨‡Zi ¯úk© †c‡ZB SuvwK
†L‡Z ïi“ Kij kixiUv| gvwU‡Z X‡j coj †m, gy‡Li
†hLv‡b †eovUv †j‡MwQj †mLv‡b KvUvKzwUi gZ †cvov `vM
†`Lj ivbv|
Ny‡i jveYxi w`‡K wdij I| m‡½ m‡½ R‡g cv_i n‡q
†Mj| mvg‡b AviI `yRb wPbv MvW©, Zv‡`i ivB‡dj Ii
†c‡Ui w`‡K ZvK Kiv|
ÔGK`g bo‡e bv,Õ bvwK my‡i ejj Zv‡`i GKRb|
bq
QywiUv GLbI ivbvi nv‡Z| nvZ `y‡Uv kix‡ii cv‡k Szj‡Q|
w¯’i `uvwo‡q Av‡Q I|
ÔQywi †d‡j `vI,Õ ejj MvW©|
LvwK nvd c¨v›U I LvwK nvdnvZv kvU© c‡i Av‡Q MvW©iv|
Zv‡`i †Pv‡Li w`‡K ZvwK‡q wm×vš—nxbZvi †KvbI j¶Y
Av‡Q wK bv eyS‡Z †Póv Ki‡Q ivbv| †bB †`‡L nv‡Zi QywiUv
†Q‡o w`j| I‡`i wcQ‡b GKUv bovPov †`L‡Z †c‡q‡Q|
gv_v wbPz K‡i mveav‡b, `ª“Z G‡Mv‡”Q jveYx|
gv_vi Dci nvZ Zzjj ivbv| Ôwg÷vi wR‡Kv ZvbvB
cvwV‡q‡Qb Avgv‡K,Õ wPbv fvlvq ejj I| Ô†kvbv hv‡”Q `‡j
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`yRb MvW©B wbtk‡ã nvmj| †h K_v ejwQj, ivbvi w`‡K
N„Yvfiv `„wó‡Z ZvKvj| Ô†KvbI †eCgvb †bB,Õ ejj †m| Ôïay
we‡`wk kΓ Av‡Q|Õ
ivbvi Wvbw`‡Ki MvW©‡K AvNvZ Kij jveYx, †h-†jvKUv
†eovi KvQ †_‡K `~‡i i‡q‡Q| †jvKUvi wcQ‡b †cuŠQv‡bvi
Av‡M wb‡Ri MwZ Kgvj †m| avivj QywiUv Av‡MB †ewi‡q
G‡m‡Q nv‡Z| KvRUv Lye `ª“Z I mn‡R mvij †m|
Zvi nvZ †jvKUvi Kuv‡ai Dci w`‡q GwM‡q Gj, QywiUv
SuvwK †Lj Mjv eivei| Pvgov wew”Qboe n‡q †Mj, no no K‡i
i³ †ewi‡q G‡m kv‡U©i mvg‡bUv wfwR‡q w`‡”Q| eo eo n‡q
DVj Zvi †PvL `y‡Uv, Zvici wb‡¯—R n‡q †Mj|
wØZxq †jvKUvi †PvL †`LwQj ivbv| I¸‡jv I‡K †Q‡o
Zvi m½xi w`‡K Qy‡U †h‡ZB jvd w`j I|
cÖ‡g Wvb nv‡Zi av°vq Zvi ivB‡d‡ji bjUv wb‡Ri
w`K †_‡K mivj ivbv, †mB m‡½ evg nv‡Z cÖPÊ GK Avcvi
KvU gvij Zvi wPey‡Ki bx‡P| †nuvPU †Lj †m, evwo †Lj
†eovi Mv‡q, m‡½ m‡½ GK ivk Av¸‡bi dzjwK QyUj| Avoó
n‡q †Mj kixiUv| †VuvU `y‡Uv fuvR n‡q `uv‡Zi duv‡K Xy‡K
†Mj| †MvUv kixi SuvwK Lv‡”Q I Kuvc‡Q| Zvici †eov †_‡K
L‡m c‡o w¯’i n‡q †Mj †m|
GKUv jv‡ki Kvc‡o Qywii djv Nlj jveYx| ivbvI
wb‡Ri QywiUv Zz‡j wb‡q cwi®‹vi K‡i †i‡L w`j evûi m‡½
AvUKv‡bv Lv‡c| Zvici `yR‡bB Iiv †M‡Ui wfZi ZvKvj|
ÔMvQ¸‡jv †`‡Lv,Õ ejj ivbv|
Pvi mvwi‡Z jvMv‡bv n‡q‡Q MvQ¸‡jv| `yÕw`‡K `y‡Uv K‡i
mvwi| I¸‡jvi gvSLv‡b GKUv A¨vmdë nvBI‡qi gZ we¯…—Z
n‡q i‡q‡Q ivbI‡qUv| MvQ¸‡jvi mg¯— gMWvj, m¤¢eZ ¯’vbvš—i
Dc‡hvMx, euvKv n‡q Sz‡j c‡o‡Q ivbI‡qi Dci, d‡j Dci
†_‡K IUvi Aw¯—Z¡ †Ui cvIqv hvq bv| MvQ¸‡jv Lye
KvQvKvwQ nIqvq cvk †_‡KI †evSv hvq bv †h ILv‡b GKUv
ivbI‡q Av‡Q|
†MU I ivbI‡qi gvSLv‡b Kv‡Vi weivU n¨v½viUv †`L‡Z
cv‡”Q Iiv| jveYx‡K wb‡q IUvi w`‡KB G‡Mvj ivbv|
wek M‡Ri gZ G‡Mvevi ci n¨v½v‡ii wcQbw`‡K,
ivbI‡qi Dci †QvU GKUv †nwjKÞvi `uvwo‡q _vK‡Z †`Lj
Iiv, m¤¢eZ Uz-wmUvi|
n¨v½v‡ii †Lvjv gy‡Li cv‡k `uvwo‡q wfZiUv fvj K‡i
†`L‡Q Iiv| Av‡jv R¡j‡Q, Z‡e †Kv_vI wKQy bo‡Q bv|
`yR‡bi nv‡ZB wc¯—j †ewi‡q Gj, mveav‡b Kswμ‡Ui
†g‡S‡Z cv w`j Iiv| cÖwZwU †`qvj eivei †g‡S‡Z dvUj
i‡q‡Q| Pviw`‡K eo AvKv‡ii A‡bK Wªvg †`L‡Z cv‡”Q Iiv,
I¸‡jvi gvSLv‡b GKvwaK IAK©‡e i‡q‡Q|
†`qv‡ji bx‡Pi mi“ dvUj cix¶v Ki‡Q jveYx, ivbv
cix¶v Ki‡Q cÖwZwU IAK©‡eÂ|
†e¸‡jvq GLbI A‡bK Uzjm c‡o Av‡Q, †mB m‡½
†c−‡bi †QvULvU cvU©m I †bvsiv b¨vKovi AmsL¨ UzK‡iv|
Wªvg¸‡jv mj‡f‡›U fwZ©| n¨v½viUv AvKv‡i h‡_ó eo,
Abvqv‡m GKUv †RU †c−b ivLv hv‡e| wKš‘ GLv‡b †KvbI
†c−bB †bB, `yiš— CMj †Zv c‡ii K_v|
†Kvg‡i nvZ †i‡L nv½v‡ii gvSLv‡b `uvwo‡q i‡q‡Q ivbv,
Pviw`‡K †PvL eyjv‡”Q| Ii w`‡K †nu‡U Avm‡Q jveYx|
ÔKx g‡b n‡”Q?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|
Ô†MvUv †d¬viUvB †hb weivU GKUv Gwj‡fUi|Õ
nvmj ivbv| ÔA_©vr?Õ
AvOyj w`‡q wb‡Ri Ry‡Zv †Rvovi gvSLvbUv †`Lvj
jveYx| ÔILv‡b Av‡Q †c−bUv, n¨v½v‡ii bx‡P|Õ


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gv_v SuvKvj ivbv| ÔAm¤¢e bq| Avgvi aviYv, `yM© I GB
n¨v½v‡ii gvSLv‡b Avmv-hvIqvi c_ Av‡Q Ñ m¤¢eZ GKUv
Uv‡bj|Õ
ÔAvgviI ZvB aviYv|Õ
ÔGevi Avgiv PvB-cvB †`I Avi Zvi em wR‡Kv
ZvbvB‡qi Lei wb‡Z †h‡Z cvwi|Õ
†PvL eo eo Kij jveYx| ÔAvgiv nvgjv Pvwj‡q `yM©
`Lj Kie?Õ
gv_v SuvKvj ivbv| ÔZ‡e Zvi Av‡M GKUv WvBfvikb
wμ‡qU Kiv `iKvi bv?Õ
Pviw`‡K †PvL eyjvj jveYx| ÔwVK Kx ai‡bi
WvBfvik‡bi K_v fveQ Zywg?Õ
ÔïK‡bv KvV R¡vjvwb wn‡m‡e Lye fvj,Õ ejj ivbv, jveYxi
gZ †m-I Pviw`‡K †PvL eyjvj| Ôn¨v½v‡ii Qv` I †`qvj
Kv‡Vi ˆZwi|Õ
hZ¸‡jv m¤¢e b¨vKov †hvMvo Kij Iiv| Wªvg †_‡K
GKUv evjwZ‡Z mj‡f›U Xvjj ivbv, b¨vKovi mvnv‡h¨
Pviw`‡Ki †`qvj IB mj‡f›U w`‡q †fRv‡bv n‡jv| me‡k‡l
jvBUvi †R¡‡j wf‡R GKUv b¨vKovq Av¸b aivj ivbv| MÜUv
Amn¨| cÖPzi †auvqv|
j¤^v b¨vKovi †KvY a‡i cªwZwU †`qv‡ji Mv †Nu‡l †nu‡U
†Mj ivbv, Zvici †mUv Quy‡o w`j †g‡Si GK †Kv‡Y| †g‡S
eivei †QvU †QvU wkLv R¡‡j DVj| Zvici Av¸b aij
me¸‡jv †`qv‡j| wkLv¸‡jv ci¯ú‡ii m‡½ wgwjZ n‡Z
hv‡”Q| D_jv‡bv, †gvPo LvIqv †auvqv D‡V hv‡”Q K¨vUIAvK
Qvwo‡q wmwj‡Oi w`‡K|
n¨v½vi †Q‡o †ewi‡q Avmevi Av‡M mj‡f›U fwZ© GKUv
Wªvg D‡ë w`j ivbv| Mvp i‡Oi Zij c`v_© Kswμ‡Ui
†g‡S‡Z Mov‡Z ïi“ Kij| mi“ K‡qKUv aviv R¡jš— †`qv‡ji
bvMvj †c‡Z hv‡”Q|
ÔLye Mvp mj‡f›U, mi“ dvUj w`‡q bx‡P bvg‡e?Õ wR‡Ám
Kij jveYx|
Ôbv bvg‡jI ¶wZ †bB,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔAvgv‡`i D‡Ïk¨
I‡`i‡K Gw`‡K e¨¯— ivLv|Õ
†MU w`‡q †ewi‡q Gj Iiv, KuvUvZv‡ii †eov eivei
nuvU‡Q| Av¸bUv GZ ZvovZvwo evB‡i †_‡K †`L‡Z cvIqvi
K_v bq, Zv Qvov nv½viUv Av‡MB Avov‡j c‡o †M‡Q| †eovi
†KvY Ny‡i †Sv‡ci wfZi wd‡i Gj Iiv| mveav‡b †nu‡U
GKmgq `yM©Uvi mivmwi wcQbw`‡K †cuŠQvj|
GLvb †_‡K †KvbI Avovj cvIqv hv‡e bv, Nv‡mi Dci
w`‡q cwiLvi w`‡K G‡Mv‡”Q `yRb| GB mgq iv¯—vi Dci
Av‡iKUv Uªv‡Ki †nWjvBU †`L‡Z †cj ivbv|
cwiLvi `yB cviB mvgvb¨ DuPz| μj K‡i XvjUzKz DVj
Iiv, Zvici †PvL Zz‡j `y‡M©i wcQ‡bi cuvwP‡ji Dci †PvL
eyjvj|
†KvbI †KvbI †PŠ‡Kv Rvbvjv †_‡K ¤−vb njy` Av‡jv
†ei“‡”Q| ivbvi †Pv‡L †Kv_vI GZUzKz bovPov aiv coj bv|
†h KswμU e−K w`‡q `y‡M©i cuvwPj ˆZwi †m¸‡jv †ek duvK
†i‡L emv‡bv, d‡j GKUv Rvbvjv ch©š— DV‡Z Lye GKUv
mgm¨v n‡e bv|
ivbvi Rvbv †bB cwiLvUv KZ Mfxi| GKUz kxZ kxZ fve
Av‡Q, muvZiv‡bvi †KvbI B‡”Q †bB Ii| `yB cv‡ii `~iZ¡ cÖvq
wek dzU, gvSLv‡b Mvp i‡Oi cvwb|
Ônq‡Zv Lye GKUv Mfxi bq, †nu‡UB cvi nIqv hv‡e,Õ
wdmwdm Kij ivbv| ÔAv‡M Avgv‡K †`L‡Z `vI|Õ
Xvj †e‡q †b‡g †Mj ivbv, cvwb‡Z Wvb cv bvwg‡q


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MfxiZv gvc‡Q| cwiLvi wKbviv †Nu‡l GK dzU †b‡g †Mj Ii
cv| cvwb VvÊv bq| Gevi evg cv †Wvevj, Wvb cv AviI
GKUz mvg‡b evwo‡q w`j| MfxiZv Lye †e‡o‡Q e‡j g‡b
n‡jv bv|
Z‡e cwiLvi ZjvUv wcw”Qj Kv`vq XvKv| Wvb cv‡q fi
w`‡q evg cv IUvi cv‡k Avb‡Z hv‡”Q ivbv| wcQ‡j AviI
GKUz mvg‡b m‡i hvIqvi mgq A™¢yZ GKUv Abyf~wZ n‡jv
Ii|
†hb g‡b n‡jv †KD Ii Ry‡Zvi wfZi w`‡q wcb †XvKv‡”Q
cv‡q| bx‡P ZvKvj ivbv, †`Lj Ii cv‡qi Pvicv‡ki cvwb
QjKv‡”Q| Kx n‡”Q eyS‡Z cvivi m‡½ m‡½ f‡q nvZ-cv VvÊv
n‡q Gj Ii|
Ôgvmy` fvB!Õ †PuwP‡q DVj jveYx|
eb K‡i Ava cvK Nyij ivbv, GK jv‡d cvwb †_‡K DVj,
cwogwi K‡i Xv‡ji gv_vq jveYxi w`‡K G‡Mv‡”Q| nvZ
evwo‡q w`‡q I‡K mvnvh¨ Kij jveYx|
Zvi cv‡k e‡m Ry‡Zv †Rvovi w`‡K ZvKvj ivbv|
GK‡Rvov Ly‡` ev÷vW© GLbI Kvg‡o a‡i Av‡Q Ii Ry‡Zv|
`yÕ‡Rvov Ry‡ZvB wQu‡o dvwj dvwj K‡i †d‡j‡Q|
Ly‡` GKUv gvQ‡K Ry‡Zv †_‡K Qvwo‡q Puv‡`i Av‡jvq
aij ivbv| Ii gy‡Vvq QUdU Ki‡Q, †gvPo Lv‡”Q IUv|
kixiUv Lv‡Uv I P¨vÞv| gy‡Li mvg‡b KuvUvi gZ `uvZ
wMRwMR Ki‡Q|
wbtk¦vm †djevi mgq jveYxi kixiUv †Ku‡c †Mj| ÔgvB
MW, gvmy` fvB!Õ
Ôwcivbnv,Õ M¤¢xi Mjvq ejj ivbv| ÔGKRb gvby‡li nvo
†_‡K gvsm Qvov‡Z `ywgwb‡UiI Kg mgq jv‡M I¸‡jvi|
iv¶‡m †evSvB n‡q Av‡Q cwiLv| muvZ‡i cvi nIqv m¤¢e
bq|Õ
ÔWªweªR,Õ g„`yK‡É ejj jveYx|
gv_v SuvKvj ivbv| cwiLvi cvi †Nu‡l gv_v wbPz K‡i
G‡Mvj Iiv| cwiLvi m‡½ euvK wb‡”Q, ax‡i ax‡i †cuŠ‡Q hv‡”Q
`y‡M©i mvg‡bi w`KUvq| `~i †_‡KB Av‡iKUv Uªv‡Ki
†nWjvBU †`L‡Z †cj, WªweªR †ci“‡”Q|
†nWjvB‡Ui Av‡jvq dU‡Ki wfZiUv †`L‡Z †cj Iiv|
weivU eo GKUv DVv‡b `uvwo‡q i‡q‡Q UªvK¸‡jv| we‡`wk
Kzwjiv Kv‡Vi ev· bvgv‡Z e¨¯—|
Wªweª‡Ri Kv‡Q †cuŠQvj Iiv| `ª“Z IUvi bx‡P, cwiLvi
wKbvivq Mv XvKv w`j| gv_vi Dci nvZ Zy‡j weª‡Ri ZjvUv
¯úk© Kij ivbv| WvqvwgUv‡i Ava Bw GKUv mv‡cvU© †iBj
i‡q‡Q, P‡j †M‡Q cwiLvi Dci w`‡q| weª‡Ri KvV Avi IUvi
gvSLv‡b cÖvq wZb Bw duvK|
jveYxi nvZUv a‡i IB †iB‡ji Dci Zy‡j w`j ivbv|
weª‡Ri bx‡P Puv‡`i Av‡jv †bB| Zvi Aw¯—Z¡ ivbvi cv‡k †mªd
GKUv Qvqv gvÎ| QvqvUv‡K gv_v SuvKv‡Z †`Lj I|
†iBjUv‡K `yÕnv‡Z k³ K‡i aij ivbv, Zvici IUvi
Dci Ry‡Zvi †Mvovwj AvUKvj| Gevi cwiLvi Dci w`‡q
G‡Mvevi Rb¨ cvjv K‡i GKevi Wvb nvZ, GKevi evg nvZ
evwo‡q mvg‡bi †iBj ai‡Q| cvwbi mvi‡dm `yÕdz‡UiI Kg
bx‡P| ivbvi Mv‡qi †Xvjv dZzqvi wKbviv wf‡R †Mj|
cwiLv wcQ‡b †d‡j Gj ivbv, gvwU‡Z cv bvgvj, †iBj
†Q‡o Dey n‡q e‡m _vKj jveYxi A‡c¶vq| Ii wVK wcQ‡bB
wQj jveYx| cv‡k P‡j Avm‡Z bvg‡Z mvnvh¨ Kij Zv‡K|
ci¯ú‡ii w`‡K ZvwK‡q gv_v SuvKvj Iiv, Zvici Kzu‡Rv
n‡q nbnb K‡i G‡Mvj `y‡M©i †KvY j¶¨ K‡i| euvKUv †Nvivi
ci KvQvKvwQ Rvbvjvi w`‡K ZvKvj ivbv| `k dzU Dc‡i


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IUv, Z‡e wfZ‡i Av‡jv R¡j‡Q|
AviI GKUz mvg‡b G‡Mvj ivbv| `y‡M©i cuvwPj I cwiLvi
gvSLv‡b cuvPdzU PIov evwj fiv GKUv we¯—…wZi g‡a¨ i‡q‡Q
Iiv| wek M‡Ri gZ G‡Mvevi ci ev‡iv dzU Dc‡i Av‡iKUv
Rvbvjv †`Lj ivbv| GUv AÜKvi|
cuvwP‡ji Mv †Nu‡l `uvovj ivbv| Kswμ‡Ui e−K¸‡jv evwj I
wm‡g‡›Ui wgkªY w`‡q †Rvov jvMv‡bv| †Rvovi RvqMv¸‡jv
Ava BwÂi gZ Mfxi, d‡j †ewi‡q _vKv e−‡Ki †Vuv‡U nvZ I
cv‡qi AvOyj †i‡L D‡V †h‡Z cvi‡Q ivbv|
Rvbvjvi Kv‡Q †cuŠ‡Q _vgj, cwiw¯’wZUv †evSvi †Póv
Kij, Zvici †MveivU Uc‡K †b‡g coj Aciw`‡K| GK
gyn~Z© ci Nyij ivbv, bx‡Pi w`‡K Suy‡K nvZ evovj jveYx‡K
mvnvh¨ Kievi Rb¨|
wKQyUv D‡V gv_vi Dci nvZ Zzjj jveYx, KewRUv ai‡Z
w`j ivbv‡K| nVvr cv wcQ‡j hvIqvq Zvi kix‡ii meUyKz
IRb Uvb w`j ivbvi evû‡Z, g‡b n‡jv Rvbvjv M‡j †ewi‡q
hv‡e kixiUv| Aci nvZ evwo‡q jveYxi eM‡ji Zjvq
†XvKvj ivbv, ax‡i ax‡i †U‡b Zy‡j Avb‡Q Zv‡K| Rvbvjvi
duv‡K Kuva †XvKvevi ci e−‡Ki †Vuv‡U Avevi cv evav‡Z cvij
jveYx, Rvbvjv M‡j wfZ‡i XyKj cy‡iv kixi|
†`qv‡j †njvb w`‡q †PvL ey‡R `g wb‡”Q jveYx| ÔnVvr
g‡b n‡jv cvwb‡Z c‡o †MwQ Avwg, wcivbnvi SuvK †Qu‡K
a‡i‡Q Avgv‡K|Õ
Zvi VvÊv bv‡Ki WMvUv GKevi ¯úk© Kij ivbv| ÔGLb
Avi fq Ki‡Q bv †Zv?Õ
gv_v bvoj jveYx| Zvici Kvgivi Pviw`‡K †PvL eyjvj
†m| ÔIn&, gvmy` fvB!Õ
Puv‡`i Av‡jvq KvgivUv †ek fvjB †`Lv hv‡”Q| `„k¨Uv
jveYxi †QvU‡ejvi ¯^coe cyiY Ki‡Q, m‡›`n †bB| †`qvj¸‡jv
mv`v iO Kiv| †g‡S‡Z Kv‡c©U, ZvI mv`v| Kv‡Vi GKUv
†W¯‹ i‡q‡Q, IUvi wcQ‡b DuPz wcV mn GKUv †Pqvi| weQvbvUv
Kvgivi gvSLv‡b| jvj †fj‡fU g‡b n‡jv Pv`iUv‡K| Mw`Uv
GZ DuPz, cÖvq ivbvi †Kvgi mgvb| gv_vi Dci GKUv Puv‡`vqv
UvOv‡bv, †mUvI jvj, Pviw`‡K mv`v †jm Szj‡Q|
IUvi w`‡K Qy‡U †Mj jveYx, jvd w`‡q Mw`‡Z D‡V Wªc
†L‡jv| weQvbvi `yÕcv‡k bvBU ÷¨v‡Û †gvgevwZ emv‡bv|
wmwjs †_‡K Szj‡Q GKUv SvoevwZ|
ÔZzwg wK Avgvi †mB ¯^‡coe †`Lv ivRcyËyi?Õ wR‡Ám Kij
jveYx|
wb‡Ri †Vuv‡U GKUv nvZ ivLj ivbv| Ôk&k&k&!Õ Kvb †c‡Z
Kx †hb †kvbvi †Póv Ki‡Q I|
Ii †`Lv‡`wL jveYxI Kvb cvZj|
K_vevZ©vi AvIqvR †f‡m Avm‡Q| Z‡e KvQvKvwQ †Kv_vI
†_‡K bq| Kx wb‡q †hb ZK© Ki‡Q Kviv|
wcQy †bIqvi Bkviv K‡i `iRvi w`‡K G‡Mvj ivbv|
KevU †Lvjvi mgq jveYxi wbtk¦vm Abyfe Kij Nv‡o|
KwiW‡i †ewi‡q Gj Iiv| †`qv‡ji Mv‡q LvwbK cici
†nvìvi jvMv‡bv Av‡Q, †gvgevwZ R¡j‡Q †m¸‡jvq| wPbv I
_vB fvlvq Avjvc Kv‡Q Kviv †hb| Amš‘ó GKUv bvixKÉ
ïb‡Z cv‡”Q ivbv, _vB fvlvq wPrKvi Ki‡Q| m‡›`n †bB Kx
Kvi‡Y †hb _vB _vÛv‡ii wjWvi Pwμ Pzqv‡bi evÜex Lye †i‡M
†M‡Q|
AvIqvRUv AviI mvg‡b †_‡K †f‡m Avm‡Q| †`qvj
†Nu‡l †mw`‡K G‡Mvj Iiv| †ek K‡qKUv Kvgiv‡K cvk
KvwU‡q Gj, Z‡e me `iRvq KevU †bB, wKQy `iRv †mªd
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GiKg GKUv PIov wLjv‡bi wfZi †_‡K ZK©-weZ‡K©i
AvIqvR †ewi‡q Avm‡Q| wLjvbUvi Dc‡i Kv‡Vi ˆZwi GKUv
WªvM‡bi gv_v Szj‡Q|
Pwμ Pzqv‡bi evÜex Zxeª Suv‡Si m‡½ ej‡Q, ÔGme Kx
ej‡Qb Avcwb! GLv‡b ZvBIqvwbR Us-Gi wPd †gv cvB ¯^qs
Dcw¯’Z| Avwg _vB _vÛv‡ii Zid †_‡K Zuvi Kv‡QB wePvi
w`w”Q| AvcwbB wePvi K‡i ejyb, _vB Us Avgv‡`i m‡½
†eCgvbx Ki‡Q wK bv...Õ
`k
ZvBIqvb, ZvB‡c| wPqvs KvB‡kK GwfwbD|
ZvBIqvwbR wm‡μU mvwf©m †nW‡KvqvU©vi| †jd‡Ub¨v›U
†Rbv‡ij †Ps wP wkqvb-Gi †P¤^vi|
wPd †Ps wP wkqv‡bi mvg‡b GKUv †Pqv‡i e‡m i‡q‡Q
ZvBIqvwbR Us-Gi `ya©l© `jcwZ †gv cvB| cÖKvÊ kixi Zvi,
†PnvivI fq¼i, wKš‘ wm‡μU mvwf©‡mi wP‡di mvg‡b GB
gyn~‡Z© e‡m Av‡Q Ki‡Rv‡o ¶gv cÖv_©bvi fw½‡Z| ïay †VuvU
†Rvov bo‡Q Zvi| weo weo K‡i ej‡Q, Ôcv‡q cwo, Avcbvi!
gvd K‡i w`b Avgv‡K! Avi Kie bv, mvi|Õ
ÔAv‡i, gi R¡vjv!Õ †jd‡Ub¨v›U †Rbv‡ij wkqvb wei³|
ÔZLb †_‡K ejwQ, †KvbI Aciv‡ai Kvi‡Y †Zvgv‡K a‡i
Avbv nqwb, Kv‡RB gvd PvIqvi `iKvi †bB|Õ
ZvBIqvwbR Us wjWvi †gv cvB‡qi GZ¶‡Y †hb
†ev‡av`q n‡jv| ÔAciva Kwiwb? Zv n‡j Kx Kvi‡Y Avgv‡K
nvZKov cwi‡q a‡i Avbv n‡q‡Q, mvi?Õ
†jd‡Ub¨v›U †Rbv‡ij wkqvb Bkviv Ki‡Z †gv cvB‡qi
nvZKov Ly‡j w`j GKRb MvW©| Ô†eAvBbx KvR K‡i UvKv
Avi Ab¨vq K‡i cvc †Zv Avi Kg KvgvIwb, Gevi Rb¥f~wgi
FY wKQyUv †kva K‡iv, †gv|Õ
ÔRx, mvi| Avcwb hv ej‡eb, Avwg ZvB Kie|Õ Nvg w`‡q
R¡i Qvo‡Q †gv cvB‡qi| ZvBIqvwbR wm‡μU mvwf©m‡K h‡gi
†P‡qI †ewk fq cvq †m|
KvRUv ax‡imy‡¯’ Zv‡K eywS‡q w`‡jb †jd‡Ub¨v›U
†Rbv‡ij wkqvb| ÔGKUv civkw³i c−¨vb GUv| evsjv‡`‡ki
ivRavbx XvKvi Avš—R©vwZK wegvbe›`i †_‡K Avgv‡`i
cÖwZ‡ekxi ˆZwi Ges W±i bvw`ivi †W‡fjc Kiv †RU †c−b
`yiš— CMj‡K nvBR¨vK K‡i G‡b †Zvgvi †cuŠ‡Q w`‡Z n‡e
_vBj¨v‡Û| †KvbI †Uªm _vK‡j Pj‡e bv|
ÔGKB m‡½ XvKv †_‡K a‡i Avb‡Z n‡e W±i
bvw`iv‡KI| wKš‘ _vBj¨v‡Û bq, Zuv‡K †Wwjfvwi w`‡Z n‡e
wm½vcy‡i|Õ
cÖ‡qvRbxq mg¯— Z_¨mn GKUv †dvìvi †`Iqv n‡jv †gv
cvB‡K| ejv n‡jv, cÖwZUv Z_¨ gyL¯’ K‡i bL`c©‡Y ivL‡Z
n‡e| AvRB `kR‡bi GKUv †ev‡W©i mvg‡b cix¶v w`‡Z n‡e
Zvi| †ev‡W© we‡`kx gyi“weŸivI _vK‡e K‡qKRb| †Kv_vI
mvgvb¨Zg fyj n‡j Pj‡e bv| Avi †MvcbxqZvi wbðqZv
w`‡Z n‡e kZKiv GK‡kv fvM|
me‡k‡l †jd‡Ub¨v›U †Rbv‡ij wkqvb ej‡jb Avmj
K_vUv, ÔGB KvRUv myôzfv‡e Kiv I Kiv‡bvi R‡b¨ †Zvgv‡K
A‡bK UvKv †`qv n‡e| †gvU cv‡e lvU wgwjqb gvwK©b Wjvi|


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eyS‡ZB cviQ, KZUv ¸i“Z¡c~Y© Acv‡ikb GUv| Av‡iKUv
K_v, KvRUv †Zvgiv GKv hw` Ki‡Z bv cvi, Ab¨ GK ev
GKvwaK MÖ“‡ci mvnvh¨I wb‡Z cvi‡e Ñ IB civkw³i Zv‡Z
†KvbI AvcwË †bB| Z‡e GB UvKvi fvM w`‡Z n‡e
Zv‡`i‡K, M¨vivw›U w`‡Z n‡e †MvcbxqZvi|Õ
lvU wgwjqb? ZvBIqvwbR Us cÖavb †gv cvB‡qi gv_v
Nyi‡Q| cÖkoe K‡i †R‡b wbj †m, UvKvUv lvU wgwjqb gvwK©b
WjviB wK bv|
ÔwK, cvi‡e?Õ
DËi †`Iqvi Av‡M wek †m‡KÛ wPš—v Kij †gv cvB|
Zvici gv_v SuvKvj| ÔeyS‡Z cviwQ, mvi, Avcbvi wb‡Ri
GZeo †bUIAK© _vK‡Z Avgv‡K †W‡K‡Qb †Kb| Avcbviv
wK¬b _vK‡Z Pvb| †eBwRs †Ui †c‡j AvgviI Amyweav|
Kv‡RB, AvwgI wK¬b _vKe|Õ GKUz Pzc K‡i †_‡K Avevi
ejj, ÔB`vbxs _vBj¨vÛ Avi wm½vcy‡i `vc‡Ui m‡½ bvbvb
Acv‡ikb Pvjv‡”Q _vB Us| fvewQ KvRUv I‡`i‡K w`‡q
Kiv‡jB †evanq fvj n‡e| Iiv nq‡Zv _vB _vÛvi‡KI
Rwo‡q wb‡Z cv‡i| XvKvq _vÛv‡ii Kv‡bKkb fvj|Õ
Ô†ek, Zv n‡j †m e¨e¯’vB K‡iv,Õ ej‡jb ZvBIqvwbR
wm‡μU mvwf©‡mi wPd| ÔZ‡e KvD‡K GK cqmvI VwK‡qv bv|
GB Kv‡Ri me‡P‡q eo kZ©B n‡jv, GUv n‡Z n‡e mdj I
†lv‡jvAvbv wbLyuZ, wbwñ`ª|Õ
ÔR¡x, mvi, ey‡SwQ| bv, VKve bv|Õ
Ô†ek, GLbB ïi“ K‡i `vI| lvU wgwjqb Wjv‡ii †PKUv
B›UviwfD‡q wUK‡jB cv‡e| Z‡e †Pv‡Li †`Lv †`‡L wb‡Z
cv‡iv GKevi|Õ `yB nv‡Z `yB wKbviv a‡i †PKUv †`Lv‡jb
†jd‡Ub¨v›U †Rbv‡ij wkqvb|
†PvL KP‡j fvj K‡i †PKUv †`Lj †gv cvB|
†jd‡Ub¨v›U †Rbv‡ij wkqv‡bi wb‡`©‡k ILv‡b e‡mB
†dvìviUv Ly‡j co‡Z n‡jv Zv‡K| mg¯— Z_¨ I wb‡`©k †jLv
Av‡Q IUvq| Zvi cov †kl n‡Z ZvBIqvwbR wm‡μU mvwf©m
wPd ej‡jb, Ô†Zvgvi †KvbI cÖkoe _vK‡j Ki‡Z cvi|Õ
ÔGKUvB cÖkoe, mvi,Õ ejj ZvBIqvwbR Us cÖavb †gv cvB|
ÔRvwb GB Kv‡R e¨_© n‡j †g‡i †djv n‡e Avgv‡K| ïay
Rvb‡Z PvB †mUv Kxfv‡e Ñ ¸wj K‡i, bvwK...Õ
gv_v bvo‡jb †jd‡Ub¨v›U †Rbv‡ij| Ô†Zvgv‡`i KvD‡KB
†g‡i †djv n‡e bv,Õ Avk¦¯— Kievi my‡i ej‡jb wZwb| Ôhv‡`i
Kvi‡Y Acv‡ikb e¨_© e‡j g‡b Kiv n‡e Zv‡`i mevB‡K ïay
GKUv K‡i B‡ÄKkb †`qv n‡e|Õ
ÔB‡ÄKkb, mvi?Õ GKUv †XvK wMjj †gv cvB| ÔKx
B‡ÄKkb, mvi?Õ
ÔGBWm&-Gi|Õ
†mB iv‡ZB ZvBIqvwbR Us wPd †gv cvB _vB Us-Gi wjWvi
wR‡Kv ZvbvB‡qi m‡½ †Uwj‡dv‡b †hvMv‡hvM Kij| `xN©
Avjvc I A‡bK wnmve-wKZv‡ei ci KvRUv K‡i w`‡Z ivwR
n‡jv _vB Us| Z‡e wR‡Kv ZvbvB Rvbvj †c−bUv †h‡nZz
_vBj¨v‡Û †cuŠ‡Q w`‡Z n‡e, Ges g~j Acv‡ikbUv n‡e XvKvq,
†m‡nZz _vB _vÛvi‡K bv Rvwb‡q KvRUv Kiv hv‡e bv| †m
AviI ejj, XvKvi AvÛviIqv‡ì©i MWdv`vi‡`i m‡½ _vB
_vÛv‡ii fvj wj¼ Av‡Q, ILv‡b Zviv WªvM cvPvi K‡i|
me ï‡b ZvBIqvwbR Us cÖavb †gv cvB ejj, KvRUv _vB
_vÛvi‡K w`‡q Kiv‡j Zvi †KvbI AvcwË †bB, wR‡Kv ZvbvB
†hfv‡e fvj e‡j g‡b Ki‡e †mfv‡eB KvRUv Kiv‡e, Z‡e
†MvcbxqZvi wbðqZv w`‡Z n‡e nvb‡WªW cv‡m©›U| _vB Us‡K
†m Pwj−k wgwjqb gvwK©b Wjvi Advi Kij|


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_vB Us wjWvi wR‡Kv ZvbvB Lywk‡Z evM evM| Zvi aviYv
KvRUv †m _vB _vÛvi‡K w`‡q `k wgwjqb Wjv‡iB Kiv‡Z
cvi‡e| A_©vr †KvbI KvR bv K‡iB gvSLvb †_‡K wÎk
wgwjqb Wjvi jvf Ki‡Z hv‡”Q †m|
wR‡Kv ZvbvB‡qi GZ Lywk nIqvi wcQ‡b AviI GKUv
KviY Av‡Q| bv‡Ui ¸i“ mswk−ó civkw³i B‡›Uwj‡RÝ Zv‡K
AviI GKUv KvR w`‡q‡Q Ñ Kx GKUv Kv‡R Zv‡`i †Mvcb
GKUv Av¯—vbv I‡`i‡K e¨envi Ki‡Z w`‡Z n‡e|
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Gici _vB _vÛv‡ii wjWvi Pwμ Pzqv‡bi m‡½ Av‡jvPbvq
emj _vB Us| Kx Acv‡ikb, †Kv_vq, Kxfv‡e Ki‡Z n‡e
ï‡b ayiÜi Pwμ Pzqvb m‡½ m‡½ ey‡S wbj Zv‡`i mvnvh¨ Qvov
GB KvR U‡Oi c‡¶ m¤¢e bq| XvKvi AvÛviIqv‡ì©i m‡½
Zv‡`i fvj wj¼ †Zv Av‡QB, wm½vcy‡iI ˆea-A‰ea A‡bK
weR‡bm d«›U Av‡Q Zv‡`i, Av‡Q †ek K‡qKUv †mdnvDmI|
Zviv †P‡q emj wek wgwjqb Wjvi|
cÖ‡g wek wgwjq‡b ivwR bv n‡jI, c‡i eva¨ n‡q _vB
_vÛv‡ii `vwe †g‡b wb‡Z n‡jv _vB Us‡K| Kv‡R nvZ
†`Iqvi Av‡MB LiPcvwZi K_v e‡j `k wgwjqb Wjvi †P‡q
wbj Pwμ Pzqvb, wVK n‡jv evwK `k wgwjqb KvR †kl n‡j
†`Iqv n‡e Zv‡K|
KvR ey‡S wb‡q c−¨vb-†cÖvMÖvg Q‡K wb‡q `yÕ`‡j fvM n‡q
XvKvi D‡Ï‡k iIbv n‡q †Mj _vB _vÛvi| cÖg `‡j _vKj
cuvPRb, `j‡bZvi bvg ZvBg Avb›`, mnKvix †nv UvKwmb|
wØZxq `‡ji †bZ…Z¡ †`‡e Pwμ Pzqvb wb‡RB, Zvi mnKvix
_vK‡e avbvB VvKzi|
Zviv iIbv n‡ZB Pwμ Pzqv‡bi cÖwZwbwa I wek¦¯— evnK
†cÖg wZjmyjvb›` _vB Us-Gi wjWvi wR‡Kv ZvbvB‡qi m‡½
e¨vsK‡K Ri“wi wgwU‡O emj|
†cÖg wZjmyjvb›` Rvbvj, Zvi wjWvi Pwμ Pzqvb Zv‡K
we‡kl GKUv wb‡`©k w`‡q †M‡Q| _vB _vÛvi‡K GLbB, A_©vr
KvR †kl nIqvi Av‡MB, evwK `k wgwjqb Wjvi w`‡Z n‡e|
ïay ZvB bq, KvRUvq †h‡nZz SuywKi gvÎv Lye †ewk ZvB
†evbvm wnmv‡e AviI wek wgwjqb `vwe Ki‡Q Zviv|
KvRUv Mjvq AvU‡K †M‡Q, GB ch©v‡q ZK© K‡i †KvbI
jvf †bB, AMZ¨v eva¨ n‡q _vB _vÛv‡ii Ab¨vq `vwe †g‡b
wbj _vB Us| †h UvKvUv cvIbv wQj, A_©vr `k wgwjqb Wjvi,
†cÖm wZjmyjvb›`‡K †c‡g›U K‡i w`j Zviv, ejj evwK wek
wgwjqb KvR †kl n‡j †`‡e|
h_v mg‡q mvd‡j¨i m‡½ †kl n‡jv KvR| Acv‡ikb
mdj n‡q‡Q, GB Lei †Uwj‡dv‡b _vBj¨v‡Û †cuŠQvevi m‡½
m‡½ _vB Us wjWvi wR‡Kv ZvbvB‡qi m‡½ Avevi wgwU‡O emj
†cÖg wZjmyjvb›`, ejj, Gevi evwK wek wgwjqb Wjvi `vI|
wR‡Kv ZvbvB Lei wb‡q Rvbj, Zvi e¨vb mc Av¯—vbvq
mwZ¨ mwZ¨ GKUv †c−b †cuŠ‡Q‡Q, Zvi †jvKRb †mUvi `vwqZ¡I
ey‡S wb‡q‡Q| Z‡e W±i bvw`iv‡K wb‡q d¬vBs A¨vgey‡jÝ
wm½vcy‡i †cuŠ‡Q‡Q wK bv †mUv Rvbv m¤¢e n‡jv bv| †m fvej,
†c−bUvB †Zv Avmj; †mUv hLb nv‡Z P‡j G‡m‡Q, ZLb Avi
fq cvIqvi †KvbI KviY †bB| cwi®‹vi fvlvq †cªg
wZjmyjvb›`‡K Rvwb‡q w`j †m, ÔhvI, fv‡Mv, Avi GKUv
cqmvI cv‡e bv|Õ
AvKvk †_‡K coj b›`| ÔwKš‘ †Kb?Õ
Ô†Zvgv‡`i `vwe wQj A‡hŠw³K, Ab¨vq I nvm¨Ki, ZvB|Õ
b›` wR‡Ám Kij, ÔZv n‡j w`‡Z ivwR n‡qwQ‡j †Kb?Õ
wR‡Kv ZvbvB Reve w`j, ÔDcvq wQj bv, †Zvgv‡`i Ab¨vq
`vwe eva¨ n‡q †g‡b wb‡Z n‡qwQj ZLb| wVK Av‡Q, wek


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wgwjqb †Zv †KvbI hyw³i K_v bq, GB bvI wek nvRvi
Wjvi...Õ
_vB Us I _vB _vÛv‡ii g‡a¨ GB wb‡qB we‡iva| _vB
_vÛvi GKUv †c−b wVKB RvqMv gZ †cuŠ‡Q w`‡q‡Q, wKš‘
evOvwj weÁvbx W±i bvw`iv‡K wm½vcyi †_‡K Mv‡qe K‡i
w`‡q‡Q Zviv| Kxfv‡e?
wm½vcyi B›Uvib¨vkbvj Gqvi‡cvU© †_‡K XvKvi D‡Ï‡k
iIbv nIqvi mgq _vB _vÛv‡ii Gqvi A¨vgey‡j‡Ýi Mv‡q
†jLv wQj ÔMOUNT ELIZABETH FLYING
AMBULANCEÕ| weÁvbx W±i bvw`iv‡K wb‡q †divi
ci j¨vÛ Kievi K_v wQj Pvw½ Gqvi‡cv‡U©|
gvD›U GwjRv‡e_ d¬vBs A¨vgey‡j‡Ýi Rb¨ _vB I
ZvBIqvwbR Us‡K wb‡q Pvw½ Gqvi‡cv‡U© A‡c¶v KiwQj
Zv‡`i gyi“weŸiv, we‡kl GKUv †evwqs †c−b wb‡q| Av‡MB K_v
n‡q Av‡Q, _vB _vÛvi GLv‡bB mswk−ó civkw³i cÖwZwbwai
nv‡Z Zz‡j †`‡e evOvwj weÁvbx‡K| m‡½ m‡½ W±i bvw`iv‡K
wb‡q iIbv n‡q hv‡e †evwqs, K‡qK NÈvi g‡a¨ †cuŠ‡Q hv‡e
`ywbqvi Av‡iK cÖv‡š—|
wKš‘ gvD›U GwjRv‡e_ d¬vBs A¨vgey‡jÝ bv‡g †KvbI †c−b
Pvw½ Gqv‡cv‡U© bv‡gwb|
_vB _vÛvi weÁvbx W±i bvw`iv‡K wb‡q †c−bUv‡K j¨vÛ
Kivq wm½vcy‡ii Z…Zxq Gqvi‡cvU© †ZbMvn&-G| †c−‡bi bvg
e`‡j BLUE BIRD AIRWAYS iv‡L Zviv| ILvb
†_‡K GKUv A¨vgey‡j‡Ý Zz‡j weÁvbx‡K Mv‡qe K‡i w`‡q‡Q|
Kx NU‡Q AuvP Ki‡Z †c‡i ZvBIqvwbR wm‡μU mvwf©m
Pvc w`‡”Q ZvBIqvwbR Us‡K, ej‡Q `yiš— CM‡ji †P‡q A‡bK
†ewk ¸i“Z¡ weÁvbx W±i bvw`ivi, Kv‡RB Zuv‡K Qvov Pj‡e bv
IB civkw³i|
ZvBIqvwbR Us Pvc w`‡”Q _vB Us‡K, ej‡Q, _vB
_vÛv‡ii m‡½ we‡iva wgwU‡q †d‡j hZ ZvovZvwo cvi W±i
bvw`iv‡K D×vi K‡i Avgv‡`i nv‡Z Zz‡j `vI|
GB Pv‡ci Kv‡Q bwZ ¯^xKvi K‡i _vB _vÛv‡ii m‡½
Av‡jvPbvq em‡Z ivwR n‡q‡Q _vB Us-Gi wjWvi wR‡Kv
ZvbvB| GB gyn~‡Z© wbR Av¯—vbv e¨vb mc `y‡M© _vB _vÛv‡ii
wjWvi Pwμ Pzqv‡bi cÖwZwbwa, Zvi evÜex wP·jLv gvwn`j-
Gi m‡½ wgwUs Ki‡Q †m|
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KwiW‡i cv‡qi AvIqvR cvIqv †Mj| jveYx‡K Bw½Z Kij
ivbv, †Lvjv wLjv‡bi mvg‡b †_‡K m‡i G‡m e¨¯—Zvi fvb
K‡i nuvU‡Z ïi“ Kij `yRb †hw`K †_‡K AvIqvRUv Avm‡Q|
GKUz ci †`Lj euvK Ny‡i GwM‡q Avm‡Q I‡`i gZB †cvkvK
civ `yRb Kzwj, Z‡e Zv‡`i gv_vq `y‡Uv ev· i‡q‡Q| ivbvi
g‡b coj, Kv‡M©v wk‡ci †nv‡ì cix¶v Kievi mgq wKQy
ev‡· Zwi-ZiKvwi I djcvKo †`‡LwQj Iiv| †m¸‡jvB
m¤¢eZ `y‡M©i A›`ign‡j †cuŠ‡Q †`Iqv n‡”Q|
†jvK¸‡jv Av‡iK euvK Ny‡i †Pv‡Li Avovj nIqvi m‡½
m‡½ Avevi †Lvjv wLjv‡bi cv‡k wd‡i Gj Iiv| GB
wLjv‡bi wfZiB _vB Us wjWvi wR‡Kv ZvbvB‡qi m‡½ Ri“wi
wgwUs Ki‡Q _vB _vÛv‡ii cÖwZwbwa wP·jLv gvwn`j|
ivbv‡K Kvfvi w`‡”Q jveYx, wLjv‡bi wKbviv †_‡K DuwK
w`‡q Kvgivi wfZi ZvKvj ivbv| `iRvi w`‡K cvk wd‡i
GKUv wm‡½j †mvdvq e‡m i‡q‡Q my›`ix _vB Zi“Yx wP·jLv
gvwn`j, †mvdvi wcQ‡b `uvwo‡q Zvi e¨w³MZ †`ni¶xiv|
jvj ¯‹v‡U©i m‡½ mv`v ccwj‡bi wU-kvU© `vi“Y gvwb‡q‡Q
†g‡qwU‡K, Zvi Dci civ Lv‡Uv wg¼ †KvU AZ¨š— `vwg|
weivU nvZe¨vMUv i‡q‡Q †Kv‡ji Dci| wki`uvov Lvov K‡i


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e‡m Av‡Q †m, K_v ejevi mgq `ª“Zfw½‡Z nvZ bvo‡Q|
wP·jLv gvwn`‡ji mvg‡bi GKUv wm‡½j †mvdvq e‡m
i‡q‡Q dzUej AvK…wZi GKRb wPbv| Zvi cv `y‡Uv nvwZ‡KI
j¾v †`‡e, cy‡iv gv_v Kvgv‡bv, eqm Pwj−‡ki KvQvKvwQ| ivbv
Av›`vR Kij, GB †jvKUvB m¤¢eZ _vB Us-Gi wjWvi wR‡Kv
ZvbvB| Zvi wcQ‡bI `yRb †`ni¶x `uvwo‡q i‡q‡Q|
wLjv‡bi w`‡K gyL K‡i †djv Wvej †mvdvq e‡m Av‡Q
AviI GKRb wPbv| †jvKUv wekvj‡`nx| iv‡Zi †ejvI
mvbM−vm c‡i‡Q| Zv‡K ZvBIqvwbR Us-Gi wjWvi †gv cvB
e‡j g‡b n‡jv ivbvi| Zvi wcQ‡bI †`ni¶x i‡q‡Q, Z‡e
gvÎ GKRb|
Kvgivi wfZ‡i _vB Us m`m¨ PvB-cvB †`I‡K †Kv_vI
†`L‡Z cv‡”Q bv ivbv, †h †jvKUv Lyb K‡i‡Q Bgi“j
Kv‡qm‡K|
wP·jLv gvwn`j cybive„wË Ki‡Q Zvi K_v, ÔAvwg _vB
_vÛv‡ii Zid †_‡K ZvBIqvwbR Us wP‡di Kv‡Q wePvi
PvBwQ| meB †Zv ïb‡jb, Gevi ejyb _vB Us Avgv‡`i m‡½
†eCgvbx K‡i‡Q wKbv...Õ
Ô†KD ej‡jB †Zv Avi Avwg wePvi Ki‡Z cvwi bv,Õ Wvej
†mvdvq emv ZvBIqvwbR Us wPd †gv cvB ejj| Ô`yÕc¶‡KB
Av‡M ivwR n‡Z n‡e, Avgvi ga¨¯’Zv ev wePvi gvb‡e Zviv|Õ
ÔAvwg gvbe,Õ ejj wP·jLv| ÔAvkv Kwi Avcbvi ivq
c¶cvZ`yó n‡e bv|Õ
ÔAvwgI gvbe,Õ ejj _vB Us wPd wR‡Kv ZvbvB| ÔZ‡e
Aby‡iva _vK‡e _vB _vÛv‡ii AwZ †jv‡fi †hb wb›`v Kiv
nq|Õ
LyK K‡i †K‡k ZvBIqvwbR Us wPd †gv cvB ejj,
ÔmevB‡K Avwg ïay GKUv K_v g‡b Kwi‡q w`‡Z PvB Ñ KvRUv
wKš‘ GKwU gnv¶gZvkvjx civkw³i| GB KvR hvi Kvi‡YB
e¨_© †nvK, Iiv wKš‘ Avgv‡`i mevB‡K KwVb kvw¯— †`‡e|Õ
GKUz weiwZ wbj †m, Zvici Avevi ejj, Ônu¨v, AvwgI ewj,
_vB _vÛvi wØZxq `dvq wek wgwjqb Wjvi `vwe K‡i Ab¨vq
K‡iwQj| Z‡e †mB m‡½ G-I ewj, GUvB †Zv Avgv‡`i
†ckv Ñ KviI `ye©jZv‡K cyuwR K‡i hZ cviv hvq Kvwg‡q
†bqv| AvdUvi Aj, Avmj KvRUv †Zv IivB K‡i‡Q, ZvB bv?
_vB Us †Zv gvSLvb †_‡K Kwgkb Lvw”Qj †Kej|
ÔZvic‡iI mewKQyiB GKUv mxgv Av‡Q, Ges †mB mxgv
_vB _vÛvi j•Nb K‡i †M‡Q| Avgvi we‡ePbv wek wgwjqb
Wjvi A‡hŠw³K `vwe, Avevi wek nvRviI dvjZz cÖ¯—ve|
UvKvi A¼Uv nIqv DwPZ cuvP wgwjqb gvwK©b Wjvi|Õ
Kvgivi wfZi bxieZv †b‡g Gj|
Svov wÎk †m‡KÛ ci ZvBIqvwbR Us wPd †gv cvB Avevi
gyL Lyjj, ÔAvgiv Zv n‡j GB mg‡SvZvq †cuŠQvjvg †h UvKvcqmvi
†jb‡`b †P‡Ki gva¨‡g bq, bM‡` n‡e| weÁvbx W±i
bvw`iv‡K †h‡nZz wm½vcy‡i jywK‡q †i‡L‡Q _vB _vÛvi,
†mLv‡bB UvKvi wewbg‡q Zuv‡K MÖnY Ki‡e _vB Us|Õ
ÔwP·jLv ejyb,Õ gyL Lyjj _vB Us wPd wR‡Kv, ÔweÁvbx
W±i bvw`iv‡K wm½vcy‡ii †Kv_vq ivLv n‡q‡Q, Ges UvKvUv
Avgiv †Kv_vq †cuŠ‡Q †`e|Õ
gv_v bvoj wP·jLv| ÔK_v w`‡q †mUv ivLv nqwb,Õ ejj
†m|
ÔK_v †Zv AvcbvivI iv‡Lbwb,Õ cvëv Reve|
ÔKv‡RB GKUv Awek¦vm ˆZwi n‡q‡Q| Avgiv Avcbv‡`i
wm½vcywi Av¯—vbvq wZjmyjvb›`‡K cvVve, Avcbviv Zvi nv‡Z
UvKvUv cvwV‡q †`‡eb| c‡_ Zvi ev UvKvi wKQy n‡j,
Avcbviv `vqx _vK‡eb| UvKv ey‡S cvevi ci †dv‡b GKUv


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wVKvbv Rvbve Avgiv, †mLv‡b †M‡j W±i bvw`iv‡K †c‡q
hv‡eb...Õ
ÔGB! †K ILv‡b!Õ AK¯§vr ûsKvi Qvoj wR‡Kv ZvbvB‡qi
GKRb †`ni¶x, mivmwi wLjv‡bi w`‡K ZvwK‡q i‡q‡Q|
KwiW‡i †KD †bB †`‡L ivbvi Kuv‡ai Dci w`‡q wLjv‡bi
wfZiUv †`Levi †Póv KiwQj jveYx, wbðqB †`ni¶xi †Pv‡L
aiv c‡o †M‡Q|
Ôme©bvk!Õ e‡j jveYxi nvZ a‡i QyUj ivbv, Z‡e †hw`K
†_‡K `y‡M©i wfZi Xy‡K‡Q †mw`‡K bq, AviI wfZi w`‡K|
fvM¨Uv I‡`i fvjB ej‡Z n‡e †h †gvgevwZi Kuvcv Kuvcv
Av‡jvq Kx †`‡L‡Q wb‡RI wbwðZ wQj bv wR‡Kv ZvbvB‡qi
†`ni¶x| ûsKvi Qvo‡jI †KD mvov bv †`Iqvq fvej,
wbðqB Qvqv †`‡L‡Q †m|
mvg‡bi euvKUv Ny‡i nuvUvi MwZ Kwg‡q Avbj ivbv| Ii
cv‡kB _vK‡Q jveYx| wdmwdm K‡i Rvb‡Z PvBj †m,
Ô†Kv_vq hvw”Q Avgiv?Õ
Ô†Zvgvi aviYv mwZ¨ wK bv Rvb‡Z,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔZzwg
e‡jQ †c−bUv GLv‡b †Kv_vI Av‡Q|Õ
mvg‡bi GKUv Kvgiv †_‡K †mB `yRb Kzwj‡K †ei“‡Z
†`Lj Iiv, GLb Zv‡`i gv_vq ev· †bB| I‡`i‡K A™¢yZ
`„wó‡Z †`Lj Zviv, Z‡e wKQy ejj bv, cvk KvwU‡q P‡j
†Mj|
Zviv euvK Ny‡i A`„k¨ n‡ZB †Lvjv `iRv w`‡q KvgivUvi
wfZi XyKj ivbv, wcQy wb‡q jveYxI| GK wgwbU ci †ewi‡q
Gj Avevi, `yR‡bi gv_v‡ZB †QvU AvKv‡ii GKUv K‡i
Kv‡Vi ev·| GB Ae¯’vq †`L‡j mn‡R †KD I‡`i‡K m‡›`n
Ki‡Z cvi‡e bv|
AviI wZb‡U eÜ Kvgivi `iRv I `y‡Uv †Lvjv wLjvb‡K
cvk KvUvj Iiv| KwiW‡ii †PŠgv_vq †cuŠ‡Q †Kvb& w`‡K hv‡e
fve‡Q ivbv, GKUv ¸Äb ïb‡Z †c‡q Wvb w`‡K iIbv n‡jv|
wKQy `~i hvIqvi ci mvg‡b coj weivU nji“g, GK gv_vq
bx‡P bvgevi wmuwo, Av‡iK gv_vq Dc‡i IVvi| ¸ÄbUv †f‡m
Avm‡Q bx‡P †_‡K|
jveYx‡K wcQy †bIqvi Bw½Z Kij ivbv| avc †e‡q bvg‡Q
Iiv| LvwbKUv †b‡g †gvPo †L‡q‡Q wmuwoUv| avc¸‡jv
Kswμ‡Ui| Av‡iKUv KwiW‡i bvg‡Z hv‡”Q, GB mgq ivbv
†`Lj evg w`K †_‡K `yRb †jvK nb nb K‡i I‡`i w`‡K
GwM‡q Avm‡Q| wcQy n‡U wmuwoi av‡c wdi‡Z wM‡q Av‡iKUz
n‡j jveYx‡K av°v w`‡Z hvw”Qj I|
gv_vq ev· wb‡q wmuwo av‡c `uvwo‡q _vKj Iiv| cv‡qi
AvIqvR `ª“Z GwM‡q Avm‡Q| wPbv fvlvq K_v ej‡Q D‡ËwRZ
†jvK `yRb, Kx ej‡Q †evSv hv‡”Q bv| wmuwo‡K cvk KvwU‡q
P‡j †Mj Zviv, Nvo wdwi‡q I‡`i w`‡K ZvKvj bv| ivbvi
evû‡Z wb‡Ri MvjUv evievi Nl‡Q jveYx, weovj †hgb Mv
N‡l gvby‡li cv‡q|
åƒ KuyP‡K Zvi w`‡K ZvKvj ivbv|
wbtk‡ã nvmj jveYx| ÔPzjKvw”Qj|Õ
wmuwo †_‡K †b‡g G‡m KwiW‡ii `yÕw`‡K ZvKvj Iiv|
†KD †bB| evg w`‡K G‡Mvj, Av‡iK cÖ¯’ wmuwo †e‡q AviI
GK †d¬vi bx‡P bvgj| GB wmuwoUv †kl n‡q‡Q GKUv `iRvi
mvg‡b| nvZ w`‡ZB Ly‡j †Mj KevU, jveYx‡K wb‡q GKUv
Uv‡b‡j XyKj ivbv|
Uv‡b‡j B‡jKwUªK Av‡jv R¡j‡Q| †`qvj eivei wek dzU
cici GKUv K‡i †QvU AvKv‡ii w¯úKvi wdU Kiv| †jvKRb
KvD‡K †`Lv hv‡”Q bv| Uv‡bjUv evg w`‡K cÖvq wmwK gvBj
GwM‡q Ajmfw½‡Z euvK wb‡q‡Q Wvbw`‡K| LvwbK ci ci


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†`qv‡ji Mv wcwQ‡q †M‡Q, ILv‡b GKUv K‡i Kzjw½|
gv_vq †evSv wb‡q fvimvg¨ i¶v K‡i nuvU‡Z BwZg‡a¨
`yR‡bB Af¨¯— n‡q †M‡Q, nvZ w`‡q a‡i bv _vKv m‡Ë¡I
MvgQv emv‡bv Lywj †_‡K ev·Uvi c‡o hvIqvi †KvbI fq
†bB|
cv Pvwj‡q G‡Mvj Iiv, †`qvj †Nu‡l nuvU‡Q| abyK
AvK…wZi euv‡Ki Kv‡Q Avmevi ci nuvUvi MwZ Kwg‡q Avbj|
I‡`i mvg‡b cÖKvÊ AvKv‡ii `y‡Uv myBs †Wvi Ñ Avm‡j
dUK| G‡KKUv cÂvk dzU DuPz, PIovq Zvi wظY| I¸‡jvi
wcQb †_‡K †fuvZv GKUv AvIqvR †ewi‡q Avm‡Q|
jveYx‡K wb‡q wKQyUv wcwQ‡q Gj ivbv, GKUv Kzjw½i
wfZi w`‡K m‡i G‡m gv_vi ev·Uv †g‡S‡Z bvwg‡q ivLj|
ÔGLv‡b A‡c¶v K‡iv, Avwg †PK K‡i Avwm,Õ ejj I|
Ii †`Lv‡`wL wb‡Ri ev·UvI bvwg‡q‡Q jveYx| gv_v
SuvwK‡q bvf©vm GKUz nvmj †m|
euvKUv cy‡iv Ny‡i G‡Mvj ivbv, j¶ Kij dUK `y‡Uvi
Mv‡q ¯^vfvweK AvK…wZi GKUv K‡i `iRvI Av‡Q| evg
w`‡Ki `iRvUv †Lvjvi Rb¨ be-Gi w`‡K nvZ evov‡Z hv‡e
I, GB mgq wb‡R †_‡KB Ly‡j †Mj †mUv|
ûogyo K‡i †ewi‡q Gj `xN©‡`nx GK †jvK, cÖKvÊ gyLUv
Nv‡g wf‡R Av‡Q| Mv‡qi iO njy`, †PvL `y‡Uv mi“ dvUj
gvÎ| ci‡b mv`v myU, ey‡Ki Kv‡Q jvj †Mvjvc AvUKv‡bv|
†`Lv gvÎ wPbj ivbv, m‡½ m‡½ nv‡Z †ewi‡q Gj QywiUv|
ivbv‡K †`‡L nuv n‡q †Mj PvB-cvB †`I|
Kíbvi †Pv‡L Bgi“j Kv‡q‡mi cÖvYeš— †PnvivUv †`L‡Z
cv‡”Q ivbv| †`I‡qi nvZ kv‡U©i wfZi Xy‡K hv‡”Q| Qywii
mi“ djvUv Z‡ivqv‡ji gZ †mvRv XywK‡q w`j ivbv Zvi ey‡K,
djvi WMv w`‡q wP‡i w`j ürwcÊUv‡K| Av‡iKUz †V‡j nvZj
ch©š— †XvKvj I| Zvici wcwQ‡q G‡m QywiUv Uvb w`‡q †ei
K‡i wbj|
m‡½ m‡½ †`I‡qi kv‡U©i mvg‡bUv jvj n‡q DVj, my‡U
evUb‡nv‡j AvUKv‡bv IB GKB i‡Oi †MvjvcUvI wVK GB
mgq Uyc K‡i c‡o †Mj KwiW‡ii †g‡S‡Z| GK cv wcQy
nUj _vB wPbv| gy‡³vLwPZ nvZjmn †QvÆ wc¯—jUvI kv‡U©i
wfZi †_‡K L‡m coj| Ny‡i ivbvi w`‡K wcQb wdij PvBcvB
†`I, Zvici gyL _ye‡o c‡o †Mj, PvIqv-cvIqvi Avi
wKQy †bB Zvi|
Qywii djv gy‡Q g„Z‡`nUv †U‡b wb‡q wM‡q eo GKUv
Kzjyw½‡Z jywK‡q ivLj ivbv, Zvici wd‡i G‡m `iRvUv
Lyjj| Kvgivi wfZi nvjKv †auvqv i‡q‡Q| dvqvi
G·wUs¸Bkvi wb‡q Qy‡UvQywU Ki‡Q †jvKRb|
KvgivUv weivU, eo AvKv‡ii Bb‡Wvi †÷wWqv‡gi gZ|
†÷wWqv‡gi gvSLv‡b eomo GKUv KvVv‡gv †`L‡Z cv‡”Q
ivbv, †Zicj w`‡q †X‡K ivLv n‡q‡Q †mUv‡K| †Zic‡ji
Mv‡q KvVv‡gvUvi dy‡U IVv AvK…wZ †`‡L ivbvi Avi eyS‡Z
evwK _vKj bv Kx IUv|
GKUv †c−b|
`k-ev‡ivRb †jvK †Zic‡ji Dci mv`v †dvg †¯úª
Ki‡Q| GKB m‡½ GKUv †Uv Kvi †Zicj w`‡q XvKv
†c−bUv‡K †U‡b mwi‡q wb‡q hv‡”Q Av‡iKw`‡K, IUvi wcQy
wb‡q G‡Mv‡”Q KgK‡iI cÂvk-lvURb wPbv| Zv‡`i m‡½
cuvP-mvZRb †k¦Zv½‡KI †`Lj ivbv, †Pnvivq eqm I
e¨w³‡Z¡i Qvc †`‡L g‡b n‡jv cvBjU wKsev A¨v‡ivbwUK
BwÄwbqvi n‡Z cv‡i|
†Zic‡j XvKv _vKvq †evSvi †KvbI Dcvq †bB †h IUv
evsjv‡`k Gqvi‡dv‡m©i †RU `yiš— CMj wK bv| Kvgivi


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wfZ‡i †Kv_vI Av¸‡bi wPýgvÎ †bB, ïay †auvqv †`L‡Z cv‡”Q
ivbv| Ii gZ Kzwj Avi †KD †bB wfZ‡i, Zvic‡iI mvnm
K‡i wfo †V‡j G‡Mvj ivbv, KvQ †_‡K †`‡L hw` wKQy eyS‡Z
cv‡i GB Avkvq| †c−bUv‡K cy‡iv GK P°i Ny‡i Avm‡Z `kev‡
iv wgwbU †j‡M †Mj, wKš‘ in‡m¨i †KvbI wKbviv Ki‡Z
cvij bv I|
†Zic‡ji †KvY a‡i Zzj‡Z cvi‡j wfZiUv †`Lv hvq,
wKš‘ Zv‡Z wb‡Ri w`‡K m‡›`‡ni `„wó AvK…ó Kiv n‡e| Zv
Qvov, wPbviv Ggbfv‡e wN‡i †i‡L‡Q, IUvi cuvP dz‡Ui g‡a¨I
†cuŠQv‡Z cvi‡Q bv ivbv|
ivbvi B‡”Q `„k¨Uv jveYxI †`LyK| †PvL w`‡q cvwb
Mov‡”Q, †÷wWqvg †_‡K †ewi‡q G‡m euv‡Ki w`‡K G‡Mv‡”Q
I|
GB mgq jvDWw¯úKvi †_‡K fvix GKUv Kɯ^i †ewi‡q
Gj| ÔA¨v‡Ubkb GfwiewW! A¨v‡Ubkb! GKwU we‡kl
†NvlYv| Avgv‡`i Av¯—vbvq kΓi AbycÖ‡ek N‡U‡Q! aviYv
Kiv n‡”Q msL¨vq Zviv K‡qKRb| `y‡M©i mg¯— Rvbvjv-`iRv
I dUK eÜ K‡i `vI| wiRvf© MvW©iv wWDwUwZ P‡j G‡mv!
mevB †Lqvj iv‡Lv †KvbI Ae¯’v‡ZB Zviv †hb `yM© †_‡K
†ei“‡Z bv cv‡i|Õ
nbnb K‡i G‡Mv‡”Q ivbv| euvKUvi Kv‡Q wd‡i G‡m
Kyjw½‡Z XyKj| Zvici w¯’i n‡q †Mj I| ïay ev· `y‡Uv
i‡q‡Q, jveYx †bB Ñ bv Kzjw½‡Z, bv Uv‡b‡j|
GMv‡iv
`y‡M© kΓi AbycÖ‡ek N‡U‡Q ï‡b †÷bMvb I KvievBb nv‡Z
wb‡q wØZxq dU‡Ki `iRv w`‡q wcjwcj K‡i †ewi‡q Gj _vB
Us-Gi wiRvf© MvW©iv| euvK Ny‡i wmuwoi w`‡K QyU‡Q Zviv,
Zv‡`i m‡½ ivbvI QyU‡Q|
wmuwoi A‡a©KUv wbwe©‡Noe †b‡g Gj ivbv| Zvici MvW©‡`i
D‡ëv GKUv †mªv‡Zi gy‡L co‡Z n‡jv| G‡K †Zv wKQy †jvK
bvg‡Q, wKQy †jvK DV‡Q, Zvi Dci †KD KvD‡K c_ Qvo‡Z
ivwR bq| duvK M‡j †KvbIiK‡g bx‡P bvg‡Z cvij ivbv|
KwiW‡ii Ae¯’v AviI Lvivc| Rb‡mªv‡Zi `y‡Uv aviv
GLv‡bI ci¯ú‡ii D‡ëvw`‡K hvIqvi †Póv Ki‡Q| `yB
†mªv‡Zi gvSLv‡b AvUKv c‡o wb‡R‡K hLb wbivc` e‡j
fve‡Z ïi“ K‡i‡Q ivbv, wVK ZLbB Qq dzU j¤^v GK †k¦Zv½
AevK †Pv‡L Ii w`‡K †P‡q bvwK gvwK©bx D”Pvi‡Y Bs‡iwR‡Z
ejj, Ô†hb †Pbv †Pbv jv‡M?Õ
wKQy eyS‡Z bv cvivi fvb K‡i †mvRv mvg‡b ZvwK‡q
†jvKUv‡K cvk KvUvevi †Póv Kij ivbv|
cigyn~‡Z© wnsmª Dj−v‡m †n‡m DVj †k¦Zv½ †jvKUv| ÔIn&
MW, nvD dvwb A¨vÛ B›Uv‡iw÷s! ZzwgB Zv n‡j AbycÖ‡ek
K‡iQ Ñ gvmy` iv...Õ
wPbv‡`i nBPB‡K Qvwc‡q ¸wji kã n‡jv| ivbvi nv‡Z
†ewi‡q Avmv wc¯—j †_‡K n‡q‡Q ¸wjUv| †k¦Zv½ †jvKUv
KíbvI Ki‡Z cv‡iwb GZ kΓi gvSLv‡b `uvwo‡q Gfv‡e
c‡q›U e−¨v¼ ¸wj Pvjv‡e ivbv|
e¨_vq I we¯§‡q nuv n‡q †Mj GmwcIbvR G‡R›U, nvZ


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Pvcv w`j wVK †hLv‡b Zvi ürwcÊUv dz‡Uv n‡q‡Q| †PvL
bvwg‡q ZvKvj †m, AvOy‡ji duvK M‡j i³ †ewi‡q Avm‡Q|
Zvici wb‡¯—R n‡q †Mj Zvi †PvL `y‡Uv| gviv †M‡Q, wKš‘
RvqMvi Afv‡e jvkUv co‡Q bv|
Avkcv‡ki wPbv MvW©iv A‡b‡KB GLb ZvwK‡q Av‡Q
ivbvi w`‡K| wb‡R‡`i gvSLv‡b kμ‡K †c‡qI Kx Ki‡e
eyS‡Z cvi‡Q bv Zviv| ci¯ú‡ii m‡½ wP‡o P¨vÞv n‡”Q
mevB, †KDB Zvi Av‡Moeqv¯¿ Kvq`v gZ ai‡Z cvi‡Q bv|
wb‡Ri c_ K‡i †bIqvi Rb¨ Wvb nv‡Z aiv wc¯—‡ji wUªMvi
Av‡iKevi wU‡c w`j ivbv| GK †jv‡Ki GKUv nvZ Ii Mjvi
w`‡K GwM‡q AvmwQj, †bwZ‡q coj †mUv|
cÖPÊ Pv‡ci g‡a¨ weåvš— I w`‡knviv mevB, ZviB my‡hvM
wb‡”Q ivbv| GK MvW© Zvi wc¯—j †ei Kievi †Póv Ki‡Q,
†`L‡Z †c‡qB e¨v‡ij Nywi‡q Avevi wUªMvi wUcj I| ¸wj
†L‡q D‡ë †Mj Zvi †PvL|
ey‡K I Kuv‡a Nywm Abyfe Kij ivbv, SuvwK Lv‡”Q Ii
kixi| Pvicvk †_‡K AvNvZ Avm‡Q| GLb ïay GKUz duvKv
RvqMv `iKvi I‡`i, Pviw`K †_‡K I‡K a‡i wQu‡o KzwUKzwU
Ki‡e _vB wPbviv|
`yRb MvW© Gfv‡e mywe‡a n‡e bv ey‡S `ª“Z wcwQ‡q †Mj
wKQy`~i| wcQvevi RvqMv †c‡Z †Zgb †KvbI Amywe‡a n‡jv
bv| cÖg my‡hv‡MB ivbvi eyK j¶¨ K‡i ivB‡dj Zzj‡Z
hv‡”Q `yRb GK‡hv‡M|
G‡Kev‡i †kl gyn~‡Z© †`L‡Z †c‡q †Kvg‡ii KvQ †_‡K
wUªMvi wUcj ivbv| GKevi, Zvici Av‡iKevi|
Zvovû‡ov Kivq wVKgZ j¶¨w¯’i Kiv nqwb| `y‡Uv
ey‡jUB j¶¨åó n‡jv| †_‡g †bB I, wUªMviUv evievi wUc‡Q|
AviI `y‡Uv ey‡jU †ei“evi ci wK¬K K‡i DVj wc¯—j, g¨vMvwRb
Lvwj n‡q †M‡Q|
GKR‡bi AvZ©bv` ïb‡Z †cj ivbv, †duvcv‡”Q
Av‡iKRb| `yR‡bB Zviv †h hvi Kuv‡a ivB‡dj Zz‡j
†d‡jwQj, GKR‡bi Lywji GKUv cvk Dwo‡q w`‡q‡Q I,
Av‡iKR‡bi ey‡Ki evg cvk dz‡Uv n‡q †M‡Q| Z‡e †mB m‡½
wb‡Ri g„Zz¨I eywS †W‡K G‡b‡Q ivbv|
wc¯—‡j ¸wj †bB eyS‡Z †c‡i _vB wPbviv Suvwc‡q coj
Ii Dci, Av‡óc„‡ô Rwo‡q aievi †Póv Ki‡Q I‡K| D‡ëv
K‡i aiv wc¯—jUv wb‡Ri Pvicv‡k G‡jvcv_vwo Pvjv‡”Q ivbv,
KviI gv_v, KviI Kcvj ev bvK j¶¨ K‡i, bvMv‡ji g‡a¨
†hUv cvIqv hvq|
wbPz n‡jv GK †jvK, ivbvi GKUv cv Rwo‡q aij
`yÕnv‡Z| GK †jv‡Ki kv‡U©i mvg‡bUv Lvg‡P aij ivbv, †V‡j
w`j Ii w`‡K ZvK Kiv GKUv ivB‡d‡ji gvRj j¶¨ K‡i|
e× KwiW‡i †evgv dvUvi gZ AvIqvR n‡jv| †KvbIw`‡K
†Lqvj †bB ivbvi, we`y¨r †e‡M cv Pvwj‡q wb‡R‡K gy³ K‡i
QyUj wmuwoi w`‡K|
wZbRb wPbv wcQy wbj Ii| QqUv avc IVvi ci Nyij
ivbv, mvg‡bi †jvKUvi gy‡L jvw_ gvij| evwK `yR‡bi Dci
AvQvo †Lj †m, wZbRbB wQU‡K coj KwiW‡i| GB my‡hv‡M
`ª“Z nv‡Z Lvwj g¨vMvwRbUv wc¯—j †_‡K †ei K‡i †djj
ivbv, Zvici I‡q÷e¨vÛ †_‡K †U‡b wb‡q G·Uªv wK¬cUv
fij| ¯−vBW wiwj‡R Pvc w`‡ZB movr K‡i ey‡jU XyKj
†P¤^v‡i| Avevi ˆZwi ivbv|
`y‡Uv K‡i avc Uc‡K Dc‡ii Lvwj KwiW‡i D‡V Gj
ivbv| †PŠgv_vq †cuŠ‡QI KviI m‡½ †`Lv n‡jv bv Ii| `~i
†_‡K †`‡L wbw`©ó wLjvbUv wPb‡Z cvij, gv_vq WªvM‡bi g~wZ©
Szj‡Q| wKš‘ wfZi †_‡K †KvbI AvIqvR Avm‡Q bv Avi|


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wLjv‡bi mvg‡b G‡m `uvovj ivbv, †gvgevwZi Av‡jvq
†`Lj †mvdv¸‡jv me Lvwj| †kl gv_vi GKUv `iRv w`‡q
†ewi‡q hv‡”Q cÖKvʇ`nx GK †jvK, Zvi Kuv‡a `y-fuvR n‡q
c‡o i‡q‡Q †bvsiv wRbm& I dZzqv civ jveYx| †KvbI iKg
a¯—vaw¯— Ki‡Q bv †`‡L ivbv a‡i wbj jveYxi Ávb †bB|
cÖKvʇ`nx †jvKUvi †Pv‡L mvbM−vm i‡q‡Q e‡j g‡b n‡jv
ivbvi| GB †jvKUvB m¤¢eZ ZvBIqvwbR Us-Gi wjWvi †gv
cvB| wcQy wb‡q Kvgiv †_‡K †ewi‡q hv‡”Q Zvi †`ni¶xI|
ÔGB, `uvovI!Õ `y-nv‡Z evwM‡q aiv wc¯—j, Kvgivi wfZi
Xy‡K eÜ n‡Z ïi“ Kiv `iRvi w`‡K QyUj ivbv| Ii wb‡`©‡ki
wcQy wb‡q QyUj `y‡Uv ey‡jUI|
†Kv_vq jvMj †evSv bv †M‡jI, †`ni¶xi Mjv †_‡K
†ewi‡q Avmv KvZi AvIqvRUv cwi®‹vi ïb‡Z †cj ivbv|
wKš‘ ZviciI KevU jvwM‡q jK K‡i w`j †m|
Qy‡U G‡m Kcv‡U jvw_ gvij ivbv| Lyjj bv| iv‡M I
D‡Ø‡M w`‡knviv †eva Ki‡Q, wZb cv wcwQ‡q G‡m be j¶¨
K‡i `y‡Uv ¸wj Kij| gy‡Vv †XvKvi gZ GKUv MZ© ˆZwi
n‡jv| bv Quy‡ZB GKUz Ly‡j †Mj KevU|
Uvb w`‡q meUzKz Lyjj ivbv| Dciw`‡K D‡V †M‡Q cvKv
GK cÖ¯’ wmuwo| mvg‡bB K‡qKUv i³v³ av‡ci Dci c‡o
i‡q‡Q †`ni¶x| gviv †M‡Q wK bv †`Lvi cÖ‡qvRb †eva Kij
bv ivbv|
`y‡Uv K‡i avc Uc‡K D‡V hv‡”Q I, Kíbvi †Pv‡L †`L‡Z
cv‡”Q cÖKvʇ`nx †gv cvB‡qi Kuv‡a Amvo c‡o i‡q‡Q
jveYx| cv‡qi bx‡P `ª“ZMvgx G‡¯‹‡jUi-Gi gZ wcwQ‡q
hv‡”Q avc¸‡jv, ¯úk© Ki‡Q wK bv aiv co‡Q bv †PZbvq|
G‡Ki ci GK K‡qK cÖ¯’ wmuwo cvi n‡q Gj ivbv, Zey
Gi †hb †KvbI †kl †bB| nuvcv‡Z ïi“ K‡i‡Q I| dzmdzm
e¨_v Ki‡Q| wc¯—jUv `xN©¶Y k³ K‡i a‡i _vKvq Wvb nvZUv
Avoó jvM‡Q| Zvici nVvr K‡iB †kl n‡q †Mj wmuwoi avc|
mvg‡b Av‡iK `iRv! IUvi Icvk †_‡K evZvm KvUvi
AvIqvR †f‡m Avm‡Q| †ek †Rvivj AvIqvR, hvwš¿K e‡j
g‡b n‡jv|
ivbvi nv‡Z SuvwK †Lj wc¯—j| GKUv ¸wjB h‡_ó| †Wvi
be D‡o †Mj, cv‡k ˆZwi n‡jv GKUv MZ©| †mUvi wfZi
AvOyj XywK‡q wcZ‡ji †evë Lyj‡Z †KvbI mgm¨v n‡jv bv|
jvw_ †g‡i KevUUv Lyjj ivbv|
`y‡M©i Qv‡` Zzdvb eB‡Q| evZv‡mi Pv‡c Kvco‡Pvco
†mu‡U hv‡”Q Mv‡q| Qv‡` †ei“evi mgq evZv‡mi m‡½ Qy‡U
Avmv evwji KYvi m‡½ jovB Ki‡Z n‡”Q ivbv‡K| Z‡e
†nwjKÞvi Bwćbi AvIqvR evwK me kã‡K Pvcv †d‡j
w`‡”Q|
`ª“Z Nyi‡Q †ivUi †e−W| bx‡P †_‡K `y‡M©i Qv‡` GB
†nwjKÞviUvB †`‡LwQj ivbv| iOUv Kv‡jv, †Kv_vI †KvbI
gvwK©s †bB| Qv‡`i †g‡S †_‡K k~‡b¨ DV‡Z ïi“ Kij IUv,
†MvUv KvVv‡gv _i_i K‡i Kuvc‡Q|
gv_v wbPz K‡i IUvi GKUv cvk j¶¨ K‡i G‡Mv‡”Q ivbv|
cÖKvÊ eyØy` AvKv‡ii K‡›Uªvj †Kweb j¶¨ K‡i ci ci wZb‡U
¸wj Kij I| ¸wji kã cvqwb, Z‡e dvBevi M−vm M¤^y‡R MZ©
ˆZwi n‡Z †`Lj| †P¤^vi Lvwj n‡q †M‡Q, `ª“Z nv‡Z Av‡iKUv
†¯úqvi wK¬c fij ivbv| GUvB †kl, Avi †bB|
AviI †Rv‡i M‡R© DVj BwÄb| KÞv‡ii ûBj Qv` †Q‡o
D‡V coj| cÖKvÊ †e−W¸‡jvi Rb¨ mvg‡b G‡Mv‡Z fq cv‡”Q
ivbv, †g‡S‡Z GKUv nuvUz Mvo‡Z eva¨ n‡jv| Qv‡` †Kv_vI
evwji ¯—~c Av‡Q, evZv‡mi m‡½ D‡o G‡m †Pv‡L-gy‡L myB‡qi
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KÞvi APj n‡q hv‡e, ZvB Bwćb ¸wj Ki‡Z fq cv‡”Q
ivbv| ivbvi `uv‡Z †j‡M wKPwKP Ki‡Q evwji KYv| wc¯—j
aiv nvZUv j¤^v K‡i Avevi dvqvi ïi“ Kij I| K‡›Uªvj
†Kwe‡bi dvBevi M−v‡m AviI wZb-Pvi‡U MZ© ˆZwi n‡jv|
Kv‡bi ci`v dvUv‡bvi gZ AvIqvR Ki‡Q BwÄbUv| †g‡S
†_‡K cuvP-QÕnvZ Dc‡i D‡V †Mj ûBj| Zvici Avevi
bvg‡Z ïi“ Kij|
nVvr c¨v‡mÄvi †Kwe‡bi `iRv Ly‡j †Mj, wfZi †_‡K
Mwo‡q †b‡g Gj jveYxi Amvo kixi|
I‡K Lyb K‡i jvkUv †d‡j w`j †gv cvB, Aš—Z cÖ‡g
ZvB fvej ivbv| Zvici †`Lj bo‡Q jveYx, ax‡i ax‡i m‡i
Avmevi †Póv Ki‡Q KÞv‡ii bxP †_‡K|
gv_v wbPz K‡i QyUj ivbv, KviY wbqš¿Ynxb KÞvi mivmwi
jveYxi Dci †b‡g Avm‡Q|
μj K‡i wb‡RB LvwbKUv m‡i Gj jveYx, Zvici ivbv
Zv‡K †U‡b wbic` `~i‡Z¡ mwi‡q Avbj| I‡`i KvQ †_‡K
wZb wK Pvi nvZ `~‡i †g‡S‡Z bvgj g¯— hvwš¿K dwosUv|
Ô†Zvgvi ¸wj †L‡q gviv †M‡Q †gv cvB,Õ ivbvi Kv‡bi
Kv‡Q †VuvU Zz‡j ejj jveYx| ÔjvkUv K‡›Uªvj †Kweb †_‡K
miv‡Z n‡e|Õ
gv_v wbPz K‡i c¨v‡mÄvi †Wvi w`‡q KÞv‡i XyKj ivbv|
nvZ evwo‡q Dc‡i DV‡Z mvnvh¨ Kij jveYx‡K| jveYx
`iRv eÜ Ki‡Q, wmU Uc‡K dz‡Uv nIqv M¤^y‡R XyKj I|
K‡›Uªvj c¨v‡b‡ji mvg‡b wb‡Ri wm‡Ui Dci KvZ n‡q
Av‡Q †gv cvB, Mjvq weivU GKUv i³v³ ¶Z| cv‡qi av°vq
wmU †_‡K Zv‡K bvgvj ivbv, Zvi RvqMvq e‡m K‡›Uªvj
c¨v‡b‡j `ª“Z †PvL eywj‡q wb‡”Q|
KÞvi DV‡Z ïi“ K‡i‡Q, Ii cv‡k G‡m `uvovj jveYx|
M¤^y‡Ri XvKwbUv Zzjj †m, Zvici fvix jvkUv †V‡j-Vy‡j
wKbviv †_‡K †d‡j w`j `y‡M©i Qv‡`, GLb †mUv nvZ-cv
Qwo‡q c‡o Av‡Q `k dzU bx‡P|
M¤^y‡Ri XvKwb eÜ K‡i ivbvi wcQ‡bi wm‡U emj jveYx,
GKUv nvZ evwo‡q Ii gv_v †_‡K MvgQvUv Ly‡j wbj, Py‡ji
wfZi AvOyj Pvjv‡”Q|
Ô`y‡M© GKUv †c−b †`Ljvg, †Zicj I †dv‡g XvKv,Õ ejj
ivbv| ÔZ‡e †mUv `yiš— CMj wK bv Rvwb bv|Õ Zvici Rvb‡Z
PvBj, ÔKwiW‡i †ewi‡q Kzjw½‡Z †Zvgv‡K †cjvg bv †Kb?Õ
ÔK‡qKRb MvW© Avgv‡K †`‡L †d‡j,Õ ejj jveYx| Ôwc¯—j
nv‡ZB wQj, wKš‘ AZ¸‡jv †jvK‡K †g‡i †djv m¤¢e bq eyS‡Z
†c‡i mv‡iÛvi Kwi Avwg| Avgvi wc¯—j, Qywi Avi gv_vi
MvgQv †K‡o †bq Iiv, Zvici †mvRv wR‡Kv ZvbvB‡qi Kv‡Q
wb‡q nvwRi K‡i Avgv‡K|Õ
ÔIiv †Zvgvi Ici UiPvi K‡i‡Q?Õ
ÔejwQ| ILv‡b I‡`i wgwUs gvÎ †kl n‡q‡Q ZLb| K_v
ï‡b eySjvg wP·jLv‡K wb‡q †nwjKÞv‡i IVvi R‡b¨ iIbv
n‡e wR‡Kv| nVvr Kx n‡jv, Avgv‡K †`‡LB wP·jLv
G‡Kev‡i Db¥v` n‡q DVj| ejj Ñ GB WvBbx‡K Avwg wPwb!
ivbv G‡RwÝi Acv‡iUi! eQ‡i _vB _vÛv‡ii cuvP-mvZUv
Pvjvb a‡i †dj‡Q Iiv, Zv‡Z Avgv‡`i wek wgwjqb Wjvi
¶wZ n‡”Q! I‡K Avwg Lyb Kie!Õ
Ô†Lv`v!Õ `„k¨Uv Kíbv K‡i wkD‡i DVj ivbv|
`yRb MvW© `yÕw`K †_‡K a‡i †i‡L‡Q Avgv‡K,Õ ejj
jveYx| ÔwP·jLv Kviv‡Zi †Kvc gvivi fw½ wb‡q GwM‡q
Avm‡Q Avgvi w`‡K| Zvi †PvL-gyL †`‡L eyS‡Z cvijvg,
Ly‡bi †bkvq †c‡q‡Q Zv‡K| †Kv‡Ì‡K kw³ †cjvg Rvwb bv,
cÖPÊ GK SUKvq MvW©‡`i nvZ †_‡K wb‡R‡K Qvwo‡q wbjvg,


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Zvici d¬vBs wKK gvijvg wP·jLvi ey‡K|
ÔKx Kvi‡Y †m gviv hvqwb, Avwg ej‡Z cvie bv| wR‡Kv
Zvi wc¯—‡ji euvU w`‡q Avgvi gv_vi †cQ‡b evwo gvi‡Z
†g‡S‡Z c‡o hvB Avwg| Z‡e m‡½ m‡½ Ávb nvivBwb|Õ
ÔKx †`L‡j?Õ
Ô`~‡i wQU‡K covi ci K‡qK †m‡KÛ boj bv wP·jLv|
A‡b‡KB Qy‡U †Mj Zvi w`‡K| Zvici †`Ljvg wb‡RB ax‡i
ax‡i `uvov‡”Q †m| GB mgq ZvBIqvwbR Us wPd †gv cvB
ejj, Ôeªv`vi wR‡Kv, Avcwb AbygwZ w`‡j ivbv G‡RwÝi GB
Acv‡iUi‡K m‡½ K‡i wb‡q hvB Avwg| †Kv_vKvi cvwb
†Kv_vq Movq wKQyB †Zv ejv hvq bv, I‡K Avgv‡`i Kv‡R
jvM‡Z cv‡i| wR‡Kv ivwR n‡jv| Avi wVK ZLbB †Uwj‡dv‡b
Lvivc wKQy wi‡cvU© †cj †m| ïbjvg jvDWw¯úKv‡i Kx †hb
†NvlYv Ki‡Q| ïb‡Z cvBwb, KviY ZLbB Avwg Ávb nvivB|Õ
Ôfv‡M¨i †Rv‡i †eu‡P †MQ,Õ jveYxi K_v †kl n‡Z ejj
ivbv| Ô†Zvgv‡K wb‡q †Kv_vq hvw”Qj †gv?Õ
ÔwVK Rvwb bv, m¤¢eZ wm½vcy‡i|Õ
ÔmnKvix †`I gviv †M‡Q, Kv‡RB _vB _vÛvi‡K UvKv w`‡q
W±i bvw`iv‡K nv‡Z cvevi R‡b¨ wR‡Kv‡KB †h‡Z n‡e
wm½vcy‡i| wP·jLvI †mLv‡b wdi‡e, Zvi eq‡d«Û Pwμ
Pzqvb‡K wi‡cvU© Kivi R‡b¨|Õ
ÔAvgivI wbðqB e¨vsKK n‡q wm½vcy‡i hvw”Q, gvmy`
fvB?Õ Lye AvMÖ‡ni m‡½ Rvb‡Z PvBj jveYx, wec¾bK I
†ivgvÂKi A¨vmvBb‡g›U wb‡q GK †`k †_‡K Av‡iK †`‡k
Ny‡i †eov‡Z I‡`i †ckvi Kvi bv fvj jv‡M|
Ôbv, jveYx, GLv‡b †Zvgvi KvR Av‡Q,Õ ejj ivbv,
dz‡qj M‡Ri Dci †PvL| ÔAvgiv e¨vsKK Gqvi‡cv‡U© bvgvi
ci Zzwg GKv †kivUb †nv‡U‡j wdi‡e| wb‡Ri my¨B‡U NÈv
K‡qK Nygv‡e, Zvici `yR‡bi wej †gUv‡e, `y‡Uv my¨BU †_‡K
wRwbm-cÎ wb‡q †nwjKÞvi mvwf©‡m P‡o wd‡i hv‡e nvU
†LvqvB‡q|Õ
ÔILv‡b Avgvi KvR Kx, gvmy` fvB?Õ wmwiqvm n‡q DVj
jveYx|
Ôb›`bKvb‡bB DV‡e Zzwg,Õ wb‡`©k w`j ivbv| Ô†Zvgvi
Avmj KvR †c−bUv m¤ú‡K© †LuvR-Lei ivLv| Zv Qvov, `y‡M©
Kviv Avmv-hvIqv Ki‡Q...Õ
Ôey‡SwQ,Õ gv_v SuvwK‡q ejj jveYx| ÔAvi Zzwg?Õ
ÔGqvi‡cvU© jKv‡i Avgvi cvm‡cvU© I †μwWU KvW© Av‡Q,
wfmv wb‡q ILvb †_‡KB wm½vcy‡i P‡j hve Avwg Ñ Uvwg©bvj
wewì‡Oi †KvbI †`vKvb †_‡K civi gZ wKQy wK‡b †be|Õ
cyew`‡Ki AvKvk dimv n‡Z ïi“ K‡i‡Q †`‡L nVvr
jveYx Rvb‡Z PvBj, ÔwKš‘ Zzwg Nygv‡e bv?Õ
Ôwm½vcy‡i †cuŠ‡Q,Õ ejj ivbv| Ôe¨vsKK †_‡K Kv‡QB
†Zv|Õ
ÔcuvP wgwjqb Wjvi nv‡Z †c‡j _vB _vÛvi W±i bvw`iv‡K
_vB U‡Oi nv‡Z Zz‡j †`‡e,Õ ejj jveYx| ÔwKš‘ Avgiv wK
†KvbI m~Î †c‡qwQ, wewbgqUv wm½vcy‡ii †Kv_vq n‡e?Õ
gv_v bvoj ivbv| ÔZv bv Rvb‡jI, Pwμ Pzqv‡bi
K¨vwm‡bvi bvg Rvwb, weM wWj| IUv Avqvi ivRv †iv‡W|
AviI Rvwb †h UvKvUv Avb‡Z hv‡e _vB _vÛv‡ii cÖwZwbwa
†cªg wZjmyjvb›`|Õ
†`vB Bb_vbb cvnv‡o cwiPq, DËiv DrKY©vi K_v g‡b
c‡o †Mj ivbvi| †g‡qwU I‡K †ek wKQy Z_¨ w`‡q mvnvh¨
K‡i‡Q Ñ mvnvh¨ K‡i‡Q, bvwK duv‡` †djvi Av‡qvRb K‡i
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ev‡iv
wm½vcyi| Avqvi ivRv †ivW|
mܨvi ci Drm‡e-Avb‡›` †g‡Z D‡V‡Q †`wk-we‡`wk
ch©UKiv, mvivw`b dvBf ÷vi †nv‡Uj my¨B‡U Nywg‡q wb‡q
Avj‡Mv‡Q Zv‡`i wf‡o wg‡k †Mj ivbvI| †MvUv GjvKvq
bvBU K¬ve, K¨vwm‡bv I g¨vmvR cvijvi-Gi QovQwo|
mvg‡bB wbIbmvBb R¡j‡Q-wbf‡Q, K¨vwm‡bv weM wWj|
†Lvjv `iRv w`‡q wfZ‡i XyK‡Q ivbv| evZv‡m †gŠ-†gŠ Ki‡Q
cviwdDg-Gi wgwó MÜ, Zvi m‡½ wg‡k Av‡Q Nvg I weqv‡ii
SuvS|
dzUcv_ w`‡q †nu‡U cvwU©‡Z †hvM w`‡Z hv‡”Q K‡qKRb
Zi“Y-Zi“Yx, Zv‡`i D”Q¡vmfiv Avjvc I nvwm A‡b‡KiB `„wó
†K‡o wbj| nVvr K‡i ci‡bi my&‡U AcÖZ¨vwkZ LmL‡m wKQy
Abyfe Kij ivbv|
SU K‡i GKUv nvZ Quyoj I| GB gvÎ Ii c‡KU gvi
n‡q †M‡Q|
Ii gy‡Vvq GKUv KewR aiv c‡o‡Q| †mUv‡K gyP‡o euvKv
Ki‡Z †Póv Ki‡Q ivbv|
`iRvi wVK wfZ‡i i‡q‡Q I, c‡KUgv‡ii nvZUvi m‡½
wbtk‡ã Ii mvg‡b P‡j Gj nv‡Zi gvwjKI| my›`i GK‡Rvov
†PvL †`L‡Z cv‡”Q ivbv; eyw×i wSwjK I gvwR©Z fve, `y‡UvB
Av‡Q †m¸‡jvq, Z‡e GB gyny‡Z© e¨_vq Svcmv n‡q Avm‡Q
†jvKUvi `„wó| nvjKv meyR i‡Oi myU I ev`vgx i‡Oi UvB
c‡i Av‡Q †m| ivbv fvej, GiKg GKRb wbcvU f`ª‡jvK
c‡KUgvi?
`iRv w`‡q cÖPzi e¨¯— †jvKRb Avmv-hvIqv Ki‡Q, I‡`i
w`‡K †Lqvj †bB KviI| bZzb hviv XyK‡Q Zv‡`i wKQy P‡j
hv‡”Q †i‡¯—viuv wKsev ev‡ii w`‡K, †KD †KD mivmwi
K¨vwm‡bv‡Z Xy‡K e‡m co‡Q Ryqvi †Uwe‡j|
ÔGUv †evanq Avgvi,Õ ejj ivbv| nVvr †bwZ‡q cov evg
nv‡Zi AvOyj †_‡K wb‡Ri gvwbe¨vMUv †U‡b wbj I|
wÎk-ewÎk eqm n‡e †jvKUvi, †QvULvU KvVv‡gv| Nv‡g
wf‡R †M‡Q KcvjUv| Z‡e Am¤¢e †Rw` gvbyl, e¨_vi Kv‡Q
nvi gvb‡Z ivwR bq| gy‡L GZUzKz fuvR c‡owb, k¦vm-cÖk¦vmI
Kxfv‡e †hb ¯^vfvweK †i‡L‡Q|
Ôbg‡¯—, ûRyi! †mjvg, mvi!Õ cwi®‹vi wnw›` D”PviY
†jvKUvi| Zvici ivbv‡K nZf¤^ K‡i w`‡q weï× evsjvq
ejj, ÔhveZxq Aciva wbR¸‡Y ¶gv K‡i w`‡Z AvÁv †nvK,
gnvkq| GLv‡b Avm‡j, eyS‡jb bv, wb‡f©Rvj GKUv fyj
†evSveywSi e¨vcvi N‡U‡Q| Avcbv‡K ivRxe g‡b K‡iwQjvg,Õ
KzwY©k Kievi Rb¨ wcwQ‡q hvIqvi Q‡j ivbvi k³ gy‡Vv †_‡K
wb‡Ri nvZUv Qvovevi e¨_© †Póv Kij †m|
ÔivRxe MvÜx?Õ P¨v‡j‡Äi my‡i Rvb‡Z PvBj ivbv|
Ôbv-bv! Avgvi dzdv‡Zv fvB, mvi, eyS‡jb bv! GK`g
Avcbvi †Pnviv| Avgiv `yRb me mgq GUv Kwi| Kx †hb
e‡j... †KŠZzK, mvi! gv‡b, †K Kv‡K †evKv evbv‡Z cv‡i Avi
Kx, eyS‡jb bv|Õ
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Av‡Q †m, wKsev Zvi †PnvivUvB Agb|
Ômgm¨v? Zv ej‡Z cvi, Z‡e †mUv Ggb KwVb wKQy bq †h
Avgiv wb‡RivB mgvavb K‡i wb‡Z cvie bv,Õ ZvovZvwo ejj
Ly‡` †jvKUv| PU K‡i ivbv I MvW©‡K †`‡L wbj|
Ômvgvb¨ GKUy fyj †evSveywS,Õ ejj ivbv| c‡KUgv‡ii
KewR †Q‡o w`j I, Zvici nvZ Zz‡j †jvKUvi †KuvPKv‡bv
my‡Ui Kuva †_‡K ay‡jv †S‡o w`j| Ôe¨vcviUv wb‡q GKUz
Av‡jvPbvi R‡b¨ Avgiv GLb evB‡i †ei“e|Õ
Ô†R, Av‡Á,Õ ¤−vb my‡i ejj †jvKUv, KewRUv Wj‡Q| Kx
†f‡e gv_v bvoj, AvnZ nvZUv a‡i Av‡Q| `iRvi w`‡K bv
GwM‡q wcQy n‡U K¨vwm‡bvi wfZi w`‡K †h‡Z PvB‡Q †m|
Lc& K‡i Zvi nvZ a‡i `iRvi w`‡K G‡Mvj ivbv|
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†jvKUv‡K †U‡b †ei K‡i Avbj evB‡i|
K¨vwm‡bvi wfZi †_‡K Bswjk wgDwR‡Ki AvIqvR I
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Ôwe‡`k-wefuyB‡q Avwg GK nZ`wi`ª †jvK, mvi, eyS‡jb
bv!Õ dzUcv‡_i GKav‡i w¯’i n‡q `uvovevi e¨_© †Póv K‡i
wgbwZi my‡i ejj †jvKUv|
ÔAvgiv mevB ZvB|Õ Zv‡K wb‡q `vjvbUvi euvK Ny‡i mi“
Mwj‡Z P‡j Gj ivbv| Av‡jv GLv‡b LyeB Kg, †c”Qv‡ei
SuvSvj `yM©Ü ew·s gvij bv‡K| fvOv KuvP I †Zveov‡bv
weqv‡ii K¨v‡b fwZ© n‡q Av‡Q MwjUv|
Ô†ei K‡iv IUv,Õ ejj ivbv|
ÔûRyi!Õ Uvb Uvb n‡jv †QvULvU †jvKUv, AvZ¥m¤§v‡b Nv
jvMvq †MvUv kixi Avoó n‡q D‡V‡Q| ÔAvcwb Avcbvi
gvwbe¨vM †diZ †c‡q‡Qb| Avwg h_vwewnZ wbq‡g ¶gv †P‡q
wb‡qwQ| wbgoegv‡bi n‡Z cv‡i, wKš‘ e¨vcviUv wQj †mªd GKUv
†KŠZzK| Z‡e G-K_v mwZ¨ †h Avcwb Avgvi dzdv‡Zv fvB
ivRx‡ei gZ †`L‡Z|Õ
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c‡K‡U|Õ
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†fZ‡ii c‡K‡U|Õ
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nZPwKZ GKUv fve †`wL‡q ïi“ Kij †PviUv|
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e¨env‡i big n‡q Avmv nvjKv meyR i‡Oi myU c‡i Av‡Q
†m| mv`v kvU©Uv Lye †ewk †Xvjv, ivbv m‡›`n Kij wbðqB
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my‡Ui gZ cyiv‡bv| KcvjUv GLbI Nvg‡Q, nv‡Zi D‡ëvwcV
w`‡q gyQj †mUv|
wbtk‡ã R¨v‡K‡Ui fuv‡R nvZ XywK‡q ivbvi nvZNwo, UvB
wcb I Kvd wj¼Uv †ei K‡i Avbj †m| meB ivbvi ejv
c‡KU †_‡K| Zvjy‡Z ivLv wRwbm¸‡jvi w`‡K GK gyn~Z© gb
Lvivc K‡i ZvwK‡q _vKj †m, Zvici evwo‡q w`j ivbvi
w`‡K|
NwoUv KewR‡Z cij ivbv| †mvbvi wj¼ RvqMvgZ
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ÔAvwg wKš‘ Lye KgB aiv cwo, mvi,Õ ejj c‡KUgvi,
GLbI nZf¤^ †`Lv‡”Q Zv‡K| gyLUv Zvi PIov, wPey‡K
LvwbKUv `vwo Av‡Q, bvKUv fvOv|
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FRy fw½‡Z `uvwo‡q _vKj †jvKUv, AcgvwbZ †eva
Ki‡Q| Zvi gv_vi Puvw` ivbvi bv‡Ki WMv ch©š— †cuŠ‡Q‡Q|
†Zj gvLv Pzj †_‡K †Mvjv‡ci MÜ †ei“‡”Q|
Ô†`Lyb, mvi,Õ M‡e©i m‡½ ejj †jvKUv, Ô`yB AvOy‡ji
Kv‡R cvi`k©x, GiKg GKUv AwfRvZ d¨vwgwj †_‡K G‡mwQ
Avwg| cvwievwiK HwZn¨ †KD Z¨vM K‡i bv|Õ
†Pvi n‡jI, AvZ¥m¤§vbÁvb cÖLi, gv_v DuPz K‡i Mwj a‡i
iIbv n‡jv †m|
GKUz mvg‡bB Wv÷web, IUvi cv‡k e‡m †Quov Kvco civ
GK ey‡ov AveR©bv †_‡K wKQy evQvB Ki‡Q| Zvi mvg‡b †_‡g
K‡qKUv K‡qb Qyu‡o w`j †m, Zvici cv Pvwj‡q wgwj‡q †Mj
AÜKv‡i|
K‡qb¸‡jv bq, c‡KUgv‡ii Mgbc‡_i w`‡K nuv K‡i
ZvwK‡q _vKj ey‡ov †jvKUv| Zvici `ª“Z †m¸‡jv Kzwo‡q
c‡K‡U fij|
†gBb †iv‡W wd‡i G‡m K¨vwm‡bv weM wWj-G XyKj Avevi
ivbv| ewWweìvi MvW© Gevi m¨vjyU Kij I‡K| cÖ‡g evi-G
XyKj ivbv| †ewkifvM †Uwej we‡`wkiv `Lj K‡i †i‡L‡Q,
Zv‡`i g‡a¨ †k¦Zv½B †ewk, Z‡e Dcgnv‡`‡ki wKQy †jvKI
Av‡Q, Avi Av‡Q wm½vcywi wPbviv| Z‡e, evig¨vb, I‡qUvi,
wgDwRwkqvb, wmMv‡iU-Mvj© cÖvq mevB _vB| neviB K_v,
KviY GUv _vB _vÛv‡ii wjWvi Pwμ Pzqv‡bi e¨emv|
evi-Gi GKUv Uz‡j e‡m weqvi PvBj ivbv| GB mgq
g‡Âi Dci R¨vš— n‡q DVj e¨vÛcvwU©| Wªv‡gi m‡½ evRv‡”Q
GKRb Av‡K©vwWqvwb÷, `y-Rb wMUvwi÷, GKRb wcqvwb÷
Avi PviRb fv‡qvwjwb÷| †mB m‡½ †M÷iv †KD †KD †Rvov
†eu‡a g‡Â D‡V bvP‡Z ïi“ Kij|
gMUv Lvwj K‡i ev‡i VyKj ivbv| Ab¨w`‡K e¨¯— evig¨vb,
Zvi e`‡j GKRb evi‡gBW GwM‡q Gj| †Pnviv †`‡L
†g‡qwU‡K kªxj¼vb e‡j g‡b n‡jv Ii| j¤^v-PIov KvVv‡gv,
Kv‡jv ¯‹vU© I jvj e−vDR c‡i Av‡Q, ¯‹v‡U©i mvg‡b A¨vcÖb
Szj‡Q| †g‡qUvi nvZ `y‡Uv †gvUv‡mvUv, †ckj| Kv‡b GKUv
†cwÝj †MuvRv, e¨envi bv Kivq †PvLv n‡q Av‡Q| ivbvi
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cix¶v Ki‡Q ivbv, nvm‡Q|
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wdij I‡`i w`‡K|
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PvBj|
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f`ª‡jvK‡K w`‡Z PvB|Õ
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Av‡Q|Õ
ÔKx bvg?Õ
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†Kgb †hb Nve‡o wM‡q ivbvi w`‡K GK gyn~Z© ZvwK‡q
_vKj †g‡qwU| Zvici A¨vcÖ‡bi c‡K‡U nvZ f‡i †bvUUv †ei
K‡i fuvR Lyjj| D‡ëcv‡ë †`Lj †mUv, me‡k‡l ivbvi
mvg‡b KvD›Uv‡i †i‡L w`j| ÔAvi Kx?Õ
ÔAvi wKQy bv|Õ
Ii mvg‡b †_‡K m‡i †Mj †g‡qwU| UvKvUv c‡K‡U fij
ivbv, weqv‡ii M−vm Zz‡j PzgyK w`j| j¶ Kij, Ii w`‡K
Avo‡Pv‡L ZvKv‡”Q †g‡qwU|
GKUz ci Kv‡Q †W‡K Lvwj Mv− mUv Zvi nv‡Z awi‡q w`j
ivbv|
†mUv wb‡q nvmj †g‡qwU| OPwμ Pzqvb? wVK Rv‡bb GB
bv‡giB KvD‡K LyuR‡Qb Avcwb?Õ
ÔRvwb|Õ
ÔGB e¨emvUvi gvwjK wZwb,Õ Mjv AviI Lv‡` bvwg‡q
ejj †g‡qwU, Zvici ivbvi mvg‡b nvZ cvZj|
†bvUUv Avevi †ei K‡i Zvi Zvjy‡Z ivLj ivbv| Ô†Kv_vq
cve Zuv‡K?Õ
Ôcv‡eb bv,Õ ejj †g‡qwU| ÔAb¨ †Kv_vI e¨¯— wZwb|
†Kv_vq Avwg Rvwb bv|Õ Lvwj M−vmUv `yÕnv‡Z a‡i Pvc w`j †m,
d‡j Zvi nv‡Zi †cwk‡Z †XD DVj|
ÔAvgvi aviYv, †eªm‡jUUv wd‡i †c‡j `vi“Y Lywk n‡eb
f`ª‡jvK,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔZzwg hw` ïay Zuvi wVKvbvUv w`‡Z
Avgv‡K...Õ
Ô`ytwLZ, Avwg ïay wb‡Ri wVKvbv w`‡Z cvwi,Õ e‡j ivbvi
w`‡K wcQb wd‡i e¨¯— n‡q coj †g‡qwU|
KvD›Uv‡i AviI wKQy UvKv †i‡L Uzj Qvoj ivbv, ev_i“‡g
hv‡e| nVvr GKUv nBPB ï‡b Nvo †divj I| evi-Gi wVK
†XvKvi gy‡L myU civ K‡qKRb _vB L‡Ïi Kv‡K †hb wN‡i
a‡i gviai Ki‡Q| †ek LvwbKUv `~‡i i‡q‡Q I, ZvB †`L‡Z
cv‡”Q bv †K gvi Lv‡”Q|
GK gyn~Z© BZ¯—Z K‡i †mw`‡K G‡Mvj ivbv| hviv gvi‡Q,
m¤¢eZ _vB Uz¨wi÷, mevB †WvivKvUv Kvc‡oi myU c‡i Av‡Q|
Zvigv‡b, fvej ivbv, Giv GKUv MÖ“c|
`ª“Z cv Pvwj‡q AviI Kv‡Q P‡j Gj ivbv| †jvK¸‡jv
†KvbI kã Ki‡Q bv, Ab¨ †KvbI w`‡K Zv‡`i GZUzKz †Lqvj
†bB, cÖ‡Z¨‡K ïay Avðh© wbôvi m‡½ GKRb †jvK‡K gvi‡Q|
jvw_, wKj, Nywm, d¬vBs wKK, Kviv‡Zi †Kvc, hvi †hfv‡e Lywk
†g‡iB P‡j‡Q|
ev‡i AviI A‡bK †jvKRb i‡q‡Q, mevB wbwe©Kvi `k©K|
GgbKx cÖwZwU ÷vd wb‡Ri Kv‡R e¨¯— _vK‡Q, GLv‡b †hb
wKQy NU‡Q bv|
`yf©vMv †jvKUv †g‡S‡Z c‡o †Mj| Avi ZLbB Zvi
ci‡bi nvjKv meyR i‡Oi myU I ev`vgx i‡Oi UvB †`L‡Z
†cj ivbv| Av‡i, G †Zv †mB c‡KUgviUv! wbðqB I‡`i
KviI c‡K‡U nvZ f‡i aiv c‡o †M‡Q| wb‡R‡K mveavb K‡i
w`j ivbv, †WvivKvUv Kvc‡oi myU civ _vB¸‡jv _vB _vÛv‡ii
wcÖqfvRbI n‡Z cv‡i, wKsev Zviv nq‡Zv `‡jiB †jvK|
wKš‘ ZvB e‡j †g‡i †dj‡e?
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m‡½ ejj ivbv|
MÖvn¨ Kij bv Zviv, GgbKx †KD Ii w`‡K ZvKvj bv
ch©š—| cwi®‹vi eySj ivbv, GB gyn~‡Z© KviI †KvbI ûuk-Ávb
†bB, Ly‡bi †bkvq †c‡q‡Q Zv‡`i‡K| MYwcUzwb w`‡Z Avmv
†jv‡Kiv gb-gvbwmKZvi w`K †_‡K †ckv`vi Lywbi †P‡q Kg
bxP ev Kg wbôyi bq| G‡`i‡K ivbv ev÷vW© e‡j Mvwj w`‡q
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ivbvi gv_vq GB gyn~‡Z© ïay GKUv wPš—vB †Lj‡Q| †hfv‡e
†nvK †evKv I Avbvox †jvKUv‡K euvPv‡Z n‡e| jNy cv‡c
GiKg ¸i“ `Ê cv‡e †KD, Avi `uvwo‡q `uvwo‡q †`L‡e I, Zv
†mªd m¤¢e bq| Aš—Z Ii cÖvY _vK‡Z bq|
gvmy` ivbv Kx Kvi‡Y gvmy` ivbv, Av‡iKevi m¤¢eZ ZviB
GKUv D`vniY m„wó n‡Z P‡j‡Q| cuvP-mvZRb k³-mg_©
Zi“‡Yi m‡½ GKv jvM‡Z hv‡”Q I, G-K_v Rvbvi c‡iI †h,
GB cÖwZôvb kΓc‡¶i GKUv Av¯—vbv|
nvZ evwo‡q cÖ‡g hv‡K mvg‡b †cj aij `yÕnv‡Z,
Zvici AvmywiK kw³‡Z nu¨vPKv Uvb w`‡q Quy‡o w`j `~‡i|
ivbvi kix‡i †hb we`y¨r Av‡Q, Ii w¶cÖZv †PvL w`‡q AbymiY
Kiv hv‡”Q bv| `yB †m‡K‡ÛiI Kg mg‡qi g‡a¨ †WvivKvUv
my‡Ui wZb gvwjK `k-ev‡iv nvZ `~‡i wQU‡K coj, †Uwej-
†Pqv‡ii cvqvi m‡½ gv_v wKsev Kcvj Vy‡K hvIqvq e¨_vq
KvZiv‡”Q|
GK cj‡K e`‡j †Mj evi-Gi cwiw¯’wZ| ÷vd, L‡Ïi
mevB †Pv‡L-gy‡L AvZsK wb‡q ZvwK‡q Av‡Q ivbvi w`‡K|
gvigy‡Lv evwK Pvi _vB w¯’i n‡q †M‡Q| cwikª‡g nuvcv‡”Q
Iiv| Zvici †hb `g †`Iqv cyZz‡ji gZ, c‡KUgvi‡K
wcQ‡b †i‡L PviRb GK‡hv‡M GwM‡q Gj ivbvi w`‡K|
†fvRevwRi gZ wc¯—j †ewi‡q Gj ivbvi Wvb nv‡Z, evg
nv‡Z AvBwW Kv‡W©i gZ wKQy GKUv| ÔILv‡bB _v‡gv,Õ
wb‡`©‡ki my‡i ejj I| Ôcywjk!Õ Ii Rvbv Av‡Q, wm½vcyi
cywj‡k Dcgnv‡`‡ki eû †jvK PvKwi K‡i| KvW©Uv c‡K‡U
f‡i ivL‡Z ivL‡Z c‡KUgv‡ii w`‡K G‡Mvj I, †hb _vB‡`i
ˆZwi cuvwPjUv m¤ú‡K© m‡PZb bq|
G‡Kev‡i †kl gyn~‡Z© duvK n‡q †Mj cuvwPj| KviI w`‡K
bv ZvwK‡q i³v³ †jvKUvi mvg‡b G‡m `uvovj ivbv| meyR
Kvc‡o †gvov nvo I gvs‡mi †QvU GKUv ¯—~c e‡j g‡b n‡jv
gvbylUv‡K| GZ gvi †L‡qI Ávb nvivqwb †m, AvnZ
weovjQvbvi gZ nuv K‡i ZvwK‡q Av‡Q ivbvi w`‡K|
Zvici ivbv‡K nKPwK‡q w`‡q †jvKUv ejj, ÔAvcwb gnr
e¨w³, mvi!Õ e‡jB X‡j coj †m|
gviv †Mj? Zvi cv‡k nuvUz †M‡o emj ivbv| cvjm Av‡Q
†`‡L wm‡a n‡jv Avevi, Ny‡i †c ey‡`i w`‡K G‡Mv‡”Q| †Lqvj
Kij, †WvivKvUvi MÖ“‡ci GKRbI evi-G †bB| cywjk‡K †K
bv fq cvq|
`k wgwb‡Ui g‡a¨ A¨vgey‡jÝ G‡m wb‡q †Mj AÁvb
c‡KUgvi‡K| GKRb †gBj bvm©‡K wb‡Ri †nv‡U‡ji wVKvbv
w`j ivbv, cÖ‡qvR‡b †hb Ii m‡½ †hvMv‡hvM K‡i|
GZ¶‡Y ev_i“‡g †XvKvi my‡hvM †cj I|
ev_i“g †_‡K †ewi‡q ivbv †`Lj evi-Gi mevB †h-hvi Kv‡R
Avevi e¨¯— n‡q c‡o‡Q| Kx Kvi‡Y †K Rv‡b fy‡jI †KD Ii
w`‡K ZvKv‡”Q bv| evi †_‡K †ewi‡q Gj I, PIov KwiWi
n‡q XyKj Av‡jv-Sjg‡j K¨vwm‡bvq|
GKUv †Uwe‡j e‡m i“‡jZ †Ljvi Q‡j PvicvkUv fvj
K‡i †`‡L wbj ivbv| †WvivKvUv‡`i KvD‡K †Kv_vI †`Lv
hv‡”Q bv| †KD we‡klfv‡e j¶I Ki‡Q bv I‡K| Aí wKQy
wm½vcyix Wjvi †n‡i wek wgwbU ci D‡V coj ivbv| Ajm
cv‡q nuvU‡Z nuvU‡Z GK duv‡K wfZi w`‡Ki GKUv KwiW‡i
P‡j Gj I| LvwbK`~i nuvUvi ci `ycv‡k K‡qKUv `iRv
†`L‡Z †cj| `iRvi gv_vq †jLv i‡q‡Q Ñ Awdm| G‡Mv‡”Q
ivbv, mvg‡b GKUv euvK coj|
UªvDRv‡ii c‡K‡U nvZ f‡i euvKUv Nyij ivbv, KwiWi a‡i
mveav‡b G‡Mv‡”Q| GKUv †Zgv_v †`Lv hv‡”Q, Z‡e bvK


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eivei mvg‡b GKUv `iRv i‡q‡Q| GB `iRvi Mv‡q †jLv
i‡q‡Q Ñ Awdm Af `¨ wPd|
`iRvi mvg‡b †cuŠQvevi Av‡MB ivbvi nv‡Z †QvU GKUv
AvBfwi †Km †ewi‡q G‡m‡Q| †KmUv †_‡K †ei“j mi“
Uzwc‡Ki gZ †`L‡Z B¯úv‡Zi GKUv KvwV| Kx †nv‡j †mUv
†XvKv‡Z hv‡”Q I|
GB mgq wcQb †_‡K fvix cv‡qi AvIqvR †f‡m Gj|
†hB AvmyK, euv‡Ki Kv‡Q †cuŠ‡Q †M‡Q †m, GLbB †`‡L
†dj‡e ivbv‡K|
`iRvi mvg‡b †_‡K `ª“Z Wvb w`‡K m‡i †Mj ivbv,
Zvici KwiWiUv AvovAvwofv‡e cvi n‡jv, †Zgv_vi †Kv‡Y
Mv XvKv w`‡q Av‡Q| Ii KvQ †_‡K nvZ wZ‡bK `~‡i
R¨vwbUvi-Gi K¬wRU, †PŠKv‡V †Vm w`‡q ivLv n‡q‡Q jvwVi
gv_vq †fRv ¯úÄ | †`qv‡j Mv †mu‡U Kvb †c‡Z _vKj ivbv|
†jvKUvi †nu‡U Avmevi AvIqv‡Ri g‡a¨ `„p GKUv fve
Av‡Q, †hb †KvbI D‡Ïk¨ wb‡q Avm‡Q †m| `yÕcv GwM‡q
K¬wR‡Ui wfZi Xy‡K coj ivbv, mvgvb¨ †Lvjv ivLj `iRvUv|
`ª“Z nv‡Z myU-R¨v‡KU Ly‡j †dj‡Q ivbv, ZvwK‡q Av‡Q
û‡K Szwj‡q ivLv Nv‡gi `vMmn †RwbUv‡ii KfviAj-Gi
w`‡K| SUcU c‡i wbj IUv|
kw³ cÖ‡qv‡Mi †P‡q †auvKv w`‡q KvR nvwmj Kiv A‡bK
mgq mnR| aiv coevi †KvbI B‡”Q †bB ivbvi, Pvq bv
KviI †Pv‡L c‡o hvK|
KfviA‡ji †PBbUv eyK ch©š— †U‡b Avbj ivbv, Zvici
nvZ evwo‡q KwiWi †_‡K †U‡b wbj jvwVUv| gi‡P aiv avZe
evjwZ‡Z XywK‡q ¯úÄUv mk‡ã bvo‡Z ïi“ Kij|
cv‡qi AvIqvR †_‡g †Mj K¬wR‡Ui evB‡i| Ô†K ILv‡b?
kvgmy bvwK?Õ KZ…©‡Z¡i my‡i _vB fvlvq cÖkoe Kij †KD|
Ôbv, mvi,Õ _vB fvlv‡ZB, fvix Mjvq Reve w`j ivbv|
gyLUv XvKvi Rb¨ nvZ w`‡q gv_vi Pzj¸‡jv Kcv‡j bvwg‡q
Avbj I| GKUz Kuy‡Rv n‡jv, hv‡Z †ewk j¤^v bv †`Lvq|
Gici cv w`‡q `iRvi wVK evB‡i evjwZUv †V‡j w`j
ivbv| Zvici Kzu‡Rv wcV I euvKv cv wb‡q KwiW‡i †ewi‡q Gj
I|
ÔAvgv‡K kvgmy cvwV‡q‡Q,Õ ejj ivbv, evjwZUv cv w`‡q
†Vj‡Q|
ÔAvIqvRUv _vgvI,Õ agK w`j †jvKUv| Ô†Zvgvi K_v
Avwg ïb‡Z cvw”Q bv|Õ
_vgj ivbv, Pz‡ji ˆZwi ci`vi wfZi w`‡q †jvKUvi w`‡K
ZvKvj| cuvP dzU `k Bw n‡e, †eXc bvK, Mv‡qi iO
k¨vgjv| Ôkvgmy cvwV‡q‡Q Avgv‡K,Õ Avevi ejj I, Zvici
¯úÄUv †ivjvi-Gi gvSLv‡b †d‡j nvZj †Nvivj cvwb †ei
Kievi Rb¨| ÔAvcbv‡K wKQy e‡jwb?Õ
ÔKLb ejj!Õ †jvKUvi Mjvq SuvS, †PvL `y‡Uv KuyP‡K
Av‡Q| μ‚i GKUz nvwm dzUj Zvi †Vuv‡Ui †Kv‡Y| ÔZ‡e nv‡o
nv‡o †Ui cv‡e GB Awbqg Kivi Kx dj!Õ
ÔAvcwb Pvb bv †g‡S¸‡jv cwi®‹vi Kiv †nvK?Õ K¬wR‡U
Xy‡K GK †evZj A¨v‡gvwbqv †ei Kij ivbv, AvPi‡Y GZUzKz
bvf©vm fve †bB| kix‡ii cv‡k Sz‡j _vKv nvZ `y‡Uv gy‡Vv
cvKvj †jvKUv| evjwZi cvwb‡Z A¨v‡gvwbqv Xvj‡Q ivbv|
†L‡c _vKv †jvKUv †Nuvr K‡i AvIqvR Kij, Zvici SU& K‡i
Ny‡i `uvwo‡q wdiwZ c_ aij|
KvR _vwg‡q Kvb †c‡Z _vKj ivbv, euvK Ny‡i `~‡i wgwj‡q
†Mj †jvKUvi cv‡qi AvIqvR| K¬wR‡U Xy‡K wb‡Ri
Kvco‡Pvco c‡i wbj I, nv‡Z B¯úv‡Zi UzwcK wb‡q Avevi
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†hgb aviYv K‡iwQj ivbv, `iRvq Zvjv †`Iqv|
KwiWiUv Av‡iKevi †`‡L wbj| GLbI Lvwj| Kx †nv‡j
UzwcK †XvKvj I, wewmAvB-Gi †UKwbKvj wWcvU©‡g‡›Ui
Avwe®‹vi IUv| wfZ‡i Xy‡K IUvi m‡½ _vKv KgwcDUvivBRW
B‡jKUªwbK wWfvBm bZzb K‡i mvRvj Zvjvi hš¿cvwZ¸‡jv|
wK¬K K‡i AvIqv‡Ri m‡½ Ly‡j †Mj Zvjv| †KD eyS‡Z
cvi‡e bv GB Zvjvq nvZ †`Iqv n‡q‡Q|
AÜKvi Awd‡m XyKj ivbv| KevU eÜ K‡i wfZi †_‡K
Zvjv jvwM‡q w`j `iRvq| UzwcKUv AvBfwi †nvìv‡i fij,
XvKwb eÜ Kij, Zvici †klgv_vq Pvc w`j g„`y| mi“, Z‡e
AZ¨š— D¾¡j Av‡jv †ei“j IUv †_‡K|
Kvgivi Pviw`‡K Av‡jv †djj ivbv| GK cÖv‡š— †`qvj
†Nu‡l †djv †W¯‹Uv †ek eo, IUvi wcQ‡b GKUv wifjwfs
†Pqvi; Av‡iK cªv‡š— Kwd †Uwej, †mvdv I wZb‡U †`ivRmn
dvBj †Kwe‡bU| †g‡Si Dci w`‡q dvBj †Kwe‡b‡Ui w`‡K
G‡Mvj I|
ivbv eyS‡Z cvi‡Q GUv mvaviY GKUv Awdm, †Kv_vI
Ggb wKQy †bB †hUv †`‡L †evSv hv‡e wbw`©ó †KvbI e¨w³
e¨envi K‡i| GKUvB ˆewkó¨, dvBj †Kwe‡b‡Ui evg cv‡ki
†`qv‡j euvavB Kiv AvU-`kUv d‡Uv Szj‡Q| cªwZwU d‡Uvi
Mv‡q mvj wj‡L ivLv n‡q‡Q Ñ 2003, 2004, 2005 I
2006 wLª÷vã| cÖwZ eQ‡ii Rb¨ `y‡Uv K‡i d‡Uv|
d‡Uv¸‡jvq †cvR w`‡q‡Q K¨vwm‡bvi mg¯— ÷vd| †i‡¯—viuv
I evi-Gi Kgx©ivI Av‡Q| Qq I mvZ b¤^i †d«‡g `y‡Uv MÖ“c
d‡Uv †`Lj ivbv, I¸‡jvq ÷vd QvovI gvwjKc‡¶i
†jvKRb‡K †`Lv hv‡”Q| Zv‡`i GKRb‡K wPb‡Z cvij
ivbv| ¯¿x-mš—vbmn eyKwiZ †cÖgR, _vB _vÛv‡ii wjWvi|
Avm‡j mv‡eK wjWvi| c‡ii Qwe `y‡Uvq ÷v‡di m‡½
†cvR w`‡q‡Q Pwμ Pzqvb|
hvK, wVK RvqMv‡ZB G‡m‡Q ivbv| d‡Uv¸‡jvi mvg‡b
†_‡K m‡i dvBj †Kwe‡b‡Ui Kv‡Q P‡j Gj I, be a‡i Uvb
w`‡q Dc‡ii †`ivR Lyj‡Q| Zvjv †`Iqv _vKvq Lyjj bv|
Avevi UywcKUv †ei Ki‡Z n‡jv I‡K|
†`ivR †Lvjvi ci wfZ‡i Lvovfv‡e mvRv‡bv GKMv`v
dvBj †`Lj ivbv| GKUv dvB‡j Li‡Pi wnmve wj‡L ivLv
n‡q‡Q Ñ ÷v‡di †eZb, dvwb©Pv‡ii `vg, ˆ`bw›`b †KbvKvUv,
†dv‡bi wej, wWk jvBb I †Uwj‡dv‡bi wej BZ¨vw`|
Av‡iKUvq i‡q‡Q wK¬c w`‡q AvUKv‡bv AmsL¨ we`y¨r wej I
evwo fvovi iwm`|
gvÎ GKeQi Av‡M eywKZ evUK †iv‡W, wbD UvD‡bi Kv‡Q
GKUv evwo fvov Kiv n‡q‡Q| evwoUvi gvwmK fvov
evsjv‡`kx UvKvq cÖvq `yB jvL, A_P †Uwj‡dv‡bi we‡j †`Lv
hv‡”Q ILvb †_‡K †KD †KvbI †dvb K‡iwb| Gi m‡½ wgj
†i‡L we`y¨r wejI G‡m‡Q bvg gvÎ| †h evwoi fvov `yÕjvL
UvKv, †mLv‡b †dvb I we`y¨r e¨envi bv Kievi Kx KviY
_vK‡Z cv‡i?
Ggb wK n‡Z cv‡i IUv _vB _vÛv‡ii GKUv †md nvDm,
ïay †Kqvi‡UKvi GKv _v‡K? ivbv fvej, GUv nq‡Zv eo
†KvbI m~Î bq, Z‡e GKevi Xy †g‡i †`Lv †h‡Z cv‡i| evwoi
wVKvbvUv gyL¯’ K‡i wbj I|
Dc‡ii †`iv‡R AviI cÖPzi KvMR-cÎ Av‡Q, meB `vq-
‡`bv cwi‡kva msμvš—, ivbvi AvMÖn †eva Kievi gZ wKQy
bq| evwK `y‡Uv †`iv‡R ïayB mq-m¤úwËi `wjj Ñ m¤úªwZ
wm½vcy‡i †ek K‡qKUv bvBU K¬ve, K¨vwm‡bv Avi g¨vmvR
cvijvi wK‡b‡Q Pwμ Pzqvb, Z‡e GKUvI Zvi wb‡Ri bv‡g
bq| GKUv bvBU K¬ve I K¨vwm‡bv †Kbv n‡q‡Q wP·jLv


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gvwn`‡ji bv‡g|
†kl †`ivRUv eÜ K‡i Zvjv jvwM‡q w`j ivbv| Awd‡mi
†g‡S cvi n‡”Q, dvwb©Pv‡ii Dci U‡P©i Av‡jv †d‡j wbwðZ
n‡q wb‡”Q wKQy G‡jv‡g‡jv K‡i †i‡L hv‡”Q wK bv|
ivbv‡K mZK© Kij `iRvi KeRv †_‡K Avmv ¶xY
AvIqvR| KwiW‡ii GK wPj‡Z Av‡jvI Kvgivi wfZi Xy‡K
co‡Q|
SU K‡i Ly‡j †Mj KevU, GKB m‡½ ivbvi nv‡ZI
†ewi‡q G‡m‡Q wc¯—j| WvBf w`‡q †W‡¯‹i wcQ‡b coj I|
Awd‡mi wfZi †QvÆ Kx †hb GKUv dvUj, †fuvZv †kvbvj
ivbvi Kv‡b| jvd w`‡q wm‡a n‡jv I| Ii m‡½ M¨vm gv¯‹
†bB| eo K‡i k¦vm †U‡b hZUv cviv hvq evZvm fij
dzmdz‡m, Zvici Kgjv I a~mi †auvqvi wfZi w`‡q QyUj
`iRvi w`‡K, fve‡Q Ii Dcw¯’wZ m¤ú‡K© KZ©„c¶‡K †K
Rvwb‡q‡Q Ñ evi‡gBW, bvwK e`‡gRvwR mycvifvBRvi?
cÖvq m‡½ m‡½ kix‡ii Pvgovq ev®ú Abyfe Kij ivbv|
wec‡` c‡o †M‡Q I| G Ggb GK ai‡bi M¨vm, dzmdz‡m
MÖnY Kievi `iKvi †bB|
`iRv w`‡q ivbv bq, †hb GKUv Db¥Ë Zydvb †ewi‡q
†Mj, nv‡Z evwM‡q aiv wc¯—j |
†jvnvi gZ k³ nvZ Rwo‡q aij I‡K| a¯—vaw¯— Ki‡Q
ivbv, jo‡Q, ¸wj Quyo‡Q, †Póv Ki‡Q hw` cvjv‡Z cv‡i|
†`wi n‡q †M‡Q| Ii Z¡K ï‡l wb‡q‡Q M¨vm| evov‡bv
nv‡Zi wfZi Ávb nvivj ivbv|
†Z‡iv
ivbvi Wvb w`KUv Z›`y‡ii ZxeªZv wb‡q R¡j‡Q| evg w`‡K
eid n‡q Av‡Q kixi|
¯^‡coei wfZi GKUv ˆ`Z¨‡K duvwK w`‡”Q ivbv| IUvi
R‡q›U Nlv LvIqvi gyogyo AvIqvR I `~wlZ wbtk¦v‡mi S‡ov
†muv-†muv kã ïb‡Z cv‡”Q, GB eywS a‡i †djj| hZevi IUvi
bvMvj †_‡K m‡i Avm‡Z cvi‡Q, cwikª‡g `c`c Ki‡Q
gv_vUv|
Ôkvjvi e¨vUvi mvnm KZ!Õ _vB fvlvq ejj GKRb|
ÔAvgv‡`i Av¯—vbvq Xy‡K Avgv‡`i Mv‡q nvZ †Zv‡j!Õ
ivbv fvej, Zvigv‡b? Giv †WvivKvUv?
†jvKUvi Kɯ^‡i wnsmªZv _vK‡jI, Zvi K‡qKRb m½x
†n‡m DVj|
Ôe¨vUvi Ávb wdi‡Q!Õ Avevi ejj †jvKUv| Ô†`Lv hvK
KzËvi †jR Avgiv †mvRv Ki‡Z cvwi wK bv|Õ A_©vr GLb
ivbvi gyL †Lvjvevi †Póv Kiv n‡e|
†PvL †gjj ivbv| gv_vUv e¨_vq wQu‡o hv‡e e‡j g‡b
n‡jI, ax‡i ax‡i †PvL †Nvivj I| iwk w`‡q nvZ-cv †eu‡a
GKUv †Uwe‡ji Dci ïB‡q ivLv n‡q‡Q I‡K, †UwejUv
†`qv‡ji Mv‡q KvZ K‡i ivLv|
†`qv‡j `yÕwZb‡U gkvj R¡j‡Q|
ivbvi g‡b n‡jv, cÖvPxb †KvbI cv_y‡i †cv‡ovevwoi
†eh‡g‡›U i‡q‡Q I| cv_‡ii ˆZwi †`qvj †Kv_vI †Kv_vI
†f‡O c‡o‡Q| †`qv‡ji duvK¸‡jv †_‡K †f‡m Avm‡Q iv‡Zi


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R½‡ji †Pbv MÜ Ñ XvKvi igbv cv‡K© m‡Üi ci Mv‡Qi Mv
†_‡K GB MÜ †ei nq| gv_vi Dci †eh‡g›U I GKZjvi
fvOv Qv‡`i wKbviv †`Lv hv‡”Q, Zvi Dci AvKvk †hb Kv‡jv
Pv`i, Pv`‡ii Mv‡q e‡m‡Q Zvivi †gjv| I‡K wK †KvbI
R½‡j wb‡q Avmv n‡q‡Q?
Ôgv_vq Lye e¨_v?Õ †mB †jvKUvB KK©k my‡i Rvb‡Z
PvBj| GKnviv KvVv‡gv Zvi, †Pv‡L Pkgv, †Pnvivq Auv‡Zj-
Auv‡Zj fve| nu¨v, Mv‡q †WvivKvUv Kvc‡oi myU|
ivbvi Wvb w`‡K GKUv Pz‡jv R¡j‡Q, d‡j Ii Iw`KUv
†m× n‡”Q Mi‡g| fvOv †`qvj w`‡q wng evZvm G‡m jvM‡Q
kix‡ii Aci cv‡k|
Av‡iK †jvK‡KI, GLbI AÁvb, Ab¨ GKUv †Uwe‡ji
m‡½ †eu‡a ivLv n‡q‡Q| †mUv Pz‡jvi Icv‡ii †`qv‡j KvZ
Kiv| Zvi †MvUv †Pnviv †_uZjv‡bv n‡q‡Q, ïwK‡q hvIqv i³
†j‡M i‡q‡Q †VuvU, †PvL, bv‡Ki dz‡Uv I Kcv‡j| †jvKUv‡K
_vB e‡j g‡b n‡jv ivbvi|
ÔM¨vm †_‡K gv_ve¨_v? Dn&, †m eo Kó!Õ ejj avbvB
VvKzi, ivbvi †fvMvwš— Dc‡fvM Ki‡Q †m| meRvš—vi gZ gv_v
`ywj‡q nvm‡Q, wc¯—j aiv nvZUv Ggbfv‡e kix‡ii cv‡k
Szwj‡q †i‡L‡Q ivbv hv‡Z †`L‡Z cvq| IUv ivbviB
Iqvj_vi|
ÔnVvr K‡i e¨_vUv K‡g †Mj,Õ ejj ivbv, †jvKUvi †QvU
†PvL¸‡jvi w`‡K ZvwK‡q nvmj g„`y| nvwmUv Ii bvf©vm
wm‡÷‡g AvKw¯§K e¨_vi Rb¥ w`‡jI, wb‡Ri Dci m¤ú~Y©
wbqš¿Y ivL‡Z cvij I, †Pv‡Li cvZv ch©š— Kuvc‡Z
†`qwb|
Ô†K Zzwg?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv| OPwμ Pzqv‡bi m¨vOvr,
XvKvi Acv‡ik‡b wQ‡j?Õ
avbvB VvKz‡ii gy‡Li nvwm `c K‡i wb‡f †Mj|
†evKv †evKv jvM‡Q Zv‡K| ÔGZ K_v Zzwg kvjv Rv‡bv
Kxfv‡e?Õ KK©k ¯^‡i cÖkoe Kij| ÔGB †eªm‡jUB ev †Kv_vq
†c‡j?Õ
ÔZvigv‡b evi‡gB‡Wi m‡½ K_v n‡q‡Q †Zvgvi,Õ ejj
ivbv| ÔIUv Avwg XvKvi GKUv evwoi WªvBfI‡q †_‡K
†c‡qwQ| evi‡gBW e‡jwb, Pwμ Pzqvb‡K LyuRwQ Avwg?Õ
avbvB VvKz‡ii †bZ…‡Z¡ †eh‡g‡›U AviI wZbRb _vB
i‡q‡Q| cÖ‡Z¨‡Ki ci‡b wRbm I R¨v‡KU| †Pv‡L-gy‡L
wnsmª fve wb‡q †njvb w`‡q Av‡Q †`qv‡j, nv‡Z mve-
†gwkbMvb|
Ô†Kb LyuRQ?Õ Rvb‡Z PvBj avbvB VvKzi, Zx¶è`„wó‡Z j¶
Ki‡Q ivbv‡K|
Ô†eªm‡jUUv wdwi‡q w`‡q †gvUv cyi¯‹vi Av`vq Kie,Õ
Rvbvj ivbv| †jvK¸‡jvi †PvL duvwK w`‡q iwk¸‡jv cix¶v
Ki‡Q I| Lye k³ K‡i euvav n‡q‡Q I‡K, nvZ-cv gyP‡oI
GK Pzj wkw_j Kiv hv‡”Q bv, wMuU¸‡jv me †Uwej-mvi‡d‡mi
wcQbw`‡K| nq A¯¿ jvM‡e, bq‡Zv KviI mvnvh¨, Zv bv n‡j
GLvb †_‡K cvjv‡bv m¤¢e bq|
Ô†Kv_vq †i‡LQ †mUv?Õ wR‡Ám Kij avbvB VvKzi|
Ô†nv‡U‡ji my¨B‡U|Õ
Ô†Kvb& †nv‡U‡j?Õ
ÔZzwg M`©f bvwK?Õ †n‡m DVj ivbv| Ô†f‡eQ †eªm‡jUUv
†Zvgvi nv‡Z Zz‡j †`e Avwg? Pwμ Pzqvb‡K Lei `vI|
†jb‡`b hv nevi Zvi m‡½ n‡e|Õ
SU& K‡i wc¯—j aiv nvZUv Zzjj avbvB VvKzi| ivbvi
Mjvi cv‡k gvRj †P‡c aij †m| ÔKY© _vbg ej‡Q †hb Avwg
G¶zwb †Zvgv‡K Lyb K‡i Sv‡gjv wgwU‡q †dwj|Õ


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wbf©‡q nvmj ivbv| OPwμ Pzqvb, †Zvgv‡`i em&, Lywk n‡e
bv|Õ
Ô_vb‡gi aviYv, Zzwg wewmAvB G‡R›U, MÜ ïu‡K GLv‡b
†cuŠ‡QQ|Õ
ÔG-K_v ej‡Q bv †h, weÁvbx W±i bvw`iv‡K wb‡q †h‡Z
G‡mwQ?Õ cÖkoe Kij ivbv|
avbvB VvKzi AevK n‡jI, †Pnvivq fveUv dzU‡Z w`j bv|
ivbvi Mjv †_‡K wc¯—jUv bvgvj †m, IUvi IRb Abyfe Kij,
Zvici AK¯§vr Lvwj nvZ gy‡Vv cvwK‡q ivbvi †Pvqv‡j cÖPÊ
GKUv Nywm gvij|
†Uwe‡ji mvi‡d‡mi m‡½ Vy‡K †Mj ivbvi gv_v| Kvb
`y‡Uv †fuv-†fuv Ki‡Q| gv_vi e¨_vUv †hb we‡ùvwiZ n‡q K‡qK
¸Y †e‡o †Mj|
ÔGiKg Av`i Ki‡j n‡e bv,Õ ejj _vbg| ÔI‡K Avgvi
nv‡Z †Q‡o `vI, I¯—v`, Zvici †`‡Lv †Kgb evc-evc †PuPvq!
gyL Lyj‡e bv, Ii evc Lyj‡e...Õ
Ôïb‡j, Kx ej‡Q _vbg?Õ wR‡Ám Kij avbvB VvKzi|
ÔZ‡e Avgvi K_v n‡jv, Zzwg hw` mwZ¨ K_v e‡j wb‡Ri cÖvY
euvPv‡Z PvI, †Zvgv‡K GKUv my‡hvM †`qv DwPZ Avgv‡`i|
AvdUviAj, a‡g© Av‡Q RxenZ¨v gnvcvc| ïi“ Kwi, wVK
Av‡Q? †Zvgvi bvg?Õ
ÔDn&, Avn& ... Dn&, Avn&...Õ Ávb wd‡i †c‡q wØZxq ew›`
†MvOv‡”Q| Ôcv-cvwb... cv-cvwb...Õ
BwgwW‡qU em& avbvB VvKz‡ii Bkvivq GwM‡q Gj _vbg,
Zvici `yRb GKm‡½ wØZxq ew›`i mvg‡b wM‡q `uvovj| ax‡i
ax‡i Ávb wd‡i Avm‡Q †jvKUvi| †gvUv‡mvUv KvVv‡gv Zvi,
big kixi, Kv‡jv weR‡bm myU I mv`v UvB c‡i Av‡Q|
kix‡i †cuPv‡bv iwk¸‡jv Zvi UªvDRviUv‡K Zz‡j †d‡j‡Q †ek
LvwbKUv, d‡j Ry‡Zvi evB‡i †ewi‡q _vKv cyi“ Kv‡jv †gvRv
†`Lv hv‡”Q|
ÔUvKv †bB, cvwbI †bB,Õ Zvi D‡Ï‡k †PuwP‡q DVj avbvB
VvKzi| Ôkvjv _vB _vÛv‡ii bvg †Wvevwj! em& e‡j‡Q, †Zvi
†Pvϸwó‡K eiev` K‡i †`e Avgiv|Õ
†gvUv †jvKUv †PvL Lyjj, †eh‡g›U †`qv‡ji duvK¸‡jvi
Dci †PvL eywj‡q †evSvi †Póv Kij †Kv_vq i‡q‡Q †m|
ÔfMev‡bi wK‡i, Gi g‡a¨ Avgvi †KvbI KvimvwR †bB|
Avgvi †Pv‡Li mvg‡b wR‡Kv ZvbvB wb‡Ri nv‡Z Wjv‡ii
evwÛj¸‡jv myU‡K‡m f‡i‡Q, Kx K‡i Rvbe I¸‡jv me Rvj
UvKv!Õ Avevi †MvOvj †m| Ôcv-wb...Õ
I, Av”Qv! ivbv fve‡Q| ew›` †jvKUv Zv n‡j †cªg
wZjmyjvb›`! _vB Us-Gi Av¯—vbv †_‡K ZviB †Zv cuvP wgwjqb
Wjvi wb‡q Avmvi K_v|
Pvgovi eo GKUv cyiv‡bv myU‡K‡m jvw_ gvij avbvB
VvKzi| myU‡K‡mi †Lvjv gyL †_‡K Pz‡jvi Av¸‡b wQU‡K coj
gvwK©b Wjv‡ii K‡qKUv evwÛj| evZv‡m QvB Doj, ïK‡bv
KvMR †c‡q `c K‡i gv_v Zzjj wkLv¸‡jv|
†mw`K †_‡K †PvL wdwi‡q G‡b b›`i w`‡K ZvKvj
avbvB| `yR‡bi bvK gvÎ K‡qK BwÂi `~‡i| Pz‡jv I gkv‡ji
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AvZswKZ, AciRb wnsmª|
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m‡½ †eCgvbx K‡iwQm| †jvf mvgjv‡Z bv †c‡i mwi‡q
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†evKvwg †KD K‡i? GZ UvKv †g‡i w`‡q †KD euvP‡Z cv‡i?
GUv Avgvi KvR n‡j Avwg cvjvZvg bv?Õ
ÔGLv‡bB †Zv PvjvwKUv K‡iwQm,Õ ejj avbvB| Ômvay
mvRvi R‡b¨ myU‡K‡m Rvj Wjvi f‡i wb‡q G‡mwQm, fvb
KiwQm myU‡K‡m Rvj UvKv wK Avmj UvKv Rvwbm bv!Õ GKUv
`xN©k¦vm Pvcj †m| ÔGLbI mgq Av‡Q, b›`| Wjvi¸‡jv
†Kv_vq †i‡LwQm ej, em&‡K eywS‡q gvd PvIqvi e¨e¯’v K‡i
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cvwb Mov‡”Q| Zvi †Pnvivq Ki“Y wgbwZ dy‡U Av‡Q, j¶
Kij ivbv| †mB m‡½ AcgvwbZI †eva Ki‡Q|
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b›`|
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b›`|
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w`‡K wd‡i wbtkã nvwmi m‡½ gv_v SuvKvj| †jvK `yRb
b‡›`i w`‡K GwM‡q †Mj|
Ôbv!Õ AvZs‡K †PuwP‡q DVj b›`, Ggb wmU‡K †Mj, †hb
†Uwe‡ji Z³vi wfZi †muwa‡q †h‡Z Pvq|
Rv‡b m¤¢e bq, ZviciI euvab¸‡jv wXj Kievi †Póv
Ki‡Q ivbv| AweiZ KewR †gvPov‡”Q, QywiUvi bvMvj
cvIqvi B‡”Q| _vB _vÛvi wK †c‡q †M‡Q IUv?
_vbg GKUv ˆ`Z¨| nvZ¸‡jv weivU| `yBnv‡Z b‡›`i
ey‡Ki LuvPvq gvSvwi gv‡ci Nywm gvi‡Q AbeiZ| Zv‡ZB
†gvUv †jvKUvi cÖvY †ewi‡q hvevi †RvMvo| SuvwK Lv‡”Q
kixi| Zvici ewg ïi“ n‡q †Mj|
nv‡Z _yZz w`‡q `y-nvZ Nlj _vbg, †ckv`vi e·v‡ii
fw½‡Z wcwQ‡q †Mj `yB K`g|
evwK `yRb `ª“Z mvg‡b evoj| cÖ g †jvKUv b‡›`i
wKWwb‡Z Nywm Pvjvj| Avevi AvZ©bv` †ewi‡q Gj b‡›`i
Mjv †_‡K| wØZxq †jvKUv nuvUz w`‡q ¸u‡Zv gvij Zvi
Ei“mw܇Z, Zvici Nv‡oi cv‡k Kviv‡Zi GKUv †Kvc gvij
hZ †Rv‡i cviv hvq|
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Ô_v‡gv!Õ ejj avbvB VvKzi|
ivbvi KbyB‡qi bx‡P GLbI ÷ª¨v‡c AvUKv‡bv i‡q‡Q
QywiUv| wKš‘ iwki euvab GZ AuvUmuvU †h SuvwK w`‡q †mUv‡K
nv‡Z wb‡q Avmv hv‡”Q bv| ax‡i ax‡i nvZUv Av¸wcQy Ki‡Q
I, cÖwZevi GK BwÂi cÂvk fv‡Mi GK fvM|
wPeyK mvg‡b evov‡bv, †PvL mi“, †bwZ‡q cov b‡›`i
w`‡K G‡Mvj avbvB VvKzi| AvnZ †jvKUvi Pzj Lvg‡P a‡i
gv_vUv DuPz Kij †m| ÔAvgvi w`‡K ZvKv, b›`! UvKvUv ZzB
hw` bv †g‡i _vwKm, Zvi gv‡b `uvovq _vB Us Avgv‡`i‡K
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b‡›`i Mjvi AvIqvR|
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coj| Zvici wb_i n‡q †Mj kixiUv|
ivbvi euva‡b wXj co‡Q| †ewk bq, Z‡e Gfv‡e Pvwj‡q
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A‡PZb b‡›`i w`‡K K‡qK †m‡KÛ ZvwK‡q _vKj
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K‡i| Ny‡i ivbvi w`‡K ZvKvj †m| Ô†f‡ev bv GZ mn‡R
cvi cv‡e Zzwg,Õ KwVb my‡i ejj †m|
_vB _vÛv‡ii wZb ewWweìvi Zv‡`i BwgwW‡qU em& avbvB
VvKzi‡K wb‡q GwM‡q Gj| ivbv †hb GK UzK‡iv nvo, I‡K
gvSLv‡b †i‡L †eIqvwik KzKz‡ii gZ P°i w`‡”Q Zviv|
Rv‡b mevB Zviv fvM cv‡e, Kv‡RB mgqUv Dc‡fvM Kievi
my‡hvM nvZQvov Ki‡Q bv|
ûgwKUv MÖvn¨ bv K‡i nvmj ivbv| Ô†Zvgiv, _vB _vÛvi,
e¨vcviUvi m‡½ Rov‡j Kxfv‡e?Õ Lye †hb †KŠZ‚nj n‡”Q
Ii, Avm‡j f‡q AvZ¥vivg LuvPvQvov nIqvi †RvMvo n‡q‡Q|
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Zvi bgybv? _vB Us Zv‡K j¨vs †g‡i w`j?Õ
KvR n‡jv †KŠk‡j, P°i †`Iqv eÜ K‡i Ii K_vi
Reve w`‡”Q _vbg| GB my‡hv‡M Pzwcmv‡i iwki euvab¸‡jv
AviI wXj K‡i Avb‡Q ivbv|
Kvi c−¨vb, GK GK K‡i Kxfv‡e msMVb¸‡jv‡K Rov‡bv
nq, ms‡¶‡c me Rvbvj KY© _vbg|
my‡hvM †c‡q Ri“wi GKUv cÖm‡½ P‡j †Mj ivbv| Ô`yiš—
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bv Rvbv Lye Ri“wi|
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Ki‡Z Pvq|Õ
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ivbv, Avkv Ki‡Q cÖwZev` Ki‡e _vbg|
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Ki‡Z †bB,Õ ejj avbvB VvKzi|
Ô†Zvgv‡`i‡K GB e¨_©Zvi †LmviZ w`‡Z n‡e bv? hv‡`i
n‡q KvR KiQ I‡`i B‡›Uwj‡RÝ gvb‡e?Õ
†n‡m DVj avbvB VvKzi| ÔGi gRvB †Zv GLv‡b!Õ ejj
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ZvBIqvwbR B‡›Uwj‡R݇K, Iiv ai‡e ZvBIqvwbR Us‡K,
ZvBIqvwbR Us ai‡Z PvB‡e _vB Us‡K, Gfv‡e| Avgv‡`i
m‡½ ïay _vB Us-Gi Kvievi, Avi KvD‡K Avgiv wPwb
bv|Õ
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jvqvwewjwU| GUv †Zv wVK, †eCgvwb Kiv n‡q‡Q †Zvgv‡`i
m‡½, Pzw³ f½ K‡i‡Q _vB Us| Pwμ Pzqvb‡K Lei `vI,
Avgvi m‡½ GKUv mg‡SvZvq AvmyK †m| ewbebv n‡j Avwg
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miKv‡ii cÖwZwbwaZ¡ KiwQ,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔW±i bvw`iv
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Z‡e GLbI wXj n‡”Q euvab| OPwμ Pzqvb ejyK wewbg‡q KZ
UvKv Pvq †m|Õ
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cviv †Zv PvwÆLvwb K_v bq|Õ
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Ôem& Lye e¨¯— Av‡Qb, GLbB Zuv‡K cvIqv hv‡e bv,Õ ejj
avbvB VvKzi| ÔcÖv_wgK AvjvcUv Zywg Avgvi m‡½ †m‡i
ivL‡Z cvi| †nv‡U‡ji bvg e‡jv, †Zvgvi my¨BU †_‡K
†μwWU KvW©Uv wb‡q AvmyK Avgvi †jvK|Õ
gv_v bvoj ivbv| ÔDuûu, Av‡M Avgv‡K Pwμ Pzqv‡bi m‡½
K_v ej‡Z n‡e|Õ
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ejj avbvB VvKzi, †fvRevwRi gZ Zvi nv‡Z GKUv Qywi
†ewi‡q Gj| GB QywiUvB W±i kvgmyboevnv‡ii Mjvq
Pvwj‡qwQj †m, Z‡e ivbvi Zv Rvbvi K_v bq| ÔfveQ
e¨vKAvc G‡m D×vi Ki‡e †Zvgv‡K| wKš‘ †m ¸‡o evwj|
evB‡i Avgv‡`i e¨vKAvc mn eû †jvK cvnvivq Av‡Q,
A‡Pbv KvD‡K Avkcv‡k NyiNyi Ki‡Z †`L‡j ILv‡bB R¨vš—
cyu‡Z †dj‡e|Õ
KY© _vbg ejj, Ôb‡›`i Avevi ûuk wd‡i‡Q|Õ
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Qywii KvRUv Av‡M †kl Ki‡e, bvwK cÖ ‡g gyL †Lvjvevi
†Póv Ki‡e wZjmyjvb‡›`i?
GK cv wcQy nUj avbvB VvKzi, Zvici Ny‡i b‡›`i w`‡K
G‡Mvj| ivbv‡K Lyb Kievi †P‡q evn‡Ki KvQ †_‡K Z_¨
Av`vq KivUv A‡bK †ewk ¸i“Z¡c~Y©| euva‡bi Dci kixi
†Q‡o w`‡q GKUy wekªvg wbj ivbv, Zvici Avevi KewR gy³
Kievi KvR ïi“ Kij|
Ô†cÖg, Zzwg Avgv‡`i cyiv‡bv eÜz,Õ big my‡i ejj avbvB
VvKzi| Ôwek¦vm K‡iv, †Zvgv‡K Avgiv †Q‡oB w`‡Z PvB|
wKš‘ Zvi wewbg‡q wKQy GKUv †Zv †c‡Z n‡e, e‡jv? nq
UvKv¸‡jv †diZ `vI, bq‡Zv Ggb wKQy Z_¨ `vI hv‡Z
I¸‡jv †diZ cvevi e¨e¯’v Ki‡Z cvwi Avgiv|Õ
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†KvbI Avkv †`L‡Z cv‡”Q bv †m|
ÔI‡`i Av¯—vbvq wM‡q Kx †`L‡j Zzwg?Õ
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KiwQj Iiv,Õ ejj b›`| ÔwR‡Kv †Pqvi †Q‡o n¨vÛ‡kK Kij
Avgvi m‡½| `yRb †jvK myU‡K‡m evwÛj¸‡jv fi‡Z ïi“
Kij| `y‡Uv evwÛj †U‡b wb‡q cix¶v Kijvg Avwg|Õ
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gv_v bvoj b›`| Ôbv, Zv eywSwb| Avgvi †KvbI m‡›`nB
nqwb| nq‡Zv IB evwÛj `y‡Uv bKj wQj bv|Õ
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ejj?Õ Rvb‡Z PvBj avbvB|
Ôejj UvKv wb‡q GLv‡b †cuŠ‡QB Avwg †hb †dvb K‡i
wVKvbvUv Rvwb‡q w`B I‡`i‡K, †h wVKvbvq cvIqv hv‡e W±i
bvw`iv‡K|Õ
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cuqZvwj−k wgwbU cvi n‡q‡Q,Õ weoweo Kij †m| ÔKY©,
evB‡i Avgv‡`i cvnviv AviI †Rvi`vi Kivi e¨e¯’v K‡iv|Õ
gv_v SuvwK‡q †eh‡g›U †_‡K †ewi‡q hvevi Rb¨ cv evovj
_vbg, b‡›`i w`‡K wdij avbvB| ÔZvici?Õ
ÔAvgv‡K Iiv Mvwo‡Z Zz‡j †cuŠ‡Q w`j A¨vWvg cv‡K©i
Kv‡Q wbR©b GK iv¯—vq, GKUv cvewjK ey‡`i cv‡k| Iiv
P‡j hvevi ci ILvb †_‡K †Zvgv‡`i‡K †dvb K‡i GB †md
nvD‡mi wVKvbv †R‡b wbB Avwg| ILvb †_‡K U¨vw· wb‡q
†mvRv GLv‡b P‡j Avwm|Õ
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avbvB|
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†nu‡U Avm‡Q| Ô†Zvgvi K_v Avwg wek¦vm Kijvg|Õ
Kuvcv Kuvcv `xN©k¦vm †djj b›`, gv_v SuvKvj, K…ZÁ|
eb K‡i b‡›`i w`‡K wdij avbvB| ÔZ‡e Zv‡Z †Zvgvi
Lywk nevi wKQy †bB,Õ ejj †m| Ô†Zvgv‡K Avgvi euvwP‡q
ivLvi Kx KviY _vK‡Z cv‡i e‡jv!Õ
Ôbv, VvKzi!Õ b›` Avevi †Ku‡` †djj, Ô†KvbI KviY
†bB|Õ
Ny‡i ivbvi w`‡K ZvKvj avbvB VvKzi| GB mgq Avevi
K_v e‡j DVj nvj †Q‡o †`qv g„Zz¨c_hvÎx|
ÔVvKzi!Õ Pz‡jv I gkv‡ji Kuvcv Kuvcv Av‡jvq †fŠwZK
†kvbvj b›`i Ki“Y Av‡e`b| ÔAvwg I‡`i Kv‡Q wd‡i hve|
Rvb‡Z PvBe GB KvR †Kb Iiv Kij...Õ
b›`‡K Avi MÖvn¨B Ki‡Q bv avbvB VvKzi, †m †hb GK
wcm dvwb©Pvi| ÔGLv‡b Avgiv UvBg wKj Kivi †KvbI †Ljv
†LjwQ bv, gvmy` ivbv,Õ ejj †m| Ô†nv‡U‡ji bvg e‡jv,
†μwWU KvW©Uv GLbB PvB Avgvi!Õ
K_vUv ¯úó Rvwb‡q w`‡q _vB _vÛv‡ii mnKvix em&
avbvB VvKzi eb K‡i AvacvK Nyij, Iqvj_vi Zz‡j j¶¨w¯’i
Kij, Zvici wU‡c w`j wUªMvi| †KŠZ‚nj wb‡q ZvwK‡q Av‡Q
Zvi m½xiv| KY© _vbg wbtk¦vm †dj‡Z fy‡j †M‡Q|
QywiUv SuvwK‡q nv‡Zi Zvjy‡Z wb‡q Gj ivbv|
we‡ùvwiZ n‡jv wZjmyjvb‡›`i gv_v; nvo, gvsm I i³
Qwo‡q coj VvÊv †eh‡g›U MZ©¸‡jvq| †Uwe‡ji m‡½
iwk‡Z euvav kixiUv SvuwK †Lj eviK‡qK, Zvici w¯’i n‡q
†Mj|
Ô†`L‡j, gvmy` ivbv,Õ jvkUvi w`‡K †PvL †i‡L mnv‡m¨
ejj avbvB VvKzi, ÔAvgv‡`i Kv‡R bv jvM‡j Zv‡K wb‡q Kx
Kwi Avgiv?Õ
Zvjyi Dci QywiUv‡K Nywi‡q wbj ivbv, KewR †eu‡a ivLv
iwkUv KvU‡Q| ÔAvwg AvZswKZ,Õ ejj I|
Ii w`‡K GwM‡q Gj avbvB VvKzi, VvÊv iv‡M AcjK
n‡q Av‡Q †PvL, D‡ëv K‡i aiv wc¯—j Zzjj AvNvZ Kievi
Rb¨|
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Gj| _vB _vÛvi m`m¨iv åƒ KuyP‡K ci¯ú‡ii w`‡K wbtk‡ã
ZvKv‡”Q|
Ôe¨vcviUv eyS‡Z cviQ?Õ bxieZv fvOj ivbv| Ô†Zvgv‡`i
evn‡Ki wcQy wb‡q †cuŠ‡Q †M‡Q _vB Us|Õ
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Afve †bB| ÔAvgiv wK fvwewb GiKg wKQy NU‡Z cv‡i?
Avgv‡`i Pwj−kRb †jvK cvnviv w`‡”Q GB †md nvDm|
mevB Zviv mk¯¿ gv‡m©bvwi|Õ
AviI K‡qK wgwbU KvUj| †Mvjv¸wji AvIqvR μgk
Kv‡Q m‡i Avm‡Q| ax‡i ax‡i bvf©vm n‡q DV‡Q _vB _vÛvi|
AviI `yÕwgwbU ci _vbg‡K evB‡iUv †`‡L Avmevi Rb¨
cvVvj avbvB|
Zvi Avi `iKvi n‡jv bv| evB‡i †_‡K AK¯§vr GKUv
wPrKvi †f‡m Gj| ÔPviw`K wN‡i †d‡j‡Q... Avgv‡`i `yB
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AvZ©bv` †ewi‡q Gj †jvKUvi Mjv †_‡K|
Zvic‡iB Pvicv‡k ïi“ n‡q †Mj Zzgyj †Mvjv¸wj|
cv_y‡i †`qv‡j †j‡M w`K&wew`K& Qy‡U hv‡”Q SuvK SuvK ey‡jU|
avbvB VvKz‡ii GK m½x X‡j coj, Zvi †cU †_‡K bvwofuywo
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wZb _vB I ivbvi Pviw`‡K Qy‡UvQywU Ki‡Q ey‡jU¸‡jv|
avbvB Avi Zvi `yB m½x †f‡O cov cv_y‡i †`qv‡ji ¯—~‡c Mv
XvKv w`‡q‡Q| wmwj‡Oi MZ© I wmuwo j¶¨ K‡i ¸wj Ki‡Q
Zviv|
iwki euva‡b `ª“Z Qywi Pvwj‡q nvZ `y‡Uv gy³ Kij ivbv,
Zvici evwK iwk KvUvq gb w`j| wcQ‡bi †`qv‡j ¸wj
jvMvi AvIqvR cv‡”Q I|
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fvlvUv wPbv, Z‡e _vB Uvb ¯úó| Ôfvj PvI †Zv GB gyn~‡Z©
Zv‡K Avgv‡`i nv‡Z Zz‡j `vI|Õ
ÔUvKvi wewbg‡q †c‡Z n‡e Zv‡K!Õ avbvB VvKziI Mjv
Pwo‡q Reve w`j| ÔAvgiv KviI †eMvi LvwU bv|Õ
Ôe¨vcvi Zv n‡j GLbI †Ui cvIwb? evB‡i †Zvgv‡`i
cvnviv`viiv jvk n‡q c‡o Av‡Q,Õ †eh‡g‡›Ui Dciw`K
†_‡K Reve †f‡m Gj| ÔK‡qKRb cvwj‡q‡Q, Z‡e
Avgv‡`i †jvK avIqv Ki‡Q Zv‡`i, cÖ‡Z¨‡Ki e¨e¯’v
K‡i Z‡eB wdi‡e| GB †mdnvD‡m †n‡i f~Z n‡q †MQ
†Zvgiv|Õ
†jvKUv _vg‡ZB †n‡m DVj avbvB VvKzi| Zvici ejj,
ÔAvgv‡`i Kv‡QI Lei Av‡Q, c‡o _vKv jv‡ki A‡a©‡Ki
†ewk †Zvgv‡`i †jvK| GKUz ci †Ui cv‡e Kviv †n‡i‡Q,
Avgv‡`i AviI GKUv MÖ“c †cuŠQvj e‡j! W±i bvw`iv? UvKv
bv w`‡j Zv‡K cvevi Avkv fy‡j hvI|Õ
ÔPzw³ n‡qwQj `k wgwjq‡b, †mB Pzw³ †f‡O wek wgwjqb
†P‡q em‡j †Zvgiv| wb‡qI †M‡Qv wek wgwjqb!Õ Dci †_‡K
Awf‡hvM †f‡m Gj| ÔGici Avi K_v Kx!Õ
Ô†gv cvB‡qi ga¨¯’Zvq †Zvgv‡`i wR‡Kv ZvbvB‡qi m‡½
Avgv‡`i cÖwZwbwa wP·jLvi Pzw³ n‡q‡Q, AviI cuvP wgwjqb
w`‡Z n‡e| Rvj †bvU cvwV‡q †mB Pzw³i ei‡Ljvc K‡iQ
†Zvgiv|Õ
Ô†gv cvB Lyb nevi ci IB Pzw³ †g‡b Pj‡Z Avgiv GLb
Avi eva¨ bB,Õ _vB Us-Gi †jvKUv ejj| ÔUvKv hv †`qvi
w`‡qwQ, fvj PvI †Zv weÁvbx‡K Avgv‡`i nv‡Z Zz‡j `vI|Õ
ÔZv‡K †c‡Z n‡j AviI cuvP w`‡Z n‡e,Õ Rvwb‡q w`j
avbvB VvKzi| Ô†Zvgiv bv w`‡j Ab¨ cvwU© †`‡e|Õ
Avevi `yÕc¶ †_‡KB †Mvjv¸wj ïi“ n‡q †Mj|
wb‡R‡K ivbv gy³ K‡i †d‡j‡Q|
†evSvB hv‡”Q †h evn‡Ki wcQy wb‡qB _vB Us †cuŠ‡Q
†M‡Q _vB _vÛv‡ii †md nvD‡m| _vB Us-Gi m‡½ b›` nvZ
wgwj‡q _vK‡j Avðh© nIqvi wKQy †bB, fvej ivbv| _vB
Us-Gi wek¦vm Avi †KvbI UvKv bv w`‡qB weÁvbx W±i
bvw`iv‡K wb‡q †h‡Z cvvi‡e Zviv|
wKš‘ Kxfv‡e? fve‡Q ivbv| W±i bvw`iv‡K †Kv_vq ivLv
n‡q‡Q †K Rv‡b!
nvgv¸wo †`Iqvi fw½‡Z i‡q‡Q ivbv, A‡c¶v Ki‡Q
KZ¶‡Y i³PjvPj ¯^vfvweK nq| mviv kixi e¨_v Ki‡Q
Ii| Z‡e gv_ve¨_v Kg‡Z ïi“ K‡i‡Q|
AviI `yRb _vB _vÛvi gviv †Mj| Kuva I Mjvq ey‡jU


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†L‡q _vbg, Kcvj dz‡Uv n‡q Zvi m½x| ivbv I avbvB GK
†Kv‡Y AvUKv c‡o‡Q|
ivbv eySj, euvP‡Z n‡j `ª“Z wKQy GKUv Ki‡Z n‡e
I‡K| QywiUv Lv‡ci wfZi †i‡L w`‡q μj K‡i G‡Mvj I|
Nvo †divj avbvB, ivbvi gv_v j¶¨ K‡i mve-†gwkb
Mvb Zzjj|
Ô†evKvwg K‡iv bv!Õ wnmwnm K‡i agK w`j ivbv|
ÔIqvj_viUv †diZ `vI Avgv‡K!Õ
nVvr GKSuvK ey‡jU Qy‡U Gj Dciw`K †_‡K| j¶Y
†`‡L †evSv hv‡”Q _vB Us nVvr K‡i Xy‡K c‡o `Lj K‡i
†b‡e †eh‡g›U, Aš—Z m¤¢vebvUv A¯^xKvi Ki‡Z cvi‡Q bv
avbvBI| wc¯—jUv ivbvi w`‡K Quy‡o w`j †m| ÔIiv
Avgv‡`i‡K R¨vš— ai‡e, †mwU n‡Z w`w”Q bv!Õ Pvcv¯^‡i
ejj|
wmuwoi gv_v †_‡K GKUv †jvK DuwK w`w”Qj, wc¯—j Zz‡jB
dvqvi Kij ivbv| `ovg K‡i coj †jvKUv †g‡S‡Z,
†Pv‡Li RvqMvq GKUv MZ© †`Lv hv‡”Q|
ÔZzwg GKU ey×z,Õ avbvB‡K ejj ivbv| ÔLyb-Lvivwe
wk‡LQ, gv_vq GK QUvK eyw×I iv‡Lv bv|Õ
ÔGB, Pzc!Õ †PvL Mig Kij avbvB VvKzi, ÔLei`vi!Õ
ÔZyB Pzc Ki&, e¨vUv M`©f!Õ wnmwnm K‡i ejj ivbv|
ÔM`©f bv n‡j †KD gi‡Z Pvq? gi‡Z PvIqv gv‡b †Zv †n‡i
hvIqv!Õ Zvici, AcÖZ¨vwkZfv‡e, Mjv Pwo‡q _vB Us-Gi
D‡Ï‡k ejj, Ô†Zvgiv dvqvi eÜ Ki‡j eje †Kv_vq Av‡Q
weÁvbx W±i bvw`iv!Õ
nVvr K‡i †fŠwZK bxieZv †b‡g Gj †eh‡g‡›U|
Ô†Kv-†°v_vq wZwb?Õ Ae‡k‡l Rvb‡Z PvBj †KD GKRb,
†jvKUv m¤¢eZ †ZvZjv|
ax‡i ax‡i Ny‡i †Mj avbvB VvKzi| iv‡M †PvL `y‡Uv
R¡j‡Q| ivbvi w`‡K mve‡gwkb Mvb Zzjj †m|
gv_v bvoj ivbv, †Pv‡L-gy‡L weiw³| Ô†evSvi †Póv
K‡iv| Avwg †Zvgv‡K mvnvh¨ Ki‡Z cvie| gyw³c‡Yi UvKv
Avgvi miKviB †`‡e| GgbKx, Avwg ej‡j nq‡Zv _vB
U‡Oi †P‡q †ewkI w`‡Z cv‡i|Õ
avbvB VvKz‡ii †Pv‡L-gy‡L inm¨gq GKUv nvwm dzUj|
ejj, Ô†f‡ev bv _vB Us Qvov evsjv‡`kB GKgvÎ cvwU©|
†eBwRs-Gi m‡½ Av‡jvPbv ïi“ K‡iwQ Avgiv| †eBwRs
ej‡Q W±i bvw`ivi wbivcËvi e¨vcv‡i Zv‡`i GKUv `vwqZ¡
Av‡Q| `y‡kv wgwjqb gvwK©b Wjvi PvIqv n‡q‡Q|Õ
ivbvi Rb¨ GUv GKUv bZzb Z_¨| †evSv †Mj Kx Kv‡R
e¨¯— Pwμ Pzqvb| nvmj I| Ô†Zvgv‡`i †Zv Rvbvi K_v †h
jvj wPb KLbI e−¨vK‡gBwj‡Oi Kv‡Q bwZ ¯^xKvi K‡i bv|
IivI nq‡Zv _vB U‡Oi gZ weÁvbx‡K my‡hvM gZ †Zvgv‡`i
KvQ †_‡K wQwb‡q wb‡q hvevi K_vB fve‡Q|Õ
Ab¨gb¯‹Zvi fvb K‡i Pzc K‡i _vKj avbvB|
Avevi Mjv Povj ivbv| ÔAvgv‡`i‡K Ic‡i DV‡Z `vI,Õ
ejj I| ÔAv‡jvPbv ïi“ †nvK|Õ
Dc‡i K‡qKUv Kɯ^i wdmdvm Ki‡Q| ivbvi w`‡K
bZzb AvMÖn wb‡q ZvKvj avbvB VvKzi| ÔG‡Z KvR n‡e?Õ
ÔmewKQy m¤¢e| ZzwgI Rv‡bv|Õ
wbnZ m½x‡`i c‡o _vKv jvk¸‡jv †`Lj avbvB|
Ô†Zvgvi AvBwWqvUv †evanq g›` bq|Õ
ÔweÁvbx †Kv_vq e‡jv Avgv‡K,Õ eyw× w`j ivbv| ÔZvici
`yRb wg‡j Ggb GKUv wg‡_¨ Mí evbvB G‡mv, Iiv hv‡Z
wek¦vm K‡i|Õ
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fve‡j fyj Ki‡e, wg÷vi| IUvB Avgvi Bbdi‡gkb| IUv
†c‡Z n‡j Av‡M †Zvgv‡K †c‡g›U Ki‡Z n‡e|Õ
kªvM Kij ivbv| GB duv` †_‡K cÖvY wb‡q †ewi‡q †h‡Z
n‡e I‡K| m‡½ hw` avbvB Avi Zvi Z_¨Uv wb‡Z cv‡i,
`vi“Y nq|
ÔKx e‡jv †Zvgiv?Õ fvOv †cv‡ovevwoi Dci w`‡K gyL
Zz‡j Mjv Povj ivbv|
ÔwVU&-wVK Av‡Q,Õ Reve w`j †ZvZjv| Ôwb‡R‡`i A¯¿
†d‡j `vI| gv-¤§v_vi Ici nvZ Zz‡j Avovj †_‡K †e-
†eŸwi‡q G‡mv|Õ
†emy‡iv Mjvq †n‡m DVj avbvB VvKzi| Ôevn&! Avgiv
†ei“B, Avi †Zvgiv ¸wj K‡i †d‡j `vI AviKx! bv, Duûu,
†mwU n‡e bv! †Zvgv‡`i‡KI wbi¯¿ n‡Z n‡e|Õ
ÔKvD‡K Avgiv ¸wj Kie bv,Õ Dci †_‡K cÖwZkÖ“wZ w`j
_vB U‡Oi cÖwZwbwa| Ôwe‡kl K‡i †Zvgv‡K Avgv‡`i euvwP‡q
ivLvi `iKvi Av‡Q, avbvB VvKzi| KviY weÁvbx eywo
†Zvgv‡`i m‡½ GLv‡b hw` bv _v‡K, †Kv_vq Av‡Q Zv
†Zvgvi KvQ †_‡KB Rvb‡Z n‡e Avgv‡`i‡K|Õ
ÔRvbvw”Q,Õ weoweo Kij avbvB VvKzi, †g‡S‡Z Qwo‡q
_vKv A¯¿¸‡jvi Dci †PvL eyjv‡”Q| ejj, ÔA¯¿ †dj‡e wK
bv e‡jv| bv †dj‡j †KvbI mg‡SvZv bq| Avi Avgv‡`i
gZ †Zvgv‡`iI gv_vi Ici nvZ Zz‡j ivL‡Z n‡e|Õ
K‡qK gyn~Z© ci Reve †f‡m Gj, ÔwVK Av‡Q, ivwR|Õ
R¨v‡K‡Ui wfZi we‡klfv‡e c¨vW jvMv‡bv c‡K‡U
Iqvj_viUv f‡i ivLj ivbv, GUv W. kvg‡ki Avjxi wb‡`©‡k
wewmAvB †UKwbKvj wWcvU©‡g‡›Ui ˆZwi, Lye KvQ †_‡K
LuywU‡q bv †`L‡j †evSv hv‡e bv ILv‡b IUv Av‡Q|
†g‡S †_‡K GKUv .45 Zz‡j wbj avbvB, wRb‡mi
I‡q÷e¨v‡Û ¸u‡R ivLj| Zvici IUvi Dci fvix R¨v‡KU
Pvcv w`j|
Ô†Zvgvi †UmwUKj Avevi bv D‡o hvq,Õ ejj ivbv|
†n‡m D‡V wmuwoi w`‡K G‡Mvj avbvB, nvZ Zz‡j †Pv‡L
wVKgZ ewm‡q wb‡”Q PkgvUv| kΓi gy‡LvgywL nIqvi
wec`Uv †ivgvwÂZ Ki‡Q Zv‡K|
VvÊv evZv‡mi wfZi w`‡q Zvi wcQy wbj ivbv, avbvB
VvKz‡ii gZ Ii nvZI gv_vi Dci †Zvjv|
iv‡Zi AÜKv‡i QÕRb _vB wPbv gv_vi Dci nvZ Zz‡j
A‡c¶v Ki‡Q| Av‡jv ej‡Z bx‡Pi †eh‡g‡›Ui wbfy wbfy
wZb‡U gkvj I Pz‡jvi jvj‡P Avfv, Avi gv_vi Dci Kv‡jv
Pv`‡i Muv_v AvaLvbv Puv`, ZvI Sz‡j _vKv MvQcvjvi Avov‡j
LvwbKUv jyKv‡bv|
†jvK¸‡jvi gyL Qvqvq XvKv| Zv‡`i ci‡bi Mvp i‡Oi
weR‡bm myU Aïf jvM‡Q †`L‡Z, KviY GKUv Av‡iKUvi
Kve©b Kwc|
Ô†Kv-†°v_vq weÁvbx?Õ Rvb‡Z PvBj †ZvZjv †jvKUv,
AK¯§vr nvZ bvwg‡q †djj †m, Wvb nv‡Z †fvRevwRi gZ
†ewi‡q Gj GKUv jy¨Mvi| †mUv cvjv K‡i ivbv I avbvB‡qi
w`‡K †Nviv‡”Q|
ÔLye fvj Rvg©vb Mvb,Õ gš—e¨ Kij ivbv|
Ô†Zvgiv mg‡SvZv Pzw³i ev‡ivUv evwR‡qQ,Õ †ZvZjv _vB
wPbvi w`‡K ZvwK‡q Awf‡hvM Kij avbvB |
Ô†Pvc kvjv ï-ï‡qv‡ii ev”Pv! we-weÁvbx †Kv_vq ej&, Zv
bv n‡j GLbB Lyb n‡q hvwe|Õ
AcgvbUv mn¨ n‡jv bv avbvB VvKz‡ii| Zv‡K Avoó n‡q
†h‡Z †`Lj ivbv, †`Lj Zvi nvZ R¨v‡K‡Ui wfZi Xy‡K
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Ô`yÕgy‡Lv mv‡ci m‡½ Avwg e¨emv Kwi bv!Õ e‡jB .45-Uv
†ei K‡i †djj avbvB|
Suy‡K †ZvZjvi †c‡U cÖPÊ GKUv Nywm gvij ivbv|
Av‡iK _vB wPbv‡K ¸wj Kij avbvB| IUvB me‡P‡q
mnR, wbivc` I Kvcyi“‡li cQ›`mB Uv‡M©U cÖ¨vKwUm wQj|
_vB wPbv c‡o †Mj| `ª“Z Zv‡K AviI GKUv ¸wj Kij
avbvB|
wb‡Ri †Pv‡L-gy‡L wbnZ †jvKUvi i‡³i wQUv Abyfe
Kij ivbv| cigyn~‡Z© `ª“Z cv Pvjvj AÜKv‡ii w`‡K|
Kvgiv †_‡K †ewi‡qB Gu‡K‡eu‡K QyUj R½‡ji wfZi
w`‡q|
Ii wcQ‡b evwK _vB wPbv‡`i SuvK SuvK ey‡jU SuvSiv
Ki‡Q avbvB VvKz‡ii `yB cv| GiKg wec‡`i mgqI
wb‡R‡`i ¯^v‡_©i K_v †fv‡jwb _vB U‡Oi m`m¨iv| m‡½ m‡½
gviv †h‡Z cv‡i, Ggb †Kv_vI ¸wj Ki‡Q bv Zviv|
K‡qK gyn~Z© ci GKUv weiwZ| Zvici wPrKvi-
†PuPv‡gwP, †hb †Pvi cvjvevi ci eyw× †e‡o‡Q|
ivbv †Kvb&w`‡K †M‡Q Zv wb‡q m¤¢eZ I‡`i g‡a¨ wØgZ
†`Lv w`j| `yÕ`‡j fvM n‡q R½‡ji `yÕw`‡K iIbv n‡jv
Iiv| `yÕwgwbU GKUv Mv‡Qi Avov‡j jywK‡q _vKvi ci
Z…Zxq Av‡iKw`‡K QyUj ivbv| KgK‡iI AvU-bqUv jvk
UcKv‡Z n‡jv I‡K|
wgwbU `‡kK nbnb K‡i nuvUevi ci GKUv Xvj †cj
ivbv, IUvi gv_v †_‡K †b‡g Gj cvKv iv¯—vq| mvB‡ib
evwR‡q K‡qKUv cywjk Kvi‡K Qy‡U †h‡Z †`Lj I|
D‡ëvw`‡K AviI `k wgwbU nuvUvi ci GKUv U¨vw· †cj|
g¨vK‡gvnb cv‡K©i cvwK©s j‡U †i›U-Av-Kvi †Kv¤úvwbi
U‡qvUv w¯úª›UviUv †i‡L wM‡qwQj ivbv| U¨vw· †Q‡o w`‡q
wfZ‡i Xy‡K †`Lj Ii Mvwoi cv‡k KjvcvZv i‡Oi
A¯^vfvweK PKP‡K GKUv †cvk© i‡q‡Q| MvwoUv‡K wN‡i
`uvwo‡q K‡qKUv †QvU †Q‡j‡g‡q gy» †Pv‡L †`L‡Q|
Zvjv Ly‡j wb‡Ri U‡qvUvq XyKj ivbv| `iRv eÜ K‡i
wm‡Ui mvBW c‡KU †_‡K †iwWIUv †ei Kij, †`L‡Z wVK
†hb mvaviY GKUv †Uc †c−qvi| Kv‡b Gqvi‡dvb †XvKvj,
Pvc w`j K‡qKUv †evZv‡g, Zvici †njvb w`j wm‡U|
m¨v‡UjvBU B‡jKUªwb‡·i KvR †kl bv nIqv ch©š— A‡c¶v
Ki‡Q|
ÔB‡qm, GgAvibvBb,Õ wewmAvB wPd ivnvZ Lv‡bi
¸i“M¤¢xi Kɯ^i †f‡m Gj wewmAvB †nW‡KvqvU©vi XvKv
†_‡K|
Ômvi,Õ †KvbI f~wgKv bv K‡iB wi‡cvU© Ki‡Q ivbv|
ÔBgi“j‡K †h ¸wj K‡iwQj †m †bB| GB Acv‡ik‡bi m‡½
ZvBIqvwbR UsI RwoZ, I‡`i wPdI †bB|Õ
†KvbI gš—e¨ bv K‡i AcicÖv‡š— A‡c¶v Ki‡Qb
wewmAvB wPd|
Ô†`vB Bb_vbb `y‡M© †Zicj XvKv GKUv †RU †c−b
†`‡LwQ,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔwKš‘ †mUv Avgv‡`i `yiš— CMj wK bv
Rvbvi my‡hvM nqwb Avgvi|Õ
ÔGqvi‡cv‡U©i wewfboe m~Î †_‡K Avgv‡K Rvbv‡bv n‡q‡Q,
IUvB cy‡o‡Q Av¸‡b,Õ ej‡jb ivnvZ Lvb| Ô`yiš— CMj
AvKv‡k I‡Vwb, D‡VwQj wØZxq †c−bUv| Z‡K©i LvwZi hw`
a‡i †bqv nq †h `yiš—B AvKv‡k D‡VwQj, Zv n‡jI cwiw¯’wZ
e`jv‡”Q bv| KviY, K‡›Uªvj UvIqvi †_‡K ejv n‡”Q IB
CMj XvKvi AvKvk †Q‡o †Kv_vI hvqwb| Z‡e GKUv
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ÔB‡qm, mvi!Õ
ÔK‡›Uªvj UvIqv‡ii wb‡`©k †c‡q †h wZbRb wPbv μz we
†mKk‡bi CMj wb‡q AvKv‡k D‡VwQj, I‡`i m¤ú‡K© GKUv
inm¨gq wi‡cvU© cvIqv †M‡Q|Õ
K_v bv e‡j Aaxi AvMª‡n A‡c¶v Ki‡Q ivbv| Ii
Rvbv Av‡Q, GB wZb wPbv μzi †KvbI nw`mB cvIqv hvw”Qj
bv|
ÔGqvi‡cv‡U©i evB‡i †Kv_vI †_‡K GKUv †nwjKÞv‡i
P‡o Iiv,Õ ej‡jb ivnvZ Lvb| ÔIUv I‡`i‡K †UKbv‡d
†cuŠ‡Q †`q| †mLvb †_‡K †evU wb‡q GKUv Rvnv‡R D‡V P‡j
†M‡Q Iiv| †KD ej‡Z cvi‡Q bv †Kb Iiv GiKg A™y¢Z
AvPiY Kij| Avwg Lei ivLwQ, GLb ch©š— wP‡bI Iiv
†cuŠQvqwb| †MvUv e¨vcviUvi g‡a¨ `y‡e©va¨ Kx †hb GKUv
†Mvjgvj Av‡Q|Õ
ÔRx, mvi,Õ ejj ivbv|
ÔAv‡iKUv K_v,Õ ej‡jb ivnvZ Lvb| ÔMvjKvUv i“¯—g
bv‡g GK wμwgbvj aiv c‡o‡Q| B›Uv‡iv‡Mkb Pj‡Q|
¯^xKvi K‡i‡Q _vB _vÛv‡ii `y‡Uv MÖ“c‡K I-B Gqvi‡cvU©
†_‡K †ei K‡i Av‡b| Zv‡`i K‡qKR‡bi bvgI e‡j‡Q I|Õ
bvg¸‡jv †R‡b wbj ivbv| Zvici ejj, Ômvi, Avwg Zv
n‡j...
ÔGB gyn~‡Z© `yiš— eo †KvbI Bmy¨ bq,Õ ivbv‡K _vwg‡q
w`‡q ej‡jb ivnvZ Lvb| Ôg~j Bmy¨ weÁvbx W±i bvw`iv|
Avgvi Kv‡Q AvRB Lei G‡m‡Q, _vB _vÛvi †eBwR‡Oi KvQ
†_‡K `y‡kv wgwjqb gvwK©b Wjvi gyw³cY †P‡q‡Q| e‡j‡Q,
gyw³cY bv w`‡j W±i bvw`iv‡K Iiv Ab¨ †KvbI cÖwZc‡¶i
Kv‡Q †e‡P †`‡e|Õ
Owμwgbvj‡`iI GKUv bxwZ _v‡K, Iiv Zv gvb‡Q bv,
mvi,Õ ejj ivbv|
Ô†Zvgvi eÜz wjD dzPzs Avgvi m‡½ †hvMv‡hvM K‡iwQj,Õ
ej‡jb wewmAvB wPd| ÔAvm‡j LyuRwQj †Zvgv‡K| I ej‡Q,
GB e¨vcviUvq K‡qKUv cvwU© RwoZ, d‡j wd‡ì †Zvgv‡K
mgm¨vq co‡Z n‡Z cv‡i| ejj, †Zvgvi Kj cvevi
A‡c¶vq ˆZwi n‡q Av‡Q I|Õ
ÔRx, mvi|Õ
ÔPvBwbR wm‡μU mvwf©‡mi Zid †_‡K dzPzs †Zvgv‡K
GKUv †cvk© Kvi wMdU K‡i‡Q,Õ ej‡jb ivnvZ Lvb| ÔIi
aviYv, we‡kl K‡i GB A¨vmvBb‡g‡›U †Zvgvi bvwK jvM‡Z
cv‡i IUv| Avwg I‡K e‡jwQ Ñ †h‡nZz KviI KvQ †_‡K
wMdU †bIqvi †KvbI wbqg †bB, KvR †kl n‡q †M‡j IUv
Zzwg I‡K †diZ †`‡e|Õ
ÔRx, mvi|Õ
Ôg¨vK‡gvnb cv‡K©i cvwK©s j‡U †Wwjfvwi †`qv n‡q‡Q
IUv,Õ ej‡jb ivnvZ Lvb|
ivbv AevK| gv_v Nywi‡q U‡qvUvi cv‡k cvK© Kiv †cvk©
KviUvi w`‡K ZvKvj I| KvKZvjxq GKUv e¨vcvi, m‡›`n
†bB| ÔRx, mvi|Õ
ÔMvwoUvi wKQy †UKwbKvj ˆewkó¨ Av‡Q, eyK‡jU †`‡L
†R‡b wb‡qv Kxfv‡e e¨envi Ki‡Z nq|Õ
ÔRx, mvi|Õ
Ô¸W nvw›Us, gvB eq!Õ e‡jB †hvMv‡hvM †K‡U w`‡jb
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weM wWj K¨vwm‡bvi dvBj †_‡K cvIqv wVKvbvq †cuŠQv‡Z
PvB‡Q ivbv| `yB e−K Av‡M †cvk© _vgvj, evwK c_ †nu‡U
G‡Mv‡”Q|
mvRv‡bv-†MvQv‡bv GjvKv, abx gvbyl‡`i emevm| cÖvq
cÖwZwU evwoi mvg‡b evMvb I jb| eûZj feb¸‡jv AvKvk
Quy‡q‡Q| iv¯—vq RUjv †bB, †`vKvb-cvU †bB| nv‡m¨v¾¡j
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cv‡ki Kvgivq Zvovû‡ov K‡i Iqv‡Wª©ve †_‡K
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c‡o Av‡Q †g‡S‡Z| †Uwe‡ji †`ivR¸‡jv †Lvjv, wfZ‡ii
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†KD n‡b¨ n‡q|
cÖ g Kvgivq wd‡i G‡m iv¯—vi w`‡Ki RvbvjvUv Lyjj
ivbv, Zvici evB‡i gv_v †ei K‡i DB‡Ûv Iqvkvi‡K wnw›`
fvlvq ejj, ÔGB †h gvgv‡Zv fvB, GLv‡b Kx?Õ
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ivbv I‡K Avcwb K‡i ej‡Q †`‡L Lywk nIqvi e`‡j åƒ
†KuvPKvj c‡KUgvi| Zvici nv‡Zi KvR _vwg‡q gvPvi
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Ôgvmy` ivbv|Õ
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n¨vÛ‡k‡K eva¨ K‡i|
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GmwcIbvR G‡R›U e‡j g‡b n‡q‡Q,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔA_P GB
†h mviv¶Y bvUz‡Kcbv, AwZwi³ M`M` fve, GUv †Kb?Õ
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GB †`Lyb, Avevi gyL w`‡q ûRyi †ewi‡q †Mj! n‡q‡Q Kx,
GUv Avgvi A‡bK cyiv‡bv GKUv Af¨vm, †mB †QvU‡ejvi|
wm‡μU mvwf©‡m †XvKvi ci †Uªbviiv ejj, wb‡Ri cwiPq
†Mvcb ivLvi R‡b¨ GB Af¨vmUv Zzwg a‡i ivL‡Z cvi|
e¨vcviUv Avgvi g¾vi m‡½ wg‡k †M‡Q, PvB‡jI Qvo‡Z
cvwi bv|Õ
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cvoj ivbv| ÔcªwZwU Kvgiv G‡jv‡g‡jv n‡q Av‡Q| Avcbvi
KvR?Õ
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bq,Õ ejj †m| Zvici wR‡Ám Kij, ÔRvbvjv Ly‡j evB‡i
ZvKvevi K_v g‡b n‡jv †Kb?Õ
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cvK© Kiv GKUv Uªv‡K wMqvi¸‡jv †`‡L fvejvg d¬¨vUUvq
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Avgiv †bvU wewbgq Kwi| Avcbvi AvcwË †bB †Zv?Õ
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Ô†`LvgvÎ lôBw›`ª‡qi mvnv‡h¨ eyS‡Z cvijvg, Avgvi
jvB‡bi †jvK| fvejvg †R‡b ivLv fvj †K Avcwb|
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cvB weM wW‡j| Mfxi iv‡Z d‡jv K‡i GB †md nvDmUv
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_vB Us Zv‡K Lyb K‡i‡Q|Õ
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Ô†hgb Avgiv Rvwb weÁvbx W±i bvw`iv‡K XvKv †_‡K
nvBR¨vK K‡i‡Q _vB _vÛvi| Rvwb GB Kv‡R K‡qKUv cvwU©
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Rvb‡Z PvBj ivbv|
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ejyb, ûRyi Ñ _y°z, mviÑ AvB wiwcU _y°z. wg÷vi ivbv!
Avgv‡K ejv n‡q‡Q Aš—Z GB †KmUvq wPb Avi evsjv‡`k‡K
cvi‡j mvnvh¨ Ki‡Z n‡e| ZvB fvewQ Avgvi GKevi
gvj‡qwkqvq hvIqv `iKvi|Õ
wKQy bv e‡j A‡c¶v Ki‡Q ivbv|
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GKUv Pzw³‡Z G‡mwQj †KvUv evnvi“i KvQvKvwQ GKUv wbR©b
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†evanq †Mvcb †KvbI Av¯—vbv Av‡Q| AvR Avwg GKUv
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†Nviv‡div Ki‡Z †`Lv †M‡Q|Õ
Ôfvj GKUv m~Î,Õ ejj ivbv, †`qv‡j †Svjv‡bv
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GKRb G‡R‡›Ui m‡½ †dv‡b K_v e‡j wbB, Zvici Avcbvi
m‡½ †ei“‡bv †h‡Z cv‡i| GLv‡b Ggb wKQy †c‡q‡Qb Avcwb
hv †`‡L I‡`i Mš—e¨ ev Ab¨ †KvbI †md nvDm m¤ú‡K©
aviYv cvIqv hvq?Õ
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gv_v SuvKvj ivbv|
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GKUz c‡iB jveYxi my¨BU b¤^‡ii m‡½ ms‡hvM NwU‡q
w`j Acv‡iUi|
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†`‡L hv †evSvi ey‡S wb‡q‡Q †m, GKUv wPiKzU cvwV‡q
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mew`‡K bRi ivL‡Z cvie bv, ZvB e¨vsKK †_‡K GKRb
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jveYx| Ôgvmy` fvB, †KvW!Õ
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ejj, Ô†Mv A¨v‡nW|Õ
ïi“ Kij jveYx|
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gvj‡qwkqvi †KvUv evnvi“‡Z wb‡q hvIqv n‡q‡Q|Õ
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jveYx| GLbB GKUv KÞvi PvU©vi K‡iv Zzwg, e¨vsKK n‡q
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ÔAvgv‡`i G‡R›U‡K Avwg e‡jwQ... wVK Av‡Q, hv nevi
n‡q‡Q| Zv‡K Rvbv‡jB n‡e †h Avwg Zv‡R D‡VwQ|Õ
Ô`v`v, Avcwb ej‡j wiRvf© GLbB K¨vb‡mj K‡i †`qv


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hvq...Õ
Ôbv, Zvi `iKvi †bB,Õ g„`y †n‡m ejj ivbv| ÔAvgviI
GLb B‡”Q Ki‡Q Zv‡R DV‡Z|Õ
cvnvo I DuPz-wbPz Xvj cvi n‡q GB gyn~‡Z© mgZjf~wg‡Z
i‡q‡Q †cvk©| ¸b¸b K‡i cyiv‡bv GKUv wnw›` Mvb
MvB‡Q gvbm: Ônvg wR‡K wKqv K‡i‡½ hve w`j wn UzU
M¨vqv...Õ
Ôü`qUv mwZ¨ mwZ¨ fv‡Owb †Zv, wg÷vi gvbm?Õ Rvb‡Z
PvBj ivbv, Zxi‡e‡M Mvwo Pvjv‡”Q|
GKUv `xN©k¦vm Pvcj gvbm| Ô_vK|Õ †Rvi K‡i nvmj
†m| Zvici ejj, ÔZvi‡P‡q MvwoUvi ˆewkó¨ GKUz †kvbv
hvK| eyK‡j‡U †UKwbKvj fvlvq Kx me †jLv i‡q‡Q eySjvg
bv| eo †KŠZ‚nj n‡”Q|Õ
ÔIB †evZv‡g Pvc w`b,Õ ejj ivbv, AvOyj w`‡q †evZvgUv
†`Lvj|
IqvjbvU W¨vk‡ev‡W© emv‡bv jvj †evZvgUvi w`‡K
ZvKvj gvbm| ÔKx n‡e?Õ †Pv‡L cÖPzi m‡›`n, wKQyUv fq|
Ôbv wUc‡j eyS‡eb Kxfv‡e?Õ
Kuva SuvwK‡q †evZvgUvq Pvc w`j gvbm| m‡½ m‡½ cuvP
Bw PIov †PŠ‡Kv GKUv †mwg-Uª¨vÝcv‡i›U w¯OEb †ewi‡q Gj
IqvjbvU W¨vk‡ev‡W©i Dci| Zv‡Z `y&Õmvwi‡Z mvRv‡bv
i‡q‡Q wKQy kã| cÖwZwU k‡ãi cv‡k i“cvwj i‡Oi R¡jR¡‡j
GKUv †PŠ‡Kv `vM i‡q‡Q|
wRwbmUv Kx †evSvi Rb¨ mvg‡b SuyKj gvbm| Ôe¨vL¨v
Ki“b, eyS‡jb bv, ûRyi Ñ _y°z, wg÷vi ivbv!Õ nvZ evovj
†m|
ÔIUvq nvZ bv †`qvB fvj,Õ mveavb Kij ivbv| ÔGB
Mvwo P‡j gvB‡μvKgwcDUvi wm‡÷‡g| †hgb ai“b, Avwg
hLb `iRvq Zvjv w`B, I¸‡jv mwZ¨ mwZ¨ Zvjv †`qv nq Ñ
Avwg Qvov Avi †KD Mvwo‡Z Po‡Z cvi‡e bv| PvweUv Avgvi
wm‡÷‡gi m‡½ B‡jKUªwbKvwj †mbwmUvBR& Kiv Av‡Q| IB
Pvwei gva¨‡g Avgvi ewW wi`g wPb‡Z cvi‡e KgwcDUvi,
d‡j Ab¨ †KD Kx †nv‡j Pvwe †XvKv‡j Zvjv Lyj‡e bv IUv|
Avevi hLb Avwg IB GKB Pvwe Kx †nv‡j †XvKve, Agwb
Ly‡j hv‡e `iRv|Õ
Ôevn&, AvRe †Zv!Õ cÖksmv Kij gvbm| ÔAvi GB Avðh©
c¨v‡bjUv?Õ wظY Drmv‡n Rvb‡Z PvBj| ÔGUvi Kx KvR?Õ
D‡ËRbvq QvMj`vwo †gvPov‡”Q †m|
ÔIUv KgwcDUvi wm‡÷‡giB Ask| cÖwZwU kã GKUv
K‡i KgvÛ| Avcbv‡K ïay I¸‡jvi GKUv ¯úk© Ki‡Z
n‡e Ñ †PŠ‡Kv Ni †nvK, wKsev cv‡ki kã Ñ m‡½ m‡½
A¨vKkb †`L‡Z cv‡eb|Õ
ÔwVK Kx ai‡bi A¨vKkb n‡Z cv‡i, wg÷vi ivbv?Õ
wR‡Ám Kij gvbm| Ô †mªd †KŠZ‚nj, eyS‡jb bv!Õ
Ôai“b ¯úvBK †jLv kãUv Quy‡jb Avcwb, wVK Av‡Q?
m‡½ m‡½ Mvwoi †cQb †_‡K †c‡i‡Ki gZ †`L‡Z we‡ùviK
Qwo‡q co‡e iv¯—vq| Lye fvix wKQy I¸‡jv‡K Pvcv w`‡j
Z‡e dvU‡e| †h MvwoB GUvi wcQy wbK, †mUvi Uvqvi e‡j
wKQy _vK‡e bv|Õ
ÔgvBwi ejwQ, mvi, fvwi PgrKvi †Zv!Õ
ÔGevi †cvU© I ÷vi‡evW©,Õ ejj ivbv, †Lqvj Kij
Drmv‡n PKPK Ki‡Q gvb‡mi mij †PvL `y‡Uv, ÔGB `y‡Uv
k‡ãi e¨vL¨v w`B| `yÕw`‡Ki Uvqv‡ii Ici `y‡Uv mve‡gwkb
Mv‡bi K_v ej‡Q I¸‡jv| †dbWvi wcwQ‡q hv‡e, †ewi‡q
Avm‡e Mvb, W¨vk-G D`q n‡e Pvi‡U eyjÕm-AvB, PvjK


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hv‡Z ¸wj Kivi R‡b¨ j¶¨w¯’i Ki‡Z cv‡i| wKsev GZ
Sv‡gjvi g‡a¨ bv wM‡q KgwcDUvi B‡›Uwj‡R‡Ýi mvnvh¨I
†bqv hvq, †nqvijvB‡b Uv‡M©U P‡j G‡j Avgvi n‡q IUvB
dvqvi Ki‡e|Õ
wm‡U †njvb w`j gvbm| ÔGZ AevK nw”Q †h g‡b n‡”Q
ˆPZb¨ †jvc cv‡e, mvi Ñ wg÷vi ivbv! Avi GB kãUv,
G‡¯‹c?Õ
ÔAvgvi Lye cQ‡›`i kã IUv,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔNÈvq beŸyB
gvBj w¯ú‡W QyU‡Qb Avcwb, Z‡e Rv‡bb GUvi w¯úW GK‡kv
wek ch©š— Zyj‡Z cvi‡eb| †h-B wcQy wb‡q _vKzK, Avcwb
wPwš—Z bb| nVvr K‡i, AviI `y‡Uv Mvwo nvwRi
n‡jv Avcbvi mvg‡b| Avcwb duv‡` c‡o †M‡Qb| Kx
Ki‡eb?Õ
ÔcÖv_©bv,Õ ejj gvbm| Ôgv `yM©vi `qv †P‡q cªv_©bv| B‡”Q
n‡j wZwbB D×vi Ki‡eb|Õ
Ôbv| Avcwb AvOyj †Quvqv‡eb G‡¯‹c kãUvq, IB mgq
IUvB Avcbvi `yM©vi c`Zj, Avi IB ¯úk©B Avcbvi
cÖv_©bv| KgwcDUv‡ii me¸‡jv dvskb KvR ïi“ K‡i †`‡e|
cÖwZi¶vi mg¯— `vwqZ¡ wb‡Ri nv‡Z Zy‡j †b‡e IUv|
Avcbvi Pvicv‡ki wZb‡kv lvU wWwMÖ Kvfvi Ki‡e Ñ ev‡ivUv
evRv‡e bovPov Ki‡Q Ggb †h-†KvbI Mvwoi| †gwkb Mvb,
†¯§vK, †c‡iK, M¨vm Ñ wKQyB e¨envi Ki‡Z evwK ivL‡e
bv| AviI Av‡Q| Uvi‡ev †RU Avcbv‡K NÈvq wZb‡kv gvBj
w¯úW cvB‡q †`‡e| me wgwj‡q, GKUv †QvU Avwg©i †bZ…Z¡
P‡j Avm‡e Avcbvi nv‡Z, Zv‡`i mvnv‡h¨ Avcwb G‡¯‹c,
A_©vr, cjvqb Ki‡eb|Õ
ÔwbðqB ey‡jUcÖ“d?Õ
gv_v SuvKvj ivbv| Ôïay ey‡jUcÖ“d bq, †evgvcÖ“dI|Õ
GKUv †evZv‡g Pvc w`j I, w¯OEbUv A`„k¨ n‡q †Mj|
ÔGiKg GKUv Mvwo‡Z e‡m wb‡R‡K †ek wbivc` g‡b
n‡”Q,Õ ejj gvbm| ÔeyS‡jb bv!Õ
g„`y nvmj ivbv| Rv‡b, G-ai‡bi Mvwo fviZI ˆZwi
Ki‡Q; K_vUv gvb‡mi bv Rvbvi K_v bq|
Kzqvjvjvgcyi †_‡K †KvUv evnvi“ cÖvq mv‡o wZb‡kv
wK‡jvgUvi `~‡i, †cuŠQv‡Z †ek †ejv n‡q †Mj| †KvUv evnvi“
ch©Ub kni, K‡qK jvL †jv‡Ki evm, iv¯—vq iv¯—vq UªvwdK
R¨vg †j‡M Av‡Q| †cuŠQv‡Z †`wi n‡e eyS‡Z †c‡i †nv‡Uj
†kivU‡b †dvb Kij ivbv, wi‡mckb‡K wR‡Ám Kij jveYx
mvgv` bv‡g †KvbI †M÷ bvg †iwRw÷ª K‡i‡Q wK bv|
K‡i‡Q| ivbv Rvb‡Z PvBj, †dv‡bi jvBbUv jveYx‡K
†`Iqv hvq wK bv| DËi †cj, NÈv `y‡qK Av‡M †nv‡U‡j
bvg wjwL‡qB Avevi †ewi‡q †M‡Qb Zv‡`i †M÷|
†nv‡Uj ZvRgn‡j DVj Iiv| †nv‡U‡ji Kvi cvwK©s-G †cvk©
†_‡K bvg‡Q Iiv, ïb‡Z †cj KwP Mjvq †KD ej‡Q,
Ôwg÷vi! I wg÷vi! Avcbv‡`i wK MvBW `iKvi?Õ
ivbv I gvbm `yR‡bB Ny‡i `uvovj| wbPz cuvwP‡ji Icv‡i,
iv¯—vq `uvwo‡q GKUv †Q‡j Drmv‡ni m‡½ I‡`i D‡Ï‡k nvZ
bvo‡Q| eQi ev‡iv eqm n‡e Zvi, cwi”Qboe nvdc¨v›U I kvU©
c‡i Av‡Q|
ÔAvwg Lye fvj MvBW, mvi! †hLv‡b ej‡eb †mLv‡bB
wb‡q hve| Avgiv we‡`wk Uz¨wi÷‡K cQ›` Kwi|Õ
c‡KU †_‡K gvwbe¨vM †ei Kij ivbv| Ô`ytwLZ, eÜz,
AvR Avgv‡`i MvBW `iKvi †bB|Õ K‡qK cv †nu‡U wM‡q `k
wi‡OZ-Gi GKUv †bvU cuvwP‡ji gv_vq ivLj I|
gvbm ejj, ÔwiRvf© †Zv K‡iwQ, wKš‘ my¨BU¸‡jv †Kv_vq


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†`‡e †K Rv‡b| Avgv‡`i my¨BU Uc †d¬v‡i n‡j fvj nq,
cvkvcvwk|Õ
Ôcvkvcvwk †Kb?Õ
K…wÎg mš¿¯— GKUv fve wb‡q Pviw`‡K †PvL eyjvj gvbm|
ÔAvwg wec‡` co‡j Avcwb hv‡Z mvnvh¨ Ki‡Z cv‡ib,
eyS‡jb bv!Õ Mvwoi w`‡K wcQb wd‡i G‡Mv‡”Q Iiv, Avevi
WvKj †Q‡jUv|
ÔAvwg Lye Kg cqmvq KvR Kwi, wg÷vi,Õ ejj †m|
ÔAvcbviv hv †`‡eb| cvnv‡oi Ici gw›`‡i wb‡q hve, nvwZi
wc‡V Pove, †ev‡U †Kv‡i gvQ ai‡Z wb‡q hve...Õ
Ô†Zvgv‡K ejjvg bv Avgv‡`i MvBW jvM‡e bv!Õ ejj
ivbv|
ÔI| wVK Av‡Q,Õ e‡j cuvwP‡ji gv_v †_‡K †bvUUv bv
wb‡qB Ny‡i `uvovj †m, Av‡iKw`‡K P‡j hv‡”Q|
ÔGB, UvKvUv †Zvgv‡K eKwkk w`‡qwQ|Õ
gv_v bvoj †Q‡jUv| nuvUv _vgvqwb| ÔeKwkk wbB bv,
mvi|Õ
ÔGB _v‡gv,Õ ZvovZvwo ejj ivbv| ÔAvgv‡`i GKUz fyj
n‡q‡Q| †Zvgv‡K w`‡q Avgiv †evanq Ab¨ GKUv KvR
Kiv‡Z cvwi|Õ
mg_©b Kij gvbm| Ô`vi“Y AvBwWqv!Õ
ÔAvgiv GKRb‡K LyuRwQ,Õ ejj ivbv|
Ôejyb bv, †K †m? †`L‡Z †Kgb?Õ AvMÖ‡ni m‡½ Rvb‡Z
PvBj †Q‡jUv, PU K‡i GKevi †`‡L wbj cuvwP‡ji gv_vq
c‡o _vKv †bvUUv|
Ôgv_vi Pzj Ryjwdi Kv‡Q GKUv `y‡Uv cvKv,Õ ejj ivbv|
ÔAvgvi Mv‡qi iO| evOvjx, kvwo c‡ib| †Pv‡L mi“ †d«‡gi
Pkgv Av‡Q| †`L‡j g‡b n‡e GLywb eywS 17-i bvgZv ej‡Z
ej‡eb| Z‡e †Zvgvi fq †bB, †Zvgv‡K A¼ ai‡eb bv|
f`ªgwnjv K‡qKRb _vB †jv‡Ki m‡½ Av‡Qb| I‡`i
K‡qKR‡bi bvg Ñ Pwμ Pzqvb, †nv UvKwmb, ZvBg Avb›`,
wdevb msMZ| Pwμ Pzqv‡bi Wvb Kcv‡ji cv‡k GKUv jvj
Ri“j Av‡Q| Z‡e Avgiv PvB bv, Iiv RvbyK I‡`i LyuRwQ Ñ
Pg‡K w`‡Z PvB Avm‡j, eyS‡j?Õ
cuvwP‡ji gv_v †_‡K UvKvUv wb‡q c‡K‡U fij †Q‡jUv|
ÔGuiv hw` GLv‡b _v‡Kb, Avwg wVKB †c‡q hve|Õ Ny‡i Qy&Uj
†m|
wi‡mck‡b G‡m LvZvq mB Kij Iiv, Zvici †h hvi
my¨B‡Ui Pvwe wbj| I‡`i my¨BU¸‡jv GMv‡ivZjvq|
kvIqvi †m‡i `vwo Kvgvj ivbv| Avmevi c‡_ Mvwo
_vwg‡q wKQy Kvco‡Pvco wK‡b‡Q, †m¸‡jv cij| †nv‡U‡j
Xy‡KB GKevi †dvb K‡i‡Q †kivU‡b, Avevi †dvb Kij
jveYxi my¨B‡U| †d‡iwb †m|
ivbv fvej, jveYx wK †KvbI m~Î †c‡q‡Q? I †KvUv
evnvi“‡Z Avm‡Q Rv‡b †m, Zvic‡iI †nv‡U‡j bv _vKvi Kx
KviY _vK‡Z cv‡i!
gvbm‡K wb‡q jv †L‡Z Zv‡Ri GKUv †i‡¯—viuvq P‡j
Gj ivbv, cuvPZjvq †mUv|
js WªvB‡fi ci `yR‡biB cÖPÊ wL‡` †c‡q‡Q| †ek mgq
wb‡q Lv‡”Q Iiv| ïi“ Kievi LvwbK ci GKUv †gvevBj
wiwmfvi wb‡q Gj I‡qUvi, ivbvi cv‡k `uvwo‡q ejj,
ÔAvcbvi †dvb, mvi| †nv‡Uj †kivUb †_‡K|Õ
wiwmfviUv wb‡q Kv‡b †VKvj ivbv| Ôn¨v‡jv?Õ
Ôgvmy` fvB, Avwg wd‡iwQ,Õ jveYxi cwiwPZ Kɯ^i †f‡m
Gj, GKUz †hb D‡ËwRZ| ÔGKUv Ri“wi Kv‡R e¨¯—
wQjvg...Õ


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ÔZzwg †L‡qQ?Õ Rvb‡Z PvBj ivbv, †dv‡b Kv‡Ri K_v
wb‡q Avjvc Ki‡Z PvB‡Q bv|
Ônu¨v, evB‡i †_‡K †L‡q G‡mwQ|Õ
ÔKÕZjvq Zzwg? my¨BU bv¤^vi e‡jv|Õ
Ô†m‡KÛ †d¬vi, GK‡kv GK,Õ ejj jveYx|
ÔA‡c¶v K‡iv,Õ ejj ivbv| Ôjv †kl K‡iB AvmwQ
Avwg|Õ wiwmfviUv †Uª‡Z ivLj ivbv| Ôab¨ev`|Õ
ÔAvcbvi G‡R›U Zv n‡j Ae‡k‡l †cuŠ‡Q‡Qb?Õ wR‡Ám
Kij gvbm|
Ônu¨v|Õ
Ô†KvUv evnvi“‡Z Av‡M KLbI G‡m‡Qb Avcwb?Õ d«v‡qW
wkª¤ú wPev‡Z wPev‡Z Rvb‡Z PvBj gvbm|
ÔK‡qKevi,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔGLvb †_‡K `w¶‡Y wLªðvb
†R‡j‡`i K‡qKUv MÖvg Av‡Q, Qwei gZ my›`i| Iiv †`kx
g` ˆZwi K‡i, wewμi R‡b¨ bq, wb‡R‡`i R‡b¨| LyeB
fvj|Õ
ÔZv n‡j †Zv GKevi mgq K‡i †h‡ZB nq ILv‡b|Õ
i“gv‡j gyL gy‡Q †Pqv‡i †njvb w`j gvbm, Z…wßi m‡½ nvZ
eyjv‡”Q `vwo‡Z|
†Uwej cwi®‹vi Kievi ci Kwd w`‡q †Mj I‡qUvi|
wb‡Ri Kvc †kl K‡i wej †gUvj ivbv|
gvbm ejj, ÔAvcwb †Zv GLb Avcbvi G‡R‡›Ui m‡½
†`Lv Ki‡Z hv‡eb †kivU‡b| Avwg e¨¯— _vKe †dvb wb‡q,
K‡qKR‡bi m‡½ K_v ej‡Z n‡e| wVK Av‡Q, `v`v, we‡K‡j
†`Lv n‡e|Õ
gv_v SuvwK‡q †Uwej Qvoj ivbv, gvb‡mi m‡½ n¨vÛ‡kK
K‡i †ewi‡q Gj †i‡¯—viuv †_‡K|
Gwj‡fU‡i P‡o bx‡P bvgj I| ZvR †_‡K †ewi‡q G‡m
`y-AvovB‡kv M‡R †nu‡U P‡j Gj †nv‡Uj †kivU‡b|
wi‡mckwb÷‡K Lye e¨¯— †`‡L jwe‡Z _vgj bv I, wmuwo †e‡q
Dc‡i DV‡Q|
wZbZjvq, wmuwoi cv‡ki my¨BUUvB GK‡kv GK b¤^i|
KwiW‡i GLbI I‡Vwb, j¨vwÛ‡OB i‡q‡Q, `iRvq 101 †jLv
†`‡L bK Ki‡Z hv‡”Q I| nVvr KevU GKUz duvK g‡b
n‡jv| Pvc w`‡Z †`Lj Ly‡j hv‡”Q| my¨B‡Ui wfZi †_‡K
LmL‡m AvIqvR †f‡m Avm‡Q|
Ii Rb¨ Ly‡j †i‡L‡Q jveYx?
BZ¯—Z fveUv KvwU‡q D‡V KevUUv cy‡ivcywi Ly‡j †djj
ivbv| my¨B‡Ui Aciw`‡K †Kv_vI Av‡iKUv `iRv Av‡¯— K‡i
eÜ n‡jv| I fvej, my¨B‡U †XvKvi Rb¨ KwiW‡ii w`‡K
Av‡iKUv `iRv Av‡Q?
`ª“Z wfZ‡i Xy‡K coj ivbv, wcQ‡b nvZ wb‡q wM‡q eÜ
K‡i w`j `iRvUv| GUv wjwfs i“g| cv‡kiUvB †eWi“g|
†`vi‡Mvov †_‡K jveYx‡K †`L‡Z †cj I|
†Pqv‡i KvZ n‡q e‡m i‡q‡Q jveYx, wc‡Vi evg w`‡K
GKUv †Qvivi Kvi“KvR Kiv nvZjUvB ïay †ewi‡q Av‡Q
e vB‡i|
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