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†Mvcb kΓ 1

gvmy` ivbv

KvRx Av‡bvqvi †nv‡mb

GK

KviI m‡½ †`Lv Ki‡Z iIbv n‡q wbR©b cvnvox c‡_ hw`

APj n‡q e‡m _vK‡Z nq, †Kgb jv‡M? A‡c¶v Ki‡Z

hv‡`i fvj jv‡M bv, gvmy` ivbv Zv‡`iB `‡j| ejv hvq,

A¨vKkb-wcÖq gvby‡li GUv GKUv PvwiwÎK ˆewkó¨| Z‡e

cÖZx¶viI iKg‡di Av‡Q| cvMj weÁvbx Kexi †PŠayix ev

eûiƒcx `vZvKz nvBqvZ †Kv_vI Avm‡e ïb‡j NÈvi ci NÈv

IZ& †c‡Z e‡m _vK‡Z Ii Lvivc †Zv jvM‡eB bv, eis cÖwZwU

gyn~‡Z© D‡ËRbv I †ivgv Abyfe Ki‡e| wKš‘ GB gyn~‡Z© hv

Ki‡Q I, APj Mvwoi e‡b‡U e‡m †gKvwb‡Ki A‡c¶vq c‡_i

w`‡K ZvwK‡q _vKv, Gi‡P‡q GK‡N‡q e¨vcvi Avi wKQy n‡Z

cv‡i bv|

gvbwP‡Î wVK †hb cvwbi GKUv †duvUv, Kwe e‡j‡Qb wmÜz

wUc&Ñkªxj¼v| hy× I i³cvZ wKš‘ †`kUvi DËi w`KUvq dzj

dzU‡Z evav n‡q `uvov‡Z cv‡iwb| cvnv‡oi Mv mey‡R †gvov|

mv`v, jvj, †e¸wb, †mvbvwj I †Mvjvcx †mªv‡Zi gZ †b‡g

G‡m G‡Kev‡i ˆmKZ QyuB-QyuB Ki‡Q †_vKv-†_vKv †Pbv-A‡Pbv

KZ iK‡gi dzj| AuvKv-euvKv cvnvox c_, cÖwZwU euv‡KB bZzb

wKQy bv wKQy Av‡Q| AuvKv Qwei gZ `yÕGKUv Lvgvievwo|

2 gvmy` ivbvÐ316

cvnvo P~ovq Sz‡j _vKv cÖvPxb `yM©| ¯^íembv wmsnjx Zi“Yx,

nvU †_‡K GKv wdi‡QцPv‡L †Pviv Pvnwb, wbZ‡¤^ D_vjcv_vj

†XD, †Vuv‡U inm¨gq nvwm| wKsev nq‡Zv †ivWe−K; KLbI

miKvix ˆmb¨iv mvP© Kivi R‡b¨ _vg‡Z ej‡Q, KLbI Zvwgj

UvBMvi †Mwijvivцh GjvKv hLb hv‡`i `L‡j Avi wK|

me wKQyB k¦vmi“×Ki; wKš‘ ivbvi R‡b¨ Dc‡fvM¨ n‡q

DV‡Z bv cvivi KviY n‡jv, wbw`©ó mg‡q Mš—‡e¨ †cuŠ‡Q we‡kl

GKUv †evU aivi R‡b¨ QyUwQj I, nVvr webv †bvwU‡k gvSc‡_

weKj n‡q †Mj †i›U-Av-Kv‡ii cyiv‡bv S°ogvK©v gvwm©wWR|

KvR Pvjvevi gZ wmsnjx I Zvwgj fvlv ivbv Rv‡b, GK

NÈv A‡c¶v Kivi ci fvM¨¸‡Y GKUv UªvK Avm‡Z †`‡L nvZ

Zz‡j _vgvj, WªvBfvi‡K Aby‡iva Kij cieZx© kni †_‡K

KvD‡K †hb cvVvq|

Kj‡¤^v †_‡K K¨vwÛ‡Z Av‡m ivbv U¨vw· wb‡q| bZzb

†nwjKÞvi mvwf©m Pvjy n‡q‡Q ï‡b mivmwi c‡q›U †c‡Wªv‡Z

†h‡Z †P‡qwQj| c‡q›U †c‡Wªv kªxj¼vi G‡Kev‡i DËi cÖvš—|

wKš‘ I‡K ejv n‡jv, Iw`KUv IAi †Rvb, †nwjKÞvi

gvbKzjvg-Gi ci Avi hv‡e bv| gvbKzjvg †_‡K nvBI‡qUv

c‡q›U †c‡Wªvi KvQvKvwQ †cuŠ‡Q w`‡Z cviZ I‡K, wKš‘

†nwjKÞv‡ii cvBjU K_vq K_vq Rvbvj GK‡kv Pwj−k gvBj

iv¯—v †ci“‡Z Aš—Z †PvÏevi †ivWe−‡K _vg‡Z n‡e

I‡KÑKLbI _vgv‡e miKvix ˆmb¨iv, KLbI Zvwgj UvBMvi

†Mwijviv| Awek¦vm¨ n‡jI, gvbKzjv‡gi ci DËi w`‡K GUvB

ev¯—eZv, `yÕc¶ †h †hLv‡b †c‡i‡Q `Lj K‡i †i‡L‡Q

nvBI‡q, kni, e›`i I evRv‡ii Askwe‡kl| Sv‡gjv Gov‡Z

gvbKzjvg †_‡K cye w`‡K iIbv n‡jv ivbv, D‡Ïk¨ mwÜcyiv

†cuŠQv‡bv, Zvici cvnvox iv¯—v a‡i c‡q›U †c‡Wªv‡Z hv‡e,

†Mvcb kΓ 3

mw½bx wn‡m‡e Ii Wvb cv‡k _vK‡e fviZ gnvmvMi|

me wVKVvK gZB PjwQjÑgvbKzjvg †_‡K mwÜcyiv,

mwÜcyiv wcQ‡b †d‡j AviI cÂvk gvBj †ci“‡Z gvÎ

wZbevi †ivWe−‡K _vg‡Z n‡q‡Q; wKš‘ Zvici nVvr cvnv‡oi

gv_vq †eu‡K emj gvwm©wWR| GLb †h‡nZz A‡c¶v Qvov Avi

wKQy Kivi †bB, Mvwoi e‡b‡U e‡m cvwL †`L‡Q ivbv, Zv‡`i

my‡i myi wgwj‡q wkm w`‡”Q| ïay cvwLiv bq, gv‡Sg‡a¨

KvVweovjx, wMiwMwU, Li‡Mvk I nbygvbI m½ w`‡”Q I‡K|

Z‡e g‡b ixwZgZ †PvUB †cj hLb †`Lj gnvexi nbygvb

†fswP KvU‡Q I‡K, Avi ûc&-ûc& K‡i †hb ej‡Z PvB‡Q, Ô†h

Av‡m j¼vq †m-B nq iveY|Õ ivgf‡³i GB AvPiY cÖZ¨vwkZ

bq, MÖnY‡hvM¨I bq| †mUvB mweb‡q ej‡Z †Póv Kij I|

Dˇi nbygvbwU K‡qKUv KwP Wve Qyu‡o gvij|

Wv‡ei VvÊv cvwb †L‡q †Zóv †gUvj ivbv| nbygvb‡K e‡j

†Kvb jvf †bB, Z‡e iveY n‡Z bq, eis K‡qKUv iv¶‡mi

†LuvR †c‡ZB j¼vØx‡c cvVv‡bv n‡q‡Q I‡K| gvÎ PweŸk NÈv

Av‡M †gRi †Rbv‡ij (AemicÖvß) ivnvZ Lvb wewmAvB

†nW‡KvqvU©vi XvKvq e‡m Zuvi Ab¨Zg `ya©l© G‡R›U‡K weªd

K‡i‡Qb| NUbvUv Qwei gZ ¯úó †`L‡Z cv‡”Q ivbv|

Kexi †PŠayixi wgmvBj NuvwU aŸsm K‡i w`‡q Pxb †_‡K †`‡k

†divi ci j¤^v GKUv QywU †c‡ZB cv‡i ivbv| G-e¨vcv‡i

e‡mi cÖvB‡fU †m‡μUvwi B‡jvivi m‡½ Kvj Ii Avjvc

n‡q‡Q| B‡jviv Avfvm w`‡q‡Q, e‡mi gb-†gRvR GLb

fvjB, QywU PvB‡j bv cvevi †Kvb KviY †bB| ZvB AvR

Awd‡m G‡mB Ii cÖvB‡fU †m‡μUvwi KvKwj‡K w`‡q `iLv¯—

Uv wjwL‡q wb‡”Q ivbv| Mr euvav K‡qKUv gvÎ K_v, wWK‡Ukb

4 gvmy` ivbvÐ316

†`qvi `iKvi †bB; wb‡`©k †c‡qB AvDUvi iƒ‡g wd‡i wM‡q

KgwcDU‡ii mvg‡b e‡m c‡o‡Q KvKwj| Zvi gb Aek¨ †ek

GKUz fvi n‡q Av‡Q, Rv‡b ivbv| KviYUv n‡jv, †m-I QywU

Pvq| †ePvwi †P‡qwQj ivbvi m‡½ wb‡Ri `iLv¯—UvI e‡mi

Kv‡Q cvVv‡e, wKš‘ Zvi †m cÖ¯—v‡e mivmwi †f‡Uv cÖ‡qvM

K‡i‡Q I| †gRvR hZB fvj _vKzK, QywUi `iLv¯— †`L‡jB

M¤¢xi n‡q hvb em&| GKm‡½ `y‡Uv `iLv¯— †`L‡j †i‡M wM‡q

`y‡UvB bv-gÄyi Ki‡Z cv‡ib| Kv‡RB ivbv †Kvb SzuwK wb‡Z

Pvqwb|

†W‡¯‹ †Zvjv Ry‡Zvmy× cv bvP‡Q, bvfx XvKv kv‡U©i Ici

Kvc-wcwiP, Kwd †_‡K †auvqv DV‡Q; eÜ †Pv‡Li †fZi AvmvhvIqv

Ki‡Q K¨vwiweqvb mvM‡ii Ly‡` Øxc, jvm †fMv‡mi

Av‡jv Sjg‡j K¨vwm‡bv, A‰_ gnvmvMi AvUjvw›U‡Ki DËvj

†XD †f‡O Qy‡U Pjv SKS‡K BqU, gvw`ª‡`i i³ Mig Kiv

eyjdvBU, g‡¯‹vq gvB‡Kj R¨vKm‡bi jvBf †kv, ivev‡Zi

bvBUK¬v‡e wgkixq bZ©Kxi †ejx WvÝ...Zvm‡Ë¡I wb‡Ri Ici

wei³ ivbv, KviY QywUUv †Kv_vq KvUv‡e wVK Ki‡Z cvi‡Q bv

wKQy‡ZB|

nVvr B›UviKg evRj| mveav‡b wiwmfvi Zzj‡ZB Kv‡b

XyKj ivnvZ Lv‡bi fvix Mjv, Ôivbv?Õ Dˇii A‡c¶vq

_vK‡jb bv| ÔGLywb GKevi Avgvi †P¤^v‡i P‡j G‡mv|Õ

†Kvj †_‡K Kvc-wcwiP Zz‡j †W‡¯‹ ivLj ivbv, †Pqvi

†Q‡o UvB‡qi bU wVK Kij, fyi“ †Rvov KzuP‡K Av‡Q| e‡mi

Mjvq wK †hb GKUv Av‡Q, GLbI †mUv evR‡Q Kv‡b,

K_v¸‡jvi AbyiYb Ii moevqyZ‡š¿ K¤úb m„wó Ki‡Q| Kvgiv

†Q‡o †ewi‡q Gj I, wPš—vq Szu‡K Av‡Q gv_vUv, mvg‡b G‡m

`uvovj KvKwj| ÔGB bvI †Zvgvi QywUi `iLv¯—,Õ e‡j

†Mvcb kΓ 5

KgwcDUi wcÖ›U-AvDUUv Ii nv‡Z awi‡q w`j| ÔmB Kivi

Av‡M GKevi †PvL eywj‡q wb‡qv|Õ

ÔwVK Av‡Q,Õ weoweo Kij ivbv, KvKwj‡K cvk KvwU‡q

†ewi‡q Gj KwiW‡i, †`L‡ZB †cj bv †h Ii wc‡V wKj

gvivi fw½ Ki‡Q KvKwj, †Pv‡Li Zvivq `yóvwgi wSwjK|

B‡jviv Zvi †W‡¯‹ †bB †`‡L GKUz Amnvq †eva Kij

ivbv, em& †Kb †W‡K‡Qb Zv AvMvg Rvbvi †Kvb Dcvq †bB|

†P¤^v‡ii `iRvq bK Ki‡Z M¤¢xi AvIqvRUv †hb A‡bK `~i

†_‡K †f‡m Gj, ÔKvg Bb|Õ

†fZ‡i Xy‡K GK gyn~Z© _gKvj ivbv, †`Lj, †W‡¯‹i

wcQ‡b †`qvj‡Rvov Iqvì© g¨v‡ci mvg‡b `uvwo‡q i‡q‡Qb

em&|

ÔGw`‡K G‡mv,Õ ivbvi w`‡K bv wd‡iB ej‡jb ivnvZ

Lvb| GKUz Avoó fw½‡Z cv‡k G‡m `uvovj ivbv, e‡mi

Kcv‡ji cv‡k GKUv wkiv jvdv‡”Q †`‡L Ii kix‡iI

msμwgZ n‡jv cÖej D‡ËRbv| ey‡S wbj Kcv‡j QywU †bB,

Z‡e †mR‡b¨ †Kvb †L` Abyfe Ki‡Q bv| mvaviY gvbyl

KL‡bvB †Ui cvq bv †h AvcvZ kvwš—i mgqI G‡Ki ci GK

KwVb hy‡× Rwo‡q _v‡K †`k, †mB †Mvcb hy‡× †mbvcwZZ¡

K‡ib ivnvZ Lvb, m¤§yL mg‡i _v‡K ivbv ev ivbvi gZ wbfx©K

I wbtm½ †Kvb †hv×v| ivbv wbwðZ, I‡K AvR Av‡iKUv bZzb

iYv½‡b cvVvevi R‡b¨B †W‡K‡Qb em&| wbðqB evsjv‡`‡ki

wei“‡× †Kv_vI †Kvb lohš¿ ïi“ n‡q‡Q|

ivnvZ Lvb †Kvb f~wgKv Ki‡jb bv, nv‡Zi c‡q›Uvi w`‡q

g¨v‡ci wewfboe RvqMv wPwýZ Ki‡Qb| ÔGB e›`i¸‡jv j¶

K‡iv,Õ ej‡jb wZwb| Ôcyew`‡K g¨vwbjv, nsKs, wm½vcyi,

RvKvZ©v, †UvwKI, WviDBb I cv_©; cwð‡g gv‡j, gy¤^vB,

6 gvmy` ivbvÐ316

KivwP, †gvMvw`my, †gv¤^vmv, †gŠwiZvm, Wvievb, †cvU©

GwjRv‡e_, gvëv, wmwmwj, w·cvwj, wReªvëvi, †mwfj,

wjmeb, †ivg, gv‡m©B; Zvici `yB Av‡gwiKvi wewfboe

e›`iÑme wgwj‡q cÖvq Pwj−kUv c‡q›U, ivbv|Õ

ÔPwj−kUv c‡q›U wK, m¨vi?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|

c‡q›Uvi †i‡L w`‡q †W‡¯‹i w`‡K G‡Mv‡jb ivnvZ Lvb,

wifjwfs †Pqv‡i e‡m ev· Ly‡j GKUv nvfvbv Pzi“U aiv‡”Qb|

Ôe‡mv,Õ Bw½‡Z mvg‡bi GKUv †Pqvi †`wL‡q w`‡jb| ivbv

j¶ Kij, e‡mi nvZ `y‡Uv cy‡ivcywi w¯’i bq, GKUz Kuvc‡Q|

ÔGB Pwj−kUv c‡q‡›U MZ `yB-wZb `kK a‡iB †PvivB R¡vjvwb

†Zj wewμ n‡”Q| Z‡e QÕgvm a‡i Zvi cwigvY A¯^vfvweK

†e‡o †M‡Q| weivU †Kvb bZzb Drm †_‡K mvc−vB cv‡”Q

†PvivKvievixiv| GB †Zj AZ¨š— DboeZgv‡bi, widvBb

KiviI `iKvi n‡”Q bv|Õ

ivbvi wVK wek¦vm n‡Z PvB‡Q bv †h wewmAvB †PvivB †Zj

wb‡q gv_v Nvgv‡”Q| Gig‡a¨ wbðqB AviI †Kvb e¨vcvi

Av‡Q| wR‡Ám Kij, ÔKZUv †e‡o‡Q, m¨vi?Õ

ÔwnmveUv AvbygvwbK, Z‡e Lye GKUv Gw`K-Iw`K n‡e

bv,Õ ej‡jb ivnvZ Lvb| ÔAv‡M a‡iv cÖwZgv‡m wZb †_‡K cuvP

jvL e¨v‡ij wewμ nw”Qj| GLb †mUv †e‡o cuwPk †_‡K wÎk

jvL e¨v‡i‡j `uvwo‡q‡Q|Õ

wnmveUv nq‡Zv AuvZ‡K IVvi gZB| Z‡e GLbI ivbv

AÜKv‡i| ejj, Ôevsjv‡`‡k †Zv, m¨vi, †Zvjvi gZ †Zj

cvIqv hvqwb; Zvn‡j G wb‡q Avgiv gv_v Nvgvw”Q †Kb?Õ

Ônu¨v, AwZ mvgvb¨ hv †Zj cvIqv †M‡Q, Zzj‡Z †M‡j

Li‡P †cvlvq bv,Õ ej‡jb ivnvZ Lvb| ÔAvgv‡`i M¨vm Av‡Q

cÖPzi, wKš‘ †Zj †bB, GUvB a‡i †bqv n‡q‡Q| †mR‡b¨B gv_v

†Mvcb kΓ 7

Nvgv‡Z n‡”Q, ivbv| †ZjB †hLv‡b †bB, †mLv‡b evsjv‡`k‡K

†Zj †ePvi R‡b¨ cxovcxwo Kiv n‡e †Kb?Õ

ÔwVK eySjvg bv, m¨vi|Õ

Ô`y‡Uv gvwK©b †Kv¤úvwbÑDBjm& Avi diPzbv| MZ `yÕwZb

gvm a‡i †cUªwjqvg Kic‡ikb, R¡vjvwb gš¿Yvjq, wmwbqi

gš¿x, GgbwK cÖavbgš¿x‡KI wei³ K‡i gvi‡Q Iiv| †Zj

†bB, G-K_v e‡j Pzw³ Ki‡Z ivwR bv nIqvq DBj&m-Gi GK

cÖwZwbwa †i‡M wM‡q gxwUs †_‡K †ewi‡q hvevi mgq

e‡j‡QÑÒPzwi K‡i wb‡q hv‡”Q, †mw`‡K †PvL †bB, A_P Avgiv

cqmv w`‡q wKb‡Z PvB‡j †`‡e bv!Ó Õ

ivbvi `g AvU‡K Gj| Ôe‡jb wK, m¨vi! wK ej‡Z Pvq,

e¨vL¨v PvIqv nqwb?Õ

Ôn‡q‡Q| †m GLb A¯^xKvi Ki‡QÑG-ai‡bi K_v bvwK

e‡jwb| wKš‘ Avgv‡`i wmwbqi GKRb gš¿x wb‡Ri Kv‡b Zv‡K

K_vUv ej‡Z ï‡b‡Qb| Av‡iK †Kv¤úvwb, diPzbv| GivI

†Zj †bB Rvbvi ciI †gvUv UvKv A¨vWfvÝ w`‡q †Zj †Kbvi

Pzw³ Ki‡Z Pvq| cÖkoe Kivq Reve w`‡q‡Q, †Zj cvIqv bv

†M‡j †jvKmvb †`‡e Zviv, Zv‡Z evsjv‡`‡ki †Zv jvf Qvov

¶wZ †bB| cÖkoe n‡jv, diPzbvB ev †Kb †evKvi gZ †jvKmvb

w`‡Z PvB‡Q?Õ

ÔZvB †Zv!Õ inm¨Uv AviI RwUj jvM‡Q ivbvi| ÔZvQvov,

m¨vi, Pwj−kUv e›`‡i †PvivB †Zj wewμi m‡½ evsjv‡`k †_‡K

DBjm I diPzbvi †Zj wKb‡Z PvIqvi wK m¤úK©?Õ

ÔG cÖ‡koei DËi †Zvgvi KvQ †_‡K PvB Avwg,Õ ej‡jb

ivnvZ Lvb, Pzi“U aiv nv‡Zi ZR©bx mivmwi ivbvi ey‡K ZvK

Kiv| ÔGUvB †Zvgvi A¨vmvBb‡g›U, ivbv|Õ

Nve‡o †Mj ivbv| ÔwKš‘, m¨vi...,Õ cÖwZev` K‡i wKQy

8 gvmy` ivbvÐ316

ej‡Z wM‡q wb‡R‡K mvg‡j wbj, cwie‡Z© wR‡Ám Kij,

Ô...gv‡b, Avi †Kvb Z_¨ †bB?Õ

Ô†Zvgvi Kv‡R jvM‡e, GiKg gvÎ GKUv Z_¨ †c‡qwQ

Avgiv,Õ wewmAvB Pxd ej‡jb| Ô†m cÖm‡½ c‡i AvmwQ| Zvi

Av‡M †kv‡bv cÖv_wgK Z`‡š— wK Rvbv †M‡Q|Õ

mgq wb‡q, ax‡i ax‡i cwiw¯’wZUv e¨vL¨v Ki‡jb ivnvZ

Lvb| mviv `ywbqv Ry‡o wewfboe e›`‡i †PvivB †Zj wewμi

cwigvY A¯^vfvweK gvÎvq †e‡o †M‡Q, GB LeiUv gvÎ `ygvm

Av‡M Rvb‡Z cv‡i wewmAvB| cÖvq GKB mg‡q we‡`kx `yB

†Zj †Kv¤úvwb evsjv‡`k †_‡K †Zj †Kbvi R‡b¨ ixwZgZ

gv_v KzU‡Z ïi“ K‡i| wewmAvB cÖ‡g K‡qKRb Bbdg©vi‡K

†Mvc‡b Lei wb‡Z e‡j, Rvb‡Z Pvq †PvivB †Z‡ji mieivn

†e‡o hvevi KviY wK| Bbdg©viiv wb‡iU †Kvb Z_¨ w`‡Z

cv‡iwb, ïay wewfboe e›`‡i Qwo‡q cov GKUv ¸R‡ei K_v

wi‡cv‡U© D‡j−L K‡i‡Q| ¸ReUv n‡jv, GB †Zj bvwK

evsjv‡`k †_‡K Avm‡Q|

Gici wewmAvB K‡qKRb G‡R›U‡K Z`š— Ki‡Z cvVvq|

Zviv K‡qKUv RvnvR‡K AbymiY K‡i, I¸‡jv †PvivB †Zj

Lvjvm K‡i mvM‡i wd‡i hvw”Qj| cuvPUv RvnvR‡K AbymiY

Kiv nqÑ`y‡Uv cÖkvš— gnvmvM‡i, `y‡Uv AvUjvw›UK gnvmvM‡i,

GKUv fviZ gnvmvM‡i| cuvPUv RvnvRB Mfxi mvM‡i

A‡c¶viZ mycviU¨vsKv‡ii cv‡k G‡m †f‡o, Ges †Zj wb‡q

Avevi e›`‡ii w`‡K wd‡i hvq| Gi A_© n‡jv, RvnvR¸‡jv

mivmwi Drm †_‡K †Zj Pzwi Ki‡Q bv| Gici wewmAvB

G‡R›Uiv mycviU¨vsKvi¸‡jvi Ici bRi ivL‡Z ïi“ K‡i|

Mfxi mvM‡i KvRUv AZ¨š— KwVb| †evU I †nwjKÞvi wb‡q

AbymiY Kiv n‡q‡Q, wKš‘ mswk−ó mycviU¨vsKv‡ii Kv‡Q

†Mvcb kΓ 9

e¨vcviUv †Mvcb _v‡Kwb| d‡j †hLvb †_‡K †Zj msMÖn K‡i

†mw`‡K hvqwb I¸‡jv| me wgwj‡q GiKg AvUUv

mycviU¨vsKvi kbv³ Kiv n‡q‡Q| wewmAvB G‡R›Uiv wi‡cvU©

K‡i‡Q, I¸‡jv †Kvb bv †Kvb mgq fviZ gnvmvMi a‡i

e‡½vcmvM‡ii w`‡K Av‡m, wKš‘ wcQy †bqv n‡q‡Q eyS‡Z

cvi‡jB Ab¨w`‡K P‡j hvq, wKsev `uvwo‡q c‡oÑZLb Ab¨

GKUv U¨vsKvi G‡m †Zj w`‡q hvq| Z‡e Zvi gv‡b GB bq

†h AbymiY Kiv bv n‡j evsjv‡`‡ki DcK‚‡ji w`‡K AvmZ

I¸‡jv| cy‡ivUv DcK‚j GjvKvi Ici Kov bRi ivLv n‡q‡Q,

wKš‘ GLb ch©š— †Kvb RvnvR ev mycviU¨vsKvi‡K evsjv‡`‡ki

Rjmxgvq cÖ‡ek Ki‡Z †`Lv hvqwb|

ivbv GB ch©v‡q ejj, ÔI¸‡jv evsjv‡`‡ki Rjmxgvq

XyK‡QB bv hLb, wK K‡i ejv hvq IB †Zj Avgv‡`i?Õ

Ôe¨vcviUv‡K Avwg GKUv auvav wn‡m‡e †`LwQ, ivbv,Õ

ivnvZ Lvb ej‡jb| Ômgvav‡bi `vwqZ¡ †Zvgvi| Z‡e GcÖm‡

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w`‡K?Õ wR‡Ám Kij I| ÔeÜ M¨vivRUv?Õ

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Szj‡Q Mv‡q| ïay ZvB bq, †MUUv cÖvq wÎk MR `~‡i, †h‡ZI

n‡e duvKv RvqMv †cwi‡q| AZ mgq wK cvIqv hv‡e? ÔPvweUv

90 gvmy` ivbvÐ316

w`b!Õ eDUvi mvg‡b nvZ cvZj ivbv| †kl †Póv K‡i †`L‡Z

Pvq I|

ÔPvwe †Zv Ii Kv‡Q!Õ gyL †_‡K nvZ mwi‡q Pvcv Kvboevi

m‡½ ejj eDUv|

me©bvk! gv_vq nvZ †`qvi Ae¯’v ivbvi| wjqvK‡Zi Kv‡Q

GLb Avi wd‡i hvevi †Kvb Dcvq †bB| GB gyn~‡Z© nq‡Zv

c¨v‡mR †_‡K PZ¡‡i XyK‡Q †Mwijviv| wKš‘ ivbv GLb gwiqv|

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Avjv`v Kiv wZb‡U wUDe †`Lv hv‡”Q, GKUvi Ici Av‡iKUv

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MZ© bq, GKUv Kzqvi gyL| Nvo wdwi‡q ZvKv‡Z †`Lj DuwK

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m‡½ †Vuv‡U AvOyj †i‡L kã Ki‡Z wb‡la Kij|

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wjqvK‡Zi eDI †_‡g †Mj| Zv‡K cvk KvwU‡q wb‡P bvgvi

†Mvcb kΓ 91

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wKQyB NUj bv| wjqvK‡Zi eD-Gi wcQy wb‡q AviI cÖvq

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cvIqvq GB cÖg K‡qKUv cÖkoe Kij I| DËi ï‡b nZvk

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92 gvmy` ivbvÐ316

mvZ

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gv_v SuvKvj jwZdv| ÔAvgvi GK fvB Rvdbvi wVK

†Mvcb kΓ 93

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cvi‡eb?Õ

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w`‡K ZvKv‡”Q|

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evwK _vKj i Ges R|

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NÈv?

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96 gvmy` ivbvÐ316

wPš—vi GB aviv K‡qKUv NUbv‡K GK my‡Zvq †Mu‡_ w`‡”Q,

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98 gvmy` ivbvÐ316

bq|

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