Wednesday, November 7, 2012

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12 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
†dv‡b UvBg †evgvi K_v ï‡b †nwjKÞv‡i P‡o K¨vwm‡bv
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14 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
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16 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
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18 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
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e¨e¯’v Ki‡Z n‡eцm A‡bK mg‡qi e¨vcvi|Õ
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mgm¨v †`Lv †`‡e| Avi Avwg †Zv G‡Kev‡i bZzb, wec` NU‡j

28 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
¯^vZx Avcv‡K †Zgb †Kvb mvnvh¨B Ki‡Z cvie bv|Õ
ÔAb¨ KvD‡K cvw”Q †Kv_vq †h †Zvgv‡`i e`‡j cvVve?Õ
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P‡j? ILvbKvi cywjm Avi GdweAvB Awdmvi‡`i m‡½ K_v
n‡q‡Q Avgvi, Iiv e‡j‡Q m¤¢ve¨ me iKg mn‡hvwMZv cvIqv
hv‡e| †ev÷‡bi gvwdqv cwievi¸‡jv Rv‡b wbD Bq‡K©i
AvÛviIqvì© Avgiv cÖvq ¸uwo‡q w`‡qwQ, Kv‡RB †Zvgv‡`i
†Kvb ¶wZ Kivi Av‡M GK‡kvevi wPš—v Ki‡e Iiv| ILv‡b
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†ev÷‡b|Õ
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Ri“ix GKUv A¨vmvBb‡g‡›U hvw”Q|Õ
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KvD›Uvi B‡›Uwj‡RÝ-Gi †nW Awdm †_‡K wb‡`©k G‡m‡Q
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mvnvh¨ wb‡q Bmiv‡qwj‡`i GKUv wgmvBj KviLvbv aŸsm K‡i
w`‡q Avm‡Z n‡e| cÖvY wb‡q †ewi‡q Avmvi m¤¢vebv wddwU-
†ev÷b R¡j‡Q 29
wddwU| hZB wcÖq Avi wek¦¯— †nvK, wbivcËvi ¯^v‡_© G-me
K_v I‡`i‡K ejv m¤¢e bq| ZvQvov, ej‡j Iiv AviI bvf©vm
wdj Ki‡e|
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ivLj ivbv, ciw`b IqvwksUb Z¨vM Kij †jevb‡bi D‡Ï‡k|
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co‡Z hv †`wi, Nyg P‡j Avm‡e †Pv‡L| Kvj mKvj †_‡K ïi“

30 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
Avmj KvR| †`Lv hvK bZzb kvLv Awdm †Kgb e¨emv K‡i|
`vIqvZ bv †c‡jI D‡Øvab Abyôv‡b G‡mwQj Iiv| ci‡b
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duvwK w`‡q †`vZjvq D‡V A‡c¶v KiwQj| msL¨vq Iiv
cuvPRb|
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32 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
Iiv P‡j hvevi c‡b‡iv wgwbU ci Ávb wd‡i Gj RMwRr
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AvbAwdwkqvj †hvMv‡hvM Av‡Q, Kv‡RB m¤¢ve¨ `ª“Z mg‡qi
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m¤¢e bq †eu‡P Av‡Q wKbv, AMZ¨v wZwb wewmAvB-Gi
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Z`š— K‡i †`Lvi `vwqZ¡ w`‡jb|
ivbv G‡RwÝi QÕRb Acv‡iUi‡K wb‡q †ev÷‡b P‡j Gj
†ev÷b R¡j‡Q 33
†mv‡nj| I‡`i R‡b¨ GKUv `ytmsev` A‡c¶v KiwQj| ¯^vZx
Avi Zzwnb‡K hviv AcniY K‡i‡Q Zviv cuvPRbB Lyb n‡q
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Ki‡Z ivwR bq †KD| Ggb wK gyw³cYI PvIqv n‡jv bv| GK
gvm cvi n‡Z AviI GK gvm mgq PvBj GdweAvB| I‡`i
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I|
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34 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
Acv‡iUi| †ev÷‡b G‡m cÖ ‡gB ivbv wb‡`©k w`j, QÕRb
Acv‡iUi‡K wb‡q XvKvq wd‡i hvK †mv‡nj|
Iiv wd‡i †h‡Z GdweAvB Avi cywjm Kg©KZ©v‡`i m‡½
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AviI wKQyw`b mgq w`‡Z cvwi| Z‡e nv‡Z fvj †Kvb m~Î
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wKWb¨vc K‡iwQj Zviv mevB Lyb n‡q †M‡Q, Kv‡RB †Kvb m~Î
†ev÷b R¡j‡Q 35
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I¸‡jv ¸g K‡i †djv n‡q‡Q| Avcbvi Aš—Z Rvbvi K_v,
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36 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
_vgj cvewjK †Uwj‡dvb ey‡`i cv‡k| `iRv Ly‡j wb‡P bvgj
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my‡hv‡M †ev÷‡bi gvwdqv msMV‡bi †fZi AbycÖ‡ek Ki‡Z
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gvwdqv cwievi¸‡jvi wek¦¯—Zv AR©b K‡i‡Q i“wjs| Zviv Rv‡b
†m GKRb cywjm Awdmvi, Z‡e G-I Rv‡b †h I‡gZ©vi wbqg
†f‡O †Mvcb Z_¨ duvm Ki‡e bv| cywj‡mi m‡½ †Kvb e¨vcv‡i
Av‡cvm Kivi cÖ‡qvRb n‡j i“wj‡Oi mvnvh¨ Pvq Zviv| †h-
†Kvb †Mvcb Pyw³‡Z Zvi ¸i“Z¡c~Y© f‚wgKv _v‡K|
`k eQi Av‡M g¨vU i“wjs ivbv G‡Rw݇Z KvR K‡i‡Q,
†mB m~‡ÎB `yÕR‡bi NwbôZv| Z‡e GB †Mvcb K_vUv mevB
Rv‡b bv| Rvb‡j A‡bK gvwdqv WbB e¨vcviUv cQ›` KiZ bv,
Ggb wK cywjm wefv‡MiI A‡b‡K fvj †Pv‡L †`LZ bv|
Nwoi KuvUv a‡i cuvP wgwbU A‡c¶v Kivi ci Mvwo‡Z
Avevi Poj i“wjs, WKBqv‡W©i c−¨vUdg© a‡i axi MwZ‡Z
G‡Mvj| wek MR GwM‡q‡Q, GK mvwi K‡›UBbv‡ii Avovj
†_‡K GK `xN©‡`nx Qvqvg~wZ© †ewi‡q Gj, `iRv Ly‡j D‡V
emj i“wj‡Oi cv‡ki mx‡U|
†ev÷b R¡j‡Q 37
gvwm©wW‡Ri ¯úxW †e‡o †Mj nVvr| AÜKvi Mvwoi †fZi
`yB cÖ¯’ mv`v `uvZ †`Lv †Mj, ci¯úi‡K Kv‡Q †c‡q `yRbB
nvm‡Q wbtk‡ã|
e›`i †_‡K †ewi‡q Gj gvwm©wWR| AvUjvw›UK A¨vwfwbD‡q
D‡V cÖ g K_v ejj i“wjs| Ô†Kgb AvQ, ivbv?Õ
Ôfvj| Zzwg? †Zvgvi eD-ev”Pv?Õ
ÔZzwg Avgvi m‡½ †`Lv Ki‡Z PvI ï‡b I‡`i‡K Avwg wbD
Bq‡K© cvwV‡q w`‡qwQ|Õ
Ô¸W| Gevi e‡jv, wK Rvb‡Z cvi‡j|Õ
ÔA‡bK wKQyB, Avevi wKQyB bq,Õ Reve w`j i“wjs|
Ôe¨vL¨v K‡iv|Õ ivbv nvm‡Q bv|
ÔcÖ ‡g a‡iv ¯^vZx Avi Zzwnb‡K hviv wKWb¨vc K‡i|Õ
Ônu¨v| †Kvb& `‡ji †jvK wQj Iiv?Õ
i“wjs gv_v bvoj| Ô†Kvb `j ev cwiev‡ii m‡½ I‡`i
†Kvb m¤úK© wQj bv| d«x j¨vÝvi| cuvPRbB gvÎ wKQyw`b n‡jv
†Rj †_‡K †ewi‡q‡QцKD c¨v‡iv‡j, †KD Rvwg‡b, GKRb
†Rj †f‡O| Iiv Lyb nevi PweŸk NÈv ci Lei cvq cywjm|
I‡`i †Rj n‡qwQj †ev÷‡bB Aciva K‡i aiv covq|
wQbZvB, WvKvwZ, Puv`vevwR, GBme; wKWb¨vwcs GB cÖ g|
LyeB wbPy ai‡bi Avi †QvULvU Aciva KiZ, AvÍm¤§vb Av‡Q
Ggb †Kvb gvwdqv cwievi I‡`i‡K KLbI e¨envi K‡iwb,
GgbwK I‡`i m‡½ K_v ch©š— ejZ bv|Õ
Ôwgj‡Q bv,Õ ejj ivbv| Ô†Kvb kΓZv †bB, cÖvw߇hvM †bB,
ïay ïay `v‡ivqvb‡K Lyb K‡i ¯^vZx Avi Zzwnb‡K Iiv wKWb¨vc
Ki‡e †Kb? KvRUv Iiv K‡i‡Q KviI wb‡`©‡k, †gvUv UvKvi
†jv‡f|Õ

38 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
Ôbv, wgj‡Q bv,Õ ejj i“wjs|
Ô†Zvgvi wbR¯^ †Kvb e¨vL¨v †bB?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|
Ôbv, †bB,Õ ¯úó K‡iB ejj i“wjs| ÔZ‡e †Zvgv‡K Avwg
GKUv ¸R‡ei K_v ej‡Z cvwi|Õ
Ô¸Re?Õ
Ôgvwdqv cwievi¸‡jv e¨vcviUv Ggb wK Avgvi Kv‡QI
†Mvcb K‡i †M‡Q| gv‡b, ¸ReUv hw` mwZ¨ nq Avi wK|Õ
ÔwK ¸Re?Õ
ÔIiv †Mvcb GKUv gxwU‡O e‡mwQj, ivbv,Õ ejj i“wjs|
Ôivbv G‡RwÝ †ev÷‡b KvR Kivi jvB‡mÝ †c‡q‡Q, GB LeiUv
†kvbvi ciciB|Õ
ÔIiv gv‡b gvwdqv cwievi¸‡jv?Õ
Ônu¨v, cwievi cÖavbivÑKvcyiv| mfvcwZZ¡ K‡i we‡bv
wm·wUbvBb| G-I ¸ReB| Z‡e e‡j ivwL, gxwU‡O Zvi
Dcw¯’wZ cÖvq Awek¦vm¨ GKUv NUbv|Õ
Ô†Kb?Õ
Ôwe‡bv wm·wUbvBb A™¢yZ GK inm¨gq PwiÎ, ivbv|Õ
ÔwK iKg?Õ
cÖPyi mgq wb‡q †MvUv e¨vcviUv e¨vL¨v Kij i“wjs|
†ev÷‡bi cÖvq A‡a©K ev ZviI †ewk GjvKv we‡bv wm·wUbvBb
GKvB `Lj K‡i †i‡L‡Q, A_P AvR ch©š— cywjm ev GdweAvB
†Zv bqB, GgbwK Ab¨vb¨ WbivI Rv‡b bv †K †m| eQ‡i
`yÕGKevi Lye Ri“ix †Kvb gxwU‡O †m hw` Av‡mI, ivev‡ii
gy‡Lvk c‡i _v‡K| G-ai‡bi gxwU‡O mevi †k‡l Av‡m, wd‡i
hvq mevi Av‡M| GUv MZ `k eQ‡ii cyiv‡bv inm¨| cÖ g
w`‡K e¨vcviUv †KD †g‡b †bqwb| we‡bv wm·wUbvB‡bi cwiPq
†ev÷b R¡j‡Q 39
Rvbvi me iKg †PóvB Kiv nq| wKš—z hvivB †ewk †KŠZ‚nj
†`wL‡q‡Q, ZvivB bvbvb `yN©Ubvq gviv †M‡Q|
ÔZzwg †Zv Rv‡bv, wbD Bq‡K©i gvwdqv cwievi¸‡jvB †MvUv
†`‡ki Aciva RMr wbqš¿Y K‡i,Õ ejj i“wjs| ÔGK ch©v‡q
†ev÷‡bi gvwdqv Wbiv wbD Bq‡K© cÖwZwbwa cvVvj, Rvb‡Z
PvBj †K GB we‡bv wm·wUbvBb, wK Zvi Avmj cwiPq| wbD
BqK© †_‡K Reve Gj, we‡bv wm·wUbvB‡bi m‡½ fvj m¤úK©
ivL‡Z cvi‡j †ev÷‡bi gvwdqv cwievi¸‡jv DcK…Z n‡e,
Kv‡RB †m †hgb _vK‡Z Pvq †ZgbB _vK‡Z †`qv †nvK,
cwiPq Rvb‡Z PvIqvUv †evKvwg n‡e|Õ
ÔAvðh© †Zv!Õ
ÔLyeB Avðh©|Õ
Ô†jvKUv m¤ú‡K© Avi wK Rv‡bv Zzwg?Õ
we‡bv wm·wUbvB‡bi e¨emv cwiPvjbv Kivi c×wZ Avi
KviI m‡½ †g‡j bv| Zvi cÖwZwU e¨emv-cÖwZôv‡b GKRb K‡i
g¨v‡bRvi Av‡Q, Av‡qi mg¯— UvKv Zv‡`i bv‡gB wewfboe myBm
e¨vs‡K Rgv nq| wKš—z Ab¨vb¨ Wbiv ˆ`wbK, mvßvwnK A_ev
gvwmK wnmve K‡i, Av‡qi UvKv g¨v‡bRvi‡`i KvQ †_‡K cvBcqmv
ey‡S †bq| myBm e¨vs‡K Lei wb‡q †`Lv †M‡Q, we‡bv
wm·wUbvB‡bi g¨v‡bRviiv wb‡R‡`i A¨vKvD‡›U †h UvKv Rgv
iv‡L Zv RgvB †_‡K hvq, Zviv †Kvbw`b †Zv‡j bv| †Zv‡j
Ab¨ GKRbÑgvwU© cÖv‡qvi| †m-I †ev÷‡bi GKRb †QvULvU
Wb| †ewkifvM †Mvcb gxwU‡O we‡bv wm·wUbvB‡bi cÖwZwbwaZ¡
K‡i gvwU© cÖv‡qvi| †Kvb Ri“ix cÖ‡qvR‡b Ab¨vb¨ Wbiv hw`
wm·wUbvB‡bi m‡½ †hvMv‡hvM Ki‡Z Pvq, gvwU© cÖv‡qvi‡K a‡i
Zviv| gvwU© cÖv‡qvi mgq wb‡q †g‡mR Av`vb-cÖ`vb K‡i| †m

40 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
Avm‡j gva¨g-Gi f‚wgKv cvjb K‡i| ejv nq, cÖv‡qviI bvwK
wm·wUbvB‡bi Avmj †Pnviv †`‡Lwb ev Zvi cwiPq m¤ú‡K©
wKQy Rv‡b bv|
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K‡iwb?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|
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GB wQj Zvi DËi| Avgiv ej‡Z †m ïay wb‡R‡K bq,
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wb‡q Av‡jvPbv nq ILv‡b?Õ
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gxwU‡Oi Av‡jvP¨ welq wQj †ev÷‡b ivbv G‡RwÝi Dcw¯’wZ|
gxwU‡O †K wK e‡j‡Q, wK wm×vš— n‡q‡Q, G-me wKQyB Avgvi
Kv‡b Av‡mwb|Õ
Ô¸ReUv Zzwg Kvi KvQ †_‡K ï‡bQ?Õ
i“wjs Pyc K‡i _vKj|
Ôi“wjs,Õ weoweo Kij ivbv|
ÔeÜz, ej‡j †Zvgvi R‡b¨ Avwg cÖvY nviv‡ZI ivwR AvwQ,Õ
ax‡i ax‡i ejj i“wjs, mvg‡bi iv¯—vq GK`„‡ó ZvwK‡q Av‡Q|
ÔwKš—z Ggb †Kvb cÖkoe †Kv‡iv bv †h cÖ‡koei Reve w`‡j KviI
m‡½ wek¦vmNvZKZv Kiv nq|Õ
Ô¸ReUv m¤ú‡K© †h †Zvgv‡K e‡j‡Q, †m wK K_vUv Qov‡Z
wb‡la K‡i w`‡q‡Q †Zvgv‡K?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|
Ôbv, wVK wb‡la K‡iwb,Õ BZ¯—Z K‡i ejj i“wjs| ÔZ‡e
†m Rv‡b Avwg K_vUv KvD‡K eje bv|Õ
†ev÷b R¡j‡Q 41
Ôhyw³ wK ZvB e‡j? GgbI †Zv n‡Z cv‡i †h ¸ReUv
†Zvgv‡K †kvbvevi D‡Ïk¨B n‡jv Zzwg K_vUv Qov‡e, hv‡Z
Avgvi Kv‡b †cuŠQvq|Õ
i“wjs Pyc K‡i _vKj, wm×vš—nxbZvq fzM‡Q| wek¦vmf½
Kiv n‡e, Zvi GB K_vUv †mªd ARynvZ| †m Avm‡j ivbvi
wbivcËvi K_v †f‡e DwØMoe| gxwUs m¤ú‡K© ¸ReUv Zv‡K
ïwb‡q‡Q ¯‹jvwi‡qv Rvgeywi, Kvcy‡`i AvBb Dc‡`óv| AZ¨š—
wec¾bK PwiÎ Rvgeywi, cu¨vP jvMv‡bv‡Z Zvi Rywo †gjv fvi|
ÔZvn‡j wK Avwg a‡i †be GB †K‡m †Zvgvi mvnvh¨ cvIqv
hv‡e bv?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|
ÔG cÖm‡½ Avi wKQy ejvi Av‡M Avgv‡K Rvb‡Z n‡e,
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i“wjs|
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G-Qvov Avi wK D‡Ïk¨ _vK‡Z cv‡i Avgvi! I‡`i‡K
wKWb¨vc Kivi ci wKQyB Avi NU‡Q bv, mevB Pyc †g‡i e‡m
Av‡Q| GB wb¯—äZv Avwg fvO‡Z PvB|Õ
Ôbv, Avwg Rvb‡Z PvBwQ, †Zvgvi c×wZUv wK n‡e?Õ
ÔAvwg I‡`i ¶wZ Kie, i“wjs,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔGgb ¶wZ,
hv Iiv KíbvI Ki‡Z cv‡i bv| Z‡e ¯^vZx Avi Zzwn‡bi
¯^v‡_©B i³cvZ Gwo‡q hve|Õ
ÔwKš—z hw` Rvb‡Z cv‡iv Iiv †eu‡P †bB?Õ
Ô†m‡¶‡Î ivbv G‡RwÝ I‡`i R‡b¨ fqvbK Awfkvc n‡q
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Ôivbv, Zzwg Avgvi eÜz| Avwg PvB bv †Zvgvi gZ GKRb
eÜz‡K Avwg AKv‡j nvivB|Õ

42 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
†n‡m D‡V ivbv ejj, ÔZzwg PvI ev bv PvI, a‡i bvI
†ev÷‡b Avwg givi B‡”Q wb‡qB G‡mwQ| ¯^vZx Avi Zzwn‡bi
R‡b¨ cvwi bv Ggb †Kvb KvR †bB|Õ
wbR©b iv¯—vq Mvwo `uvo Kivj i“wjs| ÔAvgvi wb‡la Zzwg
ïb‡e bv, †Zvgv‡K Avgvi wb‡la Kiv DwPZI bq| G‡¶‡Î
GKUv c_B †Lvjv Av‡Q Avgvi mvg‡b|Õ
ÔwK †mUv?Õ
Ô†Zvgvi m‡½ †_‡K wb‡Ri g„Zz¨ †W‡K Avbv|Õ
Ôbv|Õ gv_v bvoj ivbv| Ô†m AbygwZ †Zvgv‡K Avwg †`e
bv| GUv Avgvi GKvi hy×, i“wjs| ivbv G‡RwÝi Ici AvNvZ
G‡m‡Q, Kv‡RB ivbv G‡RwÝ cvëv AvNvZ Ki‡e| †Zvgvi
mvnvh¨ Avgvi `iKvi, GUv wVK; Z‡e hw` g‡b K‡iv Avgv‡K
†Kvb Z_¨ w`‡j †Zvgvi wec` n‡Z cv‡i, Zvn‡j w`‡qv bv|Õ
K‡qK †m‡KÛ wPš—v K‡i i“wjs ejj, Ôïay GKUv Z_¨
w`B| GKRb A¨vUwb© ¸ReUv Avgv‡K ïwb‡q‡Q| Avwg †Zvgv‡K
Zvi bvg ej‡Z cvie bv| `ytwLZ, gvB †d«Û|Õ
K_v bv e‡j nvmj ivbv| †h DwKj Kvcy‡`i †Mvcb gxwUs
m¤ú‡K© Rv‡b, †m Zv‡`i AvBb Dc‡`óv n‡Z eva¨| G-cÖm‡½
Avi wKQy bv e‡j Ab¨ cÖm‡½ P‡j †Mj I, ÔGB †h Zzwg
Avgv‡K mvnvh¨ KiQ, GUv Iiv Rvb‡Z cvi‡e, i“wjs? hw`
cv‡i, ZLb wK n‡e?Õ
Ô†KD †KD A‡bK Av‡M †_‡KB Rv‡b †h Zzwg Avgvi
cwiwPZ,Õ ejj i“wjs| ÔZ‡e †Zvgv‡K Avwg mvnvh¨ KiwQ, GUv
wb‡iU cÖgvY Qvov wek¦vm Ki‡e bv| G wb‡q †Zvgv‡K wPš—v
Ki‡Z n‡e bv| KviY, I‡`i m‡½ Avgvi †hvMv‡hvM ïay
†Uwj‡dv‡bцdv‡b GKUv Kɯ^i Qvov wKQy bB Avwg| gv‡S
†ev÷b R¡j‡Q 43
g‡a¨ Av‡jv-Auvavwii †fZi A¯úófv‡e †`‡L‡Q e‡U Avgv‡K,
wKš—z Zv‡Z cwi®‹vi mbv³ Kiv Am¤¢e|Õ
ÔZey Zzwg AZ¨š— mveav‡b †_‡Kv|Õ
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ÔwZb †bŠKvq?Õ
Ôgvwdqv, cywjm, ivbv|Õ
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w`‡q KvR mvi‡Z PvBQ?Õ
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cywjm wWcvU©‡g›U Avgv‡K cÖ‡gvkb w`‡Z Drmvnx bq| Avevi,
†ev÷‡b _vK‡Z n‡j gvwdqv‡`i m‡½ †hvMv‡hvM bv †i‡L
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AvwQ e‡U|Õ
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ivbv| ÔGB e¨vcviUv wg‡U †M‡j Avevi Zzwg ivbv G‡Rw݇Z
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44 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
wd‡i hv‡e|Õ
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n‡e| wKš—z ZviciI I‡`i m‡½ Avgvi GKUv Av‡cvm nIqv
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Gcv‡iB bvwg‡q `vI Avgv‡K|Õ
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†Zvgvi wK aviYv?Õ
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†ev÷b R¡j‡Q 45
wZb
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46 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
Gici Kvi Ici nvgjv n‡e| Kbwmwjqwiiv civgk© w`j,
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bÕUvi mgq †cuŠQyj gvwU© cÖv‡qvi| Zvici Gj DËi-cwð‡gi
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¯‹jvwi‡qv Rvgeywi‡K g¨vmvPy‡mUm-Gi μvBgIqv‡ì©
cwjwUKvj I dvBb¨vbwkqvj cvIqvi-nvDm wn‡m‡e MY¨ Kiv
†ev÷b R¡j‡Q 47
nq| wek eQi Av‡M ÔkKzbÕ bv‡g WvKv nZ Zv‡K, Z‡e †m-
K_v A‡b‡KB fz‡j †M‡Q| `k eQi Av‡M Acivawe‡ivax GK
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Abvivwi cÖ‡dmi wQj †m|
Zvici Gj K¨vcwi Kwm©Kvbv I g¨vwi‡bv Kbmy‡qjvm|
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Kvgivq|
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†Kvm© Av‡Q, Avkcv‡k †Kvb RbemwZ †bB| K¬v‡ei gvwjK
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48 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
wekRb mk¯¿ MvW© _v‡K| MZ `yÕw`b Zv‡`i msL¨v cÂv‡k
`uvwo‡q‡Q| gvmy` ivbv nvgjv Ki‡Z cv‡i, GB Avk¼vq
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RvqMvUvi Ici bRi ivLvi R‡b¨| GB nvW©mvBU‡K
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cÖ‡qvRb †gUv‡Z cvi‡e|
K¬ve feb Qq GKi RvqMvi gvSLv‡b| `k dzU DuPy
cv_‡ii cuvwPj IUv‡K Pviw`K †_‡K wN‡i †i‡L‡Q| nvBI‡q
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ÔcÖPviYv ev cÖksmv hv-B ejyb,Õ M¨vweª‡qj †MÖMwiqvm M¤¢xi
†ev÷b R¡j‡Q 49
my‡i ejj, ÔG-K_v A¯^xKvi Kivi Dcvq †bB †h †jvKUv
Avgv‡`i wfZ Kuvwc‡q w`‡q‡Q| Zvi c−¨vb m¤ú‡K© fveyb|
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Kwi‡q w`w”Q, G-me Z_¨ Avgiv kª‡×q we‡bv wm·wUbvB‡bi

50 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
KvQ †_‡KB †c‡qwQjvg|Õ
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ejj ¯‹jvwi‡qv Rvgeywi| ÔwKš—z Zvigv‡b GB bq †h wZwbB wgm
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cvIjv|
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Wb K¨vcwi Kwm©Kvbv|
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Zvici Zv‡KI LZg Ki‡e? Avwg Rvb‡Z PvBwQ, Avgv‡`i
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hw` †Kvb m‡›`n _v‡K Zv `~i Kiv| Wb cÖv‡qvi|Õ
gvwU© cÖv‡qvi ejj, ÔAvwg Avevi ejwQ, kª‡×q wm·wUbvBb
GB wKWb¨vwcs m¤ú‡K© wKQyB Rv‡bb bv| AvR‡Ki gxwU‡O
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gy³ K‡i †`qv nq|Õ
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w`‡j gvmy` ivbv kvš— n‡q hv‡e e‡jB Avkv Kwi|Õ
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I‡`i‡K †Q‡o †`qvB mew`K †_‡K fvj| Gevi Ab¨ cÖm½|
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52 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
cv‡”Qb? †Kvb hyw³ hw` bv _v‡K, GZ eo Aciva Kivi ciI
gvmy` ivbv‡K wK Avgiv eyK dzwj‡q P‡j †h‡Z w`‡Z cvwi?Õ
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Kwi| Avwg GKv bB, AviI A‡b‡KiB GB aviYv| †mB Z_¨
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GK m~‡Î|Õ
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†`LwQ bv|Õ
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gvwdqv‡`i AvBb Dc‡`óv|
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AvB‡bi mvnv‡h¨ wb‡Riv cv‡iwb, ZvB ivbv G‡Rw݇K `vwqZ¡
w`‡q‡Q RÄvj mvd Kivi| G‡Kev‡iB wK Aev¯—e wPš—v? wbD
†ev÷b R¡j‡Q 53
Bq‡K© wKš—z cÖvq GB iKg NUbvB N‡U‡Q eQi cuv‡PK Av‡M|Õ
Kbdv‡iÝ iƒ‡g wb¯—äZv †b‡g Gj| Kvcyiv Mfxi wPš—vq
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Zvici Avevi wb¯—äZv †b‡g Gj|
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e¨vcviUv †`Lv `iKvi|Õ
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54 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
wbtk‡ã †Pqvi Qvoj Zviv, Wb Kbmy‡qjvi wcQy wb‡q
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ÔwKQy bv,Õ kvš— Mjvq Reve w`j K¨v‡eRv, gyL Zz‡j e‡mi
†ev÷b R¡j‡Q 55
w`‡K ZvKvj| Ô†KD wKQy K‡iwb e‡jB †Zv NUbvUv NU‡Z
cvij|Õ nvZ Zz‡j Pviw`KUv †`Lvj †m|
DBcb-†÷v‡iR i¨vK †_‡K wc¯—j †Km¸‡jv bvgv‡bv
n‡q‡Q, XvKwb †f‡O †fZ‡i Xvjv n‡q‡Q Zij AvjKvZiv|
Lvwj K‡qKUv Wªvg †`Lv †Mj, †fZ‡i cvwb, †mB cvwb‡Z Wz‡e
Av‡Q K‡qK‡kv †MÖ‡bW| dvqvwis jvB‡bi GK gv_v †_‡K
Av‡iK gv_v ch©š— ¯—~c n‡q i‡q‡Q A‡Uv‡gwUK
ivB‡djцKvbUvi ÷K fvOv, †KvbUvi wUªMvi †gKvwbRg Ly‡j
†djv n‡q‡QÑe¨v‡i‡ji †fZi AvjKvZiv fiv n‡q‡Q Ggb
ivB‡djI cvIqv †Mj|
cÖPÊ iv‡M †g‡S‡Z cv VzKj Wb Kwm©Kvbv| Ô†K `vqx? Kvi
GZ mvnm? †Kvb& cvMj...Õ
evwK W‡biv _g_‡g †Pnviv wb‡q nuvUvnuvwU Ki‡Q, A‡K‡Rv
I cÖvq A‡K‡Rv `yÕGKUv Av‡Moeqv¯¿ nv‡Z wb‡q cix¶v Ki‡Q|
K¨v‡eRv ejj, Ôme wVKVvK Av‡Q wKbv †`Lvi R‡b¨ gvÎ
K‡qK wgwbU Av‡M GLv‡b Avwm Avwg| G‡m †`wL GB Ae¯’v|
wR‡Ám Kivq mevB ej‡Q, GLv‡b Zviv †KD Av‡mwb| `iRvq
Zvjv †`qv wQj| A_P †fZ‡i GB KvÊ|Õ
K¬v‡ei gvwjK ¯‹jvwi‡qv Rvgeywi| Z‡e Mvb d¨v±wi †_‡K
A¯¿ Avi †Mvjvevi“` †Kbvi mgq cÖ‡Z¨K W‡bi KvQ †_‡K
Puv`v Zz‡j‡Q †m| Puv`v †`qv n‡q‡Q GB k‡Z© †h cÖ‡qvR‡bi
mgq K¬ve †_‡K †h-†Kvb A¯¿ avi wn‡m‡e wb‡Z cvi‡e Zviv|
W‡biv †KD †KD mivmwi Zvi w`‡K ZvKv‡”Q †`‡L †m ejj,
ÔPjwZ gv‡m †em‡g‡›Ui `vwq‡Z¡ wQj wi‡Kv †gwbwb| †Kv_vq
†m?Õ
ÔAvwg Zv‡K †W‡K cvwV‡qwQ,Õ ejj K¨v‡eRv|

56 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
Zvi K_v †kl n‡ZB wc¯—j †i‡Ä XzKj GK Zi“Y, gv_vq
†mvbvwj Pyj| Xz‡KB R‡g †Mj †m, †PvL weùvwiZ n‡q DVj|
ÔIn& MW! G wK KvÊ! wKfv‡e NUj?Õ
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K¨v‡eRv|
ÔMW, Avwg...GB cÖ g Avwg...di MWÕm †mK, wg.
K¨v‡eRv, G-e¨vcv‡i wKQyB Avwg Rvwb bv!Õ †gwbwbi mviv
kix‡i Kuvcb a‡i †M‡Q|
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my‡i ejj| Ô†ZvgviB †Zv Rvbvi K_v|Õ
Ôwc¯—j †iÄ Avwg LywjBwb, m¨vi,Õ †XvK wM‡j ejj
†gwbwb| ÔAvgv‡K ïay weR‡bm Kbdv‡i‡Ýi K_v ejv n‡qwQj|
Avgvi `vwqZ¡ bq, Zey Avwg Avc¨vq‡bi wK e¨e¯’v Kiv n‡”Q
†LuvR-Lei wbB| mviv¶Y I‡`i m‡½B wQjvg, mvivw`‡b
GKeviI †em‡g‡›U bvwgwb| Avwg Ggb wK...Õ nVvr U‡j DVj
†m| ÔIn& MW! Iiv!Õ
ÔIiv? Iiv Kviv?Õ Rvb‡Z PvBj AvBb Dc‡`óv|
ÔAvcwb AvR we‡K‡j hv‡`i cvwV‡qwQ‡jb, m¨vi!Õ
ÔAvwg KvD‡K GLv‡b cvVvBwb, wi‡Kv,Õ AvBb Dc‡`óvi
Mjv ei‡di gZ VvÊv|
Ôbv, m¨vi, cvwV‡qwQ‡jb! g‡b K‡i †`Lyb, cÖwZ gv‡mB †Zv
Mvb d¨v±wi †_‡K GKevi Av‡m Iiv| Avcbvi K_v gZ
I‡`i‡K Avwg †em‡g‡›U †b‡g me wKQy cix¶v Ki‡Z w`B|Õ
ÔI, Av”Qv, I‡`i K_v ejQ! wKš—z Mvb d¨v±wii †jv‡Kiv
Av‡m bó A¯¿ †givgZ Kivi R‡b¨| m¨v‡evUvR Kivi R‡b¨
Av‡m bv| Avm‡j Iiv Kviv wQj, Kv‡`i‡K Zzwg †fZ‡i XzK‡Z
†ev÷b R¡j‡Q 57
w`‡qQ?Õ
wK †hb ej‡Z wM‡q †_‡g †Mj †gwbwb|
Wb Kbmy‡qjv Rvb‡Z PvBj, ÔIiv KÕRb wQj, wi‡Kv?
mevB‡K wPb‡Z †c‡iwQ‡j?Õ
ÔR¡x-bv, em&| gvÎ GKRb‡K wPb‡Z cvwi, Uxg jxWvi‡K|
†gvU QÕRb wQj, em&| evwK cuvPRb‡K Av‡M KLbI †`wLwb
Avwg|Õ
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Kij AvBbwe`| Ôg‡b nqwb evwK cuvPRb Zvi Ici Kov bRi
ivL‡Q?Õ
wi‡Kv †gwbwb Reve †`qvi mgq †cj bv, Zvi Av‡MB Ab¨
GK Wb cÖkoe Kij, Ô†em‡g‡›U Iiv hLb XzKj, I‡`i m‡½ Zzwg
ev Avi †KD wQ‡j bv?Õ
ÔmevB †h hvi Kv‡R e¨¯— wQj, em&,Õ ejj †gwbwb| ÔUxg
jxWvi‡K wPwb, Zv‡K †`‡L Avgvi †Kvb m‡›`nI nqwb, ZvB
`iRv Ly‡j w`‡q MÖvDÛ †d¬v‡i D‡V hvB Avwg, wK‡P‡b XzwK
wUwfi Lei †kvbvi R‡b¨|Õ
Ô†em‡g‡›U KZ¶Y wQj Iiv?Õ Rvgeywii Mjv cÖvq Lv‡`
bvgv‡bv|
ÔAva NÈvi †ewk bq, em&|Õ
ÔQÕR‡bi g‡a¨ cuvPRb‡KB †P‡bv bv, A_P Zv‡`i‡K Zzwg
†em‡g‡›U †i‡L Ic‡i D‡V †M‡j, wi‡Kv? Zviv me ZQbQ K‡i
w`‡q P‡j †Mj, A_P Zvi wKQyB Zzwg Rvb‡Z cvi‡j bv? Zviv
P‡j hvevi ciI †Zvgvi GKevi B‡”Q n‡jv bv wb‡P †b‡g
†`‡Lv me wVKVvK Av‡Q wKbv?Õ Rvgeywii Mjvq big myi| ÔGK_
vI GKevi †f‡e †`L‡j bv †h PjwZ gv‡m GKevi Zviv

58 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
me cix¶v K‡i †M‡Q?Õ
Ôm¨vi! m¨vi! Uxg jxWv‡ii Kv‡Q Avcbvi KvW© wQj! †m
Avgv‡K ejj, AvcwbB I‡`i‡K cvwV‡q‡Qb gxwU‡Oi Av‡M
Av‡iKevi me cix¶v Kivi R‡b¨| Iiv cvMj bvwK, Gfv‡e
me bó K‡i †i‡L †Mj †Kb?Õ
ÔcvMj Iiv bq, wi‡Kv, Zzwg,Õ ejj K¨v‡eRv| ÔI‡`i
†Pnvivi eY©bv `vI| †K wK c‡i wQj?Õ
ÔUxg jxWvi‡K mevB Avgiv wPwb| Zvi bvg gvB‡Kj
†Wvbvìmb| IfviAj c‡i wQj mevB| evwK cuvPRb wb‡MÖv,
m¨vi| bv, PviRb wb‡MÖv| GKRb‡K j¨vwUb Av‡gwiKvb e‡j
g‡b n‡q‡Q| Lye my›`i †`L‡Z, ¯^v¯’¨evb, j¤^v...Õ
Ô_vK, Avi ejvi `iKvi †bB,Õ Zv‡K _vwg‡q w`j
gvwdqv‡`i AvBb Dc‡`óv| GKUv nvZ Zzjj †m, m‡½ m‡½
wdmdvm ¸Äb †_‡g †Mj| ÔmwZ¨ Avwg `ytwLZ,Õ Wb‡`i
D‡Ï‡k¨ ejj †m| ÔAvgvi GB K¬ve GLb Avi Avcbv‡`i
R‡b¨ wbivc` bq| Mvb d¨v±wii Uxg jxWvi‡K wKWb¨vc K‡i
Avbv n‡qwQj GLv‡b| Zv‡K †`wL‡q K¬v‡e †XvKvi I †em‡g‡›U
bvgvi my‡hvM K‡i †bq gvmy` ivbv| wi‡Kv hv‡K j¨vwUb
Av‡gwiKvb ej‡Q, †mB †jvKB gvmy` ivbv| wb‡MÖv PviRb
ZviB †jvK| †hfv‡eB †nvK Avgvi GKUv KvW© †Kv_vI †_‡K
†hvMvo K‡i‡Q| †m hvB †nvK, GLv‡b Avi GK gyn‚Z©I
Avcbv‡`i _vKv P‡j bv|Õ
Wb Kbmy‡qjv gv_v SuvwK‡q ejj, Ôbv, P‡j bv| nq‡Zv GB
†em‡g‡›UB †m UvBg †evgv jywK‡q †i‡L †M‡Q|Õ
ÔevB‡i †ei“eÑhw` nvgjv nq?Õ KwVb my‡i wR‡Ám Kij
Wb †Wv‡gwbKvb cvIjv|
†ev÷b R¡j‡Q 59
wc¯—j †iÄ †_‡K †ewi‡q hv‡”Q Ly‡` Wb‡`i GKRb, ejj,
ÔevB‡i nvgjv n‡j †`ni¶x Avi MvW©iv mvgjv‡e| mevB
GKm‡½ iIbv ne Avgiv| Kbfq †`L‡j gvmy` ivbv nvgjv
Ki‡Z mvnm cv‡e bv|Õ `ª“Z mevB Zvi wcQy wbj|
Wb Kbmy‡qjv wc¯—j †iÄ †_‡K †ewi‡q hvevi Av‡M
¯‹jvwi‡qv Rvgeywi‡K ejj, ÔGZ gb Lvivc Kivi `iKvi †bB,
wg. ¯‹jvwi‡qv| G-ai‡bi NUbv GLb G‡Ki ci GK NU‡ZB
_vK‡e| meviB DwPZ wb‡Ri †jvKRb‡K PZz¸©Y mZK© _vK‡Z
ejv| Avcwb †ei“‡”Qb †Zv?Õ
AvBb Dc‡`óv gv_v bvoj| ÔGLv‡b Avgvi KvR Av‡Q,
Kbmy‡qjv| Avcbviv hvb, Avwg c‡i AvmwQ|Õ
ÔAvR iv‡Z GKv bv †ei“‡bvB fvj| Avgvi `yÕRb †jvK‡K
†i‡L hvw”Q|Õ
nvW©‡gb A_©vr mk¯¿ MvW©iv Kvi cvwK©s Gwiqvq R‡ov n‡q‡Q,
wgWj‡m· e¨vP-Gi GKRb Ly‡` Wb Zv‡`i‡K cÖ‡qvRbxq
wb‡`©k w`‡”Q, Kbfq ˆZwii Kv‡R Zv‡K mvnvh¨ Ki‡Q `yÕRb
K¨v‡cvwiwRwg|
Ôc‡q›UÕ †fwn‡Kj Kv‡jv PKP‡K GKUv wjgvwRb, me
wgwj‡q AvUUv mxU, B¯úvZ-KwVb †Pnvivi MvbviivB ïay DVj
Zv‡Z| †M‡Ui Kv‡Q †cuŠ‡Q _vgj MvwoUv, evwK me evnb Mvwoeviv›`
vi Qv‡`i wb‡P GK jvB‡b P‡j Avm‡Q, wfAvBwc‡`i
Zz‡j †b‡e|
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wcQ‡bi mx‡U P‡o emj| Zvi e¨w³MZ †`ni¶x‡`i GKRb

60 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
mvg‡b D‡V WªvBfv‡ii cv‡k emj, Av‡iKRb emj Rv¤úmx‡U,
Nvo wdwi‡q †`‡L wbj Zvi wcQ‡bi wZb‡U mx‡U m½x
†`ni¶xiv BwZg‡a¨ e‡m‡Q wKbv| wb‡`©k †c‡q K¨vwWjvK
†Q‡o w`j WªvBfvi, Ôc‡q›UÕ †fwn‡K‡ji wcQ‡b G‡m `uvovj|
G‡K G‡K †ewi‡q G‡m †h hvi Mvwo‡Z Poj Kvcyiv|
mvZUv Mvwoi wcQ‡b jvBb w`j wgWj‡m· e¨vP-Gi cuvPUv
K¨vwWjvK| jvB‡bi wcQ‡bi Mvwo Av‡iKUv Kv‡jv wjgvwRb,
Zv‡ZI AvURb Mvbvi D‡V‡Q| c‡q›U †fwn‡K‡ji m‡½
†iwWIi mvnv‡h¨ †hvMv‡hvM Kij WªvBfv‡ii cv‡k emv GKRb
K¨v‡cvwiwRwg| ÔGevi iIbv nIqv †h‡Z cv‡i| Kbfq G‡Mv‡e
axiMwZ‡Z| nvBI‡q‡Z bv IVv ch©š— mevB Lye mveavb|Õ
ÔwVK Av‡Q,Õ c‡q›U †fwn‡Kj †_‡K Reve Gj| Ô†M‡Ui
evB‡i Avi iv¯—vq hviv MvW© w`‡”Q Zv‡`i wK n‡e?Õ
ÔI‡`i‡K Av‡MB cÖ‡qvRbxq wb‡`©k †`qv n‡q‡Q| Avgiv
nvBI‡q‡Z bv IVv ch©š— wb‡Ri cwRkb †Q‡o bo‡e bv †KD|
I‡`i R‡b¨ Mvwoi e¨e¯’v Kiv Av‡Q, Ava NÈv ci wd‡i hv‡e
Iiv|Õ
ÔwVK Av‡Q, c‡q›U †fwn‡Kj Qvojvg|Õ
wi‡gvU K‡›Uªv‡ji mvnv‡h¨ †MU †Lvjv n‡jv| c‡q›U
†fwn‡K‡ji wcQy wb‡q Kbfq †ewi‡q Gj KuvKi Qov‡bv iv¯—
vq| iv¯—vi `yÕcv‡k, LvwbK cici, mk¯¿ MvW©iv cvnviv
w`‡”QÑmevB Zviv iv¯—vi w`‡K wcQb wd‡i cvnv‡oi w`‡K †PvL
eyjv‡”Q| cvnv‡oi gv_v‡ZI †jvK Av‡Q I‡`i|
†Kvb wec` NUj bv, KbfqUv nvBI‡q‡Z G‡m DVj|
Ava NÈv ci mk¯¿ MvW©iv wZb‡U f¨vb Mvwo‡Z P‡o iIbv
n‡jv| Giv mevB gxwUs Dcj‡¶ wWDwU w`‡Z G‡mwQj| K¬v‡ei
†ev÷b R¡j‡Q 61
mve©¶wYK MvW©iv †MU eÜ K‡i w`‡q †fZ‡i cwRkb wbj| wZb
cvnv‡oi gv_vq MvW©iv cwRkb †Q‡o bo‡Q bv, I‡`i cvjv
e`j ïi“ n‡e ivZ ev‡ivUvq|
K¬v‡ei †fZi mk¯¿ GK`j MvW© Qvov Avi i‡q‡Q
¯‹jvwi‡qv Rvgeywi, `yÕRb mnKvix‡K wb‡q wmwKDwiwU Pxd
iev‡U©v K¨v‡eRv Avi KZ©e¨K‡g© MvwdjwZi `v‡q Awfhy³
wi‡Kv‡gwbwb|
GK `j MvW© †MvUv K¬ve mvP© Ki‡Q| GLbI Zviv †Kvb
UvBg †evgv ev we‡ùviK cvqwb|
†em‡g›U †_‡K GLbI Ic‡i I‡Vwb ¯‹jvwi‡qv Rvgeywi|
wc¯—j †i‡Äi †gwbwb‡K cvnviv w`‡”Q K‡qKRb mk¯¿ MvW©|
K¨v‡eRv‡K wb‡q GKUv Kvgivq XzK‡Q Rvgeywi| †m GKUv
†Pqv‡i e‡m †PvL ey‡R Av‡Q, nv‡Z R¡jš— wmMvi| `iRvi cv‡k
†`qv‡j †njvb w`‡q `uvwo‡q i‡q‡Q K¨v‡eRv| †KD †Kvb K_v
ej‡Q bv|
†ek A‡bK¶Y †K‡U †Mj| Zvici GKRb mk¯¿ MvW© G‡m
wi‡cvU© Kij, ÔKbfq nvBI‡q‡Z D‡V‡Q, m¨vi| MvW©‡`i wb‡q
f¨vb¸‡jvI iIbv n‡q †M‡Q|Õ
MvW© P‡j †h‡Z c‡KU †_‡K GKUv †gvevBj †dvb †ei
Kij Rvgeywi| Wvqvj K‡i Mvb d¨v±wii †nW Awd‡mi m‡½
†hvMv‡hvM Kij †m| `yÕwgwbU K_v e‡j †gvevBjUv Avevi
†i‡L w`j c‡K‡U| Ôhv †f‡ewQ, ZvB,Õ K¨v‡eRv‡K ejj †m|
ÔUxg jxWvi| gvB‡Kj †Wvbvìmb AvR mKvj †_‡K wb‡LuvR|
evwo †_‡K mKv‡jB †ewi‡q‡Q, wKš—z d¨v±wi‡Z †cuŠQvqwb| Zvi
¯¿x cywjm‡K e¨vcviUv Rvwb‡q‡Q|Õ
Ô†gwbwb‡K wb‡q wK Kiv n‡e, m¨vi?Õ wR‡Ám Kij

62 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
K¨v‡eRv|
ÔG-ai‡bi GKUv MvwdjwZ Kivi ci kvw¯— bv cvIqvUv
Lvivc `„óvš— m„wó Ki‡e,Õ big my‡i ejj Rvgeywi| c‡KU
†_‡K †PKeB †ei K‡i †gwbwbi ¯¿xi bv‡g GKUv †PK wjLj
†m, cvZvUv wQu‡o K¨v‡eRvi nv‡Z awi‡q w`j| ÔGUv Ii ¯¿x‡K
†`‡e| UvKvi A¼Uv †gwbwb‡K Rvwb‡qv|Õ †Pqvi Qvoj †m|
ÔjvkUv AvR iv‡ZB mvM‡i †d‡j †`qvi e¨e¯’v Ki‡e| GKUv
Wªv‡g f‡i| Wªv‡g cÖ ‡g jvk fi‡e, Zvici wm‡g›U|Õ
K¨v‡eRv‡K †Kvb cÖkoe Kivi my‡hvM bv w`‡q Kvgiv †_‡K
†ewi‡q Gj †m|
Rvgeywi evB‡i †ei“‡ZB Zvi `yÕcv‡k P‡j Gj `yÕRb
MvW©| †gwbwb Ki“Y `„wó‡Z ZvwK‡q Av‡Q| ÔILv‡b †evKvi gZ
`uvwo‡q bv †_‡K K¨v‡eRv wK e‡j †kv‡bv,Õ Zv‡K ejj
Rvgeywi|
wmuwo †e‡q Ic‡i DV‡Q †m, wc¯—j †iÄ †_‡K ¸wji
AvIqvR n‡jv GKUv| MvW© `yÕRb ci¯ú‡ii m‡½ `„wó wewbgq
Kij, Z‡e KviI †Pnviv‡ZB †Kvb fve dzUj bv| Rvgeywi ïay
GKUv `xN©k¦vm †d‡j GKw`‡Ki Kuva GKUz SuvKvj|
Kv‡jv gvwm©wWR wb‡RB WªvBf Ki‡Q ¯‹jvwi‡qv Rvgeywi|
MvW©‡`i GKRb e‡m‡Q wcQ‡bi mx‡U, GKRb Zvi cv‡k|
†`ni¶x QvovB Pjv‡div Ki‡Z Af¨¯— Rvgeywi|
AvÛviIqv‡ì©i mevB Zv‡K †P‡b, Rv‡b cywjm ev wePviK‡K
Nyl w`‡Z n‡j GB †jv‡Ki gva¨‡gB w`‡Z n‡e| cywjm
AwdmviivI Zv‡K LvwZi K‡i| ïay †h Nyl Lvevi †jv‡f LvwZi
K‡i, Zv bq| Rvgeywi AvB‡bi gvicu¨vP Lye fvj †ev‡S, KLb
†ev÷b R¡j‡Q 63
†h †Kvb& Awdmvi‡K evovevwo Kivi Awf‡hv‡M duvwm‡q †`‡e,
ejv KwVb|
c¶ ev cÖwZc¶, KviI Zid †_‡KB Zvi Ici nvgjv
nevi †Kvb fq †bB| Aš—Z AvR ch©š— †miKg wKQy N‡Uwb|
nvBI‡q‡Z DVj gvwm©wWR| euvK wbj evg w`‡K| wcQ‡bi
mxU †_‡K MvW© ejj, Ôm¨vi, wcQ‡b †dD †j‡M‡Q e‡j g‡b
n‡”Q| iv¯—vi cv‡k `uvwo‡q wQj, GKUv cyiv‡bv eyBK| wcQy
wb‡q‡Q|Õ
Rvgeywi wKQy ejevi Av‡MB mvg‡bi iv¯—vi Ici, AvKv‡k
GKUv †nwjKÞvi †`Lv †Mj| hvwš¿K dwosUv w¯’i n‡q Av‡Q,
iv¯—vi Ici mvP©jvB‡Ui Av‡jv †d‡j A‡c¶v Ki‡Q|
gyL ïwK‡q †M‡Q, gvwm©wW‡Ri ¯úxW evwo‡q w`j Rvgeywi|
mvP©jvB‡Ui Av‡jv m‡i G‡m Mvwoi Ici coj| †PvL auvwa‡q
†Mj Rvgeywii| w÷qvwis †_‡K GKUv nvZ Zz‡j †PvL `y‡Uv
Avovj Kij †m|
Zvici nVvr ïi“ n‡jv dvqvi| GK ckjv ey‡jU
DBÛ¯OEx‡bi mvg‡b e‡bU SuvSiv K‡i w`j| †nwjKÞv‡ii
†Lvjv `iRvq `uvwo‡q jvBU †gwkbMvb †_‡K ¸wj Ki‡Q GK
†jvK, Z‡e gvwm©wW‡Ri Av‡ivnxiv Zv‡K †`L‡Z cv‡”Q bv|
dz‡Uv nIqv e‡bU †_‡K †auvqv †ei“‡”Q| AviI GK ckjv
¸wj n‡jv, e‡b‡Ui wb‡P ¶Zwe¶Z K‡i w`j GwÄbUv‡K| †eªK
Ki‡Z eva¨ n‡jv Rvgeywi| †h-†Kvb gyn‚‡Z© Mvwo‡Z Av¸b a‡i
hv‡e| †cUªj U¨v¼ we‡ùvwiZ n‡jI Avðh© nevi wKQy †bB|
Ôgv_vi Ici nvZ Zz‡j Mvwo †_‡K †ewi‡q G‡mv mevB,Õ
†nwjKÞvi †_‡K n¨vÛ-gvB‡K K_v ej‡Q †KD| ÔGK wgwbU
mgq †`qv n‡jv|Õ

64 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
Ôm¨vi!Õ MvW©‡`i GKRb †PuwP‡q DVj| ÔwK Kie e‡j w`b!
bv †ei“‡j Iiv nq‡Zv mivmwi Mvwoi †fZi ¸wj Ki‡e!Õ
ÔwcQ‡bi MvwoUv wK Ki‡Q?Õ wR‡Ám Kij Rvgeywi| gyL
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wK †h n‡jv, nVvr †hb we`y¨r †L‡j †Mj Rvgeywii kix‡i|
†ev÷b R¡j‡Q 65
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Zv‡K avIqv Kij ivbv|
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66 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
Ôfzj n‡q †M‡Q, gvd PvB, m¨vi!Õ
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68 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
Pvi
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70 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
Avgv‡K ewÂZ Kivi gRvUv †Ui cv‡e ZLb!Õ
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†ev÷b R¡j‡Q 71
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d‡j mviv Mv‡q e¨_v Avi Aí Aí R¡i|
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72 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
mx‡Ui wb‡P Dey n‡q _vK‡Z| †md-nvDmUv †Kvb& GjvKvq
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†ev÷b R¡j‡Q 73
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Kie|Õ

74 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
†dvb-MvB‡Wi Ici Szu‡K b¤^i LyuR‡Q Rvgeywi| Ô†Pv‡L wKQy
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ev m‡¤^vabm~PK †Kvb kã D”PviY Ki‡Q bv| Z‡e †evSv †Mj
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_vKzK, Rvgeywii cÖ‡koei Dˇi †m Rvbvj wm·wUbvBb GB
gyn‚‡Z© †Kv_vI Ri“ix GKUv gxwU‡O e‡m‡Q| bv, gxwUsUv
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Gici Rvgeywi wR‡Ám Kij, †m hw` †Kvb †g‡mR †`q, †mUv
wK GLywb wm·wUbvB‡bi Kv‡Q †cuŠ‡Q †`qv m¤¢e? AcicÖvš—
†_‡K Reve Gj, m¤¢e| ZLb †g‡mRUv w`j Rvgeywi| Ôem‡K
`qv K‡i GLywb Avcwb Rvbvb, Avgvi civg‡k© wg. †Wv‡gwbKvb
†ev÷b R¡j‡Q 85
cvIjv ivbv G‡RwÝi G‡R›U `yÕRb‡K †Q‡o w`‡Z ivwR
n‡q‡Qb| Zv‡K AviI ej‡eb, mevi wbivcËv I ¯^v‡_©i K_v
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G‡RwÝi G‡R›U‡`i †Kvb ¶wZ Kiv hv‡e bv|Õ
c uvP
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a‡i MvwoUv‡K ivbv †hb Dwo‡q wb‡q P‡j‡Q| cv‡ki mx‡U
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PycPvc| ïay gv‡Sg‡a¨ e‡j w`‡”Q †Kv_vq euvK Nyi‡Z n‡e|
iIbv nevi ci Ava NÈv †Riv K‡i A‡bK cÖ‡koei DËi †R‡b
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Kv‡jv my‡Ui Ici nvjKv GKUv Uc‡KvU c‡i‡Q ivbv,
n¨vUUv KvZ n‡q Kcvj †X‡K †i‡L‡Q| †PvL `y‡Uv wUb‡UW
M−v‡m XvKv|
ivbvi †kvìvi †nvj÷v‡i †QvU ms¯‹i‡Yi GKUv †gwkb
wc¯—j Av‡Q| wifjfviUv ¸u‡R †i‡L‡Q †Kvg‡i, †e‡ëi wb‡P|
†Kv‡Ui `yB c‡K‡U GK‡Rvov †MÖ‡bWI wb‡q G‡m‡Q| eyB‡Ki
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†RwjMbvBU|
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†c‡q NÈvq Avwk gvBj ¯úx‡W Mvwo QywU‡q‡Q ivbv, d‡j

86 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
mg‡qi Av‡M †cuŠ‡Q hv‡e Mš—‡e¨| †MvUv AvKv‡k †gN Rg‡Z
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wZb‡U Pwj−k wgwb‡U wdwks wf‡jRUvq †cuŠQyj eyBK|
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†iW IAd©-G P‡j Gj ivbv|
Pvi‡U evR‡Z Avi `k wgwbU evwK|
A¨vUwb© Rvgeywi i“×k¦v‡m wR‡Ám Kij, Ôwg. ivbv, Avwg
GKUv wmMvi aiv‡Z cvwi?Õ
ivbv ejj, Ôaivb| Avcwb Avcbvi ¯^vfvweK AvPiY
Ki“b|Õ
wmMvi aivj Rvgeywi| Zvi nv‡Zi Kuvcb †`‡LI bv †`Lvi
fvb Kij ivbv|
Pvi‡U cuvP| Rvgeywi ejj, Ô†iW IA‡d© A‡c¶v bv K‡i,
Avgv‡`i †evanq †R‡j‡`i MÖv‡g A‡c¶v Kiv DwPZ wQj|
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ivbv|
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ejj Rvgeywi| Ô¯^fveZB IivI wb‡R‡`i wbivcËvi K_v
†ev÷b R¡j‡Q 87
fve‡Q, ZvB bv? Mvwo wb‡q GLv‡b G‡j, wcQy nUvi ev
cvjvevi my‡hvM Kg cv‡e, ZvB nq‡Zv †PŠiv¯—vq A‡c¶v Kivi
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Xz‡K †PŠiv¯—vq P‡j Gj| nvBI‡qi w`‡K gyL K‡i _vgvj
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KvDwÝji|Õ
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MwjgyL Av‡jvwKZ n‡q DVj|
bvf©vm fw½‡Z nvmj Rvgeywi| Ô†`L‡jb †Zv, Iiv
Avgv‡`i R‡b¨ A‡c¶v KiwQj! IB Avm‡Q!Õ
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Kij ivbv| MwjgyL wÎk MR `~‡i| GK‡Rvov †nWjvBU †ewi‡q
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Rvbvj Iiv A‡c¶v Ki‡Q|
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88 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
Gevi!Õ †K †hb wPrKvi K‡i ejj| e¨vK wMqvi w`‡q wcQy nUj
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R‡b¨ G‡Mvj|
e¯—v †_‡K cPv mvgyw`ªK cÖvYx Avi k¨vIjvi MÜ †ei“‡”Q|
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wK †`L‡Z cv‡e Rv‡b ivbv| Zey wbwðZ nevi R‡b¨ K¤^j
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GKB Ae¯’v|
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n‡q‡Q|
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w`‡q gyL gyQj, Zvici axi cv‡q P‡j Gj Mvwoi Kv‡Q|
A¨vUwb©i Nvo a‡i †U‡b bvgvj I| ÔwK Pyw³ K‡iQ †`‡Lv
G‡m|Õ
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Rvgeywi| Ôm¨vi! Gi R‡b¨ Avcwb Avgv‡K `vqx Ki‡Z cv‡ib
bv! Rvwb Avcbvi gv_vq Lyb P‡o †M‡Q...Õ
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Ôjvk `y‡Uvi Kv‡Q _v‡Kv| †Zvgvi c‡K‡U †gvevBj †dvb Av‡Q,
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cvi‡j †m Av¸b wbf‡e bv|
nvBI‡q‡Z D‡V eyB‡Ki ¯úxW Avwk, Zvici beŸyB‡Z
Zzjj ivbv| wbR©b iv¯—vq †Kvb Mvwoi †UBj jvBU †`Lv hv‡”Q
bv|
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90 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
gvmy` ivbv Zv‡`i wcQy †b‡e| eyBKUv‡K Zxi‡e‡M Qy‡U †h‡Z
†`‡L ci¯ú‡ii Mv wU‡c nvmvnvwm Kij Zviv| AviI `k
wgwbU ci R½j †_‡K †ewi‡q D‡ëvw`‡K iIbv n‡jv| e‡mi
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wd‡i Avm‡e|
Ava NÈv S‡oi †e‡M Mvwo Pvwj‡q GKUv cvewjK †Uwj‡dvb
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Ab¨ †Kvb w`‡K P‡j †M‡Q, GLb Avi †mUv‡K Luy‡R cvIqv
m¤¢e bq| kixi I gb GLbI Aek n‡q Av‡Q Ii, Z‡e
gv_vUv wVKgZB KvR Ki‡Q|
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w`‡bi Av‡jv †dvUvi Av‡MB cvëv AvNvZ nvb‡Z cvi‡e Zviv|
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AcicÖv‡š— †KD GKRb wiwmfvi Zzjj| Ôgvmy` fvB?Õ
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nj, wZb‡U K¨v‡d, `y‡Uv eª‡_j, GKUv wmwÛ‡KU e¨vsK, Avi
Zvi †Pjwmi Av¯—vbv| wiwcU K‡iv|Õ
Ô†Wv‡gwbKvb cvIjvi me¸‡jv bvBUK¬ve, `y‡Uv cyj nj,
wZb‡U K¨v‡d, `y‡Uv eª‡_j, GKUv wmwÛ‡KU e¨vsK, Avi Zvi
†Pjwmi Av¯—vbv|Õ
Ô¸W,Õ e‡j wiwmfvi †i‡L w`j ivbv|
Mfb©i nvD‡m mKvj QÕUvq Ri“ix gxwUs e‡m‡Q| cywjm Pxd
WvbKvb I‡q`vievB Zuvi QÕRb B݇c±i‡K wb‡q Dcw¯’Z
†ev÷b R¡j‡Q 91
n‡q‡Qb| GdweAvB-Gi †ev÷b cÖavb wej‡dvW© KvBj GKvB
G‡m‡Qb| knievmxi c¶ †_‡K AviI Dcw¯’Z Av‡Qb
†ev÷‡bi †gqi †Rdvm© gviwd| mfvcwZZ¡ Ki‡Qb Mfb©i
nv‡f© gqwbnvb|
WvbKvb I‡q`vievB kn‡ii me©‡kl cwiw¯’wZ m¤ú‡K©
wi‡cvU© c‡o †kvbv‡jb| cÖ ‡gB wZwb gvwdqv Wb †Wv‡gwbKvb
cvIjvi †Pjwmi cuvP wgwjqb Wjvi `v‡gi emZevwU †evgv
†g‡i ay‡jvi m‡½ wgwk‡q †`qvi LeiUv co‡jb| me wgwj‡q
cvIjvi ¶wZi cwigvY wÎk †_‡K ewÎk wgwjqb Wjvi| Zvi
cÖvq A‡a©K e¨emv-cÖwZôvb wbwðý n‡q †M‡Q| me‡k‡l
I‡q`vievB Rvbv‡jb, ÔAviI ¶wZ nZ, we‡kl K‡i Ab¨vb¨
gvwjK‡`i e¨emv-cÖwZôv‡bi| wKš—z †m-me RvqMvq cywjm Avi
GdweAvB G‡R›U‡`i Kov cvnviv _vKvq cÖwZc¶ mywe‡a
Ki‡Z cv‡iwb|Õ
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ÔAvgiv Zvi cwiPq ev bvg Rvb‡Z cviwQ bv †Kb?Õ
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Bw½‡Z †mB gyL Lyjj, ÔwbwðZfv‡e Rvbv bv †M‡jI, A‡b‡Ki
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GB we‡bv wm·wUbvB‡bi Avmj cwiPq †KD Rv‡b bv, Z‡e
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Avcbvi bvgUvI Av‡Q, m¨vi|Õ
GZ D‡ØM Avi `ywðš—vi g‡a¨I †n‡m †dj‡jb Mfb©i
nv‡f© gqwbnvb| ÔAv”Qv, ZvB bvwK! †Mvcb cwiPqUv hLb duvm

92 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
n‡qB †Mj, GLb †_‡K Avcbviv mevB Avgv‡K Av‡iKUz †ewk
mgxn Ki‡eb e‡j Avkv Kwi, †mB m‡½ Avgvi cÖwZwU wb‡`©k
A¶‡i A¶‡i cvjb Kivi †Póv Ki‡eb| Zv bv n‡j GKRb
gvwdqv Wb wn‡m‡e Avcbv‡`i Avwg wK ¶wZ Ki‡Z cvwi
Kíbv K‡i wbb|Õ †hb GKUv myBP wU‡c gy‡Li nvwm wbwf‡q
†dj‡jb| ÔZvgvkv A‡bK n‡q‡Q| wm·wUbvB‡bi Aw¯—Z¡ wb‡q
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cÖwZc¶?Õ
g¨vU i“wjsB Avevi gyL Lyjj| ÔAv‡iKUv ¸Re, gvwdqviv
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Zv‡`i wei“‡× cÖwZ‡kva wb‡”Q|Õ
Mfb©i cvBc aiv‡Z wM‡q †_‡g †M‡jb| ÔGiKg GKUv
K_v Avgvi Kv‡bI G‡m‡Q| †ev÷‡bi RÄvj mvd n‡”Q, GUv
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w`‡Z cvwi bv| Avwg PvB, hZ ZvovZvwo m¤¢e gvmy` ivbv‡K
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Ki‡Z cvwi|Õ
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Mv‡j Py‡gv Avi e¨v‡Oi Mv‡j Py‡gv LvIqvi gZ n‡q hv‡”Q bv?
gvmy` ivbv‡KI †MÖdZvi Kiv n‡e, Avevi gvwdqv‡`iI cvnviv
†`qv n‡e, GUv wK iKg K_v?Õ
Ôgvwdqv‡`i cvnviv †`qv n‡e gvmy` ivbvi wbivcËv wbwðZ
Kivi R‡b¨,Õ ej‡jb Mfb©i| ÔKov cvnviv †`‡L I‡`i e¨emvcÖwZôv‡
bi av‡iKv‡Q †Nul‡Z cvi‡e bv †m, d‡j gvwdqv‡`i
†ev÷b R¡j‡Q 93
nv‡Z aiv covi ev Zv‡`i nv‡Z Lyb n‡q hvevi Avk¼v A‡bK
K‡g hv‡e Zvi| Zv‡K †MÖdZvi Kivi wb‡`©kI Avwg w`w”Q IB
GKB D‡Ï‡k¨Ñ†RjLvbvB GLb Zvi R‡b¨ me‡P‡q wbivc`
¯’vb|Õ
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wR‡Ám Ki‡jb †gqi|
Ô¯^vZx Avi Zzwnb‡K Lyb Kiv n‡q‡Q, G-K_v Rvbvi ci
wZwb Db¥v` n‡q †M‡Qb,Õ cywjm Pxd I‡q`vievB ej‡jb|
ÔGLb Avi Zv‡K AvÍmgc©Y Ki‡Z e‡j †Kvb jvf n‡e bv|
cÖwZ‡kva †bqvi R‡b¨ †MvUv †ev÷‡b Av¸b †`‡eb wZwb|Õ
Mfb©i `yg K‡i Nywm gvi‡jb †Uwe‡j| Ô†m‡¶‡Î Zv‡K
†`LvgvÎ ¸wj Kivi wb‡`©k w`w”Q Avwg!Õ
Ôbv-bv!Õ cÖwZev` Ki‡jb cywjm Pxd| ÔMfb©i, m¨vi,
Avgvi K_v GLbI †kl nqwb| ivbv Rv‡b e‡U ¯^vZx Avi
Zzwnb‡K Lyb Kiv n‡q‡Q, wKšz — Avm‡j Zv mwZ¨ bq| g‡M© Avwg
wb‡R wM‡qwQjvg| Avgvi m‡½ d‡ibwmK wWcvU©‡g‡›Ui
K‡qKRb G·cvU© wQ‡jb| Zuviv jvk `y‡Uv cix¶v K‡i wPb‡Z
†c‡i‡Qb| I¸‡jv wgm ¯^vZx ev wg. Zzwn‡bi jvk bq|Õ
ÔZ‡e Kvi jvk?Õ AevK n‡q Rvb‡Z PvB‡jb †gqi|
Ô†g‡qUvi bvg ZvbwRb| KjMvj©| K‡qK gvm †_‡K
wb‡LuvR wQj †m| †Q‡jUvi cwiPqI cvIqv †M‡Q| Zvi bvg
wMqvm U¨v‡dvW©| wg. gv‡j©vb U¨v‡dv‡W©i cÖ g ¯¿xi †Q‡j| Zv‡K
K‡qK gvm n‡jv wKWb¨vc Kiv n‡qwQj| gyw³cYI PvIqv
n‡qwQj| wKš—z wg. gv‡j©vb U¨v‡dvW© gyw³cY w`‡Z ivwR nbwb|Õ
Ôwg. ivbv‡K Zvn‡j GB LeiUv Rvbv‡bvi e¨e¯’v Ki‡Z
nq,Õ ej‡jb Mfb©i| ÔLeiUv ï‡b wbðqB †m kvš— n‡e| †mB

94 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
m‡½ G-K_vI Zvi Kv‡b †Zvjv `iKvi †h AvÍmgc©Y Ki‡j
Avgiv Zv‡K †cÖv‡UKkb †`e|Õ
ÔgxwUs †kl K‡iB wUwf‡Z †jvK cvVve Avwg, LeiUv Iiv
cÖPvi Ki“K,Õ ej‡jb cywjm Pxd| ÔZ‡e †cÖv‡UKkb †`qvi cÖ¯—
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Ônu¨v, wVK e‡j‡Qb, Avcwb hv fvj †ev‡Sb Ki“b|Õ
g¨vU i“wjs ejj, ÔwKš—z ¯^vZx Avi Zzwnb‡K wb‡qB hLb
GZ KvÊ, I‡`i‡K wd‡i bv †c‡j gvmy` ivbv wK kvš— n‡eb?Õ
Ôcywjm Avi GdweAvB wK Ki‡Q?Õ wR‡Ám Ki‡jb
Mfb©i| ÔIiv †Kb I‡`i‡K Luy‡R †ei Ki‡Z cvi‡Q bv?
gvwdqvi m‡½ †hvMv‡hvM Av‡Q, Ggb cywjm Awdmvi wK †bB?
Zvi ev Zv‡`i gva¨‡g gvwdqv Wb‡`i †Kb ejv n‡”Q bv
I‡`i‡K †Q‡o bv w`‡j Zv‡`i wec` AviI evo‡e?Õ
cywjm Pxd Avo‡Pv‡L GKevi g¨vU i“wj‡Oi w`‡K ZvwK‡q
ej‡jb, ÔB‡qm, m¨vi| Avcbvi AbygwZ cvevi ci GLb Avwg
†m-†PóvI K‡i †`Le|Õ
`k wgwbU ci gxwUs †kl K‡i †h-hvi Kg©¯’‡j wd‡i †Mj|
mviv ivZ †R‡M _vK‡jI, wekªvg †bqvi K_v fve‡Q bv ivbv|
eyBKUv AvÛviMÖvDÛ Kvi cvwK©s-G †i‡L cv‡q †nu‡U P‡j Gj
GKUv cvewjK Uq‡j‡U| m‡½ e¨vM Av‡Q, ciPyjv Avi bKj
†Muvd jvwM‡q hZUv m¤¢e cwieZ©b Avbj †Pnvivq| Kvco
cv‡ë bZzb weR‡bm myU cij, ev` w`j n¨vUUv| ILvb †_‡K
†ewi‡q †i›U-Av-Kvi †_‡K bxj i‡Oi GKUv gvwm©wWR fvov
Kij, Mvwo wb‡q wd‡i Gj AvÛviMÖvDÛ Kvi cv‡K©| eyBK
†_‡K cÖ‡qvRbxq wRwbm¸‡jv gvwm©wW‡R Zz‡j iv¯—vq †ei“j
†ev÷b R¡j‡Q 95
Avevi| mveav‡b Mvwo Pvjv‡”Q, nuvUzi Ici ivLv †Lvjv GKUv
†bvUey‡K †PvL| Gevi bZzb †KŠk‡j nvgjv ïi“ Ki‡e I|
†dvb ey‡`i cv‡k gvwm©wWR _vgvj ivbv| †bvUeyKUv wb‡q
†fZ‡i Xz‡K Wvqvj Kij cywjm †nW‡KvqvU©v‡i| wWDwU K¬vK©‡K
ejj, Ôcywjm Pxd wg. I‡q`vievB‡K `vI| Zv‡K Avwg †Mvcb
K‡qKUv Z_¨ w`‡Z PvB|Õ
wÎk †m‡KÛ ci I‡q`vievB jvB‡b G‡jb| Ô†K ej‡Qb?Õ
ÔjvB‡b wbðqB †iKwW©s †gwkb wdU Kiv Av‡Q?Õ Reve bv
w`‡q cÖkoe Kij ivbv|
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gvwiRyqvbv cv‡ebÑcÖPyi cwigv‡Y|Õ weiwZ bv wb‡q wVKvbv¸‡jv
†bvUeyK †`‡L c‡o †Mj ivbv| cov †kl n‡ZB †hvMv‡hvM
†K‡U w`j|
GdweAvB-Gi †ev÷b Pxd wej‡dvW© KvBj‡KI †dvb
Kij ivbv| Zuv‡KI wVKvbv¸‡jv Rvwb‡q ejj, Ônvbv w`‡jB
cÖPyi cwigv‡Y †n‡ivBb, †Kv‡Kb Avi gvwiRyqvbv cv‡eb|Õ
ÔwKš—z Avcwb †K? G-me Z_¨ †c‡jb †Kv_vq?Õ
Reve bv w`‡q †hvMv‡hvM †K‡U w`j ivbv|
mKvj mvZUvi LvwbK ci †ev÷b wmwU †Uwj-KwgDwb‡Kkb
wewì‡O XzKj ivbv| iv‡Zi wWDwU †kl K‡i †ewkifvM
Kg©PvixB evwo wd‡i †M‡Q| †MvUv wewìs cÖvq duvKv| bÕUv
†_‡K Avevi miMig n‡q DV‡e Awdm| Bb‡Kvq¨vwi †jLv
KvD›Uv‡i G‡m mycvifvBRv‡ii †LuvR Kij I| †Pv‡L Nyg wb‡q
†jvKUv nvZ Zz‡j GKUv Kvgiv †`wL‡q w`j|

96 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
`iRv Ly‡j Kvgivi †fZi XzKj ivbv| mycvifvBRvi
†Pqv‡i e‡m bvK †W‡K Nygv‡”Q| `iRvUv wbtk‡ã eÜ K‡i
i¨v‡Ki w`‡K G‡Mvj I| K‡qKUv dvBj cix¶v Kij|
†m¸‡jv Avevi h_v¯’v‡b †i‡L w`‡q †VuvU Kvg‡o wPš—v Kij `yB
†m‡KÛ| Zvici GK mvwi KgwcDU‡ii mvg‡b wM‡q `uvovj|
GKUv KgwcDU‡ii mvg‡b e‡m †ek wKQy¶Y †evZvg
†Ucv‡Uwc Kij ivbv| Kvj ivZ wVK KÕUvi mgq we‡bv
wm·wUbvBb‡K †dvb K‡iwQj A¨vUwb© Rvgeywi, g‡b Av‡Q Ii|
KgwcDUi‡K cÖ‡qvRbxq wb‡`©k w`‡ZB †g‡gvwi‡Z Zj−vkx
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b¤^iUv Rvbvi ci mycvifvBRv‡ii †Uwe‡ji mvg‡b G‡m
`uvovj ivbv| †dvb-MvB‡Wi cvZv D‡ë b¤^iUv cvIqv hvq
wKbv LuyRj wKQy¶Y| wKš—z †dvb-MvB‡W bv‡gi wecix‡Z b¤^i
Qvcv nq, b¤^‡ii wecix‡Z bq| b¤^i wgwj‡q bvg cvIqv m¤¢e,
Z‡e Zv‡Z A‡bK mgq `iKvi| Avevi, GB b¤^i I bvg †dvb
MvB‡W bvI _vK‡Z cv‡i|
Avevi KgwcDU‡ii mvg‡b emj ivbv| b¤^iUv Rvwb‡q
wR‡Ám Kij, GUv Kvi bv‡g eivÏ Kiv n‡q‡Q| KgwcDUi
wbwj©ß fw½‡Z Rvbvj, ÔA¨vK‡mm wWbv‡qW|Õ
AMZ¨v mycvifvBRv‡ii Nyg fvOv‡Z n‡jv ivbv‡K| †PvL
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WvK‡jb,Õ ejj ivbv| Ô†fZ‡i Xz‡K †`wL Avcwb bv, Avcbvi
bvK WvK‡Q| `ytwLZ|Õ
ivbvi w`‡K KUgU K‡i ZvKvj mycvifvBRvi| ÔwK PvB
†ev÷b R¡j‡Q 97
ZvovZvwo ejyb| Avwg evwo hve|Õ
ÔAvgvi Kv‡Q GKUv b¤^i Av‡Q,Õ ejj ivbv| Ôb¤^iUv Avwg
†Uªm Ki‡Z PvB|Õ
Ôb¤^iUv ejyb|Õ
gv_v bvoj ivbv| ÔAvcwb ïay †Uªm Kivi c×wZUv e‡j
w`b| Avwg KgwcDUi Acv‡iU Ki‡Z Rvwb| b¤^iiUv ejv
m¤¢e bq|Õ
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GdweAvB Qvov b¤^i †Uªm Kivi AwaKvi KviI †bB| A‡bK
K¬v‡q‡›Ui wb‡la Av‡Q, Zv‡`i cwiPq me©mvaviY‡K Rvbv‡bv
hv‡e bv|Õ
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Ô†mR‡b¨B †Zv GUv wb‡q G‡mwQ|Õ Ii nv‡Z wifjfvi †`‡L nuv
n‡q †Mj mycvifvBRvi| ÔKgwcDUi ej‡Q, A¨vK‡mm
wWbv‡qW| Avcwb †KvWUv e‡j w`‡j Avwg wb‡RB b¤^iUv Kvi
bv‡g eivÏ Kiv n‡q‡Q †R‡b wb‡Z cvie|Õ
†KvWUv D”PviY Kivi mgq †ZvZjv‡Z ïi“ Kij
mycvifvBRvi|
Avevi KgwcDU‡ii mvg‡b emj ivbv| Gevi b¤^i †c‡qB
K¬v‡q‡›Ui bvgUv Rvwb‡q w`j KgwcDUi| ÔIn, MW!Õ weoweo
Kij I, †Pv‡L Awek¦vm, ZvwK‡q Av‡Q gwbU‡ii w`‡K|
Kvgiv †_‡K †ei“evi mgq mycvifvBRvi‡K ejj,
AvR‡Ki w`bUv GB KgwcDUi Avcwb †Quv‡eb bv| Avi, †KD
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98 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
Av‡Q?Õ
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mKvj bÕUvq eÜz g¨vU i“wjs‡K †dvb Kij ivbv| ÔLeiUv
mwZ¨?Õ Rvb‡Z PvBj I| Ô¯^vZx Avi Zzwnb m¤ú‡K©?Õ
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wKš—z GB KvR wK Kvi‡Y Kij Iiv eyS‡Z cviwQ bv|Õ
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n‡q‡Q †Uvc wn‡m‡e e¨envi Kivi R‡b¨| †Zvgvi K_vB wVK,
i“wjs, we‡bv wm·wUbvBb Avgv‡K Pvq|Õ
Ôwe‡bv wm·wUbvBb? †Zvgvi aviYv, †m-B I‡`i‡K
wKWb¨vc K‡i‡Q?Õ
Ôwb‡R K‡iwb, Av‡iKRb‡K w`‡q Kwi‡q‡Q,Õ ejj ivbv|
ÔGKRb A¨vUwb©i K_v e‡jwQ‡j Avgv‡K Zzwg, g‡b Av‡Q? †m
Avgv‡K GKUv m~Î cvB‡q w`‡q‡Q| †mB m~Î a‡i we‡bv
wm·wUbvB‡bi cwiPq Avwg †R‡b †d‡jwQ| Ava NÈv Av‡M
wbD Bq‡K© †dvb K‡iwQjvg, ILv‡b Avgvi †mvm© Av‡Q| Zvi
KvQ †_‡KB evwK me Z_¨ †cjvg|Õ
i“wjs D‡ËwRZ n‡q coj, i“×k¦v‡m Rvb‡Z PvBj, Ô†K,
ivbv? †K wm·wUbvBb?Õ
Ô†Zvgvi wec` n‡Z cv‡i, ZvB Zvi cwiPq GLywb †Zvgv‡K
w`w”Q bv,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔZ‡e `yÕGKUv cÖ‡koei DËi hw` †Zvgvi
Rvbv _v‡K, Zzwg wb‡RB eyS‡Z cvi‡e †m Avm‡j †K|Õ
ÔwK cÖkoe?Õ
ÔZzwg wK Wvqbv‡gv wWKvbwWqv bvgUv KLbI ï‡bQ?Õ
†ev÷b R¡j‡Q 99
wR‡Ám Kij ivbv| ÔwKsev iq †n‡bm?Õ
m‡½ m‡½ Reve w`j i“wjs, Ô†Kb ïbe bv| wbD Bq‡K©i
GKRb Wb wQj Wvqbv‡gv wWKvbwWqv| A‡bK¸‡jv QÙbvg wQj
Zvi, Zvi g‡a¨ iq †n‡bm GKUv| GK wK †`o eQi Av‡Mi
K_v, †gw·‡Kvq wK GKUv Awfhv‡b wM‡q gviv c‡o, wW‡UBj&m&
Rvwb bv| Zvi m‡½ we‡bv wm·wUbvB‡bi wK m¤úK©, ivbv?Õ
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`ye©j,Õ ejj ivbv|
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†Q‡j?Õ
Ônu¨v| Avgvi Ici wm·wUbvB‡bi Av‡μv‡ki KviYUvI
Zvn‡j ewj| Zvi evev wWKvbwWqv jÛ‡b Avgvi GK eÜz,
wg¸‡qj eqKU‡K Lyb K‡i| eqK‡Ui Kv‡Q gvqvb Avg‡ji
GKUv †mvbvi †Uª wQj| †mB †Uª wb‡q †UªRvi LuyR‡Z †gw·‡Kvq
wM‡qwQjvg Avwg| wWKvbwWqv Avgvi wcQy †bq| GK mgq
†UªRv‡ii mÜvb cvB Avwg, wKš—z wWKvbwWqv Avgv‡K Lyb K‡i
me †K‡o †bqvi †Póv Pvjvq|Õ
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Rvb‡Z PvBj i“wjs|
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Zzwnb‡K wKWb¨vc Kwi‡q‡Q? †m Rv‡b I‡`i‡K wKWb¨vc Kiv
n‡j Avwg D×vi Ki‡Z Avme| Zvi Uv‡M©U Avm‡j gvmy` ivbv|
wcZ…nZ¨vi cÖwZ‡kva wb‡Z Pvq †m|Õ
ÔwWKvbwWqvi †Q‡j Av‡Q, GB cÖ g ïbjvg Avwg,Õ ejj
i“wjs| ÔGZ Mig GKUv Lei †m wKfv‡e GZw`b †Mvcb K‡i
ivL‡Z cvij?Õ

100 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
ÔcÖksmv †Q‡ji bq, cÖvc¨ ev‡ci,Õ ejj ivbv| Ô†Q‡j‡K †m
†ev÷b Avi jÛ‡b †jLvcov wkwL‡q‡Q, †Q‡ji evc wn‡m‡e
†Kv_vI wb‡Ri bvg e¨envi K‡iwb| wWKvbwWqvi wcZ…cÖ`Ë
bvg wQj Aiwj‡qv jv †iv‡Kv, wKš—z GB bvg †m wmwmwj †_‡K
Av‡gwiKvq Avmvi wKQyw`b ciB cv‡ë †d‡j, †mB m‡½ ¯¿x
Avi †Q‡ji bvgI| wWKvbwWqvi †Q‡ji bvg wQj wmgb jv
†iv‡Kv| wKš—z GB bv‡g †KD Zv‡K †P‡b bv, ïay nq‡Zv Zvi ¯¿x
ev‡`| Zvi Avmj cwiPq ïb‡j Zzwg g~Q©v hv‡e|Õ
ÔIn&, MW! †`v¯—, Zzwg Avgv‡K `» KiQ! c−xR, bvgUv
e‡jvцh bv‡g †jv‡K Zv‡K †P‡b|Õ
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K_v, †Zvgvi wbivcËv wb‡q †Kvb mgm¨v †`Lv †`qwb †Zv?Õ
ÔGLbI bv,Õ ejj i“wjs| Ôjvk¸‡jv Kv‡`i wQj, ïb‡e?Õ
Avoó n‡q †Mj ivbv| ÔKv‡`i?Õ
ÔZvbwRb bv‡g GK †g‡qi| †g‡qUv KjMvj© wQj| cywj‡mi
GKRb Bbdg©vi ej‡Q, †n‡ivBb wewμ Ki‡Z A¯^xKvi Kivq
iv¯—v †_‡K wKWb¨vc Kiv nq Zv‡K|Õ
ÔwbðqB wm·wUbvB‡bi GjvKv †_‡K|Õ
Ônu¨v| Avi †Q‡jUvi bvg wMqvm U¨v‡dvW©, weL¨vZ wkícwZ
gv‡j©vb U¨v‡dvW©-Gi cÖ g ¯¿xi mš—vb| †Q‡jUv †evev wQj,
ivbv|Õ
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Ôm¤¢eZ, wVK Rvwb bv|Õ GKUz †_‡g i“wjs Avevi ejj,
ÔAcÖvmw½K wKbv eyS‡Z cviwQ bv, Z‡e GKUv K_v g‡b c‡o
hv‡”QÑe¨emv-msμvš— e¨vcv‡i Mfb©‡ii m‡½ Pig gZwe‡iva
Pj‡Q gv‡j©vb U¨v‡dv‡W©i|Õ
†ev÷b R¡j‡Q 101
Ô†Zvgvi Av›`v‡R †Quvov wXj hw` wVK RvqMv‡Z jv‡MI,Õ
ejj ivbv, ÔGB gyn‚‡Z© Avwg †Kvb gš—e¨ Ki‡Z ivwR bB|Õ
ÔeyS‡Z cviwQ, Gevi Zzwg †hvMv‡hvM †K‡U †`‡e| †kv‡bv,
eÜz, GK NÈv cici †dvb K‡iv Avgv‡K, wVK Av‡Q?Õ
Ô†Póv Kie,Õ e‡j wiwmfvi †i‡L w`j ivbv|
†fŠ‡MvwjK A‡_© hy³iv‡óªi †K›`ªwe›`y †_‡K A‡bK `~‡i †ev÷b
wmwU| Z‡e HwZnvwmK I Ava¨vwÍK A‡_© RvwZmËvi D‡b¥l,
A_©vr ÔAv‡gwiKvb WªxgÕ-Gi A¼z‡iv˜Mg N‡UwQj GB
†ev÷‡bB| DËi Av‡gwiKvi DËicye cÖv‡š— Awfevmx‡`i
emwZ ¯’vc‡b mvdj¨B ¯^vaxbZvi gkvj cÖ¾¡wjZ K‡i, †h
gkv‡ji Av¸b MÖvm K‡i †MvUv GKUv gnv‡`k‡K, e`‡j †`q
`ywbqvi gvbwPÎ, cwieZ©b Av‡b mf¨Zvi BwZnv‡m|
wVK †miKg, Ô†ev÷b K‡gvbÕ kn‡ii †K›`ªwe›`y bv n‡jI
Ô¯^vaxbZvi m~wZKvMviÕ cÖm‡½ Av‡jvPbv Ki‡Z n‡j
Av‡gwiKvi GB cÖvPxbZg cvK©-Gi K_v Zzj‡ZB n‡e|
weªwUk ˆmb¨iv GLv‡b Zuvey †d‡jwQj| cy‡iv GK‡kv eQiI
nqwb, wmwfj IAi Pjvi mgq GB GKB gv‡V Kb‡dWv‡iU
ˆmwbK‡`i Zuvey c‡o| Rj`my¨‡`i GLv‡b duvwm‡Z †Svjv‡bv
n‡q‡Q, †Svjv‡bv n‡q‡Q ÔWvBbxÕ‡`i|
K‡gvb-Gi mivmwi Dˇi exKb wnj| cwð‡g wf‡±vwiqvb
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KgbI‡qj_ A¨vwfwbD n‡q e¨vK †e-‡Z †cuŠQyj| e¨vK †ei

102 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
wekvj RvqMv Ry‡o eû Kvj Av‡M †_‡KB AwfRvZ
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nvDm ev A¨vcvU©‡g›U wewì‡O iƒcvš—i Kiv n‡q‡Q, wKQy feb
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Kv‡Q| GB iKg GKUv wewμ nIqv evwoB LuyR‡Q ivbv|
evwoUv‡K wN‡i cÖPyi cywjm I wmwKDwiwU MvW© _vKvi K_v|
wVKvbv wgwj‡q evwo Luy‡R †c‡jI, Zv‡`i KvD‡K †`L‡Z bv
†c‡q g‡b g‡b wew¯§Z n‡jv ivbv| wekvj dUKUv `~i †_‡KB
eÜ †`L‡Z †cj I| Z‡e Av‡iKUz KvQvKvwQ †cuŠQy‡Z
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fe‡bi †fZi †_‡K wi‡gvU K‡›Uªv‡ji mvnv‡h¨ dUK Ly‡j †`qv
n‡q‡QÑAv›`vR Kij ivbv| dUK †Lvjv †c‡q Mvwo wb‡q
mivmwi †fZ‡i Xz‡K coj I| GjvKvq ivbv G‡RwÝi †jvKRb
Av‡MB cwRkb wb‡q‡Q, ivbvi KvQ †_‡K m‡¼Z cvIqv gvÎ
evwoi †fZi Xz‡K co‡e Zviv| Z‡e Zvi cÖ‡qvRb †`Lv †`‡e
e‡j g‡b nq bv|
jb I evMv‡bi †fZi w`‡q Mvwo-eviv›`vq G‡m gvwm©wWR
†_‡K bvgj ivbv| gv‡e©j cv_‡ii avc KÕUv †cwi‡q DuPy
eviv›`vq DVj, PKP‡K †gnMwb Kv‡Vi `iRvi mvg‡b `uvwo‡q
Pvc w`j Kwjs †e‡ji †evZv‡g|
aea‡e mv`v Dw`© civ †cÖŠp GK Bs‡iR evUjvi `iRv Ly‡j
mm¤¢ª‡g gv_v †bvqvj, weï× weªwUk D”Pvi‡Y ejj, Ôg¨vWvg
Avcbvi R‡b¨ A‡c¶v Ki‡Qb, wg. gvmy` ivbv, m¨vi|Õ
†ev÷b R¡j‡Q 103
`iRv eÜ K‡i c_ †`Lvj evUjvi| A¨vw›U-iƒg n‡q
njiƒ‡g XzKj Iiv| wmwjs †_‡K Qq †mU SvoevwZ Szj‡Q,
njiƒgUv GZB eo| †Mvovwj Wz‡e hvIqv Kv‡c©‡Ui bKkv e‡j
†`q IUv Bivb †_‡K Avg`vwb Kiv| cÖwZwU dvwb©Pvi evg©v
wUK| njiƒg †_‡K wmwUs iƒ‡g P‡j Gj Iiv| †fZ‡i Xz‡K
_vgj evUjvi|
wmwUs iƒ‡gi GKUv cvk cy‡ivUvB KuvP w`‡q †Niv, evB‡i
†U‡im, †U‡i‡mi wb‡P evMvb| KuvP w`‡q †fZ‡i †iv` Xz‡K‡Q,
GKUv iwKs †Pqv‡i e‡m Le‡ii KvM‡R †PvL †evjv‡”Q cuwPk
wK QvweŸk eQ‡ii GK Zi“Yx| e‡m _vK‡jI, ivbv Av›`vR
Kij ˆ`‡N©¨ †g‡qwU cuvP dzU AvU BwÂi Kg n‡e bv| Pyj,
†PvL, bvK, fzi“ Avi ˆ`wnK Mo‡b DËivwaKvi m~‡Î cvIqv
AwfRvZ weªwUk cwiev‡ii ˆewkó¨| †KvbiKg †gKvc e¨envi
K‡iwb, Z‡e wKQy¶Y Av‡M †Mvmj K‡i‡Q, mKv‡ji †iv‡`
nvjKv i‡Oi GKUv †Mvjvc dz‡U Av‡Q †hb|
jv‡Âi mgq n‡q G‡jI, Zi“Yxi cv‡k GKUv Uªwj‡Z
†eªKdv÷ mvRv‡bv i‡q‡Q, Z‡e ¯úk© Kiv nqwb GLbI|
Ôg¨vWvg, wg.gvmy` ivbv,Õ gvwR©Z web‡qi my‡i †NvlYv Kij
evUjvi|
Le‡ii KvMR †i‡L w`‡q ivbvi w`‡K ZvKvj Zi“Yx|
†Pv‡L ev †Pnvivq †Kvb iKg fvev‡eM dzUj bv| axi, kvš—
fw½‡Z iwKs †Pqvi †_‡K DVj, GwM‡q G‡m evwo‡q w`j gm„Y
†Kvgj Wvb nvZ| ÔAvcbvi m‡½ cwiwPZ n‡Z †c‡i Avwg Lywk,
wg. ivbv| †dvb K‡i G‡m‡Qb, †mR‡b¨ Avwg K…ZÁ|Õ
n¨vÛ‡kK Kivi mgq ivbv wR‡Ám Kij, ÔAvcbv‡K Avwg
wK e‡j m‡¤^vab Kie?Õ

104 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
Ôwg‡mm wUDwjc ej‡Z AvcwË Av‡Q?Õ Zi“Yxi †Pv‡L cjK
co‡Q bv| ivbvi cv †_‡K gv_v ch©š— †PvL eyjv‡”Q, Z‡e Zv‡Z
†Kvb iKg Zvw”Qj¨ Kivi ev cÖkªq †`qvi Bw½Z †bB|
Ôwg‡mm wUDwjc, Avwg Avcbvi m‡½ GKv K_v ej‡Z PvB,
c−xR|Õ
wbtk‡ã Bw½Z Ki‡Z wmwUs iƒg †Q‡o †ewi‡q †Mj
evUjvi, hvevi Av‡M cvjvμ‡g g¨vWvg I ivbv‡K gv_v bZ
K‡i m¤§vb Rvbv‡Z fzj Kij bv|
ÔAvcwb em‡eb bv, wg. ivbv?Õ kvš— my‡i wR‡Ám Kij
wg‡mm wUDwjc| ÔAvcbv‡K Kwd ev Avi wKQy w`‡Z ewj?Õ
Ô†Kvb cÖ‡qvRb †bB, ab¨ev`,Õ wg‡mm wUDwjc iwKs
†Pqv‡i em‡Z ivbvI GKUv †mvdvq emj| Ôevwoi mvg‡b cÖPyi
cywjm Avi wmwKDwiwU MvW© _vKvi K_v, wKš—z I‡`i KvD‡K
†`Ljvg bv|Õ
ÔAvwg I‡`i‡K GK NÈvi R‡b¨ m‡i †h‡Z e‡jwQ,Õ wg‡mm
wUDwjc ejj| Ôg‡b n‡jv, Avcbvi wbivcËvi R‡b¨ GUv Kiv
`iKvi| hw`I Rvwb wb‡Ri wbivcËvi w`KUv gv_vq †i‡LB
GLv‡b Avcwb Avm‡eb, Zey|Õ
Ôab¨ev`, wg‡mm wUDwjc| Avcwb Rv‡bb, †Kb Avwg
G‡mwQ?Õ
GK †m‡KÛ BZ¯—Z K‡i wg‡mm wUDwjc ejj, ÔLvwbKUv
Av›`vR Ki‡Z cvi‡jI, Avwg Avcbvi gyL †_‡K me K_v
ïb‡Z PvB|Õ
ivbv ejj, ÔAvcbvi ¯^vgx GKRb gvwdqv d«›U| Zvi
Avmj bvg wmgb jv †iv‡Kv| AvÛviMÖvD‡Û mevB Zv‡K
wm·wUbvBb bv‡g †P‡b| GB ev¯—eZv Avcwb ¯^xKvi K‡ib?Õ
†ev÷b R¡j‡Q 105
UªwjUv mvg‡b †U‡b wb‡q cU †_‡K Kv‡c Kwd Xvj‡Q
wg‡mm wUDwjc| Ôwm·wUbvBb? evn&, ixwZgZ †ivgvw›UK!
Dëvcvëv!Õ
ÔDëvcvëv gv‡b?Õ
wg‡mm wUDwjc nvm‡Q bv, gyL Zz‡j mivmwi ivbvi †Pv‡L
†PvL †i‡L ejj, ÔnvDwR‡Z GB b¤^iUv‡K Dëvcvëv e‡j|
nu¨v, Ii Pwi‡Îi m‡½ e¨vcviUv †g‡j| bv, Avcbvi Z_¨ Avwg
A¯^xKvi KiwQ bv, wg. ivbv|Õ
ÔZvi evevi A‡bK QÙbvg wQj, Zvig‡a¨ GKUv Wvqbv‡gv
wWKvbwWqv| †gw·‡Kvq Avgv‡K Lyb Ki‡Z wM‡q †m wb‡RB
gviv c‡o| Zvi †Q‡j, Avcbvi ¯^vgx, Avgvi Ici cÖwZ‡kva
†bqvi R‡b¨ ivbv G‡RwÝi `yÕRb G‡R›U‡K wKWb¨vc K‡i‡Q|Õ
Ô†m wb‡R K‡iwb| Av‡iKRb‡K w`‡q Kwi‡q‡QÑAš—Z
Avwg ZvB Rvwb|Õ
Ôhw` wKQy g‡b bv K‡ib, e¨w³MZ GKUv cÖkoe KwiÑZvi
gZ D‡ëvcvëv Pwi‡Îi GK †jv‡Ki m‡½ Avcbvi cwiYq
n‡jv wKfv‡e?Õ
Ô†cÖg †Kvb evav gv‡b bv, wg. ivbv,Õ mij ¯^xKv‡ivw³i gZ
†kvbvj, †Kvb wZ³Zv ev †¶vf †bB, Avevi Me©I †bB|
Zvici cÖm½ cv‡ë Rvb‡Z PvBj, ÔAvcwb Avgvi Kv‡Q wK
Pvb, wg.ivbv?Õ
ÔAvwg ¯^vZx Avi Zzwnb‡K †diZ PvB,Õ GK K_vq ejj
ivbv|
Ô†Kb Avcbvi g‡b n‡jv Avcbv‡K Avwg mvnvh¨ Ki‡Z
cvie?Õ
ÔAvwg †LuvR wb‡qwQ| Avcwb GKRb jW©-Gi †g‡q| esk

106 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
ci¤úivq Avcbvi cwievi AvwfRvZ¨ †hgb a‡i †i‡L‡Q,
†Zgwb b¨vqwePv‡ii c„ô‡cvlKZv K‡i‡Q|Õ
ÔAvwg GLb †m-cwiev‡ii †KD bB| ¯^vgxi cwiP‡qB
Avgvi cwiPq| †m hvB †nvK, Avcbv‡K Avwg wVK wKfv‡e
mvnvh¨ Ki‡Z cvwi, wg. ivbv?Õ
ÔAvcbvi ¯^vgx‡K †evSvb| ejyb, ¯^vZx Avi Zzwnb‡K A¶Z
Ae¯’vq wd‡i bv †c‡j Avwg Zvi wKQyB Aewkó ivLe bv|
ejyb, ˆcwÎK cÖvYUvI Zv‡K nviv‡Z n‡e|Õ
Ô†f‡e‡Qb Avcwb GKw`b Avm‡eb, GZw`b †mB A‡c¶vq
e‡m AvwQ Avwg? †f‡e‡Qb, Zv‡K Avwg †evSvBwb?Õ
Ô†m‡¶‡Î Avcbv‡K wei³ KivUv Avgvi fzj n‡q †M‡Q,Õ
e‡j †Pqvi Qvoj ivbv| ÔAvcwbI fzj K‡i‡Qb †`Lv Ki‡Z
ivwR n‡q|Õ
ÔAvwg Avgvi ¯^vgx‡K fvjevwm, wg. ivbv|Õ Kwdi Kvc
†_‡K †PvL Zzjj wg‡mm wUDwjc|
Ôï‡b `ytL †cjvg| Avcwb hv wKQy kª×v K‡ib, my›`i e‡j
Rv‡bb, ¸i“Z¡c~Y© e‡j g‡b K‡ib, GiKg cÖwZwU wRwb‡mi kΓ
Avcbvi ¯^vgx|Õ
†kvbv hvq bv, Ggb AùzU K‡É wg‡mm wUDwjc ejj, Ônu¨v,
Avwg Rvwb|Õ Zvici Avevi Kvc †_‡K †PvL Zz‡j ivbvi w`‡K
ZvKvj| Ôc−xR, Avi GK wgwbU emyb|Õ
wbtk‡ã emj ivbv|
ÔK_vUv Avcbv‡K Rvbv‡bv `iKvi|Õ
ÔwK K_v?Õ
ÔGKRb A¨vUwb© I‡K †dvb K‡iwQj,Õ ejj wg‡mm
wUDwjc| ÔI evwo‡Z wQj bv| wgm ¯^vZx Avi wg. Zzwnb‡K
†ev÷b R¡j‡Q 107
†Q‡o †`qvi wm×vš— †bqv n‡q‡Q ï‡b cÖ ‡g Avwg Lywk nB|
wKš—z Zvici Avgvi m‡›`n nq| †K Kv‡K w`‡q I‡`i‡K
wKWb¨vc Kwi‡q‡Q, meB Avgvi Rvbv| †Kb, Zv-I| †mR‡b¨B
fvejvg, Duûu, I‡`i‡K †Q‡o †`qvi B”Qv I‡`i Kvi“iB †bB|
Gi g‡a¨ †Mvcb †Kvb gZje Av‡Q| Aw¯’i n‡q fvewQ wK Kiv
hvq, GB mgq gv_vq GKUv eyw× Gj| Avgvi e¨w³MZ `yÕRb
ewWMvW©‡K †W‡K wR‡Ám Kijvg, Zviv wK Rv‡b wgm ¯^vZx
Avi wg. Zzwnb‡K †Kv_vq ivLv n‡q‡Q? ejj, Rv‡b| I‡`i‡K
wb‡`©k w`jvg, Avgvi ¯^vgx‡K wKQy bv Rvwb‡q GLywb IB
RvqMvq P‡j hvI, †hfv‡e cv‡iv I‡`i `yÕRb‡K wbivc‡`
mwi‡q Av‡bv| GB evwoB I‡`i R‡b¨ me‡P‡q wbivc` RvqMv
n‡Z cv‡i e‡j g‡b n‡jv| †mB wb‡`©kB w`jvg ewWMvW©‡`i|
Iiv P‡j †Mj| wKš—z †mB †h †Mj, Avi wdij bv|Õ
ÔIiv GLvb †_‡K †ewi‡q wbðqB mivmwi Avcbvi ¯^vgxi
m‡½ †hvMv‡hvM K‡i,Õ ejj ivbv|
Ônu¨v, wbðq ZvB|Õ
ÔZvn‡j †`Lv hv‡”Q Avcbvi Kv‡Q G‡m Avwg fzj Kwiwb,Õ
ejj ivbv| Ômvnvh¨ PvIqvi Av‡MB Avcwb hZUzKz †c‡i‡Qb
K‡i‡Qb| †mR‡b¨ Avwg K…ZÁ †eva KiwQ|Õ
ÔwKš—z G-†_‡K G-I †Zv cwi®‹vi n‡q hv‡”Q, Avgvi ¶gZv
KZ Kg|Õ
Ôej‡jb, Avcbvi ¯^vgx‡K Avcwb fvjev‡mb| Zv‡K
†evSvb †h Zvi euvPvi mwZ¨ Avi †Kvb Dcvq †bB|Õ Avevi
†Pqvi Qvoj ivbv| Ô`ytwLZ, Gevi Avgv‡K †h‡Z nq|Õ
Ôwg. ivbv!Õ

108 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
ÔAvgvi GKUv Aby‡iva ivL‡eb?Õ
Ôejyb?Õ
ÔAvwg I‡K ivwR Ki‡Z cvi‡j Avcwb wK Ii m‡½
em‡eb? Avcbvi gyL †_‡K ïb‡j wb‡Ri wec` m¤ú‡K©
cwi®‹vi GKUv aviYv †cZ|Õ
ÔAvgvi AvcwË †bB, wg‡mm wUDwjc|Õ
ÔAvcbvi m‡½ Avgiv...†hvMv‡hvM Kie wKfv‡e?Õ
ÔAvcbvi ¯^vgx wbðqB †Kvb Dcvq †ei Ki‡eb|Õ
ÔAv‡iKUv K_v, wg. ivbv| Avgiv wK iKg mgq cve?Õ
Ô†mUv GKgvÎ Ck¦iB ej‡Z cv‡ib, wg‡mm wUDwjc|Õ
Ô†kl GKUv cÖkoe, wg. ivbv| eySjvg, Ii wec`| Ii wec`
gv‡b †Zv AvgviI wec`ÑAvgv‡`i wec`| wVK Av‡Q, I‡K
Avwg †evSv‡Z †Póv Kie, wKš—z Avgvi K_v ïb‡e †Kb I‡K
hw` Avwg euvPvi †Kvb c_ †`Lv‡Z bv cvwi?Õ
Ô¯^vZx Avi Zzwnb‡K my¯’ Ae¯’vq wd‡i †c‡j Avwg Zv‡K
cvjvevi GKUv my‡hvM w`‡Z cvwi,Õ ejj ivbv| Ô†m gvÎ K‡qK
NÈv mgq cv‡e, wg‡mm wUDwjc| Zvi g‡a¨B †ev÷b †Q‡o
P‡j †h‡Z n‡e Zv‡K| Gi †ewk wKQy Kiv Avgvi c‡¶ m¤¢e
bq| Avwg ej‡Z PvBwQ, I‡`i‡K wd‡i †c‡jI Zvi Avmj
cwiPq duvm bv K‡i Avgvi †Kvb Dcvq †bB|Õ
ÔG cÖ¯—ve I‡K Avwg wKfv‡e w`B!Õ †Pqvi †Q‡o cvqPvwi
ïi“ Kij wg‡mm wUDwjc, nv‡Zi gy‡Vv k³ n‡q Av‡Q|
ÔMfb©‡g›U nvD‡m †dvb Ki“b, Avcbvi ¯^vgx GB gyn‚‡Z©
†mLv‡b Ri“ix GKUv gxwU‡O mfvcwZZ¡ Ki‡Q,Õ ejj ivbv|
ÔgxwU‡O wK wb‡q Av‡jvPbv n‡”Q ïb‡eb? †ev÷‡bi gvwdqv
cwievi¸‡jvi hviv gv_v, Zv‡`i‡K †MÖdZvi Kivi †Rvi
†ev÷b R¡j‡Q 109
mycvwik Ki‡Q Avcbvi ¯^vgx| †f‡e †`Lyb, Gi‡P‡q nvm¨Ki
e¨vcvi wKQy n‡Z cv‡i?Õ Dˇii A‡c¶vq bv †_‡K Kvgiv
†Q‡o †ewi‡q Gj ivbv|

110 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
Q q
i“wjs‡K ivbv †dv‡b ejj, Ô†gŠPv‡K wXj †Quvov n‡q‡Q| AZ¨š—
mveav‡b _vK‡e Zzwg, i“wjs| GB kn‡ii KvD‡K wek¦vm Ki‡e
bv|Õ
Ôme K_v Ly‡j e‡jv, ivbv|Õ
ÔGLywb bq| †kv‡bv, †KvbI cÖ¯—ve †`qv n‡j ïb‡Z AvcwË
†Kv‡iv bv| hyw³m½Z †h-†Kvb cÖ¯—v‡e ivwR ne Avwg| Z‡e
Avevi ejwQ, wb‡R‡K G·‡cvR †Kv‡iv bv|Õ
ÔZzwgI mveav‡b †_‡Kv, ivbv,Õ ejj i“wjs| ÔPviw`K †_‡K
me wc‡j PgKv‡bv Lei Avm‡Q|Õ
ÔwK iKg?Õ
ÔGdweAvB Avi cywjm MZ wZb NÈvq ev‡iv †KwR
†n‡ivBb, ewÎk †KwR †Kv‡Kb Avi †`o gY gvwiRyqvbv D×vi
K‡i‡Q| †MÖdZvi n‡q‡Q evBkRb| AÁvZ m~Î †_‡K Lei
†c‡q kn‡ii wewfboe R‡q‡›U nvbv †`q Iiv| Acv‡ikb GLbI
Pj‡Q|Õ
ÔGUv Avgvi R‡b¨ †Zgb Mig Lei bq,Õ ejj ivbv|
Ô†Wv‡gwbKvb cvIjv m¤ú‡K© wKQy †R‡b _vK‡j e‡jv|Õ
Ô`ytwLZ, †Zgb wKQy Rvb‡Z cvwiwb| iK‡cv‡U© wM‡qwQj
†m, Zvi cÖgvY cvIqv †M‡Q| †Kv÷ MvW© A‡bK †LuvRvLyuwR
†ev÷b R¡j‡Q 111
K‡i Zvi †evUUv †c‡q‡Q, wb‡Pi GKUv †Kwe‡b cÖPyi ïK‡bv
i³| ZvbwRb Avi wMqv‡mi i‡³i m‡½ †gjv‡bv n‡q‡Q, GKB
i³|Õ
Ôab¨ev`, i“wjs| Gevi Mig LeiUv Qv‡ov|Õ
GKUv `xN©k¦vm Pvcj i“wjs| ÔwKš—z K_v w`‡Z n‡e Zzwg
Avevi A¨vKkb ïi“ Ki‡Z cvi‡e bv|Õ
Ômvgvb¨ nuvwc‡q †MwQ †Zv, wKQy¶‡Yi R‡b¨ wekªv‡g AvwQ,Õ
ejj ivbv| ÔK_v w`jvg, wekªv‡gi mgqUv †Kvb A¨vKk‡b hve
bv|Õ
ÔPviw`K †_‡K Lei Avm‡Q Kbwmwjqwi Avi
K¨v‡cvwiwRwgiv †md-nvD‡m †h hvi nvW©‡gb R‡ov Ki‡Q,Õ
ejj i“wjs| ÔI‡`i †bZ…‡Z¡ Av‡Q †jwU
¯‹iwcqbÑwm·wUbvB‡bi GKRb K¨v‡cvwiwRwg| AvÍi¶vB bvwK
GKgvÎ D‡Ïk¨| Z‡e Zvi nv‡Z GKUv wnU-wj÷ awi‡q †`qv
n‡q‡Q|Õ
ÔwnU-wj÷?Õ
ÔZvwjKvq cÖ g bvgUv †Zvgvi| wØZxq bvgUv †Wv‡gwbKvb
cvIjvi|Õ
ÔcvIjvi bvg wnU-wj‡÷ _vK‡e †Kb?Õ ivbvi Mjvq mZK©
cÖwZev‡`i myi| Ô†KD †Zvgv‡K fzj Z_¨ mieivn Ki‡Q|Õ
Ôn‡Z cv‡i, Am¤¢e bq|Õ
ÔAvi wK Rv‡bv Zzwg? wm·wUbvBb m¤ú‡K© bZzb †Kvb
Lei?Õ
ÔIw`K †_‡K †Kvb kãB †bB| me GK`g PycPvc|Õ
ÔA‡c¶v K‡iv, Zzwg Zvi mvov cv‡e|Õ
Ômvov cve gv‡b?Õ

112 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
Ô`yÕNÈv ci †hvMv‡hvM Kie,Õ ejj ivbv, i“wj‡Oi cÖ‡koei
Reve w`‡”Q bv| Ô¯‹jvwi‡qv Rvgeywi m¤ú‡K© wKQy ï‡bQ?Õ
Ôcywjm Zvi Revbe›`x †iKW© K‡i †Q‡o w`‡q‡Q| ïbjvg
†jvKUv bvwK mvsNvwZK fq †c‡q‡Q †Zvgv‡K| GZUvB †h
Revbew›` †`qvi mgq I‡gZ©vi K_vI fz‡j wM‡qwQj|Õ
ÔivLjvg,Õ e‡j †hvMv‡hvM †K‡U w`j ivbv| †bvU eyK Ly‡j
Avevi wiwmfvi Zzjj| Wvqvj Kij bZzb GKUv b¤^‡i|
`k evi wiO nevi ci AcicÖv‡š— wiwmfvi Zzjj †KD|
ÔwVK Av‡Q, †K?Õ
wb‡Ri cwiPq w`‡q ivbv ejj, Ôab¨ev`, KvDwÝji|
cywjm‡K mwZ¨ K_vB e‡jQ Zzwg|Õ
Ôgv †gwi| I Avgvi gv †gwi! Avgv‡K GKv _vK‡Z w`b,
m¨vi! c−xR c−xR c−xR! Avi wK Pvb Avcwb?Õ
Ôïbjvg †Zvgvi eÜz †jwU ¯‹iwcqb K‡qKUv gv_v KvUvi
R‡b¨ †jvKRb R‡ov Ki‡Q|Õ
ÔGKUzI AevK nw”Q bv, Z‡e G-m¤ú‡K© Avgvi wKQy Rvbv
†bB|Õ
ÔAvwg fvejvg LeiUv Zzwg cvIjv‡K †cuŠ‡Q w`‡Z PvB‡e|Õ
ÔAvcbvi K_v eySjvg bv|Õ
ÔZvwjKvq Zvi bvgUv `yÕb¤^‡i, Avgvi wVK wb‡PB,Õ ejj
ivbv| ÔZvwjKvq Zvi bvg †Kb ivLv n‡q‡Q Avwg Rvwb bv, Zzwg
nq‡Zv Rvb‡Z cv‡iv|Õ
ÔGZw`b hv †R‡bwQ, me Avwg fz‡j †MwQ,Õ ejj A¨vUwb©
Rvgeywi| Ôwg. ivbv, Avcwb GLb Avgv‡K beRvZ wkïi gZ
cweÎ a‡i wb‡Z cv‡ib| wewjf wg, m¨vi, Avwg me †Q‡o
w`‡qwQ|Õ
†ev÷b R¡j‡Q 113
Ô†Zvgv‡K evwo‡Z †c‡q GKUz AevKB jvM‡Q Avgvi,Õ
ejj ivbv|
ÔAevK jvM‡Q? †Kb? wK ej‡Z Pvb?Õ
Ôej‡Z PvB...gv‡b, Iiv...bv, _vK, fz‡j hvIÑAvgviB
†evanq fzj n‡”Q|Õ
ÔwK fzj n‡”Q?Õ AcicÖv‡š— ixwZgZ wPrKvi ïi“ Kij
A¨vUwb©| ÔwK fz‡j hve?Õ
Kíbvi †Pv‡L ivbv †`L‡Z †cj `i`i K‡i Nvg‡Q
Rvgeywi| Ô†kvbv K_v, Rvgeywi,Õ nvjKv my‡i ejj I| Ônq‡Zv
†Kvb Zvrch© enb K‡i bv| GZ wec‡`i g‡a¨ †Zvgv‡K bZzb
GKUv `ywðš—vq †djvi †Kvb gv‡b nq bv| fz‡j hvI| Avwg
†dvb K‡iwQ ab¨ev` †`qvi R‡b¨ÑAvgvi K_vgZ jvk `y‡Uvi
Kv‡Q wQ‡j Zzwg| hw`I I¸‡jv I‡`i wQj bv...Õ
ÔGK wgwbU, m¨vi, wg. ivbv! wKQy GKUv †P‡c hv‡”Qb
Avcwb! c−xR, wg. ivbv, wK ï‡b‡Qb ejyb Avgv‡K!Õ
Ôbv, gv‡b...wVK Av‡Q, e‡jB †dwj| cvIjv‡K Iiv
ZvwjKvq †i‡L‡Q, G-K_v †Zv ejjvgB †Zvgv‡K, ZvB bv?Õ
Ônu¨v, nu¨v, e‡j‡Qb| KviYUv hw`I Avwg Av›`vR Ki‡Z
cviwQ bv| wKš—z Avgvi e¨vcv‡i Avcwb †Kv‡Ì‡K wK ï‡b‡Qb?
Avcwb †hb ej‡Z hvw”Q‡jb...ZvwjKvq Iiv wK Avgvi bvgI
†i‡L‡Q, wg. ivbv?Õ
Ônu¨v, gv‡b, ïbjvg †KD GKRb PvB‡Q ZvwjKvq †Zvgvi
bvgUvI _vKzK|Õ
ÔwKš—z †Kb? Avgvi bvg †Kb ZvwjKvq ivL‡Z PvB‡e Iiv?
Iiv wK †f‡e‡Q Avwg...Am¤¢e! †jwU Lye fvj K‡iB †P‡b
Avgv‡K! ZvQvov, †jwUi wm×vš— †bqvi AwaKviI †Zv †bB|

114 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
Avi Zvi em&, ev Ab¨ †KD, Avgv‡K Lye fvj K‡i †P‡bb|
Avwg †eCgvwb Ki‡Z cvwi, G-K_v Zuviv wek¦vmB Ki‡eb bv...Õ
ÔAvgviI ZvB aviYv,Õ ejj ivbv| Ô†Zvgvi f‡qi †Kvb
KviY †bB, Kv‡RB e¨vcviUv †mªd fz‡j hvI| me wKQy †_‡K
wb‡R‡K hLb mwi‡q wb‡qQ, KviI m‡½ †hvMv‡hvM bv K‡i
wekªvg bvI, j¤^v GKUv Nyg `vI| †Zvgv‡K mwZ¨ K¬vš— g‡b
n‡”Q| `iRv-Rvbvjv fvj K‡i †`‡L Zvici †kv‡e, †Kgb?
Zvjv jvMv‡Z ev kvUvi eÜ Ki‡Z fz‡jv bv|Õ
ÔAvgv‡K wb‡q Avcwb †Lj‡Qb, m¨vi! G Avcbvi wbôziZv,
em&! bvwK Ggb wKQy ï‡b‡Qb hv Avgv‡K ej‡Qb bv? Avwg
wKš—z Avcbvi †Kvb ¶wZ Kwiwb, eis mvnvh¨ K‡iwQ| iK‡cv‡U©
jvk¸‡jv cvnviv w`‡qwQ, cywjm‡K mwZ¨ K_v e‡jwQ...Õ
ÔGUv‡KB I‡`i †KD GKRb Lvivc †Pv‡L †`L‡Q,
Rvgeywi,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔZzwg bvwK eo †ewk ûRyi-ûRyi K‡iQ
Avgv‡K| mn‡hvwMZv Kivi cwigvYUv †ewk n‡q †M‡Q| I‡`i
A‡bK †Mvcb Z_¨ Rv‡bv Zzwg, Iiv fq cv‡”Q †m¸‡jv Zzwg
duvm K‡i w`‡qQ wKbv|Õ
ÔI gv †gwi! I‡Mv gv †gwi! wg. ivbv...Õ
ÔAv‡i †a¨Z, kvš— nI †Zv| Iiv †Zv †Zvgvi eÜz, ZvB bv?Õ
ÔAvcwb Lye fvj K‡iB Rv‡bb I‡`i eÜz nIqvUv ¯^w¯—Ki
†Kvb e¨vcvi bq|Õ
ÔZzwg Ggbfv‡e wPrKvi KiQ, †hb †Zvgvi GB Ae¯’vi
R‡b¨ AvwgB `vqx|Õ
ÔAek¨B Avcwb `vqx! Avwg Avcbvi †cÖv‡UKkb PvB, wg.
ivbv! Avwg PvB...Õ
ÔAv‡i †a¨Z, _v‡gv †Zv,Õ big my‡i ejj ivbv| ÔGB wec`
†ev÷b R¡j‡Q 115
†_‡K †ewi‡q Avmvi GKUvB Dcvq Av‡Q| Avi †mUv n‡jv IB
`yÕR‡bi Mv‡q †Kvb iKg AuvP jvM‡Z bv †`qv|Õ
`yÕ‡m‡KÛ K_v ej‡Z cvij bv Rvgeywi, Zvici weoweo
K‡i ejj, ÔI, Av”Qv, Zvn‡j GB e¨vcvi! Avcwb Av‡iKevi
Avgvi mvnvh¨ wb‡q I‡`i‡K gy³ Ki‡Z PvB‡Qb|Õ
Ôfzj,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔI‡`i‡K D×vi Kivi R‡b¨ Ab¨fv‡e
†Póv KiwQ Avwg| Avwg †Zvgv‡K †dvb K‡iwQ ïay ab¨ev`
†`qvi R‡b¨|Õ
ÔAb¨fv‡e?Õ
Ômivmwi|Õ
Ômivmwi gv‡b?Õ
Ôwm·wUbvBb‡K AvjwU‡gUvg †`qv n‡q‡Q|Õ
ÔI|Õ AuvZ‡K DV‡Z GK gyn‚Z© †ewk mgq wbj Rvgeywi|
ÔwK! wK ej‡jb?Õ
ÔAwZ AvcbR‡bi gva¨‡g Zv‡K GKUv cÖ¯—ve †`qv n‡q‡Q|
Rvb wb‡q cvwj‡q euvP‡Z PvB‡j I‡`i‡K gyw³ w`‡Z n‡e
Zvi|Õ
ÔIn&, MW! Avcwb Zvi cwiPq Rv‡bb?Õ ixwZgZ nuvcv‡”Q
A¨vUwb©|
ÔRvwb ˆewK|Õ
ÔwKš—z...bvn&! wKfv‡e!Õ A¨vUwb©i Kɯ^i `ª“Z IVvbvgv
Ki‡Q| ÔAvcbvi K_v wek¦vm Kiv m¤¢f bq, wg. ivbv|
wm·wUbvB‡bi cwiPq Ggbfv‡e Avovj Kiv, Ggb wK AvgivI
†KD †fZ‡i DuwK w`‡Z cvwi bv|Õ
kvjv wg_y¨K, g‡b g‡b Mvj w`j ivbv| ÔGB gyn‚‡Z© Zv‡K
Zzwg Mfb©‡g›U nvD‡m cv‡e, Ri“ix gxwU‡O mfvcwZZ¡ Ki‡Q|

116 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
ej‡Q, Gevi gvwdqv Wb‡`i wei“‡× Acv‡ikb bv Pvjv‡j
iv‡R¨i mvaviY gvbyl we‡`ªvn Ki‡Z cv‡i| Wb‡`i bvg a‡i
†MÖdZvwi c‡ivqvbv Rvwi Kivi mycvwik Ki‡Q| †Zvgv‡`i
mevi wei“‡× †Rnv` †NvlYv...Õ
ÔAvcbvi G-K_v Avwg wek¦vm Kie †Kb?Õ wR‡Ám Kij
Rvgeywi|
ÔZzwg Rvnvboev‡g hvI, wek¦vm bv Ki‡j Avgvi e‡qB †Mj|Õ
ÔwKš—z G-ai‡bi GKUv †evKvwg wm·wUbvBb †Kb Ki‡Z
hv‡eb?Õ
ÔwbD Bq‡K©i KZ©ve¨w³iv wm·wUbvBb‡K wb‡`©k w`‡q
e‡j‡Q, Zviv †`L‡Z Pvq †ev÷‡b kvwš— cÖwZwôZ n‡q‡Q|
Zv‡`i B”Qvi wei“‡× hvIqvi ¶gZv KviI †bB, ZvB bv?
GKUv mgqmxgv †eu‡a †`qv n‡q‡Q, Rvgeywi| ZviciI hw`
GLvbKvi cwiw¯’wZ kvš— bv nq, wbD BqK© †_‡K evwnbx cvVv‡e
Iiv|Õ
ÔG-me K_v Avcwb Avgv‡K †kvbv‡”Qb †Kb, wg. ivbv?Õ
bvf©vm my‡i wR‡Ám Kij Rvgeywi| ÔAvcwb Avgvi fvj Pvb,
ïay GB R‡b¨?Õ
ÔZzwg GKUv ivgQvMj! †Zvgiv bi‡K †M‡jI Avgvi wKQy
hvq-Av‡m bv| Avwg ïay ¯^vZx Avi Zzwnb‡K †diZ PvB|Õ
ÔAvgv‡`i‡K Zvn‡j wK Ki‡Z e‡jb Avcwb?Õ
ÔZzwg I‡`i A¨vUwb©| I‡`i‡K †evSvI, Avgvi `vwe †g‡b
bv wb‡q †Kvb Dcvq †bB|Õ
Ô†Kv‡Ì‡K ïi“ Ki‡Z n‡e ZvB †Zv Avwg Rvwb bv...Õ
ÔcvIjv‡K w`‡q ïi“ K‡iv|Õ
Ô†m †Kv_vq Av‡Q Rvb‡Z cvi‡j Avwg wb‡R wM‡q Zvi
†ev÷b R¡j‡Q 117
Kjvi †P‡c aiZvg...Õ
ÔGgb b¨vKvwg Ki‡Z Rv‡bv, ïay GKUv †ek¨v †g‡qi m‡½
†Zvgvi Zzjbv nq,Õ e‡j †hvMv‡hvM †K‡U w`j ivbv|
†ejv wZb‡Ui w`‡K i“wjs‡K Avevi †dvb Kij ivbv|
Ô†Zvgvi K_vB wVK, ivbv!Õ noeo K‡i ïi“ Kij †m|
Ôwm·wUbvBb mvov w`‡q‡Q!Õ
ivbv gyPwK nvmj| kvš— my‡i ejj, ÔZvB?Õ
ÔwmwU †gqi †Rdvm© gviwd Avgv‡K †dvb K‡iwQ‡jb,Õ
ejj i“wjs, D‡ËRbvq nuvcv‡”Q| ÔcÖ¯—veUv Zuvi gva¨‡gB
w`‡q‡Q wm·wUbvBb| †gqi †P‡qwQ‡jb †ev÷‡b gvwdqv‡`i
†Kvb Aw¯—Z¡B ivL‡eb bv| IqvwksU‡bi m‡½ †hvMv‡hvM K‡i
cÖ‡qvRbxq AbygwZ †P‡q †bb wZwb, Zvici A¨vKkb ïi“ Kivi
R‡b¨ cywjm Avi GdweAvB-Gi Ici Pvc w`‡Z ïi“ K‡ib|
Gi g‡a¨ wm·wUbvBb Zuv‡K †dvb K‡i| †gqi cÖ ‡g Zvi K_v
ïb‡ZB Pvbwb| wKš—z wm·wUbvBb hyw³ †`Lvq, †gqi hv Ki‡Z
PvB‡Qb Zv‡Z wZwb hw` mdjI nb, †ev÷‡b i³M½v e‡q
hv‡e| K_vUv †Zv mwZ¨| ZvB wm·wUbvB‡bi K_v ïb‡Z ivwR
nb wZwb|Õ
ÔcÖ¯—veUv wK?Õ
Ôwm·wUbvBb †Zvgvi m‡½ †`Lv Ki‡Z Pvq|Õ
ÔwVK Av‡Q,Õ gyPwK †n‡m ejj ivbv| ÔKLb? †Kv_vq?Õ
ÔGZ Zvovû‡ov †Kv‡iv bv| kZ© Av‡Q|Õ
Ôhyw³m½Z †h-†Kvb kZ© Avwg †g‡b †be|Õ
Ôbv ï‡bB? _v‡gv, Avgv‡K ej‡Z `vI| cÖ gc¶
Aïfkw³ A_©vr gvwdqv, wØZxq c¶ Zzwg, gvmy` ivbv|

118 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
†Zvgv‡`i GB ؇›`¡ ga¨¯’Zv Ki‡Z ivwR n‡q‡Qb wmwU †gqi|
mKjc‡¶i D‡Ïk¨ n‡jv wZb‡UÑGK, ¯^vZx Avi Zzwnb‡K
†Wv‡gwbKvb cvIjvi nvZ †_‡K gy³ Kiv; `yB, wm·wUbvBb‡K
†ev÷b †Q‡o P‡j hvevi R‡b¨ PweŸk NÈv mgq †`qv; wZb,
ivbv G‡RwÝ wZb gvm ci hLb †ev÷‡b KvR ïi“ Ki‡e ZLb
GLbKvi mg¯— wZ³Zv I kΓZvi K_v fz‡j hvIqv|Õ
Ôivbv G‡RwÝ wZb gvm ci †Kb KvR ïi“ Ki‡e?Õ wR‡Ám
Kij ivbv| ÔGLywb bq †Kb? ZvQvov, wmwU †gqi †hLv‡b
gvwdqvi wei“‡× †Rnv` †NvlYv Ki‡Z hvw”Q‡jb, †mLv‡b
wZwbB ev GUv †g‡b wb‡”Qb wKfv‡e †h wZbgvm ci GLbKvi
mg¯— wZ³Zv I kΓZvi K_v fz‡j hvIqv DwPZ? Gi gv‡b †Zv
`uvovq gvwdqvi wei“‡× †Kvb A¨vKkbB †bqv n‡e bv|Õ
ÔwZb b¤^i k‡Z©i `xN© e¨vL¨v Av‡Q, ivbv,Õ ejj i“wjs|
Ôwm·wUbvBb †ev÷b †Q‡o P‡j †h‡Z ivwR nIqvq †gqi GLb
fve‡Qb, Zv‡ZB †ev÷‡bi AvBb-k„sLjv cwiw¯’wZi A‡bK
DboewZ NU‡e| wm·wUbvBb P‡j †M‡j gvwdqv cwievi¸‡jv
A‡bK `ye©j n‡q co‡e, †mB my‡hv‡M Zv‡`i †ewkifvM A‰ea
e¨emv-cÖwZôvb eÜ K‡i †`‡e cywjm Avi GdweAvB| wZb gvm
a‡i wPi“wb Awfhvb Pvwj‡q ¸i“Zi Aciv‡ai R‡b¨ `vqx wKQy
cwiev‡ii wei“‡× e¨e¯’vI †bqv n‡e| †gqi e¨w³MZfv‡e
Avgv‡K e‡j‡Qb, †ev÷b †_‡K gvwdqv cwievi¸‡jv‡K wbwðý
Kiv cÖvq Am¤¢e GKUv KvR, Zv Ki‡Z †M‡j `yB c‡¶iB eû
†jvKRb gviv co‡e|Õ
g‡b g‡b nvmj ivbv, fvejцm †Zv G-K_vB ej‡e! wKš—z
i“wjs †Zv Avi Rv‡b bv †h †gqiB wm·wUbvBb| gy‡L ejj,
Ôûg| e‡j hvI|Õ
†ev÷b R¡j‡Q 119
Ôwm·wUbvBb †Zvgvi m‡½ †`Lv Ki‡Z Pvq †ev÷b Kg‡b,Õ
ejj i“wjs| Ôcv‡K©i wVK gvSLv‡b| ILv‡b †Zvgvi †XvKvi I
†ewi‡q Avmvi †md c¨v‡mR †`qvi e¨e¯’v Ki‡eb †gqi|
cv‡K©i †fZi ev Pvicv‡k †Kv_vI †Kvb †jvKRb _vK‡e bv|
Ggb wK cywjmI A‡bK `~‡i _vK‡e| `yN©UbvekZ cywjmx bvK
Mjv‡bv †VKvevi R‡b¨ GB e¨e¯’v MÖnY Ki‡eb †gqi| cywjm
ïay `~i †_‡K cvK©Uv‡K wN‡i ivL‡e, bRi ivL‡e †fZ‡i hv‡Z
†KD XzK‡Z bv cv‡i|Õ
Ôe‡j hvI|Õ
ÔwVK gvSiv‡Z cv‡K© XzK‡e wm·wUbvBb|Õ
Ôbv|Õ
ÔGUv cwieZ©b‡hvM¨ bq, ivbv,Õ ejj i“wjs| Ôcywjm I
GdweAvB-Gi m‡½ civgk© K‡i GB mgq wba©viY K‡i‡Qb
†gqi| gvSiv‡Zi Av‡M cvK© Lvwj KivI mgm¨v| me w`K
we‡ePbv K‡i wm·wUbvBbI GB mgqUv‡K mevi R‡b¨ wbivc`
e‡j g‡b Ki‡Q| ivZ AvUUvi ci jvDW¯úxKv‡i cywjm
†NvlYv Ki‡e cv‡K© UvBg †evgv Av‡Q, mevB hv‡Z fq †c‡q
†ewi‡q Av‡m| Zvici †fZ‡i Zj−vkx Pvjv‡e Iiv|Õ
ÔgvSivZ A‡bK †`wi n‡q hvq, i“wjs|Õ
ÔwKš—z G-I mwZ¨ †h wm·wUbvBb fq cv‡”Q, ivbv,Õ ejj
i“wjs| ÔZvi fq n‡jvцm Av‡cvm Ki‡Z ivwR n‡q‡Q, PweŸk
NÈvi g‡a¨ †ev÷b †Q‡o P‡j †h‡Z PvB‡Q, G-me ï‡b Zvi
wb‡Ri †jv‡KivB bv Zvi Ici nvgjv K‡i| †m AviI fq
cv‡”Q, ¯^vZx Avi Zzwn‡bi IciI nvgjv n‡Z cv‡i| Avwg
Rvwb, †m Avm‡j Mv XvKv w`‡q evwo †_‡K †ewi‡q Avm‡Z Pvq,
KvKc¶xI hv‡Z †Ui bv cvq|Õ

120 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
†Nvovi wWg Rv‡bv, †`v¯—Ñg‡b g‡b ejj ivbv| GKevi
fvej, wm·wUbvB‡bi Avmj cwiPqUv i“wjs‡K Rvwb‡q †`q|
wKš—z cigyn‚‡Z© wm×vš— wbj, bv| AvR gvSiv‡Zi ci I hw`
†eu‡P bv _v‡K, Z_¨Uv Rvbvi Aciv‡a gviv hv‡e i“wjsI|
cwiPq duvm nevi f‡q †gqi hw` ¯¿x‡KI Lyb K‡i, ivbv
wew¯§Z n‡e bv| eÜz‡K I ejj, ÔGKevi †Póv K‡i †`L‡e bv,
mgqUv GwM‡q Avbv hvq wKbv?Õ
ÔejjvgB †Zv, GUv cwieZ©b‡hvM¨ bq, ivbv|Õ
GKUv `xN©k¦vm Pvcj ivbv| ÔwVK Av‡Q| K‡qK NÈv mgq
†ewk cvw”Q, Zv‡Z Avgvi mywe‡aI n‡Z cv‡i| wVK Av‡Q,
gvSiv‡ZB †`Lv n‡e| e‡j `vI, †m †hb ¯^vZx Avi Zzwnb‡K
m‡½ K‡i wb‡q Av‡m|Õ
ÔwK? bv! cÖ¯—v‡e G-ai‡bi wKQy ejv nqwb, ivbv| Zvi
D‡Ïk¨ n‡jv †Zvgvi m‡½ K_v ejv, †Zvgvi kZ©¸‡jv †kvbv,
Zvici ¯^vZx Avi Zzwnb‡K †Q‡o †`qvi R‡b¨ †Wv‡gwbKvb
cvIjv‡K ivwR Kiv‡bv|Õ
ÔAvwg hw` cv‡K© hvB, ïay ¯^vZx Avi Zzwnb‡K wb‡q Avm‡Z
hve,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔAvgvi m‡½ wm·wUbvB‡bi wK K_v? bZzb
†Kvb K_v Avgvi †bB, IiI †bB| ZvQvov Avgvi kZ©I
GKUvBÑI‡`i‡K †diZ PvB| †g‡mRUv †gq‡ii gva¨‡g Zv‡K
Rvwb‡q `vI, i“wjs| Zv‡K Avwg gvSivZ ch©š— mgq w`jvg|
GB mg‡qi †fZi I‡`i‡K wd‡i bv †c‡j mwZ¨Kvi A¨vKkb
ïi“ Kie Avgiv|Õ
ÔwVK Av‡Q, I‡`i‡K Rvbvw”Q Avwg...Õ
Ônu¨v, ¯úó K‡i RvbvI| Ab¨ wKQy‡Z Avwg ivwR ne bv|
¯^vZx Avi Zzwnb‡K nvwRi Kivi R‡b¨ `k NÈv mgq cv‡”Q
†ev÷b R¡j‡Q 121
†m| Zvi m‡½ Iiv hw` bv _v‡K, cv‡K© Avwg XzKeB bv| ZLb
Avwg I‡`i‡K †diZ cvevi AvkvI Z¨vM Kie, i“wjs| a‡i
†be ¯^vZx Avi Zzwnb gviv †M‡Q|Õ
ÔwVK Av‡Q| Zvn‡j GB K_vB _vKj, Ò¯^vaxbZvi
m~wZKvMv‡iÓ †Zvgvi R‡b¨ A‡c¶v Ki‡e wm·wUbvBb|Õ
Ô†ek| †Zvgvi Kvfvi GLbI AUzU Av‡Q †Zv?Õ
ÔZv Av‡Q|Õ
Ôcywjm Pxd wg. I‡q`vievB Rv‡bb Zzwg Avgvi m‡½ K_v
ejQ?Õ
ÔRv‡bb, AvbAwdwkqvwj|Õ
Ô¸W| e¨vcviUv GiKgB _vK| i“wjs...Avwg hw` cvK©
†_‡K †ewi‡q Avm‡Z bv cvwi...Õ
ÔAvm‡e|Õ
Ôhw` bv cvwi...I‡`i‡K GKUv wbivc` RvqMvq †cuŠ‡Q
w`‡qv|Õ
ÔZzwg Rv‡bv Avwg Zv †`e|Õ
Ônu¨v, Rvwb| wVK Av‡Q| Avi †Kvb †hvMv‡hvM bq| GLb
ïay gvSiv‡Zi R‡b¨ A‡c¶v|Õ †hvMv‡hvM †K‡U w`‡q UKU‡K
jvj †PvL `y‡Uv nv‡Zi D‡ëvwcV w`‡q iMovj ivbv|
A‡bKw`b ci AvR GK †XvK ûBw¯‹ †L‡Z B‡”Q Kij
Ii| g‡b n‡jv, GKUv wmMv‡iU aiv‡Z cvi‡j gbUv LvwbK
kvš— †nvZ, AviI cwi®‹vi KvR KiZ gv_vUv|
mevi †PvL duvwK w`‡q Wvqbv‡gv wWKvbwWqvi †Q‡j wb‡RB
†ev÷b Kgb cv‡K© Avm‡Q| †KD hv‡Z Rvb‡Z bv cv‡i †m-B
wm·wUbvBb| †m Rv‡b ivbvi Kv‡Q Zvi cwiPq duvm n‡q †M‡Q,
Z‡e †mB m‡½ G-I Rv‡b †h ¯^vZx Avi Zzwn‡bi wbivcËvi

122 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
K_v †f‡e ivbv K_vUv GLywb KvD‡K Rvbv‡e bv|
†ev÷b Kg‡b hv-B NUzK bv †Kb, wm·wUbvBb ¯^vZx Avi
Zzwnb‡K m‡½ K‡i wb‡q AvmyK ev bv AvmyK, GKUv e¨vcv‡i
kZKiv GK‡kv fvM wbwðZ n‡Z PvB‡e †mÑivbv hv‡Z cÖvY
wb‡q ILvb †_‡K †ewi‡q †h‡Z bv cv‡i|
wVK Av‡Q, ga¨iv‡Z g„Zz¨i m‡½B †`Lv Ki‡Z hv‡e ivbv|
†ev÷b R¡j‡Q 123
m vZ
ivZ AvUUvi wKQy c‡i †ev÷b WKBqv‡W©i KvQvKvwQ cwiZ¨³
GKUv Iq¨vinvD‡m K¬vš— cv‡q XzKj A¨vUwb© ¯‹jvwi‡qv
Rvgeywi| †fZiUv AÜKvi, UP© †R¡‡j Pviw`‡K ZvKvj †m|
Iq¨vinvDm Lvwj c‡o Av‡Q, †Kv_vI †KD †bB| B¯úv‡Zi
GKUv XvKwb Zz‡j avc †e‡q wb‡P bvgj †m, XvKwbUv †U‡b
RvqMvgZ ewm‡q w`j Avevi| wmuwoi wb‡P GKUv c¨v‡mR|
U‡P©i Av‡jvq c_ †`‡L G‡Mvj Rvgeywi|
`yÕevi euvK Ny‡i GKUv †jvnvi †MU †`L‡Z †cj †m|
†gwkb wc¯—j nv‡Z PviRb †jvK GwM‡q Gj| A¨vUwb©‡K wPb‡Z
†c‡i gv_v SuvKvj GKRb, Bw½‡Z †MUUv †`wL‡q w`j|
†MU w`‡q GKUv KwiW‡i XzKj A¨vUwb©| AviI GKevi
euvK Ny‡i XzKj GKUv Kvgivq| ïay GLv‡bB Av‡jv R¡j‡Q|
Iiv `yÕRb Zvi R‡b¨ A‡c¶v Ki‡Q|
GKRb †Wv‡gwbKvb cvIjv| Zv‡K wegl© I K¬vš— †`Lv‡”Q|
wØZxqRb †jwU ¯‹iwcqb| †m cÖej D‡ËRbvq Avoó
fw½‡Z e‡m Av‡Q, euv †Pv‡Li wb‡P †_‡K †_‡K jvdv‡”Q GKUv
iM|
Iiv `yÕR‡bB m‡½ GKRb K‡i e¨vKAvc g¨vb †fZ‡i
wb‡q G‡m‡Q, Kvgivi `yB cÖvš— †_‡K ci¯ú‡ii w`‡K m‡›`‡ni

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`„wó‡Z ZvKv‡”Q Zviv|
†Uwe‡j Zvi wba©vwiZ †Pqv‡i emj A¨vUwb©, LyK K‡i †K‡k
Mjv cwi®‹vi Kij, Zvici ejj, ÔcÖ ‡gB e‡j ivwL, GLv‡b
Avgvi ˆØZ f‚wgKv| cÖ gZ, GLv‡b Avwg kª‡×q we‡bv
wm·wUbvB‡bi cÖwZwbwaZ¡ KiwQÑwb‡R‡`i g‡a¨ fzj †evSveywS
Avi Awek¦vm `~i Kivi R‡b¨ Zuvi mycvwik¸‡jv †ck Kie|
wØZxqZ, GLv‡b Avwg Dcw¯’Z n‡qwQ mswk−ó me cwievi
cÖav‡bi e¨w³MZ eÜz I civgk©`vZv wn‡m‡e| e¨vcviUv
cwi®‹vi?Õ
GKUv nvZ Zz‡j †jwU ¯‹iwcqb †evSv‡Z PvBj, cwi®‹vi|
ÔGUv †Kvb †KvU© bq, wVK Av‡Q?Õ Avk¦¯— n‡Z PvBj
†Wv‡gwbKvb cvIjv|
Ôbv, GUv †Kvb †KvU© bq,Õ ejj Rvgeywi| ÔZ‡e GLv‡b
Avgiv hv eje Ges †h wm×vš— †be, meB kc_ †bqvi
ciÑKv‡RB GKUv ch©vq ch©š— GUv †Kv‡U©i gZB|Õ
ÔwVK Av‡Q, GUv †g‡b wb‡Z Avgvi †Kvb AvcwË †bB|Õ
Ô†ek,Õ ejj A¨vUwb©, ÔcÖ ‡g Avgiv wb‡R‡`i welq wb‡q
K_v eje|Õ
ÔZvi Av‡M Avgvi GKUv K_v,Õ kvš— my‡i ejj ¯‹iwcqb|
ÔcÖ ‡gB GKUv e¨vcvi mevB‡K Dcjwä Ki‡Z n‡e| kª‡×q
we‡bv wm·wUbvBb kΓ bb| wg. cvIjv kΓ bb| Ges Avcwb,
wg. KvDwÝji, kΓ bb| K_vUv Avgvi †ejvqI mwZ¨, AvwgI
kΓ bB| Z‡e ev¯—e mZ¨ n‡jv Avgiv GKUv `ytmg‡qi †fZi
AvwQ| †KD Kg fzMwQ, †KD †ewk, Z‡e fzMwQ mevB| GBiKg
mg‡qB GKZv `iKvi nq| GB K_vUv mevB‡K g‡b ivL‡Z
n‡e| wVK Av‡Q? †KD †PvU †c‡j e¨_vUv mevB‡K Abyfe
†ev÷b R¡j‡Q 125
Ki‡Z n‡e| Av‡M mvgªvR¨ i¶v, c‡i fvM-euv‡UvqvivÑbv wK?Õ
Wb cvIjv weoweo Kij, Ôab¨ev`, †jwU| K_v¸‡jv ejvq
Avwg Lywk|Õ
wbtk‡ã †QvU GKUv †cbbvBd †ei Kij ¯‹jvwi‡qv
Rvgeywi| Qywii WMv w`‡q wb‡Ri GKUv AvOy‡ji gv_v mvgvb¨
GKUz KvUj †m| †Uwe‡ji gvSLv‡b †duvUv †duvUv i³ co‡Q|
QywiUv †m ¯‹iwcq‡bi nv‡Z awi‡q w`j|
¯‹iwcqbI ZvB Kij, Zvici QywiUv evwo‡q aij Wb
cvIjvi w`‡K| wZbR‡bi i³ GK n‡jv †Uwe‡j| wZb‡U
¶ZI GK n‡jv| BUvwjqvb fvlvq weoweo K‡i wK †hb ejj
KvDwÝji Rvgeywi|
i³ Swi‡q kc_ MÖn‡Yi GB †QvÆ Abyôvb fvev‡e‡M
Avc−yZ K‡i Zzjj I‡`i‡K, Ggb wK †Kgweª‡R wk¶vcÖvß
¯‹jvwi‡qv RvgeywiI GKUz GKUz Kuvc‡Q| wb‡Ri ¶‡Z GKUv
i“gvj Rovj †m, ejj, ÔGevi KvR ïi“ Kiv †h‡Z cv‡i| Wb
cvIjv, Avcbvi wKQy ejvi _vK‡j Avgiv ˆah© a‡i ïbe|Õ
ÔAvwg kª‡×q wm·wUbvB‡bi cÖ”Qboe Bw½‡Z I‡`i‡K
wKWb¨vc K‡iwQjvg,Õ †`vl Lʇbi my‡i ejj Wb cvIjv|
ÔwKWb¨vc Kivi Lei, †Kv_vq wKfv‡e I‡`i‡K ivLv n‡q‡Q
BZ¨vw` meB wbqwgZ Zuv‡K Rvwb‡qwQ Avwg| Avcwb †dv‡b
I‡`i‡K †Q‡o †`qvi cÖ¯—ve w`‡jb, Avgvi m‡›`n n‡jv
Avcbvi Lywj‡Z †KD wc¯—j a‡i Av‡Q| nv‡Z mgq wQj Kg,
kª‡×q wm·wUbvB‡bi m‡½ †hvMv‡hvM Ki‡Z cviwQjvg bv, ZvB
wm×vš— wbB wKWb¨vwc‡Oi mg¯— cÖgvY wbwðý Kivi R‡b¨
I‡`i‡K mvM‡ii Zjvq Kei †`e|Õ
Ônu¨v, nu¨v, e‡j hvb,Õ Drmvn w`‡q ejj A¨vUwb©| ÔG ch©š—


126 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
me wVKB Av‡Q| Zvici wK NUj?Õ
ÔZvici Avwg GKUv †dvb †cjvg,Õ ejj Wb cvIjv|
Ô†dvbUv Ki‡jb Wb gvwU© cÖv‡qvi, wK¬wbK †_‡K| Zvi gva¨‡gB
wm·wUbvB‡bi m‡½ †hvMv‡hvM nq Avgvi| mevB Avgiv Rvwb
wm·wUbvB‡bi cÖwZwbwaZ¡ K‡ib wZwb| cÖv‡qvi Avgv‡K
ej‡jb, wm·wUbvB‡bi `yÕRb †jvK ZvbwRb Avi wMqvm‡K
wb‡q iK‡cv‡U© Avm‡Q, Avwg †hb Iiv †cuŠQv‡bvi Av‡MB ¯^vZx
Avi Zzwnb‡K wb‡q Ab¨ †Kv_vI m‡i hvB|Õ
ÔAvm‡j wK N‡U‡Q Avwg Rvwb,Õ ejj A¨vUwb©| Ôkª‡×q
wm·wUbvB‡bi ¯¿x Zuvi e¨w³MZ `yÕRb ewWMvW©‡K †W‡K ¯^vZx
Avi Zzwnb‡K D×vi K‡i wb‡R‡`i evwo‡Z Avbvi wb‡`©k †`b|
ewWMvW© `yÕRbÑIwj‡qv Avi †ewbwbÑkª‡×q wm·wUbvBb‡K
†P‡b bv, †P‡b Wb gvwU© cÖv‡qvi‡K| Zviv wK Ki‡e eyS‡Z bv
†c‡i Zuvi m‡½B †hvMv‡hvM K‡i| wg. cÖv‡qvi kª‡×q
wm·wUbvB‡bi m‡½ †hvMv‡hvM bv K‡iB ZvbwRb Avi wMqvm‡K
Lyb Kivi wb‡`©k †`b, Zvici Avcbv‡K †dvb K‡i ¯^vZx Avi
Zzwnb‡K wb‡q m‡i †h‡Z e‡jb|Õ
ÔZv n‡j ejyb, GLv‡b Avgvi AcivaUv †Kv_vq?Õ Wb
cvIjv wR‡Ám Kij|
ÔKB, bv, Avcbv‡K †Zv `vqx Kiv n‡”Q bv,Õ ejj Rvgeywi|
ÔZ‡e †ewbwb Avi Iwj‡qv hw` kª‡×qv g¨vWv‡gi wb‡`©k cvjb
KiZ, NUbv GZ `~i MovZ bvÑkª‡×q wm·wUbvBbI Lywk
n‡Zb| Gi R‡b¨ wZwb `vqx K‡i‡Qb Wb gvwU© cÖv‡qvi‡K|
wK¬wbK †_‡K Zuvi Avi †ei“‡bv n‡”Q bv| Zuv‡K GKUv
B‡ÄKkb cyk Kiv n‡q‡Q|Õ
w¯’i cv_i n‡q _vKj Wb cvIjv|
†ev÷b R¡j‡Q 127
ÔGevi fvM-euv‡Uvqvivi K_v Zzwj,Õ ejj A¨vUwb©| ÔcÖ ‡gB
†jwU ¯‹iwcqb cÖm½| wW‡Mv K‡W©vbvi †i‡L hvIqv GjvKv I
e¨emv-cÖwZôvb GLb †_‡K wg. ¯‹iwcqb wbqš¿Y I cwiPvjbv
Ki‡eb| wg. ¯‹iwcqb, AvMvgx nßv †_‡K Avcwb Avi kª‡×q
wm·wUbvB‡bi K¨v‡cvwiwRwg _vK‡Qb bv, cy‡iv`¯—zi Wb-Gi
gh©v`v wb‡q IB GjvKvq ivRZ¡ ïi“ Ki‡eb|Õ
†KuvKov‡bv Pyj SuvwK‡q †jwU ¯‹iwcqb ejj, ÔGfv‡e
c‡`vboewZ cvIqvq GKUz Lvivc jvM‡Q, Z‡e G-K_vI bv e‡j
cviwQ bv †h wVK mg‡qB GB c`‡¶c †bqv n‡”Q| AvR wÎk
eQi a‡i K¨v‡cvwiwRwgi `vwqZ¡ cvjb K‡i RxebUv G‡Kev‡i
GK‡N‡q n‡q D‡V‡Q Avgvi|Õ
ÔAvcwb GLb cÖfz‡`i GKRb| Avcbvi †KvbI cÖkoe ev
e³e¨ Av‡Q?Õ
Ôbv,Õ ZvovZvwo gv_v SuvwK‡q ejj ¯‹iwcqb| ÔAvwg
cy‡ivcywi mš—zó|Õ
ÔZvn‡j Avgvi Awfb›`b MÖnY Ki“b,Õ ejj Rvgeywi|
ÔAvwg Avcbvi eyw× Avi mZZvi GKRb f³, wg. ¯‹iwcqb|Õ
Ôab¨ev`|Õ
ÔZ‡e GKUv K_v Av‡Q,Õ ejj A¨vUwb©| ÔWb K‡W©vbv‡K Lyb
K‡i‡Q Wb Kvijywmi K¨v‡cvwiwRwg K¨vwgwj‡qv d‡›Umv| Wb
KvijywmI d‡›Umvi nv‡Z gviv †M‡Qb| Zvi GB mvdj¨ †`‡L
A‡bK nvW©g¨vb Zvi `‡j wfo‡Z PvB‡Q| kª‡×q wm·wUbvBb
Avgv‡K e‡j‡Qb, wg. ¯‹iwcqb‡K wbwe©‡Noe KvR Ki‡Z w`‡Z
n‡j d‡›Umvi GKUv e¨e¯’v Ki‡Z n‡e| †m e¨e¯’v wZwb
wb‡RB Ki‡eb| ïay GB mgm¨v bq, AviI hw` †Kvb mgm¨v
†`Lv †`q, me wZwb †`L‡eb| cwie‡Z©, wg. ¯‹iwcqb, Avcbvi

128 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
mgy`q Av‡qi GKUv Ask kª‡×q wm·wUbvBb‡K w`‡Z n‡e|
†Kvb AvcwË?Õ
gbUv Lvivc n‡q †M‡jI †jwU ¯‹iwcq‡bi †Pnvivq Zv
cÖKvk †cj bv| ÔAvwg Rvwb kª‡×q wm·wUbvBb‡K wKQy †`qvi
wbqg Av‡Q| wKš—z †mUv KZ?Õ
ÔwZwb kZKiv cuwPk cv‡m©‡›Ui K_v e‡j‡Qb|Õ
ÔcuwPk cv‡m©›U A‡bK †ewk n‡q hvq bv?Õ big my‡i ejj
¯‹iwcqb| Ôc‡b‡iv cv‡m©›U n‡j Avgvi Mv‡q jvMZ bv|Õ
Ô†ek, Avwg Zuv‡K c‡b‡iv cv‡m©‡›UB ivwR Kive,Õ Avk¦vm
w`‡q ejj Rvgeywi|
Ôab¨ev`, wg. KvDwÝji|Õ
Gevi Wb cvIjvi w`‡K ZvKvj KvDwÝji| ÔAvcbv‡K
eivÏ Kiv n‡jv Wb Kvijywmi GjvKv I e¨emv-cÖwZôvb|
Avcbv‡`i `yÕRb‡KB me wKQy bZzb K‡i M‡o wb‡Z n‡e, Z‡e
†mR‡b¨ wPwš—Z nevi †Kvb KviY †bB, KviY kª‡×q
wm·wUbvBb cÖ‡qvR‡b Avcbv‡`i‡K wecyj A‡¼i Aby`vb
†`‡eb| Avcbvi †ejvqI c‡b‡iv cv‡m©›U, wg. cvIjv| wVK
Av‡Q †Zv?Õ
Ônu¨v, ab¨ev`, wVK Av‡Q,Õ Dj−vm †P‡c weoweo Kij Wb
cvIjv|
Ôwb‡R‡`i N‡ii Sv‡gjv wg‡U †Mj,Õ ejj A¨vUwb©| ÔGevi
Ab¨ cÖm½| ¯^vZx Avi Zzwnb †Kv_vq, wg. cvIjv?Õ
Wb cvIjv wb‡R‡K g‡b Kwi‡q w`j, KvDwÝji
wm·wUbvB‡bi cÖwZwbwaZ¡ Ki‡Q| ÔGLvb †_‡K †ewk `~‡i bq,Õ
Reve w`j †m|
ÔAvkv Kwi my¯’ kix‡iB Av‡Q Zviv|Õ
†ev÷b R¡j‡Q 129
ÔZv wb‡q Avcbv‡K wPš—v Ki‡Z n‡e bv| I‡`i‡K Avwg
Avcb mš—v‡bi gZ Av`i-h‡Zoe †i‡LwQ|Õ
Ô†fwi ¸W| I‡`i‡K Avgiv AvR gvSiv‡Z gvmy` ivbvi
nv‡Z Zz‡j w`w”Q|Õ
Wb cvIjvi †Pv‡Li cvZv †Ku‡c DVj| ¯‹iwcq‡bi m‡½
`„wó wewbgq Kij †m| Zvici ejj, ÔGUv †Kgb K_v n‡jv?
I‡`i‡K wdwi‡q †`qvi K_v DV‡Q †Kb?Õ
Ôwm×vš—Uv kª‡×q wm·wUbvB‡bi,Õ ejj A¨vUwb©| ÔI‡`i
Kvi‡YB †MvUv e¨vcviUv ïi“ n‡q‡Q, I‡`i‡K w`‡qB Gi
mgvwß NUv‡bv n‡e|Õ
Ôbv, gv‡b, Gfv‡e civRq ¯^xKvi Kiv Avgv‡`i ag© bq|Õ
Ô†K ejj Avgiv civRq ¯^xKvi KiwQ?Õ KvDwÝji nvm‡Q|
ÔI, Av”Qv, bv‡K LZ †`qvi e¨vcvi hw` bv nq, Avcbviv
hw` †Kvb eyw× cvwK‡q _v‡Kb, Zvn‡j wVK Av‡Q| †h-†Kvb
m¤§vbRbK e¨e¯’vq Avgvi mvq Av‡Q|Õ
ÔAvR gvSiv‡Z †ev÷b Kg‡b Avm‡Q gvmy` ivbv,Õ ejj
KvDwÝji| ÔGKv| K_v n‡q‡Q †mLv‡bB Zvi nv‡Z ¯^vZx Avi
Zzwnb‡K Zz‡j †`qv n‡e| †MvUv GjvKv mxj K‡i †`‡e cywjm|
GKRb miKvix Kg©KZ©v ga¨¯’Zv Ki‡Qb| Zuvi wb‡`©‡k cywjm
_vK‡e, Z‡e A‡bKUv `~‡i, Ges †Mvjv¸wj bv n‡j bvK Mjv‡e
bv|Õ nvZNwoi Ici †PvL eyjvj †m| Ôcv‡K© †jvK emv‡bvi
KvR ïi“ n‡e ivZ `kUvq| ivbv fve‡Q, ¯^vZx Avi Zzwnb‡K
wb‡q wbivc‡` †ewi‡q Avm‡Z cvi‡e ILvb †_‡K, wKš—z...Õ
ÔGB miKvix Kg©KZ©vwU †K?Õ
ÔGKRb kvwš—wcÖq gvbyl| Gi †ewk Rvbv Avcbv‡`i R‡b¨
wbivc` bq| GgbI n‡Z cv‡i, wZwb wb‡RI nq‡Zv †ev÷b

130 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
Kg‡b Dcw¯’Z _vK‡eb| Kv‡RB GB e¨vcviUv AZ¨š—
¸i“Z¡c~Y©| GB miKvix Kg©KZ©v †hb †Kvbfv‡eB †Kvb wec‡`
bv c‡ob| kª‡×q wm·wUbvBb GB e¨vcviUv wbwðZ Kivi R‡b¨
evievi mZK© K‡i w`‡q‡Qb Avgv‡K| GB kvwš—wcÖq gvbylwU
†ev÷b Kgb Z¨vM bv Kiv ch©š— †KD Avgiv †Kvb Pvj †`e bv
ev †Kvb A¨vKkb †be bv| UvBwgs n‡jv me‡P‡q ¸i“Z¡c~Y©|
wbw`©ó GKUv mgq ch©š— A‡c¶v Ki‡Z n‡e, wZwb hv‡Z
†ev÷b Kgb †_‡K †ewi‡q hvevi my‡hvM cvb| Zvici Avgiv
ïi“ Kie| cwiPq Rvbvi `iKvi †bB, wKQyB Rvbvi `iKvi
†bB, wbw`©ó mg‡qi c‡i cv‡K©i †fZi mPj wKQy †`L‡jB
†d‡j w`‡Z n‡e|Õ
†jwU ¯‹iwcqb b‡oP‡o emj| ÔAvcwb ej‡jb cv‡K© †jvK
emv‡bvi KvR `kUvq ïi“ n‡e, Zvn‡j Avgiv GLv‡b wK KiwQ
GLbI? Kv‡`i †jvK emv‡bv n‡e ILv‡b?Õ
ÔAcv‡ikbUv `yÕfv‡M fvM Kiv n‡q‡Q,Õ ejj Rvgeywi|
ÔAvcbviv wØZxq fv‡Mi †bZ…Z¡ †`‡eb, e¨vKAvc wn‡m‡e|
Avcbv‡`i KvR n‡e wbw`©ó GKUv mg‡qi ci| evnb wVK Kiv
_vK‡e, Avcbviv ïay Zv‡Z P‡o cv‡K©i †fZ‡i XzK‡eb,
Zvici mvg‡b hv‡K cv‡eb Zv‡KB SuvSiv K‡i †`‡eb| Z‡e
g‡b ivL‡eb, KvR †kl K‡i Lye ZvovZvwo cvjv‡Z n‡e|
KviY †Mvjv¸wji AvIqvR †kvbvi ci cywjm Pyc K‡i e‡m
_vK‡e bv| cv‡K© cwRkb wb‡”Q kª‡×q wm·wUbvB‡bi evQvB
Kiv wKQy nvW©g¨vb|Õ
ÔIB kvjv gvmy` ivbv‡K Avwg wb‡R ¸wj Kie,Õ wnmwnm
K‡i ejj Wb cvIjv| Ô†Pjwm‡Z I Avgvi hv ¶wZ K‡i‡Q,
GUv Avgvi b¨vh¨ AwaKvi|Õ
†ev÷b R¡j‡Q 131
wbtk‡ã nvm‡Q ¯‹iwcqb| ÔwKš—z Avcwb GKUv K_v fz‡j
hv‡”Qb, wg. cvIjv| kª‡×q wm·wUbvBb gvmy` ivbvi gv_vi
R‡b¨ †gvUv UvKv cyi¯‹vi †NvlYv Ki‡Qb| †h Zv‡K gvi‡Z
cvi‡e †mB IB cyi¯‹vi cv‡e| Kv‡RB Avcbvi cÖwZØ›`¡xi
Afve n‡e bv| eis Avmyb, Avgiv GKUv Pyw³ Kwi|Õ
ÔAvcbvi ev Avgvi, hvi nv‡ZB †m gviv co–K, cyi¯‹v‡ii
UvKv AvavAvwa fvM K‡i †be AvgivÑivwR?Õ
¯‹iwcqb Kuva SuvwK‡q ejj, ÔivwR|Õ
KvDwÝji ejj, ÔAv‡M evNUv‡K nZ¨v Ki“b| UvKv fvM
Kivi mgq c‡iI cv‡eb| c−¨vbUv myôzfv‡e mvRv‡Z n‡j A‡bK
gv_v LvUv‡Z n‡e|Õ
Ônu¨v, c−¨vbUv †Lvjmv K‡i ejyb Avgv‡`i,Õ ejj Wb
cvIjv|
mvZUv ch©š— Nygvj ivbv| Nwo‡Z A¨vjvg© †`qv wQj, Nyg †_‡K
D‡V gy‡L nvjKv wKQy w`‡q `yÕKvc Kv‡jv Kwd †L‡jv, Zvici
A¯¿¸‡jv R‡ov Kij weQvbvi Ici| Rvbvjvi evB‡i Nb Nb
we`y¨r PgKv‡”Q|
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Kvgvb †gwkb wc¯—jUv _vKj Wvb †Kvg‡i| †e‡ëi
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wVK mv‡o mvZUvi mgq †dvb Gj| Ôgvmy` fvB, †ev÷b
Kg‡b mv`v †cvkv‡K wMRwMR Ki‡Q cywjm| gyL‡Pbv `yÕRb

132 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
K¨v‡cvwiwRwg †fZ‡i Xz‡KwQj, m‡½ wQj mvZRb m½x| cywjm
wN‡i †dj‡Q eyS‡Z †c‡i †jR Zz‡j cvwj‡q‡Q| †evgvi K_v
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fvj bq|Õ
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†gvevB‡j| hv eje ïb‡e, A¨vKb‡jR Kivi `iKvi †bB|Õ
mvZUv cuqwÎk wgwb‡U †md-nvD‡mi M¨v‡iR †_‡K Kv‡jv
GKUv K¨vwWjvK wb‡q †ei“j I| G-iv¯—v I-iv¯—v Ny‡i
†ev÷‡bi cÖvPxb AwfRvZ GjvKvq P‡j Gj| e¨vK †e-‡Z
†cuŠ‡Q †`Lj †gqi †Rdvm© gviwdi evwo‡Z me¸‡jv Av‡jv
R¡j‡Q| evwoi evB‡i I †fZ‡i cÖPyi cywjm| evwoUv‡K wcQ‡b
†d‡j A‡bK `~‡i P‡j Gj ivbv, MvwoUv‡K AÜKv‡i `uvo
Kwi‡q cv‡q †nu‡U iv¯—v †ci“j, Nyic‡_ P‡j Gj †gqi nvD‡mi
wcQb w`‡K| we`y¨‡Zi PgKv‡bv †_‡g †M‡Q, Z‡e †gN GLbI
Kv‡Uwb| evZvmI evo‡Q| †gq‡ii evwoi wcQ‡bi DVv‡b †QvU
GKUv †nwjKÞvi †`Lv †Mj|
g‡b g‡b nvmj ivbv| †gqi fq cv‡”QÑI, ivbv, my‡hvM
†c‡j nvgjv Ki‡Z cv‡i| Zv bv n‡j †MvUv evwo Gfv‡e cywjm
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wb‡q P°iI w`‡”Q|
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cywjm `uvwo‡q Av‡Q, e„ËvKvi `xN© GKUv jvB‡b wN‡i †i‡L‡Q
cvK©Uv‡K| Aš—Z `k-ev‡ivUv cywjm Kvi P°i w`‡”Q| ivbv
†ev÷b R¡j‡Q 133
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cywjm hv‡Z I‡K evav bv †`q, †mw`‡K wbðqB †m †Lqvj
ivL‡e| Z‡e ivbvi D‡Ïk¨ mevi †PvL duvwK w`‡q †fZ‡i
†XvKv|
cyew`‡Ki †MU w`‡q GLbI †jvKRb †ewi‡q Avm‡Q| GB
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Kv‡jv myU|
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Uc‡K †fZ‡i XzKj ivbv|
†mvqv AvUUvq cv‡K©i †fZi K‡qKUv cywjm Kvi XzKj|
ivbv BwZg‡a¨ GKUv Mv‡Qi DuPy Wv‡j P‡o e‡m‡Q| cywjm Kvi
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cv‡i, †h-†hLv‡b Av‡Qb `qv K‡i cvK© †_‡K †ewi‡q hvb|Õ
mv‡o AvUUvi w`‡K cy‡ivcywi Lvwj n‡q †Mj cvK©| AviI
cÖvq `k wgwbU cv‡K©i G-iv¯—v †m-iv¯—v a‡i Avmv-hvIqv Kij
Kvi¸‡jv| Zvici A`„k¨ n‡q †Mj †m¸‡jvI|
MvQ †_‡K †b‡g gxwUs mvBUUv †`L‡Z Gj ivbv|
AvkcvkUv fvj K‡i cix¶v K‡i eySj, AÜKv‡i †KD jywK‡q
†bB| Av‡iKUv P°i w`‡q wb‡Ri R‡b¨ GKUv AeRvi‡fkb
†cv÷ evQvB Kij I| †Pv‡L bvBU M−vm c‡i wb‡q‡Q,
AÜKv‡iI †ek LvwbK `~i `„wó P‡j| †gvevBj Ab K‡i
K‡qKUv gvÎ kã D”PviY Kij I, Ô†gqi nvD‡mi wcQ‡b
GKUv dwos| a‡iv IUv‡K!Õ
ivbv GB gyn‚‡Z© AÜKv‡ii GKUv ewa©Z Ask gvÎ| GLb

134 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
†_‡K ïay A‡c¶vi cvjv|
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ivbv wbwðZ, wKQy cywjm I GdweAvB Awdmv‡ii c‡KU
fvix Kiv n‡q‡Q| Zv bv n‡j cywjm KW©b Uc‡K UªvKUv †fZ‡i
XzK‡Z cviZ bv|
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AviI c‡b‡iv wgwbU wbtkã mv‡f©Bj¨vÝ-G e¨q n‡jv|
†ev÷b R¡j‡Q 135
i³ Lvwe Lv, Ggb ûj dzUvwe bv hv‡Z Pvco †g‡i Lyb Ki‡Z
B‡”Q K‡iÑSuvK SuvK gkvi cÖwZ g‡b g‡b AvKzj Av‡e`b
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gby‡g›U‡K cvk KvwU‡q A™¢yZ GK Avoó fw½‡Z GwM‡q

136 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
Avm‡Q d«M c‡Ûi w`‡K| nuvUvi g‡a¨ †Kvb e¨¯—Zv †bB, Z‡e
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gvÎ K‡qK NÈv Av‡M|
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Zvi QÕRb †cvlv Lybx|
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MvD‡bi c‡K‡U Wz‡e Av‡Q|
†ev÷b R¡j‡Q 137
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cÖavb‡`i civgk©`vZv|

138 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
wKš—z exKb wnj †_‡K †f‡m Avmv Pvcv MR©bUv...
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LyuR‡Q|
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†ev÷b R¡j‡Q 139
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140 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
cvnv‡oi Xvj †e‡q †b‡g Avm‡Q fvix AvIqvRUv| GLb
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Ki“b, Avwg I‡`i‡K wbivc‡` mwi‡q wb‡q †h‡Z cvie|Õ
†ev÷b R¡j‡Q 141
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Ôwg‡mm wUDwj‡ci m‡½ †h‡Z Avgvi †Kvb AvcwË †bB,Õ

142 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
ejj ¯^vZx| ÔZ‡e AvcwbI Avgv‡`i m‡½ hv‡eb|Õ
ÔcvK© †_‡K GKm‡½B †ei“e,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔZ‡e IB
GKgvÎ †MUUv w`‡q bq| ¯^vZx, Zzwnb‡K wb‡q wg‡mm
wUDwj‡ci m‡½ hvI †ZvgivÑwjsKb gby‡g‡›Ui w`‡KB hv‡e!
KzBK!Õ
Ôgvmy` fvB, Avcwb...Õ
Ô†Kvb K_v bq!Õ agK w`‡q Zzwnb‡K _vwg‡q w`j ivbv|
Ô†kv‡bv, Avwg wb‡`©k bv †`qv ch©š— cvK© †_‡K †Zvgiv †ei“‡e
bv, gbyg‡›Ui Kv‡Q A‡c¶v Ki‡e| Avwg hw` ILv‡b bv-I
†cuŠQ‡Z cvwi, †KD bv †KD †cuŠQ‡e| hvI!Õ
wg‡mm wUDwjc QyUj| Zv‡K AbymiY Kij ¯^vZx Avi
Zzwnb|
Iiv wZbRb AÜKv‡i A`„k¨ n‡q †h‡ZB AvKv‡k GKUv
†nwjKÞvi †`Lv †Mj| K‡qK †m‡K‡Ûi g‡a¨B I‡`i gv_vi
Ici P‡j Gj †mUv| mvP©jvBU †d‡j wbPUv †`L‡Q cvBjU|
†n‡m DVj wm·wUbvBb| ÔAvcwb †n‡i †M‡jb, wg. ivbv!
Iiv Avgv‡K wb‡Z G‡m‡Q|Õ
Ô†Zvgvi dwos I‡owb, wm·wUbvBb,Õ VvÊv my‡i ejj ivbv|
gv_vi Ici gvÎ K‡qK †m‡KÛ w¯’i n‡q _vKj
†nwjKÞviUv| Av‡jvq `uvwo‡q _vKv wm·wUbvB‡bi Pvicv‡k
GK ckjv ¸wj n‡jv| Zv‡K Uv‡M©U Kiv nqwb, Kv‡RB †m
AvnZ n‡jv bv| mvP©jvBU Ny‡i †Mj, KÞviUv wjsKb
gby‡g‡›Ui w`‡K P‡j hv‡”Q| †gvevBj Ab K‡i cvBjU‡K
wb‡`©k w`j ivbv, Ôgby‡g›U †_‡K I‡`i‡K Zz‡j wb‡q cvK©
†_‡K †ewi‡q hvI| Avgvi R‡b¨ A‡c¶v Ki‡e bv|Õ
hvwš¿K MR©b `~‡i wgwj‡q †h‡Z wm·wUbvBb ejj, Ôwg.
†ev÷b R¡j‡Q 143
ivbv, GLbI mgq Av‡Q| c−xR, Pjyb †ewi‡q hvB|Õ
ivbv ejj, ÔA‡bK †`wi n‡q †M‡Q|Õ
mwZ¨ ZvB|
cv‡K©i DuPy-wbPy c_ a‡i SuvwK †L‡Z †L‡Z Qy‡U Avm‡Q
GK‡Rvov †nWjvBU, fvix Gwćbi MR©‡b fivU n‡q DV‡Q
wb¯—ä cwi‡ek| m¨vwb‡Ukb wWcvU©‡g‡›Ui UªvK AveR©bv Zzj‡Z
bq, m„wó Ki‡Z Avm‡Q|
AÜKvi †_‡K †nWjvB‡Ui †Rvov Av‡jvi Avfvq †ewi‡q
Gj GKUv QyUš— g~wZ©, AvovAvwo c_ a‡i Uªv‡Ki mvg‡b
†cuŠQy‡Z PvB‡Q| nvZ `y‡Uv gv_vi Ici Zz‡j Db¥Ë fw½‡Z Nb
Nb μmwPy ˆZwi Ki‡Q KvDwÝji, Ggb GKUv `vbe‡K
_vgvevi e¨_© †Póv Ki‡Q hv‡K †m-B wb‡`©k w`‡q †i‡L‡Q †Kvb
Ae¯’v‡ZB _vgv Pj‡e bv|
GK ckjv ¸wjel©‡Yi kã iv‡Zi wb¯—äZv‡K ¸uwo‡q w`j,
QyUš— KvDwÝji gyL _ye‡o coj gvwUi Ici, †Rvov †nWjvBU
cvk KvUv‡Z AÜKv‡i XvKv c‡o †Mj †m|
cyiv‡bv cÖev`, Z‡e AvRI d‡jÑc‡ii R‡b¨ MZ© Lyuo‡j
†mB M‡Z© wb‡R‡KB co‡Z nq|
bv †`L‡j ivbv wek¦vm KiZ bv, we‡bv wm·wUbvBb wb‡Ri
gv_vi Pyj wQuo‡Q! Zvici avc †e‡q bvg‡Z ïi“ Kij,
AÜKv‡i Mv XvKv w`‡Z Pvq|
Ko‡K DVj ivbv, ÔDuûu! bo‡e bv!Õ
ÔwK NUj Avcwb †`‡L‡Qb!Õ BZ¯—Z K‡i `uvwo‡q coj
†gqi|
ÔAek¨B †`‡LwQ|Õ
ÔwKQy bo‡Z †`L‡jB ¸wj Ki‡e Iiv! †mB wb‡`©kB †`qv

144 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
n‡q‡Q!Õ
ÔZvn‡j †bv‡ov bv|Õ
G GK wec¾bK gyn‚Z©| m¨vwb‡Ukb UªvK †h QqRb‡K
cv‡K© †i‡L wM‡qwQj Zv‡`i KvR wQj ivbv‡K Lyb Kiv| Zviv
e¨_© n‡Z cv‡i GB wPš—v gv_vq †i‡L e¨vKAvc Ux‡gi e¨e¯’v
ivLv nq, wb‡`©k †`qv nq wbw`©ó GKUv mg‡qi ci Avevi
UªvKUv †jvKRb wb‡q †fZ‡i XzK‡e, mvg‡b hv‡K cv‡e Zv‡KB
¸wj K‡i †d‡j †`‡e| †gqi Avi KvDwÝj‡ii aviYv wQj,
Zvi Av‡MB Zviv cvK© †_‡K †ewi‡q †h‡Z cvi‡e|
†h-†Kvb g~‡j¨ ivbv‡K nZ¨v KivB wQj GB c−¨v‡bi
GKgvÎ D‡Ïk¨| †m D‡Ïk¨ c~iY Kivi R‡b¨ wbixn GK
Zi“Yx I wb‡`©vl GK Zi“Y hw` Lyb n‡q hvq, †mUv‡K Zv‡`i
`yf©vM¨ e‡j a‡i wb‡Z n‡e|
UvBwgs-Gi Ici eo †ewk Av¯’v †i‡LwQj †gqi|
ÔwVK Av‡Q, †Zvgv‡K GKUv my‡hvM †`qv n‡jvц`ŠovI!Õ
AÜKvi †_‡K ejj ivbv|
ej‡Z hv †`wi, †Pv‡Li cj‡K Av‡jv †_‡K Qy‡U AÜKv‡i
A`„k¨ n‡q †Mj we‡bv wm·wUbvBb| fzj K‡i †d‡j‡Q e‡j
ivbv hLb wb‡R‡K wZi¯‹vi Ki‡Z hv‡e, GB mgq Uªv‡Ki
†nWjvBU Lyu‡R wbj †gqi‡K| BwZg‡a¨ wek M‡Ri gZ `~‡i
m‡i †M‡Q †m|
Av‡jvi w`‡K Ny‡i `uvovj †gqi, GKnv‡Z Avovj Kij
†PvL, Av‡iK nvZ mvg‡b evwo‡q wb‡la Kivi fw½‡Z bvo‡Q|
Rev‡e GK‡hv‡M M‡R© DVj K‡qKUv mve †gwkbMvb| †gq‡ii
SuvSiv kixiUv wQU‡K c‡o †Mj gvwU‡Z| †m Avi †Kvbw`b
DV‡e bv|
†ev÷b R¡j‡Q 145
wcb Ly‡j GKUv †MÖ‡bW Qyuoj ivbv, j¶¨w¯’i Kij mPj
†nWjvB‡Ui `k dzU wcQ‡b| nVvr Ko-Kovr k‡ã eRªcvZ
n‡jv, we`y¨r PgKvj, GKB m‡½ we‡ùvwiZ n‡jv †MÖ‡bWUv|
†Lvjv Uªv‡Ki †g‡S †_‡K k~‡b¨ jvd w`j K‡qKUv kixi,
Qwo‡q wQwU‡q gvwU‡Z co‡Q| Av‡iKUv †MÖ‡bW Qyuoj ivbv|
wkKvixiv GLb Rv‡b ZvivB wkKv‡i cwiYZ n‡q‡Q|
nv‡qbv‡`i KvZi wPrKvi, †MvOvwb Avi Kvboevq fvix n‡q DVj
m~wZKvMv‡ii evZvm|
nv‡Z †e‡iUv wb‡q KvQvKvwQ P‡j Gj ivbv| †KD cvjv‡”Q
†`L‡j ¸wj Ki‡e| †W‡gwbKvb cvIjv‡K wPb‡Z cvij I|
GK cv‡q jvdv‡Z jvdv‡Z Qy‡U cvjvevi †Póv Ki‡Q, nuvUzi
KvQ †_‡K Wvb cv †bB| nvgv¸wo w`‡q Zv‡K AbmyiY Ki‡Q
Av‡iK †jvK, Zvi `yB cv A¶Z _vK‡jI `y‡Uv nv‡Zi GKUvI
†bB| GB †jvKUv‡KI wPb‡Z cvij ivbv| †jwU ¯‹iwcqb,
wm·wUbvB‡bi K¨v‡cvwiwRwg|
`yÕRb‡KB ¸wj K‡i †d‡j w`j I|
mvB‡ib evwR‡q cv‡K© XzK‡Q cywjm Kvi| wcwQ‡q G‡m
AÜKv‡i wg‡k †Mj ivbv| Lybxiv GLbI `yÕPviRb nq‡Zv †eu‡P
Av‡Q, Z‡e Zv‡`i e¨e¯’v cywjmB Ki‡Z cvi‡e|
ivbv‡K Iiv †KD cv‡K© XzK‡Z †`‡Lwb| I‡K †ei“‡ZI
n‡e mevi †PvL duvwK w`‡q| †ev÷b Kg‡b GB i³cv‡Zi
NUbv hw` Av`vjZ ch©š— Movq, AvÍc¶ mg_©‡bi mgq ejv
hv‡e †h NUbvi mgq cv‡K© †m wQj bv|
cuvwPj Uc‡K cvK© †_‡K †ewi‡q Gj ivbv| iv¯—v GLb
GK`g Lvwj, cywj‡mi †eóbx Zz‡j †bqv n‡q‡Q, wewfboe †MU
w`‡q cv‡K©i †fZi XzK‡Q Zviv|

146 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
AÜKvi dzUcv_ a‡i wbtk‡ã nuvU‡Q ivbv| gvwR©Z GKUv
bvixKÉ evievi evR‡Q Kv‡b, ÔAvwg Avgvi ¯^vgx‡K fvjevwm,
wg. ivbv|Õ A_P ZviciI...
†K †hb e‡jwQj, ˆbwZKZv civwRZ kΓ| gvby‡li mgv‡R
K_vUv mvaviY GKUv mZ¨| Z‡e me©‡¶‡Î bq| cw¼jZvi
g‡a¨I mvnm K‡i gv‡S-g‡a¨ †KD GKRb ˆbwZKZvi c‡¶
nVvr `uvwo‡q hvq| †mR‡b¨ Zv‡K A‡bK g~j¨ w`‡Z nq, A‡bK
eo Z¨vM ¯^xKvi Ki‡Z nq| wUDwjc bv‡g GK M„nea~ wVK ZvB
K‡i‡Q|
gvmy` ivbv GKRb ˆmwbK| `y‡ói `gb Avi wk‡ói cvjbB
Ii eªZ| Ii †P‡q fvj Avi †K Rv‡b G-jovB KZ KwVb|
†m‡R‡b¨B Zi“Yx wUDwj‡ci GB Z¨vM I mrmvnm‡K A‡bK
eo K‡i †`L‡Q I| Zv‡K Ii Ôgnxqmx bvixÕ e‡j g‡b n‡”Q|
GB KuvP jvMv‡bv wmwUsiƒ‡gB Zvi m‡½ K_v n‡qwQj ivbvi|
†mB †cÖŠp evUjviB I‡K c_ †`wL‡q wb‡q Gj| Kvgivq ¯^vZx
Avi Zzwnb Av‡Q| wKš—z †m †bB|
Qy‡U G‡m GK KvÊB K‡i emj ¯^vZx| j¤^v-PIov KvVv‡gv
Zvi, av°v †L‡q GK cv wcwQ‡q †h‡Z n‡jv ivbv‡K| †g‡qUv
I‡K K‡l Rwo‡q aivi ci Avi Qvo‡Q bv| A`g¨ Kvboevq dz‡j
dz‡j DV‡Q PIov wcV| ivbv weeªZ, Z‡e Rv‡b wbN©vZ g„Zz¨i
nvZ †_‡K wd‡i Avmvi Avb‡›` ¯^vZx GLb hv Ki‡Q Zv‡Z ïay
wbLv` K…ZÁZvB Av‡Q, Ab¨ wKQy bq| Zvi gv_vq nvZ eywj‡q
w`j I, Kv‡bi Kv‡Q wdmwdm Kij, ÔGKUz wXj `vI, Zv bv
n‡j †h `g AvU‡K gviv coe!Õ
j¾v †c‡q ivbv‡K †Q‡o w`j ¯^vZx| ÔAv-Avwg, gv-gvmy`
†ev÷b R¡j‡Q 147
fvB...Õ
ÔGLb †Kvb K_v bq,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔGKUz ciB †md-nvD‡m
P‡j hve Avgiv, †mLv‡b GKRb Wv³vi †Zvgv‡`i‡K cix¶v
Ki‡eb, Zvici †Zvgiv wekªvg †b‡e| Dwb †Kv_vq?Õ
GwM‡q G‡m ivbvi mvg‡b `uvovj Zzwnb| ivbv Zv‡K ey‡K
†U‡b wbj|
wb‡R‡K Qvwo‡q Zzwnb ejj, Ôwg‡mm wUDwjc Amy¯’ †eva
KiwQ‡jb, Wv³vi Zuv‡K B‡ÄKkb w`‡q Nyg cvwo‡q †i‡L‡Q|Õ
ÔZuvi m‡½ Avwg Kvj G‡m K_v eje| ¯^vZx, Avgv‡`i
†md-nvD‡mi †P‡q GB evwo Kg wbivc` bq| B‡”Q Ki‡j
GLv‡bI Zzwg `yÕGKw`b _vK‡Z cv‡iv, wg‡mm wUDwjc my¯’ bv
nIqv ch©š—| Aek¨ †Zvgvi hw` AvcwË _v‡K...Õ
Ôbv, gvmy` fvB| Avcbvi AbygwZ bv wb‡qB wg‡mm
wUDwjc‡K Avwg K_vUv e‡jwQÑwZwb hw` Pvb, Zv‡K m½
†`qvi R‡b¨ GLv‡b K‡qK w`b _vK‡Z cvwi Avwg| Dwb Lywk
n‡q‡Qb|Õ
`iRv Ly‡j †fZ‡i XzKj g¨vU i“wjs| Ôme fvj hvi †kl
fvj, eÜz|Õ GwM‡q G‡m ivbv‡K Avwj½b Kij †m, Zvici
Kv‡bi Kv‡Q wdmwdm Kij, Ôcywjm Pxd wg. I‡q`vievB
njiƒ‡g A‡c¶v Ki‡Qb| GdweAvB-Gi †ev÷b Pxd nv‡f©
gqwbnvbI Av‡Qb| mvsevw`K‡`i mvg‡b †Zvgv‡K K‡qKUv
cÖkoe Kiv n‡e| Zzwg ej‡e, †ev÷b Kg‡b †Zvgvi hvevi K_v
wQj wVKB, wKš—z e¨w³MZ wbivcËvi K_v †f‡e †kl gyn‚‡Z©
wm×vš— cvëvI| wVK Av‡Q?Õ
ÔG-K_v ej‡j A‡bK AvjMv my‡Zv †_‡K hv‡e, †m¸‡jv
me †Rvov jvMvevi Dcvq wK?Õ

148 gvmy` ivbvÐ295
ÔI-me Avgvi Ici †Q‡o `vI, ivbv|Õ
Ôab¨ev`|Õ Avwj½b gy³ n‡q `iRvi w`‡K cv evovj ivbv,
Zzwnb Avi ¯^vZx‡K ejj, ÔLvwbK ci †Zvgv‡`i G‡m wb‡q
hve, †Kgb? cywjm †Zvgv‡`i Revbew›` †iKW© Ki‡Z PvB‡e|Õ
¯^vZx ejj, ÔAvgv‡K Avcwb wg‡mm wUDwj‡ci †eWiƒ‡g
cv‡eb, gvmy` fvB| Iui Nyg bv fvOv ch©š— ILv‡bB _vKe
Avwg|Õ
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