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Awdmvi| ÔAvcbvi gZ bvgx-`vwg GKRb
gvby‡li GZ j¤^v GKUv
mgq `Lj K‡i wb‡”Q, wbðq K¬v‡q›UwUI
†miKg Ruv`‡ij †KD
n‡e?Õ
ÔAm¤¢e abx n‡j Zv‡`i
Am¤¢e me †Lqvj _v‡K|Õ
ÔGgb †KD, Avwg wPbe?Õ
Ôbv...GLv‡b †m
†eov‡Z G‡m‡Q|Õ
mvq †`Iqvi fw½‡Z
gv_v SuvKvj wW‡UKwUf g¨vb‡d«W|
Ônu¨v...AvRKvj
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†ewk, d‡j Rv‡b bv
wb‡R‡`i wb‡q Kx Ki‡e|Õ `iRvi Kv‡Q
†cuŠ‡Q n¨vÛ‡kK Kivi
Rb¨ Nyij| Ôhw` †dvb bv Kwi, EbwÎk
ZvwiL, †Kgb?Õ
Ônu¨v| UzBsK&j‡K
mgq †`qvi Rb¨ ab¨ev`|Õ
Mvwo wb‡q P‡j hv‡”Q
Awdmvi, ivbvi cv‡k G‡m `uvovj
UzBsK&j| `iRvUv
eÜ K‡i †mvdvq G‡m emj ivbv, wPwš—Z|
ÔKx n‡q‡Q, gvmy`
fvBqv?Õ m‡i G‡m GKUv †Pqv‡i emj
UzBsK&j| ÔAvwg
wK DwPZ nqwb Ggb wKQy e‡j †d‡jwQ
Awdmvi‡K?Õ
Ôbv, Zzwg †Kvb fyj
K‡ivwb,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔZ‡e mvjRvi †h
GLv‡b †Uwbs †b‡e,
GLb †_‡K †mUv †Mvcb K‡i ivL‡Z n‡e|
†Mvcb gv‡b...fy‡jI
KvD‡K ejv Pj‡e bv|Õ
Ô†m Kx K_v! wKš‘
†Kb, fvBqv?Õ
me K_v Zv‡K Ly‡j ejj
ivbv|
†kvbvi ci Pzc K‡i
e‡m _vKj UzBsK&j, †PvL `y‡Uv mvgvb¨
eo n‡q Av‡Q|
Ôe¨vcviUv GLb AviI RwUj jvM‡Q Avgvi
Kv‡Q, gvmy` fvBqv|
Avwg †Zvgvi wec‡`i K_vI fvewQ|Õ
ÔAvgvi wec‡`i K_v
†Zvgv‡K...Õ
ivbv‡K evav w`j
UzBsK&j| ÔAvB‡bi wb‡la Av‡Q Ggb
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Avwg eje...Õ †_‡g †Mj ivbv|
21
ÔG-K_v ejv m¤¢e bq
†h Zzwg Rvb‡Z bv| ïay Zzwg bI,
AvwgI Rvwb| cywjk
cÖkoe Ki‡j Avgvi c‡¶I wg‡_¨ ejv m¤¢e
bq|Õ
Ôm¤¢e, UzBsK&j,Õ
ejj ivbv| ÔcÖ‡qvR‡b cywjk‡K wg‡_¨
K_vB eje Avgiv| †Kb,
Zv Zywg Rv‡bv|Õ
gv_vUv wbPz Kij UzBsK&j,
Zvici ¤−vbmy‡i wR‡Ám Kij,
ÔwKš‘ Zzwg wK mwZ¨
g‡b K‡iv Gfv‡e I‡`i m‡½ Rwo‡q covi
cwiYwZ fv‡jv n‡e?
`v`yi Ly‡bi e`jv †bqvi GUvB GKgvÎ
Dcvq?Õ
Ônu¨v, UzBsK&j,
Avwg ZvB g‡b Kwi|Õ
gyL Zzjj †g‡qwU| ÔZv
n‡j wVK Av‡Q| `iKvi n‡j wg‡_¨
K_vB eje| GLb P‡jv,
A‡bK ivZ n‡q‡QцZvgvi A‡c¶vq
AvgviI LvIqv nqwb|Õ
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kv‡U©i c‡KU †_‡K Gb‡fjvcUv †ei K‡I
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Av‡Q G‡Z|Õ
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ejj, ÔKx mvsNvwZK!
GZ UvKvi eÛ Gfv‡e †d‡j ivLQ?Õ
ÔivLwQ GBR‡b¨ †h,
Lywbi UvKv Avgiv †be bv| AviI
GKUv KviY, GUv †Uvc,
KvR D×vi n‡q †M‡jB †K‡o †bevi
†Póv Ki‡e|Õ
ÔGUv Avgvi e¨v‡M
Zz‡j ivwL?Õ
fyi“ KzuP‡K GKUz
fvej ivbv, Zvici ejj, Ôiv‡Lv| Z‡e
Iiv †hB PvB‡e Igwb
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Av‡MB|Õ
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eÛUv Zzwg fvOv‡Z
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fvBqv, GB Kv‡Ri R‡b¨
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gvbv‡”Q|Õ
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fvewQ,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔGevi GKUz
mvnvh¨ K‡iv Avgv‡K,
`v`yi Ni IB †Q‡jUvi R‡b¨ †Q‡o w`‡q
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Pvi
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Ii cv‡k G‡m `uvovj
UzBsK&j| Ôgvmy` fvBqv|Õ
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Ônu¨v| †kl‡gk `v`yi
QvÎ wQj QqRb| A‡bK `~i †_‡K
Av‡m Zviv| †dvb K‡i
Zv‡`i‡K Avm‡Z gvbv Kiv DwPZ bv?Õ
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ÔwVK Av‡Q|Õ GKUz
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Avgv‡K †nv‡÷‡j †i‡L
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†K?Õ
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LvB‡q ivL‡e bv †m|Õ
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ewm,Õ ejj UzBsK&j| Ô†Zvgvi wKQy
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Avgv‡K|Õ
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†QvU GKUv UªvK‡K †MU w`‡q wfZ‡i
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XyK‡Z †`Lj ivbv|
mvg‡bi wm‡U `yÕRb †jvK| I‡K †`L‡Z
†c‡q nvZ bvoj
WªvBfvi, Zvici GKUz Nywi‡q UªvKUv‡K
eviv›`vi w`‡K wb‡q
Gj|
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Kv‡jv ew·s Uªv¼m c‡i Av‡Q| †jvKUvi
kixi Nb Avi KK©k
†jv‡g XvKv| eqm n‡e wÎk, gyLUv gvsmj
Avi Kv‡jv| †evSvB
hvq, gvwK©b bq, we‡`kx| Z¡‡Ki bx‡P †XD
†Ljv‡bv cÖPzi †cwk,
fvemve e‡j w`‡”Q †Mv¶z‡ii gZ w¶cÖ Avi
ey‡bv luv‡oi gZ
kw³kvjx|
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Av‡iKUz Lv‡UvI †m|
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c· ev Ab¨ wKQyi `vM
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avc †e‡q eviv›`v
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ivbv? Avwg †Kvjvgwe| wg÷vi
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Wvb nvZ, evg nvZ Avi m¤¢eZ evg cv-
I ej‡Z cv‡ib Avgv‡K|
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†i‡L w`‡q‡Qb wb‡Ri
Avq‡ËB!Õ Zvi nvwmUv PIov n‡jv| ÔAvi
G n‡jv ivgvjy| I‡K
wb‡q gv_v Nvgv‡bvi †Kvb `iKvi †bB| I
n‡jv †mªd GKUv
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hvIqv...cwi®‹vi
Ki‡Z|Õ
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Ki‡Z n‡jv bv| cÖg
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nqwb Zvi m½xwU‡KI|
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I|
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wRwbm AvbZvg Kxfv‡e, wg÷vi ivbv?Õ
nVvr ivbv‡K Qvwo‡q
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fve dzUj †Pnvivq|
Nvo wdwi‡q wcQb w`‡K ZvKvj ivbv|
eviv›`v †_‡K Kwdi
Kvc-wcwiP wb‡q wjwfs i“‡g wd‡i hv‡”Q
UzBsK&j| GKUv
†MwÄ Avi wRbm c‡i‡Q| nuvUvi mgq mvgvb¨
SuvwK †Lj Zvi wbZ¤^|
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wdwi‡q Avbj ivbvi
w`‡K|
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`iKvi †bB,Õ KwVb my‡i ejj ivbv|
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gv‡b?Õ
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weqvi, ûBw¯‹,
wmMv‡iU| wKQyB Avwg ev` w`Bwb|Õ
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n‡jv| Ôwg÷vi UvmKvb cvwV‡q‡Qb,
ï‡f”Qv mn|Õ Uªv‡Ki
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w`‡K Ny‡i †Mj| ÔI
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w`‡K wdij| ÔIw`‡K
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ILv‡bB Avgiv
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GK †m‡KÛ BZ¯—Z K‡i
Kuva SuvKvj ivbv| ï‡f”Qv!
UvmKvb hw` wb‡Ri LiP
evov‡Z Pvq Zv‡Z Ii Kx| ÔmvjRvi
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ivgvjy Ges Avi
mevBÑAvgiv †KD Avcbv‡`i‡K wei³ Kie
bv| Avgv‡`i
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Iw`KUv|Õ Avevi PIov
nvwm †`Lv †Mj gy‡L| ÔAvcwb ïay ejyb
Avgiv †Kv_vq _vK‡j
Avcbv‡`i Amywe‡a n‡e bv|Õ
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KvRUv Kx? Avi mevB gv‡b?Õ
ÔwbivcËvi w`KUv
†`Lvi R‡b¨ Avi mevB| GB ai“b,
AvVv‡iv-wekRb Unj
w`‡q †eov‡e `„wómxgvi evB‡i †_‡K|
KvD‡K hw` Gw`‡K
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eywS‡q we`vq K‡i
†`Iqv n‡e| fq †`Lv‡bv ev ûgwK †`qvi
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g‡a¨ Avgiv †bB,
wg÷vi ivbv| meB web‡qi m‡½ Kiv n‡e|
Avi Avcbv‡`i †mevi
R‡b¨ _vKwQ Avgiv `yRb| †m wb‡`©kB
w`‡q‡Qb wg÷vi UvmKvb
Avgv‡`i‡K| Zuvi wb‡`©k Avgiv gv_vq
Zz‡j ivwL|Õ
`~‡ii GK mvwi
cvgMv‡Qi w`‡K nvZ Zzjj ivbv,
`vjvb¸‡jvi KvQ †_‡K
Kg K‡iI cuvP‡kv MR `~‡i| ÔI¸‡jvi
Icv‡i †h-†KvbI
RvqMvq|Õ
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ivgvjy‡K GKUz mvnvh¨ Kwi|Õ Uªv‡Ki w`‡K
wd‡i †Mj †Kvjvgwe|
eviv›`vq †ewi‡q G‡m
ivbvi cv‡k `uvovj UzBsK&j| ÔIiv
Kviv, gvmy` fvBqv?Õ
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Kg©Pvix| m‡½ K‡i evRvi wb‡q G‡m‡Q
Iiv| ej‡Q, AviI bvwK
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¯^v‡_©!Õ
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hv-hv jvMvi K_v meB wK‡b cvwV‡q‡Q
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†Kv_vq ivL‡e|Õ
AviI GK gyn~Z©
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w`‡K G‡Mvj
UzBsK&j| fvix `y‡Uv Kv‡Vi ev· gv_vq K‡i wb‡q
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`uvwo‡q coj|
ewÎk cvwU `uvZ †ei
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fv‡jv Lvevi, wgm
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wc−R?Õ
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KvUvevi mgq ejj,
Ô†QvKiv †cuŠ‡Q †M‡Q, UzBsK&j| Zzwg ˆZwi
n‡q _v‡Kv, Iw`KUv
GKUz mvg‡j wb‡qB †Zvgv‡K †i‡L Avme
†nv‡÷‡j|Õ
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wfZi †_‡K GKUv
myU‡Km †ei Kij|
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AvjKvZivq c‡o †M‡Q|
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Pj‡e †Zv?Õ
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bv...I-me Avwg †m‡i G‡mwQ|Õ Pviw`‡K
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Zvici †i‡Ä wb‡q hve|Õ
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P‡j| Rvwb IUv wVKB Av‡Q|Õ
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ivL‡Z n‡e|Õ
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Zvi|
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†Kvjvgwei K_vevZ©v
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K‡i P‡j Zv‡K|
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Avgvi|Õ
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wKQy ej‡jb, wg÷vi?Õ
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G‡Kev‡i †kl gyn~‡Z©
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gyn~Z© n‡q DVj
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cÖPÊZv wb‡q Ii gv_vi
cv‡k Nywm gvij mvjRvi|
ivbvi nuvUz fuvR n‡q
hv‡”Q, GB mgq †`Lj Av‡iKUv Nywm
Qy‡U Avm‡Q Ii †Pvqvj
j¶¨ K‡i| GKUv cv Zz‡jwQj ivbv Ii
Zj‡c‡U gvi‡e e‡j,
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†Pvqv‡j, SuvwK †Lj gv_vUv, mv`v Av‡jvi
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c‡o †Mj| gv_vUv Gw`K Iw`K bvoj
I, GKUy †MvOvj,
Zvici D‡V emj| Rxe‡b A‡bK Nywm †L‡q‡Q
I, Z‡e GZ †Rviv‡jv
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co‡eb!Õ
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nZvk Ki‡jb!Õ
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wmMv‡i‡Ui QvB Svoj
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w`‡”Qb, Avcwb mvwf©m †`‡eb|Õ
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mvjRv‡ii m‡½ K_v ewj|Õ
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n‡j?Õ
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M¨vjvwi †_‡K `vjv‡b wd‡i
Gj ivbv| nvZNwo‡Z ev‡R
mvZUv cuqwÎk|
i‡Oi KvRUv †kl K‡i‡Q
UzBsK&j| wjwfs i“‡g Zv‡K
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†bB| `yÕcv GwM‡q
DuwK w`‡q N‡ii wfZi ZvKvj| GB mgq
†eWi“g msjMoe ev_i“g
†_‡K kvIqvi †_‡K cvwb covi AvIqvR
†f‡m Gj| Zvigv‡b
†Mvmj Ki‡Q UzBsK&j|
wd«R †_‡K GKUv weqvi
wb‡q eviv›`vq emj ivbv| wek
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eyjv‡”Q|
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ivbv|
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wb‡`©k A¶‡i A¶‡i
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¸wj KivUv †kLvb,
wg÷vi| big big K_v e‡j Ii gb Rq
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Bw½Z w`j ivbv| Zvi m‡½
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gZ e¨envi Kivi wm×vš— wb‡q‡Q I|
ivbvi w`‡K bv ZvwK‡q
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mvjRvi|Õ
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_vKj †Kvjvgwe, Zvici
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gvovj †mUv‡K|
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mvjRvi|
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Kij Uv‡M©UUv jvd w`‡q Kv‡Q P‡j
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n‡q DVj|
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K‡iv|Õ
AviI `yÕ†m‡KÛ cvi
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bv|
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ejj UzBsK&j|
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ÔmvB‡jÝvi e¨envi
Ki‡Q| Lvivc Ki‡Q bv|Õ
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Ki‡e †m| †Q‡j Av‡Moeqv¯¿ ai‡j Zvi
†Rj n‡q hv‡e e‡j
Wvnv wg‡_¨ K_v e‡jwQ‡j Zzwg, d‡j cÖ g
w`bB Awdmvi‡K abx
GKRb K¬v‡q‡›Ui K_v ej‡Z n‡qwQj
Avgv‡K, hvi †KvbI
Aw¯—Z¡ †bB|
ÔAviI Av‡Q| ej‡Z
n‡q‡Q evÜex Amy¯’, Zv‡K †`L‡Z
†M‡Q UzBsK&jÑGB
evÜexiI †Kvb Aw¯—Z¡ †bB| Awdmvi hw`
†PK K‡i, Avwg wec‡`
c‡o hve| †Zvgv‡`i cwiPqI duvm n‡q
hv‡e|Õ
Ô†Kb †m †PK Ki‡e,
wg÷vi ivbv?Õ
ÔZv-I †Zvgv‡K e¨vL¨v
K‡i ej‡Z n‡e? i¨v‡gR Lyb n‡j
cywjkx Z`š— n‡e bv?
Avwg hw` Zv‡K w¯‹Bs Kivi mgq Lyb
Kwi, cywjk Rvb‡e
nvB-cvIqviW ivB‡dj e¨envi Kiv n‡q‡Q|
¸wjUv †Kv‡Ì‡K Kiv
n‡q‡Q, ZvI †R‡b †dj‡e Zviv| g¨vb‡d«W
`y‡q `y‡q Pvi wgwj‡q
Avgv‡K LyuR‡e...Õ
GKUv nvZ Zz‡j ivbv‡K
_vwg‡q w`j UvmKvb| ÔG-me †Kvb
mgm¨v bq, wg÷vi
ivbv| KviY GiKg cwiw¯’wZ †`Lv †`‡e bv|
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cywjk †Kvb iKg Z`š—
Ki‡e bv|Õ
ZvwK‡q _vKj ivbv|
Ôcywjk Z`š— Ki‡e bv,
KviY Zviv Rvb‡eB bv †h †Kvb ¸wj
n‡q‡Q,Õ ejj UvmKvb|
Ôcwiw¯’wZUv Zzwg Avm‡j wVKgZ ai‡Z
cviwb| A‡bK
wPš—v-fvebv K‡i c−¨vbUv ˆZwi K‡iwQ Avwg|Õ
Ô†kvbv hvK|Õ
ÔhLb ïbjvg
DBjevim‡bi ¯¿xi m‡½ wZbw`b †Mvc‡b
_vKvi c−¨vb Ki‡Q
i¨v‡gR, eyS‡Z cvijvg GUv GKUv wbLyuZ
my‡hvM| jybv †g‡qwU
†Kvb Ae¯’v‡ZB PvB‡e bv cywjk Avi
wgwWqv Zv‡K wR‡Ám
Ki“K Zvi ¯^vgxi cÖvB‡fU G‡÷‡U i¨v‡gR
UvmKvb Kx KiwQj|
G‡mv, e¨vcviUv‡K Avgiv jybvi `„wó‡Z
we‡ePbv Kwi|
ÔIiv `yÕRb w¯‹Bs
Ki‡Q| i¨v‡g‡Ri c‡o hvIqvUv n‡e
inm¨gq, KviY Zzwg
mvB‡jÝvi jvwM‡q ¸wj Ki‡e| †evU †_‡g
hv‡e| jybv †`L‡e
i¨v‡gR gv_vq ¸wj †L‡q‡Q| Kx Ki‡e †m?
cywj‡k Lei †`Iqvi
Rb¨ QyU‡e?
Ôbv| †evU Pvjvw”Qj
wb‡MÖv PvKivbx, jvkUv cvwb †_‡K
†Zvjvi R‡b¨ Zvi
mvnvh¨ †b‡e jybv| IB PvKivbxB cwiw¯’wZUv
mvgjv‡e| Avwg
†Zvgv‡K Avk¦¯— KiwQ, wg÷vi ivbvÑAvgiv Zvi
Ici wbf©i Ki‡Z cvwi|
cÖPzi UvKv †`qv n‡q‡Q Zv‡KÑcÖPzi|
Gici Kx n‡e?
Ôjvk wb‡q P‡j hv‡e
i¨v‡g‡Ri †jv‡Kiv| †g‡qwUi A‡Xj
UvKv Av‡Q, Zv‡K
†evSv‡bv n‡e I‡`i‡K †gvUv eKwkk †`qv
†nvK| G-ai‡bi GKUv
wel‡qi m‡½ Zv‡K Rwo‡q cvewjwmwU
†nvK, †KvbI Ae¯’v‡ZB
GUv PvB‡e bv †m|Õ fvix Kuva `y‡Uv
GKUz DuPz Kij
UvmKvb| ÔKv‡RB cywjk G-e¨vcv‡i wKQy Rvb‡e
bv|Õ
ÔGUv Kx ai‡bi hyw³
n‡jv?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv| ÔeKwkk
w`‡jB jvk wb‡q P‡j
hv‡e Iiv? Zv Qvov, †Q‡j Kxfv‡e Lyb
n‡jv Rvb‡Z PvB‡e bv
†Zvgvi fvB, †iW WªvM‡bi wPd?Õ
nvmj UvmKvb| ÔZzwg
mvgvb¨ GKUv e¨vcvi wb‡q Ah_v
DwØMoe n”Q, wg÷vi
ivbv| Avgvi fvB wbðq Rvb‡Z PvB‡e Zvi
†Q‡j Kxfv‡e Lyb
n‡jv| wKš‘ Avgv‡K ev Avgvi †Kvb †jvK‡K
†Kvbfv‡eB GB Ly‡bi
m‡½ Rov‡Z cvi‡e bv †m| KviY
Avgv‡`i mevi Rb¨
GqviUvBU A¨vwjevB-Gi e¨e¯’v Kiv n‡e|
Avgvi †jvK wnmv‡e
†ZvgviI|Õ
I‡i kvjv, fvej ivbv,
†Zvi A¨vwjevB Avgvi `iKvi n‡e
bv, KvD‡K Avwg ¸wj
Ki‡j †Zv! ejj, Ôjvk †`Lvi m‡½ m‡½
†g‡qwU AvZw¼Z n‡q
cywjk‡K †W‡K em‡Z cv‡i|Õ
ÔZv Zv‡K Ki‡Z †`qv
n‡e bv| wb‡MÖv gwnjv Zv‡K
†evSv‡e| Zv Qvov,
NUbvi ciciB GjvKv †Q‡o P‡j hve
Avgiv mevB|Õ
†g‡qwUi K_v fve‡Q
ivbv| g‡bi ci`vq †`L‡Z
cv‡”QÑbMoe,
m‡ZRcÖvY, Zvi“‡Y¨i D”Q¡v‡m UMeM Ki‡Q, w¯‹i
Dci `ywbqvi me‡P‡q
myLx †g‡q| ivB‡d‡ji wUªMvi †U‡b Zv‡K
ivbv Dcnvi †`‡e
`yt¯^coe fiv GKUv fwel¨r|
ÔZzwg Gevi Avgv‡K
ïwUs m¤ú‡K© wKQy e‡jv, wg÷vi ivbv|
IB e¨vcviUvq Avgvi
AvMÖn Av‡Q|Õ
wb‡Ri c−¨vbUv e¨vL¨v
Kij ivbv| IB mv¶x †jvKUv bv
_vK‡j Gi g‡a¨ †Zgb
†Kvb mgm¨v wQj bv| w¯‹Bs Kivi mgq
i¨v‡gR‡K Lyb Kiv
m¤¢e wKbv GUv Kvj wbwðZfv‡e ej‡Z
cvi‡e I| †Uwj‡¯‹vwcK
mvB‡U cÖ‡g †g‡qwU‡K GKevi †`‡L
wb‡Z Pvq|
kUUv hw` m¤¢e e‡j
g‡b nq Zv n‡j mvjRvi‡K Awfbq
Ki‡Z n‡e evwoUvi
mgZj Qv‡`| UvmKvb Avi UvmKv‡bi mv¶x
mvjRvi‡K †cuŠ‡Q †`‡e
ILv‡b| Zvici Iiv `yÕRb †b‡g G‡m
eviv›`vq cwRkb †b‡e,
m‡½ _vK‡e webwKDjvi|
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ivbv Pvq mvjRvi Qv‡`
DV‡e †ejv AvovBUvq| fvM¨
mnvqZv Ki‡j i¨v‡gR
Avi †g‡qwU‡K Luvwo‡Z †`Lv hv‡e
wZb‡Ui mgq|
evwoi wcQ‡b eo GKUv
MvQ Av‡Q, Avovj †c‡Z †Kvb
Amywe‡a n‡e bvÑIB
Mv‡Qi Dc‡i _vK‡e ivbv| UvmKvb Avi
Zvi mv¶x Qv` †_‡K
eviv›`vq †b‡g †M‡j mvjRv‡ii Kv‡Q P‡j
hv‡e I|
¸wjUv Kivi ci Avevi
Mv‡Q wd‡i hv‡e ivbv| Qv` †_‡K
†b‡g UvmKvb Avi
mv¶xi m‡½ †hvM †`‡e mvjRvi| Gici
mvjRv‡ii `vwqZ¡
mv¶x‡K wek¦vm Kiv‡bv †h †Kgb `¶Zvi m‡½
j¶¨‡f` K‡i‡Q †m|
me‡k‡l ivbv Rvb‡Z
PvBj, ÔKx g‡b n‡”Q?Õ
K‡qK gyn~Z© wPš—v
Kij UvmKvb, Zvici gv_v SuvKvj|
Ônu¨v...fvj GKUv c−¨vb|Õ
Zx¶è †Pv‡L ZvKvj ivbvi w`‡K, Kv‡jv
†PvL PKPK Ki‡Q|
ÔZzwg Zv‡K Lyb Ki‡Z cvi‡e?Õ
Ôcviv †Zv DwPZ, Z‡e
†Zvgv‡K Avwg Kvj Rvbve|Õ
Ôwb‡Ri fv‡jvi R‡b¨B
†Zvgvi wbwðZ nIqv `iKvi, wg÷vi
ivbv|Õ
ûgwKUv ¯úó| ÔKvj|Õ
†Pqvi †Q‡o `uvovj ivbv, eviv›`v
†_‡K †b‡g Gj| Ii
wcQy wb‡q gvwm©wW‡R G‡m DVj †Kvjvgwe|
ciw`b mKv‡j cvgMv‡Qi
cvZv w`‡q evwoi Qv‡` GKUv GKPvjv
evbvj ivbv| †iv`
†VKv‡bv mn Ab¨ Kvi‡YI GB AvovjUzKzi
cÖ‡qvRb Av‡Q|
cvgMv‡Qi cvZv †K‡U G‡b ivbv‡K mvnvh¨ Kij
†Kvjvgwe|
KvRUv †kl K‡i
wW‡qwUª‡Pi ˆZwi m¨vÛDBP †L‡Z wK‡P‡b
XyKj Iiv|
evwoi wcQb w`‡Ki
†QvU GKUv Kvgivq ivZ KvwU‡q‡Q
ivbv| eo Kvgivq,
A_©vr wjwfsi“‡g ï‡qwQj †Kvjvgweiv mvZAvURb|
iv‡Z fv‡jv Nyg nqwb
ivbvi| j¶ K‡i‡Q GKv ïay Ii bq,
Av‡iKR‡biI Nyg nqwb|
Zvjv †`Iqv GKUv N‡ii evB‡i ï‡q
mvivivZ Gcvk-Icvk
K‡i‡Q wW‡qwUªP|
UzBsK&‡ji K_v
g‡b co‡jB Amy¯’Ki †h Abyf~wZUv nw”Qj
†mUv‡K wbqš¿‡Y G‡b‡Q
ivbv| d‡j gv_v VvÊv †i‡L Kx KiYxq
fve‡Z cvi‡Q|
UvmKvb cïiI Aag,
m‡›`n †bB I i¨v‡gR‡K Lyb Ki‡Z
e¨_© n‡j
UzBsK&‡ji `yB Mv‡j †iW WªvM‡bi Qvc gvi‡e †m,
Zvici nv‡Z Avqbv
Zz‡j w`‡q eyw×I †`‡eÑGB †Pnviv wb‡q
†eu‡P _vKvi †Kvb
gv‡b nq bv|
GiKg GKUv cwiw¯’wZ‡Z
VvÊv gv_vq †PvL-Kvb †Lvjv †i‡L
G‡Mv‡Z n‡e ivbv‡K|
†Kvb my‡hvM nvZQvov Kiv Pj‡e bv| Ii
†Kvb c−¨vb †bB, GiKg
cwiw¯’wZ‡Z _vKv m¤¢e bq, Z‡e
wb‡R‡K Ggbfv‡e ˆZwi
K‡i ivL‡e hv‡Z cÖ‡qvR‡bi mg‡q GK
†m‡K‡Ûi g‡a¨ Ii gM‡R
†hb mwVK c−¨vb ˆZwi n‡q hvq|
DBjevimb G‡÷‡U
wZbw`b _vK‡e i¨v‡gR| mg‡qi Dci
fimv ivL‡Q ivbv|
wKQy GKUv NU‡Z cv‡i, hvi d‡j UzBsK&jmn
wb‡R‡K GB duv` †_‡K
gy³ Kiv m¤¢e n‡e Ii c‡¶|
wjwfs i“‡g GKUv
†Uwj‡dvb Av‡Q| ivbv G‡RwÝ ev
cywj‡ki m‡½
†hvMv‡hvM Kivi K_v Avevi †f‡e‡Q ivbv|
GeviI m‡½ m‡½ evwZj
K‡i w`‡q‡Q AvBwWqvUv| UzBsK&j
†Kv_vq Av‡Q Rv‡b bv
I| cywjk Zv‡K Lyu‡R cvIqvi Av‡MB
UvmKv‡bi †jv‡Kiv Zvi
e¨e¯’v K‡i †dj‡e| Zv Qvov, Nyg †f‡O
hvIqvq †Kvjvgwe ev
Ab¨ †KD †`‡L †dj‡Z cv‡i †dv‡b K_v
ej‡Q I| †m SzuwK bv
nq †bIqv P‡j, wKš‘ Zv‡Z jvf †Zv wKQy
n‡e bv| hvB Ki“K
ivbv, cÖ g KvR n‡e UzBsK&j‡K A¶Z
Ae¯’vq I‡`i nvZ †_‡K
gy³ Kiv|
cÖg †hw`b i¨v‡gR‡K
cvIqv hv‡e, I fvb Ki‡Z cv‡i
¸wj j¶¨åó n‡q‡Q|
kUUv Lye RwUj, GUv hw` Av‡M †_‡K
UvmKvb‡K †evSv‡bv
hvq Zv n‡j wgm KivUv‡K m‡›`‡ni †Pv‡L
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†`L‡e bv †m| G‡Z K‡i
wPš—v-fvebvi Rb¨ Av‡iK ivZ mgq
cv‡e ivbv|
Z‡e wØZxq w`b
i¨v‡gR‡K ¸wj jvMv‡Z bv cvivUv n‡e
m‡›`nRbK|
m¨vÛDBP †kl K‡i
†Kvjvgwe‡K wb‡q Avevi Qv‡` DVj
ivbv| Gevi ivB‡djUv
wb‡q‡Q I|
Qv‡`i †iv` Lye Mig,
Z‡e GKPvjvi bx‡P Qvqv Av‡Q|
wZb‡Ui GKUz c‡iB
†gvUi †evU ÷vU© †bIqvi AvIqvR
†f‡m Gj| Qv`‡K wN‡i
ivLv Kswμ‡Ui wbPz †`qv‡j
ivB‡djUv‡K †i‡÷ †i‡L
A‡c¶v Ki‡Q ivbv|
Luvwo‡Z †ewi‡q Gj
†evU, MwZ Lye †ewk| †Uwj‡¯‹vwcK
mvB‡U wee¯¿ †g‡qwU‡K
cvIqvi ci †dvKvm A¨vWRv÷ Kij
I| μm Iqvqvi-Gi
gvSLv‡b wb‡q Gj Zvi gv_vUv| mvBU
Zv‡K ivbvi G‡Kev‡i
Kv‡Q G‡b w`‡q‡Q|
GKUv K_v †f‡e ¯^w¯—
†eva Kij ivbv, Av‡iKUv K_v †f‡e
Amy¯’| ZvKvevi m‡½
m‡½ eyS‡Z cvij GUv MÖnY‡hvM¨ GKUv
kU| hw`I †g‡qwU
†Ljv”Q‡j DuPz-wbPz n‡”Q, KvZ n‡q co‡Q
Gw`K-Iw`K, Zv m‡Ë¡I
Ggb `xN© gyn~Z© cvIqv hv‡”Q hLb †m
w¯‹i Dci w¯’i n‡q
_vK‡Q; d‡j ¸wj K‡i LywjUv Dwo‡q †`Iqv
LyeB m¤¢e|
i¨v‡gR nq‡Zv AviI
†ewk Aw¯’iZv †`Lv‡e, ZviciI
†mvRv GKUv †iLv a‡i
K‡qK gyn~Z© w¯‹ Ki‡Z n‡e Zv‡KI|
Z‡e G-me K_v
†Kvjvgwe‡K ivbv ej‡Q bv| mvB‡U †PvL
†i‡L AviI cuvP wgwbU
†g‡qwU‡K `„wó w`‡q AbymiY Kij I,
Zvici hLb wdiwZ c_
aij †evU, ivB‡djUv bvwg‡q wbj|
ÔKx ivq n‡jv,
wg÷vi?Õ
ÔLye KwVb kU,Õ ejj
ivbv| Ôgvi‡Z n‡e †Zv gv_vq| wbN©vZ
g„Zz¨ n‡q‡Q, AvnZ
nqwb, GUv wbwðZ Ki‡Z n‡j gv_vq bv
†g‡i Dcvq †bB|Õ
Ô†ek †Zv| gv_v‡ZB
gvi‡eb| mgm¨vUv †Kv_vq?Õ
Ôi¨v‡g‡Ri gv_v
mviv¶Y DuPz-wbPz n‡e| Lywji †h-†Kvb
RvqMvq ¸wj jvM‡j
Pj‡e bv, jvMv‡Z n‡e †eª‡b| Zv‡K jvMv‡Z
cvie, G-e¨vcv‡i Avwg
wbwðZ, wKš‘ wbwðZ bB GZ `~i †_‡K
mPj mve‡R‡±i †eª‡b
jvMv‡Z cvie wKbv|Õ
kv‡U©i wfZi nvZ
Mwj‡q eyK PzjKv‡Z ïi“ Kij †Kvjvgwe|
Zv‡K DwØMoe †`Lv‡”Q|
ÔAvcbvi Zv‡K Lyb Ki‡Z n‡e| Avcwb
hw` ïay Zvi `uvZ
†d‡j †`b, Zv n‡j Pov †LmviZ w`‡Z n‡e
Avgv‡`i‡K| c‡i Avi
Zv‡K gvivi my‡hvMI †evanq cvIqv
hv‡e bv|Õ
ÔG-me Avwg Rvwb| GLb
Avgvi g‡b n‡”Q c−¨vbUv h‡_ó
fv‡jv bq|Õ
weoweo K‡i whï ev IB
iKg KvD‡K ¯§iY Kij
†Kvjvgwe| Ôwg÷vi
UvmKvb‡K K_vUv bv ej‡jB fv‡jv Ki‡eb
Avcwb! Avcbv‡K wZwb
evQvB K‡i‡Qb dv÷©-K¬vm kU wn‡m‡e|
Kv‡RB Avcbv‡K cÖgvY
Ki‡Z n‡e †h Avcwb mwZ¨ dv÷©-K¬vm
kU|Õ
ÔUvmKvb ïwUs m¤ú‡K©
wKQyB †ev‡S bv,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔIUv
AvU‡kv MR `~‡ii GKUv
mPj Uv‡M©U, ZvI jvMv‡Z n‡e
†eª‡b...GK eM©Bw‡Z|
mviv `ywbqvq cuvPR‡biI Kg †jvK
Av‡Q hviv M¨vivw›U
w`‡q G-ai‡bi Uv‡M©‡U jvMv‡Z cvi‡e|Õ
ÔAvcbv‡KI Zv‡`i GKRb
n‡Z n‡e, wg÷vi ivbv!Õ
†Kvjvgwe ïay DwØMoe
bq, wnsmª n‡q DV‡Q|
ÔkvU Avc, BD
ev÷vW©!Õ AK¯§vr ev‡Ni gZ M‡R© DVj
ivbv| ÔAvgv‡K wPš—v
Ki‡Z `vI|Õ
agK †L‡q ivMj †Zv
bvB-B, AviI eis wPwš—Z n‡q coj
†Kvjvgwe| AvZ¥wek¦vm
nvwi‡q †dj‡Q †jvKUv, †hb fq cv‡”Q|
ivbv fvej, Acv‡ikb
mdj bv n‡j UvmKvb wK Ii Avi
UzBsK&‡ji gZ
†Kvjvgwe‡KI `vqx Ki‡e?
Zvici nVvr †Kv‡Ì‡K
†K Rv‡b ivbvi gv_vq GKUv
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AvBwWqv XyKj| ÔGB
evwoUvi gvwjK †K?Õ Rvb‡Z PvBj I|
cÖkoeUv wew¯§Z Kij
†Kvjvgwe‡K| ÔZv †R‡b Avcbvi Kx
`iKvi?Õ
ÔGgb Avk¼v †bB †Zv,
Avgv‡`i Kv‡Ri g‡a¨ ûU K‡i
evwoi gvwjK G‡m
coj?Õ
Ôbv, †Zgb wKQy NU‡e
bv| ˆmKZ eivei WRb WRb GiKg
evwo fvovi R‡b¨ c‡o
Av‡Q| Avgiv GKUv G‡RwÝi KvQ †_‡K
fvov K‡iwQ GUv|Õ
Zv KiviB K_v, Zey
wbwðZ n‡Z PvBwQj ivbv| ˆmKZ
eivei WRb WRb GiKg
evwo fvovi Rb¨ c‡o Av‡Q| `ª“Z
KvR Ki‡Q ivbvi gv_v|
UvmKvb hw` GUv fvov K‡i _v‡K,
UzBsK&j‡K AvU‡K
ivLvi Rb¨ Av‡iKUv evwo fvov Ki‡Z Zvi
Amywe‡a Kx?
AvBwWqvUvi
kvLv-cÖkvLv MRv‡”Q| Rvbvi Dcvq Kx?
e¨vcviUv wb‡q
wPš—v-fvebv Kivi Rb¨ ivB‡dj †_‡K
†Uwj‡¯‹vwcK mvBUUv
Lyj‡Z ïi“ Kij ivbv, mivmwi bv
ZvwK‡qI eyS‡Z cvi‡Q
A™¢yZ GK †KŠZ‚njx `„wó‡Z Ii w`‡K
ZvwK‡q i‡q‡Q
†Kvjvgwe|
ÔDBjevimb G‡÷‡Ui
bKkvUv Avevi †`LvI Avgv‡K,Õ
Zv‡K ejj ivbv|
kv‡U©i bx‡PUv Avevi
PzjKv‡”Q †Kvjvgwe| Ô†Kb, IUv w`‡q
Kx n‡e?Õ
Ô†`L‡Z PvB, `iKvi
Av‡Q|Õ
ÔAvcbv‡K †Zv e‡jwQ,
wg÷vi, ILv‡b i¨v‡g‡Ri †jvKRb
_vK‡e| G-me AvBwWqv
gv_v †_‡K †S‡o †djyb|Õ
Ô†jvKRb ej‡Z gvÎ
PviRb|Õ
ÔPviRb Kg n‡jv? mevB
Zviv cÖ‡dkbvj|Õ
AvBwWqvUv Kv‡R
jvMv‡Z n‡j †Kvjvgwe‡K †evKv evbv‡Z
n‡e| ÔAvwg GKevi
GKRb øvBcvi‡K †g‡iwQjvg| †jvKUv‡K
wN‡i †i‡LwQj GK‡kv
cÖ‡dkbvj †mvjRvi| PviRb `¶
†jvK‡K Avwg ¸i“Z¡
w`B bv|Õ
ivbvi w`‡K ZvwK‡q
_vKj †Kvjvgwe| Ôej‡Z PvB‡Qb
Avcwb...Õ
ÔAvgiv mgq bó KiwQ!Õ
ivbvi Mjvq KK©k KZ…©‡Z¡i myi|
ÔAvwg c¨− vbUv †`L‡Z
PvB!Õ
bx‡P †b‡g wmwUs i“‡g
XyKj Iiv| †Lvjv `iRv w`‡q †`Lv
†Mj cv‡ki Kvgivq
wb‡Ri wbw`©ó RvqMvq, †g‡S‡Z ï‡q i‡q‡Q
wW‡qwUªP| GKUv †`ivR
†_‡K c−¨vbUv †ei K‡i †Uwe‡j †gjj
†Kvjvgwe|
ÔwVK Av‡Q, hvI,
†Kv_vI †_‡K LvwbK †nu‡U G‡mv|Õ
BZ¯—Z Ki‡Q †Kvjvgwe|
ivbvi Gfv‡e wb‡`©k †`IqvUv
cQ›` Ki‡Q bv †m|
Zvici Kx †f‡e Kuva SuvwK‡q e¨vjKwb‡Z
†ewi‡q †Mj| ILv‡b
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jybvi cQ‡›`i
evwoUv‡K my`„k¨ mvB‡cÖm MvQ wN‡i †i‡L‡Q|
†QvU GKUv nvievi
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ivbv, i¨vÂ-UvB‡ci
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ÔGB my›`i evwoUvi
K_vB ejwQjvg| GUvi gvwjK ee
Djgvi,Õ ejj jybv|
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wb‡q‡Q|Õ
Zvi K_v ivbv ïb‡Q
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jybv‡K nviev‡i wfo‡Z
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Abyfe Ki‡Q Av‡Q, Zey
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ÔIUv Zvi eq‡d«Û bq?Õ
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g‡b n‡”Q, ZvB bv?Õ
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i¨v nvDmUvi Dci
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e‡m i‡q‡Q| ivgvjy‡KI
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KvQvKvwQ G‡m †ev‡Ui w¯úW Kgvj
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wg÷vi Avb›`| G‡mv bv, mvivUv ivZ
Dc‡fvM Kwi Avgiv?
wdi‡ZB n‡e †Zvgv‡K?Õ
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Ônu¨v, jybv| Z‡e
Zzwg PvB‡j `yB w`b ci Avevi Avm‡Z
cvwi|Õ
Ôbv-bv, wc−R!Õ
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Avm‡e ZLb|Õ
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Av‡Q, †Kvg‡i nvZ|
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†jvKUv mivmwi Ii
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Ônu¨v,Õ ejj ivbv|
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m‡½ K_v ej‡j| ïwUs m¤ú‡K© Zv‡K
wKQy Rvwb‡qQ?Õ
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Z‡e wbðqZv w`‡q ej‡Z cvwi bv
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Kie|Õ
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ej‡e, wc−R, wg÷vi ivbv?Õ
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Kie|Õ
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n¨vUUv bvwg‡q †mUvi wfZ‡i ZvKvj,
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Zvici Avevi c‡i Ny‡i
`uvovj|
BwZg‡a¨ evwoi wfZi
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w`‡K ZvwK‡q UvmKvb
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wmMv‡iU †Q‡o w`‡Z e‡j‡Q, wg÷vi
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wmMv‡i‡Ui c¨v‡KU
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ZvwK‡q i‡q‡Q|
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†kv‡b wW‡qwUªP|Õ
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ivbv| †Kvjvgwei w`‡K ZvKvj I|
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†ewk|Õ
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bvK w`‡q Qvo‡Q UvmKvb| ivbvi w`‡K
ZvKvj †m| nvmj|
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Rv‡bvqviUvi nv‡ZB
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hvK, Gevi Ab¨ GKUv
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K‡iQ, wg÷vi ivbv|
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†m|
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Lyb Ki‡Z ivwR n‡qQ Zzwg, ZvB Lywk
g‡bB Rvbvw”Q K_vUv|
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cv‡”Q †m| G-me Av‡MI
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wKQy ej‡Q bv ivbv|
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wg÷vi ivbv,Õ e‡j
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n‡”Q bv|
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Ôïbyb, wg÷vi, wg÷vi
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ej‡Z Pvb?Õ nv‡Zi D‡ëvwcV w`‡q
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ÔGKUv K_v| UvmKvb
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e‡j g‡b nq bv Avgvi|
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g‡a¨B AvQ|Õ
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n‡q‡Q Ii| ÔKÕUv
ev‡R?Õ
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GB mgq Avevi I‡K
WvKj mvjRvi| k‡ãi Drm j¶¨ K‡i
mvgvb¨ Ny‡i †Mj
mvcUvi gv_v, d‡j IUv‡K AvovAvwofv‡e,
A_©vr cvk †_‡K †`L‡Z
cv‡”Q I| IUvi †Piv wRf jKjK
Ki‡Q, ax‡i ax‡i
LvwbKUv KzÊjx Qvwo‡q Ggb GKUv fw½ wbj,
†hb MvQ †_‡K Qv‡`
†b‡g †h‡Z Pvq|
†d¬vwiWvi AZ¨š—
welv³ mvc GB WvqgÛe¨vK i¨vUjvi|
j¶Y †`‡L cwi®‹vi
†evSv hv‡”Q, mvjRvi‡K mvg‡b †c‡j
†Qvej gvi‡Z †`wi
Ki‡e bv|
GMv‡iv
Ôwg÷vi ivbv...Õ
mvjRv‡ii Mjvq Gevi GKUz ¯úó, ZvMv`vi
my‡i|
m‡½ m‡½ MvQ †_‡K
Av‡iKUz †b‡g †Mj i¨vUjvi|
ÔGLv‡b GKUv mvc|Õ
mveavb K‡i w`j ivbv|
mvjRvi ïb‡Z †c‡q‡Q
e‡j g‡b nq bv, Z‡e †Kv`vj
AvK…wZi gv_vUv DuPz
Kij mvc| AvIqvR Qvoj IUv, †hb GKUv
e¨v‡Mi wfZi gUiïuwUi
ïK‡bv `vbv SuvwK Lv‡”Q| GB
AvIqvRUvi Rb¨B
mvcUvi bvg i¨vUjvi|
e‡m _vKj ivbv|
bxPZjv †_‡K ¯ú¨vwbk fvlvq `yÕGKUv
kã †f‡m Avm‡Q Kv‡b|
ïb‡Z †cj evZvm jvMvq ci¯ú‡ii
m‡½ Nlv Lv‡”Q
cvgMv‡Qi cvZv| mvcUvi w`‡K ZvwK‡q Av‡Q
I| cv `y‡Uvq μ¨v¤ú
ïi“ n‡”Q|
Ôwg÷vi ivbv...Õ
i¨vUjvi mv‡ci w¶cÖZv
m¤ú‡K© Rvbv Av‡Q ivbvi| mvjRvi
IUvi bvMv‡ji g‡a¨
G‡m co‡j Zv‡K euvPvbi †Kvb Dcvq
_vK‡e bv| mveav‡b
bx‡P bvg‡Z ïi“ Kij I, fve‡Q wcQb
†_‡K hw` NvoUv †P‡c
aiv hvq...
Ôwg÷vi ivbv!Õ mvjRvi
Qv‡`i cÖvq wKbvivq P‡j G‡m‡Q|
Avevi AvIqvR Kij
mvcUv|
Ômvc,Õ ejj ivbv, Mjv
Av‡iKUz Povj| wPrKvi Kivi
my‡hvM †bB Ii, KviY
evwoi bx‡PB †Kv_vI i‡q‡Q nvb©v‡›`v
†UvcvR, Zv‡K Rvb‡Z
†`Iqv Pj‡e bv Qv‡` mvjRv‡ii m‡½
Avi †KD Av‡Q|
mvjRvi wK ïb‡Z
†c‡q‡Q? †c‡j Kx Ki‡e †m?
NÈvi gZ †cwi‡q hv‡”Q
wgwbU¸‡jv| Zvici Av‡iKUv kã
†f‡m Gj ivbvi Kv‡b|
GKUv †gvUi †evU ÷vU© wbj| GiKg
AvZ‡¼i g‡a¨I SU K‡i
UzBsK&‡ji K_v g‡b coj| Ii Uv‡M©U
Luvwo‡Z †ewi‡q
Avm‡Q, A_P GLv‡b GKUv mvc I‡`i‡K APj
K‡i †i‡L‡Q!
GB mgq mvjRvi‡K
†`L‡Z †cj ivbv| Avoó fw½‡Z,
AZ¨š— mveav‡b, Mv‡Q
Po‡Q †m| Zvi gv_vq Avi †Pv‡L GLbI
78
n¨vU Avi mvbM−vm
i‡q‡Q|
Ômveavb! Kx KiQ?Õ
Pvcv¯^‡i ejj ivbv| Ô†Zvgvi wVK
mvg‡bB IUv!Õ
Avevi AvIqvR Kij
mvc| kãUv ï‡b GKUv nvU©weU wgm
Kij ivbv| Gevi
mvjRvi‡K wb‡Ri bvMv‡ji g‡a¨ †c‡q hv‡”Q
i¨vUjvi|
ivbvi KvQ †_‡K cÖvq
Qq dzU bx‡P †cuŠ‡Q _vgj mvjRvi|
gyL Zz‡j Dc‡i ZvKvj
†m| Zvi mvbM−v‡m wb‡Ri †Pnviv †`L‡Z
†cj ivbvÑNv‡g †fRv
AvZw¼Z GKUv gyL, AvKv‡i †hb †QvU
n‡q †M‡Q|
mvjRvi‡K SuvwK †L‡Z
†`‡L †evSv †Mj mvcUv‡K †`L‡Z
†c‡q‡Q †m| AvIqvRUv
e‡j w`j mvcUvI Zv‡K †`‡L‡Q|
gv_vUv mvgvb¨ Nywi‡q
wbj IUv, †Piv wRf mvjRv‡ii w`‡K ZvK
Kij|
Ôbvg‡eb bv,Õ kvš—
my‡i ejj mvjRvi|
GK Wvj †_‡K Av‡iK
Wv‡j bvg‡Z hvw”Qj ivbv, Zvi kvš—
Avi AvZ¥wek¦vmx
Kɯ^i _vwg‡q w`j I‡K|
AwZ ax‡i Av‡iKUv
Wv‡j D‡V Gj mvjRvi| GLb mvcUvi
KvQ †_‡K gvÎ dzU Pv‡iK
`~‡i †m| AZ¨š— mveav‡b GKUv nvZ
Zzj‡Q n¨v‡Ui w`‡K|
Avevi mveavb K‡i w`j
i¨vUjvi †moeK|
mvjRv‡ii j¤^v AvOyj
n¨v‡Ui Kviwbm aij, GKUz GKUz
K‡i bvwg‡q Avb‡Q
gv_v †_‡K|
GKB m‡½ `y‡Uv NUbv
NUj| †Qvej w`j mvc, wVK †mB
gyn~‡Z© IUvi w`‡K
n¨vUUvI Qyu‡o w`j mvjRvi|
i“×k¦v‡m ZvwK‡q _vKj
ivbv|
mv‡ci dYv Wy‡e †Mj
n¨v‡Ui wfZi| mvjRv‡ii w¶cÖZv
Awek¦vm¨, ivbvi `„wó
wcQy wb‡qI wcwQ‡q cojÑmvcUv‡K Mv‡Qi
Wvj †_‡K bvwg‡q
†d‡j‡Q †m|
Wvb nvZ w`‡q mv‡ci
gv_vi wcQbUv †P‡c aij mvjRvi|
mvcUvI m‡½ m‡½ wb‡Ri
j¤^v kixi w`‡q mvjRv‡ii nvZ
†cuwP‡q †djj|
ivbvi wVK bx‡P GKUv
Wv‡j e‡m `yÕw`‡K cv Szwj‡q w`‡q‡Q
mvjRvi, mv‡ci gv_vi
wcQbUv k³ K‡i a‡i Av‡Q, IUv hv‡Z
Zv‡K Kvgo w`‡Z bv
cv‡i| Gevi †m Zvi evg nvZ IUvi
†Kv`vj AvK…wZi gv_vq
bvwg‡q Avbj, j¤^v AvOyj w`‡q †P‡c
a‡i eÜ Kij †Lvjv
†Pvqvj|
GKUz `g wbj mvjRvi|
cwi®‹vi †`L‡Z cv‡”Q ivbv Zvi
nvZ Ry‡o Uvb Uvb n‡q
Av‡Q mv‡ci cu¨vP| Zvici `„p GKUv
fw½‡Z nvZUv gyP‡o
D‡ëvw`‡K wb‡q †Mj, †f‡O w`j mvcUvi
Nvo|
mvcUv‡K bx‡P †d‡j
†`Iqvi mgq gyL Zz‡j ivbvi w`‡K
ZvKvj mvjRvi| Ôg‡i
†M‡Q|Õ
Mv‡Qi Kv‡Ê †njvb
w`‡q e‡m _vKj ivbv, †PvL bvwg‡q
ZvwK‡q Av‡Q Zvi
w`‡K| GB mgq †gvUi‡ev‡Ui MR©b Av‡iK
ev¯—eZvq wdwi‡q Avbj
I‡K| Ô†b‡g hvI!Õ ejj I| ÔRjw`!Õ
mvjRvi ZLbI bvg‡Z
ïi“ K‡iwb, Zv‡K cvk KvwU‡q GK
kvLv †_‡K Av‡iK kvLv
n‡q Qv‡` †cuŠQvj ivbv| †Quv w`‡q
ivB‡djUv Zz‡j wbj,
wb‡Ri ˆZwi GKPvjvi Qvqvq Dcyo n‡q
ï‡jv, Zvici Kuv‡a
†VKvj ivB‡d‡ji euvU|
Luvwo‡Z P‡j G‡m‡Q
†gvUi‡evU| ûB‡j emv wb‡MÖv gwnjv‡K
†`L‡Z cv‡”Q ivbv|
jybv Avi GK †jvK cvkvcvwk w¯‹ Ki‡Q,
wKš‘ †jvKUv jybvi
Ad-mvB‡WцUwj‡¯‹vwcK mvB‡U †`Lv †Mj
jybv Avovj K‡i
†i‡L‡Q Zv‡K|
Iiv hLb Nyi‡e, fvej
ivbv, †jvKUv ZLb Ii w`‡K
_vK‡e| ¸wj Kivi Rb¨
A‡c¶v Ki‡Z n‡e I‡K|
†dvKvm A¨vWRv÷ Kij
I| mvB‡U gv‡S g‡a¨ i¨v‡gR‡K
LvwbKUv †`L‡Z †cj|
`w¶Y Av‡gwiKvb cyi“l †m·-wm¤^j
†hgb nq, G-I Zvi
GKUv D`vniYÑmy›`i Mob, cÖPzi †cwk,
my`k©b †Pnviv, j¤^v
Kv‡jv Pzj mv`v †fj‡f‡Ui wieb w`‡q
79
RvqMvgZ AvUKv‡bv|
Zx¶è GKUv euvK Ny‡i
wdiwZ c_ aij †evU|
Iiv `yÕRb ci¯ú‡ii
Kv‡Q cÖgvY Ki‡Z PvB‡Q KZ `¶
Zviv| †evU hLb
Nyi‡Q, jvd w`‡q jybvi iwkUv UcKvj i¨v‡gR,
QyU‡Q GKUv gvÎ w¯‹‡Z
fi K‡i, d‡j Avevi jybvi Ad-mvB‡W
P‡j †Mj †m|
A‡c¶v Ki‡Q ivbv,
mvB‡U †PvL †i‡L AbymiY Ki‡Q
I‡`i‡K| †ewkifvM mgq
jybvi gv_vUvB μm Iqvqv‡i cv‡”Q
I| i¨v‡gR‡KI
gv‡Sg‡a¨ cv‡”Q, wKš‘ Zv Lye Kg mg‡qi
Rb¨| G Am¤¢e GKUv
kU| GLb hw` ¸wj nq, i¨v‡g‡Ri †P‡q
jybviB gviv hvIqvi
m¤¢vebv †ewk| GLb `yÕR‡bB GK nv‡Z †Uv
evi a‡i Av‡Q, Av‡iK
nv‡Z a‡i Av‡Q ci¯ú‡ii nvZ| `yÕRb
GLb GZ Kv‡Q, jybvi
Ad-mvB‡W i¨v‡gR‡K ivbv †`L‡ZB
cv‡”Q bv|
ï‡q ï‡q †N‡g †Mvmj
n‡”Q ivbv| Z‡e Aw¯’i n‡”Q bv|
Avevi euvK Ny‡i
wdi‡Q †evU| Gevi i¨v‡gR‡K Ab mvB‡W
†`Lv †Mj| mij GKUv
c_ AbymiY Ki‡Q Iiv| μmIqvq¨v‡i
GLb i¨v‡g‡Ri gv_vUv
†c‡q †M‡Q ivbv| mvB‡Ui wKbvivq jybvi
ïay bvK Avi wPeyK
†`L‡Z cv‡”Q I|
GB mgq GKUz wcwQ‡q
coj jybv| i¨v‡gR‡K GKv †c‡q
†Mj ivbv| GiKg mnR
GKUv kU mvjRviI †evanq wgm
Ki‡e bv|
wUªMvi †U‡b w`j
ivbv, Z‡e Zvi Av‡M I‡`i w`K †_‡K
ivB‡d‡ji bj Nywi‡q
wb‡q‡Q I|
†fuvZv GKUv AvIqv‡Ri
m‡½ †ewi‡q †Mj ey‡jU| wKš‘
ey‡j‡U †Kvb †ZR †bB,
MwZI †bBÑQv‡`B wQU‡K coj †mUv|
ey‡jU †_‡K Mvb
cvDWvi †ei K‡i †bIqv n‡q‡Q|
Nvo wdwi‡q mvjRv‡ii
w`‡K ZvKvj ivbv| Ii KvQ †_‡K
LvwbK `~‡i `uvwo‡q
i‡q‡Q †m|
Qv‡` GKv _vKvi mgq
Ii civgk© gZB KvRUv K‡i‡Q
mvjRvi| Mv‡Qi Wv‡j
e‡m cvZvi duvK w`‡q Zvi GB KvÊ
Pv¶zlI K‡i‡Q ivbv|
ÔKvRUv †Zvgvi? Mvb
cvDWvi †ei K‡i wb‡qQ?Õ wR‡Ám
Kij ivbv, m‡›`n Ki‡Q
wmuwoi `iRvi Avov‡j †Kvjvgwe
`uvwo‡q _vK‡Z cv‡i|
gv_v SuvKvj mvjRvi|
Ônu¨v|Õ
Luvwoi w`‡K ZvKvj
ivbv| w¯‹qvi `yÕRb BwZg‡a¨ †i‡Äi
evB‡i P‡j †M‡Q, †evU
Zv‡`i‡K †Lvjv mvM‡i †ei K‡i wb‡q
hv‡”Q|
`uvovj ivbv| fvej,
Z‡e GZ mn‡R cvi cvIqv hv‡e bv|
jybv‡K wb‡q Kvj Avi
ciïI w¯‹ Ki‡Z Avm‡e i¨v‡gR|
ÔZzwg wK mwZ¨B GZUv
fxZz? †Zvgvi n‡q LybUv Avwg Kie,
Zv-I Zzwg n‡Z w`‡Z
PvI bv?Õ A`„k¨ †Kvjvgwe‡K †kvbvevi
D‡Ï‡k wR‡Ám Kij
ivbv|
mvbM−v‡mi Avov‡j
wb‡R‡K jywK‡q †i‡L ivbvi w`‡K wdij
mvjRvi| Ôbv, PvB
bv,Õ LmL‡m Mjvq ejj †m|
ÔhvI, bx‡P wM‡q
wb‡Ri AvPiY e¨vL¨v K‡iv,Õ ejj ivbv|
wmuwo †e‡q †b‡g †Mj
mvjRvi|
K‡qK wgwbU ciB
¯ú¨vwbk msjv‡ci we‡ùviY †f‡m Gj|
UvmKv‡bi AvIqvR
cv‡”Q ivbv, iv‡M Kuvc‡Q Mjv| Gi Av‡M
Zv‡K Gfv‡e K_v ej‡Z
†kv‡bwb, Kx ej‡Q wKQyB †evSv hv‡”Q
bv|
gv‡S g‡a¨ mvjRv‡ii
MjvI cvIqv hv‡”Q| A‡b‡Ki Pov
Mjvi gvSLv‡b Zvi
Kɯ^i A¯^vfvweK kvš— jvMj Kv‡b|
GiKg †ek wKQy¶Y Pjj|
Zvici Mvwoi `iRv eÜ Avi
BwÄb ÷vU© †bIqvi kã
†cj ivbv|
AviI K‡qK wgwbU ci
wmuwoi gv_vq D‡V G‡m †Kvjvgwe
†`Lj wbPz cuvwP‡j
e‡m i‡q‡Q ivbv| nvZQvwb w`‡q WvKj †m|
Ôwg÷vi UvmKvb Avcbvi
R‡b¨ A‡c¶v Ki‡Qb|Õ
Zvi wcQy wb‡q
eviv›`vq †b‡g Gj ivbv| GKUv †Pqv‡i e‡m
80
cv †`vjv‡”Q UvmKvb|
eviv›`vi †kl gv_vq `uvwo‡q i‡q‡Q
wW‡qwUªP| ivbvi w`‡K
ZvwK‡q †evKvi gZ nvmj †m| †mvRv
†nu‡U G‡m UvmKv‡bi
mvg‡bi GKUv †Pqv‡i emj ivbv, nvZ j¤^v
K‡i gy‡Vvi ey‡jU
`y‡Uv †Uwe‡ji Dci Zvi mvg‡b ivLj|
ÔAvwg ZLb Mv‡Q
wQjvg, †Zvgvi fxZzi wWg †Q‡j ey‡jU
†_‡K Mvb cvDWvi †ei
K‡i †i‡LwQj,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔwkIi kU
wQj IUv| †Zvgvi
BwW‡qU †Q‡j Acv‡ikbUv fÊyj bv Ki‡j
GZ¶‡Y i¨v‡gR gviv
†hZ|Õ
ivbvi w`‡K ZvwK‡q
_vKj UvmKvb, cv_‡ii gZ jvM‡Q
†PnvivUv| ÔivB‡djUv
Avcbvi †PK Kiv `iKvi wQj|Õ
ÔZvB g‡b n‡”Q
†Zvgvi? †PK Avwg K‡iB †i‡LwQjvg|
dvqvi Kivi R‡b¨ ˆZwi
wQj IUv|Õ
gv_v SuvKvj UvmKvb|
ÔIi m‡½ Avwg K_v e‡jwQ| hv
ejj, wek¦vm Kiv‡Z
†c‡i‡Q Avgv‡K| †Uvcv‡Ri aviYv kUUv
Am¤¢e wQj| Avgiv
†hLvb †_‡K †`LwQjvg ILvb †_‡K †`‡L
ZvB g‡b nw”Qj| Kv‡RB
KvRUv Avgiv Kvj Kie|Õ
ÔGgwb‡ZB KwVb GKUv
KvR, Zvi Ici hw`...Õ
ÔGici Avi Zvi Zid †_‡K
†Zvgv‡K †Kvb mgm¨vq co‡Z
n‡e bv,Õ ejj UvmKvb|
ÔZzwg ïay †`L‡e, wg÷vi ivbv, †Zvgvi
Zid †_‡K Avgvi †hb
†Kvb mgm¨v bv nq|Õ
wW‡qwUª‡Pi w`‡K Nyij
†m, Zvi w`‡K GKUv nvZ j¤^v Kij|
wbtkã nvwm‡Z f‡i DVj
wW‡qwUª‡Pi gyL, c‡KU †_‡K wUmy¨
†ccv‡i †gvov GKUv
c¨v‡KU †ei Kij †m|
c¨v‡KUUv wb‡q †Uwe‡j
ivLj UvmKvb| ÔGLv‡b GKUv
wRwbm Av‡Q, wg÷vi
ivbv, Kvj mdj n‡Z mvnvh¨ Ki‡e
†Zvgv‡K| GUv Ggb
GKUv wRwbm, nviv‡j Avevi cvIqv hvq|
Gici †hUv Avbe †mUv
GZ mn‡R wd‡i cvIqv bvI †h‡Z
cv‡i| wc−R, K_vUv
g‡b ivL‡eb|Õ
†Pqvi Qvoj UvmKvb, eviv›`v
†_‡K †b‡g Mvwoi w`‡K
hv‡”Q| Zvi wcQy wbj
wW‡qwUªP|
GK gyn~Z© BZ¯—Z K‡i
c¨v‡KUUvi w`‡K nvZ evovj ivbv|
Mvwo P‡j hv‡”Q, Ii
w`‡K GwM‡q Gj †Kvjvgwe|
ÔivLyb IUv, wg÷vi,Õ
kvš— K‡É ejj †m| ÔIB c¨v‡K‡U
UzBsK&‡ji Pzj
Av‡Q| wg÷vi UvmKvb Avcbv‡K ïay Rvbv‡Z Pvb
†h †MvUv e¨vcviUv
m¤ú‡K© wZwb AZ¨š— wmwiqvm|Õ
Zvi w`‡K ZvwK‡q _vKj
ivbv| ÔUzBsK&‡ji Pzj?Õ
Ab¨w`‡K ZvKvj
†Kvjvgwe| ÔAvevi MRv‡e|Õ
Kuvcv nv‡Z c¨v‡KUUv
Lyjj ivbv| UzBsK&‡ji mg¯— †mvbvwj
Pzj Kv‡jv wieb w`‡q
†eu‡a ivLv n‡q‡Q| ÔKLb NUj GUv?Õ
†emy‡iv Mjvq Rvb‡Z PvBj
I|
ÔAvR mKv‡j|Õ
ÔAvR mKv‡j? Zzwg hLb
ûBw¯‹ Avb‡Z wM‡qwQ‡j?Õ
Ôbv...c‡i| Avcbv‡K
†Zv e‡jwQ, †m fv‡jv wQj| Pzj¸‡jv
KvUv n‡q‡Q AviI
c‡i|Õ
ÔmvjRvi GUv Rv‡b?Õ
ÔZLb RvbZ bv| GLb
wd‡i †M‡Q, Rvb‡e|Õ
c¨v‡KUUv †Uwe‡j
bvwg‡q ivLj ivbv|
ÔAvwg `ytwLZ,
wg÷vi,Õ weoweo K‡i ejj †Kvjvgwe|
gyL Zz‡j Zvi w`‡K
ZvKvj ivbv| `i`i K‡i Nvg‡Q
†Kvjvgwe| gyLUv
¤−vb|
ÔGZB hw` `ytwLZ nI,
Zvi n‡q KvR KiQ †Kb Zzwg? †m
bvwK †fwbRy‡qjvi
Mixe K…lK‡`i gyw³`vZv...Kx K‡i m¤¢e?Õ
Kuva DuPz Kij
†Kvjvgwe| ÔZvi ˆewkó¨ n‡jv KvR Av`vq
Ki‡Z cviv| GUvB ïay
aiv nq, ev GUviB ïay ¸i“Z¡| KvR
Kwi‡q †bqvi R‡b¨,
gv‡S-g‡a¨ aib e`jvb|Õ nv‡Zi D‡ëvwcV
w`‡q Mv‡ji Nvg gyQj
†m| ÔZuv‡K w`‡q A‡bK fv‡jv KvR
n‡q‡Q|Õ
ÔAvwg wek¦vm Kwi
bv|Õ
Ô`k eQi Av‡M Zuvi
†Mvôxi †jvKRb `yÕgvBj `~i †_‡K
K¨v‡b K‡i cvwb e‡q
AvbZ| wg÷vi UvmKvb ej‡jb mgm¨vUvi
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mgvavb Ki‡eb| †jvKRb
Zuvi K_v wek¦vm Kij bv| wZwb
Rvb‡Z cvi‡jb GKRb
ivRbxwZK AcwiYZ †g‡q‡`i m‡½
ˆ`wnK m¤úK© Ki‡Q| Kx
K‡i Rvb‡jb, wR‡Ám Ki‡eb
bv...GUvB Zuvi wMdU,
gvby‡li `ye©jZv Rvbv|
ÔIB ivRbxwZ‡Ki m‡½
K_v ej‡jb wZwb| hw` Pvb †Zv
e¨vcviUv‡K e−¨vK‡gBj
ej‡Z cv‡ib, Z‡e cvwbi cvBc emv‡bv
n‡q †Mj|
Ô†ewkw`b Av‡Mi K_v
bq, Avgv‡`i †jvKRb mg¯— cY¨
L”P‡ii wc‡V Zz‡j
kn‡i wb‡q AvmZ| wKQy L”Pi AvwgI
†L`vZvg| wg÷vi
UvmKvb wm×vš— wb‡jb Avgiv UªvK e¨envi
Kie| Av‡iKRb
ivRbxwZK‡K evQvB Kiv n‡jv| wg÷vi
UvmKvb Zuvi †Kvb
GKUv `ye©jZv Lyu‡R †ei Ki‡jb| Zuviv ˆeVK
Ki‡jb, Agwb `k
Uªv‡Ki GKUv eni G‡m †Mj| GB n‡jv Zuvi
Kv‡Ri c×wZ|Õ Amnvq
fw½‡Z nvZ `y‡Uv `yÕw`‡K †g‡j w`j
†Kvjvgwe| ÔwZwb hw`
wb‡Ri †jvKR‡bi R‡b¨ wKQy Pvb, †mUv
Av`vq K‡i †bb|
Kxfv‡e Av`vq Kiv n‡jv, GUvi †Kvb ¸i“Z¡
Zuvi Kv‡Q †bB|Õ
ÔGB †jv‡Kiv Rv‡b Kx
ai‡bi gvbyl †m?Õ
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eyS‡Z w`j, Nywm
gvi‡Z hv‡”Q I, Zvici Zv‡K bvMv‡ji g‡a¨
†c‡qB GK jv‡d k~‡b¨
D‡V cv Qyuoj Zvi gv_v j¶¨ K‡i|
`ª“ZMwZi d¬vBs wKKUv
wW‡qwUª‡Pi gv_vi Wvb cv‡k jvMj|
gv_vi evg cvkUv
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kã n‡jv, g‡b n‡jv
†hb †MvUv evwo †Ku‡c D‡V‡Q| GK gyn~Z©
†`qv‡j †mu‡U _vKj
wW‡qwUª‡Pi wcV, Zvici †`Lv †Mj Nlv
†L‡q †g‡S‡Z †b‡g
Avm‡Q †m| Nv‡oi Dci boeo Ki‡Q
gv_v, Lywji GKcvk
†_‡K †ewi‡q Avmv i³ wPeyK †_‡K SiSi
K‡i Si‡Q| GiKg gvi
LvIqvi ci Lye Kg †jvKB †eu‡P
_v‡K|
wKš‘ Avevi G‡Mvj
ivbv| bvMv‡ji g‡a¨ †c‡q
GKnv‡Z †V‡m aij Zv‡K
†`qv‡ji m‡½, Zvici Pvi-cuvPUv
Nywm Pvjvj
bv‡K-gy‡L| Ôej& kvjv, †K Lyb K‡i‡Q †n‡ivb
†evbvbRv‡K?Õ Zv‡K
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Reve †`‡e Kx, ivbv
†Q‡o w`‡Z †g‡S‡Z c‡o wb‡¯—R n‡q
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gZ Nb Nb nuvcv‡”Q|
AviI LvwbK wcQvj
ivbv, Reve bv †c‡q i³ P‡o hv‡”Q
gv_vq| Zvici Qy‡U
G‡m Wvb cv‡qi jvw_ Pvjvj wW‡qwUª‡Pi
gv_v j¶¨ K‡i|
ivbv‡K Pg‡K w`‡q Lc
K‡i Ii cv a‡i †djj wW‡qwUªP|
ax‡i ax‡i †g‡S‡Z D‡V
em‡Q, `yÕnv‡Z aiv Ii cv wb‡Ri †c‡Ui
m‡½ †P‡c †i‡L‡Q|
`uvwo‡q _vKvi Rb¨ GK cv‡q jvdv‡”Q
ivbv|
Avwg †kl, GiKg GKUv
fve wb‡q †g‡S‡Z c‡owQj
wW‡qwUªP, Avm‡j cÖPÊ
gvi LvIqvi ci †mUv nRg Kivi Rb¨
LvwbKUv wekªvg `iKvi
wQj Zvi, †mB m‡½ A‡c¶v KiwQj fvj
GKUv my‡hv‡Mi|
ivbvi cv a‡i †i‡LB
wm‡a n‡”Q wW‡qwUªP| wnsmª, euvKv nvwm
†`Lv hv‡”Q Zvi i‡³
†fRv gy‡L| AZ¨š— mveav‡b, ax‡i ax‡i
`uvov‡”Q †m, †Lqvj
ivL‡Q ivbv hv‡Z c‡o bv hvq|
GK cv‡q fvimvg¨ wVK
ivL‡Z Mj`Ng© n‡”Q ivbv, nVvr
eyS‡Z cvij Kx Ki‡Z
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w`‡q cÖwZ‡kva †bIqvi
B‡”Q|
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cy‡ivcywi wm‡a nqwb, AK¯§vr Wvb cv fuvR
Kij ivbv, acvm K‡i
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cv w`‡q m‡e‡M AvNvZ
Kij wW‡qwUª‡Pi Ei“mw܇Z| †Kuvr K‡i
90
GKUv AvIqvR †ewi‡q
Gj Zvi Mjv †_‡K, ivbvi cv †Q‡o w`‡q
`yÕnvZ w`‡q †P‡c aij
bvfxi bxPUv|
GK jv‡d wm‡a n‡jv
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wW‡qwUªP| GZUzKz `qv
n‡jv bv, Qy‡U G‡m d¬vBs wKK gvij Zvi
ey‡K| wQU‡K †`qv‡ji
Mv‡q evwo †Lj AvnZ ˆ`Z¨, GLbI
†P‡c a‡i Av‡Q bvfxi
bxPUv|
Ô†K Lyb K‡i‡Q
`v`y‡K?Õ wnmwnm K‡i Rvb‡Z PvBj ivbv,
wcwQ‡q Avm‡Q|
Reve w`j
wW‡qwUªPÑgv_v †b‡o|
Avi †Kvb cÖkoe bq,
Qy‡U G‡m Avevi GKUv d¬vBs wKK gvij
ivbv| cÖPÊ evwo †L‡q
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kixi| `uvwo‡q _vKvi
kw³ †bB, `ovg K‡i c‡o †Mj †m|
Ô†K?Õ wR‡Ám Kij
ivbv| Qy‡U G‡m w¯’i c‡o _vKv
wW‡qwUª‡Pi gv_vq
jvw_ gvij Avevi|
†Kvb Reve †bB|
Ô†K Lyb Kij?Õ Rev‡ei
Avkvq GK †m‡KÊ A‡c¶v Kij
ivbv, Zvici Avevi
Qy‡U Gj jvw_ gvivi Rb¨|
G‡Kev‡i †kl gyn~‡Z©
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Zv‡K cix¶v Kij I|
gviv †M‡Q †m|
wW‡qwUª‡Pi c‡KU
nvZ‡o Pvwei GKUv wiO †cj ivbv| Zv‡Z
GKB Zvjvi `y‡Uv Pvwe
i‡q‡Q| eÜ N‡ii Zvjvq wdU Kij|
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i‡q‡Q `v`y †n‡ivb
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gv_vq Rovb mv`v
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ivbv‡K †`‡L
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`v`y| nvmj ivbv| fvj
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w`j I|
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nvwmgy‡L Zv‡K Avk¦¯—
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`v`y, me c‡i ïbe e‡j Zv‡K _vwg‡q
w`‡q‡Q ivbv, Zvici
e‡j‡Q, ÔevB‡i GKUv wRc Av‡Q, IUv
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PvBj ivbv| ÔIiv wbðq †Zvgvi me
A¯¿ mwi‡q †d‡j‡Q?Õ
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bv, IUv Avgvi `yM©! IiKg AviI KZ
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n‡j ILv‡bB hvI Zzwg|
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nvZ N‡l wbPz cuvwP‡ji w`‡K G‡Mvj
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wK Av‡`Š cvIqv hv‡e?
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Zzwg?Õ
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bvKUv Kv`vi Ici
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Kg eq‡m gviv
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Avcbv‡K Avi Avgv‡K
cv_i †eu‡a mvM‡i †d‡j †`qv n‡e|
Zvici mvjRvi Avi
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avivj †Pv‡L
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Zvi gyL| Zv‡K †`‡L
g‡b n‡”QÑg„Zz¨i cÖni ¸b‡Q|
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e¨vcviUv wVK †gjv‡Z
cvi‡Q bv ivbv| Gi g‡a¨ wKQy GKUv
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bv|
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nv‡Zi D‡ëvwcV w`‡q
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gvwo‡q †nu‡U †M‡Q|
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fvlv‡ZB K_v e‡j|Õ
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w`‡q †nu‡U hvIqv gv‡b, Gi †P‡q eo
Aciva Avi wKQy n‡Z
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eo kvw¯—| GgbKx †m
hw` KZ©vi †Q‡jI nq| e„× wg÷vi
UvmKvb‡K hw` msMV‡bi
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n‡e| ïay Zv n‡jB
wg÷vi UvmKvb em& wnmv‡e wb‡Ri c‡`
envj _vK‡Z cvi‡eb|
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wek¦vm Ki“b|Õ
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ej‡Z AvcwË Kx‡mi?
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mgq eo wPš—v †L‡j, wZwb me mgq eo
c−¨vb K‡ib, eo eo
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KviY IivB †Zv
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Lyb Kiv cvwbi gZ mnR GKUv
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Zv‡K †g‡i †dj‡Z
cviZvg| wKš‘ GUv Zuvi Kv‡Ri aviv bq|
Ô†h‡nZz jvL jvL
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cÖexY wn‡m‡e cwiwPZ
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cv‡i| GB cÖexYiv
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Avevi ïi“ Kij †m|
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WªvMb n‡q DV‡e
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cviZ bv mvjRvi, wKš‘ ev‡ci wb‡`©k
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n‡q‡Q Zv‡K|
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UvmKv‡bi fvB‡qi Awdm
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w`‡q‡Q
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cÖwZ‡kva †b‡e
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Kiv‡Z cvi‡eb bv|
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Ki‡Z ej‡j †eu‡K em‡e|
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wb‡”Q cywjk, Z‡e GLb ch©š— Ggb KviI
mÜvb cvIqv hvqwb
hv‡`i m‡½ †Kvjwi‡Ri †`Iqv eY©bv †g‡j|
Lei cvV‡Ki evPbfw½‡Z
Avfvm cvIqv †Mj, Ugvm
†KvjwiR‡K cvMj e‡j
g‡b Ki‡Q †m|
ivZ `kUvi w`‡K
†nv‡Uj Qvoj Iiv| gvwm©wWRUv †Kvjvgwe
Pvjv‡”Q| ivbvi
wb‡`©‡k GKUv †mjd-mvwf©m †÷v‡ii mvg‡b
_vgj †m| GK‡Rvov
†j`vi M−vf wKbj I, †μb †e‡q IVvi
mgq `iKvi n‡e| AviI
wbj GK WRb m¨vÛDBP Avi d¨vwgwj
mvBR GKUv †KvK|
G¸‡jv fivi Rb¨ †QvU GKUv ivKm¨vK
wKb‡Z n‡jv|
Gici mvbkvBb
†nv‡U‡ji w`‡K iIbv n‡e Iiv| GUv
wec¾bK GjvKv|
UvmKv‡bi †jvKRb ivbvi gvwm©wWR †P‡b,
ZvB †i›U-Av-Kvi
Awd‡m wM‡q MvwoUv e`‡j GKUv cyiv‡bv
K¨vwWjvK wbj ivbv|
c¨vivWvBm ey‡jfvW©
ïi“ n‡Z hv‡”Q †`‡L †Kvjvgwe‡K Mvwo
cvK© Ki‡Z ejj ivbv|
GLvb †_‡K AvagvBj `~‡i mvbkvBb
†nv‡Uj, GUzKz †nu‡U
hv‡e Iiv|
ÔZzwg Avgvi wcQy
†b‡e `k wgwbU ci,Õ †Kvjvgwe‡K ejj
ivbv| Av‡MB wVK
n‡q‡Q, †μ‡bi Kv‡Q cÖ‡g ivbv GKv hv‡e|
ey‡jfv‡W© GB gyn~‡Z©
cÖPzi †jvKRb, ixwZgZ VvmvVvwm wfo
†j‡M Av‡Q| GB wf‡oi
wfZi nvwi‡q hvIqv mnR| GK
†`vKv‡b Xy‡K †QvU
†`‡L GKUv bvBU M−vm wKbj ivbv|
wZb wgwbU nuvU‡ZB
mvbkvBb †nv‡UjUv ivbvi `„wómxgvq
P‡j Gj| †iBj a‡i
dzUcv‡Zi wKbvivq `uvwo‡q Av‡Q A‡bK
gvbyl, ˆmKZ Avi
mvM‡ii w`‡K ZvwK‡q AmsL¨ bvix-cyi“‡li
øvb †`L‡Q|
ILv‡b GKevi †_‡g
ivbv †`Lj UvmKv‡bi †nv‡Uj my¨B‡U
Av‡jv R¡j‡Q|
Gici AZ¨š— mveav‡b
wf‡oi wfZi †_‡K †ewi‡q G‡m
A¨vcvU©‡g›U e−‡K
XyKj ivbv| GLv‡b hw` KvD‡K †`L‡Z cvq,
wbðq UvmKv‡bi GKRb
ewWMvW©B n‡e †m| nv‡Z Qywi wb‡q
ˆZwi n‡q Av‡Q ivbv|
Z‡e Avkcv‡k †KD Av‡Q
e‡j g‡b n‡jv bv| mgq wb‡q,
mveav‡b G‡Mv‡”Q I|
GK mgq †μ‡bi B¯úv‡Zi cv¸‡jv
†`L‡Z †cj| Pvicv‡k
†Kv_vI †KD †bB|
98
gyL Zz‡j †μbUvi
gv_vi w`‡K ZvKvj ivbv| evûUv Ii
gv_vi A‡bK Dci Sz‡j
i‡q‡Q, iv‡Zi AvKv‡k A¯úófv‡e
AuvKv|
UvmKv‡bi †jvKRb
wb‡R‡`i `vwqZ¡ wVKgZ cvjb Ki‡Q
bv| ivbv fej, †μbUv
Avm‡j Zv‡`i Kv‡Q †Kvb ûgwK ev SzuwK
e‡j g‡b nqwb| m¤¢eZ
†μbUv †PK K‡i †M‡Q Zviv, wm×v‡š—
†cuŠ‡Q‡Q GUv †e‡q
Dc‡i IVv KviI c‡¶ m¤¢e bq, Kv‡RB
GLv‡b cvnviv emv‡bvi
†KvbI gv‡b nq bv|
†Svc-Svo Avi †g‡Vv
c_ cvi n‡q A¨vcvU©‡g›U e−‡K wd‡i
Gj ivbv, Zvici Qvqvq
e‡m A‡c¶vq _vKj|
`k wgwbU ci GKUv
Qvqvg~wZ©‡K †nu‡U Avm‡Z †`Lj ivbv,
nv‡Z GKUv myU‡Km
i‡q‡Q| big Mjvq WvKj Zv‡K| Qvqvi
wfZi P‡j Gj †m|
Ô†KD †bB Gw`‡K,Õ ejj
ivbv|
ivbvi cv‡k `uvwo‡q
gyL Zz‡j AvKv‡ki w`‡K ZvKvj
†Kvjvgwe, †μ‡bi j¤^v
evûUv †`L‡Q| Ôbv _vKviB †Zv K_v|
†Uªwbs Qvov AZ
DuPz‡Z KviI c‡¶ IVv m¤¢e bq| Avcbvi
c‡¶I bq|Õ
†j`vi M−vfm †ei K‡i
cij ivbv|
ÔAvgvi Kv‡Q GKUvB
wc¯—j,Õ ejj †Kvjvgwe| ÔeyS‡ZB
cvi‡Qb...Õ
ÔRvwb, IUv †ZvgviB
jvM‡e|Õ
ÔZv n‡j? Zuv‡K Avcwb
gvi‡eb Kxfv‡e?Õ
Ôey‡ov kKzbUv‡K Avwg
wcwU‡q gvie,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔZzwg
†Zvgvi ¯¿x Avi
ev”Pv‡`i Kv‡Q wd‡i hvI, †Kvjvgwe| †Zvgvi
GKUv fwel¨r Av‡Q|
†mUv Dc‡fvM K‡iv|Õ
A¯úó Puv‡`i Av‡jvq
ci¯ú‡ii w`‡K A‡bK¶Y ZvwK‡q
_vKj Iiv|
Ôwe`vq, wg÷vi,Õ ejj
†Kvjvgwe| ÔAvkv Kwi, cÖv_©bvI Kwi,
Ic‡i DV‡Z cvi‡eb
Avcwb|Õ
Zvici AÜKv‡i wgwj‡q
†Mj †m|
ivbv GLb GKv|
†μb †e‡q IVvi Av‡M
nvZNwo †`Lj ivbv| ivZ GLb `kUv
Pwj−k| mvbkvBb
†nv‡UjUvi w`‡K ZvKvj| Av‡jvi eb¨vq †f‡m
hv‡”Q wekvj feb|
UvmKv‡bi my¨BU Uc †d¬v‡i|
ivZUv Mig| m¤¢vebv
Av‡Q e¨vjKwb‡Z `yÕGKevi †ei“‡e
UvmKvb| Z‡e fv‡M¨i
mnvqZv †c‡Z n‡e I‡K| my¨B‡U UvmKvb
bv-I _vK‡Z cv‡i| Z‡e
bv _vK‡j Av‡jv R¡j‡e †Kb?
†μbUvi B¯úv‡Zi
KvVv‡gvq D‡V Gj ivbv| Dc‡i IVv
mnRB jvM‡Q Ii| GLb
ïay KvRUvq †j‡M _vKv| febUvi
cuvPZjv mgvb DuPz‡Z
D‡V G‡m bx‡P GKevi ZvKvj I|
bx‡P †KD †bB|
AvKv‡k cÖPzi Kv‡jv
†gN R‡g‡Q| iv‡Zi †Kvb GK mgq
e„wó n‡e| Lywk n‡jv
ivbv| AvKv‡k GiKg †gN _vK‡j Puv`Uv
†ewki fvM mgq Avov‡j
_vK‡e| ZLb †KD †μ‡bi w`‡K
ZvKv‡jI †`L‡Z cv‡e
bv I‡K|
wekªvg †bIqvi Rb¨ μm
ev‡i _vgj ivbv| K¬vš— Ae¯’vq
Qv‡` †cuŠ‡Q hw`
UvmKv‡bi GKRb ewWMv‡W©i mvg‡b c‡o hvq,
Zvi cwiYwZ fv‡jv n‡e
bv|
†cwk wkw_j K‡i w`‡q
mvbkvBb †nv‡UjUv †`L‡Q ivbv|
Uc †d¬v‡ii cuvPUv
e¨vjKwb‡Z GK ev GKvwaK †jvK Av‡Q| GB
†j‡fj †_‡K †KvbUv †h
UvmKv‡bi my¨BU, wbwðZ n‡Z cvi‡Q bv
ivbv| †kl cÖvš— †_‡K
¸Yj I, wm×v‡š— †cuŠQvj Z…Zxq e¨vjKwb
my¨BUUv wbðqB
UvmKv‡bi| e¨vjKwb‡Z bq, Av‡jv R¡j‡Q
msjMoe Kvgivq|
Rvbvjvq fvwi ci`v _vKvq e¨vjKwb‡Z Av‡jvi
†Kvb AvfvI †bB|
Uc †d¬v‡ii cªwZwU
e¨vjKwb cÖvq wek dyU j¤^v n‡e, `yB
cÖv‡š— GKUv K‡i
`y‡Uv mv`v wcjvi Av‡QÑm¤¢eZ †k¦Zcv_‡ii|
cuvP wgwbU wekªvg
†bIqvi ci Avevi DV‡Q ivbv| `kZjvq
99
†cuŠ‡Q Av‡iKevi
wekªvg| bx‡P SuvK SuvK †nWjvBU †`L‡Z
cv‡”Q I, ey‡jfv‡W©
R¨vg †j‡M _vKv UªvwdK KvwQ‡gi gZ
axiMwZ‡Z G‡Mv‡”Q|
Ii Wvb w`‡K †Kvb
evav †bB, ˆmKZ Avi mvMi †`Lv hv‡”Q
`~‡i| GZ iv‡ZI A‡bK
gvbyl muvZvi KvU‡Q| ˆmKZ cÖvq
cy‡ivUvB d¬vWjvB‡Ui
Av‡jvq D™¢vwmZ n‡q Av‡Q|
c‡b‡ivZjvi mgvb Dc‡i
D‡V Gj ivbv| M−vfm c‡i _vKvi
eyw× gv_vq Avmvq
Lywk I| GgbKx I¸‡jv c‡i _vKv m‡Ë¡I
nv‡Zi Pvgov Q‡o
hv‡”Q, †dvmKv co‡Q| AbeiZ B¯úv‡Zi
weg aiv, Zvici
wb‡R‡K †U‡b Dc‡i †Zvjv AZ¨š— cwikª‡gi
KvR| KvRUv ax‡i ax‡i
Ki‡Q e‡j, hw`I Mi‡g Nvg‡Q, GLbI
nuvwc‡q I‡Vwb I|
GUv‡K ivbv h‡_ó ¸i“Z¡ w`‡”Q| ZvB Avevi
wekªvg wbj|
ivbv †Lqvj Kij
†nv‡UjUvi Uc †d¬v‡ii `y‡Uv my¨B‡Ui
Av‡jv wb‡f †Mj| Z‡e
GLb †hUv‡K cÖvq wbwðZfv‡e
UvmKv‡bi my¨BU e‡j
g‡b Ki‡Q †mUvi Av‡jv wVKB R¡j‡Q|
AviI LvwbKUv Dc‡i
IVvi ci †μ‡bi Szjš— evûi †Mvovq
†cuŠQvj ivbv, d‡j GB
gyn~‡Z© †nv‡UjUvi Uc †d¬v‡ii m‡½ GKB
†j‡f‡j i‡q‡Q I| Z‡e
UvmKv‡bi e¨vjKwb‡Z †cuŠQv‡Z n‡j
†μ‡bi K¨v‡e Xy‡K
Szjš— evûUv‡K LvwbK †Nviv‡Z n‡e| Kv‡jv
†gN¸‡jv nVvr K‡iB
†X‡K †djj Puv`Uv‡K, UvmKv‡bi e¨vjKwb
AÜKv‡i cy‡ivcywi A`„k¨
n‡q †Mj|
†μ‡bi K¨v‡e Xy‡K
wjfvi †Nvivj ivbv, Szjš— evûUv‡K
mveav‡b UvmKv‡bi
e¨vjKwbi w`‡K †Nvivj| Zvici K¨ve †_‡K
†ewi‡q Gj|
PIov avZe evûUvi
†Mvovq †cuŠ‡Q Avevi wekªvg wb‡”Q
ivbv| `~‡i we`y¨r
PgKvj| AvKvk †X‡K ivLv †g‡Ni ivR¨
gyn~‡Z©i Rb¨
Av‡jvwKZ n‡q DV‡Z †`Lj I| †gN WvKvi
¸i“M¤¢xi AvIqvR †f‡m
Gj wKQ¶Y ci| Gw`‡Ki AvenvIqv
m¤ú‡K© aviYv Av‡Q
IiÑAvi GK NÈvi g‡a¨ e„wó ïi“ n‡e|
bx‡Pi AÜKv‡i ZvKvj
ivbv| wKQyB †`Lv hvq bv|
ivbvi aviYv,
UvmKv‡bi m‡½ my¨B‡U GLb Kgc‡¶ Zvi
AwZ wek¦¯— `yB f³,
Z_v MvW© Av‡QB|
K‡qK wgwbU A‡c¶v Kij
ivbv, †Pv‡L bvBU M−vm †mu‡U
ZvwK‡q Av‡Q Avi Kvb
†c‡Z ïb‡Q| †Kv_vI †_‡K †Kvb kã
Avm‡Q bv| †Kv_vI
wKQy bo‡Q e‡jI g‡b n‡”Q bv|
Z‡e GKB †d¬v‡ii
Ab¨vb¨ my¨BU BwZg‡a¨ AÜKvi n‡q
†M‡Q| UvmKv‡bi
e¨vjKwb cy‡ivcywi AÜKvi, †mLv‡b †KD
_vK‡jI †`L‡Z cvIqv
hv‡e bv| Av‡Q bvwK? jywK‡q?
ˆZwi n‡q mveav‡b
G‡Mvj ivbv| evûUv h‡_ó PIov nIqvq
†nu‡U †h‡Z Ii †Kvb
mgm¨v n‡”Q bv| Szjš— †μ‡bi evûi †kl
gv_vUv μgk GwM‡q
Avm‡Q| gvSLv‡b nvZ `y‡q‡Ki GKUv
duvK, ZviciB
UvmKv‡bi e¨vjKwb| e¨vjKwbi `yÕw`‡K `y‡Uv
wcjvi‡K m‡›`n Ki‡Q
I|
avZe evûi G‡Kev‡i
†kl gv_vq G‡m †`Lj ivbv, duvKUv
gvÎ nvZ Lv‡bK| KvD‡K
†`L‡Z cv‡”Q bv I, †Kvb bovPovi
AvIqvR cv‡”Q bv,
ZviciI Kxfv‡e †hb Rv‡b mvg‡bi
e¨vjKwb‡Z Ii Rb¨
A‡c¶v Ki‡Q †ewbwWKUvm UvmKvb Zvi
f³ Z_v MvW©‡`i wb‡q|
Kv‡RB ˆZwi n‡qB ILv‡b bvg‡Z n‡e
I‡K|
mv`v †iBwj‡O cv ivLj
ivbv, Zvici Szc K‡i e¨vjKwbi
†g‡S‡Z bvgj| nvZ
`y‡Uv wbZ‡¤^i gvSLv‡b, wki`uvovi †kl
cÖv‡š— GK Kiv|
m‡½ m‡½ Av‡jvi eb¨vq
†f‡m †Mj e¨vjKwb| Kvgiv †_‡K
e¨vjKwb‡Z †ei“evi
`iRvUv eÜ, †mUvi mvg‡b †Kvg‡i nvZ
w`‡q `uvwo‡q i‡q‡Q
†ewbwWKUvm UvmKvb| †mvbvwj `uvZ †ei
K‡i nvm‡Q †m| ÔAvwg
wb‡Ri nv‡Z †Zvgv‡K gvie, ivbv| KviY
Zywg Avgvi †Q‡j‡K
mwi‡q †d‡jQ| Zzwg Avgvi wkKvi, ZvB
†Zvgvi w`‡K e›`yK
†Zv‡jwb Iiv †KD|Õ
Ô`ytwLZ, wg÷vi,Õ
†n‡m D‡V ejj †Kvjvgwe| Wvbw`‡Ki
100
wcjv‡ii Avovj †_‡K
†ewi‡q Gj †jvKUv|
mivmwi ZvKvqwb ivbv,
ZviciI Abyfe Kij evg cv‡ki
wcjv‡ii Avovj †_‡KI
†ewi‡q Avm‡Q †KD GKRb| wbðq
ivgvjyB n‡e|
Ôwbb, wg÷vi UvmKvb,
Avcwb ïi“ Ki“b,Õ ejj †Kvjvgwe,
nv‡Zi wc¯—jUv ivbvi
w`‡K Zzj‡Q|
ivbvi kix‡i †hb
we`y¨r †L‡j †Mj| wcQb †_‡K †ewi‡q
G‡m gv_vi cv‡k DuPz
n‡jv Wvb nvZ| mu¨vr K‡i Qy‡U hvIqvi
mgq Av‡jv †j‡M wSK
K‡i DVj †_ªvBs bvB‡di i“cvwj djv|
cigyn~‡Z© †`Lv †Mj
wc¯—j †d‡j w`‡q Qywii nvZjUv `yB nv‡Z
AvuK‡o a‡i‡Q
†Kvjvgwe| djvUv Zvi nv‡U©i wVK bx‡Pi w`KUvq
†Mu‡_ †M‡Q|
GZUzKz weiwZ bv w`‡q
evg w`‡K wd‡i wØZxq QywiUvI
Qyu‡o‡Q ivbv| Ii
aviYvB wVK, Iw`‡Ki wcjv‡ii cv‡k ivgvjyB
†ewi‡q G‡m‡Q| ZviI
ey‡Ki evg w`‡K, nv‡U©i wVK bx‡Pi
w`KUvq Xy‡K‡Q Qywii
djv| †m-I wc¯—j †d‡j w`‡q nvZj
AuvK‡o a‡i‡Q|
†Kvjvgwe Avi ivgvjy
cÖvq wbtk‡ã X‡j coj e¨vjKwbi
†g‡S‡Z|
Kx †`L‡Q eyS‡Z
Amywe‡a n‡”Q UvmKv‡bi, A_©vr wb‡Ri
†PvL‡K wek¦vm Ki‡Z
cvi‡Q †m, ZvB cvjvevi K_vUv g‡b c‡o
†h‡Z GKUz †`wi n‡q
†Mj Zvi| Ny‡i `iRvUv Lyj‡Z hv‡e,
wcQb †_‡K ejj ivbv,
ÔAv‡i, hvI †Kv_vq?Õ Zvici Zvi kv‡U©i
KjviUv a‡i Uvb w`j|
wb‡Ri w`‡K Zv‡K
†Nvivj ivbv, Zvici †V‡j wb‡q wM‡q
†`qv‡ji m‡½ †P‡c
aij| ÔGLb ïay gvi n‡e!Õ wnmwnm K‡i
ejj I| Ôe¨vUv
Avnv¤§K, †Kv_vKvi †Kvb& †fwbRy‡qjvb WvKvZ,
wb‡R‡K Zzwg †f‡eQ
Kx? †KD †Zvgv‡K †kLvqwb †m‡ii Ici
†mvqv †miI _v‡K?Õ
Rev‡ei A‡c¶vq bv
†_‡K ïi“ Kij I|
†m †h Kx gvi, e‡j
†evSv‡bv hv‡e bv| GKbvM‡o wekcuwPkUv
Nywm †g‡i UvmKv‡bi
†Pvqvj `y‡Uv ¸uwo‡q w`j ivbv|
GK mgq †`Lv †Mj bvK
e‡j wKQy †bB Zvi, cy‡iv RvqMvUvB
`M`‡M ¶Z n‡q †M‡Q|
KbyB w`‡q UvmKv‡bi
cuvR‡i G‡Ki ci GK ¸u‡Zv gvij
ivbv, †hb Zvi
dzmdz‡mi mg¯— evZvm †ei K‡i Avbvi †Póv
Ki‡Q|
me‡k‡l cv‡qi e¨envi|
jvw_i ci jvw_|
UvmKv‡bi GKUv †PvL
†d‡U †M‡Q, evB‡iUv †Uwbm e‡ji
gZ dz‡j D‡V‡Q|
†`qv‡j Vy‡K †d‡U †M‡Q Lywj| cuvR‡ii nvo
†f‡O‡Q Kg K‡iI
Qq-mvZUv| evB‡i †_‡K †`Lv hv‡”Q bv,
Z‡e Zvi wKWwb `y‡UvI
†_uZ‡j †M‡Q|
`uvwo‡q _vKvi kw³
†bB UvmKv‡bi| nvZ-cv‡qi myL †g‡Uwb
e‡j Zv‡K a‡i `uvo
Kiv‡”Q ivbv, Zvici AviI gvi‡Q|
g‡b g‡b †jvKUvi
cÖksmv bv K‡i cvij bv ivbv| GZ gvi
Lv‡”Q, wKš‘ GKeviI
cÖvY wf¶v Pvqwb UvmKvb| cwi®‹vi Rv‡b,
†Kb Zv‡K Gfv‡e gviv
n‡”Q, KvRUv ivbvi AbywPZ n‡”Q, Zv-I
fve‡Z cvi‡Q bv| GB
†jvKUvi Dci MZ wKQyw`b †m Kx †h
h‡_”QvPvi K‡i‡Q,
fv‡jv K‡iB Rvbv Av‡Q Zvi| †Kej Rvbv
wQj bv GB we‡`kx
†jvKUvi cÖwZwnsmv Kx fqsKi n‡Z cv‡i|
†mUvB nv‡o nv‡o †Ui
cv‡”Q GLb|
Z‡e ivbv‡K wew¯§Z
Kij †jvKUvi cÖvYkw³| GZ gvi
†L‡qI †jvKUv gi‡Q
bv! †hb cY K‡i‡Q, gi‡e bv wKQy‡ZB|
†kl gvi GKUv jvw_|
UvmKvb‡K `uvo Kivj ivbv| Ôc‡o
†h‡qv bv!Õ ûKzg Kij
I| Zvici `yB-cv wcQy nUj| UvmKvb
c‡o hv‡”Q †`‡L `ª“Z
Qy‡U G‡m jvw_ gvij Zvi ey‡K|
wQU‡K mv`v †iBwj‡O
wcV w`‡q coj UvmKvb| †g‡S †_‡K
k~‡b¨ D‡V †Mj cv
`y‡Uv| †iBwj‡Oi Dci i³v³ kixiUv BZ¯—Z
Kij GK gyn~Z©, Zvici L‡m coj bx‡P|******
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