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iμev‡iB wd‡i †h‡Z n‡e Avgv‡`i‡K| Zvi gv‡b, †Zvgvi

ev‡Ni LuvPv 55

cwiPq m¤ú‡K© wg. RymvBI‡K mvB` hw` AvR wbwðZ Ki‡Z

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Ônu¨v, wbðqB|Õ

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dvivn, fxZ mš¿¯— fw½‡Z wcQy nU‡Q|

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GB mgq wPrKvi ïi“ Kij mvB`| ivbv‡K nZf¤^ K‡i

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†÷‡Ri w`‡K ZvKvj ivbv| K‡qKRb wmwKDwiwU Awdmv‡ii

60 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

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w`‡q †÷R †_‡K †ewi‡q †Mj †m|

ev‡Ni LuvPv 61

Pvi

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62 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

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Avgv‡`i mevi Kv‡M©v †Zvjvi e¨vcv‡i Avgiv †Zv Av‡MB

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Avcbvi m‡½ e¨emv Ki‡Z cvwi|Õ

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wcwQ‡q Gj dvivn LvwbKUv, Zvici beŸyB wWwMÖ euvK wb‡q †e

a‡i QyUj, MwZ μgk evov‡”Q| m‡›`n †bB, †evU Pvjbv fvjB

Rv‡b| Ô†Kv_vq, KZ`~i †eov‡Z PvI?Õ Gwćbi MR©b‡K

Qvwc‡q DVj dvivni wPrKvi|

GKUv nvZ Zz‡j Pviw`KUv †`Lvj ivbv| Ô†ewk `~‡i hvIqv

ev‡Ni LuvPv 103

wbivc` bq, Øx‡ci KvQvKvwQB _v‡Kv|Õ

†QvU †QvU †XD ¸uwo‡q w`‡q QyU‡Q †evU, euv w`‡K eû `~‡i

†nv‡U‡ji Av‡jv Avi e−¨vK‡nv‡ji GKUv †μ‡bi gv_vq jvj

evje MvBW Ki‡Q I‡`i‡K, Kzqvkv _vKvq GK dvwj iƒ‡cvi

gZ ¤−vb Puv` †Zgb †Kvb mvnv‡h¨ Avm‡Q bv| dvivn j¨vwÛs

w÷ªcUv‡K cvk KvwU‡q G‡m ˆmKZ †Nu‡l †evU Pvjv‡”Q|

e−¨vK‡nvj‡K wN‡i _vKv cv_y‡i cuvwPj ch©š— Gj Iiv, Zvici

wdiwZ c_ aij|

†Rvov wieb wkw_j n‡q covq dvivni Pzj Kv‡jv cZvKvi

gZ Do‡Q evZv‡m| nvZ Zz‡j wieb I wK¬c wVK K‡i w`j

ivbv| GK wPj‡Z †n‡m Ii nv‡Z g„`y Pvco gvij dvivn|

ÔAvgv‡K GKUv my‡hvM †`‡e?Õ Zvi Kv‡b †PuwP‡q ejj

ivbv, Bw½‡Z ûBjUv †`Lvj|

GK gyn~Z© BZ¯—Z K‡i nvmj dvivn| Ônu¨v, c−xR|Õ

RvqMv e`j Kij Iiv| ci¯úi‡K UcKv‡Z n‡jv, Z‡e

ivbv †Kvb my‡hvM MÖnY Kij bv|

÷vwU©s c‡q‡›U wd‡i G‡m BD Uvb© wbj ivbv, ¯úxW Kwg‡q

G‡b wR‡Ám Kij, Ôe−¨vK‡nv‡j †M‡j †Kgb nq?Õ

Ôbv|Õ gyn~‡Z© Avoó n‡q †Mj dvivn|

Ôbv †Kb? wK Av‡Q ILv‡b?Õ

ÔwK Avevi _vK‡eцμb, eyj‡WvRvi, wUb‡kW, †Kv`vj,

BuU-cv_i-wm‡g›U, GB me|Õ

Ôe›`x †bB? wKsev †Kvb jvk? wVK Rv‡bv, ILv‡b KvD‡K

R¨vš— Kei †`qv nqwb?Õ

dvivni gyL ïwK‡q †Mj| ÔG-me wK ejQ Zzwg!Õ

Ô†f‡ev bv VvÆv KiwQ,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔG-I †f‡ev bv †h Zzwg

104 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

wb‡la Ki‡jB Avwg ïbe|Õ

ÔAvgvi gZ ZzwgI Rv‡bv, ILv‡b hvevi AbygwZ †bB,Õ

ejj dvivn| ÔAvgvi kw³ †Kv_vq †h †Zvgv‡K †h‡Z evav

†`e! Z‡e mveavb KivUv Avgvi KZ©e¨| ILv‡b †M‡j wec`

n‡Z cv‡i|Õ

ÔwK wec`?Õ

ÔILv‡b MvW© Av‡Q| KvD‡K †`LvgvÎ ¸wj Kivi wb‡`©k

Av‡Q Zv‡`i Ici|Õ

Ô†Kb, wK Av‡Q ILv‡b?Õ

ÔAvgv‡K wR‡Ám KiQ †Kb? wK Av‡Q bv Av‡Q Avwg wK

K‡i eje?Õ

ÔmwZ¨ Zzwg Rv‡bv bv?Õ

gv_v bvoj dvivn|

Ô†m‡¶‡Î m‡iRwg‡b Z`š— K‡i †`Lv `iKvi bv wK Av‡Q

ILv‡b?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv| Ô†`LvgvÎ ¸wj Kivi wb‡`©k KLb

†`qv nq? †Mvcb Kivi gZ wbðqB wKQy Av‡Q ILv‡b|Õ

Dˇii A‡c¶vq bv †_‡K _ªUj cy‡ivcywi Ly‡j w`‡q

mivmwi e−¨vK‡nvj j¶¨ K‡i †evU †QvUvj ivbv|

LvwbK ci ci K‡qKUv †RwU †`Lv †Mj, †kl †RwUUv‡K

cvk KvUv‡”Q †evU, Xvj †e‡q Qy‡U †b‡g Avm‡Z †`Lv †Mj

K‡qKRb †jvK‡K| Puv‡`i Av‡jv ¤−vb n‡jI Zv‡`i nv‡Zi

ivB‡dj¸‡jv wPb‡Z ivbvi †Kvb Amywe‡a n‡jv bv| ¯úxW

Kgvj I, ivbA¨vevDU‡K †mªv‡Zi m‡½ †f‡m †h‡Z w`j| GK

mgq evwji m‡½ Nlv †L‡jv †ev‡Ui Zjv|

kw³kvjx d¬¨vkjvBU AÜ K‡i w`j ivbv‡K| nvZ Zz‡j

†PvL XvKj I, †Pv‡Li †KvY w`‡q dvivni w`‡K ZvKvj|

ev‡Ni LuvPv 105

wb®cÖvY g~wZ© n‡q e‡m Av‡Q dvivn| †VuvU †Rvov mvgvb¨

duvK, †Pv‡L wenŸj `„wó|

ÔcÖvB‡fU! cÖvB‡fU! hvb, fv¸bцK‡U co–b!Õ AÜKvi

cvwbi wKbviv †_‡K fvOv-fvOv Bs‡iwR‡Z †ND †ND K‡i DVj

GK †jvK, Zx¶è Kɯ^‡i cwi®‹vi ûgwK|

†PvL auvav‡bv Av‡jvi w`‡K wd‡i wbtk‡ã nvmj ivbv|

ÔAv‡i, fvB, GZ Nveovevi wK Av‡Q! Avgiv wbixn gvbyl,

GKUz cÖvB‡fwmi †Luv‡R G‡mwQ| wK Ggb Av‡Q GLv‡b, evwj

Avi MvQcvjv Qvov?Õ `uvovj ivbv, DBÛ¯OExb Uc‡K †ev‡Ui

†ev-†Z Avmvi †Póv Ki‡Q|

Av‡jvi wcQ‡b †gvUv‡mvUv GK †jv‡Ki KvVv‡gv b‡o DVj,

nv‡Zi KvievBb mivmwi ivbvi †c‡U ZvK Kij †m| Ônë!Õ

Gevi AviI KK©k Mjvq ûKzg Kij| ÔAvi hw` GK cv

G‡MvI, Avwg ¸wj Kie|Õ

Ôc−xR!Õ wcQb †_‡K wdmwdm Kij dvivn| Ôc−xR, I‡`i

mv‡_ jvM‡Z †h‡qv bv!Õ

Kuva SuvKvj ivbv, Av‡jvq †PvL †i‡L Avevi nvmj, Wvb

nv‡Zi ZR©bx wc¯—j evwb‡q Aci nv‡Zi AvOyj w`‡q n¨vgvi

bvgv‡bvi fw½ Kij, Zvici ejj, Ô†`L‡j? †Zvgv‡K Avwg

¸wj KiwQ bv| Z‡e c‡iievi wVKB Kie|Õ wcwQ‡q KKwc‡U

wd‡i Gj I|

ˆmKZ †_‡K `~‡i m‡i Gj ivbv, GwÄb eÜ K‡i †mªv‡Z

†Q‡o w`j †evU| ÔIiv wKš‘ mwZ¨ ¸wj KiZ, ZvB bv?Õ

†Rvi K‡i GKUz nvmj dvivn| ÔAvwg †Zv †Zvgv‡K Av‡MB

mveavb K‡iwQjvg|Õ

ÔwKš‘ AvBb wK e‡j Rv‡bv? cÖvB‡fU Øx‡cI †evU †fov‡bv

106 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

hvqÑZzwg nvB IqvUvi gvK©-Gi wb‡P _vK‡j KviI wKQy ejevi

AwaKvi †bB|Õ

wb‡f©Rvj †KŠZz‡Ki nvwm dzUj Gevi dvivni †Vuv‡U| ÔGmeI

†Zvgvi Rvbv Av‡Q?Õ

ÔGK mgq †evU wb‡q †Nviv‡div KiZvg|Õ

ivbvi evû‡Z nvZ ivLj dvivn| Ô_vK, Gwb‡q Avi

evovevwo Kivi `iKvi †bB| †jwU‡m Iiv G-me AvBb-UvBb

gv‡b bv|Õ

Ôbv gvb‡j gvbv‡Z n‡e!Õ K…wÎg iv‡M †duvm K‡i DVj

ivbv| Ôiv‡M Avgvi Mv R¡vjv Ki‡Q| †f‡eQ G Acgvb Avwg

†g‡b †be?Õ

Ô†kv‡bv, c−xR...Õ

dvivn‡K wb‡Ri ey‡K †U‡b wbj ivbv|

b‡oP‡o e‡m ivbv‡K Pz‡gv LvIqvi my‡hvM K‡i w`j

dvivn| ivbvi †VuvU Kv‡Q P‡j Avm‡Q †`‡L †PvL eyRj, gy‡L

jvRyK nvwm|

e−¨vK‡nv‡j GKUv mvP©jvBU R¡jj| I‡`i wcQ‡bi cvwb‡Z

coj Av‡jvUv| mPj Av‡jv ay‡q w`j I‡`i‡K, m‡i †Mj,

Zvici wd‡i G‡m w¯’i n‡jv|

Avevi boj dvivn, †PvL Lyjj| Av‡jvq †f‡m hv‡”Q

†evU| ivbv‡K †Q‡o LvwbKUv Ny‡i emj †m, †mvbvwj GKUv

nvZ j¤^v K‡i mvP©jvB‡Ui D‡Ï‡k AvOyj SuvKvj| m‡i †Mj

Av‡jvUv|

ÔZzwg I‡`iB `‡j, ZvB bv?Õ

Ô†evKvi gZ K_v †ev‡jv bv!Õ ivbvi ey‡K Avevi wd‡i Gj

dvivn, gyL Zz‡j †VuvU mvaj ivbv‡K|

ev‡Ni LuvPv 107

mnR n‡jv bv, wb‡Ri Ici †Rvi LvwU‡qB dvivn‡K

cÖZ¨vL¨vb Kij ivbv| wb‡R‡K Qvwo‡q wb‡”Q, nZf¤^ n‡q

dvivn wR‡Ám Kij, ÔwK n‡jv?Õ

GwÄb ÷vU© w`‡q †evU Qvoj ivbv| ¯úxW μgk evwo‡q †e

†_‡K †Lvjv mvM‡i †ewi‡q hv‡”Q|

ÔwK KiQ Zzwg?Õ

ÔAvgv‡K †`L‡Z n‡e wK Av‡Q e−¨vK‡nv‡j,Õ ejj ivbv|

ÔIw`KUvq Iiv cvnviv w`‡”Q w`K, Avgiv D‡ëv w`K w`‡q

DVe|Õ

ÔZzwg cvMj n‡q †MQ!Õ

Ô†cÖ‡g co‡j mevB nq,Õ e‡j †n‡m DVj ivbv|

ÔBm, wK wg_y¨K!Õ cÖwZev‡`i my‡i wPrKvi Kij dvivn|

Ô†cÖ‡g co‡j Zzwg Avgvi K_v ïb‡Z|Õ

ÔZzwg A¨vW‡fÂvi cQ›` K‡iv bv?Õ dvivni Kuv‡a GKUv

nvZ ivLj ivbv| ÔIiv ivB‡dj nv‡Z LyuR‡e Avgv‡`i, Avi

Avgiv †Sv‡ci Avov‡j †cÖg Kie| A¯^xKvi K‡iv, AvBwWqvUv

†ivgvw›UK bq?Õ

nvmj bv dvivn| wPwš—Z|

Øx‡ci D‡ëvw`‡K †cuŠQj †evU| †Lv‡j evwj †VK‡ZB

GwÄb eÜ K‡i w`j ivbv| mvg‡b jvd w`‡q cvwb‡Z coj,

†QvU †bvOiUv †U‡b wb‡q Gj ˆmK‡Z| _g_‡g gyL, Ii wVK

wcQ‡bB i‡q‡Q dvivn|

ÔïbQ! Iiv hw` a‡i †d‡j?Õ wdmwdm Kij †m|

ÔZzwg AvQ bv!Õ †n‡m DVj ivbv|

ÔGUv wK VvÆv Kivi e¨vcvi n‡jv?Õ K…wÎg wKbv †evSv †Mj

bv, †i‡M DVj dvivn|

108 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

Ô†Kb, Iiv †Zv †Zvgv‡K †P‡bB| wb‡Ri †Pv‡LB †Zv

†`Ljvg GKevi nvZ bvo‡ZB mwi‡q wbj Av‡jvUv| aiv co‡j

Zzwg hw` gvbv K‡iv Zvn‡j wbðqB Iiv Avgv‡K ¸wj Ki‡e

bv|Õ

Ô†evKvi gZ SzuwK wb”Q Zzwg,Õ ejj dvivn| Ôc‡i wKš‘

ej‡Z cvi‡e bv Avwg †Zvgv‡K mveavb Kwiwb| Avwg Bw½Z

Ki‡Z mvP©jvBU Nywi‡q wb‡q‡Q Iiv, wVK, wKš‘ Zvi gv‡b GB

bq †h Iiv Avgv‡K †P‡b ev Avgvi K_v ïb‡e|Õ

ÔGZ fq cv”Q †Kb?Õ nvm‡Q ivbv| ÔKzKzi¸‡jv †Zv Øx‡ci

D‡ëvw`‡K i‡q‡Q| Zviv Rvb‡eB bv Gw`‡K AvwQ Avgiv|Õ

gv_vi Pz‡j ax‡i ax‡i nvZ †evjvj dvivn, wki`uvov euvKv

Kij, dz‡j DVj eyK| Zvici ivbvi GKUv nvZ a‡i †QvÆ

cv_y‡i Xvj †e‡q Ic‡i DV‡Z ïi“ Kij| Ô†K Rv‡b,Õ weoweo

Kij †m, ÔZzwg GiKg `ytmvnmx Avi †ec‡ivqv e‡jB nq‡Zv

†Zvgv‡K GZ fvj †j‡M hv‡”Q Avgvi|Õ

ÔwK ej‡j?Õ fvj K‡i ïb‡Z cvqwb ivbv|

ÔGKevi dz‡ji gZ big, Avevi KLbI B¯úv‡Zi gZ

KwVbцZvgv‡K Avwg wPb‡Z cviwQ bv|Õ

Xv‡ji gv_vq D‡V GKUv wekvj †evìvi‡K cvk KvUvj

Iiv| mvg‡b wbtm½ GKUv MvQ‡K wN‡i †i‡L‡Q wKQy †Svc-

Svo| Iw`‡K NvmI †ek j¤^v|

Nv‡mi iv‡R¨ Xy‡K `uvwo‡q coj dvivn| †Pv‡L cÖkoe|

ivbv ZvwK‡q Av‡Q AvagvBj `~‡i, †μ‡bi gv_vq emv‡bv

jvj Av‡jvUvi w`‡K| ÔG‡mv, dvivn, Ny‡iwd‡i †`wL GKUz|Õ

ÔGiKg wKš‘ K_v wQj bv,Õ ¤−vb my‡i ejj dvivn|

ÔMí Kivi ev Mvb †kvbvi mgq dzwi‡q hv‡”Q bv,Õ ejj

ev‡Ni LuvPv 109

ivbv| ÔivZ †Zv m‡e ïi“ n‡jv|Õ

Ô†Zvgvi D‡Ïk¨Uv wK, e‡jv †Zv?Õ

Ôwek¦vm K‡iv, Aš—Z Amr †Kvb D‡Ïk¨ †bB| Avwg ïay

Avgvi †KŠZ‚nj †gUv‡Z PvB| Zzwg hw` †h‡Z bv PvI, †ev‡U

wd‡i wM‡q A‡c¶v K‡iv|Õ

Ô†K ejj Avwg †h‡Z PvB bv?Õ

ivbvi Kv‡b K_vUv †hb ûgwKi gZ †kvbvj|

ÔZvn‡j †`‡Lv!Õ Avevi ejj dvivn, Zvici ivbv evav

†`qvi Av‡MB QyUj †m, Zvi mv`v †Wªm Nv‡mi Ici †XD

Zzjj|

ZvovZvwo Zvi cv‡k P‡j Gj ivbv, †QvUvi MwZ Kwg‡q

Avb‡Z eva¨ Kij| dvivn Ii w`‡K ZvKvj bv, Z‡e evû‡Z

ivbvi nvZUv‡K †g‡b wbj| ivbvi IB nvZ MvBW Ki‡Q Zv‡K|

Nv‡mi ivR¨ cvi n‡q Gj Iiv, †Svc¸‡jv‡K cvk KvwU‡q

QyU‡Q| Pvicv‡ki cvg Mv‡Qi SuvKov gv_v¸‡jv LmLm

AvIqvR Ki‡Q evZv‡m| †evU †_‡K A‡bK `~‡i P‡j G‡m‡Q

Iiv, Kb÷ªvKkb mvBU GLvb †_‡K cwi®‹vi †`Lv hv‡”Q|

ÔGLv‡b A‡c¶v K‡iv,Õ wdmwdm Kij ivbv, Zvici `ª“Z

cv †d‡j †eXc AvK…wZi GKUv KswμU wg·vi †gwk‡bi wcQ‡b

G‡m _vgj| Kvb †c‡Z A‡c¶v Ki‡Q|

evZv‡mi nv-ûZvk Qvov Avi †Kvb kã †bB| wKQy

M¨vjfvbvBRW-†gUvj m¨vK ev KzwUi, GKUv wWªwjs wiM Avi

LvwbK `~‡i GKUv †μbB ïay †`L‡Z cv‡”Q I| Ii mivmwi

mvg‡b gyL e¨v`vb K‡i Av‡Q cÖKvÊ GKUv MnŸi, MnŸ‡ii wZb

w`‡K Kswμ‡Ui †`qvjÑAmgvß GKUv wfZ| evwK GKUv w`K

Xvjy n‡q wf‡Zi Zjvq †b‡g †M‡Q, gvwU‡Z ˆZwi eyj‡WvRv‡ii

110 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

¶Z¸‡jv ¯úó †`Lv hv‡”Q|

e¨vcviUv ivbvi †evaMg¨ n‡jv bv| e−¨vK‡nv‡ji

GKw`KUvq Kov cvnviv w`‡”Q Iiv, A_P Av‡iKw`‡K Un‡ji

e¨e¯’vI ivLv nqwb †Kb? RvqMv e`‡j AviI GKUz mvg‡b

hv‡e, GB mgq Pvcv GKUv wPrKvi †f‡m Gj wcQb †_‡K|

SU K‡i Nyij ivbv| AÜKv‡i dvivn A¯úó GKUv †duvUv

gvÎ, wKš‘ Zvi Avi ivbvi gvSLv‡b IB iKg AviI `y‡Uv

†duvUv Xy‡K co‡Q| Zviv ivbvi w`‡KB AvmwQj, dvivni

wPrKvi ï‡b GBgvÎ `uvwo‡q coj|

`uvwo‡q _vKvi w¯’i fw½B e‡j w`j, dvivn‡K Zviv GLbI

†`L‡Z cvqwb| †m hw` GLb ïay gv_v wbPz K‡i †Sv‡ci †fZi

Mv XvKv †`q, †jvK¸‡jvi †PvL duvwK w`‡q mn‡RB wd‡i †h‡Z

cvi‡e †ev‡U| wKš‘ Zv bv K‡i Ny‡i †`Šo w`j dvivn, wcQ‡b

mv`v cZvKvi gZ Do‡Q †WªmUv|

cÂvk MRI †h‡Z cvij bv, aiv c‡o †Mj dvivn| GKUv

wm‡g›U Uªv‡Ki Avovj †_‡K ivbv †`Lj, wcQb †_‡K wc‡V

av°v w`‡q dvivn‡K gvwU‡Z †d‡j w`j GK †jvK| wK †hb

ej‡Q †jvK¸‡jv, fvlvUv ivbvi †evaMg¨ n‡jv bv| GK gyn~Z©

ci dvivn‡K a‡i `uvo Kivj Zviv| Qvoj bv, †U‡b-wnuP‡o

ivbvi w`‡K nuvwU‡q Avb‡Q Zv‡K|

A‡c¶v Ki‡Q ivbv, MvW©‡`i nvefve Avi D‡Ïk¨ †evSvi

†Póv Ki‡Q| `yÕRbB k³-mg_©, Z‡e †Zgb j¤^v bq| ivbvi

m‡›`n n‡jv, †jvK `yÕRb m¤¢eZ †Kvwiqvb| `yÕR‡bi nv‡ZB

GKUv K‡i KvievBb i‡q‡Q|

wZbR‡bi `jUv wm‡g›U fwZ© UªvK‡K euv‡q †i‡L

Av‡iKw`‡K P‡j hv‡”Q| `~iZ¡ GB gyn~‡Z© wek M‡Ri †ewk n‡e

ev‡Ni LuvPv 111

bv| wKQy GKUv Kiv `iKvi, Z‡e Avkcv‡k AviI †Kvb MvW©

Av‡Q wKbv wbwðZ nIqvUv Ri“ix e‡j g‡b Ki‡Q ivbv|

†jvK `yÕR‡bi gvSLv‡b i‡q‡Q dvivn, gv_vUv †bvqv‡bv,

cv †dj‡Z †nuvPU Lv‡”Q `yÕGKevi| †hfv‡eB †nvK bvwfi

Kv‡Q †MuvRv †Wª‡mi Kvco AvjMv n‡q hvIqvq Aveª“ i¶v

KwVb n‡q `uvwo‡q‡Q, nvZ `y‡Uv mviv¶Y e¨¯— kix‡i †WªmUv‡K

AvU‡K ivL‡Z| e¨vcviUv j¶ K‡i nvmvnvwm ïi“ Kij MvW©

`yÕRb| ivbv ïb‡Z †cj dvivn †duvcv‡”Q|

Uªv‡Ki Av‡iK cv‡k P‡j G‡m I‡`i‡K `~‡i m‡i †h‡Z

†`L‡Q ivbv| cÖKvÊ MnŸiUvi wKbviv †Nu‡l nuvU‡Q Iiv|

GKevi GKUv KzwU‡ii Avov‡j nvwi‡q †Mj, †ei“j Ava wgwbU

ci, nuvUvi MwZ Av‡Mi †P‡q GKUz †hb †ewk| cv †U‡b †U‡b

nuvU‡Q dvivn, MwZ evovevi R‡b¨ GKRb MvW© Zvi nvZ a‡i

Uvb w`j| e¨_v †c‡q KvZ‡i DVj dvivn, AvIqvRUv GZ `~i

†_‡KI ïb‡Z †cj ivbv| †jvK¸‡jv Avevi †n‡m DVj|

Iiv `„wóc‡_i evB‡i P‡j †h‡Z Uªv‡Ki Avovj †Q‡o GKUv

KzwU‡ii w`‡K QyUj ivbv, IUvB me‡P‡q Kv‡Q| KzwUiUvi cv‡k

_vgj, `~‡i ZvKv‡Z Avevi †`L‡Z †cj wZbR‡bi `jUv‡K|

`~i Avi AÜKvi e‡jB wZbRb‡K Qq †c‡q GKUv `vb‡ei gZ

jvMj †`L‡Z| Kswμ‡Ui e−K w`‡q ˆZwi GKUv wewì‡Oi w`‡K

hv‡”Q Iiv| IUvi KvVv‡gv B¯úvZ w`‡q ˆZwi| GKgyn~Z©

`uvwo‡q _vKj Iiv| †MU Ly‡j †h‡Z †fZ‡i XyKj| Avevi eÜ

n‡q †Mj †mUv|

KzwU‡ii VvÊv avZe †`qv‡j †njvb w`‡q cwiw¯’wZUv

we‡ePbv Ki‡Q ivbv| wVK ûeû GiKg bv n‡jI, AvR mܨvq

Ii †h c−¨vb wQj Zvi m‡½ A‡bKUvB wg‡j †M‡Q NUbv¸‡jv|

112 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

mgm¨v n‡jv, Abyf~wZ ej‡Q GKv ïay IiB bq, AviI Aš—Z

GKR‡bi GKUv c−¨vb wQj|

dvivn wbixn, NUbvP‡μi Amnvq wkKvi, GUv †Kvbfv‡eB

†g‡b †bqv hv‡”Q bv| gvb‡Z evav w`‡”Q Ii mv`v Kvco|

ev‡Ni LuvPv 113

AvU

NUv K‡i wm×vš— †bqvi †Kvb cÖ‡qvRb †bB| dvivni e›`x

nIqvUv †mªd Awfbq gvÎ, Rv‡b ivbv; AÜKv‡i mv`v †WªmUv

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ev‡Ni LuvPv 123

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ev‡Ni LuvPv 125

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126 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

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ev‡Ni LuvPv 127

ivbv| W¨vk‡ev‡W©i wKbviv a‡i Uªv‡Ki bv‡K Szj‡Q dvivn, Zvi

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128 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

nv‡Z LvwbKUv mgq †c‡q wPš—v Ki‡Z cvi‡Q ivbv| dvivn

b‡o DV‡ZB ûBj †_‡K nvZ mwi‡q Zv‡K cv‡ki mx‡U P‡j

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ïay Mv‡qi R¨v‡KU Ly‡j awi‡q w`j nv‡Z|

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wewìsUv‡K wcQ‡b †djj Iiv, mvg‡b MnŸi Avi MnŸi

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PvBj ivbv|

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130 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

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ev‡Ni LuvPv 137

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138 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

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ev‡Ni LuvPv 169

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ev‡Ni LuvPv 171

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172 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

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ev‡Ni LuvPv 173

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ev‡Ni LuvPv 175

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ev‡Ni LuvPv 177

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dz‡qj dzwi‡q hvIqvq GwÄb eÜ wQj| †ev‡U †Ls, Bqvg ev

†Zvgv‡K cvIqv hvqwb,Õ ivbv‡K wi‡cvU© Kij †m|

ÔGK‡kv MR muvZ‡i †evU †ewm‡b †cuŠQvB Avwg,Õ ejj

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w`B|Õ

Ôgv_vq e¨v‡ÛR euvav wKg Db LvwbK Av‡M GK`j †jvK

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g‡a¨ jyKvm Avs‡K‡ji †c−b j¨vÛ Ki‡e †jwU‡m| me

e¨vcv‡iB Zuv‡K AÜKv‡i ivLv n‡q‡Q, Kvj iv‡Zi NUbvI...Õ

ÔwmRv‡ii †ev‡U Zzwg mv`v Avj‡Lj−v †i‡L G‡mwQ‡j wK

g‡b K‡i?Õ Rvb‡Z PvBj ivbv|

Ô†mŠw` Avie †_‡K Kvj K‡qKRb Uz¨wi÷ G‡m‡Q

ev‡Ni LuvPv 199

†nv‡U‡j,Õ ejj wkwi| ÔZv‡`iB GKR‡bi `iRv †Lvjv †`‡L

Iqv‡Wª©ve †_‡K †WªmUv Pzwi Kwi| fvejvg IUv ci‡j †Pnviv

†Mvcb Kiv †Zvgvi R‡b¨ mnR n‡e| G-me _vK, RymvBIi

m‡½ †Zvgvi wK K_v n‡jv ZvB e‡jv|Õ

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wØZxq AvÛviMÖvD‡Û Aw·‡Rb mvc−vB †`qv n‡”Q †gwk‡bi

mvnv‡h¨| †gwkb¸‡jv †Kv_vq emv‡bv n‡q‡Q Rvwb bv, m¤¢eZ

†Rbv‡iU‡ii KvQvKvwQ †Kv_vI n‡e, Z‡e †h Gqvi Wv± w`‡q

Aw·‡Rb mvc−vB †`qv nq †mUv †`‡L G‡mwQ|Õ

ÔZvigv‡b Avevi Zzwg ILv‡b hv‡e? wbN©vZ g„Zz¨i nvZ

†_‡K †eu‡P Avmvi ciI?Õ

ÔAvwg bv †M‡j †Zvgvi evev‡K mveavb Ki‡e †K?Õ

ÔwK e¨vcv‡i mveavb Ki‡Z PvI?Õ

ÔAmy‡Li fvY Ki‡Z n‡e Iu‡K| Gevi †W‡fb‡cvU© G‡j

Zuvi m‡½ †`Lv Kiv Pj‡e bv|Õ

Ô†Kb?Õ

ÔGLbI cy‡iv c−¨vbUv ¯úó nqwb g‡bi g‡a¨, ZvB ej‡Z

cviwQ bv| ïay GUzKz ej‡Z cvwi, wec` Gov‡Z n‡j Amy¯’Zvi

fvY Ki‡Z n‡e †Zvgvi evev‡K|Õ

ÔGR‡b¨ †Zvgvi ILv‡b hvIqvi wK `iKvi? AvwgB †Zv

Rvwb‡q w`‡Z cvwi|Õ

ÔwKfv‡e?Õ

Ô†Uwj‡dv‡b| GKw`b ci GKw`b †Uwj‡dv‡b †hvMv‡hvM

Kivi AbygwZ Av‡Q Avgv‡`i| hw`I Acv‡iUi ïb‡e Avgv‡`i

K_v, Avwg evsjvq ej‡j eyS‡e bv wKQyB|Õ

200 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

Ôevn&, PgrKvi! wVK Av‡Q GB `vwqZ¡Uv Zvn‡j †Zvgv‡KB

†`qv †Mj| wKš‘ Zvic‡iI Avgvi †h‡Z n‡e ILv‡b wKQy

wRwbm msMÖn Kivi R‡b¨|Õ

ÔAvgiv †Kvbfv‡e GdweAvB ev wmAvBG-i m‡½

†hvMv‡hvM Ki‡Z cvwi bv?Õ

ÔI‡`i cÖfvekvjx wKQy Awdmvi‡K cwP‡q †d‡j‡Q

RymvBI, Kv‡RB mvnvh¨ PvIqvUv D‡ë wec` †W‡K Avb‡Z

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nv‡Z cÖPzi mgq cve| AviI GKUv w`K mvgjv‡Z n‡e|Õ

ÔAv‡iKUv w`K gv‡b?Õ

ÔGiB g‡a¨ fy‡j †M‡j? ZzwgB bv ej‡j, †UKAd Kivi

mgq wi‡gvU K‡›Uªv‡ji mvnv‡h¨ †Zvgvi jyKvm Avs‡K‡ji

†c−bUv Dwo‡q †`‡e wmRvi|Õ

ÔI, nu¨v! ivbv, wKQy GKUv Ki‡e bv Zzwg?Õ

ÔKie †Zv e‡UB,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔwKš‘ wKfv‡e wK Kie

GLbI Rvwb bv|Õ

Ôfvj K_v,Õ ejj wkwi, ÔAvR iv‡Z wKš‘ GLv‡b, gv‡b

K¨viwj‡bi my¨B‡U †Zvgvi _vKv Pj‡e bv|Õ

Ô†Kb? K¨v_wib G‡m `Lj K‡i †b‡e Avgv‡K?Õ

Ôbv, VvÆv bq| wK e‡jwQjvg fy‡j †MQ? Kvj AviI GKUv

†c−b †UKAd Ki‡e †jwUm †_‡K| mvZRb †μZv‡K gvqvwg‡Z

†cuŠ‡Q w`‡Z hv‡e wmRvi|Õ

Ô†Zv?Õ

ÔwmRvi jxqvi †R‡Ui wbqwgZ cvBjU bq, we‡kl Dcj‡¶

gv‡S g‡a¨ Pvjvq| †hw`b †c−b wb‡q iIbv nq Zvi Av‡Mi

ivZUv GLv‡b KvUvq K¨viwjb, wmRvi‡K wb‡q|Õ

ev‡Ni LuvPv 201

bZzb Z_¨Uv wb‡q Mfxi wPš—vq Wy‡e †Mj ivbv| GKmgq

ejj, ÔK¨viwj‡bi GB my¨B‡U jywK‡q _vKvi †Kvb Dcvq †bB?Õ

Ô†Kb, GLv‡b _vK‡Z PvBQ †Kb?Õ

ÔAv‡Q wKbv?Õ

GKUz wPš—v Kij wkwi| Ôc¨v‡m‡Ri Ici GKUv gvPv Av‡Q,

UzwKUvwK wRwb‡m Vvmv| wKš‘ ILv‡b mvivUv ivZ Zzwg KvUv‡e

wKfv‡e?Õ

ÔAvgvi gv_vq GKUv c−¨vb G‡m‡Q, c‡i me Ly‡j eje,

†Kgb? Z‡e IB gvPv‡ZB Avgv‡K ivZ KvUv‡Z n‡e, wkwi| fvj

K_v, †Zvgvi weªd‡KmUv Lvwj K‡i †i‡Lv, Avgvi `iKvi n‡e|Õ

Awfgv‡b †VuvU †dvjvj wkwi| Ômviv ivZ Avwg GKv...Õ

nVvr †Lqvj n‡jv j¾vi gv_v †L‡q wK e‡j †dj‡Z hvw”Qj,

†kvaiv‡bvi e¨_© †Póvq gyL XvKj `yÕnv‡Z|

wØZxq AvÛviMÖvDÛ †_‡K cÖ‡qvRbxq wRwbmcÎ wb‡q wd‡i

G‡m‡Q ivbv| wkwii my¨B‡U mvivw`b A‡c¶v Kij I, wKš‘

jyKvm †W‡fb‡cvU© †jwU‡m G‡jb bv| wZwb hw` bvB Av‡mb,

K¨viwj‡bi my¨B‡Ui gvPvq ivZ KvUvevi †Kvb cÖ‡qvRb †bB

ivbviÑAš—Z wkwii ZvB aviYv| wKš‘ ivbvi c−¨vb ivbvB Rv‡b,

†W‡fb‡cvU© bv †cuŠQ‡jI gvPvq DV‡e I|

ÔAvR Avgvi †kv Av‡Q, Kv‡RB Avwg †Mjvg,Õ mܨvi w`‡K

ejj wkwi| ÔDcvq †bB, ivZUv †Zvgv‡K bv †L‡qB _vK‡Z

n‡e|Õ

ÔPzwi‡Z †Zv fvjB nvZ cvwK‡qQ,Õ ejj ivbv| Ô†divi

mgq hw` cv‡iv wKQy wb‡q G‡mv, Avi `yB my¨B‡Ui gvSLv‡bi

`iRvUv Ly‡j †i‡Lv| hw` my‡hvM cvB †`Lv K‡i hve †Zvgvi

202 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

m‡½|Õ

Avi wKQy bv e‡j P‡j †Mj wkwi| GKUz ciB cv‡ki

my¨B‡U hvevi cÖ¯‘wZ wbj ivbv| wc¯—j m‡½B Av‡Q, wkwii

weªd‡KmUv Zz‡j wbj weQvbvi Ici †_‡K| IUvq Av‡MB f‡i

†i‡L‡Q GKUv †cwÝj UP©, wKQy Zvi, GKUv c−vqvm©, ¯OEz-

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†_‡K Pzwi Kiv wi‡gvU K‡›Uªvj hš¿Uv| ivbv Avkv Ki‡Q, wmRvi

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A¨vKwU‡fU Ki‡e weªd‡K‡mi †evgvUv|

gvSLv‡bi `iRv Lyj‡Z hv‡e ivbv, wkwii †eWiƒ‡g Sb Sb

k‡ã †e‡R DVj †Uwj‡dvbUv| w¯’i n‡q †Mj I| Zvici ax‡i

ax‡i †eWiƒ‡g G‡m XyKj| †Uwj‡dv‡bi cv‡k `uvwo‡q wPš—v

Ki‡Q| †K Ki‡Z cv‡i †dvbUv? wkwi I‡K †dvb Kivi SzuwK

†b‡e bv| nq‡Zv K¨viwjb K‡i‡Q, †KŠk‡j Rvb‡Z PvB‡Q

wkwii my¨B‡U †KD Av‡Q wKbv| wKš‘ K¨viwjb hw` m‡›`n K‡i

ivbv wkwii my¨B‡U jywK‡q Av‡Q, Zvi †Zv †evSv DwPZ †h †dvb

G‡jI wiwmf Ki‡e bv I| †dvb bv K‡i m‡›`n wbim‡bi Ab¨

†Kvb Dcvq †e‡Q †b‡e †m| Zvn‡j? Ggb wK n‡Z cv‡i, wkwi

Ri“ix †Kvb Lei w`‡Z PvB‡Q I‡K?

Gevi wb‡q mvZevi wiO n‡”Q| wØav †S‡o †d‡j wiwmfvi

Zz‡j Kv‡b †VKvj ivbv|

Ô`k wgwbU n‡jv †cuŠ‡Q‡Qb Dwb,Õ wkwii Mjv| Avi wKQy bv

e‡j †hvMv‡hvM †K‡U w`j †m|

AÜKvi Kvgivq wKQy¶Y `uvwo‡q _vKj ivbv| m‡›`n †bB

Dwb ej‡Z jyKvm †W‡fb‡cvU©‡KB †evSv‡Z †P‡q‡Q wkwi|

hvK, †kl ch©š— f`ª‡jvK †cuŠ‡Q‡Qb| cÖkoe n‡jv, KvjB wZwb

ev‡Ni LuvPv 203

wd‡i hv‡eb wKbv, Ges †M‡j w`‡bi wVK KLb? AviI GKUz

wPš—v Ki‡Z ivbv Dcjwä Kij, GUv †Zgb ¸i“Z¡c~Y© cÖkoe bq|

KviY hLbB wZwb we`vq †bb, Zuvi we`vq †bqvi Av‡M mvZ

†μZv‡K wb‡q wmRvi †UK-Ad Ki‡e bv|

K¨viwjb hw` wmRv‡ii m‡½ ivZ KvUv‡Z Av‡m, m‡Ü

†_‡K wb‡q Mfxi ivZ ch©š— †h-†Kvb mgq Avm‡Z cv‡i †m|

Kv‡RB Zvi my¨B‡U GLbB Xy‡K cov `iKvi Ii|

K¨viwjbB m¤¢eZ Av‡M Avm‡e, Zvici wmRvi| `yÕRb

GKm‡½I Avm‡Z cv‡i| gvPvq emvi mywe‡a n‡jv, my¨B‡U

†XvKvi mgq wmRvi‡K ivbv †`L‡Z cv‡e| †`L‡Z cv‡e Zvi

nvZ Lvwj, bvwK weªd‡Km Av‡Q| Aek¨ ïay weªd‡Km †`‡L

†Kvb jvf †bB, wbwðZfv‡e Rvb‡Z n‡e IB weªd‡K‡m UvBg

†evgvUv Av‡Q wKbv|

m‡Üi ci, mv‡o QÕUvi w`‡K gvPvq DVj ivbv| K‡qKUv

KvW©‡evW© ev‡·i Avov‡j †`o NÈv e‡m _vKvi ci †Ui †cj

cv‡ki my¨B‡U wd‡i Gj wkwi| `k wgwbUI cvi nqwb, my¨B‡Ui

`iRvq kã n‡jv, Kx †nv‡j Pvwe †XvKv‡”Q †KD|

gvPvi wKbviv †_‡K GKUz wcwQ‡q Gj ivbv| AÜKv‡i wKQy

†`Lv hv‡”Q bv, Z‡e `iRv †Lvjvi AvIqvR XyKj Kv‡b,

ZviciB †kvbv †Mj GKvwaK gvby‡li nuvcv‡bvi kã| g‡b

n‡jv †K ev Kviv †hb †MvOv‡”Q|

myBP †Ucvi AvIqvR, ZviB m‡½ c¨v‡m‡Ri GKUv

wUDejvBU R¡jj| mv`v Av‡jvq K¨viwjb Avi wmRvi‡K

†`L‡Z †cj ivbv, `iRvi Kv‡Q `uvwo‡q wb‡R‡`i g‡a¨ †hb

a¯—vaw¯— ev gvivgvwi Ki‡Q| †g‡S‡Z, wmRv‡ii cv‡qi Kv‡Q

GKUv weªd‡Km|

204 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

nVvr wmRvi‡K av°v w`‡q mwi‡q w`j K¨viwjb|

wmRvi‡K AevK n‡Z †`Lj ivbv| ÔwK n‡jv?Õ

ÔIUv Zzwg †Kvb Av‡°‡j GLv‡b wb‡q G‡j?Õ Bw½‡Z

weªd‡KmUv †`Lvj K¨viwjb| Ô†cÖg Kie wK, IUvi K_v

fve‡jB nvZ-cv VvÊv n‡q Avm‡Q Avgvi|Õ

Ô`~i †evKv!Õ nvmj wmRvi, Kv‡jv gy‡L mv`v `uvZ wSK K‡i

DVj| Ôwi‡gvU K‡›Uªv‡j Pvc bv w`‡j †Kvbw`bB IUv dvU‡e

bv|Õ

Ô†Kv_vq †mUv?Õ AuvZ‡K D‡V Rvb‡Z PvBj K¨viwjb|

ÔnVvr hw` Pvc †j‡M hvq?Õ

c‡K‡U nvZ f‡i ¯^”Q c−vw÷‡Ki GKUv ev· †ei K‡i

K¨viwjb‡K †`Lvj wmRvi| Ôev‡·i †fZi Av‡Q, wKfv‡e Pvc

jvM‡e?Õ

ÔRvbZvg Zzwg wec‡` co‡Z fvjevm, wKš‘ GZUv

†ec‡ivqv Rvbv wQj bv| KvRUv Zzwg fvj K‡ivwb, wmRvi|Õ

ÔwK Avðh©, GZ fq cv”Q †Kb!Õ Amnvq †`Lvj wmRvi‡K|

ÔGZ fq †c‡j Kvj mKv‡j Zzwg †evgvUv dvUv‡e wKfv‡e?Õ

Ô†K ejj Avwg dvUve?Õ nVvr nvmj K¨viwjb, MjvUv wbPz

Kij|

Ô†K ejj gv‡b? em& wb‡R bv †Zvgv‡K `vwqZ¡ w`‡jb?Õ

gUgU K‡i AvOyj gUKvj K¨viwjb| Ôe‡mi KvQ †_‡K

AviI GKUv `vwqZ¡ †P‡q wb‡qwQ Avwg, Zv Rv‡bv? †Zvgiv P‡j

†M‡j Kvj `ycy‡i dvivn‡K Avwg mv‡ci Kvgo LvIqve|Õ

Ô†nvqvU!Õ

ÔAvgvi GKUv `ye©jZvi K_v Zzwg †Zv Rv‡bvB,Õ wdmwdm

K‡i ejj K¨viwjb| ÔGK‡N‡qwg KvUvevi R‡b¨ gv‡Sg‡a¨

ev‡Ni LuvPv 205

†g‡qi mvwboea¨ †c‡Z PvB| dvivn‡K fvj jvMvq Zv‡K Avwg

cÖ¯—ve w`B| Rev‡e †m Avgvi Mv‡j Po †g‡i‡Q| Kv‡RB em&

hLb ej‡jb †h dvivn‡K Zuvi Avi †Kvb cÖ‡qvRb †bB, m‡½

m‡½ Ii e¨e¯’v Kivi `vwqZ¡Uv †P‡q wbjvg Avwg|Õ

ÔwKš‘ Zvi m‡½ †evgv dvUvevi wK m¤úK©?Õ

Ôïay ïay KvD‡K gviv hvq? GKUv ARynvZ `iKvi bv?Õ

gy‡L nvZ Pvcv w`‡q nvmj K¨viwjb| ÔGqviw÷ª‡ci cv‡k mevB

hLb _vKe, wg. †W‡fb‡cvU© we`vq †bqvi mgq, Ii nv‡Z

wi‡gvU K‡›UªvjUv awi‡q †`e Avwg| wg. †W‡fb‡cv‡U©i †c−b

†UK-Ad Kivi ci †evZv‡g Pvc w`‡Z eje I‡K| I †Zv Avi

Rvb‡e bv Pvc w`‡j wK NU‡e| Rvb‡jB ev wK, wg. RymvBIi

mvg‡b Avgvi wb‡`©k Agvb¨ Kivi mvnm n‡e bv Ii| †evZv‡g

Pvc w`‡jB †Zv eyg, mvM‡ii Ici we‡ùvwiZ n‡e †c−bUv| GB

NUbvi R‡b¨ dvivn‡K `vqx Kie Avwg| em‡K eje, wZwb †hb

Zvi †cvlv mvcUv Ii Mjvq Rwo‡q †`b|Õ †n‡m DVj Avevi|

ÔAvBwWqvUv †Kgb, wUg?Õ

ÔG‡Z Avgvi mvq †bB,Õ ejj wmRvi| Ôe¨vcviUv AZ¨š—

wiw¯‹| dvivn hw` wi‡gvU K‡›Uªvj Qyu‡o †d‡j †`q? IUv †f‡O

†M‡j †evgv dvU‡e?Õ

K¨viwjb †i‡M †Mj| ÔG wb‡q †Zvgv‡K gv_v Nvgv‡Z n‡e

bv| Zzwg GLb e‡jv †evgv Avi ev·Uv wb‡q wK Ki‡e|Õ

ÔZzwg hw` PvI †evgvUv Avgvi Kvgivq _vK‡e, Zvn‡j

IUvi m‡½ Avgv‡KI ILv‡b _vK‡Z n‡e|Õ

ÔwVK Av‡Q, GLv‡bB †Kv_vI iv‡Lv Zvn‡j, wKš‘ †eWiƒ‡g

bq|Õ

Ô†eWiƒ‡g bq?Õ e‡j †PvL Zz‡j gvPvi w`‡K ZvKvj wmRvi|

206 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

Ô`uvovI, fvj RvqMv †c‡qwQ|Õ weªd‡KmUv †g‡S †_‡K Zzjj

†m, GwM‡q G‡m cv‡qi AvOy‡j fi w`‡q hZUv m¤¢e DuPz n‡jv|

e¨vcviUv nVvr NU‡Q, ZvB kã bv K‡i wcwQ‡q Avmvi mgqB

ivbv †cj bv, weªd‡KmUv mivmwi Ii †Kv‡jB Zz‡j w`j

wmRvi| c−vw÷‡Ki ev·Uv ivLj weªd‡K‡mi Ici|

c¨v‡mR †_‡K wmwUsiƒ‡g, †mLvb †_‡K †eWiƒ‡g P‡j †Mj

Iiv| †cwÝj UP© †R¡‡j m‡½ m‡½ KvR ïi“ Kij ivbv|

Kgwe‡bkb jK, wbw`©ó msL¨v¸‡jv Rvbv bv _vK‡j †Lvjv m¤¢^e

bq| fvej, weªd‡Km Qywi w`‡q †K‡U †dj‡j ¶wZ wK?

†cwÝj U‡P©i Av‡jvq †evgvUv cix¶v Kij ivbv| AZ¨š—

kw³kvjx †evgv, dvU‡j UzK‡iv bq, jyKvm †W‡fb‡cv‡U©i †c−b

†mªd ay‡jv n‡q hv‡e| †evgvi m‡½ wdU Kiv wmMbvj wiwmwfs

†gKvwbRg Avjv`v Kivi KvRUvq nvZ w`‡Z wM‡qI w`j bv I|

mgqmv‡c¶ KvR, †kl nevi Av‡MB hw` wmRvi weªd‡KmUv

wb‡Z P‡j Av‡m?

wkwii weªd‡KmUv Lvwj Kij ivbv| †evgv mn wmRv‡ii

†KmUvi IRb n‡e Pvi †KwRi gZ| gvPvq GKUv Uzje·

cvIqv †Mj| †fZ‡i nvZzwo, †iÂ, K‡qK ev· †c‡iK BZ¨vw`

i‡q‡Q| A¶Z †K‡m Av›`vR gZ I¸‡jv f‡i Wvqvj

†Nviv‡ZB eÜ n‡q †Mj Zvjv| †Kvb Kvi‡Y wmRvi hw` †KmUv

Lyj‡Z Pvq, ey‡S †dj‡e †KD wbðqB KvwiMwi dwj‡q‡Q|

nq‡Zv ZLb †KmUv KvU‡e †m, †`L‡Z cv‡e †fZ‡i †evgv

†bB| Z‡e Ly‡j †evgvUv †`Lvi B”Qv Zvi n‡e e‡j g‡b nq

bv|

fv‡M¨i mnvqZv †cj ivbv Ab¨ w`K †_‡K| `y‡Uv wi‡gvU

K‡›Uªvj GKB iKg †`L‡Z| Z‡e ivbvi wi‡gvU K‡›Uªvj w`‡q

ev‡Ni LuvPv 207

wbðqB †evgvUv dvUv‡bv hv‡e bv| hv‡e bv, GUv †evSvi R‡b¨

GKUv cix¶v Ki‡Z n‡e I‡K|

†evgv †_‡K wmMbvj wiwmwfs †gKvwbRg Avjv`v Ki‡Z

n‡jv| †gKvwbRg mvov w`‡jI †evgvUv GLb dvU‡e bv|

wmRv‡ii wi‡gvU K‡›Uªvj †_‡K cÖZ¨vwkZ A¨vKkb cvIqv

†Mj| Gici wb‡Ri wi‡gvU K‡›Uªv‡j Pvc w`j ivbv| RvbZ

†Kvb mvov cv‡e bv, †cjI bv|

c−vw÷‡Ki ev‡· wb‡Ri wi‡gvU K‡›Uªvj f‡i wkwii

weªd‡K‡mi Ici ivLj ivbv| Zvici †evgv I wmRv‡ii wi‡gvU

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