Wednesday, November 7, 2012

রানা! সাবদান!!


gvmy` ivbv
KvRx Av‡bvqvi †nv‡mb
f~wgKv
PU& K‡i m‡i ‡Mj ivbv jvm-KvUv N‡ii GKUv ‡gvUv Lv‡gi Avov‡j|
Avevi ‡mB AùzU ‡MvOvwbi kãUv Kv‡b Gj Ii| e¨vcvi wK?
AÜKv‡i wKQzB Vvni Kiv hv‡”Q bv fvjgZ| wKš‘ AvIqvRUv ‡h
e¨viv‡Ki g‡a¨ ‡_‡KB G‡m‡Q Zv‡Z ‡Kvb m‡ ›`n ‡bB|
jvm-KvUv N‡ii wVK wcQ‡bB Awdmvim& e¨vivK| AvRB mܨvq
e¨vivKUv Lvwj K‡i ev‡ivRb fviZxq mvgwiK Awdmvi P‡j ‡M‡Q
nvmcvZvj ‡Q‡o bqvw`j−x- ivbv wb‡Ri ‡Pv‡L ‡`‡L‡Q| ‡mB duvKv
e¨viv‡Ki g‡a¨ gvby‡li Mjvi AvIqvR ‡Kb? ‡K KvZiv‡”Q ILv‡b?
‡KvbI Uª¨vc? aiv c‡o ‡Mj ‡m?
mš—c©‡Y PvBj ivbv Pvicv‡k| mgqUv Dwbk‡kv cuqlwÆ mv‡ji ‡PŠVv
A‡±vei| hy×-weiwZ ‡NvlYvi ci ‡_‡KB ax‡i ax‡i Zz‡j ‡dj‡Q Iiv
Av¤^vjv nvmcvZvj-‡Niv A¯’vqx ‰mb¨-wkwei| wKš‘ cÖnivi e¨e¯’vq
wX‡jwg ‡bB GKwe›`y| `~‡i mve-‡gwkbMvb nv‡Z K‡qKRb ‡mw›Uª `uvwo‡q
Av‡Q cv_‡ii g~wZ©i gZ| wkwe‡ii Pviw`‡K DuPz Zv‡ii ‡eov| `k nvZ
Aš—i Aš—i ‡eovi Mv‡q cuvP‡kv cvIqv‡ii evje Szwj‡q w`‡q `y‡f©`¨
Kiv n‡q‡Q| Zvi Ici AvURb mk¯¿ ‡mw›Uª me©¶Y Unj w`‡q ‡eov‡”Q
cy‡iv GjvKv|
Avevi Gj kãUv| ‡mBmv‡_ A¯úó GKUv a¯—vaw¯—i AvIqvR|
AÜKv‡i Mv-XvKv w`‡q wbtkã cv‡q G‡Mvj ivbv e¨viv‡Ki w`‡K|
e¨viv‡Ki wfZ‡i Av‡jv ‡bB| wKš‘ mvg‡bi LvwbKUv As‡k Av‡jv
c‡o‡Q GKcvk ‡_‡K| ey‡K ‡nu‡U cvi n‡q Gj ivbv RvqMvUzKz| GBevi
¯úó ïb‡Z cv‡”Q ‡m a¯—vaw¯—i AvIqvR| GKUv ‡Lvjv Rvbvjvi mvg‡b
ax‡i ax‡i D‡V `uvovj ivbv| N‡ii wfZi ‡P‡qB P¶zw¯’i n‡q ‡Mj Ii|


2 gvmy` ivbvÐ10
Icv‡ki ‡Lvjv `iRv w`‡q Av‡jv G‡m c‡o‡Q N‡ii wfZi|
Abvqv‡m wPb‡Z cvij ivbv| ‡mB gymjgvb bvm©Uv| f‡q weùvwiZ
‡g‡qwUi ‡PvL| QUdU Ki‡Q ‡m| gyL euvav| UzK‡iv UzK‡iv ‡Quov Rvgv-
Kvco c‡o Av‡Q mviv ‡g‡S‡Z| `yB nv‡Z ‡g‡qwU‡K Rwo‡q a‡i Av‡Q
cÖKvÊ ‡Pnvivi GKRb mvgwiK Awdmvi| BwÊqvb Avwg©i K¨v‡Þb| GK
wb‡g‡l eySj ivbv e¨vcviUv| j¨vO ‡g‡i gvwU‡Z ïB‡q ‡djj ‡jvKUv
‡g‡qwU‡K, Zvici Suvwc‡q coj Ii Ici ¶zavZ© ev‡Ni gZ| wewPÎ
GKiK‡gi ‡MvOvwb ‡e‡iv‡”Q ‡g‡qwUi Mjv w`‡q| cÖvYc‡Y AvÍi¶v
Kievi ‡Póv Ki‡Q ‡m ‡jvKwUi RNb¨ jvjmvi nvZ ‡_‡K| `ye©j nv‡Z
wKj gvi‡Q kw³kvjx ‡jvKwUi ‡ckxeûj wc‡V|
wbtk‡ã Rvbvjv Uc‡K N‡ii g‡a¨ cÖ‡ek Kij ivbv|
Pz‡ji gywV a‡i ‡U‡b ‡Zvjvi Av‡M wKQzB ‡Ui ‡cj bv K¨v‡Þb|
cigyn~‡Z©B `ovg K‡i cÖPÊ GKUv Nywm coj Ii bv‡Ki Ici| ‡Pv‡L
m‡l© dzj ‡`L‡Q ‡jvKUv| ZviciB Uzu kã bv K‡i Ávb nvivj ‡m
Zj‡c‡U ivbvi nuvUzi gvivÍK GK ¸u‡Zv ‡L‡q| ‡mB mv‡_ Nv‡oi Ici
coj ivbvi nv‡Zi Zxeª GKLvbv Ry‡Wv Pc|
coš— ‡`nUv a‡i Av‡¯— K‡i gvwU‡Z bvwg‡q ‡g‡qwUi w`‡K wd‡i
PvBj ivbv|
D‡V e‡m‡Q ‡g‡qwU| gy‡Li euvab Ly‡j ‡Quov GK UzK‡iv Kvco w`‡q
j¾v XvKevi ‡Póv Ki‡Q ‡m, Avi weùvwiZ ‡b‡Î ‡P‡q Av‡Q ivbvi
w`‡K| Ávbnxb ‡`nUv ‡U‡b wb‡q wM‡q GKUv Avjgvwii wcQ‡b jywK‡q
‡i‡L wd‡i Gj ivbv ‡g‡qwUi Kv‡Q|
ÔwK n‡qwQj?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv Aby”P K‡É D`y©‡Z|
Ô‡K Zzwg?Õ cvëv cÖkoe Kij ‡g‡qwU| Kɯ^‡i ‡evSv ‡Mj AvZ¼
Kv‡Uwb Ii|
ÔAvgvi cÖ‡koei Reve `vI| Zzwg GLv‡b G‡j wK K‡i?Õ
Ôwm÷vi jwjZv Avgv‡K GBLv‡b ‡`Lv Ki‡Z e‡jwQ‡jb Iui m‡½|
N‡i XzK‡ZB nVvr AvμgY K‡i e‡m‡Q IB Rv‡bvqviUv| ‡jvKUv A‡bK
w`b a‡iB ‡cQ‡b ‡j‡M wQj Avgvi|Õ
Ô‡mB wm÷vi ‡Kv_vq?Õ mPwKZ n‡q DVj ivbv| ÔAv‡mwb?Õ
Ôbv| GLb eyS‡Z cviwQ Avm‡eI bv| IB nvivgxUvi mv‡_ mvU
K‡iB dvBbvj wmwKDwiwU ‡PKv‡ci ‡`vnvB w`‡q Avgv‡K GLv‡b
cvwV‡q‡Q wm÷vi jwjZv| bB‡j ‡÷k‡bi c‡_ iIbv n‡q ‡hZvg Avwg
GZ¶‡Y| wKš‘ Zzwg ‡K?Õ
`ª“Z wPš—v Pj‡Q ivbvi gv_vi g‡a¨| K¨v‡Þ‡bi ‡LuvR co‡e Aí¶Y
c‡iB| wm÷vi jwjZv Rv‡b ‡Kv_vq Zv‡K cvIqv hv‡e| Kv‡RB me
ivbv! mveavb!! 3
e¨vcviB cÖKvk n‡q co‡Z cv‡i| ZvB GLb `ª“Z ‡K‡U cov `iKvi|
wKš‘ ‡g‡qwU‡K ‡Q‡o hvIqv Pj‡e bv| KzwU KzwU K‡i ‡Quov Rvgv-
Kvc‡oi UzK‡iv Ask¸‡jv Kzwo‡q Zzjj ivbv gvwU ‡_‡K| K¨v‡Þ‡bi
Ly‡j ivLv c¨vÈUv Qzu‡o ‡djj Avjgvwii wcQ‡b| ‡g‡qwUi w`‡K wd‡i
ejj, ÔRjw` P‡j G‡mv Avgvi m‡½| ‡h-‡Kvb gyn~‡Z© ‡KD G‡m co‡Z
cv‡i GB RvqMvq|Õ
GKgyn~Z© BZ¯—Z Kij ‡g‡qwU| wKš‘ ivbv ZZ¶‡Y K‡qK cv
GwM‡q ‡M‡Q Rvbvjvi w`‡K| ivbvi wcQb wcQb ‡ewi‡q Gj ‡g‡qwU
Rvbvjv M‡j| jvm-KvUv N‡ii wcQ‡b P‡j Gj Iiv|
ÔZzwg gymjgvb?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|
Ônu¨v|Õ
ÔwK bvg?Õ
Ôkvqjv ‰dqvR|Õ
ÔGB nvmcvZv‡ji bvm©?Õ
ÔAvm‡j Avwg ‡gwWK¨vj K‡j‡R _vW© Bqv‡ii QvÎx| hy× evavi
m‡½ m‡½ Ri“ix Ae¯’v ‡NvlYv K‡i GB nvmcvZvj wb‡q wb‡q‡Q
wgwjUvwi| QvÎx‡`i‡K eva¨Zvg~jKfv‡e bv‡m©i KvR Ki‡Z n‡q‡Q
GZw`b| AvR Avwg QzwU ‡c‡qwQ| w`j−x‡Z AveŸvRxi Kv‡Q wd‡i
hvw”Qjvg, Ggwb mgq ‡Uwj‡dv‡b Lvwj e¨viv‡Ki g‡a¨ ‡`Lv Kievi
Av‡`k w`‡jb wm÷vi jwjZv|Õ
Ôwm÷vi jwjZv...gv‡b IB Ac~e© my›`ix bvm©Uv ‡Zv?Õ
Ônu¨v|Õ
ÔLye ¶gZv Ii, ZvB bv?Õ
Ônu¨v| bv‡m©i QÙ‡e‡k Av‡Qb, Avm‡j Avgvi hZ`~i wek¦vm, BwÊqvb
wm‡μU mvwf©‡mi ‡jvK Dwb|Õ
`ª“Z wPš—v Pjj ivbvi gv_vi g‡a¨| ivbvi aviYvI ZvB| wm÷vi
jwjZv Avm‡j BwÊqvb wm‡μU mvwf©‡mi GKRb D”Pc`¯’ Kg©KZ©v|
Aí¶‡YB ‡LuvR co‡e K¨v‡Þ‡bi| e¨viv‡Ki g‡a¨ LyuR‡Z ‡jvK cvVv‡e
jwjZv| ILv‡b kvqjv ev K¨v‡Þb‡K cvIqv bv ‡M‡j AevK n‡e| wb‡R
‡LuvR Ki‡e| Ávbnxb ev g„Z hvB ‡nvK, ‡`nUv ‡c‡jB Gjvg© mvB‡ib
evwR‡q ‡MU eÜ K‡i mvP© Avi¤¢ n‡e| wKš‘ ‡mUv KZ¶Y ci? nv‡Z
KZ¶Y mgq Av‡Q Avi?
ÔZzwg ‡K Zv ‡Zv ej‡j bv?Õ Avevi cÖkoe Kij kvqjv ivbvi wPš—vi
m~Î wQboe K‡i w`‡q| ivbvi mnvbyf‚wZkxj m‡m&n K_vevZ©vq A‡bKLvwb
Avk¦vm ‡c‡q‡Q ‡m| A‡bKUv ¯^vfvweK n‡q D‡V‡Q ‡m GLb| AÜKv‡i


4 gvmy` ivbvÐ10
Ii cÖvq-bMoe ‡`n ‡`L‡Z cv‡”Q bv ivbv- GUvI Ii ¯^w¯—‡ev‡ai GKwU
KviY|
ÔAvgvi bvg ivbv| gvmy` ivbv| Avwg GKRb cvwK¯—vbx ¯úvB|Õ
we¯§‡q weùvwiZ n‡q ‡Mj kvqjvi ‡PvL| cvwK¯—vbx ¯úvB ‡m
Rxe‡b ‡`‡Lwb ‡Kvbw`b| `yB ‡Pv‡L Ii Awek¦vm| hw` ZvB n‡e, Zvn‡j
GZ mn‡R wb‡Ri cwiPq ‡`‡e ‡Kb ‡jvKUv?
ÔGB wkwe‡ii g‡a¨ XzK‡j wK K‡i? Avi ‡KbB ev...Õ
ÔMZ `yÕw`b a‡i AvwQ Avwg GB nvmcvZv‡j| Avwg G‡mwQ wZbRb
AvnZ e›`x cvwK¯—vbx Awdmvi‡K G‡`i nvZ ‡_‡K gy³ K‡i cvwK¯—v‡b
‡diZ wb‡q ‡h‡Z|Õ
ÔAvgiv ‡Zv ïbjvg wkMwMiB e›`x wewbgq n‡”Q|Õ
Ôn‡”Q| wKš‘ Giv ‡h wj÷ cvwV‡q‡Q Zvi g‡a¨ GB wZbR‡bi bvg
‡bB|Õ
ÔA_P Zviv RxweZ Ae¯’vq e›`x n‡q Av‡Q GLv‡b?Õ
Ônu¨v| fviZ G‡`i‡K ‡diZ w`‡Z Pvq bv, KviY G‡`i Ici
wbh©vZb Ki‡j cvwK¯—v‡bi eû g~j¨evb mvgwiK Z_¨ I‡`i Rvbv n‡q
hv‡e| Ges GKB Kvi‡Y Q‡j-e‡j-‡KŠk‡j I‡`i D×vi Kiv cvwK¯—
v‡bi GZ `iKvi| Avgv‡`i mewKQz wVKVvK| AvRB iv‡Z Avgiv
cvwj‡q hvw”Q GLvb ‡_‡K|Õ
ÔGme K_v Avgv‡K ej‡Qb ‡Kb? wK K‡i fve‡jb Avwg
wek¦vm‡hvM¨, Avcbv‡`i cvwj‡q hvevi K_v cÖKvk K‡i ‡`e bv? ARvbv-
A‡Pbv GKUv gvbyl‡K wK GZme K_v e‡j ‡djv DwPZ n‡jv Avcbvi?
hw` awi‡q w`B?Õ
g„`y nvmj ivbv ‡g‡qwUi mijZv ‡`‡L| ejj, Ô‡Zvgv‡K ej‡j
Avgv‡`i ‡Kvb ¶wZ nIqvi m¤¢vebv ‡bB|Õ
Ô‡Kb?Õ ivbvi mnR hyw³Uv eyS‡Z cvij bv kvqjv|
ÔKviY ZzwgI hv”Q Avgv‡`i m‡½| Aš—Z GB wkwei ‡_‡K bv
‡e‡iv‡bv ch©š— ‡Zvgv‡K KvQ-Qvov KiwQ bv Avwg,Õ wbi“Ëvc K‡É ejj
ivbv|
ÔAvwg hw` bv hvB Avcbv‡`i m‡½? hw` wPrKvi Avi¤¢ Kwi? Mv‡qi
‡Rv‡i wb‡q hv‡eb Avgv‡K?Õ nVvr dzu‡m DVj kvqjv|
Ôbv| Ily‡ai ‡Rv‡i|Õ c‡KU ‡_‡K GKUv wkwk ‡ei K‡i ‡`Lvj
ivbv kvqjv‡K| Ôbq b¤^i Iqv‡W©i evwK mevB‡K Nyg cvwo‡q ‡i‡LwQ|
‡Zvgv‡K me K_v ‡LvjvLywj ejjvg hv‡Z Ilya cÖ‡qv‡Mi mgq Ab_©K
evav m„wó bv K‡iv| cÖ‡qvRb n‡j ej cÖ‡qvM Kie| wKš‘ Zvi wK `iKvi
ivbv! mveavb!! 5
n‡e?Õ
G cÖ‡koei DËi w`j bv kvqjv| wZ³K‡É ejj, ÔZvB ejyb|
GKwZjI wek¦vm K‡ibwb Avcwb Avgv‡K| Avwg kΓ nB ev wgÎ nB
wKQzB G‡m hvq bv Avcbvi| e›`x Avwg| ZvB meK_v MoMo K‡i e‡j
‡M‡Qb| A_P Avwg ‡f‡ewQjvg...Õ ‡k‡li w`‡K ¯úó Awfgvb cÖKvk
‡cj kvqjvi K‡É|
ÔGB `¨v‡Lv| cvMjx GKUv| e¨m, ivM n‡q ‡Mj? GKUz Av‡M bv
ZzwgB Avgv‡K eKwQ‡j meK_v ejvi R‡b¨? ‡evSvevi ‡Póv KiwQ‡j,
AviI mveavb nIqv DwPZ Avgvi? Avm‡j GLv‡b wek¦vm-Awek¦v‡mi
cÖkoeB I‡V bv| kΓ wkwe‡i aiv co‡j ‡Kej Avwg bB, AviI wZbRb
Awdmv‡ii cÖvY hv‡e| ZvB ‡Kvb iKg SzuwK ‡bqvi K_vB DV‡Z cv‡i
bv| ‡Zvgv‡K ‡d‡j ‡i‡L ‡h‡Z cvwi bv Avgiv| ZzwgB GKUz ‡f‡e
‡`‡Lv...Õ
ÔAvwg wK”Qz fve‡Z PvB bv| AvcvZZ GKUv Kvc‡oi e¨e¯’v K‡i
w`‡Z cvi‡eb? Dj½ n‡q kx‡Z Kuvce Avi KZ¶Y?Õ
ÔwQ, wQ| Avgvi Av‡MB j¶ Kiv DwPZ wQj| G¶zwY ‡eW-kxU
‡RvMvo K‡i w`w”Q GKUv|Õ
kvqjv‡K wb‡q g‡M©i g‡a¨ Xz‡K coj ivbv| Icv‡ki `iRv Lyj‡jB
bq b¤^i IqvW©| Avm‡j IUv wQj wWm&‡cÝvwi, ‡`qv‡ji Zv‡K bvbvb
mvB‡Ri Ilya-cÎ Avi ‡KwgK¨vj‡mi ‡evZj mvRv‡bv Av‡Q GLbI|
¯’vbvfv‡e GLv‡bI ‡eW cvZ‡Z n‡q‡Q, wWm&‡cÝvwi mwi‡q ‡bqv n‡q‡Q
Ab¨Î|
kvqjv‡K GKUv govi LvwUqvi Ici PzcPvc e‡m _vK‡Z e‡j
mveav‡b `iRv Ly‡j Xz‡K coj ivbv Iqv‡W©i wfZi| AvURb fviZxq
‡mbv AKvZ‡i Nygv‡”Q| wZbRb cvwK¯—vbx Awdmvi ‡PvL ‡g‡j PvBj|
Ôwek wgwb‡Ui g‡a¨ G‡m hv‡e UªvK| mewKQz wVKVvK, ‡Kvb wPš—v
‡bB,Õ ejj ivbv g„`yK‡É e‡qv‡R¨ô Awdmv‡ii ‡e‡Wi cv‡k wM‡q|
ÔkãUv wK‡mi nw”Qj?Õ wR‡Ám Ki‡jb ‡jd‡Ub¨vÈ K‡b©j AvRv`|
ÔI wKQz bq| GKUv gymjgvb bv‡m©i B¾Z bó Kievi ‡Póv KiwQj
GKRb K¨v‡Þb gyL ‡eu‡a wb‡q| e¯—v evwb‡q ‡i‡L w`‡qwQ e¨vUv‡K
Avjgvwii wcQ‡b|Õ
ÔwVK K‡i‡Qb| ‡g‡qUv ‡Kv_vq?Õ
Ôg‡M© ewm‡q ‡i‡L G‡mwQ| I‡K wb‡q hvw”Q Avgiv| ‡Mvjgvj
Ki‡e e‡j g‡b nq bv| Zey AÁvb K‡i wb‡q hve|Õ
ÔwKš‘ LvwUqv ‡Zv gvÎ Pvi‡U| ‡b‡eb wK K‡i?Õ


6 gvmy` ivbvÐ10
ÔAvgv‡`i GKR‡bi m‡½ f‡i ‡be| Amywe‡a n‡e bv| wKš‘ ‡ePvix
cÖvq m¤ú~Y© Dj½- kx‡Z Kó cv‡”Q| weQvbvi Pv`i `iKvi|Õ
we›`ygvÎ wØav bv K‡i AvnZ K‡b©j wb‡Ri weQvbvi Pv`iUv w`‡q
w`‡jb| Pv`iUv eMj`vev K‡i wZb cv AMªmi n‡q‡Q ivbv, wVK Ggwb
mg‡q SUvs K‡i Ly‡j ‡Mj Iqv‡W©i mvg‡bi w`‡Ki `iRv| cuvB K‡i
Ny‡i `uvovj ivbv| `iRvi gvSLv‡b `uvwo‡q Av‡Q Ac~e© my›`ix ‡mB bvm©|
wm÷vi jwjZv| GKv| Wvb nv‡Z c‡qÈ Uz-dvBf K¨vwjev‡ii ‡QvÆ
GKUv A¨vmUªv wc¯—j| ‡jvjyc `„wó‡Z ‡mvRv ‡P‡q Av‡Q wc¯—jUv ivbvi
ey‡Ki w`‡K|
Ôgv_vi Ici nvZ Zz‡j `uvovI, wg÷vi| Pv`iUv ‡d‡j `vI
gvwU‡Z|Õ
bxi‡e Av‡`k cvjb Kij ivbv| K‡qK cv GwM‡q Gj jwjZv N‡ii
g‡a¨|
ÔGBevi ‡mvRv ‡ewi‡q G‡mv evB‡i| ¸wj Ki‡Z GKUzI wØav Kie
bv| Kv‡RB mveavb|Õ
b‡o DVj ‡jd‡Ub¨vÈ K‡b©j AvRv`| wK¬K K‡i wc¯—‡ji ‡mdwU
K¨vPUv ‡b‡g ‡Mj| Wvbnv‡Zi Bw½‡Z bo‡Z gvbv Kij ivbv
‡jd‡Ub¨vÈ K‡b©j‡K| ejj, ¯úivRqUv ¯^xKvi K‡i ‡bqvB fvj, m¨vi|
GLb wKQz Ki‡Z ‡M‡j Ab_©K ¸wj ‡L‡q gi‡Z n‡e| Pjyb, wm÷vi,
‡Kv_vq wb‡q hv‡eb Pjyb| AviI ‡jvKRb wb‡q G‡jB cvi‡Zb, GKv wK
Avgv‡K mvgjv‡Z cvi‡eb?Õ
‡KvbI Reve w`j bv jwjZv eUe¨vj| GK cv GwM‡q B”QvK…Zfv‡e
‡nuvPU ‡L‡jv ivbv gvwU‡Z ‡djv weQvbvi Pv`‡i| ‡`Lj GKPzjI Kuvcj
bv jwjZvi nv‡Zi wc¯—j- ‡Zgwb w¯’i AwePj ‡P‡q Av‡Q ‡mUv ivbvi
w`‡K| jwjZvi gy‡L wewPÎ GK UzK‡iv nvwm| Kv‡Q G‡m `uvov‡ZB wcQb
‡_‡K ivbvi wki`uvovi Ici wc¯—jUv ‡V‡m a‡i `¶ nv‡Z cix¶v K‡i
‡`Lj ‡m ivbvi Kv‡Q ‡Kvb A¯¿ Av‡Q wKbv| ‡bB|
ivbv eySj AvMvgx K‡qK ‡m‡K‡Êi g‡a¨B Ki‡Z n‡e hv Kivi|
Nvo wdwi‡q ‡`Lj wbivc` `~i‡Z¡ m‡i ‡M‡Q jwjZv| Ny‡i `uvwo‡q
Suvwc‡q co‡e ‡m? wKš‘ ZZ¶‡Y SuvSiv n‡q hv‡e ‡m ‡MvUv wZ‡bK ¸wj
‡L‡q| wKš‘ Zey ‡Póv K‡i ‡`L‡Z n‡e| K‡qK cv GwM‡q ‡`‡ni mg¯—
‡ckx¸‡jv k³ K‡i ‡hB Suvc w`‡Z hv‡e, wVK ‡mB mgq NUj NUbvUv|
Sb& Sb& K‡i ‡f‡O ‡Mj jvm-KvUv N‡ii `iRvi KuvP|
SU& K‡i wdij ivbv| GK cj‡Ki R‡b¨ kvqjvi Aa© bMoe ‡`nUv
‡Pv‡L coj Ii| ‡ewi‡q G‡m‡Q ‡m| jwjZvI wcQb wd‡i ‡P‡q‡Q|
ivbv! mveavb!! 7
wKš‘ wc¯—jUv aiv Av‡Q ivbvi w`‡KB| Suvwc‡q coj ivbv GK gyn~Z©
‡`wi bv K‡i|
¸wj Kij jwjZv|
GZ KvQ ‡_‡K ¸wj LvIqvi AwfÁZv ‡bB ivbvi| KÉvi nv‡oi
wVK wbP w`‡q XzKj ¸wj| g‡b n‡jv ‡hb ‡KD nvZzwo w`‡q AvNvZ
K‡i‡Q RvqMvUvq| gv_vUv Ny‡i DVj Ii| ‡`nUvI Ny‡i ‡Mj AvacvK|
Avevi ¸wj Kij jwjZv| wQU&‡K wM‡q ‡`qv‡ji m‡½ av°v ‡Lj ivbv|
gv_vUv evwo ‡Lj ‡Rv‡i ‡`qv‡j emv‡bv Zv‡Ki m‡½ - Vzb Vzb K‡i
‡VvKvVzwK ‡L‡jv K‡qKUv ‡evZj|
ZZ¶‡Y A`„k¨ n‡q ‡M‡Q kvqjv g‡M©i wfZi| GwM‡q Gj jwjZv
ivbvi w`‡K| `yB ‡Pv‡L Ii ‡Mv¶z‡ii wel| d¨vKv‡m n‡q ‡M‡Q ivbvi
gyL| eyK Avi nvZ ‡f‡m hv‡”Q ZvRv Ly‡b| AvÍmgc©‡Yi fw½‡Z `yB nvZ
Ic‡i Zz‡j ivLj ‡m eû K‡ó|
ÔAvi ‡K ‡K Av‡Q ‡Zvgvi m‡½? e‡jv! bB‡j...Õ GK weRvZxq
N„Yvq KzuP‡K ‡Mj jwjZvi gyL| Mv‡qi mv‡_ ‡mu‡U G‡m‡Q ‡m| wc¯—j
aiv nvZUv Kuvc‡Q D‡ËRbvq|
ivbv eySj ‡h ‡Kvb ARynv‡Z ‡nvK bv ‡Kb, Lyb Ki‡e jwjZv
I‡K| ‡`Lj, wUªMv‡ii Ici dm©v GKUv AvOy‡ji Pvc evo‡Q, mv`v n‡q
‡M‡Q bLUv| ey‡K Amn¨ e¨_v| Ávb nvwi‡q ‡dj‡e ‡m G¶zwY|
Ôe‡jv, Avi ‡K Av‡Q?Õ
ivbvi nv‡Z ‡VKj GKUv Kuv‡Pi Rvi| wSwg‡q Avm‡Q Ii me©v½|
wKš‘ ‡kl ‡Póv Ki‡e bv ‡m GKevi? webv evavq g„Zz¨eiY Ki‡e?
‡`ng‡bi mg¯— kw³ GKwÎZ K‡i ‡evZjUv Zz‡jB gvij ivbv ‡g‡qwUi
gv_vq|
‡f‡O Pzi n‡q ‡Mj cvZjv Kuv‡Pi ‡evZj| GKivk Zij c`v_©
‡b‡g Gj Kcvj ‡e‡q ‡Pv‡L-gy‡L bv‡K| m‡½ m‡½ exfrm ‡dv¯‹vq f‡i
‡Mj jwjZvi Aciƒc my›`i gyLUv|
Zx¶è GKUv wPrKvi ‡ewi‡q Gj jwjZvi gyL ‡_‡K| wc¯—j ‡d‡j
w`‡q `yBnv‡Z ‡PvL XvKj ‡m| Ggwb mgq wcQb ‡_‡K `ª“Z GwM‡q G‡m
GKLvbv govi Lv‡Ui cvqv fvOj kvqjv Ii gv_vi Ici|
c‡o ‡Mj jwjZv| ivbvI coj Ii Ici| Wvb nvZUv R¡vjv
Ki‡Q| Amn¨ n‡q D‡V‡Q ey‡Ki e¨_vUv| nuv K‡i k¦vm ‡bevi ‡Póv Ki‡Q
ivbv GLb| ‡Pv‡L Avi wKQz ‡`L‡Z cv‡”Q bv ‡m, GKUv Kv‡jv c`©v
Szj‡Q ‡hb ‡Pv‡Li mvg‡b| gv_v Svov w`‡q c`©vUv mwi‡q ‡djevi ‡Póv
Kij ivbv| K‡qK ‡m‡K‡Êi R‡b¨ Ávb nvivj|


8 gvmy` ivbvÐ10
Kviv ‡hb K_v ej‡Q Ii Pvicv‡k| ‡Rvi K‡i ‡PvL Lyjj ‡m| wZb
dzU `~‡i GKUv gy‡Li Ici bRi coj Ii| wKQz¶Y Av‡MB Ac~e© my›`i
wQj ‡m gyL| GLb wew”Qwi Nv‡q f‡i ‡M‡Q gyLUv, ‡QvU ‡QvU eyØy` DV‡Q
GLbI| Kb&‡mb&‡Uª‡UW mvjwdDwiK GwmW wQj ‡evZ‡ji g‡a¨|
weQvbvi Pv`i w`‡q j¾v wbeviY K‡i‡Q kvqjv| wZbRb cvwK¯—vbx
Awdmvi wN‡i `uvwo‡q Av‡Q ivbv‡K|
ÔGu‡K g‡M©i g‡a¨ wb‡q Pjyb, e¨v‡ÊR Ki‡Z n‡e| Avi GKRb GB
‡g‡q‡jvKUv‡K IB Lv‡Ui Zjvq jywK‡q ‡djyb,Õ ûKzg w`j kvqjv|
ÔAvnv! mveav‡b Zzj‡eb hv‡Z RL‡g Pvc bv c‡o|Õ
gv_vUv DuPz Kivq kixiUv euvKv n‡jv GKUz| Ávb nvivj ivbv
Avevi|
Ávb wdij ivbvi jvm-KvUv N‡i| ey‡K Amn¨ e¨_v| Wvb nv‡Zi
AvOy‡ji gv_v¸‡jv ch©š— UbUb Ki‡Q| ‡Kvgi ‡_‡K Dc‡ii AskUzKz
‡hb Aek n‡q ‡M‡Q|
Ôb‡ov bv|Õ GwM‡q Gj kvqjv GKUv wmwiÄ nv‡Z| Ô`y‡Uv ¸wjB
kix‡ii g‡a¨ i‡q‡Q| GB RL‡g Aek¨ gi‡e bv Zzwg| e¨v‡ÊR K‡i
w`‡qwQ RLg¸‡jv| GLb GB B‡ÄK&kbUv w`‡jB e¨_v K‡g hv‡e|Õ
ivbvi evg nv‡Zi Avw¯—b ¸wU‡q myP dzUvj kvqjv|
ÔUªvK G‡m ‡M‡Q?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv| wRfUv bo‡Z PvB‡Q bv
gy‡Li g‡a¨, fvwi n‡q ‡M‡Q| wb‡Ri Kv‡QB KK©k ‡VKj wb‡Ri
Kɯ^i|
ÔG‡m‡Q| Iiv Avcbvi m‡½ K_v ej‡Z Pvq,Õ Reve w`‡jb DBs
KgvÊvi iwk`|
Ô¸wji kã ï‡b ‡KD Av‡mwb? ‡KvbI MvW©...Õ Avevi cÖkoe Ki‡Z
hvw”Qj ivbv, evav w`j kvqjv|
ÔGZ K_v ejv wVK n‡”Q bv ‡Zvgvi| G‡mwQj| K¨v‡Þb myLjv‡ji
BDwbdg© Ly‡j G‡bwQjvg e¨vivK ‡_‡K, IUv Mv‡q Pwo‡q I‡`i wdwi‡q
w`‡q‡Qb K‡b©j AvRv`|Õ
g‡M©i wcQb-`iRv w`‡q XzKj WªvBfv‡ii QÙ‡e‡k wc. wm. AvB.
G‡RÈ mjxj ‡mb| `xN© c`‡¶‡c ivbvi cv‡k G‡m `uvovj, Szu‡K c‡o
cix¶v Kij RLg¸‡jv|
Ô‡Kgb ‡eva KiQ, ivbv?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ‡m|
ÔLye Lvivc| Rjw` Ki‡Z n‡e, mjxj| SU&cU& ‡eu‡a ‡d‡jv
mevB‡K|Õ
`yB wgwb‡Ui g‡a¨ wZbRb Awdmvi‡K mv`v Kvco w`‡q gy‡o
ivbv! mveavb!! 9
LvwUqvq ïB‡q ‡djv n‡jv| `yÕRb A¨vwmmU¨vÈ wb‡q ‡Mj LvwUqv¸‡jv
GK GK K‡i|
ÔGevi ‡Zvgvi cvjv, ivbv| Unj`vi ‡mb&wUª G‡m co‡Z cv‡i ‡h-
‡Kvb gyn~‡Z©| wKš‘ LvU ‡Zv Avi gvÎ GKUv- gvbyl ‡`L‡Z cvw”Q
`yÕRb...Õ
ÔAvgv‡K gvmy` ivbvi m‡½ Rwo‡q ‡eu‡a wbb,Õ ejj kvqjv|
A_©c~Y© `„wó‡Z ivbvi w`‡K ‡P‡q ‡PvL wUcj mjxj| ivbv gv_v
bvo‡ZB kvqjvi w`‡K ‡P‡q ejj, Ôwbb ï‡q co_b IB Pv`‡ii Ici|
Zzwg `uvovI ivbv, Avwg aiwQ|Õ
ivbv‡K a‡i bvwg‡q Avbj mjxj h‡Zoei m‡½| jvm-KvUv NiUv `y‡j
DVj ivbvi ‡Pv‡Li mvg‡b| `uv‡Z `uvZ ‡P‡c ivLj ‡m| ï‡q coj
kvqjvi cv‡k|
ÔAvgv‡K AÁvb K‡i wb‡j fvj nZ bv?Õ wR‡Ám Kij kvqjv g„`y
K‡É|
Ôbv!Õ Reve w`j ivbv|
gv_v Ges cv‡qi w`KUv wMuU w`‡q ‡eu‡a Uªv‡K ‡Zvjv n‡jv ivbv Avi
kvqjv‡K| Ab¨iv Av‡MB D‡V c‡o‡Q| mMR©‡b ÷vU© n‡q ‡Mj GwÄb|
Qz‡U Pjj iv¯—v a‡i| wKQz`~i wM‡q _vgj GKevi| cÖg ‡PK‡cv÷|
mjx‡ji Kɯ^i ïb‡Z cvIqv ‡Mj| Avevi G‡Mvj UªvKUv| wØZxq
‡PK‡cv‡÷I _vgj, Avevi Pjj| Gevi AvagvBj `~‡i ‡gBb ‡MU|
e¨m|
nVvr ‡Rv‡i ‡eªK Klj UªvKUv| LUvLU& evwo ‡L‡jv LvwUqv¸‡jv
ci¯ú‡ii m‡½| iv¯—vi Ici Uvqvi Nlvi Zx¶è kã n‡jv K‡qK ‡m‡KÊ,
Zvici gvSc‡_ ‡_‡g `uvovj UªvK|
fvwi ey‡Ui kã ï‡bB eyS‡Z cvij ivbv wK e¨vcvi| mjx‡ji DuPz
Mjv ‡kvbv ‡Mj|
Ôjvm, m¨vi| gov|Õ
ÔKv‡`i jvm?Õ ‡gvUv KK©k Mjvq cÖkoe Kij ‡KD| ÔA‡bK¸‡jv ‡`Lv
hv‡”Q?Õ
Ôwn›`yi jvm| Pvi‡U| GB ‡h, m¨vi, bvg avg wcZ…cwiPq me ‡jLv
Av‡Q GB KvM‡R|Õ
ÔGZ iv‡Z jvm miv‡bv n‡”Q ‡Kb GLvb ‡_‡K?Õ
ÔAvgiv, m¨vi, ûKz‡gi PvKi| ûKzg cvjb KiwQ| Z‡e g‡b nq
GKRb weª‡MwWqv‡ii jvm Av‡Q e‡jB GZ ‡¯úkvj e¨e¯’v| cvwZqvjv


10 gvmy` ivbvÐ10
‡nW ‡KvqvU©v‡i wb‡q hvIqv n‡”Q GB jvm|Õ
Ô‡Zvgv‡`i KvMR-cÎ Avi AvB‡Ww›UwU KvW© ‡`LvI ‡`wL
Av‡iKevi|Õ
ÔwbðqB, m¨vi|Õ
Aí¶Y bxieZv| Zvici Avevi K_v e‡j DVj Awdmvi|
ÔAvðh©! ‡Kb? GZ iv‡Z G¸‡jv GLvb ‡_‡K mivevi wK gv‡b? wK
Av‡Q Gi g‡a¨?Õ
Ôjvm, m¨vi| gov,Õ Ag−vb e`‡b ejj mjxj|
Ô‡ek| Avgiv ‡`Le| ivgy Avi fv‡Mvqvb- ‡Zvgiv `yÕRb D‡V c‡ov
Uªv‡K| gv_vi w`‡Ki euvab Lyj‡e cÖ‡Z¨KUv jv‡mi| Avwg wb‡R ‡PK
Kie|Õ
ivbvi LvwUqvUvB cÖg| `yÕRb ‡jvK D‡V G‡m‡Q Uªv‡Ki Ici|
mv`v Kvc‡oi Ici ‡_‡K ivbvi cv ‡b‡o eySj Iiv ‡h, gv_vUv
Ab¨w`‡K| GwM‡q Avm‡Q Iiv gv_vi w`‡K| ί— nv‡Z wMuU Ly‡j ‡djj
GKRb| ivbv eySj givi gZ c‡o ‡_‡KI ‡Kvb jvf ‡bB- `yÕRb‡K
GKLv‡U ‡`L‡Z ‡c‡jB aiv c‡o hv‡e Iiv| Avi ‡Kvb wb¯—vi ‡bB| `g
eÜ K‡i ‡i‡L‡Q ‡m GZ¶Y| ey‡Ki wfZi nvZzwoi Nv co‡Q| euvab
Avj&Mv n‡q ‡h‡ZB evB‡ii VvÊv evZvm jvM‡Q Ii Puvw`‡Z, G¶zwY
mwi‡q ‡djv n‡e KvcoUv|
ÔGKUz `uvovb, m¨vi!Õ mjx‡ji Mjvi AvIqvR cvIqv ‡Mj Avevi|
Ôgov hw` ‡`L‡Z Pvb, Zvn‡j I‡`i‡K G¸‡jv c‡i wb‡Z ejyb, m¨vi|Õ
ÔAu¨v? gv¯‹ Avi M−vf&m& ‡Kb?Õ
ÔAvwg ûKz‡gi PvKi, m¨vi| Avgv‡`i‡K G¸‡jv c‡i Zvici jvm
‡Quvevi Av‡`k ‡`qv n‡q‡Q| K‡b©j ivR¸i“i GUv w÷ª± AW©vi, m¨vi|
Avi KvR ‡kl n‡q ‡M‡j Avgv‡`i BDwbdg©¸‡jv Ly‡j w`‡Z n‡e cywo‡q
‡djvi R‡b¨|Õ
ÔAu¨v?Õ Gevi KK©k Mjvi AvIqvRUv K‡qK nvZ Zdvr ‡_‡K
Avm‡Q e‡j g‡b n‡jv| ÔKZ b¤^i IqvW© ‡_‡K Zz‡jQ gov¸‡jv| wK
‡iv‡M gviv ‡M‡Q?Õ
Ô¸wU, m¨vi| emš—| IB hv‡K e‡j ¯§j c·| gv kxZjvi `qv|
‡ZwÎk b¤^i Iqv‡W©i gov, m¨vi|Õ
Ôivg, ivg! ivg ivg! I‡i kvjv, nvivgRv`v| GZ¶Y ewjm&wb ‡Kb,
Rv‡bvqvi?Õ...AviI K‡qK nvZ `~‡i m‡i ‡M‡Q Kɯ^i| Ôivgy, fv‡Mvqvb!
wkMwMi jvwd‡q bv‡gv| Avgvi w`‡K G‡mv bv| ‡Zvgv‡`i wWDwU Ad-
‡mvRv e¨viv‡K wM‡q Av‡M Pvb Ki‡e| Rv‡bvqvi ‡Kv_vKvi! c‡·i gov
ivbv! mveavb!! 11
Zv Av‡M ewjmwb ‡Kb?Õ
ÔAvcwb ‡Zv wR‡Ám K‡ibwb, m¨vi| Zv Qvov Avwg g‡b K‡iwQjvg
Avcwb Rv‡bb, m¨vi| gvd Ki‡eb, m¨vi...Õ ZZ¶‡Y ZovK K‡i
jvwd‡q wb‡P ‡b‡g ‡M‡Q MvW© `yÕRb|
ÔAvevi `uvwo‡q `uvwo‡q m¨vi-m¨vi n‡”Q! ‡MU AvDU! `~i n‡q hvI
UªvK wb‡q| G¶zwY! e`gvk Kuvwn‡K!Õ
Ôhvw”Q, m¨vi, gvd Ki‡eb, m¨vi,Õ ej‡Z ej‡Z WªvBwfs mx‡U D‡V
emj mjxj ‡mb|
MvwoUv Pj‡Z Avi¤¢ Ki‡ZB LyK& LyK& K‡i ‡n‡m ‡djj kvqjv|
ÔPzc! Av‡iKUv ‡PK‡cv÷ evwK Av‡Q,Õ ejj ivbv|
wZb wgwbU ci ‡KvbI iKg evav wecwË QvovB cvm ‡`wL‡q ‡gBb
‡MU w`‡q ‡ewi‡q ‡Mj UªvK| QzUj ‡mvRv w`j−xi c‡_|
gv_vi w`KUv ‡LvjvB wQj| GKUv‡b mwi‡q w`j kvqjv mv`v
KvcoUv| AmsL¨ Zviv wgU wgU K‡i R¡j‡Q cvÄv‡ei wb‡g©N AvKv‡k|
Uªv‡Ki kw³kvjx Gwćbi GKUvbv MR©b| û-û K‡i nvIqv ‡K‡U `ywb©evi
‡e‡M mvg‡b GwM‡q hvIqv| gyw³!
Avj‡Zv K‡i Pz¤^b Kij kvqjv ivbvi Kcv‡j| Zvici D‡V wM‡q
Ly‡j w`j mevi euvab|
GK
wVK ‡mvqv `yÕeQi c‡ii K_v| AvUlwÆ mv‡ji c‡b‡ivB Rvbyqvwi|
kx‡Zi Av‡gR i‡q‡Q cy‡ivcywi|
wei³ gy‡L axi cv‡q nuvU‡Q ivbv ‡i½_‡bi KzL¨vZ A‡ji GKwU
wbR©b iv¯—v w`‡q| iv¯—vi GKcv‡k ‡ij jvB‡bi Ici `uvov‡bv Kqjv
‡evSvB AmsL¨ IqvMb- Aci cv‡k mvwi mvwi eÜ ¸`vg Ni| ivbvi
ci‡b ‡bwf e−y Kvjv‡ii UªwcK¨vj my¨U, ‡gi“b wm‡éi UvB, Avi ‡mv‡ji
wfZi ÷x‡ji cvZ emv‡bv Kv‡jv A·‡dvW© ï¨|
mKvj GMv‡ivUvi ‡iv` wgwó-wgwó jvM‡Q- wKš‘ ivbvi gbUv n‡q


12 gvmy` ivbvÐ10
Av‡Q wbg-‡Z‡Zv| wKQz‡ZB eyS‡Z cvi‡Q bv wK Aciva ‡m K‡i‡Q hvi
R‡b¨ GB kvw¯— ‡fvM Ki‡Z n‡”Q I‡K| wK”Qz bv, ey‡ovi ‡Lqvj| hZUv
m¤¢e Lvivc fvlvq `y‡Uv Mvj w`j ‡m ‡gRi ‡Rbv‡ij ivnvZ Lv‡bi
D‡Ï‡k| Zvici iv¯—vq c‡o _vKv ‡cvqv‡UK IR‡bi GKLvbv Kqjvi
UzK‡iv‡K gvij K‡l GK jvw_| wQU&‡K A‡bK `~‡i P‡j ‡Mj ‡mUv
dª¨vM‡g‡Èkb e‡¤^i gZ|
GKUz nvjKv n‡jv gb| GKUv wmMv‡iU awi‡q wb‡q Avevi ‡Mvov
‡_‡K fve‡Z Avi¤¢ Kij ‡m|
wK KvR? bv, ‡mvRv ‡UvwK‡qv hv‡e, ‡mLvb ‡_‡K ‡eBwRs- ‡mLv‡b
gvmy` ivbvi m¤§v‡b we‡kl fv‡e Av‡qvwRZ ‡MvUv K‡qK KvjPvivj
gxwUs-G c~e© cvwK¯—v‡bi ‡jvKMxwZi Ici ‡cŠ‡b `yÕ‡kv jvB‡bi GKUv
gyL¯’ e³…Zv ‡`‡e (hvi ‡ewki fvM kB Zvi ‡evakw³i evB‡i)- Zvici
mvsnvB Ges K¨vȇb GKB e³…Zvi cybive„wË K‡i nsKs Avm‡e ‡c−‡b|
‡PvÏ ZvwiL mܨv mv‡o mvZUvq KDjy‡bi GKUv eB‡qi ‡`vKvb ‡_‡K
GKLvbv ‡dªÊm& bU gv÷vim& wKb‡e, ciw`b mKv‡j ‡i½_b ‡cuŠ‡Q
bvg&w`s nmwcUv‡ji ‡MU ‡_‡K `w¶Y w`‡K ¸‡Y ¸‡Y Qq‡kv K`g nuvU‡j
‡h ‡gvoUv co‡e ‡mB ‡gv‡oi Ici GKUv ‡m‡KÊ n¨vÊ eB‡qi ‡`vKv‡b
jvj Uzwc civ ‡mjmg¨v‡bi Kv‡Q ‡mUv wewμ K‡i UvKvUv Ges ‡mBmv‡_
GKUv mxj‡gvni Kiv wPwV bqvw`j−xi GKLvbv wVKvbv ‡jLv Lv‡g cy‡i
‡cv÷ K‡i w`‡Z n‡e| e¨m, Zvici mvivw`b Ii QzwU| Gici wK Ki‡Z
n‡e Rvbv‡bv n‡e I‡K|
Av”Qv, ‡KvbI gv‡b nq? KvRUv ‡h-‡KvbI GKUv ev”Pv ‡Q‡ji
c‡¶I mnR| A_P GB mvaviY GKUv Kv‡Ri R‡b¨ wK ‡Zvo‡Rvi K‡i
‡W‡K Avbv n‡qwQj Zv‡K ‡gRi ‡Rbv‡i‡ji Awdm Kvgivq| ivbvi
‡KvbI IRi AvcwË ïbj bv ey‡ov| GB Kv‡Ri R‡b¨ Zvi gvmy`
ivbv‡KB PvB| fve‡Z fve‡Z Avevi Mig n‡q DVj ivbv| Acgvb|
wbðqB Acgvb Ki‡Z ‡P‡q‡Q I‡K ey‡ov| AùzU K‡É Avevi GKUv
Mvj w`j ivbv eׇK| wKš‘ Kqjvi UzK‡iv ‡cj bv iv¯—vq| ‡ijjvBbUv
ev‡g m‡i ‡M‡Q A‡bKLvwb, Zvjv Szjv‡bv eÜ ¸`vgNi¸‡jvI Qvwo‡q
G‡m‡Q| j¶ K‡iwb ivbv- Wvbav‡i b`x ‡`Lv hv‡”Q GKUv| VvÊv wgwó
evZvm G‡m jvMj ‡Pv‡Lgy‡L| ‡ek fvj jvMj Ii VvÊv evZvmUv|
wVK ‡mB mg‡q NUj NUbvUv| wb‡Ri wPš—vq gk¸j wQj, ZvB
wbR©b iv¯—vq wcQb ‡_‡K wZbRb ‡jv‡Ki `ª“Z wbtkã cv‡q GwM‡q Avmv
‡`L‡Z cvqwb ‡m| hLb j¶ Kij ZLb ‡`wi n‡q ‡M‡Q| AviI wZbRb
GwM‡q Avm‡Q iv¯—vi Wvbav‡ii GKUv cÖKvÊ eUMv‡Qi Avovj ‡_‡K|
SU& K‡i Ny‡i `uvovj ivbv wb‡Ri ARv‡š—B- SuvwK w`‡q gv_vUv
ivbv! mveavb!! 13
mwi‡q wbj GKcv‡k| cÖg evwoUv coj Wvb Kuv‡ai Ici| k³ ‡gvUv
nvÈvi| Aek n‡q ‡Mj Wvb nvZ| mv‡_ mv‡_B cÖPÊ GK gyó¨vNvZ G‡m
coj Ii evg ‡Pvqv‡j| U‡j DVj `ywbqvUv ivbvi ‡Pv‡Li mvg‡b|
Wvbav‡ii wZbRbI G‡m c‡o‡Q|
‡kvjWvi ‡nvj÷v‡i ivLv wc¯—jUv ‡ei Kievi ‡Póv Kij ivbvwKš‘
WvbnvZUv Zzj‡ZB cvij bv Dc‡i| ‡Kvb iKg wPš—v-fvebvi mgq
‡bB| AvÍi¶v Ki‡Z n‡e| cvk ‡_‡K GKR‡bi av°vq fvimvg¨ nvwi‡q
c‡o hvw”Qj ivbv, ‡mB Ae¯’v‡ZB cÖvYcY kw³‡Z jvw_ gvi‡jv ‡m
GKR‡bi Zj‡c‡U| B‡”Q wQj gvwU‡Z c‡o AviI K‡qKUv jvw_ Pvjv‡e
Ges ‡Kvb GK my‡hv‡M wc¯—jUv ‡ei K‡i ‡dj‡e| wKš‘ Zv Avi n‡jv
bv| gvS c‡_B a‡i ‡djj GKRb I‡K| bv‡Ki Ici ivev‡ii wK
GKUv wRwbm ‡P‡c aij Av‡iKRb| `g eÜ K‡i ivLevi ‡Póv Kij
ivbv| wKš‘ ‡c‡Ui Dci auvB K‡i GK wKj co‡ZB eva¨ n‡jv ‡m k¦vm
wb‡Z| K‡qK ‡mw›UwgUvi B_vBj ‡K¬vivBW Ges Aw·‡Rb Xz‡K ‡Mj
ivbvi dzmdz‡m| AÜKvi n‡q Gj Pviw`K, ivbvi g‡b n‡jv AZj mgy‡`ª
Zwj‡q hv‡”Q ‡m μgk| AviI A‡bK Mfx‡i bvwg‡q w`j ivbv‡K Iiv
giwd‡bi GKUv Bb&Uªv‡fbvm B‡ÄKkb w`‡q|
kw³kvjx B‡Kv 10 þ 50 webwKDjviUv ‡PvL ‡_‡K bvwg‡q fq¼i
GK euvKv nvwm nvmj AvagvBj `~‡i GKUv evwoi Qv‡Z `uvov‡bv GKRb
aywZ-cvÄvex-Rni‡KvU cwiwnZ KzrwmZ ‡Pnvivi ‡jvK|
ax‡i ax‡i Ávb wd‡i Gj ivbvi| Kcv‡ji `yB cvkUv wUc-wUc Ki‡Q|
gv_vUv a‡i Av‡Q| wRf, KÉZvjy ïwK‡q KvV| ‡PvL bv Ly‡jB Abyfe
Kij, `yj‡Q ‡m ï‡q ï‡q| Kzj-Kzj kã ‡kvbv hv‡”Q cvwbi| Rjc‡_
‡Kv_vI wb‡q hvIqv n‡”Q I‡K| ‡Kv_vq?
Kviv Giv? ‡iW jvBUwbs Us? bv `my¨ D ‡m‡bi ‡jvK? bvwK Ab¨
‡Kvb `j? ‡Kv_vq a‡i wb‡q hvIqv n‡”Q I‡K? ‡Kb?
‡Pv‡Li cvZv mvgvb¨ duvK K‡i PvBj ivbv| ‡KD ‡bB| Gevi Avi
GKUz duvK K‡i PvBj ‡m Gw`K-Iw`K| GKUv j‡Âi ‡Kwe‡b ‡g‡Si
Ici ï‡q Av‡Q ‡m| evB‡i cÖLi ‡ivÏyi| N‡i ‡KD ‡bB| GKUv K¤^j
w`‡q ‡X‡K ivLv n‡q‡Q I‡K| ev‡R KqUv?
D‡V em‡Z wM‡q eyS‡Z cvij ivbv N‡i ‡Kvb ‡jvK ‡bB ‡Kb|
GKLvbv ‡jvnvi Lv‡Ui cvqvi mv‡_ ‡eu‡a ivLv n‡q‡Q Ii `yB nvZ| Zvi
Ici Ii mg¯— Rvgv-Kvco Ly‡j ‡bqv n‡q‡Q Mv ‡_‡K| cv-`y‡Uv bvwo‡q
‡`Lj ‡m, ‡LvjvB Av‡Q| Ry‡Zv ‡RvovI civB Av‡Q cv‡q| Avkvi


14 gvmy` ivbvÐ10
Av‡jv R¡‡j DVj Ii g‡bi wfZi| `yB wgwb‡U nv‡Zi euvab Ly‡j ‡dj‡Z
cvi‡e ‡m|
Ry‡Zv my× Wvb cv-Uv K¤^‡ji Zjv ‡_‡K ‡ei K‡i fuvR K‡i gy‡Li
Kv‡Q wb‡q Gj ivbv| Aí GKUz ‡Póvi ciB `uv‡Zi duv‡K P‡j Gj
Ry‡Zvi ‡mv‡j jywK‡q ivLv QzwiUv| wVK ‡mB mgq ‡W‡Ki Ici ey‡Ui
kã ïb‡Z ‡cj ‡m| PU& K‡i ‡Q‡o w`j ‡m Qzwi; wc‡Vi Zjvq wb‡q wbj
‡mUv‡K| K¤^jUv hZUv m¤¢e Mv‡qi Ici wVK K‡i wb‡q c‡o _vKj ‡m
‡PvL eÜ K‡i| Ly‡j ‡Mj KcvU|
`yB AvOy‡j ‡Pv‡Li cvZv ‡U‡b cix¶v Kij ‡jvKUv| AveQv gZ
‡`L‡Z ‡cj ivbv GKUv ‡bvsiv g‡½vwjqvb gyL| ‡VuvU `y‡Uv duvK n‡q
_vKvq `yBmvwi ‡bvsiv njy` `uvZ ‡`Lv ‡Mj- GKUv `uvZ Avevi ‡mvbv
w`‡q euvav‡bv|
‡PvL ‡Q‡o w`‡q ivbvi Pz‡ji wfZi nvZ Pvwj‡q w`j Gevi ‡jvKUv|
GK SuvwK‡Z AvanvZ DuPz‡Z D‡V ‡Mj ivbvi gv_v, Vvm K‡i Po coj
Mv‡j| Uzu kã bv K‡i mn¨ K‡i wbj ivbv| gv_vUv Szj‡Z _vKj Pz‡ji
gywV aiv nvZ ‡_‡K|
wK ‡hb Mvwj w`j ‡jvKUv wbR¯^ fvlvq, Zvici ‡Q‡o w`j Pzj|
Vvm K‡i ‡g‡S‡Z Vz‡K ‡Mj ivbvi gv_v| nv‡Zi euvab cix¶v Kij
‡jvKUv ‡U‡b ‡U‡b| cv‡qi kãUv `~‡i m‡i ‡Mj| `ovg K‡i eÜ n‡q
‡Mj ‡Kwe‡bi `iRv| wgwj‡q ‡Mj c`kã|
ax‡i ax‡i ‡PvL ‡g‡j PvBj ivbv| wgUwgU K‡i `yÕ‡duvUv cvwb Swi‡q
‡djj ‡PvL ‡_‡K| Gevi Avevi ¯úó ‡`L‡Z cv‡”Q ‡m mewKQz| `ª“Z
KvR mvi‡Z n‡e| Giv hvivB ‡nvK, KzUzg evwoi `vIqvZ LvIqv‡Z ‡h
wb‡q hv‡”Q bv I‡K ‡mUv ¯úó| AZ¨š— kw³kvjx ‡KvbI `j| G‡`i
cÖwZwU Kv‡R ‡hgb we`y¨r ‡eM ‡Zgwb wbLyuZ cvi`wk©Zv|
Ava wgwb‡Ui g‡a¨B nv‡Zi euvab Ly‡j ‡Mj ivbvi| QzwiUv ‡i‡L w`j
h_v¯’v‡b| D‡V `uvov‡Z hv‡e wVK Ggwb mgq wcQb ‡_‡K K_v e‡j DVj
GKRb ‡jvK|
ÔPgrKvi! fvj ‡Uªwbs ‡c‡qQ Zzwg, ‡n ‡QvKiv|Õ
Pg‡K wd‡i PvBj ivbv| Wvbnv‡Z GKLvbv ‡Kvë A‡Uv‡gwUK a‡i
`uvwo‡q Av‡Q ivbvi jvw_ LvIqv `ya©l© ‡Pnvivi ‡jvKUv| evgnv‡Z GKUv
c`©v duvK K‡i nvm‡Q Zvi fq¼i nvwm| wc¯—jUv w¯’i `„wó‡Z ‡P‡q Av‡Q
ivbvi Kcv‡ji w`‡K| ivbv eySj, wUªMvi wUc‡Z we›`ygvÎ wØav Ki‡e bv
GB ‡jvK| axi w¯’ifv‡e K¤^jUv ‡U‡b wb‡q j¾v wbeviY Kij ‡m|
Zvici kvš— K‡É wR‡Ám Kij, Ô‡Kv_vq wb‡q hvIqv n‡”Q Avgv‡K? ‡K
ivbv! mveavb!! 15
‡Zvgiv?Õ
Ô`ytwLZ| Gi DËi ‡`qv Avgvi c‡¶ m¤¢e bq|Õ `yB cv GwM‡q
N‡ii g‡a¨ G‡m `uvovj ‡jvKUv| wc¯—jUv m`v mZK© `„wó ivL‡Q ivbvi
Ici|
Ô‡Kb?Õ Avevi cÖkoe Kij ivbv|
gv_v bvoj ïay ‡jvKUv, ‡Kvb DËi w`j bv|
Ôev‡R KqUv GLb?Õ wb‡Ri Lvwj Kwâi w`‡K ‡P‡q wR‡Ám Kij
ivbv| Ô‡mUv ej‡Z AvcwË ‡bB wbðqB? KZ¶Y AÁvb wQjvg Avwg?Õ
ÔNÈv Pv‡iK| GLb ev‡R mv‡o wZb‡U| ‡i½_‡bi mv‡o wZb‡kv
gvBj Dˇi gv›`vj‡q wb‡q Avmv n‡q‡Q ‡Zvgv‡K ‡c−‡b K‡i| GLb
BivIqvwÏ b`xc‡_ AviI Dˇi P‡jQ| e¨m, Avi ‡Kvb Z_¨ Rvbv‡bv
Avgvi c‡¶ m¤¢e bq|Õ
ivbv eySj ‡Nv‡oj ‡jvK| fz‡jI GKevi Nwoi w`‡K PvBj bv,
cv‡Q ‡m GKUv wKQz K‡i e‡m|
ÔAvgvi Nwo Avi Rvgv-Kvco Ly‡j wb‡qQ ‡Kb?Õ
Ôhv‡Z cvjv‡Z bv cv‡iv|Õ
ÔRvgv-Kvc‡oi e¨vcvi bv nq eySjvg, wKš‘ NwoUv wb‡qQ ‡Kb?Õ
Ô‡`‡Lv, gvmy` ivbv, ‡Zvgvi m¤ú‡K© mewKQz Rvbv Av‡Q Avgv‡`i|
NwoUv hyw³hy³ Kvi‡YB miv‡bv n‡q‡Q|Õ
‡hb wKQzB eyS‡Z cv‡iwb, Ggwb ‡PvL K‡i ‡P‡q iBj ivbv ‡jvKUvi
w`‡K| wKš‘ KviY e¨vLv Kivi ‡Kvb j¶YB cÖKvk ‡cj bv ‡jvKwUi
g‡a¨| G wb‡q Avi PvcvPvwc Kij bv ivbv| Ab¨ cš’v aij ‡m|
Ôgv_vUv fq¼i a‡i Av‡Q|Õ
Ô`ytwLZ| gv_v aivi Ilya G j‡Â ‡bB,Õ ejj ‡jvKUv g„`y ‡n‡m|
ÔwmMv‡iU Av‡Q?Õ
Ôbv| wmMv‡iU LvB bv Avwg|Õ
ÔAvgvi ‡Kv‡Ui c‡K‡U GKUv wmMv‡iU ‡Km Av‡Q| hw` GKUz Kó
K‡i G‡b w`‡Z...Õ
‡KvbI DËi bv w`‡q g„`y nvmj ‡jvKUv|
Ô`iKvi g‡b Ki‡j nvZ `y‡Uv ‡eu‡a ‡i‡L hvI|Õ
GeviI ‡KvbI Drmvn ‡`Lv ‡Mj bv ‡jvKUvi| ‡`qv‡ji Mv‡q
‡njvb w`‡q `uvwo‡q _vKj PzcPvc| w¯’i `„wó‡Z ‡P‡q Av‡Q wc¯—jUv
ivbvi Kcv‡ji w`‡K|
ÔZzwg wK g‡b KiQ wmMv‡iU Avb‡Z ‡M‡jB GB Dj½ Ae¯’vq
cvwj‡q hv‡ev Avwg? bv nq Avi KvD‡K w`‡q Avwb‡q `vI|Õ


16 gvmy` ivbvÐ10
Ôbv,Õ kvš— K‡É ej‡jv ‡jvKUv| Ô‡Zvgvi wmMv‡iU ‡Km Avgiv
fvjgZ cix¶v K‡i ‡`LwQ| Ii g‡a¨ `y‡Uv wmMv‡i‡U Av‡Q
g¨vM‡bwkqvg e¤^| Avi ‡Zvgvi NwoUvI wW-wdDR Kiv n‡q‡Q| GLb
wbðq eyS‡Z cviQ ‡Zvgvi e¨vcv‡i ‡KvbiKg SzuwK ‡Kb wb‡Z PvBwQ bv
Avwg?Õ
ivbv eySj, mnR cvj−v bq| G‡`i ‡Pv‡L ay‡jv ‡`qv mnR n‡e bv|
Gevi ‡mvRvmywR ‡Póv Kij ‡m|
ÔAvgv‡K cvjv‡Z mvnvh¨ K‡iv, ‡Zvgv‡K `k nvRvi UvKv ‡`ec„
w_exi ‡h Kv‡iw݇Z PvI|Õ
ÔZvi ‡P‡q cÖv‡Y ‡eu‡P _vKvUv A‡bK my‡Li| bq wK?Õ evg nv‡Zi
K‡o AvOy‡ji bK w`‡q `uv‡Zi duvK ‡_‡K wK ‡hb ‡ei Kievi ‡Póv
Ki‡Q ‡jvKUv|
Gevi cÖvYf‡i Mvwj w`j ivbv ‡jvKUv‡K| Ak−xj me Mvwj| ‡`Lv
hvK ivwM‡q w`‡q ‡KvbI mywe‡a nq wKbv| ‡i‡M ‡M‡j nq‡Zv wKQz fzj
Ki‡e|
mwZ¨B jvj n‡q DVj ‡jvKUvi njy` gyL| wUªMv‡ii Ici AvOy‡ji
Pvc evo‡Q, mv`v n‡q ‡M‡Q ZR©bxi bL i³ m‡i hvIqvq| GLb ‡h-
‡KvbI gyn~‡Z© ¸wj Ki‡e ‡jvKUv| Ii nv‡Zi w`‡K ‡P‡q Av‡Q ivbv,
¸wjUv ‡ei“evi wVK Av‡Mi gyn~‡Z©B jvd ‡`‡e ‡m| mg¯— ‡ckx¸‡jv Uvb
n‡q ‡M‡Q ivbvi aby‡Ki wQjvi gZ|
Ggwb mgq mvg‡j wbj ‡jvKUv| nvmevi ‡Póv Kij, wKš‘ `uvZ
‡e‡ivj ïay, nvwm n‡jv bv|
ÔAcgvb Ki‡Z PvI, K‡iv| wKš‘ GKUv K_v g‡b ‡i‡Lv, ‡Zvgv‡K
R¨vš— ivLvi ûKzg Av‡Q Avgv‡`i Ici| wKš‘ KZLvwb R¨vš—, ‡m m¤ú‡K©
‡Kvb ¯úó wb‡`©k ‡bB| Kv‡RB mveavb| ‡ewk evovevwo Ki‡j c‡i
AbyZvc n‡e|Õ
D‡V `uvovj ivbv ‡jvKUvi w`‡K wcQb wd‡i| Rvbvjvi w`‡K hvw”Qj
evB‡iUv ‡`Levi R‡b¨- GKUv eo ‡XD‡qi Ici c‡o `y‡j DVj jÂUv|
Uvj mvgjv‡Z bv ‡c‡i c‡o hvw”Qj ivbv| ivbvi `yie¯’v ‡`‡L gyPwK
nvwm G‡m coj ‡jvKUvi ‡Vuv‡U| cigyn~‡Z©B Scvr K‡i ivbvi Qzu‡o ‡`qv
K¤^jUv ‡X‡K ‡djj Ii ‡PvL gyL| cvM‡ji gZ K¤^j mivevi ‡Póv
Ki‡Q ‡m| we`y¨rMwZ‡Z Kv‡Q G‡m `uvovj ivbv| cÖPÊ kw³‡Z jvw_
gvij ‡m ‡jvKUvi nuvUzi Ici| LUvs K‡i ‡g‡S‡‡Z coj ‡Kvë
A‡Uv‡gwUK| K¤^j mwi‡q ‡djj ‡jvKUv| Nv‡oi Ici coj G‡m
fq¼i GK Ry‡Wv Pc| wbtk‡ã Ávb nvwi‡q jywU‡q coj ‡m gvwU‡Z|
ivbv! mveavb!! 17
`yB wgwb‡U ‡jvKUvi R¨v‡KU Avi c¨vÈ Ly‡j c‡i wbj ivbv| wc¯—
jUv Zz‡j wbj ‡g‡S ‡_‡K| Zvici ‡ewi‡q Gj evB‡i| b`xi ZxiUv
‡ewk `~‡i bq| wmuwo ‡e‡q ‡b‡g Gj ivbv ‡W‡Ki Ici| ‡KD ‡bB|
‡iwjs Uc‡K wc¯—jUv c‡K‡U ivLj ‡m| nVvr BwÄb eÜ n‡q ‡Mj
jÂUvi| WvBf ‡`evi R‡b¨ nvZ `y‡Uv ‡hB wcQ‡b wb‡q‡Q Agwb wcQb
‡_‡K Lc& K‡i a‡i ‡djj ‡KD ivbvi `yB nvZ| cÖPÊ kw³ ‡m nv‡Z|
‡Ljbvi gZ Zz‡j wb‡q Gj ivbv‡K ‡iwjs-Gi Gcv‡i| QUdU Ki‡Q
ivbv eowk Muv_v g„‡Mj gv‡Qi gZ| aovm K‡i ‡djv n‡jv I‡K ‡W‡Ki
Ici| wc¯—jUv ‡ei K‡i ‡bqv n‡jv c‡KU ‡_‡K| n¨vÊKvc cwi‡q ‡`qv
n‡jv nv‡Z| Zvici ‡U‡b `uvo Kwi‡q cÖPÊ ‡Rv‡i GK _veov gviv n‡jv
Ii bvK-gyL j¶¨ K‡i| KjKj K‡i i³ ‡ewi‡q Gj ivbvi bvK w`‡q|
‡Pv‡L Avi wKQzB ‡`L‡Z cv‡”Q bv ‡m| ‡mB Ae¯’vq ‡QuP‡o ‡U‡b wb‡q
Pjj I‡K ‡jvKUv ‡W‡Ki GKcv‡k|
jÂUv ZLb GKUv Nv‡U wf‡o‡Q| SU&cU& Z³v weQv‡bv n‡jv| ivbv
‡`Lj cuvP-QqRb mk¯¿ ‡jvK `uvwo‡q i‡q‡Q Nv‡U| av°v w`‡q bvgv‡bv
n‡jv I‡K| wKš‘ j ‡_‡K Avi ‡KD bvgj bv| AevK n‡q wcQ‡b
wd‡i ‡`Lj ivbv DwV‡q ‡bqv n‡”Q Z³v| eySj, I‡`i KvR GB ch©š—B
‡kl| ivbv‡K a‡i w`‡q ‡Mj Iiv KviI nv‡Z| Kvi nv‡Z?
wcQb ‡_‡K ivB‡d‡ji b‡ji ¸u‡Zv coj ivbvi wc‡V, ÔG‡MvI|Õ
b`xi Zxi ‡_‡K ‡ek LvwbKUv `~‡i cÖKvÊ GK cÖvmv‡` wb‡q Avmv n‡jv
ivbv‡K| ‡M‡Ui Kv‡Q `uvov‡bv mk¯¿ cÖnix| cÖk¯— GKUv N‡i Xz‡K
`uvwo‡q coj Iiv|
GKUv eo mvB‡Ri ‡m‡μUvwi‡qU ‡Uwe‡ji Icv‡k ‡Pqv‡i e‡m Pxbv
msev`cÎ co‡Q GKRb ‡jvK, gyLUv ‡`Lv hv‡”Q bv| ‡Uwe‡ji Ici
ivbvi w`‡K gyL K‡i ivLv Av‡Q GKLvbv gvDRvi| ax‡i ax‡i m‡i ‡Mj
KvMRUv gy‡Li mvg‡b ‡_‡K|
jvj‡P fvmv fvmv ‡Nvjv‡U ‡PvL, _¨veov bvK Avi govi gZ
d¨vKv‡m ‡VuvU- GKRb ‡jvK w¯’i `„wó‡Z ‡P‡q Av‡Q ivbvi w`‡K|
‡Pqv‡i emv ‡jvKUvi ‡Pnvivq Ggb GK fq¼i wbôzi fve Av‡Q ‡h
wb‡Ri ARv‡š—B GKevi wkD‡i DVj ivbvi me©kixi| gvbyl ‡Zv bq,
Akixix AZ…ß ‡cÖZvÍv ‡hb GKUv| GB ‡jvK Ki‡Z cv‡i bv Ggb KvR
‡bB| VvÊv wb¯ú„n `„wóUv ‡hb Aš—¯—j ch©š— ‡`L‡Z cv‡”Q Ii|
Ava wgwbU PzcPvc ivbvi w`‡K ZvwK‡q ‡_‡K wc¯—jUv Zz‡j wbj ‡m
nv‡Z| ivbv Gw`K-Iw`K PvBj- emevi ‡Kvb e¨e¯’v ‡bB| A_©vr ‡Pqvi
Zz‡j gvivi ‡Kvb my‡hvM ‡bB|


18 gvmy` ivbvÐ10
ÔAvgvi bvg ‡gRi wUs ds| Avgiv Avmvgx‡`i R‡b¨ emevi ‡Kvb
e¨e¯’v ivwL bv|Õ
ÔAvmvgx?Õ wew¯§Z `„wó‡Z PvBj ivbv wUs ds-Gi nv‡Z aiv
gvDRv‡ii w`‡K| GKUv mvB‡jÝvi cvBc ‡cuwP‡q ‡cuwP‡q jvMv‡”Q
‡jvKUv wc¯—‡ji gy‡L|
ÔmvB‡jÝvi e¨envi Kwi Avgiv mvaviYZ| bB‡j wew”Qwi kã nq|Õ
‡hb Avcb g‡b ej‡Q wUs ds| ÔwPš—v Ki‡eb bv, Avgvi nv‡Zi wUc
Ae¨_©| Lye ‡ewk Kó n‡e bv| GLv‡b GBN‡i AvR ch©š— ‡gvU...Õ
ÔGUv wK ‡iW jvBUwbs Us-Gi Av¯—vbv?Õ nVvr evav w`‡q wR‡Ám
Kij ivbv|
Ô‡iW jvBUwbs Us? bvn&| Avcwb Avgv‡`i Us-Gi ‡jvK e‡j fzj
K‡iwQ‡jb eywS?Õ gyP‡K nvmj ‡gRi wUs ds| ÔAvgiv Us bB| Avi GB
Av¯—vbvUvI wVK Avgv‡`i bq| AvcvZZ K‡qKw`‡bi R‡b¨ AvwQ Avgiv
GLv‡b| Avm‡j GUv cvwK¯—vb I PvBwbR wm‡μU mvwf©‡mi GKUv ‡hŠ_
Av¯—vbv, ‡gRi gvmy` ivbv|Õ
DËiUv ï‡b nZf¤^ n‡q ‡Mj ivbv cÖ‡g| Zvici Am¤¢e ivM n‡jv
Ii| Zvn‡j GBme KvÊ Kievi wK A_©?
ÔAvgvi nvZKov Ly‡j w`‡Z ejyb,Õ ejj ivbv K‡Vvi K‡É|
‡Kvb DËi w`j bv fq¼i ‡jvKUv| mvB‡jÝvi jvMv‡bv wc¯—jUv
Gevi ivbvi ey‡Ki w`‡K ‡mvRv ZvK K‡i aij|
ÔnvZKov Ly‡j w`b, ‡gRi wUs ds| bB‡j g¯— wec‡` co‡eb| ‡Kb
Avgv‡K a‡i Avbv n‡q‡Q GLv‡b Zvi Revew`wn Ki‡Z n‡e Avcbv‡K,Õ
Avevi ejj ivbv M¤¢xi K‡É|
jvj‡P ‡Nvjv‡U ‡PvL ‡g‡j ‡P‡q iBj ‡jvKUv ivbvi w`‡K| G
K_vi ‡Kvb Reve w`j bv| ‡Vuv‡Ui ‡Kv‡Y Pvcv euvKv nvwm| wKQz¶Y Pzc
K‡i ‡_‡K ax‡i ax‡i ejj ‡m, ÔAvgv‡`i ‡PvL‡K Avcwb duvwK w`‡Z
cv‡ibwb, wg÷vi gvmy` ivbv| Avgiv B‡Èwj‡RÝ wWcvU©‡g‡Èi
wek¦vmNvZK Wvej&-G‡Rȇ`i wb‡q wWj Kwi| Zv‡`i Lyu‡R ‡ei K‡i
wbg~©j Kievi `vwqZ¡ Avgv‡`i Ici|Õ
wc¯—jUv wVK nvU© eivei ‡P‡q Av‡Q GLb|
Ô‡KvbI ‡`vlx ‡jvK AvR ch©š— Avgv‡`i ‡PvL‡K duvwK w`‡Z
cv‡iwb|Õ ey‡ov AvOy‡ji Pv‡c wK¬K K‡i ‡mdwU K¨vP Ad n‡q ‡Mj|
Ô‡`vlx ‡jvK! wK ej‡Qb Avcwb, ‡gRi...Õ
Ônu¨v, ‡`vlx| ‡hme Pxbv ev cvwK¯—vbx wm‡μU G‡RÈ wbR wbR
‡`‡ki m‡½ wek¦vmNvZKZv K‡i, ZvivB ‡Kej Avgv‡`i Avmvgx|Õ
ivbv! mveavb!! 19
ÔGB R‡b¨B wK Avgv‡K GLv‡b wb‡q Avmv n‡q‡Q?Õ _ n‡q ‡Mj
ivbv| ÔAvwg wek¦vmNvZK?Õ Avevi ‡mB ivMUv Abyfe Kij ivbv| Nv‡oi
Kv‡Q K‡qKUv Pzj wkiwki K‡i DVj| ÔAm¤¢e!Õ
ÔZvB bvwK?Õ wUUKvwii fw½‡Z wR‡Ám Kij ‡gRi wUs ds|
ZR©bxi bLUv mv`v n‡q Avm‡Q AvOyjUv wUªMv‡ii Ici ‡P‡c emvq|
Avevi gyL Lyjj ‡m|
ÔwVK Avcbvi gZ mevB AevK nevi fvb K‡i| g„Zz¨i c~e© gyn~‡Z©I
Zv‡`i gyL ‡_‡K mwZ¨ K_v ‡ei Kiv hvq bv|Õ
Ôgv_v Lvivc n‡q ‡M‡Q Avcbvi!Õ ivbvi `„p aviYv, wVK ZvB n‡q‡Q
‡jvKUvi| ÔAvwg, gvmy` ivbv... wek¦vmNvZK!Õ
ivbvi K_v¸‡jv ‡hb ïb‡ZB cvqwb Ggwbfv‡e wb‡Ri K_v e‡j
Pjj ‡gRi wUs ds|
Ôgvbyl gvÎB wb‡`©vl, wb®cvc| Avgvi Kcvj fvj, ‡K fvj ‡K g›`
‡m wePv‡ii fvi Avgvi Ici ‡bB| Avgvi KvR ‡Kej kvw¯— ‡`qv| Avwg
ûKz‡gi PvKi|Õ
jvj‡P ‡Nvjv‡U ‡PvL `y‡Uv jvj n‡q DVj| R¡jR¡j Ki‡Q ‡hb
‡m¸‡jv i³ wccvmvq| wUªMv‡ii Ici Pvc evoj Avi GKUz|
Ôg„Zz¨i R‡b¨ cÖ¯‘Z nI, gvmy` ivbv!Õ
wU‡c w`j ‡m wUªMviUv|
`yB
LU& K‡i kã n‡jv ‡Kej, ¸wj ‡e‡ivj bv wc¯—j ‡_‡K| LbL‡b Mjvq
‡n‡m DVj ‡gRi wUs ds| D‡V `uvovj ‡Pqvi ‡Q‡o|
Ôgvd Ki‡eb, ‡gRi gvmy` ivbv| nv‡Z mgq Av‡Q, ZvB GKUzLvwb
ev¯—e iwmKZv KiwQjvg, Avgvi Pxd GKUz e¨¯— Av‡Qb, G¶zwY WvK
Avm‡e Avcbvi, ZZ¶Y...Õ
‡Uwe‡ji Ici ‡Uwj‡dvb ‡e‡R DVj| GKwUI K_v bv e‡j
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ÔnvZ KovUv Ly‡j `vI| Pjyb, ‡gRi ivbv| Zje G‡m‡Q Px‡di
KvQ ‡_‡K| ‡`vZjvq ‡h‡Z n‡e Avgv‡`i GLb| ‡Zvgiv _v‡Kv,
‡Zvgv‡`i Avi ‡h‡Z n‡e bv|Õ
wmuwo w`‡q D‡VB j¤^v KwiWi| wZb‡U Ni ‡Q‡o euv‡q ‡M‡Q


20 gvmy` ivbvÐ10
Av‡iKUv KwiWi| ‡k‡li NiUvi mvg‡b wM‡q `uvovj ivbv| `y‡Uv ‡UvKv
w`‡q AbygwZi A‡c¶v bv K‡iB ivbv‡K wb‡q Xz‡K coj wUs ds N‡ii
wfZi|
N‡ii ‡g‡S‡Z cyi“ jvj Kv‡c©U weQv‡bv| cÖ‡gB ‡PvL coj ivbvi
N‡ii ‡`qv‡j UvOv‡bv wewfboe iK‡gi e›`yK, ivB‡dj, wc¯—j I
wifjfv‡ii Ici| gviwjb KvievBb, gmevM© Avi DBb‡P÷vi ivB‡dj,
dvijvL, wdwbk jvqb, Iqvj_vi, mv‡Kv- wK ‡bB? Av‡R©w›Ubvi
e¨v‡j÷vi gwjbv, BUvwjqvb wM−‡mbwUm, myBwWm jvwUm, Avi ivkvb
g¨vKvif- me iKg Av‡Q| ‡k‡li Zv‡K mvRv‡bv Av‡Q K‡qKUv
‡Uwj‡¯‹vwcK mvBU, mvqvbvBW dvqvwis wmMv‡iU ‡Km, UvBg e¤^ wdU
Kiv wgwb‡qPvi K¨v‡giv Avi G·‡c−vwmf wi÷IqvP|
ZviciB ‡`L‡Z ‡cj ivbv, GKUv g¯— eo euvKv ‡m‡μUvwi‡qU
‡Uwe‡ji Icv‡k e‡m dvBj NuvU‡Q GKRb ‡jvK| GKbR‡iB Abvqv‡m
wPb‡Z cvij ivbv| PvBwbR wm‡μU mvwf©‡mi Pxd, A¨vWwgivj ‡nv Bb|
Gevi mwZ¨ AevK n‡jv ivbv| G fv‡e a‡i Avbv n‡jv ‡Kb I‡K?
ÔAvmyb, ‡gRi gvmy` ivbv|Õ mnv‡m¨ ¯^vMZ Rvbv‡jb A¨vWwgivj|
Ôemyb IB ‡PqviUvq| wUs ds, Zzwg GLb ‡h‡Z cv‡iv| ‡Vuv‡Ui Ici i³
‡`‡LB ‡evSv hv‡”Q hvÎvUv ‡Zgb Dc‡fvM¨ nqwb gvmy` ivbvi| ZvQvov
mvivUv w`b LvIqv-`vIqv nqwb Iui| ‡mB e¨e¯’v K‡iv wM‡q Zzwg|
`iKvi n‡jB WvKe ‡Zvgv‡K|...KB, emyb?Õ
AevK n‡q ‡P‡q Av‡Q ivbv Rvbvjvi w`‡K| wQcwQ‡c j¤^v GKRb
‡jvK ivbvi w`‡K wcQb wd‡i `uvwo‡q Rvbvjvi evB‡i ‡P‡q i‡q‡Q|
`uv‡Z ‡P‡c aiv cvBc ‡_‡K ‡auvqv DV‡Q Aí Aí| A¨vWwgivj ‡nv B‡bi
K_v Kv‡b XzKj bv ivbvi| nuv n‡q ‡Mj Ii gyLUv| evB‡ii w`K ‡_‡K
`„wó wdwi‡q wb‡q ax‡i ax‡i Ny‡i `uvov‡jb cvwK¯—vb KvDÈvi
B‡Èwj‡R‡Ýi Pxd, ‡gRi ‡Rbv‡ij ivnvZ Lvb|
`xN© c`‡¶‡c ‡Uwe‡ji Kv‡Q P‡j G‡jb ivnvZ Lvb| A¨vWwgivj
‡nv B‡bi cv‡ki ‡PqviUvq e‡m M¤¢xi K‡É ej‡jb, Ôe‡mv, ivbv|Õ
wew¯§Z ivbv emj GKUv ‡Pqv‡i| gv_vi g‡a¨ A‡bK¸‡jv wPš—v
GKmv‡_ wfo K‡i G‡m ‡Mvjgvj K‡i w`j mewKQz| wKQzB eyS‡Z
cvi‡Q bv ‡m| gv›`vj‡q ivnvZ Lvb, ‡nv Bb- Giv ‡Kb? I‡KB ev
‡Q‡j-fzjv‡bv KvR w`‡q ‡i½_‡b cvVv‡bv n‡qwQj ‡Kb? a‡iB ev Avbv
n‡jv ‡Kb Ggb iƒp fv‡e? wK G‡`i D‡Ïk¨? ‡gRi wUs ds wK wVKB
e‡jwQj? Zv‡K wek¦vmNvZK e‡j m‡›`n K‡i GLv‡b a‡i Avbv n‡q‡Q?
ÔGm‡ei wK A_©, m¨vi?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv AvnZ K‡É|
ÔA_© Av‡Q| ‡Zvgvi me cÖ‡koeiB m`yËi cv‡e| wKš‘ Zvi Av‡M
ivbv! mveavb!! 21
LvIqv-`vIqvUv ‡m‡i wb‡Z PvI?Õ
Ôbv, m¨vi| G¶zwY Rvb‡Z PvB Avwg ‡Kb Gfv‡e...Õ
ÔAvwgB ei ïi“ Kwi, wK e‡jb, ‡gRi ‡Rbv‡ij?Õ nVvr e‡j
DV‡jb A¨vWwgivj ‡nv Bb| ÔAvgvi gyL ‡_‡K ïb‡j AvNvZUv Kg
jvM‡e ‡gRi ivbvi| ‡gvUvgywU e¨vcviUv n‡”Q GB ‡h, Avcwb Z‡j Z‡j
fvi‡Zi mv‡_ nvZ wgwj‡q‡Qb, wKsev A`~i fwel¨‡Z I‡`i c‡¶ KvR
Ki‡eb e‡j ‡Mvc‡b Pzw³e× n‡q‡Qb, GB m‡›`n K‡i Avcbv‡K GLv‡b
a‡i Avbv n‡q‡Q|Õ
ÔAvwg Kx Ggb KvR K‡iwQ, hvi R‡b¨ Avcbv‡`i g‡b GB RNb¨
m‡›`n?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv wew¯§Z K‡É|
ÔGKUv-`y‡Uv cÖgv‡Y Avgv‡`i m‡›`n Drcboe nqwb, ‡gRi gvmy`
ivbv| AmsL¨ cÖgvY nv‡Z Av‡Q Avgv‡`i| ‡Kvb&Uv eje? fviZxq
G‡R‡Èi Kv‡Q cvwK¯—v‡bi A‡bK ‡Mvcb Z_¨ cvPvi K‡i‡Qb Avcwb,
‡eBwRs-G Pxbv mvgwiK NuvwUi Qwe Zz‡j w`‡q‡Qb I‡`i nv‡Z, fvi‡Z
Kvh©iZ Pxbv I cvwK¯—vbx G‡Rȇ`i wj÷ awi‡q w`‡q‡Qb I‡`i
nv‡Z...KZ eje? me wi‡cvU© UvBc Kiv Av‡Q Avgv‡`i Kv‡Q, Avcwb
cv‡eb GKKwc|Õ
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‡_‡K cvBcUv nv‡Z wb‡q ej‡jb ivnvZ Lvb| Ô¯úó cÖgvY Av‡Q ‡Zvgvi
wei“‡×, cy‡iv GK NÈvi GKUv wdj¥ Av‡Q, ‡MvUv cÂv‡kK w÷j
d‡UvMªvd Av‡Q...Õ
Ô‡Mvov ‡_‡K eywS‡q ejyb, m¨vi|Õ AvKvk ‡f‡O coj ivbvi gv_vi
Ici| ‡gRi ‡Rbv‡ij ivnvZ Lv‡bi gy‡L GB K_v ïb‡e, Kíbv‡ZI
wQj bv Ii|
ÔAvwgB ejwQ,Õ ej‡jb A¨vWwgivj| Ôe¨vcviUv ïi“ n‡q‡Q `yÕgvm
Av‡M ‡R‡bfvq| gvZvj Ae¯’vq ‡nv‡U‡j wdiwQ‡jb Avcwb A‡bK
iv‡Z| Avcbv‡K N‡i ‡cuŠ‡Q ‡`q fvi‡Zi GKRb cÖwZfvevb wm‡μU
G‡RÈ mynl© bvM| Ges GKRb cigvmy›`ix fviZxq gwnjv G‡RȇK
XzwK‡q ‡`q Avcbvi N‡i| evwK e¨vcviUv eyS‡ZB cvi‡Qb| Qwe ‡Zvjvi
e‡›`ve¯—UvI ‡m-B K‡iwQj| Avgv‡`i Kó Ki‡Z nqwb| wZbw`b c‡i
‡g‡qwUi jvm cvIqv wM‡qwQj ‡nv‡U‡ji myBwgs cy‡j| Avcwb cÖK…wZ¯’
n‡qB eyS‡Z ‡c‡iwQ‡jb wK fzj K‡i ‡d‡j‡Qb- ZvB GBfv‡e gyw³


22 gvmy` ivbvÐ10
‡c‡Z ‡Póv K‡iwQ‡jb, wKš‘ Rwo‡q co‡jb AviI| mynl© bvM mgq gZ
mvnvh¨ bv Ki‡j Ly‡bi `v‡q ‡Rj LvU‡Z nZ Avcbv‡K|Õ
ÔAv”Qv! Zvn‡j LybI K‡iwQ?Õ wPwe‡q wPwe‡q ejj ivbv K_v KqUv|
Ô‡Kej ZvB bq, wb‡R‡K m¤ú~Y© fv‡e wewμ K‡i w`‡q‡Qb myn‡l©i
Kv‡Q| Aek¨ Avcwb Ii nvZ ‡_‡K wb¯—vi cvIqvi R‡b¨ ‡Póvi ΓwU
K‡ibwb, wKš‘ GZ¸‡jv Qwe Ges R¡jš— cÖgvY myn‡l©i nv‡Z _vKvq ‡Zgb
‡Kvb myweav K‡i DV‡Z cv‡ibwb| Awb”Qvm‡Ë¡I ivwR n‡Z n‡q‡Q
Avcbv‡K myn‡l©i cÖ¯—v‡e| Ges Zvici ‡_‡K Avcwb Wvej G‡R‡Èi
KvR K‡i P‡j‡Qb- wewbg‡q cqmvI cv‡”Qb cÖPzi| wewfboe ‡`‡ki cvwK¯—
vbx nvB Kwgkbv‡ii Awdm ‡_‡KI Avcwb A‡bK¸‡jv WKz‡g‡Èi
d‡UvMªvd Zz‡j cvPvi K‡i‡Qb BwÊqvb wm‡μU mvwf©‡mi Kv‡Q| XvKvq
wd‡iI c~‡Y©v`¨‡g KvR K‡i hvw”Q‡jb, Ggb mgq Avcbv‡K ‡UvwKI n‡q
‡eBwRs hvIqvi cÖ¯—ve ‡`qv n‡jv, Avgv‡`i Aby‡iv‡a| ‡hb
Awb”Qvm‡Ë¡I hv‡”Qb, Ggwb fve K‡i ‡fZi ‡fZi Avn—v‡` AvULvbv
n‡q P‡j ‡M‡jb Avcwb ‡eBwRs Avcbvi bZzb cÖfz‡`i wb‡`©‡k wKQz Z_¨
‡RvMvo Ki‡Z| wK, g‡b c‡o‡Q GLb me K_v?Õ
‡KvbI DËi w`j bv ivbv|
ÔAviI eje? Avcbvi ARv‡š— XvKvi wc.wm.AvB. ‡nW ‡KvqvU©v‡i
Xz‡K‡Qb Avcwb gvB‡μv Uª¨vÝwgUvi m‡½ wb‡q, d‡j Ac~iYxq ¶wZ n‡q
‡M‡Q Pxb I cvwK¯—v‡bi| c„w_exi wewfboe RvqMvi Aš—Z GK‡kv Rb
wm‡μU G‡RȇK Kvq`v gZ ev‡M G‡b ‡dj‡e Iiv Aíw`‡bi g‡a¨B,
I‡`i Wvej& G‡RÈ wn‡m‡e KvR Ki‡Z eva¨ Ki‡e| AviI ïb‡eb?Õ
GZ¶Y GKUvbv K_v e‡j j¤^v K‡i `g wb‡jb A¨vWwgivj|
Ôejyb, ejyb| _vg‡jb ‡Kb? Avi wK wK K‡iwQ ïwb,Õ ejj ivbv
wZ³ K‡É|
Gevi K_v ej‡jb ‡gRi ‡Rbv‡ij ivnvZ Lvb| cvBcUv awi‡q
wb‡q‡Qb wZwb BwZg‡a¨|
ÔG e¨vcv‡i Avi we‡kl wKQz ejvi ‡bB ‡Zvgv‡K| mxj‡gvni Kiv
wPwV ‡`qv n‡qwQj wbRnv‡Z ‡eBwRs ‡cuŠ‡Q ‡`evi R‡b¨, ‡mUv I‡`i bv
w`‡q AvR Zzwg ‡cv÷ K‡iQ bqvw`j−xi wVKvbvq| Gic‡iI ‡Zvgv‡K gy³
ivLv hyw³hy³ g‡b bv Kivq a‡i wb‡q Avmv n‡q‡Q GLv‡b| Avwg AvRB
mKv‡j P‡j G‡mwQ Ri“ix Lei ‡c‡q|Õ
ÔAv”Qv| Gevi Avgvi Kcv‡j wK NU‡Z P‡j‡Q? duvwm bv hve¾xeb
Kviv`Ê?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv kvš— K‡É|
ÔcÖ‡g ‡Zvgv‡K Av”Qv K‡i BÈv‡iv‡MU Kiv n‡e, gvi‡avi Kiv n‡e
ivbv! mveavb!! 23
Aíwe¯—i, Zvici GKUv ‡c−‡b K‡i cvwV‡q ‡`qv n‡e cvwK¯—v‡b ‡KvU©
gvk©v‡ji R‡b¨| c‡_ `yÕRb MvW© Ges GKRb cvBjU‡K nZ¨v K‡i Zzwg
‡c−bUv‡K μ¨vk j¨vÊ Kiv‡e fviZxq GjvKvq|Õ
weùvwiZ `„wó‡Z ‡P‡q iBj ivbv ‡gRi ‡Rbv‡ij ivnvZ Lv‡bi Zx¶è
`yB ‡Pv‡Li w`‡K| `k ‡m‡KÊ GKwU K_vI ‡e‡ivj bv Ii gyL ‡_‡K|
ivnvZ Lv‡bi ‡Vuv‡Ui ‡Kv‡Y cvZjv GKdvwj inm¨gq nvwm|
ÔwKš‘...wKš‘...Õ ‡_‡g ‡Mj ivbv| Avevi K_v ej‡jb ivnvZ Lvb|
Ôe¨vcviUvi ¸i“Z¡ wbðqB eyS‡Z cviQ| fq¼i GKUv SzuwK wb‡Z
n‡e ‡Zvgv‡K| B‡”Q Ki‡j GLbI Gwo‡q ‡h‡Z cv‡iv| ‡f‡e ‡`‡Lv
fvj K‡i|Õ
ax‡i ax‡i Abvwej nvwm‡Z D™¢vwmZ n‡q DVj ivbvi gyL| ey‡Ki
Ici Pvcv‡bv `k gYx cv_iUv ‡KD Zz‡j wb‡q‡Q ‡hb| PU& K‡i ‡PvL
wdwi‡q ‡`Lj A¨vWwgiv‡ji gy‡LI nvwm| ivbv‡K Gwo‡q ‡PvL wU‡c
Bkviv Ki‡Z wM‡qwQ‡jb wZwb ivnvZ Lvb‡K, aiv c‡o ‡M‡jb|
ÔwKš‘, m¨vi, gvmy` ivbv wnmv‡e GZw`b KvD‡K w`‡q hw` Awfbq
Kwi‡q _v‡Kb, Avgvi ‡Pnviv ‡`L‡jB ey‡S ‡dj‡e Iiv|Õ
Ôbv| ‡m m¤¢vebv ‡bB| mynl© bvM Avgv‡`i ‡jvK| Avi ‡Zvgvi
bv‡g ‡h ‡jvKUv‡K GZw`b Pvwj‡qwQ ‡m ‡`L‡Z A‡bKUv ‡ZvgviB gZ|
Pzj¸‡jv ch©š— ‡Zvgvi gZ K‡i QuvwU‡q ‡bqv n‡qwQj| Avi wm‡bgv
ixjUv ‡Zvjv n‡qwQj Avgv‡`i d‡UvMªvwdK j¨ve‡iUwi‡Z ‡mU ‰Zwi K‡i
wb‡q| ‡ewkifvM mgqB ‡jvKUvi gyL AveQv ivLv n‡q‡Q- hLb ¯úó
K‡i ‡`Lv‡bv n‡q‡Q ZLb ‡mUv ‡Zvgvi Qwe|Õ
ÔXvKvq ‡h fviZxq G‡RÈ gvmy` ivbv‡K KȨv± K‡iwQj, ‡m ‡Zv
bKj gvmy` ivbv‡K ¯úó ‡`‡L‡Q?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|
Ô‡`‡L‡Q| wKš‘ mv¶¨ w`‡Z Avm‡e bv ‡m Avi ‡Kvbw`b| moK
`yN©Ubvq g„Zz¨ n‡q‡Q Zvi,Õ M¤¢xi gy‡L ej‡jb ivnvZ Lvb|
fzi“ KzuP‡K ‡Mj ivbvi| Lyb-Lvivwc cQ›` K‡ib bv ‡gRi
‡Rbv‡ij| KZLvwb wmwiqvm e¨vcvi n‡j GZme Av‡qvRb `iKvi n‡Z
cv‡i, Dcjwä Kij ivbv| eySj Ii Rxe‡bi Ab¨Zg ‡kªô A¨vmvBb‡gÈ
G‡m Dcw¯’Z n‡q‡Q AvR mvg‡b| Pxb-cvwK¯—v‡bi ‡hŠ_ ‡KvbI
e¨vcvi| fq¼i ‡Kvb Kv‡Ri K_v cvo‡e G¶zwY ey‡ov| Qj‡K DVj GK
SjK i³ Ii ey‡Ki wfZi|
ÔZv, Ab¨ KvD‡K w`‡q Awfbq bv Kwi‡q ‡Mvov‡ZB Avgv‡K
e‡jbwb ‡Kb, m¨vi? Ab_©K...Õ
ÔAb_©K Avwg ‡Kvb KvR Kwi bv, ivbv|Õ PveyK coj ‡hb ivbvi


24 gvmy` ivbvÐ10
wc‡V|
Ômwi, m¨vi, Avwg wVK Zv ej‡Z PvBwb...Õ
Ôey‡SwQ| ‡Zvgv‡K cÖ‡gB Avbv nqwb GB R‡b¨ ‡h, cÖ‡gB hw`
nVvr ‡Kvb moK `yN©Ubvq ‡Zvgvi g„Zz¨ nq Zvn‡j Avgv‡`i mg¯— c−¨vb
‡f‡¯— hv‡e| ‡Zvgv‡K `~‡i mwi‡q ‡i‡L Av‡M Ab¨ ‡jvK‡K w`‡q ZvB
c_ cwi®‹vi K‡iwQ| Zzwg GB c−¨v‡bi GKUv Awe‡”Q`¨ Ask|Õ
ÔLyeB mv`NvwZK e¨vcvi g‡b n‡”Q?Õ
Ônu¨v|Õ GZ¶‡Y K_v ej‡jb A¨vWwgivj| ÔAvcwb hw` mdj n‡Z
bv cv‡ib Zvn‡j AvMvgx Qq gv‡m c„w_exi ‡Pnviv cv‡ë hv‡e| wm‡μU
mvwf©‡mi BwZnv‡m GK gnv wec−e NU‡Z P‡j‡Q, ‡gRi ivbv| Avcwb
hw` ‡VKv‡Z bv cv‡ib Zvn‡j Avgv‡`i GKUv Z_¨I I‡`i Kv‡Q ARvbv
_vK‡e bv| Avgv‡`i A¯¿ ‰Zwii Av‡MB Zvi dgy©jv gyL¯’ n‡q hv‡e
I‡`i| Avgv‡`i miKvi wK c−¨vb Ki‡Z hv‡”Q, ‡R‡b ‡dj‡e Iiv
‰eV‡K Av‡jvPbv nevi Av‡MB| Ggb wK Avgv‡`i ivóªxq ‡bZviv wK wPš—
v Ki‡Q ZvI ARvbv _vK‡e bv I‡`i Kv‡Q| Qq gv‡mi g‡a¨B mviv
wek¦‡K nv‡Zi gy‡Vvq wb‡q Avm‡e BwÊqv| ‡h ‡Kvb ivóª hZ kw³kvjxB
‡nvK, gv_v ‡bvqv‡Z eva¨ n‡e fvi‡Zi Kv‡Q| Kíbv Ki‡Z cv‡ib wK
fq¼i Ae¯’v ‡mUv?Õ
ivbv wKQz‡ZB ‡f‡e ‡cj bv wK K‡i Zv m¤¢e| wK Ggb e¨vcvi
NUv‡”Q fviZ hv‡Z gnvPxb ch©š— ‡Ku‡c D‡V‡Q?
¯úvMjvwg g‡b n‡”Q Avcbvi Kv‡Q, ZvB bv?Õ wmMv‡iU aiv‡jb
A¨vWwgivj| ÔAvm‡j e¨vcviUv ïi“ n‡qwQj cvMjvwg ‡_‡KB| ‡Mvov
‡_‡K ïbyb|Õ Mw` AuvUv ‡Pqv‡i GKUz b‡o P‡o e‡m Avi¤¢ Ki‡jb
wZwb| Ô‡jvKUvi bvg mv‡`K Lvb| Rb¥ XvKv ‡Rjvq| AZ¨š— ‡gavex
QvÎ wQj| wKš‘ we.G. cix¶vi ciB gv_v Lvivc n‡q hvq| gv‡S gv‡S
GKUz fvj _v‡K- eQi Lv‡bK PvKwi K‡i G-Awdm I-Awd‡m, A™¢zZ
a~Z©Zvi mv‡_ cÖPzi cqmv DcvR©b K‡i, Zvici Avevi gvm QÕ‡qK KvUvq
cvebvi ‡gÈvj nmwcUv‡j| ‡Kej gv_v Lvivc n‡j nZ, 1964 mv‡ji
Rvbyqvwi gv‡m GKUv Mvwoi Zjvq Pvcv c‡o gv_vq ‡PvU ‡c‡qwQj
‡jvKUv, `„wókw³Uv euvPvevi R‡b¨ gv_vi g‡a¨ m~² GKUv Acv‡ikb
Ki‡Z n‡qwQj- ‡mB ‡_‡K A™¢zZ GK ai‡bi weK…wZ ‡`Lv w`‡q‡Q Ii
g‡a¨| GLv‡b-‡mLv‡b hyeZx bvixi g„Z‡`n cvIqv ‡h‡Z Avi¤¢ Kij
cuqlwÆ mv‡ji ‡Mvov ‡_‡K| Aóg Ly‡bi ciB aiv coj ‡jvKUv|
wePv‡i wKš‘ cvMj mve¨¯— n‡jv| ‡gÈvj nm&wcUv‡ji ‡m‡j cy‡i ‡`qv
n‡jv I‡K|Õ
ivbv! mveavb!! 25
PzcPvc wmMv‡iU Uvb‡jb A¨vWwgivj wKQz¶Y|
ÔMZ eQi RyjvB gv‡m e›`x ¯úvB wewbgq n‡jv fviZ I cvwK¯—v‡bi
g‡a¨| nVvr mv‡`K Lvb‡K ‡P‡q emj fviZ miKvi `yBRb g~j¨evb
cvwK¯—vbx G‡R‡Èi wewbg‡q| GK K_vq ivwR n‡q ‡Mj cvwK¯—vb...Õ
ÔwVK GK K_vq bq,Õ evav w`‡jb ivnvZ Lvb| ÔAvgiv mv‡`K Lvb
m¤ú‡K© me iKg ‡LuvR-Lei wbjvg| wKš‘ A‡bK ‡Póv K‡iI Zv‡K
fviZxq G‡RÈ wnmv‡e `uvo Kiv‡bv ‡Mj bv| nvmcvZv‡j Lei wb‡q
Rvbv ‡Mj c¨viv‡bvBqvi cÖg ‡÷R Pj‡Q Ii| Ii aviYv cÖ‡Z¨KUv
‡jvK I‡K nZ¨v Kievi my‡hvM LyuR‡Q| Zvi Ici Av‡iK DcmM©-
g½jMª‡ni ‡jvK‡`i m‡½ bvwK ‡Uwjc¨vw_i mvnv‡h¨ K_v ej‡Q ‡m
AbM©j| Avgiv eySjvg- hw` AZx‡Z fvi‡Zi n‡q ‡Kvb KvR K‡iI
_v‡K, GLb ‡jvKUv e× cvMj| Kv‡RB ivwR n‡q ‡Mjvg|
Ôe¨vcviUv ILv‡bB ‡kl n‡q ‡hZ, wKš‘ gvm `yÕ‡qK ci nVvr cvIqv
‡Mj mv‡`K Lv‡bi Wv‡qixUv| jywK‡q ‡i‡LwQj ‡m IUv ‡fw›U‡jUvi
wMª‡ji Ici- ‡nvqvBU Iqvk Ki‡Z wM‡q wgw¯—ixi ‡Pv‡L c‡owQj IUv|
nq‡Zv Ii g‡a¨ ‡Kvb Z_¨ _vK‡Z cv‡i g‡b K‡i bvm© ‡m Wv‡qixUv
w`‡qwQj mv‡`K Lvb ‡h mvBwKqvwUª‡÷i ‡c‡kÈ wQj Zv‡K| Zvi ‡W‡¯‹
c‡owQj IUv nßv Lv‡bK, Zvici nVvr GKw`b cvZv D‡ëB AevK n‡q
wM‡qwQj W±i wbqvR| GZB Avðh© K‡qKUv K_v ‡jLv wQj I‡Z ‡h,
‡mB w`bB ‡m Wv‡qixUv Zz‡j ‡`q cywj‡mi nv‡Z| ‡mLvb ‡_‡K ‡mvRv
P‡j Av‡m Avgv‡`i Kv‡Q- KviY AvgivB wWj KiwQjvg mv‡`K Lv‡bi
‡Km|Õ
cvBcUv ‡Uwej ‡_‡K Zz‡j wb‡q Avevi aiv‡eb wKbv fve‡jb ivnvZ
Lvb, Zvici bvwg‡q ivL‡jb ‡mUv ‡Uwe‡ji Ici|
ÔcÖ‡Z¨KUv ‡jvK‡K m‡›`‡ni ‡Pv‡L ‡`L‡Z Avi¤¢ K‡iwQj mv‡`K
Lvb| Wv³vi‡`i IciB m‡›`n wQj Ii me‡P‡q ‡ewk| GBme Abyf‚wZi
K_v ‡jLv Av‡Q Wv‡qix‡Z| Avð‡h©i K_v GB ‡h, cÖ‡Z¨KUv Wv³vi
Ges bv‡m©i wb‡R‡`i g‡a¨Kvi UzK‡iv UzK‡iv Avjvc-Av‡jvPbv ûeû
‡jLv Av‡Q Wv‡qix‡Z| Ggb wK RwUj me ‡Km wnw÷ª ch©š— ûeû ‡UvKv
Av‡Q| me‡P‡q AevK KvÊ W±i wbqvR ej‡Qb Dwb ‡h-K_v KLbI
KvD‡K e‡jbwb, g‡b g‡b wPš—v K‡i‡Qb ‡Kej, ‡mBmeI ûeû ‡jLv
Av‡Q|Õ
ÔcÖg w`‡K Z‡_¨i wKQz wKQz fzj-åvwš— wQj, wKš‘ gvSvgvwS
Avm‡ZB ‡evSv hvq GK AmvaviY ¶gZv AR©b K‡i‡Q mv‡`K Lvb|
Gwf‡qkb Uvg© ‡`‡L Avgiv wc.AvB.G-i cÖ‡Z¨KwU cvBj‡Ui mv‡_


26 gvmy` ivbvÐ10
‡hvMv‡hvM K‡iwQ| ‡`Lv ‡M‡Q j¨vwÊs Kievi mgq MªvDÊ K‡Èªv‡ji mv‡_
Zv‡`i K_vevZ©v ‡jLv Av‡Q Wv‡qix‡Z| Ggb wK GKRb cvBjU ejj
Zvi e¨w³MZ Rxe‡bi `yB-GKUv K_v wPš—v KiwQj ‡m ‡mB mg‡q-
Zv¾e K_v, ûeû ‡mB wPš—v¸‡jv ‡jLv Av‡Q- Ggb wK Zvi ¯¿x-cyÎ-
Kb¨v‡K ‡m ‡h-bv‡g Wv‡K ‡m-meI wVK wVK wj‡L ‡M‡Q mv‡`K Lvb|Õ
ÔAvðh©!Õ ejj ivbv|
ÔAviI A‡bK K_v ‡jLv Av‡Q Wv‡qix‡Z| ‡mme ‡Zgb ¸i“Z¡c~Y©
bq, wKš‘ Zvi ‡_‡K GKUv K_v Rvbv ‡M‡Q, `~iZ¡ mv‡`K Lv‡bi GB
‡Uwjc¨vw_K KbU¨v‡± ‡Kvb iKg evavi m„wó K‡i bv| Avgiv ‡LuvR wb‡q
‡`‡LwQ nvRvi nvRvi gvBj `~‡ii K_vevZ©v jvBb‡K jvBb wj‡L ‡M‡Q
‡m wbfz©jfv‡e| we¯§qKi e¨vcvi, ZvB bv? ‡h-‡Kvb ‡jv‡Ki wPš—v
fvebv, K_vevZ©v Rvb‡Z cvi‡Q ‡jvKUv| wVK ‡hb ‡iwWI wiwmfvi|Õ
ÔmwZ¨B Avðh©!Õ ejj ivbv| Ô‡Kvbg‡Z Ii GB ¶gZvi K_v ‡Ui
‡c‡q fviZ wb‡q ‡M‡Q I‡K| I‡K GLb e¨envi Ki‡e Avgv‡`i
wei“‡×...Õ
Ôbv| Zvi ‡P‡qI eo wKQz| ‡m me K_vq c‡i AvmwQ| eW©vi μm
Kievi ciB mv‡`K Lvb‡K ivRKxq m¤§v‡bi m‡½ ‡nwjKÞv‡i K‡i
wb‡q hvIqv n‡q‡Q w`j−x, ‡mLvb ‡_‡K ‡Kvjv‡qi ‡j‡Ki GKUv myiw¶Z
wK¬wb‡K| `w¶Y fvi‡Zi C÷vb© Nv‡U ‡Mv`veix Avi K…òv b`xi
gvSvgvwS GjvKvq i‡q‡Q wekvj GB ‡Kvjv‡qi ‡jK| B‡jv‡ii Kv‡Q|
‡QvU ‡QvU A‡bK¸‡jv Øxc Av‡Q GB ‡j‡Ki g‡a¨| GKUvi bvg I¼vi|
GB I¼vi Øx‡c ‡mB myiw¶Z wK¬wbK|Õ nVvr ‡_‡g ‡mvRvmywR ivbvi
‡Pv‡Li w`‡K PvB‡jb ivnvZ Lvb| ÔKexi ‡PŠayix‡K g‡b Av‡Q?Õ
ÔKexi ‡PŠayix! ivOvgvwUi Wz‡ev-cvnv‡oi ‡mB cvMj ‰eÁvwbK?Õ
Ônu¨v| ‡KŠk‡j ‡Rj ‡_‡K cvwj‡q BwÊqvq P‡j hvq| ‡mB Kexi
‡PŠayixB G mg¯—wKQzi D‡`¨v³v| ‡m-B Avwe®‹vi K‡i mv‡`K Lvb‡K|
Ges fviZ miKv‡ii gv_vq GB c−¨vbUv ‡XvKvq| GB cÖ‡R±Uv cwiPvjbv
Ki‡Q Kexi ‡PŠayix| gvbyl giYkxj| Kexi ‡PŠayix Rv‡b nvRvi ‡Póv
Ki‡jI mv‡`K Lv‡bi Avqy evov‡Z cvi‡e bv ‡m| ZvB Ii ‡eª‡bi
Abyiƒc Kw¤úDUvi ‰Zwi Ki‡Q GLb| KvR cÖvq m¤ú~Y©| ‰Zwi n‡q ‡M‡j
c„w_exi ‡Kvb Z_¨ Avi ARvbv _vK‡e bv I‡`i Kv‡Q| ‡m GK fq¼i
Ae¯’v ivbv| Avi Avgiv hv Rvb‡Z ‡c‡iwQ ‡mUv AviI fq¼i| hw`I
fvi‡Zi mvnvh¨ wb‡q hš¿Uv ‰Zwi Ki‡Q Kexi ‡PŠayix, fviZ Gi dj
‡fvM Ki‡Z cvi‡e bv| AZ¨š— kw³kvjx GKUv BÈvib¨vkbvj M¨vO
‰Zwi K‡i‡Q Kexi ‡PŠayix- hš¿Uv ‰Zwi n‡jB Zviv ‡Qvej gvi‡e
ivbv! mveavb!! 27
fvi‡Zi ey‡K| hvB ‡nvK, AvcvZZ mv‡`K Lvb‡K ‡`‡k wdwi‡q Avb‡Z
n‡e Avgv‡`i‡K, ivbv|Õ
ÔZvi gv‡b Avgv‡K ‡h‡Z n‡”Q I¼vi Øx‡c?Õ
Ônu¨v| mg¯— c„w_exi ¯^v‡_©B I‡`i ‡VKv‡bv `iKvi| ‡Zvgvi wK g‡b
nq?Õ
ÔwbðqB, m¨vi| bB‡j ‡Mvcb e‡j wKQz _vK‡e bv| c„w_exi mg¯—
mvgwiK, ivR‰bwZK, ‰eÁvwbK Z_¨ Rvbv n‡q hv‡e I‡`i Ges
wb‡R‡`i B‡”QgZ e¨envi Ki‡e Iiv Ime Z_¨‡K| mviv `ywbqv I‡`i
nv‡Zi μxobK n‡q co‡e| Avðh©! wKš‘ mwZ¨B wK ‡Uwjc¨vw_ w`‡q
GBme e¨vcvi m¤¢e?Õ
ÔG wb‡q AvwgI Avjvc-Av‡jvPbv K‡iwQ K‡qKRb wewkó
we‡kl‡Ái mv‡_| Zuviv ej‡Qb, AZ¨vaywbK weÁvb GZw`‡b w¯’i wbwðZ
n‡q‡Q ‡h, mwZ¨mwZ¨B Ggb GKUv wRwbm Av‡Q| Lye m¤¢e ‡eªb
Acv‡ik‡bi c‡iB Ii GB ¶gZv R‡b¥‡Q|Õ
Ô‡c−b μ¨vk Kievi ci Avgvi KvR wK n‡e, m¨vi?Õ
Ô‡m-me ‡Zvgv‡K c‡i Rvbve| AvR Zzwg AZ¨š— K¬vš— n‡q AvQ|
‡L‡q-‡`‡q wekªvg wb‡q bvI|Õ
GB K_vq ivbvi g‡b coj Zv‡K wKfv‡e a‡i Avbv n‡q‡Q| ejj,
ÔwKš‘ Ggb fv‡e Avgv‡K a‡i Avbvi ‡cQ‡b...Õ
Ôme cÖ‡koei DËi cv‡e Zzwg, ivbv| ZLb ‡`L‡e ‡Zvgvi cÖwZ
`ye©¨envi Kivi ‡cQ‡b mwZ¨B ‡hŠw³KZv Av‡Q|Õ cvBcUv Avevi aiv‡jb
ivnvZ Lvb| K‡qKUv Uvb w`‡q ‡auvqv Qvo‡jb, Zvici IUv nv‡Z wb‡q
ej‡jb, ÔAvi GKUv K_v, fviZxqiv fvj K‡iB Rv‡b KZLvwb ¸i“Z¡c~Y©
Kv‡R nvZ w`‡q‡Q Iiv Gevi| Kv‡RB Mv‡W©i e¨e¯’vI ‡mB cwigvY
K‡Vvi Kiv n‡q‡Q| wKš‘ AwZwi³ MvW© w`‡q ‡NivI Ki‡Z cvi‡Q bv,
cv‡Q ZvB ‡`‡L e¨vcvi wK Rvb‡Z ‡Póv Kwi Avgiv| Iiv Rv‡b bv ‡h
Avgiv mv‡`K Lv‡bi A‡jŠwKK kw³ m¤ú‡K© Iqv‡Kdnvj n‡q ‡MwQ gvm
wZ‡bK Av‡MB| Kv‡RB Avgvi g‡b nq, ‡Zvgvi c‡¶ ‡jvKUv‡K D×vi
K‡i Avbv Am¤¢e bv-I n‡Z cv‡i|Õ
ÔAvcbviv hLb Rv‡bb ‡Kv_vq I‡`i M‡elYvMvi, RvqMvUv aŸsm
K‡i w`‡jB ‡Zv Pz‡K hvq|Õ
ÔAv‡iKUv hy‡×i g‡a¨ Rwo‡q co‡Z cvwi Zvn‡j| ‡mUv PvB bv
Avgiv|Õ
Ô‡evgv ‡djv Qvov AviI ‡Zv Dcvq Av‡Q|Õ
Ô‡bB| ‡fZ‡i bv XzK‡Z cvi‡j wKQz Kiv hv‡e bv| ‡mR‡b¨B


28 gvmy` ivbvÐ10
‡Zvgvi MªvDÊ ‰Zwi Kiv n‡q‡Q eû h‡Zoei m‡½|Õ
ÔAvwg GB c−¨v‡bi Awe‡”Q`¨ Ask njvg wK K‡i, m¨vi? GZ ‡jvK
_vK‡Z Avgv‡K ‡e‡Q ‡bqv n‡jv ‡Kb?Õ
ÔZvi KviY Zzwg wK¬wb‡Ki ‡fZi ‡_‡K mvnvh¨ cv‡e| IB wK¬wb‡K
Ggb GKRb Av‡Q hv‡K Zzwg ‡P‡bv- Ggb GKRb, ‡h ‡Zvgvi Kv‡Q
K…ZÁZv cv‡k Ave×- hv‡K Zzwg mvnvh¨ K‡iwQ‡j ‡mvqv `yB eQi
Av‡M|Õ
Ô‡K?Õ fzi“ KzuP‡K ¯§iY Kievi ‡Póv Kij ivbv| Kv‡K ‡m mvnvh¨
K‡iwQj ‡mvqv `yB eQi Av‡M| ‡K Zvi Kv‡Q K…ZÁZv cv‡k Ave× n‡q
Av‡Q|
ÔGB wK¬wb‡Ki cÖavb ‰eÁvwbK W±i Ave`yj−vn& ‰dqvR Ges Zuvi
mnKvwiYx I GKgvÎ Kb¨v kvqjv ‰dqvR|Õ
Ôkvqjv ‰dqvR!Õ ‡Pbv ‡Pbv jvMj bvgUv ivbvi Kv‡Q|
Ôhv‡K Zzwg Av¤^vjv nvmcvZvj ‡_‡K D×vi K‡i ‡cuŠ‡Q w`‡qwQ‡j
bqvw`j−x Ii evevi Kv‡Q|Õ
ÔAv”Qv!Õ ¯úó g‡b coj ivbvi kvqjvi gyLUv|
ÔGevi e‡jv, ivbv| hv‡e Zzwg I¼vi Øx‡c?Õ Zx¶è `„wó‡Z ‡P‡q
iB‡jb e× ivbvi w`‡K|
Ôhve,Õ g„`y ‡n‡m ejj ivbv|
D¾¡j n‡q DVj ‡gRi ‡Rbv‡i‡ji ‡PvL-gyL|
wZb
ÔGB ‡h ‡`Lyb Avcbvi cvBjU|Õ GKUv jv‡mi Ici ‡_‡K mv`v Kvco
mwi‡q ‡`Lvj ivbv‡K ‡gRi wUs ds| ÔAvi GÕ`y‡Uv n‡”Q Avcbvi
MvW©| ‡`L‡eb?Õ
Ô`iKvi ‡bB| Avcwb hLb ej‡Qb, ZLb wbðqB Av‡Q|Õ
Ô‡ek Zvn‡j Pjyb LvIqv-`vIqvUv ‡m‡i wbB|Õ ‡ewi‡q Gj Iiv
VvÊv NiUv ‡_‡K| WvBwbs iƒ‡gi w`‡K Pj‡Z Pj‡Z wUs ds ejj, ÔG‡`i
BDwbdig cwi‡q ‡c−‡bi g‡a¨ RvqMv gZ ewm‡q ‡`qv n‡e ZZ¶‡Y|
nv‡Z Avi ‡ewk mgq ‡bB|Õ
Ô‡c−‡bi g‡a¨ ‡h ‡evgvUv dvUve, Zv‡Z gov¸‡jv cyo‡e ‡Zv
wVKgZ?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv| Ôaiv c‡o hve bv ‡Zv Avevi?Õ
Ôbv| Aek¨ d‡ib&wmK ‡U÷ Ki‡j aiv covi m¤¢vebv Av‡Q, wKš‘
ivbv! mveavb!! 29
Avm‡j Iiv AZme ‡U‡÷i g‡a¨ hv‡eB bv| Avcbvi Mí Awek¦vm
Kievi ‡KvbI KviYB ‡bB I‡`i| Avcbv‡K ‡h aiv n‡q‡Q Ges cvwK¯—
v‡b cvVv‡bv n‡”Q ‡KvU© gvk©v‡ji R‡b¨, G LeiUv ‡KŠk‡j Rvbv‡bv
n‡q‡Q I‡`i‡K| Iiv eyS‡e Avcwb MvW©¸‡jv‡K Kvey K‡i cvBjU‡K
AvμgY K‡i e‡mwQ‡jb, d‡j μ¨vk K‡i‡Q ‡c−bUv, Avcwb Kcvj ‡Rv‡i
‡eu‡P ‡M‡Qb, Avi mewKQz f¯§ n‡q ‡M‡Q|Õ
‡L‡Z ‡L‡Z cÖkoe Kij wUs ds MZiv‡Z dvBj c‡o me K_v ivbv
g‡b ivL‡Z ‡c‡i‡Q wKbv cix¶v Kievi R‡b¨|
Ômynl© bvM ‡`L‡Z ‡Kgb?Õ
ÔKv‡jv-‡gvUv-‡eu‡U-Kvbv,Õ Reve w`j ivbv| Ôevg Mv‡j AuvwPj
Av‡Q|Õ
ÔwcwKs mvgwiK NuvwUi Qwe ‡Zvjvi R‡b¨ Avcbv‡K Kx K¨v‡giv ‡`qv
n‡qwQj fviZxq G‡RÈ gvidZ?Õ
ÔGg w_ª jvBKv, ‡mBmv‡_ GKUv Gg wm G·‡cvRvi wgUvi, ‡K Uz
wdëvi Ges GKUv d¬¨vk Mvb|Õ
Ô‡UvwK‡qv‡Z MZ gv‡m ‡h gvB‡μv wdj¥ I‡`i G‡R‡Èi nv‡Z Zz‡j
w`‡qwQ‡jb Zv‡Z wK wQj?Õ
ÔGK‡kvUv cvwK¯—vbx Ges Pxbv G‡R‡Èi bvg, wVKvbv, ‡Pnvivi
eY©bv| Ges XvKvi BÈvib¨vkbvj Gqvi‡cv‡U©i K‡qKUv ‡Mvcb b·v|Õ
ÔPgrKvi| Gevi ejyb ‡`wL, wKfv‡e nZ¨v K‡iwQ‡jb Avcwb
fviZxq gwnjv G‡RȇK ‡R‡bfvq? ‡g‡qwUi nv‡Z wK Nwo wQj?Õ
ÔwR‡jU ‡e−W w`‡q GK ‡cv‡P Mjvi A‡a©KUv bvwg‡q w`‡qwQjvg|
nv‡Z wQj ‡iv‡j· ‡Kv¤úvbxi GKUv ‡Mvj Nwo- bvg ‡R‡b·|Õ
ÔGBevi Avcbv‡K GKUz Kó ‡`e|Õ LvIqv ‡kl n‡ZB D‡V `uvovj
‡gRi wUs ds| Ô‡h‡nZz Avcwb aiv c‡o‡Qb Avgv‡`i nv‡Z, ZvB Iiv
¯^fveZB Avkv Ki‡e Lye g‡bvig fv‡e Kv‡Uwb Avcbvi mgq| Aí we¯—
i wbh©vZ‡bi wPý _vKv `iKvi Avcbvi kix‡i, eyS‡Z cvi‡Qb? i“wUb
IqvK©|Õ
¯úviwQ| GLv‡bB Ki‡eb, bv Ab¨ ‡Kv_vI?Õ
ÔGLv‡bB| ‡Pqvi ‡Uwej ‡_‡K GKUz m‡i Avmyb| Ab_©K I¸‡jv
fvOvi ‡Kvb gv‡b nq bv|Õ
kvU© Ly‡j ‡djj ivbv| nv‡Z GKUv i“gvj Rwo‡q wbj wUs ds|
Zvici `gv`g ‡g‡i Pjj ivbv‡K AvwU©w÷K Kvq`vq| ey‡K wc‡V Mjvq
Mv‡j ‡Pvqv‡j Ei“‡Z Pvc Pvc i³ R‡g ‡Mj Ava wgwb‡Ui g‡a¨B|
me‡k‡l nvjKv GKUv Nywm gvij ‡m ivbvi evg ‡PvL j¶¨ K‡i|
AvaNÈvi g‡a¨ Kvjwk‡i c‡o A‡a©K ey‡R hv‡e ‡PvLUv|


30 gvmy` ivbvÐ10
Ôe¨m, G‡ZB n‡e,Õ mš‘ówP‡Ë ejj wUs ds| Ô‡`‡L g‡b n‡”Q wZb
NÈv wbh©vZb Kiv n‡q‡Q Avcbv‡K| Avmyb, Gevi kvU©Uv Mv‡q w`‡q
wbb|Õ
cÖPÊ gv‡ii ‡Pv‡U gv_v Nyi‡Q ivbvi| Uj‡Z Uj‡Z D‡V `uvovj|
Kvco ci‡Z mvnvh¨ Kij I‡K wUs ds| Zvici `y‡Uv ‡eªm‡j‡Ui gZ
avZzi wRwbm Kwâ‡Z cwi‡q ¯OEy Gu‡U Nywi‡q Nywi‡q ¶ZwPý m„wó Kij `yB
nv‡Z| `uv‡Z `uvZ ‡P‡c e¨_v mn¨ Kij ivbv|
Gevi nvwmgy‡L ‡mvRv n‡q `uvovj wUs ds ivbvi mvg‡b| ejj,
ÔAvcbvi ‡`‡ni Ici GB wbh©vZb Ki‡Z n‡jv e‡j Avwg `ytwLZ|
gvi‡eb Avgv‡K? Avgv‡K cvëv `yÕGK Nv w`‡Z cvi‡j nq‡Zv Avcbvi
‡¶vf wKQz Kg‡Z cv‡i|Õ
Ôbv, bv| wK ‡h e‡jb| Avcbvi Ici Avgvi ‡¶vf n‡e ‡Kb?
Avcbvi wWDwU Avcwb K‡i‡Qb,Õ ejj ivbv g„`y ‡n‡m|
Ôab¨ev`| Avcwb wVK eyS‡Z...Õ wQU‡K c‡o ‡Mj wUs ds gvwU‡Z
‡Pvqv‡ji Dci ivbvi nv‡Zi cÖPÊ GK Nywm ‡L‡q|
D‡V `uvov‡Z mvnvh¨ Kij ivbv wUs ds-‡K| ejj, ÔnVvr g‡b coj
‡h Iiv Avkv Ki‡e ‡c−‡bi g‡a¨ ixwZgZ gvivgvwi Ki‡Z n‡q‡Q
Avgv‡K| Kv‡RB GKUv Nywm gvivi wPý Aš—Z Avgvi nv‡Z _vKv
`iKvi|Õ
Ô‡kva‡eva,Õ ejj wUs ds ‡PóvK…Z nvwm ‡Vuv‡U ‡U‡b| ‡Pvqvj
Wj‡Q|
cyiv‡bv g‡W‡ji GKUv ‡dvi wmUvi wm½j&-GwÄb GqviμvdU| coš—
‡iv‡` j¤^v Qvqv ‡d‡j‡Q Nv‡mi Ici| wcQ‡bi mx‡U Pxbv mvgwiK
BDwbdig c‡i e‡m Av‡Q `y‡Uv gov, ‡Kvg‡ii ‡e‡ë wifjfvi, ‡Kv‡ji
Ici ‡÷bMvb ivLv| Z…Zxq Rb ‡nj‡gU gv_vq e‡m Av‡Q cvBj‡Ui
cv‡ki mx‡U|
evn&, PgrKvi mnhvÎx wb‡q P‡j‡Q Gevi ivbv! g„`y nvwm dz‡U DVj
Ii ‡Vuv‡U|
ÔGiv me gviv ‡M‡Q wK‡m?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ‡m mxU ‡eë euva‡Z
euva‡Z|
ÔGKRb g‡i‡Q nvU©‡dj K‡i, GKRb K‡i‡Q myBmvBW, Av‡iKRb
Lye m¤¢e jvs K¨vÝv‡ii ‡ivMx wQj,Õ ejj ‡gRi wUs ds|
ÔmnhvÎx‡`i cwiPq ‡R‡b ivLv fvj| hvK&, Pwj,Õ nvZ evovj ivbv|
ÔA‡bK Kó w`‡qwQ Avcbv‡`i, ‡eu‡P _vK‡j ‡`Lv n‡e Avevi|Õ
ivbv! mveavb!! 31
ÔAvmyb|Õ n¨vʇkK K‡i `iRv eÜ K‡i w`j wUs ds|
GwÄbUv LvwbK¶Y ÷vU© w`‡q ‡i‡L Mig K‡i wbj ivbv| ‡mB duv‡K
KK&wcU ‡PK K‡i wbj| w÷K Uz `v ‡jdU, ‡jdU G‡jib Avc, A¨vÊ
ivBU Iqvb WvDb| w÷K Uz `v ivBU, ivBU G‡jib Avc, ‡jdU WvDb|
w÷K e¨vK, Gwj‡fUvm© Avc| w÷K diIqvW©, Gwj‡fUvm© WvDb| ivWvi
ivBU, ivWvi ‡jdU&| myB‡Pm Ab| dz‡qj wm‡÷g ‡PK| BmUªy‡gÈ ‡PK|
‡`b ‡iwWI|Õ gyL¯’ Kiv MZ euvav wbq‡g ‡PK K‡i Pjj ivbv|
A‡qj ‡cÖkvi Avc| ‡jv ¯úx‡W g¨vM‡b‡Uv ‡PK Kij ivbv| Zvici
w÷KUv wcQ‡b ‡i‡L _ªUj Ly‡j w`j| dzj _ªU‡j ‡if KvDÈvi ‡PK
Kij| nvB ¯úx‡W Av‡iKevi g¨vM‡b‡Uv ‡PK K‡i _ªUj eÜ Kij|
GBevi ‡eªK ‡Q‡o w`‡q ax‡i ax‡i G‡Mvj ‡m mvg‡bi w`‡K|
_ªUj I‡cb K‡i Av‡¯— w÷K diIqvW© Kij ivbv| ‡ek LvwbKUv
‡`Š‡o wM‡qB gvwU ‡Q‡o D‡V ‡Mj D‡ovRvnvR k~‡b¨| μ‡g
MvQcvjv¸‡jv ‡QvU n‡q Gj| AviI LvwbKUv Dc‡i D‡V ‡mvRv cwð‡g
G‡Mvj ‡m| mv‡o wZb‡kv gvBj| cy‡iv AvovB NÈvi c_| MZ `yÕw`‡bi
NUbv¸‡jv g‡b g‡b D‡ë-cv‡ëB mgq KvUv‡bv w¯’i Kij ivbv|
mnhvÎx‡`i w`‡K Nvo wdwi‡q ‡`Lj GKevi| gv_v¸‡jv mvg‡bi w`‡K
Sz‡j c‡o‡Q, e‡m Av‡Q Zviv Avoó fw½‡Z| g„`y nvmj ivbv| Zvici
Wz‡e ‡Mj Mfxi wPš—vq|
Bùj ‡Kvb ‡Mvjgvj Kij bv| K‡qKevi we−c we−c ivWvi wmMb¨vj
cvIqv ‡Mj `ye©j fv‡e| ivbv Avkv K‡iwQj Gqvi ‡dv‡m©i ‡RU Avm‡e
‡Z‡o| wKš‘ Gj bv| Avmvg wWwO‡q cvwK¯—v‡b XzKj ivbv Avevi|
wPUvMvs‡K Kj mvBb w`‡ZB Pzc n‡q ‡Mj m‡½ m‡½| Gevi mveav‡b
G‡Mvj ivbv| ‡Kvm© ‡PK Kij| AvMiZjvi g‡bv‡hvM AvKl©‡Yi R‡b¨
D‡V ‡Mj A‡bK Ic‡i| Kzwgj−v ‡cwi‡qB cvMjvwg Avi¤¢ Kij ‡c−bUv|
bvKUv GKUz `vwe‡q Kvr n‡q dzj¯úx‡W wb‡P bvg‡Z bvg‡Z eW©vi
μm Kij ivbv| Plv ‡LZ Avi MvQcvjv `ª“Z‡e‡M GwM‡q Avm‡Z _vKj
ivbvi w`‡K| cÂvk MR _vK‡ZB ‡mvRv n‡q ‡Mj ‡c−bUv, Zvici Avevi
DV‡Z Avi¤¢ Kij AvMiZjvi w`‡K G‡Mv‡Z G‡Mv‡Z| GKivk cÖkoe
G‡m ‡cuŠQj Gqvi‡dv‡bi gva¨‡g| g„`y ‡n‡m myBP Ad K‡i w`j ivbv|
‡mvbvgyiv, wekvjMo, UvKviRvjv ‡cwi‡q Gj ‡c−bUv| D‡ë-cv‡ë, Kvr
n‡q, ‡mvRv n‡q WvB‡b euv‡q Ic‡i wb‡P Ggb fv‡e Pvjvj ‡c−b ‡h g‡b
n‡”Q fq¼i GK Rxeb-giY hy× P‡j‡Q ‡c−‡bi wfZi|
nVvr Pg‡K DVj ivbv| `y‡Uv wgM ‡Uv‡qb&wU Iqvb D‡V G‡m‡Q
AvMiZjv Gqvi‡cvU© ‡_‡K GB ‡c−b ‡_‡K Zv‡`i cÖ‡koei ‡Kvb DËi bv


32 gvmy` ivbvÐ10
‡c‡q| _ªUj& eÜ K‡i dzj ‡jdU ivWvi w`j ivbv- ‡mB m‡½ wcQ‡b a‡i
ivLj w÷K| cvK ‡L‡Z Avi¤¢ Kij D‡ovRvnvR| Gevi dzj ivBU
ivWvi w`‡q ax‡i ax‡i mvg‡b evovj w÷KUv| A‡bKLvwb ‡b‡g G‡mwQj
‡c−bUv Gevi Avevi Ic‡i DV‡Z Avi¤¢ Kij wewPÎ AuvKveuvKv fw½‡Z|
‡hb gvivgvwi Pj‡Q GLbI|
wcQb wd‡i ‡`Lj ivbv wgM `y‡Uv ‡Zgwb Avm‡Q wcQb ‡_‡K| μ¨vk
Gwiqvq ‡cuŠ‡Q ‡M‡Q ivbv| M½vmi Avi AvMiZjvi gvSvgvwS RvqMvq
eW©v‡ii Kv‡Q NUv‡Z n‡e A¨vKwm‡WÈ| MvW©‡`i e¨viv‡Ki Kv‡Q| WvBf
w`j ivbv| cvIqvi ‡K‡U w`‡q ÷wjs ¯úx‡W wb‡q Gj ‡c−bUv| AveQv
AÜKvi n‡q G‡m‡Q, ivbvi nvZ Nwo‡Z evR‡Q mv‡o QqUv| GB Ae¯’vq
μ¨vk j¨vÊ Kiv mnR K_v bq|
e¨vivK ‡Q‡o ûogyo K‡i ‡ewi‡q coj K‡qKRb mxgvš— i¶x-
`yÕR‡bi nv‡Z ivB‡dj| Pxbv ‡c−b ‡`‡L webv wØavq ¸wj Kij Iiv|
‡Kweb ¯OExb Pzi n‡q ‡Mj| evZv‡mi ‡e‡M wK”Qz ‡`L‡Z cv‡”Q bv ivbv
Avi| Vvm K‡i Po coj Ii Mv‡j| bv ZvwK‡qI eyS‡Z cvij ivbv,
K¨vÝvi ‡ivMxi Po| SuvKvSuvwK‡Z Avj&Mv n‡q Szj‡Q Ii nvZUv wKQz¶Y
‡_‡K| μ¨vk-j¨vÊ Avi Ki‡Z n‡jv bv, e¨viv‡Ki GKUv _v‡gi mv‡_
cvLvUv av°v ‡L‡q cÂvk M‡Ri g‡a¨ Avcbv-Avcwb j¨vwÊs n‡q ‡Mj|
av°vi ‡Pv‡U ‡c−‡bi ewW `yg‡o wM‡q `iRv Ly‡j ‡Mj SUvs K‡i|
cigyn~‡Z© wQU‡K `knvZ `~‡i wM‡q coj ivbv ‡c−b ‡_‡K ‡ewi‡q|
Wvb cv‡q Zxeª GKUv e¨_v Abyfe Kij, Zvici Plv ‡L‡Zi Dc‡i
K‡qKUv wWMevwR ‡L‡q GKUv ‡Wvevi big Kv`vq coj ‡m gyL _ye‡o|
‡jvKR‡bi wPrKvi Avi mvB‡i‡bi kã ïb‡Z ‡cj ‡m|
D‡V emevi ‡Póv Kij ivbv| mviv Mv‡q Amn¨ e¨_v, K‡qK
RvqMvq ‡K‡U wM‡q i³ Mov‡”Q| Pviw`‡K ‡P‡qB Pg&‡K DVj ‡m|
mvB‡ib w`‡Z w`‡Z GwM‡q Avm‡Q `y‡Uv cywj‡mi Mvwo, mxgvš— i¶xivI
GwM‡q Avm‡Q ‡c−‡bi aŸsmve‡k‡li w`‡K| G¶zwY ‡c−‡bi Kv‡Q hvIqv
`iKvi| ‡KwebUv Av¯— i‡q‡Q| ‡KvbI g‡Z I‡`i Av‡M ILv‡b ‡cuŠ‡Q
wW‡Uv‡bUi wjfviUv bv Uvb‡Z cvi‡j me Av‡qvRb ‡kl n‡q hv‡e|
D‡V `uvovevi ‡Póv Kij ivbv| wKš‘ cvij bv| Wvb cv-Uv gvwU‡Z
‡Quvqv‡bv hv‡”Q bv| nq ‡f‡O ‡M‡Q, bq‡Zv fxlYfv‡e gP‡K‡Q KwâUv|
Zvovû‡ovi g‡a¨ wPš—v Kievi ‡Póv Kij ivbv, g~j c−¨vbUv wVK ‡i‡L
Ab¨iKg ‡Kvb Mí evwb‡q ejv m¤¢e wKbv| wKQzB Gj bv gv_vq| gv_v
Lvivc n‡q ‡Mj Ii| ‡h K‡iB ‡nvK ‡c−‡bi Kv‡Q ‡cuŠQ‡Z n‡e I‡K|
nvgv¸wo w`‡q G‡Mv‡Z Avi¤¢ Kij ivbv| `ª“Z GwM‡q Avm‡Q
ivbv! mveavb!! 33
MvW©¸‡jv| cuwPk MR `~‡i GKUv KuvUvZv‡ii ‡eov UcKv‡”Q Iiv GLb|
cvM‡ji gZ gvwU Lvg‡P a‡i evg cv‡qi av°vq G‡Mvj ivbv|
‡k‡li K‡qK nvZ `uv‡Z `uvZ ‡P‡c D‡V `uvwo‡q GK cv‡q jvwd‡q
Pjj ivbv| c‡o ‡Mj Ge‡ov‡Le‡ov Plv ‡L‡Zi Ici Uvj mvgjv‡Z bv
‡c‡i| Avevi G‡Mvj nvgv¸wo w`‡q| ‡KvbI g‡Z AvQ‡o-cvQ‡o Avevi
D‡V `uvovj ‡m| ‡Kwe‡bi ‡Lvjv `iRv w`‡q ‡P‡q ‡`Lj ‡mvRv Ii
‡Pv‡Li w`‡K ‡P‡q Av‡Q nvU©‡d‡ji govUv| WªvBwfs mx‡Ui wb‡PB
wjfvi- nvZ evwo‡q ‡U‡b w`j ‡m IUv‡K|
kw³kvjx `yÕRb MvW© wcQb ‡_‡K aij ivbvi `yB nvZ|
¯úvjvI!Õ wPrKvi K‡i DVj ivbv| ÔG¶zwY ev÷© Ki‡e| Av¸b a‡i
‡M‡Q ‡cUª‡j!Õ
‡U‡b wb‡q ‡Mj Iiv ivbv‡K wbivc` `~i‡Z¡| hviv G‡Mvw”Qj Zv‡`i
wb‡la Kij Avi mvg‡b evo‡Z| ‡Kwe‡bi `iRv w`‡q wfZ‡i Av¸b
‡`Lv ‡Mj|
Ôï‡q c‡ov! ï‡q c‡ov mevB!Õ Avevi ejj ivbv|
ivbv‡K a‡i _vKv Ae¯’v‡ZB ï‡q coj mvg‡bi `yÕRb| `yB ‡m‡KÊ
ciB cÖPÊ we‡ùvi‡Yi k‡ã ‡Ku‡c DVj ivbv| `vD `vD K‡i R¡‡j DVj
Av¸b|
cig wbwð‡š— `xN©k¦vm Qvoj ivbv| wZb‡U g„Z‡`‡ni nvo KÕLvbv
cv‡e Iiv ‡Kej|
Pvi
wK n‡q‡Q?Õ cywjm f¨vb ‡_‡K ‡b‡g Gj GKRb Awdmvi|
ÔGB ‡jvKUv ‡c−b wb‡q AvμgY K‡iwQj Avgv‡`i e¨vivK| jQgb
Avi ‡fŠwgK ¸wj K‡i bvwg‡q‡Q,Õ Rvbvj GKRb mxgvš—i¶x D‡ËwRZ
K‡É|
Ô‡K Zzwg? wK n‡qwQj ‡c−‡bi?Õ wR‡Ám Kij Awdmvi ivbv‡K|
ÔAvgvi bvg gvmy` ivbv| ‡c−‡bi `yÕRb MvW©‡K Lyb K‡i cvBjU‡K
fviZxq GjvKvq j¨vÊ Ki‡Z eva¨ K‡iwQ Avwg|Õ
Ô‡Kb?Õ cÖkoeUv K‡iB eyS‡Z cvij Awdmvi GLb GB ‡jvKUv‡K
w`‡q ‡Kvb K_v ejv‡j ¸Re Avi¤¢ n‡q ‡h‡Z cv‡i| ÔwVK Av‡Q me
K_v ‡nW ‡KvqvU©v‡i wM‡q ‡kvbv hv‡e| D‡V c‡ov Mvwo‡Z|Õ
Awdmv‡ii cv‡kB emv‡bv n‡jv ivbv‡K| Av‡MB mvP© K‡i ‡`Lv


34 gvmy` ivbvÐ10
‡M‡Q A¯¿ ‡bB ivbvi mv‡_| ‡Q‡o w`j Mvwo| Aí wKQy`~i wM‡q iv¯—vi
ev‡g ‡_‡g `uvovj K‡qK ‡m‡KÊ- Us-Us K‡i NÈv w`‡Z w`‡Z `y‡Uv
`gKj jix P‡j ‡Mj weaŸ¯— ‡c−bUvi w`‡K| Pjj Gevi Iiv AvMiZjvi
w`‡K|
¯úvwK¯—vbx?Õ cÖkoe Kij Awdmvi| ZviciB ivbvi `yBnv‡Zi Kwâ‡Z
¶ZwPý ‡`L‡Z ‡cj ‡m| Ôe›`x K‡i wb‡q hvIqv nw”Qj ‡Zvgv‡K|
nvZKovi `vM bv I¸‡jv? ¯úvB?Õ
Ônu¨v| Avgv‡K ‡KvU©gvk©v‡ji R‡b¨ a‡i wb‡q hvIqv nw”Qj XvKvq|Õ
wew¯§Z `„wó‡Z ‡P‡q iBj Awdmvi ivbvi gy‡Li w`‡K| ‡evanq
Av›`vR Ki‡Z cvij ‡Kb GKRb cvwK¯—vbx ¯úvB‡K e›`x K‡i wb‡q
hvIqv nw”Qj XvKvq ‡KvU©gvk©v‡ji R‡b¨, ‡Kb fviZxq GjvKvq ‡c−b
j¨vÊ Kiv‡Z cvi‡j f‡qi wKQyB ‡bB e‡j fve‡Q GKRb cvwK¯—vbx
¯úvB| Pzc K‡i iBj ‡m| Gme wW‡d‡Ýi e¨vcv‡i NuvUvNuvwU bv KivB
fvj|
ÔAvgvi Wvb cv‡qi KwâUv ‡evanq ‡f‡O ‡M‡Q| AvMiZjv ‡cuŠ‡QB
‡Kvb Wv³vi‡K w`‡q cix¶v Kiv‡bv `iKvi|Õ
ÔwPš—v Ki‡eb bv| me e¨e¯’v n‡q hv‡e|Õ
cywjm ‡nW‡KvqvU©vi ‡_‡K `yÕwZb RvqMvq ‡Uwj‡dvb Ki‡ZB ‡hb
fxgi“‡ji Pv‡K wXj coj| gyûgy©ût ivbv msμvš— ‡Uwj‡dvb Avm‡Z
Avi¤¢ Kij cywjm ‡nW‡KvqvU©v‡ii cuvP-cuvPUv jvB‡b| Aw¯’i n‡q DVj
Awdmvi| μ‡g ivbvi cÖwZ Zvi e¨enviUv agK ‡_‡K mgxn, ‡klKv‡j
kª×vq cwiYZ n‡jv| ixwZgZ LvwZi-hZoe Avi¤¢ Kij ‡jvKUv ivbv‡K|
GK K_vq hv‡K e‡j wf AvB wc wU¯U‡gÈ| Pv, wmMv‡iU Ggb wK ‡kl
ch©š— cvbI Lvevi Aby‡iva K‡i emj ‡m ivbv‡K| BwZg‡a¨ ‡jvkb
jvwM‡q ivbvi gPKv‡bv cv‡q e¨v‡ÊR K‡i w`‡q‡Q GKRb Wv³vi|
AvaNÈvi g‡a¨ w`j−xi mv‡_ Ri“ix ‡eZvi ‡hvMv‡hv‡Mi ci PviRb
D”Pc`¯’ mvgwiK Kg©Pvix G‡m Dcw¯’Z n‡jv j¨vʇivfv‡i K‡i| Zv‡`i
GKUv N‡i ewm‡q ivbv‡K wb‡q hvIqv n‡jv ‡mLv‡b|
Ôemyb,Õ ejj G‡`i g‡a¨ K‡b©j i¨v‡¼i Awdmvi| cywj‡mi
Awdmvi‡K ejj, ÔAvcwb Gevi ‡h‡Z cv‡ib, cÖ‡qvRb n‡j WvKe|Õ
ÔB‡qm, m¨vi|Õ ‡ewi‡q ‡Mj cywjm Awdmvi|
ÔAvcbvi bvg ‡gRi gvmy` ivbv? cvwK¯—vb KvDÈvi B‡Èwj‡R‡Ýi
GKRb G‡RÈ- ‡`‡ki evB‡i Kvh©iZ Ae¯’vq cÖ‡qvRb ‡ev‡a gvbyl
nZ¨vi AbygwZ ‡h ‡c‡q‡Q miKvixfv‡e?Õ
Ô`yÕRb‡K GB ¶gZv ‡`qv n‡qwQj| Avwg Zv‡`i g‡a¨ GKRb,Õ
ivbv! mveavb!! 35
ejj ivbv|
ÔwKQyw`b Av‡M Avcwb Avgv‡`i n‡q KvR Ki‡eb e‡j wjwLZfv‡e
A½xKvive× n‡qwQ‡jb?Õ
ÔLye m¤¢e,Õ AvgZv AvgZv K‡i ejj ivbv|
ÔLye m¤¢e? Zvi gv‡b?Õ
Ôgv‡b...gv‡b, wVK g‡b ‡bB| A¨vw·‡W‡Èi ci wKQy wKQy K_v ‡Póv
K‡iI g‡b Avb‡Z cviwQ bv|Õ
Ôgv_vq AvNvZ ‡c‡qwQ‡jb bvwK?Õ mPwKZ K‡É ejj K‡b©j|
ÔGBevi g‡b G‡m‡Q| ‡R‡bfvq GKiv‡Z, AwZwi³ g` ‡L‡qwQjvg,
mynl© bvM e‡j GKR‡bi mv‡_ cwiPq n‡qwQj, Zv‡K e‡jwQjvg
Avcbv‡`i n‡q KvR Ki‡Z ivwR AvwQ...Õ
Ô‡mme ‡Zv `yÕgvm Av‡Mi K_v| Zvici ‡Kvb NUbv ¯§iY Ki‡Z
cvi‡Qb bv?Õ
Ônu¨v, we‡ùviY...Suvwc‡q c‡owQjvg Avwg `yÕR‡bi Ici...Zvici
‡Rv‡i av°v ‡Lj ‡c−bUv ‡hb wK‡mi m‡½| ‡jvK¸‡jv‡K ‡ei KieviI
‡Póv K‡iwQjvg Avwg...Õ
ÔG mewKQyB Rvwb Avgiv,Õ ejj K‡b©j| ÔMZKvj ‡i½_‡b PvBwbR
wm‡μU mvwf©‡mi nv‡Z e›`x n‡qwQ‡jb Avcwb| ILvb ‡_‡K gv›`vj‡q
wb‡q Avmv nq Avcbv‡K KvjB BÈv‡iv‡Mk‡bi R‡b¨| g‡b c‡o‡Q?Õ
ÔKB bv ‡Zv| gv›`vjq? Avgvi g‡b co‡Q wifjfvi ‡K‡o wb‡q
¸wj K‡iwQjvg MvW©‡`i| nVvr wWMevwR ‡L‡Z Avi¤¢ Kij ‡c−bUv...Õ
ÔwVK Av‡Q| cvBjU Ges `yÕRb MvW© wVKB wQj| Iiv wZbRb
PvBwbR wm‡μU mvwf©‡mi ‡jvK wQj| I‡`i BDwbdi‡gi `yB-GKUv
eªv‡mi UzK‡iv cvIqv ‡M‡Q f¯§ ¯—~‡ci g‡a¨| wKš‘ Avgiv Rvb‡Z PvB
Ab¨K_v|Õ ‡Uwe‡ji Dci KbyB ‡i‡L GKUz mvg‡bi w`‡K Szu‡K Gj
K‡b©j|
ÔPxb mdi ‡kl n‡j nsKs ‡_‡K KvMR-cÎ wb‡q G‡mwQ‡jb Avcwb
‡i½_‡b| g‡b Av‡Q?Õ
ÔKvMR-cÎ?Õ AevK n‡jv ivbv|
Ônu¨v, AZ¨š— Ri“ix wKQy KvMR-cÎ| eB‡qi g‡a¨ wQj| nsKs-Gi
GKUv eB‡qi ‡`vKvb ‡_‡K eBUv wK‡b ‡i½_‡bi Av‡iKUv ‡`vKv‡b
wewμ K‡iwQ‡jb Avcwb ‡mUv| c‡_ Z_¨¸‡jv gyL¯’ K‡iwQ‡jb Avcwb
XvKvq Avgv‡`i G‡RȇK ‡`evi R‡b¨- AZ¨š— Ri“ix K‡qKUv Z_¨,
g‡b ‡bB?Õ
Ô‡Kv_vq| g‡b co‡Q bv-‡Zv!Õ fzi“ KzuP‡K g‡b Avbevi ‡Póv Kij


36 gvmy` ivbvÐ10
ivbv| ÔLyeB wK Ri“ix wKQy| g‡b Avm‡Q bv ‡Zv Avgvi...Õ
Ôfvj K‡i ‡f‡e ‡`Lyb,Õ ejj K‡b©j|
Ô‡Póv ‡Zv KiwQ, g‡b bv G‡j wK Kie?Õ Reve w`j ivbv|
wbPz Mjvq wb‡R‡`i g‡a¨ wK ‡hb Av‡jvPbv Kij Awdmviiv| ‡ej
wUc‡ZB ZU¯’ n‡q XzKj N‡i cywjm Awdmvi|
ÔGB f`ª‡jv‡Ki ‡gwW‡Kj ‡PK-Avc Kiv n‡q‡Q?Õ
¯úv gP‡K wM‡qwQj, Wv³vi ‡W‡K e¨v‡ÊR Kwi‡q w`‡qwQ, m¨vi|Õ
ÔAvi wKQy ‡PK Kiv nqwb?Õ
Ôbv, m¨vi| Dwb ej‡jb ‡Kej cv‡q e¨_v ‡c‡q‡Qb ZvB...Õ
ÔgvbylUv ‡c−b μ¨v‡k AvnZ n‡jv, mv‡_i wZbRb gvivB ‡Mj, Zey
Avcwb _‡iv ‡gwW‡Kj ‡PK-Avc Kivbwb Ii?Õ wei³ K‡É ejj K‡b©j|
ivbv eySj Z_¨¸‡jv fvi‡Zi R‡b¨ wb qB AZ¨š— ¸i“Z¡c~Y© wQj| ivbvi
w`‡K wd‡i ejj K‡b©j, ÔAvcwb Avcbvi ¯§„wZås‡ki K_v e‡jbwb
I‡K?Õ
Ôbv| Avwg wb‡RI fvj K‡i ‡Ui cvBwb Av‡M, GLb eyS‡Z cviwQ|Õ
w`j−xi mv‡_ ‡iwWI gvidZ Avjvc Kiv n‡jv| ivbvi ¯§„wZås‡ki
K_v Rvbv‡bv n‡jv, ‡mLvb ‡_‡K wW‡iKkb Gj| ‡bvU K‡i wb‡q Avevi
N‡i cÖ‡ek Kij K‡b©j| UzwKUvwK K‡qKUv cÖkoe K‡i ivbvi DËi¸‡jv
wj‡L wbj ‡m| LyeB wPwš—Z Ges DwØMoe g‡b n‡jv Zv‡K|
ÔwVK Av‡Q,Õ D‡V `uvovj K‡b©j| mv‡_ mv‡_ Avi mevBI `uvovj|
ÔwK”Qy fve‡eb bv| Aí K‡qKw`‡bi g‡a¨B wVK n‡q hv‡eb Avcwb|
fvj wPwKrmvi e¨e¯’v Kiv n‡e| bqvw`j−xi mv‡_ K_v e‡jwQ, Avcbvi
me iK‡gi myweavi w`‡K bRi ivL‡Z ejv n‡q‡Q Avgv‡K| AvRB iv‡Z
Avcbv‡K wb‡q hvIqv n‡”Q bqvw`j−x, ILvb ‡_‡K Avgv‡`i GKUv
‡¯úkvj wK¬wb‡K wb‡q hvIqv n‡e| Lye kxwNªB fvj n‡q hv‡eb|Õ
ÔA‡bK ab¨ev`,Õ ejj ivbv| Ô‡Kv_vq ‡mB wK¬wbKUv?Õ
Ô`vw¶Yv‡Z¨| ‡Kvjv‡qi ‡j‡Ki GKUv Øx‡c| fvi‡Zi ‡miv ‡gÈvj
wK¬wbK IUv GLb|Õ
‡hb `vw¶Yv‡Z¨B ‡nvK Avi `vwR©wjs-GB ‡nvK ivbvi wK”Qy hvq
Av‡m bv, Ggwbfv‡e gv_v bvoj ivbv| wfZ‡ii D”Q¡vm wU‡c gvij ‡m
KwVb nv‡Z- ‡Pnvivq cÖKvk ‡cj bv GKwe›`yI| wVKB e‡jwQj ey‡ov-
Pxbv G‡R‡Èi bv‡gi wj÷Uv LyeB `iKvi fvi‡Zi| ZvB ‡miv wK¬wb‡K
cvVv‡e Giv ivbv‡K| GB iKg c−¨vb gvwdK fvjq fvjq evwKUzKz mviv
‡M‡jB nq GLb| Avm‡j evB‡i ‡_‡K me wKQyB KwVb g‡b nq, Kv‡R
‡b‡g ‡M‡j ‡Kgb K‡i ‡hb mnR n‡q hvq mewKQy| G ivbv eûevi
ivbv! mveavb!! 37
‡`‡L‡Q| gbUv nvjKv n‡q ‡Mj ivbvi|
LjLj K‡i ‡n‡m DVj ‡jvKUv|
weQvbvi Dci wPr n‡q c‡o Av‡Q GKwU igYx‡`n| G‡jv‡g‡jv
KzuPKv‡bv weQvbvi Pv`i| KcvjUv GKLv‡b Am¤¢e dz‡j D‡V‡Q igYxi|
Amvo ‡`nUv Ávbnxb g‡b n‡”Q- Z‡e k¦vm-cÖk¦vm Pj‡Q|
Gevi wØZxq K¨v‡givq aiv coj GKRb ‡jv‡Ki ‡Pnviv| ‡`vnviv
Mob, gy‡L ‡LuvPv ‡LuvPv `vwo, ‡Pv‡L A¯^vfvweK `„wó| gyLUv nuv n‡q
Av‡Q| `yB Klv ‡e‡q jvjv Mov‡”Q| ‡jvjyc `„wó‡Z ‡P‡q Av‡Q weQvbvi
w`‡K|
G‡Mv‡Z wM‡qI wK g‡b K‡i wd‡i ‡Mj ‡jvKUv ‡Wªwms ‡Uwe‡ji
Kv‡Q| Wªqvi ‡U‡b wK ‡hb LyuRj e¨¯— nv‡Z| wK ‡hb gy‡Vv K‡i a‡i
GwM‡q Gj ‡m weQvbvi cv‡k| evwj‡ki cv‡k ivLj ‡m wRwbmUv|
cÖg K¨v‡giv Pvjy n‡jv Avevi| evwj‡ki cv‡k `vwo Kvgv‡bvi Lyi
‡`Lv ‡Mj GKUv| Av‡jvi cÖwZdjb n‡”Q IUvi PKP‡K ‡Lvjv ‡Ÿ−‡W|
‡Zgwb ï‡q i‡q‡Q igYx| Ávbnxb| D‡V G‡m‡Q ‡jvKUv, `y‡j DVj
weQvbv|
mvg‡bi w`‡K Szu‡K wbweówP‡Ë GK‡kv cÂvboeZg evi Dc‡fvM
Ki‡Q `„k¨Uv K‡b©j wgm eUe¨vj| GKv| cÖk¯— NiUvq cÖ‡R±v‡ii GKUv
g„`y kã Qvov Avi ‡Kvb kã ‡bB| ‡Rv‡i ‡Rv‡i k¦vm co‡Q K‡b©j
eUe¨v‡ji| ‡VuvU `y‡Uv duvK n‡q Av‡Q, ïwK‡q G‡m‡Q wRf| aŸK& aŸK&
K‡i R¡j‡Q `yB ‡PvL| ¯OEx‡bi Ic‡ii `„k¨Uv wM‡j Lv‡”Q ‡hb ‡m|
A™¢zZ ai‡bi GKUv gy‡Lvk civ K‡b©j wgm& eUe¨v‡ji gy‡L| cvZjv
ivev‡ii ˆZwi| bvK, gyL, ‡PvL meB Av‡Q wVK wVK RvqMvq emv‡bv,
wKš‘ meUv wg‡j ‡Kgb weKU jv‡M ‡`L‡Z| i“R wjcw÷K jvMv‡bv Av‡Q
Mv‡j, ‡Vuv‡U| gy‡L me©¶Y ‡j‡M Av‡Q GKB gv‡ci GKUzK‡iv nvwm|
Avov‡j nq‡Zv Zvi m¤ú‡K© mgv‡jvPbv nq, wKš‘ GB gwnjvi mvg‡b
`uvwo‡q eyK Kuvc‡e bv Ggb exicyi“l Lye KgB Av‡Q BwÊqvb wm‡μU
mvwf©‡m| AZ¨š— ¶gZvkvjx e`‡gRvRx D”Pc`¯’ Awdmvi ‡m mvwf©‡mi|
Nv‡g wcw”Qj n‡q wM‡q‡Q gy‡Lvk| ‡Pv‡Li MZ©Uv m‡i ‡h‡Z PvB‡Q
GKcv‡k- e¨¯— nv‡Z ‡U‡b wVK K‡i wbj eUe¨vj| mg¯— g‡bv‡hvM Zvi
GKÎxf‚Z n‡q‡Q GLb ¯OEx‡bi Ici| GBevi!
wVK Ggwb mgq ‡W‡¯‹i Dci GKUv Iqvwb©s jvBU R¡‡j DVj|
cigyn~‡Z© ‡ej ‡e‡R DVj N‡ii g‡a¨| imf½ n‡q hvIqvq wRf w`‡q
GKUv weiw³m~PK kã Kij wgm& eUe¨vj| cÖ‡R±vi Ad K‡i w`‡q


38 gvmy` ivbvÐ10
‡W‡¯‹i Ic‡ii GKUv myBP wUcj ‡m| ‡`qv‡ji Mv‡q emv‡bv ‡K¬vRW
mvwK©U ‡Uwjwfkb ¯OEx‡b AvMš‘‡Ki ‡Pnviv ‡`Lv ‡Mj| Av‡iKUv myBP
wUc‡ZB GKUv `iRv Ly‡j ‡Mj| N‡i cÖ‡ek Kij mvgwiK ‡cvkvK civ
GKRb ‡jvK|
ÔwK Lei, K¨v‡Þb Lvboev? wei³ Kievi Avi mgq ‡c‡j bv?Õ
Kɯ^iUv wei³ wKš‘ gy‡Lv‡ki ‡gwK nvwmUv ‡j‡MB Av‡Q ‡Vuv‡U, ZvB
A¯^vfvweK ‡kvbvj K_v¸‡jv|
wgm& eUe¨v‡ji gy‡Wi mv‡_ MZ wZbgv‡m fvj fv‡eB cwiPq n‡q
‡M‡Q K¨v‡Þb Lvboevi, ZvB cÖ‡g Kv‡Ri K_vq Gj ‡m|
Ôw`j−x ‡_‡K ‡g‡mR G‡m‡Q| G‡m ‡M‡Q gvmy` ivbv| I‡K GB
I¼vi Øx‡ci D‡Ï‡k iIbv K‡i ‡`qv n‡q‡Q ‡c−‡b|Õ
GK K_v‡ZB cv‡ë ‡Mj eUe¨v‡ji ‡gRvR| Lywk n‡q DVj ‡m|
ejj, Ôfvi‡Z XzKj wK K‡i?Õ
Ô‡c−b μ¨vk| AvMiZjvq| cy‡iv wi‡cvU© ‡cuŠ‡Q hv‡e NÈv Lv‡b‡Ki
g‡a¨|Õ
Ôgvmy` ivbvi kvixwiK ‡Kvb ¶wZ nqwb ‡Zv?Õ
Ôbv| Z‡e ¯§„wZås‡ki fvb Ki‡e e‡jwQ‡jb, wVK ZvB n‡q‡Q|Õ
ÔZv ‡Zv n‡eB| Iiv Rv‡b W±i Ave`yj−vn ˆdqvR A¨vg‡bwkqvi
we‡klÁ| Kv‡RB G iKg GKUv wKQy fvb Ki‡j I¼vi Øx‡c G‡m
‡cuŠQ‡Z cvi‡e gvmy` ivbv|Õ
g„`y nvmj K¨v‡Þb Lvboev| ÔG ch©š— GB e¨vcv‡i Avcwb hv hv
fwel¨ØvYx K‡iwQ‡jb me¸‡jv wg‡j ‡M‡Q KuvUvq KuvUvq| Av h©...Õ
ÔAZ Av h© nevi wK Av‡Q? Zzwg wK g‡b K‡iwQ‡j GK-AvaUv K_v
bv-I wgj‡Z cv‡i?Õ wR‡Ám Kij K‡b©j eUe¨vj K‡Vvi K‡É|
Ôbv, bv| Zv wVK fvwewb| Z‡e I‡`i cÖ‡Z¨KUv c−¨vb, cÖ‡Z¨KUv
Kvh©Kjvc, cÖwZUv LyuwUbvwU Ggb wbfz©jfv‡e `yÕgvm Av‡M e‡j w`‡j ‡K
bv Av h© n‡e, ejyb?Õ
ÔAvwg ˆeÁvwb‡Ki gZ Pzj ‡Piv we‡k−lY K‡iwQ GB e¨vcviUv Lvboev,
GKUv we‡kl e¨w³MZ ¯^v‡_©| hLbB cvwK¯—vb Ges Pxb Rvb‡Z ‡c‡i‡Q
mv‡`K Lv‡bi Av h© kw³i K_v ZLbB Rvwb Iiv GKRb G‡RÈ cvVv‡e
nq I‡K Lyb Ki‡Z, bq ‡`‡k wdwi‡q ‡bevi ‡Póv Ki‡Z| cvVv‡eB|
Avi ‡h‡nZz kvqjv ˆdqvR‡K GKevi wec` ‡_‡K D×vi K‡iwQj gvmy`
ivbv- gvmy` ivbv‡K cvVv‡bvB ¯^vfvweK| Zvi c‡ii e¨vcvi¸‡jv ‡Zv QK
euvav Mr|Õ K_v ej‡Z wM‡q gy‡LvkUv m‡i wM‡qwQj GKUz, ‡U‡b ‡mvRv
K‡i ejj, ÔhvK| wK¬wb‡Ki Lei KÏ~i?Õ
ivbv! mveavb!! 39
ÔcÖ‡dmi m‡š—vl ej‡Q nßvLv‡b‡Ki g‡a¨B W±i ˆdqv‡Ri cÖ‡qvRb
dzwi‡q hv‡e| ‡eªb A¨vbvwjwmm m¤ú~Y© ‡Zv n‡q‡QB, Kw¤úDUviI ˆZwi
n‡q ‡M‡Q, K‡qKUv A¨vWRv÷‡gÈ ‡Kej evwK| wKš‘, Kexi ‡PŠayix
mv‡ne bv ‡div ch©š— wKQyB ejv hv‡”Q bv|Õ
ÔKexi ‡PŠayix wdi‡Qb K‡e?Õ mgxn dz‡U DVj wgm& eUe¨v‡ji
K‡É|
ÔwVK ‡bB| AvR, Kvj, ciï- ‡h ‡Kvbw`b wdi‡Z cv‡ib|Õ
ÔhvK, m‡š—vl gyLvRx© mewKQy ey‡S wb‡q‡Q ‡Zv?Õ
Ôej‡Q ‡Zv ey‡S wb‡”Q|Õ
Ô‡ek| Zvici LZg K‡i w`‡Z n‡e IB kqZvb `y‡Uv‡K| `ya-Kjv
w`‡q mvc ‡cvlvi ‡Kvb gv‡bB nq bv| cvwj‡q ‡M‡j ‡`‡ki A‡MŠie|
`yB-`yBev‡ii ‡Póv e¨_© Kiv ‡M‡Q, Z…Zxqevi dm&‡KI ‡h‡Z cv‡i|
Kv‡RB ‡kl K‡i w`‡Z n‡e|Õ nVvr AùzU K‡É A‡bKUv Avcb g‡b
ejj, Ôme KÕUv‡K Rwo‡q G‡bwQ Rv‡j| GBevi wel Kvgo w`‡Z n‡e|Õ
Zvici mPwKZ n‡q mvg‡j wbj ‡m| Ômv‡`K Lv‡bi wK Ae¯’v?Õ
Ôbvm©Uv‡K Lyb Kievi ci ‡_‡K ‡ewki fvM mgq Nyg cvwo‡qB ivLv
n‡”Q I‡K|Õ
ÔwVK Av‡Q| Zzwg GLb ‡h‡Z cv‡iv| Avi ‡`‡Lv, gvmy` ivbv ‡hb
wbwe©‡Noe wK¬wb‡K ‡cuŠQvq| gv‡S ‡KD ‡Kvb gvZeŸwi Ki‡j mivmwi Avgvi
Kv‡Q Revew`wn Ki‡Z n‡e Zv‡K|Õ
ÔAvwg me wWcvU©‡gȇKB Rvwb‡q w`‡qwQ| Uc cÖv‡qvwiwU ‡`qv n‡e
meLv‡b|Õ
ÔKvj we‡K‡j ‡cuŠQ‡e ‡m GLv‡b| Avwg PvB ciï mKvj ch©š— ‡hb
‡m wKQyB ‡Ui bv cvq| GKUv ivZ I g‡bi Avb‡›` c−¨vb Ki“K- g‡b
Ki“K mewKQy wVK Av‡Q I‡`i c−¨vb gvwdK| cÖ‡dmi m‡š—vl wdi‡jB
Avgvi m‡½ ‡`Lv Ki‡Z e‡jv, wVK K‡e ‡m me KvR nv‡Z Zz‡j wb‡Z
cvi‡e Avwg wb‡Ri Kv‡b ïb‡Z PvB| Avi Kexi ‡PŠayix hw` Gi g‡a¨
G‡m ‡cuŠQvb ‡Lqvj ivL‡e ‡hb gvmy` ivbvi e¨vcvi Zuvi Kv‡b bv hvq|
ey‡SQ? Gevi hvI|Õ
‡ewi‡q ‡Mj K¨v‡Þb Lvboev| myBP wUc‡ZB eÜ n‡q ‡Mj `iRvUv|
‡Pqvi ‡Q‡o D‡V `uvovj wgm& eUe¨vj| cv‡ki ev_iƒ‡g Xz‡K Avqbvi
mvg‡b `uvovj ‡m| gy‡Li Nv ‡_‡K im ‡ewi‡q wf‡R PUP‡U n‡q ‡M‡Q
ivev‡ii gy‡LvkUv| nvjKv GKUv `yM©Ü bv‡K Avm‡Q| ‡ewm‡b VvÊv cvwb
fij ‡m| Zv‡Ki Dci ‡_‡K GKUv μx‡gi wkwk bvgvj| Zvici Ly‡j
‡djj gy‡LvkUv|


40 gvmy` ivbvÐ10
wb‡Ri fq¼i ‡Pnvivi w`‡K GKeviI PvBj bv K‡b©j eUe¨vj|
gv_vUv mvg‡bi w`‡K SzuwK‡q ‡QvU-eo-gvSvwi MZ©, ¶ZwPý Avi PvKv
PvKv Kv‡jv ‡cvov gvsm R‡g _vKv exfrm gy‡L VvÊv cvwb wQUvj
wKQy¶Y| gy‡Lvk ‡Lvjv Ae¯’vq ‡`L‡j gvby‡li ‡Pnviv e‡j ‡Pbv hvq
bv| ‡VuvU¸‡jv M‡j wM‡q wew”Qwi AvKvi aviY K‡i‡Q gyLUv, bv‡Ki
WvbcvkUv m¤ú~Y© wbw ý, GKwU cvcwo ‡bB ‡Pv‡L- ‡Pv‡Li cvZvI M‡j
‡M‡Q LvwbKUv, ˆckvwPK `„wó ‡m ‡Pv‡L|
h‡Zoei m‡½ ‡jvkb jvMvj ¶Z¸‡jvq| Avcb g‡b ejj, Ôˆah© a‡iv,
jwjZv, Avi GKUv w`b ˆah© a‡iv| Avm‡Q gvmy` ivbv| GZw`b A‡c¶v
K‡iQ, Avi GKUv w`b| ‡Zvgvi cÖwZwnsmv PwiZv_© n‡eB|Õ
`yM©Ühy³ gy‡LvkUv ‡d‡j w`‡q bZzb GKUv gy‡Lvk c‡i wbj K‡b©j
jwjZv eUe¨vj|
cuvP
ivbv‡K nvq`ªvev‡` bvwg‡q w`‡q P‡j ‡Mj Wv‡KvUv| ILvb ‡_‡K
‡nwjKÞv‡i K‡i wb‡q hvIqv n‡e I‡K I¼vi Øx‡c| ‡nwjKÞv‡ii
cvBj‡Ui m‡½ cwiPq Kwi‡q w`j Wv‡KvUvi Gqvi ‡nv‡÷m|
ÔGLvb ‡_‡K I¼vi Øx‡c ‡cuŠQ‡Z KZ¶Y jvM‡e?Õ wR‡Ám Kij
ivbv|
Ô`yB NÈv,Õ DËi w`j cvBjU| ÔwKš‘ iIbv n‡Z AvaNÈv ‡`wi
Av‡Q| Avmyb, LvIqv-`vIqv ‡m‡i ‡bqv hvK|Õ
Gqvi‡cvU© ‡i‡¯—viuvq jv ‡L‡q wb‡q Iiv G‡m `uvovj ‡nwjKÞv‡ii
mvg‡b| ‡dvi-mxUvi, UzBb ‡ivUi ‡Ÿ−W| `iRv Ly‡j w`‡ZB D‡V emj
ivbv|
ÔK‡qK wgwbU A‡c¶v Ki‡Z n‡e| cÖ‡dmi m‡š—vl gyLvRx©‡KI
wb‡Z n‡e wK¬wb‡K|Õ
ÔcÖ‡dmi m‡š—vl ‡K?Õ
ÔILvbKviB ‡jvK| MZ ciï nvq`ªvev‡` G‡mwQ‡jb K‡qKUv Ilya
wKb‡Z| cÖvqB hvb-Av‡mb| Wv³vi-dv³vi n‡eb- wR‡Ám Kwiwb
‡Kvbw`b|Õ
ivbv‡K ‡nwjKÞv‡ii K‡Èªvj¸‡jvi w`‡K PvB‡Z ‡`‡L ejj,
ÔAvcwb cvBjU bvwK?Õ
ÔGB ai‡bi ‡nwjKÞvi PvjvBwb ‡Kvbw`b| Lye KwVb eywS?Õ
ivbv! mveavb!! 41
ÔKwVb wKQyB bv, Ab¨¸‡jvi ‡_‡K GKUz Avjv`v|Õ
Ô¯úxW KZ?Õ
ÔGK‡kv `k| Uz-wddwU-dvBf nm© cvIqvi, G1-14wf wc÷b
GwÄb|Õ
Ô‡iÄ wK iKg?Õ
Ô‡mvqv‡kv gZ| bvj‡Mv›`vq bvg‡Z n‡e GKevi|Õ
g‡b g‡b GKevi wPš—v Kij ivbv mv‡`K Lvb‡K hw` ‡ei Ki‡Z
cv‡i Zvn‡j GUv wb‡q bimvcy‡i A‡c¶viZ mve‡gwib ch©š— ‡cuŠQevi
myweav-Amyweav| Zvici Ab¨ K_vq P‡j ‡Mj ‡m|
ÔwK¬wbKUv wK iKg?Õ
ÔAZ¨vaywbK,Õ ejj cvBjU| ÔGKUv Øx‡ci Ici| Avwg Aek¨
j¨ve‡iUwii ‡fZ‡i hvBwb ‡Kvbw`b| Avgvi KvR n‡jv GUv‡Z K‡i
Lvevi-`vevi Avi ‡jvK cvivcvi Kiv|Õ
ÔØx‡ci mewKQy wK nvq`ªvev` ‡_‡K hvq?Õ
Ôbv| B‡jvi ‡_‡K| GLv‡b we‡kl `iKvi bv co‡j Avm‡Z nq bv
Avgv‡K| AvR G‡mwQ Avcbvi R‡b¨- nVvr cÖ‡dmi m‡š—vl Lei
cvV‡jb DwbI wdi‡eb AvR wK¬wb‡K| GK wX‡j `yB cvwL ‡g‡i wb‡q
P‡jwQ| GB ‡h G‡m ‡M‡Qb cÖ‡dmi|Õ
‡nwjKÞvi cv‡K©i Mv ‡Nu‡l `uvovj G‡m GKUv A¨vge¨vmvWvi
Mvwo| ‡eu‡U Lv‡Uv, PKP‡K UvK-gv_v GKRb Kv‡jv ‡dª‡gi Pkgv civ
‡jvK bvgj Mvwo ‡_‡K| ‡Mvj gyL, Mvj `y‡Uv ‡dvjv| `vwo ‡Muvc
cwi®‹vi K‡i Kvgv‡bv|
ÔAvcwb wb qB ‡gRi gvmy` ivbv? A¨vg‡bwkqv ‡c‡kÈ?Õ ejj
‡jvKUv GKUv mx‡U D‡V e‡m| Kɯ^iUv du¨vk‡du‡k| ‡hb GKivk
K‡di duvK-‡dvKi w`‡q ‡e‡iv‡”Q| A¯^w¯—Ki| wb‡RB ‡K‡k Mjv
cwi®‹vi Ki‡Z B‡”Q K‡i ‡kªvZvi| ÔAvgvi bvg m‡š—vl gy‡Lvcva¨vq|
wK¬wb‡Ki ‡nW mvBw›U÷|Õ
ÔAvwg ïbjvg W±i ˆdqvR e‡j GKRb bvwK GLvbKvi Pxd
mvBw›U÷?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv wbi“rmyK K‡É|
ÔW±i ˆdqvR?Õ cÖ‡dmi m‡š—v‡li gy‡L Am‡š—vl dz‡U DVj| Ônu¨v
Dwb wimvP© wb‡q Av‡Qb, ‡c‡k‡Èi fvi AvgviB Ici|Õ
MR©b K‡i DVj ‡nwjKÞvi GwÄb| `yÕ‡kv MR Dc‡i D‡VB QyUj
‡mUv ‡mvRv cye w`‡K|
Ô`yÕw`‡bB Avcbvi ¯§„wZkw³ wdwi‡q Avbe Avgiv| AvaywbKZg
hš¿cvwZ Av‡Q GB wK¬wb‡K| ‡¯úkvj ‡UKwb‡K wU¯U‡gÈ Kiv nq


42 gvmy` ivbvÐ10
Avgv‡`i GLv‡b|Õ
Ôï‡b ¯^w¯— ‡eva KiwQ,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔAvwg GKUv ‡c−b `yN©Ubvq
c‡owQjvg| Av‡M-c‡ii meK_v g‡b Av‡Q Avgvi, wKš‘ gv‡S ‡_‡K
`y‡Uv mßvn Mv‡qe| GB `yB mßv‡ni ‡Kvb K_v wKQy‡ZB g‡b Ki‡Z
cviwQ bv|Õ
ÔGiKg nq| wKš‘ Avcbv‡K fvjgZ cix¶v bv K‡i wKQyB ej‡Z
cviwQ bv|Õ c‡KU ‡_‡K K‡qKUv KvMR-cÎ ‡ei K‡i Zvi g‡a¨ gMoe
n‡q coj cÖ‡dmi m‡š—vl gyLvRx©| ‡LZ Lvgvi, ‡QvU ‡QvU Mªvg b`x Lvj
wej Avi gv‡S gv‡S cvnvo ‡`L‡Z ‡`L‡Z Pjj ivbv| bvj‡Mv›`vq `k
wgwbU ‡_‡g Avevi iIbv n‡jv ‡nwjKÞvi| NÈv ‡`‡oK PzcPvc KvUj|
ivbv fve‡Q, `yB eQi ‡mvqv `yB eQi Av‡Mi K_v, kvqjv wK wPb‡Z
cvi‡e I‡K? Avi wPb‡Z cvi‡jI wK mvnvh¨ Ki‡Z ivwR n‡e? W±i
Ave`yj−vn ˆdqvRB ev mvnvh¨ Ki‡eb ‡Kb? ‡Kgb ‡hb ‡`L‡Z wQj
kvqjv? GK‡Rvov cÖvYPv‡j¨ fiv ‡PvL Avi wPey‡Ki GKUv ‡QvÆ wZj
Qvov ¯úó wKQyB g‡b ‡bB ivbvi| ivbv wb‡RB I‡K wPb‡Z cvi‡e wKbv
Zv‡ZI h‡_ó m‡›`n Av‡Q Ii| ZLb Zi“Yx wQj, GLb hyeZx n‡q‡Q
kvqjv| ‡Pnviv‡ZI wb qB cwieZ©b n‡q‡Q A‡bK|
nVvr g‡b coj ivbvi GKwU Pz¤^‡bi K_v| wgU wgU K‡i AvKv‡k
R¡jwQj AmsL¨ Zviv- û-û evZvm- jixi GKUvbv kã, Avi Avj‡Zv
GKwU Pz¤^b| GKwU Zi“Yxi cÖg ‡cÖg wb‡e`b bq ‡Zv?
KvMR¸‡jv ‡`Lv ‡kl n‡ZB fuvR K‡i c‡K‡U ‡i‡L w`j cÖ‡dmi|
Zvici Avevi ‡k−®_vRwoZ du¨vk‡du‡k Mjvq Mí Avi¤¢ Kij|
Ô‡Kvjv‡qi ‡j‡Ki GKUv Øx‡ci g‡a¨ GB wK¬wbKUv| cÖKvÊ ‡jK|
ev‡iv gvBj PIov, wek gvBj j¤^v| K‡qK nvRvi eQi Av‡M cvnvox
GjvKv wQj GUv| Lye m¤¢e cvnvo a‡m wM‡qB ˆZwi n‡q‡Q GB cÖKvÊ
‡jK| f‚ZË¡we`‡`i g‡Z cy‡e ‡Mv`veix Avi cw ‡g K…òv b`x _vKvq
f‚c„ô big n‡q wM‡q cvnv‡oi IRb Avi aviY Ki‡Z cv‡iwb, d‡j e‡m
‡M‡Q GB m¤ú~Y© cvnvox GjvKvUv| Rj G‡m R‡g‡Q ¯^fveZB|
K‡qKUv wkLi ‡Kej ‡R‡M Av‡Q R‡ji Ici|Õ ¯‹zj gv÷v‡ii fw½‡Z
GK‡N‡q K‡É e³…Zv w`‡q P‡j‡Q ‡hb ‡m NÈv covi A‡c¶vq|
ÔwK¬wb‡Ki c‡¶ RvqMvUv GKUz A™¢zZ bv? gv‡b, ‡ivMx‡`i Avbv
‡bqv Ki‡Z Amyweav nq bv Avcbv‡`i?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|
ÔAvm‡j GUv hZLvwb bv wK¬wbK, Zvi ‡P‡q ‡ewk wimvP© ‡mÈvi|
we‡kl ai‡bi wimvP© n‡”Q GLv‡b| Lye ‡ewk ‡ivMx Avbv ‡bqv Ki‡Z nq
bv Avgv‡`i| ‡ewki fvM ‡ivMxB hve¾xeb Kviv`‡Ê `wÊZ weK…Zgw¯—®‹
ivbv! mveavb!! 43
K‡qw`| ZvQvov ÷vd ‡KvqvU©vi Av‡Q, me iK‡gi myweav Av‡Q,
Avgv‡`i‡KI Lye GKUv evB‡i ‡h‡Z nq bv| Avcwb ILv‡b ‡M‡jB
eyS‡Z cvi‡eb I¼vi Øxc mew`K ‡_‡K ¯^qs-m¤ú~Y©| Avgv‡`i wb‡R‡`i
‡Rbv‡iwUs c−¨vÈ, wmD‡qR wWm&‡cvRvj BDwbU, IqvUvi cvw¤ús A¨vÊ
wcDwidvBs BKzBc‡gÈ Av‡Q|Õ
B‡jv‡ii Ici w`‡q P‡j‡Q GLb ‡nwjKÞvi| ‡ij-‡÷k‡b `uvwo‡q
‡duvm ‡duvm ‡auvqv Qvo‡Q GKUv ‡gj ‡U¯‡bi GwÄb| wb‡Pi w`‡K ‡P‡q
‡MvUv kniUvi GKUv ‡gvUvgywU aviYv wb‡q wbj ivbv|
Rjn¯—xi wc‡Vi gZ DuPz n‡q Av‡Q ØxcUv cÖKvÊ ‡j‡Ki g‡a¨|
GiB bvg I¼vi Øxc| K‡qKUv `vjvb-‡KvVv ‡`L‡Z ‡cj ivbv Øx‡ci cw
g cv‡k| ‡m¸‡jv ‡_‡K ‡ek LvwbKUv `~‡i DËi cv‡k cÖKvÊ GKUv
‡MvjvKvi U¨v¼ `uvwo‡q Av‡Q Qq cv‡q fi w`‡q- ivbv Av›`vR Kij Lye
m¤¢e dz‡qj U¨v¼ n‡e| ZviB cvkvcvwk Øx‡ci DËi-cw g cv‡k ‡QvÆ
GKUv ‡RwU ‡`Lv hv‡”Q| ‡mLvb ‡_‡K mi“ GKUv wcP-Xvjv moK ‡mvRv
G‡m Xz‡K‡Q Øx‡ci wVK gvSLv‡b Pviw`K ‡Niv g¯— GKUv GjvKvi ‡MU
w`‡q| A‡bK¸‡jv eo eo `vjvb-‡KvVv ‡`Lv ‡Mj ‡mB myiw¶Z GjvKvi
wfZi| Avi GKUz G‡Mv‡ZB ivbv ‡`Lj GKUv bq, `yÕ`y‡Uv ‡`qvj w`‡q
‡Niv Av‡Q evwo¸‡jv| MvW©‡`i UvIqviI ‡`Lv ‡Mj| ivbv eySj, IUvB
wimvP© ‡mÈvi|
‡RwUi Kv‡QB GKUv ‡QvÆ KuvUvZvi ‡Niv RvqMvq bvgj
‡nwjKÞvi| GwÄb eÜ K‡i Aí¶Y A‡c¶v Kij cvBjU- ‡ivUi¸‡jv
‡_‡g Avm‡ZB ‡b‡g wM‡q `iRv Ly‡j w`j|
ivbv‡K wb‡q G‡Mvj cÖ‡dmi| ejj, ÔGBUzKz iv¯—v nuvU‡Z AvcwË
‡bB ‡Zv Avcbvi? GB `k wgwb‡Ui c_|Õ
Ôbv, bv| AvcwË wK‡mi? GZ¶Y e‡m _vKvi ci nuvU‡Z eis fvjB
jvM‡e,Õ ejj ivbv|
Wvbav‡i A‡bK¸‡jv e¨vivK ‡`Lv ‡Mj|
ÔU¯yc _v‡K GLv‡b,Õ ivbvi Drmvn ‡`‡L ejj cÖ‡dmi| ÔØxc i¶xevwnbx|
AvovB‡kv mk¯¿ ˆmb¨ Av‡Q GB Øx‡c|Õ
ÔcÖ‡qvR‡bi Zzjbvq GKUz ‡ewkB g‡b n‡”Q|Õ
ÔZv g‡b n‡Z cv‡i Aewk¨, wKš‘ Avm‡j Avgv‡`i mwZ¨Kvi
cÖ‡qvR‡bi Zzjbvq ˆmb¨ msL¨v wKQy KgB n‡q ‡M‡Q|Õ
bxi‡e nuvUj Iiv wKQy¶Y| cÖg ‡MUUvi mvg‡b G‡m `uvov‡ZB
‡mwȪ e‡· `uvwo‡q _vKv cÖnix myBP wUcj GKUv| Ly‡j ‡Mj mvg‡bi
‡MU|
ÔwfZ‡i ‡XvKv A‡c¶vK…Z mnR,Õ ejj cÖ‡dmi m‡š—vl mš‘wói nvwm


44 gvmy` ivbvÐ10
‡n‡m, ÔwKš‘ GLvb ‡_‡K ‡e‡iv‡bv Lye gykwKj| ‡gBb wmwKDwiwU Awdm
‡_‡K ‡Uwjwfkb K¨v‡givi gva¨‡g cÖ‡Z¨‡Ki MwZwewa ‡`L‡Z cv‡”Q
wWDwU Awdmvi| ‡m hw` wfZ‡i e‡m GKUv ‡evZvg bv wUcZ, Zvn‡j
GB MvW© Ii mvg‡bi ‡evZvgUv nvRvi wUc‡jI Lyj‡Z cviZ bv ‡MU|Õ
wek MR wM‡q _vgj Avevi Iiv Av‡iKUv ‡M‡Ui mvg‡b| GB ‡MU
Ges ‡`qvj cÖgUvi ‡P‡q A‡bK DuPz| Bbmy‡jUvi ‡`‡L ivbv eySj-
B‡jKwU¯dv‡qW| wVK Av‡Mi wbq‡gB Ly‡j ‡Mj ‡MUUv| G‡Mvj Iiv
Gevi wimvP© j¨ve‡iUwii w`‡K|
ÔGB n‡”Q Avgv‡`i wmK& IqvW©, Avi IB ‡h ‡`L‡Qb, IUv
j¨ve‡iUwi|Õ M‡e©i m‡½ nvZ evwo‡q ‡`Lvj m‡š—vl gyLvRx©, ÔGi
cÖ‡Z¨KwU Avevi AvÊviMªvDÊ c¨v‡mR w`‡q BÈviKv‡bK&‡UW| we‡kl
h‡Zoei m‡½ gvwUi wb‡PI IqvW© evbv‡Z n‡q‡Q Avgv‡`i ‡U¤úv‡iPvi
Kb÷¨vÈ ivLevi R‡b¨|Õ
AvOyj w`‡q Wvbw`‡K ‡`Lvj Gevi cÖ‡dmi| ÔIB ‡`Lyb Avgv‡`i
cv¤ú nvDR Avi cvIqvi ‡Rbv‡iUvi| Ggb wK Bgv‡R©wÝ ‡Rbv‡iwUs
c−¨vÈI Av‡Q Avgv‡`i| ¯^qsm¤ú~Y©| ‡iwWI Av‡Q, ‡Uwj‡dvb Av‡Q| wK
‡bB? IB ‡`Lyb, IUv Avgvi ‡KvqvU©vi, cv‡kiUvq _v‡K GLvbKvi
wmwKDwiwU KgvÊvi K¨v‡Þb Lvboev| Avi GB n‡”Q A¨vWwgwb‡÷ªkb Ÿ−K|Õ
A¨vWwgwb‡÷ªkb wewìs-Gi GKUv eÜ `iRvi mvg‡b wM‡q `uvovj
Iiv| `iRvi cv‡k ‡`qv‡ji Mv‡q Pvi‡Kvbv GKUv w¯úwKs wMªj| IUvi
mvg‡b `uvwo‡q wbPz Mjvq wK ‡hb ejj cÖ‡dmi| Ly‡j ‡Mj `iRv|
BDwbdig civ `yÕRb wgwjUvwi MvW© e‡m Av‡Q GKUv M−vm-cvwU©kb ‡`qv
N‡i, `iRv w`‡q XzK‡j nv‡Zi Wvbav‡i|
ÔAvcbv‡K W±i ˆdqv‡Ri Awd‡m ‡cuŠ‡Q w`‡q AvcvZZ Avwg Avgvi
wb‡Ri Kv‡R hve| DwbB Avcbvi ‡KmUvi Pv‡R© Av‡Qb|Õ
GKUv ‡QvÆ Awdm Kvgivq ivbv‡K XzwK‡q w`‡q A‡c¶v Ki‡Z e‡j
P‡j ‡Mj cÖ‡dmi gyLvRx©| ‡KD ‡bB N‡ii g‡a¨| GKUv cyiv‡bv ‡W‡¯‹i
Icv‡k GKLvbv ‡Pqvi, Gcv‡k `yÕLvbv- GB n‡”Q N‡ii Avmeve|
Rvbvjvi av‡i wM‡q `uvovj ivbv| ÷x‡ji iW w`‡q ˆZwi Kiv n‡q‡Q
Rvbvjvi Miv`¸‡jv| Rvbvjvi Icv‡k GKUv j¨ve‡iUwii wKQy Ask
‡`Lv hv‡”Q|
‡W‡¯‹i wcQ‡bi GKUv `iRv Ly‡j wbtk‡ã N‡i XzKj evBk-‡ZBk
eQi eq‡mi GKwU ‡g‡q| K‡qK ‡m‡KÊ PzcPvc GK`„‡ó ‡P‡q _vKj ‡m
wcQb wd‡i `uvwo‡q _vKv gvmy` ivbvi w`‡K| Zvici ‡Kvgj K‡É WvKj,
Ôgvmy` ivbv!Õ
ivbv! mveavb!! 45
Pg‡K wd‡i PvBj ivbv| ‡`Lj nvwmgy‡L `uvwo‡q Av‡Q kvqjv| GB
‡mvqv `yB eQ‡i AviI A‡bK my›`i n‡q‡Q kvqjv| GKnviv `xNj ‡`‡n
G‡m‡Q jveY¨| gy‡Li fv‡e g‡b n‡jv A‡bK cwiYZI n‡q‡Q ‡hb| bxj
GKUv kvwo KzuwP w`‡q civ, gy‡L mvgvb¨ cÖmva‡bi Avfvm|
Ôkvqjv! Avwg...Õ
‡_‡g ‡Mj ivbv| ‡Vuv‡U AvOyj ‡i‡L Pzc Kievi Bw½Z Ki‡Q
kvqjv|
ÔAvcvZZ Avgvi K‡qKwU cÖ‡koei Reve w`‡jB Avcbvi R‡b¨ wbw`©ó
Kvgivq wM‡q wekªvg wb‡Z cvi‡eb,Õ ejj kvqjv|
ÔwbðqB|Õ
‡W‡¯‹i Ici ‡_‡K GKUv dig wb‡q wjL‡Z emj kvqjv|
ÔAvcbvi cy‡iv bvg?Õ
Ôw`b bv, AvwgB wj‡L w`w”Q,Õ e‡j KvMRUv ‡U‡b wb‡q ivbv wjLj,
Ô‡Zvgvi mv‡_ A‡bK K_v Av‡Q, kvqjv| KLb Ges ‡Kv_vq ‡mUv m¤¢e
n‡e?Õ
Ônu¨v| Gevi Avcbvi eqm Avi Rb¥¯’vb wjLyb c‡ii Kjv‡g|Õ
KvMR Kjg ‡U‡b wb‡q kvqjv wjLj, Ô‰ah© a‡iv, e¨e¯’v KiwQ|Õ
digUv ‡jLv n‡q ‡h‡ZB kvqjv ejj, ÔGevi `qv K‡i GKUz
cv‡ki N‡i Avmyb, Avcbv‡K cix¶v Ki‡Z n‡e| Zvici AvR ivwÎi
gZ wekªvg ‡b‡eb Avcwb| Kvj mKvj ‡_‡K wPwKrmv ïi“ n‡e
Avcbvi|Õ
e−xwPs cvDWvi Avi ‡WUj-‡dbvB‡ji MÜ cv‡ki N‡i| `iRv eÜ
K‡i w`j kvqjv| Zvici Wv³vix Pv‡j ejj, ÔRvgv-Kvco mg¯— Ly‡j
‡djyb|Õ
‡evKvi gZ `uvwo‡q iBj ivbv| gyP‡K nvm‡Q kvqjv Ii w`‡K
‡P‡q| ‡÷Bb&‡jm ÷xj ‡÷wijvBRv‡ii mvg‡b wM‡q ‡evZvg wU‡c Pvjy
K‡i w`j kvqjv ‡mUv| XvKwbUv Ly‡j K‡qKUv hš¿cvwZ ‡djj Zvi g‡a¨
mk‡ã| K‡qK ‡m‡K‡Êi g‡a¨B ‡muv ‡muv K‡i ev®c ‡e‡iv‡Z Avi¤¢ Kij
IUv ‡_‡K| Ny‡i `uvovj kvqjv|
ÔGevi K_v ej‡Z cv‡iv| wKš‘ Av‡¯—| gvB‡μv‡dvb Av‡Q me
N‡i|Õ
ÔgvB‡μv‡dvb ‡Kb?Õ
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Ici|Õ
Ô‡Zvgv‡`i wek¦vm K‡i bv Iiv?Õ


46 gvmy` ivbvÐ10
Ô`yB-`yBevi cvwj‡q hvevi ‡Póv Ki‡j wK K‡i Avi wek¦vm Ki‡e
e‡jv?Õ
Ô‡Zvgvi AveŸv Rv‡bb ‡h Avwg G‡mwQ GLv‡b?Õ
ÔAvgiv MZKvj mܨvqB Lei ‡c‡qwQ| ‡Zvgvi K_v AveŸvi g‡b
wQj bv, Avwg ej‡ZB g‡b c‡o‡Q| Zzwg Avgv‡K i¶v KiwQ‡j Av¤^vjv
nvmcvZv‡j GKRb K¨v‡Þ‡bi nvZ ‡_‡K|Õ GKvMª `„wó‡Z ivbvi gy‡Li
w`‡K ‡P‡q Av‡Q kvqjv| ÔGes GLb GLv‡b G‡mQ ‡Zvgvi FY
wKq`s‡k ‡kva Ki‡Z cvwi ‡mB Avkvq| Zzwg mv‡`K Lvb‡K wb‡Z
G‡mQ, ivbv|Õ
Pg&‡K DVj ivbv| Ô‡m K_v Zzwg Rvb‡j wK K‡i?Õ
ÔAZ¨š— mnR hyw³i e‡j| Avwg Rvwb hZ eo cÖgvYB ‡Zvgvi
wei“‡× _vKzK bv ‡Kb, cÖvY ‡M‡jI Zzwg wb‡Ri ‡`‡ki m‡½
wek¦vmNvZKZv Ki‡e bv| Kv‡RB ‡Zvgvi GLv‡b Avmvi mv‡`K Lvb
Qvov Avi wK KviY _vK‡Z cv‡i? ‡Zvgv‡K wK Lyb K‡i ‡i‡L hvevi
Av‡`k ‡`qv n‡q‡Q?Õ
Ôbv| wbZvš— eva¨ bv n‡j nZ¨v Kiv n‡e bv| I‡K ‡diZ PvB
Avgiv|Õ
¯úvwK¯—v‡b ‡diZ wb‡Z PvI I‡K?Õ Avðh© n‡q ‡Mj kvqjv| ÔwK
K‡i ‡b‡e I‡K cvwK¯—v‡b?Õ
Ô‡Zvgv‡`i mvnv‡h¨| ‡Zvgvi AveŸv ‡Kv_vq?Õ
ÔKvR Ki‡Qb j¨ve‡iUwi‡Z| G‡m co‡eb| wKš‘ Avgiv mvnvh¨
Ki‡jI ‡Zvgvi c‡¶ I‡K wb‡q cvwK¯—v‡b ‡div Am¤¢e g‡b n‡”Q
Avgvi Kv‡Q| fq¼i iK‡gi cvMj ‡jvKUv| Lybx| wmwKDwiwU Iqv‡W©
ivLv n‡q‡Q I‡K| GK mgq ‡Zv Avgiv ‡f‡ewQjvg ‡g‡i ‡dj‡Z n‡e
eywS, gv‡S gv‡S Ii Db¥ËZv GZB gvÎv Qvwo‡q hvq| ‡kl ch©š—
cÖ‡dmi m‡š—vl GK weKí Dcvq ‡ei K‡i‡Q I‡K wKQzUv kvš— ivLvi
R‡b¨|Õ
ÔwK iKg?Õ
Ô¯¿x‡jvK wb‡q Avmvi e¨e¯’v K‡i‡Q ‡m B‡jvi ‡_‡K|Õ GKUz BZ¯—Z
K‡i ejj, ÔcÖm&wUwUDU|Õ
AevK n‡q ‡Mj ivbv| ejj, Ômv‡`K Lvb‡K wbwe©‡Noe Lyb Ki‡Z
w`‡”Q cÖ‡dmi? ï‡bwQ ‡g‡q‡`i Lyb K‡i ‡jvKUv Db¥Ë Ae¯’vq?Õ
gv_v SuvKvj kvqjv| Ô‡Kej Lyb Ki‡Z w`‡”Q Zv bq, G ‡_‡K cÖPzi
Avb›` jvf Ki‡Q ‡m| N‡ii g‡a¨ jyKv‡bv K¨v‡givq mv‡`K Lv‡bi
cÖ‡Z¨KwU Kvh©Kjv‡ci Qwe Zz‡j ‡fU w`‡”Q K‡b©j eUe¨v‡ji weK…Z
ivbv! mveavb!! 47
g‡bve„wË PwiZv_© Kievi R‡b¨|Õ
wb‡Ri ARv‡š—B wkD‡i DVj ivbv GKevi| ejj, ÔAvðh© ‡jvK
‡Zv|Õ
Ô‡jvKUv GKUv wckvP| AveŸvi wcQ‡b ¯úvB‡qi gZ ‡j‡M Av‡Q ‡m
mviv¶Y| eySevi ¶gZv ‡bB, gv_vq Kz‡jvq bv- A_P ‡m Pvq GB
M‡elYvi mg¯— mybvg ‡hb Ii nq| mv‡ci ‡P‡qI welv³ ‡jvKUv|Õ
Ômv‡`K Lv‡bi e¨vcv‡i KZ`~i GwM‡q‡Q ‡Zvgv‡`i KvR?Õ wR‡Ám
Kij ivbv|
ÔGK mßv‡ni g‡a¨B ‡iwW n‡q hv‡e ‡gwkb| wZb nvRvi gvBj
ch©š— ‡U÷ K‡i ‡`‡LwQ Avgiv BwZg‡a¨B|Õ
ÔwK ai‡bi ‡gwkb ‡mUv? Avgv‡`i aviYv ‡Zvgiv Ii ‡eªb
I‡qf¸‡jv KgwcDUvivBR Ki‡Z hv”Q|Õ
Ôe¨vcviUv AZ¨š— ‡UKwbKvj| Z‡e Lye mnR K‡i ej‡Z ‡M‡j
e¨vcviUv ‡gvUvgywU ZvB `uvovq| Avm‡j wnUv‡iv mvBwK ‡cwb‡UªU Kievi
hš¿ ‰Zwi KiwQ Avgiv| GKUv ‡iwWI wiwmfvi B‡”QgZ ‡h ‡KvbI
gvby‡li g‡bi Dci wUDb Kiv ‡M‡j ‡h Ae¯’v nZ A‡bKUv ZvB NUvevi
‡Póv Pj‡Q GLv‡b| ‡h-‡KvbI ‡jv‡Ki ‡h-‡Kvb iK‡gi wPš—v B‡”Q
Ki‡j Rvb‡Z cvwi Avgiv|Õ
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hw` wbB, I‡qf ‡js_ Rvbv _vK‡j c‡i Z‡eB Zzwg GKUv we‡kl ‡÷kb
ai‡Z cv‡iv| ZvB bv? ‡KvbI we‡kl gvby‡li g‡bi ev wPš—vi I‡qf
‡js_ Rvb‡e ‡Kgb K‡i?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|
Ô‡eªb PvU© ‰Zwi Kiv AZ¨š— mnR e¨vcvi| ‡mUviI mnR Dcvq ‡ei
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ÔwKfv‡e cv‡e ‡Zvgiv PvU©?Õ
Ôbvbvb Kvq`vq mg¯— c„w_exi ‡bZ…¯’vbxq ‰eÁvwbK, ‡mbvcwZ Avi
kvmKe„‡›`i ‡eªb PvU© ‡RvMvo Kievi R‡b¨ w`bivZ cwikªg Ki‡Q
fvi‡Zi cuvP-Qq‡kv wm‡μU G‡RÈ| GiB g‡a¨ Avgv‡`i nv‡Z ‡cuŠ‡Q
‡M‡Q cÖvq mv‡o wZb‡kv PvU©|Õ
ÔKqUv KgwcDUvi ‰Zwi n‡”Q?Õ
ÔAvcvZZ GKUv| GUv m¤ú~Y© n‡q ‡M‡j AwZ mn‡R evbv‡bv hv‡e
Gi c‡ii¸‡jv| hZ B”Qv ‰Zwi Kiv hv‡e ZLb|Õ
Ôa‡iv, hw` hš¿Uv bó K‡i ‡`qv nq, Av‡iKUv hš¿ ‰Zwi Ki‡Z
cvi‡e Iiv?Õ
Ôhw` AveŸv‡K w`‡q Kivq Zvn‡j cvi‡e| Aek¨ A¨vWRv÷‡g‡Èi


48 gvmy` ivbvÐ10
R‡b¨ mv‡`K Lv‡bi ‡eªbI cÖ‡qvRb co‡e|Õ
¯ú−¨v‡bi ‡KvbI Kwc ‡bB I‡`i Kv‡Q?Õ
ÔAv‡Q, e−y wcÖÈ Av‡Q| wKš‘ ¸i“Z¡c~Y© K‡qKUv RvqMvq AveŸv B‡”Q
K‡iB fzj Z_¨ w`‡q‡Qb I‡`i| Kexi ‡PŠayix e‡j GKRb ‡jv‡Ki
Ici AveŸvi Lye fw³-kª×v R‡b¥‡Q B`vbxs| ‡evanq gymjgvb e‡jB|
ZvQvov ‡jvKUv f`ªI Lye| IiB ‡Póvq ‡Rj ‡_‡K Qvov n‡q‡Q
AveŸv‡K| IiB wb‡`©‡k GB KvRUv Ki‡Qb wZwb| ‡k‡li wKQz Ask
Qvov ‡ewki fvM Avmj KwcB GLb Kexi ‡PŠayixi Kv‡Q|Õ
åƒ KzuP‡K ‡Mj ivbvi| Kexi ‡PŠayix m¤ú‡K© wKQz ej‡Z hvw”Qj-
‡P‡c wM‡q Ab¨ K_vq P‡j Gj ‡m|
Ô‡Zvgvi AveŸv ‡R‡j wQ‡jb?Õ
Ônu¨v| ‡`o eQi| Zzwg Avgv‡K D×vi K‡i ‡i‡L G‡j bqvw`j−x‡Z|
ciw`b ‡fv‡iB wgwjUvwi G‡m a‡i wb‡q ‡Mj Avgv‡`i| mvZ w`b mvZ
ivZ AK_¨ AZ¨vPvi Kiv n‡jv Avgv‡`i Ici| ‡Kvb Z_¨ ‡ei Ki‡Z
bv ‡c‡i ‡Q‡o w`j| bRie›`x K‡i ivLv n‡jv Avgv‡`i| BDwbfviwmwUi
PvKwi P‡j ‡Mj AveŸvi| Avgiv c−¨vb Kijvg, cvwK¯—v‡b P‡j hve, wKš‘
wek¦vmNvZKZv Kij GKRb| ‡hw`b Avgv‡`i cvwj‡q hvIqvi K_v Zvi
Av‡Mi iv‡Z a‡i wb‡q ‡Mj Iiv AveŸv‡K| Avwg Nywg‡qwQjvg- ‰n-nj−v
ï‡b Qz‡U ‡Mjvg| ‡`Ljvg ‡QuP‡o ‡U‡b wmuwo w`‡q bvwg‡q wb‡q hv‡”Q
Iiv AveŸv‡K| Qz‡U ‡Mjvg| GK av°vq Avgv‡K gvwU‡Z ‡d‡j `ovg
K‡i `iRv jvwM‡q P‡j ‡Mj Iiv|Õ
givi gZ d¨vKv‡m n‡q ‡M‡Q kvqjvi gyL| wVK ‡hb bvwjk
Rvbv‡”Q ‡m ivbvi Kv‡Q| Wvb nvZUv ivLj ivbv Ii Kuv‡ai Ici|
ejj, Ô‡Zvgvi Kó n‡”Q, kvqjv|Õ
Ôbv|Õ wb‡Pi ‡VuvU Kvg‡o a‡i mvg‡j wbj kvqjv wb‡R‡K| LvwbKUv
myw¯’i n‡q Avevi Avi¤¢ Kij ‡m|
Ô‡`o eQ‡ii R‡b¨ AveŸvi m‡½ IB Avgvi ‡kl ‡`Lv| wZb gvm
cÖ‡Z¨Kw`b nuvUvnuvwU K‡iwQ Avwg I‡`i wgwjUvwi ‡nW ‡KvqvU©vi Avi
‡mȪvj ‡Rj mycv‡ii Kv‡Q| Iiv ‡n‡m‡Q, e‡j‡Q Iiv Rv‡b bv ‡Kv_vq
Av‡Q W±i ‰dqvR, Avi Rvb‡jI ejZ bv| Qq gvm ci ‡nv‡÷‡j G‡m
‡`Lv Kij Avgvi mv‡_ wgwjUvwi ‡nW ‡KvqvU©v‡ii GKRb Awdmvi| I
ejj, AveŸvi me Lei Rvbv‡Z cv‡i ‡m, wewbg‡q Avwg hw`...Õ
‡_‡g ‡Mj kvqjv| GKUv ‡Pqv‡ii gv_v AuvK‡o aij evg nv‡Z|
Ô_vK, kvqjv,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔIme K_v Avi g‡b bvB Avb‡j| fz‡j
hvevi ‡Póv K‡iv|Õ
ivbv! mveavb!! 49
Ôbv| ej‡ZB n‡e Avgv‡K| ‡Zvgv‡K eje bv ‡Zv Kv‡K eje? Ii
RNb¨ cÖe„wË PwiZv_© K‡i wb‡q I Avgv‡K Rvbvj hve¾xeb mkªg
Kviv`Ê ‡`qv n‡q‡Q AveŸv‡K| I ejj, Avwg hw` mn‡hvwMZv Kwi, hw`
wbqwgZ Ii B”Qv c~iY K‡i hvB Zvn‡j Ii gvidZ wKQz eB, Lvevi
cvVv‡Z cvwi AveŸv‡K|
ÔAvwg ZLb _vW© Bqv‡i cwo| UvKv wQj bv Avgvi Kv‡Q| wKš‘ Avwg
Qvov ‡h AveŸvi Avi ‡KD ‡bB| fvj QvÎx wQjvg, Avgvi wUDkb wd
jvMZ bv, wKš‘ ‡nv‡÷j LiP Avgvi wb‡R‡KB Pvjv‡Z nZ| `yÕGKRb
evÜex `qv ciek n‡q mvnvh¨ KiZ, Avi wUDkwb KiZvg| AveŸvi
R‡b¨ Lvevi Avi eB cvVv‡bv Avgvi c‡¶ m¤¢e wQj bv| AviI GKUv
wUDkwb wbjvg| w`‡b AvVv‡iv wek NÈv K‡i Kv‡Ri Pvc coZ| ¯^v¯’¨
‡f‡O co‡Z Avi¤¢ Kij| wKš‘ cÖwZ mßv‡n Avwg wUb fwZ© Lvevi Avi
GK-AvaUv eB wK‡b w`‡q Avm‡Z _vKjvg ‡mB Awdmv‡ii ‡KvqvU©v‡i|
GK eQi Pjj GB iKg|
ÔwKš‘ μ‡gB Amš‘ó n‡q DV‡Z Avi¤¢ Kij ‡jvKUv| mvivw`b
cwikªg K‡i GZ K¬vš— _vKZvg ‡h I‡K mš‘ó Kiv me mgq m¤¢e n‡q
DVZ bv Avgvi c‡¶| GKw`b jvw_ ‡g‡i Zvwo‡q w`j I Avgv‡K|
A‡bK Abybq-webq Kijvg, aibv w`‡q c‡o _vKjvg, K_v w`jvg
Avgvi mva¨gZ mewKQz Kie I‡K mš‘ó Kivi R‡b¨- ïay cv‡m©j¸‡jv
AveŸvi Kv‡Q cvVv‡bv ‡hb ‡m eÜ bv K‡i| ïbj bv| Ii nvZ ai‡Z
wM‡qwQjvg, _yy w`j Avgvi gy‡L| Zvici ‡U‡b wb‡q ‡Mj ‡KvqvU©v‡ii
wcQ‡bi ‡QvÆ DVv‡b| GK ‡Kv‡Y R‡ov Kiv Av‡Q fvOv wUb¸‡jveB
¸‡jv Mv`v Kiv Av‡Q Zvi cv‡kB| cy‡iv GKUv eQi wb‡Ri Ici wK
K‡Vvi wbh©vZb K‡i AveŸvi R‡b¨ wK‡bwQjvg Avwg I¸‡jv| I ejj,
Lvevi¸‡jv wb‡R ‡L‡q wUb¸‡jv Rwg‡q ‡i‡L‡Q ‡m GZw`b, we`vq¶‡Y
Avgv‡K ‡`Lv‡e e‡j|Õ
Uc Uc K‡i cvwb co‡Q kvqjvi Mvj ‡e‡q| gv_vi g‡a¨ `vD `vD
K‡i Av¸b R¡j‡Q ivbvi| wb‡Ri ARv‡š—B `uv‡Z `uvZ ‡P‡c ‡Pvqvj `y‡Uv
e¨_v n‡q wM‡q‡Q| eûK‡ó wb‡R‡K mshZ Kij ivbv| Zvici gy‡Q w`j
kvqjvi ‡PvL| GKwU K_vI ‡e‡ivj bv Ii gyL ‡_‡K| wK PgrKvi
D×vi K‡iwQj ‡m kvqjv‡K! GLb G‡m‡Q ‡m DcKv‡ii cÖwZ`vb MªnY
Ki‡Z!
Ô‡`vlx g‡b K‡i ïay ïay wb‡R‡K Kó w`‡qv bv, ivbv| ‡Zvgvi
‡KvbI ‡`vl ‡bB| ‡`vl Avgvi Kcv‡ji|Õ GKUz ‡K‡k Mjv cwi®‹vi
K‡i wbj kvqjv| QÕgvm Av‡M ‡Q‡o w`‡q‡Q Iiv AveŸv‡K nVvr Kexi


50 gvmy` ivbvÐ10
‡PŠayixi Aby‡iv‡a| GLv‡b wb‡q G‡m M‡elYvq jvwM‡q‡Q| KvR ‡kl
n‡q ‡M‡jB Avevi ‡R‡j ‡cviv n‡e Iu‡K| ZvB mgq wb‡”Qb AveŸv
GZ, c−¨vb LyuR‡Qb GLvb ‡_‡K cvwj‡q hvevi| Zzwg G‡mQ mv‡`K
Lvb‡K cvwK¯—v‡b wdwi‡q wb‡Z, Avgiv ‡Zvgv‡K GB e¨vcv‡i mvnvh¨
Kie, ivbv, hw` Avgv‡`i mv‡_ bvI|Õ
ÔGZ ‡jvK GKmv‡_ cvjv‡bv ‡Zv gykwKj n‡q hv‡e, kvqjv| Avwg
mv‡`K Lvb‡K ‡i‡L hw` Avevi wd‡i Avwm Zv‡Z n‡e bv?Õ
Ôbv, ZZw`‡b ‡g‡i ‡dj‡e Iiv AveŸv‡K|Õ
Ô‡Zvgvi AveŸv wK e‡jb? ‡Zvgiv wbðqB Avjvc K‡iQ GB
e¨vcv‡i?Õ
Ônu¨v| hLbB ‡Zvgvi msev` ïbjvg ZLbB eyS‡Z ‡c‡iwQ Avgiv
‡Zvgvi D‡Ïk¨| GBUvB Avgv‡`i ‡kl my‡hvM, ivbv| GBUzKz mvnvh¨
Ki‡e bv Avgv‡K?Õ
ÔMZevi dzUš— KovB ‡_‡K D×vi K‡i ‡Zvgv‡K Av¸‡b ‡d‡jwQjvg,
kvqjv| hw` e‡jv ‡Póv Kie Avwg| wKš‘ Zv‡Z K‡i mevB GKmv‡_ gviv
coe- KviI ‡KvbI jvf n‡e bv|Õ
Ô‡Kvb& c‡_ wK fv‡e cvjv‡e wVK K‡iQ?Õ wR‡Ám Kij kvqjv|
ÔK‡qKUv c_ Av‡Q| bimvcy‡i A‡c¶v Ki‡Q Avgv‡`i mve‡gwib|
wKš‘ ILv‡b ‡cuŠQevi ‡KvbI Dcvq ‡`L‡Z cvw”Q bv| Lye m¤¢e
nvq`ªvev‡`i w`‡KB hve| ILv‡b Avgv‡`i G‡RÈ Av‡Q- gv`ªv‡R ‡bvOi
Kiv GKUv BUvwjqvb Rvnv‡R Avgv‡`i Zz‡j ‡`qvi e¨e¯’v Ki‡e ‡m|
‡`Lv hvK| GLv‡b `yB-GKw`b _vK‡jB cvjvevi GKUv iv¯—v ‡ei K‡i
‡dje|Õ
ÔK‡e bvMv` cvjv‡Z PvI?Õ
ÔZvovû‡ovi wKQzB ‡bB| GZ j¤^v Rvwb© K‡i K¬vš— n‡q c‡owQ
Avwg| `y-wZbw`b wekªvg ‡be, ax‡i my‡¯’ GB ØxcUv‡K ÷vwW K‡i
Zvici nVvr Mv‡qe n‡q hve myweav gZ|Õ
Ôm‡š—vl gyLvRx© nVvr wd‡i Avmvq Nve‡o ‡MwQ Avwg| ‡jvKUv
Am¤¢e a~Z©| Ii e¨vcv‡i Lye mveav‡b _vK‡Z n‡e ivbv| Ii wdievi
K_v wQj AviI K‡qK w`b ci, A_P...Õ
nVvr GKUv K_v g‡b coj ivbvi| Pg‡K DVj ‡m wfZi wfZi|
Ôkvqjv! m‡š—vl gyLvRx© GB Øx‡ci evB‡i wQj| nvq`ªvev‡` Ilya
wKb‡Z wM‡qwQj ‡m| K‡e wM‡qwQj ‡m GLvb ‡_‡K?Õ
ÔMZ ciïw`b mKv‡j| ‡Kb?Õ
ÔGi g‡a¨ wK¬wb‡Ki mv‡_ ‡Kvb K_vevZ©v n‡q‡Q Ii?Õ
Ôbv, ‡mUv m¤¢e bq| nvq`ªvev` ‡_‡K GLv‡b ‡hvMv‡hv‡Mi ‡Kvb
ivbv! mveavb!! 51
e¨e¯’v ‡bB| Avgiv WvB‡i± w`j−x ‡nW ‡KvqvU©v‡ii m‡½ Kv‡b‡±W| wKš‘
‡Kb? wK n‡q‡Q?Õ
Ôme©bvk n‡q ‡M‡Q, kvqjv| Avgvi m¤^‡Ü me wKQz Rvbj wK K‡i
m‡š—vl gyLvRx©? GLv‡b Lei ‡cuŠ‡Q‡P Kvj mܨvq, Zvi Av‡Mi w`b
mKv‡j ‡m nvq`ªvev` P‡j ‡M‡Q- A_P Avgvi m¤ú‡K© mewKQz Rvbj wK
K‡i? ‡c−bUv μ¨vkI K‡iwb ZLb| MZ ciïw`b mKv‡j Avwg wQjvg
gv›`vj‡q|Õ
ÔZvB ‡Zv! Avðh©!Õ
ÔGi GKwU gvÎ e¨vL¨v Av‡Q| Av‡M ‡_‡KB RvbZ ‡m Avgvi K_v|
Zvi gv‡b wK? kvqjv, Giv Av‡M ‡_‡KB RvbZ Avwg AvmwQ| mewKQzB
Av‡M ‡_‡K c−¨vb Kiv| Rvj ‡c‡ZwQj Iiv Avgvi R‡b¨| G‡`i ‰Zwi
duv‡` Xz‡K c‡owQ Avwg!Õ
weeY© n‡q ‡Mj kvqjvi gyL| ejj, ÔZvn‡j? wK n‡e GLb?Õ
¯úvjv‡Z n‡e| Iiv g‡b Ki‡e K¬vš— n‡q AvwQ, AvR ivZUv wekªvg
‡be Avwg| ZvB AvRB cvjv‡Z n‡e Avgv‡`i|Õ
ÔwK K‡i?Õ
ÔZv Rvwb bv| GKUv wKQz c−¨vb wVK Ki‡Z n‡e Lye ZvovZvwo|
GQvov Avi ‡Kvb Dcvq ‡bB GLb| MwZ w`‡q ay‡jv w`‡Z n‡e I‡`i
‡Pv‡L|Õ
ÔAvgv‡`i wb”Q ‡Zv?Õ
GKUz wØav Kij ivbv| Zvici ejj, Ônu¨v|Õ
ÔAvgvi Mv Qzu‡q e‡jv|Õ
Ô‡Q‡jgvbylx ‡Kv‡iv bv, kvqjv!Õ agK w`j ivbv| Zvici Ii nvZ
a‡i ejj, ÔK_v w`jvg, wb‡q hve- Aš—Z ‡Póv Kie|Õ
D™¢vwmZ n‡q DVj kvqjvi `yB ‡PvL| ivbvi nvZUv Zz‡j Pz¤^b Kij
‡m| ÔeuvPv‡j Avgv‡K, ivbv|Õ
nvZUv ‡K‡o wbj ivbv| Ô‡Zvgvi D”Q¡vm iv‡Lv GLb, kvqjv| GB
Øx‡ci GKUv b·v Gu‡K `vI Rjw`| wVK ‡Kvb RvqMvUvq Kw¤úDUvi
Av‡Q Gu‡K ‡`LvI Avgv‡K| hvevi Av‡M IUv‡K ‡kl K‡i w`‡q ‡h‡Z
n‡e|Õ
wVK Ggwb mg‡q Kvgivi `iRvUv Ly‡j ‡Mj `yÕcvU| GKRb e×
f`ª‡jvK XzK‡jb N‡i| GKgv_v G‡jv‡g‡jv cvKv Pzj, Mvj ‡f‡O e‡m
‡M‡Q, `yB ‡Pv‡Li ‡Kv‡j Kvwj, Kcv‡j eqm Ges wbh©vZ‡bi wPý|
cÖ‡g wPb‡Z cv‡iwb ivbv, cigyn~‡Z© m`vnvm¨gq GKUv ‡mŠg¨ ‡Pnviv
g‡b coj Ii- ‡mvqv `yB eQi Av‡M ‡`‡LwQj GKevi| ‡PbvB hvq bv


52 gvmy` ivbvÐ10
GB gvbyl‡K ‡mB gvbyl e‡j|
ax‡i ax‡i GwM‡q G‡jb e× kxY© GKUv nvZ mvg‡b evwo‡q|
Ôgvmy` ivbv! gvmy` ivbv! wVK wPb‡Z ‡c‡iwQ Avwg| Avgv‡`i ‡b‡e
Zzwg, ivbv, ‡Zvgvi m‡½?Õ
wew¯§Z `„wó‡Z ‡P‡q iBj ivbv W±i Ave`yj−vn& ‰dqv‡Ri w`‡K|
DËi ‡e‡ivj bv Ii gyL ‡_‡K|
ÔI Avgv‡K K_v w`‡q‡Q, AveŸvRx,Õ ejj kvqjv| nZeyw× ivbvi
w`‡K wd‡i PvBj kvqjv Gevi| ÔAvwg `ytwLZ, ivbv| Av‡M ewjwb,
ej‡j Zzwg ivwR n‡Z bv wKQz‡ZB| ¸wj K‡iwQj Iiv AveŸvi cv‡q ‡Rj
‡_‡K cvjvevi ‡Póv Kivq| ‡d‡j ‡i‡LwQj mvZw`b webv wPwKrmvq|
`y‡Uv cv-B nuvUz ch©š— ‡K‡U ev` w`‡Z n‡q‡Q| ûBj ‡Pqvi Qvov Pjv‡div
Ki‡Z cv‡ib bv AveŸv|Õ
Qq
gv_v ¸u‡R c‡o Av‡Q ivbv Nv‡mi Ici| wVK GB RvqMvq MvW© _vK‡Z
cv‡i KíbvI Ki‡Z cv‡iwb ‡m| nvIqvUv D‡ëvw`‡K eB‡Q e‡j
wmMv‡i‡Ui MÜI Av‡mwb bv‡K| ey‡K ‡nu‡U G‡Mvw”Qj ivbv AÜKv‡i Mv
XvKv w`‡q- cuvP nv‡Zi g‡a¨ P‡j Avmvi ci nVvr ‡Pv‡L c‡o‡Q Ii
wmMv‡i‡Ui Av¸b| ‡RvbvKxi gZ R¡j‡Q-wbf‡Q| cv_i n‡q R‡g ‡M‡Q
‡m| wZb wgwbU a‡i gyL ¸u‡R c‡o Av‡Q ‡m gvwU‡Z- ‡`wi n‡q hv‡”Q,
A_P boevi bvg ‡bB MvW©Uvi| GKg‡b wmMv‡iU dzuK‡Q ‡m, Avi
WvB‡b-euv‡q PvB‡Q, cv‡Q wWDwU mv‡R©‡›Ui Kv‡Q aiv c‡o hvq| fvwM¨m
wcQb wd‡i PvB‡Q bv ‡m!
UP© bv R¡vjv‡j Aek¨ AÜKv‡ii g‡a¨ Kv‡jv ‡cvkvK civ ivbv‡K
‡`L‡Z cv‡e bv ‡m wcQb wdi‡jI- wKš‘ mi‡Q bv ‡Kb e¨vUv| ivbvi `k
MR wcQ‡b `yB b¤^i ‡`qvj| ‡`qv‡ji Icv‡k d¬vW jvBU ‡R¡‡j `y‡f©`¨
Kiv n‡q‡Q `yB ‡`qv‡ji gv‡Si duvKv RvqMvUv| Avi ‡Uwjwfkb IqvPUvIqv‡
ii gv_vq emv‡bv mvP©jvBUUv mZK© `„wó ‡i‡L‡Q ‡`qv‡ji
GcvkUvq| ‡h-‡Kvb gyn~‡Z© Av‡jv G‡m co‡Z cv‡i ivbvi Ici| GLb
ivbv! mveavb!! 53
QzUvQzwU Ki‡Q IUv cvIqvi nvD‡mi w`KUvq|
`~‡i ûBm&‡ji kã ‡kvbv ‡Mj| PÂj n‡q DVj MvW©Uv| K‡l
`yÕwZb‡U myL Uvb w`‡q ‡d‡j w`j wmMv‡iU, L¨vK&-_y K‡i _yy ‡d‡j
Av¸bUv gvwo‡q P‡j ‡Mj ‡m ûBm&‡ji kã j¶¨ K‡i| ‡÷bMvbUv Kuv‡a
Szj‡Q gvwUi w`‡K gyL K‡i|
Avevi G‡Mvj ivbv ey‡K ‡nu‡U| Zij c`v_© fwZ© GKUv Wªvg ‡V‡j
wb‡q P‡j‡Q ‡m Av‡M Av‡M| Avi ‡`wi Kiv P‡j bv| wZb wgwbU wcwQ‡q
c‡o‡Q ‡m wba©vwiZ mgq ‡_‡K| A¨vWwgwb‡÷ªkb wewìs-Gi Awdm,
‡Uwj‡dvb G·‡PÄ Avi ‡iwWI iƒg euv‡q ‡i‡L GwM‡q ‡Mj ivbv AÜKvi
Qvqvq Qvqvq| Mš—e¨¯’‡j G‡m ‡cuŠ‡Q‡P ‡m| GB evwoi wcQ‡bB ‡Kv_vI
Av‡Q ‡mB ‡fw›U‡jUvi|
‡ewk¶Y LyuR‡Z n‡jv bv| ‡`qv‡ji Mv‡q emv‡bv Av‡Q AvÊviMªvDÊ
Kvgivi Bb&‡UK& ‡fw›U‡jUvi wMªj| ‡c‡q ‡Mj ivbv| ûW jvMv‡bv ‡cwÝj
UP© ‡R¡‡j b¤^i wgwj‡q ‡`Lj wVKB Av‡Q| ‡Kvg‡i Rov‡bv j¤^v ivevi
wUDeUv Lyjj ‡m Gevi Nywi‡q Nywi‡q| Zvici wUD‡ei GKgv_v XzwK‡q
w`j wMª‡ji duvK w`‡q- ax‡i ax‡i bvwg‡q w`j ‡mUv wb‡Pi Kvgivq|
K‡qK Bw evwK _vK‡Z WªvgUv ‡Kv‡j Zz‡j wb‡q IUvi Mv‡q emv‡bv
GKUv ‡QvÆ K‡ji gy‡L jvMvj ivevi wUD‡ei gyL| Gevi KjUv Ly‡j
w`‡ZB KjKj K‡i cvBc ‡e‡q wb‡Pi w`‡K iIbv n‡jv Wªv‡gi Zij
c`v_©|
`yÕwgwbU jvM‡e Wªvg Lvwj n‡Z| ivbvi gbUv wd‡i ‡Mj ‡mB ‡QvÆ
N‡i, ‡hLv‡b W±i Ave`yj−vn ‰dqvR cÖ‡ek Ki‡ZB ‡b‡g G‡mwQj
mgvwai gZ wb¯—äZv| kvqjv VwK‡q‡Q I‡K...
eRªvn‡Zi gZ `uvwo‡q wQj ivbv| mv‡`K Lvb‡K wb‡q hvIqvB cÖvq
Am¤¢e e¨vcvi- Zvi Ici GKwU bvix Ges GKwU c½_ hw` ‡Rv‡U
Zvn‡j GK cv-I G‡Mv‡Z cvi‡e bv ‡m| fqvbK ivM n‡jv Ii kvqjvi
Ici| wKš‘ wKQz ejvi Av‡MB K_v e‡j DV‡jb W±i ‰dqvR|
ÔGLv‡b `uvwo‡q _vKv wVK n‡”Q bv| K¨v‡Þb Lvboev‡K GBw`‡KB
Avm‡Z ‡`Ljvg|Õ
‡÷wijvBRvi Ad K‡i w`j kvqjv| ejj, Ô`yB-GKUv RvqMvq
mvgvb¨ GKUz AvNvZ Qvov kvixwiK Avi ‡Kvb ¶wZ nqwb wg÷vi gvmy`
ivbvi| wKš‘ Iui ‡i÷ `iKvi, AveŸvRx| ‡Zvgvi wUªU‡gÈ ïi“ nIqvi
Av‡M fvjgZ wekªvg w`‡Z n‡e Iu‡K|Õ
ÔwKš‘ G‡`i ‡h Gw`‡K Zvov Lye, kvqjv,Õ ej‡jb e×| ÔGB
f`ª‡jv‡Ki A¨vg‡bwkqv `yw`‡bi g‡a¨ `~i Kievi ûKzg ‡`qv n‡q‡Q


54 gvmy` ivbvÐ10
Avgv‡K| Zv wVK Av‡Q| Ilya LvB‡q NÈv K‡qK Nyg cvwo‡q iv‡Lv-
Avwg bv nq GKUz ‡ewk iv‡Z Avgvi wUªU‡gÈ ïi“ Kie|Õ
ÔAvcwb Avmyb Avgvi m‡½,Õ ejj kvqjv ivbvi D‡Ï‡k|
GKUv KwiWi a‡i wKQz`~i wM‡q wjd‡Ui w`‡K G‡Mvj kvqjv|
`ª“Zcv‡q GwM‡q ‡Mj ivbv Ii cv‡k| ejj, ÔAm¤¢e, kvqjv| fviZxq
GjvKv ‡_‡K...Õ
‡PqviUv Nywi‡q wjd‡U D‡V co‡jb W±i ‰dqvR| ÔPviZjvq
K‡qKUv ‡ivMx ‡`L‡Z hve Avwg|Õ
wjd‡Ui `iRv eÜ n‡q ‡h‡ZB wKQz ej‡Z hvw”Qj ivbv, gv_v ‡b‡o
wb‡la Kij kvqjv| ivbv eySj wjd‡UI gvB‡μv‡dvb Av‡Q| wjdU
‡_‡K ‡ewi‡q Pvcv Mjvq ej‡jb e×, ÔLuvPvq ‡cviv Rš‘i gZ AvwQ
Avgiv GLv‡b| me©¶Y bRi ‡i‡L‡Q Avgv‡`i Ici m‡š—vl Avi Lvboev|
GLv‡b gvB‡μv‡dvb, ILv‡b K¨v‡giv, Amn¨...Õ
ÔAvi ‡`wi ‡bB, AveŸvRx| ivbv K_v w`‡q‡Q| Avgiv cvwj‡q hve
GLvb ‡_‡K|Õ
ÔAvgvi K_vq we‡kl fimv ‡Kv‡iv bv, kvqjv,Õ ejj ivbv|
ÔwKš‘ Zzwg K_v w`‡qQ...Õ
Ôw`‡qwQ| e‡jwQ ‡Póv Kie| ‡Póvq Avi mvd‡j¨ A‡bK Zdvr|
ZvQvov ‡Zvgvi AveŸvi GB Ae¯’vi K_v Avwg RvbZvg bv|Õ
GKUv N‡i G‡m ‡cuŠQj Iiv| gvB‡μv‡dvb ‡bB GB N‡i| `iRv
eÜ K‡i w`j kvqjv ‡fZi ‡_‡K| W±i ‰dqvRI G‡m‡Qb N‡ii g‡a¨|
ÔAvwg GB cvMwj ‡g‡qUv‡K A‡bK eywS‡qwQ, wg÷vi ivbv,Õ ej‡jb
e× axi K‡É| ÔAvgvi GB Ae¯’vq Avgv‡K mv‡_ wb‡j ‡Zvgv‡`i
mevB‡K Avwg g¯— wec‡` ‡dje| Zvi‡P‡q Avgv‡K ‡i‡L ‡Zvgiv P‡j
hvI...Õ
Ôbv| Am¤¢e!Õ evav w`j kvqjv| `„p m¼í Zvi K‡É| Ô‡Zvgv‡K
‡Q‡o hve bv Avwg| c„w_ex‡Z ‡Zvgv‡K Qvov Avi wK Av‡Q Avgvi?
‡Zvgv‡K ‡Q‡o hve- ‡Kv_vq hve?Õ
ÔwKš‘, kvqjv, e¨vcviUvi m¤¢ve¨Zvi w`KUvI wePvi K‡i ‡`L‡Z
n‡e| Zzwg eyS‡Z cviQ bv, wKš‘ Avwg cviwQ| Avgv‡K wb‡q ‡Zvgiv gnv
m¼‡U co‡e| c‡` c‡` evavi m„wó n‡e Avgv‡K mv‡_ wb‡j|Õ
ivbvi w`‡K wdij kvqjv| ejj, Ôivbv| Zzwg hw` ‡Zvgvi K_v bv
iv‡Lv, Zvn‡j mv‡`K Lv‡bi e¨vcv‡i ‡KvbI mvnvh¨ Kie bv Avwg|Õ
ÔwKš‘ Avwg Kie,Õ ej‡jb e×|
ÔAvwg Lvboev‡K Rvwb‡q ‡`e mewKQz!Õ ‡R` aij kvqjv|
ivbv! mveavb!! 55
ÔwQt| GB K_v gy‡LI Avb‡Z nq bv, gv| hvi KvQ ‡_‡K GKevi
DcKvi cvIqv hvq Zvi Ag½‡ji K_v gy‡L Avbv ‡Zv `~‡ii K_v, g‡b
AvbvI cvc!Õ
PzcPvc evc-‡ewUi ZK© ïb‡Q ivbv| `yBR‡biB g‡bi fve Dcjwä
Ki‡Z cvi‡Q ‡m| hw` GUv ‡Kvb we‡kl A¨vmvBb‡gÈ bv nZ, ‡h Kv‡R
G‡m‡Q ‡mUv fÊyj n‡q hvIqvi m¤¢ebv bv _vKZ,Zvn‡j we›`ygvÎ wØav
KiZ bv ivbv| wKš‘ Avi wØavq mgq ‡bB| g‡b g‡b wm×vš— wb‡q ‡djj
‡m|
ÔwVK Av‡Q,Õ ejj kvqjv Gevi ivbvi w`‡K ‡P‡q| ÔZvn‡j Avgv‡`i
`yÕRb‡KB ‡i‡L P‡j hvI Zzwg| g„Zz¨B ‡nvK Avgv‡`i| Zey ‡Zvgv‡K
mvnvh¨ Kie Avgiv|Õ
Ôev‡R ‡ev‡Kv bv, kvqjv,Õ ejj ivbv kvm‡bi fw½‡Z| ÔAvwg
`ytwLZ, ‡Zvgv‡`i GLv‡b ‡d‡j ‡i‡L P‡j hvIqv Avgvi c‡¶ m¤¢e bq|
‡Zvgv‡K K_v w`‡qwQ- Avgvi K_v Avwg i¶v Kie| mevB wg‡j wec‡`i
gy‡L Suvwc‡q co‡j fq ‡L‡q wcwQ‡qI ‡h‡Z cv‡i wec`|Õ
Avb‡›` D™¢vwmZ n‡q DVj kvqjvi gyL| Lywk Avi ivL‡Z cvi‡Q bv
‡m a‡i|
Ô‡`L‡j, AveŸvRx? Avwg RvbZvg! Avwg Av‡MB e‡jwQjvg bv
‡Zvgv‡K, wec` ‡`‡L wcwQ‡q hvevi gvbyl I bq? e‡jwQjvg bv, ivwR
n‡e? Zzwg wg‡QB wØav-m‡¼vP KiwQ‡j|Õ
ÔZ‡e GKUv K_v Av‡MB cwi®‹vi n‡q hvIqv `iKvi,Õ ejj ivbv,
Ô‡h, Avgv‡`i aiv coevi m¤¢vebv kZKiv wbivbeŸB fvM| BwÊqvb
wm‡μU mvwf©‡mi Kv‡Q Avgvi mwZ¨Kvi cwiPq Ges D‡Ïk¨ ‡Mvcb
‡bB| ‡Kb Iiv Avgv‡K wbivc‡` wK¬wbK ch©š— ‡cuŠQevi my‡hvM w`‡q‡Q
Zv ej‡Z cvie bv...Õ
Ô‡Zvgvi ¯§„wZ-weåvU ‡h fvb, ‡mK_v Rv‡b Iiv?Õ wR‡Ám Ki‡jb
e×|
ÔRv‡b| m‡š—v‡li ‡evKvwg‡Z ‡Ui ‡c‡q ‡MwQ Avwg| nvq`ªvev‡`
‡nwjKÞv‡i D‡VB I cÖKvk K‡i w`‡q‡Q ‡h I Avgvi cwiPq Ges ‡ivM
m¤^‡Ü Iqv‡Kdnvj|Õ
ÔwKš‘ Zv wK K‡i nq? I ‡Zv wK¬wbK ‡_‡K wM‡qwQj ciï mKv‡j|
Lei ‡Zv ‡cuŠ‡Q‡P MZKvj mܨvq,Õ ej‡jb e×|
ÔZvi gv‡b Av‡M ‡_‡KB RvbZ ‡m Avgvi K_v| cvBj‡Ui Kv‡Q
Avgvi bvg ï‡bB eyS‡Z ‡c‡i‡Q mewKQz| A_©vr GLb hZ ZvovZvwo
m¤¢e ‡K‡U co‡Z n‡e Avgv‡`i| m¤¢e n‡j AvRB iv‡Z|Õ


56 gvmy` ivbvÐ10
ÔwVK Av‡Q| Avwg GK KvR Kwi, Lvboev Avi m‡š—vl‡K ewj¸
‡Zvgv‡K ev‡iv NÈvi R‡b¨ Nygcvwo‡q ivLwQ Avwg, Kvj wUªU‡gÈ ïi“
Kiv n‡e| Gi d‡j A‡bKUv wbwðš— _vK‡e Iiv| kvqjv‡K eywS‡q `vI
wK wK Ki‡Z n‡e Avgv‡`i| Avwg NÈv Lv‡b‡Ki g‡a¨ wd‡i Avmevi
‡Póv Kie|Õ ivbvi w`‡K K‡qK ‡m‡KÊ Mfxi `„wó‡Z ‡P‡q iB‡jb W±i
‰dqvR, Zvici ûBj ‡Pqvi Nywi‡q ‡ewi‡q ‡M‡jb Ni ‡_‡K|
ÔweQvbvq D‡V c‡ov| ‡Zvgv‡K bRie›`x ivLvi R‡b¨ nq‡Zv Ab¨
‡Kvb Wv³vi‡KI cvVv‡Z cv‡i m‡š—vl cix¶vi Q‡j,Õ ejj kvqjv|
Ôm‡š—vl ‡jvKUv ‡`LwQ ‡gv‡UB m‡š—vlRbK bq|Õ weQvbvq ï‡q
coj ivbv| K¤^j w`‡q ‡X‡K w`j kvqjv Ii Mjv ch©š—| ÔDd&! wcVUv
weQvbvq ‡VwK‡q Kx Avivg ‡h jvM‡Q! B‡”Q Ki‡Q GKNy‡g PweŸk NÈv
cvi K‡i w`B|Õ
Ô‡Pnviv ‡`‡LB ‡evSv hv‡”Q A‡bK aKj ‡M‡Q ‡Zvgvi Dci w`‡q|
hvK&, Gevi c−¨vbUv e‡jv|Õ
ÔcÖ‡g Avgv‡`i mv‡`K Lvb‡K ‡ei K‡i Avb‡Z n‡e IqvW©
‡_‡K|Õ
ÔZv‡Z Amywe‡a n‡e bv| cÖg w`‡K Kov cvnvivi e¨e¯’v wQj|
GLb Ii cÖ‡qvRbxqZv cÖvq wbt‡kl n‡q‡Q e‡j MvW© _v‡K bv m‡½|
AveŸvRxi hLb B‡”Q I‡K j¨ve‡iUwi‡Z Avb‡Z cv‡ib cix¶vi R‡b¨|Õ
ÔAvR iv‡Z I‡K Avbv m¤¢e n‡e?Õ
GKUz wPš—v K‡i ejj kvqjv, ÔAvbv hv‡e| Ii Lvev‡ii m‡½ GKUz
Ilya wgwk‡q ‡`e hv‡Z ‡cU e¨_v Avi¤¢ nq| IqvW© mycvwi‡È‡ÊÈ nq
AveŸvRx‡K, bq Avgv‡K ‡W‡K cvVv‡e| Avwg j¨ve‡iUwii mvR©vwi‡Z
wb‡q Avm‡Z eje I‡K| mv‡_ Aek¨ `yÕRb ‡gj bvm© _vK‡e, I‡`i‡K
Iqv‡W© ‡diZ cvwV‡q ‡`qv hv‡e|Õ
Ô‡ek| mvR©vwi‡Z wb‡q Ny‡gi Ilya cyk K‡i Nyg cvwo‡q ivL‡e Zzwg
I‡K| Gevi wØZxq KvR n‡”Q Kw¤úDUviUv bó K‡i ‡`qv| IUv bó K‡i
w`‡q ‡nwjKÞv‡i K‡i P‡j hve Avgiv bimvcyi| GLb e‡jv, Kw¤úDUvi
aŸsm Kievi wK Dcvq|Õ
Ô‡mUv Am¤¢e,Õ gv_v bvoj kvqjv| ÔgvwUi Zjvq GKUv N‡i ivLv
n‡q‡Q ‡mUv‡K| GKUv gvÎ c_ Av‡Q IB N‡i XzKevi- Avi ‡mLv‡b
PweŸk NÈv cvnviv w`‡”Q QqRb MvW©| ILv‡b ‡h‡Z n‡j `y‡Uv cvm&
`iKvi| wZb‡U ÷x‡ji `iRv ‡cwi‡q Zvici ‡mB Ni| ‡k‡li
`iRvUvq Pvwe jvMv‡jB Pvjy n‡q hvq ‡Uwjwfkb K¨v‡giv| Kw¤úDUvi
bó Kievi ‡Kvb Dcvq ‡bB|Õ
ivbv! mveavb!! 57
ÔNiUv wK iKg?Õ
OKswμ‡Ui ‡`qvj| dvqvicÖƒd| ‡evgv gvi‡jI Ii ‡Kvb ¶wZ Kiv
hv‡e bv|Õ kvqjvi nv‡Zi Nwoi g‡a¨ ‡_‡K kã Gj wcc& wcc&| D‡V
`uvovj ‡m| ÔAvgv‡K ‡h‡Z n‡e GLb|Õ
ÔhZ wkMwMi cv‡iv wd‡i G‡mv|Õ
ÔAvme| ‡Zvgvi R‡b¨ Lvevi cvwV‡q w`w”Q Avwg G¶zwY wM‡q|Õ
Ôhvevi Av‡M Kw¤úDUvi iƒ‡gi GKUv ‡gvUvgywU b·v Gu‡K w`‡q
hvI| N‡ii ‡Kvb&LvbUvq wKfv‡e ivLv Av‡Q IUv ‡`L‡Z PvB Avwg|Õ
`ª“Z K‡qKUv AuvPo ‡K‡U Gu‡K w`j kvqjv b·v| ejj,
ÔA¨vWwgwb‡÷ªkb wewìs-Gi wb‡P GB Kw¤úDUvi iƒg|Õ
ÔPvi‡KvYv IB wRwbmUv wK AuvK‡j?Õ
Ô‡fwȇjkb k¨vdU&| IB RvqMv w`‡q evB‡ii ‡Lvjv evZvm ‡U‡b
Avbv nq wfZ‡i|Õ
ÔevZvmUv wK wdjUvW© n‡q Av‡m?Õ
Ôbv| Gevi DV‡Z n‡e Avgv‡K| Zzwg ‡L‡q wb‡q ï‡q _v‡Kv Ny‡gi
fvb K‡i|Õ
ÔZvovZvwo G‡mv| Avgv‡`i nv‡Z GKgvÎ A¯¿ mgq|Õ
wek wgwbU gb w`‡q ‡`Lj ivbv kvqjvi AuvKv b·vUv| evi K‡qK
fzi“ KzuPKvj, Zvici g„`y nvwm dz‡U DVj Ii gy‡L| KvMRUv wQu‡o UzK‡iv
UzK‡iv K‡i ev_iƒ‡g ‡d‡j ‡Pb ‡U‡b w`j ‡m| mgvavb n‡q ‡M‡Q
mgm¨vi|
LvIqv-`vIqv ‡m‡i wbj ivbv weQvbvq ï‡qB| AW©viwj ‡Uª-Uv wb‡q
‡ewi‡q ‡Mj| fwel¨‡Zi K_v ‡f‡e mwZ¨B fq ‡cj ivbv Gevi|
kvqjv‡K Gfv‡e K_vUv w`‡q wK wVK Kij ‡m? GZ eo `vwqZ¡ wbj ‡m
gv_vi Ici, A_P ¶gZv Zvi KZUzKz? GKRb ¯¿x‡jvK Avi GKRb
c½_ eׇK wec‡`i gy‡L ‡V‡j ‡`qvi AwaKvi ‡m ‡cj ‡Kv‡Ì‡K? IiB
fimvq GZ eo SzuwK wb‡”Q Iiv- evav ‡`qv wK DwPZ wQj bv Ii? wKš‘
bv wb‡qB ev Dcvq wK? I‡`i‡K wbwðZ g„Zz¨i gy‡L ‡d‡j ‡i‡L cvjv‡eB
ev ‡m wK K‡i? Zvi ‡P‡q ‡Póv K‡i hw` mdj bv nq ‡mUvI eis fvj|
Av‡¯— K‡i `iRv Ly‡j wfZ‡i XzK‡jb W±i ‰dqvR| weQvbvi cv‡k
wb‡q G‡jb Iui ûBj ‡Pqvi|
¯úvi‡j wKQz c−¨vb ‡ei Ki‡Z?Õ wR‡Ám Ki‡jb e×|
ÔAv‡M Avgvi K‡qKUv cÖ‡koei DËi w`b| Kw¤úDUviUv Avgiv hw`
aŸsm K‡i w`‡q hvB Zvn‡j Iiv wK Avevi GKUv evbv‡Z cvi‡e?Õ
Ôg‡b nq bv| K¨vwj‡eªkb Pv‡U© fzj wdMvi ewm‡q ‡i‡LwQ Avwg|


58 gvmy` ivbvÐ10
Avgv‡K Qvov...Õ
ÔKexi ‡PŠayix‡K ‡hme PvU© w`‡q‡Qb ‡m¸‡jv?Õ
Ô‡m¸‡jv wVK Av‡Q| wKš‘ m¤ú~Y© ‡bB| ‡k‡li AskUzKz Avgvi
Kv‡QB Av‡Q|Õ
ÔI‡K wVK PvU©Uv w`‡q‡Qb ‡Kb?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|
ÔKviY I‡K duvwK ‡`qv m¤¢e wQj bv| Ggb cÖwZfvevb ‡jvK Avwg
Lye KgB ‡`‡LwQ| wb‡R ‡m wdwR‡·i ‡jvK, A_P cÖ‡Z¨KUv mve‡R‡±
Ii Acwimxg Ávb| Ii ‡Pv‡L ay‡jv ‡`qv KviI c‡¶B m¤¢e bq|
ZvQvov I Avgv‡K e‡j‡Q, GB hš¿ ‰Zwi n‡j ci fviZ ‡hb Zvi
mvnv‡h¨ wb‡Ri nxb g‡bve„wË PwiZv_© Ki‡Z bv cv‡i ‡mw`‡K ‡m bRi
ivL‡e| Kw¤úDUvi ‰Zwi n‡q ‡M‡j IUv bó K‡i w`‡q ‡Kej PvU©¸‡jv
wb‡q ‡m P‡j hv‡e fviZ ‡_‡K| gvby‡li e„nËi Kj¨v‡Yi Kv‡R e¨envi
Ki‡e ‡m hš¿Uv|Õ
ÔIi K_vq wek¦vm K‡i‡Qb Avcwb?Õ
Ôwek¦vm-Awek¦v‡mi cÖkoeB DV‡Z cv‡i bv, ivbv| Ii K_vgZ KvR bv
K‡i Dcvq wQj bv Avgvi| AZ¨š— ¶gZvkvjx ‡jvK I GLvbKvi|
K‡b©j eUe¨vj ch©š— Ii f‡q _inwiK¤ú| Ii gy‡Li GK K_vq ‡Rj
‡_‡K ‡Q‡o w`‡q‡Q Avgv‡K fviZ miKvi| IiB D™¢vweZ cš’vq wimvP©
K‡iwQ Avwg| I‡K fzj PvU© awi‡q w`‡q ‡MuvRvwgj ‡`qv Avgvi mv‡a¨i
evB‡i wQj| wKš‘ wPš—v ‡Kv‡iv bv| ‡k‡li AskUzKz jyKv‡bv Av‡Q Avgvi
Kv‡Q| AvRB hw` cvwj‡q ‡h‡Z cvwi Avgiv, hš¿Uv ‰Zwi Kiv KviI
c‡¶B m¤¢e n‡e bv Avi|Õ
ÔGB Kw¤úDUviUv bó n‡q ‡M‡j Ges mv‡`K Lvb ev Avcwb nvZ
Qvov n‡q ‡M‡j Av‡iKUv ‡gwkb ‰Zwi Ki‡Z cvi‡e bv Iiv?Õ
Ôbv| wKš‘ Kw¤úDUvi bó Kiv mnR n‡e bv|Õ
ÔAvgvi gv_vq GKUv c−¨vb G‡m‡Q| Avcbv‡`i j¨ve‡iUwi‡Z
wbðqB WvB-Gw_j B_vi Av‡Q?Õ
ÔAv‡Q| wKš‘ IUv w`‡q wK n‡e?Õ Avðh© n‡jb e×|
Ôai“b, ‡fw›U‡jUvi wMªj w`‡q hw` Qvwo IUv N‡ii g‡a¨?Õ
wew¯§Z `„wó‡Z ‡P‡q iB‡jb e× ivbvi gy‡Li w`‡K| Zvici ax‡i
ax‡i nvwm dz‡U DVj Iui wbh©vwZZ kxY© gy‡L|
Ôey‡SwQ! Zzwg Rvb‡j wK K‡i? evZv‡mi m‡½ wgk‡j fq¼i wRwbm
n‡q `uvovq WvB-Gw_j B_vi| k¨vdU w`‡q hw` N‡ii g‡a¨ ‡djv hvq
Zvn‡j evZv‡mi m‡½ wg‡k cy‡iv NiUvB GKUv fq¼i ‡evgvq cwiYZ
n‡e| GKUz Av¸b ev ùzwj½ ‡c‡jB dvU‡e ‡mB ‡evgv| wVK e‡jQ|
ivbv! mveavb!! 59
Av‡gwiKvi GKUv QqZjv M‡elYvMvi GB iKg GKUv A¨vw·‡W‡È
a~wjmvr n‡q wM‡qwQj wddwU wm‡·| wKš‘ wW‡Uv‡bU Ki‡e wK K‡i,
Av¸b cv‡e ‡Kv_vq?Õ
ÔAv¸‡bi e¨e¯’v Avcbv‡K Ki‡Z n‡e| Kw¤úDUviUvq ‡Kv_vI kU©
mvwK©U K‡i w`‡q ¯úv‡K©i e¨e¯’v Kiv hvq bv?Õ
ÔAvR iv‡ZB wK dvUv‡Z PvI?Õ
gv_v SuvKvj ivbv| fzi“ KzuP‡K wPš—v Ki‡jb e× wKQz¶Y, Zvici
ej‡jb, ÔKwVb n‡e| ivZ bÕUvi ciB KwiW‡ii ‡gBb myBP-‡evW© ‡_‡K
IB N‡ii Kv‡bKkb Ad K‡i ‡`qv nq| Zv‡Z Aek¨ Amywe‡a n‡e bv|
Bgv‡R©Ýx ‡Rbv‡iUvi Av‡Q GLv‡b| hw` ‡KvbI Kvi‡Y ‡gBb mvc−vB eÜ
n‡q hvq, m‡½ m‡½ Pvjy n‡q hvq Bgv‡R©Ýx ‡Rbv‡iUvi| A‡Uv‡gwUK|
K‡qKUv Ri“ix RvqMvq Avcbv-Avcwb Bgv‡R©Ýx Kv‡iÈ Pvjy n‡q hvq|
‡hgb a‡iv, Acv‡ikb w_‡qUvi, j¨ve‡iUwi, B‡jKUªwbK&m& iƒg, ‡`qv‡ji
Icv‡ki d¬vW jvBU Ges fq¼i IqvW©¸‡jv‡Z ‡gBb ‡Rbv‡iUvi eÜ
nevi m‡½ m‡½B Bgv‡R©Ýx ‡Rbv‡iUvi G‡m ‡UK-Ifvi K‡i| wKš‘
Ab¨vb¨ mg¯— RvqMvq GKUv c−vM ‡gBb c‡qÈ ‡_‡K Ly‡j Bgv‡R©Ýx
c‡q‡È jvMv‡j c‡i mvc−vB ‡c‡Z cv‡i| Avwg GK KvR Kie| ‡Kvb
GK Qz‡Zvq IB N‡i XzKe AvR| ‡Kvb GKUv ‡QvU-LvU mvaviY
B‡jKwUªK h‡š¿ kU© mvwK©U K‡i w`‡q IUv Bgv‡R©Ýx jvB‡b c−vM jvwM‡q
‡i‡L Avme| Iiv hLb KwiW‡ii ‡gBb myBPUv Ad K‡i ‡`‡e Bgv‡R©Ýx
jvBbUv ‡LvjvB _vK‡e| Zzwg hw` ‡Kvb ‡KŠk‡j ‡gBb cvIqvi jvBbUv
wdDR K‡i w`‡Z cvi, Zvn‡j m‡½ m‡½ Pvjy n‡q hv‡e Bgv‡R©Ýx
‡Rbv‡iUvi|Õ
ÔGes m‡½ m‡½ N‡ii g‡a¨ ¯úvK© n‡e| GB ‡Zv?Õ ‡n‡m ‡djj
ivbv e× ‰eÁvwb‡Ki ‡c‡U-‡c‡U ewÎk cu¨vP ‡`‡L| W±i ˆdqvRI
nvm‡jb Zuvi wkïmyjf nvwm| ÔwKš‘ ‡gBb jvBbUv wdDR Ki‡Z wK
we‡kl ‡eM ‡c‡Z n‡e?Õ
Ô‡gv‡UI bv,Õ ej‡jb ‰eÁvwbK| ÔAvwg mnR ‡KŠkj evZ‡j ‡`e|
Avgv‡`i GB c−¨v‡bi AviI GKUv myweav Av‡Q| Kw¤úDUvi iƒgUv wVK
A¨vWwgwb‡÷ªkb e−‡Ki wb‡P| IUvi g‡a¨ hw` ‡evgv dvUvI, GB Øx‡ci
‡Uwj‡dvb Avi ‡iwWI wj¼ weaŸ¯— n‡q hv‡”Q mv‡_ mv‡_|Õ
P‡j ‡M‡jb e× ‰eÁvwbK| weQvbvq wPr n‡q kevm‡b ï‡q gb
‡_‡K mg¯— wPš—v Avi D‡ØM `~i K‡i w`j ivbv| mg¯— ‡`n wXj K‡i
w`‡q wekªvg wbj ‡m `k wgwbU| Zvi mg¯— kw³ Avi eyw× Kv‡R jvM‡e
AvR iv‡Z- wekªvg `iKvi|


60 gvmy` ivbvÐ10
wVK mv‡o AvUUvi mgq Gj kvqjv|
ÔAvgv‡K GLywb ‡h‡Z n‡e| K‡qKUv Lei w`‡Z Gjvg, AveŸv
Lvboev‡K e‡j‡Qb ‡Zvgv‡K Nyg cvwo‡q ‡i‡L‡Qb ev‡iv NÈvi R‡b¨|Õ
ivbvi gv_vi Kv‡Q weQvbvi av‡i e‡m coj kvqjv| nvZ Pvwj‡q w`j
Pz‡ji g‡a¨|
ÔAvi me e¨e¯’v wVK Av‡Q?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|
Ôfvj Lvivc `yB iKg LeiB Av‡Q| mv‡`K Lv‡bi e¨vcv‡i
‡Mvjgvj n‡e bv wKQz| Kexi ‡PŠayixi MvwoUv hLb Lywk e¨envi Kievi
R‡b¨ Aby‡iva K‡i ‡M‡Q ‡m AveŸvRx‡K| mevB‡K e‡j w`‡q ‡M‡Q ‡hb
‡KD ‡KvbI evav m„wó bv K‡i| MZ K‡qKw`b hveZ Avgiv cÖvqB ‡m
Mvwo‡Z K‡i mvivw`‡bi LvUzwbi ci nvIqv ‡L‡Z hvw”Q|
Ô‡K Pvjv‡”Q?Õ
ÔAvwgB| mvR©vwii mvg‡b G‡b ‡i‡L w`‡qwQ Avwg MvwoUv| Ilya
w`‡q Nyg cvwo‡q mv‡`K Lvb‡K K¤^j gy‡o Zz‡j ‡`e Mvwoi wcQ‡b|
Mvwo wb‡q AvRI hw` nvIqv ‡L‡Z hvB, KviI ‡Kvb m‡›`n Kievi
KviY ‡bB|Õ
Ô¸W| Kw¤úDUvi iƒ‡gi e¨vcviUv KZ`~i?Õ
ÔAveŸvRx GLb KvR Ki‡Qb ILv‡b| Kcvj fvj, m‡š—vl gyLvRx©
Avevi mܨvi w`‡K wK GKUv Ri“ix e¨vcv‡i nvq`ªvev` P‡j ‡M‡Q|Õ
ÔPgrKvi! GKgvÎ Ii fqB KiwQjvg Avwg| ‡Zvgvi AveŸvi m‡½
Kw¤úDUvi iƒ‡g IB e¨vUv Xz‡K co‡j Amywe‡a nZ|Õ
ÔAvi `ytmsev` n‡”Q- ‡nwjKÞv‡i K‡i ‡M‡Q ‡m| IUv e¨envi
Ki‡Z cviwQ bv Avgiv|Õ
GKUz `‡g ‡Mj ivbv wKš‘ ‡m-fveUv cÖKvk Kij bv ‡m| ïay ïay
‡g‡qUv‡K Nve‡o ‡`qvi ‡Kvb gv‡b nq bv| ejj, ÔIUv ‡c‡j myweav nZ
A‡bK| wKš‘ wK Avi Kiv| GB Øxc ‡_‡K cvjvevi Avi wK iv¯—v
Av‡Q?Õ
Ôj Av‡Q `y‡Uv, Avi GKUv ¯úxW ‡evU| eo jÂUvq K‡i
Lvevi`vevi, evRvi-gvQ-wWg BZ¨vw` Av‡m| ‡QvU j Avi ¯úxW ‡ev‡U
K‡i cvnviv ‡`qv nq Øx‡ci Pvicvk|Õ
ÔMvW© Av‡Q?Õ
ÔwVK ej‡Z cvie bv| iv‡Zi ‡ejv Iw`‡K hvBwb KLbI|Õ
ÔwVK Av‡Q| MvW© hw` _v‡K Zvn‡j Zvi Kcvj Lvivc ej‡Z n‡e,Õ
ejj ivbv| ÔwKš‘ we‡ùvi‡Yi m‡½ m‡½ mg¯— MvW© QzU‡e j¨ve‡iUwii
ivbv! mveavb!! 61
w`‡K| Zvi Av‡MB Gwiqv ‡_‡K ‡ewi‡q ‡h‡Z n‡e ‡Zvgv‡`i| bB‡j
AvUKv c‡o hv‡e I‡`i g‡a¨| Avwg ‡Zvgv‡`i mv‡_ ‡`Lv Kie ‡RwUi
Kv‡Q| GLb Avgvi `iKvi wKQz Kv‡jv Rvgv-Kvco|Õ
ÔIme ‡RvMvo K‡i ‡i‡L‡Q AveŸvRx| Ggb wK GKUv ‡gj bv‡m©i
mxj‡gvni Kiv AvB‡Ww›UwU KvW© ch©š—|Õ
ÔB_v‡ii e¨e¯’v n‡q‡Q?Õ
ÔAvwg GKUz Av‡M GKUv Wªvg Avi wKQz cvBc ‡i‡L G‡mwQ wK¬wb‡Ki
mvZ b¤^i Iqv‡W©i ‡cQ‡b GKUv ‡Sv‡ci g‡a¨| B_viUv Av‡¯— Av‡¯—
‡Q‡ov hv‡Z ‡f‡cvivBRW n‡Z mgq bv ‡bq|Õ
Ô`iRvi duvK w`‡q PzB‡q PzB‡q evB‡i ‡e‡iv‡e bv ‡Zv? Zvn‡j
MvW©¸‡jv...Õ
Ôbv| KvgivUv GqviUvBU| Gevi Pwj Avwg| wVK mv‡o `kUvi mgq
‡e‡iv‡e Zzwg GB Ni ‡_‡K| c¨v‡m‡Ri ‡kl gv_vq RvbvjvUvi Miv`
‡bB| Rvbvjvi cv‡kB cvwb Zzjevi cvBc cv‡e| IUv ‡e‡q Abvqv‡m
‡b‡g ‡h‡Z cvi‡e wb‡P| mv‡o `kUv ‡_‡K GMv‡ivUvi g‡a¨ ‡Kvb MvW©
_v‡K bv ILv‡b| Lye mveavb, ivbv! Avgv‡`i KvR¸‡jv Avgiv KiwQwKš‘
mewKQz wbf©i Ki‡Q GLb ‡Zvgvi Ici| Pwj|Õ nVvr ivbvi Kcv‡j
Pz‡gv ‡L‡jv kvqjv| gv_vUv ey‡Ki g‡a¨ Rwo‡q a‡i _vKj K‡qK
‡m‡KÊ, Zvici ‡Q‡o w`‡q D‡V `uvovj| ÔAveŸv wKQz‡ZB ivwR nw”Q‡jb
bv Avgv‡`i m‡½ ‡h‡Z, cv‡Q Avgv‡`i Kuv‡ai ‡evSv n‡q `uvovb ‡mB
‡f‡e- ‡mR‡b¨ ZLb ‡Zvgv‡`i m‡½ IB iKg Awfbq Ki‡Z n‡qwQj|
ivM K‡ivwb ‡Zv, ivbv?Õ
Ôbv|Õ
P‡j ‡Mj kvqjv| wVK ‡mvqv-`kUvq ‡cÖZvÍvi gZ wbtk‡ã ûBj
‡Pqv‡ii PvKv Nywi‡q N‡i XzK‡jb W±i Ave`yj−vn& ‰dqvR| ‡PvL eÜ K‡i
c‡o wQj ivbv| nVvr ‡PvL Lyj‡ZB ‡`Lj GKvMª `„wó‡Z Ii w`‡K ‡P‡q
e‡m Av‡Qb e× ‰eÁvwbK|
Ôme wVK Av‡Q?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|
Ômv‡`K Lvb‡K Mvwo‡Z Zz‡j ‡bqv n‡q‡Q|Õ
ÔI ‡h ‡Lvqv ‡M‡Q ‡mUv KZ¶‡Y eyS‡Z cvi‡e Giv?Õ
ÔeyS‡Z cvi‡e bv| bqUvi mgq wkdU& ‡PÄ nq bvm©‡`i| GKRb
gwnjv bvm©‡K nVvr AvμgY K‡i Lyb Kivq iv‡Z Ii Iqv‡W© ‡KD hvq
bv| Ilya w`‡q Nyg cvwo‡q ivLv nq e‡j hvevi `iKviI c‡o bv|Õ
ÔKLb iIbv n‡”Qb Avcbviv?Õ
ÔGLvb ‡_‡K wb‡P ‡b‡gB| NÈv Lv‡bK ‡Kvb ‡LuvR co‡e bv
Avgv‡`i|Õ


62 gvmy` ivbvÐ10
ÔAvcbv‡`i AbymiY Ki‡e bv ‡Zv ‡KD?Õ
Ôbv| Kw¤úDUvi iƒ‡gi GKUv B‡jKwUªK wWªwjs ‡gwkb kU© mvwK©U
K‡i ‡i‡L Bgv‡R©Ýx jvB‡b c−vM jvwM‡q w`‡q G‡mwQ| ‡hB Bgv‡R©Ýx
‡Rbv‡iUvi Pvjy n‡e Agwb ¯úvK© n‡e GKUv| Avi GB wRwbmUv w`‡q,Õ
Kvc‡oi wfZi ‡_‡K GKUv cyuUzwj ‡ei Ki‡jb e×, Ô‡gBb jvBb wdDR
K‡i w`‡Z cvi‡e|Õ
GKUv bvBjb K‡W©i ixj| my‡Zvi GKgv_vq Zvgvi GKUv iW
euvav| wc‡Vi KvQ ‡_‡K GKUv Kv‡jv cyjIfvi Avi Mvp QvB i‡Oi c¨vÈ
‡ei K‡i w`‡jb e×| kxY©nv‡Z ivbvi nvZ a‡i ej‡jb, Ô‡Lv`v ‡Zvgvi
mnvq ‡nvb|Õ
‡ewi‡q ‡M‡jb W±i ‰dqvR|
`k wgwb‡Ui g‡a¨ weQvbv ‡Q‡o D‡V ‰Zwi n‡q wbj ivbv| wVK mv‡o
`kUvq `iRv w`‡q evB‡i gyL evwo‡q KwiWiUv ‡`Lj ‡m| duvKv|
wbtkã cv‡q P‡j Gj ‡kl gv_vi Kv‡Q| ‡b‡g Gj cvBc ‡e‡q|
‡cÖZvÍvi gZ wg‡k ‡Mj ‡m AÜKv‡i|
Wªvg Lvwj n‡ZB K‡ji gyL ‡_‡K ivev‡ii cvBcUv Ly‡j ‡fw›U‡jUvi
wMª‡ji wfZi XzwK‡q w`j ivbv| ‡Kvj ‡_‡K bvwg‡q w`j WªvgUv| Gevi
cvIqvi nvD‡mi w`‡K ‡h‡Z n‡e| Avevi ey‡K ‡nu‡U G‡Mvj ivbv| `y‡kv
MR `~‡i cvIqvi wWw÷ªweDkb c−¨v›U| Zv‡ii ‡eov w`‡q ‡Niv| wKš‘
Avm‡j Ii g‡a¨ ‡Kvb cÖ‡qvRb ‡bB ivbvi| hZUv m¤¢e `~‡i m‡i ‡h‡Z
Pvq ‡m Kw¤úDUvi iƒg ‡_‡K|
mveav‡b G‡Mvj ivbv Pviw`‡K mZK© `„wó ‡d‡j| wKš‘ mvP©jvB‡Ui
fq me©¶Y i‡qB hv‡”Q| ‡Kvb wbw`©ó MwZ‡Z ev wbw`©ó c_ a‡i Nyi‡Q bv
Av‡jvUv| ‡h-‡Kvb RvqMvq ‡h-‡Kvb mgq `c K‡i R¡‡j DV‡Z cv‡i
mvP©jvBU| GLb GB Ae¯’vq aiv c‡o ‡M‡j me ‡kl n‡q hv‡e|
cvIqvi nvD‡mi `k M‡Ri g‡a¨ P‡j Gj ivbv| nvB ‡Ubkb
Zvi¸‡jvi wb‡P G‡m c‡o‡Q ‡m| ï‡q ï‡qB ixj ‡_‡K ‡ek LvwbKUv
my‡Zv ‡ei Kij ivbv Zvgvi iWUv nv‡Z a‡i ‡i‡L| Zvici nuvUz ‡M‡o
e‡m Qzu‡o w`j ixjUv Ici w`‡K| Zvi¸‡jvi Ici w`‡q wM‡q gvwU‡Z
coj ‡mUv| mš—c©‡Y PvBj ivbv Pvicv‡k| nvgv¸wo w`‡q nvZ‡o nvZ‡o
gvwU ‡_‡K Kzwo‡q wbj ‡m ixjUv, Zvgvi iW ILv‡bB ‡d‡j ‡i‡L| nv‡Z
M−vfm& c‡i wbj Gevi| my‡Zv a‡i ax‡i ax‡i Uvb w`‡ZB `yj‡Z `yj‡Z
DV‡Z Avi¤¢ Kij Zvgvi iW Ici w`‡K| Avi LvwbKUv evwK Av‡Q
Zv‡ii Kv‡Q ‡cuŠQ‡Z|
ivbv! mveavb!! 63
nVvr GKUv cÖPÊ MMb-we`vix wPrKvi ï‡b nvZ ‡_‡K Qz‡U hvw”Qj
ivbvi my‡ZvUv| ‡P‡q ‡`Lj A¨vWwgwb‡÷ªkb e−‡Ki w`K ‡_‡K Qz‡U
Avm‡Q Ii w`‡K `yBRb MvW©| cigyn~‡Z©B `c K‡i R¡‡j DVj
mvP©jvBU| w`‡bi gZ cwi®‹vi Av‡jvq D™¢vwmZ n‡q ‡Mj RvqMvUv|
my‡Zv a‡i `uvwo‡q Av‡Q ivbv| Qz‡U Avm‡Q MvW© `yÕRb|
‡Rv‡i Uvb w`j ivbv my‡Zv a‡i| Zvgvi iWUv `y‡Uv Zvi ¯úk©
Ki‡ZB Kovr K‡i kã n‡jv GKUv, bxj‡P-mv`v Av‡jv R¡‡j DVj
Zv‡i| ‡hgb R¡‡j D‡VwQj ‡Zgwb `c K‡i wb‡f ‡Mj mvP©jvBU|
cigyn~‡Z© g−vbfv‡e R¡‡j DVj Avevi Bgv‡R©Ýx ‡Rbv‡iUvi Pvjy n‡ZB|
‡Ku‡c DVj ØxcUv| f‚wgK¤ú n‡”Q ‡hb| Pzigvi n‡q AvKv‡ki
w`‡K D‡V ‡Mj ‡MvUv A¨vWwgwb‡÷ªkb e−K| ûggyo K‡i GKUv Ask
coj MvW© `yÕR‡bi Ici| wg‡k ‡Mj Iiv gvwUi mv‡_| cÖvYc‡Y QzUj
ivbv ‡gBb ‡M‡Ui w`‡K| AÜKvi GKUv RvqMvq PzcPvc `uvwo‡q iBj
cuvP wgwbU|
‰n-‰P ûj¯’~j c‡o ‡M‡Q Pviw`‡K| e¨vivK ‡_‡K Qz‡U Avm‡Q
GK`j ‰mb¨| mvB‡ib evRv‡Z evRv‡Z GwM‡q Avm‡Q UªvK, Rxc|
`gK‡ji NÈvI ïb‡Z ‡cj ivbv|
‡gBb ‡MUUv nuv K‡i ‡Lvjv| AÜKv‡i wf‡oi nƇMv‡ji g‡a¨ w`‡q
wbivc‡` ‡ewi‡q Gj ivbv evB‡i| iv¯—vi wVK gvSLvb w`‡q ‡`Šo w`j
‡RwUi w`‡K| MvwoUv ‡`L‡Z ‡cj ‡m ‡RwUi Kv‡Q| Qz‡U Gj kvqjv|
Ô‡Zvgvi ‡Kv_vI jv‡Mwb ‡Zv?Õ
Ôbv|Õ
Ô‡RwU‡Z ¯úxW ‡evUUv Av‡Q ivbv| IUv ÷vU© ‡`qvi ‡RvMvo
K‡iwQj Iiv, wKš‘ we‡ùvi‡Yi kã ï‡b ‡`Š‡o P‡j ‡M‡Q j¨ve‡iUwii
w`‡K|Õ
Ô‡ek| mv‡`K Lvb‡K GB ‡ev‡U Zz‡j ‡dj ‡U‡b-Uz‡b| Avwg AvmwQ
G¶zwY|Õ
Ô‡Kv_vq hv”Q?Õ wR‡Ám Kij kvqjv|
ÔIB ‡h jÂUv `uvwo‡q Av‡Q IUv‡K LZg K‡i ‡`e| Zvn‡j m‡½
m‡½ wcQz wb‡Z cvi‡e bv Iiv|Õ K_vUv ‡kl nevi Av‡MB Qz‡U P‡j ‡Mj
ivbv|
wWw÷ªweDUviUv ‡U‡b wQu‡o cvwb‡Z ‡d‡j w`j ‡m| Zvici GKLvbv
nvZzwo w`‡q wcwU‡q `y‡Uv eo MZ© m„wó Kij ‡cUªj U¨v‡¼i Mv‡q| wd‡i
Avmevi Av‡M j‡Âi ‡W‡Ki Ici ‡_‡K ‡`qvj ‡Niv GjvKvUvi w`‡K
GKevi PvBj ivbv| `vD `vD K‡i Av¸b R¡j‡Q ‡mLv‡b|


64 gvmy` ivbvÐ10
jvwd‡q wb‡P bvgj ivbv| ‡`Š‡o P‡j Gj ¯úxW ‡ev‡Ui Kv‡Q|
mv‡`K Lvb‡K ‡ev‡U IVvevi ‡Póv Ki‡Q kvqjv| W±i ‰dqvR mvnvh¨
Kievi ‡Póv Ki‡Qb mva¨gZ| ivbv cv‡qi w`KUv aij| mv‡`K Lvb‡K
DwV‡q W±i ‰dqvR‡K ‡Kv‡j Zz‡j wbj ivbv, h‡Zoei m‡½ ewm‡q w`j
‡ev‡Ui gvSLv‡b| ûBj ‡PqviUv fuvR K‡i ivbvi nv‡Z w`j kvqjv|
ÔGKUv wRwbm i‡q ‡M‡Q Mvwo‡Z,Õ QzUj kvqjv|
ÔRjw` G‡mv,Õ e‡jB ÷vU©vi evUb& wU‡c w`j ivbv| MR©b K‡i DVj
GBwUb nm© cvIqvi Gwfbi“W GwÄb| Aí¶‡YB GKUv ‡gwW‡Kj wKU
Avi Lvev‡ii c¨v‡KU wb‡q wd‡i Gj kvqjv| Ô¸W, `iKvi n‡Z cv‡i,Õ
ejj ivbv DrmvwnZ K‡É|
kvqjv D‡V em‡ZB iwk Ly‡j w`‡q ‡evU ‡Q‡o w`j ivbv| ‡mvRv
cwðg w`‡K Pjj ‡evU Auvavi ‡K‡U| PzcPvc K‡qK ‡m‡KÊ gyw³i
Avb›` Dc‡fvM Kij Iiv| ‡n‡m DVj kvqjv| ÔAv¤^vjvi ‡mB govi
LvwUqvq K‡i cvjvevi K_v g‡b co‡Q| ‡Kvb&w`‡K P‡jwQ Avgiv, ivbv?Õ
ÔB‡jvi| ‡evUUv cvwb‡Z Wzwe‡q ‡i‡L R½‡ji g‡a¨ w`‡q ‡nu‡U P‡j
hve QÕgvBj| B‡jvi ‡cuŠ‡Q KviI Mvwo Pzwi K‡i ‡h‡Z n‡e Avgv‡`i
ivRvgyw›`ª| ILvb ‡_‡K ‡R‡j ‡bŠKvq K‡i gvQ ai‡Z ai‡Z ‡Mv`veix
b`x ‡e‡q P‡j hve bimvcyi| ‡fv‡ii Av‡M ivRvgyw›`ª‡Z ‡cuŠQ‡Z cvi‡j
nq‡Zv I‡`i ‡Pv‡L ay‡jv ‡`qv m¤¢e n‡Z cv‡i|Õ
A‡bK¶Y KvUj PzcPvc| QÕgvBj `~‡i P‡j G‡m‡Q ¯úxW ‡evU Øxc
‡_‡K| ÔAvi gvBj Lv‡bK ‡M‡jB ‡cuŠ‡Q hv‡e Nv‡U| nVvr GKUv K_v
g‡b c‡o hvIqvq wR‡Ám Kij ivbv, ÔØx‡ci g‡a¨ Av¸b ‡`‡L wK
evB‡i ‡_‡K mvnvh¨ Ki‡Z Avm‡e ‡jvKRb?Õ
Ôbv| wbwl× GjvKv IUv| Ggb wK B‡jv‡ii cywjm ch©š— Kv‡Q
G‡Mvevi mvnm cv‡e bv AbygwZ Qvov| ‡iwWI gvidZ Av‡M AbygwZ
wb‡Z n‡e,Õ ej‡jb W±i ‰dqvR|
Ô‡iwWI iƒ‡gi ‡h Ae¯’v n‡q‡Q Zv‡Z ‡m m¤¢vebv Av‡Q e‡j g‡b nq
bv,Õ nvmj ivbv| AvÍwek¦vm wd‡i Avm‡Q Ii| Lywk n‡q DV‡Q ‡m wb‡Ri
Ici|
wVK Ggwb mgq wZbRbB GKmv‡_ Pg&‡K D‡V PvBj Iiv AvKv‡ki
w`‡K| Gwćbi kã| cyi“ ‡gN R‡g‡Q AvKv‡k| GKUv RvqMv ïay
A‡c¶vK…Z dm©v ‡`Lv‡”Q K…òc‡¶i g−vb Puv‡`i Av‡jvq| wVK
‡mBLv‡bB ‡`Lv ‡Mj ‡nwjKÞviUv| Øx‡ci w`K ‡_‡K ‡mvRv GwM‡q
Avm‡Q ¯úxW ‡ev‡Ui w`‡K|
ivbv! mveavb!! 65
mvZ
Ôm‡š—vl bv wb‡q wM‡qwQj ‡nwjKÞviUv?Õ ejj ivbv _ªU&j&Uv cy‡iv Ly‡j
w`‡q| ‡h K‡i ‡nvK Nv‡U ‡cuŠQ‡Z n‡e GLb| wec`Uv ‡Ui ‡c‡q ‡M‡Q
‡m cy‡ivcywi|
ÔGUv wK¬wb‡Ki ‡mB ‡nwjKÞvi bv,Õ ejj kvqjv `ª“Z AMªmigvb
KÞv‡ii w`‡K ‡P‡q| ÔAv‡M KLbI ‡`wLwb GUv| Lye m¤¢e ‡Mvc‡b ivLv
wQj wgwjUvwi GjvKvq|Õ
‡b‡g Gj ‡nwjKÞvi A‡bKLvwb wb‡P| Uzc K‡i cvwb‡Z coj
‡MvjgZ wK ‡hb ‡ev‡Ui K‡qK MR mvg‡b|
Ôï‡q c‡ov!Õ wPrKvi K‡i DVj ivbv| Ôï‡q c‡ov mevB!Õ
K‡qK MR mvg‡b dvUj n¨vÊ ‡Mª‡bW I‡`i mevB‡K PzcPz‡c K‡i
wfwR‡q w`‡q| Gevi ¸wj el©Y ïi“ Kij ‡nwjKÞv‡ii ‡gwkbMvb|
Wvbw`‡K KvUj ivbv| Kvr n‡q ‡Mj ¯úxW ‡evU, cvwbi wQ‡U G‡m
jvMj mevi ‡Pv‡L-gy‡L| VK& VK& kã K‡i KvV wP‡i Xz‡K ‡Mj ‡ev‡Ui
g‡a¨ K‡qKUv ey‡jU| AviI ‡b‡g G‡m‡Q ‡nwjKÞvi| cvwb QzuB QzuB
Ki‡Q PvKv¸‡jv| mvg‡bi w`K ‡_‡K GwM‡q Avm‡Q ‡mUv Gevi|
mvgvb¨ euv‡q ‡K‡U ‡mvRv ‡nwjKÞv‡ii w`‡K Pvwj‡q w`j ivbv
¯úxW ‡evU| ‡Z‡o Avm‡Q ¯úxW ‡evU Avi ‡nwjKÞvi ci¯ú‡ii w`‡K|
‡KD nUevi cvÎ bq| Kvi m&vqy‡Z KZ ‡Rvi ‡hb cix¶v n‡e Gevi|
ivbv wn‡me K‡i ‡`‡L‡Q `y‡Uv‡Z av°v jvM‡j Rqx n‡e ¯úxW ‡evUB|
ZvQvov ‡gwkbMv‡bi ¸wj ‡_‡K euvP‡Z n‡j KvQvKvwQ _vK‡Z n‡e
‡nwjKÞv‡ii| ‡Kv-cvBjU ¸wj Pvjv‡”Q wVKB wKš‘ A¨v‡½‡j cv‡”Q bv
Avi I‡`i, K‡qK dzU wcQ‡b cvwb‡Z co‡Q me ¸wj|
wb‡Ri Amyweavi K_v ‡Ui ‡cj cvBjU| GB Ae¯’vq av°v ‡L‡j
‡ev‡Ui ‡P‡q A‡bK ‡ewk ¶wZ n‡e ‡nwjKÞv‡ii| dzU Q‡qK _vK‡ZB
i‡Y f½ w`j ‡m| D‡V ‡Mj K‡qK nvZ Dc‡i| muv K‡i ‡ewi‡q ‡Mj
¯úxW ‡evU ‡nwjKÞv‡ii Zjv w`‡q GKivk cvLvi evZvm ‡L‡q|
Avevi Wvb w`‡K KvUj ivbv| ‡mvRv G‡Mv‡”Q ‡m Zx‡ii w`‡K|
AveQv gZ ‡SvcSvo ‡`Lv hv‡”Q Zx‡i| KÞviI P‡j‡Q mv‡_ mv‡_|


66 gvmy` ivbvÐ10
Avμg‡Yi ‡Póv Ki‡Q bv ‡mUv Avi| Lye m¤¢e ‡iwWI gvidZ I‡`i
cwRkb Rvbv‡”Q Ab¨‡`i|
Ôivbv, cvwb DV‡Q ‡ev‡U,Õ ejj kvqjv|
ÔMZ©Uv Lyu‡R ‡ei K‡i eÜ Kievi ‡Póv K‡iv,Õ ûKzg w`j ivbv|
ÔGKUz euv‡q GKUv Lv‡ji gyL ‡`Lv hv‡”Q, ivbv| `yB cv‡k R½j,Õ
ejj kvqjv GKUz c‡i| fqvbK fq ‡c‡q‡Q ‡m| wKsev cvwb‡Z wf‡R
kx‡Z Kuvc‡Q|
ÔIB w`‡KB hve| Av‡M Zx‡ii Kv‡Q wM‡q wbB,Õ DËi w`j ivbv|
¯úvwb eÜ n‡q‡Q?Õ
ÔK‡g‡Q, G‡Kev‡i eÜ nqwb| `y‡Uv dz‡Uv|Õ
cv‡ii KvQvKvwQ G‡m Mv‡Qi Qvqvq Qvqvq G‡Mvj ivbv euv‡q| wKš‘
wVK hLb Lv‡ji gy‡L Xz‡K co‡e ‡mB mgq nVvr AvOyj Zz‡j ‡`Lv‡jb
W±i ‰dqvR| ÔIB ‡`‡Lv, j Avm‡Q|Õ
‡Z‡Zv n‡q ‡Mj ivbvi gbUv| B‡”Q KiwQj bv, Zey wcQb wd‡i
‡`Lj ‡m| gvBjLv‡bKI n‡e bv| ‡`vqv‡Zi Kvwji gZ Kv‡jv cvwbi
Ici mv`v ‡XD Zz‡j GwM‡q Avm‡Q GKUv jÂ|
Xz‡K coj ivbv mi“ Lvj w`‡q| ¯úxW Kwg‡q w`j| Lv‡ji `yB av‡i
DuPz Zxi| cÖKvÊ me MvQ-cvjv Lv‡ji `yB Zx‡i MwR‡q D‡V AvKv‡k
wM‡q ci¯ú‡ii mv‡_ wg‡k‡Q| Zjvq wbKl Kv‡jv AÜKvi| ivbv eySj
‡ewk `~‡i hvIqv hv‡e bv| wKš‘ hZ`~i hvIqv hv‡e ZZB jvf| jÂ
Avm‡Z cvi‡e bv wfZ‡i| ¯úxW ‡ev‡Ui ZjvB gv‡S gv‡S nvjKvfv‡e
¯úk© Ki‡Q wb‡Pi gvwU|
Ava gvBj G‡m Nu¨vk&k& K‡i ‡_‡g ‡Mj ¯úxW ‡evU| Avi hv‡e bv|
mv‡`K Lvb‡K bvgv‡bv n‡jv Av‡M, Zvici ‡Kv‡j K‡i bvwg‡q Avbj
ivbv W±i ‰dqvR‡K- GKnv‡Z Szwj‡q wbj Iui ûBj‡Pqvi| Zvici
bvgj kvqjv Ii Lvevi Avi Ily‡ai ev· wb‡q| Gevi ‡U‡b GKUz Mfxi
cvwb‡Z wb‡q ‡Mj ivbv ‡evUUv‡K| Ggwb‡ZB cvwb ‡L‡q ‡Xvj n‡q ‡M‡Q
IUvi ‡cU, Ava wgwbU Gw`K-Iw`K ‡`vjv‡ZB Zwj‡q ‡Mj wb‡P|
ûW jvMv‡bv ‡cwÝj UP© ‡R¡‡j Aí¶Y ‡LuvRvLyuwRi ciB GKUv mi“
c_ ‡cj ivbv| DuPz-wbPz cvnvox c_, wKš‘ Agm„Y bq| ‡ek wKQz`~i
nuvUevi ci ‡`L‡Z ‡cj ‡m ¸nvUv| Lv‡ji av‡i wd‡i G‡m G‡K G‡K
mv‡`K Lvb Ges W±i ‰dqvR‡K wb‡q Gj ‡m cvnvox c_Uvi Ici|
W±i ‰dqvR‡K ûBj-‡Pqv‡i ewm‡q w`‡q mv‡`K Lvb‡K Zz‡j wbj
wc‡V| Nygš— Ae¯’vq wظY IRb n‡q hvq gvby‡li| ax‡i ax‡i G‡Mvj
Iiv ¸nvUvi w`‡K| Av‡M Av‡M UP© nv‡Z Pjj kvqjv|
ivbv! mveavb!! 67
¸nvq ‡cuŠ‡Q mv‡`K Lvb‡K wc‡Vi Ici ‡_‡K bvwg‡q nuvc ‡Q‡o
euvPj ivbv| ejj, ÔeveŸvn&, RMÏj cv_i! GBUv‡K mÁv‡b nuvwU‡q ‡bqv
hvq bv?Õ
ÔÁvb wdi‡Z Ii AviI `yB NÈv,Õ ej‡jb W±i ‰dqvR|
Ô‡`wL, fwR‡q fvwR‡q hw` nuvUv‡Z cvwi Zvn‡j ‡eu‡P hvB| hw`
nVvr ‡L‡c I‡V, mvgjv‡bv hv‡e ‡Zv? Ilya Av‡Q m‡½?Õ
ÔZv Av‡Q,Õ ejj kvqjv| ÔIi cvMjvwg ïi“ nevi K‡qKUv wmg&Ug&
Av‡Q| ‡Ui ‡c‡jB VvÊv K‡i ‡`qv hv‡e|Õ
ÔwKš‘ NÈv `yB A‡c¶v Kie, bv GLywb iIbv n‡q hve fvewQ| AvR
iv‡Z ‡cuŠQ‡ZB n‡e B‡jv‡i| GLv‡b e‡m _vK‡j aiv c‡o ‡h‡Z cvwi|
j ‡_‡K ‰mb¨ bvgv‡bv n‡e WvOvq, mvP© Avi¤¢ n‡q hv‡e AvRB iv‡Z|
Lye ‡ewk`~i ‡h ‡h‡Z cvie bv Avgiv Zv Iiv fvj K‡iB Rv‡b| Zvi
Ici wbi¯¿ Avgiv wZbRbB,Õ ‡hb wb‡Ri mv‡_B K_v ej‡Q Ggwbfv‡e
e‡j Pjj ivbv| ÔwKš‘ Qq gvBj I‡K wc‡V wb‡q nuvUv Am¤¢e| Kv‡RB
‡`wi...Av”Qv! ‡Kvb Ilya w`‡q, Ii Ávb wdwi‡q Avbv hvq bv?Õ
Ôhvq| wKš‘ Zvi `iKvi n‡e bv| eo eo nvB Zzj‡Q, Aí¶‡YB
‡R‡M hv‡e I| Lye m¤¢e cvwb‡Z wf‡R Ily‡ai cÖfveUv ‡K‡U hv‡”Q
ZvovZvwo|Õ
wKš‘ wek wgwb‡Ui g‡a¨ fvOj bv mv‡`K Lv‡bi Nyg| wfZi wfZi
Aw¯’i n‡q DVj ivbv| fviZxq ‰mb¨¸‡jv GB ¸nv ‡_‡K Avi KZ`~‡i
Av‡Q ‡K Rv‡b? Iiv ‡Kvb& w`KUv Av‡M LyuR‡e? Iiv wK Av›`vR K‡i
‡b‡e ‡h B‡jv‡ii w`‡KB hv‡e ivbviv?
ivbvi Aw¯’iZv eyS‡Z ‡c‡i wmwiÄ ‡ei Kij kvqjv Ii ‡gwW‡Kj
wKU ‡_‡K| Zvici GKUv KK© AuvUv M−vm wUDe ‡_‡K mvgvb¨ Ilya wb‡q
XzwK‡q w`j mv‡`K Lv‡bi nv‡Z| `k ‡m‡K‡Êi g‡a¨ Avo‡gvov ‡f‡O
D‡V emj mv‡`K Lvb|
Ô‡Kv_vq Avwg!Õ Gw`K-Iw`K PvBj ‡m| ivbvi w`‡K PvBj
m‡›`nc~Y© `„wó‡Z| Ô‡K Avcwb? ‡Kv_vq wb‡q G‡m‡Qb Avgv‡K?Õ
ÔAvgvi bvg gvmy` ivbv| cvwK¯—vbx ¯úvB| Avwg cvwK¯—vb ‡_‡K
G‡mwQ Avcbv‡K GB cvMjv Mvi` ‡_‡K gy³ K‡i wb‡q ‡h‡Z|
Avcbv‡K e›`x K‡i wb‡q G‡mwQj Iiv GBLv‡b|Õ
Ôbv, Avgv‡K e›`x K‡i Avb‡e ‡Kb? Avgv‡K wewμ K‡i w`‡q‡Q
cvwK¯—vb G‡`i Kv‡Q|Õ
¯úvwK¯—vb g¯— fzj K‡iwQj| ‡mR‡b¨ AbyZß n‡q cvwV‡q‡Q
Avgv‡K wdwi‡q wb‡q hvevi R‡b¨,Õ K_vUv Nywi‡q wb‡q ejj ivbv|


68 gvmy` ivbvÐ10
Ôwdwi‡q wb‡q wK Ki‡e? ‡ngv‡qZcyi cvMjv Mvi‡` cvVv‡e ‡Zv?
Avwg hve bv|Õ W±i ‰dqv‡Ri w`‡K ‡PvL co‡ZB ejj, ÔGB j¨vsov
GLv‡b ‡Kb? I‡KI wK wewμ K‡i w`‡qwQj cvwK¯—vb?Õ
Ôbv| Dwb fviZxq| Avgv‡`i mvnvh¨ Ki‡Qb cvwj‡q hvevi
e¨vcv‡i| Avgv‡`i Lyu‡R ‡eov‡”Q K‡qKRb MvW©- ‡h-‡Kvb gyn~‡Z© Iiv
G‡m co‡Z cv‡i GLv‡b- Avi ‡Zv ‡`wi Kiv wVK n‡e bv| aiv co‡j
Avgv‡`i mevB‡K ¸wj K‡i Lyb Ki‡e Iiv|Õ
ÔAvgv‡K gvi‡e bv,Õ ejj mv‡`K Lvb meRvš—vi nvwm ‡n‡m| ÔAvwg
gnv-g~j¨evb m¤ú` I‡`i| Avwg cvjv‡Z hve ‡Kvb& `yt‡L? Avgvi ‡eª‡bi
mvnvh¨ wb‡q Iiv GKUv Kw¤úDUvi ‰Zwi Ki‡Q| Avgv‡K wKQz‡ZB...Õ
Ô‡evKvi gZ K_v ej‡Qb Avcwb,Õ ivbv eySj G‡K fq bv ‡`Lv‡j
KvR D×vi n‡e bv| ÔKw¤úDUviUv aŸsm K‡i w`‡qwQ Avwg| ‡h
‰eÁvwb‡Ki mvnv‡h¨ IB Kw¤úDUvi ‰Zwi Kiv nw”Qj ‡mB W±i ‰dqvR
P‡j‡Qb Avgv‡`i m‡½| Kv‡RB ïay ïay Avcbv‡K ‡Kv‡j ewm‡q mKvjwe‡
Kj Pzgy Lv‡e bv fviZ miKvi| Avcbvi GK KvbvKwoI g~j¨ ‡bB
GLb I‡`i Kv‡Q| G‡j Avm‡Z cv‡ib, bB‡j Pjjvg Avgiv|
Avcbv‡K ‡`L‡Z ‡c‡jB KzKz‡ii gZ ¸wj K‡i gvi‡e Iiv GLb|Õ
Gevi mwZ¨B fq ‡cj mv‡`K Lvb| K‡qK ‡m‡KÊ w¯’i `„wó‡Z ‡P‡q
iBj gvwUi w`‡K, Zvici ZovK K‡i jvwd‡q D‡V `uvovj|
ÔAvm‡Q Iiv!Õ du¨vk‡du‡k K‡É ejj mv‡`K Lvb| ÔK¨v‡Þb Lvboev
GBgvÎ ejj, ÔÔwbðqB ¸nvi g‡a¨ cv‡e I‡`i, Iiv fve‡e Lyu‡R cve bv
Avgiv| evav w`‡j ¸wj Pvjv‡e|ÕÕ- cvjvb mv‡ne| Avm‡Q Iiv!Õ ivbvi
KvQvKvwQ m‡i Gj ‡m f‡q f‡q| ÔwVKB e‡j‡Qb Avcwb| Avgvi Avi
KvbvKwoI g~j¨ ‡bB I‡`i Kv‡Q| Kvj iv‡ZB wel LvB‡q Lyb Ki‡Z
‡P‡qwQj Iiv Avgv‡K| Avcwb euvPvb Avgv‡K, wg÷vi!Õ
Ô‡Kvb fq ‡bB Avcbvi| Avgvi K_vgZ Pj‡j GK mßv‡ni g‡a¨
XvKvq wd‡i ‡i‡·i c‡ivUv-Kveve LvIqve| wbb, Pjyb, IB ‡cuvUjvUv
Zz‡j wbb gv_vi Ici|Õ
`yB NÈv GKUvbv Pjvi ci R½‡ji ‡kl cÖv‡š— cvKv mo‡Ki
KvQvKvwQ ‡cuŠ‡Q ‡Mj Iiv| ‡fvi n‡q Avm‡Q| B‡jvi Avi Ava gvBj|
‡gwW‡Kj wKU&Uv gvwU‡Z bvwg‡q Zvi cv‡k e‡m coj ivbv| Kcv‡ji
Nvg gy‡Q ejj, Ôe‡m c‡ov, kvqjv| emyb, mv‡`K mv‡ne| cuvP wgwbU
‡i÷| ‡`Lyb ‡Zv, mv‡`K mv‡ne, MvW©iv GLb wK fve‡Q?Õ
ÔIiv Av‡kcv‡k A‡bKUv RvqMv Lyu‡R‡Q Avgv‡`i‡K ¸nvq bv
‡c‡q| Zvici wd‡i hv‡”Q K¨v‡Þ‡bi Kv‡Q wi‡cvU© Ki‡Z| I Avwg
ivbv! mveavb!! 69
nuvU‡Z nuvU‡ZB ‡Ui ‡c‡qwQ A‡bK¶Y Av‡M|Õ
Ôevn&, PgrKvi! Gevi Avwg ‡e‡ive GKUv Mvwoi ‡Luv‡R| Avcbviv
wekªvg...Õ
Ôbv bv, Mvwo bv,Õ nvZ ‡b‡o wb‡la Kij mv‡`K Lvb| ÔGB wKQz¶Y
Av‡MB K‡b©j eUe¨vj Lvboev‡K ejj weRqf` ‡_‡K ivRvgyw›`ª ch©š—
cÖ‡Z¨KUv Mvwo ‡hb mvP© Kiv nq| Mvwo‡Z cvjv‡Z cvi‡eb bv, Rbve|Õ
Pg&‡K DVj ivbv| PU& K‡i PvBj W±i ‰dqv‡Ri w`‡K| gv_v
SuvKv‡jb e×, cvM‡ji cÖjvc bq, wVKB ej‡Q mv‡`K Lvb|
ÔKZUv wek¦vm‡hvM¨?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv ms‡¶‡c|
Ô‡mÈ cvi‡mÈ,Õ Reve w`‡jb W±i ‰dqvR|
ÔZvn‡j Dcvq?Õ
ÔDcvq I-B evZ‡j ‡`‡e| Av”Qv, mv‡`K, ‡Uªb m¤ú‡K© ‡KD ‡Kvb
Avjvc K‡i‡Q wKbv ‡`‡Lv ‡Zv wPš—v K‡i?Õ
Ôbv| ‡Uªb m¤ú‡K© wR‡Ám K‡iwQj Lvboev K‡b©j‡K| ‡m e‡j‡Q
‡÷k‡b XzK‡Z mvnm cv‡e bv cjvZ‡Kiv| ïay ïay ‡Uª‡bi hvÎx‡`i
nqivwb Kiv wVK n‡e bv|Õ
D‡V `uvovj ivbv| ÔAvwg G¶zwY wM‡q ivRvgyw›`ªi wU‡KU K‡i
AvbwQ| Avcbviv R½‡ji Av‡iKUz wfZ‡i wM‡q A‡c¶v Ki“b|Õ
ÔwKš‘ ‡mUv wK wVK n‡e? GKv...Õ wKQz ej‡Z hvw”Qj kvqjv, evav
w`j ivbv|
ÔGQvov Avi wKQzB Kievi ‡bB Avgv‡`i, kvqjv| GUv GZB
wec¾bK ‡h mv‡`K Lvb bv ej‡j wKQz‡ZB GK cv-I ‡hZvg bv Avwg
‡÷k‡bi w`‡K| wVK GB Kvi‡YB Iiv ‡÷kbUv aZ©‡e¨i evB‡i
‡i‡L‡Q- ‡Uª‡b K‡i Avgiv cvjvevi SzuwK wb‡Z cvwi GK_v Kíbv‡ZI
Av‡mwb eUe¨vj ‡jvKUvi| ZvB IUvB GLb GKgvÎ wec`gy³ c_| Avi
GKvi K_v ejQ, GKv ‡M‡jB wec‡`i m¤¢vebv Kg| hw` ‡Mvjgvj ‡`wL
GKv ‡K‡U co‡Z myweav n‡e Avgvi- mevB _vK‡j Amyweavq coe
ZLb| hw` ‡`wL me wVK Av‡Q Zvn‡j wd‡i G‡m wb‡q hve ‡Zvgv‡`i|
Avi hw` bv wdwi Zvn‡j eyS‡e ‡KvbI wKQz N‡U‡Q| Zvn‡j ‡hfv‡e
cv‡iv nvq`ªvev` hvIqvi ‡Póv Ki‡e| GKUv wVKvbv wj‡L w`w”Q, GB
wVKvbvq ‡`Lv Ki‡e BDmyd MRbwf e‡j GKRb ‡jv‡Ki m‡½| I
‡Zvgv‡`i cvwK¯—v‡b ‡cuŠQevi e¨e¯’v K‡i ‡`‡e|Õ GKUzK‡iv KvM‡R
LmLm K‡i wjLj ivbv wVKvbvUv| Zvi wb‡P wjLj- mv‡`K Lvb‡K m‡½
‡bqvi ‡Kvb `iKvi ‡bB|
wKQz ej‡Z hvw”Qj kvqjv, evav w`‡q K_v e‡j DV‡jb W±i


70 gvmy` ivbvÐ10
‰dqvR|
ÔwVKB e‡j‡Q ivbv| GKv ‡M‡jB eis wec‡`i Avk¼v Kg| Zzwg
hw` GK NÈvi g‡a¨ bv Av‡mv Zvn‡j GB RvqMv ‡_‡K wVK AvagvBj
Dˇi R½‡ji g‡a¨ m‡i wM‡q ‡Zvgvi R‡b¨ A‡c¶v Kie Avgiv AvR
mvivw`b| hw` Ab¨ ‡Kvb Kvi‡Y ‡`wi nq Zvn‡j ILv‡b ‡`Lv cv‡e
Avgv‡`i|Õ
ÔAvR‡Ki ‡ewk wKš‘ ‡KvbI Ae¯’v‡ZB ‡`wi Ki‡eb bv|Õ mv‡`K
Lv‡bi w`‡K PvBj ivbv| wPr n‡q ï‡q ‡PvL eÜ K‡i ¸b¸b Mvb MvB‡Q
‡m| ÔI‡K mvgjv‡Z cvi‡eb? bv m‡½ wb‡q hve?Õ
ÔI‡K ‡i‡LB hvI| ‡Kvb Amywe‡a n‡e bv| Avgiv mvgjv‡Z
cvie|Õ c‡KU ‡_‡K wKQz UvKv Avi GKUv ¶ziavi Qzwi ‡ei K‡i w`‡jb
‰eÁvwbK ivbvi nv‡Z| QzwiUvi w`‡K Bw½Z K‡i ej‡jb, ÔGUv mv‡_
iv‡Lv| `iKvi n‡Z cv‡i|Õ
iv¯—vq D‡VB `ª“Zcv‡q G‡Mvj ivbv ‡÷k‡bi w`‡K| dm©v n‡q
Avm‡Q Pviw`K| ‡ewk ‡jvKRb iv¯—vq ‡ewi‡q Avmvi Av‡MB ‡cuŠQ‡Z
n‡e I‡K ‡÷k‡b|
‡÷k‡bi evB‡i `uvwo‡q mveav‡b Pviw`‡K PvBj ivbv| GKUv cvbwewoIqvjv
‡QvKivi KvQ ‡_‡K wmRvi wmMv‡iU wKbj cuvPUv| ‡Kvb
cywjm ev wgwjUvwi ‡Pv‡L coj bv Ii| AmvaviY wKQzB ‡Pv‡L coj bv|
‡÷k‡bi ¯^vfvweK ‰`bw›`b KvRKg© Pj‡Q| myBcvi Svo_ w`‡”Q
c−¨vUdig, ‡bvsiv Kuv_v Mv‡q GKcv‡k ï‡q Av‡Q K‡qKRb ‡jvK,
AmsL¨ gvwQ fb fi Ki‡Q| eywKs Awd‡mi mvg‡b wM‡q `uvovj ivbv|
KvDÈv‡i e‡m Mvj Pzcmv‡bv GKRb eq¯‹ ‡jvK PkgvUv bvK ch©š—
bvwg‡q wb‡q gv_v wcQb w`‡K K‡i Le‡ii KvMR co‡Q|
Pvicv‡k ‡PvL eyjvj ivbv GKevi| Avcvi K¬vm I‡qwUs iƒ‡gi
`iRvUv Ly‡j ‡Mj| cÖKvÊ ‡MuvdIqvjv GK Rgv`vi ‡e‡ivj ‡mLvb
‡_‡K, eM‡j bvi‡K‡ji Svo_ Avi nv‡Z evjwZ|
Ôhv‡eb ‡Kv_vq?Õ Mjvi ¯^i ‡f‡m Gj KvDÈv‡ii Icvk ‡_‡K|
ÔivRvgyw›`ªi Pvi‡U wU‡KU w`b,Õ ejj ivbv cwi®‹vi wnw›`‡Z|
webv-evK¨-e¨‡q Kovq MÊvq cqmv ey‡S wb‡q Pvi‡U wU‡KU ‡ei
K‡i LUvs LUvs ‡WU jvwM‡q w`j Pgkvavix| Zvici ejj, ÔAvUUvq
Qvo‡e Mvwo|Õ
GKUv Mvwo G‡m Bb& Ki‡Q ZLb ‡÷k‡b| ivbv‡K IUvi w`‡K
PvB‡Z ‡`‡L ejj, ÔGUv bv| GUv nvq`ªvev` G·‡cÖm|Õ
gv_v bvoj ivbv- ‡hb Av‡M ‡_‡KB Rv‡b, Ggwb fv‡e| Zvici
ivbv! mveavb!! 71
Ny‡i `uvovj| Zvn‡j wVKB e‡j‡Q mv‡`K Lvb| Iiv KíbvI Ki‡Z
cv‡iwb ‡h ivbviv ‡Uª‡bi mvnvh¨ wb‡Z cv‡i|
K‡qK cv GwM‡qB GKRb nvq`ªvev` ‡_‡K AvMZ hvÎxi mv‡_ av°v
‡Lj ivbv|
Ôgvd Ki‡eb,Õ e‡j m‡i hvw”Qj ivbv; nVvr aK K‡i DVj Ii
ey‡Ki wfZiUv| me©v½ eid-Rgv Avoó n‡q ‡Mj|
wew¯§Z fxZ `„wó‡Z ‡P‡q Av‡Q ‡jvKUv Ii gy‡Li w`‡K|
cÖ‡dmi m‡š—vl gyLvRx©!
AvU
nuv n‡q ‡M‡Q m‡š—vl gyLvRx©i gyL| ‡PvL `y‡Uv weùvwiZ| c‡K‡Ui g‡a¨
Qzwii euvUUv ‡P‡c aij ivbv| e¨¯—mg¯— ‡jvKRb Avi Kzwj, mevi bRi
iv¯—vi w`‡K| Pkgvavix wU‡KU we‡μZv Agb‡hvMx `„wó‡Z ‡P‡q Av‡Q
Ii w`‡K|
ÔAvcwb GLv‡b wK Ki‡Qb?Õ wR‡Ám Kij m‡š—vl du¨vk‡du‡k ﮋ
K‡É|
Ô‡m‡i ‡MwQ,Õ ejj ivbv| cwi®‹vi eySj ‡Kvb iKg ¸j ‡g‡i ay‡jv
w`‡Z cvi‡e bv ‡m m‡š—vl gyLvRx©i ‡Pv‡L| GKgvÎ Dcvq GLb QzwiUv|
ÔAm¤¢e!Õ ejj cÖ‡dmi|
ÔAm¤¢e ‡Kb n‡e? Avcwb e‡jwQ‡jb `yBw`‡b ‡m‡i hve| GK ‡WvR
Ilya co‡ZB mevB‡K Avðh© K‡i w`‡q ‡m‡i D‡VwQ Avwg| Avcwb
‡nwjKÞvi wb‡q P‡j hvIqvq K¨v‡Þb Lvboev nvq`ªvev` ‡h‡Z ej‡jb
‡Uª‡b K‡i- ILvb ‡_‡K hve w`j−x| K‡qKUv Ri“ix K_v g‡b c‡o‡Q
Avgvi...Õ
¯úvwj‡qQ!Õ ejj gyLvRx© Pvcv K‡É| PU& K‡i Ii ‡PvLUv iv¯—vi
w`‡K ‡Mj GKevi| a~Z© nvwm dz‡U DVj Ii ‡Vuv‡Ui ‡Kv‡Y| Ô`yÕRb
cywjm Avm‡Q Gw`‡KB|Õ
ivbv wcQb wd‡i PvBj bv, wKš‘ eySj K_vUv wg‡_¨ bq|
Avevi K_v ejj gyLvRx©| Ô‡KvbI fv‡e cvwj‡qQ Zzwg wK¬wbK
‡_‡K| Avwg hv eje ZvB hw` K‡iv Zvn‡j wKQzB Amyweavq co‡Z n‡e
bv ‡Zvgv‡K| bB‡j G¶zwb cywjm WvKe Avwg| Avgvi m‡½ Øx‡c wd‡i
‡h‡Z n‡e ‡Zvgv‡K|Õ
‡Kvb Reve w`j bv ivbv| wcQ‡b fvwi ey‡Ui kã ïb‡Z ‡cj ‡m|


72 gvmy` ivbvÐ10
Avevi nvmj m‡š—vl gyLvRx©| ÔZzwg eo KwVb duv‡` cv w`‡qQ Gevi,
gvmy` ivbv| KwVb wk¶v ‡`qv n‡e ‡Zvgv‡K| Gmwc‡qvbv‡R GLbI
‡Zvgiv KZLvwb wcwQ‡q AvQ ‡mUv ‡Ui cv‡e wgm& eUe¨v‡ji mv‡_ ‡`Lv
n‡jB|Õ
Ôwgm& eUe¨vj?Õ
Ônu¨v| mg¯— c−¨v‡bi ‡cQ‡b Av‡Q GKwU gvÎ ‡eªb| K‡b©j eUe¨vj|
webv evavq GZ`~i ch©š— Avm‡Z ‡c‡i ‡f‡eQ ‡Zvgv‡`i eyw×gËvi Zzjbv
‡bB| Øx‡c wd‡i wM‡qB ‡Ui cv‡e me| hvK&, GKUv DcKvi K‡iQ Zzwg
Avgvi| ‡Zvgv‡K a‡i wdwi‡q wb‡q ‡M‡jB wK¬wb‡Ki ‡nW evwb‡q ‡`qv
n‡e Avgv‡K|Õ
A‡bK Kv‡Q P‡j G‡m‡Q ey‡Ui kã| c‡KU ‡_‡K nvZUv ‡ewi‡q
Gj ivbvi| gyL Lyjj cÖ‡dmi cywjm WvKevi R‡b¨| wVK ‡mB mgq
ivbvi nuvUzUv `ª“Z GKevi D‡VB ‡b‡g ‡Mj| e¨vcviUv GZB `ª“Z Ges
mnR fw½‡Z N‡U ‡Mj ‡h ‡KD j¶B Kij bv, ïay ‡Ui ‡cj m‡š—vl
gyLvRx©| Zj‡c‡U cÖPÊ AvNvZ jvM‡ZB e¨_vq KzuK‡o ‡Mj ‡m| ‡hb
I‡K mvnvh¨ Ki‡Q Ggwbfv‡e evg nv‡Z Ii wcV Rwo‡q aij ivbv,
‡mBm‡½ Wvbnv‡Z aiv Pvi Bw ‡e−‡Wi QzwiUv ‡mvRv Xz‡K ‡Mj Ii
nƒrwcÊ eivei| ‡jvKUv‡K nZ¨v Kievi B‡”Q wQj bv ivbvi- wKš‘ Dcvq
‡bB, ‡Kej ivbvi bq, kvqjv, W±i ‰dqvR Ges mv‡`K Lv‡bi
wbivcËvi fviI GLb ivbvi Ici|
AùzU GKUv ‡MvOvwbi kã ïb‡Z ‡cj ivbv, ZviciB me Pzc|
ivbvi IciB ‡n‡j coj cÖ‡dmi m‡š—vl| I‡K a‡i Gw`K-Iw`K PvBj
ivbv| ‡Rv‡i ‡Rv‡i ejj, ÔAÁvb n‡q ‡M‡Q gvbylUv|Õ
wU‡KU KvDÈvi ‡_‡K ZvovZvwo ‡ewi‡q Gj Pkgvavix| Qzwii euvUUv
‡`Lv hv‡”Q- IUv nv‡Zi Zvjy w`‡q ‡P‡c Av‡iKUz XzwK‡q w`j ivbv,
Zvici ‡KvUUv ‡U‡b w`j Zvi Ici|
Ô‡eu‡P Av‡Q, G¶zwY evmvq wb‡q ‡h‡Z n‡e I‡K| GKUv U¨vw·
WvKzb bv gkvB, `uvwo‡q `uvwo‡q wK Zvgvkv ‡`L‡Qb?Õ
GKRb hvÎx QzUj U¨vw· WvK‡Z| wKsev ‡K‡U coj ‡m|
ÔwK n‡q‡Q?Õ cÖkoe Kij GKRb ivbvi Nv‡oi Ici w`‡q Szu‡K| ivbv
Nvo wdwi‡q ‡`Lj cywjm|
ÔnvU© A¨vUvK&,Õ ejj ivbv| Ôevwo wb‡q ‡h‡Z cvi‡jB wVK n‡q
hv‡e|Õ
AviI Kv‡Q ‡Nu‡l Gj cywjm `yÕRb| GKRb e‡j DVj, ÔAv‡i| G
‡Zv cÖ‡dmi m‡š—vl| G‡K wPwb, I¼vi Øx‡ci ‡jvK|Õ
ivbv! mveavb!! 73
Ônu¨v, wVK e‡j‡Qb,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔAvwgI ILvbKvi ‡jvK| GB
‡`Lyb Avgvi AvB‡WwÈwU KvW©| wKš‘ Rj&w` Ki“b, bB‡j gviv hv‡eb
cÖ‡dmi|Õ
ÔAvwg aiwQ cv‡qi w`KUv,Õ ejj GKRb cywjm|
ÔZvi `iKvi n‡e bv| Avcwb U¨vw·i e¨e¯’v Ki“b,Õ U¨vw· WvK‡Z
‡Mj GKRb| Szu‡K cov ‡`nUv ‡U‡b ‡mvRv Kij ivbv| ejj, ÔAvgviB
‡`vl| MZiv‡Z Øx‡c GKUv `yN©Ubvq Avgv‡`i j¨ve‡iUwi Pzigvi n‡q
‡M‡Q| ‡mB Lei ‡`evi R‡b¨ cvVv‡bv n‡q‡Q Avgv‡K| wKš‘ LeiUv
ï‡bB ‡h Dwb Ggb gyl‡o co‡eb Zv eyS‡Z cvwiwb|Õ
ÔAvgivI we‡ùvi‡Yi kã ï‡bwQ| Av¸bI ‡`Lv ‡M‡Q B‡jvi
‡_‡K| Avgv‡`i Gm.wc. AvBb ‡f‡O ‡iwWI gvidZ ‡hvMv‡hvM Kievi
‡Póv K‡iwQ‡jb- ‡KvbI Reve cvIqv hvqwb Øxc ‡_‡K,Õ ejj wØZxq
cywjm|
Ô‡KD RLg nqwb| fMev‡bi K…cv|Õ m‡š—vl gyLvRx©i WvbnvZUv
wb‡Ri Kuv‡a Zz‡j wb‡q Wv³vix fw½i AbyKiY K‡i ejj ivbv, Ô‡KvbI
fq ‡bB, m¨vi, G¶zwY wVK n‡q hv‡eb evmvq ‡M‡jB| ‡Pv‡L gy‡L VvÊv
Rj...Õ
ÔAvwg aiwQ Av‡iK nvZ,Õ ejj wØZxq cywjm|
evg nvZUv DuPz K‡iB Pg‡K ‡Q‡o w`j ‡m| ‡KvUUv m‡i wM‡qwQj
nvZUv Zzj‡ZB- Qq Bw cwigvY RvqMv i‡³ wf‡R jvj n‡q ‡M‡Q mv`v
kvU©| g„Z‡`nUvi w`‡K PvBj ‡m wew¯§Z `„wó‡Z|
ZviciB ivbv, Pkgvavix Avi Kb&‡÷ej& wZbR‡biB ‡PvL coj
‡`o Bw ‡ewi‡q _vKv Qywii euv‡Ui Ici| AuvZ‡K DVj Pkgvavix,
WvÊvUv Wvbnv‡Z wbj Kb&‡÷ej|
av°v w`‡q m‡š—vl gyLvRx©‡K ‡djj ivbv cywjmUvi Ici| ‡`Šo
w`‡Z wM‡q ‡`Lj Ii Rvgv ‡U‡b a‡i‡Q Pkgvavix wU‡KU we‡μZv| GK
_veov w`‡q `v`vi Avg‡ji PkgvUv Ii bv‡Ki Ici ‡f‡O ewm‡q w`‡q
QyUj ivbv iv¯—vi w`‡K| wd‡i AvmwQj cÖg cywjmUv ‡M‡Ui mvg‡b
U¨vw· `uvo Kwi‡q| I‡K cvk KvwU‡q ‡`Šo w`j ivbv| wKš‘ cvk ‡_‡K
j¨vO gvij ‡m ivbvi cv‡q|
`ovg K‡i kv‡bi Ici AvQ‡o c‡o wcQ‡j K‡qK nvZ mvg‡b
GwM‡q ‡Mj ivbvi ‡`nUv gvwU‡Z gyL ¸u‡R|
ÔM`©f, ey×z, Dj−yK ‡Kv_vKvi!Õ R¡‡j DVj gy‡Lv‡ki Aš—iv‡j jwjZvi
‡PvL `y‡Uv| ‡gwK nvwmUv ‡j‡MB Av‡Q gy‡Lv‡ki ‡Vuv‡U| gv_v bvgvj


74 gvmy` ivbvÐ10
K¨v‡Þb Lvboev| Ô‡Zvgv‡K KZevi K‡i mveavb K‡iwQ, fq¼i a~Z© ‡jvK
IB gvmy` ivbv| mveavbZvi GB bgybv ‡`Lv‡j ‡kl ch©š—!Õ
ÔwKš‘ AvcwbB ‡Zv I‡K ‡Q‡o ivL‡Z e‡jwQ‡jb,Õ ejj Lvboev f‡q
f‡q|
Ô‡Q‡o ivL‡Z e‡jwQjvg, ‡Q‡o w`‡Z ewjwb!Õ
ÔwKš‘ Kw¤úDUvi iƒg wK K‡i aŸsm Kij...Av h©! `yt¯^‡coei gZ
jvM‡Q e¨vcviUv Avgvi Kv‡Q|Õ
Ô`yt¯^coe gvÎ Avi¤¢ n‡q‡Q, Lvboev| Kw¤úDUvi ‡kl, gvmy` ivbv,
mv‡`K Lvb, W±i ˆdqvR Mv‡qe; mwZ¨Kvi `yt¯^coe ‡`Lvi GLbI evwK
Av‡Q ‡Zvgvi| miKvi hw`I Qv‡o, Kexi ‡PŠayix ‡Zvgv‡K ‡Q‡o ‡`‡e
‡f‡eQ? Avm‡Q ‡m wkKvwi evRcvwLi gZ|Õ
ÔwKš‘ Avwg wK Kie ejyb? Avcwb ej‡jb cÖg iv‡Z wekªvg ‡b‡e
gvmy` ivbv, wKQyB Ki‡e bv- cÖ‡dmi m‡š—vl ej‡jb W±i ˆdqvR Ilya
w`‡q I‡K Nyg cvwo‡q ‡i‡L‡Q ev‡iv NÈvi R‡b¨- Avgvi ‡Pviv
gvB‡μv‡dvb¸‡jv‡ZI m‡›`nRbK wKQyB cvIqv ‡Mj bv| Avgvi ‡`vlUv
‡Kv_vq?Õ
ÔGme hyw³-ZK© Avgv‡K ‡`wL‡q jvf ‡bB, Kexi ‡PŠayix‡K
‡`wL‡qv| Lei ‡c‡qB iIbv n‡q ‡M‡Q ‡m Øx‡ci D‡Ï‡k| GLb e‡jv,
bZzb wK msev` ‡c‡qQ?Õ
ÔAvcbvi K_vgZ mg¯— iv¯—vNvU Ÿ−‡Ki e¨e¯’v n‡q‡Q| hv‡`i R½‡j
LyuR‡Z cvVv‡bv n‡qwQj I‡`i KvQ ‡_‡K ‡Kvb msev` cvBwb GLbI|
AvRB `kUvi g‡a¨ weRqf` ‡_‡K ‡¯úkvj ‡dvm© ‡cuŠ‡Q hv‡e| mg¯—
b`x c‡_I Kov cvnviv ‡`qvi e¨e¯’v Kiv n‡q‡Q| Avcwb ‡h ¸nvUvi
K_v e‡jwQ‡jb ILv‡b cvIqv hvqwb KvD‡K, GLb Lv‡ji Ab¨ cvoUvi
R½j ‡LuvRv n‡”Q Zboe Zboe K‡i|Õ
ÔKvjB ‡kl K‡i w`Zvg Avwg e¨vUv‡K, ‡nwjKÞvi ‡_‡K n¨vÊ
‡Mª‡bW ‡d‡j, wKš‘ nVvr ‡Lqvj n‡jv, Zvn‡j mv‡`K Lvb Avi W±i
ˆdqvRI ‡kl n‡q hv‡e, gvSLvb ‡_‡K wec‡` coe Avwg| ‡gwkbMv‡b
‡Póv Kijvg, cviv ‡Mj bv,Õ ejj jwjZv ‡¶v‡fi m‡½| Ôaiv I‡`i
co‡ZB n‡e| GLb evav w`‡Z wM‡q ¸wj ‡L‡q gviv bv co‡jB euvPv
hvq|Õ
ÔAvwg we‡klfv‡e wb‡`©k w`‡qwQ mevB‡K, KvD‡K ‡hb cviZc‡¶
cÖv‡Y gviv bv nq| mvP© cvwU©‡Z AvwgB _vKZvg, wKš‘ GB Øxc f¨v‡KU
Kivi e¨vcv‡i Avgvi GLv‡b bv _vK‡jI Avevi P‡j bv|Õ
wVK Ggwb mgq ‡e‡R DVj ‡iwWI ‡Uwj‡dvb| wiwmfvi Zz‡j wbj
ivbv! mveavb!! 75
jwjZv eUe¨vj| LeiUv ï‡bB Pg‡K DVj ‡m| nvZ Kuvc‡Q Ii _i _i
K‡i|
ÔwK iKg ‡`L‡Z ‡jvKUv? ‡Pnvivi eY©bv w`b|Õ gb w`‡q ïbj ‡m
eY©bvUv|
Ônu¨v, Avgv‡`i ‡jvK| wKš‘ Avi mevB? Ii m‡½ AviI wZbRb
wQj, Zviv ‡Kv_vq?Õ
DËiUv ï‡b GKUz ‡hb nZvk n‡jv jwjZv|
ÔwVK Av‡Q| Avwg AvaNÈvi g‡a¨ AvmwQ|Õ
wiwmfvi bvwg‡q ‡i‡L wdij ‡m K¨v‡Þb Lvboevi w`‡K|
Ôaiv c‡o‡Q gvmy` ivbv| m‡š—vl‡K Lyb K‡i B‡jvi ‡ij ‡÷kb
‡_‡K cvjvevi ‡Póv KiwQj ‡m- a‡i ‡d‡j‡Q cywjm| AvU‡K ‡i‡L‡Q
nvR‡Z| GLb Avi wPš—vi wKQyB ‡bB Lvboev, evwK wZb‡U‡K ‡ei Ki‡Z
Amywe‡a n‡e bv| Avgvi K_vB wVK, ¸nvq ‡Xv‡Kwb hw`I- ¸nvi cvk
w`‡qB QÕgvBj ‡nu‡U P‡j ‡M‡Q Iiv B‡jvi| Lv‡ji Gcv‡ki R½j
wg‡QwgwQ bv LyuwR‡q GB RvqMvUvq ˆmb¨ cvVvI- Abvqv‡m ai‡Z cvi‡e
I‡`i|Õ GKUv g¨v‡ci Ici AvOyj w`‡q ‡`Lvj K‡b©j jwjZv eUe¨vj|
ÔAvwg G¶zwY Bb&m&U¯vKkb w`w”Q| Avcwb wK B‡jvi hv‡”Qb?Õ
Ônu¨v| wKš‘ Kexi ‡PŠayix hw` wR‡Ám K‡i, Avwg ‡Kv_vq ‡MwQ,
ej‡e bv| gvmy` ivbv ‡h aiv c‡o‡Q ‡mK_vI ‡hb I Rvb‡Z bv cv‡i|
ey‡SQ?Õ
Ôey‡SwQ|Õ
`yBNÈv A‡c¶v Kij Iiv ivbvi R‡b¨| ‡kl ch©š— nvj ‡Q‡o w`j|
Aw¯’i n‡q DVj kvqjv| ivRvgyw›`ªi ‡U¯b ‡Q‡o hvIqvi kã ïb‡Z
‡cj Iiv| wb qB wKQy GKUv `yN©Ubv N‡U‡Q|
Kv‡QB ¸wji kã ‡kvbv ‡Mj GKUv| e‡m e‡m wS‡gvw”Qj, ZovK
K‡i D‡V `uvovj mv‡`K Lvb| ‡Pv‡L-gy‡L Ii AvZ‡¼i wPý|
Ôevg w`K ‡_‡K Gj kãUv,Õ ej‡jb W±i ˆdqvR| ÔGLvb ‡_‡K
m‡i ‡h‡Z n‡e Avgv‡`i|Õ
ÔwKš‘ ‡jvKUv‡K wec‡`i gy‡L ‡V‡j cvwV‡q w`‡q Gfv‡e m‡i hvIqv
wK wVK n‡”Q, AveŸvRx? ‡h ‡jvKUv Avgv‡`i R‡b¨ GZeo wec‡`i g‡a¨
Suvwc‡q coj nvwm gy‡L, Zv‡K mvnv‡h¨i ‡Póv Kie bv?Õ
ÔKie, kvqjv| Avgv‡`i mva¨gZ me Kie Avgiv| wKš‘ AvcvZZ
AvÍi¶v Ki‡Z n‡e| aiv c‡o ‡M‡j KvD‡K ‡Kvb mvnvh¨B Ki‡Z cvie
bv| P‡jv mv‡`K, m‡i hvB R½‡ji wfZi|Õ


76 gvmy` ivbvÐ10
ÔAu¨v? I, Pjyb| wKš‘ Zvovû‡ovi wKQyB ‡bB| ¸wj Qyu‡o m‡¼Z w`j
‡jd‡Ub¨vÈ mevB‡K GKmv‡_ R‡ov nIqvi R‡b¨| ¸nv ch©š— G‡m wd‡i
wM‡qwQj Giv| Gevi AviI `yB gvBj evg w`‡K m‡i wM‡q KvR ïi“
Ki‡e| Zboe Zboe K‡i cÖ‡Z¨KUv ‡SvcSvo LyuR‡Z LyuR‡Z G‡Mv‡e Gw`‡K
hv‡Z GKUv Li‡MvkI bRi bv Govq|Õ
ÔAveŸvRx! AZ fvewQ ‡Kb? mv‡`K LvbB ‡Zv ej‡Z cvi‡e ivbv
‡Kv_vq|Õ nVvr e‡j DVj kvqjv|
Ôivbv? ivbv ‡K?Õ wR‡Ám Kij mv‡`K Lvb fzi“ KzuP‡K|
Ôgvmy` ivbv| ‡h Avgv‡`i cvjv‡Z mvnvh¨ Ki‡Q| I wM‡qwQj
Avgv‡`i R‡b¨ ‡i‡ji wU‡KU Ki‡Z| nq‡Zv aiv c‡o‡Q| I ‡Kv_vq
Av‡Q ej‡Z cvi‡eb?Õ ejj kvqjv mv‡`K Lv‡bi Kv‡Q wM‡q|
kvqjvi GKUv nvZ k³ K‡i ‡P‡c aij mv‡`K Lvb| ÔIi ‡Kvb
`iKvi ‡bB| AvwgB ‡Zvgv‡`i wb‡q hve cvwK¯—v‡b| ‡Kvb wPš—v ‡bB|
cvwK¯—v‡b wd‡i we‡q Kie Avwg ‡Zvgv‡K| ‡Zvgv‡K fvjevwm Avwg...Õ
GKUv nvZ kvqjvi Kuv‡ai Dci ivLj mv‡`K Lvb|
Ômveavb, kvqjv!Õ ej‡jb W±i ˆdqvR AùzU K‡É|
Ôivbv ‡Kv_vq Av‡Q ej‡Z cvi‡eb?Õ ejj Avevi kvqjv| fxwZ
‡P‡c ivLevi ‡Póv Ki‡Q ‡m cÖvYc‡Y| ÔnvZ Qvo_b!Õ
Ô‡Kb? Avgv‡K cQ›` n‡”Q bv?Õ ejj mv‡`K Lvb ‡PvL cvwK‡q|
ci-gyn~‡Z© fve cwieZ©b n‡q ‡Mj Ii| ÔKx big ‡Zvgvi kixi! Dn&,
G‡Kev‡i gvL‡bi gZ|Õ Mjvq, _yZwb‡Z nvZ eyjvj GKUz, Zvici ‡L‡c
DVj fqvbKfv‡e| Ôfq cv”Q ‡Kb Avgv‡K? Avwg evN bv fvj−yK?Õ
Ôfq cvBwb,Õ ejj kvqjv fxZ K‡É|
ÔAvevi wg‡Q K_v! g‡b KiQ Avgvi gv_v Lvivc, wKQyB ‡Ui cvB bv
Avwg! wg‡QK_v ej‡j ‡`vR‡L hv‡e Zv Rv‡bv?Õ Lvg‡P aij ‡m kvqjvi
Kuv‡ai gvsm| bL¸‡jv e‡m ‡M‡Q big gvs‡mi g‡a¨| e¨_vq weK…Z n‡q
‡Mj kvqjvi gyL|
nVvr Kvco a‡i UvbvUvwb ïi“ Kij mv‡`K Lvb| wQu‡o ‡Mj Ÿ−vDR|
nvZUv Qvovevi ‡Póv Kij kvqjv, wKš‘ `kUv nvZxi kw³ GLb mv‡`K
Lv‡bi Mv‡q| D‡ËRbvq nuvcv‡”Q ‡m| gy‡Li `yB Klv ‡e‡q jvjv
Mov‡”Q|
wb‡Ri ‡VuvU Kvg‡o a‡i wPrKvi eÜ Kij kvqjv| GLb wPrKvi
Ki‡jB ïb‡Z cv‡e ˆmb¨iv| nvZUv ‡Q‡o w`‡q gU& K‡i Wvj ‡f‡O wbj
mv‡`K Lvb GKUv MvQ ‡_‡K|
ÔwcwU‡q jvm K‡i ‡dje, nvivgRv`x| ‡jvf ‡`Lvw”Qm Avgv‡K?
ivbv! mveavb!! 77
`uvov!Õ
`uvwo‡q i‡q‡Q kvqjv weeY© gy‡L| wVK GBfv‡eB Lyb K‡iwQj
mv‡`K Lvb wK¬wb‡Ki ‡mB bvm©Uv‡K| Gevi Kvco a‡i UvbvUvwb Avi¤¢
Kij ‡jvKUv| `ywbqvUv `y‡j DVj kvqjvi ‡Pv‡Li mvg‡b! AveŸvRx
Ki‡Q wK, fvej GKevi ‡m AveQv fv‡e| Povr K‡i wc‡Vi Ici coj
jvwVi evwo|
ÔLyb K‡i ‡dje ‡Zv‡K, nvivgRv`x...Õ
bq
wPr n‡q ï‡q Av‡Q ivbv GKUv j¤^v ‡Uwe‡ji Ici nvZ-cv euvav Ae¯’vq
B‡jvi cywjm ‡÷k‡bi gvwUi wb‡Pi ‡m‡j| gv_vUv Qvov Avi wKQyB
bovevi Dcvq ‡bB| Pviw`‡K PvBj ivbv| evwoUv eûw`‡bi cyiv‡bv| Lye
m¤¢e B‡jv‡ii ‡Kvb Rwg`v‡ii e›`xkvjv wQj GUv Bs‡iR Avg‡j, wKsev
ZviI Av‡M; N‡ii ‡`qv‡j ZviB wb`k©b wn‡m‡e K‡qKUv Rs aiv
cyiv‡bv Z‡jvqvi, ek©v Avi Zxi abyK UvOv‡bv| Av‡MKv‡ji muvovkx
RvZxq K‡qKUv wbh©vZ‡bi hš¿cvwZI Av‡Q| N‡ii wZb ‡`qv‡j wZb‡U
‡jvnvi ‡MU| Icv‡k ‡evanq AviI ‡mj Av‡Q| PZz© w`KUvq GKUv
Lvov wmuwo Ic‡i D‡V wM‡q ‡kl n‡q‡Q GKUv eÜ `iRvi cv‡qi
Kv‡Q|
kvqjv, W±i ˆdqvR Avi mv‡`K Lv‡bi K_v fveevi ‡Póv Kij
ivbv| wK Ki‡Q Iiv? R½‡ji Ava gvBj Mfx‡i Xz‡K A‡c¶v Ki‡eb
e‡jwQ‡jb W±i ˆdqvR| A‡c¶v Ki‡Z wb‡la Kiv DwPZ wQj Ii| ïay
ïayB g~j¨evb mgq e¨q n‡q hv‡”Q I‡`i| Ii m‡½ Avi ‡`Lv n‡e bv
I‡`i ‡Kvbw`b|
wmuwoi `iRv Ly‡j ‡Mj| Kgjv i‡Oi GKUv kvwo ‡Pv‡L coj
ivbvi| `yÕRb ‡b‡g Avm‡Q wmuwo ‡e‡q| Gm. wc-‡K wPb‡Z cvij ivbv,
wKš‘ gwnjv‡K wPb‡Z cvij bv| iev‡ii GKUv gy‡Lvk civ Zvi gy‡L|
`ª“Zcv‡q ‡Uwe‡ji Kv‡Q P‡j Gj gwnjv| GKUv w¯’i nvwm AuvKv
Av‡Q gy‡Lv‡ki Ici| ‡QvÆ `y‡Uv MZ© w`‡q D¾¡j GK ‡Rvov ‡PvL
‡`L‡Z cvIqv hv‡”Q| w¯’i `„wó‡Z ‡P‡q iBj ‡PvL `y‡Uv ivbvi gy‡Li
w`‡K| c‡b‡iv ‡m‡KÊ cvi n‡q ‡Mj bxi‡e| A¯^w¯— ‡eva Kij ivbv|
Ônu¨v| GB ‡jvKUv‡KB LyuRwQjvg Avwg| ‡mvqv `yB eQi| AvR
Avcwb Zv‡K Zz‡j w`‡q‡Qb Avgvi nv‡Z, wg. AvPvwiqv| w`j−x‡Z wd‡i


78 gvmy` ivbvÐ10
wM‡qI Avcbvi K_v ¯§iY _vK‡e Avgvi|Õ
Ô‡mUv Avcbvi `qv| AvR cuvP-cuvPUv eQi ‡Kvb cÖ‡gvkb nqwb
Avgvi| Avcwb hw` ‡Kej ¯§iY iv‡Lb, ‡m-B Avgvi R‡b¨ h‡_ó| GLb
GB ‡jvKUv‡K wK nvZKov cwi‡q Zz‡j w`‡Z n‡e Mvwo‡Z?Õ
Ôbv,Õ ejj gy‡Lvkavix gwnjv w¯’i `„wó‡Z ivbvi gy‡Li w`‡K ‡P‡q
‡_‡K| Ô‡jv‡K e‡j kvixwiK wbh©vZ‡bi ‡Kvb gv‡b nq bv| wbh©vZb
Ki‡j ‡h-‡KvbI ‡jvK ‡h-‡Kvb K_v ¯^xKvi Ki‡e| K‡qK ‡m‡KÊ
wbh©vZb ‡_‡K euvPevi R‡b¨ ‡h ‡Kvb wg‡_¨ K_v‡KI mwZ¨ e‡j ¯^xKvi
Ki‡e| Gi ‡P‡q Ilya ev m‡¤§vnb A‡bK fvj| wKš‘ Avgvi aviYv
Ab¨iKg| Avgvi `„wófw½ Avjv`v| w`‡bi ci w`b, gv‡mi ci gvm,
eQ‡ii ci eQi hv‡K Lyu‡R ‡eovjvg Zv‡K a‡i hw` ‡¯‹v‡cvjvwgb w`‡q
me K_v ¯^xKvi Kwi‡q ‡dwj- ciw`b GKUv ‡Mvcb wePviK‡¶ wePvi
n‡q hvIqvi ci ¸wj K‡i nZ¨v Kiv nq Zv‡K, Zvn‡j wkKvixi gRvUv
iBj ‡Kv_vq? ax‡i ax‡i wbh©vZb K‡i nZ¨v Kievi AwaKvi i‡q‡Q
wkKvixi| Avcbvi wK g‡b nq?Õ
Ôwb qB| GK‡kvevi AwaKvi Av‡Q,Õ ejj Gm.wc. AvPvwiqv|
ÔZvn‡j Ic‡i wM‡q kw³kvjx Avi wbôzi ‡`‡L GKRb ‡jvK‡K
cvwV‡q w`b| Ic‡iB A‡c¶v Ki‡eb Avgvi R‡b¨| AvcvZZ K‡qKUv
K_v ‡ei Ki‡Z n‡e GB ‡jvKUvi gyL ‡_‡K| GLv‡b Avcbvi Dcw¯’wZi
‡Kvb cÖ‡qvRb ‡bB|Õ
wmuwo ‡e‡q D‡V ‡Mj Gm.wc. AbyMZ f…‡Z¨i gZ| ivbv gwnjvi
Amvgvb¨ ¶gZvi K_v ‡f‡e Av h© n‡jv| ‡K GB gwnjv? ‡mB eUe¨vj?
m‡š—vl AvR hvi K_v ejwQj kª×vi m‡½? gy‡L gy‡Lvk ‡Kb?
Log cv‡q wb‡P ‡b‡g Gj GKRb cÖKvÊ ‡Pnvivi ‡jvK| nvd c¨vÈ
civ, Lvwj Mv| g¯— fzuwo ‡V‡j ‡ewi‡q G‡m‡Q nvZ ‡`‡oK| ‡gvUv
GKMvwQ wUwK ‡Q‡o cy‡ivUv gv_v cwi®‹vi K‡i Kvgv‡bv| Kcv‡j wZb‡U
mv`v P›`‡bi `vM, Mjvq ˆc‡Z| ‡QvU‡ejvq ‡`Lv wn›`x MuvRvLywi
wm‡bgvi ˆ`‡Z¨i gZ ‡`L‡Z| nv‡Z-cv‡q ‡_vKv ‡_vKv ‡ckx| ivbv
Av›`vR Kij- gv`ªvRx|
Ôevn&| PgrKvi fzuwo evwM‡qQ ‡Zv Nyl ‡L‡q ‡L‡q| wK bvg ‡Zvgvi?Õ
ÔN‡UvrKP|Õ
Ô‡`L‡ZI wVK IB iKgB| GBLv‡b G‡m `uvovI| hv eje ‡mB gZ
KvR Ki‡e| hvK, ‡kv‡bv, gvmy` ivbv| mv‡`K Lvb, Ave`yj−vn ˆdqvR
Avi IB ‡g‡q‡jvKUv ‡Kv_vq Av‡Q ej‡Z n‡e ‡Zvgv‡K| `yB wgwbU
mgq w`jvg|Õ
ivbv! mveavb!! 79
`yB wgwbU ‡K‡U ‡Mj PzcPvc| Gevi gwnjv wdij N‡UvrK‡Pi
w`‡K|
ÔIi WvbnvZUvi KbyB‡qi Ici nuvUz ‡VwK‡q D‡ëvw`‡K Pvc w`‡q
‡f‡O ‡d‡jv| hZ¶Y bv I Avgvi K_vi DËi ‡`‡e ZZ¶Y GKUv
GKUv K‡i nvZ-cv fvO‡Z _vK‡e| DËiUv Avgvi Rvbv n‡q ‡M‡j ZLb
I‡K ‡g‡i ‡djv n‡e- ‡mUzKz KvR Avwg wb‡RB Kie|Õ
gwnjvi Kɯ^‡i fq¼i GKUv N„Yvi Avfvm dz‡U DVj| AevK n‡jv
ivbv|
ivbvi Wvb nv‡Zi euvab Ly‡j ‡djj N‡UvrKP| nvZ ‡U‡b ‡bqvi
‡Póv Kij ivbv, wKš‘ cvij bv| Am¤¢e kw³ ‡gvUv ‡jvKUvi Mv‡q|
‡U‡b ‡mvRv K‡i ‡i‡L KbyB-Gi Ici nuvUz ‡VKvj N‡UvrKP| GKnv‡Z
Kwâ Av‡iK nv‡Z evB‡mc ‡P‡c aij ‡m- Gevi GK nu¨vPKv Uvb w`‡jB
govr K‡i ‡f‡O hv‡e ivbvi nvZUv gvSLvb ‡_‡K|
ÔZzwg Avgv‡K GZ N„Yv K‡iv ‡Kb, wK K‡iwQ Avwg ‡Zvgvi?Õ
wR‡Ám Kij ivbv gwnjv‡K|
ÔAv”Qv! Zzwg GLbI Rv‡bvB bv ‡Kb ‡Zvgv‡K GZ N„Yv Kwi Avwg?
Zvn‡j ZvKvI Avgvi w`‡K, gvmy` ivbv| GK wb‡g‡l eyS‡Z cvi‡e Zzwg
Zvi KviY|Õ Uvb ‡g‡i gy‡LvkUv Ly‡j ‡djj gwnjv| ivbvi gy‡Li mvg‡b
wb‡q Gj Ii exfrm gyL| gyLUv Gcvk-Icvk wdwi‡q ‡`Lvj ivbv‡K
fvj K‡i| jvj jvj ¶Z¸‡jvq cyuR R‡g‡Q, `yM©Ü Avm‡Q ‡mLvb
‡_‡K| fq¼i GK ˆckvwPK ‡Pnviv|
ivbvi nvZ ‡Q‡o w`‡q weo weo K‡i ivg bvg Rc‡Z Rc‡Z wmuwoi
w`‡K iIbv w`‡qwQj N‡UvrKP, wcQb ‡_‡K Ô_v‡gvÕ e‡j GKUv Zx¶è
wPrKvi ï‡b _g‡K `uvwo‡q coj cÖ¯—i g~wZ©er| wki`uvov ‡mvRv ‡i‡L
Avoó fw½‡Z `uvwo‡q Gevi ‡Rv‡i ‡Rv‡i ivg bvg Rc‡Z _vKj ˆ`Z¨Uv-
GK nv‡Z gywV K‡i a‡i Av‡Q ˆc‡Z, wcQb wd‡i PvBevi mvnm mÂq
Ki‡Z cvij bv|
ivbvI fq ‡c‡q‡Q| Ggb exfrm gyL Rxe‡b KLbI ‡`‡Lwb ‡m|
wKš‘ ‡mB m‡½ GK A™¢zZ Ki“Yv ‡`Lv w`j Ii g‡bi g‡a¨|
Ô‡K Zzwg!Õ wR‡Ám Kij ‡m|
ÔjwjZv eUe¨vj|Õ
ÔjwjZv eUe¨vj! wKš‘ Zzwg bv gviv wM‡qwQ‡j? Av¤^vjv
nvmcvZv‡j...Avwg ‡f‡ewQjvg gviv ‡MQ Zzwg!Õ
Ôgwiwb| eûw`b ‡f‡ewQ ‡mw`b g‡i ‡M‡jB fvj nZ| AvÍnZ¨vi
‡Póv K‡iwQ eûevi- cÖwZeviB ‡kl gyn~‡Z© ‡f‡ewQ cÖwZ‡kva bv wb‡q


80 gvmy` ivbvÐ10
givi ‡KvbI gv‡b nq bv| AvR ‡mB my‡hvM G‡m Dcw¯’Z n‡q‡Q|Õ
f¨vwbwU e¨vM ‡_‡K GKUv Kuv‡Pi Rvi ‡ei Kij jwjZv eUe¨vj|
ÔKb‡mb‡U¯‡UW mvjwdDwiK A¨vwmW| wbh©vZb K‡i Z…ß nevi ci GB
A¨vwmW wQwU‡q ‡`e Avwg ‡Zvgvi mviv gy‡L| Avqbvq ‡`L‡Z cv‡e
mvjwdDwiK A¨vwmW wQwU‡q w`‡j wb‡Ri ‡Pnviv ‡Kgb jv‡M ‡`L‡Z|Õ
mwZ¨B Ki“Yv n‡jv ivbvi| ejj, Ôwb‡Ri ‡`vl KvUvevi R‡b¨ ejwQ
bv, jwjZv, wKš‘ mwZ¨ ejwQ, B‡”Q K‡i ‡Zvgvi GZ eo me©bvk Avwg
Kwiwb| ‡evZjUvi g‡a¨ ‡h A¨vwmW wQj Zv-I Rvbv wQj bv Avgvi|Õ
wkD‡i D‡V Ab¨w`‡K gyL ‡divj ivbv| GKRb my›`ix ¯¿x‡jv‡Ki c‡¶
GUv ‡h KZ eo ¶wZ, ‡Kb mg¯— Aš—i w`‡q N„Yv K‡i I‡K jwjZv,
eyS‡Z cvij ivbv| wb‡R‡K g¯—eo Acivax g‡b n‡jv Ii|
ÔhvB ‡nvK, GLb wb qB Avgvi N„Yvi KviYUv Rvb‡Z evwK ‡bB
‡Zvgvi? Gevi a‡i ‡bqv hvK, Zzwg wKQy‡ZB ej‡e bv ‡Kv_vq Av‡Q
kvqjv, mv‡`K Lvb Avi W±i ˆdqvR| bvI, ‡Zvgv‡K hv e‡jwQjvg ZvB
K‡iv N‡UvrKP|Õ
eo eo ‡PvL K‡i f‡q f‡q wcQb wd‡i PvBj N‡UvrKP| Avevi
GKUv agK ‡L‡q Ny‡i `uvovj SU K‡i, wKš‘ ˆc‡Z Qvoj bv|
wVK Ggwb mgq GKRb Kb‡÷ej `ª“Zcv‡q ‡b‡g Gj wmuwo ‡e‡q|
Ô‡Uwj‡dvb G‡m‡Q, K‡b©j...Õ jwjZvi gy‡Li w`‡K ‡P‡qB AvU‡K
‡Mj Ii gy‡Li K_v| Zvici ejj, ÔK...°...°‡b©j eUe¨v‡ji ‡U-
‡Uwj‡dvb|Õ
Ô‡K K‡i‡Q?Õ
ÔK-°-Kexi ‡PŠayix!Õ e‡jB wcQb wd‡i QyUj wmuwoi w`‡K|
ÔKexi ‡PŠayix!Õ MjvUv GKUz ‡Ku‡c DVj jwjZvi| AùzU K‡É
ejj, ÔI Rvbj wK K‡i ‡h Avwg GLv‡b? wb qB Lvboev e‡j‡Q| wVK
Av‡Q, ‡`‡L ‡be Avwg I‡K| wKš‘ Kexi ‡PŠayix Avmvi Av‡MB GLv‡bi
KvR ‡kl K‡i ‡dj‡Z n‡e|Õ gy‡LvkUv gy‡L jvwM‡q wb‡q G‡Mvj ‡m
wmuwoi w`‡K| GKUz ‡_‡g Nvo wdwi‡q N‡UvrKP‡K ejj, ÔGLv‡bB
_v‡Kv| Avwg AvmwQ cuvP wgwb‡Ui g‡a¨|Õ
wZb wgwb‡Ui g‡a¨B nƒZ mvnm wd‡i Gj N‡UvrK‡Pi| ‡Uwe‡ji
Ici wPr n‡q c‡o _vKv ivbvi Amnvq Ae¯’v ‡`‡L AviI GKUz evoj
mvnm| GZ¶‡Yi K‡_vcK_b Avevi GKevi g‡b g‡b LwZ‡q ‡`‡L
eySj, Avm‡j f‚Z-‡cÖZ wKQyB bq, GB ‡jvKUv eQi `yÕ‡qK Av‡M
A¨vwmW w`‡q ‡Pnviv Lvivc K‡i w`‡qwQj K‡b©‡ji| Zvic‡iB g‡b
coj K‡b©‡ji ûKz‡gi K_v| wd‡i G‡m nvZUv fvOv bv ‡c‡j Ii
ivbv! mveavb!! 81
ev‡ivUv evwR‡q ‡`‡e K‡b©j| `y‡Uv nvZB ‡f‡O ivLv ‡evanq eyw×gv‡bi
KvR n‡e|
Avevi GwM‡q G‡m ‡P‡c aij ‡m ivbvi nvZ| nuvUz ‡VKvj KbyB
eivei| GKnv‡Z Kwâ Av‡iK nv‡Z evB‡mc wU‡c aij k³ K‡i|
‡Rv‡i Uvb w`‡jB govr K‡i ‡f‡O hv‡e ivbvi nvZ|
Pvc evo‡Z Avi¤¢ Kij| e¨_vq weK…Z n‡q ‡M‡Q ivbvi gyL, Auvavi
n‡q Avm‡Q ‡PvL|
`k
Ô_v‡gv!Õ ‡b‡g Gj jwjZv wmuwo ‡e‡q| ÔwK KiQ?Õ
gy‡LvkUv gy‡L jvMv‡bv Av‡Q ‡`‡L A‡bKUv Avk¦¯— n‡jv N‡UvrKP|
ejj, ÔnvZUv fvOwQjvg m¨vi, _ywo, g¨vWvg|Õ
ÔIUv GKUz c‡i fvO‡jI Pj‡e, bZzb GKUv c−¨vb G‡m‡Q gv_vq|
‡`qvj ‡_‡K IB gy¸iUv ‡c‡o Av‡bv|Õ
GKUz AevK n‡jv N‡UvrKP, wKš‘ Av‡`k gZ ‡`qv‡j UvOv‡bv GKUv
gy¸i wb‡q Gj| GUv w`‡qB ‡evanq QvZz K‡i ‡`qv n‡e Ii gv_vUv,
fvej ivbv|
Ô`vI IUv Avgvi nv‡Z| Gevi Gi nvZ cv‡qi mg¯— euvab Ly‡j
`vI| wK bvg ‡hb e‡jwQ‡j ‡Zvgvi?Õ
ÔN‡UvrKP|Õ ivbvi nvZ cv‡qi euvab Lyj‡Z Lyj‡Z ejj ‡m| GB
‡jvKUvi euvab Ly‡j ‡`qv DwPZ n‡”Q e‡j g‡b n‡jv bv Ii, wKš‘
jwjZvi K_vi Ici ‡Kvb K_v ejevi mvnm n‡jv bv|
ÔwVK Av‡Q| GBevi ‡jvKUv‡K Zz‡j `uvo KivI| `yB nv‡Z k³
K‡i a‡i ivL‡e ‡hb bo‡Z bv cv‡i| nu¨v| Gevi Avgvi w`‡K wcQb
wd‡i `uvovI|Õ
ÔauvB K‡i coj gy¸iUv N‡UvrK‡Pi b¨vov gv_vi Ici| GKUv Zx¶è
hš¿YvaŸwb ‡e‡ivj Ii gyL ‡_‡K| ‡Q‡o w`j ‡m ivbv‡K| Avevi coj
gy¸i| nuvUz ‡M‡o e‡m coj N‡UvrKP| Z…Zxq AvNv‡ZB ï‡q coj Ávb
nvwi‡q|
ÔRjw` P‡jv, ivbv! mgq ‡bB nv‡Z!Õ
ÔwK e¨vcvi, jwjZv...?Õ
ÔjwjZv bq, kvqjv ˆdqvR| Rjw`| G¶zwY fvM‡Z n‡e Avgv‡`i!Õ
ivbvi `yB ‡Pv‡L we¯§q Avi Awek¦vm ‡`‡L gy‡LvkUv Ly‡j ‡`Lvj kvqjv|


82 gvmy` ivbvÐ10
ivbv ‡`Lj kvqjvi Kcv‡j GKUv KvUv `vM ‡`Lv hv‡”Q, evg Mv‡j
¯úó n‡q Av‡Q cuvP AvOy‡ji `vM| wR‡Ám Kij, ÔwK n‡qwQj? aiv
c‡owQ‡j?Õ Wvb nvZUv K‡qKevi fuvR Kij ivbv| K‡g hv‡”Q e¨_vUv|
Ôbv| c‡i eje meK_v| GLb ‡h-‡Kvb ‡jvK ‡h-‡Kvb gyn~‡Z© G‡m
co‡Z cv‡i| Avgvi Av‡M Av‡M P‡jv gv_v wbPz K‡i|Õ gy‡LvkUv c‡i
wbj kvqjv Avevi|
ÔGLvb ‡_‡K ‡e‡iv‡e ‡Kgb K‡i? XzK‡jB ev wK K‡i? Av h©!Õ
iIbv n‡jv wmuwo ‡e‡q Ici w`‡K|
ÔI‡`i eje, Zzwg ‡Zvgvi m½x‡`i awi‡q w`‡Z ivwR n‡qQ, ZvB
wb‡q hvw”Q Avwg| ‡KvbI ‡Mvjgvj Ki‡Z mvnm cv‡e bv cywjm|
jwjZvi ¶gZv mvs`NvwZK|Õ
Ô‡Kv_vq ‡m GLb?Õ
ÔGm.wc.-i Awdm iƒ‡gi A¨vUvPW ev_iƒ‡g c‡o Av‡Q| Gm.wc.-i
nvÈviUv ‡f‡OwQ Avwg Ii gv_vi Ici| GBevi Lyuwo‡q Lyuwo‡q P‡jvfve
‡`Lv‡e ‡hb K‡Vvi wbh©vZ‡b Avagiv n‡q ‡MQ| Zvi Ici me K_v
¯^xKvi Ki‡Z eva¨ n‡q j¾vq wg‡k hv”Q gvwUi m‡½|Õ
Av‡M Av‡M XzKj ivbv Gm.wc.-i Awdm iƒ‡g, wcQb wcQb kvqjv|
PU& K‡i ev_iƒ‡gi eÜ `iRvi Ici ‡_‡K GKevi Ny‡i Gj ivbvi ‡PvLGi
g‡a¨ ev_iƒ‡gi `iRv ‡Lv‡jwb ‡Zv ‡KD?
`yÕRb ‡jv‡Ki m‡½ K_v ejwQj Gm.wc.| ivbv‡K ‡`‡L AevK
‡Pv‡L PvBj, wKš‘ wcQ‡b kvqjv‡K ‡`‡LB ZovK K‡i D‡V `uvovj ‡Pqvi
‡Q‡o|
Ô¯^xKvi K‡i‡Q| Ii mv‡_i wZbRb ‡Kv_vq Av‡Q ‡`wL‡q w`‡Z
ivwR n‡q‡Q| G¶zwY GKUv Rx‡ci e¨e¯’v Ki“b|Õ
Ôwb qB| G¶zwY e¨e¯’v KiwQ|Õ Bkviv Ki‡ZB GKRb ‡jvK Qy‡U
‡ewi‡q ‡Mj Ni ‡_‡K| ÔN‡UvrKP ‡Kv_vq?Õ
Ôwb‡PB Av‡Q| i³U³ cwi®‹vi K‡i Avm‡e G¶zwY| ‡jvKUv fvj,
wKš‘ GZ mn‡R me K_v ¯^xKvi K‡i ‡djvq gb Lvivc n‡q ‡M‡Q Ii|Õ
nvmj Gm.wc.| ejj, Ôgv`ªv‡Ri Kzw¯— Pvw¤úqvb ‡jvKUv| hvK,
Avcbvi Mvwo G‡m hv‡e G¶zwY| m‡½ ‡jvK ‡`e KqRb? Avcwb wK
GKv mvgjv‡Z cvi‡eb G‡K?Õ
Ôwb qB| ‡jv‡Ki `iKvi ‡bB| e¨vUvi nv‡Z GKUv n¨vÊKvd cwi‡q
PvweUv Avgvi Kv‡Q w`‡q w`b| ‡KvbI iKg ‡Mvjgvj Kievi g‡bvejB
‡bB Ii GLb| Avi evwK KÕRb‡K ‡MªdZvi Kiv ‡Zv R‡ji gZ mnR|
GB e¨vcv‡i mg¯— evnv`ywi Avwg wb‡RB wb‡Z PvB|Õ
ivbv! mveavb!! 83
ivbvi nv‡Z nvZKov cwi‡q PvweUv ‡`qv n‡jv kvqjvi nv‡Z|
Ôab¨ev`| Avcbvi mn‡hvwMZvi K_v Avgvi we¯—vwiZ wi‡cv‡U© w`j−x
‡cuŠQ‡e|Õ
Ô‡mUv Avcbvi `qv,Õ nvZ KP‡j ejj Gm.wc. weMwjZ K‡É|
ÔGLb Av‡iKUv wRwbm `iKvi Avgvi| MZ© ‡_‡K Bu`yi¸‡jv‡K ‡ei
Ki‡Z LvwbKUv ‡auvqvi cÖ‡qvRb n‡Z cv‡i| GKUv A‡Uv‡gwUK KvievBb
Avi ‡MvUv K‡qK n¨vÊ ‡Mª‡bW Zz‡j w`b Rx‡c|Õ
Gm.wc.-i Bw½‡Z wØZxq ‡jvKUvI P‡j ‡Mj Ni ‡_‡K `ª“Z cv‡q|
Aí¶‡Yi g‡a¨B ivbv‡K av°v w`‡q IVv‡bv n‡jv Mvwoi wcQb mx‡U|
w÷qvwis aij kvqjv| muv K‡i ‡ewi‡q ‡Mj RxcUv B‡jv‡ii cywjm ‡nW
‡KvqvU©v‡ii ‡MU w`‡q|
‡ek LvwbKUv wM‡q gy‡LvkUv GKUv‡b Ly‡j ‡djj kvqjv| ejj,
ÔwQ! wew”Qwi MÜ GB gy‡Lv‡k| Avi gv‡Mv, Kx fq¼i ‡g‡q‡jvKUvi
gy‡Li ‡Pnviv!Õ wkD‡i DVj kvqjv jwjZvi ‡Pnviv Kíbv K‡i|
Ô‡Zvgvi AveŸv ‡Kv_vq?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|
Ô‡Zvgvi R‡b¨ `yBNÈv A‡c¶v K‡i AvagvBj wfZ‡i m‡i
wM‡qwQjvg Avgiv| wdi‡Z bv ‡`‡LB ey‡SwQ Avgiv ‡Kvb wec‡` c‡oQ
Zzwg|Õ
ÔwKš‘ Avwg ‡Kv_vq AvwQ Rvb‡j wK K‡i Zzwg?Õ
Ômv‡`K Lvb‡K w`‡q LyuwR‡qwQ| I-B Lyu‡R ‡ei K‡i‡Q ‡Zvgv‡K...Õ
Ômv‡`K Lvb!Õ nVvr eyS‡Z cvij ivbv| kvqjvi Kcvj Avi Mv‡ji
w`‡K `„wó ‡Mj Ii| Ô‡Mvjgvj n‡qwQj wKQy?Õ
Ô‡Zgb wKQy bv,Õ GKUz wØav K‡i e‡j ‡djj, ÔnVvr AvμgY K‡i
e‡mwQj I Avgv‡K| AveŸvRx GKUv B‡ÄKkb w`‡q bv ‡VKv‡j, ‡g‡iB
‡djZ| nvZ-cv ‡eu‡a wb‡q Avevi GKUv w÷gyj¨vÈ B‡ÄKkb w`‡q
RvMv‡bv n‡q‡Q I‡K| ‡Zvgvi Avi jwjZvi wPš—v Ii gyL ‡_‡K ï‡b me
e¨vcvi Rvb‡Z cvijvg Avgiv| AviI Rvb‡Z cvijvg Kexi ‡PŠayixi
f‡q ‡fZi ‡fZi _inwiK¤ú n‡q i‡q‡Q jwjZv eUe¨vj|Õ
cvKv moK ‡Q‡o R½‡ji GKUv mi“ c_ a‡i Pjj Gevi MvwoUv|
iv¯—vi cv‡k GKUv jixi e‡bU Ly‡j GwÄb cix¶v Ki‡Q WªvBfvi-
‡KŠZ‚njx `„wó‡Z ‡P‡q ‡`Lj ‡m ivbv‡`i|
ÔwKš‘ GZ ZvovZvwo kn‡i ‡cuŠQ‡j wK K‡i?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|
Ô‡nu‡U ‡M‡j ‡Zv AvaNÈvi c_|Õ
ÔGKUv KvV ‡evSvB U¯v‡Ki ‡cQ‡b D‡V c‡owQjvg| RvbZvg,
‡`wi Ki‡j Avi ‡Zvgv‡K euvPv‡bv hv‡e bv| kn‡i ‡b‡gB Qy‡U wM‡q


84 gvmy` ivbvÐ10
GKUv cvewjK ‡Uwj‡dvb ey` ‡_‡K ‡dvb Kijvg cywjm ‡nW‡KvqvU©v‡i,
ejjvg, Avwg Kexi ‡PŠayixi cÖvB‡fU ‡m‡μUvwi ejwQ; G¶zwY K‡b©j
jwjZv eUe¨v‡ji m‡½ K_v ej‡Z Pvb Kexi ‡PŠayix, AZ¨š— Ri“ix
e¨vcvi, GB gyn~‡Z© ‡hb ‡W‡K ‡`qv nq Zv‡K|Õ nvmj kvqjv| ÔRvbZvg
Gm.wc.-i N‡i Av‡Q ‡Uwj‡dvb, NiUv ‡Pbv wQj- Øx‡c hvevi Av‡M
Avgv‡`i wi‡cvU© Ki‡Z n‡qwQj B‡jvi cywjm ‡nW‡KvqvU©v‡i- Avi G-I
RvbZvg ‡dvbUv aievi mgq IB N‡i GKv _vK‡e jwjZv| ‡cQb w`‡Ki
AvwObvUv wWwO‡q DuwK w`jvg Gm. wc.-i N‡ii Rvbvjv w`‡q| Ni Lvwj|
Rvbvjv Uc‡K jywK‡q cojvg Kcv‡Ui Avov‡j ‡Uwe‡ji Ici ‡_‡K
nvÈviUv Zz‡j wb‡q| Zvic‡ii NUbv ‡Zv Zzwg Rv‡bvB|Õ
mvd‡j¨i w¯§_ nvwm kvqjvi gy‡L| nvZKov Ly‡j w`j ‡m ivbvi|
wew¯§Z `„wó‡Z ‡P‡q iBj ivbv `ytmvnmx ‡g‡qUvi w`‡K| Ggb mnRfv‡e
K_v¸‡jv e‡j ‡Mj, ‡hb ivbv‡K wbw Z g„Zz¨i nvZ ‡_‡K R¨vš— wdwi‡q
Avbv Ggb wKQyB KwVb KvR wQj bv|
ÔGB wec‡`i gy‡L hv”Q ‡`‡L evav ‡`bwb W±i ˆdqvR?Õ
ÔAveŸv evav ‡`‡eb ‡Kb?Õ Av h© n‡jv kvqjv| ÔZzwg ‡P‡bv bv
AveŸv‡K| GB mg¯— c−¨vbB ‡Zv AveŸvi| DwbB ‡Zv cvVv‡jb Avgv‡K|Õ
Mvwo _vgvj kvqjv| GKUv ‡Sv‡ci Avovj ‡_‡K ‡ewi‡q G‡jb
W±i ˆdqvR| GKMvj nvwm Zuvi gy‡L| GwM‡q G‡m Rwo‡q ai‡jb
`yÕRb‡K `yB nv‡Z|
Ô‡`Lwj, kvqjv, e‡jwQjvg bv GZ mn‡R g„Zz¨ n‡e bv gvmy` ivbvi!
ïay ïayB ‡Ku‡` fvmvw”Qwj ZzB| ‡Lv`v e‡j GKRb Av‡Q ‡Zv gv_vi
Ici...Õ
Ô‡Ku‡` fvmvw”Qj!Õ å“ KzuP‡K PvBj ivbv kvqjvi gy‡Li w`‡K|
Ôhvn&| AveŸvRx ejj Avi Agwb wek¦vm Ki‡jb Dwb|Õ j¾vq jvj
n‡q ‡Mj kvqjvi Mvj| ÔAvwg Kuvw`wb|Õ
Ônu¨v, ‡Ku‡`wQm!Õ ‡P‡c ai‡jb e×|
Ôbv, Kuvw`wb|Õ
Ônu¨v, ‡Ku‡`wQm!Õ
ÔIi R‡b¨ Kuvw`wb|Õ
ÔZ‡e Kvi R‡b¨ ïwb?Õ
ÔKviI R‡b¨ bv| B‡”Q n‡q‡Q ‡Ku‡`wQ, e¨m|Õ
nvwmgy‡L evc-‡ewUi ZK©vZwK© ïbj ivbv, Zvici wR‡Ám Kij,
ÔmvP© cvwU© KZ`~i?Õ
ÔAviI AvagvBj Av‡Q,Õ ej‡jb e×| ÔG¶zwY iIbv nIqv `iKvi|
ivbv! mveavb!! 85
wKš‘ hve ‡Kvbw`‡K Avgiv?Õ
¯úywj‡mi Mvwo hLb cvIqv ‡M‡Q, ‡ivW Ÿ−K Gov‡bv hvq wK-bv ‡`wL
‡Póv K‡i,Õ ejj ivbv|
mv‡`K Lvb‡K ‡Zvjv n‡jv Rx‡ci wcQ‡b| W±i ˆdqvR‡KI Zz‡j
ewm‡q w`j ivbv wcQ‡bi mx‡U| Iui KvR wcQb w`‡K bRi ivLv|
A‡Uv‡gwUK KvievBb Avi n¨vÊ ‡Mª‡bW wb‡q ivbvi cv‡k ˆZwi _vK‡e
kvqjv| ivbv Pvjv‡e Mvwo|
nVvr GKUv kã ï‡b Lvov n‡q ‡Mj ivbvi Kvb|
ÔMvwoi GwÄb!Õ ejj kvqjv|
GKjv‡d D‡V emj ivbv WªvBwfs mx‡U| Iiv ‡h c‡_ G‡m‡Q ‡mB
c‡_ wek MR Zdv‡Z ‡gvo Nyi‡Q GKUv j¨vʇivfvi|
ÔGm.wc.!Õ wPrKvi K‡i ej‡jb W±i ˆdqvR| ¯úv‡k e‡m Av‡Q
jwjZv eUe¨vj| K‡qKRb cywjmI Av‡Q|Õ
ÔGw`K w`‡q ‡mvRv ‡M‡j wK eo iv¯—vq cov hv‡e?Õ wR‡Ám K‡iB
eyS‡Z cvij ivbv, DËiUv G‡`i KviI Rvbevi K_v bq| iv¯—vUv
‡hLv‡bB wM‡q wgïK, GB c‡_B ‡h‡Z n‡e GLb| QyUj ‡m mvg‡bi
w`‡K| ÔRsjv c‡_ I‡`i KvwU‡q w`‡Z cvi‡j nq|Õ
mve-‡gwkbMvb M‡R© DVj wcQ‡bi Rxc ‡_‡K| K‡qKUv dz‡Uv n‡q
‡Mj K¨vbfv‡m|
Ôï‡q co_b!Õ ejj ivbv wcQ‡b bv wd‡i| wU‡c aij A¨vw·jv‡iUvi
hZUv hvq| ¯úxWwgUv‡ii KuvUv DV‡Z _vKj Ic‡i| nVvr Wvb w`‡K
GKUv euvK ‡`L‡Z ‡cj ivbv| ‡mvRv bv wM‡q ‡gvo wbj ‡m WvB‡b|
GKUz ‡`wi n‡q ‡Mj ‡gvo wb‡Z| cÖKvÊ GKUv Mv‡Qi mv‡_ av°v ‡L‡Z
hv‡”Q MvwoUv| A¨vw·jv‡iUvi wU‡c ‡i‡LB euv cv‡q ‡eªK Pvcj ivbv|
w¯‹W K‡i Rx‡ci wcQb w`KUv euv‡q P‡j Gj LvwbKUv| g„`yfv‡e av°v
‡Lj GKUv gvwUi wXwe‡Z| ‡eªK ‡Q‡o w`‡ZB ‡mvRv QyUj Mvwo iv¯—v
a‡i| Avevi euv‡q ‡gvo| ‡m‡KÊ wMqvi w`‡ZB MR©b K‡i DVj Rx‡ci
kw³kvjx GwÄb| ‡gvo Nyievi duv‡K `y‡Uv ¸wj Qyuoj kvqjv KvievBb
‡_‡K|
mvg‡bi iv¯—vUv PIov n‡jv GKUz, μ‡gB DuPz n‡q hv‡”Q
Gu‡K‡eu‡K| nVvr ‡`L‡Z ‡cj ivbv mvg‡b Lv`| fzj c‡_ G‡m‡Q ‡m|
Wvbav‡i K‡qK nvZ wb‡P ‡`Lv hv‡”Q wVK iv¯—vUv| ‡QvU ‡QvU ‡Svc Svo
i‡q‡Q Xvjy RvqMvUvq| j¨vʇivfviUv iv¯—v fzj K‡iwb, Qy‡U Avm‡Q ‡mUv
dzj¯úx‡W| Avi wPš—v Kievi mgq ‡bB, cvM‡ji gZ w÷qvwis KvUj
ivbv Wvbw`‡K| ‡SvcSvo gvwo‡q GwM‡q Pjj Rxc, ‡k‡li wZbdzU cÖvq


86 gvmy` ivbvÐ10
Lvovfv‡e jvwd‡q bvgj ‡mUv iv¯—vi Ici| cÖvYc‡Y euv‡q KvUj ivbv
w÷qvwis| M‡R© DVj wcQb ‡_‡K mve ‡gwkbMvb| Reve w`j kvqjv
A‡Uv‡gwUK KvievBb w`‡q|
ivbvi Kv‡bi cvk w`‡q Vzm K‡i mvg‡bi DBʯOExbUv Svcmv ‡PŠwPi
K‡i w`‡q ‡ewi‡q ‡Mj GKUv ey‡jU| ¯úxW bv Kwg‡qB GK nv‡Z ûBj
a‡i Ab¨nv‡Z ‡f‡O ‡djj ivbv mvg‡bi KuvP|
Avevi DuPz‡Z DV‡Q Rsjv c_| ‡ek A‡bKUv Kv‡Q P‡j G‡m‡Q
j¨vʇivfvi|
ÔGKUv ‡Mª‡bW ‡d‡jv, kvqjv,Õ ejj ivbv PU& K‡i GKevi wcQb
wd‡i ‡P‡q|
Qv‡Zi GKUv iW a‡i ‡ek LvwbKUv evB‡i ‡ewi‡q wcb&Uv `uv‡Z
‡K‡U Qzu‡o gvij kvqjv wcQb w`‡K| A‡bKUv mvg‡b coj ‡Mª‡bW|
‡eªK Pvcj Gm.wc.| ‡auvqvq ‡X‡K ‡Mj wcQ‡bi iv¯—vUv|
Ô‡j‡M‡Q?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|
ÔwVK ‡evSv hv‡”Q bv| GKUz ‡hb Av‡M coj e‡j g‡b n‡jv,Õ
ej‡jb W±i ‰dqvR| GKUz ‡_‡gB ej‡jb, Ôbvn&| jv‡Mwb| Avevi
‡`Lv hv‡”Q Rxc|Õ
wØZxq ‡Mª‡bWUv dvUjB bv| ‡i‡M wM‡q ‡`‡ni A‡a©KUv evB‡i ‡ei
K‡i Z…Zxq ‡Mª‡b‡Wi wcb ‡ei Kij kvqjv `uvZ w`‡q| Zvici Qzu‡o
gvij wcQb w`‡K| Avqbvq ¯úó ‡`L‡Z ‡cj ivbv j¨vʇivfv‡ii wVK
mvg‡b `yB PvKvi Zjvq GLb IUv|
nVvr AvZ©bv` K‡i DVj kvqjv| ivbv ‡`Lj e¨_vq weK…Z n‡q
‡M‡Q kvqjvi gyL| i³ ‡`L‡Z ‡cj KbyB‡qi Kv‡Q| evg nvZUv ‡Q‡o
w`‡q c‡o hvw”Qj ‡m evB‡ii w`‡K| w÷qvwis ‡Q‡o `yB nv‡Z ‡U‡b wb‡q
Gj ivbv I‡K wfZ‡i| Av‡iKUv ‡gvo G‡m ‡M‡Q, mvgjv‡Z cvij bv
ivbv| ‡eªK Pvcj cÖvYc‡Y| ‡mvRv wM‡q GKUv ‡gvUv Mv‡Qi ¸uwoi m‡½
¸u‡Zv ‡Lj Rxc|
wVK ‡mB gyn~‡Z©B dvUj kvqjvi n¨vÊ ‡Mª‡bW| k~‡b¨ D‡V ‡Mj
j¨vʇivfv‡ii mvg‡bi AskUzKz| Zvici D‡ëcv‡ë Mwo‡q c‡o ‡Mj
MvwoUv cvnv‡oi Xvj ‡e‡q wek dzU wb‡P| `vD `vD K‡i Av¸b a‡i ‡Mj
Mvwo‡Z| iv¯—vi Ici ‡_‡K we‡ùvi‡Yi ‡auvqvUv m‡i ‡h‡ZB ¯úó
‡`L‡Z ‡cj ivbv jwjZv eUe¨v‡ji exfrm gyL| we‡ùvi‡Yi Av‡MB
jvwd‡q ‡b‡g wM‡qwQj ‡m Mvwo ‡_‡K- GLb gv_v DuPz K‡i GK`„‡ó ‡P‡q
i‡q‡Q ivbvi w`‡K| Ggwb mgq ‡PvL coj ivbvi jixUvi Ici|
GZ¶Y ‡`L‡Z cvqwb Iiv- Rx‡ci wcQb wcQb GZ¶Y a‡i AvmwQj
ivbv! mveavb!! 87
‰mb¨fwZ© GKUv wgwjUvwi jix|
GwÄb eÜ n‡q wM‡qwQj- wMqvi wbDUªvj K‡i Avevi ÷vU© w`j
ivbv| e¨vK wMqvi w`‡q wcwQ‡q Gj K‡qK nvZ| Zvici QzUj Avevi|
ÔnvZ Qvov Avi ‡Kv_vI ‡j‡M‡Q ¸wj?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|
Ôbv,Õ Reve w`j kvqjv| ÔgvivÍK wKQz bq, Gw`K w`‡q Xz‡K Iw`K
w`‡q ‡ewi‡q ‡M‡Q|Õ
ÔwcQ‡b wgwjUvwi jix| _vg‡Z cviwQ bv ‡h!Õ ejj ivbv|
Ô_vg‡Z n‡e bv,Õ ej‡jb W±i ‰dqvR| ÔAvwg wZb wgwb‡U e¨v‡ÊR
K‡i w`w”Q|Õ ‡gwW‡Kj wKU Ly‡j cÖ‡qvRbxq wRwbmcÎ ‡ei K‡i
‡d‡j‡Qb wZwb ZZ¶‡Y| ÔAvq ‡Zv gv, Gcv‡k P‡j Avq|Õ
R½‡ji AuvKveuvKv c_ ‡Q‡o eo iv¯—vq D‡V Gj Rxc| Wvb w`‡K
cuwPk gvBj ‡M‡jB ivRvgyw›`ª| Uc wMqv‡i w`‡q A¨vw·jv‡iUvi cy‡iv
wU‡c a‡i wcQb wd‡i PvBj ivbv| W±i ‰dqv‡Ri ey‡K gv_v ‡i‡L ‡njvb
w`‡q ‡PvL eÜ K‡i PzcPvc c‡o Av‡Q kvqjv|
ÔGLb ‡Kgb ‡eva KiQ, kvqjv?Õ
Ôfvj| nv‡Z ‡Kvb Abyf‚wZB ‡bB, Kv‡RB e¨_vI ‡bB|Õ
mvg‡bB ‡ivW e−K| GKUv euvk w`‡q eÜ Kiv n‡q‡Q iv¯—v|
K‡qKRb mk¯¿ ‰mb¨ `uvwo‡q Av‡Q iv¯—vi `yB cv‡k| nVvr gv_vq eyw×
Gj, mvB‡i‡bi evUb&Uv wU‡c w`j ivbv, Mvwoi MwZ Kgvj bv GKUzI|
KvR n‡jv mvB‡i‡b| cywj‡mi Rxc mvB‡ib evRv‡Z evRv‡Z
dzj¯úx‡W Avm‡Q, wbðqB Ri“ix ‡Kvb e¨vcv‡i hv‡”Q| euvk Zz‡j w`j
GKRb| GKivk ay‡jv Dwo‡q muv K‡i ‡ewi‡q ‡Mj RxcUv I‡`i mvg‡b
w`‡q|
GKUv e¨vcv‡i wbwðš— n‡jv ivbv- iv¯—vi Ici ‡h-me ‡PK ‡cv÷
emv‡bv n‡q‡Q ‡m¸‡jv‡K GLbI Iq¨vi‡j‡m Rvbv‡bv nqwb ‡h cywj‡mi
Rxc wb‡q cvwj‡q hv‡”Q Iiv| Lye m¤¢e Ávb wd‡i Avm‡ZB Gm.wc.-‡K
wb‡q Qz‡U‡Q jwjZv ivbv‡`i wcQ‡b, Lei ‡`evi mgq cvqwb|
wKš‘ Avm‡j Lei ‡`qvi ‡h ‡Kvb cÖ‡qvRbB wQj bv ‡mK_v eyS‡Z
cvij ivbv Aí¶‡Yi g‡a¨B| `yÕav‡i cvnvox R½j, kvj wcqvj gûqvi
MvQ, gvSLvb w`‡q gm„Y cxP Xvjv moK| gv‡S gv‡S cvnv‡oi Mv ‡e‡q
DuPz‡Z D‡V hv‡”Q c_Uv, Avevi ‡b‡g Avm‡Q Xvj ‡e‡q| Kv‡jv ‡gN R‡g
gyLfvi n‡q Av‡Q AvKv‡ki| û-û K‡i VvÊv evZvm XzK‡Q fvOv DBʯOExb
w`‡q| Avi c‡b‡iv gvBj ‡h‡Z cvi‡jB nq| b`x ‡c‡iv‡jB ivRvgyw›`ª|
b`xUv ‡c‡ivevi `iKvi ‡bB| RxcUv ‡Kv_vI jywK‡q ‡i‡L ‡bŠ‡Kv
‡RvMvo K‡i wb‡Z n‡e I‡K| ‡mUv Lye ‡ewk Amyweav n‡e bv| ïay


88 gvmy` ivbvÐ10
Rjcywj‡mi nvZ ‡_‡K euvPevi ‡Kvb ‡KŠkj ‡ei Ki‡Z n‡e|
wVK Ggwb mgq jvwd‡q DVj iv¯—vUv ivbvi ‡Pv‡Li mvg‡b| wek
MR mvg‡b c‡o‡Q ‡evgvUv| ‡eªK Pvcj ivbv| g¯— GKUv MZ© m„wó
n‡q‡Q iv¯—vi g‡a¨Lv‡b| Mvwo wb‡q MZ© wWwO‡q Icv‡k hvIqvi Dcvq
‡bB| gv_vi Dci w`‡q MvwoUvi wcQ‡b P‡j ‡Mj ‡nwjKÞvi| M‡Z©i
Kv‡Q G‡m ‡_‡g ‡Mj Rxc| wek MR wcQ‡b coj wØZxq ‡evgv| GBevi
ax‡i ax‡i bvg‡Q ‡nwjKÞvi wbivc` `~i‡Z¡|
mv‡`K Lv‡bi evû ‡_‡K m~PUv ‡ei K‡i wb‡q ‡gwW‡Kj wK‡Ui g‡a¨
wmwiÄ cy‡i ivL‡jb W±i ‰dqvR| ej‡jb, ÔIiv iv¯—vUv aŸsm Ki‡Q,
MvwoUv bq|Õ
Ônu¨v| Mvwo‡Z mv‡`K Lvb Avi Avcwb bv _vK‡j ïay ïay iv¯—v bó
KiZ bv- Mvwo‡ZB ‡djZ ‡evgv|Õ wZ³K‡É ejj ivbv K_v¸‡jv|
Kv‡jv n‡q ‡M‡Q Ii gyL civR‡qi M−vwb‡Z| A‡Uv‡gwUK KvievBbUv
cv‡ki mxU ‡_‡K Zz‡j wb‡q ‡b‡g coj ivbv Rxc ‡_‡K| ÔRjw`, mevB
bv‡gv Mvwo ‡_‡K|Õ
me‡P‡q Av‡M bvgj mv‡`K Lvb| UKU‡K jvj ‡Pv‡L fxZ `„wó‡Z
Gw`K Iw`K PvB‡Z PvB‡Z, kvqjv bvgj ûBj ‡PqviUv nv‡Z wb‡q, W±i
‰dqvR‡K ‡Kv‡j Zz‡j bvwg‡q ewm‡q w`j ivbv ‡Pqv‡i| wKš‘ hv‡e ‡Kvb&
w`‡K? `yÕcv‡k DuPz cvnvo| ‡nwjKÞviUv‡K ‡Kv_vI ‡`L‡Z ‡cj bv
ivbv|
ÔAvm‡Q!Õ ivbvi Kv‡bi Kv‡Q wdmwdm K‡i ejj mv‡`K Lvb|
ÔAvm‡Q Iiv! A‡bK ‡jvK!Õ
Ô‡Kv_vq?Õ e‡jB ‡PvL coj ivbvi wcQb w`‡K| ‡auvqv m‡i ‡M‡Q
iv¯—vi Ici ‡_‡K| wZb UªvK ‡evSvB ‰mb¨ G‡m `uvwo‡q‡Q wcQ‡bi
MZ©Uvi mvg‡b| Uªv‡Ki Ici ‡_‡K wZb‡U ¯ú¨vbWvD ‡gwkbMvb w¯’i n‡q
Av‡Q I‡`i w`‡K gyL K‡i| Scvs Scvs jvwd‡q ‡b‡g c‡o‡Q ‡÷bMvb
nv‡Z Rbv Pwj−‡kK ‰mb¨, Qwo‡q c‡o‡Q Iiv iv¯—vUv Ry‡o| A‡a©K ‰mb¨
D‡V hv‡”Q `yÕcv‡ki cvnv‡o RxcUv‡K Pvicvk ‡_‡K wN‡i ‡djvi R‡b¨|
ivbv eySj GLb GKUv ¸wj Ki‡jB `yB ‡m‡K‡Ê g„Zz¨ NU‡e I‡`i
me KqR‡bi| wKQzB Kievi ‡bB GLb Avi AvÍmgc©Y Qvov| wRfUv
ïwK‡q ‡Mj Ii|
ÔKvievBb ‡d‡j `vI gvwU‡Z!Õ Zx¶è bvix K‡É Av‡`k Gj| ivbv
‡P‡q ‡`Lj GKUv UªvK ‡_‡K ‡b‡g Avm‡Q jwjZv eUe¨vj| Wvbnv‡Z
wc¯—j aiv, evg nvZUv e¨v‡ÊR K‡i ‡Svjv‡bv Av‡Q Mjvq euvav wd‡Zi
Ici|
ivbv! mveavb!! 89
g−vb fv‡e nvmj ivbv| jwjZvi nv‡ZB g„Zz¨ ‡jLv wQj Ii| nVvr
fvej, ‡`‡e bvwK ‡kl K‡i? Zvn‡j mevB gviv co‡e, wKš‘ gviv ‡Zv
Ggwb‡ZI co‡e, KvD‡KB R¨vš— ivL‡e bv Iiv, KvR dziv‡jB ‡g‡i
‡dj‡e| ‡`‡e ‡m jwjZv‡K LZg K‡i? eûK‡ó mshZ Kij ivbv
wb‡R‡K| W±i ‰dqvR Avi kvqjv‡K G¶zwY nZ¨v Ki‡e bv Iiv- nq‡Zv
I‡`i gyw³i Ab¨ ‡KvbI my‡hvM Avm‡ZI cv‡i Gi g‡a¨... ivbvi ‡Kvb
AwaKvi ‡bB wb‡Ri fv‡M¨i m‡½ I‡`i fvM¨ wba©viY K‡i ‡`qvi| nvZ
‡_‡K ‡d‡j w`j ‡m KvievBb|
ÔAvÍmgc©Y Ki‡j, ivbv?Õ e‡j DV‡jb wew¯§Z ‰eÁvwbK|
Ônu¨v?Õ Pvcv K‡É ejj ivbv| ÔAvgvi g„Zz¨‡ZB me ‡kl n‡q hv‡e
bv, W±i ‰dqvR| ‰ah© a‡i A‡c¶v Ki‡eb| ‡`L‡eb Avevi GKRb
Avm‡e cvwK¯—vb ‡_‡K, Avevi my‡hvM cv‡eb Avcbviv cvwj‡q hvevi|
‡`vqv Kwi, Avgvi ‡P‡q fvj fvM¨ wb‡q ‡hb Av‡m ‡mB ‡jvK| Avwg
cvijvg bv, ïay ïayB Kó w`jvg Avcbv‡`i, wKš‘ ‡`L‡eb, Avgvi c‡i
‡h Avm‡e ‡m wVK cvi‡e|Õ
‡hb eû`~i ‡_‡K ej‡Q ivbv K_v¸‡jv| A™¢zZ big ‡kvbvj Ii
Kɯ^i| WzK‡i ‡Ku‡` DVj kvqjv| g„`ynvwm dz‡U DVj ivbvi ‡Vuv‡U|
ejj, ÔGLb eySjvg, mKv‡j AvgviB R‡b¨ ‡Ku‡`wQ‡j Zzwg, kvqjv|Õ
G‡m ‡M‡Q ‰mb¨iv| Kjvi a‡i GK nu¨vPKv Uvb ‡g‡i gvwU‡Z ‡d‡j
w`j Iiv ivbv‡K| `ovg K‡i cuvR‡ii Ici jvw_ coj GKUv|
Av‡iKRb jvw_ Pvjvj Ii gyL j¶¨ K‡i| Pzj ‡U‡b `uvo Kwi‡q ‡`qv
n‡jv I‡K Avevi| mvg‡b G‡m `uvwo‡q‡Q jwjZv eUe¨vj|
ÔGB wZb‡U‡K Uªv‡K wb‡q hvI,Õ ûKzg w`j jwjZv| ÔAvi N‡UvrKP
‡Kv_vq ‡Mj, Wv‡Kv I‡K| ‡Mvj n‡q wN‡i `uvovI ‡Zvgiv|Õ
‡QuP‡o ‡U‡b wb‡q ‡Mj wZbRb ‡jvK kvqjv, W±i ‰dqvR Avi
mv‡`K Lvb‡K| ivbv eySj GUvB Ii ea¨f‚wg| ‡Mvj K‡i I‡K wN‡i
`uvov‡”Q ‡÷bMvb nv‡Z ‰mb¨`j| K‡qKRb ‡jv‡Ki gv_vi Ici w`‡q
N‡UvrK‡Pi ‡ej-gv_v ‡`L‡Z ‡cj ivbv| mM‡e© DuPz n‡q i‡q‡Q gv_vi
Ici wUwKUv| GwM‡q Gj N‡UvrKP| Ii cÖKvÊ aoUvi cv‡k
‡mbvevwnbxi ¯^v¯’¨evb ‡jvK¸‡jv‡KI wbZvš—B `ye©j jvM‡Q ‡`L‡Z|
N‡UvrK‡Pi wekvj, wecyj ‡PnvivUvi w`‡K mcÖksm `„wó‡Z PvBj
jwjZv|
Ôïbjvg gv`ªv‡Ri ‡miv Kzw¯—Mxi Zzwg, ZvB m‡½ G‡bwQ ‡Zvgv‡K
N‡UvrKP| ev”Pv ‡Q‡jiv ‡hgb dwos-Gi cvLv ‡Qu‡o ‡Zgwb K‡i Gi
nvZ-cv wQu‡o ‡dj‡Z n‡e ‡Zvgvi| wK, cvi‡e bv?Õ


90 gvmy` ivbvÐ10
nvwm dz‡U DVj N‡UvrK‡Pi gy‡L| w`‡bi Av‡jvq GZ ‡jvKR‡bi
g‡a¨ meiK‡gi fq-fxwZ KvwU‡q D‡V‡Q ‡m| gv_v bvoj ivbvi w`‡K
‡P‡q|
ÔwKš‘ GB ‡jvKUvI LyeB kw³kvjx| evB‡i ‡_‡K ‡`‡L eySevi
Dcvq ‡bB| I‡KI my‡hvM ‡`qv n‡e AvÍi¶vi| cÖvYc‡Y hy× Ki‡e I,
‡Lqvj ‡i‡Lv| AviI GKUv K_v| ‡eg°v ‡Kv_vI ‡g‡i nVvr Lyb K‡i
‡d‡jv bv- iwm‡q iwm‡q Dc‡fvM Ki‡Z PvB Avwg Ii g„Zz¨Uv|Õ
ivbv eySj, GB ‰`‡Z¨i m‡½ hy× Ki‡Z n‡e Ii| gv`ªv‡Ri ‡miv
Kzw¯—Mxi| ‡Rv‡i Ii m‡½ cvivi ‡Kvb cÖkoeB DV‡Z cv‡i bv| ivbvi
GKgvÎ A¯¿ RyRyrmy Ges Kviv‡Zi gvSvwi ‡Mv‡Qi `¶Zv| Zv‡Z wK
KvR n‡e?
nvdc¨vÈ Ly‡j j¨vs‡MvVUv Av‡iKUz Gu‡U wbj N‡UvrKP| fx‡gi
M`vi gZ `yB Ei“‡Z Pvco w`j `y‡Uv| cÖ¯‘Z n‡q wbj ivbvI| eySj,
cÖg K‡qK ‡m‡K‡Êi g‡a¨B Rq civRq wba©vwiZ n‡q hv‡e|
‡Mvj n‡q Nyi‡Z Avi¤¢ Kij Iiv `yÕRb nvZ `y‡Uv mvg‡b evwo‡q
NvoUv GKUz Kzu‡Rv K‡i| ivbvi MwZwewa ‡`‡LB ‡Ui ‡cj N‡UvrKP, G
‡jvK‡K wPr Kiv mnR n‡e bv, we`y¨‡Zi gZ `ª“Z Gi PvjPjb|
nVvr _g&‡K `uvwo‡q KvivZ hy‡×i fw½‡Z wPrKvi K‡i DVj ivbv,
ÔwK...Bqv!Õ ‡`‡ni mg¯— ‡ckx Uvb n‡q ‡M‡Q Ii| cigyn~‡Z©B
AvOyj¸‡jv ‡mvRv ‡i‡L jvwd‡q G‡m cÖPÊ GKUv `vI Pvjv‡bv Kviv‡Zi
‡Kvc gvij ‡m N‡UvrK‡Pi Nv‡oi Ici| ‡mBm‡½ evg nuvUzUv fqvbK
GK ¸u‡Zv gvij Ii Zj‡c‡U|
nVvr wPrKvi ï‡b Ava ‡m‡K‡Êi R‡b¨ nKPwK‡q wM‡qwQj
N‡UvrKP, AvNvZ ‡divevi Dcvq wQj bv Ii| RevB‡qi Lvmxi gZ
MMb‡f`x GK AvZ©bv` K‡i aovk K‡i coj ‡m wPr n‡q- covi Av‡MB
bv‡Ki nvoUvi wVK wb‡P Kviv‡Zi GKUv Avcvi KvU ‡S‡o w`‡q‡Q
ivbv|
MjMj K‡i i³ ‡e‡iv‡”Q N‡UvrK‡Pi bvK w`‡q| K‡qK NÈvi
R‡b¨ I‡K m¤ú~Y© A‡K‡Rv K‡i w`‡Z n‡j wbqg gvwdK ¯úvBbvj KW©
Avi ‡μvwbqv‡gi Rsk‡b Av‡iKUv AvNvZ Ki‡Z nq| wUwKi ‡MvQv a‡i
Uvb w`j ivbv, wUwK wQu‡o Gj, wKš‘ bov‡bv ‡Mj bv I‡K GKPzjI|
wbwð‡š— Ávb nvwi‡q‡Q c¨v‡njIqvb|
Ô`uvovI!Õ Zx¶è K‡É wPrKvi K‡i DVj jwjZv| Vzb K‡i GKUv kã
n‡ZB ‡P‡q ‡`Lj ivbv GKUv Zij c`v_© fwZ© Kuv‡Pi Rv‡ii mxj Kiv
gyLUv ‡f‡O ‡d‡j‡Q jwjZv wc¯—‡ji bj w`‡q ‡UvKv ‡g‡i| wc¯—jUv
wú‡O ‡Svjv‡bv evg nv‡Z P‡j ‡M‡Q Ii, A¨vwm‡Wi RviUv Wvbnv‡Z|
ivbv! mveavb!! 91
GwM‡q G‡m‡Q ‡m K‡qK cv| ÔAvgviB fzj n‡qwQj I‡K ‡Zvgvi ‡hvM¨
cÖwZØ›Øx g‡b Kiv| G‡mv, Gevi Avgvi m‡½ G‡mv|Õ
wVK wZb nvZ `~‡i `uvwo‡q Kuv‡Pi RviUv Zzjj jwjZv, ivbvi gyL
j¶¨ K‡i|
GMv‡iv
†ejwRqv‡gi ‡dweªK b¨vkbv‡ji ‰Zwi Kiv _ªx-Uz K¨vwjevi, ‡÷ªU ‡e−v
e¨vK A¨vKkb, n¨vgvi‡jm& eªvDwbs wc¯—jUv M‡R© DVj `yÕevi| Vzm K‡i
dvUj Kuv‡Pi RviUv- me A¨vwmW c‡o ‡Mj gvwU‡Z, wQU‡K cuvP nvZ
`~‡i coj jwjZvi nv‡Z aiv wc¯—jUv| wØZxq ¸wjUv Ii evg evûi ‡ek
LvwbKUv gvsm Q‡o w`‡q ‡ewi‡q ‡M‡Q| e¨_vq KzuP‡K ‡M‡Q jwjZvi
exfrm gyL|
Pg&‡K PvBj mevB cvnv‡oi w`‡K| GKUv Mv‡Qi Mv‡q ‡njvb w`‡q
`uvwo‡q Av‡Q ‡avc`yi¯— Rvgv-Kvco civ mv‡o QqdzU j¤^v GKRb
‡jvK| PIov Kuva, cÖKvÊ gv_v, gv_v fwZ© e¨vKeªvk Kiv ‡KuvKov Pzj|
wc¯—jUv ‡kvj&Wvi ‡nvj÷v‡i XzwK‡q ivL‡Q ‡jvKUv GLb| cÖg `k©‡bB
wPb‡Z cvij ivbv- Kexi ‡PŠayix! cv‡kB `uvwo‡q Av‡Q BwÊqvb wm‡μU
mvwf©‡mi eZ©gvb A¨vwm÷¨vÈ-Pxd ‡Rbv‡ij ‡Mvwe›` ivRjy| mvgwiK
BDwbdig Zvi ci‡b|
ax‡i ax‡i ‡b‡g Gj Kexi ‡PŠayix Ges ‡Mvwe›` ivRjy| LUvLU
ey‡Ui kã Zz‡j m¨vjyU Kij wmcvB¸‡jv|
ÔAvcwb...Avcwb GLv‡b G‡jb wK K‡i!Õ fxZ K‡É ejj jwjZv|
K‡qK ‡m‡KÊ jwjZvi fq¼i gy‡Li w`‡K ‡P‡q iBj Kexi
‡PŠayix| ‡Kvb DËi bv w`‡q wdij ivbvi w`‡K|
Ôgvmy` ivbv! eûw`b ci ‡`Lv| wPb‡Z cv‡iv? g‡b Av‡Q ivOvgvwUi
cvnv‡oi wb‡P ‡mB we‡ùvi‡Yi K_v? Avgvi mviv Rxe‡bi mvabv, AK¬vš—
cwikªg‡K cÊkª‡g cwiYZ K‡iwQ‡j Zzwg| eyK Kuvc‡Q bv Avgv‡K
‡`‡L?Õ
Ôbv| Avwg Ab¨vq cÖwZ‡iva K‡iwQjvg| ZLb eyK Kuv‡cwb, GLb
Kuvc‡e ‡Kb? g„Zz¨i ‡ewk ‡Zv Avi wKQz n‡Z...Õ
¯úv‡i| Zvi ‡P‡qI fq¼i A‡bK wKQz Av‡Q GB c„w_ex‡Z| G


92 gvmy` ivbvÐ10
e¨vcv‡i c‡i Avjvc Kiv hv‡e, AvcvZZ K‡qKUv KvR ‡m‡i wbB|
bvI, ïi“ K‡iv, ivRjy|Õ
ÔG‡K Lyb Kievi AwaKvi ‡K w`‡q‡Q ‡Zvgv‡K, K‡b©j eUe¨vj?Õ
ÔG‡K e›`x K‡i wK¬wb‡K wb‡q hvw”Qjvg, m¨vi, I cvjvevi ‡Póv
K‡iwQj ZvB...Õ
ÔAvwg wb‡Ri ‡Pv‡L me ‡`‡LwQ, K‡b©j|Õ
ÔAvwg wjwLZfv‡e G·‡c−‡bkb ‡`e, m¨vi| Avwg...Avm‡j...Õ
Ô_vK| GLb wKQz ïb‡Z PvB bv Avwg| mv‡`K Lvb Avi W±i
‰dqvR ‡Kv_vq?Õ
ÔUªv‡K| wK¬wb‡K ‡diZ wb‡Z hvw”Qjvg Avwg I‡`i|Õ
ÔGB wUjvi Icv‡k Avgvi ‡nwjKÞv‡i Zzjevi Av‡`k `vI
I‡`i‡K| ‡Zvgv‡KI A¨v‡i÷ K‡i wb‡q ‡hZvg, wKš‘ RvqMv n‡e bv|
Kw¤úDUvi aŸsm ‡_‡K ïi“ K‡i ev‡ivUv PvR© Av‡Q ‡Zvgvi wei“‡×-
B‡jv‡i wd‡i Dchy³ ‰Kwdqr ‰Zwi Kievi ‡Póv K‡iv wM‡q VvÊv
gv_vq| gvmy` ivbv‡K wb‡q hvw”Q Avgiv wK¬wb‡K|Õ
ÔwKš‘ m¨vi...hw` Avgv‡K...Õ wKQz ej‡Z hvw”Qj jwjZv ‡mw`‡K
KY©cvZ bv K‡i Ny‡i `uvovj ‡Mvwe›` ivRjy|
ÔIB Icvk w`‡q GKUv fvj iv¯—v Av‡Q| P‡jv, ‡PŠayix, GKUz Ny‡iB
hvB| Avmyb ‡gRi gvmy` ivbv, wK¬wb‡K wd‡i ‡h‡Z n‡e Avcbv‡K AvR
iv‡Zi R‡b¨| Kvj mKv‡j wb‡q hvIqv n‡e Avcbv‡K bqvw`j−x| A‡bK
K_v Rvbevi Av‡Q Avgv‡`i, wK e‡jv, ‡PŠayix?Õ
wbweó wP‡Ë wmMv‡iU Uvb‡Q Kexi ‡PŠayix, gyPwK nvmj GKUz|
‡QvU jÂUv `uvwo‡q Av‡Q Nv‡U| ‡nwjKÞvi mevB‡K bvwg‡q w`‡q
‡Mvwe›` ivRjy‡K wb‡q P‡j ‡Mj nvq`ªvev`| we‡Kj mv‡o cuvPUv|
mvivw`b m~‡h©i gyL ‡`Lv hvqwb GKwUeviI| Kv‡jv ‡g‡N ‡Q‡q Av‡Q
AvKvk| `~‡i AveQv gZ ‡`Lv hv‡”Q I¼vi Øxc| evZv‡mi ‡eM ‡e‡o‡Q,
eo eo ‡XD DV‡Q `yÕ‡kv Pwj−k eM©gvBj ‡Rvov cÖKvÊ ‡Kvjv‡qi ‡j‡Ki
Mfxi nƒ`q gš’b K‡i| ‡XD‡qi gv_vq mv`v ‡dbv| ivbv fvej So
Avm‡e bv ‡Zv Avevi?
evg cv-Uv mvgvb¨ ‡U‡b ‡U‡b j‡Â DVj Kexi ‡PŠayix ivbvi wcQb
wcQb|
ÔAvgv‡`i wK¬wb‡K wdwi‡q ‡bqv n‡”Q ‡Kb?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|
ÔjwjZvi cÖwZwnsmv ‡_‡K i¶v Kievi R‡b¨| kn‡i ivLv ‡gv‡UB
wbivc` nZ bv| Kvj mKv‡j w`j−x ‡_‡K ‡RU G‡m bvg‡e B‡jvi Gqvi
w÷ª‡c| Zv‡Z K‡iB ‡Zvgv‡`i wb‡q hvIqv n‡e w`j−x|Õ
ivbv! mveavb!! 93
Ôïay Avgv‡K, bv W±i ‰dqvR‡`iI?Õ
ÔmevB‡K|Õ
Ô‡Kb? Kw¤úDUv‡ii kL wg‡U ‡M‡Q ‡Zvgv‡`i?Õ
Ôbv| wimvP© Pj‡e Gevi w`j−x‡Z| GB ØxcUv Lvwj Kiv n‡”Q hZ
ZvovZvwo m¤¢e| ‡Zvgvi ‡evgvUv dvU‡ZB ‡evSv ‡M‡Q GZeo cÖ‡R‡±i
c‡¶ fq¼i wQj I¼vi Øxc|
Ôfq¼i wQj gv‡b?Õ
ÔK‡qK w`‡bi g‡a¨ Wz‡e hv‡e ØxcUv cvwbi Zjvq| Kw¤úDUvi iƒg
‡_‡K cÖPÊ ‡e‡M cvwb DV‡Q Ic‡i| K‡qKUv dvUj m„wó n‡q‡Q cy‡iv
ØxcUvi eyK wP‡i| `ª“Z BfvKz‡qU Kiv n‡”Q Øxc|Õ
wVK mv‡o QqUvq ‡cuŠQj j I¼vi Øx‡c| cy‡iv PweŸk NÈvI
nqwb, gyw³i wbtk¦vm ‡d‡jwQj ivbv GLvb ‡_‡K ‡ewi‡q| Kcvj Lvivc,
Avevi Avm‡Z n‡jv wd‡i| j¶ Kij ivbv Øx‡ci Ici MvW© Ges
‡jvKR‡bi ¯^íZv| j¤^v mvi euvav e¨vivK¸‡jv AÜKvi| j¨ve‡iUwi
GjvKvi `y‡Uv ‡MUB ‡Lvjv| GKUv MvW© ‡Kej `uvwo‡q Av‡Q wØZxq
‡M‡U|
mܨvi AveQv AÜKv‡i A¨vWwgwb‡÷ªkb e−‡Ki aŸsmve‡kl ‡fŠwZK
‡`Lv‡”Q| Avkcv‡ki K‡qKUv `vjv‡biI `iRv Rvbvjv ‡cvov|
Rvbvjvi KuvP¸‡jv ‡f‡O ‡M‡Q cÖPÊ we‡ùvi‡Yi SuvKzwb‡Z|
GwM‡q Gj K¨v‡Þb Lvboev|
Ô¯^vMZg, gvmy` ivbv, W±i ‰dqvR| ‡hLvbKvi Rj ‡mLv‡bB G‡jb
wd‡i- gv‡Si GB ‡`Šov‡`Šwoi mwZ¨B ‡Kvb cÖ‡qvRb wQj wK? Avmyb,
Avcbv‡`i N‡i ‡cuŠ‡Q w`B|Õ
K¨v‡Þb Lvboevi nv‡Z I‡`i ‡Q‡o w`‡q Kexi ‡PŠayix P‡j ‡Mj Ii
wbw`©ó N‡i| GKUv Lvwj Iqv‡W© wb‡q Gj Lvboev ivbv‡`i| myBP wUc‡ZB
g−vb njy` Av‡jv R¡‡j DVj N‡ii g‡a¨|
ÔAvgv‡`i GwÄwbqviiv mevB P‡j ‡M‡Q Øxc ‡Q‡o- Bgv‡R©Ýx
‡Rbv‡iUviUv ‡Kej Pvjy Av‡Q| AvkvKwi GZ Kg Av‡jvq Amyweav n‡e
bv Avcbv‡`i| Avwg Lvevi cvwV‡q w`w”Q| B‡”Q Ki‡j m&vb ‡m‡i wb‡Z
cv‡ib Avcbviv| Avi `qv K‡i wØZxqevi cvjvevi ‡Póv Ki‡eb bv|
`kRb MvW© cvnviv w`‡”Q GB IqvW©Uv| hw` I‡`i ‡Pv‡L ay‡jv ‡`qv
m¤¢e nqI, Øxc ‡Q‡o AvR Avi ‡Kv_vI hvevi Dcvq ‡bB| jÂUv wd‡i
‡M‡Q c‡b‡ivRb ‡c‡kÈ Avi `kRb ÷vd wb‡q- AvR iv‡Z Avi Avm‡e
bv|Õ
Ô‡c‡kȇ`iI mwi‡q ‡djv n‡q‡Q?Õ wR‡Ám Kij kvqjv|


94 gvmy` ivbvÐ10
Ô‡ewki fvMB| ïay QqRb e×-cvMj Ly‡bi Avmvgx i‡q‡Q, Kvj
mKv‡j cvi Kiv n‡e I‡`i Kov cvnviv w`‡q| Øx‡c GLb cuvPRb ‡gBj
bvm©, `kRb mk¯¿ MvW© Avi Avgiv Qvov ‡KD ‡bB| KvjB Lvwj n‡q
hv‡e me| hvK, Avcbviv wekªvg Ki“b, AvaNÈvi g‡a¨B Lvevi cvwV‡q
w`w”Q|Õ
mv‡`K Lvb‡K ïB‡q ‡`qv n‡q‡Q GKUv ‡e‡Wi Ici| `ª“Z k¦vmcÖk
¦vm Pj‡Q Ii| W±i ‰dqvR cix¶v K‡i ‡`L‡Qb I‡K Avi
‰bivk¨e¨ÄK fw½‡Z gv_v bvo‡Qb Gw`K-Iw`K| K¨v‡Þb Lvboev ‡ewi‡q
‡h‡ZB ivbvi cv‡k P‡j Gj kvqjv|
ÔA‡bK wPš—v K‡i ‡`Ljvg, ivbv| GLvb ‡_‡K cvjv‡bv Am¤¢e|
‡KvbI Dcvq ‡bB|Õ kvqjvi K‡É nZvkv|
ÔGLbI Zzwg cvjvevi K_v fveQ?Õ ejj ivbv g„`y-‡n‡m| ÔAviI
K‡qKUv w`b ˆah© a‡i A‡c¶v Ki‡Z n‡e ‡Zvgv‡`i| w`j−x‡Z M‡elYv
Pj‡Z _vKzK, ‡`L‡e wVK mgq gZ ‡cuŠ‡Q hv‡e Avgv‡`i ‡jvK|Õ
ÔwKš‘ ‡mB ‡jv‡Ki R‡b¨ Kvboev Avm‡e bv ‡h!Õ UcUc K‡i K‡qK
‡duvUv cvwb coj Ii Mvj ‡e‡q|
kvqjvi GKUv nvZ Zz‡j wbj ivbv wb‡Ri nv‡Z| g„`y Pvc w`j|
Zvici Pvcv ¯^‡i ejj, ÔhZ¶Y k¦vm, ZZ¶Y Avk| ‡Pv‡Li cvwb Av‡M
‡_‡KB me LiP K‡i ‡d‡jv bv, kvqjv| nvj Avwg Qvwowb| c−¨vbI wVK
‡ei K‡i ‡dje GKUv| Av”Qv, w_wm‡mi ‡k‡li AskUzKz ‡Kv_vq
‡i‡L‡Qb ‡Zvgvi AveŸv?Õ
ÔûBj ‡Pqv‡ii Wvbw`‡Ki nvZ ivLevi RvqMvUv duvcv...Õ
nVvr wPrKvi K‡i DV‡jb W±i ˆdqvR|
Ôivbv! Rjw` G‡mv Gw`‡K| kvqjv, wmwiÄ wb‡q G‡mv ZvovZvwo|Õ
‡PvL D‡ë ‡Muv-‡Muv Ki‡Q mv‡`K Lvb, D‡V emevi ‡Póv Ki‡Q|
I‡K a‡i ivL‡Z cvi‡Qb bv W±i ˆdqvR|
ÔwK n‡q‡Q Ii?Õ `yB Kuva a‡i weQvbvi mv‡_ ‡P‡c ‡i‡L wR‡Ám
Kij ivbv|
Ô‡jvKUv ‡evanq gvivB hv‡”Q, ivbv| Ggwb‡Z AZ¨š— `ye©j n‡q
wM‡qwQj, Zvi Ici Qq-QqUv B‡ÄKkb c‡o‡Q AvR|Õ
Qz‡U wM‡q Ilya Avi wmwiÄ wb‡q Gj kvqjv| B‡ÄKkb co‡ZB
wSwg‡q Gj mv‡`K Lvb| N‡i cÖ‡ek Kij Kexi ‡PŠayix|
ÔG¶zwY ‡jvKUv‡K nvmcvZv‡j fwZ© Kiv `iKvi,Õ ej‡jb W±i
ˆdqvR|
Ô‡mUv ‡Kvbg‡ZB m¤¢e bq| Kvj‡Ki Av‡M wKQzB m¤¢e bq| ‡`Lyb,
ivbv! mveavb!! 95
ZZ¶Y euvwP‡q ivL‡Z cv‡ib wKbv|Õ
PU K‡i PvBj kvqjv ivbvi ‡Pv‡Li w`‡K| A_©vr, gvB‡μv‡dvb
Av‡Q GB Iqv‡W©I| W±i ˆdqv‡Ri WvK ï‡bB Qz‡U P‡j G‡m‡Q Kexi
‡PŠayix, Rv‡b, ‡jvKUv gviv hv‡”Q|
ÔAvgvi ‡Zv g‡b nq `yB NÈvI wUK‡e wKbv m‡›`n,Õ gv_v
‡`vjv‡jb W±i ‰dqvR|
ÔZv‡Z wK we‡kl ¶wZe„w× Av‡Q, W±i ‰dqvR? Ii mvnvh¨ QvovI
‡Zv Avcwb ˆZwi Ki‡Z cv‡ib Kw¤úDUviUv, ZvB bv?Õ
¯úvie| wKš‘ Amywe‡a n‡e|Õ
¯ú−¨v‡bi ‡k‡li AskUzKz ‡Kv_vq?Õ
Ô‡Kb?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv| ÔIUzKz ‡c‡q ‡M‡jB wbwð‡š— G‡`i Lyb
Kiv hvq, ZvB bv? Lei`vi, W±i ‰dqvR! IBUvB Avcbvi nv‡Zi
‡U°v| IUv Avcbvi nvZ ‡_‡K Lwm‡q wb‡Z cvi‡jB I‡`i Kv‡Q GK
KvbvKvwo g~j¨I _vK‡e bv Avi Avcbvi|Õ
ivbvi w`‡K ‡P‡q g„`y nvmj Kexi ‡PŠayix| nVvr gU K‡i ‡f‡O
‡djj ûBj ‡Pqv‡ii GKUv nvZj| eªvDwbs wc¯—jUv aiv Av‡Q ivbvi
ey‡Ki w`‡K| ‡ewi‡q ‡Mj ‡m Ni ‡_‡K GK cv GK cv K‡i wcwQ‡q
wM‡q|
mswer wd‡i ‡c‡q avIqv Ki‡Z hvw”Qj ivbv, evav w`j kvqjv|
Ô‡Zvgvi ‡Kvb ‡`vl ‡bB, ivbv| ‡Kb ïay ïay cÖvY ‡`‡e IUvi
R‡b¨| AveŸvRx, GKUz Av‡M AvwgB e‡jwQjvg ivbv‡K w_wm‡mi ‡kl
AskUv ‡Kv_vq Av‡Q| GB Iqv‡W©I ‡h Iiv gvB‡μv‡dvb jvwM‡q‡Q
eyS‡Z cvwiwb Avwg|Õ ‡¶v‡f ey‡R Gj kvqjvi Kɯ^i|
kxY© GKUv nvZ evwo‡q kvqjvi nvZ ai‡jb e×| kvš— K‡É
ej‡jb, Ô`ytL Kwim ‡b, gv| K‡qKw`b GwM‡q Gj g„Zz¨Uv, GQvov ‡Zv
Avi wKQzB ¶wZ nqwb|Õ
‡Kvb fimvB Avi iBj bv| kvqjvi g‡b n‡jv gnvcÖj‡qi Av‡Mi
iv‡Z GKmv‡_ R‡ov n‡q‡Q ‡hb Iiv wZbRb| g„Zz¨ I‡`i Awbevh©|
‡Kvb Avkv ‡bB- m¤ú~Y© wbi“cvq Iiv| ‡Kvb Abybq, ‡Kvb cÖv_©bvB Avi
gÄyi n‡e bv I‡`i| gi‡ZB n‡e| duvmxi Avmvgxi duvmxi wVK Av‡Mi
iv‡Z ‡Kgb Abyf‚wZ nq eyS‡Z cvij kvqjv| WzK‡i ‡Ku‡` DV‡Z B‡”Q
Kij Ii|
A‡Sv‡i e„wó n‡”Q evB‡i| ivZ GMv‡ivUv| weQvbvi Ici Gcvk
Icvk wdi‡Q ivbv ‡Kej, wKQz‡ZB ‡Kvb eyw× ‡Lj‡Q bv gv_vq| D™¢U
me c−¨vb Avm‡Q, ‡h¸‡jv ev¯—evwqZ Kiv KviI c‡¶B m¤¢e bq|


96 gvmy` ivbvÐ10
Ggwb mgq wPrKvi K‡i DVj mv‡`K Lvb| ZovK K‡i LvU ‡_‡K
‡b‡g GwM‡q ‡Mj ivbv| Qz‡U Gj kvqjvI| W±i ‰dqvRI Avm‡Qb|
QUdU Ki‡Q mv‡`K Lvb| ‡dbv ‡e‡iv‡”Q gyL w`‡q| jvj ‡PvL
`y‡Uv wVK‡i ‡ewi‡q Avm‡Z PvB‡Q evB‡i|
ÔGKRb MvW©‡K Wv‡Kv, ivbv| G¶zwY! j¨ve‡iUwi ‡_‡K GKUv Ilya
Avb‡Z n‡e|Õ
Qz‡U wM‡q `iRvq ‡UvKv w`j ivbv ‡Rv‡i ‡Rv‡i| ‡Kvb mvov-kã
‡bB| `iRvi nvZj a‡i Uvb w`j ivbv| Avðh©, Ly‡j ‡Mj `iRvUv!
‡ewi‡q Gj ‡m evB‡i| GKRb MvW© `iRvi cv‡k ‡`qv‡j ‡njvb w`‡q
Nygv‡”Q|
Kuva a‡i SuvwK w`j ivbv| ÔNywg‡q Nywg‡q cvnviv w`”Q bvwK, ‡n|Õ
‡KvbI mvov ‡bB| KuvaUv ‡Q‡o w`‡ZB Kvr n‡q c‡o ‡Mj MvW©Uv
gvwU‡Z| ivbv ‡`Lj i‡³ wf‡R ‡M‡Q LvwK BDwbdigUv wc‡Vi Kv‡Q|
‡K gvij G‡K!
‡mvRv n‡q D‡V `uvovj ivbv| K‡qK MR `~‡i gvwU‡Z c‡o Av‡Q
Av‡iKRb ‡mbwUª| e¨vcvi wK!
wVK Ggwb mgq gv_vi Ic‡i ‡`qv‡ji Mv‡q emv‡bv GKUv ¯úxKvi
‡_‡K ‡f‡m Gj GKUv cwiwPZ Kɯ^i|
Ôivbv! mveavb!! Øx‡ci mevB‡K Nyg cvwo‡q ‡i‡LwQ Avwg, GKwU
MvW©I ‡eu‡P ‡bB| fq¼i cvMj¸‡jv‡K ‡Q‡o w`‡qwQ| Øxcgq Ny‡i
‡eov‡”Q Iiv! GLb wK evB‡i ‡e‡iv‡bv wVK n‡”Q?Õ
ÔjwjZv!Õ AùzU K‡É D”PviY Kij ivbv|
Ôbv| Avwg jwjZv bB, jwjZvi Akixix ‡cÖZvÍv| cÖwZwnsmv PwiZv_©
Kie Avwg AvR| cÖ¯‘Z nI, AvmwQ Avwg, ivbv! AÜKv‡i Lyu‡R ‡ei K‡i
Lyb Kie Avwg ‡Zvgv‡K...Õ
`c K‡i wb‡f ‡Mj Øx‡ci mg¯— evwZ|
ev‡iv
GKjv‡d ‡`qv‡ji Mv‡q ‡mu‡U ‡Mj ivbv| nVvr GK AeY©bxq f‡q
Nv‡oi Kv‡Q gv_vi Pzj¸‡jv Lvov n‡q ‡M‡Q Ii| wng n‡q ‡M‡Q ey‡Ki
ivbv! mveavb!! 97
wfZiUv| wSK& K‡i we`y¨r Pg‡K DVj AvKv‡k|
‡KD ‡bB j¤^v KwiW‡i| mvg‡j wbj ivbv wb‡R‡K| GLb fq ‡c‡j
Pj‡e bv| cÖg `iKvi kvqjv Ges W±i ‰dqv‡Ri wbivcËv| `iRvi
Kv‡Q P‡j Gj ‡m ‡`qv‡ji Mv‡q ‡mu‡U ‡_‡K| N‡i Xz‡KB `iRv wfwo‡q
w`j| wfZi ‡_‡K `iRv jvMvevi ‡Kvb Dcvq ‡bB|
ÔwK n‡jv, ivbv! Av‡jv wb‡f ‡Mj ‡Kb?Õ wR‡Ám Kij kvqjv|
ÔjwjZv wd‡i G‡m‡Q Øx‡c| MvW©¸‡jv‡K ‡g‡i ‡d‡j‡Q ‡m, evwK
mevB‡K AÁvb K‡i ‡i‡L cvMj‡`i ‡Q‡o w`‡q‡Q| GLb Lyu‡R ‡ei K‡i
Lyb Ki‡e Avgv‡K|Õ AÜKv‡iI ‡Ui ‡cj ivbv AuvZ‡K DVj kvqjv|
Ôfq ‡c‡qv bv| GB AÜKv‡i Avgv‡`i ‡P‡q Ii wb‡Ri wec‡`i m¤¢vebv
Kg bq| ‡h-‡KvbI cvMj I‡KI AvμgY K‡i em‡Z cv‡i| Avgv‡K
‡e‡iv‡Z n‡e|Õ
ÔwKš‘ Ii Kv‡Q wc¯—j Av‡Q, Zzwg ‡Zv wbi¯¿, ivbv,Õ ej‡jb W±i
‰dqvR|
ÔGB AÜKv‡i wc¯—j _vKv bv _vKv mgvb K_v,Õ ejj ivbv| Ggb
mgq nVvr wPrKvi K‡i DVj mv‡`K Lvb| Ii K_v fz‡jB wM‡qwQj
ivbv| wR‡Ám Kij, ÔIi Ilya wVK ‡KvbLv‡b cvIqv hv‡e ejyb, ‡Póv
K‡i ‡`wL|Õ
ÔIly‡a ‡KvbI KvR n‡e bv, ivbv| ‡eªb ‡n‡gv‡iR| gviv hv‡”Q
‡jvKUv| G¶zwY Acv‡ikb Ki‡Z cvi‡j nq‡Zv euvPv‡bv ‡hZ- wKš‘...Õ
K_vUv Avi ‡kl Ki‡jb bv wZwb| ey‡S wbj ivbv, AÜKv‡i wKQzB m¤¢e
bq GLb| Kv‡RB gi‡Z w`‡Z n‡e I‡K| GLb `iRvUv wfZi ‡_‡K
eÜ Kievi e¨e¯’v K‡iB ‡e‡iv‡Z n‡e I‡K|
`y‡Uv ‡eW ‡U‡b `iRvi Kv‡Q wb‡q Gj ivbv|
ÔwK KiQ?Õ wR‡Ám Kij kvqjv fxZ K‡É|
gU K‡i GKUv Kv‡Vi ‡Pqv‡ii cvqv fvOj ivbv| ÔGBUv a‡iv|
Avwg ‡ewi‡q ‡M‡j LvU `y‡Uv ‡V‡j Pvwc‡q ‡`‡e `iRvi Mv‡q| hw` ‡KD
‡fZ‡i XzKevi ‡Póv K‡i, GUv e¨envi Ki‡Z wØav Ki‡e bv|Õ Av‡iKUv
cvqv ‡f‡O nv‡Z wb‡q mvg‡b cv evovj ivbv|
ÔwKš‘ Zzwg ‡Kv_vq hv”Q, ivbv?Õ
ÔjwjZv‡K Lyu‡R ‡ei Ki‡Z n‡e| bB‡j...Õ wLj wLj K‡i ‡n‡m
DVj ‡KD `iRvi evB‡i| `yo`yo K‡i ‡`Šo w`j ‡K ‡hb `iRvi mvg‡b
w`‡q| Lvg‡P aij kvqjv ivbvi Rvgv| ÔbB‡j mKv‡j ‡KvbI mvnvh¨
‡cuŠQv‡bvi Av‡MB ‡g‡i ‡dj‡e I Avgv‡`i AwZ mn‡R|Õ
‡ewi‡q ‡Mj ivbv wbtk‡ã| VvÊv GKUv `gKv nvIqv jvMj Ii
‡Pv‡L-gy‡L| Kovr K‡i evR coj Kv‡QB ‡Kv_vI| ‡b‡g Gj ivbv


98 gvmy` ivbvÐ10
wb‡P| KwiW‡ii ‡kl gv_vq ‡cuŠ‡QB eySj fzj n‡q ‡M‡Q| `iRv eÜ|
wSK K‡i we`y¨r Pg‡K DVj| j¤^v KwiWiUv duvKv| Qz‡U P‡j Gj ivbv
Gcv‡k|
wØZxq ‡M‡Ui KvQvKvwQ G‡mB we`y¨‡Zi Av‡jvq ‡fRv cv‡qi Qvc
‡Pv‡L coj ivbvi| evg av‡ii c¨v‡mR a‡i P‡j ‡M‡Q c`wPý|
‡Pqv‡ii fvOv cv-Uv k³ K‡i a‡i G‡Mvj ivbv weov‡ji gZ wbtkã
MwZ‡Z|
m~Px‡f`¨ AÜKv‡i wKQzB ‡`Lv hv‡”Q bv mvg‡b| c¨v‡m‡Ri ‡kl
gv_vq av°v ‡Lj ivbv GKUv myBs-‡Wv‡ii mv‡_| ivboev Ni| nVvr Zx¶è
K‡É ÔB...B...n&Õ e‡j wPrKvi K‡i DVj ‡KD N‡ii g‡a¨| Av›`v‡Ri
Ici cvqv Pvjvj ivbv| Lye m¤¢e Nv‡oi Ici jvMj evwoUv| `ovg K‡i
gvwU‡Z coj fvwi ‡Kvb e¯‘| we`y¨‡Zi Av‡jvi R‡b¨ K‡qK ‡m‡KÊ
A‡c¶v Kij ivbv K‡qK cv WvB‡b m‡i| Pg‡K DVj we`y¨r| ‡mB
Av‡jvq ‡`Lj ivbv fxZ `„wó‡Z ‡P‡q Av‡Q Ii w`‡K GK e×| mviv
gy‡L Ava Bw j¤^v ‡LuvPv ‡LuvPv cvKv `vwo| ivboev N‡i Xz‡K wUb Ly‡j
gq`v Lvw”Qj| ivbv‡K ‡`L‡Z ‡c‡q aogo K‡i D‡VB ‡`Šo w`j ‡m Ni
‡_‡K ‡ewi‡q c¨v‡mR w`‡q|
ÔUvkk&!Õ
myBs-‡Wvi ‡V‡j ‡e‡iv‡Z wM‡qI _g‡K `uvwo‡q coj ivbv| MMb
we`vix wPrKvi K‡i gyL _ye‡o c‡o ‡M‡Q cvMjUv|
Rvbvjv Uc‡K ‡ewi‡q ‡Mj ivbv ivboevNi ‡_‡K| e„wói QuvU weua‡Q
G‡m ‡Pv‡L| ‡cQb w`‡q Ny‡i ‡h‡Z n‡e| ‡`Š‡o P‡j Gj ‡m mvg‡bi
Mvwo eviv›`vq| Avevi Pg‡K DVj we`y¨r| wKQzB ‡`L‡Z ‡cj bv ivbv,
wKš‘ cv‡Q I‡K ‡KD ‡`L‡Z ‡c‡q _v‡K ZvB ‡f‡e jvwd‡q m‡i ‡Mj
K‡qK nvZ|
ÔUvkk&!Õ
wQ‡U G‡m PzbmyiwK jvMj ivbvi ‡Pv‡L-gy‡L| g„`y nvwm dz‡U DVj
Ii ‡Vuv‡U| ‡`L‡Z ‡c‡q‡Q ivbv ‡Kv_vq Av‡Q jwjZv| ‡`Š‡o GwM‡q
wM‡q `iRvi Avov‡j `uvovj ivbv| wKš‘ ‡Kv_vq jwjZv? K‡qK ‡m‡KÊ
ci we`y¨r Pg‡K DV‡ZB ‡fRv cv‡qi Qvc Qvov wKQzB ‡`L‡Z ‡cj bv
‡m| mvR©vwi Iqv‡W©i w`‡K P‡j ‡M‡Q cv‡qi wPý| QzUj ivbv ‡mw`‡K|
Kovr K‡i evR coj Avevi| GKUv _v‡gi Avov‡j `uvwo‡q coj
ivbv| A‡a©KUv AvKvk wP‡i Sj‡m DVj we`y¨r| ‡mB Av‡jvq cwi®‹vi
‡`L‡Z ‡cj ‡m jwjZvi exfrm gyLUv| e¨v‡ÊR Kiv evg nvZUv Szj‡Q
Mjvq euvav wús ‡_‡K| mvR©vwii KuvP fvOv Rvbvjv w`‡q evB‡ii w`‡K
ivbv! mveavb!! 99
‡P‡q LyuR‡Q ‡m ivbv‡K|
Av‡¯— K‡i `iRv ‡V‡j wfZ‡i XzKj ivbv| cv‡ki N‡iB jwjZv|
N‡ii gvSvgvwS Avm‡ZB Zx¶è bvixK‡Éi weRq Dj−vmaŸwb ïb‡Z ‡cj
ivbv| AveQv gZ wK ‡hb Qz‡U Avm‡Q Ii w`‡K| gv_v wbPz Ki‡ZB
SbSb K‡i GKivk Qzwi KuvwP jvMj wM‡q wcQ‡bi ‡`qv‡j|
GKjv‡d Avjgvwii Avov‡j m‡i ‡Mj ivbv, ‡mu‡U ‡Mj ‡`qv‡ji
m‡½| Icv‡ki Rvbvjvi Kv‡Q m‡i G‡m‡Q jwjZv| we`y¨‡Zi Av‡jvq
cwi®‹vi ‡`L‡Z ‡cj ivbv I‡K| jwjZvI ‡`Lj ivbv‡K|
GKUv ¸wj G‡m weuaj Avjgvwi‡Z ivbvi gv_vi K‡qK Bw Ic‡i|
jvd w`‡q m‡i ‡Mj ivbv| GKUv ‡eW c¨vb ‡VKj cv‡q, wbPz n‡q Zz‡jB
Qzu‡o gvij ‡mUv Rvbvjvi w`‡K|
ZZ¶‡Y m‡i ‡M‡Q jwjZv Rvbvjv ‡_‡K| Gevi ivbv ‡h `iRv
w`‡q Xz‡K‡Q ‡mB `iRv w`‡q GKUv nvZ GwM‡q Gj K‡qK BwÂ,
‡`qv‡ji mv‡_ ‡mu‡U ‡_‡KB m‡i ‡Mj ivbv Aí wKQz`~i|
ÔUvkk&!Õ
mv‡_ mv‡_B Qzuoj ivbv ‡Pqv‡ii cvqv| LUvs K‡i jvMj wM‡q
cvqvUv wc¯—‡ji Mv‡q| Qz‡U P‡j ‡Mj ‡mUv jwjZvi nvZ ‡_‡K L‡m kvb
euvav‡bv ‡g‡Si Ici w`‡q Mwo‡q|
jvwd‡q P‡j Gj ivbv `iRvi Kv‡Q| ivbv ‡f‡ewQj wc¯—jUv D×vi
Kievi ‡Póv Ki‡e jwjZv, wKš‘ Zv bv K‡i GK jv‡d ‡b‡g ‡Mj
mvR©vwii eviv›`v ‡_‡K, cÖvYc‡Y QzU‡Q ‡m gv‡Vi g‡a¨ w`‡q| ‡`Šo w`j
ivbv wcQb wcQb|
A¨vWwgwb‡÷ªkb e−‡Ki w`‡K P‡j‡Q jwjZv| nvIqv Avi e„wói ‡e‡M
wKQz ‡`L‡Z ‡Zv cv‡”QB bv, k¦vm wb‡ZI Kó n‡”Q ivbvi| nVvr GKUv
cv_‡i cv ‡e‡a c‡o ‡Mj| KcvjUv Vz‡K ‡Mj Av‡iKUv cv_‡i| gv_vUv
Gw`K-Iw`K SuvwK‡q D‡V emj ivbv| wVK ‡mB mgqB ‡Pv‡L coj
aŸsm¯—~‡ci g‡a¨ ‡_‡K GKUv `k Bw BuU Zz‡j‡Q jwjZv Ii gv_v j¶¨
K‡i| i³ eid Kiv GKUv AgvbywlK wPrKvi w`‡q Qyuoj ‡m BuUUv| PU
K‡i m‡iB WvBf w`j ivbv jwjZvi w`‡K| gv_vUv wM‡q jvMj jwjZvi
‡c‡U| ûogyo K‡i coj `yÕRb gvwU‡Z| Mwo‡q P‡j Gj e„wói cvwb
Rgv GKUv A‡c¶vK…Z wbPz MZ©gZ RvqMvq| Av h© n‡q ‡Mj ivbv
jwjZvi kw³ ‡`‡L| wKQy‡ZB a‡i ivL‡Z cvi‡Q bv ‡m Zv‡K| wf‡R,
Kv`v ‡g‡L wcw”Qj n‡q ‡M‡Q jwjZvi ‡`n wmwO gv‡Qi gZ| wb‡P
c‡owQj jwjZv| `uvZ ewm‡q w`j ‡m ivbvi ey‡K| a‡i ivL‡Z cvij bv
ivbv, wcQ‡j m‡i wM‡q AvQ‡o-cvQ‡o D‡V ‡Mj ‡m MZ© ‡_‡K| ivbvI


100 gvmy` ivbvÐ10
QyUj wcQb wcQb, wKš‘ cv wcQ‡j c‡o ‡Mj Avevi|
Øx‡ci GKUv dvUj eivei GKUv ‡cvov evwoi w`‡K ‡`Š‡o P‡j
‡Mj jwjZv| ivbvI ‡Mj wcQb wcQb, wKš‘ evwoi g‡a¨ ‡`L‡Z ‡cj bv
KvD‡K| Ab¨ ‡Kv_vI P‡j ‡M‡Q jwjZv|
Bgv‡R©Ýx ‡Rbv‡iUviUv Pvjy Kiv hvq wKbv ‡Póv K‡i ‡`L‡e fvej
ivbv| Av‡jv n‡j Lyu‡R ‡ei Kiv ‡h‡Z cv‡i I‡K| wKš‘ N‡ii ‡fZi
Xz‡KB ‡Ui ‡cj ivbv Pvjy Av‡Q ‡Rbv‡iUvi| Ab¨ ‡Kv_vI ‡_‡K mvwK©UUv
bó K‡i‡Q jwjZv| GB AÜKv‡i ‡mUv Lyu‡R ‡ei Kiv Am¤¢e|
‡Rbv‡iUvi Ni ‡_‡K ‡e‡iv‡Z wM‡qB _g‡K `uvovj ivbv| wZbRb
‡jvK `uvwo‡q Av‡Q `iRvi mvg‡b| cvMj| Kuv‡a Kuva wgwj‡q f‚‡Zi gZ
`uvwo‡q Av‡Q Iiv ivbvi c_ eÜ K‡i, Avi mvg‡b wcQ‡b `yj‡Q|
GKUz nKPwK‡q ‡Mj ivbv, wK Ki‡e wVK K‡i DV‡Z cvij bv|
AvμgYvIK ‡gRv‡R ‡bB Iiv GLb, wKš‘ ‡Rvi LvUv‡Z ‡M‡jB ‡L‡c
DV‡Z cv‡i| ax‡i ax‡i wcwQ‡q Gj ‡m, Zvici ‡fRv cyjIfviUv Mv
‡_‡K Ly‡j ‡djj| ‡P‡q ‡`Lj, wb‡R‡`i g‡a¨ wK K_v ej‡Q Iiv weo
weo K‡i| ‡Rbv‡iUvi Uviwgbv‡ji Ici ‡djj ivbv ‡fRv cyjIfvi|
Qu¨vr K‡i kã n‡jv GKUv, ¯úvK© n‡jv K‡qKUv, ‡mB m‡½ ‡auvqvi mv‡_
GKUv ‡cvov-MÜ QyUj| fqvbK wPrKvi K‡i mv‡_ mv‡_B jvwd‡q m‡i
‡Mj cvMj¸‡jv- Zvici Ny‡i `uvwo‡q cÖvYc‡Y QyUj D‡ëv w`‡K|
‡ewi‡q Gj ivbv| ‡Kv_vq ‡Mj jwjZv? fq ‡c‡q cvjvj, bv Ab¨
‡KvbI gZje AuvU‡Q ‡m? Av”Qv, wK‡m K‡i G‡m‡Q jwjZv? j‡Â?
Avevi j‡Â K‡i cvjvevi ‡Póv Ki‡Q bv ‡Zv ‡m? QyUj ivbv ‡RwUi
w`‡K|
‡M‡Ui Kv‡Q Av‡iKUv ‡mw›Uªi g„Z‡`n ‡`Lj ivbv| j¨ve‡iUwi
Gwiqv ‡_‡K ‡ewi‡q ‡`Šo w`j ‡m| wKQy‡ZB I‡K cvjv‡Z ‡`qv Pj‡e
bv|
we`y¨r Pg‡K DV‡ZB ‡`L‡Z ‡cj ivbv jÂ| ‡RwU‡Z ‡j‡Ki cv‡i
cÖKvÊ dz‡qj U¨v‡¼i GKUv cv‡qi mv‡_ euvav Av‡Q ‡mUv| PvidzU DuPz
‡XD‡qi gv_vq bvPvbvwP Ki‡Q KvM‡Ri ‡bŠ‡Kvi gZ|
nVvr Kv‡QB GKUv a¯—vaw¯—i k‡ã GKUv _v‡gi Avov‡j jywK‡q
coj ivbv| Avevi GKevi ‡MvUv AvKvk wP‡i w`‡q wÎk~‡ji gZ we`y¨r
e‡q ‡Mj Gcvk ‡_‡K Icv‡k| ‡mB Av‡jvq ‡`Lj ivbv cÖKvÊ ‡Pnvivi
GKRb `vwoIqvjv Dj½ ‡jvK ‡c‡Ui Dci ‡P‡c e‡m `yB nv‡Z wU‡c
a‡i‡Q jwjZvi Mjv| e× cvMj GKRb| nVvr AvμgY K‡i Aa©bMoe
K‡i ‡d‡j‡Q jwjZv‡K| kvwo Ÿ−vD‡Ri wKQy wKQy Ask ‡Pv‡L coj
ivbv! mveavb!! 101
ivbvi| QUdU Ki‡Q jwjZv wPr n‡q gvwU‡Z c‡o|
Qy‡U wM‡q auvB K‡i GK jvw_ gvij ivbv cvMjUvi cuvR‡ii Ici|
‡KuvK K‡i kã ‡e‡ivj Ii gyL ‡_‡K, wKš‘ boj bv| Avevi gvij ivbv|
GBevi jwjZv‡K ‡Q‡o D‡V `uvovj cvMjUv| GKnv‡Z a‡i ‡djj
ivbv‡K| cvM‡ji Mv‡q Am¤¢e kw³, Rv‡b ivbv, wKš‘ KZLvwb Rvbv wQj
bv Ii|
nuvUz w`‡q gvij ivbv Ii Zj‡c‡U| ‡Nuvr K‡i kã Kij wKš‘ nvZ
AvjMv Kij bv ‡m| GK nu¨vPKv Uv‡b gvwU‡Z ‡d‡j w`j ivbv‡K|
gvwU‡Z c‡oB cv Pvjvj ivbv| cvMjUvI coj Ii cv‡k, c‡oB wU‡c
aij ivbvi Mjv| cÖ‡g GKnv‡Z, Zvici ey‡Ki Dci D‡V e‡m `yB
nv‡Z| evB‡ii w`K ‡_‡K ‡jvKUvi `yB KbyB a‡i ‡Rv‡i Pvc w`j ivbv|
ÔAvD...kÕ e‡j ‡Q‡o w`j ‡m ivbvi Mjv| Gevi nvZ gy‡Vv K‡i gv‡Si
AvOyjUv Ava Bw mvg‡b evwo‡q ‡i‡L gvij ivbv ‡jvKUvi _yZwbi
wb‡Pi bvf© ‡mÈv‡i| cvMjiv e¨_v Kg cvq, wKš‘ GB AvNvZ mn¨ Kiv
gykwKj| fq ‡cj Gevi ‡jvKUv, D‡V `uvovj ivbv‡K ‡Q‡o| ï‡q ï‡qB
jvw_ Pvjvj ivbv Ii Ei“i wcQ‡bi bvf© ‡mÈv‡i| ivbv D‡V emevi
Av‡MB EaŸ©k¦v‡m ‡`Šo w`j ‡jvKUv So-e„wó Zz”Q K‡i|
‡Kv_vq jwjZv? AveQv gZ ‡`L‡Z ‡cj ‡jvnvi gB ‡e‡q U¨v‡¼i
Ici D‡V hv‡”Q jwjZv| cÖKvÊ GKUv wbkvPi ev`y‡oi gZ jvM‡Q I‡K
‡`L‡Z| gB ‡e‡q DV‡Z Avi¤¢ Kij ivbv| Pwj−k dzU DVevi Av‡MB
`„wói Avov‡j P‡j ‡Mj jwjZv| GKUv ‡Mvj c−¨vUdig Av‡Q cÖKvÊ
dz‡qj U¨v¼Uv‡K wN‡i| mveav‡b G‡Mvj ‡m|
GKUv euvK Nyi‡ZB ‡`L‡Z ‡cj ivbv ‡j‡Ki w`‡K gyL K‡i PzcPvc
‡iwjs a‡i `uvwo‡q Av‡Q jwjZv eUe¨vj| we`y¨r Pg‡K DVj Ii exfrm
gyL ‡`‡L| Ki“Yv n‡jv ivbvi| mwZ¨B Ac~e© my›`ix wQj ‡m GK mgq|
DÏvg nvIqvq ‡fRv Pzj¸‡jv Do‡Q jwjZvi| mveav‡b G‡Mvj ivbv,
AvNvZ bv K‡i ‡Kvbg‡Z e›`x Ki‡Z Pvq ‡m I‡K|
ivbv Kv‡Q Avm‡ZB SU K‡i wdij jwjZv ivbvi w`‡K|
Ô‡f‡eQ a‡i ‡d‡jQ Avgv‡K, bv?Õ nvmj jwjZv| Ô‡Zvgv‡K
GBLv‡b wb‡q G‡mwQ ‡Kb Rv‡bv?Õ gy‡Li Kv‡Q Wvb nvZ wb‡q wK ‡hb
Ki‡Q jwjZv|
we¯§‡q weùvwiZ n‡q ‡Mj ivbvi ‡PvL| jwjZvi nv‡Z GKUv n¨vÊ
‡Mª‡bW|
Gevi wLj wLj K‡i Db¥vw`bxi gZ ‡n‡m DVj jwjZv| nvwm Avi
_vg‡ZB Pvq bv| A‡bK K‡ó mvg‡j wb‡q ejj, Ôgi‡Z Avgv‡K nZBUnder
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wb‡Ri cÖwZwnsmv PwiZv_© Ki‡Z wM‡q ‡`‡ki A‡bK ¶wZ K‡iwQ Avwg|
wKš‘ GBfv‡e gi‡Z eo Avb›` n‡”Q Avgvi ivbv| we‡kl K‡i hLb
wb‡Ri mv‡_ ‡Zvgv‡KI ‡kl K‡i w`‡q ‡h‡Z cviwQ, ZLb G Avb‡›`i
Zzjbv ‡bB|Õ
`uvZ w`‡q Kvg‡o wcb Lwm‡q ‡djj jwjZv| ‡P‡c aij ‡Mª‡bWUv
wb‡Ri ‡c‡Ui Ici| AuvZ‡K D‡V wcwQ‡q ‡Mj ivbv GK cv| wKš‘
`yÕR‡bi `~iZ¡ GZB Kg ‡h wbN©vZ g„Zz¨ NU‡e Ii ‡evgvUv dvU‡j|
ˆ`eμ‡g m‡½ m‡½ hw` g„Zz¨ bv-I nq, `yB wgwb‡Ui g‡a¨ cy‡o QviLvi
n‡q hv‡e I‡`i ‡`n nvRvi nvRvi M¨vjb ‡Zj fwZ© U¨v‡¼ Av¸b a‡i
wM‡q|
wPš—v Kievi mgq ‡bB| Suvwc‡q coj ivbv wb‡P| KZLvwb cvwb
Av‡Q ‡K Rv‡b! cv_‡ii Ici c‡o gv_vUv ‡PŠwPi n‡q hv‡e bv ‡Zv?
dvUj n¨vÊ ‡Mª‡bW| ivbv ZLb cvwbi Zjvq| Ic‡i ‡f‡m DVevi
Av‡MB Av¸b ‡`L‡Z ‡cj ivbv| Pvicv‡k Av‡jv| gv_v Zz‡j ‡`Lj `vD
`vD K‡i R¡j‡Q dz‡qj U¨v¼| K‡qK ‡m‡K‡Êi g‡a¨B L‡m coj U¨v‡¼i
GK Ask| ‡Zj co‡Q ‡j‡K, `ª“Z GwM‡q Avm‡Q Av¸b ivbvi w`‡K|
DËvj ‡XD‡qi mv‡_ hy× K‡i cÖvYc‡Y muvZvi ‡K‡U cvjv‡”Q ivbv
IB bi‡Ki Av¸b ‡_‡K| nVvr g‡b coj jÂUvi K_v| G‡Mvevi ‡Póv
Kij ‡m jÂUvi w`‡K, wKš‘ cÖej ‡mªvZ ‡U‡b wb‡q ‡h‡Z PvB‡Q I‡K
‡j‡Ki gvSLv‡b|
MvW©‡`i e¨vivK¸‡jv‡ZI a‡i ‡M‡Q Av¸b| Pviw`‡K Av¸b Qvov
Avi wKQyB ‡`L‡Z cv‡”Q bv ivbv| μ‡g Qwo‡q co‡Q Av¸b mg¯—
Øx‡c| cvwbi Ici w`‡q GwM‡q Avm‡Q Av¸b Zv-ˆ_ Zv-ˆ_ DØvû b„Z¨
Ki‡Z Ki‡Z| nVvr ivbv ‡`L‡Z ‡cj ‡Pv‡Li mvg‡b Povr K‡i `yÕduvK
n‡q ‡Mj ØxcUv| KvZ n‡q c‡o ‡Mj dz‡qj U¨v¼Uv gvwU‡Z|
‡n‡i hv‡”Q ivbv ‡XD‡qi m‡½ hy× Ki‡Z Ki‡Z| μ‡gB P‡j hv‡”Q
‡m ‡mªv‡Zi Uv‡b| nvZ `y‡Uv fvwi n‡q Gj, ‡Pv‡L Svcmv ‡`L‡Q ‡m
GLb| A‡bK`~i m‡i G‡m‡Q ‡m Øxc ‡_‡K| DËvj Zi½, Soe„wó Avi
‡mªv‡Zi m‡½ hy× K‡i Øx‡c ‡cuŠQ‡Z cvi‡e bv ‡m wKQy‡ZB| AviI
GKevi `yÕevi ‡Póv Kij ivbv mvg‡b G‡Mvevi| Zvici Ávb nvivj
K‡qK ‡m‡K‡Êi R‡b¨| Qq mvZ nvZ cvwbi wb‡P P‡j wM‡qwQj ‡m,
cÖvYcY ‡Póvq D‡V Gj Avevi Ic‡i| evZv‡mi Afv‡e ey‡Ki QvwZ
dvUevi Dcμg n‡q‡Q| Dc‡i D‡VB nuv K‡i k¦vm ‡bevi ‡Póv Kij
ivbv| GKivk cvwb XzKj gy‡Li wfZi| dzmdz‡m P‡j ‡Mj LvwbKUv|
cÖej ‡e‡M ‡K‡k DVj ‡m| Avevi Zwj‡q ‡Mj eo GKUv ‡XD‡qi
ivbv! mveavb!! 103
Zjvq| Avevi DVj| AvagvBj m‡i G‡m‡Q ‡m R¡jš— Øxc ‡_‡K|
nVvr we`y¨‡Zi Av‡jvq ‡PvL coj Ii j‡Âi Ici| Pg‡K DVj
ivbv| `k MR `~i w`‡q ‡f‡m P‡j hv‡”Q jÂUv| iwk cy‡o hvIqvq Qz‡U
G‡m‡Q ‡mUv| iƒcK_vi d¬vBs WvPg¨v‡bi Rvnv‡Ri gZ Rbk~b¨ jÂUv
‡f‡m ‡eov‡”Q ‡hb mgy‡`ª| GKvKx, wbtm½|
bZzb cÖv‡Yi mÂvi n‡jv ivbvi g‡a¨ Avkvi Av‡jv ‡`L‡Z ‡c‡q|
Wze muvZvi w`‡q G‡Mvj ‡m jÂUvi w`‡K| wZb wgwbU ‡Póvi ci j‡Âi
`woUv ai‡Z cvij| IUv a‡i Sz‡j wekªvg wbj Ava wgwbU, Zvici D‡V
Gj Ic‡i|
c‡b‡iv wgwb‡Ui g‡a¨ Øx‡ci ‡RwU‡Z G‡m ‡cuŠQj jÂ| GKUv
LyuwUi m‡½ j‡Âi `wo k³ K‡i ‡eu‡a QyUj ‡m IqvW©¸‡jvi w`‡K|
MvW©‡`i e¨vivK f¯§ n‡q ‡M‡Q| Am¤¢e Zvc jvM‡Q ivbvi ‡Pv‡L-gy‡L|
Qwo‡q co‡Q Av¸bUv Øx‡ci Pviw`‡K| ‡KvbI w`‡K 僇¶c bv K‡i
Qy‡U Pjj ivbv| Av¸‡b GKUv myweav n‡q‡Q, ‡`Lv hv‡”Q mewKQy
cwi®‹vi| wZb dzU duvK n‡q ‡M‡Q Øx‡ci dvUjUv| ‡mUv Uc‡K Avevi
QyUj ‡m cÖvYc‡Y| cÖg ‡MUUv ‡c‡iv‡ZB PoPo K‡i Av‡iKUv dvUj
m„wó n‡jv ‡M‡Ui evB‡i| Ny‡i `uvwo‡q ‡`Lj ivbv mv‡ci gZ Gu‡K‡eu‡K
Øxc Ry‡o m„wó n‡”Q Av‡iKUv g„Zz¨ MnŸi|
‡`vZjvq D‡VB av°v w`j ivbv `iRvq|
Ô`iRv ‡Lv‡jv, kvqjv! Avwg ivbv|Õ
ivbv‡K ‡`‡L Suvwc‡q coj kvqjv Ii ey‡Ki Ici|
ÔAvwg...Avwg g‡b K‡iwQjvg Lyb K‡i‡Q ‡Zvgv‡K IB
‡g‡q‡jvKUv|Õ
ÔwK n‡q‡Q ivbv? `yj‡Q ‡Kb ØxcUv? Av¸b jvMj wK K‡i?Õ W±i
ˆdqvR G‡m GKUv nvZ ai‡jb ivbvi| wZwbI Kíbv Ki‡Z cv‡ibwb
Avevi ‡`L‡Z cv‡eb ivbv‡K|
ÔRjw` Pjyb| ‡h-‡Kvb gyn~‡Z© Zwj‡q ‡h‡Z cv‡i ØxcUv| j Av‡Q
‡RwU‡Z| me K_v c‡i ïb‡eb| mv‡`K Lv‡bi Ae¯’v wK?Õ
Ôgviv ‡M‡Q wKQy¶Y Av‡M|Õ
ÔeuvPv ‡Mj| I‡K wb‡q gykwKjB nZ| P‡jv, kvqjv, ‡`Šov‡Z n‡e
Avgv‡`i|Õ
wZbdzU duvKUv GLb Qqdz‡U `uvwo‡q‡Q| wfZ‡i Mfxi AÜKvi|
cÖ‡g Wv³vi ˆdqvR‡K wb‡q jvd w`j ivbv, Zvici kvqjvi Qyu‡o ‡`qv
ûBj ‡PqviUv a‡i bvwg‡q ‡i‡L Avevi Uc‡K G‡m kvqjv‡K wb‡q
jvwd‡q cvi n‡q ‡Mj MnŸiUv|


104 gvmy` ivbvÐ10
j‡Â D‡VB kvqjv ejj, ÔGevi ‡Kvbw`‡K?Õ
`wo Ly‡j w`‡qB GwÄb ÷vU© w`j ivbv| ejj, Ô‡jK ‡_‡K GKUv
mi“ b`x ‡ewi‡q c‡o‡Q wM‡q fviZ mvM‡i| IB c‡_ P‡j hve Avgiv|
‡gvMjZziiv ‡c‡iv‡jB bimvcyi| ILv‡b A‡c¶v Ki‡Q Avgv‡`i R‡b¨
GKUv mve‡gwib| GB S‡oi iv‡Z AvR Avi ‡nwjKÞv‡ii fq ‡bB|Õ
nvmj kvqjv| W±i ˆdqvR‡K ‡Kwe‡b ïB‡q w`‡q wd‡i G‡m GKUv
nvZ ivLj ‡m ivbvi Kuv‡a| Mvj ‡VwK‡q wMRwM‡R `vwo w`‡q N‡l w`j
ivbv nvZUv|
ÔA¨vB, kqZvb|Õ wcQb ‡_‡K ivbvi gv_vUv Rwo‡q aij kvqjv Ii
ey‡Ki g‡a¨| ax‡i ax‡i nvZ eywj‡q w`‡”Q ‡m ivbvi Pz‡j|
ØxcUvi cye cv‡k ‡cuŠQ‡ZB A®có Av‡jvq GKRb gvby‡li ‡Pnviv
‡`L‡Z ‡cj ivbv| mvP© jvBU R¡vj‡ZB Kexi ‡PŠayix‡K cwi®‹vi ‡`L‡Z
‡cj Iiv| Zx‡i `uvwo‡q ‡P‡q i‡q‡Q ‡m I‡`i w`‡K| jÂUvi gyL
Nywi‡q w`j ivbv Øx‡ci w`‡K|
wKš‘ NvU ‡_‡K cÂvk MR `~‡i _vK‡ZB cÖPÊ GKUv k‡ã Kv‡b
Zvjv ‡j‡M ‡Mj ivbvi| gnvcÖjq n‡”Q ‡hb I¼vi Øx‡c| ûogyo K‡i
a‡m hv‡”Q ØxcUv|
‡Kvjv‡qi ‡j‡Ki ey‡K cÖKvÊ K‡qKUv ‡XD Zz‡j Zwj‡q ‡Mj I¼vi
Øxc| ‡mB m‡½ Zwj‡q ‡Mj Kexi ‡PŠayix| AvaNÈv a‡i Gw`K Iw`K
mvP© jvBU ‡d‡j LyuRj ivbv Kexi ‡PŠayix‡K| cvIqv ‡Mj bv|
‡mvRv cye w`‡K QyUj Gevi j I¼vi Øx‡ci fq¼i `yt¯^coe‡K
wcQ‡b ‡d‡j|
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