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4 gvmy` ivbvÐ247

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g„Zy¨i cÖwZwbwaÐ1 5

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bv|Õ

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GK K‡i cyi“ †÷Bb‡jm ÷x‡ji †PBb w`‡q †eu‡a ivLv

n‡q‡Q| †PB‡bi Ab¨ cÖvš— n¨vÊKv‡di gZ K‡i euvav gvwj‡Ki

euv Kwâ‡Z|

g„Zy¨i cÖwZwbwaÐ1 9

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GKUv wUc‡q Pv‡qi †Uª †i‡L †M‡Q †m| nvZ evwo‡q KvcUv

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Pviw`‡Ki cwi‡e‡k|

 

 

10 gvmy` ivbvÐ247

nVvr e¨vcviUv †Lqvj n‡Z fzi“ †KuvPKv‡jb K¨v‡Þb d«¨v¼

iK‡dvW©| e¨vUv, nvivgRv`v! GK Kvc Pv K‡i Avb‡Z GZ

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co‡Z n‡jv| †PvL Kcv‡j Zz‡j mvg‡bi w`‡K ZvwK‡q

_vK‡jb K¨v‡Þb|

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iK‡dv‡W©i g‡b n‡jv cvwb dzu‡o AvPgKv D`q nIqv

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n‡e|

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wK?

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ZvKv‡jb K¨v‡Þb| K‡qK gyn~‡Z©i R‡b¨ hw` †gN mwi‡q

g„Zy¨i cÖwZwbwaÐ1 11

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ivB‡dj wb‡jb wZwb| Kv‡Ri duv‡K Nvo Nywi‡q inm¨gq

RjhvbUvi w`‡K ZvKv‡jb GK cjK|

GKUz GKUz K‡i GwM‡qB Avm‡Q IUv| _vgvi ev †jvwÆ I

gvivi c_ †_‡K m‡i hvIqvi †Kvb j¶Y †bB| †hb `y‡Uvi

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gvivi μyiv|

Zv‡`i K‡qKRb m‡e Nyg †_‡K D‡V G‡m‡Q, ci‡b j¤^v

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Zz‡j w`‡jb iK‡dvW©| wb‡`©k w`‡jb, Zuvi m‡¼Z bv cvIqv

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Kv‡Q G‡m c‡o‡Q IUv|

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m‡¼Z cy‡iv Kivi mgq †c‡jb bv K¨v‡Þb, BqU †_‡K

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g„Zy¨i cÖwZwbwaÐ1 13

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gviv †M‡Q Zviv|

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14 gvmy` ivbvÐ247

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Ki‡eb|

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cwi‡e‡ki Ici|

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GKUv wK `y‡Uv †`n GLbI g„`y g„`y bo‡Q Ii g‡a¨| D‡V

`uvov‡jb K¨v‡Þb|

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g„Zy¨i cÖwZwbwaÐ1 15

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`uvwo‡q Av‡Q mxg¨vb cvMvb| `uvZ †ei K‡i wbtk‡ã nvm‡Q|

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16 gvmy` ivbvÐ247

Ki‡Z hv‡e?Õ

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g„Zy¨i cÖwZwbwaÐ1 17

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coj wew¯§Z, nZevK cvMvb|

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20 gvmy` ivbvÐ247

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22 gvmy` ivbvÐ247

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24 gvmy` ivbvÐ247

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Zv‡KB a‡i e‡mb wb‡R‡K Ges Zvi fvÊvi i¶v Kivi GKUv

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GKev‡iB mvi‡Z n‡e| Ôwej−vn, Pvi‡U bvI| †Zvgiv `y‡Uv

K‡i| wej−vn, nvmvb, d‡qR f¨v‡b DV‡e| meyR, wecyj

Avgv‡`i e¨vK mx‡U| Avwg wcQ‡b _vKe mevi| †mvRv,

mnRfv‡e wM‡q Mvwo‡Z I‡Vv| †bv IqvBì ivwbs, evU gyf

dv÷| †jUm †Mv|Õ

nvmvb †ei“j cÖ‡g| `yÕnv‡Z `yB e¨vM| Zvi wcQ‡b

g„Zy¨i cÖwZwbwaÐ1 123

wej−vn, `yB nv‡Z `y‡Uv K‡i e¨vM Zvi| I‡`i ci d‡qR

Avn‡g`| GK nv‡Z `y‡Uv e¨vM eB‡Q †m, Ab¨ nvZ

Kfvij‡mi c‡K‡U| K‡qK cv GwM‡q f¨v‡bi wcQ‡b `uvovj

Iiv| `iRv Ly‡j †fZ‡i Qzu‡o gvij e¨vM¸‡jv| nvmvb Avi

d‡qR D‡V coj wcQ‡b, †U‡b jvwM‡q w`j `iRv| wej−vn axi

w¯’i fw½‡Z WªvBfv‡ii mx‡U wM‡q emj|

cy‡iv e¨vcviUv NUj ARmª c_Pvixi †Pv‡Li mvg‡b| †KD

wKQz m‡›`n Kij bv| Kivi K_vI bq| wZb wK¬bvi KvR †m‡i

wb‡R‡`i Mvwo‡Z wdi‡Q, G‡Z m‡›`‡ni wK Av‡Q?

Gevi †ei“j meyR I wecyj| `yB cv Av›`vR mvg‡b

wcQ‡b Av‡Q Iiv| `„p, AvÍwek¦vmx c`‡¶‡c †dv‡W©i w`‡K

G‡Mvj| cjKnxb †Pv‡L I‡`i †`L‡Q bvw`iv| Kv‡Q G‡m

GKUv e¨vM iv¯—vq bvwg‡q ivLj meyR, †g‡j aij Gcv‡ki

`iRv, Zvici I¸‡jv ayc& avc& †fZ‡i Qzu‡o †g‡i wb‡RivI

D‡V coj|

Ô÷vU© w`b,Õ ejj wecyj| ÔGLbB G‡m co‡eb gvmy`

fvB|Õ

Pvwe †Nvivj bvw`iv, g„`y AvIqvR Zz‡j ÷vU© wbj †dvW©|

Ny‡i ZvKvj iev‡U©v Mvwm©qv A¨vÊ m‡Ýi w`‡K| BUvwjqvb

WvKvZUvi †Pnviv GB gyn~‡Z© †`L‡Z eo B‡”Q Ki‡Q Ii|

`yÕnv‡Z `y‡Uv _‡j wb‡q †ewi‡q Gj gvmy` ivbv|

†M‡Ui cv‡kB †`qv‡j †njvb w`‡q `uvo Kwi‡q ivLj I

`y‡Uv| †gvRvi gy‡Lvk Ly‡j †djj PU& K‡i, ZviciB Szu‡K

`uvovj, †hb Ry‡Zvi wd‡Z euva‡Q| `~‡i †_‡K Ii Wvbnv‡Zi

Z¡wiZ Av¸wcQz †`L‡Z †cj bvw`iv, ivev‡ii †Wvi ¯úvi

`iRvi wb‡P ¸u‡R w`‡qB wm‡a n‡q `uvovj ivbv| e¨vM `y‡Uv

 

 

124 gvmy` ivbvÐ247

wb‡q Ny‡i `uvovj| Avi wVK ZLbB av°vUv †Lj|

gyL Zzjj gvmy` ivbv| Kgwc−U myU civ ¯§vU© GK hyeK,

Ii †_‡K Kg K‡iI wZb Bw `xN©| e¨vqvgcyó kixi| euv

nv‡Zi Ke&wRi m‡½ GKUv Kv‡jv weªd‡Km n¨vÊKvd w`‡q

AvUKv‡bv i‡q‡Q Zvi| GiB m‡½ †L‡q‡Q I av°vUv|

†`vKv‡b XzK‡Z hvw”Qj hyeK, av°v †L‡q †_‡g c‡o‡Q| gvmy`

ivbv‡K Zvi D‡Ï‡k ¶gv cÖv_©bvi nvwm w`‡Z †`Lj bvw`iv,

wØavwš^Z fw½‡Z gv_v †`vjvj hyeK|

‡dv‡W©i w`‡K G‡Mvj gvmy` ivbv| †KvbiKg e¨¯—Zv

†bB| Iw`‡K GKB RvqMvq `uvwo‡q Av‡Q hyeK, bo‡Q bv|

†PvL KzuP‡K †P‡q Av‡Q ivbvi w`‡K| †dv‡W©i wcQb w`‡q Ny‡i

Gcv‡ki Avov‡j P‡j Gj gvmy` ivbv, PU& K‡i wcQ‡bi `iRv

Ly‡j Ii nvZ †_‡K e¨vM `y‡Uv wbj wecyj| GK cv GwM‡q

mvg‡bi `iRv Lyjj ivbv, D‡V emj bvw`ivi cv‡k| †fZ‡i

†XvKvi Av‡M Avo‡Pv‡L hyeK‡K †`‡L wb‡q‡Q I, GLbI

Gw`‡KB ZvwK‡q Av‡Q †m| Av‡MB ey‡S‡Q ivbv, IB hyeK

Mvwm©qvi Ry‡qjvwi-‡mjmg¨vb|

wb‡`©k †`qvi cÖ‡qvRb coj bv| mg‡qi ¸i“Z¡ ey‡S

wb‡q‡Q bvw`iv Av‡MB| wMqvi w`‡qB A¨vw·jv‡iUi †P‡c

aij †m| Ô†WvÈ c¨vwbK,Õ †VuvU bv bvwo‡q ejj ivbv|

Ô¯^vfvweKfv‡e G‡MvI|Õ

GLbI w¯’i `uvwo‡q †mjmg¨vb| wØav Kv‡Uwb| wKš‘ †dvW©

bo‡Z ïi“ KivgvÎ KvUj| SU& K‡i GKevi †`vKv‡bi eÜ

`iRvi w`‡K ZvKvj, Zvici wK †f‡e GwM‡q †Mj Kv‡Q|

DuwK w`j †fZ‡i| cigyn~‡Z© jvd w`j hyeK, e‡m coj GK

nuvUz‡Z fi w`‡q| †Kvb duv‡K Wvb nv‡Z GKUv wc¯—j †ewi‡q

g„Zy¨i cÖwZwbwaÐ1 125

G‡m‡Q Zvi| IUv Zzjj †dvW© j¶¨ K‡i|

GKB mgq mvg‡b evoj e‡bv‡gv f¨vb| Ges †hb I‡`i

cvjv‡Z mvnvh¨ Kivi R‡b¨B B÷ wddwU wdd‡_i mvg‡bi

jvj UªvwdK wmMb¨vj meyR n‡q †Mj| wbðj UªvwdK G‡Mv‡Z

ïi“ Kij|

¸wji k‡ã †Ku‡c DVj cy‡iv GjvKv| Pg‡K D‡V †_‡g

`uvovj c_Pvixiv, †KD †KD PU& K‡i e‡m coj c‡_| Avevi

¸wj Kij †mjmg¨vb, wcQ‡bi DBÊkxì dz‡Uv K‡i †dv‡W©i

Mvwoi †fZ‡i Xz‡K coj ey‡jU| AvZ‡¼ †PuwP‡q DVj

bvw`iv|

Ôfq †c‡qv bv,Õ wb‡RB †c‡q‡Q fq, wKš‘ Zv cÖKvk n‡Z

w`j bv gvmy` ivbv| Mjv h_vm¤¢e kvš— †i‡L ejj, ÔPvwj‡q

hvI|Õ

Avevi ¸wj Qzuoj hyeK, Gevi f¨vb j¶¨ K‡i| ÷x‡ji

†`‡n †j‡M ÔVsÕ AvIqvR Zzjj ey‡jUUv| cÖvq m‡½ m‡½ Ly‡j

†Mj f¨v‡bi wcQb `iRv| †K Lyjj †`L‡Z †cj bv ivbv|

†h-B †nvK, Zv‡K mZK© Kivi ev ¸wj Qzuo‡Z eviY Kivi

†Kvb my‡hvMI †cj bv I| ci ci wZb‡U ¸wji AvIqvR

Kv‡b Gj ivbvi| †kl we‡ùvi‡Yi cigyn~‡Z© †mjmg¨v‡bi

wc¯—j aiv nvZUv k~‡b¨ jvwd‡q DV‡Z †`Lj ivbv|

wbõj Av‡μv‡k dzu‡m DVj I, ÔBwWqU!Õ

AvKvk †f‡O c‡o‡Q †hb wddwU wdd_ B‡÷| PZyw`©‡K

ïi“ n‡q †Mj †PuPv‡gwP| m‡½ Mvwoi nb© Avi †eªK Pvcvi

weKU AvIqv‡R biK ¸jRvi| axiMwZ‡Z G‡Mv‡Z _vKv

UªvwdK LvwbK _g‡K `uvovj, ci¶‡YB Mªuv wcÖ Uªwd †RZvi

R‡b¨ e¨¯— n‡q coj PvjKiv|

 

 

126 gvmy` ivbvÐ247

f¨v‡bi is mvBW w`‡q mvg‡b †h‡Z PvBwQj GK U¨vw·,

W¨vk †g‡i cuvP dzU `~‡i nwU‡q w`j IUv‡K wej−vn, Zvici

QzUj| Pviw`‡K gnv ûjy¯’~j c‡o †M‡Q| IiB g‡a¨ †_‡K c_

†ei K‡i wb‡q Av‡M Av‡M QzUj f¨vb| Zvi wcQ‡bB i‡q‡Q

†dvW©| f¨v‡bi ‰Zwi c_ a‡i QzU‡Q|

wddwU wdd‡_i cwðg cÖv‡š— †cuŠQj Iiv| fq †c‡q

wM‡qwQj bvw`iv, †f‡ewQj Avi Dcvq †bB| †kl ch©š— aiv

co‡ZB n‡jv| wKš‘ mvg‡bB we¯—„Z wm·_ A¨vwfwbD †`‡L

a‡o cÖvY wd‡i Gj Ii| †dvW© †QvUvj †m Zzdvb †e‡M|

ÔKviI †j‡M‡Q?Õ wcQb bv wd‡i ejj gvmy` ivbv|

Ôbv, gvmy` fvB,Õ ejj meyR| ÔAvgv‡`i KviI jv‡Mwb|Õ

bq

f¨vb wQj Av‡M, ZvB Av‡MB †cuŠQj IUv I‡q÷ dwU© †m‡fb_

÷ªx‡Ui cwiZ¨³ M¨v‡i‡R| †MU eÜ K‡i e‡mwQj Iiv

†dv‡W©i A‡c¶vq| Gwćbi AvIqvR ï‡b dz‡Uv w`‡q evB‡iUv

†`Lj wej−vn, Zvici Ly‡j w`j †MU|

Ômgm¨v n‡q †M‡Q, gvmy` fvB|Õ I‡K †ei“‡Z †`‡LB

ZvovZvwo GwM‡q Gj †m|

Av‡¯— K‡i bKj AuvwPj Avi †MuvdUv Zz‡j †djj gvmy`

ivbv| †Kvg‡i nvZ †i‡L `uvovj GK cv‡q fi w`‡q| `yÕnvZ

†Kvg‡i| ZvwK‡q Av‡Q f¨v‡bi w`‡K| wcQ‡bi GKUv cvj−v

†Lvjv IUvi| Ici w`‡Ki AvU evB AvU Bw Kuv‡Pi Rvbvjv

Pyigvi n‡q †M‡Q ¸wji AvNv‡Z| wb‡Pi w`‡K †ek KvQvKvwQ

g„Zy¨i cÖwZwbwaÐ1 127

`y‡Uv ey‡j‡Ui MZ© †`Lv †Mj GKUv cvj−vi Mv‡q| bvw`iv G‡m

`uvovj ivbvi cv‡k|

Ô¸wj †L‡q‡Q †KD?Õ cÖkoe Kij ivbv|

Ônu¨v, `yÕRb|Õ

PvDwb mi“ n‡q Gj gvmy` ivbvi| Ô†K †K?Õ

ÔcÖ‡g †L‡q‡Q e‡bv‡gv †njcvi| †d¬v‡i ï‡q _vKv

Ae¯’vqB ¸wj †L‡q‡Q †jvKUv, mivmwi gv_vq †j‡M‡Q| ¯úU

†WW|Õ

ÔAvi?Õ

Ônvmvb| `y‡Uv ¸wj †L‡q‡Q| GKUv gvivÍK| gviv hv‡”Q

I|Õ

gbUv Lvivc n‡q †Mj Ii| ÔP‡jv †`wL!Õ

†UBj †ev‡W© cv †i‡L D‡V coj ivbv f¨v‡b| wej−vn Ges

bvw`ivI DVj| †d¬v‡i †PvL co‡Z _g‡K `uvovj ivbv| `yB

†Pv‡Li †KvY wekªxfv‡e KzuP‡K DVj| i³ ˆ_ ˆ_ Ki‡Q

†d¬v‡i| g‡b nq †hb †Kvb KmvBLvbv GUv| Zvi Ici c‡o

Av‡Q nvZ-cv euvav, gy‡L †Uc muvUv nZfvM¨ e‡bv‡gv †njcvi|

`yÕ‡PvL †Lvjv Zvi, weùvwiZ| PvDwb‡Z dz‡U Av‡Q

AvZ¼| gv_vi G‡Kev‡i Zvjy‡Z Xz‡K‡Q ey‡jUUv, Pzigvi n‡q

†M‡Q Lywj| i‡³ fvm‡Q njy` gMR, weP‚Y© Lywj| Zvi cv‡qi

Kv‡Q cv j¤^v K‡i †g‡j w`‡q e‡m Av‡Q d‡qR Avn‡g`|

†PvL `y‡Uv jvj n‡q Av‡Q Zvi| Pvicv‡k Qov‡bv wQUv‡bv

i‡q‡Q I‡`i jy‡Ui gvj fiv AvUUv e¨vM| Avi wK¬wbs

†Kv¤úvwbi wewfboe miÄvg|

†Pnviv d¨vKv‡m n‡q Av‡Q d‡q‡Ri| fvev‡e‡M †VuvU

Kuvc‡Q _i _i K‡i| Zvi †Kv‡ji Ici gv_v †i‡L c‡o Av‡Q

 

 

128 gvmy` ivbvÐ247

jvRyK †Pnvivi, `ytmvnmx nvmvb| †PvL †evRv| `g wb‡”Q Nb

Nb| Ii cuvR‡ii mvgvb¨ wb‡P, cvK¯’jx eivei GKUv †gvUv

Kvc‡oi AwZwi³ e¨vM K‡qK fuvR K‡i †P‡c a‡i Av‡Q

d‡qR| GiB g‡a¨ i‡³ wf‡R PzcPz‡c n‡q †M‡Q e¨vMUv|

nuvUz †M‡o emj gvmy` ivbv, AcjK †Pv‡L †`Lj wKQz¶Y

AvnZ hyeK‡K| Nb Nb `g wb‡”Q I, eyKUv IVv-bvgv Ki‡Q

nvc‡ii gZ| wbtk¦v‡m †Kgb du¨vm du¨vm kã DV‡Q| †K‡k

DVj nvmvb, gy‡Li `yB Kk †e‡q Mwo‡q †ewi‡q Gj i³gvLv

eyØy`| Ii Ab¨ ¶ZUvI †`Lj ivbv| Wvb Ei“‡Z Xz‡K‡Q

ey‡jUUv|

ÔKzËvi ev”Pv!Õ Amnvq iv‡M dzu‡m DVj gvmy` ivbv|

Ggb mgq †PvL †gjj nvmvb| Zvi AwbwðZ, Aw¯’i

PvDwb Gw`K-Iw`K Nyij K‡qKevi, Zvici w¯’i n‡jv ivbvi

gy‡Li Ici| †VuvU b‡o DVj hye‡Ki, wKQz †hb ej‡Z Pvq|

wKš‘ †Kvb AvIqvR †ei n‡jv bv| Ii †c‡Ui ¶‡Zi Ici

d‡q‡Ri †P‡c a‡i ivLv e¨vMUv mvgvb¨ Zz‡j DuwK w`j gvmy`

ivbv| GK cjK †`‡LB eySj, mwZ¨B g‡i hv‡”Q †Q‡jUv|

D‡V `uvovj I| Ô†Q‡jUv‡K ZvovZvwo nvmcvZv‡j †bqv

`iKvi, ivbv,Õ fqZvwoZ Pov Mjvq ejj bvw`iv|

Ô†Kvb jvf †bB,Õ welYoe gy‡L Gw`K-Iw`K gv_v †`vjvj

I| Ab¨iv Ny‡i ZvKvj Ii w`‡K| `„wó cÖvYnxb|

Ô†Kb?Õ

ÔI gviv hv‡”Q|Õ

ÔwKš‘ mgqgZ wPwKrmv...Õ

ÔAvkv _vK‡j GZ¶‡Y †m e¨e¯’v wbðB KiZvg| GLb

Uvbv-‡nuPovq †Kej KóB evo‡e Ii, KvR wKQzB n‡e bv|

g„Zy¨i cÖwZwbwaÐ1 129

AvNvZUv gvivÍK, †fZ‡ii AvU©vwi wQu‡o †M‡Q|Õ

†Pv‡L cvwb wPK& wPK& Ki‡Q †g‡qwUi| ev®úi“× K‡É

ejj, Ô†Kvb AvkvB †bB?Õ

Ôbv| Avi `k †_‡K c‡b‡iv wgwbU euvP‡e nvmvb

eo‡Rvi|Õ

gyL wbPz K‡i nvmvb‡K †`L‡Z jvMj bvw`iv| wb‡Pi †VuvU

Kvg‡o a‡i †i‡L‡Q| `i`i K‡i cvwb co‡Q `yB Mvj †e‡q|

ÔZey GKevi †kl †Póv...!Õ

Ôhw` PvÝ _vKZ, Zzwg wK g‡b K‡iv `uvwo‡q `uvwo‡q

Zvgvkv †`LZvg Avwg? I‡K wR‡Ám K‡i †`‡Lv,Õ wej−vn‡K

†`Lvj gvmy` ivbv, ÔI wK e‡j!Õ

wR‡Ám Ki‡Z n‡jv bv| Zvi Av‡MB gv_v †`vjvj `vbe,

Ô†bB| †Kvb PvÝ †bB|Õ

m‡i G‡m †Lvjv `iRvi Kv‡Q `uvovj gvmy` ivbv| KuvPv

i‡³i Auvk‡U M‡Ü Nywj‡q DV‡Q †c‡Ui †fZi| g„`y Kvboevi

k‡ã Ny‡i ZvKvj I| cÖvq A‡PZb nvmv‡bi GKUv nvZ gy‡Vvq

cy‡i Kuv`‡Q bvw`iv| ÔAvgvi R‡b¨B †Zvgvi AvR GB Ae¯’v|

hvIqvi Av‡M Avgv‡K ¶gv K‡i hvI, fvB! ¶gv K‡i hvI|Õ

Kv‡Q wM‡q †Rvi K‡i DwV‡q Avbj Zv‡K gvmy` ivbv|

ÔI‡Vv| wb‡P hvI|Õ Zv‡K meyR Avi wecy‡ji nv‡Z Zz‡j w`‡q

nvmv‡bi Kv‡Q wd‡i Gj I| ¯’vYyi gZ e‡m _vKv d‡q‡Ri

nv‡Z GKUv nvZ ivLj mvš—¡bvi fw½‡Z| †PvL Zzjj

†nwfI‡qU, †Pnviv †`‡L eyS‡Z Kó nq bv Kvboev †VKv‡bvi

AvcªvY †Póv Ki‡Q †m| Ônvmvb g‡i hv‡”Q, gvmy` fvB,Õ

du¨vm‡du‡m ¯^‡i ejj †jvKUv|

DËi bv w`‡q †Q‡jUvi cv‡k e‡m coj ivbv| UKU‡K

 

 

130 gvmy` ivbvÐ247

jvj KvcoUv †`Lj K‡qK gyn~Z©, IUv PzuB‡q †e‡iv‡bv i‡³

d‡q‡Ri nvZ, Kfvijm me wf‡R †M‡Q| GKRb gvby‡li

kix‡i GZ i³ _vK‡Z cv‡i Av‡M KLbI fv‡ewb ivbv|

m‡ø‡n nvmv‡bi Nv‡g †fRv Kcv‡j nvZ †evjvj I, AvOyj

w`‡q AuvP‡o w`j G‡jv‡g‡jv Pzj| QvB‡qi gZ n‡q †M‡Q

gyLUv, AviI Nb, Mfxi wbtk¦vm Qvo‡Q nvmvb, †hb fvwi †Kvb

IRb Pvwc‡q †`qv n‡q‡Q Zvi ey‡Ki Ici|

Ô†Kvb fq †bB, nvmvb,Õ Kv‡bi Kv‡Q gyL wb‡q wbPz Mjvq

ejj ivbv| ÔZzwg wVK n‡q hv‡e| fvj n‡q hv‡e Zzwg|

nvmcvZv‡j wb‡q hvw”Q Avgiv †Zvgv‡K| †`‡Lv, GK mßvi

g‡a¨ m¤ú~Y© my¯’ n‡q DV‡e Zzwg| †miv Wv³vi w`‡q wPwKrmv

Kiv‡bv n‡e †Zvgvi| ïay GKUz ˆah© a‡iv, gb k³ K‡iv| me

wVK n‡q hv‡e| Avwg Rvwb Zzwg mn‡R nvj Qvovi †Q‡jB bI,

hZ hv-B †nvK...Õ

Ggwb AviI A‡bK wKQz e‡K †h‡Z jvMj ivbv wbPz,

GK‡N‡q ¯^‡i| A‡bK¶Y ci †Pv‡Li `yÕcvk KzuP‡K DV‡Z

†`Lv †Mj nvmv‡bi, b‡o DVj †VuvU, †hb ej‡Z Pvq wKQz|

Ii gy‡Li mvg‡b Kvb wb‡q Gj gvmy` ivbv|

ÔAvwg...Avgv‡K...,Õ †_‡g †Mj nvmvb| gviv †M‡Q

`ytmvnmx, jvRyK †Pnvivi †Q‡jUv| GBgvÎ wQj, msMªvg

KiwQj †eu‡P _vKvi, nVvr †bB n‡q †M‡Q| GK SjK ZvRv

i³ †ewi‡q Gj gyL w`‡q, gv_vUv GK cv‡k †n‡j coj| wVK

†hb Nywg‡q coj kªvš— hyeK| Ii Pzj¸‡jv Av‡iKevi †b‡o

w`j gvmy` ivbv, †Rvi K‡i D‡V `uvovj|

ÔI‡Vv,Õ K‡Vvi ¯^‡i d‡q‡Ri D‡Ï‡k ejj I| ÔKfvijm

e`jvI| e‡m _vK‡j Pj‡e bv GLb|Õ

g„Zy¨i cÖwZwbwaÐ1 131

†b‡g Gj ivbv f¨vb †_‡K| KviI w`‡K ZvKv‡”Q bv|

GKUv wmMv‡iU aivj| f¨v‡bi Mv‡q †njvb w`‡q Uvb‡Z

jvMj| wPš—v Ki‡Q| Ab¨gb¯‹| meyR, wecyj, bvw`iv Abygvb

K‡i wb‡q‡Q wK N‡U‡Q| †KD †Kvb cÖkoe Kij bv I‡K| cvk

w`‡q cÖvq wbtk‡ã f¨v‡b DVj Zviv g„Z mnKgx©‡K †`Lvi

R‡b¨|

bvw`ivI †`Lj| Zvici Kuvc‡Z Kuvc‡Z †b‡g Gj f¨vb

†_‡K| Kuv`‡Q bv GLb Avi, †Kej †duvcv‡”Q| ÔGLb

Kuv`vKvwUi mgq bq, bvw`iv| kvš— nI, mvg‡b A‡bK KvR

Avgv‡`i,Õ ejj gvmy` ivbv|

ÔAv‡M KLbI †Pv‡Li mvg‡b KvD‡K gi‡Z †`wLwb,Õ wbPz,

Kuvcv Mjvq ejj †g‡qwU| ÔGB cÖg|Õ D`&åv‡š—i gZ ivbvi

w`‡K ZvKvj| Ôe¨vcviUv †Kgb...‡Kgb A™¢zZ, ZvB bv?Õ

Ônu¨v| mwZ¨B A™¢zZ,Õ cvk †_‡K ejj d‡qR| Kfvijm

cv‡ë G‡m‡Q †m|

wKQz¶Y bxi‡e KvUj| †KD wKQz ej‡Q bv| gvmy` ivbvi

w`‡K ZvwK‡q Av‡Q mevB wm×v‡š—i Avkvq| ivbv fve‡Q,

c‡ii m¤ú` jyU K‡i Mvwm©qv abx, I‡K GKUv wk¶v w`‡Z

†P‡qwQj I| wb‡Ri m¤ú` †Lvqv †M‡j †Kgb jv‡M, nv‡o

nv‡o eywS‡q w`‡Z †P‡qwQj| †m KvR n‡q‡Q, Z‡e `y‡Uv

cÖv‡Yi wewbg‡q| GLb wbðqB †Ui cv‡”Q Mvwm©qv †Kgb

jv‡M|

Ii D‡Ïk¨ mdj n‡q‡Q| GLb Rv‡ei Avn‡g‡`i

wb‡Ri¸‡jv ev‡` jy‡Ui gv‡ji g‡a¨ Ab¨ Avi †h me Av‡Q,

†m¸‡jv wewμ K‡i †`qvi wm×vš— wbj I| wewμi UvKvUv

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132 gvmy` ivbvÐ247

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†Zvgvi m‡½B ï‡Z n‡e Avgv‡K|Õ

ÔAvgvi m‡½?Õ

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142 gvmy` ivbvÐ247

ÔGB hvn&! Zv †Zv wR‡Ám Kiv nqwb!Õ wRf KvUj ivbv|

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ÔwK?Õ

ÔI‡qwWs wis|Õ

ÔAvevi?Õ

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gvby‡li g‡b cÖkoe D`q nIqvi my‡hvM K‡i †`qvi? IUv

†Zvgv‡K civ †`L‡j †jv‡K fve‡e...Õ

ÔAvwg †Zvgvi eD,Õ Ii K_v †kl Kij †g‡qwU|

ÔAvwgI PvB †jv‡K ZvB fveyK| A‡bK Sv‡gjv K‡g hv‡e

Zvn‡j|Õ

AvswUUv ivbv wb‡RB cwi‡q w`j bvw`ivi nv‡Z| mvgvb¨

wXjv, Z‡e gvwb‡q‡Q PgrKvi| ÔGUv †Zvgvi c‡K‡U Gj wK

K‡i?Õ Rvb‡Z PvBj †g‡qwU|

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Uªv¼ †_‡K myU‡Km¸‡jv †ei K‡i †nv‡Uj iƒ‡g wb‡q Gj

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ivbv| †PBb jvwM‡q w`j| †Kvbw`‡K bv ZvwK‡q †mvRv

weQvbvq D‡V c‡o‡Q bvw`iv|

g„Zy¨i cÖwZwbwaÐ1 143

`y‡Uv wm‡½j weQvbv †`‡L wbðqB Avk¦¯— n‡q‡Q †g‡qwU,

fvej ivbv| N‡i †XvKvi `k wgwb‡Ui gv_vq Nywg‡q coj

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GKUv Rvbvjv mvgvb¨ duvK K‡i †Pqvi wb‡q e‡m Av‡Q I|

cvnviv|

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†Mj| Lvwj weQvbvUv| gvmy` ivbv †bB|

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†mw`‡K G‡Mvj| mvg‡bUv duvKv, Mvwo †bB| e¨vcvi wK?

`iRv Ly‡j DuwK w`j I| mvg‡bB `uvwo‡q _vK‡Z †`Lv †Mj

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nvmj| ÔNyg fvOj?Õ

j¾v †cj I| ÔLye aKj †M‡Q †Zv MZ w`bUv| ZvB...|Õ

Ô†Mvmj Ki‡j K‡i †djyb| Avwg Avcbvi bv¯—v w`‡Z

ewj|Õ

ÔIiv †Kv_vq?Õ

Ôgvmy` fvB? wej−vn‡K wb‡q AvkcvkUv P°i w`‡q †`‡L

Avm‡Z †M‡Qb| Avgv‡K †i‡L †M‡Qb Avcbv‡K Avi

myU‡Km¸‡jv cvnviv w`‡Z|Õ

ÔwK †`L‡Z †M‡Q?Õ

Ô†Zgb wKQz bv| GgwbB RvqMvUv Ny‡iwd‡i †`Lv Avi wK|

Avi wKQz †KbvKvUvI Av‡Q Aek¨| gvmy` fvB GKUv wj÷

evwb‡q wb‡q †M‡Qb|Õ

 

 

144 gvmy` ivbvÐ247

ÔAvgvi R‡b¨ Uz eªvk Avi †c÷ Avb‡j nq| Ime wKQzB

†bB|Õ

Ii K_v cy‡ivcywi †kl nIqvi Av‡MB †MU w`‡q †fZ‡i

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†ewi‡q G‡m wcQ‡bi dzU‡ev‡W© ivLv `y‡Uv bZzb myU‡Km †ei

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GKUv eªvk Avi †c÷ wb‡q ev_iƒ‡gi D‡Ï‡k QzUj bvw`iv|

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KvMR G‡bQ?Õ

Ônu¨v, Aek¨B| GB bvI,Õ GK Kwc Gb‡Kv‡qivi GwM‡q

w`j gvmy` ivbv|

cÖg c„ôv‡ZB eo K‡i Qvcv n‡q‡Q LeiUv| †nwWs: wbD

Bq‡K© GK wgwjqb Wjvi g~‡j¨i Ry‡qjvwi jyU| cywjm

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gvj i‡q‡Q Zv mevB‡K Rvwb‡q †`‡e I? LeiUv covi ci

†_‡K †Kej nvwm cv‡”Q Avgvi| e¨vUv c‡o‡Q gnvd¨vmv‡`|

g„Zy¨i cÖwZwbwaÐ1 145

KB‡ZI cvi‡Q bv, mB‡ZI cvi‡Q bv| hvK‡M, bv¯—v GLv‡bB

Avwb‡q wb‡Z PvI, bv evB‡i wM‡q Lv‡e? mvg‡b fvj GKUv

†i÷z‡i›U †`‡L Gjvg, hw` †h‡Z PvI...Õ

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hvq| LvIqvi duv‡K Nb Nb ZvKv‡”Q I †mw`‡K|

cÖ g Kvc Kwd I‡`i †kl nIqvi c‡_, GB mg‡q

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146 gvmy` ivbvÐ247

wQj bv, wKš‘ GeviI Ii Kv‡Q Ae‡k‡l bwZ ¯^xKvi Kij

ivbv| hv‡eB †m|

d‡qR †e‡Q wbj cyi“l‡`i nvZNwo| PgrKvi Gb‡Mªf

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n‡”Q wRwbmUv|Õ

Ôhw` bvg Rvb‡Z Pvq Avgvi?Õ

Ôej‡e|Õ

ÔAvmj bvg?Õ

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PvB‡e bv †KD|Õ

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`yB‡kv ch©š— bvg‡e| ZviciI hw` AviI Kg Kivevi R‡b¨

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wVKB wKb‡e †kl ch©š—|Õ

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mwj‡Uqvi Avi †nqvi e¨vÊ| GKUvi †ewk AvswU GK †`vKv‡b

†ei Ki‡e bv| Rvb‡Z PvB‡j ej‡e, Aí w`b n‡jv wW‡fvm©

g„Zy¨i cÖwZwbwaÐ1 147

n‡q‡Q ¯^vgxi m‡½| Ges Zvi †`qv †Kvb wRwbm ivL‡Z PvI

bv Zzwg| I‡`i‡KB `vg Advi Ki‡Z ej‡e, Zzwg ej‡e Zvi

m‡½ AviI wddwU cvi‡m›U †hvM K‡i| †kl ch©š— PvcvPvwc

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wVK Av‡Q?Õ

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†g‡qiB GKvwaK I‡qwWs wis _v‡K|Õ

ÔwVK Av‡Q,Õ GKUz wPš—v K‡i ejj ivbv, ÔZ‡e RvqMv

ey‡S|Õ

ÔAvi Zzwg Avi wej−vn? †Zvgiv wK Ki‡e?Õ

ÔAvgivI GKB Kv‡R †e‡ive|Õ

wVK n‡jv †nv‡U‡j wd‡i hvi hvi wRwbm wb‡qB †ewi‡q

co‡e mevB| KvR Ki‡e we‡Kj ch©š—| Zvici cuvPUvq

wgwjZ n‡e GK RvqMvq|

(AvMvgx L‡Ê mgvc¨)