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we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 29

†nv‡U‡j|Õ

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wK K‡i‡Q Awbj?

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Rvbv hv‡e|

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30 gvmy` ivbvÐ33

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K‡i|Õ

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cÖwZfv e‡j K‡qKUv RwUj †K‡mi mgvavb K‡i wMjwU wgTv

we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 31

BwZg‡a¨B h‡_ó mybvg AR©b K‡i †d‡j‡Q, Zey we‡`‡ki

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Ici|

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wKQy djg~j wK‡b G‡b LvI|Õ

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32 gvmy` ivbvÐ33

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bvg?

we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 33

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gZ| fve‡jknxb i³k~b¨ gyL| nvZ †_‡K L‡m c‡o †Mj

34 gvmy` ivbvÐ33

K‡qKUv wWRvBb| wbPy n‡q Suy‡K Zzj‡Q †m I¸‡jv gvwU

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we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 35

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AvRKvj|Õ

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n‡e|Õ

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w`‡q‡Q, GLb I‡`i Pv‡ji R‡b¨ A‡c¶v Ki‡Z n‡e|

36 gvmy` ivbvÐ33

gWv‡b©v †nv‡U‡jI GKUz †LuvR Lei K‡i evmvq wdi‡e

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we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 37

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we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 47

Ô†Pvqv‡j-Kcv‡j †h `vM †`LwQ Zv‡Z AvNv‡Zi cwigvY

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48 gvmy` ivbvÐ33

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we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 49

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50 gvmy` ivbvÐ33

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eM‡ji wb‡P GKUv Lv‡c †cviv †_ªvBs bvBd| i‡³i wPý †Ui

we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 51

†cj ivbv Qywii †e−‡W|

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52 gvmy` ivbvÐ33

`~‡i wMjwU wgTvi cv‡qi kã †kvbv hv‡”Q GLbI AveQv

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n‡jv bv wPb‡Z|

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Lye m¤¢e Ii †cQ‡b jvMv‡bv n‡q‡Q GB `yRb‡K wMqv‡Kv‡gv

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n‡q i‡q‡Q †m wfZ‡i wfZ‡i| wKQy`~i GwM‡q `uvwo‡q coj

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†`‡L Auvr‡K D‡V †_‡g `uvovj| SU K‡i wcQb wd‡i PvBj

GKevi| Zvici muvr K‡i m‡i †Mj GKUv _v‡gi Avov‡j|

Qvqvi gZ wbtk‡ã GwM‡q Gj ivbv| gš¿gy» `„wó‡Z †P‡q

i‡q‡Q †jvKUv wMjwU wgTvi w`‡K| †cQb †_‡K `y‡Uv †UvKv

we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 53

w`j ivbv †jvKUvi Nv‡o| Ô†KuDÕ K‡i GKUv fqvZ© kã

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Zdv‡Z, Ges Ny‡i `uvovj|

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54 gvmy` ivbvÐ33

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we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 55

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we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 57

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we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 59

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we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 61

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Mb‡Wvjv PovI n‡e, GKUv gnr m„wóI †`‡L Avmv hv‡e|Õ

ivwR n‡q †Mj †g‡qUv| GZ mn‡R ivwR n‡q hvIqvq

ivbv PU K‡i †f‡e wbj GKevi, fzj n‡q †Mj wKbv| evmvq

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ivwRI n‡q †h‡Z cviZ| hvB †nvK, eowk‡Z hLb Muv_v

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gv_v SuywK‡q Awfev`b Kij cÖKvÊ †Pnvivi GKRb

we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 65

Mb‡Wvwjqvi| Dwbk wek eQ‡ii †QvKiv, wKšÍz Zvi †ckx

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ÔAevK n‡”Qb e‡j g‡b n‡”Q? wc‡q‡Îv M−vm d¨v±wii bvg

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wkiwk‡i GKUv Abyf‚wZ n‡jv ivbvi g‡a¨| †g‡qUvi Ei“i

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g‡bi †Kv‡Y †Kv_vq †hb Uzs-Uvs K‡i GKUv mveavbx NÈv

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Avcbvi|Õ

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Ki‡Q Ggwb fv‡e wR‡Ám Kij, ÔKjKvZv‡ZI †h‡Z nq bvwK

Avcbvi fvB‡K?Õ

66 gvmy` ivbvÐ33

Ôbv| †Mvovi w`‡K `yevi-GKevi †h‡Z n‡qwQj, GLb

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Ônu¨v| wMqv‡Kv‡gv cv‡mj−x GLv‡b Avgv‡`i GKUv G‡R›U|

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f`ª‡jvK|Õ

wb‡Ri ARv‡šÍB mvg‡b Suy‡K Gj ivbv wKQyUv|

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mswer wd‡i †c‡q †mvRv n‡q †Mj †Q‡jUv, gv_v †b‡o

wb‡la K‡i Avevi gb w`j Kv‡R|

ÔwK bvg †Zvgvi?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|

we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 67

ÔevwZ¯Ív|Õ M¤¢xi gy‡L bvgUv D”PviY K‡iB Ab¨ w`‡K gyL

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I?Õ

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Av‡Q I|Õ

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g‡b n‡jv Avgvi Kv‡Q| wmjwfI‡K ejjvg, I ejj, I-I

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ÔZvovû‡ov K‡i †Kv_vq P‡j †Mj?Õ

Ôc¨vwim| wZbw`b Av‡M c¨vwi‡m P‡j †M‡Q Awbj|Õ

wbiwZkq nZvk n‡jv ivbv| Ôayk kvjv, †`Lv n‡jv bv Z‡e

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Kij ivbv| ÔGB †h G‡m †MwQ|Õ nvZ a‡i bvgvj jyBmv‡K|

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n‡Z PvI?Õ

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g‡bi g‡a¨ m¤ú~Y© wfboe Lv‡Z P‡j‡Q Ab¨ wPšÍv| gy‡L †m

68 gvmy` ivbvÐ33

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wfwÂi ¸i“ †f‡ivwkI ˆZwi K‡iwQj GB g~wZ©| Rvbvj,

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g‡bi g‡a¨ wPšÍv P‡j‡Q, Awb‡ji cÖm½ D‡V cov GKUv

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mZK©, cÖ¯ÍzZ _vK‡Z n‡e I‡K| eo †ewk RwUj n‡q D‡V‡Q

meUv e¨vcvi μ‡g| †mªv‡Z †f‡m †h‡Z n‡e GLb †ek

wKQy`~i, bB‡j †evSv hv‡e bv b`xi Rj wVK †Kvb&w`‡K eB‡Q,

†Kv_vq N~wY©cvK|

wMR©vUvI †`Lj Iiv Ny‡i wd‡i| KLb †h ivbvi nv‡Z aiv

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fvb K‡i‡Q; KLb †h nuvU‡Z nuvU‡Z wbR©b RvqMvq P‡j

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A_© e¨vL¨v K‡i wb‡Z fzj Kij bv| ivbvi euv nvZUv Rwo‡q

a‡i‡Q Ii ¶xY KwU| †Pv‡L KcU kvmvwb dzwU‡q Zz‡j †Vuv‡U

jvRyK nvwm nvmj jyBmv| A‡gvN AvKl©‡Y †mu‡U †Mj ivbvi

Mv‡q| wPeyKUv GKUz DuPy K‡i cÖ¯ÍzZ n‡jv `ywU Z…wlZ Aai|

we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 69

†PvL `y‡Uv †fRv †fRv|

†Mvi¯’v‡bi wcQ‡b †ek wKQy RvqMv †SvcSvo| gv‡S

gv‡S †e cvZv| wbR©b| †hb wK GK †Nv‡i c‡o P‡j Gj

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Ô†Kv_vq?Õ

Ô†Zvgvi evmvq|Õ

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`„wó, ivbvi †Kv‡Ui GKUv †evZvg LuyU‡Q| wPeyK a‡i gyLUv DuPy

Kij ivbv|

ÔK‡e? KLb?Õ

Reve w`j bv jyBmv| euv nv‡Z Rwo‡q aij ivbvi KbyB,

Uvbj Mb‡Wvjvi w`‡K|

Pj‡Z ïi“ Kij `yRb| Nvo euvwK‡q ivbvi gy‡Li w`‡K

PvBj jyBmv|

ÔivM K‡ivwb †Zv, ivbv?Õ

DËi bv w`‡q nvmj ivbv|

ÔivM KiviB K_v Aek¨| BUvwjqvb AvBb wK e‡j

Rv‡bv?Õ

ÔwK e‡j?Õ

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GK eQ‡ii †Rj n‡q †h‡Z cviZ, hw` Avwg †Zvgvi ¯¿x

nZvg|Õ

Ôhvn&!Õ

ÔmwZ¨| †Rj †nvZ Zzwg bvwjk Ki‡j|Õ

Ô¯^vgx bv n‡qI hw` bvwjk K‡i ewm?Õ

70 gvmy` ivbvÐ33

nv-nv K‡i nvmj jyBmv| ÔZvn‡j †Zvgvi †Rj n‡e|

fvjB n‡e|Õ

Mb‡Wvjvq D‡V coj `yRb| jyBmvi wjcw÷K gy‡Q hvIqv

†Vuv‡Ui w`‡K †P‡q †PvL mwi‡q wbj †QvKiv Mb‡Wvwjqvi| Gi

d‡j mPwKZ n‡q DVj jyBmv| PU& K‡i n¨vÛe¨vM Ly‡j †QvÆ

GKUv Avqbv †ei K‡i †`Lj wb‡R‡K| KcU iv‡Mi fw½‡Z

åƒKzwU Kij ivbvi cÖwZ|

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GKUv †QvÆ i“gvj †ei K‡i †VuvU gy‡Q wb‡q wb‡R‡K

Avevi †givg‡Zi Kv‡R jvMj jyBmv|

wZbw`b Av‡M c¨vwim P‡j †M‡Q AwbjÑK_vUv Pg‡K

w`‡q‡Q Avm‡j ivbv‡K| hw` mwZ¨ nq, Zvn‡j I wg‡Qwg‡QB

Luy‡R gi‡Q I‡K GLv‡b| wKšÍz K_vUv wK mwZ¨? fzj Lei

†R‡b‡Q jyBmv, bvwK wg‡_¨ K_v ej‡Q?

†f‡ewP‡šÍ †`‡L Awb‡ji cÖm½Uv Avevi †Zvjvi wm×všÍ

wbj ivbv| wmMv‡iU aivj GKUv|

Ôeo Lvivc jvM‡Q GKUzi R‡b¨ Awbj‡K wgm K‡i| I

_vK‡j †fwb‡mi QywUUv Lye RgZ|Õ

Ônu¨v| LyeB fvj †jvK| Avgv‡`i mv‡_ LyeB my›`i GKUv

m¤úK© M‡o wb‡q‡Q| A‡bKUv cvwievwiK eÜzI ej‡Z cv‡iv|

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nvmj ivbv| ejj, ÔIi †Zv Rywj gvwhwb Av‡Q| Avgvi †K

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Ôc¨vwi‡m P‡j †M‡Q, wVK Rv‡bv Zzwg?Õ

we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 71

ÔRvwb| Avgiv `yRb I‡K †Uª‡b Zz‡j w`‡q G‡mwQjvg|

Ggb Zvovû‡ov Ki‡Z †`wLwb Avi I‡K †Kvbw`b| g‡b

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GKUv fve|Õ

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gv_v SuvwK‡q mvq w`j jyBmv|

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c¨vwi‡m †cuŠQ‡Z cvi‡jB me wVK n‡q hv‡e| Ii Ae¯’v †`‡L

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hvw”Qjvg, Ggwb‡ZB †`wi n‡q wM‡qwQj, wKšÍz wKQy‡ZB Qvoj

bv Avgv‡`i, †R` aij I‡K †÷k‡b †cuŠ‡Q w`‡ZB n‡e| Lye

m¤¢e c‡_ †Kvb iKg Avμg‡Yi fq cvw”Qj I| AvgivI

†ewk ZK© bv K‡i †cuŠ‡Q w`jvg I‡K †÷k‡b| †mB †_‡K

gbUv Lvivc n‡q Av‡Q wmjwfIi|Õ

ÔA™¢yZ e¨vcvi,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔKZw`b a‡i †fwb‡m Av‡Q

I? †iv‡g BwÛqvb Gge¨vwm‡Z KvR KiZ bv Awbj?Õ

Ônu¨v| Z‡e KvRUv †NvivNywii| †hme gvj fviZ Avg`vbx

K‡i †mme m‡iRwg‡b cix¶v Kivi KvR wQj Ii| †mB

m~‡ÎB †Zv wmjwfIi mv‡_ eÜzZ¡| wc‡q‡Îvi cÖPyi gvj hvq

fvi‡Z| w`b cuv‡PK Av‡M Avgiv †fwb‡m G‡m †`Ljvg I

GLv‡b|Õ

Ôc¨vwi‡m †Kv_vq D‡V‡Q I ej‡Z cvi‡e?Õ

Ônu¨v| †Uwj‡dv‡b Avjvc Ki‡Z cv‡iv Ii m‡½| †nv‡Uj

72 gvmy` ivbvÐ33

Avj‡d«‡Wv| †cuŠ‡QB wPwV w`‡Z e‡jwQjvg Avgiv, wKšÍz AvR

ch©šÍ †Kvb wPwV cvBwb| GLvbKvi KvR †kl n‡jB Avgiv

c¨vwi‡m hvw”Q| †Zvgvi K_v eje I‡K|Õ

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bv DrKÉv fveUv c‡i G‡m‡Q Ii g‡a¨?Õ

Ôc‡i| Avgiv hLb †cuŠQjvg, †÷k‡b wiwmf Kij I

Avgv‡`i| eive‡ii gZ nvwm Lywk, fvj gvbyl| †Kv_vq

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AvgivI wR‡Ám Kwiwb, I-I e‡jwb| iv‡Z GKmv‡_ wWbvi

†Ljvg †ek ˆn-ˆP K‡i| ciw`b mKv‡j Avmvi K_v wQj Ii,

wKšÍz Gj bv| IB mg‡qB wKQy GKUv e¨vcvi N‡UwQj Lye

m¤¢e| wZbw`b Av‡M Avgiv cvwU©‡Z hvIqvi R‡b¨ evB‡i

†e‡ivw”Q, Ggwb mg‡q G‡m nvwRi n‡jv, †Pv‡L gy‡L Pvcv

D‡ËRbv, fq| Ii PvcvPvwc‡Z eva¨ njvg Avgiv I‡K

†÷k‡b †cuŠ‡Q w`‡Z|Õ

ÔZvici †_‡K Avi †Kvb msev` †bB Ii?Õ

Ôbv|Õ

Ô†nv‡Uj Avj‡d«‡Wv‡Z D‡V‡Q I †mUv Rvb‡j wK K‡i?Õ

ÔI-B e‡j‡Q| Avgiv GLvb †_‡K c¨vwim hvw”Q ï‡b IB

†nv‡U‡j †`Lv Ki‡Z ejj|Õ

cÖm½Uvi BwZ Uvbj ivbv| ÔhvK, Kcvj Lvivc, †`Lv n‡jv

bv| Avevi K‡e †h †`Lv n‡e †K Rv‡b|Õ

Ô†Uwj‡dv‡b K_v ej‡Z cv‡iv,Õ eyw× w`j jyBmv| Ô†Zvgvi

K_v ïb‡j I nq‡Zv P‡jI Avm‡Z cv‡i|Õ

ÔwVK,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔGKUv †dvb Kie GKmgq|Õ

PZz© ev‡ii gZ Avo‡Pv‡L j¶ Kij ivbv Mb‡Wvwjqv‡ii

JrmyK¨| nuv K‡i wMj‡Q I‡`i me K_v|

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PUyj M‡í †g‡Z †Mj ivbvi Gevi| nvjKv iwmKZvq

†n‡m Lyb n‡q †Mj jyBmv, X‡j coj ivbvi Mv‡q| nvm‡Z

nvm‡Z bvgj Iiv Mb‡Wvjv †_‡K| †QvKiv M¤¢xi|

fvov PywK‡q w`‡q Avevi wR‡Ám Kij ivbv I‡K, ÔwKQy

ej‡e, evwZ¯Ív?Õ

cÖej fv‡e gv_v bvovj †Q‡jUv| Ôbv|Õ

†gv‡o G‡m †_‡g `uvovj jyBmv| †K‡U covi gZje †Ui

†c‡q †PvL cvKvj ivbv|

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wKQy¶‡Yi g‡a¨| wmjwfI‡K e‡j Avwm †h †Zvgvi mv‡_ jvÂ

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I|Õ

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n‡jv ivbv| fvej, fvjB n‡jv| GLywb Uªv¼-KjUv †m‡i †b‡e

I| Awbj mwZ¨ c¨vwi‡m Av‡Q wKbv †R‡b †bqv `k wgwb‡Ui

KvR| hw` _v‡K, Ii m‡½ K_v ejvi ci cieZx© Kg©m~Px wVK

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jyBmv hv ej‡Q Zv hw` mwZ¨ nq, hw` mwZ¨B wZbw`b Av‡M

c¨vwi‡m P‡j wM‡q _v‡K Awbj, Zvn‡j MZ iv‡Zi GZme

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Kiv n‡jv Rywj‡K?

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ÔAjivBU| wKšÍz GZme KwÛkb w`‡q Avgvi nvZ-cv

†eu‡a G‡Kev‡i A_e© K‡i w`‡”Qb Avcwb|Õ

ÔwVK mgq gZ †Zvgvi nvZ-cv Ly‡j †`e Avwg, †`Le

ZLb KZ †Rv‡i Pvjv‡Z cv‡iv I¸‡jv| wKšÍz †m mgqUv

wba©viY Kievi AwaKvi Avgv‡K w`‡Z n‡e| Avwg wm×všÍ †be

KLb Avgiv AvμgY Kie, KLb cvjve| Gi Ab¨_v n‡j

wec‡` coe `yRbB|Õ

102 gvmy` ivbvÐ33

ÔRvwb| GB Kv‡R bvbv gywYi bvbv gZ P‡j bv| GKR‡bi

†bZ…Z¡ gvb‡Z nq| Avcbv‡K †bZv wn‡m‡e †g‡b wb‡Z Avgvi

†Kvb AvcwË †bB| Avcbvi me K_v gvb‡Z Avwg ivwR|Õ

Ô†fwi ¸W eq| ZzwgB Zvn‡j Av‡M †e‡ivI| Av‡kcv‡k

hw` m‡›`nRbK KvD‡K †`‡Lv wd‡i Avm‡e cuvP wgwb‡Ui

g‡a¨| Zzwg wd‡i bv G‡j Avwg †e‡ive wbwðšÍ n‡q|Õ

gv_v SuvwK‡q †ewi‡q †Mj evwZ¯Ív|

cuvP wgwbU a‡i e„‡×i m‡½ wK K_v n‡jv ivbvi Rvb‡Z

cvij bv †m|

wVK cuvP wgwbU ci †ewi‡q Gj ivbv|

c½y e„‡×i K‡Vvi `y‡PvL †_‡K Si‡Q ZLb Avkxe©v`|

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wVK `kUvi mgq K¨vk KvD›Uvi †_‡K †c−K¸‡jv fvwO‡q wbj

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I‡`i Cl©vi KviY ivbvi A¯^vfvweK Rq, A_ev I‡`i

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`k©K‡`i g‡a¨ Ggb LuyR‡j nq‡Zv GK Ava Rb cvIqv hv‡e

hviv Gi †P‡q †ewk UvKv wR‡Z‡Q Rxe‡b †Kvb bv †Kvb

mgq| Cl©vi Avmj KviY ivbvi wVK mgq gZ †Ljv eÜ Kiv|

†RZv UvKv wb‡q P‡j hv‡”Q ev †h‡Z cvi‡Q GUv KíbvI

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†mŠfvM¨ nq bv| nvi‡Z nvi‡Z †R` †P‡c hvq, nvwi‡q hvq

we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 103

KvÊÁvb| †Zgwb nq wRZ‡Z wRZ‡Z| Avðh© †jvKUvi

mshg! D‡V hv‡”Q!

mevi R‡b¨ GK †cM K‡i eª¨vwÛi AW©vi w`j ivbv|

†Uwe‡j G‡m `uvovj Avi mevi †Ljv †`Levi R‡b¨| wKšÍz

K‡qK †m‡KÛ ciciB †PvLUv PU K‡i Ny‡i Avm‡Q jvD‡Äi

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Ki‡Q †Kb evwZ¯Ív?

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GB AcÖZ¨vwkZ Avc¨vq‡b Lywk n‡jv mevB| wR‡Z wb‡q

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nvmj ivbv|

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ivLyb|Õ

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†c−K `y‡Uv ivbvi nv‡Z|

nv‡Z KvwV Zz‡j wbj Avevi μzwc‡q eª¨vwÛi M−vmUv GKRb

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`iRvi w`‡K| Avm‡Q bv †Kb GLbI? †Kvb wec‡` coj?

104 gvmy` ivbvÐ33

bvwK Mxqvb ev IwLJK I evwo †_‡K †ewi‡q Avm‡Z †`‡L

AbymiY K‡i‡Q? gv_v wVK ivL‡Z bv †c‡i Xz‡K c‡owb †Zv

evwoUvi wfZi?

K‡g G‡m‡Q PvKvi MwZ| mv`v ejUv Wve&j& wR‡iv, A_©vr

meyR `y‡Uv N‡ii GKUvq R‡g em‡Z wM‡qI †Kgb GKUv cvK

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_vKv wbivc` bq| mevB hw` `vbUv †n‡i hvq Zvn‡j wekªx

GKUv cwiw¯’wZi m„wó n‡e| Avi hw` †R‡Z Zvn‡j Uvbv-

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gwZMwZ, GB my‡hv‡M †K‡U covB fvj| K¨vwm‡bvi Kuv‡Pi

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Kɯ^i:

Ô†Uv‡qbwU GBUцiWÑnvB A¨vÛ B‡fb|Õ

Ô†nvÕ K‡i GZ cÖPÊ GK mg‡eZ Dj−vmaŸwb DVj †h

ivbvi g‡b n‡jv K¨vwm‡bvi QvZUv muv K‡i D‡o wM‡q XvKvq

co‡e| k‡ãi av°vq wQU‡K †ewi‡q †Mj †m `iRv w`‡q|

evwZ¯Ív‡K wjd‡U IVvi Bw½Z K‡i wb‡RI D‡V coj| wjdU

G‡m _vgj QÕZjvq| j¤^v KwiWi a‡i †nu‡U euvw`‡K me‡k‡li

NiUvq wb‡q †Mj ivbv I‡K|

ÔwK Lei, evwZ¯Ív? †ek D‡ËwRZ g‡b n‡”Q †Zvgv‡K?Õ

Lv‡Ui wKbv‡i e‡m GKUv Mw` AuvUv †Pqv‡i emevi Bw½Z

we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 105

Kij ivbv I‡K|

Ônu¨v| †ek Mig Lei Av‡Q!Õ emj evwZ¯Ív|

ÔLvIqv-`vIqv n‡q‡Q?Õ

Ônu¨v| IB †i‡¯Íviuvq e‡mB †m‡i wb‡qwQ|Õ

Ô†ek| ïi“ K‡iv Zvn‡j|Õ b‡oP‡o emj ivbv|

c‡KU †_‡K GKUv KvM‡Ri UzK‡iv †ei Kij evwZ¯Ív|

wj‡L wb‡q G‡m‡Q| †PvL †evjvj †bv‡Ui Ici|

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Ly‡j w`j, †`L‡Z †cjvg bv| I †fZ‡i Xz‡K co‡ZB eÜ n‡q

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cÖ‡g wPb‡Z cvwiwb, GB †nv‡U‡j Avmvi c‡_ g‡b c‡o‡Q|

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m`¨ G‡m †cuŠ‡Q‡P †fwb‡m| `iRvq †UvKv w`j, `iRv Lyjj

mv`v n¨vU civ †mB †jvKUv, Iiv Xz‡K †h‡ZB Avevi eÜ n‡q

†Mj `iRv|Õ

ivbvi evwo‡q aiv wmMv‡i‡Ui c¨v‡K‡Ui w`‡K †P‡q gv_v

†b‡o wb‡la Kij evwZ¯Ív| Lvq bv| KvM‡Ri Ici †PvL

†evjvj K‡qK †m‡KÛ, Zvici ïi“ Kij Avevi|

ÔGici AvaNÈv wKQyB NUj bv| Zvici †ewi‡q Gj

wMqv‡Kv‡gv cv‡mj−x| gv_v DuPy K‡i AvZ¥Mwigvi fw½‡Z

Xz‡KwQj †jvKUv evwoUvq, wKšÍz †ewi‡q hLb Gj ZLb m¤ú~Y©

106 gvmy` ivbvÐ33

Avjv`v GK gvbyl| †hb weaŸ¯Í GK Amy¯’ †jvK, eq‡mi fv‡i

fvivμvšI, fve‡jknxb gyL, Pjvi fw½ k− , wkw_j| g‡b n‡jv

fq¼i wKQy †`‡L †ewi‡q G‡m‡Q I evwoUv †_‡K|

cwi®‹vifv‡e GZ wKQy †`L‡Z †c‡qwQ GB R‡b¨ †h meyR

`iRv w`‡q †ewi‡qB †mvRv GB Kv‡di w`‡K GwM‡q Gj

cv‡mj−x| Avwg PU K‡i GKUv Le‡ii KvM‡R gyL Avovj

Kijvg Avgv‡K wP‡b †dj‡e g‡b K‡i| wKšÍz Zv bv Ki‡jI

PjZ| †Kvbw`‡K †P‡q †`Levi gZ gvbwmK Ae¯’v wQj bv

Ii| †mvRv G‡m GKUv †Uwe‡j e‡m eª¨vwÛi AW©vi w`j

cv‡mj−x| cÖvq XK XK K‡i cuvP wgwb‡Ui g‡a¨ wZb †cM eª¨vwÛ

†L‡q `vg w`‡q †Kvbw`‡K bv †P‡q KviI m‡½ GKwU K_v bv

e‡j D‡V †Mj cv‡mj−x| c‡KU †_‡K hLb gvwbe¨vMUv †ei

Kij, j¶ Kijvg _i_i K‡i Kuvc‡Q Ii nvZUv| `k wgwbU

PycPvcÑZvici AviI `yRb †jvK XzKj evwoUvq| `yR‡biB

ci‡b `vgx †cvkvK-cwi‡”Q`| GKR‡bi eqm QvweŸk-mvZvk

gZ n‡e, wK¬b-†kfW, †`L‡ZI `vi“Y n¨vÛmvg, gv_vq

†mvbvjx Pyj, GK bR‡iB †evSv hvq LyeB abx‡jv‡Ki †Q‡j,

g‡b nq †Kvbw`b †Ljvayjv ev kixiPP©vi avi KvQ w`‡qI

hvqwb|Õ

ivbv ey‡S wb‡q‡Q G †jvK wmjwfI wc‡q‡Îv Qvov Avi

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†njvb w`‡q emj| wR‡Ám Kij, Ôm‡½i †jvKUv?Õ

ÔGi m‡½i †jvKUv‡K †fwb‡mi mevB †P‡b| W±i

AvgvbvwšÍ| weivU Wv³vi| eo‡jvK‡`i g‡a¨ Ii `vi“Y

cmvi|Õ

ZovK K‡i D‡V emj ivbv|

ÔGB `yRb XzKj IB evwo‡Z?Õ

we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 107

Ônu¨v| Wv³v‡ii nv‡Z e¨vM †`‡L g‡b n‡jv †ivMx †`L‡Z

G‡m‡Q| IB XzKj Av‡M, Zvici XzKj †Q‡jUv| †`‡L g‡b

n‡jv Av‡MI †`‡L †M‡Q Wv³vi GB †ivMx‡K GK Avaevi|

Avgvi g‡b n‡”Q wmbi P¨vUvRx©‡K IB evwo‡ZB ivLv n‡q‡Q|Õ

ÔAvgviI ZvB g‡b nq,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔWv³v‡ii Dcw¯’wZ

†`‡L GB m‡›`nUv AvmvB ¯^vfvweK| hvK, Zvici wK n‡jv?Õ

Ô`kUv evR‡Z `k wgwb‡U †ewi‡q Gj Wv³vi AvgvbvwšÍ,

P‡j †Mj| AviI cuvP wgwbU A‡c¶v K‡i D‡V cojvg Avwg|

wVK mg‡qB D‡VwQjvg, wKšÍz iv¯Ívq c‡o †Mjvg GK`j

Uz¨wi‡÷i wf‡o| I‡`i †V‡j avw°‡q c_ K‡i wb‡q GLv‡b

G‡m †cuŠQ‡Z †`wi n‡q †Mj wKQyUv| hvB †nvK, Gevi

Avgv‡`i cieZx© †cÖvMÖvg wK? AvμgY?Õ

Wvb nv‡Zi Zvjy‡Z Mvj Nlj ivbv| wPšÍv Kij gyL‡PvL

euvwK‡q| Zvici ejj, ÔGB gyn‚‡Z© Kgc‡¶ KRb †jvK Av‡Q

IB evwo‡Z? wZb, `yB, cuvP, Avi GK, Qq| AviI _vK‡Z

cv‡i| Avgiv `yRb cvie bv Zv bq, wKšÍz Kó n‡e| Avi

GKRb n‡j fveZvg bv| ZvQvov Awbj‡K hw` ILv‡b cvIqv

hvq Zvn‡j I‡K wbivc‡` †ei K‡i Avbvi R‡b¨I †jvK

`iKvi| †jvK hLb †bB ZLb wKQy GKUv †KŠkj †ei Ki‡Z

n‡e Avgv‡`i| GK KvR Kiv hvqÑÕ

nVvr GK jv‡d D‡V `uvovj evwZ¯Ív| wb‡Ri g‡bB e‡j

DVj, ÔcvMjv I¯Ív`‡K ej‡j †Kgb nq?Õ

ÔcvMjv I¯Ív`Uv †K?Õ

ÔAvgv‡`i BDwbfviwmwUi A¨v_‡jwUK †KvP| Lye m¤¢e

mviv BD‡iv‡ci †miv †KvP f`ª‡jvK| g‡b-cÖv‡Y

†¯úvU©mg¨vb| LyeB fvj †jvK| Iu‡K ej‡jB Suvwc‡q co‡eb

Dwb mvnvh¨ Ki‡Z| LyeB fvjev‡mb Avgv‡K|Õ

108 gvmy` ivbvÐ33

Ôf`ª‡jvK‡K wek¦vm Kiv hvq? wbf©i‡hvM¨?Õ

Ônvb‡WªW cvi‡m›U|Õ

ÔGB †Mvjgv‡ji g‡a¨ Rov‡Z PvB‡eb Dwb? Gme fq¼i

†jvK‡`i wei“‡× †h‡Z PvB‡eb?Õ

ÔPjyb bv, wM‡q †`Lv hvK?Õ

Ômvnvh¨ cvB ev bv cvB, AvRB AvμgY Ki‡Z n‡e

Avgv‡`i| Kv‡RB †Zvgvi †PnvivUv GKUz e`‡j w`B, G‡mv|

†Zvgv‡K GB kn‡iB _vK‡Z n‡e †Zv, Avwg PvB bv wP‡b

†djyK Iiv †Zvgv‡K|Õ

`k wgwb‡Ui g‡a¨ PgrKvi GK‡Rvov †Muvd MwR‡q †Mj

evwZ¯Ívi bv‡Ki wb‡P| cv‡ë †Mj wmuw_| Mv‡j-Kcv‡j

K‡qKUv `vM co‡ZB eqm †e‡o †Mj AviI wek eQi|

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†Mv‡Qi|

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Nygv‡e †m| †KD †Kvb †Mvjgvj Ki‡j Av¯Í wPwe‡q †L‡q

†dj‡e|

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wmuwo †e‡q †b‡g Gj Iiv wb‡P| mevi Aj‡¶¨ euv cv‡ki

Mwjc_ a‡i GwM‡q coj G‡m iv¯Ívq|

cÖPÊ k‡ã bvK WvKwQj †÷dv‡bv gw›Uwbi|

Av‡¯Í K‡i †Vjv w`‡ZB Ly‡j †Mj `iRv| ivbv †`Lj

Avagbx GKUv fzuwo DV‡Q bvg‡Q, _i_i K‡i Kuvc‡Q N‡ii

Avmeve-cÎ| wecyj weμ‡g Nygv‡”Q evwZ¯Ívi I¯Ív`| cÖKvÊ

†gvUv| j¤^v n‡e eo‡Rvi cuvP dzU cuvP BwÂ, wKšÍz †MvUv `‡kK

we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 109

ivbv‡K GKm‡½ K‡l euva‡jI Ii mgvb †gvUv n‡e wKbv

m‡›`n| GK GKUv evû ivbvi Ei“i gZ| gv_v fwZ© UvK,

Kv‡bi cvk w`‡q Nv‡oi †cQb w`‡K mvgvb¨ Py‡ji Avfvm

cvIqv hvqÑcuPvËi fvM cvKv| eqm cÂvk wK cÂvboe| KuvPv

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w`‡K, wg‡k‡Q _yZwbi Kv‡Q MRv‡bv BwÂLv‡bK j¤^v `vwoi

m‡½|

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evo‡Z D‡V hv‡e Pig ch©v‡q|

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wbtk‡ã wd‡i hvIqvi Bw½Z Kij †m evwZ¯Ív‡K| wKšÍz

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ÔI¯Ív`|Õ

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110 gvmy` ivbvÐ33

Lyb K‡i‡Q Zviv Avgvi GK eÜz‡K AvU‡K †i‡L‡Q GKUv

evwo‡Z...Õ

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120 gvmy` ivbvÐ33

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we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 121

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122 gvmy` ivbvÐ33

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126 gvmy` ivbvÐ33

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we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 127

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ÔAvgiv †`LwQ Gw`KUv|Õ

wKQyUv wcwQ‡q c‡owQj evwZ¯Ív, †_‡g `uvovj ivbv|

ÔIcv‡ki Mwj w`‡q AviI †jvK Avm‡Q, wmbi|Õ

ivbvI ï‡b‡Q cv‡qi kã| mgvšÍivj Mwj w`‡q I‡`i

m‡½ m‡½B P‡j‡Q K‡qKRb| †cQ‡b †jvK¸‡jvI GwM‡q

Avm‡Q `ª“Z|

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Avgiv GwM‡q _vwK|Õ

†Rv‡i †`Šovj `yRb| I¯Ív‡`i mvg‡b †cQ‡b MvW© w`‡q

wb‡q Pjj Iiv| `yR‡bi nv‡ZB †ewi‡q G‡m‡Q `yLvbv

Zx¶èavi w÷‡j‡Uv|

we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 129

ÔwcQ‡bi Iiv wKšÍz Avgv‡`i Ifvi‡UK Kievi †Póv Ki‡Q

bv, wmbi,Õ ejj evwZ¯Ív|

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nU‡Z bv cvwi, ZviB R‡b¨ GB e¨e¯’v|Õ

Mwjgy‡L †cuŠ‡QB _g‡K `uvovj ivbv| `ynvZ Zz‡j †cQ‡bi

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I‡`i R‡b¨|

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co–b Mb‡Wvjvq| Avgv‡`i R‡b¨ A‡c¶v Ki‡eb bv| D‡VB

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evmvq|Õ

†duvm †duvm nuvcv‡Z nuvcv‡Z gv_v †b‡o m¤§wZ Rvbvj

I¯Ív`| QywiUv ¸u‡R ivLj ivbv Lv‡c|

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Iiv gvSc‡_ †cuŠQ‡ZB I‡`i †`L‡Z †cj A‡c¶gvY

PviRb| GKUz nKPwK‡q †Mj GB AZwK©Z Avμg‡Yi

mvg‡b| mevB m‡i hvIqvi †Póv Ki‡Q cÖg av°vi mvg‡b

†_‡K| cÖ‡Z¨‡K PvB‡Q cÖg †PvU Avi KviI Ici w`‡q

hvK|

wKšÍz mvg‡j wb‡ZI †`wi n‡jv bv I‡`i| Qywi †ewi‡q

G‡m‡Q `yR‡bi nv‡Z| wSK K‡i DVj AveQv Av‡jvq| wVK

mgqgZ euv w`‡K KvZ n‡q †Mj ivbv| wbPy n‡qB Lc K‡i

130 gvmy` ivbvÐ33

aij cÖg †jvKUvi cv, nu¨vPKv Uvb w`‡q k~‡b¨ Zz‡j †djj

cv-Uv| †Rv‡i GKUv av°v w`‡ZB Avi GKRb‡K wb‡q coj

†m wPr n‡q gvwU‡Z|

Gw`‡K evwZ¯Ív Suvwc‡q c‡o‡Q wØZxq Qywiavixi Ici|

GZ cÖej †e‡M G‡m coj †h Qywi gvivi Avi mgq †cj bv

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cv‡i|

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ey‡Ki Ici|

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GKRb †cQb †_‡K †P‡c aij ivbvi Mjv| nuvUzUv †V‡m a‡i

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QywU‡q wbj GKUv nvZ, Ges auvB K‡i cÖPÊ GK Nywm gvij

ivbvi bv‡Ki Ici| †euv K‡i DVj ivbvi gv_v| aycavc

cv‡qi kã ïb‡Z cvw”Qj †m, A‡bK †jvK GwM‡q Avmvi,

A¯úó n‡q †Mj kãUv|

Mjv †_‡K nvZ Qvovevi †Póv Kij ivbv, †cQb w`‡K

we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 131

KbyB Pvjvevi †Póv Kij, wKšÍz jvf n‡jv bv wKQyB| μ‡g

AviI †P‡c e‡m hv‡”Q AvOyj¸‡jv Mjvi gvs‡m| †PvL `y‡Uv

wVK‡i †ewi‡q Avm‡Z PvB‡Q ivbvi, †fuv-†fuv Ki‡Q Kvb,

gv_vi g‡a¨ nvZzwo wcU‡Q cvjm-weU| Av‡iKUv Nywm coj

Ii †Pvqv‡ji Ici| cÖvYcY kw³‡Z Ici w`‡K †Vjv w`j

ivbv, KvZ n‡q coj euv cv‡k| wc‡Vi Ici †P‡c emv

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K‡i cvwb‡Z coj `yRb GKm‡½| †ek Mfxi cvwb|

cvwb‡Z c‡oB ivbvi Mjv †_‡K nvZ Qy‡U †Mj †jvKUvi|

Ic‡i †f‡m DVj ivbv| Ii KvQvKvwQB †f‡m DVj †jvKUv,

gyL w`‡q AbM©j †e‡iv‡”Q BUvwjqvb Mvwj|

VvÊv cvwbi ms¯ú‡k© G‡mB †evakw³ wd‡i G‡m‡Q ivbvi|

eo K‡i GKUv `g wb‡qB Wze w`j †m| Lc K‡i †jvKUvi

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ivbvi †nW-j‡K| ax‡i ax‡i ivbvi `yB nvZ P‡j Gj †jvKUvi

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†jvKUvi me©kixi, Zvici Ávb nvwi‡q w¯’i n‡q †Mj|

†jvKUvi cvQvq †Rv‡i GK jvw_ †g‡i I‡K Zx‡ii w`‡K

cvwV‡q w`‡q fzk K‡i †f‡m DVj ivbv cvwbi Ici|

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Ônu¨v|Õ gv_v SuvwK‡q †Pv‡Li Ici †_‡K Pyj mivj ivbv|

†eª÷‡÷ªvK w`‡q P‡j Gj evwZ¯Ívi cv‡k|

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ÔAviI c‡b‡iv wekRb †cuŠ‡Q wM‡qwQj cÖvq| Avcbv‡K

cvwb‡Z co‡Z †`‡L AvwgI †mvRv WvBf w`‡qwQ Lv‡j|Õ

ÔIiv †Kv_vq?Õ Gw`K Iw`K †P‡q Mb‡WvjvUv LyuRj ivbv|

132 gvmy` ivbvÐ33

ÔLv‡ji `yB cv‡i| A‡c¶v Ki‡Q Avgv‡`i R‡b¨|Õ

ÔAvi I¯Ív`?Õ

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I‡`i GKRb| I‡K gv_vi Ici Zz‡j Qyu‡o cv‡i †d‡j †Q‡o

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Avgv‡`i|Õ

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cwi®‹vi cv‡qi kã †kvbv hv‡”Q| I‡`i AMÖMwZi mv‡_ Zvj

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cv‡qi kã|

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ivbv|

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G‡jB Wze †`‡e| hw` gv_vi Ici Qcvr AvIqvR cvI, eyS‡e

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ÔI¯Ív`I n‡Z cv‡i, wmbi| nq‡Zv...Õ

K_vUv †kl Kievi Av‡MB eo GKUv Kv‡jv Mb‡Wvjvi

Qvqv †`Lv †Mj| evwZ †bB| AZ¨šÍ `ª“ZMwZ‡Z cÖvq I‡`i

Nv‡o G‡m coevi Dcμg Kij Mb‡WvjvUv|

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Wze w`j ivbv| K‡qK gyn‚Z© Av‡M †hLvbUvq Ii gv_v

wQj, wVK †mB RvqMvUvq Povr K‡i †Rv‡i GKUv AvIqvR

n‡jv| g‡b g‡b nvmj ivbv| wVK RvqMv‡ZB †g‡i‡Q

Mb‡Wvwjqvi, ïay mg‡qi GKUz Gw`K Avi Iw`K|

we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 133

PU K‡i †f‡m DVj ivbv| KvQvKvwQB †f‡m DVj

evwZ¯Ív| GKB m‡½ †PvL †Mj `yR‡bi Mb‡Wvjvi w`‡K|

GKUz GwM‡qB †_‡g `uvwo‡q‡Q Mb‡Wvjv| AveQv fv‡e

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a‡i gvi‡eb wLu‡P Uvb|Õ

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Bkviv Kij Mb‡Wvwjqvi‡K|

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Gj ivbv, PU K‡i MjyB a‡i D‡V coj Dc‡i, _vev Pvjvj

cv‡qi Kwâ j¶¨ K‡i| Mb‡Wvwjqv‡ii dzjc¨v›U evaj nv‡Z|

†mUv Lvg‡P a‡i Avevi jvd w`j ivbv †cQb w`‡K|

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coj †jvKUv ˆeVv †Q‡o|

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ewm‡q w`j Mb‡Wvwjqv‡ii bvK eivei| Avi Uzu kã bv K‡i

GKivk fzofzwo †Q‡o Zwj‡q †Mj †jvKUv| muvZ‡i wM‡q

fvmgvb ˆeVvUv wb‡q Gj ivbv|

gvwSwenxb Mb‡Wvjv ax‡i ax‡i P‡j‡Q cv‡ii w`‡K|

ˆeVvUv cvUvZ‡bi Ici Qyu‡o w`‡q MjyB †e‡q D‡V coj

ivbv| evwZ¯ÍvI D‡V Gj| `k †m‡K‡Û †mvRv n‡q †Mj

Mb‡Wvjv cvKv gvwS †c‡q| AÜKvi †f` K‡i QyUj Iiv

mvg‡bi w`‡K| cuvP wgwbU ci †_‡g †Mj cv‡qi kã|

134 gvmy` ivbvÐ33

†QvU Lvj †Q‡o eo Lv‡j c‡o‡Q Iiv| Avi AbymiY

Kievi Dcvq †bB|

Zxi‡e‡M Qy‡U P‡j‡Q Mb‡Wvjv|

(AvMvgx L‡Ê mgvc¨)