Wednesday, November 7, 2012

বিদেশী গুপ্তচর-1


gvmy` ivbv
we‡`kx ¸ßPi-1
KvRx Av‡bvqvi †nv‡mb
GK
†PŠi½xi Kw›U‡b›Uvj †nv‡Uj|
we`v‡qi Av‡M GK Kvc Kwd Lv‡”Q ivbv jvD‡Ä e‡m|
KwdUv Giv evbvq fvj| myU‡Km †MvQv‡bvi fvi wMjwU wgTvi
Ici †Q‡o w`‡q †b‡g G‡m‡Q I Pvi Zjvi my¨BU †_‡K|
U¨vw·i R‡b¨ ejv n‡q‡Q †cvU©vi‡K, GZ¶‡Y G‡m †M‡Q
nq‡Zv| hvÎvi me Av‡qvRb †kl| wf‡qbvq P‡j‡Q I
B›Uvi‡cv‡ji GK ¸i“Z¡c~Y© m‡¤§j‡b evsjv‡`‡ki cÖwZwbwa
wn‡m‡e|
Kwdi Kv‡c Z…Zxq PygyK w`‡qB Kvb Lvov n‡q †Mj
ivbvi|
ÔAv”Qv GB †nv‡U‡j gvmy` ivbv e‡j †KD D‡V‡Qb wK?Õ
Kɯ^iUv Kuvcv Kuvcv|
PU K‡i †PvL Zzjj ivbv| GK e„×v| eqm lvU-cuqlwÆi
Kg n‡e bv| m¤¢ªvšÍ †Pnviv| †ewkifvM PyjB cvKv| nv‡Zi
Pvgov Sz‡j c‡o‡Q, RiRi, †KuvPKv‡bv| euv nv‡Z GKUv
¯‹zjUxPvix QvZv Avi Dwbk‡kv QwÎk g‡W‡ji f¨vwbwU e¨vM|
Wvb nv‡Z wi‡mckb KvD›Uv‡ii eªvm-†ij AuvK‡o a‡i cyi“
†j‡Ýi Pkgvi wfZi w`‡q †P‡q i‡q‡Qb e„×v e¨¯Í K¬v‡K©i

2 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
gy‡Li w`‡K| ivbv j¶ Kij, cv `y‡Uv Kuvc‡Q gwnjvi, g‡b
n‡”Q eªvm-†ij †Q‡o w`‡jB c‡o hv‡eb ûogyo K‡i|
gyL bv Zz‡jB Reve w`j wi‡mckb K¬vK©, ÔD‡VwQ‡jb, wKšÍz
AvR P‡j hvIqvi K_v, Lye m¤¢e P‡j †M‡Qb|Õ
Ô†Kv_vq?Õ d¨vKv‡m n‡q †Mj e„×vi gyLUv|
ÔRvwb bv,Õ SuvSvj K‡É K_vUv e‡j wei³ `„wó‡Z PvBj
K¬vK© gwnjvi gy‡Li w`‡K, m¤¢ªvšÍ †Pnviv wPb‡Z fzj Kij bv,
Nvo wdwi‡q †`Lj Pvwe †Svjv‡bv †evW©Uvi w`‡K, GKUv †gvUv
†iwR÷vi D‡ë †`Lj| Ô†`oUvq d¬vBU| Avi cuqZvwj−k
wgwbU Av‡Q|Õ nVvr e¨¯Í n‡q DVj †m| ÔGZ¶Y ch©šÍ wK
Ki‡Q †jvKUv N‡i e‡m?Õ nvZ evwo‡q †Uwj‡dv‡bi wiwmfviUv
Zz‡j wb‡q Kv‡b aij K¬vK©, cigyn‚‡Z© †PvL †Mj Zvi †cvU©v‡ii
w`‡K, †mw`‡K Bw½Z K‡i ejj gwnjv‡K, ÔU¨vw· G‡m †M‡Q|
†`Lv n‡e bv GLb| IB †`Lyb gvjcÎ bvg‡Q|Õ
cvk wd‡i †`L‡jb gwnjv e¨¯Í-mg¯Í †cvU©vi‡K,
myU‡K‡mi Ici Ôgvmy` ivbvÕ †jLv †j‡ejUv co‡jb|
`ª“Zcv‡q evB‡i †ewi‡q †Mj †cvU©vi `yB nv‡Z `y‡Uv myU‡Km
wb‡q| k~b¨`„wó‡Z †mw`‡K LvwbK¶Y †P‡q †_‡K †duvm K‡i
GKUv `xN©k¦vm Qvo‡jb gwnjv, P‡j hvIqvi R‡b¨ GK cv
evwo‡q U‡j DV‡jb, gv_vUv †evanq Ny‡i DVj, PU& K‡i GKUv
†Pqvi a‡i mvg‡j wb‡q Kuvc‡Z Kuvc‡Z e‡m co‡jb|
†kl PygyK w`‡q KvcUv bvwg‡q ivLj ivbv, Zvici D‡V
G‡m `uvovj e„×vi mvg‡b|
ÔAvcbvi wK LyeB Ri“ix `iKvi wQj?Õ
Ônu¨v, evev|Õ †duvm K‡i Avevi `xN©k¦vm †dj‡jb gwnjv|
†PvL `y‡Uv †Nvjv‡U| Kuvcv Mjvq ej‡jb, Ôgnv fzj n‡q †Mj|
AviI Av‡M iIqvbv nIqv DwPZ wQj| Uªv‡g-ev‡m hv wfo,
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 3
DV‡ZB cvijvg bv| †nu‡U G‡mwQ, wZÑb gvBj|Õ
ÔLye †ewk mgq jvM‡e? gv‡b, K_v wK A‡bK †ewk?Õ
Ôbv evev| †ewk K_v bq| wKšÍz eyS‡Z cviwQ, GLb Zvi
`g †djeviI mgq †bB| fzj n‡q †M‡Q Avgvi| GZ
e¨¯ÍZvi g‡a¨ÑÕ
Nwo †`Lj ivbv ejj, ÔAv”Qv, wK e¨vcv‡i K_v ejyb
†Zv?Õ
mivmwi ivbvi gy‡Li w`‡K PvB‡jb e„×v| ÔAvgvi †Q‡ji
e¨vcv‡i|Õ Avkvi Av‡jv dz‡U DVj `yB †Pv‡L| ÔZzwg cvi‡e
evev †`Lv Kwi‡q w`‡Z?Õ
ÔwKQy g‡b Ki‡eb bv, Avgvi Av‡MB cwiPq †`qv DwPZ
wQjÑAvwgB gvmy` ivbv| Pjyb bv U¨vw· K‡i `g`g hvIqvi
c‡_ Avcbvi K_v ïbe?Õ
ivbvi cwiPq †R‡b gyLUv D¾¡j n‡q D‡VwQj e„×vi, wKšÍz
†k‡li K_vUvq ¤−vb n‡q †Mj Avevi| PU& K‡i Pvicv‡k
GKevi †PvL eywj‡q wb‡q wbPy Mjvq ej‡jb, ÔAvgvi †cQ‡b
cywj‡mi †jvK †j‡M Av‡Q| Iiv a‡i †dj‡e| DV‡ZB †`‡e
bv †Zvgvi U¨vw·‡Z|
nVvr ivbvi g‡b n‡jv gwnjv cvMj bq‡Zv? wKšÍz Zvn‡j
Ii bvg Rvbj wK K‡i? Nwo †`Lj Avi GKevi| wMjwU
wgTv‡K †`Lv †Mj nšÍ`šÍ n‡q Avm‡Q Gw`‡K wjdU †_‡K
†b‡g| mgq †bB| wK Ki‡e eyS‡Z cvi‡Q bv ivbv|
ivbvi fveUv j¶ Ki‡jb gwnjv| ej‡jb, ÔwVK Av‡Q,
hZ ms‡¶‡c cvwi ejwQ| Awbj‡K †P‡bv Zzwg?Õ
ÔAwbjÑgv‡b, Awbj P¨vUvRx©?Õ e‡m coj ivbv mvg‡bi
†Pqv‡i|
†PvL `y‡Uv mvgvb¨ GKUz weùvwiZ n‡q †M‡Q ivbvi| fvj

4 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
K‡iB †P‡b †m Awbj‡K| †`o eQi Av‡M GKm‡½ KvR
K‡i‡Q Iiv GKUv A¨vmvBb‡g‡›U| Zz‡Lvo †Q‡j| fviZxq
¸ßPi wefv‡Mi †miv G‡R›U‡`i GKRb Awbj P¨vUvRx©| Bwb
wK ZviB gv? Zvn‡j Gui wcQ‡b cywj‡mi †jvK †Kb?
Ônu¨v| Avwg Zvi gv| †`o gvm Av‡M †iv‡g wM‡qwQj I|
†cuŠ‡Q wPwV w`‡qwQj, wKšÍz Zvici †_‡K Avi †Kvb Lei
†bB|Õ †PvL `y‡Uv QjQj K‡i DVj e„×vi| ÔhLbB evB‡i hvq,
†hLv‡bB _vKzK mßv‡n `y‡Uv K‡i wPwV †`q I| wKšÍz Gevi
†Kvb Lei †bB Ii|Õ
ÔIi Awd‡m Rvwb‡q‡Qb?Õ
ÔmevB‡K Rvwb‡qwQ| †KD †Kvb mvnvh¨ Ki‡e bv| I
d‡ib mvwf©‡mi †jvK, wgwbw÷ª Ad d‡ib A¨v‡dqv‡m©
Rvwb‡qwQ, cywjm‡K Rvwb‡qwQ, †Kvb jvf nqwb| Ggb fve
†`Lv‡”Q mevB †hb Awb‡ji wKQy n‡q _vK‡j I‡`i wKQyB
G‡m hvq bv| Avgvi gb ej‡Q fqvbK wKQy GKUv N‡U
†M‡Q| wb‡R hve g‡b K‡i Avgvi cvm‡cvU©Uv wiwbD Kievi
R‡b¨ w`‡qwQjvg `yB mßvn Av‡M, Iiv ej‡Q nvwi‡q †M‡Q
†mUv, Avevi bZzb K‡i A¨vc−vB Ki‡Z n‡e| Zvi Av‡M
†_‡KB Avgvi †cQ‡b †jvK †j‡M †M‡Q, †hLv‡bB hvB bv
†Kb, Avgv‡K AbymiY Ki‡Q mv`v †cvkvK civ `yRb cywjm|
GLv‡bI G‡m‡Q †cQb †cQb|
gwnjv cvMj wKbv †m m‡›`nUv Avevi GKevi DuwK w`j
ivbvi g‡bi †Kv‡Y| wMjwU wgTv G‡m `uvovj cv‡k| PÂj
n‡q DVj †m ivbv‡K wbwe©Kvi wP‡Ë Mí Ki‡Z †`‡L|
ÔU¨vw· †Wuwo‡q Av‡P, m¨vi| hv‡eb bv? nv‡Z Avi †mvgvq
†bB|Õ
ÔevB‡i `yRb wUKwUwK i‡q‡Q, I‡`i m‡½ LvwbK Míwe‡`
kx ¸ßPiÐ1 5
¸Re K‡iv‡M hvI| †fZ‡i XzK‡Z †`‡e bv|Õ
`yB †m‡KÛ AevK n‡q †P‡q iBj wMjwU wgTv ivbvi
gy‡Li w`‡K, Zvici gv_v SuvwK‡q †ewi‡q †Mj evB‡i| ivbv
wdij e„×vi w`‡K|
ÔAvgvi Kv‡Q wK mvnvh¨ Avkv Ki‡Qb?Õ mivmwi cÖkoe Kij
ivbv|
ÔZv Avwg wVK Rvwb bv, evev| Awbj †`Lv Ki‡Z ej‡Q
†Zvgvi m‡½|Õ e¨vM †_‡K GKUv iwOb wcKPvi-†cv÷KvW©
†ei Ki‡jb e„×v, ivbvi nv‡Z w`‡q ej‡jb, ÔMZKvj G‡m‡Q
GUv|Õ
KvW©Uv D‡ë-cv‡ë †`Lj ivbv| †fwb‡mi weªR Ad
mvB‡Ri (`xN©k¦v‡mi †mZz) iwOb Qwe| BUvwjqvb †cv÷
Awd‡mi mx‡j ZvwiL †`Lv hv‡”Q cuvPw`b Av‡Mi| cÖvc‡Ki
bvg Ai“Yv fÆvPvh©, 26/2 h`yb›`b †Mv¯^vgx †jb, KwjKvZv
6| cwi®‹vi n¯Ív¶‡i GKUv †QvÆ wPwV, Bs‡iwR‡Z †jLv|
evsjv gv‡b Ki‡j `uvovq:
Kv‡R AvU‡K †MwQ, QyU‡Z cviwQ bv|
kixiUvI Lvivc| KvM‡R †`Ljvg, gvmy`
ivbv wf‡qbvq Avm‡Q| I‡K Avgvi cÖxwZ
Rvwb‡qv| †miv wZb‡U †nv‡U‡ji †h †Kvb
GKUvq cv‡e| Aek¨B †`Lv Ki‡e|
BwZÑGm.I.mwjj|
AevK n‡q e„×vi gy‡Li w`‡K PvBj ivbv|
ÔKvi wPwV GUv? Awb‡ji bq! Avcbvi D‡Ï‡kI †jLv
bq| A_P Avgvi bvg...Õ
ÔG wPwV Awb‡jiB|Õ Kuvcv Mjvq ej‡jb e„×v| ÔIiB
nv‡Zi †jLv| wVKvbvUv Ii gvgv evwoi| we‡qi Av‡M Avgvi

6 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
bvg wQj Ai“Yv fÆvPvh©| mwjj Ii evevi bvg| Gm.I. mwjj
gv‡b mvb Ad mwjj, Zvi gv‡b Awbj| AvR mKv‡j †cuŠ‡Q
w`‡q †M‡Q GUv Avgvi Kv‡Q Avgvi fvB‡cv| Avevi c‡o
†`‡Lv evev, I wKQy GKUv ej‡Z PvB‡Q †Zvgv‡K GB wPwV‡Z|
wbðqB wec‡` c‡o‡Q †Kvb|Õ
Avevi GKevi KvW©Uvi w`‡K †P‡qB g‡b g‡b Pg‡K †Mj
ivbv| Ôwcc&j& û μmW& `v weªR Ad mvBR Iq¨vi Kb&‡Wg&W|Õ
Awbj †evSv‡Z PvB‡Q wec‡` c‡o‡Q †m, nq AvZ¥‡Mvcb K‡i
Av‡Q bq‡Zv e›`x n‡q‡Qцe‡iv‡Z cvi‡Q bv| wPwVi †k‡l
bvg mB Kievi Q‡j Gm.I.Gm. wec`ms‡KZUv Gevi Avi
Ii †PvL Govj bv| gyn‚‡Z© wm×všÍ wbj ivbv| Nwo
†`LjÑKuvUvq KuvUvq GKUv|
wMjwU wgTv G‡m `uvovj Avevi| Aw¯’i n‡q D‡V‡Q
†ePviv| Rxe‡b GB cÖg mwZ¨Kvi A‡_© we‡`k P‡j‡Q †m|
Drmvn Avi D‡ËRbvq UMeM K‡i dzU‡Q mKvj †_‡K|
Ô†mvgvq †bB, m¨vi| U¨vw·Avjv ej‡P GLybI iIbv w`‡j
nq‡Zv...Õ
ÔevB‡ii `yRb wK Ki‡Q?Õ cÖkoe Kij ivbv|
Ô†Mvgovgy‡Kv f~Z, m¨vi| KZv e‡j bv| DB Dw`‡K cv‡bi
†`vKv‡b...Õ
ÔwVK Av‡Q| Zzwg GK KvR K‡iv, AvR‡K hvw”Q bv Avgiv,
U¨vw· we`vq K‡i w`‡q gvjcÎ N‡i †Zvjvi e¨e¯’v K‡iv|
Avi AvR‡Ki wUwKU¸‡jv K¨v‡Ýj K‡i Kvj‡Ki R‡b¨
wiRv‡f©k‡bi e¨e¯’v K‡iv| cvi‡e bv?Õ
Ôwb”Pq|Õ eviK‡qK ivbv I e„×vi gy‡Li w`‡K PvBj wMjwU
wgTv, Zvici nvmj| Ôe¨vcv‡ikb Lvivc!Õ
`ª“Zcv‡q P‡j †Mj wMjwU wgTv| AZ¨šÍ weeªZ †eva Ki‡jb
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 7
e„×v| ej‡jb, Ô†Zvgvi A‡bK ¶wZ...Õ
ÔwK”Qz bv| GR‡b¨ fve‡eb bv Avcwb|Õ D‡V `uvovj ivbv|
Pjyb, Dc‡i wM‡q AvMv‡Mvov meUv e¨vcvi †kvbv hvK|Õ
`yB
PviZjvi my¨B‡U GKUv †mvdvq e„×v‡K ewm‡q gy‡LvgywL
Av‡iKUv †mvdvq emj ivbv| gwnjvi A¯^w¯Í `~i Kievi R‡b¨
nvmj wgwó K‡i|
ÔAvi †Kvb Zvov †bB| Gevi ax‡i my‡¯’ ejyb †`wL
e¨vcviUv?Õ
ÔwK `ywðšÍvi g‡a¨ †h AvwQ evev, wK eje| Awbj Avgvi
GKgvÎ mšÍvb| Ii evev gviv hvIqvi ci ¯‹z‡ji gv÷vwi K‡i
eû K‡ó gvbyl K‡iwQ I‡K| †f‡ewQjvg ey‡ov eq‡m eywS
wbwðšÍ n‡Z cvie, †Q‡jUvi GKUv we‡q w`‡q I‡K NiKboevmsmv‡
ii g‡a¨ XzwK‡q w`‡Z cvi‡jB gyw³ cve| wKšÍz Zv n‡jv
bv| †Q‡j Ggb PvKwi wbj †h eQ‡ii g‡a¨ bq gvmB _vK‡Z
nq I‡K we‡`‡k| d‡ib mvwf©m n‡jB GZ e`wj nq bvwK,
evev?Õ
ivbv eySj, Awbj †h wVK wK KvR K‡i Rvbv †bB Ii
gv‡qi| G¶zwY wKQy bv Rvbv‡bvB fvj g‡b K‡i Pyc K‡i
_vKj| K_v e‡jB Pj‡jb e„×v|
ÔAvR G‡`k, Kvj I‡`k, †Kv_vI w_i n‡q em‡Z w`‡”Q
bv †Q‡jUv‡K| Pvigvm †iv‡g _vKvi ci †`‡k wd‡i G‡m
Avevi hLb †iv‡g †Mj Gevi, Avwg g‡b Kijvg hvK, Gevi
wKQyUv myw¯’i n‡q‡Q eywS, †g‡q †`L‡Z ïi“ K‡iwQjvg, Ggwb
mg‡q Dcw¯’Z GB wec`|Õ

8 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
Ôwec`Uv †Ui †c‡jb K‡e? †cuŠ‡Q †h wPwV w`‡qwQj Zv‡Z
†Kvb Avfvm wQj?Õ
Ôbv, evev| mvaviY wPwVцcuŠ‡QwP, fvj AvwQ, Zzwg †Kvb
wPšÍv †Kv‡iv bv, Avi †Zvgvi `ywU cv‡q cwo ARvbv A‡Pbv
†Kvb †g‡q‡K cQ›` K‡i †ev‡mv bv, mgq n‡j Avwg Rvbve
†Zvgv‡K, †Zvgvi Ag‡Z we‡q Kie bv GUzKz †R‡b
†i‡LvÑGBme K_v| G wPwVi ci mvZw`b †cwi‡q †Mj, Avi
†Kvb wPwV bv †c‡q AevK n‡qwQ wKšÍz Nve‡o hvBwb| `yÕmßvn
ci hLb Avgvi wPwV¸‡jv wi-WvB‡i‡±W n‡q †diZ Avm‡Z
Avi¤¢ Kij, ZLb Nve‡o †Mjvg| Uªv¼-Kj Kijvg Ii
†nv‡U‡jцbB| Gge¨vmx‡Z Uªv¼-Kj KijvgÑK_vi ReveB
w`‡Z Pvq bv, D‡ë IivB Av‡evj-Zv‡evj cÖkoe ïi“ K‡i w`j,
A‡bK Aby‡iva Dc‡iva K‡iI †Kvb Lei †ei Ki‡Z cvijvg
bv Awb‡ji, †k‡l nZvk n‡q †Q‡o w`jvg| †Mj †`o‡kv
UvKv| ZZ¶‡Y Avgvi gb ej‡Z ïi“ K‡i‡Q, fqvbK †Kvb
`yN©Ubv N‡U‡Q Awb‡ji, wbðqB LyeB Amy¯’ ZvB LeiUv †P‡c
hv‡”Q mevB Avgvi Kv‡Q|
ÔQy‡U †Mjvg m‡šÍv‡li Avwc‡m| Awb‡ji eÜz|
B‡›Uwj‡RÝ wWcvU©‡g‡›U KvR K‡i| †Kvb Amywe‡a n‡j Ii
m‡½ †hvMv‡hvM Ki‡Z e‡j †i‡LwQj Awbj Avgv‡K| Av‡MI
GKevi Ii mvnvh¨ `iKvi c‡owQj, cvwK¯Ív‡b AvU‡K
wM‡qwQj ZLb Awbj, A‡bK mvnvh¨ K‡iwQj ZLb GB
m‡šÍvl| †`Lv Ki‡ZB LyeB Av`i-Avc¨vqb Kij, K_v w`j
wZbw`‡bi g‡a¨ Awb‡ji Lei †ei K‡i Rvbv‡e Avgv‡K, †hb
†Kvb `ywðšÍv bv Kwi| wKšÍz wKQyB Kij bv †Q‡jUv| Avi
†`LvB †cjvg bv Ii| wZbw`b ci Ii Avwc‡m †MjvgцbB|
ciw`b †MjvgцbB! Avwc‡mi Avi mevB †Kgb A™¢yZ `„wó‡Z
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 9
†`L‡Q Avgv‡K, e¨envi e`‡j †M‡Q, †Kgb †hb wbwe©Kvi,
KwVb| GKRb Awdmvi Avgv‡K Rvwb‡q w`j, Awb‡ji †Kvb
msev` cvIqv hvqwb, Rvbv †M‡j Lei †`qv n‡e Avgv‡K, Kó
K‡i I‡`i Avwc‡m hvIqvi `iKvi †bB|Õ
ÔGUv KZw`b Av‡Mi NUbv?Õ
Ôwek-GKzk w`b| ciw`b †dvb Kijvg Avevi m‡šÍv‡li
Avwc‡m| Avwc‡mB wQj, wKšÍz K_v ejj bv| Av‡iKRb †K
†hb Lye Kov Mjvq ejj, ïay ïayB wei³ KiwQ I‡`i,
Rvbvevi gZ †Kvb Lei _vK‡j AvcwbB Rvbv‡e Iiv, aboev
w`‡j †Kvb dj n‡e bv|Õ
¯§„wZ †ivgš’b Ki‡Z wM‡q gwjb n‡q †Mj AcgvwbZv
e„×vi gyL, `xN©k¦vm †Q‡o ej‡jb, ÔAvwg eyS‡Z cvijvg †Kvb
mvnvh¨ Ki‡e bv Giv| †mvRv †Mjvg wgwbw÷ª Ad d‡ib
A¨v‡dqv‡m©| †mLv‡bI GKB e¨vcvi, cÖ‡g †Zv †KD †`LvB
Ki‡e bv Avgvi mv‡_| KviI mgq †bB| aboev w`‡q c‡o
iBjvg, Awb‡ji msev` bv wb‡q wKQy‡ZB hve bv Avwg| †kl
ch©šÍ wei³ n‡q WvKv n‡jv Avgv‡K GKRb †WcywU
†m‡μUvwii N‡i| em‡Z ch©šÍ ejj bv, N‡i XzK‡ZB Awb‡ji
eqmx GKUv †Q‡j åƒ KzuP‡K KUgU K‡i Avgvi w`‡K †P‡q
ejj, Ô†Kb wg‡QwgwQ Avgv‡`i wei³ Ki‡Qb? GUv
B‡›Uwj‡R‡Ýi e¨vcvi, I‡`i Kv‡Q hvb|Õ †Ku‡` †djjvg,
B‡›Uwj‡RÝ †_‡K †h Ab_©K †Nviv‡”Q †m K_v ejjvg, wKšÍz
wKQy‡ZB †Kvb KvR n‡jv bv| †mvRv e‡j w`j, ÔGUv Avgv‡`i
KvR bq, Avcwb Gevi Avmyb|Õ i“gvj †ei K‡i †PvL gyQ‡jb
e„×v Pkgv Ly‡j|
ÔZvici?Õ
ÔAvwg ejjvg, Avgvi †Q‡ji msev` Avgv‡K Rvb‡ZB

10 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
n‡e| Avcbviv mevB wg‡j †h e¨envi Ki‡Qb Zv‡Z †mvRv
cwÎKv Awd‡m wM‡q me e¨vcvi Rvbv‡bv Qvov Avi †Kvb Dcvq
†`LwQ bv|Õ
†Q‡ji R‡b¨ gv †h KZUv Ki‡Z cv‡i Dcjwä K‡i
ixwZgZ gy» n‡q †Mj ivbv| ejj, ÔwVK ej‡Qb| Iiv wK
ejj G K_v ï‡b?Õ
GK jv‡d D‡V `uvovj †WcywU †m‡μUvwi| Avgvi g‡b
n‡jv G¶zwY eywS Mv‡q nvZ Zz‡j em‡e| wKšÍz Zv bv K‡i
Avgv‡K emevi Bw½Z K‡i Qy‡U †ewi‡q †Mj †Q‡jUv Kvgiv
†_‡K| cÖvq †`o NÈv A‡c¶v Kievi ci Avgv‡K wb‡q hvIqv
n‡jv GKRb †m‡μUvwii N‡i, †mLv‡b LyeB KUz fvlvq agK
†`qv n‡jv Avgv‡K| Rvwb‡q †`qv n‡jv, B‡”Q Ki‡j cwÎKv
Awd‡m †h‡Z cvwi Avwg, wKšÍz †M‡j c¯Ív‡Z n‡e Avgv‡KB|
Awb‡ji wb‡LuvR nIqvi e¨vcv‡i †Kvb iKg cvewjwmwU n‡j
¶wZ n‡e Awb‡jiB| G e¨vcv‡i †ewk †LuvR Lei Ki‡Z
hvIqvUv bvwK Avgvi R‡b¨B wec¾bK| Avgvi GLb PycPvc
N‡i e‡m _vKv Qvov Avi wKQyB Kivi †bB| Ggb †PvL
cvwK‡q K_v¸‡jv ejj †jvKUv †h mwZ¨B fq †c‡q †Mjvg
Avwg| Awb‡ji †LuvR Lei Ki‡Z wM‡q hw` Ii Awbó nq,
†mUv Avwg PvB bv| wKšÍz †Kb Ii Awbó n‡e, I‡`i Kg©Pvix
BUvwj‡Z wM‡q wK wec‡` coj †m m¤ú‡K© Iiv wKQyB Rv‡b bv
ev Rvb‡Z Pvq bv †Kb, GiKg Ab_©K `ye©¨enviB ev †Kb
Ki‡Q wKQyB eyS‡Z cvijvg bv| nZvk n‡q †ewi‡q Gjvg
ILvb †_‡K| wKQy`~i nuvUevi ciB eyS‡Z cvijvg Avgv‡K
AbymiY Kiv n‡”Q| Dwbk‡kv wZwik mv‡j mš¿vmev`x
Av‡›`vj‡b RwoZ wQjvg, Kv‡RB G‡`i wPb‡Z fzj n‡jv bv
Avgvi| GKRb mvg‡b Avi GKRb †cQ‡b me©¶Y †j‡M
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 11
Av‡Q Giv Avgvi m‡½|Õ
Ôcvm‡cv‡U©i e¨vcv‡i wK †hb ejwQ‡jb?Õ
Ônu¨v| K‡qKw`b e¨vcviUv wb‡q A‡bK fvejvg| eySjvg
KviI KvQ †_‡K †KvbiKg mvnv‡h¨i Avkv †bB| †k‡l wVK
Kijvg Avwg wb‡RB hve| wiwbD Kivi R‡b¨ Rgv w`jvg
†mUv| n‡”Q, n‡e, †`wL wK Kiv hvq, BZ¨vw` K‡i †ek
K‡qKw`b †`wi Kwi‡q †`qvi ci GKw`b I‡`i Awd‡m wM‡q
†P‡c aijvg| Avgvi dvBjUvB †bB, nvwi‡q †M‡Q| Avevi
bZzb K‡i `iLv¯Í †`qvi civgk© w`j Avgv‡K I‡`i GK
Awdmvi, K_v w`j hZ kxwNª m¤¢e hv‡Z cvB †m †Póv Ki‡e
†m| eySjvg meB| nvj †Q‡o w`‡q †Pv‡Li R‡j fvmjvg
K‡qKw`b, cÖv_©bv Kijvg fMev‡bi Kv‡Q| LvIqv †bB, Nyg
†bB, QUdU Kijvg Amnvq hš¿YvqÑGgwb mg‡q Gj GB
KvW©Uv| †eu‡P Av‡Q, GUzKz eyS‡Z cviwQ, wKšÍz †Kb mivmwi
Avgvi wVKvbvq bv cvwV‡q gvgvevwoi wVKvbvq cvVvj I
KvW©Uv, eyS‡Z cviwQ bv| wec‡` c‡o‡Q eyS‡Z cviwQ; wKšÍz
wK wec`, wK ai‡bi KZeo wec`, wKQyB eyS‡Z cviwQ bv|
û-û K‡i Kuv`‡Q ïay ey‡Ki wfZiUv|Õ
e„×v Kvboevq †f‡O coevi Av‡MB PU K‡i wR‡Ám Kij
ivbv, ÔAvcwb wK wKQyB AuvP Ki‡Z cvi‡Qb bv? wK ai‡bi
KvR KiZ Awbj wKQyB Rvbv †bB Avcbvi?Õ
Ôbv, evev| Ii KvRK‡g©i e¨vcv‡i wKQyB e‡jwb I Avgv‡K
†Kvbw`b|Õ
ÔAv”Qv, Avcbvi wK †Kvbw`b m‡›`n n‡q‡Q †h Avcbvi
†Q‡j nq‡Zv fviZxq ¸ßPi wefv‡M KvR K‡i?Õ
SU K‡i PvB‡jb e„×v ivbvi †Pv‡Li w`‡K| K‡qK †m‡KÛ
Pyc K‡i iB‡jb|

12 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
Ô†Kvbw`b fvwewb| n‡Z cv‡i| GLb g‡b n‡”Q, n‡Z
cv‡i GUv|Õ åƒ KzuP‡K fve‡jb e„×v AviI wKQy¶Y| ÔwVKB
e‡jQ| m¤¢e| G‡`i K_vevZ©v, e¨envi †`‡L ZvB †Zv g‡b
n‡”Q GLb| †Kvb †`‡ki ¯úvB hw` Ab¨ †`‡k aiv c‡o
Zvn‡j Zvi cwiPq A¯^xKvi K‡i Zvi wb‡qvMKvix †`kÑG
iKg wK †hb c‡owQjvg †Kv_vI| ZvB wK N‡U‡Q Awb‡ji
fv‡M¨?Õ cyi“ †j‡Ýi wfZi w`‡q ivbvi gy‡Li w`‡K †P‡q Reve
LyuR‡Q e„×vi e¨vKzj `„wó|
ÔwVK wK †h N‡U‡Q Zv †ei Ki‡Z n‡e Avgv‡`i| GLvb
†_‡K hZUv m¤¢e †Póv Kie Avwg AvR Lei †ei Kievi|
K‡qKRb †nvgov-†Pvgov Awdmv‡ii m‡½ Rvbv‡kvbv Av‡Q
Avgvi| hZUv Rvbv hvq AvRB mܨvq Rvbve Avwg Avcbv‡K|
hw` GLvb †_‡K †Zgb wKQy Lei msMÖn Ki‡Z bv cvwi Zvn‡j
wf‡qbv †_‡K †fwb‡m hve, †h K‡i †nvK Lei †ei KieB
Avwg| Avcbvi wVKvbvUv w`‡q Avcwb †mvRv evmvq P‡j hvb|
wK”Qz fve‡eb bv, me wVK n‡q hv‡e|Õ
ivbvi Kɯ^‡i wb‡Ri ¶gZvi Ici Avðh© GK Av¯’v Avi
AvZ¥wek¦v‡mi †ik Dcjwä Ki‡Z cvi‡jb e„×v| `y`©gbxq
GKUv cÖvY-¯ú›`b i‡q‡Q Gi wfZi| g‡b nq UMeM K‡i
dzU‡Q Gi wfZiUv, wKšÍz evB‡i Zvi †Kvb cÖKvk †bB|
ÔZzwg wK wf‡qbvq P‡jQ?Õ
ÔwZbw`‡bi GKUv m‡¤§j‡b hvw”Q evsjv‡`‡ki cÖwZwbwa
wn‡m‡e|Õ
ÔZzwg evsjv‡`‡ki †Q‡j?Õ
Ônu¨v|Õ
ÔwKQy g‡b K‡iv bv evev, Zzwg Awb‡ji eÜz, wKšÍz †Zvgvi
bvg †Kvbw`b ïwbwb Avwg Ii gy‡L| KZw`‡bi eÜz †Zvgiv?Õ
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 13
ÔwVK eÜz ej‡j fzj n‡e| Avgiv cwiwPZ| mvZw`‡bi
cwiPq| †`o eQi Av‡M b`©vb© Avqvij¨v‡Û GKUv e¨vcv‡i
KvR K‡iwQjvg Avgiv mvZw`b| ZLbB wP‡bwQjvg I‡K Avwg
mr, mvnmx Ges eyw×gvb †Q‡j wn‡m‡e| Zvici Ii Avi †Kvb
Lei cvBwb, GZw`b ci AvR Avcbvi gy‡LB Ii bvg ïbjvg
cÖg|Õ
AevK n‡jb e„×v| ÔGB mvgvb¨ cwiP‡qB Ii R‡b¨ GZUv
¶wZ ¯^xKvi K‡i wb‡j Zzwg! AvR‡Ki d¬vBU K¨v‡Ýj Ki‡j,
wf‡qbv †_‡K †fwb‡m hv‡e, mgq bó n‡e, UvKv bó n‡eÑÕ
g„`y nvmj ivbv| ÔG wb‡q Avcwb fve‡eb bv| mwZ¨ K_v
ej‡Z wK, Ii R‡b¨ Avwg d¬vBU K¨v‡Ýj Kwiwb| Avwg we‡`kx
†jvK, fvi‡Zi ivóªxq †Kvb e¨vcv‡i bvK Mjvevi AwaKviI
Avm‡j †bB Avgvi| †hUzKz KiwQ ev Ki‡Z PvBwQ †mUv bv
K‡i Dcvq wQj bv Avgvi|Õ
Ô†Kb, evev?Õ
ÔmšÍv‡bi R‡b¨ GKRb gv‡qi cÖvY Kuv`‡e, Avi Avwg gyL
wdwi‡q wb‡q P‡j hve, †mUv wK m¤¢e? gv‡qi †P‡q eo Avi
wK Av‡Q c„w_ex‡Z?Õ
SiSi K‡i †Ku‡` †dj‡jb e„×v|
ivbv ejj, ÔAvcwb wK”Qz fve‡eb bv| Avgvi mva¨gZ
Avwg meB Kie Awb‡ji R‡b¨| K_v w`w”Q| Ae¯’v †h iKg
`uvwo‡q‡Q Zv‡Z †h †Kvb gvby‡li G‡Kev‡i †f‡O covi K_v|
Zey †Zv Avcwb A‡bKLvwb k³ n‡q Av‡Qb| Avi K‡qKUv
w`b mn¨ Ki‡Z n‡e| ˆah© a‡i A‡c¶v Ki“b, Avgvi g‡b
n‡”Q me wVK n‡q hv‡e|Õ
GKUz mvg‡j wb‡jb e„×v| kxY© GKLvbv nvZ ivL‡jb
ivbvi kw³kvjx evû‡Z|

14 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
Ô†Zvgv‡K wK e‡j ab¨ev` †`e Rvwb bv| ab¨ev` w`‡q
†Zvgvi gnË¡‡K †QvU KivI wVK bq| Avkxe©v` Kwi, myLx nI,
mdj nI Rxe‡bi me †¶‡Î|Õ
evmvi wVKvbv w`‡q D‡V co‡jb e„×v| ej‡jb, ÔgbUv
A‡bKLvwb nvjKv n‡q †M‡Q, evev| me RvqMvq evav †c‡q
†c‡q nZvk n‡q wM‡qwQjvg, Pvcv Avk¼v Avi D‡ØM Kz‡i
Kz‡i Lvw”Qj ey‡Ki wfZiUv| †Kvb w`‡KB †Kvb c_ cvw”Qjvg
bv| wKfv‡e †h †K‡U‡Q MZ GKUv gvm!Õ
ÔmeUv †evSv GKv Avcbvi Kuv‡a wQj e‡jB GiKg
†j‡M‡Q| GLb †Zv Avi Avcwb GKv bb| AvwgI AvwQ
Avcbvi m‡½| ˆah© a‡i A‡c¶v Ki“b wM‡q| Avwg †Póv Kie
†hb Avcbv‡K †ewkw`b A‡c¶v Ki‡Z bv nq|Õ
e„×v‡K we`vq w`‡q Rvbvjvi av‡i `uvwo‡q GKUv wmMv‡iU
aivj ivbv| cieZx© Kg©cš’v wVK K‡i wbj `yÕwgwb‡Ui g‡a¨B|
N‡i G‡m XzKj wMjwU wgTv| Ii w`‡K bv †P‡qB ûKzg Kij
ivbv, ÔGKUv U¨vw· Wv‡Kv|Õ
Rvbvjv w`‡q †`Lv hv‡”Q RbvKxY© iv¯Ívq nuvU‡Qb e„×v|
cvb †`vKv‡bi mvg‡bi Uzj †_‡K D‡V `uvovj `yÕRb †jvK|
wZb
iÄb †PŠayix| bvgUv ïb‡j g‡b nq †Kvb †Q‡j †QvKiv n‡e
nq‡Zv| Avm‡j eqm AvUvboe eQi| †eu‡U Lv‡Uv, aywZ-kvU© Ges
Zvi Ici cyiv‡bv Quv‡Ui †KvU civ mv`vwm‡a †jvKwU‡K
†`L‡j †h †KD g‡b Ki‡e †Kvb miKvix Awd‡mi †nW K¬vK©,
eo‡Rvi †mKkb Awdmvi| Avm‡j f`ª‡jvK fviZxq wm‡μU
mvwf©‡mi Pxd| Ggb Zx¶è eyw×, WvK‡mu‡U Pxd Avi Av‡mwb
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 15
GB wWcvU©‡g‡›U|
Awdmvm© K¨vw›Ub †_‡K LvIqv †m‡i jvD‡Äi wbR©b †Kv‡Y
cv‡K©i w`‡K †Lvjv GKUv Rvbvjvi av‡i em‡jb wZwb|
†eqviv Kwd w`‡q †Mj GK Kvc| †mw`‡K 僇¶c bv K‡i
Rvbvjv w`‡q evB‡i †P‡q e‡m iB‡jb PycPvc| Mfxi †Kvb
wPšÍvq gMoe|
Kwdi Kv‡c PygyK bv †`qv ch©šÍ A‡c¶v Kij ivbv,
Zvici D‡V wM‡q `uvovj iÄb †PŠayixi †Uwe‡ji cv‡k|
ÔGB †h! †Kgb Av‡Qb? em‡Z cvwi?Õ
SU K‡i ivbvi gy‡Li w`‡K PvB‡jb Pxd| ivbv‡K †`‡L
GKUz AevK n‡jv `„wóUv| gyn‚‡Z© mvg‡j wb‡q ej‡jb,
ÔwbðqB| †Kgb Av‡Qb? Avwg RvbZvg Avcwb GZ¶‡Y
iIqvbv n‡q wM‡q‡Qb wf‡qbvi c‡_|Õ
ÔKvj hvw”Q|Õ emj ivbv Px‡di gy‡LvgywL|
ÔILvb †_‡K †mvRv wd‡i Avm‡eb, bv AviI †Kv_vI
hvIqvi B‡”Q Av‡Q?Õ
ÔfvewQ GKUz †fwbm Ny‡i Avme|Õ
Ô`¨vU&m& ¸W| †dw÷f¨vjUv †`Lvi R‡b¨ †Zv? Avwg
ï‡bwQ, `vi“Y bvwK I‡`i jv †m‡b‡i‡›Uvjv|Õ
†dw÷f¨vj m¤ú‡K© Av‡jvPbvq ivbvi †Zgb Drmvn †bB
j¶ K‡i mivmwi ivbvi †Pv‡Li w`‡K PvB‡jb iÄb †PŠayix|
fzi“ bvPv‡jb| ÔwK Lei?Õ
ÔGKUv e¨vcv‡i Avcbvi mvnvh¨ `iKvi|Õ
fzi“ †Rvov mvgvb¨ GKUz KzuP‡K D‡VB Avevi †mvRv n‡q
†Mj| ÔwbðqB, wbðqB| wK e¨vcv‡i?Õ
ÔAwbj P¨vUvRx©i e¨vcv‡i Avwg AvMÖnx|Õ
w¯’i `„wó‡Z iÄb †PŠayixi gy‡Li w`‡K †P‡q K_vUv D”PviY

16 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
Kij ivbv, Avkv K‡iwQj G cÖkoe ï‡b Px‡di wK cOwZwμqv nq
†mUv j¶ Ki‡j wKQyUv AuvP Ki‡Z cvi‡e †m e¨vcviUv| wKšÍz
†KvbiKg †Kvb cOwZwμqv †Ui cvIqv †Mj bv Zvi g‡a¨|
†Kv‡Ui c‡KU †_‡K GKUv Pviwgbv‡ii c¨v‡KU †ei K‡i Ly‡j
GwM‡q ai‡jb wZwb ivbvi w`‡K, ivbv GKUv †ei K‡i wb‡ZB
wb‡RI †Vuv‡U jvMv‡jb GKUv, ivbvi M¨vm jvBUv‡ii Av¸‡b
awi‡q wb‡jb wmMv‡iU| j¤^v K‡i †MvUv K‡qK Uvb w`‡q †VuvU
†_‡K AvOy‡ji duv‡K wb‡q G‡jb wmMv‡iUUv| ivbvi †Pv‡Li
Ici w¯’i n‡jv Zuvi `„wó|
ÔAwbj, bv? Awbj P¨vUvRx©| ûg| Zv, Avcwb Zvi e¨vcv‡i
Drmvnx †Kb?Õ
Ôb`©vb© Avqvij¨v‡Û Avgiv GK m‡½ KvR K‡iwQjvg
wKQyw`b| Ii mZZv Avi †`k‡cÖg Avgv‡K gy» K‡iwQj| fvj
†j‡MwQj †Q‡jUv‡K| Ii †LuvR cvIqv hv‡”Q bv ïbjvg|Õ
ÔAvwgI ZvB ï‡bwQ,Õ ej‡jb iÄb †PŠayix| Kwdi Kv‡c
PygyK w`‡jb Av‡iKUv| ÔAvRKvj mewKQy‡ZB †fRvj| Kwdi
†m ¯^v` Avi †bB| †mB QvÎRxeb †_‡K LvIqvi ci GK Kvc
K‡i Kwd LvIqvi Af¨vm...Õ
ÔwK n‡q‡Q Ii?Õ
†PvL wgUwgU Ki‡jb iÄb †PŠayix|
ÔKvi wK n‡q‡Q?Õ
g„`y nvmj ivbv| ÔGwo‡q hvIqvi †Póv Ki‡Qb Avcwb,
wg÷vi †PŠayix| Awbj wb‡LuvR| Avwg Rvb‡Z PvB wK n‡q‡Q
Ii|Õ
ÔAvwg Rvwb bv| mwZ¨B Rvwb bv|Õ Kwdi Kv‡c †kl PygyK
w`‡q DVevi Dcμg Ki‡jb iÄb †PŠayix| ÔGevi Avgv‡K
DV‡Z nq| A‡bK KvR c‡o i‡q‡Q| m‡Üi mgq Avevi
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 17
GKUv w_‡qUvi †`Lvi †bgšÍboe i‡q‡QÑm¯¿xK| Awd‡mi Kv‡R
†`wi K‡i †dj‡j G‡Kev‡i Kzi“‡¶Î †e‡a hv‡e| wK †h gRv
cvq Iiv Gm‡e eywS bv| w_‡qUvi-wd‡qUv‡i Avgvi
†Kvbw`bB...Õ
Ôwec‡` c‡o‡Q Awbj?Õ
`xN©k¦vm Qvo‡jb iÄb †PŠayix|
Ôeo bv‡Qvoev›`v †jvK Avcwb, gkvq|Õ wmMv‡i‡U GKUv
Uvb w`‡q ej‡jb, Ô†mUv m¤¢e| Avwg wVK Rvwb bv, Ges mwZ¨
ej‡Z wK Lye GKUv †KqviI Kwi bv| DwV Gevi|Õ
GKUz mvg‡b Szu‡K Gj ivbv| ÔGK wgwbU| Awbj‡K Avwg
mr †Q‡j wn‡m‡e Rvwb| Ii gv AvR G‡mwQ‡jb Avgvi Kv‡Q|
Avcwb hw` Gfv‡e Gwo‡q hvb Zvn‡j Ab¨Î Lei msMÖn
Ki‡Z n‡e Avgvi|Õ
GKUz †hb _g‡K †M‡jb iÄb †PŠayix| `„wóUv GKUz KvZ
K‡i fve‡jb wZb †m‡KÛ, Zvici AgvwqK fw½‡Z wdi‡jb
ivbvi w`‡K| Ô†QvÆ GKUv Dc‡`k †`e Avcbv‡K| wb‡Ri
PiKvq †Zj w`b| G e¨vcv‡i Avcbvi wKQyB Kievi †bB|
†fwbm hv‡”Qb hvb, dzwZ© K‡i wd‡i hvb wb‡Ri †`‡k|Õ
K‡Vvi n‡q †Mj ivbvi gyLUv| ejj, Ôab¨ev`! Awbj‡K
Lyu‡R †ei Ki‡Z PvB Avwg| Avcbvi mvnvh¨ bv †c‡j Ab¨
iv¯Ív †`L‡Z n‡e Avgv‡K|Õ
ivbvi K_v¸‡jv gb w`‡q ïb‡jb iÄb †PŠayix, ivbvi
†Pv‡L gy‡L †`L‡jb Abgbxq `„p-msKí| gyP‡K nvm‡jb
wZwb|
ÔAvcbv‡K †Kvb mvnvh¨ Ki‡Z cviwQ bv e‡j `ytwLZ| ïay
GUzKz ej‡Z cvwi, wb‡Ri cv‡q wb‡RB Kz‡ovj †g‡i‡Q Awbj
P¨vUvRx©, GLb Avi KviI wKQy Kievi †bB| I‡K wb‡q KviI

18 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
gv_v Nvgv‡bvI DwPZ e‡j g‡b Kwi bv Avwg| Avcbv‡K GZUv
†LvjvLywj e¨vcviUv ejjvg GB R‡b¨ †h Avwg PvB bv Avcwb
Gi g‡a¨ wb‡R‡K Rwo‡q RjUv‡K AviI LvwbKUv †Nvjv‡U
K‡i Zzjyb| BU&m& Av g¨vUvi Ad †÷UÑGi †ewk Avi wKQy
ejv Avgvi c‡¶ m¤¢e bq| Gi †fZi bvK Mjv‡eb bv|
AviI mnR K‡i ej‡Z n‡e?Õ
†PŠayixi †Pv‡L †PvL ivLj ivbv| ejj, Ôbv| wKšÍz mšÍzó
n‡Z cvijvg bv Avwg| MZKvj †h wQj Avcbv‡`i wek¦¯Í
Kg©Pvix nVvr Avi Zvi fvjg‡›` wKQyB G‡m hvq bv
Avcbv‡`i, †PvL D‡ë wb‡”Qb †egvjyg; GUv †Kgb D™¢U
†VK‡Q Avgvi Kv‡Q| wKšÍz †mUv Avcbv‡`i e¨vcvi, Avcbviv
eyS‡eb| Z‡e ej‡Z eva¨ nw”Q, Awb‡ji gv‡qi m‡½ Avcbviv
†h e¨envi K‡i‡Qb, †hfv‡e †n¯Í‡b¯Í K‡i‡Qb mšÍv‡bi msev`
Rvbvi R‡b¨ e¨vKzj GK e„×v gv‡KÑÕ
AevK †Pv‡L ivbvi gy‡Li w`‡K †P‡q wQ‡jb iÄb †PŠayix,
nVvr †n‡m DV‡jb|
ÔGB me fvevjyZv Z¨vM Kievi †Uªwbs †`qv nq bv
Avcbv‡`i? GiKg m¯Ív Av‡eM Avcbv‡K KZ eo wec‡`i
g‡a¨ †dj‡Z cv‡i †m wk¶v †`bwb Avcbv‡`i Pxd?Õ
ÔwZwb Avgv‡`i wkwL‡q‡Qb, me wKQyi †Mvovi K_v
gbyl¨Z¡| GLv‡b wKQyi mv‡_ †Kvb Av‡cvl †bB| mevi Ic‡i
¯’vb w`‡Z n‡e G‡K| wkwL‡q‡Qb, gbyl¨Z¡‡K i¶v Ki‡Z wM‡q
cÖ‡qvRb n‡j wb‡Ri cÖvYUv wemR©b w`‡Z wØav †Kv‡iv bv|
KviY, GUv bó n‡q †M‡j IB cÖv‡Yi Avi †Kvb `vg _v‡K
bv|Õ
euvKv K‡i nvm‡jb iÄb †PŠayix|
ÔBUm& Av †WÄvivm †Mg, gvB wWqvi Bqvs g¨vb| nq
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 19
gv‡iv, bq g‡iv| IBme fvevjyZv nq‡Zv eB cy¯Í‡K †ek
gvbvbmB g‡b n‡Z cv‡i, evU bU Bb cÖ¨vKwUKvj
†gwUwiqvwjw÷K IAj©W| Gwb I‡q, Avcwb ev Avcbvi Pxd
hw` fve RM‡Z wePiY K‡i Avb›` jvf K‡ib, Avgvi
AvcwËi wKQyB †bB| Avcbv‡`i fv‡ei †evSv Avgv‡`i Nv‡o
bv Pvcv‡jB Avgiv Lywk ne| hvB †nvK, Avcbvi †kl cÖkoeUvi
DËi w`‡qB Avwg DVe| Awb‡ji gv-i m‡½ †h e¨envi Ki‡Z
Avgiv eva¨ n‡qwQ, †mUv Avgv‡`i †`vl g‡b Ki‡j Avcwb g¯Í
fzj Ki‡eb| Awbj hv K‡i‡Q †mUv Kivi Av‡M Zvi GKevi
gv‡qi K_v fvev DwPZ wQj| Pwj| †`Lv n‡e|Õ
P‡j †M‡jb iÄb †PŠayix| GK `y‡f©`¨ `yM©| †moen gvqv
ggZv XzK‡Z cvi‡e bv ILv‡b, GgbB Kov cvnviv|
A¨vk‡Uª‡Z wU‡c gvij ivbv PviwgbviUv| Awbj m¤ú‡K© wKQyB
e‡jbwb †PŠayix, Zey K‡qKUv UzK‡iv K_vi Zvrch© g‡b g‡b
wePvi bv K‡i cvij bv †m| †evSv hv‡”Q, Awb‡ji wb‡LuvR
nIqv m¤ú‡K© Giv cwi®‹vi fv‡e IqvwKdnvj| GUv fvi‡Zi
ivóªxq e¨vcviѯ^xKvi K‡i‡Qb †PŠayix| wb‡Ri cv‡q Kz‡ovj
†g‡i‡Q Awbj, GLb Avi KviI wKQy Kievi †bB| fvebvi
K_v| g‡b g‡b w¯’i Kij ivbv, G‡`i nq‡Zv Kievi wKQyB
†bB, wKšÍz Avgvi Kievi wKQy _vK‡ZI cv‡i| Avkvev`x
nIqvB fvj|
wgwbw÷ª Ad d‡ib A¨v‡dqv‡m©i Kj¨vY `vk¸‡ßi Kv‡Q
wM‡qI wVK GKB iKg av°v †L‡jv ivbv| GKwU K_vI †ei
Kiv †Mj bv| Awb‡ji e¨vcv‡i wKQyB Rv‡b bv Zviv| †V‡m
aivq ejj †LuvR Lei wb‡q mßvn Lv‡bK c‡i Rvbvevi †Póv
Ki‡e| D‡V Avmevi Av‡M Dc‡`k w`jÑÔAvgvi g‡b nq
†Zvgvi G e¨vcv‡i bvK bv Mjv‡bvB fvj| G †_‡K `~‡i

20 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
_vKvB eyw×gv‡bi KvR n‡e| Awbj m¤ú‡K© wKQyB hw` bv
Rvb‡e Zvn‡j GB Dc‡`k wK K‡i w`‡”Q wR‡Ám Kivq
jw¾Z nvwm †n‡m e‡j‡QцZvgvi hv Lywk fve‡Z cv‡iv, Avwg
Gi †ewk Avi †Kvb mvnvh¨ Ki‡Z cviwQ bv, ivbv|Õ
B‡›Uwj‡R‡Ýi wW.AvB. wR. m‡Z¨b e‡›`¨vcva¨v‡qi KvQ
†_‡K Zvi ARv‡šÍ `yÕGKUv Z‡_¨i fvOv Ask D×vi Kiv †Mj
gvÎ, Avi we‡kl wKQyB DcKvi n‡jv bv|
meviB Bw½Z †hw`‡K, †mUv †g‡b wb‡Z †Kgb †hb wØav
n‡”Q ivbvi| Awbj‡K wek¦vmNvZK, ivóª‡`ªvnx fve‡Z cvi‡Q
bv wKQy‡ZB| m‡Z¨b evey ¯^xKvi K‡i‡Qb †h Awb‡ji gv-i
wcQ‡b †Mv‡q›`v jvMv‡bv n‡q‡Q| wKšÍz †Kb? cvm‡cvU© hLb
AvU‡K †`qv †M‡Q ZLb wg‡mm Ai“Yv P¨vUvRx© †h †`‡ki
evB‡i †h‡Z cvi‡Qb bv †mUv wbwðZ| Zvn‡j wK Iiv mevB
Avkv Ki‡Q †Mvc‡b Awbj †`Lv Ki‡e Iui m‡½? wK n‡q‡Q
Awb‡ji? aiv c‡o‡Q KviI nv‡Z, bvwK AvbyMZ¨ cwieZ©b
K‡i‡Q? KvW©Uvi K_v fvej ivbvÑAvU‡K †MwQ, QyU‡Z cviwQ
bv| kixiUvI Lvivc| Gi gv‡b wK? nq e›`x n‡q‡Q, bq
jywK‡q Av‡Q †Kv_vI †fwb‡mi KvQvKvwQ| Lye m¤¢e AvnZ
Ae¯’vq| A_P fviZxq Gge¨vmx‡Z wM‡q DV‡Z cvi‡Q bv
mvnv‡h¨i R‡b¨| ivbvi Kv‡Q mvnvh¨ PvIqv hvq, wKšÍz Zvi
wb‡Ri †`‡ki miKv‡ii Kv‡Q mvnvh¨ PvIqv hvq bv| †Kb?
bvbvb K_v fve‡Z fve‡Z wd‡i Gj ivbv †nv‡U‡j| N‡i
Xz‡KB _g‡K †Mj ivbv| GKUv †mvdvq e‡m cv‡qi Dci cv
Zz‡j Avivg K‡i e‡m wmMv‡iU dzuK‡Q evsjv‡`k KvD›Uvi
B‡›Uwj‡RÝ-Gi Pxd A¨vWwgwb‡÷ªUvi kªxgvb nvZ-KvUv
†mv‡nj| ivbv _g‡K `uvov‡ZB GK †PvL eÜ K‡i wmMv‡iUUv
aij †m ivbvi eyK j¶¨ K‡i|
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 21
Ôn¨vÛm& Avc| GK Pyj bo‡jB †Zvgvi gv_vi Lywj...Õ
ivbv‡K †Z‡o Avm‡Z †`‡L GK jv‡d †mvdvUv wWwO‡q Icv‡i
wM‡q `uvovj| †PvLgyL cvwK‡q wmMv‡iUUv a‡i †i‡L‡Q †m
GLbI ivbvi ey‡Ki w`‡K| Ô†Kv_vq wQwj GZ¶Y?Õ
Ô†Zvi Zv‡Z wK †i, kvjv? ZzB †Pv‡ii gZ Xz‡KwQm †Kb
Avgvi N‡i?Õ
Ô†PvcivI, BZi Kuvwn‡K| GUv †Zvi Ni? Rvwbm ZzB †Zvi
mg¯Í †nv‡U‡ji wej Kv‡K †c Ki‡Z nq? GB ev›`v‡K| G
Ni Avgvi|Õ
Ô†m †Zv Lye fvj K_v, Z‡e Avi †mvdvi Avov‡j †Kb?
mvg‡b G‡mv bv Puv`|Õ
Ôgviwe bv †Zv?Õ
ÔwVK Av‡Q, gvc K‡i w`jvg| hv ejevi ms‡¶‡c e‡j `~i
n‡q hv| KvR Av‡Q †gjv|Õ
Avk¦vm †c‡q Avevi †mvdv Uc‡K Gcv‡i P‡j Gj
†mv‡nj| emj `yRb| BwÛqv wKs-Gi c¨v‡KU evwo‡q aij
†mv‡nj ivbvi w`‡K| cy‡iv c¨v‡KUUvB †g‡i †`evi B‡”Q wQj
ivbvi, wKšÍz Ly‡j †`Lj gvÎ GKUv wmMv‡iU i‡q‡Q Ii g‡a¨|
ivbv‡K wbivk n‡Z †`‡L nvmj †mv‡nj, AvOyj w`‡q †`Lvj
wb‡Ri dz‡j _vKv eyK c‡KU| Av‡MB me wmMv‡iU †ei K‡i
c‡K‡U †i‡L‡Q †m| ivbv wmMv‡iU awi‡q wb‡ZB Kv‡Ri K_vq
Gj †mv‡nj|
ÔAvgv‡K cvVv‡bv n‡q‡Q †Zvi em& wn‡m‡e †Zv‡K GKUz
agK-avgK †`qvi R‡b¨| AvR‡Ki d¬vBU K¨v‡Ýj Kiwj
†Kb? wb‡Ri KvR †d‡j wK †Mvjgvj cvKv‡Z ïi“ K‡iwQm
ZzB GLv‡b ej& †Zv?Õ
ÔwK K‡iwQ?Õ

22 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
ÔGgb GKUv e¨vcv‡i Ab_©K wb‡R‡K Rov‡Z hvw”Qm hvi
m‡½ †Zvi ev evsjv‡`‡ki †Kvb m¤úK© †bB| †Zv‡K mveavb
K‡i †`qvi ûKzg n‡q‡Q Avgvi Ici|Õ
ÔZvB bvwK?Õ ax‡i my‡¯’ aivj ivbv wmMv‡iUUv| ÔZv †K
cvVvj †Zv‡K?Õ
Ôey‡ov|Õ
wew¯§Z n‡jv ivbv| ÔwK ejwj?Õ
Ôey‡ov|Õ GKB my‡i cybive„wË Kij †mv‡nj| Ôevsjv‡`k
KvD›Uvi B‡›Uwj‡R‡Ýi Pxd †gRi †Rbv‡ij ivnvZ Lvb|
GBevi e¨vcviUv ü`q½g Kiv †M‡Q?Õ GKUz †_‡g Avi GKUz
e¨vL¨v Kij †mv‡nj| ÔAvwg Gme wKQyB Rvwb bv, mܨvi
d¬vB‡U w`j−x hvIqvi K_v, nVvr AvaNÈv Av‡M eo mv‡n‡ei
†g‡mR Gj| Lye m¤¢e iÄb †PŠayix †hvMv‡hvM K‡iwQj XvKvq
eo mv‡n‡ei m‡½| I‡`i aviYv ZzB Ab_©K †Zvi †bvsiv bvK
Mjvw”Qm I‡`i N‡ivqv e¨vcv‡i| weiw³Ki gvwQi gZ fbfb
KiwQm I‡`i Pvicv‡k| Iiv Pvq ZzB †hb †Zvi `vgx gv_vUv
Ab¨Lv‡b wM‡q Nvgvm|Õ
nvwmi fw½ Kij ivbv| ÔVvÆv KiwQm?Õ
Ô†Zvi fwMoecwZ wn‡m‡e †m ivBU Avgvi Av‡Q, wKšÍz VvÆv
bq †`v¯Í, cÖ‡qvRb n‡j MuvÆv Pvjv‡e Giv| AZ¨šÍ wmwiqvm
e¨vcvi|Õ K_v¸‡jv ej‡Z ej‡ZB †Ui †cj †mv‡nj μ‡g
K‡Vvi n‡q hv‡”Q ivbvi †PvL-gyL| wec`ms‡KZ †Ui †c‡q PU
K‡i †hvM Kij, Ô`¨vL, ivbv, ZzB fvj K‡iB Rvwbm, †Zv‡K
weiZ Kievi Dcvq †bB| wKšÍz `yB †`‡ki m¤ú‡K©i K_vUvI
†Zv fve‡Z n‡e| Avgvi hv g‡b n‡”Q e¨vcviUvi g‡a¨ cu¨vP
Av‡Q, LyeB DuPy †j‡f‡ji e¨vcvi| G e¨vcv‡i †Zvi AvMÖn
†`‡L Giv fqvbK fv‡e PÂj n‡q D‡V‡QÑwVK fxgi“‡ji
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 23
Pv‡K wXj covi gZ Ae¯’v|Õ
Ô†Kvb& e¨vcv‡i Avgvi GZ AvMÖn †`L‡Z cv‡”Q Giv?Õ †hb
ixwZgZ AevK n‡q †M‡Q Ggwb fve Kij ivbv| eyS‡Z
†c‡i‡Q †m, GLb fvb bv Ki‡j K_v Av`vq Kiv hv‡e bv
†mv‡n‡ji KvQ †_‡K|
evi K‡qK †PvL wgUwgU Kij †mv‡nj|
ÔZzB Rvwbm bv †Kvb& e¨vcv‡i K_v n‡”Q?Õ
ÔAwbj e‡j GKUv †Q‡j‡K wPwb| Zvi gv G‡mwQ‡jb
AvR| I‡K cvIqv hv‡”Q bv| K_v w`‡qwQ m¤¢e n‡j †LuvR
K‡i †ei Kievi †Póv Kie I‡K| e¨m, GB| †Kb †h G‡Z
iÄb †PŠayix ev †gRi †Rbv‡i‡ji GZ nuvmduvmvwb ïi“ n‡q
†M‡Q eyS‡Z cviwQ bv|Õ
Ô†Zvi Rvbv †bB †h Awbj P¨vUvRx© wm‡μU mvwf©‡mi
†jvK?Õ
ÔZv‡Z wK G‡m †Mj? wm‡μU mvwf©‡mi †jvK wec‡` c‡o
bv? †UvwK‡qv †_‡K †Zv‡K Qvwo‡q wb‡q Avwmwb GKevi?Õ
ÔAvwg †`k‡`ªvnx wQjvg bv|Õ w¯’i `„wó‡Z †P‡q i‡q‡Q
†mv‡nj ivbvi †Pv‡Li w`‡K|
ÔAwbj P¨vUvRx© †`k‡`ªvnx?Õ
ÔZv Avwg Rvwb bv| me K_v Avgv‡K †f‡O ejvi cÖ‡qvRb
†eva K‡ibwb †gRi †Rbv‡ij| Z‡e †hUzKz AuvP KiwQ, †PŠayix
Zuv‡K ZvB eywS‡q‡Q| Lye m¤¢e aiv c‡o‡Q †m †Kvb
B›Uv‡i‡÷W cvwU©i nv‡Z| A_ev †hvM w`‡q‡Q I‡`i m‡½
†¯^”Qvq| †PŠayixi Kv‡Q `y‡UvB mgvb| A‡bK †Mvcb Z_¨
†ewi‡q co‡e Awbj gyL Lyj‡j| Avgvi wek¦vm gyL Ly‡j‡Q
Awbj|Õ
LvwbK PycPvc wmMv‡iU Uvbj ivbv, Zvici wR‡Ám Kij,

24 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
ÔAZGe?Õ
ÔAZGe eyS‡ZB cviQ| †Zvgvi DeMv‡ii Drmvn GKUz
`gb Ki‡Z n‡e| GUv Awdwkqvj AW©vi| hw` fv‡qv‡jU
K‡iv, wbR `vwq‡Z¡ Ki‡e| Avi we‡`‡k hw` †Kvb wec‡`
c‡ov, †`Š‡o wM‡q †h Gge¨vmx‡Z DV‡e, †mUv Pj‡e bv|
BUvwji †Kv_vI evsjv‡`k ev fviZxq Gge¨vmx‡Z Avkªq
wgj‡e bv †Zvgvi|Õ
D‡V `uvovj †mv‡nj| nvZ evwo‡q w`j ivbvi w`‡K|
ÔwK Rvbve ey‡ov wgTv‡K? Keyj?Õ
ÔRvwb‡q w`m, †f‡e †`Le Avwg| GUvI ewjm, GK
Amnvq gv mvnvh¨ †P‡qwQj ivbvi Kv‡Q Zvi mšÍv‡bi gnv
wec‡`i mgq|Õ
gy‡LvgywL `uvwo‡q `yB eÜz †P‡q iBj ci¯ú‡ii †Pv‡Li
w`‡K| B¯úv‡Zi gZ `„p `yB cyi“l| †gRi †Rbv‡ij ivnvZ
Lv‡bi wbR nv‡Zi Mov evsjv‡`‡ki `yB †mvbvi UzK‡iv|
†mv‡n‡ji Wvb †PvLUv mvgvb¨ GKUz †QvU n‡qB Avevi mgvb
n‡q †Mj| nvZ †Q‡o w`‡q `iRvi w`‡K G‡Mvj †mv‡nj j¤^v
cv †d‡j| †Kv‡Ui GKUv nvZ `yj‡Q †Kej, Av‡iKUv nvZ
Sz‡j Av‡Q w¯’i n‡q|
†QvÆ GKUv fvov‡U evwo, cïcwZ emy †j‡bi †kl gv_vq|
m‡Üi GKUz Av‡M †cuŠQj ivbv| U¨vw· we`vq K‡i w`‡q Kov
bvoj|
`iRv Ly‡jB ivbv‡K †`‡L gayi nvwm dz‡U DVj gv‡qi
gy‡L|
ÔG‡mv evev, G‡mv, †fZ‡i G‡mv|Õ
mv`vgvVv GKUv WªBs-iƒ‡g ivbv‡K ewm‡q G¶zwY KvRUv
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 25
†m‡i AvmwQ e‡j P‡j †M‡jb VvKzi N‡ii w`‡K| ivbv LuywU‡q
LuywU‡q †`Lj NiUv, †`qv‡j †Svjv‡bv Awb‡ji evevi Qwe,
eyK‡kj&d& fwZ© wec−evZ¥K eB, LUL‡U †Uwej-†Pqvi,
mewKQy‡ZB ga¨weË cwiev‡ii Qvc| ivR‰bwZK †PZbv Ges
Av`k©ev‡`i QvcI †Ui †cj ivbv|
e„×v G‡m em‡jb| g‡b g‡b ¸wQ‡q wbj ivbv|
Ô†Zgb †Kvb msev` msMÖn Ki‡Z cvwiwb, wKšÍz K‡qKUv
Z_¨ Rvb‡Z †c‡iwQ| wVK KZUv Avcbv‡K ejv DwPZ eyS‡Z
cviwQ bv|Õ
ÔAvwg mn¨ Ki‡Z cvie, evev| hv †R‡bQ webv wØavq
ej‡Z cv‡iv|Õ
ivbv eySj gbUv k³ K‡i wb‡q em‡jb e„×v FRy fw½‡Z|
fimv †cj| ïi“ Kij, ÔK‡qKRb †jv‡Ki m‡½ †`Lv K‡i
Rvb‡Z cvijvg, I ¸ßPi wefv‡Mi Kg©Pvix wn‡m‡eB wM‡qwQj
†iv‡g| Ges GKUv wKQy ANUb N‡U‡Q|Õ
†PvL ey‡R GK †m‡KÛ wU‡c †i‡L Avevi Lyj‡jb e„×v|
ÔmwZ¨B Zvn‡j wec‡`i g‡a¨ Av‡Q Awbj| aiv c‡o‡Q, ZvB
bv?Õ
GKUy BZ¯ÍZ K‡i ivbv ejj, Ô†mUv †KD ej‡Z ivwR
bq| Z‡e Avgvi g‡b nq aiv c‡owb I| aiv co‡j KvW©Uv
cvVv‡Z cviZ bv| wKšÍz KvW©Uv bKjI n‡Z cv‡i, wKsev I‡K
w`‡q †Rvi K‡i †jLv‡bv n‡q _vK‡Z cv‡i Avgv‡`i `„wó
Ab¨w`‡K †divevi R‡b¨| hw` KvW©Uv bKj bv nq, wKsev
Mv‡qi †Rv‡i †jLv‡bv bv n‡q _v‡K Zvn‡j Avgvi wek¦vm
GLbI gy³ Av‡Q I, Lye m¤¢e jywK‡q Av‡Q †Kv_vI|Õ
ÔGiv †KvbiKg mvnvh¨ Ki‡e bv Awbj‡K?Õ wb‡Ri nv‡Zi
w`‡K †P‡q ej‡jb e„×v|

26 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
Ôg‡b nq bv| AvwgI †hb †KvbiKg mvnvh¨ Ki‡Z bv
cwi, †mR‡b¨ Awb‡ji e¨vcv‡i †LuvR Lei Ki‡Z †`‡LB Giv
XvKvq Avgvi †nW Awd‡mi mv‡_ †hvMv‡hvM K‡i‡Q| Avgvi
Ici ûKzg n‡q‡Q †hb wb‡Ri KvR †m‡i wd‡i Avwm| †hb
Awb‡ji e¨vcv‡i bvK bv MjvB|Õ
ÔG iKg e¨env‡ii wbðqB †Kvb KviY Av‡Q? Avgvi
wcQ‡bI cywjm jvMv‡bv n‡q‡Q| †Zvgvi wK g‡b nq Awbj
G‡`i mv‡_ wek¦vmNvZKZv K‡i‡Q?Õ
ÔAvwg Avcbvi Kv‡Q G‡mwQ AvR we‡kl K‡i GB K_vUvB
Rvbvevi R‡b¨|Õ mivmwi PvBj ivbv e„×vi gy‡Li w`‡K|
ÔAwbj‡K Avgvi †P‡q A‡bK fvj K‡i †P‡bb Avcwb|
Avcbvi wK g‡b nq Ii Øviv GKvR Kiv m¤¢e?Õ
_g‡K †M‡jb e„×v K‡qK †m‡KÛ|
Ôeo KwVb cÖkoe Ki‡j, evev| †Kvb gv‡K Zvi wb‡Ri
†Q‡ji m¤ú‡K© G cÖkoe Ki‡Z †bB| Zey Zzwg hLb Rvb‡Z
PvBQ, Avwg mZZvi mv‡_ †Zvgvi G cÖ‡koei Reve †`qvi †Póv
Kie|Õ LvwbK¶Y Pyc K‡i wK †hb fve‡jb e„×v gv_v wbPy
K‡i, Zvici PvB‡jb ivbvi †Pv‡L| Ôbv| GKvR Awb‡ji
c‡¶ Am¤¢e| I †h cwiev‡ii †Q‡j, †h Av`‡k©i QÎQvqvq
gvbyl n‡q‡Q, KL‡bvB I GKvR Ki‡Z cv‡i bv|Õ
g¯Í eo GKUv `xN©k¦vm Qvoj ivbv| ÔAvcwb euvPv‡jb
Avgv‡K| K_v hLb w`‡qwQjvg, Avgvi mva¨gZ Ki‡Z
Avgv‡K nZB| wKšÍz GLb Rvbjvg, Avwg Ab¨vq wKQy KiwQ
bv, m‡Z¨i R‡b¨B KvR KiwQ| wØav iBj bv Avi|Õ
ÔAvgvi K_v wek¦vm Ki‡j Zzwg?Õ
ÔwbðqB|Õ
ÔGiv evav †`‡e †Zvgv‡K, mvnvh¨ Ki‡Z PvB‡j| ZvQvov
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 27
†Zvgvi †nW Avwc‡mi ûKzg...Õ
ÔAgvb¨ Kie|Õ nvmj ivbv| ÔAvgv‡K Avgvi Awdm †m
jvB‡mÝ w`‡q‡Q| Iw`K †_‡K †Kvb Amywe‡a n‡e bv|Õ
ÔGw`K †_‡K?Õ
Ôn‡Z cv‡i| Avevi bv-I n‡Z cv‡i| Av‡M †_‡K wKQyB
ejv hv‡”Q bv| hv nq n‡e|Õ
Ôfvi‡Zi n‡q Awbj †h KvR KiZ, Zzwg wK evsjv‡`‡ki
n‡q †mB KvRB K‡iv, evev?Õ
GKUz _g‡K †Mj ivbv| Zvici nvmj|
ÔA‡bKUv| nVvr GK_v wR‡Ám Ki‡Qb †Kb?Õ
Ô†mR‡b¨B †Zvgvi mvnvh¨ †P‡qwQj Awbj| eyS‡Z cviwQ|
KvRUv †h AZ¨šÍ wec¾bK, ZvI eyS‡Z cviwQ| nVvr g‡b
n‡”Q, ¯^v_©c‡ii gZ KvR KiwQ bv †Zv Avwg? wb‡Ri †Q‡j‡K
mvnvh¨ Kivi R‡b¨ Av‡iKR‡bi †Q‡j‡K Aby‡iva KiwQ
wec‡`i g‡a¨ Suvwc‡q co‡Z, †mUv wK DwPZ n‡”Q? Avgvi
Kv‡Q Awbj hZUv g~j¨evb, †Zvgvi gv‡qi Kv‡Q Zzwg Zvi
†P‡q †Kvb As‡k Kg g~j¨evb bI, evev|Õ
†n‡m †djj ivbv| ÔI, GB K_v? G wb‡q wK”Qz fve‡eb
bv Avcwb| Avgvi gv-B †bB, Zvi Avevi g~j¨! †Kvb g~j¨ †bB
Avgvi|Õ
ivbvi nvwm gy‡Li w`‡K †P‡q nvwm nvwm n‡q D‡VwQj
e„×vi gyLUvI, K_v ï‡b wgwj‡q †Mj nvwmUv| A™¢yZ
GK`„wó‡Z †P‡q iB‡jb †ec‡ivqv †Q‡jUvi w`‡K| K_v e‡jB
Pjj ivbv|
ÔAwb‡ji wei“‡× wK cÖgvY i‡q‡Q G‡`i nv‡Z Rvbv †bB
Avgvi| †KD †Kvb K_v ej‡Q bv| me RvqMv‡ZB XvK XvK
¸o ¸o| GLb GKgvÎ Dcvq †`LwQ †fwb‡m wM‡q †LuvR Lei

28 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
Kiv| Kvj iIbv nw”Q Avwg wf‡qbvi D‡Ï‡k¨| wVK wZbw`b
ci †cuŠQe †fwb‡m| ILv‡b †cuŠQv‡bvi m‡½ m‡½ †LuvR Lei
ïi“ Kie Avwg| ILv‡b Ii cwiwPZ‡`i `yÕGKR‡bi bvg
ej‡Z cvi‡eb?Õ
LvwbK wPšÍv K‡i ej‡jb e„×v, ÔwVK g‡b †Zv co‡Q bv,
evev| GKUz e‡mv, Avwg Awb‡ji K‡qKUv wPwV wb‡q Avwm|
Rywj gvwhwb e‡j GKUv †g‡qi K_v cÖvq wPwV‡ZB wjLZ|
AvmwQ|Õ
wPwV¸wj †Nu‡U Rvbv †Mj mvb gv‡K©vi Kv‡Q GKUv
M−vmd¨v±wi‡Z KvR K‡i †g‡qUv| gvwj‡Ki bvg wMqv‡Kv‡gv
cv‡mj−x| ILv‡b hvZvqvZ wQj Awb‡ji| AuvP Kiv †Mj
†g‡qUvi e¨vcv‡i wKQyUv `ye©jZvI nq‡Zv wQj| AviI Rvbv
†Mj †fwb‡m †M‡j gWv‡b©v †nv‡U‡j DVZ †m| wiqv‡ëv weª‡Ri
KvQvKvwQ †Kv_vI †nv‡UjUv| GQvov Avi we‡kl wKQyB †bB
wPwV‡Z|
ÔAv”Qv, eQi Lv‡b‡Ki g‡a¨ †Zvjv Awb‡ji GKUv Qwe
w`‡Z cvi‡eb?Õ
ÔAv‡Q|Õ
DV‡Z hvw”Q‡jb e„×v, ivbv ejj, ÔAvi GKUv K_v, B‡”Q
Ki‡j †Q‡j‡K GKUv wPwV w`‡Z cv‡ib| I‡K hw` Luy‡R cvB,
Avcbvi †jLv GKUv wPwV †c‡j LyeB fvj jvM‡e Ii|Õ
Ujgj K‡i DVj e„×vi †PvL `y‡Uv, wKšÍz D‡V `uvov‡jb
mvg‡j wb‡q| g„`y K‡É ej‡jb, Ôeo fvj †Q‡j Zzwg, evev|
mgy‡`ªi gZ weivU †Zvgvi gbUv| ab¨ †Zvgvi ¯^M©evwmbx gv!Õ
`k wgwbU ci wPwV Avi d‡UvMÖvd c‡K‡U cy‡i D‡V `uvovj
ivbv| g„`y †n‡m we`vq wbj| wKQyUv †nu‡U evMevRvi ÷ªx‡U
D‡V U¨vw· wbj| WªvBfvi‡K ejj, Ô†mvRv P‡jv Kw›U‡b›Uvj
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 29
†nv‡U‡j|Õ
iÄb †PŠayixi K_v¸‡jv g‡b Gj ivbvi| wb‡Ri cv‡q Kz‡ovj
†g‡i‡Q Awbj| GLb Avi KviI wKQyB Kievi †bB| Awbj
hv K‡i‡Q †mUv Kivi Av‡M Zvi GKevi gv‡qi K_v fvev
DwPZ wQj|
wK K‡i‡Q Awbj?
Pvi
mvb g¨vwiqv wW jv m¨vjy‡Ui M¤^y‡Ri †cQ‡b Wz‡e hv‡”Q m~h©Uv|
MÖ¨vÛ K¨v‡b‡ji bxjvf R‡j nvj&Kv †Mvjvcx Av‡jvi
wSwjwgwj| Ac~e©|
GKUv wmMv‡iU awi‡q Rvbvjvi av‡i `uvwo‡q fve‡Q ivbv|
†fwb‡m †cuŠ‡QB †Ui †c‡q‡Q †m, wK Am¤¢e `ytmva¨ Kv‡R
nvZ w`‡q‡Q †m Gevi| GKUv d‡UvMÖvd, GKUv †g‡qi bvg,
GKRb KuvP e¨emvqxi bvg, Avi GKUv †nv‡U‡ji wVKvbvÑGB
ivbvi m¤^j| wMRwMR Uz¨wi‡÷ Vvmv GB e›`i bMix‡Z GZ
mvgvb¨ Z‡_¨i wfwˇZ KvD‡K Luy‡R †ei Kiv L‡oi Mv`vq myuB
†LuvRvi †P‡qI `ytmva¨| †m myuB hw` aiv covi f‡q cvwj‡q
†eovq Zvn‡j †Zv AviI|
hvB †nvK, KvR ïi“ K‡i w`‡j †`Lv hv‡e †Kv_vKvi Rj
†Kv_vq wM‡q `uvovq| cÖ‡g M−vm d¨v±wi‡ZB hv‡e e‡j wVK
K‡i‡Q ivbv| †g‡qUv‡K †c‡j Zvi KvQ †_‡K nq‡Zv wKQy
Rvbv hv‡e|
`yB nv‡Z `yÕKvc Pv wb‡q N‡i XzKj wMjwU wgTv| ivbvi
nv‡Z GKUv Kvc awi‡q w`‡q dovr K‡i PygyK w`j wb‡Ri
Kv‡c|

30 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
ÔkniUv †bnvZ g›` bq, wK e‡jb, m¨vi? Aek¨
K¨vjK¨vUvi cv‡qi Kv‡PI jv‡M bv| GKUz cq-cwi®‹vi, GB
hv| gvbyl¸‡bvI dm©v| Z‡e jvRj¾vi evjvB †bB, iv¯Ívq
†Wuwo‡q e¨vUv‡Q‡j †g‡q‡Q‡j‡Z Pygy Lvq| wew”Qwi Kvievi!Õ
ÔGB `yw`b LvIqv-`vIqv †Kv_vq K‡iQ?Õ
ÔDB Dw`‡Ki GK †nv‡U‡j| †Qvt! G‡°ev‡i hvZv| gy‡K
†`vqv hvq bv| ejjyg GK‡c−U Mig fvZ Avi GKevwU
m‡l©Bwjk wj‡q G‡mvÑcwi®‹vi evsjv KZv †ev‡R bv kvjviv,
wK me Kv‡Ki V¨vs e‡Ki V¨vs wj‡q Gj| Ime wK Lvevi
n‡jv? Av‡kcv‡ki †Uwe‡j †`wK ZvB wMj‡P mevB †MvMÖv‡m|
ai‡Z †M‡j `y‡Uv w`b cÖvq Lvwj †c‡UB AvwP m¨vi, cvwb †L‡q
fwi‡q †i‡KwP †cUUv UB-U¤^yi K‡i| GKUz bo‡jB XK-XK
K‡i|Õ
Ôkn‡ii MwjNuywR me wP‡b wb‡qQ?Õ
ÔwP‡b wj‡qwP gv‡b? gyL¯Í K‡i wj‡qwP| †hLv‡b Lywk wj‡q
wM‡q †Q‡o w`b bv, ¸U-¸U K‡i †nu‡U wd‡i Avme GB
evmvq| Mvwo †NvovI †bB †h Pvcv c‡o gviv hve|Õ
wf‡qbvq †cuŠ‡QB GLv‡b cvwV‡q w`‡q‡Q ivbv wMjwU
wgTv‡K GKUv †QvULvU evwo fvov wb‡q Ny‡i wd‡i kniUv
†`‡L ˆZwi n‡q _vKvi R‡b¨| I‡K we‡`‡k Avbvi Avmj
D‡Ïk¨ wQj wf‡qbv m‡¤§j‡b †h cÖ`k©bxi Av‡qvRb Kiv
n‡q‡Q †mUv †`Lv‡bv| c„w_exi wewfboe †`‡ki †Mv‡q›`v
wefv‡Mi be Avwe®‹…Z AvaywbK Kjv‡KŠkj e¨vL¨v K‡i
†`Lv‡bvi K_v wQj cÖ`k©bx‡Z| ivbv-G‡RwÝi cÖavb mnKvix
wn‡m‡e Gme wMjwU wgTvi Kv‡R jvM‡e g‡b K‡i wb‡q
G‡mwQj ivbv I‡K m‡½ K‡i| Gme QvovB Aek¨ Avðh©
cÖwZfv e‡j K‡qKUv RwUj †K‡mi mgvavb K‡i wMjwU wgTv
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 31
BwZg‡a¨B h‡_ó mybvg AR©b K‡i †d‡j‡Q, Zey we‡`‡ki
Kjv‡KŠk‡ji m‡½ cwiwPZ n‡Z cvi‡j A‡bK DcKvi nZ
Ii, DrmvwnZI nZÑwKšÍz wK GKUv †Mvjgvj evavq cÖ`k©bxi
cwiKíbv ev` w`‡Z n‡q‡Q KZ…©c¶‡K| ZvB cvwV‡q w`‡q‡Q
I‡K ivbv †fwb‡m| evsjv Qvov Avi †Kvb fvlv Rvbv †bB
wMjwU wgTvi, AvKv‡i Bw½‡Z wKfv‡e wK eywS‡q‡Q †K Rv‡b,
jvB‡ewiqv †fwPqvi Kv‡Q MÖ¨vÛ K¨v‡b‡ji av‡i m¨vb RwR©I
Øxccy‡Äi w`‡K gyL Kiv PgrKvi GKUv †QvÆ evwo fvov K‡i
w`we¨ Mu¨vU n‡q e‡m Av‡Q †m GLv‡b| NÈvLv‡bK Av‡M
†cuŠ‡Q‡P ivbv, moevb †m‡i Kvco c‡i ˆZwi n‡Z bv n‡ZB Pv
K‡i G‡b‡Q wMjwU wgTv|
Pv †kl K‡i KvcUv bvwg‡q ivLj ivbv GKUv †Uwe‡ji
Ici|
Ô†KvZvD Pj‡jb bvwK, m¨vi?Õ ivbv‡K gv_v †b‡o mvq
w`‡Z †`‡L ejj, ÔZv LvIqv-`vIqvi wK e¨e¯Ív Kiv hvq?
Avcwb Ime QvBcuvk Lv‡eb, bv `y‡Uv Pvj dzUve? mviv kni
Ny‡i Luy‡R‡c‡Z evRvi K‡i G‡bwP AvR|Õ
ÔIme _vK, Avwg Ny‡i AvmwQ NÈv `y‡q‡Ki g‡a¨B|
Zvici †Zvgv‡K wb‡q wM‡q GKUv †nv‡U‡j evOvjx LvIqv
†L‡q Avme| ZZ¶Y IB iv¯Ívi cv‡k d‡ji †`vKvb †_‡K
wKQy djg~j wK‡b G‡b LvI|Õ
†ewi‡q coj ivbv| wfo †V‡j G‡Mvj wcqvhv mvb gv‡K©vi
w`‡K| wW d¨vweª Mwj w`‡q kU©KvU Kij ivbv iv¯ÍvUv| †ek
wKQy¶Y †LuvRvLuywRi ci †c‡q †Mj wMqv‡Kv‡gv cv‡mj−xi
d¨v±wi| mi“ j¤^v †`vKvbUv, SKgK Ki‡Q wewPÎ wWRvB‡bi
AmsL¨ wRwbmc‡Î| cv‡q cv‡q wfZ‡i Xz‡K Gj ivbv| Qv‡Z
Szj‡Q mvwi mvwi SvoevwZ, †kv-†K‡m iO‡ei‡Oi Kuv‡Pi

32 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
Avmeve, †Ljbv, cyZzj| †ewki fvMB Ni mvRvevi miÄvg|
D¾¡j Av‡jvq wSKwgK Ki‡Q cy‡ivUv †`vKvb|
†`vKv‡bi †k‡li w`‡K GKUv j¤^v †e‡Â e‡m KvR Ki‡Q
Kv‡jv BDwbdig civ wZbRb †g‡q Kg©Pvix| wZb‡U
M¨vmevb©vi R¡j‡Q wZbR‡bi mvg‡b, iwOb Kuv‡Pi j¤^v iW
Av¸‡b Mwj‡q PgrKvi †QvU †QvU RšÍz Rv‡bvqvi ˆZwi Ki‡Q
Iiv e¨¯Í nv‡Z| AevK n‡q wKQy¶Y I‡`i `¶ nv‡Zi `ª“Z
KvR †`Lj ivbv|
GKUv †g‡q †PvL Zz‡j †`Lj ivbv‡K| Kv‡jv WvMi `yB
†PvL w¯’i n‡q iBj ivbvi †Pv‡Li Ici wZb †m‡KÛ, Zvici
Avevi e¨¯Í n‡q †Mj Kv‡R| K¨vOvi“ ˆZwi Ki‡Q †g‡qUv
GKUvi ci GKUv| nv‡Zi K¨vOvi“Uv VvÊv nIqvi R‡b¨
bvwg‡q †i‡L Avevi PvBj †g‡qUv ivbvi †Pv‡Li w`‡K| GB
wK Rywj gvwhwb? cÖkoe Ki‡Z wM‡qI mZK© n‡q †Mj ivbv|
†g‡qUvi †Pv‡L wK mZK©evYx †`L‡Z †cj †m? fzi“ †Rvov
GKUz Kuvcj e‡j g‡b n‡jv bv? `„wóUv m‡i †Mj| GKUv jvj
Kuv‡Pi iW nv‡Z Zz‡j wb‡q evb©v‡ii Av¸‡b big Kij,
Zvici Avðh© w¶cÖ nv‡Z IUv euvwK‡q GKUv wWRvBb ˆZwi
Kij wZb †m‡K‡Ûi g‡a¨| aK K‡i DVj ivbvi ey‡Ki
†fZiUv, hLb †`Lj euvKv‡Pviv wWRvB‡bi wVK gvSLvbUvq
cwi®‹vi evsjv †jLv Av‡QÑAwbj| GKUv jZv Gu‡K‡eu‡K
Rwo‡q a‡i Av‡Q cÖ‡Z¨KUv kã‡K, wKšÍz †jLvUv co‡Z
we›`ygvÎ Kó nq bv| `yB †m‡KÛ, ZviciB Av¸‡bi Ici
GKevi eywj‡q wb‡q IUv‡K K¨vOvi“‡Z cwiYZ Kij †g‡qUv
`k †m‡K‡Û| e¨vcviUv GZB `ª“Z N‡U †Mj †h nVvr ivbvi
g‡b n‡jv †Pv‡Li auvav bq‡Zv? wVKB †`‡L‡Q †m Awb‡ji
bvg?
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 33
hvB †nvK, GKUv e¨vcvi eyS‡Z fzj Kij bv ivbv,
†g‡qUv‡K †m wPb‡Z †c‡i‡Q GiKg †Kvb Avfvm †`qv Pj‡e
bv GLb|
ÔAvcbv‡K wK mvn¨vh¨ Ki‡Z cvwi?Õ
Zx¶è GKUv Kɯ^‡i Pg‡K wM‡q cvk wdij ivbv| j¤^v
GKRb BUvwjqvb| wcVUv mvgvb¨ Kuy‡Rv, kix‡ii Ic‡ii
AskUv Suy‡K Av‡Q mvg‡b, Zey ivbvi †P‡q K‡qK Bw †ewk
j¤^v †jvKUv| †Zgwb wPKb| bvKUv wP‡ji PÂzi gZ euvKv‡bv|
mi“ †Muvd, Zvi wb‡P SKSK Ki‡Q mv`v `uvZ e¨emvqxmyjf
webxZ nvwm‡Z| ÔwK PvB Avcbvi?Õ
ÔGKUv SvoevwZ wKb‡Z PvB|Õ
Ô†ek †Zv, Avmyb bv Gw`‡K| K‡qK iKg wWRvBb
†`Lvw”Q, †hUv cQ›` nq †b‡eb|Õ
†jvKUvi m‡½ GKUv †QvÆ Awdmiƒ‡g G‡m XzKj ivbv|
ivbv‡K ewm‡q GKUv wWRvB‡bi LvZv Iëv‡Z ïi“ Kij
†jvKUv e¨¯Í nv‡Z|
ÔAvcwbB wK wmbi wMqv‡Kv‡gv cv‡mj−x?Õ
†_‡g †Mj e¨¯Í nvZUv| cigyn‚‡Z© Avevi Pvjy n‡jv|
ÔAv‡Á nu¨v| Avgvi †`vKv‡bi mybvg K‡i‡Q eywS †KD?Õ
Ônu¨v| Avgvi GK eÜz| AvcbviI eÜz|Õ
ÔZvi bvgUv, wmbi?Õ SvoevwZi K‡qKUv wWRvBb LvZv
†_‡K †ei K‡i GwM‡q aij wMqv‡Kv‡gv ivbvi w`‡K
nvwmgy‡L|
ivbvi †PvL `y‡Uv w¯’i n‡jv wMqv‡Kv‡gvi gy‡L| ejj,
ÔAwbj P¨vUvRx©|Õ
GKUz †hb Pg‡K DVj †jvKUv| nvwmUv R‡g †Mj ei‡di
gZ| fve‡jknxb i³k~b¨ gyL| nvZ †_‡K L‡m c‡o †Mj

34 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
K‡qKUv wWRvBb| wbPy n‡q Suy‡K Zzj‡Q †m I¸‡jv gvwU
†_‡K| AevK n‡jv ivbv †jvKUvi cOwZwμqv †`‡L| Awb‡ji
bvg ï‡bB Ggb Auvr‡K DVj †Kb †jvKUv?
hLb †mvRv n‡jv †jvKUv ZLb Avevi ¯^vfvweK n‡q †M‡Q
gyLUv| wd‡i G‡m‡Q cÖ¨vKwUm Kiv nvwm| ejj, ÔAv”Qv! †mB
BwÛqvb f`ª‡jvK? nu¨v| Dwb Avgv‡`i ¸YMÖvnx‡`i GKRb|
LyeB wgófvlx f`ª‡jvK| Zv eûw`b Iui m‡½ †`Lv †bB,
Av‡Qb †Kv_vq Dwb?Õ
ÔGLb †Kv_vq Av‡Qb Rvwb bv| Avgvi m‡½ †`Lv n‡qwQj
†ek K‡qK gvm Av‡M hLb fvi‡Z wM‡qwQjvg, ZLb| †fwb‡m
†eov‡Z Avme ï‡b Avcbvi wVKvbvUv w`‡jb, ej‡jb DwbI
GB mg‡qi w`‡K †fwb‡m _vK‡eb, wKšÍz †Kvb& wVKvbvq
_vK‡eb †mUv Avcbv‡K wR‡Ám Ki‡jB Rvb‡Z cvie|
Avcwb Rv‡bb bv †Kv_vq Av‡Qb Dwb?Õ
Ôbv †Zv!Õ ivbv eySj cwi®‹vi wg‡_¨ K_v ej‡Q †jvKUv|
ejj, Ôwmbi P¨vUvRx© nq‡Zv c−¨vb cwieZ©b K‡i‡Qb, GgbI
n‡Z cv‡i| Avgvi g‡b nq K‡qK gv‡mi g‡a¨ †fwb‡m
Av‡mbwb Dwb| eûw`b †`Lv †bB Avgv‡`i|Õ nVvr mivmwi
wR‡Ám K‡i emj †jvKUv, ÔAvcwb wK fviZxq bb?Õ
Ôbv| Avwg evsjv‡`‡ki †jvK|Õ
GKUz †hb ¯^w¯Íi fve dz‡U DVj wMqv‡Kv‡gvi gy‡L| GKUv
wWRvBb cQ›` Kij ivbv, †Kv_vq cvwV‡q w`‡Z n‡e †m
wVKvbv w`j, Zvici †ewi‡q Gj Awdm Kvgiv †_‡K| wcQy
wcQy Gj j¤^v †jvKUv|
†_‡g `uvwo‡q wR‡Ám Kij ivbv, ÔIi †Zv AviI eÜzevÜe
Av‡Q †fwb‡m, Zv‡`i `yÕGKR‡bi wVKvbv w`‡Z cvi‡eb?Õ
gv_v bvoj wMqv‡Kv‡gv| ÔGB †`vKv‡b gv‡S gv‡S
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 35
Avm‡Zb e‡jB hv cwiPq, Ab¨vb¨ eÜzi K_v Avwg wKQyB
ej‡Z cviwQ bv| `ytwLZ|Õ
†n‡m †djj ivbv| Ôbv, bv| AZ `ytL cvIqvi wK Av‡Q?
hw` Gi g‡a¨ G‡m nvwRi nq Zvn‡j Avgvi wVKvbvUv I‡K
w`‡j myLx ne| nßvLv‡bK AvwQ †fwb‡m|Õ
Ôwbðq, wbðq|Õ
ivbv †P‡q †`Lj †Zgwb e¨¯Í fv‡e Kuv‡Pi †Ljbv ˆZwi
K‡i P‡j‡Q Iiv wZbRb| †KD gyL Zz‡j PvBj bv| I‡`i
w`‡K Bw½Z K‡i ivbv ejj, Ô†ek ivZ ch©šÍ KvR nq eywS
Avcbvi GLv‡b?Õ
Ônu¨v| wmRb Pj‡Q wKbv, GMv‡ivUvi mgq eÜ Kwi
AvRKvj|Õ
ÔI evev! A‡bK ivZ| ZLb Avwg nq‡Zv †d¬vwiqv‡b
K¨vev‡i †`LwQ|Õ †g‡qwU hv‡Z ïb‡Z cvq †mR‡b¨ MjvUv
GKUz Pwo‡q w`j ivbv †k‡li w`‡K| ÔAv”Qv, Pwj, Avevi †`Lv
n‡e|Õ
†PvL bv Zz‡jB †QvÆ K‡i GKUz gv_vUv bvoj †g‡qUv|
Bw½ZUv GZB A¯úó †h Ii e³e¨ eyS‡Z cvij wKbv fvj
K‡i Vvni Ki‡Z cvij bv ivbv| wMqv‡Kv‡gvi cÖwZ †QvÆ
GKUv bW K‡i †ewi‡q coj †`vKvb †_‡K|
we‡kl wKQyB Rvbv hvqwb, wKšÍz †Ljvi cÖg PvjUv w`‡q‡Q
†m| †`Lv hvK GLb wK nq| †g‡qUvi †MvcbxqZvi gv‡b wK?
wMqv‡Kv‡gv wK cÖwZc‡¶i †jvK? B‡”Q K‡iB I‡K wb‡Ri
wVKvbvUv w`‡q G‡m‡Q †m| G‡Z wec‡`i Avk¼v Av‡Q wVKB,
wKšÍz `ª“Z KvR mvi‡Z n‡j wb‡R‡K cÖKvk Ki‡Z n‡e
kΓc‡¶i mvg‡b, GQvov †Kvb Dcvq †bB| ivbv GK Pvj
w`‡q‡Q, GLb I‡`i Pv‡ji R‡b¨ A‡c¶v Ki‡Z n‡e|

36 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
gWv‡b©v †nv‡U‡jI GKUz †LuvR Lei K‡i evmvq wdi‡e
wVK Kij ivbv| †mLv‡bI nq‡Zv †hvMv‡hvM n‡q †h‡Z cv‡i
KviI m‡½|
axi A_P `„p c`‡¶‡c G‡Mv‡”Q ivbv| d¨v±wii `iRvq
G‡m `uvovj wMqv‡Kv‡gv| Kv‡jv n¨vU, Kv‡jv my¨U civ
†gvUv‡mvUv GKRb †eu‡U †jvK‡K AveQv GKUv Bw½Z Kij
†m| GKUv †`vKv‡bi †kv-†K‡mi mvg‡b Ajm fw½‡Z `uvwo‡q
`uvZ LuyUwQj †jvKUv, Bw½Z cvIqv gvÎ Pj‡Z ïi“ Kij ivbvi
wcQy wcQy|
dbWv‡g›Uvi Kv‡Q K¨vbv‡ji w`‡K D`vm `„wó †g‡j
`uvwo‡q wQj GKRb mv`v my¨U I mv`v n¨vU civ GKnviv, j¤^v
†jvK| cvk w`‡q hvIqvi mgq ey‡ov AvOyj w`‡q ivbv‡K
†`Lvj †eu‡U †jvKUv| Z›`ªvjy `„wó‡Z †`Lj †jvKUv ivbv‡K,
Zvici Avo‡gvov †f‡O nuvU‡Z _vKj wcQb wcQb|
Gm‡ei wKQyB †Ui †cj bv ivbv| DwØMoe wP‡Ë nuvU‡Q †m
gW©v‡bv †nv‡U‡ji w`‡K|
cuvP
GMv‡ivUv evR‡Z cuvP wgwb‡U †cuŠQj ivbv †d¬vwiqv‡b| GZ
iv‡ZI †jvKR‡bi KgwZ †bB| RvqMv cvIqv gykwKj| Zvi
Ici K¨vev‡i †`L‡Z †M‡j G‡Kev‡i wfZ‡i XzK‡Z nq, ILvb
†_‡K PZ¡‡ii w`‡K j¶ ivLv hv‡e bv|
Ny‡i wd‡i †`‡L Kv‡d‡Z GKUv Lvwj †Uwej †c‡q e‡m
coj ivbv| K¨vev‡ii evRbv †f‡m Avm‡Q Kv‡b, wewPÎ me
fvlvq wb‡R‡`i g‡a¨ K_v ej‡Q †`k-we‡`‡ki Uz¨wi÷iv, `~i
†_‡K ÷xgvi Avi j‡Âi †fucy †f‡m Avm‡Q gv‡S gv‡S
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 37
GBme wek„´Lj kã Qvwc‡q| meUv wgwj‡q GK gnv
RMvwLPywo| GK †cM eª¨vwÛi AW©vi w`‡q †Uwe‡ji wbP w`‡q
j¤^v Kij ivbv cv `y‡Uv| wmMv‡iU aivj GKUv|
gW©v‡bv †nv‡U‡j wKQyB Rvbv hvqwb| Awbj‡K wPb‡Z
cvij g¨v‡bRvi, wKšÍz †Kvb †LuvR w`‡Z cvij bv Ii| G-I
ejj, †fwb‡m G‡j Ii †nv‡Uj Qvov †Kv_vI DV‡e bv Awbj
P¨vUvRx©ÑhLb D‡Vwb, Zvi gv‡b †m †fwb‡m Av‡mwb|
A_P ivbv Rv‡b †fwb‡mB Av‡Q Awbj| KvW© Rvj n‡j
Aek¨ Ab¨ K_v, wKšÍz IUv Rvj bq e‡jB Ii aviYv| ZvB
hw` n‡e Zvn‡j mivmwi Ai“Yv P¨vUvRx©i wVKvbvq cvVv‡bv
n‡jv bv †Kb †mUv? †Kb gvgv evwoi wVKvbvq cvVv‡bv n‡jv
Gm.I.Gm? †Kb ivbvi mvnvh¨ PvIqv n‡jv?
hvB †nvK, mewKQy wbf©i Ki‡Q GLb GB KuvP d¨v±wii
†g‡qUvi Ici| †g‡qUv hw` Av‡m, G‡m †cuŠQ‡jB A‡bK wKQy
cwi®‹vi n‡q hv‡e| evB‡i wcqvhvi w`‡K †P‡q LyuRj ivbv
†g‡qUv‡K Rbvi‡Y¨| eyS‡Z cvij GB wf‡o †g‡qUv‡K Lyu‡R
†ei Kiv Ii c‡¶ Am¤¢e| I‡KB Lyu‡R wb‡Z n‡e †g‡qUvi|
K¨vev‡ii K_v e‡j G‡m‡Q †m, †mLv‡b †XvKvi gy‡L cvnvivq
e‡m Av‡Q †m `v‡ivqv‡bi gZ| GLb ˆah© a‡i A‡c¶v Kiv
Qvov Avi wKQyB Kievi †bB Ii|
cv‡ki †Uwej †Q‡o D‡V †Mj GKRb M`©vb †gvUv †eu‡U
†jvK wej PywK‡q w`‡q|
mv`v my¨U I mv`v n¨vU civ GKRb j¤^v †jvK GKUv
_v‡gi Avovj †_‡K †ewi‡q G‡m emj Lvwj †UwejUvq| GK
†cM ûBw¯‹ AW©vi w`‡q mvܨ cwÎKv †g‡j aij mvg‡b Ajm
fw½‡Z|
fzi“ †Rviv mvgvb¨ KzuP‡K †Mj ivbvi| gW©v‡bv †nv‡Uj

38 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
†_‡K †e‡ivevi mgq †jvKUv‡K †`‡L‡Q bv †m? nVvr g‡b
coj wMjwU wgTv‡K wb‡q LvIqv †m‡i evmvq wdievi mgqI
GKUv weª‡Ri Ici †`‡L‡Q †m †jvKUv‡K GK bRi| GLv‡bI
†mB GKB †jvK| e¨vcvi wK? AbymiY Ki‡Q? †PnvivUv GKUz
fvj K‡i †`‡L ivLv `iKvi| mvgvb¨ GKUz KvZ n‡q emj
ivbv hv‡Z Aj‡¶¨ j¶¨ Kiv hvq †jvKUv‡K|
j¤^v GKnviv †Pnviv, wKšÍz GK bR‡iB eySj ivbv
cÖ‡qvR‡bi mgq `ya©l© n‡q DV‡Z cv‡i GB †jvKUv| G‡Kev‡i
†cUv kixi| k³ †Pvqvj, a~Z© †PvL| nv‡Zi Kwâ †`L‡jB
†evSv hvq Amy‡ii kw³ Av‡Q †jvKUvi Mv‡q| †mB m‡½
i‡q‡Q wPZvev‡Ni `ª“ZZv|
mZK© n‡q †Mj ivbv| Kov gvj| †eKvq`v Ae¯’vq Gi
nv‡Z co‡j `ytL Av‡Q Kcv‡j|
wcqvhvi w`‡K †PvL eyjvj ivbv Avevi| Nwo †`Lj|
†mvqv GMv‡ivUv| GZ¶‡Y wbðqB A‡a©K c_ G‡m †M‡Q
†g‡qUv| †cuŠ‡Q hv‡e mv‡o GMv‡ivUvi g‡a¨B| di‡gvRv Mwj
w`‡q hw` kU©KvU K‡i Zvn‡j †cuŠQ‡e cuvP wgwbU Av‡MB|
mv`v n¨vU civ †jvKUv GKeviI PvBj bv ivbvi w`‡K|
G‡Kev‡i Wz‡e Av‡Q Le‡ii KvM‡R| m‡›`nUv Ag~jK wKbv
†m e¨vcv‡i m‡›`n Avm‡Z ïi“ Kij ivbvi g‡a¨| wg‡QwgwQB
AwZ mZK© n‡Z hv‡”Q †m? n‡Z cv‡i AvR m‡Ü¨ †_‡K
eviwZ‡bK †`‡L‡Q †m GB †jvKUv‡K A_ev Gi gZB Ab¨
†Kvb †jvK‡K| Zv‡Z wK? GKUv †jvK‡K wZbevi †`L‡jB
fq cvIqvi wK Av‡Q? nq‡Zv IB †jvKUvI m‡›`n Ki‡Z
Avi¤¢ K‡i‡Q BwZg‡a¨ ivbv‡K, ZvB AZ g‡bv‡hvM w`‡q
co‡Q Le‡ii KvMR, fve‡Q, m‡Ü¨ †_‡K wZb-wZb evi †`Lv
n‡jv †Kb GB e¨vUvi m‡½, ¸Êv e`gvk bq‡Zv?
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 39
hvB †nvK, mveav‡bi gvi †bB| wVK GMv‡ivUv cuwPk
wgwb‡U we‡ji R‡b¨ WvKj ivbv †eqviv‡K| wej Ges wUc&m&
w`‡q mnR fw½‡Z D‡V `uvovj|
ivbvi GB DÌv‡b we›`ygvÎ wePwjZ n‡jv bv †jvKUv|
†eqvivi w`‡K †P‡q Lvwj M−vmUv bvoj, Avi GK †cM ûBw¯‹i
AW©vi w`j|
VvmvVvwm K‡i ivLv †Uwej †Pqv‡ii Mv‡q av°v bv w`‡q
AwZ mveav‡b †ewi‡q Gj ivbv Kv‡d †_‡K Gu‡K‡eu‡K| evB‡i
†ewi‡q GKUv _v‡gi Avov‡j Ggb fv‡e `uvovj †hb Kuv‡Pi
Rvbvjv w`‡q mv`v n¨vU civ †jvKUvi MwZwewa j¶¨ Kiv hvq|
僇¶cI Kij bv †jvKUv| GKevi †P‡qI †`Lj bv †Kvb&
w`‡K †Mj ivbv| Ggb gb w`‡q Le‡ii KvMR co‡Q †h g‡b
nq GUvB Zvi GKgvÎ †bkv I †ckv, GiB Ici wbf©i Ki‡Q
Ii Rxeb-giY| m‡›`n cÖkwgZ n‡jv ivbvi|
†ek wKQyUv `~‡i GKUv _v‡gi Avov‡j `uvwo‡q ivbvi w`‡K
†P‡q i‡q‡Q GKRb Kv‡jv n¨vU, Kv‡jv my¨U civ †gvUv‡mvUv
†eu‡U †jvK|
ivbvi `„wóUv Qy‡U †eov‡”Q wcqvhvi Rbvi‡Y¨i Ici|
nZvk n‡q co‡Z hvw”Qj ivbv, Ggwb mgq †`L‡Z †cj
†g‡qUv‡K| GKUv Av‡jvwKZ †`vKv‡bi cÖ‡ek c‡_ `uvwo‡q
Av‡Q †g‡qUv ivbvi w`‡K †P‡q| †mB Kv‡jv BDwbdg©UvB c‡i
Av‡Q, wKšÍz gv_vq GKUv ¯‹vd© Ggb fv‡e Rwo‡q‡Q †hb gy‡Li
LvwbKUv Ask XvKv c‡o| Zey wPb‡Z Kó n‡jv bv ivbvi, G
†g‡q †mB †g‡qB| wdMviUv †`‡L g‡b g‡b Awb‡ji i“wPi
cÖksmv bv K‡i cvij bv †m|
wfo †V‡j G‡Mv‡Z ïi“ Kij ivbv| †ek wKQy`~i GwM‡q
GKevi †cQb wd‡i ZvKvj| †hb Ii MwZwewai cÖwZ †Kvb

40 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
j¶B †bB †jvKUvi, †Zgwb wbi“wØMoe wP‡Ë Wz‡e Av‡Q Le‡ii
KvM‡R| m‡›`nUv m¤ú~Y© `~i n‡q †Mj Ii|
†eu‡U †jvKUvI †`L‡Z †cj †g‡qUv‡K| GKUz Ny‡i
iIqvbv n‡jv †m †g‡qUvi w`‡K| †hw`KUvq wfo Kg
†mw`KUv †e‡Q wb‡q‡Q †m, d‡j †m †h †g‡qUvi w`‡K
G‡Mv‡”Q †mUv †evSvi Dcvq †bB, Zvi Ici wfo nvjKv e‡j
ivbvi Av‡MB †cuŠ‡Q †h‡Z cvi‡e †m †g‡qUvi †cQ‡b|
GK wgwbU Vvq `uvwo‡q iBj †g‡qUv| ivbv wÎk M‡Ri
g‡a¨ G‡m co‡ZB nVvr Ny‡i `uvwo‡q gv‡m©wiqvi w`‡K nuvU‡Z
ïi“ Kij †m|
ivbv Pjj †cQb †cQb|
†eu‡U †gvUv †jvKUv Kwg‡q w`j Pjvi MwZ| ivbvi †_‡K
†ek wKQyUv WvB‡b Ges K‡qK nvZ †cQ‡b Pjj †m|
Le‡ii KvM‡Ri Avovj †_‡K †`Lj j¤^v †jvKUv, P‡j
hv‡”Q ivbv| wej PywK‡q w`‡q D‡V `uvovj †m| Kv‡d †_‡K
†ewi‡qB AuvP K‡i wbj †m, †Kvb&w`‡K P‡j‡Q ivbv| †cQ‡b
†cQ‡b AbymiY bv K‡i †mvRv euv w`‡K iIqvbv n‡jv, hv‡Z
wVK mgq gZ I‡`i KvQvKvwQ cov hvq eo iv¯Ívq|
cwi®‹vi †`L‡Z cv‡”Q ivbv †g‡qUv‡K| GKeviI wcQy
wd‡i bv †P‡q †nu‡U P‡j‡Q †g‡qUv| ivbv I‡K Ifvi‡UK
Kievi †Póv Kij bv| †g‡qUvi mgvb MwZ‡ZB G‡Mv‡”Q †m|
KviY †g‡qUv B‡”Q Ki‡jB †_‡g `uvwo‡q Ii m‡½ †`Lv Ki‡Z
cv‡i, Zv hLb Ki‡Q bv ZLb wbðqB †m Pvq bv, ivbvi m‡½
Zvi GB e¨¯Í ivRc‡_ †`Lv †nvK| †hw`‡K wb‡q hv‡”Q
†mw`‡K hvIqvB fvj|
Av‡jv‡Kv¾¡j †`vKvb-cvU¸‡jv Qvwo‡q wKQy`~i GwM‡qB
Wvbw`‡K GKUv cÖvqvÜKvi Mwj‡Z Xz‡K coj †g‡qUv| Xz‡K
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 41
coj ivbvI| †ek wKQy`~i wM‡q SU& K‡i †cQ‡b wdij ivbv
GKevi| wKšÍz Zvi Av‡MB m‡i †M‡Q †gvUv †jvKUv GKUv
†`qv‡ji Avov‡j| Kvb †c‡Z ivbvi cv‡qi kã ïb‡Q †m|
ivbv euv‡q †gvo wb‡ZB mv`v n¨vU civ †jvKUv GwM‡q
Gj|
ÔIBw`K w`‡q Ny‡i hvI Zzwg,Õ ejj †gvUv †jvKUv| ÔAvwg
hvw”Q †cQ‡b †cQ‡b|Õ
wbtkã cv‡q †`Šo w`j `yÕRb `yÕw`‡K| mv`v n¨vU civ
†jvKUv ivbv †h c‡_ P‡j‡Q Zvi mgvšÍivj GKUv Mwj‡Z
A`„k¨ n‡q †Mj, I‡`i‡K mvg‡b †_‡K aivi R‡b¨|
†gvo wb‡qB †`Lj ivbv, MwjUv Rbk~b¨| †KD AbymiY
Ki‡j `~i †_‡KB †`Lv hv‡e Zv‡K| †ek wKQyUv wbwðšÍ n‡q
c`‡¶c `ª“ZZi Kij †m| ZZ¶‡Y Av‡iKUv †gvo Ny‡i‡Q
†g‡qUv|
GB †gvoUv Ny‡iB †`L‡Z †cj ivbv, K‡qK cv GwM‡q
†_‡g `uvwo‡q‡Q †g‡qUv Ii R‡b¨|
ÔwKQy g‡b Ki‡eb bv, Avcbvi bvgUv Rvb‡Z cvwi?Õ
du¨vm‡du‡m Mjvq wR‡Ám Kij †g‡qUv|
Ôgvmy` ivbv|Õ †_‡g `uvwo‡q DËi w`j ivbv| Avcwb †K?
Rywj gvwhwb?Õ
Ônu¨v|Õ AevK n‡jv †g‡qUv m¤ú~Y© AcwiwPZ GKR‡bi
gy‡L wb‡Ri bvg ï‡b| Gw`K Iw`K PvBj| Ô†KD AbymiY
Ki‡Q bv †Zv Avcbv‡K, wmbi gvmy` ivbv?Õ
mv`v n¨vU civ †jvKUvi K_v g‡b coj ivbvi| GKUz
BZ¯ÍZ K‡i ejj, Ôg‡b nq bv| Awb‡ji wK Lei? †Kv_vq
Av‡Q I?Õ
ÔfqvbK wec‡`i g‡a¨ Av‡Q Awbj| cvM‡ji gZ LyuR‡Q

42 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
Iiv I‡K| Avcbv‡KI Lye mveav‡b...Õ
ÔKviv?Õ cÖvq wdmwdm K‡i wR‡Ám Kij ivbv| ÔKviv
LyuR‡Q I‡K?Õ
PU& K‡i ivbvi nvZ aij †g‡qUv| govi gZ d¨vKv‡m n‡q
†M‡Q Ii gyLUv|
Ôïb‡Z cv‡”Qb!Õ
Kvb Lvov Kij ivbv| `ª“Z nvjKv cv‡qi kã| †h MwjUv
†Q‡o Iiv GB Mwj‡Z Xz‡K‡Q †mB Mwjc_ a‡i Gw`‡K Avm‡Q
†KD|
ÔAvm‡Q!Õ Pvcv du¨vm‡du‡m Mjvq ejj †g‡qUv| Ô†K †hb
Avm‡Q Gw`‡K!Õ
Ôfq †bB,Õ ejj ivbv| Ô†KD Avcbvi †Kvb ¶wZ Ki‡Z
cvi‡e bv| Awbj †Kv_vq?Õ
Ôgb‡Wv‡jv †j‡bi 37 b¤^i...Õ Auvr‡K D‡V †_‡g †Mj
Rywj| GKRb Kv‡jv my¨U civ †eu‡UgZ †gvUv †jvK GwM‡q
Avm‡Q I‡`i w`‡K|
ivbvi Kwâ Lvg‡P aij †g‡qUv| weeY© gy‡L GKUv evwoi
eviv›`vi w`‡K m‡i †Mj| ivbvI mij GKUz †jvKUv‡K c_
K‡i †`qvi R‡b¨| Mwj¸‡jv eo †ewk mi“| XvKvi
ZuvwZevRvi‡KI nvi gvbvq| ivbv fvej, eûw`‡bi cyiv‡bv
kni e‡jB nq‡Zv G iKg|
KvQvKvwQ G‡mB nVvr †_‡g `uvovj †jvKUv| ivbv cÖ¯ÍzZ
n‡q hvw”Qj, Ggb mgq m`¨ c¨v‡KU †_‡K †ei Kiv GKUv
wmMv‡iU †`Lvj †jvKUv I‡K| ÔwKQy g‡b Ki‡eb bv, wmbi|
g¨vP Av‡Q Avcbvi Kv‡Q?Õ
ÔAv‡Q|Õ †jvKUv‡K hZ kxwNª m¤¢e fvMvevi R‡b¨ PU& K‡i
c‡K‡U nvZ w`j ivbv|
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 43
we`y¨r‡e‡M GK cv GwM‡q Gj †jvKUv, ivbvi nvZUv †ei
K‡i Avbvi Av‡MB cÖPÊ †Rv‡i Nywm gvij ivbvi †c‡U|
gyn‚‡Z©i g‡a¨ †c‡Ui †ckx¸‡jv k³ K‡i bv wb‡j GB GK
Nywm‡ZB wjfvi †d‡U gviv †h‡Z cviZ ivbv| e¨_vq KzuP‡K
†Mj ivbvi †PvL-gyL, mvg‡bi w`‡K euvKv n‡q †Mj kixiUv|
wKšÍz GK nvZ c‡K‡U fiv Ae¯’v‡ZB wØZxq Nywm †_‡K euvPvi
R‡b¨ SU& K‡i gv_vUv mwi‡q wbj †m GKcv‡k| _yZwb mB
K‡i gviv NywmUv †Pvqv‡j †j‡M muv K‡i †ewi‡q †Mj Kv‡bi
cvk w`‡q|
euv nv‡Z Nywm gvij ivbv GKUv| NywmUv jvMj †jvKUvi
cuvR‡ii wb‡P wVK ürwcÊ eivei| †Nuvr K‡i GKUv kã
†e‡ivj †jvKUvi gyL w`‡q| †eKvq`v Ae¯’v‡Z Pvjv‡bv ivbvi
Nywmi IRb Pg‡K w`‡q‡Q I‡K| wcwQ‡q †Mj GK cv| ivbvi
Wvb nvZUv †ewi‡q Avm‡Q †Kv‡Ui c‡KU †_‡K, Kv‡RB Avi
†Kvb iKg my‡hvM bv †`qvB w¯’i Kij †m| `gv`g `y‡Uv Nywm
gvij ivbvi cuvR‡ii Dci| Gi †Kvb `iKvi wQj bv, cÖg
Nywm‡ZB Avm‡j Kvey n‡q wM‡qwQj ivbv| UjUjvqgvb Ae¯’vq
AviI `y‡Uv Nywm †L‡q ûgwo †L‡q c‡o †Mj gvwU‡Z|
nvgv¸wo w`‡q D‡V emj ivbv, Zvici D‡V `uvovevi †Póv
Kij| nuvUz‡Z †Rvi †bB, VK-VK K‡i Kuvc‡Q cv `y‡Uv| †mB
Ae¯’vq †Ui †cj cvwj‡q hv‡”Q †g‡qUv, †`Šov‡”Q cÖvYc‡Y|
`ovg K‡i coj †kl NywmUv †Pvqv‡ji Ici| gvÎ QÕBwÂ
`~i †_‡K gviv NywmUv †L‡q eb& K‡i Ny‡i DVj ivbvi gv_v|
GKivk m‡l©dzj †`Lv †Mj| wQU‡K wM‡q Icv‡ki †`qv‡ji
Mv‡q av°v †L‡jv ivbv, Zvici Szc K‡i c‡o †Mj gvwU‡Z|
Ges Ávb nvivj|

44 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
GKUv my‡ijv bvix KÉ ï‡b Ávb wdij ivbvi|
Ôgviv †M‡Q bvwK gvbylUv?Õ
ivbv Abyfe Kij Zvi kixiUv †b‡o‡P‡o †`L‡Q †KD|
GKUv cyi“l KÉ ejj, Ôbv, Ávb nvwi‡q‡Q e‡j g‡b n‡”Q|Õ
nvgv¸wo w`‡q D‡V emevi †Póv Kij ivbv| gv_vUv
Gcvk-Icvk bvoj eb¨ RšÍzi gZ| †PvL †gjj| `vgx
Kvco-†Pvco civ `yRb Zi“Y-Zi“Yx| DwØMoe `y‡Rvov †PvL
†P‡q i‡q‡Q Ii gy‡Li w`‡K| ivbv‡K †PvL †gj‡Z †`‡L g‡b
n‡jv nuvd †Q‡o euvPj|
Ô`qv K‡i bovPov Ki‡eb bv GLb| GK AvaUv nvo‡Mvo
†f‡O wM‡q _vK‡Z cv‡i|Õ big Mjvq ejj †jvKUv|
Ôbv| wVKB AvwQ|Õ D‡V emj ivbv| †PvqvjUv‡Z nvZ
eyjvj| cvK¯’jx‡Z †Kgb †hb GKUv Pvcv e¨_v Abyfe Ki‡Q
†m| Kcv‡ji GKcvk dz‡j Av‡Q, †Ui †cj nvZ w`‡q Qyu‡q|
Wvb nvZUv Ic‡i Zzjj †m| ÔGKUz mvnvh¨ Ki“b|Õ
PU& K‡i ivbvi nvZ aij †g‡qUv| D‡V `uvov‡Z mvnvh¨
Kij ivbv‡K|
D‡V `uvwo‡q wb‡R‡K mvg‡j wb‡Z LvwbK mgq jvMj
ivbvi| mviv kixi Aek n‡q wM‡qwQj, ax‡i ax‡i wd‡i
Avm‡Q Avevi Ii kw³| MwjUvi Gcvk †_‡K Icvk †PvL
eyjvj ivbv GKevi| Zvici ejj, Ôbvn&, wKQy nqwb| wVKB
AvwQ|Õ nvZ-cv Svov w`j| ÔKvD‡K †`L‡Z †c‡qwQ‡jb?Õ
Ôbv| c_ nvwi‡q NyiwQ Avgiv| Avcbvi Ici Avi GKUz
n‡j ûgwo †L‡qB cowQjvg| mwZ¨B wVK Av‡Qb †Zv?Õ
Ônu¨v| †Kvb fzj †bB Zv‡Z| ab¨ev`|Õ c‡K‡U nvZ w`j
ivbv| †Kv‡Ui c‡KU †_‡K gvwbe¨vMUv Mv‡qe| wb‡Ri IciB
P‡U †Mj ivbv| GZeo fzj Kij †m wK K‡i? †mB †g‡qUvi
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 45
Kcv‡j wK NUj †K Rv‡b!
ÔwQbZvB n‡q‡Q?Õ wR‡Ám Kij †g‡qUv|
Ô†mB iKgB g‡b n‡”Q|Õ
iv‡M †d‡U coj †g‡qUvi m½x| ÔAvðh© GB
BUvwjqvb¸‡jv! me ¸Êv e`gvBk| GLvb †_‡K m‡i cov
`iKvi| Avgiv †nv‡Uj wMÖwU‡Z D‡VwQ| Bwb Avgvi †QvU
†evb, jyBmv wc‡q‡Îv| Avgvi bvg wmjwfI wc‡q‡Îv|
Avgv‡`i hw` †nv‡U‡j †cuŠ‡Q †`b Zvn‡j `yÕ‡cM fv‡jv eª¨vwÛ
LvIqv‡Z cvwi|Õ
ÔAvn&, wmjwfI, wbðqB fqvbK Kó n‡”Q| Av‡M LvwbKUv
wekªvg `iKvi Ii|Õ
Ôbv, wVK AvwQ|Õ †g‡qUvi w`‡K †QvÆ GKUz †ev Kij
ivbv| ÔAvgvi R‡b¨ fve‡eb bv| †Kvb Amywe‡a †bB GLb
Avi| Avcbv‡`i iv¯Ív wPwb‡q †`e Avwg, wKšÍz †Pnvivi †h nvj
n‡q‡Q, GB Ae¯’vq GLb †nv‡U‡j bv hvIqvB fvj| Avwg
evmvq wdie| Avgvi bvg gvmy` ivbv|Õ
Ôgvmy` ivbv!Õ GK cv GwM‡q Gj †g‡qUv| ivbvi gyLUv
ciL K‡i †`Levi †Póv Ki‡Q AveQv Av‡jvq| ÔAvwg †Zv wPwb
Avcbv‡K! †Kv_vq †hb cwiPq n‡qwQj Avcbvi m‡½? Igv,
AvRB †Zv Avcbvi m‡½ GKB †Uª‡b wdijvg wj‡Wv Gqvi‡cvU©
†_‡K| evÜex‡K †cuŠ‡Q w`‡Z wM‡qwQjvg| Avcbvi cv‡ki
mx‡UB e‡mwQjvg Avwg| wPb‡Z cvi‡Qb?Õ
ivbvi g‡b coj Ac~e© my›`ix GKUv †g‡qi cv‡k e‡m
G‡m‡Q †m wj‡Wv †_‡K †fwbm| `yÕGK UzK‡iv AvjvcI
n‡qwQj| †Kvb iKg NwbôZvi †Póv K‡iwb †m Kv‡R Avm‡Q
e‡j, wKšÍz ¯úó Abyfe K‡iwQj Avðh© GK Av‡gvN AvKl©‡Y
Uvb‡Q †g‡qUv I‡K| ZvRv, Dò GKUv AvKl©Y Av‡Q †g‡qUvi


46 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
g‡a¨|
ÔwP‡bwQ Gevi,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔwKšÍz Avcbviv wK BUvwjqvb
bb?Õ
Ôevev BUvwjqvb, wKšÍz gv divmx| Avgiv d«v‡Ý gvbyl
n‡qwQ|Õ nvmj †g‡qUv| ÔbeŸB fvM divmx, `k fvM
BUvwjqvb Avgiv|Õ
ÔPjyb, G‡Mv‡bv hvK,Õ ejj ivbv| `y‡Uv‡K fvMv‡bv
`iKvi| Ii gv_vq GKgvÎ wPšÍv GLb Rywj gvwhwb| wK n‡jv
†g‡qUvi? aiv coj kΓc‡¶i nv‡Z, bvwK wKQy¶Y Av‡Mi
e¨vcviUv mwZ¨B GKUv wQbZvB‡qi NUbv? Awb‡ji m‡½ †Kvb
†hvM †bB Gi? †Kvb&Uv wVK Rvb‡Z n‡e ivbv‡K| Lye kxwNª|
ÔAvcbv‡`i eo iv¯Ívq Zz‡j w`‡q hvB|Õ
D¾¡j Av‡jvq G‡m ivbv †`Lj, fvB-†ev‡bi cÖvq GKB
†Pnviv| †ev‡bi Ici fvB‡qi cÖfve, bv fvB‡qi Ici †ev‡bi
cÖfve †evSv †Mj bv| `yR‡bB †`L‡Z fvj| evBk †_‡K
mvZv‡ki g‡a¨ eqm| PKP‡K eyw×`xß †PvL, gy‡L †Kvgj
GKUv AgvwqK fve, mvR‡cvkvK me©vaywbK, `vgx|
nvZ evwo‡q w`j wmjwfI ivbvi w`‡K| ÔAmsL¨ ab¨ev`|
e¨vcviUv wK N‡UwQj Rvbvi R‡b¨ `vi“Y †KŠZ‚nj n‡”Q| Rvwb
wR‡Ám KivUv Af`ªZv, ZvQvov GLb Avcbvi wekªvg `iKvi|
c‡i †Kvb GKw`b hw` Avcbvi gy‡L NUbvUv ïb‡Z †cZvg...Õ
ÔwbðqB| Avwg AvwQ AviI mvZw`b| Gi g‡a¨ GKw`b
Avcbv‡`i †nv‡U‡j wM‡q ïwb‡q Avme MíUv| †Wjv U‡jUv
e‡j GKUv c¨vjv‡hv‡Z AvwQ Avwg, m¨vb‡mvwf‡bvi jvB‡ewiqv
†fwPqvi Kv‡Q| AvcbvivI mgq †c‡j GKUv †dvb K‡i P‡j
Avm‡Z cv‡ib †h †Kvb mgq| Pwj GLb, †Kgb?Õ
ÔAvcwb `y`©všÍ †jvK, wmbi gvmy` ivbv,Õ ejj †g‡qUv|
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 47
Ô†Pvqv‡j-Kcv‡j †h `vM †`LwQ Zv‡Z AvNv‡Zi cwigvY
eyS‡Z Amywe‡a n‡”Q bv| GZeo AvNvZ nRg KivUv †mvRv
K_v bq!Õ
webxZ nvwm nvmj ivbv| ÔI wKQy bq| Awfbq KiwQ
Avm‡j| evmvq †cuŠ‡QB Kvboevq †f‡O coe| Pwj, ¸W evB|Õ
`ª“Z cv‡q †nu‡U Pjj ivbv evmvi w`‡K|
Kwjs‡ej wUc‡ZB `iRv Ly‡j w`j wMjwU wgTv| AevK
n‡q †`Lj ivbvi weaŸ¯Í †Pnviv| GiKg gv‡Sg‡a¨ †`‡L
Af¨vm Av‡Q Ii| †Kvb cÖkoe Kij bv|
N‡i Xz‡KB Kvco Qvoj ivbv cÖ‡g| GKUv †bwf e−y i‡Oi
c¨v›U, Mvp Kvj‡P-meyR i‡Oi kvU©, Avi Kv‡jv Pvgovi
R¨v‡KU cij| Ry‡Zv †Rvov e`‡j ievi †mv‡ji GK‡Rvov
†gvKvwmb cv‡q w`j| myU‡K‡mi †Mvcb GKUv K¤úvU©‡g›U
†_‡K †e‡ivj GKUv dj&m& NwoÑNwoi gZ KuvUv-Wvqvj meB
Av‡Q wKšÍz wfZ‡i †Kvb hš¿cvwZ †bB| e¨vÛUv Lyj‡jB fvix
GKUv avivj A‡¯¿ cwiYZ n‡e †mUv| GKUv Lv‡c †cviv
w÷‡j‡Uv †eu‡a wbj ivbv Wvb Ei“‡Z Pvgovi ÷ª¨vc w`‡q|
c¨v‡›Ui c‡K‡Ui wbP w`KUvq †mjvB †bB, nvZ XzwK‡q
Abvqv‡m †ei K‡i Avbv hvq QywiUv `iKv‡ii mgq| Zvjv
†Lvjvi R‡b¨ evM©jvm© wKU †ei K‡i ivLj ivbv wnc c‡K‡U|
euv c‡K‡U ivLj GKUv kw³kvjx UP©, B‡”Q Ki‡j Gi iwk¥‡K
†QvU K‡i `k dzU `~‡i GKUv wmwKi mgvb Av‡jv †djv hvq|
nvRvi wjivi †MvUv K‡qK †bvU kv‡U©i eyK c‡K‡U †i‡L
Lv‡Ui Ici emj ivbv| wmMv‡iU aivj|
a‡i wb‡Z n‡e, †eu‡U e·viUv Awb‡ji kΓc‡¶i †KD|
mvaviY †Pvi ev ¸Êv n‡Z cv‡i, wKšÍz mZK©Zvi LvwZ‡i I‡K
wei“×-c‡¶i †KD e‡j a‡i †bqv DwPZ| Zvn‡j wK Rywj

48 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
gvwhwbi cwiPq †R‡b †M‡Q Iiv? a‡i †d‡j‡Q I‡K?
AZ¨vPv‡ii gy‡L hv Rv‡b e‡j w`‡Z eva¨ n‡e Rywj Zvn‡j?
aiv c‡o hv‡e AvZ¥‡MvcbKvix Awbj?
bvn& eo †evKvwg n‡q †M‡Q| AviI A‡bK mZK© nIqv
DwPZ wQj Ii| wKšÍz Aby‡kvPbv K‡i †Kvb jvf †bB| wK‡mi
wei“‡× mZK© n‡e †m? A‡Pbv kΓi KvQ †_‡K mZK© _vKv
hvq bv| Kv‡`i wei“‡× wK ai‡bi e¨vcv‡i wb‡R‡K Rwo‡q‡Q
Awbj, †K wgÎ, †K kΓ wKQyB Rv‡b bv ivbvÑGB Ae¯’vq
wKfv‡e mveavb n‡e †m?
Z‡e Gevi AvμgY †hw`K †_‡KB AvmyK bv †Kb, AZ
mnR n‡e bv I‡K Kvey Kiv| GLb GKgvÎ fq cywjm‡K|
GB me hš¿cvwZ mn cywj‡mi nv‡Z aiv co‡j ev‡ivUv †e‡R
hv‡e Ii|
gb‡Wvjv †j‡bi 37 b¤^i evwoÑGi †ewk Avi wKQyB Rvbv
hvqwb †g‡qUvi KvQ †_‡K|
ILv‡bB wK jywK‡q Av‡Q Awbj? MwjUvB ev †Kv_vq?
†fwb‡mi AmsL¨ Mwji †Kvb&Uv gb‡Wvjv †jb? wK K‡i Lyu‡R
cv‡e ivbv?
GKUv Nb QvB i‡Oi kvU© I c¨v›U c‡i G‡m `uvovj
`iRvi Kv‡Q wMjwU wgTv| cÖ¯ÍzZ| Ô†KvZvD Pj‡jb, m¨vi?
Avgv‡K †b‡eb?Õ
ivbv bv wb‡jI †m †h †Mvc‡b AbymiY Ki‡e I‡K Zv‡Z
†Kvb m‡›`n †bB| g„`y †n‡m mvq w`j ivbv| myPBUvi w`‡K
Bw½Z K‡i ejj, ÔevwZUv wbwf‡q `vI †`wL?Õ
NiUv AÜKvi n‡q †h‡ZB Rvbvjvi cv‡k G‡m `uvovj
ivbv, c`©vUv duvK Kij| cwi®‹vi †`Lv hv‡”Q iv¯Ív|
ivZ GLb †mvqv GKUvi Kg bq| wKšÍz GLbI `‡j `‡j
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 49
P‡j‡Q Uz¨wi÷iv mvb gv‡K©vi w`‡K| MwZ A‡c¶vK…Z k− , GB
hv ZdvrцjvKRb cÖPyi iv¯Ívq|
wgwbU `y‡qK †P‡q iBj ivbv iv¯Ívi w`‡K| Zvici GK
UzK‡iv K‡Vvi nvwm dz‡U DVj Ii †Vuv‡U| wbtkã, wbôzi nvwm|
mvb gv‡K©vi w`‡K wcQb wd‡i GKUv _v‡gi Mv‡q †njvb
w`‡q `uvwo‡q Z›`ªvjy, Ajm `„wó‡Z Uz¨wi÷‡`i w`‡K †P‡q
i‡q‡Q GKRb j¤^v †jvK| ci‡b Zvi mv`v my¨U, mv`v n¨vU|
Qq
Ôgb‡Wvjv MwjUv †Kvb&w`‡K ej‡Z cvi‡e?Õ
Ôwb”Pq|Õ GKMvj nvmj wMjwU wgTv| ÔK¨v‡¤úv mvb
†cv‡jvi Kv‡P|Õ
Ô†mUv †Kv_vq?Õ
Ôwiqv‡ëv weª‡Ri Kv‡P, m¨vi| Lv‡ji Icvi| fvOv‡Pviv
evwoNi, †bvsiv| Zv Iw`KUv‡ZB P‡j‡Pb eywR?Õ
Ônu¨v| wKšÍz Zvi Av‡M GKUv †jvK‡K Lmv‡Z n‡e| m‡Ü
†_‡K †cQ‡b †j‡M i‡q‡Q e¨vUv|Õ
Ô†m fvi Avgvi Ici †Q‡o w`b, m¨vi| †Nvj LvB‡q †Q‡o
†`e kvjv‡K|Õ
Ôbv| K¨vj‡Kwkqvb †Nv‡j Pj‡e bv, I XvKvB †Nvj †L‡Z
Pvq| hv Kivi AvwgB Kie| †Zvgv‡K Rvbv‡bvi D‡Ïk¨ n‡jv
Ii Dcw¯’wZ †Ui bv cvIqvi fvb Ki‡Z n‡e| NyYv¶‡iI †Ui
cv‡e bv Zzwg †h †KD Avgv‡`i‡K AbymiY Ki‡Q|Õ
ÔwVK Av‡P| ZvB n‡e| Pjyb Zvnv‡j iIbv w`B?Õ
cw›U †Wjv c¨vMwjqvi w`‡K nuvU‡Z nuvU‡Z Avo‡Pv‡L
†`Lj ivbv, _v‡gi Mv‡q †Vjv w`‡q †mvRv n‡q †Mj j¤^v

50 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
†jvKUv| Avbg‡b nuvU‡Q I‡`i †cQb †cQb|
ÔLye mi“ GKUv Mwj‡Z wb‡q P‡jv †`wL cÖ‡g| e¨vUv‡K
Lmv‡Z n‡e Av‡M|Õ
euv w`‡Ki GKUv Mwj‡Z Xz‡K coj wMjwU wgTv| †MvjK
auvavi gZ Mwj¸‡jv, GKUv wg‡k‡Q Av‡iKUvq, †mUv wM‡q
wg‡k‡Q Av‡iKUvq, †hb †kl †bB Gi| iv¯Ív wbR©b| GKUv
†gvo Ny‡iB cQ›`mB RvqMv †c‡q †Mj ivbv| GKUv evwoi
wZb dzU DuPy eviv›`vq D‡V coj †m| wMjwU wgTv‡K ejj,
Ô`yR‡bi cv‡qi kã Ki‡Z Ki‡Z GwM‡q hvI|Õ
GKMvj †n‡m iIbv n‡jv wMjwU wgTv| wg‡k †Mj mi“
Mwji cÖvqvÜKv‡i| cv_‡ii g~wZ©i gZ `uvwo‡q iBj ivbv|
wVK GK wgwbU ciB mv`v Uzwc †`Lv †Mj|
mveav‡b gv_vUv mvg‡b †ei Kij AbymiYKvix, Kvb
†c‡Z ïbj cv‡qi kã, Zvici wbwðšÍ g‡b iIbv w`j
Mwjc‡_|
`ovg K‡i cÖPÊ †Rv‡i GKUv jvw_ coj †jvKUvi
†Pvqv‡ji Ici| fqvbK fv‡e Vz‡K †Mj gv_vUv cv‡ki
†`qv‡j| GZ †Rv‡i kã n‡jv †h fq †cj ivbv Lywj †d‡U
†M‡Q g‡b K‡i| PU K‡i a‡i †djj †jvKUvi Ávbnxb
†`nUv, Av‡¯Í ïB‡q w`j gvwU‡Z|
wbtkã cv‡q wd‡i Gj wMjwU wgTv| gy‡L AvKY©we¯Í„Z
nvwm| Ôeo Rei gvi †g‡i‡Pb, m¨vi| GK jv‡ZB KvZ|
c‡K‡U wKPy Av‡P wKbv †`Ke?Õ
Ô†`‡Lv|Õ
`ª“Z nvZ Pvwj‡q †jvKUvi me c‡KU mvP© Kij wMjwU
wgTv| wKQyB cvIqv †Mj bv hv w`‡q cwiPq Rvbv hvq| euv
eM‡ji wb‡P GKUv Lv‡c †cviv †_ªvBs bvBd| i‡³i wPý †Ui
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 51
†cj ivbv Qywii †e−‡W|
†mvRv n‡q D‡V `uvovj ivbv| hZ`~i g‡b n‡”Q, GLb NÈv
Lv‡bK wbwð‡šÍ Ny‡gv‡e †jvKUv|
ÔGevi P‡jv gb‡W‡jvi w`‡K| Rjw`|Õ
wgwbU `‡kK G Mwj I Mwj a‡i nuvUvi ci eo iv¯Ívq
DVj wMjwU wgTv ivbv‡K wb‡q| ivbv †`Lj mvg‡bB †`Lv
hv‡”Q wiqv‡ëv weªR| g‡b g‡b wMjwU wgTvi ¸‡Yi cÖksmv bv
K‡i cvij bv †m| wKšÍz eo iv¯Ívq D‡V wgwbU wZ‡bK nuvUvi
ciB †Kgb †hb DmLym ïi“ Kij wMjwU wgTv| LvwbK ev‡`
e‡jB †djj, ÔAvivKRb Av‡P e‡j g‡b n‡”P, m¨vi|Õ
g„`y †n‡m gv_v SuvKvj ivbv| ÔRvwb| AZ e¨¯Í n‡qv bv,
GUviI e¨e¯’v n‡q hv‡e|Õ
weª‡Ri gvSvgvwS G‡m GKUv _v‡gi Avov‡j `uvwo‡q coj
ivbv| RvqMvUvq †ek Nb Qvqv covq GUvB cQ›` Kij ivbv|
ÔQvqvq Qvqvq GwM‡q hvI Wej cv †d‡j|Õ
†ek gRvi †Ljv †c‡q‡Q wMjwU wgTv, GKMvj †n‡m
G‡Mvj †m mk‡ã `yR‡bi cv †d‡j †d‡j|
PycPvc `uvwo‡q iBj ivbv| GK wgwbU cvi n‡q †Mj|
KviI †`Lv †bB| `yR‡biB m‡›`‡n fzj n‡Z cv‡i? Zvi
wb‡Ri gbUv m‡›`ncÖeY n‡q i‡q‡Q, m‡Ü †_‡K †ek K‡qKUv
NUbv N‡U †M‡Q e‡j AwZ mZK© n‡q i‡q‡Q Bw›`ªq¸‡jv, fzj
nIqv A¯^vfvweK bq; wKšÍz wMjwU wgTvi fzj n‡e †Kb?
ewÎk eQ‡ii AwfÁZv i‡q‡Q wMjwU wgTvi| f‡q f‡q,
jywK‡q, cvwj‡q, mveav‡b KvwU‡q‡Q †m †Pv‡ii Rxeb ewÎkUv
eQi| Ii mRvM †PvL fzj Ki‡Z cv‡i bv| Kv‡RB A‡c¶v
Ki‡Z n‡e| ˆah© ai‡Z n‡e| mvgvb¨ fz‡j A‡bK ¶wZ n‡q
†h‡Z cv‡i|

52 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
`~‡i wMjwU wgTvi cv‡qi kã †kvbv hv‡”Q GLbI AveQv
fv‡e| weª‡Ri †kl gv_vq P‡j †M‡Q †m, GLwb †cuŠ‡Q hv‡e
Icv‡i| wVK g‡b n‡”Q `yRb †jvK †nu‡U P‡j hv‡”Q|
AviI Ava wgwbU KvUj, Zvici nvjKv cv‡qi kã ïb‡Z
†cj ivbv| †ek Kv‡Q| _v‡gi Mv‡q wg‡k `uvwo‡q iBj I|
Mvp i‡Oi Kvco civq †`Lv hv‡e bv I‡K mn‡R, wb‡Ri
w`‡K GKevi †P‡q wbwðšÍ n‡jv ivbv| Lye mveav‡b DuwK
w`j| K‡qK †m‡KÛ wKQyB †`L‡Z †cj bv, ZviciB †PvL
coj Ii Kv‡jv my¨U civ GKRb †eu‡U †jv‡Ki Ici| Kó
n‡jv bv wPb‡Z|
Zvi gv‡b †jvKUv AvPgKv Amveavb cw_‡Ki me©¯^
AcniYKvix bq| mv`v Avi Kv‡jv wg‡jwg‡k KvR Ki‡Q|
Lye m¤¢e Ii †cQ‡b jvMv‡bv n‡q‡Q GB `yRb‡K wMqv‡Kv‡gv
cv‡mj−xi †`vKvb †_‡K †e‡ivevi ciciB|
†jvKUvi c`‡¶‡c AwZ mZK©Zvi j¶Y †Ui †cj ivbv|
Lye m¤¢e mv`v m½xi inm¨RbK AšÍa©v‡b hvi ci bvB DwØMoe
n‡q i‡q‡Q †m wfZ‡i wfZ‡i| wKQy`~i GwM‡q `uvwo‡q coj
†jvKUv, †P‡q iBj Lv‡ji w`‡K| Avm‡j cv‡qi kã †kvbvi
†Póv Ki‡Q †m| c‡b‡iv †m‡KÛ PycPvc `uvwo‡q †_‡K Avevi
Pj‡Z ïi“ Kij| wcQy wd‡i PvBj GKevi, Avevi G‡Mvj|
ivbv †h-_v‡gi Avov‡j jywK‡q Av‡Q †mUv †cwi‡q †Mj
†jvKUv cÖvq wbtkã cv‡q| Lv‡ji Icv‡i wMjwU wgTv‡K
†`L‡Z †cj †m Gevi| wewPÎ fw½‡Z I‡K cv †d‡j G‡Mv‡Z
†`‡L Auvr‡K D‡V †_‡g `uvovj| SU K‡i wcQb wd‡i PvBj
GKevi| Zvici muvr K‡i m‡i †Mj GKUv _v‡gi Avov‡j|
Qvqvi gZ wbtk‡ã GwM‡q Gj ivbv| gš¿gy» `„wó‡Z †P‡q
i‡q‡Q †jvKUv wMjwU wgTvi w`‡K| †cQb †_‡K `y‡Uv †UvKv
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 53
w`j ivbv †jvKUvi Nv‡o| Ô†KuDÕ K‡i GKUv fqvZ© kã
†e‡ivj †jvKUvi Mjv w`‡q| GK jv‡d m‡i †Mj wZbnvZ
Zdv‡Z, Ges Ny‡i `uvovj|
ÔwKQy g‡b Ki‡eb bv, wmbi| g¨vP Av‡Q Avcbvi Kv‡Q?Õ
we¯§‡qi †NviUv KvwU‡q DV‡Z `yB †m‡K‡Ûi †ewk jvMj
bv †jvKUvi| wPZv ev‡Ni gZ jvd w`j ivbvi w`‡K| SU
K‡i euv w`‡K euvKv n‡q cv Pvjvj ivbv| Gevi Avi AmZK©
bq †m| jvw_ †L‡q Pvcv GKUv †MvOvwb †e‡ivj †jvKUvi gyL
†_‡K| gyL _ye‡o c‡o †Mj gvwU‡Z Ges cÖvq m‡½ m‡½B D‡V
`uvovj Avevi| nuvcv‡”Q| †kvjWvi †nvj÷v‡i ivLv QywiUv †ei
Kievi R‡b¨ PU& K‡i P‡j †Mj Wvb nvZUv †Kv‡Ui wfZi|
wVK GB gyn‚Z©wUi mبenvi Kij ivbv| we`y¨r‡e‡M GwM‡q Gj
GK cv, cÖPÊ †Rv‡i Nywm Pvjvj †jvKUvi †Pvqvj j¶¨ K‡i|
hš¿Yvq †PvL-gyL weK…Z n‡q †Mj †jvKUvi, wKšÍz AevK n‡q
†Mj ivbv †jvKUvi mn¨kw³ †`‡L, GB Ae¯’v‡ZI euv nvZUv
Pvjv‡Z fzj Kij bv| cÖPÊ GKUv Nywm coj ivbvi cuvR‡ii
Ici| †nwfI‡qU e·vi bvwK e¨vUv? g‡b nq Rxe‡bi †ewki
fvM mgq †K‡U‡Q †jvKUvi M−vf&m civ Ae¯’vq wis-Gi
wfZi| †eKvq`v Ae¯’vq †Quvov Nywmi V¨vjv‡ZB dzm dzm
†_‡K me `g †ewi‡q hvIqvi Dcμg n‡jv ivbvi| PU& K‡i
a‡i †djj nvZUv| gyP‡o a‡i wcQb wd‡i wb‡Ri euv Kuv‡ai
Ici †djj †m nvZUv wPr K‡i, Zvici gvij nu¨vPKv Uvb
wb‡Pi w`‡K| Zxeª †e`bvq KwK‡q DVj †jvKUv, cigyn‚‡Z©
k~‡b¨ D‡V †Mj| ivbvi gv_vi Ici w`‡q D‡o wM‡q coj
PvinvZ Zdv‡Z, cÖ‡g ¸u‡Zv †L‡jv _v‡gi Mv‡q, Zvici
evwji e¯Ívi gZ acvm K‡i coj gvwU‡Z Dcyo n‡q|
†KvbiKg bovPovi j¶Y bv †`‡L GKUz Nve‡o †Mj ivbv|

54 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
†jvKUvi cvj&m& †`‡L wbwðšÍ n‡q mvP© Kij Ii cÖ‡Z¨KUv
c‡KU| wnc c‡KU †_‡K †e‡ivj ivbvi gvwbe¨vM| Avi
†Kv_vI D‡j−L‡hvM¨ wKQyB cvIqv †Mj bv| †nvj÷v‡i †_ªvBs
bvBdUv †bB †`‡L ivbvi †PvL †Mj †jvKUvi Wvb nv‡Zi
w`‡K| AÁvb Ae¯’v‡ZI aiv Av‡Q QywiUv Qyu‡o gvivi fw½‡Z|
gvwbe¨vMUv wb‡Ri c‡K‡U †d‡j Avi GKUz AÜKv‡i †U‡b
w`j ivbv †jvKUv‡K| `ª“Z G‡Mvj| Lv‡ji Icv‡i GKUv
Mwji gy‡L wMjwU wgTv‡K †`‡L GwM‡q †Mj †mBw`‡K|
ÔGevi †Kvb& w`‡K?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|
ÔAvmyb Avgvi wcQy wcQy|Õ
MwjUv a‡i †ek wKQy`~i wM‡q GKUv A‡c¶vK…Z mi“
Mwj‡Z XzKj wMjwU wgTv| ejj, ÔGB‡UB|Õ
G Mwji `yB av‡i kZ kZ eQ‡ii cyiv‡bv Szi Sz‡i fvOv
me evwo| g‡b nq GLywb ûogyo K‡i Nv‡oi Ici co‡e
eywS| GKwU evwZ †bB †Kvb evwoi Rvbvjvq| c‡KU †_‡K
UP©Uv †ei Kij ivbv|
ÔGme evmvq †Kvb †jvK Av‡P e‡j g‡b nq bv, m¨vi|Õ
ÔZvB †Zv g‡b n‡”Q,Õ ejj ivbv wbPy Mjvq| ÔLye m¤¢e me
†f‡O Avevi bZzb K‡i evwo †Zvjv n‡e e‡j †jvKRb mwi‡q
†`qv n‡q‡Q|Õ GKUv †`qv‡ji Mv‡q †jLv b¤^i †`‡L G‡Mvj
ivbv mvg‡b| ÔmuvBwÎk b¤^iUv AviI Av‡M e‡j g‡b n‡”Q|Õ
wZb‡U evwo †Q‡oB cvIqv †Mj evwoUv| †`vZjv evwo|
c−v÷vi L‡m hvIqvq `uvZ †ei K‡i nvm‡Q jvj jvj BuU|
†Vjv w`‡ZB Ly‡j †Mj `iRvUv wbtk‡ã| GZ wbtk‡ã Lyjj
†h _g‡K †Mj ivbv GKUz| PU K‡i U‡P©i Av‡jvUv P‡j †Mj
`iRvi wn‡Ä|
Ô†Zj †`vqv n‡q‡P m¨vi,Õ ejj wMjwU wgTv wdmwdm
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 55
K‡i| Ôg‡b n‡”P †jvK Av‡P|Õ
wfZ‡i Av‡jv †djj ivbv| GKUv mi“ c¨v‡mR w`‡q wKQy
`~i wM‡q euv cv‡k †`vZjvq DVevi wmuwo|
ÔZzwg GLv‡bB A‡c¶v K‡iv, Avwg XzKwQ wfZ‡i,Õ ejj
ivbv| Ô†PvL Kvb †Lvjv ivL‡e|Õ
Ôwb”Pq|Õ
`yÕcv GwM‡qB e‡m coj ivbv| Kv‡Vi †g‡S, ay‡jv R‡g
Av‡Q cyi“ n‡q, Zvi Ici A‡bK¸‡jv cv‡qi Qvc|
†g‡qgvby‡li Ry‡Zvi Qvc †`L‡Z †cj ivbv GK‡Rvov| D‡V
`uvovj|
mveavb Kij wMjwU wgTv| ÔGKUz mveav‡b cv †dj‡eb,
m¨vi| cPv Kv‡U cv co‡j G‡Kev‡i Scvr K‡i co‡eb
cvwb‡Z| wb‡P cvwb|Õ
†cQb wd‡i åƒKzwU Kij ivbv, wKšÍz †mUv †`L‡Z †cj bv
wMjwU wgTv| ZvB Pvcv Mjvq ejj, ÔPyc K‡i _v‡Kv, K_v
†ev‡jv bv|Õ
wmuwoi cv‡kB GKZjvq †XvKvi `iRv| Av‡¯Í K‡i
n¨v‡Û‡j Pvc w`‡q †Vjv w`j ivbv `iRvUv| Ku¨v...P K‡i
wew”Qwi GKUv kã K‡i duvK n‡q †Mj `iRv| PU& K‡i N‡ii
Pvicv‡k Av‡jv eyjvj ivbv| †KD †bB N‡i| AmsL¨ Szj,
Avi ay‡jv| †Kgb GKUv f¨vcmv MÜ Gj bv‡K| cÖKvÊ GKUv
gvKomv momo K‡i m‡i wM‡q GKUv Ny‡Y LvIqv cPv Z³vi
wb‡P AvZ¥‡Mvcb Kij| `iRvUv wfwo‡q w`‡q wmuwoi avc
cix¶v Kij ivbv| ay‡jv R‡g Av‡Q wmuwo‡ZI| cv‡qi Qvc
†`‡L cwi®‹vi †evSv †Mj `yÕGK w`‡bi g‡a¨B GKvwaK †jvK
IVvbvgv K‡i‡Q G wmuwo w`‡q| GK AvaUv nvB wn‡ji QvcI
†`Lv hv‡”Q AveQv fv‡e|

56 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
mveav‡b Kv‡Vi wmuwo‡Z †Kvb iKg AvIqvR bv K‡i D‡V
Gj ivbv †`vZjvq| `y‡Uv `iRv †`Lv hv‡”Q|
Kvb cvZj ivbv| PycPvc `uvwo‡q _vKj AvawgwbU| bvK
WvKv †Zv `~‡ii K_v KviI wbtk¦vm cZ‡biI kã †bB|
wbSzgcyix| cÖg `iRvi n¨v‡Û‡j Pvc w`j †m| wbtk‡ã Ly‡j
†Mj `iRv|
`iRvUv `yB Bw duvK n‡ZB nVvr GKUv kã n‡jv N‡ii
wfZi| Avoó n‡q †Mj ivbv| LPgP K‡i KvMR bvovi kã
n‡jv, Zvici g„`y GKUv ayc|
UP©Uv wbwf‡qB PU& K‡i m‡i †Mj ivbv `iRvi mvg‡b
†_‡K| Wvb nv‡Z †ewi‡q G‡m‡Q w÷‡j‡Uv| wظY n‡q †M‡Q
ey‡Ki wfZi wXewXe kã| Avevi LPgP AvIqvR| Avevi
GKUv g„`y ayc kã| cigyn‚‡Z© wKPwgP K‡i †W‡K DVj Quy‡Pv|
nuvc Qvoj ivbv| Quy‡Pvi †KËb|
cv w`‡q Kcv‡Ui Mv‡q GKUv †Vjv w`‡qB Av‡jv †djj
†m N‡ii wfZi|
cÖKvÊ GKUv Qyu‡Pv| _ZgZ †L‡q †Mj cÖgUvq, Zvici
fq †c‡q Qy‡U †Mj †`qv‡ji w`‡K, jvd w`‡q av°v †L‡jv
†`qv‡ji Mv‡q, ayc K‡i coj †g‡S‡Z, Zvici we`yr‡e‡M
A`„k¨ n‡q †Mj N‡ii AÜKvi †Kv‡Y|
N‡ii gvSLv‡b wXwei gZ DuPy n‡q Av‡Q wK †hb| ivbvi
U‡P©i D¾¡j Av‡jvUv G‡m w¯’i n‡jv †mLv‡b|
cyi“ ay‡jvi Ici nvZ-cv euvav Ae¯’vq wPr n‡q ï‡q Av‡Q
Rywj gvwhwb| Dj½| w¯’i `„wó‡Z †P‡q i‡q‡Q †m Qv‡Zi
w`‡K| euv ¯Í‡bi wb‡P GKUv Mfxi ¶ZwPý|
g¯Í eo GKUv K`vKvi gvKomv Lye m¤¢e i³ PvUwQj, ivbv‡K
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 57
G‡Mv‡Z †`‡L fq †cj| momo K‡i Rywji ey‡Ki Ici w`‡q
†nu‡U wM‡q jy‡Kvevi †Póv Kij Nv‡oi cv‡k Py‡ji AÜKv‡i,
RvqMvUv cQ›` n‡jv bv, wPeyK †e‡q D‡V Ii bvK, gyL Avi
†Lvjv †Pv‡Li wfZi †jvgk cv †d‡j Kcv‡j DVj, †mLvb
†_‡K GKjv‡d †g‡S‡Z c‡o myo–r K‡i Xz‡K †Mj `yB Z³vi
duv‡K GKUv M‡Z©| †hgb wQj †Zgwb ï‡q Av‡Q Rywj| w¯’i|
wPKb Nvg †`Lv w`‡q‡Q ivbvi Kcv‡j| mvivUv Ni Ny‡i
G‡m Avevi w¯’i n‡jv U‡P©i Av‡jvUv Rywji Ici| Quy‡PvUv
†`Š‡o cvjvj †Lvjv `iRv w`‡q| nuvUz fuvR K‡i e‡m coj
ivbv †g‡S‡Z|
ïay al©Y bq, mviv kix‡i RvqMvq RvqMvq wmMv‡i‡Ui
Av¸b †V‡m aivi wPý †`L‡Z †cj ivbv| hv Rvbvi †R‡b
wb‡q Qywi gviv n‡q‡Q Ii ürwcÊ eivei|
cÖPÊ †μva `vD `vD K‡i R¡‡j DVj ivbvi gv_vi wfZi|
eû K‡ó `uv‡Z `uvZ †P‡c AvZ¥mseiY Kij ivbv| AvOy‡ji
D‡ëv w`K w`‡q †g‡qUvi Mvj Quy‡q †`Lj, GLbI Mig|
eo‡Rvi AvaNÈv Av‡M gviv †M‡Q|
I‡K wcwU‡q AÁvb K‡i †d‡j †i‡L wbðqB wcQy avIqv
K‡i a‡iwQj Rywj‡K Iiv `yRb| Zvici wbh©vZb K‡i †R‡b
wb‡q‡Q Awb‡ji wVKvbv| GLv‡b wb‡q G‡m †g‡i †i‡L †M‡Q|
Awbj‡K GLv‡b †c‡qwQj Iiv? wbðqB cv‡ki NiUvq wQj
Awbj? Av‡Q?
Ni †_‡K †ewi‡q Gj ivbv| `iRvUv eÜ K‡i mveav‡b
Pvc w`j cv‡ki `iRvi n¨v‡Ûj| `iRvUv GK Bw duvK K‡i
†mLv‡b Kvb cvZj| †Kvb kã †bB| Zvn‡j wK Awbj‡KI...
Avi GK Bw duvK K‡iB `iRvi duv‡K UP© aij ivbv|
PU& K‡i Nywi‡q Avbj Av‡jvUv mviv N‡i| GK bR‡i eyS‡Z

58 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
cvij GUvB Awb‡ji Ni|
GKUv K¨v¤ú Lv‡Ui Ici `y‡Uv K¤^j weQv‡bv, cv‡kB
GKUv c¨vwKs ev‡·i Ici wKQy djg~j, K¨vb&W dz‡Wi wUb,
A‡a©K †gvgevwZ|
†KD †bB N‡i|
N‡ii wfZi P‡j Gj ivbv| †gvgevwZUv R¡vjj| PvBj
Pviw`‡K|
N‡ii †Kv‡Y GKUv Gqvi e¨vM| Zvi wfZ‡ii mg¯Í
wRwbm ay‡jv fwZ© †g‡Si Ici Qov‡bv| Lv‡Ui wb‡P GKUv
eªxd‡Km| †Lvjv| eªxd‡K‡mi Mv‡q Awb‡ji bv‡gi Av`¨v¶i
†jLv| G.wm.ÑA_©vr Awbj P¨vUvRx©| †g‡S‡Z c‡o _vKv
wRwbm¸‡jvi Dci †PvL eyjvj ivbv| GKUv wew¯‹‡Ui wUb,
i“gvj, †MwÄ, AvÛviIq¨vi, wR‡jU †kwfs wKU, cvm‡cvU©,
†UK Uzeªvk, din¨vÝ Uz‡c÷, cv‡gvwjf mvevb| cwi®‹vi
†evSv hv‡”Q fvjgZ mvP© Kiv n‡q‡Q Awb‡ji cÖwZUv wRwbm|
Zey GKevi fvj K‡i Luy‡R †`Lj ivbvÑwKQyB cvIqv †Mj bv|
Avi GKevi †PvL eyjvj mviv N‡i| †Kb jywK‡q wQj
Awbj GB N‡i? Kviv LuyR‡Q I‡K? fviZxq ¸ßP‡iiv, bvwK
BUvwjqvbiv, bvwK Ab¨ †KD? †Kb cÖvY w`‡Z n‡jv Rywj
gvwhwb‡K? wK Ggb ¸i“Z¡c~Y© e¨vcv‡i †du‡m †Mj Awbj?
†Kv_vq GLb I? aiv coj? Kv‡`i nv‡Z?
nVvr †`L‡Z †cj ivbv i³gvLv e¨v‡ÛR| `iRvi †Kv‡Y
`jv K‡i ivLv| AvnZ n‡q‡Q Awbj? ZvB cvwj‡q †h‡Z
cvi‡Q bv, GLv‡b ILv‡b jywK‡q wdi‡Q, mvnvh¨ PvB‡Q?
gyn‚‡Z© wm×všÍ wbj ivbv| Ggb wKQy †d‡j hvIqv Pj‡e bv
hv‡Z Rywji nZ¨vKvix e‡j †du‡m †h‡Z cv‡i Awbj| cywjm
hw` cÖgvY Ki‡Z cv‡i †h GB N‡ii wRwbm¸‡jv Awb‡ji
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 59
Zvn‡j PvR©kxU `vwLj Ki‡e Awb‡jiB wei“‡×|
nVvr g‡bi g‡a¨ GKUv cÖkoe D`q n‡ZB Pg‡K DVj ivbv|
AwbjB Lyb K‡iwb †Zv Rywj‡K? wK cÖgvY Av‡Q ivbvi Kv‡Q
†h IB mv`v Avi Kv‡jv my¨U civ †jvK `yRbB Lyb K‡i‡Q
I‡K? GgbI †Zv n‡Z cv‡i, mveavb Ki‡Z G‡mwQj Rywj
GLv‡b, †mB mgq Awbj...
gv_v †b‡o Av‡R ev‡R wPšÍv `~i K‡i w`j ivbv| Gme
Av‡evj Zv‡evj fvebvi †kl †bB| Lv‡gvKv †f‡e jvf n‡e
bv| `ª“Z nv‡Z wKQy wKQy wRwbm Zz‡j eªxd‡K‡mi wfZi
mvwR‡q ivL‡Z ïi“ Kij ivbv|
Ôcywjm Avm‡P, m¨vi!Õ fxZ mš¿¯Í Kɯ^i|
Pg‡K `iRvi w`‡K wdij ivbv| wbtkã cv‡q `iRvi
mvg‡b G‡m `uvwo‡q‡Q wMjwU wgTv|
Ô†Kv_vq? KZ`~‡i?Õ cÖkoeUv K‡iB ûB‡m‡ji kã ïb‡Z
†cj ivbv| †ek Kv‡QB|
Ôcy‡ji G gvZvq G‡m †M‡P| Avgvi m‡›`v n‡”P
GBw`‡KB Avm‡P Iiv|Õ
wb‡Ri Ae¯’vUv cwi®‹vi †Ui †cj ivbv| cv‡ki N‡i
awl©Zv g„Z‡`n| GZ iv‡Z GLv‡b wK Ki‡Q †m, Zvi †Kvb
m‡šÍvlRbK Reve †bB| c‡K‡U evM©jvm© wKU| aiv co‡j
mewKQy Pvc‡e GLb IiB Kuv‡a| GB †K‡j¼vwii `vq †_‡K
Qy‡U †e‡iv‡bv mnR n‡e bv|
gyn‚‡Z© wm×všÍ wbj ivbv| ÔZzwg †Zvgvi RvqMvq hvI,
wMjwU wgTv| Iiv GB evwo‡Z bv-I Avm‡Z cv‡i|Õ K_vUv
ejvi m‡½ m‡½ Avevi evRj ûB‡mj| ivbv eyS‡Z cvij, GB
Mwj‡ZB XzK‡Q cywjm| ivbvi gy‡Li w`‡K †P‡q iBj wMjwU
wgTv DwØMoe `„wó‡Z| ivbv ejj, ÔevB‡i †_‡K `iRvi eëz

60 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
jvwM‡q w`‡q jywK‡q c‡ov KvQvKvwQ †Kvb evwo‡Z| hw` †`‡Lv
G evwo‡ZB XzK‡Q cywjm, Zvn‡j †Zvgvi cu¨vPvi WvKUv
GKevi †W‡K evmvq wd‡i hv‡e| hvI|Õ
GKUz BZ¯ÍZ Kij wMjwU wgTv ivbvi wbivcËvi K_v
†f‡e, wKšÍz ZK© Kij bv| `ª“Zcv‡q †b‡g †Mj wmuwo †e‡q|
Avawgwb‡Ui g‡a¨B eªxd‡Km nv‡Z bvg‡Z ïi“ Kij ivbv wmuwo
†e‡q|
wVK gvSvgvwS RvqMvq †cuŠ‡QB ïb‡Z †cj cu¨vPvi WvK|
evwK K‡qK avc cÖvq D‡o †b‡g Gj †m| `ovg K‡i Ly‡j
†Mj evB‡ii `iRvUv| cuvP QÕUv U‡P©i D¾¡j Av‡jvq w`‡bi
gZ Av‡jvwKZ n‡q †Mj mi“ c¨v‡mRUv|
muvr K‡i m‡i †Mj ivbv| fvix ey‡Ui kã GwM‡q Avm‡Q|
GKUv KK©k Kɯ^i ïb‡Z †cj †m| Ô`yRb _v‡Kv †M‡Ui
mvg‡b| †Zvgiv G‡mv Avgvi m‡½|Õ
wmuwoi cv‡ki `iRvi n¨v‡Û‡j Pvc w`j ivbv| Ku¨vP kã
K‡i Lyjj GKUv KevU| Xz‡K coj wfZ‡i| `iRvUv eÜ
Kievi mvnm n‡jv bv Avi| †`qv‡ji Mv‡q †mu‡U m‡i †Mj
`yÕcv|
wXe wXe Ki‡Q ey‡Ki wfZi| U‡P©i Av‡jv G‡m coj
N‡i| GKRb UP© nv‡Z Xz‡K Avm‡Q|
ÔIw`‡K bv,Õ ejj GKRb| ÔIc‡i|Õ
Zey Lvwj N‡i GKevi UP© eyjvj †jvKUv| †`qv‡ji Mv‡q
†mu‡U `g eÜ K‡i †i‡L‡Q ivbv| m‡i †Mj †jvKUv `iRvi
mvg‡b †_‡K| ayc avc AvIqvR Avm‡Q wmuwo †f‡O Ic‡i
IVvi|
Av‡¯Í K‡i m‡i Gj ivbv Rvbvjvi Kv‡Q| cv‡qi wb‡P cPv
KvV †f‡O coevi Dcμg n‡jv| PU& K‡i Rvbvjvi n¨v‡ÛjUv
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 61
a‡i cÖvq Sz‡j coj ivbv kix‡ii IRb Kgvevi R‡b¨| gv_vi
Ici K‡qK †Rvov ey‡Ui kã| Av‡¯Í wQUwKwb Ly‡j Rvbvjv
Uc&‡K Icv‡i P‡j †Mj ivbv| wfwo‡q w`j Rvbvjv| K‡qK
dzU wb‡P UjUj Ki‡Q cvwb| g„`y GKUv Szc kã K‡i †b‡g
†Mj †m cvwb‡Z|
Av›`v‡R fi K‡i e¨vK-†÷ªvK w`‡q wcwQ‡q hv‡”Q ivbv|
`uv‡Z Kvg‡o a‡i †i‡L‡Q eªxd‡KmUv|
Pviw`‡K wbKl Kv‡jv AÜKvi| AvaNÈv ci †cuŠQj K¬všÍ
ivbv wiqv‡ëv weª‡Ri KvQvKvwQ| wgwbU wZ‡bK wekªvg wb‡q
D‡V coj cv‡i| wPšÍv n‡jv, wdi‡e wK K‡i?
Ôwf‡R †Zv G‡Kev‡i ReR‡e n‡q †M‡Pb, m¨vi!Õ wMjwU
wgTvi †gvjv‡qg Kɯ^i|
ÔZzwg hvIwb GLbI?Õ
Ôbv m¨vi, fvejvg †LjvUv GKUz †`‡KB hvB| bywK‡q
wQjvg, jvkUv wb‡q Iiv we‡`q n‡ZB Avevi wM‡q XzuKjvg IB
evwoUvq| Avcbv‡K †KvZvD Luy‡R bv †c‡q Lvj a‡i a‡i G
ch©šÍ G‡qwP| †`wK Kzgxi †`Kv hvq| ZvB †Wuwo‡q iBwP|
g‡b Kijyg, bZzb gvbyl, GB kn‡ii MwjNyuwP wP‡b evmvq †div
Kó n‡e Avcbvi c‡¶| GB †fRv Kvc‡o KvD‡K wKPy wR‡Mm
Ki‡Z †M‡jD m‡›`v Ki‡e| ZvQvov iv¯Ívq †jvK †KvZvq †h
wR‡Ám...Õ
ivbvi Kvb Lvwj †c‡q †c‡Ui g‡a¨ hZ K_v Av‡Q me
†S‡o bvgvevi Dcμg Kij wMjwU wgTv| eKeKvwb‡Z Kvb
bv w`‡q `ª“Z Kvco Qvo‡Q ivbv| Awb‡ji kvU© Ges c¨v›U
c‡i wbj I| jwÛªi wPý i‡q‡Q e‡j wb‡q G‡m‡Q †m G¸‡jv
eªxd‡K‡mi g‡a¨ K‡i| AvOyj eywj‡q Pyj¸‡jv †gvUvgywU wVK
K‡i wb‡q cvo †e‡q D‡V Gj †m iv¯Ívq|

62 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
`ª“Z cv‡q wd‡i hv‡”Q Iiv evmvi w`‡K| c‡_ AvMv‡Mvov
meUv e¨vcvi ejj ivbv wMjwU wgTv‡K| me ï‡b ¸g n‡q
†Mj wMjwU wgTv| †ek wKQy¶Y PycPvc wPšÍv Kievi ci
ejj, Ôg¯Í Mu¨vovK‡j Rwo‡q c‡o‡Pb, m¨vi| GB we‡`k
wef‚uB‡q KviI mvnvh¨ cvIqv hv‡e bvÑbv BwÛqv, bv
evsjv‡`k| Gw`‡K †KmUvi †Kvb myivnv nevi †Zv †Kvb nw`m
†`KwP bv| Awbj evey‡K †c‡j bvnvq...Õ
Ô†c‡ZB n‡e Avgv‡`i|Õ
Ô†KvZvq LuyR‡eb? m~Î hv wQj me †Zv wQu‡o †Mj|
†KvZvq cv‡eb Ibv‡K A‡›`vKvi nvZ‡o?Õ
ÔwVKB e‡jQ| GLb GKgvÎ Dcvq n‡”Q IB †g‡qUvi
AvZ¥xq-¯^R‡bi KvD‡K Luy‡R †ei Kiv| Zv‡`i Kv‡Q wbðqB
wKQy bv wKQy Z_¨ cvIqv hv‡e| nq‡Zv †Kvb c_ cvIqv †h‡Z
cv‡i G‡Mvevi|Õ
mvb gv‡K©vi †cUv Nwo‡Z wVK hLb wZb‡U NÈv coj
ZLb †cuŠQj Iiv evmvq|
wekªvg `iKvi| wMjwU wgTv‡K Zvi N‡i cvwV‡q w`‡q
wb‡Ri N‡i G‡m XzKj ivbv| cÖ‡gB Rvgv-Kvco †Q‡o
kvIqv‡ii wb‡P wfRj †m wgwbU cuv‡PK, Zvici Mv-nvZ-cv
gy‡Q c‡i wbj Ny‡gvevi †cvkvK| Lv‡Ui wKbv‡i e‡m GKUv
wmMv‡iU aivj| åƒ KuyP‡K †g‡Si w`‡K †P‡q i‡q‡Q †m|
euv nv‡Z †PvqvjUv Wj‡Z Wj‡Z m‡Ü †_‡K G ch©šÍ
me¸‡jv NUbv AvMv‡Mvov ch©v‡jvPbv Kij †m g‡b g‡b|
A‡bK NUbvB NUj, wKšÍz KZUv G‡Mv‡Z †c‡i‡Q I? GUzKz
wbwðZ fv‡e Rvbv †M‡Q †h †fwb‡mB wQj Awbj GB wKQy¶Y
Av‡M ch©šÍ| e¨m| I‡K D×vi Kievi e¨vcv‡i †h wZwg‡i
wQj †mB wZwg‡iB i‡q‡Q I GLbI| G‡Mv‡Z cv‡iwb GK cvwe‡`
kx ¸ßPiÐ1 63
I|
†eu‡P Av‡Q Awbj? bvwK †g‡qUvi gZ Zv‡KI †kl K‡i
†djv n‡q‡Q? Kviv KvR Ki‡Q Ii wei“‡×?
cywjm Lei †cj wKfv‡e? gnv Sv‡gjv n‡q †hZ hw` I
aiv coZ IB evwo‡Z cywj‡mi nv‡Z| I‡K Sv‡gjvq †djvi
R‡b¨B wK Lei †`qv n‡qwQj cywj‡m? Z…Zxq †Kvb
AbymiYKvix wQj, I‡K IB evwo‡Z XzK‡Z †`‡LB †h †dvb
K‡i‡Q cywj‡m? bvwK cywjmB RwoZ Av‡Q G e¨vcv‡i?
Pj‡Z Pj‡Z nVvr †hb GKUv cÖKvÊ DuPy cÖvPx‡ii mvg‡b
nvwRi n‡q‡Q ivbv| G‡Mvevi †Zv bqB, fvebviI †Kvb c_
cv‡”Q bv| Lv‡gvKv †`qv‡ji Mv‡q gv_v Vz‡K jvf †bB| Zvi
†P‡q GKUv Nyg w`‡q Pv½v K‡i †bqv `iKvi kixiUv|
ï‡q coj ivbv| †PvL eyR‡ZB †f‡m DVj Ii †Pv‡Li
mvg‡b Rywj gvwhwbi jvkUv|
†Kb cÖvY w`‡Z n‡jv †g‡qUv‡K?
mvZ
Rywj gvwhwbi wVKvbv †ei Kievi GKUv eyw× †L‡j‡Q ivbvi
gv_vq| wKšÍz wb‡R †M‡j Pj‡e bv, wP‡b †dj‡e, ZvB wkwL‡q
cwo‡q evB‡i cvVvj †m wMjwU wgTv‡K| AvUUvq †ewi‡q †Mj
wMjwU wgTv, mv‡o AvUUvi w`‡K †ewi‡q coj ivbvI|
†`oUv-`y‡Uvi Av‡M wdi‡e bv wMjwU wgTv, ZZ¶Y PycPvc
e‡m bv †_‡K fvej GKUz Ny‡i wd‡i G‡j g›` nq bv|
Mb‡Wvjv †÷k‡bi KvQvKvwQ †cuŠ‡QB GKUv wgwó my‡ijv
K‡É wb‡Ri bvg ï‡b _g‡K `uvovj ivbv|
Ôwmbi gvmy` ivbv bv?Õ

64 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
jyBmv wc‡q‡Îv| wSKwgK Ki‡Q mKv‡ji †iv‡`, †hb
PKP‡K wmwK| gy‡L D¾¡j nvwm, †Pv‡L we`y¨r| g‡b g‡b
wb‡Ri Kcvj‡K ab¨ev` w`j ivbv| wKšÍz GLb fRv‡Z cvi‡j
nq| gayi nvwm nvmj ivbv|
ÔAv‡i! Avcwb! wK Lei?
Ôfvj−vMwQj bv, P‡j Gjvg LvwbK¶Y Mb‡Wvjvq P‡o
†hw`K Lywk Nyie g‡b K‡i| Avcbvi †Pvqv‡ji Ae¯’v wK
iKg?Õ
Ô†m‡i †M‡Q cÖvq| †e`g Nywg‡qwQ Kvj mvivivZ| Zv
Avcbvi fvB †Kv_vq?Õ
ÔI e¨¯Í Av‡Q Ii e¨emv wb‡q| Avgvi Kievi wKQyB †bB
e‡j †ewi‡q c‡owQ| GKevi fvewQjvg Avcbvi evmvq wM‡q
†`wL Avcwb e¨¯Í Av‡Qb wKbv, Zvici Avevi fvejvg wK
Avevi g‡b Ki‡eb Avcwb...Õ
ÔwK g‡b Kie Avevi? G †Zv Avb‡›`i K_v| Pjyb bv?Õ
Ô†`Lv †Zv n‡qB †Mj| †Kv_vq P‡jwQ‡jb? Kv‡R?Õ
Ôbvn&, AvgviI Avcbvi gZ GKB mgm¨v| mgq KvUwQj
bv e‡j P‡jwQjvg KwjIwbi ÷¨vPy †`L‡Z| hv‡eb bvwK?
Mb‡Wvjv PovI n‡e, GKUv gnr m„wóI †`‡L Avmv hv‡e|Õ
ivwR n‡q †Mj †g‡qUv| GZ mn‡R ivwR n‡q hvIqvq
ivbv PU K‡i †f‡e wbj GKevi, fzj n‡q †Mj wKbv| evmvq
wb‡q †h‡Z cvi‡j me‡P‡q fvj nZ, ejv hvq bv, nq‡Zv
ivwRI n‡q †h‡Z cviZ| hvB †nvK, eowk‡Z hLb Muv_v
†M‡Q, LvwbK †Ljv‡jB D‡V Avm‡e WvOvq| AwZ AvMÖn
†`Lv‡j G‡Kev‡i dm‡K hvIqviI m¤¢vebv Av‡Q| wb‡R‡K
cÖ‡eva w`j †m, ax‡i, eÜz ax‡i|
gv_v SuywK‡q Awfev`b Kij cÖKvÊ †Pnvivi GKRb
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 65
Mb‡Wvwjqvi| Dwbk wek eQ‡ii †QvKiv, wKšÍz Zvi †ckx
†`L‡j wns‡mi D‡`ªK n‡e †h †Kvb cvKv‡cv³ ewW-weìv‡ii|
nvZ a‡i Mb‡Wvjvq DV‡Z mvnvh¨ Kij ivbv jyBmv‡K| GKUz
†hb †ewk gvÎvq fq †cj †g‡qUv Mb‡WvjvUv `y‡j IVvq, cÖvq
Rwo‡q aij ivbv‡K, e‡m coj G‡Kev‡i Ii Mv †Nu‡l|
ÔBj K¨v‡¤úv †WB mvwšÍ wM‡qvfvwbB cvI‡jv,Õ ejj ivbv
Mb‡Wvwjqvi‡K|
M¤¢xi gy‡L gv_v bvoj gvwS| †Q‡o w`j Mb‡Wvjv|
ÔAvcbvi fvB wK‡mi e¨emv K‡ib?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|
ÔKuv‡Pi| mviv BD‡iv‡c ewÎkUv d¨v±wi Av‡Q Avgv‡`i|
d«v‡ÝiUv evevB †`‡Lb, Ab¨vb¨¸‡jv †`‡L wmjwfI|Õ nvmj
jyBmv| ÔeQ‡i `yevi K‡i Avm‡Z nq I‡K †fwb‡m| Avgvi
Aek¨ GB cÖg|Õ
ÔKuv‡Pi e¨emv K‡i Avcbvi fvB?Õ
ÔAevK n‡”Qb e‡j g‡b n‡”Q? wc‡q‡Îv M−vm d¨v±wii bvg
†kv‡bbwb?Õ
wkiwk‡i GKUv Abyf‚wZ n‡jv ivbvi g‡a¨| †g‡qUvi Ei“i
Dò ¯ú‡k©, bv KvRj †Pv‡Li gw`i Pvnwb‡Z, bvwK K_vq?
g‡bi †Kv‡Y †Kv_vq †hb Uzs-Uvs K‡i GKUv mveavbx NÈv
†e‡R DVj|
ÔmwZ¨ ïwbwb| GKRb we‡`kxi c‡¶...Õ
ÔZv wVK| K¨vjKvUvq Avgv‡`i GKUv kvLv Av‡Q|
evsjv‡`‡k †bB| Kv‡RB Avgv‡`i bvg bv RvbviB K_v
Avcbvi|Õ
AviI mZK© n‡q †Mj ivbv| †hb K_vi K_v Avjvc
Ki‡Q Ggwb fv‡e wR‡Ám Kij, ÔKjKvZv‡ZI †h‡Z nq bvwK
Avcbvi fvB‡K?Õ

66 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
Ôbv| †Mvovi w`‡K `yevi-GKevi †h‡Z n‡qwQj, GLb
ILvbKvi Kg©PvixivB †`Lv‡kvbv K‡i|Õ
ÔGLv‡b †fwbwkqvb KuvP wKb‡Z G‡m‡Qb eywS?Õ
Ônu¨v| wMqv‡Kv‡gv cv‡mj−x GLv‡b Avgv‡`i GKUv G‡R›U|
Gi bvgI wbðqB †kv‡bbwb Avcwb?Õ
wfZi wfZi wWMevwR †L‡q D‡V‡Q ivbv| gv_v bvoj
wbi“rmyK fw½‡Z| Ôg‡b co‡Q bv| `ytwLZ|Õ
UzwKUvwK K_v n‡jv wKQy¶Y, Zvici nVvr Av›`v‡R GKUv
wXj Quyoj ivbv| ÔAv”Qv, Rywj gvwhwb bv‡g GKUv †g‡q †evanq
KvR K‡i cv‡mj−xi †`vKv‡b?Õ
ÔwVK e‡j‡Qb| I‡K wPb‡jb wK K‡i?Õ AevK `y‡PvL
†g‡j aij jyBmv ivbvi †Pv‡Li w`‡K|
ÔAvgvi GK eÜzi gy‡L bvg ï‡bwQ| †cÖg Av‡Q `yR‡bi|Õ
ÔKvi K_v ej‡Qb Avcwb? Awbj P¨vUvRx©?Õ
Ô†P‡bb bvwK I‡K?Õ weùvwiZ ivbvi †PvL|
ÔwPwb gv‡b? Avgvi fvB‡qi Nwbô eÜz| LyeB AgvwqK
f`ª‡jvK|Õ
wb‡Ri ARv‡šÍB mvg‡b Suy‡K Gj ivbv wKQyUv|
ÔK‡e †kl †`Lv n‡q‡Q Avcbv‡`i Ii mv‡_?Õ
Ôw`b wZ‡bK Av‡M| †Kb?Õ
nVvr Avo‡Pv‡L Mb‡Wvwjqv‡ii w`‡K †P‡q ¯Íw¤¢Z n‡q
†Mj ivbv| wK ïb‡Q †jvKUv? ˆeVvUv k~‡b¨ aiv, evB‡Z fz‡j
†M‡Q, mvg‡bi w`‡K Suy‡K nuv K‡i ïb‡Q I‡`i K_v| Nvo
wdwi‡q PvBj Ii w`‡K ivbv| ejj, ÔwKQy ej‡e Zzwg?Õ
mswer wd‡i †c‡q †mvRv n‡q †Mj †Q‡jUv, gv_v †b‡o
wb‡la K‡i Avevi gb w`j Kv‡R|
ÔwK bvg †Zvgvi?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 67
ÔevwZ¯Ív|Õ M¤¢xi gy‡L bvgUv D”PviY K‡iB Ab¨ w`‡K gyL
†Nvivj †m| †evSv †Mj Avi †Kvb Avjv‡c †m AvMÖnx bq|
GUvI †evSv †Mj, GKwU kãI Gov‡e bv Ii Kvb| mij
JrmyK¨!
wbwðšÍ n‡q Avevi gb w`j †m jyBmvi cÖwZ|
ÔhvK, †fwb‡mB Av‡Q Zvn‡j|Õ nvwm dz‡U DVj ivbvi
†Vuv‡U| Ô†ek A‡bKw`b †`Lv †bB Ii m‡½| Avwg †h †fwb‡m
G‡mwQ Rv‡b bv I| Pg‡K †`qv hv‡e I‡K| Av‡Q †Kv_vq
I?Õ
ÔwZbw`b Av‡M GLv‡b wQj,Õ GKUz †hb DwØMoe †`Lv‡”Q
jyBmvi †PvL-gyL| ÔI‡K †`‡L †ek fqB †c‡q wM‡qwQjvg
Gevi Avwg Avi wmjwfI| g‡b n‡jv †Kvb wec‡`i g‡a¨
Av‡Q I|Õ
Ôwec`? Zvi gv‡b?Õ
ÔGgb Zvovû‡ov K‡i P‡j †Mj, †Kgb GKUz AcÖK…wZ¯’
g‡b n‡jv Avgvi Kv‡Q| wmjwfI‡K ejjvg, I ejj, I-I
j¶ K‡i‡Q e¨vcviUv| A¯^vfvweK PÂj †`Lvw”Qj I‡K|Õ
ÔZvovû‡ov K‡i †Kv_vq P‡j †Mj?Õ
Ôc¨vwim| wZbw`b Av‡M c¨vwi‡m P‡j †M‡Q Awbj|Õ
wbiwZkq nZvk n‡jv ivbv| Ôayk kvjv, †`Lv n‡jv bv Z‡e
Gevi|Õ MšÍe¨¯’‡j †cuŠ‡Q †M‡Q Mb‡Wvjv| cÖm½ cwieZ©b
Kij ivbv| ÔGB †h G‡m †MwQ|Õ nvZ a‡i bvgvj jyBmv‡K|
†Q‡jUv‡K ejj, ÔZzwg A‡c¶v Ki‡e, bv fvov wb‡q we`vq
n‡Z PvI?Õ
ÔA‡c¶v Kie|Õ M¤¢xi gy‡L †bŠ‡KvUv euva‡Q †Q‡jUv|
B‡Kv‡qw÷ªqvb-÷¨vPyi Ici bvwZ`xN© e³…Zv w`j ivbv|
g‡bi g‡a¨ m¤ú~Y© wfboe Lv‡Z P‡j‡Q Ab¨ wPšÍv| gy‡L †m

68 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
AbM©j e‡j P‡j‡Q KwjIwb †K wQj, †Kgb fv‡e wjIbv‡`©v `v
wfwÂi ¸i“ †f‡ivwkI ˆZwi K‡iwQj GB g~wZ©| Rvbvj,
c„w_ex‡Z GB Ac~e© g~wZ©i mgK¶ Avi GKwU gvÎ g~wZ© Av‡Q,
†mUv n‡”Q †Wvbv‡U‡jvi MvUv‡gjvUv|
g‡bi g‡a¨ wPšÍv P‡j‡Q, Awb‡ji cÖm½ D‡V cov GKUv
ˆ`e-ms‡hvM, bv B”QvK…Z e¨vcvi? Mb‡Wvjv †÷k‡b nVvr
†`Lv n‡q †M‡Q jyBmvi m‡½, bv G †`LvUv c~e©-cwiKwíZ?
MZ iv‡Z c_ nvwi‡q ivbv‡K AÁvb Ae¯’vq Luy‡R †c‡qwQj
`yÕfvB †evb, bvwK †mUvI mvRv‡bv? Giv wK Awb‡ji kΓc¶,
bv eÜz? jy&Bmv‡K wK cvVv‡bv n‡q‡Q ivbv‡K †Pv‡L †Pv‡L
ivLvi, wKsev fzwj‡q Ab¨ wKQy‡Z e¨¯Í ivLvi R‡b¨?
bvn& eo †ewk fve‡Q †m| Gme fvebvi †Kvb K‚j wKbviv
†bB| mZK© _vK‡j AvcwbB †ewi‡q Avm‡e me wKQy| me©`v
mZK©, cÖ¯ÍzZ _vK‡Z n‡e I‡K| eo †ewk RwUj n‡q D‡V‡Q
meUv e¨vcvi μ‡g| †mªv‡Z †f‡m †h‡Z n‡e GLb †ek
wKQy`~i, bB‡j †evSv hv‡e bv b`xi Rj wVK †Kvb&w`‡K eB‡Q,
†Kv_vq N~wY©cvK|
wMR©vUvI †`Lj Iiv Ny‡i wd‡i| KLb †h ivbvi nv‡Z aiv
c‡o‡Q Ii nvZUv †Lqvj K‡iwb jyBmv, wKsev †Lqvj bv Kivi
fvb K‡i‡Q; KLb †h nuvU‡Z nuvU‡Z wbR©b RvqMvq P‡j
G‡m‡Q j¶ K‡iwb, j¶ Ki‡Z n‡jv hLb nVvr Ny‡i `uvovj
ivbv Ii †Pv‡L †PvL †i‡L| msev`Uv wVKB †cuŠQj Ii g‡bi
Mfx‡i, ivbvi †Pv‡L †h gw`i AvKl©Y †`L‡Z †c‡q‡Q Zvi
A_© e¨vL¨v K‡i wb‡Z fzj Kij bv| ivbvi euv nvZUv Rwo‡q
a‡i‡Q Ii ¶xY KwU| †Pv‡L KcU kvmvwb dzwU‡q Zz‡j †Vuv‡U
jvRyK nvwm nvmj jyBmv| A‡gvN AvKl©‡Y †mu‡U †Mj ivbvi
Mv‡q| wPeyKUv GKUz DuPy K‡i cÖ¯ÍzZ n‡jv `ywU Z…wlZ Aai|
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 69
†PvL `y‡Uv †fRv †fRv|
†Mvi¯’v‡bi wcQ‡b †ek wKQy RvqMv †SvcSvo| gv‡S
gv‡S †e cvZv| wbR©b| †hb wK GK †Nv‡i c‡o P‡j Gj
Iiv R½‡ji av‡i| nVvr mswer wd‡i †cj jyBmv, _g‡K
`uvovj|
ÔGLv‡b bv, c−xR|Õ
Ô†Kv_vq?Õ
Ô†Zvgvi evmvq|Õ
jyBmvi †Pv‡L †PvL †i‡L nvmj ivbv| AvbZ n‡jv jyBmvi
`„wó, ivbvi †Kv‡Ui GKUv †evZvg LuyU‡Q| wPeyK a‡i gyLUv DuPy
Kij ivbv|
ÔK‡e? KLb?Õ
Reve w`j bv jyBmv| euv nv‡Z Rwo‡q aij ivbvi KbyB,
Uvbj Mb‡Wvjvi w`‡K|
Pj‡Z ïi“ Kij `yRb| Nvo euvwK‡q ivbvi gy‡Li w`‡K
PvBj jyBmv|
ÔivM K‡ivwb †Zv, ivbv?Õ
DËi bv w`‡q nvmj ivbv|
ÔivM KiviB K_v Aek¨| BUvwjqvb AvBb wK e‡j
Rv‡bv?Õ
ÔwK e‡j?Õ
ÔGB †h GKUz Av‡M eviY Kijvg, GB Aciv‡a Avgvi
GK eQ‡ii †Rj n‡q †h‡Z cviZ, hw` Avwg †Zvgvi ¯¿x
nZvg|Õ
Ôhvn&!Õ
ÔmwZ¨| †Rj †nvZ Zzwg bvwjk Ki‡j|Õ
Ô¯^vgx bv n‡qI hw` bvwjk K‡i ewm?Õ

70 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
nv-nv K‡i nvmj jyBmv| ÔZvn‡j †Zvgvi †Rj n‡e|
fvjB n‡e|Õ
Mb‡Wvjvq D‡V coj `yRb| jyBmvi wjcw÷K gy‡Q hvIqv
†Vuv‡Ui w`‡K †P‡q †PvL mwi‡q wbj †QvKiv Mb‡Wvwjqvi| Gi
d‡j mPwKZ n‡q DVj jyBmv| PU& K‡i n¨vÛe¨vM Ly‡j †QvÆ
GKUv Avqbv †ei K‡i †`Lj wb‡R‡K| KcU iv‡Mi fw½‡Z
åƒKzwU Kij ivbvi cÖwZ|
ÔKx Ae¯’v K‡i‡Q! `my¨ †Kv_vKvi!Õ
GKUv †QvÆ i“gvj †ei K‡i †VuvU gy‡Q wb‡q wb‡R‡K
Avevi †givg‡Zi Kv‡R jvMj jyBmv|
wZbw`b Av‡M c¨vwim P‡j †M‡Q AwbjÑK_vUv Pg‡K
w`‡q‡Q Avm‡j ivbv‡K| hw` mwZ¨ nq, Zvn‡j I wg‡Qwg‡QB
Luy‡R gi‡Q I‡K GLv‡b| wKšÍz K_vUv wK mwZ¨? fzj Lei
†R‡b‡Q jyBmv, bvwK wg‡_¨ K_v ej‡Q?
†f‡ewP‡šÍ †`‡L Awb‡ji cÖm½Uv Avevi †Zvjvi wm×všÍ
wbj ivbv| wmMv‡iU aivj GKUv|
Ôeo Lvivc jvM‡Q GKUzi R‡b¨ Awbj‡K wgm K‡i| I
_vK‡j †fwb‡mi QywUUv Lye RgZ|Õ
Ônu¨v| LyeB fvj †jvK| Avgv‡`i mv‡_ LyeB my›`i GKUv
m¤úK© M‡o wb‡q‡Q| A‡bKUv cvwievwiK eÜzI ej‡Z cv‡iv|
wbqwgZ Avmv hvIqv, †LuvR Lei Kiv, wμm&gv‡m Dcnvi †`qv,
me w`K †_‡K h_v_© eÜz hv‡K e‡j| ZvQvov mr †jvK|
fz‡jI †Kvbw`b Avgvi cÖwZ AveQv Bw½‡ZI †Kvb iKg AvMÖn
cÖKvk K‡iwb|Õ MjvUv Lv‡Uv K‡i ejj, Ô†Zvgvi gZ bq|Õ
nvmj ivbv| ejj, ÔIi †Zv Rywj gvwhwb Av‡Q| Avgvi †K
Av‡Q? Afv‡e ¯^fve bó|Õ Av‡Mi cÖm‡½ wd‡i †Mj PU K‡i|
Ôc¨vwi‡m P‡j †M‡Q, wVK Rv‡bv Zzwg?Õ
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 71
ÔRvwb| Avgiv `yRb I‡K †Uª‡b Zz‡j w`‡q G‡mwQjvg|
Ggb Zvovû‡ov Ki‡Z †`wLwb Avi I‡K †Kvbw`b| g‡b
nw”Qj †hb †KD Zvov Ki‡Q I‡K, I cvjv‡”Q| fxZ mš¿¯Í
GKUv fve|Õ
ÔwK n‡q‡Q wR‡Ám K‡ivwb I‡K?Õ
gv_v SuvwK‡q mvq w`j jyBmv|
ÔK‡iwQjvg| wKšÍz wKQy‡ZB ejj bv| wmjwfI-I
eviK‡qK wR‡Ám Kij, †h-†Kvb wec` N‡U _vKzK bv †Kb
mva¨gZ mvnvh¨ Ki‡e e‡j Avk¦vm w`j, wKšÍz wKQy‡ZB gyL
Lyjj bv I| ejj, GUv Ggb GKUv e¨vcvi hv Avgv‡`i bv
RvbvB fvj| Rvb‡j bvwK AvgivI wec‡` co‡Z cvwi|
c¨vwi‡m †cuŠQ‡Z cvi‡jB me wVK n‡q hv‡e| Ii Ae¯’v †`‡L
AvgivI Avi †ewk PvcvPvwc Kijvg bv| Avgiv GKUv cvwU©‡Z
hvw”Qjvg, Ggwb‡ZB †`wi n‡q wM‡qwQj, wKšÍz wKQy‡ZB Qvoj
bv Avgv‡`i, †R` aij I‡K †÷k‡b †cuŠ‡Q w`‡ZB n‡e| Lye
m¤¢e c‡_ †Kvb iKg Avμg‡Yi fq cvw”Qj I| AvgivI
†ewk ZK© bv K‡i †cuŠ‡Q w`jvg I‡K †÷k‡b| †mB †_‡K
gbUv Lvivc n‡q Av‡Q wmjwfIi|Õ
ÔA™¢yZ e¨vcvi,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔKZw`b a‡i †fwb‡m Av‡Q
I? †iv‡g BwÛqvb Gge¨vwm‡Z KvR KiZ bv Awbj?Õ
Ônu¨v| Z‡e KvRUv †NvivNywii| †hme gvj fviZ Avg`vbx
K‡i †mme m‡iRwg‡b cix¶v Kivi KvR wQj Ii| †mB
m~‡ÎB †Zv wmjwfIi mv‡_ eÜzZ¡| wc‡q‡Îvi cÖPyi gvj hvq
fvi‡Z| w`b cuv‡PK Av‡M Avgiv †fwb‡m G‡m †`Ljvg I
GLv‡b|Õ
Ôc¨vwi‡m †Kv_vq D‡V‡Q I ej‡Z cvi‡e?Õ
Ônu¨v| †Uwj‡dv‡b Avjvc Ki‡Z cv‡iv Ii m‡½| †nv‡Uj

72 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
Avj‡d«‡Wv| †cuŠ‡QB wPwV w`‡Z e‡jwQjvg Avgiv, wKšÍz AvR
ch©šÍ †Kvb wPwV cvBwb| GLvbKvi KvR †kl n‡jB Avgiv
c¨vwi‡m hvw”Q| †Zvgvi K_v eje I‡K|Õ
ÔcÖg hLb †`Lv n‡jv ZLbB I‡K A¯^vfvweK g‡b n‡jv,
bv DrKÉv fveUv c‡i G‡m‡Q Ii g‡a¨?Õ
Ôc‡i| Avgiv hLb †cuŠQjvg, †÷k‡b wiwmf Kij I
Avgv‡`i| eive‡ii gZ nvwm Lywk, fvj gvbyl| †Kv_vq
D‡V‡Q wR‡Ám Kivq ejj eÜzi evmvq| †Kvb& eÜz †mK_v
AvgivI wR‡Ám Kwiwb, I-I e‡jwb| iv‡Z GKmv‡_ wWbvi
†Ljvg †ek ˆn-ˆP K‡i| ciw`b mKv‡j Avmvi K_v wQj Ii,
wKšÍz Gj bv| IB mg‡qB wKQy GKUv e¨vcvi N‡UwQj Lye
m¤¢e| wZbw`b Av‡M Avgiv cvwU©‡Z hvIqvi R‡b¨ evB‡i
†e‡ivw”Q, Ggwb mg‡q G‡m nvwRi n‡jv, †Pv‡L gy‡L Pvcv
D‡ËRbv, fq| Ii PvcvPvwc‡Z eva¨ njvg Avgiv I‡K
†÷k‡b †cuŠ‡Q w`‡Z|Õ
ÔZvici †_‡K Avi †Kvb msev` †bB Ii?Õ
Ôbv|Õ
Ô†nv‡Uj Avj‡d«‡Wv‡Z D‡V‡Q I †mUv Rvb‡j wK K‡i?Õ
ÔI-B e‡j‡Q| Avgiv GLvb †_‡K c¨vwim hvw”Q ï‡b IB
†nv‡U‡j †`Lv Ki‡Z ejj|Õ
cÖm½Uvi BwZ Uvbj ivbv| ÔhvK, Kcvj Lvivc, †`Lv n‡jv
bv| Avevi K‡e †h †`Lv n‡e †K Rv‡b|Õ
Ô†Uwj‡dv‡b K_v ej‡Z cv‡iv,Õ eyw× w`j jyBmv| Ô†Zvgvi
K_v ïb‡j I nq‡Zv P‡jI Avm‡Z cv‡i|Õ
ÔwVK,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔGKUv †dvb Kie GKmgq|Õ
PZz© ev‡ii gZ Avo‡Pv‡L j¶ Kij ivbv Mb‡Wvwjqv‡ii
JrmyK¨| nuv K‡i wMj‡Q I‡`i me K_v|
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 73
PUyj M‡í †g‡Z †Mj ivbvi Gevi| nvjKv iwmKZvq
†n‡m Lyb n‡q †Mj jyBmv, X‡j coj ivbvi Mv‡q| nvm‡Z
nvm‡Z bvgj Iiv Mb‡Wvjv †_‡K| †QvKiv M¤¢xi|
fvov PywK‡q w`‡q Avevi wR‡Ám Kij ivbv I‡K, ÔwKQy
ej‡e, evwZ¯Ív?Õ
cÖej fv‡e gv_v bvovj †Q‡jUv| Ôbv|Õ
†gv‡o G‡m †_‡g `uvovj jyBmv| †K‡U covi gZje †Ui
†c‡q †PvL cvKvj ivbv|
ÔLei`vi| †Kv‡U© bvwjk Vz‡K †`e wKšÍz|Õ
Ôfq †bB, cvjvw”Q bv| Zzwg hvI j²x, Avwg AvmwQ
wKQy¶‡Yi g‡a¨| wmjwfI‡K e‡j Avwm †h †Zvgvi mv‡_ jvÂ
Lvw”Q| bB‡j nvwi‡q †MwQ g‡b K‡i gnv wPšÍvq c‡o hv‡e
I|Õ
†Pv‡L †Pv‡L †P‡q nvmj `yRb|
wMÖwU †nv‡U‡ji w`‡K P‡j †Mj jyBmv| evmvi w`‡K iIbv
n‡jv ivbv| fvej, fvjB n‡jv| GLywb Uªv¼-KjUv †m‡i †b‡e
I| Awbj mwZ¨ c¨vwi‡m Av‡Q wKbv †R‡b †bqv `k wgwb‡Ui
KvR| hw` _v‡K, Ii m‡½ K_v ejvi ci cieZx© Kg©m~Px wVK
Kiv hv‡e| wKšÍz mwZ¨B wK Avj‡d«‡Wv‡Z cvIqv hv‡e I‡K?
jyBmv hv ej‡Q Zv hw` mwZ¨ nq, hw` mwZ¨B wZbw`b Av‡M
c¨vwi‡m P‡j wM‡q _v‡K Awbj, Zvn‡j MZ iv‡Zi GZme
NUbv wK‡mi R‡b¨? I‡K AbymiY Kiv n‡”Q †Kb? †Kb Lyb
Kiv n‡jv Rywj‡K?
Gi GKgvÎ e¨vL¨v n‡”Q, AvZ¥‡Mvcb Kivi cÖ‡qvR‡b
†KŠkj Aej¤^b K‡iwQj Awbj| nq‡Zv AvμgY Avm‡Z cv‡i
†f‡eB jyBmv Ges wmjwfI‡K wb‡q wM‡qwQj †÷k‡b| †Uª‡bI
D‡VwQj, wKšÍz c‡ii †÷k‡b †b‡g Avevi wd‡i wM‡q jywK‡q

74 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
wQj gb‡W‡jv †j‡bi †mB fvOv evwo‡Z| GBfv‡e kΓc‡¶i
†Pv‡L duvwK w`‡q †fwb‡mB _vK‡Z †P‡qwQj nq‡Zv Awbj|
†eu‡U-†gvUv Avi mi“-j¤^vi nvZ †_‡K i¶v cvIqvi R‡b¨B
GB †KŠkj? wKšÍz G †KŠkj w`‡q I‡`i †Pv‡L ay‡jv †`qv
m¤¢e nqwb Awb‡ji c‡¶| Iiv †ei K‡i †d‡j‡Q, Rywj
gvwhwb Rv‡b †Kv_vq jywK‡q Av‡Q Awbj, Ii Dci wbh©vZb
K‡i †ei K‡i wb‡q‡Q wVKvbvUv| Zvici a‡i †d‡j‡Q
Awbj‡K| bvwK cvwj‡q †M‡Q Avevi Awbj?
e¨v‡Û‡Ri K_vUv g‡b Avm‡ZB cvjvevi m¤¢vebvUv beŸB
fvM evwZj K‡i w`j ivbv| a‡i wb‡Z n‡e, aiv c‡o‡Q
Awbj, GLb †ei Ki‡Z n‡e, Kv‡`i nv‡Z aiv coj| Kviv
Giv?
evmvq †cuŠ‡Q †`Lv †Mj †d‡iwb GLbI wMjwU wgTv|
ivbv Avkv Ki‡Q cywjm wbðqB hv‡e Rywji Kv‡Ri RvqMvq,
wRÁvmvev` Ki‡e wMqv‡Kv‡gv cv‡mj−x‡K, RvbvRvwb n‡q hv‡e
Rywji g„Zz¨i Lei| Ii g„Zz¨‡Z d¨v±wi QywU †nvK ev bv †nvK,
mnKwg©bxiv †h GKevi Rywji Nwbô AvZ¥xq-¯^R‡bi Kv‡Q
hv‡e mnvbyf‚wZ Rvbv‡Z, Zv‡Z †Kvb m‡›`n †bB| I‡`i wcQy
†bqvi Avkvq NyiNyi Ki‡e wMjwU wgTv Av‡kcv‡k †Kv_vI,
wP‡b Avm‡e evwoUv|
fvjB n‡jv| NÈv `y‡q‡Ki g‡a¨ wd‡i bv G‡jB euvPv
hvq|
AvU
wμs wμs wμs wμs|
wiwmfviUv Zz‡j wb‡q Kv‡b aij ivbv|
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 75
ÔAvcbvi c¨vwi‡mi Kj, wmbi| K_v ejyb|Õ
Ôab¨ev`| n¨v‡jv, Avj‡d«‡Wv †nv‡Uj?Õ wR‡Ám Kij
ivbv|
ÔB‡qm, gwk‡q| wi‡mckb †W¯‹|Õ cwi®‹vi Bs‡iRx‡Z
DËi Gj|
ÔAvcbv‡`i ILv‡b wK P¨vUvRx© e‡j †KD D‡V‡Qb?
wg.Awbj P¨vUvRx©?Õ
ÔGKUz ai“b, †`‡L ejwQ|Õ
Ava-LvIqv wmMv‡iUUv †d‡j w`j ivbv A¨vk‡Uª‡Z| PU&
K‡i †U‡b wbj GKUv †QvÆ mv`v c¨vW, Avi ej‡cb| K‡qK
†m‡KÛ ciB Avevi †kvbv †Mj wi‡mckb K¬v‡K©i Kɯ^i|
Ôn¨v‡jv, gwk‡q? nu¨v, Avgv‡`i GLv‡bB D‡V‡Qb wg.
P¨vUvRx©|Õ
fzk K‡i AvU‡K ivLv `g Qvoj ivbv| jyBmvi K_v wek¦vm
K‡iwb I, Avkv K‡iwQj Reve Avm‡eÑbv, gwk‡q, wg.
P¨vUvRx© e‡j †KD I‡Vbwb Avgv‡`i †nv‡U‡j| GKUz †hb
nKPwK‡q †Mj ivbv, Zvici wR‡Ám Kij, ÔDwb Av‡Qb?Õ
ÔLye m¤¢e Av‡Qb| Iui iƒ‡g Kv‡bKkb †`e?Õ
Ôw`b| ejyb gvmy` ivbv K_v ej‡Z Pvb Iui m‡½|Õ
ÔRv÷ Av †gv‡g›U, c−xR|Õ
`k †m‡KÛ PycPvc, Zvici wK¬K K‡i wiwmfvi †Zvjvi
kã n‡jv| cwi®‹vi evsjvq †f‡m Gj, Ôn¨v‡jv? Awbj ejwQ|Õ
†`o eQi Av‡M mvZ w`‡bi cwiPq| K_vevZ©v †Zgb
wKQyB nqwb, `yRbB e¨¯Í wQj Kv‡R| M‡íi eÜzZ¡ bq, Kv‡Ri
eÜzZ¡ M‡o D‡VwQj I‡`i g‡a¨ cvi¯úwiK m¤§v‡bi wfwˇZ|
GZ `~i †_‡K †f‡m Avmv Kɯ^iUv ZvB wPb‡Z cvij bv
ivbv| wPbevi K_vI bq|

76 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
ÔAvwg ivbv ejwQ,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔwPb‡Z cviQ, Awbj?Õ
LvwbK Pyc, Zvici DËi Gj, ÔcviwQ|Õ
Ô†Kgb AvQ, Awbj? eûw`b ci, ZvB bv? wK e‡jv?Õ
Ônu¨v| †ek A‡bK w`b| w`b hvq, w`b Av‡mÑwK `vg
mg‡qi? Zv †Kv_vq AvQ Zzwg? †Kv_v †_‡K ejQ?Õ
GKwU kãI †hb ïb‡Z fzj bv nq †mR‡b¨ †V‡m a‡i
Av‡Q ivbv wiwmfviUv Kv‡bi Ici| wKšÍz DËiUv †Kb †hb
cQ›` n‡jv bv Ii| †Kgb †hb Qvov Qvov, KvUv KvUv K_v|
mRxe cÖvYešÍ bq, †Kgb giv giv| A¯^vfvweK|
Ô†fwbm †_‡K,Õ ejj ivbv| Ô†Zvgvi gv‡qi GKUv wPwV
Av‡Q Avgvi Kv‡Q| †Zvgv‡K †jLv| Dwb fqvbK DwØMoe n‡q
i‡q‡Qb †Zvgvi R‡b¨|Õ
ÔDwØMoe? †Kb?Õ
Ô†Kb DwØMoe †m K_v Avgv‡K wR‡Ám KiQ Zzwg?Õ †i‡M
†Mj ivbv| hvi R‡b¨ GZ wKQy, Zvi wbwðšÍ KÉ wei³ K‡i
Zz‡j‡Q I‡K| Ômßv‡n `y‡Uv K‡i wPwV †jLvi K_v, †m RvqMvq
MZ †`o gv‡m GKUv wPwV †bB...DwØMoe n‡e bv gvbyl? GZB
e¨¯Í Zzwg †h gv‡K `y‡Uv jvBb †jLvi mgq nq bv?Õ
†Kvb Reve †bB| `k †m‡KÛ †cwi‡q †Mj| c¨vwi‡mi
ivRc‡_ e¨¯Í Mvwo‡Nvovi A¯úó AvIqvR ïb‡Z cv‡”Q ivbv|
g‡b n‡jv `ª“Z k¦vm †bqvi kã ïb‡Z †cj †m AveQvfv‡e|
Ôn¨v‡jv? jvB‡b AvQ Zzwg, Awbj?Õ
Ônu¨v|Õ fve‡jknxb Kɯ^i| ÔwK †hb ejwQ‡j?Õ
Ô†`o gvm †Kvb wPwV bv †c‡q †Zvgvi gv LyeB `ywðšÍvq
Av‡Qb|Õ MjvUv GKUz Pwo‡q w`j ivbv|
Ô†`o gvm? bvn&, GZw`b n‡e wK K‡i? wj‡LwQjvg †Zv!
Avgvi g‡b n‡”Q wPwV wj‡LwQ Avwg|Õ
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 77
Ô†cuŠ‡Q †hUv w`‡qwQ‡j †mUv Qvov Avi GKUv wPwVI cvbwb
Dwb †Zvgvi| †j‡Lvwb e‡jB cvbwb| wK wb‡q GZ e¨¯Í Zzwg,
Awbj?Õ
Ô†`o gvm...Õ K_vUv †kl bv K‡iB †_‡g †Mj Kɯ^i|
Avevi Pyc| c¨vwi‡mi ivRc‡_ Pjgvb GKUv †dv·Iqv‡Mb
Mvwoi n‡b©i AvIqvR †f‡m Gj| wei³ n‡q Avevi K_v
ej‡Z hvw”Qj ivbv, Ggwb mgq GKUv AveQv kã ï‡b wki
wki K‡i DVj Ii ey‡Ki wfZiUv| g‡b n‡jv †duvcv‡”Q GKUv
cyi“l KÉ| Kuv`‡Q Awbj!
ÔAwbj!Õ cÖvq †PuwP‡q DVj ivbv| ÔwK n‡q‡Q †Zvgvi? Zzwg
Amy¯’?Õ
LvwbK¶Y PycPvc, Zvici fvOv Mjvq DËi Gj, ÔRvwb
bv| Avwg...Avwg †evanq cvMj n‡q hvw”Q, ivbv| GLv‡b †Kb
AvwQ Avwg Rvwb bv| wK KiwQ Avwg Rvwb bv| †`vnvB jv‡M
†Zvgvi, ivbv, euvPvI...euvPvI Avgv‡K!Õ
Ô`uvovI Awbj, †kv‡bv! Avwg AvmwQ| †hLv‡b AvQ
†mLv‡bB _v‡Kv Zzwg| Nvewo‡qv bv, †Kvb wPšÍv †bB|
A¨vwjUvwjqvi d¬vBU bv _vK‡j †c−b PvU©vi Kie Avwg wj‡Wv
Gqvi‡cvU© †_‡K| cuvP Qq NÈvi g‡a¨ †cuŠ‡Q hve Avwg
†Zvgvi Kv‡Q| †hLv‡b AvQ †mLv‡bB _v‡Kv, Ab¨ †Kv_vI
†h‡qv bv| Avi hvB N‡U _vKzK bv †Kb, mnR fv‡e MÖnY
K‡iv †mUv‡K| me wVK n‡q hv‡e, wK”Qz †f‡ev bv| ey‡SQ?Õ
ÔRjw`...Rjw` G‡mv, ivbv...Avwg †evanq euvPe bv, ivbv!Õ
KwK‡q DVj Awbj|
PU K‡i fzi“ †Rvov KuyP‡K †Mj ivbvi| Ifvi A¨vKwUs!
ivbvi mZK© Kvb Govj bv †mUv|
ÔG¶zwY AvmwQ Avwg,Õ ejj ivbv| Rvbvjv w`‡q †`L‡Z

78 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
†cj `ª“Z cv‡q GwM‡q Avm‡Q jyBmv wc‡q‡Îv GB evmvi
w`‡K| A™¢yZ my›`i Q›` †g‡qUvi Pjvq| wbôzi GK UzK‡iv
nvwm dz‡U DVj ivbvi †Vuv‡U| ÔwK”Qz †f‡ev bv Zzwg| me wVK
n‡q hv‡e| AvmwQ Avwg, †Kgb? ivLjvg|Õ
gvD_wcmUv euv nv‡Zi Zvjy w`‡q †P‡c a‡i Wvb nv‡Zi bL
w`‡q †Rv‡i LoLo K‡i AvIqvR Kij ivbv wiwmfv‡ii Mv‡q|
†hb eÜzi wec‡` e¨¯Í n‡q bvwg‡q ivLj †m wiwmfvi GKUv
wKQy e¨e¯’v Kievi R‡b¨|
Gqviwcm Kv‡b †P‡c a‡i cv_‡ii g~wZ©i gZ `uvwo‡q iBj
ivbv|
KvR n‡jv †KŠk‡j| AveQv nvwmi kã ïb‡Z †cj ivbv|
GKUv cyjwKZ Kɯ^i divmx fvlvq ejj, Ôïay †Uvc bv,
eowk, dvrbv, Ggb wK wQc ch©šÍ wM‡j †d‡j‡Q e¨vUv!Õ
Av‡iKUv fvix Kɯ^i †f‡m Gj| ÔkvU Avc! BD e−vwW
†mvqvBb! wiwmfvi bvgvI!Õ wK¬K K‡i †K‡U †Mj jvBb|
wiwmfvi bvwg‡q †i‡L Kcv‡ji Nvg gyQj ivbv| Avivg K‡i
†mvdvq †njvb w`‡q wmMv‡iU aivj|
ÔAvm‡Z cvwi?Õ
D‡V `uvovj ivbv, nvZ evwo‡q mvg‡b Suy‡K †KZv`yi¯Í
AvnŸvb Rvbvj|
ÔG‡mv, jv wm‡bvwibv|Õ nvmj Ii †g‡q fzjv‡bv nvwm|
Ô†ZvgviB A‡c¶vq AvwQ|Õ
AevK †Pv‡L cv †_‡K gv_v ch©šÍ †`Lj ivbv jyBmv‡K|
ÔGBUzKz mg‡qi g‡a¨ Kvco e`‡j †d‡jQ? Ac~e© jvM‡Q
wKšÍz|Õ GwM‡q G‡m Py¤^b Kij ivbv Ii †Vuv‡U, Zvici nvZ
a‡i wb‡q G‡m emvj GKUv †mvdvq, wb‡R emj cv‡k|
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 79
Ô†Zvgvi R‡b¨ Lei Av‡Q|Õ
ÔwK Lei?Õ AevK AvqZ †PvL †g‡j aij jyBmv ivbvi
†Pv‡L|
ÔAvj‡d«‡Wv †nv‡U‡j †dvb K‡iwQjvg| GB GKUz Av‡M|
K_v n‡q‡Q Awb‡ji m‡½|Õ
ÔZvB bvwK?Õ
Ônu¨v| fqvbK Amy¯’ g‡b n‡jv I‡K| AvRB †`Lv Kivi
R‡b¨ evqbv a‡i‡Q|Õ
Ôhv”Q Zzwg?Õ
ÔfvewQ hvIqv DwPZ| †Zvgvi Kv‡Q hv ïbjvg, Avi Ii
m‡½ K_v e‡j hv eySjvg, g‡b n‡”Q hvIqv DwPZ Avgvi|
Avgvi g‡b nq bvf©vm †eªKWvDb n‡q‡Q Ii| †k‡li w`‡K
ixwZgZ †duvcv‡Z ïi“ K‡iwQj|Õ
ÔAvn&-nv! †ePviv!Õ
jyBmvi K‡É mnvbyf‚wZ S‡i coj| AwfbqUv GZB
AvšÍwiK †h LuyZ aievi Dcvq †bB| eû K‡ó nvwm Pvcj
ivbv|
ÔZzwg hv‡e bvwK Avgvi m‡½?Õ jyBmvi GKUv nvZ Zz‡j
wbj ivbv wb‡Ri nv‡Z| Ôbvixi mnvbyf‚wZ A‡bK DcKv‡i
AvmZ Ii GB wec‡`i mgq| hv‡e?Õ
ÔwKšÍz AvR Avi Kvj †h wmjwfIi `y‡Uv weR‡bm cvwU©
Av‡Q| Avwg bv _vK‡jB †h bq|Õ
ÔZvn‡j Aek¨ †Rvi †bB| wKšÍz †h‡Z B‡”Q Ki‡Q bv|
†f‡ewQjvg QywUi KUv w`b‡K Rxe‡bi ¯§iYxq w`b K‡i ivLe
†Zvgv‡`i mv‡_ Avb‡›` KvwU‡q| evav c‡o hv‡”Q| hve wKbv
wVK ey‡S DV‡Z cviwQ bv| †Zvgv‡K †Q‡o hvevi K_v
fve‡ZI B‡”Q Ki‡Q bv| ¯^v_©ci n‡q DV‡Z B‡”Q Ki‡Q| wK

80 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
Kwi e‡jv †Zv?Õ
ÔAvgvi g‡b nq †Zvgvi hvIqvB DwPZ| †ePviv GB
we‡`‡k GKv Kó Ki‡Q, †`Lvi †KD †bB, GKUz mnvbyf‚wZ
†`LveviI †KD †bB| GLb bv hvIqvUv Agvby‡li KvR n‡q
hv‡e|Õ
g‡b g‡b ivbv ejj...I‡i Quywo| G †`LwQ †mvwdqv
†jv‡ib‡KI nvi gvbv‡e| gy‡L ejj, ÔwVK Av‡Q| Zzwg hw`
e‡jv, hve Avwg| wKšÍz wPiKvj `ytL †_‡K hv‡e Avgvi g‡b|
†Kvbw`b fzj‡Z cvie bv I‡K mvnvh¨ Ki‡Z wM‡q †Zvgv‡K
nvwi‡qwQjvg Avwg|Õ
ÔAvgv‡K nviv‡Z n‡e †Kb?Õ GKUz †hb AevK n‡jv
jyBmv|
Ôev‡i, n‡e bv? c¨vwim †_‡K Avi †fwb‡m wd‡i Avm‡Z
cvie g‡b K‡iQ? Ae¯’v fvj †`L‡j Aek¨ Avgvi GK m½xi
mv‡_ I‡K KjKvZvq cvwV‡q w`‡q wd‡i Avme Avwg †fwb‡m|
wKšÍz Ii Ae¯’v hw` hv fvewQ ZvB nq, Zvn‡j I‡K wb‡q
†mvRv KjKvZvq †cŠu‡Q w`‡q Zvici wb¯Ívi cve| Zvi gv‡b
Lye m¤¢e AvRB †Zvgvi mv‡_ Avgvi †kl †`Lv|Õ Kɯ^iUv
Ki“Y K‡i Avbj ivbv †k‡li w`‡K|
Kv‡Q m‡i G‡m ivbvi Kuv‡a gv_v ivLj jyBmv| GK nv‡Z
ivbvi Py‡j AvOyj †evjv‡Z †evjv‡Z ejj, ÔG‡mv AvR‡Ki
w`bUv‡KB BwZnvm K‡i ivLv hvK| GB nVvr †`Lv, nVvr fvj
jvMv, Avi nVvr we‡”Q`‡KB Avgv‡`i Rxe‡bi me‡P‡q
¯§iYxq NUbv K‡i ivwL|Õ
evbv‡bv K_v, wKšÍz ïb‡Z g›` jvMj bv ivbvi| `ywbqvUv
eo wewPÎ| KZ wg_¨v, KZ cÖeÂbv, KZ fzj, Avi KZ gvqv
iwOb K‡i iv‡L RxebUv‡K| †KvbUvB g~j¨nxb bq|
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 81
Avi GKUz m‡i Gj ivbv, Avi GKUz Kv‡Q †U‡b wbj
I‡K| Av`‡i Av`‡i ey‡R Gj jyBmvi †PvL|
ivbvi Kv‡bi jwZ‡Z Av‡¯Í GKUv Kvgo w`j jyBmv|
ÔKLb hv”Q?Õ
Ôwj‡Wv †_‡K GKUv Gqvi-U¨vw· PvU©vi Kie| iIqvbv ne
wVK `y‡Uvi mgq|Õ
GB LeiUzKzi R‡b¨B †g‡qUvi GLv‡b AvMgb, ivbv
Rv‡b| I‡K †fwbm †_‡K mwi‡q w`‡Z PvB‡Q Giv| ivbv †h
mwZ¨B AvR c¨vwim iIqvbv nIqvi wm×všÍ wb‡q‡Q, G LeiUv
ï‡b GKUv ¯^w¯Íi fve dz‡U DVj jyBmvi †Pv‡L gy‡L| wbwðšÍ
n‡q Gevi w`bUv ¯§iYxq K‡i †Zvjvi †Póvq gb w`j|
we‡”Q‡`i K_v †f‡e D_‡j DVj Ii †cÖg|
GKmgq D‡V wM‡q `ª“Znv‡Z meKUv Rvbvjvi Kv‡U©b
†U‡b w`j Iiv| AveQv Auvavi n‡q †Mj NiUv| cv‡q cv‡q
P‡j Gj Lv‡Ui Kv‡Q| fz‡j †Mj ¯’vb, Kvj, cvÎ|
KLb †h wbtkã cv‡q N‡i Xy‡KwQj wMjwU wgTv, Ava nvZ
wRf †K‡U Ôbv AvDhywej−vÕ e‡j Qy‡U cvwj‡q †M‡Q, †UiI †cj
bv †KD|
wVK GKUvi mgq evB‡i †_‡K jv †L‡q Avevi wd‡i
Gj Iiv Auvavi N‡i|
Ô†Zvgv‡K †Kvbw`b fzj‡Z cvie bv Avwg, ivbv|Õ
ÔAvwgI bv|Õ
Ôwg‡_¨ K_v ej‡j| KZRb G‡m‡Q †Zvgvi Rxe‡b, AviI
KZ Avm‡e, Avwg nvwi‡q hve Zv‡`i wf‡o|Õ
Ô†Zvgvi Rxe‡b hviv Avm‡e, Avwg nvive Zv‡`i wf‡o|Õ
Ôbv|Õ KbyB‡q fi w`‡q D‡V ivbvi †Vuv‡U Avj‡Zv K‡i
Py‡gv †L‡jv jyBmv| ÔGB cÖg Rvbjvg, mwZ¨Kvi †cÖg Kv‡K

82 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
e‡j| wek¦vm K‡iv, RvbZvg bv Avwg| AviI K‡qKRb cyi“l
G‡m‡Q Avgvi Rxe‡b, AvR eyS‡Z cviwQ, Zviv mevB
¯^v_©ci| †Zvgv‡K nviv‡Z n‡e fve‡Z mwZ¨B Lvivc jvM‡Q
GLb|Õ
Reve w`j bv ivbv| K_vUv wek¦vm Ki‡e wK Awek¦vm
Ki‡e Zv wb‡q fvej bv GKwUeviI| G †g‡q kΓc‡¶i
†g‡q| Rywj gvwhwbi wbg©g nZ¨vi wcQ‡b nvZ Av‡Q
GiIцR‡b †nvK, bv †R‡b †nvK, GKwU Rxe‡bi wbôzi
cwimgvwßi R‡b¨ `vqx jyBmvI|
ivbvi cÖk¯Í ey‡K gv_v ivLj jyBmv| Ôbv hw` cvI? hw`
wM‡q †`‡Lv Avj‡d«‡Wv †nv‡Uj †Q‡o Ab¨ †Kv_vI P‡j †M‡Q
Awbj, Zvn‡j? Zvn‡j Avevi wd‡i Avm‡e Avgvi Kv‡Q?Õ
ÔAvm‡Z cvi‡j myLx nZvg jyBmv| wKšÍz †mUv m¤¢e bq|
†m‡¶‡Î Luy‡R †ei Ki‡Z n‡e Avgvi I‡K| †hgb K‡i cvwi|
wKšÍz †m cÖkoe Avm‡Q †Kb? IB †nv‡U‡jB _vK‡Z e‡jwQ I‡K,
ILv‡bB †c‡q hve|Õ
†duvm K‡i `xN©k¦vm †djj jyBmv| ÔAvgvi me K_vB †Zv
ï‡bQ, Gevi †Zvgvi K_v wKQy e‡jv| wVK wK ai‡bi weR‡bm
K‡iv Zzwg? cÖ‡Z¨K eQiB we‡`‡k Avm‡Z nq?Õ
Bb‡Ww›Us e¨emvi evbv‡bv Mí †kvbvj ivbv mwe¯Ív‡i|
ejj AvMvgxevi hLb BD‡iv‡c Avm‡e ZLb †hgb fv‡e †nvK
Luy‡R †ei Ki‡e jyBmv‡K| Avevi wgj‡e `yRb, Avevi
fvjevm‡e|
Nwo †`Lj ivbv| GZ¶Y wK Ki‡Q wMjwU wgTv? GB
†g‡qi KvQ †_‡K hZUv Rvbvi †R‡b wb‡q‡Q †m, GLb `~i
n‡jB euv‡P| wKšÍz mv‡ci m‡¤§vn‡b AvUKv cov e¨v‡Oi gZ
bo‡Z cvi‡Q bv †g‡qUv| †mvqv GKUv evR‡ZB D‡V emj
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 83
ivbv weQvbvq|
Ômgq †bB nv‡Z| c¨vK K‡i ˆZwi n‡q wb‡Z n‡e Avgv‡K
`y‡Uvi g‡a¨|Õ
ÔP‡j †h‡Z ejQ?Õ Ki“Y `„wó‡Z PvBj jyBmv ivbvi
†Pv‡L|
Ôbv, wm‡bvwibv| Avgv‡K P‡j †h‡Z n‡”Q|Õ
ÔAvi c‡b‡ivUv wgwbU †`‡e bv Avgv‡K?Õ KvOv‡ji gZ
gv_v bvoj jyBmv| Ôc−xR, ivbv|Õ
ivbv nvm‡ZB K…Zv_© n‡q wM‡q Suvwc‡q coj jyBmv ivbvi
ey‡K| Py‡gvq Py‡gvq f‡i w`j mviv Mv|
ÔRxe‡b KviI R‡b¨ KvOv‡jcbv Kwiwb Avwg, ivbv|
wek¦vm K‡iv| P‡j hv‡e g‡b Ki‡jB wb‡R‡K wbt¯^, me©¯^všÍ
g‡b n‡”Q| Dn&, wK K‡i †evSve †Zvgv‡K Avgvi g‡bi
Ae¯’vUv?Õ
wgwbU `‡kK PycPvc| Zvici S‡oi †e‡M wbtk¦vm|
Zvici dzuwc‡q †Ku‡` DVj jyBmv| `yB nv‡Z †PvL †X‡K Kuv`j
SiSwi‡q| AevK †Pv‡L †`Lj ivbv †g‡qUv‡K|
`yÕwgwb‡UB mvg‡j wb‡q D‡V emj jyBmv Lv‡Ui av‡i|
e¨¯Í nv‡Z Rvgv wVK VvK Kij| nv‡Zi †cuvQvq †PvL gyQj evi
K‡qK| Zvici †mvRv n‡q `uvovj ivbvi mvg‡b| ivbvi GKUv
nvZ Zz‡j wb‡q wb‡Ri Mv‡ji Ici †P‡c aij|
Ôfvqv LwÊIm&, gvB Wvwj©s, fvqv LwÊIm&|Õ
`uvZ w`‡q wb‡Pi †VuvUUv Kvg‡o aij jyBmv| ivbvi nvZ
†Q‡o w`‡q n¨vÛ-e¨vMUv Zz‡j wbj mvBW †Uwe‡ji Ici
†_‡K| `iRv ch©šÍ wM‡q Nvo wdwi‡q PvBj ivbvi w`‡K|
ivbv †`Lj, †Kvievwbi QvMj RevB‡qi Av‡Mi iv‡Z
†hgb Kuv‡`, †Zgwb wbtk‡ã Kuv`‡Q jyBmv wc‡q‡Îv| `i`i

84 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
K‡i Rj Si‡Q †PvL †_‡K| cwi®‹vi †evSv hv‡”Q Ae¨³
e¨_vq †MvOv‡”Q Ii wfZiUv|
P‡j †Mj jyBmv wc‡q‡Îv|
cv_‡ii g~wZ©i gZ `uvwo‡q iBj ivbv| G wK Kij †m? †Ljv
†Ljv gRv Ki‡Z wM‡q G Kx KvÊ evwa‡q emj? †Ljv‡Z wM‡q
wb‡Ri Rv‡j AvU‡K †M‡Q jyBmv wc‡q‡Îv, Ab¨ †Kvb cwiw¯’wZ
n‡j cÖvY f‡i nvmZ ivbv, wKšÍz †Kb †hb nvwm †Zv GjB bv,
†Kgb GKUv UbU‡b e¨_v Abyfe Kij †m ey‡Ki wfZi|
G‡KB eywS †gvn e‡j? ivbv Rv‡b, †cÖg bqцgv‡n c‡o‡Q
†g‡qUv| wKšÍz GiI `vg Av‡Q, Rxe‡bi Pjvi c‡_ GUvI Zz”Q
Kievi e¨vcvi bq| †KvbwKQyB †djbv bq| Gme gvby‡liB
g‡bi Awfe¨w³| GLb GUvB mZ¨|
nu¨v| G Kvboevq †Kvb †fRvj †bB| AšÍi †_‡KB Avm‡Q
GUv|
gv_v Svov w`j ivbv| †K‡U hv‡e| †K‡U hvIqvi R‡b¨B
Av‡m †gvn| wKšÍz hw` †Kvbw`b cÖ‡qvRb nq, G †g‡qUvi ey‡K
Qywi †XvKv‡Z cvi‡e I? jyBmv cvi‡e Ii Kcvj j¶¨ K‡i
wc¯Íj Quyo‡Z? gvby‡li me wKQy‡ZB Kx Avðh© RwUjZv! c−¨vb-
†cÖvMÖvg K‡i ivbv‡K euv`i bvP bvPv‡Z G‡mwQj †g‡qUv|
`‡ji †bZv wm×všÍ wb‡q‡Q ivbv‡K †fwbm †_‡K Zvov‡Z n‡e,
GLv‡b ivbvi Dcw¯’wZ evÃbxq bq, ZvB G‡K cvVv‡bv n‡q‡Q
ivbv‡K fzj c‡_ cwiPvjbv Kievi R‡b¨| KZ©e¨ m¤úv`b
K‡i‡Q †g‡qUv, Ki‡Z wM‡q AvU‡K †M‡Q †gvn Rv‡j| Gi
†KvbI Ilya †bB| Rxe‡bi G GK wewPÎ †Ljv| G †Ljvi
Avw` AšÍ eyS‡Z cv‡i bv ivbv|
†Lvjv `iRvq G‡m `uvovj wMjwU wgTv|
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 85
Ô†KvZvD Pj‡jb bvwK Avevi?Õ
Ônu¨v| G‡mv| †LuvR †ei Ki‡Z cvi‡j?Õ
Ôwb”Pq| Avwg nvZ w`‡qwP, wKšÍzK †nvBwb, †Kvb& KvRUv
Av‡P ejyb? G‡Kev‡i bvox-b¶Ë, me weËvšÍ wb‡q G‡mwP|
ev‡ci mv‡_ _vKZ †g‡qUv| j¨vsov ey‡ov| †QvU GK fvB
Av‡P|Õ
Ô_v‡K †Kv_vq?Õ
ÔdbWv‡g›U †bv‡f IwUwfqvwb †i‡¯Íviuvi Kv‡PB I‡`i
GKUv †QvÆ evmv Av‡P| `k b¤^i evwo|Õ
ÔevcUv Rv‡b †h †g‡q gviv †M‡Q?Õ
ÔRv‡b| gvwPi gZ f¨vb f¨vb Ki‡Q cywjm Ii Pvicv‡k|
G‡Kev‡i cv_i n‡q †M‡P ey‡ov| †g‡qi Av‡qB PjZ msmvi|
G‡Kvb& Avi DcvR©‡bi †KD iBj bv|Õ
ÔIwUwfqvwb †i‡¯ÍviuvUv wVK †Kv_vq?Õ
ÔwiI wW c¨vbvWvi Kv‡P| Pjyb bv, h‡Kvb ej‡eb wb‡q
wM‡q nvwRi Kie|Õ
Ôbv| Avgvi GKvB †h‡Z n‡e| Zzwg AvR c¨vwim P‡j
hv”Q|Õ wMjwU wgTvi †PvL eo n‡q †h‡Z †`‡L nvmj ivbv|
ÔAvwgI hvw”Q| cWzqv ch©šÍ| e‡mv, ejwQ me|Õ
ivbv‡K wRwbmcÎ †MvQMvQ K‡i myU‡K‡m Zzj‡Z †`‡L
GwM‡q Gj wMjwU wgTv|
ÔAvgv‡K w`b, m¨vi| Avwg ¸wP‡q w`w”P|Õ
ÔZzwg e‡mv IB †mvdvq| hv ewj gb w`‡q †kv‡bv|Õ
emj bv wKQy‡ZB wMjwU wgTv| ejj, Ôa‡i wbb e‡mB
AvwP| ejyb, ïbwP gb w`‡q|Õ
AvR‡Ki NUbv AvMv‡Mvov meUv ejj ivbv| PycPvc ï‡b
†Mj wMjwU wgTv, GKwU K_vI ejj bv| ivbvi e³e¨ †kl

86 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
n‡Z cÖ‡g bvK PyjKvj, Zvici Kvb PyjKvj, Zvici gv_vi
†cQbUv|
ÔGB hw` Ae¯Ív nq, Zvnv‡j Avi †eû`v hvw”P †Kb?Õ
ÔejwQ| Av‡M wK Ki‡Z n‡e ï‡b bvI| Zzwg Avj‡d«‡Wv
†nv‡U‡j wM‡q †LuvR Ki‡e Awb‡ji| Avgvi hZ`~i wek¦vm,
KvD‡K cv‡e bv ILv‡b| wKšÍz hw` cvI,Õ c‡KU †_‡K
Awb‡ji Qwe †ei K‡i w`j ivbv, ÔGB Qwei m‡½ wgwj‡q †`‡L
†b‡e| QweUv wg‡j †M‡j I‡K ej‡e Ri“ix Zvi †c‡q Avwg
jÛ‡b P‡j wM‡qwQ, c¨vwi‡mi Pv_vg †nv‡U‡j GKUv my¨BU
fvov K‡i _vK‡Z e‡jwQ †Zvgv‡`i `yRb‡K, Avwg AvmwQ
AvMvgxKvj mܨvq| hw` †Pnviv bv †g‡j Zvn‡j I‡`i eyS‡Z
†`‡e bv †h Zzwg wKQy †Ui †c‡qQ, ej‡e, Ri“ix Zvi †c‡q
Avgv‡K jÛb P‡j †h‡Z n‡q‡Q, w`b mv‡ZK c‡i †`Lv Kie
Ii m‡½, †Zvgv‡K cvwV‡qwQ ZZw`b I‡K IB †nv‡U‡jB
_vKevi Aby‡iva Rvbvevi R‡b¨|Õ
ÔAvi hw` KvD‡K bv cvB?Õ
ÔZvn‡j QweUv †`Lv‡e wi‡mckb K¬vK©‡K| Awbj‡K wPb‡Z
cv‡i wKbv †`L‡e| Avgvi g‡b nq cvi‡e bv| mwVK LeiUv
Rvbv `iKvi Avgvi|Õ
ÔAvi BwZg‡a¨ Giv g‡b Ki‡e †h Avcwb G kni †Q‡o
P‡j †M‡Pb, AZP bywK‡q bywK‡q G‡`i KvRK‡¤§v †`K‡eb|
GB †Zv?Õ
ÔwVK e‡jQ, I‡`i KvRKg©I †`Le, wb‡Ri KvRKg©I
Kie| wj‡Wv †_‡K Gq¨vi-U¨vw· fvov Kie Avgiv| ILv‡b
G‡`i †jvK bRi ivL‡Z cv‡i, Kv‡RB AvwgI DVe †Zvgvi
m‡½ †c−‡b| cWzqvq †b‡g wd‡i Avme Avwg GLv‡b QÙ‡e‡k|
mvivMvZ †nv‡U‡j DVe| ILv‡bB Avgvi m‡½ †hvMv‡hvM
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 87
Ki‡e Zzwg|Õ
ÔAvi GB evwoUv?Õ
ÔmvZw`‡bi fvov †`qv Av‡Q, Avgiv wd‡i †Zv AvmwQB,
ZvQvov gvjcÎI me wbw”Q bv| ¶wZ wK, _vKzK GUv cuvPw`b
Lvwj c‡o|Õ
ÔAvivKUv KZv| UvKv Avm‡P †Kv‡Ì‡K? Avcbvi Kv‡P hv
Av‡P †m †Zv †c‡jb& fvov Ki‡ZB...Õ
ÔI wb‡q †Zvgvi fve‡Z n‡e bv, wMjwU wgTv| mvivMvZ
K¨vwm‡bv‡Z Ry‡qv †Lje `iKvi n‡j|Õ
†h †Kvb ai‡bi Ryqv †Ljvq ivbvi Avðh© fv‡M¨i K_v
Rvbv Av‡Q wMjwU wgTvi| ZvB webv wØavq †g‡b wbj ivbvi
e³e¨| UvKvi wPšÍv `~i n‡jv|
ÔGevi †Zvgvi gvjcÎ ¸wQ‡q bvI| Avwg †dvb Kwi
Gqvi‡cv‡U©|Õ
bq
†RwU‡Z wfo‡Q f¨v‡cv‡i‡Uv| mvb hvKvwiqv †RwU|
†iwjs a‡i `uvwo‡q Av‡Q j¤^v GKnviv †Pnvivi GK
CwRc&wkqvb Uz¨wi÷| Mvp bxj i‡Oi Ava-cyiv‡bv my¨U, gv_vq
Kv‡jv †Wbnvg n¨vU, Mvj fwZ© my›`i K‡i QuvUv `vwo, wc‡V
euvav GKUv K¨vbfv‡mi ivKm¨vK| AevK †Pv‡L †`L‡Q †m
†fwbm bMixi Aciƒc mvܨ-†mŠ›`h©|
Rbv Q‡qK Av‡gwiKvb Uz¨wi‡÷i †cQb †cQb †b‡g Gj
ivbv| G †e‡k Ii Nwbô eÜz-evÜeI wPb‡Z cvi‡e bv I‡K|
GLb I c`eª‡R c„w_ex ch©UbiZ GK CwRcwkqvb hyeK|
axi cv‡q nuvU‡Z ïi“ Kij ivbv| mvb gv‡K©v †cwi‡q

88 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
nuvU‡Q †m mvb gvwiqv di‡gvRvi w`‡K|
nVvr Auvr‡K DVj ivbv Wvbcv‡ki GKUv Mwj w`‡q mv`v
n¨vU, mv`v my¨U civ j¤^v †jvKUv‡K †ewi‡q Avm‡Z †`‡L|
ivbvi cv †_‡K gv_v ch©šÍ GKevi wbi“rmyK `„wó eywj‡q wb‡q
nuvU‡Z ïi“ Kij †jvKUv| wPb‡Z cv‡iwb|
nuvc Qvoj ivbv| mvgvb¨ GKUz Kwg‡q w`j Pjvi MwZ,
nuvU‡Z _vKj †jvKUvi wcQy wcQy| †gv‡oi Kv‡Q GKUv g‡`i
†`vKv‡b XzKj †jvKUv| `iRvi KvQvKvwQ emj GKUv
†Uwe‡j| ivbv G‡m `uvovj †`vKv‡bi mvg‡b, Uz¨wi÷myjf
BZ¯ÍZ Kij GKUz, Zvici Xz‡K coj †`vKv‡bi wfZi|
mv`v n¨vU civ †jvKUv gyL Zz‡j †`Lj ivbv‡K, Zvici
KvD›Uv‡i `uvov‡bv †g‡qUv‡K Bkviv Kij Kv‡Q Avmvi Rb¨|
KvQvKvwQB GKUv †Uwe‡j emj ivbv|
†g‡qUv Kv‡Q Avm‡ZB A¯^vfvweK †Rv‡i e‡j DVj ivbv,
Ôwf‡bv †ivR| AvÛvi÷¨vÛ?Õ
fzi“ †Rvov GKUz KzuP‡K †Mj †g‡qUvi, we‡`kx e‡j gvd
K‡i w`j, gv_vUv mvgvb¨ SuvwK‡q GwM‡q †Mj mvg‡bi
†jvKUvi Kv‡Q| GK †evZj †nvqvBU wkqvw›U PvBj †jvKUv|
GKUv wmMv‡iU awi‡q `iRv w`‡q evB‡ii w`‡K †P‡q
iBj ivbv|
ivbvi †Uwe‡j GKUv †evZj Avi M−vm bvwg‡q w`‡q GwM‡q
†Mj †g‡qUv mv`v n¨vU civ †jvKUvi †Uwe‡ji w`‡K|
ÔBj wmbi Mxqvb G‡mwQj AvR?Õ wR‡Ám Kij †jvKUv|
ÔAvmvi K_v wQj|Õ
Ôbv †Zv| Av‡mbwb AvR|Õ
GKUv wmMv‡iU aivj †jvKUv| M−v‡m GKUv PygyK w`‡q åƒ
KuyP‡K †P‡q iBj †evZjUvi w`‡K|
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 89
ivKm¨vK †_‡K Avj Avniv‡gi GKUv Kwc †ei K‡i
†Pv‡Li mvg‡b †g‡j aij ivbv| g‡bvwb‡ek Kij covq|
Mxqvb †K? †gvUv †jvKUv?
†evZjUv AvavAvwa LiP nIqvi Av‡MB GKUv Qvqv coj
`iRvi Kv‡Q, †fZ‡i XzKj Kv‡jv n¨vU I my¨U civ †eu‡U †gvUv
†jvKUv| Zvn‡j GB e¨vUvB Mxqvb| PU K‡i m‡i Gj ivbvi
`„wó Avevi KvM‡Ri Ici|
Ô†`wi n‡q †Mj, IwÇ|Õ GKUv †Pqvi †U‡b wbj Mxqvb,
e‡m coj acvm K‡i| ÔNvoUv GLbI hv UbUb Ki‡Q bv!
bov‡Z cviwQ bv|Õ
Ô¸wj gv‡iv †Zvgvi Nvo| Nv‡oi wbKzwP K‡iwQ Avwg|
Avgvi †PvqvjUv †Zvgvi Nv‡oi †P‡q Kg e¨_v cvqwb, †mB
†Pvqvj wb‡q c‡b‡iv wgwbU a‡i A‡c¶v KiwQ Avwg †Zvgvi
R‡b¨|Õ
ÔZzwg gvi †L‡qQ †Zvgvi wb‡Ri †`v‡l|Õ
ÔAvi Zzwg †L‡qQ c‡ii †`v‡l, bvwK?Õ
†PvLgyL weK…Z n‡q †Mj Mxqv‡bi, wnsmª GKUv fve dz‡U
DVj †Pv‡Li `„wó‡Z| wPwe‡q wPwe‡q ejj, Ô†c‡q wbB
kvjv‡K! Avi GKUvevi!Õ
Ô†Zvgvi R‡b¨ Nvo †c‡Z e‡m Av‡Q †Zvgvi kvjv| †LuvR
Lei iv‡Lv bv wKQy? `ycy‡i P‡j †M‡Q e¨vUv c¨vwi‡m|Õ
ÔAvm‡e †Zv Avevi| VK †L‡q wdi‡e bv? ZLb...Õ `uv‡Z
`uvZ Pvcj †gvUv| dz‡j DVj †Pvqv‡ji k³ †ckx|
Ô†Zvgvi Avi †kva †bqv n‡e bv, Puv`| I wdi‡Z wdi‡Z
Avgiv Avgv‡`i KvR †kl K‡i wd‡i hve †`‡k|Õ nVvr
mPwKZ n‡q DVj IwÇ| ÔP‡jv IVv hvK| KvR c‡o
i‡q‡Q|Õ

90 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
NvoUv‡K Kó bv w`‡q †Kvgi †_‡K Ic‡ii AskUv Nywi‡q
ivbvi w`‡K PvBj Mxqvb| cwÎKvi Mv‡q Aviex AuvwKSuywK
†`‡L wbwðšÍ n‡q †mvRv n‡q emj| Ô`uvovI, K‡qK †XvK
†L‡q hvB|Õ
ÔDuûu, D‡V c‡ov| mgq †bB|Õ
D‡V coj `yRb, euv w`‡K P‡j †Mj Iiv nuvU‡Z nuvU‡Z|
Iiv †Pv‡Li Avovj n‡ZB wej PywK‡q w`‡q D‡V coj
ivbv| Pvicv‡k PvB‡Z PvB‡Z G‡Mvj †m I‡`i wcQy wcQy|
mvg‡bi †gv‡o †cuŠ‡Q †`L‡Z †cj ivbv I‡`i| GKUv †`vZjv
evwoi `iRvi mvg‡b `uvwo‡q Zvjvq Pvwe jvwM‡q‡Q j¤^v
†jvKUv, A_©vr IwÇ|
GKUz Avov‡j m‡i †Mj ivbv| meyR †cB›U Kiv GKUv
`iRv Ly‡j †Mj| wfZ‡i A`„k¨ n‡q †Mj `yÕRb| evwoi
b¤^iUv coj ivbvÑ22/G, K¨v‡¤úv wW mvwj‡hv| KvQvKvwQ
wM‡q evwoUv fvj K‡i cix¶v Kievi B‡”QUv `gb Kij †m|
†`vZjvi †Kvb `iRv w`‡q †KD I‡K †`‡L †dj‡j QÙ‡ek
aivi D‡Ïk¨UvB e¨_© n‡q hv‡e|
IwUwfqvwb †i‡¯Íviuvi w`‡K nuvU‡Z ïi“ Kij ivbv wMjwU
wgTvi wb‡`©wkZ c‡_|
wiI wW c¨vbvWv Luy‡R †ei Ki‡Z Amywe‡a n‡jv bv|
RgRgvU IwUwfqvwb †i‡¯Íviuv †cwi‡q GwM‡q †Mj ivbv
`ycv‡ki evwoi b¤^i¸‡jv co‡Z co‡Z|
GKUv ûBj †Pqv‡i Lvov n‡q e‡m Av‡Q Kzwi‡hv gvwhwb|
N‡ii Pvicv‡k GKbRi †PvL eywj‡qB eySj ivbv, †bnvZ
Mixwe Pv‡j msmvi Pvjv‡Z nZ Rywj‡K| cv‡mj−x M−vm
d¨v±wi‡Z wbðqB †Zgb wKQy †eZb †cZ bv †g‡qUv|
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 91
†Kvbg‡Z Kvq‡K¬‡k PjZ msmvi| N‡i Avmev‡ei g‡a¨
LUL‡U `y‡Uv †Pqvi, Avi GKUv cyiv‡bv Avg‡ji Wej-†eW
LvU|
cv_‡ii gZ e‡m Av‡Q Kzwi‡hv gvwhwb| K‡Vvi GKUv fve
dz‡U i‡q‡Q fuvR cov njy` gy‡L, Kcv‡j| me Avkv fimv
wbg~©j n‡q †M‡j gvbyl †hgb exZkª× n‡q hvq `ywbqvi me
wKQyi Ici, †Zgwb GKUv fve e„‡×i †Pv‡Li w¯’i `„wó‡Z|
ivbvi gy‡Li w`‡K wbðjK †P‡q iBj e„× K‡qK †m‡KÛ|
Zvici ejj, ÔAvR Avgv‡K gvd Ki‡Z n‡e, wmbi| †Kvb
Af¨_©bv Ki‡Z cvie bv Avwg AvR Avi| †g‡qUv gviv †M‡Q|
Avcbviv wK GKUz wbwiwewj‡Z _vKeviI my‡hvM †`‡eb bv
Avgv‡K?Õ
K‡Vvi wZi¯‹vi ï‡b GKUz nKPwK‡q †Mj ivbv cÖgUvq|
Zvici AvgZv AvgZv K‡i ejj, ÔAvcbvi †g‡qi g„Zz¨i
e¨vcv‡iB G‡mwQ Avwg| wKfv‡e gviv †Mj Rywj †m e¨vcv‡i
wKQyUv Rvwb Avwg| Avcbv‡K Rvbv‡bv `iKvi e‡j g‡b
Kijvg|Õ
Ô†K Avcwb? cywj‡mi †jvK?Õ
Ôbv, Avwg cywj‡mi †jvK bB| Avgvi bvg gvmy` ivbv|
Avgvi bvg nq‡Zv Avcbvi †g‡qi gy‡L ï‡b _vK‡eb...Õ
Ôwg‡_¨ K_v!Õ cÖvq MR©b K‡i DVj GKRb cv‡ki Ni
†_‡K| c`©v mwi‡q XzKj GN‡i| Ôwg‡_¨ K_v ej‡Q †jvKUv,
evev| Avwg wPwb Bj wmbi gvmy` ivbv‡K| G †jvK †m †jvK
bq|Õ
ivbv †`Lj N‡i XzKj Svov †mvqv QÕdzU j¤^v Mb‡Wvjvi
†mB ewW-weìvi †QvKiv gvwS| Ava nvZ j¤^v GKUv †Qviv Ii
nv‡Z| N‡ii wVK Ggb RvqMvq G‡m `uvovj †hLvb †_‡K GK

92 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
jv‡d ivbvi Nv‡o cov hv‡e hw` I cvjvevi gZje K‡i|
ÔAvwg wKšÍz †Zvgv‡K wPb‡Z cviwQ, evw¯ÍZv|Õ nvmj ivbv|
ÔmKv‡j Aek¨ RvbZvg bv †h ZzwgB Rywji fvB| Avgvi Mjv
ï‡b wPb‡Z cviQ bv GLbI?Õ
KUgU K‡i †P‡q iBj †Q‡jUv ivbvi gy‡Li w`‡K|
Ôbv| wPb‡Z cviwQ bv!Õ m‡›`n dz‡U DVj Ii †Pv‡L|
Ô†ek †Zv, Avgvi `yÕPvi‡U K_v ïb‡jB wPb‡Z Amywe‡a
n‡e bv| wKšÍz Zvi Av‡M em‡Z cvwi?Õ
Ôemyb|Õ mZK© cÖnivq iBj evwZ¯Ív|
e„‡×i w`‡K wdij ivbv| ÔAv”Qv, Awbj P¨vUvRx©‡K †P‡bb
†Zv?Õ
mPwKZ n‡q †Q‡ji w`‡K PvBj GKevi e„×|
ÔbvgUv cwiwPZ e‡j g‡b n‡”Q| wKšÍz Zv‡Z wK?Õ
ÔAwbj Avgvi eÜz| GB †fwb‡m wb‡LuvR n‡q‡Q †m|
MZKvj Avwg G‡mwQ GLv‡b Ii †Luv‡R| Awb‡ji gv Avgv‡K
e‡jwQ‡jb wMqv‡Kv‡gv cv‡mj−xi †`vKv‡b KvR K‡i Rywj
gvwhwb e‡j GK †g‡q, Zvi Kv‡Q Awb‡ji †LuvR cvIqv m¤¢e|
Kvj mܨvq wM‡qwQjvg IB †`vKv‡b| Avcbvi †g‡q Avgv‡K
wPb‡Z †c‡i Awb‡ji bvg w`‡q GKUv Kuv‡Pi wWRvBb ˆZwi
K‡i aij Avgvi †Pv‡Li mvg‡b Ggb fv‡e, †hb Avi †KD
†`L‡Z bv cvq| Avwg eyS‡Z cvijvg I IB †`vKv‡b Avgvi
m‡½ K_v ej‡Z Pvq bv| ivZ mv‡o GMv‡ivUvi w`‡K
†d¬vwiqv‡bi mvg‡b †`Lv n‡jv Avgv‡`i| wKšÍz ZZ¶‡Y Avgvi
†cQ‡b Mxqvb Avi IwÇ bv‡g `yB Rb †jvK †j‡M †M‡Q, Avwg
†Ui cvBwb| Avgv‡K GKUv Mwj‡Z wb‡q †Mj Rywj, Avwg
Avgvi cwiPq w`‡ZB 37 b¤^i gb‡Wv‡jv †j‡b †h‡Z ejj|
Avi †ewk wKQy ejevi Av‡MB Mxqvb G‡m nvwRi n‡jv,
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 93
AcÖ¯ÍzZ Ae¯’vq †g‡i AÁvb K‡i †djj Avgv‡K| Ávb wd‡i
†c‡q Avwg IB wVKvbvq wM‡q nvwRi njvg| Awbj‡K †cjvg
bv, Avcbvi †g‡q‡K †cjvg nvZ-cv euvav, g„Z|Õ
nvZ `y‡Uv gywV cvwK‡q †PvL eyRj e„×| †¶v‡f `yt‡L
d¨vKv‡m n‡q †Mj evwZ¯Ívi gy‡Li †Pnviv| GB fq¼i `yt‡Li
LeiUv mn¨ K‡i †bqvi R‡b¨ wKQy¶Y mgq w`j ivbv I‡`i|
wmMv‡iU †ei K‡i aivj| AvawgwbU ci †PvL Lyjj e„×|
Ô_vg‡jb †Kb| ejyb| AviI wKQy ej‡eb, wmbi?Õ
ÔAvi we‡kl wKQyB ejevi †bB| †mB †_‡K Avgvi
MwZwewai Ici Zx¶è bRi ivLv n‡q‡Q| AvR mKv‡j ÷¨vPy
†`L‡Z hvw”Qjvg, Ry‡U †Mj GKUv †g‡q| Avgv‡K †fwbm
†_‡K Ab¨Lv‡b mivevi R‡b¨ cvVv‡bv n‡qwQj †g‡qUv‡K| I
Avgv‡K wg‡_¨ msev` †`q †h wZbw`b Av‡M Awbj‡K
c¨vwi‡mi c‡_ †Uª‡b Zz‡j w`‡q‡Q| †h †nv‡U‡ji wVKvbv ejj
†m †nv‡U‡j †dvb K‡i K_v ejjvg Avwg Awb‡ji m‡½|Õ
ÔAwbj P¨vUvRx©i m‡½?Õ wb‡Ri ARv‡šÍB wR‡Ám K‡i
emj evwZ¯Ív|
ÔbKj Awb‡ji mv‡_| Avwg I‡`i eyS‡Z w`jvg bv †h
†Ui †c‡q †MwQ e¨vcviUv| Awb‡ji AvnŸv‡b AvR `y‡Uvi mgq
iIbv w`jvg Avwg c¨vwi‡m, Gqvi-U¨vw· PvU©vi K‡i DVjvg
Zv‡Z| cWzqvq †b‡g wd‡i G‡mwQ Avwg Avevi| Avgvi Z_¨
`iKvi| ïay †h Awbj‡K D×vi Ki‡Z PvB Zv bq, Rywji
wbg©g nZ¨vi cÖwZ‡kvaI wb‡Z PvB Avwg| wKQy Z_¨ w`‡q
mvnvh¨ Ki‡eb Avgv‡K?Õ
j¤^v `yB cv †d‡j GwM‡q Gj evwZ¯Ív, wbPy n‡q Suy‡K
cix¶v Kij ivbvi gyL, Zvici ejj, Ôg‡b n‡”Q wPb‡Z
cviwQ Gevi| QÙ‡ek wb‡q‡Qb Avcwb, wmbi gvmy` ivbv|

94 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
QywiUv †Kvg‡i ¸u‡R ivLj †m K_vUv ej‡Z ej‡Z|
Ôwb‡Z eva¨ n‡qwQ| e‡mv, evwZ¯Ív| AvR mKv‡j
Mb‡Wvjvq wK †hb ej‡Z †P‡qwQ‡j Zzwg Avgv‡K| wK †mUv?Õ
Ôhv ej‡Z †P‡qwQjvg Zv Avcwb wb‡RB †ei K‡i
wb‡q‡Qb| ej‡Z †P‡qwQjvg, nq wg‡_¨ bq fzj K_v ej‡Qb
f`ªgwnjv|Õ
Ôe‡jvwb †Kb?Õ
Ôfimv cvBwb| wm‡bvwibvi mv‡_ Avcbvi †h iKg
gvLvgvwL †`Ljvg, Zv‡Z Avi...Õ
ÔeyS‡Z †c‡iwQ| e„‡×i w`‡K wdij ivbv| ÔAvcbvi
mvnvh¨ `iKvi Avgvi, wmbi gvwhwb|Õ
ÔAvwg wK K‡i mvnvh¨ Kie Avcbv‡K? †Luvov gvbyl|
bo‡Z cvwi bv| hw` cviZvg, Avgvi Kv‡Q mvnvh¨ PvB‡Z nZ
bv Avcbvi|Õ
ÔAvwg mvnvh¨ Kie Avcbv‡K,Õ ejj evwZ¯Ív| ÔRywji
nZ¨vKvix‡K wbR nv‡Z Lyb Ki‡Z bv cvi‡j Nyg Avm‡e bv
Avgvi †Pv‡L|Õ
Ô†g‡qUv †M‡Q, †Q‡jUvI hv‡e,Õ D`vm K‡É ejj e„×|
ÔmeB †kl n‡q hv‡e Avgvi| wKšÍz ZvB e‡j I‡K eviY
Kievi Dcvq Avgvi †bB| Ii †ev‡bi g„Zz¨i cÖwZ‡kva wb‡ZB
n‡e I‡K, wmbi gvmy` ivbv| Avwg m¶g n‡j Avgv‡KI
AvUKv‡Z cviZ bv †KD| wK Kie, †cvov Kcvj, j¨vsov n‡q
†MwQ| ey‡ov eq‡m wf‡¶ K‡i †eov‡Z n‡e G evwo I evwo|Õ
Ôgie bv, evev| GLbI †mB †QvUwU AvwQ g‡b K‡iv †Kb
Zzwg?Õ ivbvi w`‡K wdij| ÔRv‡bb wmbi, RywjI ZvB g‡b
KiZ| wKQy‡ZB Kv‡R jvM‡Z †`qwb Avgv‡K| †Rvi K‡i
fwZ© K‡i w`‡q‡Q BDwbfvwm©wU‡Z| wK KóB bv KiZ †ePvix!
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 95
†KvbiK‡g Kvq‡K¬‡k PvjvZ msmvi, wKšÍz Rv‡bb, AvR ch©šÍ
GK gv‡mi †eZbI evwK c‡owb Avgvi|Õ MjvUv †Ku‡c †Mj
evwZ¯Ívi| ÔejZ, j²x fvBqv Avgvi, †R` K‡i bv, evevi gZ
weivU cwÊZ n‡Z n‡e †Zvgv‡K| I wbðqB †`L‡Z †c‡q‡Q
Ii `yóz fvBqv bvg wjwL‡q‡Q AvR Mb‡Wvjv †÷k‡b| Ii
AvZ¥vUv wbðqB †Ku‡` †Ku‡`...Õ
SiSi K‡i †Ku‡` †djj evwZ¯Ív| gyL XvKj `ynv‡Z| Ii
evû‡Z nvZ ivLj ivbv| †`L‡Z †`L‡Z ivbviI `y‡PvL †e‡q
bvgj Xj| AvUKv‡Z cvij bv wKQy‡ZB| AevK n‡q †P‡q
iBj e„× ivbvi gy‡Li w`‡K| ax‡i ax‡i jvj n‡q DVj Ii
ïK‡bv, K‡Vvi †PvL `y‡Uv| Zvici Zx¶è GKUv wPrKvi K‡i
gyL XvKj †m-I| mvivw`b GK †duvUv Kuv`‡Z cv‡iwb e„×,
cv_‡ii gZ R‡g wM‡qwQj, we‡`kx GK hye‡Ki mg‡e`bvq
cv_i M‡j bvgj SY©v| duywc‡q dzuwc‡q Kuv`‡Q ev”Pv †Q‡ji
gZ|
ÔwK mvnvh¨ PvI Zzwg, wmbi?Õ
ÔwKQy Z_¨| Avcwb Rvb‡Zb Avcbvi †g‡qi mv‡_ cwiPq
wQj Awbj P¨vUvRx©i?Õ
ÔRvbZvg| Iiv fvjevmZ ci¯úi‡K|Õ
ÔAwbj wK GLb †fwb‡m?Õ
ÔLye m¤¢e,Õ ejj e„×| cvwj‡qI wM‡q _vK‡Z cv‡i| Z‡e
Avgvi g‡b nq †mUv m¤¢e nqwb Ii c‡¶|Õ
Ô†Kb? I wK RLg n‡qwQj?Õ
Ônu¨v| ¸wj †L‡qwQj| euv Kuv‡a| kix‡ii g‡a¨ i‡q †M‡Q
¸wjUv|Õ
Ô¸wj †L‡q mvnv‡h¨i R‡b¨ G‡mwQj?Õ

96 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
Ônu¨v| m‡Z‡iv w`b Av‡M| Avgiv Nywg‡q c‡owQjvg|
`iRvq VK VK AvIqvR| evwZ¯Ív G·Kvik‡b wM‡qwQj,
evwo‡Z Avwg Avi Rywj Qvov †KD †bB| GN‡i Gj Rywj, I‡K
eviY Kijvg `iRv Lyj‡Z| ZZ¶‡Y Avi †UvKvi kã †bB,
g‡b n‡”Q †K †hb AuvPov‡”Q `iRvi Mv‡q bL w`‡q| nq‡Zv
gbUv AvMvg w`‡qwQj, eviY ïbj bv Rywj, Lyjj `iRv|
nv‡Zi Kv‡Q †Kvb A¯¿ cvIqv hvq wKbv †LuvR KiwQ, Ggb
mgq †`Ljvg Awbj‡K a‡i wb‡q Avm‡Q Rywj N‡ii †fZi|
K¬vwšÍi †kl ch©v‡q †cuŠ‡Q wM‡qwQj Awbj, cÖPyi i³¶i‡Yi
d‡j G‡Kev‡i `ye©j n‡q wM‡qwQj| Ávb nvwi‡q X‡j covi
Av‡M †Kvb g‡Z ejj, Ii wcQy avIqv K‡i †jvK Avm‡Q,
I‡K G evwo‡Z XzK‡Z †`‡LI _vK‡Z cv‡i| Qy‡U wM‡q `iRv
eÜ K‡i w`j Rywj, †Kvbg‡Z †U‡b wnuP‡o wb‡q †Mj I‡K
cv‡ki N‡i, ïB‡q w`j Ii weQvbvq| mvZ-AvU w`‡bi ¶Z,
Bb‡dKkb gZ n‡q †M‡Q| ¶ZUv †Wªwms Ki‡Z ïi“ Kij
Rywj, Avwg Rvbvjv w`‡q evB‡i †PvL †i‡L e‡m iBjvg| `yRb
†jvK‡K †`L‡Z †cjvg GBw`‡KB Avm‡Q| GK Rb j¤^v,
AciRb Lv‡Uv| G evwoi mvg‡b w`‡q †nu‡U P‡j †Mj
†jvK`y‡Uv, †ek wKQy¶Y c‡i Avevi wd‡i †Mj †hw`K †_‡K
G‡mwQj †mw`‡K|Õ
ÔI‡`i GKR‡bi gv_vq mv`v n¨vU wQj?Õ
ÔwQj|Õ gv_v SuvKvj e„×|
ÔIiv `yRbB Lye m¤¢e Lyb K‡i‡Q Avcbvi †g‡q‡K,Õ kvšÍ
K‡É ejj ivbv|
ÔRvwb| AuvP Ki‡Z cviwQ| kvw¯Í n‡e bv I‡`i, wmbi?Õ
Ôn‡e| G wb‡q fve‡eb bv Avcwb|Õ ivbvi gy‡L `„p msKí
†`L‡Z †cj e„×| D‡V `uvwo‡q cvqPvwi Kij ivbv wKQy¶Y,
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 97
Zvici Avevi wR‡Ám Kij, ÔKZw`b wQj I GLv‡b?Õ
ÔGKw`b| ZvI wK _vK‡Z Pvq? RLgUv ay‡q †Wªwms K‡i
LvwbKUv Mig `ya LvIqv‡ZB wKQyUv kw³ wd‡i †cj Awbj|
GKUz myw¯’i n‡q hLb eyS‡Z cvij KZeo wec‡`i g‡a¨
†dj‡Z hv‡”Q I Avgv‡`i, ZLywb P‡j hvIqvi R‡b¨ †R`
aij| ciw`b †iveevi wQj| A‡bK e‡j K‡q †mw`bUv
GLv‡b _vK‡Z ivwR Kivj I‡K Rywj| mvivw`b Luy‡R †c‡Z
wKQyw`b jywK‡q _vKvi gZ GKUv RvqMv †ei K‡i †djj,
iv‡Zi AÜKv‡i †ewi‡q †Mj Iiv|Õ
Ô†Kb cvwj‡q †eov‡”Q e‡jwb I Avcbv‡`i?Õ
ÔRywj‡K e‡jwQj wKbv Avwg Rvwb bv| Avwg wR‡Ám
Kwiwb| †hUzKz GgwbB Rvb‡Z †c‡iwQjvg Zv n‡”Q, g¯Í
wec‡` c‡o‡Q I, GKUv msNe× `j †ivg †_‡K †Z‡o GLvb
ch©šÍ G‡m‡Q| ci ci wZbevi Ii cÖv‡Yi Ici nvgjv
Pvjv‡bv n‡qwQj| ¸wj K‡iI ai‡Z cv‡iwb Iiv I‡K| †kl
gyn‚‡Z©, hLb aiv c‡o c‡o, ZLb †Kvbg‡Z †cuŠ‡QwQj I G
evwo‡Z|Õ
ÔKviv Ii †cQ‡b †j‡MwQj †m e¨vcv‡i wKQy Rvb‡Z
cv‡ibwb?Õ
Ôbv| wR‡ÁmI K‡iwb| KviY Avwg Rvwb, Gme K_v bv
RvbvB fvj| wbh©vZ‡bi gy‡L †Kvb K_vB †kl ch©šÍ †Mvcb
ivLv hvq bv| Av‡M †nvK c‡i †nvK, mwZ¨ K_vUv †e‡iv‡eB|Õ
e¨wZμg Aek¨B Av‡Q| hvB †nvK, †iveevi mvivw`b wQj
I GLv‡b, Zvici wK n‡jv?Õ
Ôm‡Üi ci wb‡q †Mj Rywj I‡K gb‡Wv‡jvi GKUv wbR©b
cwiZ¨³ evwo‡Z| Awb‡ji B‡”Q wQj, wKQyUv my¯’ †eva
Ki‡jB fvi‡Z wd‡i hvIqvi †Póv Ki‡e|Õ

98 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
Ôfvi‡Z?Õ AevK n‡jv ivbv| Ôfvi‡Z wd‡i †h‡Z †P‡qwQj
I?Õ
Ônu¨v| I e‡jwQj hZ kxwNª m¤¢e †`‡k wd‡i hvIqv `iKvi
Ii|Õ
ZvB hw` n‡e Zvn‡j I‡K wek¦vmNvZK, †`k‡`ªvnx wn‡m‡e
wPÎvwqZ Ki‡e †Kb iÄb †PŠayix? †Kgb †hb †eLvàv †VK‡Q
e¨vcviUv ivbvi Kv‡Q| Aek¨ wg‡_¨ K_vI e‡j _vK‡Z cv‡i
Awbj| mZ¨-wg_¨v hvPvB Kievi †Kvb Dcvq †bB GLb|
hvPvB wVKB K‡i †b‡e ivbvÑmgq AvmyK|
ÔZvici wK n‡jv? wKQyUv my¯’ n‡q DVj?Õ
Ôbv, wmbi| eis Lviv‡ci w`‡KB hvw”Qj ax‡i ax‡i|
Awbj †h ¸wj †L‡q‡Q †mUv Rvbv wQj I‡`i, Wv³vi WvK‡Z
†M‡jB a‡i †dj‡e, ZvB Wv³v‡ii mvnvh¨ †bqv m¤¢e nqwb|
¸wjUv i‡q wM‡qwQj kix‡ii g‡a¨, cuyR n‡Z Avi¤¢ Kij
¶Z¯’v‡b| Mv‡q R¡i| Avwg `k©b kv‡¯¿i †jvK, hZUv cvwi
Wv³vix eB †Nu‡U M¨vswMÖb †VKvevi Ilya evZ‡j w`B Rywj‡K,
I wM‡q †hgb fv‡e cv‡i cÖ‡qvM K‡i †m Ilya Awb‡ji Ici|
wKšÍz Kw`b ci †mUvI cÖvq eÜ n‡q Gj| wZbw`b ci mv`v
n¨vU civ †jvKUv wM‡q nvwRi n‡jv cv‡mj−xi †`vKv‡b| Avgvi
eY©bvi mv‡_ wgwj‡q wPb‡Z cvij Rywj I‡K| Rywji mv‡_ †h
Awb‡ji Avjvc wQj †mUv Rvbv wQj cv‡mj−xi| Iiv ey‡S wbj
G evwoi KvQvKvwQ G‡m Awb‡ji nvwi‡q hvIqvi inm¨|
Avgv‡`i evwoi Pvicv‡k cvnvivi e¨e¯’v Kiv n‡jv, Rywj‡K
wRÁvmvev` Kiv n‡jv, †jvK †j‡M †Mj Ii cQ‡b| eû K‡ó
I‡`i †PvL duvwK w`‡q †h‡Z nZ Rywj‡K Awb‡ji Kv‡Q|
KLbI `yw`b KLbI ev Pviw`b m¤¢e nZ bv hvIqv| Ggwb
mgq wf‡qbvq B›Uvi‡cv‡ji GKUv Kbdv‡i‡Ýi K_v KvM‡R
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 99
†`‡L Avkvi Av‡jv R¡‡j DVj Awb‡ji g‡b| Rywj‡K ejj,
evsjv‡`‡ki GK `ya©l© hyeK Avm‡e GB Kidv‡i‡Ý| Ii bvg
gvmy` ivbv| ï‡b‡Q †m, wec‡` c‡o mvnvh¨ PvB‡j ïay nv‡Z
wdwi‡q †`qwb †m AvR ch©šÍ KvD‡K| †hgb mr, mvnmx,
†`k‡cÖwgK, †Zgwb weivU gnr ü`q Av‡Q †Q‡jUvi g‡a¨|
hw` KviI mva¨ _v‡K I‡K GB wec` †_‡K D×vi Kivi...Õ
LyK LyK K‡i Kvkj ivbv| Avm‡j j¾v †c‡q‡Q I| PU
K‡i wR‡Ám Kij, Ôgvgv evwoi wVKvbvq GKUv †cv÷ KvW©
†Q‡o w`j, GB †Zv?Õ
Ônu¨v| †Zvgvi nv‡Z †cuŠ‡QwQj †mUv Zvn‡j ? mivmwi
gv‡qi wVKvbvq cvVv‡Z mvnm cvqwb Awbj, cv‡Q IUv †cv÷
Ki‡Z wM‡q Rywj aiv c‡o hvq IwÇ ev Mxqv‡bi nv‡Z| hvB
†nvK Gici †Zvgvi R‡b¨ ˆah© a‡i A‡c¶v Kiv Qvov Avi
†Kvb Dcvq iBj bv Rywji| hZB w`b hv‡”Q ZZB cvMjv
KzKzi n‡q DV‡Q Iiv| Gw`‡K w`b w`b `ye©j n‡Z n‡Z Ggb
Ae¯’vq G‡m `uvwo‡q‡Q †h KviI mvnvh¨ Qvov bovPov KivI
gykwKj n‡q c‡o‡Q Awb‡ji c‡¶| nVvr GKiv‡Z Mxqvb
G‡m XzKj G evwo‡Z| Rywj ZLbI †d‡iwb| mviv evwo Zboe
Zboe K‡i LuyRj †jvKUv, wKQy bv †c‡q P‡j †Mj| GKwU K_vI
ejvi cÖ‡qvRb g‡b Kij bv Avgvi m‡½| GKv wQjvg, c½y,
wKQyB Ki‡Z cvijvg bv| wKšÍz eySjvg, Ae¯’v Pi‡g wM‡q
†cuŠ‡Q‡Q| Rywj‡K ejjvg me, mveavb Kijvg, wKšÍz jvf
n‡jv bv| MZKvj mKv‡j Kv‡R P‡j †Mj †g‡qUv, AvR †fvi
iv‡Z cywjm G‡m Rvbvj gviv †M‡Q|Õ
ÔAvcbvi K_v ï‡b hZ`~i g‡b n‡”Q, cvjv‡Z cv‡iwb
Awbj| aiv c‡o‡Q I‡`i nv‡Z|Õ
ÔAvgviI ZvB g‡b nq|Õ

100 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
Ô†Kb I‡K n‡b¨ n‡q LuyRwQj Iiv †m m¤ú‡K© †Kvb iKg
aviYvB nqwb Avcbvi?Õ
Ôbv, wmbi| KviYUv Avwg Rvwb bv|Õ
ÔAmsL¨ ab¨ev`, wmbi|Õ D‡V `uvovj ivbv| ÔGevi Pwj
Avwg|Õ
ivbvi mv‡_ mv‡_ D‡V `uvovj evwZ¯Ív cvnv‡oi gZ `iRv
Avovj K‡i|
Ôevevi mvnvh¨ wb‡qB D‡V co‡Qb †h? Avgvi wK Ki‡Z
n‡e e‡j hvb|Õ
cv †_‡K gv_v ch©šÍ †`Lj ivbv †Q‡jUv‡K| eqm Kg,
Dwbk wK wek, wKšÍz Ii †ckxi g‡a¨Kvi AšÍwb©wnZ kw³
wPb‡Z fzj Kij bv ivbvi AwfÁ †PvL| Nvo wdwi‡q e„‡×i
w`‡K PvBj †m| Kzwi‡hv gvwhwbi †Vuv‡U A™¢yZ GKUzK‡iv
nvwm|
ÔI‡K AvbWvi-Gw÷‡gU K‡iv bv, wmbi gvmy` ivbv|
Rywji nZ¨vi cÖwZ‡kva †bqvi Rb¥MZ AwaKvi Av‡Q Ii| `qv
K‡i ewÂZ K‡iv bv I‡K|Õ
evwZ¯Ívi w`‡K wdij ivbv| Ôme‡P‡q fvj cvi †Kvb& KvR
Zzwg, evwZ¯Ív?Õ
Ôgvivgvwi,Õ M¤¢xi K‡É ejj evwZ¯Ív|
g„`y nvmj ivbv| Ôfvj| †Zvgv‡K hw` ewj †Kvb †jvK ev
evwoi Ici bRi ivL‡Z n‡e...Õ
ÔGK‡kvevi cvie| †Kvb& †jvK?Õ
Ô22/G K¨v‡¤úv wW mvwj‡hv‡Z IwÇ Avi Mxqvb‡K XzK‡Z
†`‡LwQ Avwg wKQy¶Y Av‡M| Rvwb bv, nq‡Zv Iiv IB
evwo‡ZB _v‡K, wKsev Xz‡K‡Q Ab¨ Kv‡R| hvB †nvK, AvMvgx
wZb‡U NÈv bRi ivL‡Z n‡e evwoUvi Ici| we‡kl Amywe‡a
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 101
n‡e e‡j g‡b nq bv, IUvi wVK mvg‡bB GKUv Kv‡d
†`‡LwQ| †mLvb †_‡K bRi ivLv hv‡e Abvqv‡m| Avwg
Rvb‡Z PvB GB wZb NÈvq †K IB evwo‡Z XzK‡Q wKsev ILvb
†_‡K †e‡iv‡”Q| cvi‡e wi‡cvU© ˆZwi Ki‡Z?Õ
Ôcvie bv †Kb? KwVb wKQyB †`LwQ bv Gi g‡a¨|Õ
ÔKwVb e¨vcviI Av‡Q| †mUv n‡”Q AvZ¥mseiY Kiv|
IwÇ ev Mxqvb‡K †`L‡jB Zv‡`i wcQy avIqv Kievi B‡”QUv
`gb Ki‡Z n‡e †Zvgv‡K K‡Vvi fv‡e| cvi‡e †mUv?Õ
Ôcvie|Õ
Ô¸W| QÙ‡ek †bqvi `iKvi Av‡Q †Zvgvi?Õ
ÔwK `iKvi? Avgv‡K †P‡b bv Iiv †KD| MZKvj mܨvq
wd‡iwQ Avwg G·Kvikb †_‡K|Õ
ÔwVK Av‡Q| †m‡¶‡Î AvcvZZ QÙ‡e‡ki †Kvb `iKvi
†bB| wKšÍz †Lqvj †i‡Lv, †Kvb iKg Av‡eM-cÖeYZv ev
†KŠZ~n‡ji AvwZkh¨‡K cÖkªq w`‡jB fÊyj n‡q hv‡e me|
fz‡jI KvD‡K AbymiY Ki‡e bv Zzwg, fz‡jI XzK‡e bv IB
evwoi wfZi| KviI Mv‡q nvZ Zzj‡e bv| ivwR?Õ
ÔivwR|Õ
Ô†ek| wVK wZbNÈv ci Avgvi m‡½ †`Lv Ki‡e mvivMvZ
†nv‡U‡ji K¨vwm‡bv‡Z| AjivBU?Õ
ÔAjivBU| wKšÍz GZme KwÛkb w`‡q Avgvi nvZ-cv
†eu‡a G‡Kev‡i A_e© K‡i w`‡”Qb Avcwb|Õ
ÔwVK mgq gZ †Zvgvi nvZ-cv Ly‡j †`e Avwg, †`Le
ZLb KZ †Rv‡i Pvjv‡Z cv‡iv I¸‡jv| wKšÍz †m mgqUv
wba©viY Kievi AwaKvi Avgv‡K w`‡Z n‡e| Avwg wm×všÍ †be
KLb Avgiv AvμgY Kie, KLb cvjve| Gi Ab¨_v n‡j
wec‡` coe `yRbB|Õ

102 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
ÔRvwb| GB Kv‡R bvbv gywYi bvbv gZ P‡j bv| GKR‡bi
†bZ…Z¡ gvb‡Z nq| Avcbv‡K †bZv wn‡m‡e †g‡b wb‡Z Avgvi
†Kvb AvcwË †bB| Avcbvi me K_v gvb‡Z Avwg ivwR|Õ
Ô†fwi ¸W eq| ZzwgB Zvn‡j Av‡M †e‡ivI| Av‡kcv‡k
hw` m‡›`nRbK KvD‡K †`‡Lv wd‡i Avm‡e cuvP wgwb‡Ui
g‡a¨| Zzwg wd‡i bv G‡j Avwg †e‡ive wbwðšÍ n‡q|Õ
gv_v SuvwK‡q †ewi‡q †Mj evwZ¯Ív|
cuvP wgwbU a‡i e„‡×i m‡½ wK K_v n‡jv ivbvi Rvb‡Z
cvij bv †m|
wVK cuvP wgwbU ci †ewi‡q Gj ivbv|
c½y e„‡×i K‡Vvi `y‡PvL †_‡K Si‡Q ZLb Avkxe©v`|
`k
wVK `kUvi mgq K¨vk KvD›Uvi †_‡K †c−K¸‡jv fvwO‡q wbj
ivbv| †Kv‡Ui `yB c‡K‡U fij cuvP nvRvi wjivi †bvU¸‡jv|
Cl©vKvZi `„wó‡Z †P‡q i‡q‡Q Ii w`‡K Avi mevB hviv evwR
a‡iwQj| ZvK jvwM‡q w`‡q‡Q I‡`i ivbvi Avðh© Kcvj|
I‡`i Cl©vi KviY ivbvi A¯^vfvweK Rq, A_ev I‡`i
wb‡R‡`i civRq bq| nviwRZ Av‡Q †Ljv‡Z| †L‡jvqvo I
`k©K‡`i g‡a¨ Ggb LuyR‡j nq‡Zv GK Ava Rb cvIqv hv‡e
hviv Gi †P‡q †ewk UvKv wR‡Z‡Q Rxe‡b †Kvb bv †Kvb
mgq| Cl©vi Avmj KviY ivbvi wVK mgq gZ †Ljv eÜ Kiv|
†RZv UvKv wb‡q P‡j hv‡”Q ev †h‡Z cvi‡Q GUv KíbvI
Ki‡Z cv‡i bv Iiv| †bkvq †c‡q hvq I‡`i| †evW© †_‡K
†Zvjv UvKv †ev‡W©B †i‡L †h‡Z nq I‡`i, evwo wb‡q hvIqvi
†mŠfvM¨ nq bv| nvi‡Z nvi‡Z †R` †P‡c hvq, nvwi‡q hvq
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 103
KvÊÁvb| †Zgwb nq wRZ‡Z wRZ‡Z| Avðh© †jvKUvi
mshg! D‡V hv‡”Q!
mevi R‡b¨ GK †cM K‡i eª¨vwÛi AW©vi w`j ivbv|
†Uwe‡j G‡m `uvovj Avi mevi †Ljv †`Levi R‡b¨| wKšÍz
K‡qK †m‡KÛ ciciB †PvLUv PU K‡i Ny‡i Avm‡Q jvD‡Äi
Icv‡ki `iRvi Ici †_‡K| Nwo †`Lj| `kUv cuvP| †`wi
Ki‡Q †Kb evwZ¯Ív?
cuvPRb †eqviv `ª“Z mvf© Ki‡Q mevi eª¨vwÛi M−vm| ivbvi
GB AcÖZ¨vwkZ Avc¨vq‡b Lywk n‡jv mevB| wR‡Z wb‡q
hvIqvi †eqv`we gvd K‡i w`j †ewkifvM †L‡jvqvoB|
GKRb e‡jB emj, Avgvi GB `k nvRvix †c−K `y‡Uv Avcwb
wb‡Ri nv‡Z GKUz †P‡j †`‡eb, wmbi Mvgvj? nvi‡j Avcbvi
†Kvb †`vl †bB, wRZ‡j A‡a©K Avcbvi|Õ
nvmj ivbv|
ÔA‡a©K jvM‡e bv| ivLyb bv, jv‡j ivLyb| Avcwb wb‡RB
ivLyb|Õ
Ôbv| Avcbvi nv‡Z|Õ cÖvq †Rvi K‡i ¸u‡R w`j †jvKUv
†c−K `y‡Uv ivbvi nv‡Z|
nv‡Z KvwV Zz‡j wbj Avevi μzwc‡q eª¨vwÛi M−vmUv GKRb
†eqvivi nv‡Z awi‡q w`‡q| †QvÆ GKUv bW Kij ivbvi w`‡K
†P‡q| †c−K `y‡Uv jvj N‡i †i‡L w`j ivbv| e¨m wnwoK c‡o
†Mj mevi g‡a¨ jv‡j ivLvi| ûogyo K‡i †h hZ cvij ivLj
jv‡j| Kv‡jv N‡i ïay GKUv wjivi †c−K|
Nyij i“‡j‡Zi PvKv| †QvÆ AvBfwi ejUv Qy‡U †eov‡Z
jvMj _vjvi g‡a¨| DrmyK †Pv‡L †P‡q i‡q‡Q mevB μ‡g
†_‡g Avmv _vjvUvi w`‡K| ivbv PvBj jvD‡Äi Icv‡ki
`iRvi w`‡K| Avm‡Q bv †Kb GLbI? †Kvb wec‡` coj?

104 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
bvwK Mxqvb ev IwLJK I evwo †_‡K †ewi‡q Avm‡Z †`‡L
AbymiY K‡i‡Q? gv_v wVK ivL‡Z bv †c‡i Xz‡K c‡owb †Zv
evwoUvi wfZi?
K‡g G‡m‡Q PvKvi MwZ| mv`v ejUv Wve&j& wR‡iv, A_©vr
meyR `y‡Uv N‡ii GKUvq R‡g em‡Z wM‡qI †Kgb GKUv cvK
†L‡q m‡i †Mj Avevi| me KRb `k©‡Ki wc‡j Pg‡K
D‡VwQj IUvi meyR cÖxwZ †`‡L, fzk K‡i `g Qvoj GKm‡½|
mey‡R co‡j †KD †cZ bv GKwU cqmvI|
jvD‡Äi Icv‡ki `iRv w`‡q XzKj evwZ¯Ív| ¯^w¯Íi
wbtk¦vm †d‡j G‡Mvj ivbv †mw`‡K| GLv‡b Avi †ewk¶Y
_vKv wbivc` bq| mevB hw` `vbUv †n‡i hvq Zvn‡j wekªx
GKUv cwiw¯’wZi m„wó n‡e| Avi hw` †R‡Z Zvn‡j Uvbv-
†nuPov c‡o hv‡e I‡K wb‡q, Qvo‡Z PvB‡e bv wKQy‡ZB|
cÖ‡Z¨KUv †Pv‡Li `„wó AvVvi gZ †j‡M Av‡Q nvwZi `uv‡Zi
†QvÆ mv`v ejUvi Mv‡q, `g eÜ K‡i j¶ Ki‡Q IUvi
gwZMwZ, GB my‡hv‡M †K‡U covB fvj| K¨vwm‡bvi Kuv‡Pi
`iRvi KvQvKvwQ G‡m ïb‡Z †cj ivbv μzwc‡qi cwi®‹vi
Kɯ^i:
Ô†Uv‡qbwU GBUцiWÑnvB A¨vÛ B‡fb|Õ
Ô†nvÕ K‡i GZ cÖPÊ GK mg‡eZ Dj−vmaŸwb DVj †h
ivbvi g‡b n‡jv K¨vwm‡bvi QvZUv muv K‡i D‡o wM‡q XvKvq
co‡e| k‡ãi av°vq wQU‡K †ewi‡q †Mj †m `iRv w`‡q|
evwZ¯Ív‡K wjd‡U IVvi Bw½Z K‡i wb‡RI D‡V coj| wjdU
G‡m _vgj QÕZjvq| j¤^v KwiWi a‡i †nu‡U euvw`‡K me‡k‡li
NiUvq wb‡q †Mj ivbv I‡K|
ÔwK Lei, evwZ¯Ív? †ek D‡ËwRZ g‡b n‡”Q †Zvgv‡K?Õ
Lv‡Ui wKbv‡i e‡m GKUv Mw` AuvUv †Pqv‡i emevi Bw½Z
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 105
Kij ivbv I‡K|
Ônu¨v| †ek Mig Lei Av‡Q!Õ emj evwZ¯Ív|
ÔLvIqv-`vIqv n‡q‡Q?Õ
Ônu¨v| IB †i‡¯Íviuvq e‡mB †m‡i wb‡qwQ|Õ
Ô†ek| ïi“ K‡iv Zvn‡j|Õ b‡oP‡o emj ivbv|
c‡KU †_‡K GKUv KvM‡Ri UzK‡iv †ei Kij evwZ¯Ív|
wj‡L wb‡q G‡m‡Q| †PvL †evjvj †bv‡Ui Ici|
ÔwVK AvUUv mv‡Z †`Ljvg wMqv‡Kv‡gv cv‡mj−x‡K| nb nb
K‡i †nu‡U G‡m †UvKv w`j `iRvq| †fZi †_‡K †K †h `iRv
Ly‡j w`j, †`L‡Z †cjvg bv| I †fZ‡i Xz‡K co‡ZB eÜ n‡q
†Mj `iRv|Õ Avevi GKevi †bv‡Ui w`‡K PvBj evwZ¯Ív|
ÔAvUUv cuqZvwj−‡k wZbRb ¸Êv cÖK…wZi †jvK XzKj evwoUvq|
†Pnviv Avi PvjPj‡b †evSv †Mj fq¼i †jvK Giv, †KD
KviI †P‡q Kg bq| GKR‡bi †PnvivUv †Pbv-†Pbv jvM‡jI
cÖ‡g wPb‡Z cvwiwb, GB †nv‡U‡j Avmvi c‡_ g‡b c‡o‡Q|
gvm wZ‡bK Av‡M Ii Qwe †ewi‡qwQj KvM‡R| wmwmwji `ya©l©
¸Êv cwcwb| Lyb K‡i †divwi i‡q‡Q †m, LyuR‡Q cywjm| hvB
†nvK, I‡`i GKR‡bi nv‡Z GKUv myU‡Km wQj| g‡b n‡jv
m`¨ G‡m †cuŠ‡Q‡P †fwb‡m| `iRvq †UvKv w`j, `iRv Lyjj
mv`v n¨vU civ †mB †jvKUv, Iiv Xz‡K †h‡ZB Avevi eÜ n‡q
†Mj `iRv|Õ
ivbvi evwo‡q aiv wmMv‡i‡Ui c¨v‡K‡Ui w`‡K †P‡q gv_v
†b‡o wb‡la Kij evwZ¯Ív| Lvq bv| KvM‡Ri Ici †PvL
†evjvj K‡qK †m‡KÛ, Zvici ïi“ Kij Avevi|
ÔGici AvaNÈv wKQyB NUj bv| Zvici †ewi‡q Gj
wMqv‡Kv‡gv cv‡mj−x| gv_v DuPy K‡i AvZ¥Mwigvi fw½‡Z
Xz‡KwQj †jvKUv evwoUvq, wKšÍz †ewi‡q hLb Gj ZLb m¤ú~Y©

106 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
Avjv`v GK gvbyl| †hb weaŸ¯Í GK Amy¯’ †jvK, eq‡mi fv‡i
fvivμvšI, fve‡jknxb gyL, Pjvi fw½ k− , wkw_j| g‡b n‡jv
fq¼i wKQy †`‡L †ewi‡q G‡m‡Q I evwoUv †_‡K|
cwi®‹vifv‡e GZ wKQy †`L‡Z †c‡qwQ GB R‡b¨ †h meyR
`iRv w`‡q †ewi‡qB †mvRv GB Kv‡di w`‡K GwM‡q Gj
cv‡mj−x| Avwg PU K‡i GKUv Le‡ii KvM‡R gyL Avovj
Kijvg Avgv‡K wP‡b †dj‡e g‡b K‡i| wKšÍz Zv bv Ki‡jI
PjZ| †Kvbw`‡K †P‡q †`Levi gZ gvbwmK Ae¯’v wQj bv
Ii| †mvRv G‡m GKUv †Uwe‡j e‡m eª¨vwÛi AW©vi w`j
cv‡mj−x| cÖvq XK XK K‡i cuvP wgwb‡Ui g‡a¨ wZb †cM eª¨vwÛ
†L‡q `vg w`‡q †Kvbw`‡K bv †P‡q KviI m‡½ GKwU K_v bv
e‡j D‡V †Mj cv‡mj−x| c‡KU †_‡K hLb gvwbe¨vMUv †ei
Kij, j¶ Kijvg _i_i K‡i Kuvc‡Q Ii nvZUv| `k wgwbU
PycPvcÑZvici AviI `yRb †jvK XzKj evwoUvq| `yR‡biB
ci‡b `vgx †cvkvK-cwi‡”Q`| GKR‡bi eqm QvweŸk-mvZvk
gZ n‡e, wK¬b-†kfW, †`L‡ZI `vi“Y n¨vÛmvg, gv_vq
†mvbvjx Pyj, GK bR‡iB †evSv hvq LyeB abx‡jv‡Ki †Q‡j,
g‡b nq †Kvbw`b †Ljvayjv ev kixiPP©vi avi KvQ w`‡qI
hvqwb|Õ
ivbv ey‡S wb‡q‡Q G †jvK wmjwfI wc‡q‡Îv Qvov Avi
†KD bq| wmMv‡iUUv A¨vk‡Uª‡Z †d‡j evwj‡k Ava‡kvqv n‡q
†njvb w`‡q emj| wR‡Ám Kij, Ôm‡½i †jvKUv?Õ
ÔGi m‡½i †jvKUv‡K †fwb‡mi mevB †P‡b| W±i
AvgvbvwšÍ| weivU Wv³vi| eo‡jvK‡`i g‡a¨ Ii `vi“Y
cmvi|Õ
ZovK K‡i D‡V emj ivbv|
ÔGB `yRb XzKj IB evwo‡Z?Õ
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 107
Ônu¨v| Wv³v‡ii nv‡Z e¨vM †`‡L g‡b n‡jv †ivMx †`L‡Z
G‡m‡Q| IB XzKj Av‡M, Zvici XzKj †Q‡jUv| †`‡L g‡b
n‡jv Av‡MI †`‡L †M‡Q Wv³vi GB †ivMx‡K GK Avaevi|
Avgvi g‡b n‡”Q wmbi P¨vUvRx©‡K IB evwo‡ZB ivLv n‡q‡Q|Õ
ÔAvgviI ZvB g‡b nq,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔWv³v‡ii Dcw¯’wZ
†`‡L GB m‡›`nUv AvmvB ¯^vfvweK| hvK, Zvici wK n‡jv?Õ
Ô`kUv evR‡Z `k wgwb‡U †ewi‡q Gj Wv³vi AvgvbvwšÍ,
P‡j †Mj| AviI cuvP wgwbU A‡c¶v K‡i D‡V cojvg Avwg|
wVK mg‡qB D‡VwQjvg, wKšÍz iv¯Ívq c‡o †Mjvg GK`j
Uz¨wi‡÷i wf‡o| I‡`i †V‡j avw°‡q c_ K‡i wb‡q GLv‡b
G‡m †cuŠQ‡Z †`wi n‡q †Mj wKQyUv| hvB †nvK, Gevi
Avgv‡`i cieZx© †cÖvMÖvg wK? AvμgY?Õ
Wvb nv‡Zi Zvjy‡Z Mvj Nlj ivbv| wPšÍv Kij gyL‡PvL
euvwK‡q| Zvici ejj, ÔGB gyn‚‡Z© Kgc‡¶ KRb †jvK Av‡Q
IB evwo‡Z? wZb, `yB, cuvP, Avi GK, Qq| AviI _vK‡Z
cv‡i| Avgiv `yRb cvie bv Zv bq, wKšÍz Kó n‡e| Avi
GKRb n‡j fveZvg bv| ZvQvov Awbj‡K hw` ILv‡b cvIqv
hvq Zvn‡j I‡K wbivc‡` †ei K‡i Avbvi R‡b¨I †jvK
`iKvi| †jvK hLb †bB ZLb wKQy GKUv †KŠkj †ei Ki‡Z
n‡e Avgv‡`i| GK KvR Kiv hvqÑÕ
nVvr GK jv‡d D‡V `uvovj evwZ¯Ív| wb‡Ri g‡bB e‡j
DVj, ÔcvMjv I¯Ív`‡K ej‡j †Kgb nq?Õ
ÔcvMjv I¯Ív`Uv †K?Õ
ÔAvgv‡`i BDwbfviwmwUi A¨v_‡jwUK †KvP| Lye m¤¢e
mviv BD‡iv‡ci †miv †KvP f`ª‡jvK| g‡b-cÖv‡Y
†¯úvU©mg¨vb| LyeB fvj †jvK| Iu‡K ej‡jB Suvwc‡q co‡eb
Dwb mvnvh¨ Ki‡Z| LyeB fvjev‡mb Avgv‡K|Õ

108 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
Ôf`ª‡jvK‡K wek¦vm Kiv hvq? wbf©i‡hvM¨?Õ
Ônvb‡WªW cvi‡m›U|Õ
ÔGB †Mvjgv‡ji g‡a¨ Rov‡Z PvB‡eb Dwb? Gme fq¼i
†jvK‡`i wei“‡× †h‡Z PvB‡eb?Õ
ÔPjyb bv, wM‡q †`Lv hvK?Õ
Ômvnvh¨ cvB ev bv cvB, AvRB AvμgY Ki‡Z n‡e
Avgv‡`i| Kv‡RB †Zvgvi †PnvivUv GKUz e`‡j w`B, G‡mv|
†Zvgv‡K GB kn‡iB _vK‡Z n‡e †Zv, Avwg PvB bv wP‡b
†djyK Iiv †Zvgv‡K|Õ
`k wgwb‡Ui g‡a¨ PgrKvi GK‡Rvov †Muvd MwR‡q †Mj
evwZ¯Ívi bv‡Ki wb‡P| cv‡ë †Mj wmuw_| Mv‡j-Kcv‡j
K‡qKUv `vM co‡ZB eqm †e‡o †Mj AviI wek eQi|
weQvbvi Pv`i w`‡q †QvULvU GKUv fzuwo ˆZwi n‡jv RyrmB
†Mv‡Qi|
†Uwj‡dvb K‡i †W¯‹-K¬vK©‡K Rvwb‡q w`j ivbv, AwZwi³
Ri“ix †Kvb `iKvi bv n‡j †hb Zv‡K wei³ Kiv bv nq,
Nygv‡e †m| †KD †Kvb †Mvjgvj Ki‡j Av¯Í wPwe‡q †L‡q
†dj‡e|
`iRvq Zvjv †g‡i Bgv‡R©wÝ dvqvi-Gm‡K‡ci †Nviv‡bv
wmuwo †e‡q †b‡g Gj Iiv wb‡P| mevi Aj‡¶¨ euv cv‡ki
Mwjc_ a‡i GwM‡q coj G‡m iv¯Ívq|
cÖPÊ k‡ã bvK WvKwQj †÷dv‡bv gw›Uwbi|
Av‡¯Í K‡i †Vjv w`‡ZB Ly‡j †Mj `iRv| ivbv †`Lj
Avagbx GKUv fzuwo DV‡Q bvg‡Q, _i_i K‡i Kuvc‡Q N‡ii
Avmeve-cÎ| wecyj weμ‡g Nygv‡”Q evwZ¯Ívi I¯Ív`| cÖKvÊ
†gvUv| j¤^v n‡e eo‡Rvi cuvP dzU cuvP BwÂ, wKšÍz †MvUv `‡kK
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 109
ivbv‡K GKm‡½ K‡l euva‡jI Ii mgvb †gvUv n‡e wKbv
m‡›`n| GK GKUv evû ivbvi Ei“i gZ| gv_v fwZ© UvK,
Kv‡bi cvk w`‡q Nv‡oi †cQb w`‡K mvgvb¨ Py‡ji Avfvm
cvIqv hvqÑcuPvËi fvM cvKv| eqm cÂvk wK cÂvboe| KuvPv
cvKv †Muvd †Rvov †Vuv‡Ui `yÕcvk w`‡q †b‡g G‡m‡Q wb‡Pi
w`‡K, wg‡k‡Q _yZwbi Kv‡Q MRv‡bv BwÂLv‡bK j¤^v `vwoi
m‡½|
cvk wdij I¯Ív`| Ku¨vPgu¨vP K‡i gnv AvcwË Rvbvj
Lv‡Ui DrcxwoZ w¯úªs| †mw`‡K †gv‡UB j¶ bv w`‡q
nvjKvfv‡e ïi“ n‡jv Avevi bvwmKv MR©b| μ‡g evo‡Z
evo‡Z D‡V hv‡e Pig ch©v‡q|
Gi Kv‡Q KZUv mvnvh¨ cvIqv hv‡e ey‡S wb‡q‡Q ivbv,
wbtk‡ã wd‡i hvIqvi Bw½Z Kij †m evwZ¯Ív‡K| wKšÍz
ZZ¶‡Y WvK w`‡q †d‡j‡Q evwZ¯Ív|
ÔI¯Ív`|Õ
ZovK K‡i D‡V emj Ii I¯Ív`| weùvwiZ `„wó‡Z cv
†_‡K gv_v ch©šÍ †`Lj I‡`i `yRb‡K|
ÔwK PvB?Õ M¤¢xi MgM‡g Kɯ^‡i †Ku‡c DVj NiUv|
Ômvnvh¨ PvB, I¯Ív`,Õ ejj evwZ¯Ív|
ÔI¯Ív`!Õ AevK n‡q Avevi cv †_‡K gv_v ch©šÍ †`Lj
evwZ¯Ív‡K| ÔAvwg †Zvgvi I¯Ív` bv| GZ my›`i GKUv kix‡i
†h IB...IBÕ...AvOyj w`‡q evwZ¯Ívi fzuwo‡Z †LuvPv †`qvi fw½
Kij †÷dv‡bv gw›Uwb, ÔIB iKg GKUv fzuwo MRv‡Z †`q,
Avwg Zvi I¯Ív` bB| †KD nI bv Zzwg Avgvi| †Kvb& Bqv‡i
cvm K‡iQ?Õ KUgU K‡i PvBj I¯Ív` evwZ¯Ívi w`‡K|
ivbv †`Lj GB MwZ‡Z G‡Mv‡j cwiPqce© †kl n‡ZB
†gjv mgq †j‡M hv‡e| PU K‡i ejj, ÔevwZ¯Ívi †evb‡K hviv

110 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
Lyb K‡i‡Q Zviv Avgvi GK eÜz‡K AvU‡K †i‡L‡Q GKUv
evwo‡Z...Õ
Auvr‡K DVj †÷dv‡bv gw›Uwb| ÔwK ej‡j! Avgv‡`i
evwZ¯Ívi †evb‡K Lyb K‡i‡Q? †Kvb& ï‡qv‡ii ev”Pv?Õ GK
jv‡d †b‡g coj LvU †_‡K| Ô`uvovI, Avwg KvcoUv c‡i
wbw”Q G¶zwY|Õ
webv wØavq b¨vs‡Uv n‡q †Mj cvMjv I¯Ív` ivbv I
evwZ¯Ívi mvg‡b| Avjbv †_‡K Ggb GKUv UvBU-wdwUs
Rvw½qv †U‡b wb‡q cij †hUvi cv‡qi duvK M‡j Xz‡K hv‡e
Av¯Í ivbv| GKUv nvd c¨v›U Avi GKLvbv †¯úvU©m R¨v‡KU
Pwo‡q wdij ivbvi w`‡K|
Ô†Zvgiv †K? †g‡i †d‡j‡Q Zvici G‡mQ Lei w`‡Z|
gvivi Av‡M Avm‡Z cv‡ivwb? evwZ¯Ív †Kv_vq?Õ
ÔAvwgB evwZ¯Ív, I¯Ív`| Bwb wmbi gvmy` ivbv,
evsjv‡`‡ki †jvK| Avgiv `yR‡bB QÙ‡e‡k AvwQ|Õ I¯Ív‡`i
†PvL Kcv‡j DV‡Z †`‡L PU K‡i †hvM Kij evwZ¯Ív, Ôme
†f‡OPy‡i ejevi mgq †bB, I¯Ív`, nv‡Z G‡Kev‡iB mgq
†bB| †`wi n‡j nq‡Zv I‡`i Avi cve bv| GLywb AvμgY
Ki‡Z n‡e Avgv‡`i| Avcwb hv‡eb wKbv ejyb|Õ
Ôhve gv‡b? GK‡kvevi hve| wKšÍz... ZzwgB wVK evwZ¯Ív
†Zv? Avi BD wkIi? Avwg wKšÍz G‡Kev‡iB wPb‡Z cviwQ
bv|Õ evwZ¯Ívi Kvc‡oi fzuwoUv GKUz wU‡c †`Lj I¯Ív`|
ÔAvgv‡`i `yR‡bi Zzjbvq †jvK GKUz †ewk e‡jB GZ
iv‡Z Avcbv‡K Kó w`w”Q|Õ ejj ivbv webxZ fv‡e| Ôc‡_
Pj‡Z Pj‡Z hZUv m¤¢e ms‡¶‡c Avcbv‡K Rvbve Avgiv
e¨vcviUv| iIqvbv nIqvi Av‡M Avcbvi GKUv K_v †R‡b
ivLvi `iKvi, I¯Ív`ÑKvRUv wKšÍz wec¾bK| Iiv mk¯¿I
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 111
n‡Z cv‡i| Avkv KiwQ IB evwo‡Z RbvQ‡qK †jvK Av‡Q,
wKšÍz Avm‡j Gi wظY †jvKI _vK‡Z cv‡i| Avgv‡`i KviI
c‡¶B cÖvY wb‡q I evwo †_‡K †ewi‡q Avmv m¤¢e bvI n‡Z
cv‡i| Avcwb B‡”Q Ki‡jB bv K‡i w`‡Z cv‡ib, wKQyB g‡b
Kie bv...Õ
KUgU K‡i PvBj I¯Ív` ivbvi w`‡K| Ôeo †ewk K_v
e‡jv †n Zzwg, †QvKiv| †Kvb& Bqv‡i cvm K‡iQ? fz‡jB †MQ
Avgv‡K? P‡jv, Av‡M ev‡ov| †`Lv hv‡e AvR Avgvi †Uªwbs
†K KZUv g‡b †i‡LQ|Õ evwZ¯Ív‡K Ni †_‡K †e‡ivevi Bw½Z
K‡i ejj, ÔAvi evwZ¯Ív, Aek¨ Zzwg hw` mwZ¨B evwZ¯Ív nI,
†Zvgvi †ev‡bi g„Zz¨ msev‡` Avwg mwZ¨B `ytwLZ| †Zvgvi
†evbB †Zv †Zvgvi covi LiP PvjvZ, ZvB bv? Av-nv-nv|
Avgvi hw` A‡bK UvKv _vKZ...Õ
ÔAvcbvi †PnvivUv GKUz cv‡ë wb‡j nZ bv, I¯Ív`? Avwg
†Zv KvR †m‡i P‡j hve evsjv‡`‡k, Avcbv‡K _vK‡Z n‡e
†fwb‡mB|Õ
ÔwZb nvRvi A¨v_‡jU G‡m jvBb w`‡q `uvwo‡q hv‡e Avwg
GKUv WvK w`‡j|Õ nvmj I¯Ív`| Ôfq †bB, Avgvi †Kvb ¶wZ
Kievi Av‡M wZb nvRvi evi wPšÍv Ki‡e †h-†Kvb †jvK|
P‡jv|Õ
ï‡b Zv¾e n‡q †Mj cvMjv I¯Ív`|
ÔwK Ggb wRwbm i‡q‡Q †Zvgvi eÜzi Kv‡Q hvi R‡b¨
GZme KvÊ Ki‡Z, GgbwK Rywji gZ GKUv wbiciva
†g‡q‡K nZ¨v Ki‡ZI evaj bv I‡`i?Õ
Mb‡Wvjv †Q‡o w`j evwZ¯Ív|
ÔAvwg Rvwb bv, I¯Ív`,Õ ejj ivbv| Ô†mBUvB Rvb‡Z n‡e

112 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
Avgv‡K|Õ
Ô†Zvgvi eÜz wK †Kvb †e-AvBbx Kv‡R wjß?Õ
ÔZv-I Rvwb bv, I¯Ív`| wKšÍz GUzKz Rvwb, hv-B K‡i
_vKzK Awbj P¨vUvRx©, wePvi cvIqvi AwaKvi Ii Av‡Q|
Gfv‡e KzKz‡ii gZ Zvov †L‡q gi‡Z w`‡Z cvwi bv Avgiv
I‡K we‡`k-wef‚uB‡q|Õ
ÔZv wVK| Gevi wK c−¨vb KiQ e‡jv| evwoUvi †cQb w`K
†_‡K XzK‡Z PvI?Õ
ÔAv‡M †`‡L wbB †cQbUv, Zvici wKfv‡e wK Kiv hvq
w¯’i Kiv hv‡e|Õ
j¤^v Kv‡jv Mb‡Wvjv wbtk‡ã GwM‡q Pjj AÜKvi †f`
K‡i| mi“ Lvj, evwoUvi †cQb †Nu‡l P‡j †M‡Q cwð‡g|
cÖKvÊ GKLvbv Puv` Av‡jv K‡i †i‡L‡Q AvKvkUv‡K, wKšÍz j¤^v
evwo¸‡jvi Mv‡q AvU‡K hvIqvq Lv‡j G‡m co‡Z cvi‡Q bv
IUvi Av‡jv| mvi †eu‡a `uvwo‡q Av‡Q AÜKvi evwo¸‡jv,
Qv‡`i Kvwb©‡m Kvwb©‡m †fŠwZK Av‡jvi †Ljv| LyK K‡i Mjv
cwi®‹vi Kij evwZ¯Ív|
ÔjÉbUv Kwg‡q w`b, wmbi| G‡m †MwQ|Õ
cÖvq wbwf‡q w`j ivbv g„`y Av‡jvUv| Ava wgwb‡Ui g‡a¨B
GKUv †`vZjv evwoi †cQ‡b †_‡g `uvovj Mb‡Wvjv| ˆeVv
†i‡L GwM‡q Gj evwZ¯Ív|
Zx¶è `„wó‡Z LyuwU‡q LyuwU‡q †`Lj ivbv evwoi †cQb
w`KUv| Av‡jvi Avfvm gvÎ †bB| c‡b‡iv dzU Ic‡i GKUv
e¨vjKwb †`Lv hv‡”Q, Zvi dzU `‡kK Ic‡i †gvUv Miv` †`qv
†QvU GKUv Rvbvjv| e¨vjKwb‡Z Avmvi R‡b¨ wbðqB `iRv
Av‡Q GKUv, cv‡k GKLvbv Rvbvjv _vKvI wewPÎ bq, wKšÍz
A‡bK¶Y Vvni K‡i †evSv †Mj bv cwi®‹vi| IB e¨vjKwb
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 113
Qvov Avi †Kvb RvqMv w`‡q wfZ‡i XzKevi Dcvq †`L‡Z †cj
bv ivbv|
ÔGKUv ûK Avi wKQy `wo †c‡j GB e¨vjKwb w`‡q †XvKv
hvq †fZ‡i|Õ c‡KU †_‡K UP©Uv †ei Kij ivbv, ÔRvbvjv-
`iRv Av‡Q wKbv †`‡L †bqv hvK|Õ
U‡P©i gyLUv A¨vWRv÷ K‡i m~² GKUv iwk¥‡Z cwiYZ
Kij ivbv Av‡jvUv‡K| GKUv eÜ `iRvi Ic‡ii Ask †`Lv
†Mj wKQyUv| GKUv RvbvjviI mvgvb¨ wKQyUv Ask †`Lv †Mj,
wKšÍz Zv‡Z Miv` Av‡Q wKbv †evSv †Mj bv|
Ôiwk ûK Av‡Q Avgvi Kv‡Q, wmbi| D‡V hve Ic‡i?Õ
Ô`uvovI, GLb bv| I¯Ív`, Mb‡Wvjv Pvjv‡Z cv‡ib?Õ
Ôcvwi gv‡b? evwZ¯Ív‡K B›Uvi-BDwbfviwmwU Mb‡Wvjv
P¨vw¤úqvb evbvj †K?Õ
Ô†fwi ¸W| P‡jv evwZ¯Ív I¯Ív`‡K evwoi mvg‡bUv GKUz
†`wL‡q Avbv hvK|Õ
wbtk‡ã Nyij Mb‡Wvjv, wKQy`~i wM‡q Nu¨vm&m& K‡i _vgj
GKUv Mwjgy‡Li KvQvKvwQ| `yÕwZb‡U †gvo Ny‡i K¨v‡¤úv †Wj
mvwj‡hv‡Z coj Iiv| `~i †_‡K AvOyj Zz‡j †`Lvj ivbv|
ÔIB †h meyR †cB›U Kiv `iRv †`Lv hv‡”Q, IB evwoUv|Õ
K_vUv ej‡Z bv ej‡ZB Ly‡j †Mj `iRvUv| †ewi‡q Gj
wmjwfI wc‡q‡Îv| eÜ n‡q †Mj `iRv| wmuwo‡Z `uvwo‡q
GKUv wmMv‡iU aivj wmjwfI, Gw`K Iw`K PvBj, Zvici
†mvRv nuvU‡Z ïi“ Kij ivbvi w`‡K| PU K‡i Mwji wfZi
Xz‡K AÜKvi _v‡gi Avov‡j AvZ¥‡Mvcb Kij Iiv| wKšÍz Zvi
cÖ‡qvRb wQj bv| wKQy`~i †mvRv †nu‡U G‡m Wvb w`‡Ki GKUv
Mwj‡Z Xz‡K A`„k¨ n‡q †Mj wmjwfI|
ÔAwbj Qvov GLb iBj Avi cuvPRb| Kgc‡¶

114 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
cuvPRbÑAvm‡j AviI †ewk n‡Z cv‡i| Kv‡RB I‡`i ZvK
jvwM‡q bv w`‡Z cvi‡j Kvey Kiv gykwKj n‡e| Awbj hw`
GB evwo‡Z _v‡K, Zvn‡j I‡K †ei K‡i AvbvI GK gnv
mgm¨v n‡e| I‡K GLvb †_‡K miv‡Z n‡j hw` †÷ªPv‡ii
`iKvi nq Zvn‡j †Zv weKU Sv‡gjv|Õ A‡bKUv Avcb g‡b
ejwQj ivbv K_v¸‡jv, nVvr wm×všÍ wb‡q wdij evwZ¯Ívi
w`‡K| ÔZzwg I¯Ív`‡K wb‡q evwoUvi †cQb w`‡K P‡j hvI|
e¨vjKwb w`‡q Xz‡K c‡ov evwoi †fZi| GLb †_‡K wVK `k
wgwbU ci mvg‡b w`‡q XzKe Avwg|Õ
ÔGKv?Õ
Ônu¨v| mvg‡b †cQ‡b `yB w`K †_‡K Pg‡K w`‡Z n‡e
I‡`i| Avwg bv †XvKv ch©šÍ PycPvc _vK‡e, †Kvb †Mvjgvj
Ki‡e bv| Avi GKUv K_v, Avgv‡`i cÖg KvR Awbj‡K
D×vi Kiv, cÖwZ‡kva †bqvi my‡hvM Avm‡e c‡i| Kv‡RB
IwÇ ev Mxqvb‡K hw` cvBI, cÖwZ‡kva wb‡Z wM‡q GK
†m‡KÛ †ewk mgq e¨q Kie bv Avgiv| ivwR?Õ
ÔivwR| wKšÍz, wmbi, Rvbvjvq hw` †jvnvi evi _v‡K, Avi
`iRv hw` †fZi †_‡K AvUKv‡bv _v‡K Zvn‡j? Avcwb GKv
IB ev‡Ni LuvPvq Xz‡K co‡j wK Dcvq n‡e?Õ
Ô†cQb w`‡q hw` XzK‡Z bv cv‡iv Zvn‡j hZ ZvovZvwo
cv‡iv mvg‡b P‡j Avm‡e| wVK Av‡Q?Õ
ÔwVK Av‡Q|Õ
ÔAvi Avwg?Õ GZ¶‡Y K_v ejj cvMjv I¯Ív`| ÔAvgvi
wK Ki‡Z n‡e?Õ
ÔevwZ¯Ív hw` IB e¨vjKwb w`‡q evwoi †fZi XzK‡Z cv‡i
Zvn‡j Avcwb Mb‡Wvjv wb‡q wd‡i Avm‡eb GLb IUv †hLv‡b
Av‡Q †mBLv‡b| Zvici mvg‡b w`‡q XzK‡eb evwoUvq| hw`
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 115
I‡`i Kvey Ki‡Z cvwi Zvn‡j mvg‡bi `iRv w`‡q †e‡iv‡Z
n‡e Avgv‡`i Awbj‡K wb‡q| hvb, iIbv n‡q hvb, I¯Ív`|Õ
ivbvi Kuv‡ai Ici GKLvbv AvovBgbx nvZ ivLj cvMjv
I¯Ív`| ÔKvRUv †Zvgvi R‡b¨ GKUz †ewk wec¾bK n‡q hv‡”Q
bv? cÖ‡g Avwg mvg‡b w`‡q XzK‡j †Kgb nq?Õ
Ô†`Lyb I¯Ív`, Avcbv‡K Av‡MB e‡jwQ, GB †Ljvq Avwg
K¨v‡Þb, Avgvi Av‡`k gvb‡Z n‡e| fzjB †nvK Avi wVKB
†nvK, Avwg hv ewj ZvB Ki‡Z n‡e LuvwU †¯úvU©mg¨v‡bi gZ|
Avgvi wm×všÍ wb‡q cÖkoe Zzj‡eb bv| `yB gZ `yB c_ n‡q
†M‡j Ab_©K ZK©vZwK© K‡i mgq bó n‡e| eyS‡Z †c‡i‡Qb?Õ
Ô†c‡iwQ evev, †c‡iwQ| AvRKvjKvi †Q‡j †Zv bq,
G‡Kev‡i †c‡iK| Avgvi cÖ¯Íve Zz‡j wbw”Q Avwg|Õ
ÔZey fvj, Kv‡R †b‡g Zvici cÖkoe †Zv‡jbwb, KvR ïi“i
Av‡MB D‡V‡Q K_vUv| e¨vL¨v †`qvi my‡hvM Av‡Q Avgvi|
Avgv‡`i wZbR‡bi g‡a¨ `yRb Mb‡Wvjv Pvjv‡Z Rv‡b,
GKRb Rv‡b bv| GKRb‡K I‡`i wP‡b †djevi m¤¢vebv
Av‡Q, `yRb‡K wPb‡e bv| Avgv‡`i KvR n‡”Q I‡`i AevK
K‡i w`‡q civ¯Í Kiv, Ges Awbj‡K Mb‡Wvjvq Zz‡j wb‡q
cjvqb| Zvi R‡b¨ IUv‡K evwoi †cQb †_‡K †e‡q G Mwji
gy‡L wb‡q Avmv `iKvi|Õ nvmj ivbv| ÔGevi iIbv n‡q hvb,
I¯Ív`, wPšÍv K‡i †ei Ki“b †`wL Avwg †h wm×všÍ wb‡qwQ Zvi
g‡a¨ †Kvb LyuZ cvIqv hvq wKbv|Õ
I‡`i we`vq K‡i w`‡q †`qv‡j †njvb w`‡q `uvovj ivbv|
A‡c¶v Ki‡Z fvj jv‡M bv Ii| A‡c¶vi mgq †hb
KvU‡ZB Pvq bv| bvbvb wPšÍv Avm‡Z ïi“ Kij Ii gv_vq|
†cQb w`‡q XzK‡Z cvi‡e †Zv evwZ¯Ív| hw` bv cv‡i Zvn‡j
mvg‡bi w`‡K wd‡i Avm‡Z KZ mgq jvM‡e? ZZ¶Y cvi‡e

116 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
†m wU‡K _vK‡Z? KRb †jvK Av‡Q G evwoi wfZi? Awbj‡K
cvIqv hv‡e †Zv GLv‡b? cvIqv †M‡j AvcvZZ †LuvRvi †kl|
wKšÍz hw` bv cvIqv hvq? †kl bv †`‡L cywj‡mi mvnvh¨ †b‡e
bv, w¯’i K‡i‡Q †m| cywj‡mi mvnvh¨ PvB‡jB †h KZUv cvIqv
hv‡e †m e¨vcv‡iI m‡›`n Av‡Q Ii| Kvi Kv‡Q Lei †cj
cywjm †h †mB fvOv evwoUvq Rywji jvk cvIqv hv‡e?
iÄb †PŠayixi e¨enviUv †Kgb †hb †Mvj‡g‡j †V‡K‡Q
ivbvi Kv‡Q| Ggb fve †`Lvj †hb wek¦vmNvZKZv K‡i‡Q
Awbj, XvKvq †gRi †Rbv‡ij‡K Aby‡iva K‡i‡Q, ivbv †hb G
e¨vcv‡i bvK bv Mjvq ivbvi Ici †miKg Av‡`k Rvwi
Ki‡Z| Pviw`‡K XvK XvK ¸o ¸o| A_P Awbj †mB
fvi‡ZB wd‡i hvIqvi †Póv Ki‡Q †Kb? AbyZß? Duûu, †g‡j
bv|
†kl ev‡ii gZ Nwo †`Lj ivbv| †`qv‡ji Mv‡q KbyB‡qi
¸u‡Zv w`‡q †mvRv n‡q `uvovj| AÜKvi Mwj †_‡K †ewi‡q Gj
†m| `„p, j¤^v c`‡¶‡c G‡m `uvovj meyR `iRvUvi mvg‡b|
wmuwo †e‡q wZb avc D‡V †Rv‡i wZb‡U †UvKv w`j `iRvi
Mv‡q|
†ek wKQy¶Y PycPvc| wKšÍz Avevi †UvKv †`qvi R‡b¨ ivbv
†hB nvZ Zzjj, Igwb NUvs K‡i Ly‡j †Mj `iRvi eëz|
`yÕduvK n‡q †Mj `iRv| †PŠKv‡Vi Ici `uvwo‡q †eu‡U †gvUv
Mxqvb| fzi“ KzuP‡K PvBj ivbvi gy‡Li w`‡K| gyn‚‡Z© wPb‡Z
†c‡i‡Q †m wgkixq Uz¨wi÷‡K|
ÔwK PvB GLv‡b?Õ KK©k K‡É cÖkoe Kij Mxqvb|
ÔW±i AvgvbvwšÍi GKUv Ri“ix Kj Av‡Q|Õ K_vUv ej‡Z
ej‡Z Mxqvb‡K cÖvq †V‡j Xz‡K Gj ivbv evwoi wfZi| ÔDwb
GLv‡b Av‡Qb ï‡b G‡mwQ|Õ
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 117
Ô†bB| wQ‡jb, wKšÍz wKQy¶Y Av‡M...Õ
K_vUv Avi †kl Ki‡Z cvij bv Mxqvb, ûuK K‡i GKUv
Pvcv AvIqvR †e‡ivj Ii gyL w`‡q, euvKv n‡q †Mj fzuwoi
Ici cÖPÊ GK Nywm †L‡q| cigyn‚‡Z© †Pvqv‡ji Ici coj
ivbvi eRªgywói †jdU&ûK|
cv fuvR n‡q c‡o hvw”Qj, a‡i †djj I‡K ivbv| Kv‡bi
Kv‡Q gyL wb‡q gayi K‡É ejj, Ô†Zvgvi wb‡Ri `vIqvB w`jvg
GKUz| †Kgb eySQ, gUz wgTv?Õ
Nv‡oi Ici GKUv gvSvwi IR‡bi iÏv †g‡i GKUz
Avov‡j †U‡b wb‡q ïB‡q w`j ivbv I‡K †g‡Si Ici| Ii
kixi wWwO‡q G‡m eÜ K‡i w`j mvg‡bi `iRvUv| hvK,
evwoi wfZi Xz‡K c‡o‡Q †m| `ª“Z †PvL †evjvj Pvicv‡k
evwoi bKkvUv †gvUvgywU ey‡S †bqvi R‡b¨|
mvg‡bB wmuwo| Wvbw`‡K †ek j¤^v GKUv KwiWi|
KwiW‡ii `ycv‡k `y‡Uv Ges †kl gv_vq GKUv eÜ `iRv †`Lv
hv‡”Q| Kg cvIqv‡ii evwZ w`‡q ¤−vbfv‡e Av‡jvwKZ
c¨v‡mRUv|
Kvb Lvov Kij ivbv| †kl gv_vi Ni †_‡K K‡qKR‡bi
K_vevZ©vi AvIqvR Avm‡Q, ZvQvov me PycPvc|
wmuwo †e‡q Ic‡i IVvB w¯’i Kij ivbv| wKšÍz iIbv n‡Z
wM‡qI _g‡K `uvovj| †`vZjvi †Kvb GKUv N‡ii `iRv Ly‡j
†Mj| SU K‡i m‡i Gj ivbv wmuwoi wb‡P, Qvqvq|
aycavc cv‡qi kã G‡m _vgj wmuwoi Kv‡Q|
ÔMxqvb? †K Gj?Õ
†iwjs-Gi duvK w`‡q DuwK w`‡q IwÇi gy‡Li GKvsk
†`L‡Z †cj ivbv| KzuP‡K Av‡Q åƒ|
wmuwoi wb‡P A‡c¶v Ki‡Q ivbv| cÖ¯ÍzZ|

118 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
wmuwo w`‡q bvg‡Z ïi“ Kij IwÇ| A‡a©K †b‡gB †`L‡Z
†cj †m Mxqv‡bi Ávbnxb †`nUv| _g‡K `uvwo‡q fvj K‡i
j¶ K‡i †`Lj †m|
wbPy Mjvq wK GKUv Mvwj w`j IwÇ, Zvici `yo`vo K‡i
†b‡g Gj evwK avc KUv| wbPy n‡q Szu‡K Mxqvb‡K †`Lj †m,
wKšÍz †m ïay GK †m‡K‡Ûi R‡b¨, wmuwoi wb‡P ivbv mvgvb¨
GKUz b‡o DV‡ZB SU K‡i wdij Gw`‡K|
Ava †m‡KÛ ci¯ú‡ii †Pv‡Li w`‡K †P‡q iBj Iiv|
Zvici jvd w`j ivbv|
ivbv Avkv K‡iwQj euv w`‡K mi‡e IwÇ, wKšÍz mij
Wvbw`‡K| GKnv‡Z Mjv wU‡c aij ivbv IwÇi, Ab¨ nv‡Z
Nywm Pvjvj _yZwbi wb‡P| wKšÍz †KvbUvB †Zgb Kvh©Kix n‡jv
bv j¶¨ mvgvb¨ GKUz åó n‡q hvIqvq|
nvwÇi gZ k³ IwÇi nvZ| GK nv‡Z †VwK‡q w`j
ivbvi Nywm, mvgvb¨ GKUz KvZ n‡q `ovg K‡i gvij ivbvi
cuvRivi Ici cÖPÊ GKUv ûK| GK cv wcwQ‡q †Mj ivbv,
Mjv †_‡K nvZ Qy‡U †M‡jI PU K‡i a‡i †djj Ii †Kv‡Ui
Kjvi, nu¨vPKv Uvb w`j|
kix‡ii fvimvg¨ nvwi‡q †djj IwÇ| muvB K‡i jvw_
gvij ivbv Ii cv‡qi Kwâ‡Z| ûogyo K‡i coj IwÇ
gvwU‡Z, c‡oB euv cv-Uv ivbvi ey‡K evwa‡q †Rv‡i av°v w`j|
ÔBDwR‡bv! wiK&wK! cwcwb!Õ Zvi¯^‡i WvK Qvoj †m
ivbv‡K Avevi ev‡Ni gZ Suvwc‡q co‡Z †`‡L| D‡V em‡Z
hvw”Qj, ï‡q coj Avevi cÖPÊ Nywm †L‡q|
`ycvU Ly‡j †Mj KwiW‡ii †kl gv_vi `iRvUv| Bqv j¤^v
PIov GK †jvK †ewi‡q Gj mi“ c¨v‡m‡R| Zvi †cQ‡b Zvi
†P‡qI cÖKvÊ AviI `yRb †jvK| mvg‡bi †jvKUv‡K GK
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 119
nv‡Z mwi‡q w`‡q wb‡R Av‡M Avmvi †Póv Ki‡Q wcQ‡bi
†jvKUv| `ª“Z G‡Mv‡”Q Iiv|
†K Kvi Av‡M Avm‡e ZvB wb‡q mi“ c¨v‡m‡R G‡K
A‡b¨i evav m„wó Ki‡Q Iiv, GB my‡hv‡M ZovK K‡i D‡V
`uvovj ivbv IwLJK †Q‡o| wmuwo w`‡q Ic‡i DV‡Z ïi“ Kij
†m| cvM‡ji gZ mvg‡bi w`‡K Szu‡K Gj IwÇ| ivbvi euv
cv-Uv wØZxq avc †Q‡o PZz© av‡c DV‡Z hv‡e, Ggb mgq `yB
nv‡Z Lc K‡i †P‡c aij †m cv‡qi Kwâ, gvij Uvb| ûogyo
K‡i c‡o †Mj ivbv wmuwoi Ici Dcyo n‡q|
†Rv‡i Vz‡K †Mj Kcvj, AÜKvi n‡q Avm‡Z PvBj Ii
†PvL| wKšÍz gb k³ Kij ivbv| GB Ae¯’vq Ávb nviv‡bv
gv‡b AeavwiZ g„Zz¨| cÖvYcY kw³‡Z A‡Üi gZ cv Qyuoj
†cQb w`‡K| IwÇi Kuv‡ai Ici coj jvw_Uv! cv †Q‡o w`‡q
`ovg K‡i AvQ‡o coj †m cÖg †jvKUvi cv‡qi Ici|
GKjv‡d IwLJK Uc‡K GwM‡q Gj wØZxq †jvKUv|
fq¼i †PvL gyL| a‡i †djevi †Póv Kij ivbv‡K| muvr K‡i
m‡i †Mj ivbv, D‡V `uvovj, Ges AvPw¤^‡Z KbyB Pvjvj †cQb
w`‡K| †mvjvi‡c−·v‡mi Ici AvPgKv ¸u‡Zv †L‡q e¨_vq
weK…Z n‡q †Mj †jvKUvi gyL, nvgv¸wo w`‡q e‡m coj wmuwoi
Ici|
AvQ‡o-cvQ‡o AviI wZb avc DVj ivbv, Ggb mgq Lc
K‡i a‡i †djj GKRb ivbvi euv nv‡Zi Kwâ| Z…Zxq
†jvKUv| gv_v fwZ© jvj Pyj| wbPy n‡q wmuwoi Gcv‡k P‡j
G‡mwQj †m, nVvr D‡V `uvwo‡q †iwjs-Gi Ici w`‡q nvZ
evwo‡q a‡i †d‡j‡Q|
nu¨vPKv Uv‡b †iwjs-Gi Mv‡q av°v †L‡jv ivbv| nvZUv
Qvovevi †Póv Kij| AvOyj †Zv bq, ivbvi g‡b n‡jv †jvnvi

120 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
muvovwk w`‡q †P‡c a‡i‡Q Ii Kwâ| Avðh© kw³ †jvKUvi
Mv‡q, Qvov‡bv †Mj bv nvZ|
wmuwoi Ici nvgv¸wo w`‡q e‡m e¨_vq KvZiv‡”Q KbyB‡qi
¸u‡Zv LvIqv †jvKUv, eb¨ RšÍzi gZ gv_v bvo‡Q Gcvk
Icvk| GK jv‡d I‡K wWwO‡q D‡V Gj cÖg †jvKUv| †VuvU
m‡i †M‡Q `uv‡Zi Ici †_‡K, `yB †Pv‡L cÖwZwnsmvi wel|
cÖPÊ GK Nywm Zzjj †jvKUv ivbvi Zj‡cU j¶¨ K‡i| IB
GK NywmB ivbvi R‡b¨ h‡_ó wQj, wKšÍz jvMv‡Z cvij bv
RvqMvgZ| Avðh© w¶cÖ †e‡M kixi euvwK‡q m‡i †Mj ivbv Qq
BwÂ| `ªvg K‡i coj NywmUv †iwjs-Gi Ici| †Ku‡c DVj
mviv evwo|
AviI fq¼i n‡q DVj †jvKUvi †PvL-gyL| Av‡iKUv Nywm
Zzjj| wVK Ggwb mgq evwZ¯Ív G‡m `uvovj wmuwoi gv_vq,
GKevi †PvL eywj‡qB ey‡S wbj Ae¯’vUv, gyn‚‡Z© wm×všÍ wbj|
wmuwoi †Zvqv°v bv †i‡L Suvc w`j evwZ¯Ív, cv Av‡M, gv_v
wcQ‡b|
D‡o G‡m coj evwZ¯Ív †jvKUvi ey‡Ki Dci, `yÕcv †b‡g
†Mj †jvKUv, †nuvPU †L‡jv nvgv¸wo †`qv †jvKUvi Mv‡q cv
†e‡a, ûogyo K‡i coj wb‡P mv‡bi Ici, Ii ey‡Ki Ici
coj evwZ¯Ív|
Wvb nv‡Z †iwjs-Gi Ici fi w`‡q GK jv‡d UcKvj
ivbv IUv| acvm K‡i jvj-Py‡jv ˆ`Z¨Uvi Kuv‡a e‡m coj|
`yB cv‡q hZ †Rv‡i m¤¢e `gv`g D‡ëv jvw_ gvi‡Z ïi“ Kij
†m †jvKUvi †c‡U| ivbv‡K Kuv‡a wb‡q ûogyo K‡i †`qv‡ji
Mv‡q ¸u‡Zv gvivi †Póv Kij †jvKUv evi K‡qK, †mw`‡K
mywe‡a Ki‡Z bv †c‡i ivbvi gv_vUv Pyi K‡i †`qvi R‡b¨
nVvr mv‡bi Dci coj †m wPr n‡q| ivbvi `yB Ei“ †P‡c
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 121
a‡i Av‡Q ey‡Ki Ici †hb †m bovPov Ki‡Z bv cv‡i|
cZ‡bi A‡a©KUv c_ PycPvc _vKj ivbv, †jvKUv †hB
m¤ú~Y©fv‡e fvimvg¨ nvivj Igwb †Rv‡i GK †gvPo w`j| Ny‡i
hv‡”Q †jvKUvi †`nUv| e¨vcviUv eyS‡Z †c‡i PU K‡i ivbvi
Ei“ †Q‡o w`‡q bvK-gyL Vz‡K hvIqv †_‡K euvPj †jvKUv
GKnv‡Z †g‡S a‡i, Aci nv‡Z nu¨vPKv Uvb w`‡q bvwg‡q w`j
ivbv‡K Kuva †_‡K| ci gyn‚‡Z© Ku¨vK K‡i †P‡c aij ivbvi
KÉbvjx| `g †ewi‡q hvIqvi Dcμg n‡jv ivbvi|
webv wØavq Wvb nv‡Zi ZR©bxUv †V‡m aij ivbv ˆ`Z¨Uvi
euv †Pv‡L| wPrKvi K‡i DVj †jvKUv| AviI †Rv‡i †LuvPv w`j
ivbv| KÉbvjxi Ici †_‡K L‡m †Mj eRª AuvUzwb| wcwQ‡q
hvIqvi †Póv Ki‡Q †jvKUv| `ovg K‡i nuvUzi GKUv ¸u‡Zv
coj Ii Zj‡c‡U, cigyn‚‡Z© Kuv‡ai cv‡k coj Kviv‡Zi GK
Zxeª iÏv| wQU‡K wM‡q †iwjs-Gi Ici ûgwo †L‡q coj
†m|
evwZ¯Ív‡K ey‡Ki Ici wb‡q wmuwoi Ici †_‡K wb‡Pi
†g‡S‡Z wPr n‡q c‡oB Ávb nvwi‡qwQj †jvKUv cÖPÊ †Rv‡i
gv_vUv Vz‡K hvIqvq, wKšÍz †KvbiKg SzuwK wbj bv evwZ¯Ív,
mUvb D‡V `uvwo‡q Scvs K‡i coj Avevi Ii ey‡Ki Ici `yB
nuvUz fuvR K‡i| govr K‡i kã Gj ivbvi Kv‡b|
D‡V `uvwo‡q ivbvi w`‡K Nyi‡Z hvw”Qj evwZ¯Ív, Suvwc‡q
coj Ii Ici IwÇ| †iwjs-Gi Mv‡q wQU‡K cov †jvKUvi
KÉbvjx wU‡c a‡i GBw`‡K †P‡qwQj ivbv, cwi®‹vi †`L‡Z
†cj evwZ¯Ívi †Ljv| †m‡KÛ `‡kK `gv`g †QvU †QvU Nywm
gvij evwZ¯Ív IwÇi bv‡K-gy‡L-ey‡K-†c‡U| cÖwZUv Nywm
covi m‡½ †hfv‡e †Ku‡c †Ku‡c DVj IwÇi kixiUv, ivbv
eySj, Nywm †Zv bq, Avagbx nvZzwoi AvNvZ c‡o‡Q Ii

122 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
Ici| nVvr GKcv‡k KvZ n‡q †Mj evwZ¯Ív, AvOyj¸‡jv
†mvRv †i‡L `ovg K‡i Ry‡Wv Pc gvij IwÇi bvwfi Qq
AvOyj Ic‡i| euvKv n‡q †Mj IwÇ, e¨_vq weK…Z Ii
†PvLgyL| `ovg K‡i Av‡iKUv Ry‡Wv Pc coj IwÇi Nv‡oi
†cQ‡b| Szc K‡i coj †g‡Si Ici IwÇi Ávbnxb †`n|
KbyB‡qi ¸u‡Zv LvIqv †jvKUv Qywi †ei K‡i †d‡j‡Q
GKUv| KÉbvjx †Q‡o w`‡q GK jv‡d †iwjs UcKvj ivbv|
evwZ¯Ívi eyK j¶¨ K‡i Qyuoevi wVK c~e© gyn‚‡Z© Lc K‡i aij
ivbv †jvKUvi Kwâ| †eKvq`v gZ GKUv Pvc co‡ZB QywiUv
L‡m †Mj nvZ †_‡K| wKšÍz ivbvi †KŠkjB wdwi‡q w`j
†jvKUv| evg nv‡Zi KbyB w`‡q gvij ivbvi Zj‡c‡U|
ivbvi mvnv‡h¨i R‡b¨ GwM‡q AvmwQj evwZ¯Ív, Ggwb mgq
KwiW‡ii Wvb cv‡ki GKUv `iRv Ly‡j †ewi‡q Gj GKRb
†jvK| GZ¶Y Nywg‡q wQj e‡j †Ui cvqwb wKQyB, auvB-ayuB
AvIqvR †e‡o hvIqvq †ewi‡q G‡m‡Q wK n‡”Q †`Lvi R‡b¨|
†Pv‡Li mvg‡b GB cÖjq¼i Ae¯’v †`‡L gyn‚‡Z© k³ n‡q †Mj
Ii me©v‡½i †ckx| Pvcv GKUv û¼vi †Q‡oB jvd w`j
mvg‡bi w`‡K| GKjv‡d G‡m coj †ePviv evwZ¯Ívi Là‡i|
†MvUv Pv‡iK Nywm †L‡q nuvUz fuvR n‡q c‡o †Mj †jvKUv,
evwZ¯Ív coj Ii Ici|
wmuwoi Ici †jvKUv Ny‡i `uvov‡bvi Av‡MB mvg‡j wbj
ivbv| Zj‡c‡U cÖPÊ e¨_v, wKšÍz GLb Gw`‡K j¶ w`‡Z †M‡j
Pj‡e bv| Wvb nv‡Zi Ry‡Wv †nvìUv Qvo‡jI Pj‡e bv|
mvg‡bi w`‡K †Vjv w`‡q †jvKUvi fvimvg¨ bó K‡i w`j ivbv,
Zvici `ª“Z `yB avc †b‡g G‡m cÖvYcY kw³‡Z †_ªv Kij|
ivbvi Kuv‡ai Ici w`‡q k~‡b¨ D‡V †Mj †jvKUvi kixi| wVK
Ggwb mgq `ovg K‡i Ly‡j †Mj mvg‡bi `iRv| S‡oi †e‡M
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 123
N‡i XzKj cvMjv I¯Ív`|
DošÍ †jvKUvi w`‡K GKbRi †P‡qB evwZ¯Ívi w`‡K
wdij I¯Ív`| Nvo ¸u‡R Szu‡K i‡q‡Q evwZ¯Ív bevM‡Zi Ici,
nvZ `y‡Uv wc÷‡bi gZ KvR K‡i P‡j‡Q `ª“Z| QUdU Ki‡Q
†jvKUv cÖPÊ nvZzwoi Nv †L‡q, `ye©j n‡q Avm‡Q μ‡g|
Pviw`‡K †PvL eywj‡q wbiwZkq `ytwLZ n‡jv I¯Ív`|
cwi®‹vi eyS‡Z cvi‡Q †m, †LjvUv avcyo-aycyo-auvB n‡q‡Q|
wbqg Kvbyb gv‡bwb †KD| Avi mn¨ Ki‡Z bv †c‡i e‡j
DVj, ÔAvn&-nv| Kx KiQ evwZ¯Ív! dvDj n‡”Q †Zv|Õ
ivbvi Qyu‡o †`qv †jvKUv gvwU‡Z c‡oB D‡V `uvovj
Avevi| `gv`g K‡qKUv Nywm †g‡i emj I¯Ív‡`i fzuwoi
Ici| Ki“Y fv‡e gv_v bvoj I¯Ív`|
ÔGfv‡e gvi‡Z nq bv, evQv| wb‡Ri MvW©Uv ivL‡Z nq me
mgq| bB‡j...Õ
cÖPÊ GK _veov coj †jvKUvi bv‡Ki Ici| wQU‡K
wM‡q Mxqv‡bi kix‡i †nuvPU †L‡q †`qv‡ji Mv‡q AvQ‡o coj
†jvKUv, †mLvb †_‡K Szc K‡i coj gvwU‡Z| `yÕcv GwM‡qB
_g‡K `uvwo‡q †cQb wdij I¯Ív`| GKjv‡d D‡V `uvwo‡q Qywi
Zz‡j‡Q Mxqvb †Mv¶z‡ii dYvi gZ|
ÔQywii †Zv K_v wQj bv!Õ AevK n‡q †Mj I¯Ív`| Ôwbi¯¿
†jv‡Ki wei“‡× Qywi? †Kvb& Bqv‡i cvm K‡iQ? †Zvgvi wK
Av‡°j ej‡Z wKQy †bB?Õ
I¯Ív`‡K KUgU K‡i PvB‡Z †`‡L GKUz †hb _ZgZ †L‡q
†Mj Mxqvb| wmuwoi Ici †_‡K jvd w`j ivbv| SU K‡i
GKUz m‡i wM‡q Qywi Pvjvj Mxqvb| KwâUv a‡i †djj ivbv
wVK mgq gZ, wKšÍz Ry‡Wv †nv‡ì aivi Av‡MB SUKv †g‡i
Qvwo‡q wbj Mxqvb Ii nvZUv| AvOyj¸‡jv †mvRv †i‡L muvB

124 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
K‡i gvij ivbv Kviv‡Z Pc wbP †_‡K Ic‡i| bv‡Ki big
nv‡oi Ici coj AvNvZUv, MjMj K‡i i³ †ewi‡q Gj bvK
w`‡q| cigyn‚‡Z© Kviv‡Zi †Kvc coj Ii KbyB †_‡K BwÂ
wZ‡bK wb‡Pi bvf© †m›Uv‡i, L‡m †Mj Qywi|
ÔKx hv-Zv gvi gviQ!Õ GK av°vq mwi‡q w`j I¯Ív`
ivbv‡K| Ô†Zvgv‡`i w`‡q wK”Qz n‡e bv| mewKQy ¸wj‡q †L‡q
†d‡jQ! evg cv-Uv mvg‡b, Wvb cv wcQ‡b iv‡Lv, GB iKg|
Zvici gv‡iv bK AvDU cvÂ, GB iKg|Õ
KwiW‡ii gvSvgvwS wM‡q jywU‡q coj Mxqvb, Avi DVj
bv|
Ávbnxb †`nUv †Q‡o D‡V `uvovj evwZ¯Ív, GwM‡q Gj
Gw`‡K| nuvcv‡”Q nvc‡ii gZ|
Ô†Kv_vI RLg nbwb †Zv, wmbi?Õ nuvcv‡Z nuvcv‡Z wR‡Ám
Kij evwZ¯Ív|
wb‡Ri Mjvq nvZ †evjvj ivbv| K‡qKUv AuvPo †j‡M‡Q
b‡Li, R¡j‡Q| ejj, Ôbv| †Zvgvi?Õ
ÔIci †_‡K jvwd‡q c‡o wc‡V mvgvb¨ e¨_v †j‡M‡Q|
†Zgb wKQyB bq|Õ Gcvk Icvk PvBj| ÔGevi wK Ki‡Z n‡e,
wmbi?Õ
Ávbnxb †`n¸‡jv †U‡b G‡b wmuwoi wb‡P Rgv Ki‡Z ïi“
K‡i‡Q I¯Ív`, cÖ‡Z¨‡Ki RLg cix¶v K‡i †`L‡Q Ges †S‡o
Mvj w`‡q P‡j‡Q ivbv I evwZ¯Ív‡K Ac`v_©, Agvbyl,
ü`qnxb, cvlÊ Ges dvDj-†c−qvi e‡j| ag‡K DVj evwZ¯Ívi
w`‡K †P‡q|
Ônuv K‡i wK †`LQ? `wo wb‡q G‡mv j¤^v †`‡L|Õ
ivbvi Bw½‡Z KwiW‡ii `ycv‡ki `y‡Uv Ges †kl gv_vi Ni
Lyu‡R bvBj‡bi GKUv k³ j¤^v iwk wb‡q Gj †m|
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 125
ivbv eySj, wbP Zjvq †bB Awbj| hw` _v‡K, Ic‡i
Av‡Q| `iRvq eëz jvwM‡q w`‡q GwM‡q Gj| evwZ¯Ívi wc‡V
g„`y Pvco w`j|
ÔI‡qj-Wvb&| Zzwg I¯Ív`‡K mvnvh¨ K‡iv, Avwg IciUv
†`LwQ| `iRvq †UvKv co‡j Ly‡jv bv|Õ
G‡KK ev‡i wZb avc K‡i DV‡Z ïi“ Kij ivbv wmuwo
w`‡q| †`vZjv‡ZI wZb‡U Ni| cÖg `y‡Uv N‡i †KD †bB|
Z…Zxq N‡ii mvg‡b G‡m `uvovj ivbv| evB‡i †_‡K eëz
jvMv‡bv G N‡i|
eëz‡Z nvZ w`‡ZB wXe wXe ïi“ n‡q †Mj ivbvi ey‡Ki
wfZi| G evwo‡Z hw` _v‡K Awbj Zvn‡j GB N‡i Av‡Q|
hw` ZvB nq Zvn‡j ej‡Z n‡e Lye Kg mg‡qi g‡a¨B I‡K
Lyu‡R †ei Ki‡Z †c‡i‡Q †m| wKšÍz...wK Ae¯’vq †`L‡e †m
Awbj‡K? RxweZ, bv...
eëz Ly‡j †Vjv w`j ivbv `iRvq|
†QvU GKUv Ni| `y‡Uv g‡`i †evZ‡ji gv_vq emv‡bv
†gvgevwZ R¡j‡Q| GKUv K¨v¤úLv‡U ï‡q Av‡Q GKRb, GKUv
dzjc¨v›U Qvov ci‡b Avi wKQyB †bB| e¨v‡ÛR †`Lv hv‡”Q euv
Kuv‡a| gyLUv †`Lv hv‡”Q bv AÜKv‡i| †fŠwZK Qvqv †dj‡Q
†gvgevwZi K¤úgvb wkLv|
`ª“Zcv‡q GwM‡q †gvgevwZmy× GKUv †evZj Zz‡j wbj
ivbv nv‡Z| GKwe›`y boj bv kvwqZ †jvKUv|
†gvgevwZ nv‡Z GwM‡q †Mj ivbv weQvbvi cv‡k|
hw`I eûw`b †`Lv †bB, wPb‡Z GKUzI Kó n‡jv bv
ivbvi| mviv Mv‡j †LuvPv †LuvPv `vwo, wKšÍz †mB gyL, †mB
†PvL, bvKÑfzj †bB Zv‡Z| ï‡q Av‡Q Awbj P¨vUvRx©|
PvwiwÎK `„pZvi Qvc i‡q‡Q Ii †Pnvivq| cv‡kB †Uwe‡ji

126 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
Ici GKUv cv‡Î wKQy i³ gvLv Zz‡jv, e¨v‡ÛR, Avi GKUv
c‡q›U _ªx GBU K¨vwjev‡ii ey‡jU|
wbtmvo c‡o Av‡Q Awbj| d¨vKv‡m i³k~b¨ †Pnviv|
†PvL eÜ| nVvr ivbvi g‡b n‡jv Awb‡ji g„Z‡`‡ni w`‡K
†P‡q i‡q‡Q †m| cigyn‚‡Z© mvgvb¨ GKUz DuPy n‡jv eyK, bv‡Ki
Kv‡Q `y‡Uv AvOyj wb‡q wM‡q cix¶v Kij ivbv g„`y k¦vmcÖk
¦vm|
cvj&m weU †`Lvi R‡b¨ Ii evg nvZUv Zz‡j wb‡qB Pg‡K
DVj ivbv| A‡bK¸‡jv L‡qix †cvov `vM| wmMv‡iU †V‡m
a‡i wbh©vZb Kiv n‡q‡Q I‡K| Ggb wKQy Z_¨ Av‡Q Awb‡ji
Kv‡Q †hUv msMÖn Kiv kΓc‡¶i GKvšÍB `iKvi| wbh©vZ‡bi
gy‡L wK bwZ ¯^xKvi K‡i‡Q Awbj?
Awb‡ji ey‡Ki Ici nvZ ivLj ivbv| bvov w`j
g„`yfv‡e|
ÔAwbj| ïb‡Z cv”Q?Õ
GKUzI boj bv Awbj| †evSv †Mj bv ivbvi K_v ïb‡Z
cv‡”Q wKbv| ey‡Ki mvgvb¨ IVvbvgv †`‡LB eyS‡Z n‡”Q †h
†eu‡P Av‡Q GLbI|
N‡i XzKj I¯Ív`|
Ô†c‡j I‡K?Õ
Ônu¨v| Rywji gZB Ii IciI wbh©vZb Pvjv‡bv n‡q‡Q|Õ
Ôg‡i †M‡Q?Õ GwM‡q Gj I¯Ív`, Awb‡ji Ae¯’v †`‡L
D‡ëv wkm w`j †VuvU †Mvj K‡i| PU K‡i cvjm& weU †`‡L
wbj GKevi|
Ôg‡iwb, wKšÍz Ava-giv| GLvb †_‡K †ei Kwi wK K‡i
I‡K?Õ Gw`K Iw`K PvBj ivbv| Ô†h K‡i †nvK Mb‡Wvjv
ch©šÍ e‡q wb‡q †h‡Z n‡e I‡K|Õ
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 127
evwZ¯Ív G‡m XzKj N‡i| j¤^v cv †d‡j G‡m `uvovj Lv‡Ui
cv‡k| ejj, ÔAvwg Avi I¯Ív` wg‡j I‡K a‡i...Õ
Ô†Zvgv‡K jvM‡e bv| Avwg GKvB cvie| †ZvkK w`‡q
gy‡o wb‡j †mvRvB _vK‡e| Avwg wbw”Q, †Zvgiv `yRb MvW©
`vI Avgv‡K mvg‡b wcQ‡b| Ae¯’v †ewk fvj g‡b n‡”Q bv|Õ
cÖkoe‡evaK `„wó‡Z PvBj ivbv I¯Ív‡`i gy‡Li w`‡K| DËi
w`j evwZ¯Ív|
ÔAviI GKRb wQj G evwo‡Z| cvwj‡q †M‡Q| wb‡Pi
GKUv N‡ii Icv‡ki `iRv wfov‡bv wQj, av°v w`‡ZB Ly‡j
†Mj|Õ
†ZvkK w`‡q gy‡o †Kv‡j Zz‡j wbj I¯Ív` Awb‡ji AÁvb
†`n| `ª“Z cv‡q †b‡g Gj Iiv wb‡P|
wmuwoi wb‡P k³ K‡i †eu‡a †d‡j ivLv QÕR‡bi KviI ûuk
†bB| GKbRi †`‡L wb‡q mvg‡bi `iRvi eëz Ly‡j †djj
ivbv| mveav‡b gyLUv †ei Kij evB‡i|
Ggwb mg‡q Zx¶è k‡ã †Uwj‡dvb †e‡R DVj evwoi wfZi
†Kv_vI| GKmv‡_ Pg‡K DVj Iiv wZbRb| `iRv w`‡q gyL
†ei K‡i iv¯Ívi Gcvk †_‡K Icvk ch©šÍ †`Lj ivbv
Zx¶è`„wó‡Z| RbcÖvYxi wPý †bB iv¯Ívq| GKwU gvÎ evwZ
R¡j‡Q Kv‡di mvBb †ev‡W©i gv_vq|
†ewi‡q Gj ivbv evB‡i| wcQy wcQy I¯Ív`| `iRvUv †U‡b
wfwo‡q w`‡q evwZ¯Ív Gj me©‡k‡l|
`ª“Zcv‡q Xz‡K coj Iiv AÜKvi Mwj‡Z| †gvo †bqvi
Av‡M nVvr †_‡g `uvovj ivbv| Zx¶è`„wó‡Z PvBj wcQ‡bi
cÖ‡Z¨KUv †d‡j Avmv Mwjgy‡Li w`‡K|
momo K‡i Mv‡qi †ivg Lvov n‡q †Mj ivbvi| cÖ‡Z¨KUv
Mwjgy‡L G‡m `uvwo‡q‡Q PviRb K‡i †jvK| mevi `„wó I‡`i

128 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
w`‡K †div‡bv| wek cuwPkRb †jvK GKmv‡_ G‡Mv‡”Q
GBw`‡K|
Ôcv Pvjvb, I¯Ív`,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔAvgv‡`i †VKvevi †Póv
Kiv n‡e GLb| mvg‡bi w`‡K KÕRb Av‡Q Avj−vB gvjyg|Õ
ÔKZ Avi _vK‡e, eo‡Rvi wek cuwPk Rb AviI? G‡`i
wcwU‡q †ewi‡q †h‡Z cvi‡e bv? †Kvb& Bqv‡i cvm K‡iQ?Õ
GMv‡iv
AÜKvi ivwÎi wb¯ÍäZv wP‡i Zx¶è my‡i †e‡R DVj GKUv
ûBm&j&|
cÖvq †`Š‡o GwM‡q Pjj Iiv|
†gvUv gvbyl, Zvi Ici Awb‡ji †evSv, nuvmduvm Ki‡Q
I¯Ív`| wKšÍz ZviB g‡a¨ ewÎk cvwU `uvZ †ewi‡q †M‡Q Zvi|
ejj, Ô†ek R‡g‡Q, bv?Õ
ÔAvcwb †mvRv wb‡q I‡K Mb‡Wvjvq Zzjyb,Õ ejj ivbv|
ÔAvgiv †`LwQ Gw`KUv|Õ
wKQyUv wcwQ‡q c‡owQj evwZ¯Ív, †_‡g `uvovj ivbv|
ÔIcv‡ki Mwj w`‡q AviI †jvK Avm‡Q, wmbi|Õ
ivbvI ï‡b‡Q cv‡qi kã| mgvšÍivj Mwj w`‡q I‡`i
m‡½ m‡½B P‡j‡Q K‡qKRb| †cQ‡b †jvK¸‡jvI GwM‡q
Avm‡Q `ª“Z|
ÔI¯Ív`‡K †VKvevi †Póv Ki‡e IB †jvK¸‡jv| P‡jv
Avgiv GwM‡q _vwK|Õ
†Rv‡i †`Šovj `yRb| I¯Ív‡`i mvg‡b †cQ‡b MvW© w`‡q
wb‡q Pjj Iiv| `yR‡bi nv‡ZB †ewi‡q G‡m‡Q `yLvbv
Zx¶èavi w÷‡j‡Uv|
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 129
ÔwcQ‡bi Iiv wKšÍz Avgv‡`i Ifvi‡UK Kievi †Póv Ki‡Q
bv, wmbi,Õ ejj evwZ¯Ív|
ÔRvwb,Õ ejj ivbv †`Šov‡Z †`Šov‡Z| ÔAvgiv hv‡Z wcQy
nU‡Z bv cvwi, ZviB R‡b¨ GB e¨e¯’v|Õ
Mwjgy‡L †cuŠ‡QB _g‡K `uvovj ivbv| `ynvZ Zz‡j †cQ‡bi
`yRb‡K _vgevi Bw½Z Kij| wÎk MR `~‡i Mb‡Wvjvi Kv‡Q
GKUv Mv‡Qi Qvqvq `uvwo‡q Av‡Q wZb-PviRb| A‡c¶v Ki‡Q
I‡`i R‡b¨|
Ô`uvovb, I¯Ív`!Õ wdmwdm K‡i ejj ivbv| ÔGLb Rjw`
KvR mvi‡Z n‡e| Avi mevB G‡m coevi Av‡MB| Avwg Avi
evwZ¯Ív PvR© KiwQ, Avcwb Avgv‡`i wcQy wcQy Qy‡U wM‡q D‡V
co–b Mb‡Wvjvq| Avgv‡`i R‡b¨ A‡c¶v Ki‡eb bv| D‡VB
†Q‡o †`‡eb †bŠKv| I‡K wb‡q †mvRv P‡j hvb Avcbvi
evmvq|Õ
†duvm †duvm nuvcv‡Z nuvcv‡Z gv_v †b‡o m¤§wZ Rvbvj
I¯Ív`| QywiUv ¸u‡R ivLj ivbv Lv‡c|
KbyB w`‡q Av‡¯Í GKUv ¸u‡Zv w`j ivbv evwZ¯Ívi †c‡U,
Zvici we`y¨r‡e‡M QyUj mvg‡bi w`‡K, wVK †hb wc¯Íj †_‡K
†Quvov GKUv ¸wj| cigyn‚‡Z©B QyUj evwZ¯Ív|
Iiv gvSc‡_ †cuŠQ‡ZB I‡`i †`L‡Z †cj A‡c¶gvY
PviRb| GKUz nKPwK‡q †Mj GB AZwK©Z Avμg‡Yi
mvg‡b| mevB m‡i hvIqvi †Póv Ki‡Q cÖg av°vi mvg‡b
†_‡K| cÖ‡Z¨‡K PvB‡Q cÖg †PvU Avi KviI Ici w`‡q
hvK|
wKšÍz mvg‡j wb‡ZI †`wi n‡jv bv I‡`i| Qywi †ewi‡q
G‡m‡Q `yR‡bi nv‡Z| wSK K‡i DVj AveQv Av‡jvq| wVK
mgqgZ euv w`‡K KvZ n‡q †Mj ivbv| wbPy n‡qB Lc K‡i

130 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
aij cÖg †jvKUvi cv, nu¨vPKv Uvb w`‡q k~‡b¨ Zz‡j †djj
cv-Uv| †Rv‡i GKUv av°v w`‡ZB Avi GKRb‡K wb‡q coj
†m wPr n‡q gvwU‡Z|
Gw`‡K evwZ¯Ív Suvwc‡q c‡o‡Q wØZxq Qywiavixi Ici|
GZ cÖej †e‡M G‡m coj †h Qywi gvivi Avi mgq †cj bv
†jvKUv, av°v †L‡q ûogyo K‡i c‡o †Mj fvimvg¨ nvwi‡q|
Zvi Ici coj evwZ¯Ív| eb¨RšÍzi gZ û‡UvcywU Lv‡”Q Iiv
gvwU‡Z, Pvi nvZ cv‡q †g‡i P‡j‡Q G‡K Aci‡K, †h †hLv‡b
cv‡i|
A‡bK¸‡jv cv‡qi kã ïb‡Z †cj ivbv| `ª“Z GwM‡q
Avm‡Q GBw`‡K|
evwZ¯Ívi wc‡V Qywi emv‡Z hvw”Qj GKRb, jvd w`j
ivbv| GK jvw_‡Z wQU‡K `~‡i P‡j †Mj Qywi, wKšÍz †jvKUv
Rve‡o aij ivbvi †Kvgi, †V‡j †cQ‡b wb‡q Gj K‡qK cv,
Mv‡Qi wkK‡o cv †e‡a c‡o †Mj ivbv, †jvKUv coj Ii
ey‡Ki Ici|
cÖPÊ kw³ †jvKUvi Mv‡q| Kviv‡Z, Ry‡Wv, mvfv‡Z,
RyRyrmy, Av‡Z Iqvhv, BqvIqviv, AvBwK‡WvÑhZ hv Av‡Q me
Ávb cÖ‡qvM K‡i eû K‡ó GKUz Kvey K‡i Avbj ivbv
†jvKUv‡K, D‡V emj Ii ey‡Ki Ici| wVK Ggwb mg‡q Avi
GKRb †cQb †_‡K †P‡c aij ivbvi Mjv| nuvUzUv †V‡m a‡i
Av‡Q †m ivbvi wki`uvovi Ici| my‡hvM ey‡S wb‡Pi †jvKUv
QywU‡q wbj GKUv nvZ, Ges auvB K‡i cÖPÊ GK Nywm gvij
ivbvi bv‡Ki Ici| †euv K‡i DVj ivbvi gv_v| aycavc
cv‡qi kã ïb‡Z cvw”Qj †m, A‡bK †jvK GwM‡q Avmvi,
A¯úó n‡q †Mj kãUv|
Mjv †_‡K nvZ Qvovevi †Póv Kij ivbv, †cQb w`‡K
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 131
KbyB Pvjvevi †Póv Kij, wKšÍz jvf n‡jv bv wKQyB| μ‡g
AviI †P‡c e‡m hv‡”Q AvOyj¸‡jv Mjvi gvs‡m| †PvL `y‡Uv
wVK‡i †ewi‡q Avm‡Z PvB‡Q ivbvi, †fuv-†fuv Ki‡Q Kvb,
gv_vi g‡a¨ nvZzwo wcU‡Q cvjm-weU| Av‡iKUv Nywm coj
Ii †Pvqv‡ji Ici| cÖvYcY kw³‡Z Ici w`‡K †Vjv w`j
ivbv, KvZ n‡q coj euv cv‡k| wc‡Vi Ici †P‡c emv
†jvKUvI coj Ii m‡½| c‡oB GK Movb w`j ivbv, Scvr
K‡i cvwb‡Z coj `yRb GKm‡½| †ek Mfxi cvwb|
cvwb‡Z c‡oB ivbvi Mjv †_‡K nvZ Qy‡U †Mj †jvKUvi|
Ic‡i †f‡m DVj ivbv| Ii KvQvKvwQB †f‡m DVj †jvKUv,
gyL w`‡q AbM©j †e‡iv‡”Q BUvwjqvb Mvwj|
VvÊv cvwbi ms¯ú‡k© G‡mB †evakw³ wd‡i G‡m‡Q ivbvi|
eo K‡i GKUv `g wb‡qB Wze w`j †m| Lc K‡i †jvKUvi
†KvU a‡i †U‡b bvwg‡q Avbj wb‡P| `yB cv w`‡q †Kvgi
Rwo‡q a‡i‡Q †m †jvKUvi, Amnvq fv‡e aiv c‡o‡Q †jvKUv
ivbvi †nW-j‡K| ax‡i ax‡i ivbvi `yB nvZ P‡j Gj †jvKUvi
KÉbvjxi Dci| Avawgwb‡Ui g‡a¨ †MvUv K‡qK SuvKzwb †Lj
†jvKUvi me©kixi, Zvici Ávb nvwi‡q w¯’i n‡q †Mj|
†jvKUvi cvQvq †Rv‡i GK jvw_ †g‡i I‡K Zx‡ii w`‡K
cvwV‡q w`‡q fzk K‡i †f‡m DVj ivbv cvwbi Ici|
ÔAvcwb bvwK, wmbi gvmy` ivbv?Õ evwZ¯Ívi DwØMoe Kɯ^i|
Ônu¨v|Õ gv_v SuvwK‡q †Pv‡Li Ici †_‡K Pyj mivj ivbv|
†eª÷‡÷ªvK w`‡q P‡j Gj evwZ¯Ívi cv‡k|
ÔwVK mgq gZB cvwb‡Z c‡owQ‡jb,Õ ejj evwZ¯Ív|
ÔAviI c‡b‡iv wekRb †cuŠ‡Q wM‡qwQj cÖvq| Avcbv‡K
cvwb‡Z co‡Z †`‡L AvwgI †mvRv WvBf w`‡qwQ Lv‡j|Õ
ÔIiv †Kv_vq?Õ Gw`K Iw`K †P‡q Mb‡WvjvUv LyuRj ivbv|

132 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
ÔLv‡ji `yB cv‡i| A‡c¶v Ki‡Q Avgv‡`i R‡b¨|Õ
ÔAvi I¯Ív`?Õ
Ôwbivc‡` P‡j †M‡Q Mb‡Wvjv wb‡q| Mb‡Wvjvq wQj
I‡`i GKRb| I‡K gv_vi Ici Zz‡j Qyu‡o cv‡i †d‡j †Q‡o
w`‡q‡Q †bŠKv| I-B †Zv Avcbvi Mjv wU‡c a‡iwQj|Õ
ÔAvwgI Ii Mjv wU‡c w`‡qwQ cvwbi wb‡P| wVK Av‡Q,
G‡MvI Gevi| kã K‡iv bv| Lye m¤¢e †`L‡Z cv‡e bv Iiv
Avgv‡`i|Õ
G‡Mvj Iiv, wKšÍz wKQy`~i GwM‡qB fzj fvOj ivbvi|
cwi®‹vi cv‡qi kã †kvbv hv‡”Q| I‡`i AMÖMwZi mv‡_ Zvj
wgwj‡q GwM‡q P‡j‡Q Lv‡ji `ycv‡i `y‡Uv `j| Lv‡ji
AÜKviZg RvqMvq †_‡g `uvovj Iiv wKQy¶Y, †_‡g †Mj
cv‡qi kã|
†ek wKQyUv `~‡i A¯úó GKUv Qcvr kã ï‡b cÖgv` ¸Yj
ivbv|
ÔevwZ¯Ív| GKUv Mb‡Wvjv Avm‡Q GBw`‡K| KvQvKvwQ
G‡jB Wze †`‡e| hw` gv_vi Ici Qcvr AvIqvR cvI, eyS‡e
Avgv‡`i ai‡Z G‡m‡Q IUv| wKsev gvi‡Z G‡m‡Q| mveavb!Õ
ÔI¯Ív`I n‡Z cv‡i, wmbi| nq‡Zv...Õ
K_vUv †kl Kievi Av‡MB eo GKUv Kv‡jv Mb‡Wvjvi
Qvqv †`Lv †Mj| evwZ †bB| AZ¨šÍ `ª“ZMwZ‡Z cÖvq I‡`i
Nv‡o G‡m coevi Dcμg Kij Mb‡WvjvUv|
ÔWze `vI|Õ cÖvq ag‡Ki my‡i ejj ivbv|
Wze w`j ivbv| K‡qK gyn‚Z© Av‡M †hLvbUvq Ii gv_v
wQj, wVK †mB RvqMvUvq Povr K‡i †Rv‡i GKUv AvIqvR
n‡jv| g‡b g‡b nvmj ivbv| wVK RvqMv‡ZB †g‡i‡Q
Mb‡Wvwjqvi, ïay mg‡qi GKUz Gw`K Avi Iw`K|
we‡`kx ¸ßPiÐ1 133
PU K‡i †f‡m DVj ivbv| KvQvKvwQB †f‡m DVj
evwZ¯Ív| GKB m‡½ †PvL †Mj `yR‡bi Mb‡Wvjvi w`‡K|
GKUz GwM‡qB †_‡g `uvwo‡q‡Q Mb‡Wvjv| AveQv fv‡e
†`Lv hv‡”Q PvjK‡K| w¶ß fw½‡Z †Nviv‡”Q †bŠKvUv|
ÔMb‡WvjvUv `Lj K‡i †bqv hvK, wK e‡jv?Õ Pvcv K‡É
ejj ivbv| Ô`yRb `ycv‡k| Ii ˆeVv †_‡K mveavb|Õ
ÔAvwg Ii g‡bv‡hvM AvKl©Y Kie, wmbi| Avcwb Ii cv
a‡i gvi‡eb wLu‡P Uvb|Õ
ÔwVK Av‡Q| GB †h Avm‡Q| Wze `vI|Õ
Wze w`‡q m‡i †Mj `yRb `ycv‡k|
cvwb †_‡K eyK ch©šÍ DuPy K‡i †djj evwZ¯Ív, nvZ †b‡o
Bkviv Kij Mb‡Wvwjqvi‡K|
`yB nv‡Z ˆeVvUv gv_vi Ici Zzjj gvwS| mvg‡b GwM‡q
Gj ivbv, PU K‡i MjyB a‡i D‡V coj Dc‡i, _vev Pvjvj
cv‡qi Kwâ j¶¨ K‡i| Mb‡Wvwjqv‡ii dzjc¨v›U evaj nv‡Z|
†mUv Lvg‡P a‡i Avevi jvd w`j ivbv †cQb w`‡K|
GKLvbv Kj‡R Kuvcv‡bv AvZ©bv` w`‡q Scvr K‡i cvwb‡Z
coj †jvKUv ˆeVv †Q‡o|
ZZ¶‡Y `ª“Z GwM‡q G‡m‡Q evwZ¯Ív| `gv`g `y‡Uv wKj
ewm‡q w`j Mb‡Wvwjqv‡ii bvK eivei| Avi Uzu kã bv K‡i
GKivk fzofzwo †Q‡o Zwj‡q †Mj †jvKUv| muvZ‡i wM‡q
fvmgvb ˆeVvUv wb‡q Gj ivbv|
gvwSwenxb Mb‡Wvjv ax‡i ax‡i P‡j‡Q cv‡ii w`‡K|
ˆeVvUv cvUvZ‡bi Ici Qyu‡o w`‡q MjyB †e‡q D‡V coj
ivbv| evwZ¯ÍvI D‡V Gj| `k †m‡K‡Û †mvRv n‡q †Mj
Mb‡Wvjv cvKv gvwS †c‡q| AÜKvi †f` K‡i QyUj Iiv
mvg‡bi w`‡K| cuvP wgwbU ci †_‡g †Mj cv‡qi kã|
134 gvmy` ivbvÐ33
†QvU Lvj †Q‡o eo Lv‡j c‡o‡Q Iiv| Avi AbymiY
Kievi Dcvq †bB|
Zxi‡e‡M Qy‡U P‡j‡Q Mb‡Wvjv|



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