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cvwi, †KvwU †KvwU Wjvi LiP K‡i nvRvi nvRvi G‡RÈ †cvlv

n‡”Q, Avi Avcwb ej‡Qb GB Kv‡Ri Dchy³ †jvK cvIqv

hv‡e bv?Õ

Ôwm.AvB.G.ЇZ †hvM¨ †jv‡Ki Afve Av‡Q Zv Avwg

ewjwb, m¨vi| KvRUv Ki‡Z cvi‡e Ggb †jvK †ek

 

10 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

K‡qKRbB Av‡Q| wKš‘ Zv‡`i‡K wek¦vm K‡i KvRUv Avgiv

w`‡Z cvwi bv| GB R‡b¨ †h, KvRUv wK Rvbvi ci I‡`i

†ewkifv‡MiB nq gv_v Lvivc n‡q hv‡e, bq‡Zv f‡q Mv XvKv

†`‡eÑhw` Le‡ii KvM‡R †ebvgvÐwPwV cvwV‡q me duvm K‡i

†`q Zv‡ZI Avwg Avðh© ne bv| Dchy³ †jvK †bB A‡_©

Avwg ej‡Z †P‡qwQ me w`K †_‡K †hvM¨ †jvK †bB| †KD

†KD LyeB fvj, wKš‘ cy‡ivcywi wek¦¯Í bq| KviI g‡a¨ i‡q‡Q

AvbyM‡Z¨i Afve| †KD Avevi AwZ PvjvK, †Nvov wWwO‡q

Nvm †L‡Z PvB‡e| GB Kv‡Ri ¸i“`vwqZ¡ gv_vq †bqv PvwÆLvwb

K_v bq...Õ

ÔZvn‡j?Õ

wiPvW©mb Pyc K‡i _vKj|

iv‡M cªvq AÜ n‡q †Mj K‡b©j| ÔAvcwb Am¤ú~Y© GKUv

wi‡cvU© ˆZwi K‡i G‡b‡Qb?Õ nvZ `y‡Uv k³ gy‡Vv n‡q †Mj

Zvi| ÔAvcbv‡K Avwg e‡jwQjvg...Õ

mgq ey‡S gyL Lyjj wiPvW©mb, Ôme w`K †_‡K Dchy³

†jvK GKRbB Av‡Q, m¨vi| wKš‘...Õ

Ô‡K †m?Õ gvigy‡Lv n‡q Rvb‡Z PvBj K‡b©j|

Ôwm.AvB.GÐi †KD bq,Õ ejj wiPvW©mb| ÔGgb wK

Av‡gwiKvbI bq| Avcwb Zv‡K †P‡bb|Õ

Avevi M‡R© DV‡Z wM‡q _g‡K †Mj K‡b©j| ¯§iY Kivi

†Póv Kij †m| Zx¶è `„wó‡Z wiPvW©m‡bi gy‡Li cªwZwU fuvR

j¶ Ki‡Q| Ôbvg wK?Õ

Ôgvmy` ivbv|Õ

ZvB †ZvÑnu¨v, Aek¨B| gvmy` ivbv| Aj−yZ GKUv

D‡ËRbv †eva Kij K‡b©j, cªvq cyj‡Ki gZ GKUv Abyf~wZ

Qwo‡q coj mviv kix‡i| wPwšÍZfv‡e b`xi w`‡K ZvKvj †m,

AcniYÐ1 11

PU K‡i GKevi wiPvW©m‡bi wbwj©ß †PnvivUv †`‡L wbj|

e¨vUv‡”Q‡j MYK bvwK? gvmy` ivbvi K_v Zvi †c‡U wQj, wKš‘

†ei“j Ii gyL w`‡q| K‡b©‡ji g‡b coj, KvRUv wK Zv bv

ej‡jI, Zvi mvnvh¨ `iKvi n‡e GÐK_v wKQyw`b Av‡M

ivbv‡K Rvwb‡q‡Q †m|

Ab¨gb¯‹ n‡q coj K‡b©j| †MvUv `ywbqvi GmwcIbvR

RM‡Zi Qwe †f‡m DVj Zvi †Pv‡Li mvg‡b| hLbB †`Lv hvq

†Kvb Kv‡Ri R‡b¨ gvÎ GKRb Dchy³ †jvK Av‡Q, †mB

†jvKUv †Kb me mgq gvmy` ivbv n‡Z eva¨? Gi KviY

A‡b‡K A‡bKfv‡e e¨vL¨v K‡i| †KD e‡j ivbv mycvig¨vb,

†KD e‡j ivbv A‡Rq, Avevi A‡b‡K bv †R‡bB e‡j ivbv

KLbI e¨_© nq bv| GÐme †KvbUvB wek¦vm K‡i bv K‡b©j|

ïay mvd‡j¨i Lei bq, ivbvi e¨_©Zvi LeiI Rvbv Av‡Q

Zvi| Zey gy³ K‡É ¯^xKvi Ki‡Z n‡e GmwcIbvR RM‡Z

gvmy` ivbv mwZ¨B GKRb wbf©i‡hvM¨ G‡RÈ| K‡b©‡ji

wek¦vm, ïay GKwUgvÎ AwZwi³ ¸Y _vKvq Avi me G‡Rȇ`i

†P‡q A‡bK Avjv`v i‡q‡Q ivbv| GK‡kv G‡RȇK hw`

†W‡K ejv nq, bq †KvwU wÎk j¶ gvBj †cwi‡q m~h© †_‡K

bgybv msMªn K‡i Avb‡Z n‡e, †n‡mB Lyb n‡e wbivbeŸyB Rb|

ïay GKRb, nvwmi AvIqvR _vgvi A‡c¶vq e‡m _vK‡e,

Zvici wR‡Ám Ki‡e, GÐe¨vcv‡i m¤¢ve¨ wK wK mvnvh¨ Kiv

n‡e Zv‡K| A_©vr GB GKRb †Kvb KvR‡KB Am¤¢e e‡j

g‡b K‡i bv| KvRUv hZ KwVbB †nvK, m¤¢ve¨Zv hvPvB K‡i

†`L‡Z Pvq| Ges, Avðh©, m¤¢vebv †hLv‡b k~b¨, †mLv‡bI

nvj †Q‡o †`q bvÑRv‡b †Póv KivUvB cvMjvwg, Zey †Póv K‡i

†`L‡Z Pvq| G †mB, gvmy` ivbvÑk‡q ev nvRv‡i bq,

j¶Ð†KvwU‡Z GKRb|

 

12 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

ivbv m¤ú‡K© cªvq meB Rvbv Av‡Q K‡b©‡ji| Zey

wiPvW©m‡bi aviYv wK Rvb‡Z cvi‡j fvj nq| Ônu¨v, ivbv‡K

Avwg wPwb| wKš‘ GB Kv‡Ri R‡b¨ Avwg Zv‡K wek¦vm Ki‡Z

cvwi bv| GZ _vK‡Z ïay ivbv‡KB Avcwb Dchy³ fve‡jb,

KviYUv wK?Õ

†K‡k Mjv cwi®‹vi Kij wiPvW©mb| ÔIi †Kvb fq †bB,Õ

GK K_vq Reve w`j †m|

Ôgv‡b?Õ

ÔmwZ¨ K_v ej‡Z wK, m¨vi, Avcbvi GB KvR †KD wb‡Z

PvB‡e bvÑf‡q| wKš‘ gvmy` ivbvi g‡a¨ IB wRwbmUv cªvq †bB

e‡jB Avwg Rvwb|Õ

ÔAvcwb ej‡Qb KvRUv ivbv K‡i †`‡e?Õ

gv_v bvoj wiPvW©mb| ÔKi‡Z cvi‡e, GUzKz Rvwb| K‡i

†`‡e wKbv †mUv m¤ú~Y© Avjv`v cªm½| Avcwb e¨w³MZfv‡e

Zv‡K Aby‡iva K‡i †`L‡Z cv‡ib| Z‡e I‡K ivwR Kivevi

Av‡M Ii em‡K hw` ivwR Kiv‡Z cv‡ib, me‡P‡q fvj nq|Õ

Ôe¨m? fq †bB GUvB Ii GKgvÎ †hvM¨Zv?Õ

gv_v bvoj wiPvW©mb| Ô‡miv G‡Rȇ`i †hÐme ¸Y _vKv

`iKvi Zvi me¸‡jvB Av‡Q ivbvi g‡a¨|Õ Gici wZb wgwbU

ivbvi ¸‡Yi msw¶ß wdwiw¯Í w`j †m| me‡k‡l ejj, ÔIi

GKUv Bb‡fw÷‡MwUs dvg© Av‡Q, Kv‡RB Avgiv Ii g‡°j

n‡Z cvwi| Aek¨ Am¤¢e wd PvB‡e I|Õ

ÔUvKv †Kvb mgm¨v bq,Õ weoweo K‡i ejj K‡b©j|

ÔZvn‡j ivbvB Avgv‡`i D×viÐKZ©v,Õ ejj wiPvW©mb|

ÔI Av‡gwiKvb bq, Zv‡Z wK mywe‡a n‡e?Õ

ÔAek¨B| hw` †bq, KvRUv‡K †mÖd GKUv †Km wn‡m‡e

†b‡e I,Õ ejj wiPvW©mb| ÔB‡gvkb¨vwj BbfjfW n‡e bv|Õ

AcniYÐ1 13

Ôfq †bB, hLb hv Lywk mvR‡Z cv‡i, Mv‡qe n‡q hvIqvi

e¨vcv‡i Rywo †bB, A‡bK¸‡jv fvlv Rv‡b, eyw×gvbÑAvcbvi

fvlvq GB n‡jv ivbv| I wK...?Õ

Ô`ytwLZ, m¨vi,Õ ZvovZvwo ejj wiPvW©mb, ÔIi AviI

GKUv ¸Y Av‡Q|Õ

ÔB‡qm?Õ

ÔP¨v‡j‡Äi gy‡LvgywL n‡Z fvjev‡m ivbv, ej‡Z cv‡ib

GUv Zvi GKUv †bkvi gZ|Õ

Ôm‡›`n †bB, Avcwb †jvKUvi Ici cªPyi wimvP© K‡i‡Qb|Õ

ÔR¡x, m¨vi|Õ

ÔZvn‡j ejyb, ivbv‡K wb‡q Amywe‡a wK?Õ

M¤¢xi n‡jv wiPvW©mb| ÔbxwZi cª‡koe Av‡cvl Ki‡Z Rv‡b

bv †jvKUv| eo †ewk ¯^vaxb‡PZv| hw` †Ui cvq Zv‡K w`‡q

†Kvb Ab¨vq KvR Kwi‡q †bqv n‡q‡Q, cªwZ‡kva wb‡Z Qvo‡e

bv|Õ

ÔAvcwb Avgv‡K fq cvB‡q w`‡”Qb,Õ ejj K‡b©j| ivbv

Ggb GKUv PwiÎ, hvi m¤ú‡K© †Kvb fwel¨ØvYx Kiv m¤¢e

bq| A_P GB Kv‡Ri R‡b¨ †mÐB GKgvÎ Dchy³ †jvK|

ÔKvRUv hv‡K w`‡qB KivB, Zv‡K me K_v ejv m¤¢e bq|

AÜKv‡i †_‡K KvR Ki‡Z ivbv wK ivwR n‡e?Õ

Ôbv|Õ

Ôme K_v ej‡Z n‡e I‡K?Õ

Ôme K_v, m¨vi|Õ

a¨vbgMoe n‡q coj K‡b©j DBwjqvg Aemb| wm×v‡šÍ

Avmvi †Póv Ki‡Q| †mÐI Rv‡b, ivbv cvi‡e| wKš‘ I hw`

wbwl× GjvKvq bvK Mjv‡Z †Póv K‡i? fvej, wPšÍv wK, ZviI

†Zv Ilya Av‡Q| ÔRv‡bb †m GLb †Kv_vq?Õ

 

14 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

ÔR¡x, m¨vi| eÖv‡mj‡m|Õ wiPvW©m‡bi ü`¯ú›`b GKUz `ª“Z

n‡jv| Kv‡jv †j`vi e¨vMUv Lyjj †m| ÔGB wbb, m¨vi,Õ ejj

†m| Ôivbvi m¤ú~Y© †Wvwk‡q|Õ

Aemb wKQy ejj bv| wiPvW©m‡bi nv‡Z aiv WKz‡g‡Èi

w`‡K †k¨b `„wó‡Z ZvwK‡q _vKj| e¨vcviUv wiPvW©mb j¶

Kij bv|

ÔAvcbvi Rb¨ AviI GKUv wRwbm wb‡q G‡mwQ, m¨vi,Õ

ejj †m, Avevi e¨v‡Mi †fZi nvZ f‡i w`j| Ô‡h c−¨vbUv

wb‡q Av‡jvPbv KiwQ, Zvi wek` iƒc‡iLv ˆZwi K‡iwQ Avwg|

m¤¢ve¨ K‡qKUv RvqMvi bvg †`qv Av‡Q, †hÐme RvqMvq m~Î

†i‡L Avm‡Z cvie Avgiv| K¬vB‡g‡·i aib Avi †`vl

Pvcvevi Kvq`v wK iKg n‡e ZvI Avwg e¨vL¨v K‡iwQ|Õ

LvwbK BZ¯ÍZ Kij wiPvW©mb, Zvici Avevi ejj, ÔAvcwb

Avgv‡K me K_v Ly‡j e‡jbwb| k~b¨ ¯’vb¸‡jv wb‡R‡KB

Avgvi c~iY K‡i wb‡Z n‡q‡QÑej‡Z cv‡ib, AwfÁZvi

Av‡jv‡K Av›`vR K‡i wb‡qwQ| Z‡e Avcwb hw` c‡ob GUv,

Avgvi aviYv, m¨vi, cªPyi gvjgkjv †`L‡Z cv‡eb|Õ

Gevi Avi nZvkv †Mvcb ivLvi †Póv Kij bv K‡b©j|

¯Íw¤¢Z †Pnvivq bMoe †μva dz‡U DVj| ÔAvnv¤§‡Ki gZ me

Avcwb KvM‡R wj‡L †d‡j‡Qb!Õ

Mvwj †L‡qI nvmj wiPvW©mb| Ô‡Kvb fq †bB, m¨vi|

iv‡Zi †ejv KvR K‡iwQ Avwg, †Kv_vI †KD wQj bv| mg¯Í

KvMR wQu‡o cywo‡q †d‡jwQÑmg¯Í| _vKvi g‡a¨ Av‡Q ïay GB

KvMR KUv|Õ

wiPvW©m‡bi nv‡Zi KvMR¸‡jvi w`‡K Zx¶è `„wó‡Z ZvKvj

K‡b©j| `ª“Z wPšÍv Ki‡Q †m| wQu‡o cywo‡q †djv KvM‡R wK

†jLv wQj †KD Zv Rvb‡Z cvi‡e bv| wKš‘ UvBcivBUv‡ii

AcniYÐ1 15

K¨vwi‡R A¶‡ii Qvc i‡q †M‡Q| Aek¨ ey‡ovi Awdm Avi

†kvevi N‡i fvj K‡i Zj−vwk Pvjvevi cªPyi mgq cvIqv

hv‡e| bv, Awd‡m ev evwo‡Z `yÕGKUv cªgvY hw` †_‡KI

_v‡K, †m¸‡jv gy‡Q †djv †Kvb mgm¨v bq| KvMR¸‡jvi

w`‡K †PvL †i‡LB wR‡Ám Kij †m, ÔAvi †Kvb Kwd?Õ

ÔgvÎ `y‡Uv| GKUv Avcbvi R‡b¨, Av‡iKUv Avgvi R‡b¨|

`y‡UvB i‡q‡Q GLv‡b|Õ

¯^w¯Íi nvwm dzUj K‡b©‡ji †Pnvivq| ÔPgrKvi, wiPvW©mb|

Avwg Lywk| w`b †`wL wK K‡i‡Qb Avcwb|Õ

wi‡cvU©Uv wb‡q co‡Z ïi“ Kij K‡b©j| b`xi Zxi †Nu‡l

G‡Mvj Iiv, Zvici GKUv Kv‡Vi †e‡Â emj| K‡b©‡ji

cv‡kB emj wiPvW©mb| gv‡S g‡a¨ Nvo wdwi‡q wcQ‡b, `y‡M©i

w`‡K ZvKvj †m| bv, †`Lv hvq bv| `yM©Uv b`xi DuPy cv‡o

m¤ú~Y© XvKv c‡o Av‡Q| b`xi euv‡Ki Kv‡Q iv¯Ívi Ici

Kv‡dUv †`Lv hvq, wKš‘ A‡bK `~‡i| b`xi Icv‡i Ni¸‡jv

XvKv c‡o‡Q MvQcvjvi Avov‡j| Mi‡gi w`b, AvKv‡k †gN

†bB, m`¨ IVv m~h© GLbI †Z‡Z I‡Vwb| c‡K‡U nvZ fij

wiPvW©mb, Zvici BZ¯ÍZ Ki‡Z jvMj| KZ©ve¨w³i mvg‡b wK

wmMv‡iU LvIqv DwPZ n‡e?

wmMv‡iU bq, †Mvjvc Kzuwo †Rvov †ei Kij †m| `uvZ

w`‡q GKUv cvcwo KvUj|

Avo‡Pv‡L e¨vcviUv j¶ Kij K‡b©j Aemb, wKš‘

g‡bv‡hvM covi w`‡K| †kl cvZvUv cov n‡Z gyL Zzjj †m,

wKš‘ wiPvW©m‡bi w`‡K bq|

b`x Qy‡U P‡j‡Q| †mÖvZ †Zgb †ewk bq, wKš‘ †XD Av‡Q|

Zx‡ii KvQvKvwQ cvwb †_‡K DuwK w`‡”Q AmsL¨ cv_i|

†XD¸‡jv †Z‡o G‡m †m¸‡jvi Ici mk‡ã fvO‡Q| mv`v

 

16 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

†dbvq dz‡j Av‡Q cvwbi Mv| b`xi w`‡K ZvwK‡q Av‡Q e‡U,

wKš‘ wiPvW©mb Avi wb‡Ri c−¨v‡bi K_v fve‡Q †m|

wiPvW©mb‡K †e‡Q wb‡q fzj K‡iwb †m| †jvKUv wek¦¯Í

Ges K‡Vvi cwikÖgx| me‡P‡q eo K_v, m‡›`n cªeY bq| me

A‡_©B, wb‡f©Rvj †KivbxÑhv Ki‡Z ejv nq Zv Ki‡Z cv‡i,

wKš‘ KÜbvkw³ LvUv‡Z Drmvnx bq| _vK‡j †Zv! GB

e¨vcviUvi mv‡_ Zvi m¤úK© Av‡Q, GiKg fvevi †Kvb KviY

†bB KviI| wKš‘ K‡b©j Zv‡K Lye †QvU K‡i †`‡LwQj,

†mR‡b¨B A‡bK †ewk Z_¨ †hvMvb w`‡qwQj †m| e¨vcviUv

ûgwK n‡q †`Lv w`‡Z cv‡i, KviY meUzKz bv n‡jI †MvUv

e¨vcviUvi A‡bKUvB Av›`vR K‡i wb‡q‡Q wiPvW©mbÑNUbv

NU‡Z ïi“ Ki‡j evwKUzKz, g~j inm¨, †R‡b †dj‡e †m| A_P

GB c−¨v‡bi K_v eo‡Rvi `yÕRb Rvb‡Z cv‡i, wZbR‡bi Rvbv

P‡j bv|

Z‡e, nu¨vÑc−¨vbUv PgrKvi|

K‡b©j wiPvW©m‡bi w`‡K ZvKvj| ÔGi g‡a¨ meB Av‡Q|Õ

Ôejjvg bv!Õ

ÔAvcwb wVK Rv‡bb, Avi †Kvb Kwc †bB? fzj K‡i wKQy

†d‡j iv‡Lbwb †W‡¯‹? wKsev I‡q÷‡ccvi ev‡¯‹‡U wKQy i‡q

hvqwb?Õ

Ôm¨vi, Avgv‡K †`‡L wK g‡b nq AvcbviÑM`©f? ewÎk

eQi KvR KiwQ, †Kvb& Kv‡Ri wK ¸i“Z¡ Avwg eywS bv?Õ

ÔZv wVK,Õ ejj K‡b©j| c‡KU †_‡K GKUv SY©v Kjg

†ei Kij †m| Ajmfw½‡Z K¨vc Lyjj| wiPvW©m‡bi w`‡K

ZvK Kij †mUv| m~‡h©i wKbviv †_‡K †MvËv w`‡q †b‡g Gj

GKUv †mvbvwj Wvbvi wPj, b`xi KvQvKvwQ †b‡g G‡m Wvbv

SvcUv‡Z ïi“ Kij| g‡b n‡jv MvQ¸‡jvi gMWv‡j em‡e|

AcniYÐ1 17

wKš‘ bv, Mv‡Qi gv_v Qvwo‡q D‡o †Mj †mUv, nvwi‡q †Mj

†Pv‡Li Avov‡j| GB †mvbvwj Wvbvi wPjUv‡KB †kl †`Lv

†`Lj wiPvW©mb| Zx¶è, msw¶ß GKUv wPrKvi †ewi‡q Gj

Zvi Mjv †_‡K, b`xi QjQj KjKj AvIqv‡R Pvcv c‡o

†Mj †mUv| SuvwK †L‡q nvZ `y‡Uv D‡V Gj gy‡L, wKš‘

ZZ¶‡Y A‡bK †`wi n‡q †M‡Q|

`ª“Z nv‡Z jv‡ki c‡KU¸‡jv mvP© Kij K‡b©j| b`xi

cv‡k †Svc MwR‡q‡Q, Zvi Avov‡j †U‡b wb‡q †Mj jvkUv|

AvR †Kvb GK mgq †KD hLb jvkUv †`L‡Z cv‡e, we‡li

mg¯Í wPý Mv‡qe n‡q hv‡e ZZ¶‡Y| mevB Rvb‡e, QywU

KvUv‡Z G‡m miKvwi †Kivbx f`ª‡jvK nvU© A¨vUv‡K gviv

†M‡Qb|

wiPvW©m‡bi wi‡cvU©Uv Kv‡jv †j`vi e¨v‡M f‡i wbj K‡b©j

DBwjqvg Aemb| Zvici †SvcÐSvo †cwi‡q b`xi wKbviv

†Nu‡l LvwbK`~i †nu‡U R½‡j Xz‡K coj| wcQ‡b c‡o _vKj

†m‡jv‡d‡bi †Lvjv †gvoKUv, Avi GK‡Rvov †Mvjvc Kzuwo|

`yB

Mªv›` †eZvb, G‡_‡Ýi †miv †nv‡Uj| mvaviYZ mgÖvU Avi

abKz‡eiivB cv‡qi ay‡jv †`b GLv‡b| hy‡×i †kl w`‡K GB

†nv‡U‡jiB KwiW‡i AvZZvqxi nvZ †_‡K †Kvb iK‡g †eu‡P

hvb DBb÷b PvwP©j|

 

18 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

Mªv›` †eZv‡bi GKUv evi, iu‡`‡fv| Sjg‡j c`©v, cvwjk

Kiv KvV, Avi Pvgov w`‡q ˆZwi †Pqvi, gv_vi Ici Szj‡Q

SvoevwZ| GK †Kv‡Y j¤¦v †gnMwb Kv‡Vi evi, abyK

AvK…wZi| GB ev‡ii mvg‡b `uvwo‡q gš¿x, K~UbxwZK, Avi

¸ßPi‡`i mv‡_ wbPy Mjvq K_v e‡j evi‡UÊviÑUz¨i ey‡K †jLv

K_vUv m¤ú~Y© wg‡_¨ bq| Gwcª‡ji mܨv QÕUvq ax‡i ax‡i f‡i

DV‡Q NiUv| cyi“l‡`i cªvq mevi ci‡bB weR‡bm my¨U,

†ewkifvMB Uz¨wi÷, Rv‡b Mªx‡m †eovevi R‡b¨ MigKvjUvB

GKgvÎ mgq| jveY¨gqx jjbvivI Av‡Q, ci‡b D¾¡j

†cvkvK, Pviw`‡K Qwo‡q _vKv †Uwe‡j †_vKv †_vKv dz‡ji gZ

mvRv‡bv| hš¿ÐmsMxZ evR‡Q bv, ïay K_v ejvi g„`y ¸Ä‡bi

gvSLv‡b †_‡K †_‡K †kvbv hvq bvixK‡Éi gayi nvwm, Avi

M−v‡mi †fZi UzK‡iv ei‡di UzsUvs bovPov| myKzgvi

evi‡UÊvi mv`v †cvkvK c‡i wbtk‡ã Ny‡i †eov‡”Q, nv‡Z

iƒcvwj †Uª wb‡q GK †Uwej †_‡K Av‡iK †Uwe‡j hv‡”Q †m|

jwe †_‡K iu‡`‡fvq XzKj gvmy` ivbv| SvoevwZ †_‡K

†Mvjvcx Avfv †ei“‡”Q, †`vi‡Mvovq `uvwo‡q Pvicv‡k `ª“Z

†PvL eywj‡q wbj I| hviv `~‡i Zv‡`i A‡bK‡KB cwi®‹vi

†`Lv †Mj bv, Z‡e cwi‡ekUv †`nÐg‡b cªkvwšÍi GKUv

myevZvm eB‡q w`j| G †hb A‡bKUv hvi evwo †bB Zvi

evwo‡Z wd‡i Avmv| I‡qUv‡ii mvnv‡h¨ †Kv‡Yi GKUv †Uwej

wbj I, GLvb †_‡K NiUvi meLv‡b `„wó P‡j| Pviw`‡K

Av‡iKevi †PvL eywj‡q wb‡q I‡qUv‡ii w`‡K wd‡i AW©vi

w`j, ÔwbR©jv ûBw¯‹|Õ

†Kvb m‡›`n †bB f`ª‡jvK Avcv`g¯ÍK Av‡gwiKvb, g‡b

g‡b fvej I‡qUvi| eqm AvUvk wK EbwÎk, QÕwd‡Ui

KvQvKvwQ j¤¦v, †L‡jvqvomyjf GKnviv Mob, †iv‡` †cvov

AcniYÐ1 19

Zvgv‡U iO, j¤¦v d¨vk‡bi Pyj| wbðqB †Kvb †c−eq n‡e!

gvmy` ivbv QÙ‡ek wb‡q Av‡Q| AvR Av‡gwiKvb †m‡R‡Q,

Kv‡RB cvm‡cvU© cwiPqÐcÎ BZ¨vw`i mv‡_ AvPiY, nvefve

mewKQyB GKRb Av‡gwiKv‡bi gZ n‡q D‡V‡Q| Kvj Avevi

mvR‡Z cv‡i weÖwUk, †d«Â, ev ivwkqvb, ZviB mv‡_ fvlvmn

Avevi e`‡j hv‡e mewKQy| bZzb GKUv bv‡gi mv‡_ I m¤ú~Y©

bZzb GKRb gvbyl n‡q I‡VÑKLbI GK NÈv, GK w`b, ev

GK gv‡mi R‡b¨| bvgUv e`‡j hvevi mv‡_ mv‡_ gvbylUvI

e`‡j hvq, †ewi‡q Av‡m Av‡iK cwiP‡q Av‡iK gvbyl| `yB

QÙ‡e‡ki gvSLv‡b gvbylUv Avevi gvmy` ivbv n‡q I‡VÑwbLv`

evsjv‡`kx evOvjx| iƒc Avi cwiPq e`‡ji GB AmvaviY

†KŠkj Avq‡Ë Av‡Q e‡jB KviI g‡b m‡›`‡ni D‡`ªK bv

K‡i †hІKvb AvšÍR©vwZK mxgvšÍ Abvqv‡m †c‡iv‡Z cv‡i

ivbv|

†Uª nv‡Z wd‡i Gj I‡qUvi| gyL Zz‡j ZvKvj ivbv|

†jvKR‡bi gv_vi Ici w`‡q D‡ëvw`‡Ki †`qv‡j †PvL ivLj

I| ïay Kɯ^i ïb‡Z Pvq I| bvbv ai‡bi Z_¨ mn Pviw`K

†_‡K †f‡m Avm‡Q| GK GK K‡i Kɯ^i¸‡jv evwZj K‡i

w`j I| wbw`©ó GKUv Mjvi R‡b¨ mRvM n‡q _vKj Kvb|

†ewkifvMB Bs‡iwR‡Z K_v ej‡Q Iiv| †KD †KD

†d«ÂI ej‡Q| `yÕGKRb ej‡Q Rvg©vb| †KD MªxK ej‡Q bv|

Rvg©vb ej‡Q `yÕGKRb|

cªg Kɯ^iUv cyi“‡li, fivU| K_v †kl nevi Av‡MB

bvix K‡Éi my‡ijv nvwm, Zvici GKB fvlvq DËi| †g‡qUvi

evPbfw½ Av‡gwiKvb‡`i gZ, eB c‡o Rvg©vb wk‡L‡Q|

m‡›`n †bB wb‡R‡K Rvg©vb e‡j cwiPq w`‡Z †M‡j wec‡`

co‡e †g‡qUv|

 

20 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

ivbv ZvKvj, wKš‘ mivmwi bq| GK †Uwej †_‡K Av‡iK

†Uwe‡j †PvL eyjvj I| Zvici wbw`©ó †Uwe‡j w¯’i n‡jv `„wó|

K`h© Avi †mŠ›`‡h©i GB wgjb mn‡R †Pv‡L c‡o bv| Rvg©vb

†jvKUv‡K †cŠivwYK Kvwnbxi `vbe ej‡j Ab¨vq n‡e bv|

fvOv‡Pviv, Ge‡ov‡Le‡ov, KvUvKzwUi mnmÖ `v‡M fiv cªKvÊ

gyL, ïay †Vuv‡Ui †KvY †e‡q jvjv Si‡Q bv e‡j Mv wNb wNb

Kij bv| GB †Pnvivq †gvnÐgy» nvwm †hgb †egvbvb †Zgwb

Ak−xj| jvBUvi †R¡‡j mvg‡bi w`‡K SzuKj `vbe, †g‡qUvi

†Vuv‡U aiv wmMv‡iU awi‡q w`j|

†g‡qUv‡K GKcvk †_‡K m¤ú~Y© †`L‡Z †cj ivbv| ïay

myiƒcv bq, †`nÐKvVv‡gvI wVK †hb evsjv msL¨v 4Ñm¤¢eZ

36Ð24Ð36| gayi KUv¶ †n‡b nvmj †m, wkLvi gvSLv‡b

`yÕ‡Rvov †Pv‡Li `„wó GK n‡jv| `„wó bq, †hb AwMoeevYÑg‡b

n‡jv `vb‡ei kv‡U©i †evZvg M‡j hv‡e| Avcbg‡b nvmj

ivbv| GÐai‡bi †g‡q‡K †Pbv Av‡Q Ii| kix‡i †hŠeb

Avmvi Av‡MB cyi“l‡`i `„wó Kvo‡Z wk‡L †d‡j, ˆK‡kv‡iB

ANUb NUb cwUqmx n‡q I‡V, mvnm evovi mv‡_ mv‡_ †hŠe‡b

n‡q I‡V iv¶mx| mg¯Í Sw° †cvnv‡Z nq evev‡K, Ges

†ewkifvM †¶‡Î †`Lv hvq G evev Rb¥`vZv evev bq|

ev‡i †mÐB GKgvÎ m¤ú~Y© Kv‡jv †Wªm c‡i Av‡Q| AZ¨šÍ

`vgx GKUv g¨vw·| Kv‡jv‡Kkxi †PvL †Rvov nv‡m¨v¾¡j|

K‡qKUv wRwbm KÜbv K‡i wbj ivbvцbBjcwjk Avi

AšÍe©v‡mi iO Mv‡qi mv‡_ †gjv‡bv, njy`vf gvLb|

kix‡ii mv‡_ gvbvbmB †nu‡o Mjvq K_v ej‡Q †jvKUv,

m¤¢eZ g`¨cvb Kivq †Lqvj †bB cªvq mevB Zvi K_v ïb‡Z

cv‡”Q| K_v gv‡b, Zzwg my›`i, Zzwg eyw×gZx, †Zvgvi mv‡_

cwiwPZ n‡q Rxeb ab¨ n‡jv, GBme|

AcniYÐ1 21

bxjbqbv Zv‡K ejj, Av‡gwiKvb †g‡qiv bvixЯ^vaxbZv

†fvM Ki‡Q|

bvixЯ^vaxbZv? †g‡qUv e¨vL¨v Kij, Avgiv GLb Avi

ivboevN‡i e›`x bB|

gv_v SuvKvj †jvKUv, Zvigv‡bB Ab¨ N‡i mgq KvUvevi

my‡hvM †e‡o †M‡Q!

†g‡qUvi gy‡L `yóz nvwm, ejj, my‡hvMUv Avgiv cy‡ivgvÎvq

wbw”QI|

mwZ¨, fvej ivbv, GB †g‡q ivboevN‡i e¨¯Í, KÜbvI Kiv

hvq bv| †g‡qUvi K_v ïb‡Z ïb‡Z Av‡Mi aviYv cvëvj I|

Av‡gwiKvb evPb fw½ my›`i, wKš‘ h‡_ó wbLyuZ bq| Avm‡j

nq‡Zv Rvg©vb †g‡q, fvb Ki‡Q Av‡gwiKvb e‡j| Ggb fv‡e

K_v ej‡Q †hb †Kvb ¯‹z‡j wk‡L‡Q gvZ…fvlv| g‡b g‡b Avevi

GKevi nvmj ivbv| fvlv m¤ú‡K© AÁ Ab¨ KvD‡K †evKv

evbv‡Z cv‡iv, fvej I, Avgv‡K bq|

Pywb emv‡bv Kv‡bi `yj c‡i Av‡Q| nVvr wb®újK n‡q

DVj ivbvi `„wó| †cje evû Zz‡j Kvb †_‡K GKUv `yj Ly‡j

wbj †g‡qUv| `yjUv K‡qK †m‡KÊ Zvjy‡Z wb‡q †`Lj|

Zvici Avevi cij Kv‡b|

m‡¼‡Z †Kvb fzj †bB| nu¨v, Ii mv‡_B †`Lv Ki‡Z

G‡m‡Q ivbv| wKš‘ `vbeUv‡K Zvov‡e wKfv‡e?

A‡c¶v Kiv Qvov Dcvq †bB| †Pqv‡i †njvb w`‡q

wmMv‡iU aivj ivbv| gb P‡j †Mj eÖv‡mj‡m|

i“wUb Uz¨‡i †ewi‡q †ejwRqv‡g hvÎvweiwZ, ivbv G‡RwÝi

eÖv‡mjm kvLv wfwRU Kivi ci c−¨vb wQj d«v‡Ý P‡j hv‡e,

wKš‘ Zv Avi n‡jv bv| †c−‡bi wU‡KU KvUvI n‡q wM‡qwQj,

GB mgq we.wm.AvB. †nW‡KvqvU©vi XvKv †_‡K ¯^qs †gRi

 

22 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

†Rbv‡ij (Aemicªvß) ivnvZ Lv‡bi GKUv †g‡mR †cj

ivbv|

†g‡mRUv GB iKg:

Ôwm.AvB.G. Lye bvRyK Ae¯’vq c‡o‡Q| †WcywU wW‡i±i

K‡b©j DBwjqvg Aemb ivbv G‡RwÝi mvnvh¨ Pvb| Avgv‡K

Avfvm †`qv n‡q‡Q, mgm¨vUv wb‡q I‡`i †cªwm‡WÈI Lye

DwØMoe| eÖv‡mj‡mB A‡c¶v K‡iv, Iiv †Zvgvi mv‡_ †hvMv‡hvM

Ki‡e| Iiv †Zvgvi mvnvh¨ Pvq, GUv †Mvcb _vKv `iKvi|

m¤¢e n‡j mvnvh¨ K‡iv| Avgvi aviYv, in‡m¨i †fZi inm¨

_vK‡Z cv‡iÑmveavb| iv. Lv.|Õ

`yÕw`b ciB AkxwZci GK e„× †hvMv‡hvM Kij ivbvi

mv‡_| iv¯Ívq †`Lv n‡jv, iv¯Ív †_‡KB we`vq wbj †jvKUv|

cvkvcvwk wek wgwbU nuvUj Iiv, evK¨ Ges wKQy KvMRÐcÎ

wewbgq n‡jv| gvÎ K‡qKUv Z_¨ Rvb‡Z cvij ivbv|

wm.AvB.G. GUv‡K Wvej †iW A¨vjvU© e‡j AwfwnZ Ki‡Q|

GmwcIbvR RM‡Z Av‡Q ivbv, Kv‡RB A_©Uv Rvbv Av‡Q|

Wvej †iW A¨vjvU© gv‡b fqven cwiw¯’wZÑAcv‡ikb msμvšI

†h‡Kvb Z_¨ duvm n‡q hvIqv †VKvevi R‡b¨ cª‡qvR‡b wbixn

gvbyl‡KI Lyb Kiv †h‡Z cv‡i| ivbv‡K Aby‡iva Kiv n‡jv,

GB gyn~Z© †_‡K I †hb `ywbqvi mevB‡K Awek¦vm K‡i|

wm.AvB.G. ev ivbv G‡RwÝi KviI mv‡_ †`Lv Kiv wb‡la|

bZzb cwiPqcÎ †cj ivbv, †cj Av‡gwiKvb cvm‡cvU© Avi

G‡_‡Ýi IqvbI‡q wU‡KU| e‡j †`qv n‡jv, Ii cieZx©

KȨv± Rvg©vbfvlx GK Kv‡jv‡Kkx †g‡q, †nv‡Uj wR.we.ЇZ

AgyKw`b AgyK mgq Ii mv‡_ †hvMv‡hvM Ki‡e †m|

e¨m, Avi †Kvb Z_¨ GLbI cvqwb ivbv| KvRUv wK Rv‡b

bv I| e‡mi †g‡m‡RI †mÐm¤ú‡K© †Kvb Avfvm wQj bv|

AcniYÐ1 23

Z‡e †g‡m‡Ri †kl jvBbUv g‡b †Mu‡_ Av‡Q: in‡m¨i †fZi

inm¨ _vK‡Z cv‡iÑmveavb|

†kl PygyKUv w`‡q M−vm aiv nvZUv GKUz DuPy Kij ivbv,

I‡qUvi‡K Bw½Z Kij Avevi f‡i w`‡Z| j¶ Kij,

Kv‡jv‡Kkx Ii w`‡K ZvwK‡q Av‡Q| g‡b n‡jv AwbðqZvq

fzM‡Q †g‡qUv| ivbvi mv‡_ †PvLv‡PvwL n‡Z wdwi‡q wbj gyL|

LvwbK ci Avevi GKevi ZvKvj| Rvg©vb †jvKUv wej

†gUvevi R‡b¨ c‡K‡U nvZ fi‡Q, GB mgq wm×v‡šÍ Gj

†g‡qUv| ivbv Zvi Kɯ^i cwi®‹vi ïb‡Z †cj|

Ôgvd Ki‡eb, c−xR, m¤¢eZ cwiwPZ GK f`ª‡jvK‡K

†`L‡Z cvw”Q|Õ

Rvg©vb †jvKUv wKQy ejvi Av‡MB †Pqvi †Q‡o D‡V `uvovj

†g‡qUv, ivbvi †Uwe‡ji w`‡K G‡Mvj| j¤¦v cv, g¨vw·i wb‡P

hZUv †`Lv hvq nj‡`‡U gvLb| nu¨v, †g‡q nuvU‡Z Rv‡b e‡U|

¸i“ wbZ‡Õ D_vj cv_vj †XD Zz‡j GwM‡q Gj †m| Ôgvd

Ki‡eb,Õ †Uwe‡ji mvg‡b `uvwo‡q ejj ivbv‡K, ÔAvcwb wK...,Õ

Zvici wb‡Ri Amgvß cª‡koei DËi wb‡RB w`j, Ôbv, `ytwLZ,

Avgvi fzj n‡q‡Q|Õ A¯^w¯Í Avi ¶gvcªv_©bvi myi| ÔAvcbv‡K

Avgvi cwiwPZ GK f`ª‡jvK e‡j g‡b n‡qwQj...|Õ

w¯§Z †n‡m ivbv ejj, ÔAvgvi `yf©vM¨ †h †mІjvK Avwg

bB| wKš‘ ZvB e‡j G‡m wd‡i hv‡eb?Õ

wb‡g‡l gayi nvwm dz‡U DVj Kv‡jv‡Kkxi †Pnvivq| nvZ

`y‡Uv GK †m‡K‡Êi R‡b¨ †Uwe‡ji wKbviv Qyu‡jv| ÔAvgvi eÜz

Avgvi R‡b¨ A‡c¶v Ki‡Qb| wei³ Kivi R‡b¨ mwZ¨ Avwg

`ytwLZ|Õ

Ô‡Kvb e¨vcviB bq|Õ

Gfv‡eB †g‡qUv XzKj Ges †ewi‡q †Mj ivbvi Rxeb

 

24 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

†_‡K| ivbv QvovI AviI cuvPÐmvZRb †jvK Zv‡K †ewi‡q

†h‡Z †`Lj evi †_‡K| Avi mevi gZ g„`y nvmj ivbv, wKš‘

m¤ú~Y© Ab¨ Kvi‡Y| †g‡qUvi †`nІmŠôe Ii bRi Kvo‡jI,

I‡K gy» K‡i‡Q Zvi †Mvcb AvPiYUzKz| KviI †Pv‡L aiv bv

c‡o †KŠk‡j †Uwe‡ji Ici †d‡j †M‡Q fuvR Kiv Ly‡` GKUv

KvMR| `iRvi w`K †_‡K †PvL bv mwi‡q GK nvZ w`‡q M−vm

Zzjj I, Av‡iK nvZ fij c‡K‡U| c‡KU †_‡K nvZUv

†ei“j wmMv‡i‡Ui c¨v‡KU wb‡q| wmMv‡i‡U Av¸b awi‡q

†Pqv‡i †njvb w`j I| M−vmUv †kl Ki‡Z n‡e|

wek wgwbU ci| †nv‡Uj †_‡K †ewi‡q ivbv †`Lj m‡Ü n‡q

†M‡Q| †PŠiv¯Ívq Kv‡d Avi evi me¸‡jv †jv‡K †jvKviY¨|

iv¯Ívq hvbevn‡bi †Zgb wfo †bB, Z‡e dzUcv‡_ ci¯ú‡ii

nvZ aiv †cªwgK †cªwgKv‡`i R‡b¨ nuvUv gykwKj| dzUcv_

†_‡K †b‡g iv¯Ív a‡i nuvU‡Z jvMj ivbv, gvqveZx igYxi gZ

Kcv‡j nvZ eywj‡q w`‡q †Mj dzidz‡i evZvm| Av‡gwiKvb

G·‡cªm Awdm‡K cvk KvUvj I| GKUv eyK÷‡ji mvg‡b

_vgj, †PvL eyjvj Le‡ii KvM‡Ri †nWjvBb¸‡jvq| Zvici

iv¯Ív †cwi‡q Gigy ÷ªx‡U P‡j Gj| axi cv‡q, Ajmfw½‡Z

nuvU‡Q| nvZ `y‡Uv c‡K‡U| G‡_‡Ý GB mgq mPivPi †hgb

†`Lv hvq, Av‡iKRb †Mv‡ePviv Uz¨wi÷| LvwbK`~i GwM‡q

wbwðZ n‡jv ivbv, †KD Ii wcQy †bqwb| euv w`‡K †gvo wbj

I| Zvici nVvr Wvb w`‡Ki AÜKvi gZ iv¯Ívq Xz‡K coj|

†cÎvwK ÷ªxUцjvKRb †bB ej‡jB P‡j|

÷ªxU jvB‡Ui wb‡P `uvwo‡q wmMv‡iU aivj ivbv| GB

my‡hv‡M fuvR Kiv KvMRUv †ei Kij| fuvR Ly‡j †g‡mRUv

coj I| GK jvB‡bi GKUv †g‡mR| Ô8 bÕi wKwi¯Íz ÷ªxU,

AcniYÐ1 25

mKvj AvUUvq †mÈ c‡ji AvBKb †LuvR K‡iv|Õ

Avevi nuvUv aij ivbv| wQu‡o UzK‡iv UzK‡iv Kij

KvMRUv, †d‡j w`j b`©gvq|

g‡bvig mKv‡j Mªv›` †eZv‡bi wejvmeûj my¨B‡U Nyg fvOj

ivbvi| Dwbk Zjvi Kvwb©‡m mvi mvi Ue, jZvMvQ¸‡jv

†gvRvBK †`qvj cªvq †X‡K †d‡j‡Q| ZviB †fZi jyKv‡bv

Av‡Q ¯úxKvi, cvwLi KzRb aŸwb mviv kix‡i gayi Av‡ek

G‡b w`j| Nyg fvOvevi GB Kvq`v hvwš¿K n‡jI, †ivgvÂKi

jvMj ivbvi, g‡b g‡b †nv‡Uj KZ©„c¶‡K ab¨ev` bv w`‡q

cvij bv|

iƒg mvwf©m‡K †dv‡b †W‡K ev_iƒg Avi kvIqvi mvij

ivbv| Zvici `vwo Kvgvj| cªRvcwZ AuvKv eo GKUv

UvI‡q‡j †Kvgi †X‡K wjwfs iƒ‡g XzKj I, Ges Xz‡KB Avoó

n‡q `uvwo‡q coj|

cªvq Dj½B ejv hvq, †`ex g~wZ©| N‡ii gvSLv‡b bq,

†`qvj †Nu‡l GKcv‡k `uvwo‡q Av‡Q, wVK †hb GKUv MªxK

gv÷vicxm| †g‡qUvi †Pv‡Li cvZv bo‡Q †`‡L AvU‡K hvIqv

wbtk¦vm ax‡i ax‡i Qvoj ivbv|

Ôiƒg mvwf©m,Õ †Pv‡L `yózwgi wSwjK Zz‡j nvmj †g‡qUv|

ivbvi Avoó fveUv `vi“Y Dc‡fvM Ki‡Q| ÔAvcbvi †eÖKdv÷

wmwUs iƒ‡g †`qv n‡q‡Q|Õ

m`¨ Kvgv‡bv Mv‡j nvZ eywj‡q g„`y nvmj ivbv| Ôab¨ev`|Õ

†g‡qUv boj bv| ÔAvi wKQy `iKvi n‡e Avcbvi? Mvwo?

†Kvb wPwV Wv‡K †dj‡Z n‡e? wKsev hw` wKQy †Kbvi _v‡K|

MvB‡Wi `iKvi n‡jI ej‡Z cv‡ib...|Õ ivbvi †jvgk, PIov

ey‡Ki w`‡K ZvwK‡q †XvK wMjj †m|

 

26 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

Ôbv|Õ wmwUs iƒ‡gi `iRvi w`‡K GKevi ZvKvj ivbv|

ÔG‡_‡Ý Avwg bZzb bB| ab¨ev`|Õ

ÔWvK‡jB Avgv‡K cv‡eb,Õ †`ex g~wZ© `iRvi w`‡K

G‡Mvj| ÔAvwgB Avcbvi iƒg mvwf©m|Õ

`iRv eÜ K‡i w`‡q †Kvgi †_‡K †Zvqv‡jUv Qyu‡o †d‡j

w`j ivbv| wmwUs iƒ‡g Xz‡K †`Lj, †Uwe‡ji cv‡k PvKv

jvMv‡bv †UªÐ‡Z mvRv‡bv i‡q‡Q †eÖKdv÷| wL‡`Uv gv_vPvov

w`‡q DVj| †Pqv‡i e‡m †UªÐi Ici cªvq Suvwc‡q coj ivbv|

imbvZ…wßi ci Kwd wb‡q †mvdvq emj I, †Zc‡q †g‡j

aij Kvj iv‡Z †Kbv| G‡_‡Ýi g¨vc| kn‡ii cªwZwU

GwfwbD PIov Avi mij, Avi me¸‡jv MwjÐDcMwj

AuvKveuvKv| wKwi¯Íz ÷ªxU †Kvb& w`‡K fz‡j †M‡Q I| Lyu‡R †ei

Ki‡Z cuvP wgwbU †j‡M †Mj| c−vKv n‡”Q G‡_‡Ýi

cyiv‡bvÐXvKv, Iì UvDb| A¨v‡μv‡cvwjm cvnv‡oi †Mvovq

wNwÄ GKUv GjvKv| nvZNwo‡Z †PvL eywj‡q wm×všÍ wbj,

nuvU‡e| mKv‡ji †iv‡` kn‡ii Ici Szu‡K _vKv

A¨v‡μv‡cvwjm‡K fvjB jvM‡e †`L‡Z|

Av‡gwiKvb Uz¨wi÷‡`i gZ wkm w`‡Z w`‡Z †nv‡Uj †_‡K

†ewi‡q Gj ivbv| wmbU¨vMgv †PŠiv¯Ívi w`‡K G‡Mvj I, Kvj

iv‡Z GLvb w`‡qB LvwbK`~i wM‡qwQj| MvQcvjvi wb‡P

Kv‡d¸‡jv GLb Lvwj| †cªwgKІcªwgKvivI DavI| eQ‡ii

GB mgqUvq MªxK‡`i cªwZ m`q _v‡Kb A¨v‡cv‡jv, g„`yg›`

evZvm eB‡Z w`‡q †iv‡`i avi LvwbKUv †fuvZv K‡i iv‡Lb|

†ejv evovi mv‡_ mv‡_ †Z‡Z DV‡e †iv`| gyL Zz‡j cvnvo

P~ovi w`‡K ZvKvj ivbv, K‡qK kZvãx a‡i †jvKRb emevm

Ki‡Q ILv‡b|

ax‡i ax‡i iv¯ÍvÐNv‡U kû‡i e¨¯ÍZv evo‡Q| bZzb kni

AcniYÐ1 27

†cwi‡q Gj ivbv| c−vKvÐq XzK‡ZB Pviw`‡Ki `„k¨ e`‡j

†Mj| gvÜvZv Avg‡ji mv`v PybKvg Kiv evwo, Ry‡Zvi ev·

AvK…wZi BgviZ, AuvKveuvKv iv¯Ívi Ici Mv‡q Mv †VwK‡q

`uvwo‡q Av‡Q G‡Ki ci GK| GLv‡b †iv` †bB, evZv‡mi

cª‡ek wb‡la| iv¯Ívi `yÕcv‡k mvi mvi †`vKvb, wKš‘ cªvq

me¸‡jvB eÜ| cwiZ¨³, wbR©b iv¯Ív| ïay ev”Pv `y‡Uv †Q‡j

gv‡e©j wb‡q †Lj‡Q GK av‡i| †`vZjvi GK Qv‡` †PvL coj

ivbvi| `y‡Uv i“gvj w`‡q †Kvgi Avi eyK XvKv GK †g‡q

eviv›`vq `uvwo‡q †iwj‡Oi Ici Szu‡K cv‡cvk Svo‡Q| GZ

evwoÐNi, A_P G‡Kev‡i wbR©b GjvKv| †hb kni †Q‡o

mevB cvwj‡q‡Q|

wKš‘ mܨvi ciciB R¨všÍ n‡q I‡V c−vKv| cyiv‡bv

kn‡ii ZLb Ab¨ †Pnviv| †`vKvb`viiv ZLb dzUcv‡_I

Zv‡`i cmiv mvRvq| cªwZwU Rvbvjvi Icvk †_‡K †f‡m

Av‡m MvbÐevRbvi AvIqvR| dzwZ©evR †jv‡Kiv `‡j `‡j

Xz‡K c‡o Mwji †fZi, †m‡È cªvq wf‡R _v‡K Zv‡`i Rvgv|

KviI GK nv‡Z _v‡K g‡`i †evZj, Av‡iK nvZ _v‡K †Kvb

my›`ix hyeZxi †Kvgi †cuwP‡q| cªwZwU ev‡i Ryqvi AvÇv

e‡m| cvbvnvi, Ges †hŠb jxjvi Aeva Abykxjb P‡j

mvivivZ, †mB †fvi ch©šÍ| Zvici †h hvi wVKvbvq wd‡i

hvq, wbRx©e c‡o †auv‡K cwiZ¨³ c−vKv|

c−vwZqv †g‡Uªv‡cvwjqmÐGi Kv‡Q A‡_©vW· K¨v‡_Wªvj

†cwi‡q Gj ivbv, euvK wb‡q Xz‡K coj wg−wmwK¬qm ÷ªx‡U|

mvg‡b mi“ iv¯Ív wmuwoi AvK…wZ wb‡q av‡c av‡c D‡V †M‡Q|

GLv‡b cªvYx ej‡Z GK‡Rvov weovj‡K ïay †`L‡Z †cj ivbv|

avc¸‡jvi gv_v †_‡K ïi“ n‡q‡Q mi“ GKUv Mwj, A¨v‡Mviv

aŸsmve‡k‡li wKbviv †Nu‡l Gu‡K‡eu‡K GwM‡q †M‡Q cvnv‡oi

 

28 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

w`‡K| AviI mvg‡b †`Lv †Mj cªvq Lvov cvnv‡oi Xvj|

†mw`‡K bv wM‡q Ab¨ w`‡K euvK wb‡q wKwi¯Íz ÷ªx‡U Xz‡K coj

ivbv|

†nv‡Uj Avi †`vKv‡bi gvSLv‡b AvU bÕi evwo, mv`v

PybKvg Kiv| †nv‡U‡ji `iRv †Lvjv, wKš‘ †jvKRb †`Lv †Mj

bv| †`vKvbUv eÜ| evwoi `iRvq GKUv mvBb‡evW©

i‡q‡QÑGLv‡b A¨vwÈKm wewμ nq| `iRvq bK Ki‡Z wM‡qI

Kij bv ivbv, †Vjv w`‡ZB KevU Ly‡j †Mj| KvD‡K †`Lvi

Av‡MB AÜKvi †_‡K GKUv Kɯ^i †f‡m Gj, ÔmycªfvZ|Õ

ÔmycªfvZ,Õ Reve w`j ivbv|

N‡ii †fZi †_‡K `iRvi Kv‡Q G‡m _vgj GK

k³Ðmg_© †jvK| eqm n‡e cÂv‡ki gZ, gv_vq †KuvKov‡bv

Pyj, †iv‡`‡cvov MªxK †R‡j‡`i gZ †Pnviv| †jvKUv‡K

Qvwo‡q ivbvi `„wó mvg‡b P‡j †Mj| AveQv Av‡jvq A¨vwÈK

wRwbmÐcÎ †`Lv †Mj K‡qKUv i¨v‡K| †`eІ`exi Ly‡` g~wZ©

†_‡K ïi“ K‡i nv‡Z iO Kiv dzj`vbx, meB Av‡Q| i¨v‡Ki

wcQ‡bi †`qv‡j Szj‡Q †d«‡g euvav‡bv ivRv Kb÷¨vbwUb Ges

Zuvi †Wwbk ea~i Qwe|

j¤¦v KvDÈv‡ii wcQ‡b wM‡q `uvovj †jvKUv| †fZ‡i Xz‡K

ivbv ejj, ÔAvcwb †evanq Avgv‡K mvnvh¨ Ki‡Z cvi‡eb|

†mÈ c‡ji AvBKb LyuRwQ Avwg|Õ

meRvšÍvi nvwm‡Z D¾¡j n‡q DVj †jvKUvi gyL|

GÐai‡bi nvjKv nvwm Avkv K‡iwb ivbv| †jvKUv †h Ii

KȨv± bq, GUzKz cwi®‹vi| mviv `ywbqvq Qwo‡q _vKv nvRvi

nvRvi wbixn AfveMª¯Í‡`i GKRb †m, Avmj e¨vcvi wKQy bv

†R‡bB wm.AvB.GÐi Ly‡` NyuwU wn‡m‡e KvR K‡i| G‡`i

wek¦¯ÍZv cªkoevZxZ, Zv bv n‡j KvR †cZ bv| nVvr K‡i

AcniYÐ1 29

Kv‡jv‡Kkxi †PnvivUv g‡b c‡o †Mj ivbvi| Duû, †g‡qUv

wbixn‡`i GKRb bq| Zvigv‡b wek¦¯ÍZv QvovI AviI A‡bK

¸Y Av‡Q Zvi| nvm‡Z nvm‡Z ey‡K Qywi Pvjv‡Z cv‡i| wel

wgwk‡q mnv‡m¨ kh¨vm½xi nv‡Z Zz‡j w`‡Z cv‡i g‡`i M−vm|

ÔAvwg WvKvb,Õ fvOv fvOv Bs‡iwR‡Z ejj †jvKUv|

ÔAvcwb hv LyuR‡Qb Ici Zjvq cv‡eb|Õ

†jvKUvi `„wó AbymiY K‡i Kv‡Vi GK cª¯’ wmuwo †`L‡Z

†cj ivbv| wmuwoi gv_vq `iRvUv GKUz duvK n‡q Av‡Q|

wbðqB KviI fz‡j bq|

ÔD‡V hvb,Õ Avevi ejj †jvKUv| ÔZuv‡K Avwg †`wLwb,

Z‡e Rvwb ILv‡b wZwb Av‡Qb|Õ

wZwb Av‡Qb! Zvigv‡b wK GKRb? wKš‘ WvKvb hw` †`‡L

bv _v‡K, Rvb‡e wKfv‡e KÕRb Av‡Q?

wmuwo †e‡q DV‡Z ïi“ K‡i R¨v‡K‡Ui †evZvg Ly‡j †djj

ivbv| wifjfviUv †Kvg‡ii †e‡ë i‡q‡Q, wb‡Pi w`‡K gyL

K‡i| Av‡Moeqv¯¿ wek¦¯Í eÜzi gZ, ¯ú‡k©B AvZ¥wek¦vm †e‡o

hvq| wmuwoi gv_vq D‡V _vgj ivbv, Av‡¯Í K‡i Pvc w`j

Kev‡U| `iRvi †fZi NiUv cªvq AÜKvi, Rvbvjv¸‡jvq fvix

c`©v Szj‡Q| GK w`‡Ki †`qvj †Nu‡l mvi mvi †eXc AvK…wZ

†`Lv †Mj, †QvU eo Kv‡Vi ev· I¸‡jv| N‡ii gvSLv‡b

GKUv †Uwej, Avi GKUv †Pqvi| D‡ëvw`‡K Av‡iKUv `iRv,

¶xY Av‡jvi Avfv XzK‡Q †fZ‡i| m¤¢eZ Iw`‡KI GKUv

wmuwo Av‡Q, mivmwi iv¯Ívq bvgv hvq|

†jvKUv‡K Av‡MB †`‡L‡Q ivbv, †Uwe‡ji mvg‡b w¯’i

`uvwo‡q Av‡Q| kvUvi Avi c`©v jvMv‡bv Rvbvjvi mvg‡b

A¯úó GKUv Qvqvg~wZ©| †ek j¤¦v, GKnviv Mo‡bi|

bvKІPvL wKQyB †`Lv †Mj bv|

 

30 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

†fZ‡i Xz‡K †cQ‡b nvZ evwo‡q `iRv eÜ Kij ivbv|

fvcmv GKUv MÜ XzKj bv‡K| AÜKvi †_‡K K_v e‡j DVj

†jvKUv, Ô¸Wgwb©s, ivbv|Õ

Kɯ^iUv ivbvi ¯§„wZi fvÊv‡i GKUv Av‡jvob Zzjj, wKš‘

†Póv K‡iI †jvKUv‡K wPb‡Z cvij bv| ÔAv‡jv‡K GZ fq

†Kb?Õ wR‡Ám Kij I|

Ômveav‡bi gvi †bB,Õ ejj †jvKUv| GK Pyj bo‡Q bv

†m| ÔKv‡Q G‡mv| †Zvgvi gyL †`L‡Z `vI|Õ

Pyc K‡i _vKj ivbv| GKgyn~Z© boj bv| `yÕR‡bi

gvSLv‡bi `~iZ¡UzKz Av‡iKevi †g‡c wbj| Zvici `iRvi

KvQ †_‡K axi cv‡q, mveav‡b mvg‡b evoj| †Uwe‡ji KvQ

†_‡K mviv¶Y `~‡i _vKj I, †Uwej Ny‡i Rvbvjvi cv‡k wM‡q

`uvovj| nvZ evwo‡q fvix c`©v mvgvb¨ GKUz miv‡ZB w`‡bi

Av‡jv XzKj N‡i| †jvKUvi †Pnviv cwi®‹vi †`Lv †Mj Gevi|

wew¯§Z n‡jv ivbv, wKš‘ †Pnvivq †mUv cªKvk †c‡Z w`j bv|

ÔwWKmb, BD ev÷vW©!Õ Rvbvjvi c`©v Avevi †U‡b w`j ivbv|

iW wWKmb G‡_‡Ýi gvwK©b `~Zvev‡m Rywbqi A¨vwm÷¨vÈ

ev IB ai‡bi †QvU GKUv PvKwi K‡i, AšÍZ †klevi ivbvi

mv‡_ †`Lv nIqvi mgq ZvB KiZ| cqmvi wewbg‡q Z‡_¨i

R‡b¨ wWKm‡bi gZ Rywbqi †MªW Awdmvi‡`i mv‡_ †hvMv‡hvM

ivL‡Z nq ivbv G‡Rw݇K| wWKm‡bi Av‡qi `y‡Uv Drm

m¤ú‡K© Rv‡b ivbv| GKUv †PK Av‡m BD.Gm. Avwg©i

B‡Èwj‡RÝ eÖv †_‡K| eÖv‡Âi gv_vÐLvivc KZ©ve¨w³iv

GÐai‡bi †jvK‡K w`‡q Dj−U me KvR Kwi‡q †bq| AšÍZ

GKUv Kv‡Ri K_v ivbvi Rvbv Av‡Q, wWKmbB Rvwb‡qwQj|

ûBw¯‹i Lvwj †evZ‡j Kgy¨wbRg we‡ivax cªPviÐcÎ f‡i

`vwbqye b`x‡Z †Q‡o w`Z wWKmb| mswk−ó KZ©„c‡¶i Avkv

AcniYÐ1 31

wQj, †mÖv‡Z fvm‡Z fvm‡Z ivwkqvi DcK~‡j P‡j hv‡e

I¸‡jv, †`L‡Z †c‡q Mªvgevmxiv D×vi Ki‡e, Ges †g‡mR

c‡o Kgy¨wbR‡gi wei“‡× we‡`ªvn Ki‡e| NUbvUv †kvbvi ci

ivbv gšÍe¨ K‡iwQj, †eKze wK Avi Mv‡Q a‡i! wWKm‡bi

Av‡qi AviI GKUv Drm n‡jv, Ggwm·wUbÑweÖwUk wm‡μU

mvwf©m| Av‡qi AviI Drm Zvi _vK‡Z cv‡i, wVK Rvbv †bB

ivbvi| †jvKUv `yÕnv‡Z UvKv Iovq| GKUz m‡›`‡ni †Pv‡LB

†`‡L I| hw` †kv‡b cqmv †L‡q kΓ c‡¶i n‡q KvR Ki‡Q,

AevK n‡e bv|

Ôcyiv‡bv eÜz‡K Gfv‡e †KD m‡¤¦vab K‡i bv,Õ ivM bq,

Awfgv‡bi my‡i ejj wWKmb|

ÔfvM¨‡K ab¨ev` `vI †h †Zvgv‡K Avwg †g‡i †dwjwb|Õ

c‡KU †_‡K GK c¨v‡KU MªxK wmMv‡iU †ei Kij ivbv|

jvBUvi †R¡‡j ivbvi wmMv‡iU awi‡q w`j wWKmb| ivbvi

g‡b coj, †QvULvU Z‡_¨i R‡b¨ GK mgq cªPyi UvKv †L‡q‡Q

wWKmb Ii KvQ †_‡K| gv_v wbPy K‡i †QvU GKUv †K‡ivwmb

j¨v¤ú R¡vjj wWKmb| j¨v¤úUv m¯Ív`‡ii A¨vwÈK| mj‡Z

GKUz j¤¦v Kij †m, Kuvc‡Z jvMj wkLv| ÔG‡K wVK

mveavbZv e‡j bv, Zzwg †hb wK‡mi f‡q R‡ovm‡ov n‡q

AvQ,Õ †jvKUvi w`‡K Zx¶è †Pv‡L ZvKvj ivbv|

Ôe‡mv,Õ Bw½‡Z †PqviUv †`Lvj wWKmb| Ôbv, f‡qi wK

Av‡Q| Z‡e ¯^xKvi KiwQ, KvRUv Avgvi †Zgb cQ›` nqwb|

KvR †Zgb wKQyB bq, A_P †KvwUevi mveavb _vK‡Z e‡j

†`qv n‡q‡Q Avgv‡K| j¨v‡¤úi Av‡jv evB‡i †_‡K †`Lv hv‡e

bv| wmwj‡Oi evje& R¡vj‡j †`Lv hv‡e|Õ GKUz †_‡g Av‡iK

cªm‡½ P‡j †Mj, ÔRvbv bv _vK‡j ai‡ZB cviZvg bv Zzwg

ivbv|Õ

 

32 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

wg‡_¨ K_v| Rvbvjvi evB‡i mv`v PybKvg Kiv †`qv‡j

†PvL auvav‡bv †iv` c‡o‡Q, evj‡ei Av‡jv †KD †`L‡ZB cv‡e

bv| Zey Z‡K©i g‡a¨ †Mj bv ivbv| j¶ Kij, †eXc GKUv

fzuwo evMv‡Z ïi“ K‡i‡Q wWKmb| gv_vq PyjI Av‡Mi †P‡q

Kg g‡b n‡jv| wWKm‡bi †Pnvivq we‡kl †Kvb ˆewkó¨ †bB,

wmwKDwiwU G‡Rȇ`i †Pnviv wVK GiKgB nIqv DwPZ|

mvivivZ †jvKUvi mv‡_ e‡m g` †L‡jI ciw`b mKv‡j

†PnvivUv ¯§iY Kiv KwVb| †QvU K‡i QuvUv Pyj| ci‡b Mvp

i‡Oi KbRvi‡fwUf my¨U| Z‡e G‡_‡Ýi eû‡jvKB

AveQvfv‡e n‡jI Rv‡b †jvKUv Avm‡j wK| wWKmb AwZwi³

mveavb nIqvq GKw`K †_‡K fvjB n‡q‡Q, fvej ivbv| Ii

mv‡_ †jv‡K Zv‡K cªKv‡k¨ bv †`L‡jB fvj|

GK gyL †auvqv Qvoj ivbv| Ôe‡jv, wK PvI Zzwg Avgvi

Kv‡Q?Õ

ÔAvgvi wKQy PvBevi †bB, †`evi Av‡Q|Õ †`ivR †_‡K

GKUv †j`vi cvDP †ei Kij wWKmb, `yÕR‡bi gvSLv‡b

†Uwe‡ji Ici ivLj †mUv| ¶xY GKUz nvwm †`Lv †Mj Zvi

†Vuv‡U| ÔGKB cvwU©i KvR KiwQ Avgiv|Õ

Ô‡Kvb& cvwU©?Õ

Nywi‡q DËi w`j wWKmb, ÔwcUvi Wvwb‡qj Avgv‡K

cvwV‡q‡Q|Õ

kÖvM Kij ivbv|

ÔWvwb‡qj †Zvgv‡K A‰ah© bv n‡Z Aby‡iva K‡i‡Q|Õ

Wvwb‡qj‡K ivbv †P‡b bv, AšÍZ GB bv‡g †P‡b bv| Ôe‡j

hvI, Avwg ïbwQ|Õ

Ô‡Zvgvi Rxe‡bi me‡P‡q KwVb KvR n‡e GUv,Õ e‡j

_vgj wWKmb, c‡KU †_‡K i“gvj †ei K‡i gy‡Li Nvg gyQj|

AcniYÐ1 33

ÔKv‡RB gyL Lyj‡j wb‡RiB wec` †W‡K Avb‡e|Õ

ÔGÐai‡bi cªjvc †kvbvi R‡b¨ Avwmwb Avwg,Õ ag‡K DVj

ivbv| ÔKv‡Ri K_v _vK‡j PUcU...Õ

ÔWvwb‡qj hv ej‡Z e‡j‡Q ZvB ejwQ Avwg,Õ evav w`j

wWKmb| Ô‡MvUv e¨vcviUv Uc wm‡μU, Kv‡RB †Zvgvi bZzb

cwiPq †Kvb ïfvbya¨vqx, eÜzÐevÜe, mnKvix mnKgx© KvD‡K

Rvbv‡bv Pj‡e bv| †mR‡b¨B Iiv wb‡R‡`i †jvK bv cvwV‡q

Avgv‡K cvwV‡q‡Q|Õ

Ôivbv G‡RwÝi †ewkifvM †KmÐB Uc wm‡μU,Õ ejj

ivbv| ÔAvi QÙ‡e‡ki K_v hw` e‡jv, †Póv Ki‡j G‡RwÝi

G‡RÈiv wVKB Avgvi bZzb cwiPq †R‡b †dj‡e...|Õ

Avevi evav w`j wWKmb, Ô‡Zvgvi eywS ZvB aviYv?Õ welYoe

GKUz nvwm †`Lv †Mj Zvi gy‡L, nvZNwoi Ici †PvL eyjvj

GKevi| Ôhw` ewj †KD Avi †PóvB Ki‡e bv? GLb †_‡K

`k wgwbU ci mswk−ó mevB Rvb‡e, ev‡iv NÈv Av‡M gviv

†M‡Q gvmy` ivbv|Õ

Pyc K‡i _vKj ivbv| wmMv‡i‡U Uvb w`j| e¨vL¨vi R‡b¨

A‡c¶v Ki‡Q|

Ô‡iK‡W© †`Lv hv‡e, Kvj mKv‡j eÖv‡mjm Z¨vM K‡iQ

Zzwg, Am‡jvÐq j¨vÊ K‡iQ, Kv÷gm †kW †_‡K †ewi‡q

GKUv Mvwo‡Z P‡oQ| †nv‡U‡j hvIqvi c‡_ †Zvgvi Mvwo

A¨vw·‡WÈ K‡i| ¯’vbxq nvmcvZv‡j `yÕNÈv ci gviv hvI

Zzwg|Õ

ÔcªPyi KvVÐLo †cvov‡Z n‡q‡Q, m‡›`n †bB,Õ ejj ivbv|

fvej, †K †mB fvM¨evb, Ii e`‡j jvk n‡Z n‡jv hv‡K?

ÔMvwoUv wQj GKUv †iÈÐGÐKvi †Kv¤úvwbiÑZzwg wb‡R

fvov K‡iwQ‡j|Õ

 

34 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

ÔAek¨B|Õ

ÔAvm‡j ej‡Z PvBwQ, †MvUv e¨vcviUv AwdwkqvjцKv_vI

†Kvb LyuZ ivLv nqwb| gvmy` ivbv gviv †M‡Q| †cv÷ g‡U©‡gi

KvR cªvq †kl n‡q G‡m‡Q| XvKv‡ZI †cuŠ‡Q †M‡Q LeiUv,

m¤¢eZ GiB g‡a¨ †K¬vR K‡i †`qv n‡q‡Q †Zvgvi dvBj|

†Zvgvi m¤ú‡K© kΓ Ges wg·`i Kv‡Q AviI A‡bK dvBj

Av‡Q, †m¸‡jvI †K¬vR n‡Z ïi“ K‡i‡Q| †KD hw` m‡›`‡ni

e‡k †Zvgvi †LuvRÐLei cvevi †Póv K‡i, gv_v Lyu‡o g‡i

†M‡jI †Kv_vI †Kvb m~Î cv‡e bv †ePviv|Õ

Ôeyw×Uv Kvi?Õ KwVb my‡i Rvb‡Z PvBj ivbv| ÔwR‡Ám bv

K‡iB †g‡i †djj Avgv‡K?Õ

Ô‡Zvgv‡K wR‡Ám Kivi cª‡qvRb †eva K‡iwb, wKš‘ Avgvi

wek¦vm †Zvgvi e‡mi KvQ †_‡K wbðqB AbygwZ †bqv n‡q‡Q,Õ

ejj wWKmb| ÔWvwb‡qj †Zvgv‡K ej‡Z e‡j‡Q, Kv‡Ri

aibUv GgbB †h mZK© nevi R‡b¨ GÐai‡bi Av‡qvRb GKvšÍ

`iKvi wQj, Zzwg †hb gvBÊ bv K‡iv|Õ

Ôûu|Õ

ivbvi Amnvq‡evaUzKz Dc‡fvM Ki‡Q wWKmb| Af¨¯Í

bq, KZ©„‡Z¡i fve †Pnvivq gvbv‡”Q bv| cªkoe Avkv Ki‡jI,

ivbv Zvi Avkv c~iY Kij bv| Rv‡b, I Pyc K‡i _vK‡jB

†ewk K_v ej‡e wWKmb|

ÔAvR we‡K‡j G‡_Ý †Q‡o hv”Q Zzwg,Õ ejj wWKmb|

†j`vi cvDP Ly‡j †fZi †_‡K GKUv Gb‡fjvc †ei Kij

†m, †Uwe‡ji Ici ivLj| Gb‡fjv‡ci †fZi GKUv myBwWk

cvm‡cvU© †cj ivbv| A‡Uv Ggvimb, dvi e¨emvqx| wKQy

wPwVcÎ, WªvBwfs jvB‡mÝ, my›`ix GK gwnjvi mv‡_ dzUdz‡U

`y‡Uv ev”Pvi Iqv‡jU mvBR d‡Uv, BZ¨vw` i‡q‡Q|

AcniYÐ1 35

Ôev”Pv `y‡Uv †Zvgvi, I‡`i gv †Zvgvi ¯¿x,Õ ejj wWKmb|

ÔmyLx GKUv cwievi|Õ

me‡k‡l Gb‡fjvc †_‡K GKUv †c−‡bi wU‡KU †ei“j,

G‡_Ý †_‡K jʇbi| AvR we‡K‡ji d¬vBU|

Ô‡Zvgvi hv hv `iKvi n‡e, me †hvMvo K‡iwQ Avwg,Õ

ejj wWKmb| ÔwR.weЇZ wd‡i wM‡q bZzb Kvco‡Pvco

†`L‡Z cv‡e| meB ÷K‡nvg †_‡K †Kbv n‡q‡QÑjv‡MR,

†kwfs wMqvi, mg¯Í wKQy| GgbwK GKUv Dcb¨vmI cv‡e, GB

gyn~‡Z© myB‡Wb‡K Mig K‡i †i‡L‡Q|Õ

Ôûu|Õ

ÔZzwg P‡j hvevi ci Gw`‡Ki me cwi®‹vi K‡i †dje

Avwg| G‡_‡Ý Zzwg hv wKQy wK‡bQ, me †d‡j hv‡e| Ggb

wKQy †Zvgvi mv‡_ _vKv Pj‡e bv hv †`‡L †evSv hvq Zzwg

gvmy` ivbv| Avkv Kwi Gw`KUv Zzwg j¶ ivL‡e|Õ

ÔZvici, jʇb †cuŠQy‡j?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|

ÔwcKv‡WwjÐi A¨vge¨vmvWi †nv‡U‡j DV‡e| Zvici wK

NU‡e Avgv‡K wR‡Ám †Kv‡iv bv| GB ch©šÍB Avgvi †`Šo|Õ

wZb

wcQ‡bi †`qvj Nwo †`Lvi R‡b¨ †Pqv‡i †gvPo †L‡jv nd

f¨vb‡WievM©| iv‡M †PvLgyL jvj n‡q DVj ey‡ovi| cv‡k

 

36 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

`uvov‡bv hye‡Ki w`‡K wdij †m, KUgU K‡i ZvKvj| ÔwK

NU‡Q Lei bvI!Õ Kov ag‡Ki my‡i ûKzg Kij †m| ÔGiv

Avgv‡`i †f‡e‡Q wK!Õ

ÔI¯Ív`...,Õ ïi“ Kij GWjd W‡qU|

†Pv‡L Av¸b Siv `„wó wb‡q nv‡Zi j¤¦v QwoUv gv_vi Ici

Zzjj f¨vb‡WievM©, gvi‡e| wki`uvov Lvov n‡q †Mj W‡q‡Ui,

wWcviPvi jvDÄ a‡i Î¯Í cv‡q †W‡¯‹i w`‡K G‡Mvj †m|

†jvKR‡bi mvg‡b I¯Ív‡`i GÐai‡bi AcgvbKi AvPiY Mv

m‡q †M‡Q Zvi| I¯Ív` c„w_exi †miv †envjvev`K‡`i

GKRb, Zv bv n‡j K‡eB GB PvKwi †Q‡o w`Z|

†W‡¯‹i wcQ‡b GKUv †g‡q Avi GKRb cyi“l e‡m Av‡Q,

ci‡b L‡qwi BDwbdg©| ZvwjKv wgwj‡q GivB Av‡ivnx‡`i

†fZ‡i XzwK‡q‡Q| KvR †kl, mgq KvU‡Q GK‡N‡q|

A‡bK¶Y n‡jv A‡c¶v Kwi‡q ivLv n‡q‡Q Av‡ivnx‡`i,

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42 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

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wWKm‡bi K‡qKRb eÜz, hviv Bq‡Ui gvwjK, Rvwb‡q‡Qb,

wWKmb fvj muvZvi Rvb‡Zb bv| K‡qK NÈv ci Zuvi jvk

D×vi Kiv nq, GLvb †_‡K wek gvBj `w¶‡Y jv‡Mvwbwmi

Kv‡Q|Õ

Ii mv‡_ †`Lv n‡jv, Avi Zvi ciw`bB gviv †Mj

†jvKUv! Wvej †iW A¨vjv‡U©i mv‡_ Gi wK †Kvb m¤úK©

Av‡Q? eÖv‡mj‡mi AkxwZci e„‡×i K_v g‡b coj ivbvi|

†mÐI wK gviv †M‡Q? fviZxq †g‡qUv? Kv‡jv‡Kkx?

ÔwPšÍvi welq!Õ KvMRUv fuvR K‡i mx‡Ui GK av‡i Qyu‡o

w`j I|

ÔZvigv‡b?Õ wR‡Ám Kij WªvBfvi|

ÔwKQy bv|Õ wb‡RiB †Lqvj †bB, ivbv ZvwK‡q Av‡Q

W¨vk‡ev‡W© jUKv‡bv c−vw÷K †gvov WªvBfv‡ii jvB‡m‡Ýi

 

46 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

w`‡K| DËiUv ï‡b Avcb g‡b Kuva SuvKvj WªvBfvi| ivbvi

gv_vi †fZi bvbv iKg wPšÍv| nVvr K‡iB GKUv SuvwK †L‡jv

I| GZ¶Y ZvwK‡q wQj, wKš‘ †`LwQj bv, GLb †`L‡Z

cv‡”Q| bvg: f¨vb †eK| d‡Uv: †Mvjgy‡Lv lvU eQ‡ii GK

ey‡ov| SU& K‡i WªvBfv‡ii w`‡K wdij ivbv| ey‡ovi †P‡q

AšÍZ cuwPk eQi †QvU n‡e †jvKUvÑPIov Kuva, k³ Nvo,

Kv‡jvi e`‡j a~mi Pyj, ev`vgxi RvqMvq g−vb bxj †PvL|

Rvbvjv w`‡q evB‡i ZvKvj ivbv| Av‡i, †jvKUv I‡K

wb‡q hv‡”Q †Kv_vq!

WªvBfv‡ii w`‡K wdij ivbv| `y‡Uv nvZB w÷qvwis ûB‡j|

wiqvi wfD wgi‡i †PvL, ivbvi w`‡K ZvwK‡q wgwU wgwU

nvm‡Q| †PvLv‡PvwL n‡Z †jvKUv ejj, Ônv‡Z mgq wK iKg?Õ

Ô‡bB|Õ gyL¯’ Kiv msjvc AvIovj ivbv|

Ô‡mR‡b¨B Avcbvi †Kvb RvqMvq hvw”Q bv|Õ

ÔRvwb,Õ ejj ivbv| Mjvi myi ï‡bB †evSv hvq, †jvKUv

Rvg©vb| ÔevcRvb‡K †Kv_vq †i‡L G‡j? f¨vb †eK‡K?Õ

Ôkvevk!Õ †jvKUv nvmj| ÔjvB‡mÝUv cvëv‡Z fz‡j †MwQ|

`ytwLZ|Õ

wKš‘ ivbv cvëv nvmj bv| ejj, Ô`ytwLZ nevi wKQy

†bB|Õ wKš‘ †jvKUv †h GÐai‡bi fzj K‡i g‡b †mUv †Mu‡_

ivLj|

Ôfvj K_v, Avwg Wvwb‡qj|Õ iv¯Ív †_‡K †PvL bv mwi‡q

wcQb w`‡K GKUv nvZ evwo‡q w`j †m| ÔWvej †iW A¨vjv‡U©i

†kl gv_v ej‡Z cv‡ib Avgv‡K| cª¯Íve †c‡q‡Qb, wKš‘

KvRUv wK GLbI Avcbv‡K ejv nqwb| Avgvi KvQ †_‡K

ïb‡eb|Õ

g„`y SuvwK w`‡q nvZUv †Q‡o w`j ivbv| A‡c¶v Ki‡Q,

AcniYÐ1 47

Wvwb‡qj GKvB K_v ejyK| K‡qK gyn~Z© Mvwo wb‡q e¨¯Í

_vKj †jvKUv| GKUv `yN©Ubv N‡U‡Q, mi“ n‡q †M‡Q iv¯Ív|

hvbRU †_‡K †ewi‡q G‡m M¨vm †cWv‡j †Rv‡i Pvc w`j

Wvwb‡qj| Avwk gvBj ¯úx‡W QyU‡Q GKUv †dv·Iqv‡Mb Avi

GKUv wjgywmb, Mvwo `y‡Uvi gvSLv‡b _vKj Iiv|

wjgywmbUv‡K cvk KvUvevi mgq e¨vK mx‡U emv Av‡ivnx‡K

†`L‡Z †cj ivbv| mv`v Pyj, wbwj©ß †Pnviv| wPb‡Z †c‡i

M¤¢xi n‡q †Mj I| weL¨vZ †envjv ev`K, nd f¨vb‡WievM©|

`yÕeQi Av‡Mi K_v g‡b c‡o †M‡Q ivbvi| c„w_ex‡Z Ggb

†jvK A‡bK Av‡Q hv‡`i Lyb Ki‡j Ab¨vq n‡e bv, nd

f¨vb‡WievM© †miKg GKRb †jvK| A¨vwb w`‡qwÎPÐGi mv‡_

eÖvwR‡j †`Lv nq ivbvi, Zvi ¯^xKv‡ivw³ Av`vq K‡i I|

KvMR¸‡jv †Kv_vq Av‡Q ¯§iY Kivi †Póv Kij ivbv|

we`y¨rPg‡Ki gZ g‡b c‡o †MjÑwbD Bq‡K©B! wmwU e¨vs‡Ki

GKUv f‡ë...|

wPšÍvq evav coj|

ÔAvgiv Avcbv‡K gvjx wn‡m‡e †`L‡Z PvB,Õ m‡KŠZz‡K

ejj Wvwb‡qj, bvUz‡K n‡q IVvi †Póv Ki‡Q| ÔGKUv †Mvjvc

Kzuwo Zz‡j Avb‡Z n‡e| fvj K_v, A¨vmvBb‡g‡Èi bvgI

ZvBцMvjvc Kzuwo|Õ

ïay wcQbUv bq, wfD wgi‡i Wvwb‡q‡ji mvg‡bUvI †`L‡Z

cv‡”Q ivbv| nvwmLywk, kvšÍ cªK…wZi †jvK| ïay g−vb bxj †PvL

`y‡Uv duvm K‡i †`q, G †jvK mv‡ci †P‡qI fq¼i| nvwmLywk,

wKš‘ nvwmUzKz KL‡bvB †PvL ¯úk© K‡i bv| †jvKUvi †fZiUv

†hb cwi®‹vi †`L‡Z †cj ivbvÑcªwZwU moevqyi †kl gv_v

†÷b‡jm ÷x‡ji ˆZwi †gi“`‡Êi mv‡_ mshy³|

UªvBe‡iv weÖR †c‡iv‡”Q Iiv, mvg‡b Avi `yÕcv‡k g‡bvni

 

48 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

cªvK…wZK `„k¨| †`‡LI †`Lj bv ivbv| gb w`‡q Wvwb‡q‡ji

K_v ïb‡Q|

ÔwUDwjc KbI‡qi mv‡¼wZK bvg †Mvjvc Kzuwo| wUDwjc

KbI‡q‡K Avcwb Rv‡bb|Õ

ixwZgZ GKUv av°v †L‡jv ivbv| wUDwjc KbI‡qÑdi

MWm †mK! Ôe‡j hvb!Õ i“¶K‡É ZvMv`v w`j I| mviv

c„w_ex‡Z bv n‡jI, Av‡gwiKvi N‡i N‡i cwiwPZ bvgUv|

wb®úvc GKUv †Pnviv †f‡m DVj ivbvi †Pv‡Li mvg‡b| eo

eo L‡qwi †PvL, †dvjv gy‡L cweÎ nvwm| †`‡L Kvi bv Av`i

Ki‡Z B‡”Q K‡i!

gvwK©b †cªwm‡W‡Èi GKgvÎ mšÍvb|

ivbv Rv‡b, Zey gyL dz‡U D”PviY Kij Wvwb‡qj, ÔwiPvW©

KbI‡qi †g‡q|Õ

`ª“Z nv‡Z GKUv wmMv‡iU aivj ivbv| ÔKvRUv wK?

†cªv‡UKkb?Õ gv_v bvoj I| Ô‡mR‡b¨ Avjv`v †jvK Av‡Q,

Avgv‡K w`‡q n‡e bv|Õ

ÔAv‡i bv!Õ Avevi nvmj Wvwb‡qj, GeviI †PvL ¯úk©

Kij bv Zvi nvwm| ÔZ‡e †hÐai‡bi KvR Avcwb K‡ib, GUv

†mÐai‡bi bq|Õ wiqvi wfD wgi‡i †PvL †i‡L ivbvi cªwZwμqv

†evSvi †Póv Kij †m| ÔAvcbv‡K †Zv ejvB n‡q‡Q, Rxe‡bi

me‡P‡q KwVb KvRUv w`w”Q Avgiv Avcbv‡K|Õ

ˆah© nvwi‡q wKQy ej‡Z hvw”Qj ivbv, gv_vi Ici GKUv

nvZ Zz‡j Pyc Kwi‡q w`j Wvwb‡qj| g¨vbnvUb weÖ‡Ri Ici

`uvwo‡q coj Mvwo, †Uvj ey‡_ cqmv Qyu‡o w`j †m| Zvici

Rvbvjvi KuvP Zz‡j w`‡q B÷ wifvi mvBWÐGi w`‡K Mvwo

Qvoj|

GLb Avi nvm‡Q bv Wvwb‡qj| ÔwUDwjc †K, GUzKz RvbvB

AcniYÐ1 49

h‡_ó bq| †g‡qUv m¤ú‡K© me wKQy Rvb‡Z n‡e Avcbv‡K|Õ

wbtk‡ã wmMv‡i‡U Uvb w`j ivbv| A‰ah© n‡q jvf †bB|

†jvKUvi ¯^fveB GB, GKUz GKUz K‡i my‡Zv Qvov| Abyfe

Kij, Nvg‡Z ïi“ K‡i‡Q nv‡Zi Zvjy| KvRUv wK Rvbvi

Av‡MB †ivgv Abyfe Ki‡Q I| ¶xY GKUz nvmj, †`Lv hvK

wK ai‡bi P¨v‡j‡Äi mvg‡b `uvov‡Z nq| Ô‡Kb?Õ kvšÍ Mjvq

wR‡Ám Kij I| ÔwUDwjc m¤ú‡K© me wKQy Rvbvi Avgvi wK

`iKvi?Õ

ÔAvgiv PvB, Avcwb I‡K wKWb¨vc Ki‡eb,Õ VvÊv Mjvq

ejj Wvwb‡qj| Ônu¨v, †cªwm‡W‡Èi †g‡q‡K wKWb¨vc Kivi

`iKvi c‡o‡Q|Õ

cuvP

wifvimvBW WªvBfÐGi GKUv A¨vcvU©‡g‡È ivbv‡K Zz‡j w`‡q

†Mj Wvwb‡qj| cªPyi RvqMv Avi i“wPm¤§Z dvwb©Pvi i‡q‡Q,

†Pqvi¸‡jvq e‡m †ek Avivg cvIqv hvq| wm.AvB.GÐi GUv

GKUv wbivc` Av¯Ívbv, Av›`vR Kij ivbv, KÕw`b Mv XvKv

w`‡q _vKvi R‡b¨ Av`k© RvqMv| ivbvi B‡”Q wQj wi‡Rw݇Z

DV‡e, Z‡e †nv‡U‡j IVvi †P‡q GÐB eis fvj n‡q‡Q|

GLv‡b cªvB‡fwmÐi †Kvb Afve †bB|

wK‡PbUv ¯^qsm¤ú~Y©, ivboevevboevi Av‡qvR‡b †Kvb LyuZ †bB|

Ly‡` GKUv eviÐI i‡q‡Q, w`b mv‡ZK gvZvj _vKvi R‡b¨

h‡_ó †evZj †`Lj ivbv| wRwbmÐcÎ †eWiƒ‡g †i‡L‡Q I,

 

50 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

GLbI Kvco Qv‡owb| †QvÆ GKUv M−v‡m wb‡q GK †XvK

ûBw¯‹ Xvjj Mjvq, GB mgq AvIqvRUv Kv‡b Gj| Kv‡c©‡Ui

wb‡P g„`y Ku¨vP Ku¨vP K‡i DVj Kv‡Vi cvUvZb|

†ckx‡Z Uvb coj, †Kvg‡ii Kv‡Q wifjfv‡i †cuŠ‡Q †Mj

GKUv nvZ| wKš‘ Nyij bv ivbv| w¯’i `uvwo‡q eviÐGi Ici

jUKv‡bv A‡qj‡cBwÈs †`L‡Q| ZviciB wXj coj †ckx‡Z,

†evZj †_‡K Av‡iKUz ûBw¯‹ Xvjj M−v‡m| ÔAv‡Mi †mB

wbtkã weov‡ji cv Avi †bB Avcbvi,Õ wcQb w`‡K bv

ZvwK‡qB ejj I|

Ii wcQ‡b G‡m `uvovj †jvKUv| ÔwK K‡i eyS‡jb Avwg?Õ

Ô‡mB `„wóI †bB,Õ ejj ivbv| Bw½‡Z ˆZjwPÎUv †`Lvj|

Kuv‡Pi Mv‡q `yÕR‡bi cªwZweÕ c‡o‡Q| Gevi Nyij ivbv|

iOÐPUv wRÝ c‡i Av‡Q †jvKUv, bxj K¨vc, gy‡L GKw`‡bi

bvÐKvgv‡bv `vwo| nv‡Zi M−vmUv GKUz DuPy Kij ivbv| ÔPj‡e,

K‡b©j?Õ

Ôc−xR, †gRi!Õ

wjwfs iƒ‡g emj Iiv, Rvbvjvi evB‡i e„wó †fRv welYoe

w`b| †mvdvq emvi Av‡M me¸‡jv Rvbvjvi c`©v †U‡b w`j

K‡b©j DBwjqvg Aemb| j¨v¤ú †_‡K †Kvgj Av‡jv †ei“j|

gy‡L nvwm a‡i ivLvi †Póv Ki‡Q K‡b©j| ivbv wbwj©ß|

c‡KU †_‡K wmMv‡i‡Ui c¨v‡KU †ei K‡i Advi Kij K‡b©j,

gv_v bvoj ivbv| nv‡Zi M−vmUv gvSLv‡bi wbPy †Zc‡q ivLj

I| Ô‡Kb?Õ

gyL †_‡K nvwm wgwj‡q wM‡q †Pvqvj Sz‡j coj Aem‡bi|

ÔAvB †eM BIi cvW©b?Õ

ÔAvcwb Avgv‡K w`‡q †cªwm‡WÈ KbI‡qi †g‡q‡K

wKWb¨vc Kiv‡Z Pvb,Õ ejj ivbv, Ô‡Kb?Õ

AcniYÐ1 51

ÔRvbZvg cªkoeUv wR‡Ám Ki‡Z cv‡ib|Õ †Zcq †_‡K

wb‡Ri M−vmUv Zzjj Aemb, wKš‘ ûBw¯‹i ¯^v` wbj bv| Ôme

K_v Avcbv‡K ejv m¤¢e bq| †m ¶gZv Avgv‡K †`qv nqwb|Õ

Ô¶gZv †bB, bvwK Avgvi Ici wek¦vm †bB?Õ

Ôbv, c−xR, wQÐwQ!Õ †hb LyeB j¾v †c‡q‡Q Aemb| Ôwek¦vm

bv _vK‡j GZ _vK‡Z Avcbv‡K †Kb KvRUv †`e, ejyb?Õ

ÔZvn‡j? Avgv‡K ej‡Z Amywe‡a wK?Õ

Ôe¨vcviUv ivóÖxq wbivcËvi mv‡_ RwoZ,Õ ejj Aemb|

Ôduvm n‡q †M‡j Av‡gwiKvi me©bvk N‡U hv‡e| Avcbv‡K

Avwg ïay GUzKz ej‡Z cvwi, Avgiv GKUv welv³ KuvUv †Zvjvi

c−¨vb K‡iwQ|Õ

ÔAvgvi mg‡qi `vg Av‡Q,Õ wei³ n‡jv ivbv| Ô†hvMv‡hvM

Kivi ci †_‡K Avcbviv ïay †nuqvwj K‡i P‡j‡Qb| Avi †KD

bv RvbyK, Avcwb AšÍZ Rv‡bb, Avwg GZUv †evKv bB †h wKQy

bv †R‡b AÜKv‡i Suvc †`e| me K_v hw` ejv m¤¢e bv nq,

Avi KviI mv‡_ †hvMv‡hvM K‡ibwb †Kb?Õ

mwZ¨ K_vUvB ejj Aemb, ÔAvi KvD‡K GB Kv‡Ri

Dchy³ e‡j g‡b nqwb, ZvB| ïay M‡elKivB bq,

KgwcDUiI Avcbvi bvg mv‡R÷ K‡i‡Q| cvi‡j AvcwbB

cvi‡eb|Õ ivbv wKQy ej‡Z hv‡”Q †`‡L nvZ Zzjj †m| Ôme

Rvb‡j Avcbvi SzuwKi cwigvY A‡bK †e‡o hv‡e| ZvQvov,

Avgv‡K wek¦vm Ki“b, KvRUv Kivi R‡b¨ me K_v Rvbvi

`iKviI †bB|Õ

GKK_vq Rvwb‡q w`j ivbv, GÐme K_vq wP‡o wfR‡e bv,

ÔAvwg Avcbvi mv‡_ GKgZ bB|Õ

Aem‡bi †Pnviv KwVb n‡q DVj| ÔKvRUv wK Avcwb

†R‡b †d‡j‡Qb, Kv‡RB...Õ

 

52 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

Ôfq †`wL‡q †Kvb jvf n‡e bv,Õ Aemb‡K evav w`j

ivbv|

nv‡Zi M−vmUv VKvm K‡i †Zc‡q bvwg‡q †i‡L mUvb

`uvwo‡q coj Aemb| ÔAv‡jvPbvUv Gfv‡e Avcwb †f‡O w`‡Z

cv‡ib bv, wg. ivbv|Õ

K_v bv e‡j ivbv ïay Kuva SuvKvj|

ÔAvgvi ¶gZv m¤ú‡K© Avcwb Rv‡bb, wg. ivbv,Õ iv‡Mi

mv‡_ ejj K‡b©j| ÔAvwg wm.AvB.GÐi †WcywU wW‡i±i|

Avgvi K_v A‡b‡KB ïb‡eb, Zvi g‡a¨ †cªwm‡WÈI GKRb|

Avwg ivbv G‡RwÝi mg¯Í jvB‡mÝ evwZj K‡i w`‡Z cvwi|Õ

ivbvi g‡a¨ †Kvb weKvi †`Lv †Mj bv| ÔwK Awf‡hv‡M?Õ

ÔivóÖxq †Mvcb Z_¨ Rvbvi Ac‡Póv!Õ

Ôïay Avcbvi GKvi bq, K‡b©j,Õ ejj ivbv, Ô‡cªwm‡W‡Èi

AviI eÜzÐevÜe Av‡Qb, Zuv‡`i K_vI wZwb †kv‡bb|

Awf‡hvMUv †h wg‡_¨ †mUv Zuvi Kv‡b Zzj‡Z cvie Avwg|Õ

Aw¯’ifv‡e cvqPvwi ïi“ Kij Aemb| g‡b g‡b wb‡R‡K

wZi¯‹vi Kij †m, ïi“Uv fzjfv‡e Kiv n‡q‡Q| †R` a‡i

ivbvi mv‡_ cviv m¤¢e bq| cª‡gB Zvi big my‡i K_v ejv

DwPZ wQj| wg‡_¨ fq †`wL‡q I‡K c‡_ Avbv m¤¢e bq|

Z‡e, ivbv cvëv †h ûgwKUv w`j, Zv‡Z f‡qi wKQy †bB| ivbv

ev Ii em& †gRi †Rbv‡ij ivnvZ Lvb hv‡Z †cªwm‡W‡Èi

bvMvj bv cvq Zvi e¨e¯’v Kiv Av‡Q| hv‡`i gva¨‡g

†cªwm‡W‡Èi Kv‡Q ab©v †`‡e Iiv, Zv‡`i Kv‡Q †cuŠQy‡Z †Póv

Ki‡j G‡Ki ci GK evav Avm‡e| cvqPvwi _vwg‡q ivbvi

w`‡K KUgU K‡i ZvKvj †m| ejj, ÔAvwg †f‡ewQjvg, GB

Kv‡Ri g‡a¨ †h P¨v‡jÄ i‡q‡Q, Avcbv‡K ivwR Kiv‡bvi R‡b¨

†mUvB h‡_ó|Õ

AcniYÐ1 53

Ô‡KD hw` e‡j, †Zvgv‡K P¨v‡jÄ Kiv n‡jv, †`wL †Zv

wb‡Ri cv‡q Kzo j gvi‡Z cv‡iv wKbvÑP¨v‡jÄUv Avcwb MªnY

Ki‡eb?Õ

ÔwKš‘ Avcbv‡K †KD wb‡Ri cv‡q...Õ

evav w`j ivbv, ÔeySe wKfv‡e?Õ

Avevi cvqPvwi ïi“ Kij Aemb| Zvici Avevi ivbvi

mvg‡b _vgj| ÔwdÐi A¼ evwo‡q w`b, hZ Lywk UvKv

wbbÑwKš‘ di MWm †mK me K_v Rvb‡Z PvB‡eb bv, c−xR!Õ

Dˇi nvZNwo †`Lj ivbv|

mvg‡bi †mvdvq acvm K‡i e‡m coj Aemb| GiB g‡a¨

weaŸ¯Í n‡q †M‡Q †Pnviv|

Svov GK wgwbU †K‡U †Mj| †PvL ey‡R a¨v‡b e‡m‡Q

Aemb|

ivbv ejj, ÔAvwg AbšÍKvj A‡c¶v Ki‡Z cvwi bv|Õ

ÔAvgiv GKUv wmwKDwiwU wjK Avwe®‹vi K‡iwQ,Õ nVvr ïi“

Kij Aemb| Ô‡KD GKRb K¬vwmdv‡qW WvUv cvPvi Ki‡Q

†mvwf‡qZ BDwbq‡b| wm.AvB.GÐi †jvK †m, nvB

Awdwkqvj‡`i GKRb|Õ ivbvi w`‡K mivmwi ZvKvj †m|

ÔLyeB nvB Awdwkqvj‡`i GKRb| cvPvi nIqv Z‡_¨i aib

†`‡L e¨vcviUv Avgiv eyS‡Z cvwi|Õ

gv_v SuvKvj ivbv, wKš‘ †Kvb gšÍe¨ ev cªkoe Kij bv|

GÐai‡bi NUbv wKQyw`b ci ci N‡U| Avi N‡U e‡jB

wm.AvB.G. we‡kl ai‡bi wKQy G‡RÈ †cv‡l hv‡`i KvRB

n‡jv N‡ii kΓ wefxlY‡`i Lyu‡R †ei Kiv| ïay

wm.AvB.GЇZ bq, cªvq me B‡Èwj‡R‡ÝB GÐai‡bi G‡RÈ

_v‡K|

D‡V wM‡q wb‡Ri M−vmUv Avevi f‡i wbj Aemb| Gici

 

54 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

Avi emj bv, N‡ii gvSLv‡b nuvUvnvwU Ki‡Z jvMj| Ôcªg

w`‡K,Õ Avevi gyL Lyjj †m, ÔPviRb‡K m‡›`n Kwi Avgiv|

cª‡Z¨K‡K Avjv`vfv‡e cix¶v Kiv nq| mevB Zviv DZ‡i

hvq| gv_vq †hb evR c‡o Avgv‡`i| Zvn‡j †K? cÂg

GKRb †jvK‡K m‡›`‡ni ZvwjKvq Avb‡Z nqцm Ggb

GKRb, Zvi c` gh©v`vi R‡b¨ Zv‡K Avgiv cª‡gB ev` w`‡q

†i‡LwQjvg| e¨vcviUv Awek¦vm¨! Zvi gZ †jvK Wvej

G‡RÈ...†Kb, †Kb!Õ AvOyj w`‡q gv_vi Pyj Lvg‡P aij †m|

ÔZvi ¶gZvi †Kvb mxgvÐcwimxgv †bB| †hІKvb gyn~‡Z©, B‡”Q

Ki‡jB, Ifvj Awd‡m XzK‡Z cv‡i| †cªwm‡W‡Èi c‡iB Zvi

¯’vb...Õ

cv_i n‡q e‡m Av‡Q ivbv| ïay †PvL `y‡Uv AbymiY Ki‡Q

Aemb‡K| †Pnvivq LvwbKUv †KŠZzK, LvwbKUv Awek¦vm|

ÔAvcwb VvÆv Ki‡Qb|Õ

axi fw½‡Z Gw`K Iw`K gv_v bvoj Aemb|

ivbvi †Pnviv †_‡K †KŠZz‡Ki fve A`„k¨ n‡q †Mj|

Ô‡Rd wiKvW©?Õ

Ô†Rd wiKvW©,Õ wdmwdm K‡i ejj Aemb, cªPÊ iv‡M M−vm

aiv nvZUv Kuvc‡Q| Ô‡Rd wiKvW©, wm.AvB.GÐi wW‡i±i|Õ

†mvdvq †njvb w`‡q eo K‡i GKUv k¦vm Uvbj ivbv|

PgKUv nRg Ki‡Z mgq jvM‡Q| Awek¦vm¨ e‡U, wKš‘ Av‡MI

G ai‡bi NUbv N‡U‡Q, Aev¯Íe e‡j Dwo‡q †`qv hvq bv|

Wvej †iW A¨vjv‡U©i KviYUv †evSv †Mj| †evSv †Mj †Kb

Aemb cvMjcviv n‡q Av‡Q| Iiv mevB hvi Aax‡b KvR

K‡i, wm.AvB.GÐi Pxd| GUzKzB h‡_ó Lvivc| wKš‘ †Rd

wiKvW© ïay wm.AvB.GÐi Pxd bq, AviI A‡bK wKQy| MZ

wbe©vP‡b †cªwm‡W‡Èi cªavb gyLcvÎ wQj †m| Pxd cwjwm

AcniYÐ1 55

A¨vWfvBRvi|

AviI †ewk| †cªwm‡W‡Èi m‡P‡q Nwbô eÜz †jvKUv|

†cªwm‡WÈ Zvi gZ Avi KvD‡K wek¦vm K‡ib bv|

Ôwec`,Õ ejj ivbv|

Ôwec`? ejyb, wWbvgvBU!Õ M−vmUv Nb Nb bvoj Aemb,

†fZ‡i jvj‡P ûBw¯‹ Nyi‡Z jvMj| Zvi †Pnviv iv‡M, †¶v‡f,

`yt‡L jvj n‡q Av‡Q| Rvbvjvi Kuv‡P e„wói †duvUv co‡Q,

kãUv‡K Pvcv w`j M−v‡mi Mv‡q UzK‡iv ei‡di av°v LvIqvi

AvIqvR| GK Pygy‡K ûBw¯‹UzKz wM‡j †djj †m| Avevi hLb

ivbvi w`‡K ZvKvj, cªvq kvšÍ n‡q †M‡Q †Pnviv| fvev‡e‡Mi

jvMvg †U‡b a‡i‡Q| ÔejvB evûj¨ †cªwm‡WÈ wb‡iU cªgvY

PvB‡eb| Avwg ej‡jB wZwb wek¦vm Ki‡eb bv| †mÐR‡b¨B

Zuvi †g‡qi K_v DV‡Q|Õ

†hvMv‡hvMUv †Kv_vq, ivbv Av›`vR Ki‡Z cvij| Gwo‡q

hvIqv m¤¢e bq GiKg GKUv †Uvc w`‡q duv` cvZv n‡e|

Ônu¨v,Õ ejj Aemb, †hb ivbv wK fve‡Q eyS‡Z †c‡i‡Q,

ÔwKWb¨vwcsUv n‡e †Rd wiKv‡W©i cix¶v| †cªwm‡W‡Èi †g‡q

wUDwjc kΓ‡`i nv‡Z| †hfv‡e †nvK Zv‡K Lyu‡R †ei Ki‡Z

n‡e wiKv‡W©i|Õ Aem‡bi †Pv‡L ¶xY nvwm dzUj| ÔG‡Ki ci

GK m~Î cv‡e †m| AvgivB †`e, wb‡R‡`i ˆZwi| wKš‘ †kl

ch©šÍ †`Lv hv‡e, me¸‡jv m~Î fzqv, †Kv_vI †cuŠQy‡bv hvq bv|

†Kvb †Kvb m~Î n‡e †Mvj‡g‡j, GKUvi mv‡_ Av‡iKUv wgj‡e

bv| Avevi †KvbUv n‡e aŸsmvZ¥K| gwiqv n‡q DV‡e wiKvW©,

wKš‘ G‡Mvevi †Kvb c_ cv‡e bv| Zv‡K Avgiv Amnvq

Ae¯’vq †dje| †KvYVvmv n‡q co‡e †m| GÐmeB GKwU gvÎ

Kvi‡Y Kiv n‡e...|Õ

Ô‡m hv‡Z Aci c‡¶i mv‡_ †hvMv‡hvM K‡i|Õ ax‡i ax‡i

 

56 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

IciÐwb‡P gv_v SuvKvj ivbv| Ô†KŠkjUv g›` bq| †mÈ

cv‡m©È m¤¢vebv, duv‡` cv †`‡e wiKvW©| wKš‘ wec¾bK|

mwZ¨ K_v ej‡Z wK, Gi‡P‡q wec¾bK Avi wKQy n‡Z cv‡i

bv|Õ

ÔGUvB GKgvÎ †KŠkj,Õ †Rvi w`‡q ejj Aemb|

Ôe¨vcviUv Ggb wKQy nIqv PvB hvi mv‡_ †cªwm‡WÈ mivmwi

Ges e¨w³MZfv‡e RwoZ| wb‡Ri †g‡q wb‡LuvR, Kv‡RB wZwb

D`vmxb _vK‡Z cv‡ib bv, Kv‡RB Zv‡K D×vi Kiv hvi

`vwqZ¡ Zvi Ici wZwb wbf©i Ki‡ebB| †nvqvBU nvD‡mi

÷vdiv cªwZ NÈvq wi‡cvU© †`‡e, †KvbUv‡ZB cwi®‹vi wKQy

_vK‡e bv| Rvbv K_v, I¸‡jv wZwb gvb‡eb bv| †Rd

wiKv‡W©i KvQ †_‡K mivmwi Z_¨ I wi‡cvU© PvB‡eb wZwb|Õ

ÔGes †Kvb ARynvZI wZwb ïb‡eb bv|Õ

Ôbv|Õ

Ôfzj KiviI †Kvb AeKvk †bB|Õ

Ô‡bB| cwic~Y© mvdj¨ Qvov wKQyB wZwb gvb‡eb bv| †Rd

wiKv‡W©i GÐme K_v Rvbv _vK‡e| m~θ‡jv hLb fzqv

cªgvwYZ n‡e, †cªwm‡W‡Èi Kv‡Q wd‡i wM‡q GÐK_v ej‡Z

cvi‡e bv †h Kcvj Lvivc ZvB KvRUvq e¨_© njvg, Gi c‡ii

evi AviI fvj Kivi †Póv Kie| †bv, †bfvi,ÑGB GKUv

Kv‡R e¨_© nIqv Pj‡e bv Zvi| Rxe‡b hv wKQy g~j¨evb g‡b

K‡i †m, me nvivevi Avk¼v †`Lv †`‡e| Zvi PvKwi|

†cªwm‡W‡Èi mv‡_ Zvi eÜzZ¡| Zvi ¶gZv|Õ

Ôcv‡gjv KbI‡qi mv‡_ Zvi m¤ú‡K©i K_v bvnq ev`B

†`qv †Mj|Õ

Ônu¨v, dv÷© †jwWi mv‡_ Zvi †h gayi m¤úK© i‡q‡Q, e¨_©

n‡j †mUvI Zv‡K nviv‡Z n‡e| †gvU K_v, m~θ‡jvq †Kvb

AcniYÐ1 57

KvR bv n‡j,ÑKvR hv‡Z bv nq †mw`KUv Avgiv †`LeÑAvi

gvÎ GKUv c_ †Lvjv _vK‡e Zvi mvg‡b| †jŠn hewbKvi

AšÍiv‡j eÜz‡`i kiYvcboe nIqv| I‡`i mvnvh¨ Zvi PvB‡ZB

n‡e|Õ

gv_v SuvKvj ivbv| PgrKvi c−¨vb| †cªwm‡WÈ mivmwi

RwoZ, Kv‡RB mewKQyi E‡aŸ© ¯’vb w`‡Z n‡e e¨vcviUv‡K|

wKš‘ †Rd wiKv‡W©i mgm¨v Avi ivbvi mgm¨v GK bq|

ivbv‡K ejv n‡”Q †cªwm‡W‡Èi †g‡q‡K wKWb¨vc K‡iv|

cªvq Am¤¢e GKUv KvR| Am¤¢e GB R‡b¨ †h KvRUvq †Kvb

LyuZ _vKv Pj‡e bv| LyuZ _vK‡jB †Rd wiKvW© †Ui †c‡q

hv‡e, wUDwjc‡K †Uvc wn‡m‡e e¨envi Kiv n‡”Q, GUv Zvi

R‡b¨ GKUv duv`| Zv hw` ey‡S †d‡j, me fÊyj n‡q hv‡e|

†cªwm‡W‡Èi †Pv‡L AvOyj w`‡q †`wL‡q †`‡e †m, wUDwjc‡K

wKWb¨vc Ki‡Z mvnvh¨ K‡i‡Q wm.AvB.GÐiB wKQy Awdmvi|

wKWb¨vcvi Ges mnvqZvKvix‡`i †MªdZvi Kivi wb‡`©k

†`‡eb †cªwm‡WÈ| wKsev wiKvW© nq‡Zv cvwj‡q †mvwf‡qZ

BDwbq‡b P‡j hv‡e| mevi †PvL‡K duvwK w`‡q wKfv‡e

cvjv‡Z nq wbðB Zv †m Rv‡b|

Zvigv‡b, evB‡ii †Zgb †Kvb mvnvh¨ QvovB KvRUv

ivbv‡K GKv Ki‡Z n‡e| Mv‡qi †ivg `uvwo‡q †Mj Ii, Aj−yZ

GKUv P¨v‡jÄ Abyfe Kij| GZ eo SzuwK Av‡M KLbI

†bqwb I| D‡V wM‡q M−v‡m AviI LvwbKUv ûBw¯‹ wbj| †gvwUf

ev` w`‡q Acv‡ikb wb‡q fve‡Q| Ô‡KbÕ ¸i“Z¡ nvivj, ¸i“Z¡

†cj ÔwKfv‡eÕ| †K Kvi c¶ wb‡q KvR Ki‡Q †mUv Rvbv

`iKvi, wKš‘ GB gyn~‡Z© Ri“ix g‡b n‡jv bv|

†VKvq c‡o mvnvh¨ PvB‡Q wm.AvB.GÐi †WcywU wW‡i±i,

†gvUv UvKv Avq n‡e ivbv G‡RwÝi| Avi AbygwZ †Zv em&

 

58 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

Av‡MB w`‡q †i‡L‡Qb| wKš‘ KvRUv ivbvi Kivi B‡”Q Ab¨

Kvi‡Y| P¨v‡jÄUv wb‡Z Pvq I| wUDwjc‡K wKWb¨vc Kiv

Am¤¢e, ZvB Ki‡e| in‡m¨i †fZi inm¨ _vK‡Z cv‡i,

†mUvI GKUv KviY| wKš‘ Zv wb‡q c‡i gv_v Nvgv‡jI Pj‡e|

Ôhw` Kwi,Õ Aemb‡K ejj I, Ôc−¨vbUv Avgvi wb‡Ri

n‡e|Õ

Ô¯^fveZB,Õ mv‡_ mv‡_ Reve w`j Aemb| ÔAvwg cvi‡j

Avcbv‡K `iKvi nZ bv|Õ ivbvi mvg‡b †mvdvq emj †m|

Ô‡g‡qUvi †Kvb ¶wZ nIqv Pj‡e bv|Õ

ÔejvB evûj¨| ¶wZ †Zv `~‡ii K_v, Zv‡K mwZ¨Kvi †Kvb

SzuwKi g‡a¨B ivLv Pj‡e bv| ïay wUDwjc †KbÑcwiev‡ii

Ab¨vb¨ m`m¨, PvKievKi, ÷vd, wm‡μU mvwf©m, KviI †Kvb

¶wZ Kiv hv‡e bv| †KD †hb AvnZ bv nq|Õ

gyPwK †n‡m ivbv ejj, ÔAvcwb ej‡Z PvB‡Qb,

†cªwm‡WȇK †hb Lyb bv K‡i †dwj, GB †Zv?Õ

M¤¢xi n‡Z wM‡qI †n‡m †djj Aemb| Ôwb‡Ri fvj

PvB‡j bv KivB DwPZ n‡e|Õ

wKš‘ wkwib Ii nvZ †`‡L wK †hb e‡jwQj? ¯§iY Kivi

†Póv Kij ivbv| g‡b co‡ZB Qu¨vr K‡i DVj ey‡Ki

†fZiUvÑ`yB mycvi cvIqv‡ii †h †Kvb GKUvi miKvi cªavb

Avcbvi nv‡Z Lyb n‡eb|

i“k miKviÐcªavb, bvwK gvwK©b miKviÐcªavb?

ÔwKWb¨vc Ki‡jb, Zvici? Zvici wK n‡e?Õ

Ôejyb|Õ

Ô‡nvqvBU nvDm †_‡K †ei Kivi ci wUDwjc‡K Avcwb

†`k †_‡K †ei K‡i wb‡q hv‡eb,Õ ejj K‡b©j|

wPwšÍZ n‡q DVj ivbv| †Pv‡Li mvg‡b †nvqvBU nvD‡mi

AcniYÐ1 59

Qwe †f‡m DVj| evB‡i †_‡K †`Lv hvq bv, †fZ‡i

KuvUvZv‡ii †eov Av‡QÑB‡jKwUªdv‡qW| B‡jKUªwbK

wmwKDwiwU wm‡÷‡gi wKQy wKQy inm¨ Rv‡b I, †ewkifvMB

Rv‡b bv| wm‡μU G‡RÈ Avi †¯úkvj cywjm wMR wMR Ki‡Q

Pviw`‡K| GÐme evav Uc‡K †cªwm‡W‡Èi †g‡q‡K Pywi K‡i

Avb‡Z n‡e| GLv‡bB †kl bq| Gici Avevi myiw¶Z gvwK©b

eW©vi †c‡iv‡Z n‡e| ¶xY GKUz nvwm †`Lv †Mj Ii †Vuv‡U|

ÔLye mnR K‡i †`‡eb bv,Õ nvjKv my‡i ejj I| ÔAvgvi

GK‡N‡q jvM‡Z cv‡i|Õ

†VuvU wU‡c nvmj Aemb| Ô‡`L‡Z cvw”Q P¨v‡jÄUv Avcwb

Dc‡fvM Ki‡Qb!Õ

ivbv M¤¢xi n‡jv| ÔKvRUv KwVb|Õ

ÔRvwb| GZ KwVb †h Avcbvi mvnvh¨ PvB‡Z n‡jv| GKUv

K_v...,Õ e‡j Pyc K‡i †Mj Aemb|

cªkoe‡evaK `„wó‡Z ZvwK‡q _vKj ivbv| GKUv Pyi“U aivj

Aemb, Zvici Avevi ejj, Ô‡MvUv e¨vcviUv‡K AvšÍR©vwZK

e‡j g‡b n‡Z n‡e| Z‡eB †Rd wiKvW© wek¦vm Ki‡e †h

ivwkqvbiv mvnvh¨ Ki‡Z cvi‡e Zv‡K|Õ

gv_v SuvKvj ivbv|

ÔwUDwjc‡K...,Õ

fzjUv ïa‡i w`j ivbv, Ô‡Mvjvc Kzuwo|Õ

ÔI, B‡qm, mwi! I‡K Avcwb †hLv‡b Lywk wb‡q †h‡Z

cv‡ib, gv‡b Mªx‡mi †h †Kvb RvqMvq|Õ

ÔMªx‡m †Kb?Õ

ÔKviY Avcbvi hw` mvnvh¨ `iKvi nq, ILv‡b Avgvi

wek¦¯Í †jvK Av‡Q|Õ

Kuva SuvKvj ivbv| ÔwVK Av‡Q, †Mvjvc Kzuwo Mªx‡m †cuŠQyj|

 

60 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

Zvici?Õ

ÔILv‡b Avcwb Avgvi wmMb¨vj bv cvIqv ch©šÍ A‡c¶v

Ki‡eb,Õ ejj Aemb| †Vuv‡Ui †KvY †_‡K ax‡i ax‡i †auvqv

Qvoj †m, mivmwi ZvwK‡q Av‡Q ivbvi †Pv‡L| ÔZvici

Avgv‡`i †`Lv n‡e| Avcbvi KvQ †_‡K †Mvjvc Kzuwo

†Wwjfvwi †be Avwg| Zvi Av‡M ch©šÍ, wKQyB Avcwb Ki‡eb

bv| †mÖd mevi †Pv‡Li Avov‡j jywK‡q ivL‡eb I‡K|

Kgc‡¶ `yÕnßv jywK‡q ivL‡Z n‡eцewkI n‡Z cv‡i, wbf©i

K‡i cwiw¯’wZi Ici|Õ

`yÕnßv! Wvwb‡qj wVKB e‡jwQj, †Mvjvc Kzuwo m¤ú‡K©

we¯ÍvwiZ me Rvbv `iKvi Ii|

Mªx‡mi †Kv_vI I‡K wb‡q †h‡Z n‡e, ivbv Rv‡b| Rv‡b bv

ïay †cªwm‡W‡Èi †g‡q‡K wb‡q wKfv‡e ILv‡b †cuŠQy‡bv hvq|

Ôfzqv m~Î m¤ú‡K© ejyb Gevi|Õ

ÔIme Wvwb‡qj mvgjv‡e| I GLv‡b G‡jB Avcbvi wK wK

jvM‡e Av‡jvPbv Kie Avgiv| fvj K_v, IÐB Avcbvi mv‡_

Avgvi †hvMv‡hvM| AvR Avwg GLvb †_‡K P‡j hvevi ci,

†Mvjvc Kzuwo‡K N‡i wdwi‡q Avbvi mgq bv nIqv ch©šÍ PvB

bv Avcbvi mv‡_ Avgvi Avevi †`Lv †nvK|Õ

gv_v SuvKvj ivbv| M−vmUv fivi R‡b¨ Avevi DVj|

ÔI, nu¨v, fvj K_vÑfz‡j hv‡eb bv, Avcwb gviv †M‡Qb|Õ

Ô‡KD †fv‡j?Õ Aem‡bi w`‡K wcQb wd‡i †evZj †_‡K

ûBw¯‹ Xvjj ivbv| †evZ‡ji wQwc eÜ Kij| wdij Aem‡bi

w`‡K| Ôïay `ytL GB †h Av‡M Lei cvBwb, Zv bv n‡j gvwU

w`‡Z Aek¨B †hZvg|Õ

Ô‡MvUv e¨vcviUv cªvq Pywcmv‡i mviv n‡q‡Q,Õ ejj Aemb|

Ôej‡Z †M‡j cªvq †KDB Dcw¯’Z wQj bv|Õ

AcniYÐ1 61

ÔZvn‡j eje, Avcbv‡`i Kv‡R GKUv LyuZ †_‡K †M‡Q|Õ

ÔwK iKg?Õ

ÔAvgv‡K Kei †`qv n‡jv, A_P †mLv‡b Avgvi em&

Dcw¯’Z wQ‡jb bv,Õ ejj ivbv, ÔA‡b‡KB e¨vcviUv‡K

Awek¦v‡mi †Pv‡L †`L‡e|Õ

Aem‡bi †Pnviv D¾¡j n‡q DVj| ÔDwb wQ‡jb|Õ

Ô‡nvqvU!Õ

ÔZuvi QÙ‡ek wb‡q Ab¨ GK †jvK|Õ

KwVb my‡i ivbv wR‡Ám Kij, ÔIui AbygwZ wb‡q‡Qb?Õ

nvmj Aemb, ejj, ÔAek¨B|Õ Kwjs †ej †e‡R DVj|

ÔWvwb‡qj †cuŠ‡Q †M‡Q|Õ †mvdv †Q‡o `iRvi w`‡K G‡Mvj

†m| Zv‡K evav w`j ivbv, †V‡j GKcv‡k mwi‡q w`‡q wb‡RB

G‡Mvj| wbtk‡ã `iRvi cv‡k `uvovj ivbv, wcc‡nv‡ji XvKwb

mwi‡q †PvL ivLj dz‡Uvq| Wvwb‡qjB, GLbI Av‡Mi †mB

R¨v‡KUUv c‡i Av‡Q, nv‡Z GKUv A¨vUvwP †Km| Zvjv Ly‡j

KevU Db¥y³ Kij ivbv| Kâvq †Zj †`qv n‡q‡Q, †Kvb kã

n‡jv bv|

†fZ‡i Xz‡K `iRv eÜ Kij Wvwb‡qj| ÔA¨vcvU©‡gÈ

cQ›` n‡q‡Q?Õ ivbv‡K wR‡Ám Kij †m|

†jvKUv ivbvi †P‡qI j¤¦v, kw³kvjx MVb| gy‡Li euv

w`‡K, †Pv‡Li wbP †_‡K Ryjwd ch©šÍ cyiv‡bv GKUv KvUv

`vM| wPšÍvUv Av‡iKevi †L‡j †Mj ivbvi gv_vqÑAvi †jvK

†cj bv Aemb, GiKg GKUv `vMx †jvK `yÕR‡bi gvSLv‡b

†hvMv‡hvM wn‡m‡e _vK‡e? ÔfvjB,Õ Reve w`j I|

Lywk n‡jv Wvwb‡qj| Ô‡Póv KiwQ Avcbvi me cª‡qvRb

†hb †g‡U GLv‡b|Õ ivbvi nv‡Zi M−vmUv j¶ Kij †m|

Ô`yt‡Li welq, cv‡ki A¨vcvU©‡g‡Èi jvjPy‡jv my›`ix †g‡qUv

 

62 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

nßv K‡q‡Ki R‡b¨ P‡j †M‡Q...Õ

ÔwbðB ¯^B”Qvq bq|Õ

Ôbv| †ePvwi cv‡q AvNvZ †c‡q‡Q| w¯‹Bs KiwQj,

Av‡iKR‡bi mv‡_ av°v †j‡M c‡o hvq|Õ Wvwb‡q‡ji †Pv‡L

Dj−v‡mi bMoe bxj Av‡jv bvP‡Z jvMj| mveavb, wb‡R‡K mZK©

Kij ivbv, †jvKUv fq¼i| a~mi Pyj Avi dm©v Mv‡qi i‡Oi

mv‡_ gy‡Li KvUv `vMUv †g‡jwb, IUv jvj‡P| †PvL wdwi‡q

wbj ivbv|

GKUv †Pqv‡ii cv‡k A¨vUvwP †Km bvwg‡q ivLj Wvwb‡qj,

†PqviUvq emj| Aem‡bi w`‡K ZvKvj †m| wKš‘ Aemb

ZvwK‡q Av‡Q ivbvi w`‡K|

Ôhv hv Pvb me Avcwb cv‡eb,Õ ejj Aemb| ÔAv¶wiK

A‡_©B ejwQцhІKvb wRwbm| †jvKej, fzqv KvMRÐcÎ,

†UKwbK¨vj mvwf©m, mg¯Í|Õ

ÔUvKv?Õ

ÔAv‡Mi KvRUvq wm.AvB.G. Avcbv‡K GK wewjqb UvKv

w`‡qwQj,Õ ejj Aemb| ÔKviY, †gwiwjb Pv‡U©i `vg wQj

K‡qK‡kv wewjqb Wjvi| GB KvRUv AviI KwVb| Avgiv

mdj n‡j jvf wK n‡e †mUv wn‡me Kiv m¤¢e bq| Av‡gwiKv

ivûgy³ n‡e, Kv‡RB jvf wn‡me Kiv wKfv‡e m¤¢e! mg¯Í

LiP Avgv‡`i, Avcbvi wd aiv n‡q‡Q `yB wewjqb Wjvi|

hw` AvcwË K‡ib...Õ

gv_vUv Ny‡i DVj ivbvi| ÔKZ ej‡jb?Õ

ÔwVK Av‡Q, AvovB wewjqb,Õ ZvovZvwo ejj Aemb|

ÔG‡ZI hw` mš‘ó bv nb Avgv‡K Zvn‡j †cªwm‡W‡Èi mv‡_

Avjvc Ki‡Z n‡e...|Õ

e‡j wK! AvovB wewjqb Wjvi? I‡`i wK gv_v Lvivc

AcniYÐ1 63

n‡q‡Q! gbUv LyuZ LyuZ Ki‡Z jvMj| A‡Xj UvKv w`‡q wK

wKb‡Z PvB‡Q Iiv? Ii mvwf©m, bvwK Ii AvbyMZ¨? in‡m¨i

†fZi inm¨?

wb‡Ri ARv‡šÍB †jvf RvMj g‡b| we.wm.AvBÐGi

A‡bKw`‡bi GKUv Afve c~iY n‡Z cv‡i `yB wewjqb Wjvi

nv‡Z G‡j| †m‡KÊ n¨vÊ GKUv mve‡gwib wKb‡Z cv‡i Iiv|

gv_v SuvKvj ivbv| ÔwVK Av‡Q|Õ

ÔnvZ Li‡Pi Rb¨ AvcvZZ GK jvL Wjvi n‡j Pj‡e?Õ

wR‡Ám Kij Aemb, ivbv AvovB wewjq‡b ivwR nIqvq fvwi

Lywk †m|

ÔPj‡e,Õ ejj ivbv| Ôc‡i AviI jvM‡j eje| GK jvL

Wjvi †QvUeo †bv‡U wgwj‡q †`‡eb| bZzb UvKv bq| †Kvb

gvK© _vKv Pj‡e bv| cy‡iv UvKvUv †hb gvwb †e‡ë a‡i|Õ

Wvwb‡q‡ji w`‡K ZvKvj Aemb| Wvwb‡qj gv_v SuvKvj|

m¤¢e|

ÔUvKv QvovI A‡bK wRwbm `iKvi n‡e Avgvi,Õ ejj

ivbv|

Szu‡K A¨vUvwP †KmUv †Kv‡ji Ici Zzjj Wvwb‡qj| Zvjv

Ly‡j Wvjv Zzjj| GKUv dvBj †ei Kij †fZi †_‡K|

ÔwUDwjc KbI‡qi dvBj...|Õ

LyK K‡i Kvkj Aemb|

Ô`ytwLZ, †Mvjvc Kzuwo,Õ ejj Wvwb‡qj| ÔmKv‡j Nyg †_‡K

IVvi ci †_‡K iv‡Z Nygv‡Z hvevi Av‡M ch©šÍ hv hv K‡i,

mg¯Í wKQyi we¯ÍvwiZ weeiY cv‡eb G‡Z| Zvi †hÐme eÜz ev

AvZ¥xqiv †nvqvBU nvD‡m †eov‡Z Av‡m ev Avm‡e, mevi

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68 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

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70 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

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nvm‡Qb Avevi|

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SbSb k‡ã †dvb †e‡R DVj| cªvq Pg‡K D‡V nvZNwo

 

74 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

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AcniYÐ1 75

KbI‡q‡K cvnviv w`‡”Q QÕRb wm‡μU mvwf©m G‡RÈ, Zv‡`i

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wPwV‡Z `„wó AvU‡K †Mj| wPwVUv Avevi coj I, coj m‡½

Muv_v Ab¨vb¨ wPwV¸‡jv| Gici KuvwP w`‡q †K‡U ivLv Le‡ii

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AviI A‡bK wKQy `iKvi n‡e| e¨vKMªvDÊ Rvbvi R‡b¨

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K‡qKUv A¨vjevg †_‡K †e‡Q wbj GKUv| I¯Ív` †envjvev`K

 

76 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

nd f¨vb‡Wiev‡M©i fv‡qvwjb KbmvU©|

†Pqv‡i e‡m wbtk‡ã wmMv‡iU dzuK‡Q ivbv, KbmvU© †e‡R

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wb‡q hv‡e ZvI Rvbv n‡q †M‡Q Ii|

mvZ

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†cvU© GjvKvq cªPÊ wfo, GLv‡bI ivbv‡K KbyB Avi nuvUz

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bÕi †RwU‡Z †h‡Z n‡e I‡K| `~i †_‡KB KzBb GwjRv‡e_ Uz

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Av‡Q| cªwZwU †RwUi R‡b¨ Avjv`v K‡i GKUv wewìs, wekvj

njiƒ‡gi †fZ‡i Xz‡K wbDR÷¨v‡Êi mvg‡b `uvovj ivbv|

A`~‡iB Kv÷gm †PKІcv÷| GLywb RvnvR †_‡K †b‡g

Gw`‡K Avm‡e Av‡ivnxiv, Zvi R‡b¨ kvšÍfv‡e A‡c¶v Ki‡Q

Awdmviiv|

nvjKv bxj my¨U c‡i‡Q ivbv, wb‡P Mvp bxj kvU©| Lvm

Av‡gwiKvb mvRvi R‡b¨ QÙ‡ek Avi †gKAvc wb‡Z n‡q‡Q

I‡K| cv‡qi bL †_‡K gv_vi Pyj ch©šÍ me wKQy e`‡j

AcniYÐ1 77

†d‡j‡Q| †QvU K‡i QuvUv Pyj, cwicvwU K‡i AuvPov‡bv|

wbwj©ß, kvšÍ fve †Pnvivq, `uvovevi fw½i g‡a¨ Amxg ˆah©|

†`‡L †h †KD fve‡e, miKvwi Kg©Pvix|

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mve‡R‡±i ARv‡šÍ †avqv Ae¯’vq `yÕw`b Av‡M ivbvi nv‡Z

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cv‡i bv ïay †cªwm‡W‡Èi †g‡q‡K wKWb¨vc Ki‡Z|

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ivbvi mv‡_ kvixwiK Mob cy‡ivcywi †g‡j bv, Z‡e Zv‡Z

wKQy G‡mI hvq bv| †g‡j bv †PnvivI, wKš‘ †gjv‡bv n‡e|

ivbvi GLb hv Mv‡qi iO, jvj‡P mv`v, †mUvI m¨vg †Mªm‡bi

mv‡_ wgj‡e bv| †Mªmb aea‡e mv`v| Zvigv‡b Mv‡qi iO

Avevi GKevi e`jv‡Z n‡e ivbv‡K|

nv‡Z myU‡Km Avi Kuv‡a K¨v‡giv wb‡q RvnvR †_‡K †b‡g

Gj m¨vg †Mªmb| Le‡ii KvM‡R gyL jywK‡q wewìs †_‡K

†ewi‡q dzUcv‡_ G‡m `uvovj ivbv| cuvP wgwbU ci Kv÷gm

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c‡K‡U fij ivbv, †Mªmb U¨vw· WvKvi Av‡MB Zvi c_‡iva

K‡i `uvovj| Ôwg. †Mªmb? wg. m¨vg †Mªmb?Õ

gyL Zzjj †Mªmb, AevK n‡q‡Q| ÔR¡x, nu¨v| †Kb ejyb

 

78 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

†Zv?Õ

ÔRb †iBbvi,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔBD.Gm. wm‡μU mvwf©m|Õ

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wKQy fzj n‡q‡Q, m¨vi?Õ

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w¯úÖ‡Oi R‡b¨ wK¬qvi¨vÝ †`qvi Av‡M AviI wKQy Z_¨ PvB

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Ô‡ek †Zv,Õ ivbvi mv‡_ nuvU‡Z ïi“ K‡i ejj †Mªmb|

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cªwZÁv Kwi‡q wb‡q‡Q ivbv, †Mªm‡bi Mv‡q nvZ †Zvjv Pj‡e

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n‡e I‡K| ÔAvgvi iƒg wiRvf© Kiv n‡q‡Q nwj‡W BbÐG,Õ

ivbv Mvwo †Q‡o w`‡Z ejj †Mªmb|

gv_v SuvKvj ivbv| ÔRvwb|Õ

wbtk‡ã nvmj †Mªmb| ÔZv †Zv Rvb‡ebB, Avcbv‡`i

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Iw`‡Ki me iv¯Ívq UªvwdK R¨vg †j‡M †M‡Q| A‡bKUv Ny‡i

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†h‡Z n‡e Avgv‡`i|Õ

ivbv Rv‡b, wbD Bq‡K© GUvB †Mªm‡bi cªg †eov‡Z

Avmv| Z‡e jʇb e‡m g¨vbnvU‡bi g¨vc †hvMvo Kiv KwVb

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mgqUv cvi Kiv, Avi †Mªmb‡K e¨¯Í ivLv| MšÍ‡e¨ †cuŠQy‡bvi

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80 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

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Mvwo|

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IqvwksUb †_‡K|Õ

gv_v SuvKvj †Mªmb|

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m¯Ív`‡ii †bvsiv †nv‡Uj| cªwZwU †nv‡Uj Avi ev‡ii mvg‡b

Lv`¨, cvbxq, BZ¨vw`i bvg Ges g~j¨ÐZvwjKvmn GKUv K‡i

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w`‡q †fZ‡i XzK‡Z nq| dzUcv_ Av‡Q, Z‡e AveR©bvi ¯Í~‡c

XvKv| †mB AveR©bvi Ici MovMwo Lv‡”Q A‡bK †jvKÑmevB

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KvwU‡q Gj| Gici euv w`‡K †gvo Ny‡i XzKj wjUj

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BUvwj‡Z| jvj Av‡jv †`‡L Av‡iKevi _vg‡Z n‡jv|

ch©U‡bi Avb›` †c‡Z ïi“ K‡i‡Q †Mªmb| mviv¶Y

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Bq‡K© GiKg RvqMv _vK‡Z cv‡i| mgq K‡i ILv‡b GKw`b

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gšÍe¨ Kij ivbv|

Av‡jv e`jvj|

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82 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

†Kv_vI bq?Õ

Ôbv,Õ ejj ivbv| Ôbv, †nv‡Uj GLvb †_‡K eû `~‡i, wg.

†Mªmb|Õ

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gv_v SuvKvj wg‡mm †KbUviwK| †g‡qi mv‡_ wK gayi

m¤úK© †cªwm‡W‡Èi, Rvbv Av‡Q Zvi| evc G‡ËvUzKzb †g‡qi

mv‡_ GLwb Ggb me iwmKZv K‡ib, j¾vq ZviB Kvb Mig

n‡q I‡V gv‡S g‡a¨| Py‡gvi R‡b¨ †g‡qi w`‡K gyL evwo‡q

w`‡q cªvqB wZwb e‡jb, ÔA‡f¨m K‡iv, Zv bv n‡j

eqІd«Ê‡`i Py‡gv †L‡Z †M‡j Amywe‡a n‡e|Õ mevB Rv‡b,

†g‡q‡K wZwb mevi †P‡q †ewk fvjev‡mb| wg‡mm †KbUviwK

†cªwm‡W‡Èi nvZ ¯úk© Kij, ejj, ÔAvcwb Rv‡bb Zv Avwg

me mgq ivwL|Õ

Ônu¨v,Õ †cªwm‡WÈ Mjv cwi®‹vi Ki‡jb| wUDwj‡ci w`‡K

 

92 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

ZvKv‡jb Avevi| ÔkvšÍ n‡q †_‡Kv, gv,Õ e‡j wZwb †Kv‡Ui

evUbІnvj †_‡K GKUv †Mvjvc Kuywo Ly‡j †g‡qi gv_vq

cwi‡q w`‡jb, Zvici A‡bKUv †hb †Suv‡Ki e‡k, Avwj½b

Ki‡jb †g‡q‡K| weo weo K‡i ej‡jb, Ôhxï †Zvgv‡K

†`L‡eb|Õ

g„`y †Vjv w`‡q evc‡K GKUz mwi‡q w`j wUDwjc| ev‡ci

†Pv‡L †PvL †i‡L †VuvU wU‡c nvmj †m| Zvici Rwo‡q aij

evc‡K, Py‡gv †L‡jv Mv‡j|

†g‡q‡K cvëv Av`i K‡i bvwg‡q w`‡jb †cªwm‡WÈ| wcQb

w`‡K GKeviI bv ZvwK‡q †nwjKÞv‡i D‡V †M‡jb wZwb|

B݇c±i ee nvWm‡bi †Pnvivq iv‡R¨i weiw³ dz‡U DVj|

†W‡¯‹i Ici w`‡q BDwbdg© civ weU cywj‡mi w`‡K iv‡Mi

mv‡_ ZvKvj †m| Ô‡ev‡qixЇZ Av‡iKUv gvZvj gviv †M‡Q,

†Zv n‡q‡QUv wK? GiKg †Zv cªvqB gviv hv‡”Q|Õ

†K‡k MjvUv cwi®‹vi Kij weU cywjm| ÔwKš‘, m¨vi, GB

†jvKUvi e¨vcvi GKUz Ab¨ iKg|Õ

ÔAb¨ iKg gv‡b?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ee nvWmb, KuyP‡K DVj

fzi“| g¨vbnvUb mvD‡_i †nvwgmvBW wWwfk‡b bZzb G‡m‡Q

†m, Pxd n‡q| †ev‡qix Zvi GjvKvi g‡a¨ c‡o| ILvbKvi

gvZvj‡`i KzKxwZ© m¤ú‡K© ïb‡Z ïb‡Z GiB g‡a¨ Kvb

Svjvcvjv n‡q †M‡Q Zvi|

Ô‡jvKUvi ci‡b GKUv AvÊviAq¨vi wQj,Õ ejj weU

cywjm| ÔAvÊviAq¨v‡i †`vKv‡bi bvg †jLv w÷Kvi i‡q‡Q|

wi‡RÈ ÷ªx‡Ui GKUv †`vKvb, m¨vi|Õ

Ôwi‡RÈ ÷ªxU? †Kv_vq †mUv? eÖ“Kwj‡b bvwK?Õ Rvb‡Z

PvBj nvWmb|

AcniYÐ1 93

Ôbv, m¨vi,Õ ejj cywjm †jvKUv| ÔAv‡gwiKvq bq, jʇb

†mR‡b¨B Avgvi g‡b n‡jv...Õ

ÔjÊb, gv‡b Bsj¨vÊ?Õ `uv‡Zi duv‡K Pyi“U Zzj‡Z wM‡qI

†_‡g †Mj nvWmb|

gv_v SuvKvj weU cywjm| ÔMv‡q Kvco‡Pvco hv i‡q‡Q,

me †bvsiv, cyiv‡bv, `yÕGK RvqMvq †Quov| wKš‘

AvÊviAq¨viUv G‡Kev‡i Avb‡Kviv bZzb| wKfv‡e m¤¢e? ZvI

Avevi jÊb †_‡K †Kbv!Õ

Ô‡Zvgvi mv‡_ K_v ej‡Z wM‡q Pyi“U wb‡f †Mj,Õ

Awf‡hv‡Mi my‡i ejj nvWmb| ÔZ‡e, nu¨v, †Zvgvi mve‡R±Uv

BÈv‡iw÷s|Õ bZzb K‡i Pyi“U awi‡q GKMvj myMwÜ †auvqv

Qvoj †m| Zvici wPwšÍZ `„wó‡Z †cUªjg¨v‡bi w`‡K ZvwK‡q

_vKj| ÔKv‡RB, †cv÷ g‡U©‡gi wb‡`©k w`‡Z nq| me e¨e¯’v

K‡i †d‡jv Zvn‡j| ¯‹Uj¨vÊ Bqv‡W©i mv‡_I †hvMv‡hvM

K‡iv, eyS‡j| wd½viwcªÈ †PK K‡iv| nZfvMv Av`g mšÍvbwU

†K wQj Avwg Rvb‡Z PvB|Õ

AvU

j¨v½vi cwiev‡ii evwoUv LuvwU wf‡±vwiqvb ¯’vcZ¨ ixwZi

wb`k©b n‡jI, g~j As‡ki mv‡_ Ab¨vb¨ †hÐme A½ÐKvVv‡gv

†hvM n‡q‡Q †m¸‡jv‡K †Kvb ixwZi mv‡_ †gjv‡bv KwVb|

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n‡q‡Q Dj−U AvK…wZi Ni, Lvg‡Lqvjx K‡i †hLv‡bІmLv‡b

ˆZwi Kiv n‡q‡Q `iRv ev Rvbvjv| †MvUv evwoUv `uvwo‡q

 

94 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

Av‡Q cvnv‡oi Xv‡j, Pviw`K †_‡K MvQcvjv w`‡q †Niv, evwo

†_‡K †jK wgwkMvb cwi®‹vi †`L‡Z cvIqv hvq| KuvUvZv‡ii

†Niv Av‡Q, †mUv wb‡Pi evjyKv‡ejv ch©šÍ we¯Í„Z| iv¯Ívi

av‡ii Ab¨vb¨ evwo¸‡jvI eo AvKv‡ii, ci¯ú‡ii KvQ †_‡K

`~‡i, Ges myiw¶Z|

evwoUvq †XvKvi `y‡Uv gvÎ c_шmKZ GKUv, AciUv

mvg‡bi †MU| †MU Lyj‡jB evB‡i MvwoÐc_, c_Uv eo iv¯Ívi

mv‡_ wg‡k‡Q| †cªwm‡W‡Èi †g‡q GLv‡b Avmvi ci †_‡K

`y‡Uv c_B cvnviv w`‡”Q BD.Gm. wm‡μU mvwf©m| GKUv

wcuc‡o Mjvi Dcvq †bB|

eyaevi mKvj, ivbv m¨vg †Mªm‡bi f~wgKv †bqvi ci `yÕw`b

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†_‡K GKRb †jvK‡K GwM‡q Avm‡Z †`‡L nvZj Nywi‡q

Rvbvjvi KuvP bvgvj|

j¤¦vÐPIov †jvK, ci‡b mvaviY GKUv weR‡bm my¨U,

ey‡Ki mvg‡b †Kv‡Ui fuv‡R jvj Avi mv`v iO Kiv GKUv

wcb| eM‡ji KvQUv dz‡j †bB, wKš‘ ivbv Rv‡b †kvìvi

†nvj÷vi c‡i Av‡Q †jvKUv|

wm‡μU mvwf©m G‡RÈ, Kv‡RB †e‡ëi mv‡_ AvUKv‡bv

Av‡Q Uª¨vÝwgUvi| Zvi `y‡Uv †`Lv †Mj| GKUv R¨v‡K‡Ui

†fZi w`‡q Ici w`‡K D‡V‡Q, Kjv‡ii Kv‡Q †ewi‡q GKUv

c−vw÷K c−v‡Mi mv‡_ †Rvov †j‡M‡Q, c−vMUv i‡q‡Q †jvKUvi

Kv‡bi †fZi, wnqvwis GBWÐGi gZ| AciUv †ewi‡q‡Q euv

Avw¯Íb †_‡K, nvZ mgvb DuPy‡Z GKUv gvB‡μv‡dv‡bi †fZi

Xz‡K‡Q †mUv|

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Ô¸Wgwb©s,Õ ejj ivbv| j¶ Kij, †MUÐnvD‡mi †fZi

AcniYÐ1 95

AviI GKRb †jvK i‡q‡Q, Kuv‡Pi Rvbvjvq `uvwo‡q ZvwK‡q

Av‡Q Gw`‡K|

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G‡RÈ|

ÔAvwg m¨vg †Mªmb|Õ

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Rwic K‡i wbj| ÔB‡qm, wg. †Mªmb| Avcbvi

AvB‡WbwUwd‡Kkb|Õ nvZ cvZj †m|

†Mªm‡bi cvm‡cvU© †ei Kij ivbv, Rvbvjv w`‡q evwo‡q

w`j|

LuywU‡q cix¶v Kij G‡RÈ| gyn~‡Z©i R‡b¨ Zv‡K BZ¯ÍZ

Ki‡Z †`Lj ivbv| Nvo wdwi‡q †MUÐnvD‡mi w`‡K †jvKUv

ZvKv‡Z GKUv nvU©weU wgm Kij I| wemwgj−v‡ZB Mj`

bvwK?

cvm‡cvU© †_‡K †PvL mwi‡q ivbvi w`‡K KwVb `„wó‡Z

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G‡Mvj †MUÐnvD‡mi w`‡K|

g‡b mskq †`Lv w`‡jI AvZ¥wek¦vm nvivj bv ivbv| †hb

m‡›`n n‡q‡Q ev †Kvb RvwjqvwZ aiv c‡o‡Q, GiKg fvb Kiv

wm‡μU mvwf©m G‡Rȇ`i ¯^fve| Avm‡j nq‡Zv wKQyB bv|

AvMš‘K‡`i bvf© cix¶v Kivi GUv GKUv †KŠkj| Kvb Lvov

Kij ivbv| wKš‘ †MUÐnvDm †_‡K g„`y ¸Äb Qvov Avi wKQy

†kvbv †Mj bv| Z‡e `yÕRb‡KB †`L‡Z cv‡”Q I| Av‡jvPbv

†kl K‡i `yÕR‡bB ivbvi w`‡K wdij, Rvbvjv w`‡q K‡qK

†m‡KÊ ZvwK‡q _vKvi ci I‡`i GKRb nvZ evwo‡q Zz‡j

wbj †Uwj‡dv‡bi wiwmfvi|

m¼Ugq gyn~Z©, ïi“ bv n‡ZB e¨vcviUv †Ku‡P †h‡Z cv‡i|

 

96 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

AvZ¥wek¦v‡m GKUz wPo aij ivbvi| mv‡_ †Kvb A¯¿I †bB|

m¨vg †Mªmb‡K mvP© Kiv †h‡Z cv‡i, bvÐI n‡Z cv‡i| SuywKUv

ivbv †bqwb|

K_v †kl K‡i †dv‡bi wiwmfvi bvwg‡q ivLj †jvKUv|

m½x‡K wK †hb Bw½Z Kij| m½x, cªg †jvKUv, †MUÐnvDm

†_‡K †ewi‡q Gj| †mvRv ivbvi w`‡K †PvL †i‡L †nu‡U

Avm‡Q| Zvi nvefv‡e GKUv wX‡jXvjv fve ivbvi `„wó Govj

bv|

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wdwi‡q w`‡q ejj G‡RÈ| ÔAvcbvi jv‡MR¸‡jv †`L‡Z

n‡e|Õ

ÔAek¨B|Õ

Mvwo †_‡K †b‡g wcQ‡b P‡j Gj ivbv, Zvjvq Pvwe XzwK‡q

eyU Lyjj| ivbv GK cv‡k m‡i bv hvIqv ch©šÍ A‡c¶v Kij

G‡RÈ, Zvici Ii myU‡K‡mi XvKwb Zz‡j †fZiUv †b‡o‡P‡o

†`Lj| Af¨¯Í, `¶ nvZ| cªPyi mgq wb‡q cix¶v Kij

K¨v‡giv e¨vMUv| `ª“Z nv‡Z Ly‡j †djj K¨v‡givi K‡qKUv

cvU©m| cªwZwU AwZwi³ wdj¥ LuywU‡q †`Lj| B‡Zvg‡a¨ e¨vK

mx‡Ui wcQ‡b KuvPÐXvKv Rvbvjvi Kvwb©‡m evi K‡qK ZvKv‡bv

n‡q †M‡Q| ev`vgx KvM‡R †gvov eomo GKUv c¨v‡KU i‡q‡Q

ILv‡b|

K¨v‡giv e¨vM †i‡L w`‡q ivbvi w`‡K ZvKvj G‡RÈ|

Ôc¨v‡K‡U wK?Õ

GK Mvj nvmj m¨vg †Mªmb Ii‡d gvmy` ivbv|

Ô†cªwm‡W‡Èi †g‡qi R‡b¨ mvgvb¨ GKUv Dcnvi|Õ

c¨v‡KUUv a‡i wb‡Ri w`‡K Uvbj G‡RÈ| ÔfvwM¨m

Dcnvi c¨v‡KU Kivi Rb¨ Avjv`v †Kvb cqmv w`‡Z nq bv|Õ

AcniYÐ1 97

ivbv GKUz AvnZ nevi fvb K‡i wR‡Ám Kij, ÔZvigv‡b

wK Avcbviv...?Õ

Ônu¨v, wg. †Mªmb| c¨v‡KUUv wQu‡o †`L‡Z n‡e Avgv‡`i|

wbqg, fvB| mg¯Í Dcnvi Avgv‡`i cix¶v Ki‡Z nq| IUv

Avcbv‡K †i‡L †h‡Z n‡e|Õ

Kuva SuvKvj ivbv, ÔwVK Av‡Q|Õ

c¨v‡KUUv ey‡Ki mv‡_ †P‡c a‡i †MUÐnvD‡mi w`‡K nuvUv

w`j G‡RÈ| gvSc‡_ _vgj †m, wdij ivbvi w`‡K| ÔGevi

Avcwb †fZ‡i XzK‡Z cv‡ib| MvwoÐc‡_i ci euv w`‡K euvK

†b‡eb| M¨v‡iRUv wcQb w`‡K| Iuiv Avcbvi R‡b¨ A‡c¶v

Ki‡Qb|Õ

GK GK K‡i `y‡Uv wi‡cvU©B coj B݇c±i ee nvWmb|

_g_‡g n‡q DVj †Pnviv|

cªg wi‡cvU©Uv G‡m‡Q ¯‹Uj¨vÊ BqvW© †_‡K| nZfvMv

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†M‡Q| GKRb †ckv`vi d‡UvMªvdvi, m¨vg †Mªmb| Bqv‡W©i

dvB‡jB Zvi wd½viwcªÈ cvIqv †M‡QÑbv, Zvi †Kvb wμwgbvj

†iKW© †bB| GK mgq iq¨vj Gqvi‡dv‡m© PvKwi K‡iwQj|

wØZxqUv †cv÷g‡U©g wi‡cvU©| Ggb †Kvb cªgvY cvIqv

hvqwb hv‡Z ejv P‡j A¯^vfvweK †Kvb Kvi‡Y g„Zz¨ n‡q‡Q|

wKš‘, Avðh©, nvU© A¨vUvK ev †÷ªv‡KI gviv hvqwb †jvKUv|

bvf©vm wm‡÷g ev †eÖ‡b †Kvb ¶wZ nqwb| i‡³ A¨vj‡Kvn‡ji

cwigvY cªPyi, †bkvMª¯Í nevi R‡b¨ h‡_ó, Z‡e wjfvi Zv‡Z

wiq¨v± K‡iwb ev ¶wZMª¯Í nqwb|

†cv÷g‡U©g wi‡cvU© †_‡K wbR©jv GKUv mZ¨B †ewi‡q

Av‡m| AvUvk eQ‡ii GK hyeK gviv †M‡Q, A_P we‡klÁ

 

98 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

Wv³viiv g„Zz¨i KviY ej‡Z cvi‡Qb bv| wKfv‡e Ges †Kb,

†Kvb cª‡koeiB DËi Zuv‡`i Rvbv †bB|

GUvI GKUv DËi| GKUv cªgvY|

Avcbg‡b gv_v SuvKvj B݇c±i ee nvWmb| m¨vg †Mªmb

†K Rv‡b †m| wKš‘ †jvKUv m¤ú‡K© AviI A‡bK K_v Rvb‡Z

n‡e Zv‡K| †`ivR Ly‡j †fZi †_‡K GKUv miKvwi dg© †ei

Kij †m| dg©Uv c~iY K‡i cvVv‡jB IqvwksUb,

Gd.we.AvB.KgwcDUi †_‡K cª‡qvRbxq Z_¨ G‡m hv‡e|

`iRvq GKRb nvDRKxcvi A‡c¶v KiwQj, c_ †`wL‡q

†`vZjvq wb‡q G‡m ivbv‡K Ii Kvgivq w`‡q †Mj| †QvULvU

gwnjv, Avjvcx, nvwmUzKz †j‡MB Av‡Q gy‡L| wg. †Mªmb,

Avcwb G‡m‡Qb ï‡b wg‡mm †KbUviwK hv Lywk n‡eb bv! KLb

†_‡K ZvMv`v w`‡”Qb Avgv‡K, †`‡Lv bv †Q‡jUv Gj wKbv!

GB gyn~‡Z© wUDwjc‡K wb‡q wZwb e¨¯Í, Qvov †c‡jB P‡j

Avm‡eb| †ewkifvM w`b GKUv †_‡K wZb‡U ch©šÍ Nygvq

wUDwjc| GB `yÕNÈv, Avi mvZUvi ciÑwUDwjc hLb iv‡Zi

R‡b¨ weQvbvq I‡VÑe¨m, wb‡Ri mgq ej‡Z wg‡mm

†KbUviwKi GUzKzB| eo fvj gvbyl, Avgv‡`i wg‡mm

†KbUviwK| GZ big|

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ÔwKQy `iKvi n‡j wiO Ki‡eb,Õ `iRvi Kv‡Q †_‡g ejj

nvDRKxcvi| Ôe‡m e‡m A‡c¶v Ki‡Z hw` Lvivc jv‡M,

†hLv‡b Lywk †ewo‡q Avm‡Z cv‡ib| ˆmK‡Zi w`‡K hw` hvb,

fvj jvM‡e|Õ

Ôab¨ev`, nq‡Zv GKevi †h‡ZI cvwi|Õ

GKv n‡qB GKUv wmMv‡iU aivj ivbv, †Mªm‡bi iƒcvjx

AcniYÐ1 99

wmMv‡iU †Km †Uwe‡j †i‡L Rvbvjvi mvg‡b wM‡q `uvovj|

mvg‡bB jb, Zvici †jK| GK av‡i MvQcvjvi duv‡K †M÷

nvD‡mi Qv` †`Lv †Mj| Rvbvjv w`‡q hv wKQy †`Lj, me

†Mu‡_ wbj g‡b| I Rv‡b, wm‡μU mvwf©m G‡RÈiv †M÷

nvDmUv‡K Acv‡ikb †mÈvi wn‡m‡e e¨envi Ki‡Q| ILvb

†_‡KB Zviv mivmwi †hvMv‡hvM iv‡L IqvwksUb

†nW‡KvqvU©v‡ii mv‡_|

¸i“Z¡c~Y© Z_¨ `y‡Uv Av‡MB †c‡q‡Q ivbv, nvDRKxcvi

Rvwb‡q †Mj, I¸‡jv wbfz©j| iv‡Z wUDwj‡ci ï‡Z hvevi

mgqUvÑm‡Ü mvZUv| Avi, B‡”Q Ki‡jB hLb Lywk evwoi

meLv‡b †h‡Z cvi‡e I| Gi Av‡M KvMRÐc‡Î †`‡L‡Q I,

GLb Ny‡iwd‡i wb‡Ri †Pv‡L †`L‡Z cv‡e me| †Pv‡L †`LvUv

Ri“ix: evwo †_‡K †jK KZ `~‡i, KuvUvZv‡ii †eov †Kv‡Ì‡K

ïi“ n‡q †Kv_vq †_‡g‡Q, MvW©iv †K KLb †Kv_vq _v‡K|

gy‡L wmMv‡iU wb‡q Rvbvjvi w`‡K wcQb wdij ivbv|

myU‡Km Ly‡j †fZi †_‡K Kvco‡Pvco †ei Kij| I †ei bv

Ki‡j, PvKi‡`i †KD Ki‡Z cv‡i| myU‡KmUv †KD LyuwU‡q

cix¶v Ki“K Pvq bv I|

Z‡e PvKievKiiv inm¨Uv ai‡Z cvi‡e e‡j g‡b nq bv|

wm‡μU mvwf©m G‡RÈ †Zv cv‡iwb| myU‡K‡mi Zjvq GKUv

djm eUg i‡q‡Q, Avm‡j wVK djm eUg bq; IUv‡K †mÖd

wØZxq GKUv ¯Íi ejv †h‡Z cv‡iÑAv¶wiK A‡_©, Z…Zxq ¯Íi|

ILv‡b Avi wKQy bq, ïay ev`vgx, †ek eo, P¨vÞv GKUv e¨vM

Av‡Q| djm eU‡gi mv‡_ Ggbfv‡e muvUv, IUvi Aw¯ÍZ¡ †Ui

cvIqv cªvq Am¤¢e| G·Ð‡i Ki‡jI aiv co‡e bv| mn‡R

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bq; jyKv‡bv †Kvb wjfviI †bB| †mjvB †Lvjvi R‡b¨ Qywi

 

100 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

jvM‡e|

ivbv †h †Kvb SzuwK wb‡”Q, wVK Zv bq| c−¨vbUv mdj

Kivi R‡b¨ GKUv wRwbm GKvšÍB Ii `iKvi, ev`vgx †ccvi

e¨v‡M K‡i †mUvB wb‡q G‡m‡Q I| bv, †Kvb Av‡Moeqv¯¿ bq|

A¯¿ wb‡q Avmvi gZ †evKvwg Ki‡Q bv I|

Z‡e wRwbmUv‡K †LjbvI ejv P‡j bv|

B݇c±i ee nvWm‡bi Kv‡Q Gd.we.AvB. wi‡cvU© †cuŠQyj|

wZb nßv Av‡M ch©šÍ m¨vg †Mªmb‡K Iiv wPbZ bv| GKzk w`b

Av‡M wm‡μU mvwf©m Zvi m¤ú‡K© GKUv wmwKDwiwU

Bb‡fw÷‡Mk‡bi wb‡`©k †`q| m¨vg †Mªmb Z`‡šÍ DZ‡i hvq,

†Kvb mgm¨v †`Lv †`qwb| Z`‡šÍi wi‡cvU© wm‡μU mvwf©m‡K

cvwV‡q w`‡q‡Q Gd.we.AvB.|

wm‡μU mvwf©m? wm‡μU mvwf©m †Kb m¨vg †Mªmb‡K wb‡q

gv_v Nvgvj?

GKUv wmMv‡iU aivj ee nvWmb| †Ku‡Pv Lyuo‡Z wM‡q bv

mvc †ewi‡q c‡o, fvej †m| ivbvi Dcnvi Lye KvR w`j|

cªg w`bB wm‡μU mvwf©‡mi †jv‡Kiv ivbvi N‡i †i‡L

†Mj IUv| wWbvi †m‡i N‡i wd‡i †`L‡Z †cj ivbv| ciw`b

mKv‡j I wUDwjc‡K w`j IUv|

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†`LwQ Avgvi †P‡qI eo!Õ

Ôcªvq|Õ

ÔZzwg Lye fvj,Õ †gŠwLK n‡jI, g~j¨evb GKUv mvwU©wd‡KU

†c‡q †Mj ivbv| Wvb nv‡Zi GKUv AvOyj ivbvi gy‡Li mvg‡b

Zzjj †m| Ô‡Zvgvi mv‡_ Avgvi wPiKv‡ji fve n‡q †Mj|Õ

AcniYÐ1 101

ÔI, Av”Qv, ZvB bvwK?Õ wUDwj‡ci ZR©bxi mv‡_ wb‡Ri

ZR©bx GK Kij ivbv|

†Ljbv fvj−yKUv‡K Av`i Ki‡Z Ki‡Z wUDwjc ejj,

ÔZzwg GKUv Avbvwo|Õ

_ZgZ †L‡q ivbv wR‡Ám Kij, Ô‡Kb e‡jv †Zv?Õ

ÔwKQy hw` bv †ev‡Sv, wR‡Ám K‡i ey‡S wb‡Z nq, eyS‡j?Õ

ÔI, Av”Qv...!Õ

Ô_vK, Avi IÐAv”Qv Ki‡Z n‡e bv,Õ fvj−y‡Ki Mv‡q GKUv

nvZ ivLj wUDwjc, Av‡iK nvZ cvKv wMboexi gZ ivLj wb‡Ri

†Kvg‡i| ÔwPiKv‡ji fve gv‡b †ev‡Sv Zzwg? gv‡b n‡jv,

†Zvgvi mv‡_ Avwg KLbI Avwo wb‡Z cvie bv|Õ

Ôevn, Lye gRv n‡e Zvn‡j...|Õ

wLj wLj K‡i †n‡m DVj wUDwjc| ÔwKQyB †`LwQ Rv‡bv

bv! hLbB Avwg ejjvg †Zvgvi mv‡_ Avgvi wPiKv‡ji fve

n‡q †Mj ZLywb †Zvgvi DwPZ wQj MvjUv wbPy Kiv, Avwg hv‡Z

cv√y w`‡Z cvwi|Õ

Ô`ytwLZ, fzj n‡q †M‡Q,Õ e‡j SzuKj ivbv, Ii Mv‡j Py‡gv

†L‡jv wUDwjc|

wUDwj‡ci mv‡_ cwiPq KvjB n‡q‡Q, wKš‘ wg‡mm

†KbUviwKi eÜz wn‡m‡e ivbv‡K †m wgwó GKUz nvwm Dcnvi

w`‡qB M¤¢xi n‡q wM‡qwQj, Kv‡Q Avmvi ev Nwbô nevi †Kvb

†Póv K‡iwb| GB eq‡mB Zv¾e nevi gZ e¨w³Z¡ †g‡qUvi|

Zvi mewKQyi g‡a¨ gvwR©Z GKUv fve i‡q‡Q| g‡b g‡b ivbv

Lywk, wUDwj‡ci mv‡_ Nwbô m¤úK© `iKvi wQj, †mUv cvIqv

†M‡Q|

fvj−yKUv‡K wb‡q †g‡Z DVj wUDwjc, †mw`‡K ZvwK‡q

wgwUwgwU nvm‡Z jvMj ivbv| †g‡qUvi Avb›` Ii g‡a¨I

 

102 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

msμwgZ n‡”Q| GZ `vgx GKUv Dcnvi †`‡L wg‡mm

†KbUviwK g„`y AvcwË Zzjj| ivbv ejj, Ô‡`vKv‡bi

†kvЇK‡m †`‡L †SuvKUv mvgjv‡Z cvijvg bv|Õ

wg‡mm †KbUviwK M‡e©i fveUzKz †Pnvivq jywK‡q ivL‡Z

cvij bv| GB Dcnvi †nvqvBU nvD‡m Zvi gh©v`v Av‡iKUz

evov‡e| ILv‡b wd‡i wM‡q mevB‡K †m ej‡Z cvi‡e, Avgvi

evÜexi †Q‡j w`‡q‡Q| Pvcv nvwm dzUj Zvi gy‡L| ÔZ‡e

wRwb‡mi gZ wRwbm, w`‡j GB iKg DcnviB w`‡Z nq|

Avwg LywkB n‡qwQ, m¨vg|Õ

Ôab¨ev`, wg‡mm †KbUviwK| wUDwjc, †`‡Lv †`LvB,

nvZÐcv †Kgb bovPov K‡i...,Õ mvg‡bi w`‡K Szu‡K †Kv_vq

Pvwe Av‡Q †`wL‡q w`j I|

Avb‡›` nvZZvwj w`‡q DVj wUDwjc, bZzb K‡i †g‡Z

DVj †LjbvUv‡K wb‡q| nvZÐcv ïay mvg‡b Avi wcQ‡b

AvmvÐhvIqv K‡i, wKš‘ wUDwjc †m¸‡jv‡K GÐcv‡k IÐcv‡k

†Nviv‡Z †Póv Kij| k³ K‡i ˆZwi Kiv n‡q‡Q, mn‡R

fvO‡e bv|

wmMv‡iU awi‡q wg‡mm †KbUviwKi w`‡K wdij ivbv|

Ô‡`‡k, gv‡b, jʇb KLbI hv‡eb e‡j g‡b nq?Õ g„`y †n‡m

Rvb‡Z PvBj I|

Ô‡evanq bv,Õ e‡j wUDwj‡ci w`‡K ZvKvj wg‡mm

†KbUviwK| Ôev”PvUvi mv‡_ Ggbfv‡e Rwo‡q c‡owQ, eyS‡ZB

†Zv cv‡iv| I †hb AvgviB mšÍvb...|Õ

†g‡S †_‡K GKUv wPrKvi DVj|

Kvgivi Ab¨ gv_vq e‡m i‡q‡Q GKRb G‡RÈ, Pg‡K

D‡V ZvKvj †m| †Kvb wec` bq eyS‡Z †c‡i Avevi †Pqv‡i

†njvb w`j †m, gyL ¸uRj †ccvie¨vK eBUvq|

AcniYÐ1 103

wUDwj‡ci w`‡K ZvKvj ivbv| cªvq †Ku‡` †djvi gZ

Ae¯’v n‡q‡Q †g‡qUvi, †Pv‡L Ujgj Ki‡Q cvwb| fvj−yKUv

KvZ n‡q c‡o i‡q‡Q Kv‡c©‡U, GKUv evû wUDwj‡ci nv‡Z|

evûUvi w`‡K Ki“Y †Pv‡L ZvwK‡q Av‡Q †ePvwi| gyL Zz‡j

ivbvi w`‡K GKevi ZvKvj, †fRv `„wó‡Z Acivax fve|

ÔAvðh©, nvZUv wQuoj wKfv‡e!Õ †Pqvi †Q‡o Kv‡c©‡U Dey

n‡q emj ivbv| ÔKB, †`wL †Zv!Õ wUDwj‡ci KvQ †_‡K wb‡q

nvZUv cix¶v Kij I| Zvici fvj−y‡Ki Mv‡q, †hLvb †_‡K

nvZUv L‡m †M‡Q, fvj K‡i †`Lj| †fZ‡i mv`v Zz‡jv †`Lv

†Mj| Gw`K Iw`K gv_v bvoj ivbv| ÔwK‡mi mv‡_ AvU‡K

wQj †K Rv‡b, Mv‡qe n‡q †M‡Q|Õ A¶Z wØZxq evûUv

†U‡bÐUz‡b cix¶v Ki‡Z †Mj I, †mUvI L‡m Gj|

wb‡R‡K Avi a‡i ivL‡Z cvij bv wUDwjc, dzuwc‡q †K‡`

DVj| Zvi gv_vq GKUv nvZ ivLj ivbv| ÔwQÐwQ, Kuv‡` bv|

Ly‡j †M‡Q †Zv wK n‡q‡Q, Avevi †Rvov jvwM‡q †`qv

hv‡e...|Õ

Qy‡U wM‡q wg‡mm †KbUviwKi †Kv‡j gyL ¸uRj wUDwjc|

Zvi wcV dz‡j dz‡j DVj|

wg‡mm †KbUviwKi w`‡K ZvKvj ivbv| wbPy Mjvq ejj,

ÔAvi †Rvov jvMv‡bv †M‡Q! IUv Avwg wdwi‡q wb‡q hve| bZzb

GKUv Av`vq bv K‡i †`vKvb`vi‡K QvowQ bv!Õ

†mw`bB, AviI c‡i, wUDwjc‡K wb‡q wg‡mm †KbUviwK

evB‡i †eov‡Z †ei“j| MvW© wn‡m‡e K‡qKRb wm‡μU mvwf©m

G‡RÈI †Mj I‡`i mv‡_| PvKievKi, Kg©Pvix, wm‡μU

mvwf©m G‡RÈ, mevi `„wó Gwo‡q Pywcmv‡i †`vZjvq wb‡Ri

Kvgivq D‡V Gj ivbv| `iRv eÜ K‡i wKQy¶Y A‡c¶v Kij

 

104 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

I| bv, Ii wcQy wb‡q †KD †`vZjvq I‡Vwb| AšÍZ KwiW‡i

KviI cv‡qi AvIqvR †bB| K¬wRU †_‡K myU‡KmUv bvgvj

I| djm eU‡gi Pviw`‡K Qywi Pvwj‡q ev`vgx †ccvi e¨vMUv

†ei Kij|

mšÍc©‡Y `iRv Lyjj ivbv| mv‡_ mv‡_ Qy‡U cvjvj GKUv

weovj| Xs Xs K‡i NÈv evR‡Z ïi“ Kij †`qvjNwo‡Z| wUK

wUK K‡i DVj GKUv wUKwUwK| axi cv‡q KwiWi a‡i G‡Mvj

ivbv| njiƒ‡g †KD †bB, Z‡e GKw`‡Ki KwiW‡i wdmwdm

K‡i hyeZx PvKivbxi mv‡_ K_v ej‡Q †cªŠp GK Kg©Pvix|

ivbv‡K †`‡L †Kgb †hb _ZgZ †L‡q †Mj `yÕR‡bB,

ZvovZvwo m‡i †Mj ILvb †_‡K|

njiƒ‡g wKQyUv mgq KvUvj ivbv| GK mgq eySj, av‡i

Kv‡Q †KD †bB| wg‡mm †KbUviwKi Kvgivi w`‡K G‡Mvj

I| cvkvcvwk `y‡Uv Kvgiv, GKUv wUDwj‡ci| `y‡Uv N‡ii

gvSLv‡b GKUv `iRv Av‡Q| njiƒg †_‡K wg‡mm †KbUviwKi

N‡i XzKj ivbv| Xz‡KB Av‡¯Í K‡i eÜ K‡i w`j `iRv|

wg‡mm †KbUviwKi †Wªwms †Uwej †`qvj †Nu‡l ivLv

n‡q‡Q| mveav‡b, †Kvb AvIqvR bv K‡i, †`qv‡ji KvQ †_‡K

†mUv‡K mivj ivbv| †Wªmv‡ii wcQ‡b nvW©‡evW©, †Uc w`‡q

Zv‡Z †ccvi e¨vMUv AvUKvj| †UwejUv Avevi RvqMv gZ

ewm‡q Pvcv wbtk¦vm Qvoj ¯^w¯Íi|

gvSLv‡bi `iRvUv ax‡i ax‡i Lyjj ivbv| †`vi‡Mvov

†_‡KB †`L‡Z †cj, †Ljbv fvj−yKUv weQvbvi †Mvovq,

Kv‡c©‡Ui Ici c‡o i‡q‡Q| Kv‡Qi GKUv †Uwe‡j i‡q‡Q evû

†Rvov| Avcbg‡b gv_v SuvKvj ivbv, `iRv eÜ K‡i †b‡g

Gj wmuwo †e‡q|

AcniYÐ1 105

IqvwksUb, wm‡μU mvwf©m †nW‡KvqvU©vi| †W‡¯‹ wd‡i G‡m

GKUv wPiKzU †cj †Rwi A¨vWvgm| wPiKz‡U ejv n‡q‡Q, wbD

BqK© wmwU cywj‡mi B݇c±i ee nvWmb‡K †Uwj‡dvb Ki‡Z

n‡e Zvi| LyeB bvwK Ri“ix e¨vcvi|

wiwmfvi †Zvjvi R‡b¨ †dv‡bi w`‡K nvZ evovj †Rwi

A¨vWvgm|

nVvr Zvi †PvL coj nvZNwoi w`‡K| me©bvk! †WcywU

wW‡i±‡ii mv‡_ gxwUs Av‡Q bv! †mUvI †Zv fqvbK Ri“ix|

Duûu, B݇c±i ee nvWmb‡K A‡c¶v Ki‡Z n‡e|

j¨v½vi cwiev‡ii mv‡_ wbwe©‡Noe `y‡Uv w`b KvwU‡q w`j ivbv|

wUDwj‡ci gvgvi mv‡_ ivRbxwZ, Avi gvgxi mv‡_ w_‡qUvi

wb‡q Avjvc Kij| Nwbô evÜexi †Q‡j‡K Kv‡Q †c‡q Avb‡›`

AvZ¥nviv n‡jv wg‡mm †KbUviwK, Z‡e wUDwj‡ci `vwqZ¡ Nv‡o

_vKvq LvwZ‡ii bv‡g ivbvi Ici AZ¨vPvi Pvjvevi my‡hvM

†cj bv †m| hv‡K ivbv †P‡bB bv, †mB †Mªm‡bi gv m¤ú‡K©

gRvi gRvi MÜ ïbj ivbv wg‡mm †KbUviwKi gy‡L, meB

†Q‡j‡ejvi| PvKievKi Avi Kg©Pvix‡`i mv‡_I Lye fve n‡q

†Mj Ii| wmwKDwiwU MvW©iv mevB M¤¢xi cªK…wZi, wKš‘ ivbvi

m`v cªmboe Dcw¯’wZ Zv‡`i †Pnviv‡ZI †Kvgj GKUv fve G‡b

w`j| my‡hvM mgq †c‡jB Zv‡`i mv‡_ MÜ Kij ivbv| Avi

wUDwj‡ci mv‡_, Zv‡K wb‡q cªPyi Qwe Zzjj|

Ggb †gngvb nq bv, GKev‡K¨ ¯^xKvi Kij mevB| †hgb

f`ª, †Zgwb gvwR©Z| wØZxq w`‡bi †kl fv‡M I‡K we`vq

wb‡Z †`‡L meviB gb Lvivc n‡q †Mj| gvÎ `yÕw`‡bB †jvKUv

†hb AvcbRb n‡q D‡VwQj|

wUDwj‡ci gvgx Avi wg‡mm †KbUviwK mvg‡bi N‡i Ii

 

106 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

R‡b¨ A‡c¶v KiwQj| ivZ AvUUv| e¨vM¸‡jv wb‡q wmuwo

†e‡q †b‡g Gj ivbv|

wg‡mm †KbUviwK evwo‡q w`j nvZUv| ÔGZ ZvovZvwo

Zzwg P‡j hv”Q, †g‡b wb‡Z B‡”Q Ki‡Q bv,Õ ejj †m| ÔK_v

`vI, mgq K‡i Avevi GKevi †eov‡Z Avm‡e|Õ

n¨vʇkK Kij ivbv| ÔAv‡gwiKvq G‡j wbðqB Avme|Õ

wg‡mm †KbUviwKi wc‡V GKUv nvZ ivLj I, Szu‡K Py‡gv

†L‡jv Mv‡j| Ôgv‡K Avcbvi MÜ †kvbvevi R‡b¨ Aw¯’i n‡q

AvwQ|Õ

Mf‡b©‡mi †PvL QjQj K‡i DVj| Ôm¨vg, †Zvgvi gv‡K

Avgvi fvjevmv Rvbv‡e| ej‡e, Gici †hb †Zvgvi mv‡_

†mÐI GKevi G‡m †ewo‡q hvq|Õ

Ôeje| Avcbvi ¯^v‡¯’¨i w`‡K †Lqvj ivL‡eb| †cuŠ‡QB

wPwV †`e|Õ e¨vM Zz‡j wb‡q `iRvi w`‡K cv evovj ivbv|

nVvr _gKvj I, `ª“Z Nyij| †Pnviv †`‡L g‡b n‡jv, wK †hb

g‡b c‡o †M‡Q| Ô‡a‡Ëwi, fvj−yKUvi K_v GK`g fz‡j †MwQ!Õ

ÔZvB †Zv! wKš‘..._vK bv, m¨vg|Õ

Ô_vK‡e gv‡b?Õ †n‡m †djj ivbv| ÔGZ kL K‡i GKUv

Dcnvi w`jvg, ZvI wKbv fvOv! KwP †g‡qUv wK iKg `ytL

cv‡e ejyb †Zv| bvÐbv...|Õ e¨vM¸‡jv †g‡S‡Z bvwg‡q †i‡L,

KviI w`‡K bv ZvwK‡q, wmuwoi w`‡K nb nb K‡i G‡Mvj I|

N‡i Xz‡K ivbv †`Lj, wUDwjc Nygv‡”Q| `iRv eÜ Kij,

wKš‘ Zvjv jvMvj bv| `iRvi mvg‡bB GK gyn~Z© `uvwo‡q

_vKj w¯’i n‡q, kãUv gb w`‡q †kvbvi †Póv Kij| bv,

evB‡i †_‡K Avm‡Q bv| wUDwj‡ci wbtk¦vm †djvi AvIqvR|

wbtkã cv‡q G‡Mvj ivbv| weQvbvi cv‡k G‡m `uvovj|

R¨v‡K‡Ui eyK c‡KU †_‡K GiB g‡a¨ nv‡Z P‡j G‡m‡Q

AcniYÐ1 107

GKUv Sb©v Kjg| K¨vc Lyjj, †ewi‡q coj m~uPvj wmwi‡Äi

WMv| WMvUv wUDwj‡ci bMoe evû‡Z †VKvj I|

c−vÄv‡i g„`y Pvc w`j ivbv| ax‡i ax‡i evovj Pvc|

cwiwgZ gvÎvq †mvwWqvg †c‡Èv_vj cyk Ki‡Q I|

Pvgov dzu‡o m~u‡Pi WMv †fZ‡i XzK‡ZB SuvwK †L‡jv

wUDwj‡ci nvZ| Zvi nv‡Zi mv‡_ ivbvi nvZI boj, Z‡e

Pvgovq Xz‡K cov m~u‡Pi WMv GK Pyj Kuvcj bv| gyn~‡Z©i R‡b¨

†PvL †gjj wUDwjc, ZviciB K¬vwšÍ‡Z ey‡R Gj| GB gyn~‡Z©

†PZb Avi A‡PZb Ae¯’vi gvSLv‡b i‡q‡Q †g‡qUv| Ily‡ai

gvÎv GKUz †ewk n‡q †M‡j, gviv †h‡Z cv‡i| gvÎv †ewk n‡q

†M‡Q wKbv eyS‡Z n‡j †gwW‡Kj BKzBc‡g‡Èi mvnvh¨

`iKvi, wKš‘ †mÐme ivbvi nv‡Zi Kv‡Q †bB| wb‡Ri wePvi

eyw× Avi Av›`v‡Ri Ici KvR Ki‡Q I| wUDwj‡ci eqm,

IRb, BZ¨vw` we‡ePbvq †i‡L gvÎv wVK Kiv n‡q‡Q, fzj nevi

m¤¢vebv ¶xY|

B‡ÄKkb cyk Kivi ci wUDwjc‡K cix¶v Kij ivbv|

cvjm †iU hv Avkv K‡iwQj, ZvB; wePwjZ nIqvi gZ wKQy

bq| nvU©weUI wbqwgZ| weQvbvi KvQ †_‡K `ª“Z m‡i Gj

ivbv|

†Wªwms †Uwe‡ji wcQ‡b nvZ Mwj‡q ev`vgx †ccvi e¨vMUv

Ly‡j Avbj I| e¨v‡Mi †fZi †_‡K †ei“j GKUv wMªRwj

†eqviÑeomo AviI GKUv †Ljbv fvj−yK| GUviI evû †bB|

Z‡e cªgUvi mv‡_ `yÕRvqMvq Awgj Av‡Q| GUvi Nb ck‡gi

†fZi jyKv‡bv †PBb Av‡Q, gv_v †_‡K cv ch©šÍ j¤¦v, Uvb‡j

gvSLvb †_‡K `yÕfvM n‡q Ly‡j hvq †LjbvUv| Avi, †fZ‡i

wKQy †bB, P¨vÞv| †fZi w`‡K †ejy‡bi gZ †Kvgj Mv| Pvc

co‡j †ejy‡bi gZB dz‡j DV‡e fvj−yK| c−vw÷K bv‡Ki

 

108 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

dz‡Uv¸‡jv w`‡q evZvm PjvPj Ki‡Z cvi‡e|

P¨vÞv fvj−yKUv‡K †g‡S‡Z †d‡j mgvb Kij ivbv| wm‡a

n‡q Avevi GKevi cix¶v Kij wUDwjc‡K| Zvici ey‡K

Zz‡j wbj Zv‡K| Ii wcQ‡b Ly‡j †Mj N‡ii `iRv|

aŸK K‡i DVj ivbvi eyK|

Ôm¨vg, Avwg...|Õ wg‡mm †KbUviwK †evev e‡b †Mj|

†`vi‡Mvovq cv_i n‡q †M‡Q †m| gyL Sz‡j coj, †PvL †Rvov

weùvwiZ| AvZ‡¼ weK…Z n‡q DVj Zvi †Pnviv| Ôm¨vg!Õ

wUDwjc‡K ey‡K wb‡qB wg‡mm †KbUviwKi w`‡K G‡Mvj

ivbv, GLb Avi bvgvevi mgq †bB| GK cv wcwQ‡q †PŠKv‡Vi

Ici `uvovj wg‡mm †KbUviwK| ivbvi †Pnvivq D‡ØM| Ô‡`Lyb

†Zv, wUDwjc †Kgb nuvcv‡”Qцevanq Amy¯’,Õ kvšÍ Mjvq ejj

I|

ÔAu¨v? wK? I, Av”Qv, ZvB e‡jv...|Õ GwM‡q Gj Mf‡b©m,

wUDwjc‡K †bqvi R‡b¨ evwo‡q w`j nvZ `y‡Uv| GiB g‡a¨

Nvg †`Lv w`‡q‡Q Zvi †Pnvivq| Z‡e Av‡Mi †P‡q A‡bKUv

kvšÍ| nZfÕ g‡b n‡jv, wKš‘ AvZ¼ KvwU‡q D‡V‡Q|

†cªŠpvi nv‡Z wUDwjc‡K Zz‡j w`j ivbv, wKš‘ †g‡qUvi

wc‡V GKUv nvZ †_‡KB †Mj| wcwQ‡q Avmvi fvb K‡i wg‡mm

†KbUviwKi gy‡Li w`‡K Aci nvZUv Zzjj I| Pg‡K wcwQ‡q

hvIqvi †Póv Kij wg‡mm †KbUviwK| Zvi Kv‡bi wcQ‡b

†cuŠ‡Q †Mj ivbvi nvZ, AvOyj w`‡q bvf© †mÈv‡i †Rv‡i GKUv

†LuvPv gvij|

wcQy‡Z wM‡q wUDwjc‡K †Q‡o w`j wg‡mm †KbUviwK,

AÁvb †`nUv‡K euv nv‡Z wb‡q ey‡Ki mv‡_ †P‡c aij ivbv|

Wvb nvZUv wg‡mm †KbUviwKi Nv‡oi wcQ‡b P‡j †M‡Q|

wØZxq bvf© †mÈv‡i AviI GKUv †LuvPv †L‡jv Mf‡b©m| †Lvjv

AcniYÐ1 109

gyL w`‡q wPrKvi †ei“evi Av‡MB U‡j DVj †m, Avcbv †_‡K

eÜ n‡q †Mj nuv| ZxeÖ e¨_vq bxj n‡q DVj Zvi †Pnviv|

Lvwj nvZUv w`‡q Zvi cZb †iva Kij ivbv| wg‡mm

†KbUviwK Ávb nvwi‡q‡Q| Zvi nuvUz fuvR n‡q †Mj| wXj

c‡o‡Q gy‡Li †ckx‡Z|

Mf‡b©‡mi eM‡ji Zjvq Wvb nvZ †i‡L, Zvi mv‡_ nuvUz

fuvR K‡i wbPy n‡jv ivbv, emj| Avj‡Zvfv‡e Kv‡c©‡Ui Ici

Mwo‡q coj wg‡mm †KbUviwK|

wm‡μU mvwf©m G‡RÈ †Rwi A¨vWvgm Avevi Awd‡m wdij

mv‡o mvZUvq| †W‡¯‹ ZLbI wPiKzUUv c‡o Av‡Q| nvZ

evwo‡q †dv‡bi wiwmfvi Zzjj †m, Wvqvj Kij wbD BqK©

wmwU cywj‡mi `dZ‡i| Acicªv‡šÍ wiwmfvi Zzjj B݇c±i

ee nvWmb| Zvi K_v g‡bv‡hvM w`‡q ïbj A¨vWvgm|

B݇c±‡ii K_v †kl n‡Z A¨vWvgm ejj, Ônq‡Zv

Avcbvi K_vB wVK, e¨vcviUv ¸i“Z¡c~Y© n‡Z cv‡i| m¨vg

†Mªmb m¤ú‡K© †Kb Avgiv wmwKDwiwU †P‡Ki e¨e¯’v

K‡iwQjvg, Avwg Rvwb bv| †LuvR wbw”Q| ab¨ev`|Õ

Gici †iKW© wWwfk‡bi mv‡_ †dv‡b †hvMv‡hvM Kij

A¨vWvgm| wK Zvi `iKvi Rvwb‡q w`‡q A‡c¶v Ki‡Z

jvMj| LvwbK ciB Z_¨¸‡jv †c‡q †Mj †m|

m¨vg †Mªmb wg‡mm †KbUviwKi eÜz| Zv‡K BwÊqvb w¯úÖ‡O

†XvKvi AbygwZ †`qv n‡q‡Q|

†cªwm‡W‡Èi †g‡q! BwÊqvb w¯úÖ‡O wUDwjc i‡q‡Q!

`ª“Z nv‡Z Avevi wiwmfvi Zz‡j Wvqvj Kij A¨vWvgm|

wKš‘ jvBb Gb‡MRW| GK jv‡d †Pqvi Qvoj †m, Ni †_‡K

njiƒ‡g †ewi‡q Gj nb nb K‡i| †cªv‡UKkb Awd‡m S‡oi

 

110 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

†e‡M XzKj †m| wWDwU Awdmvi‡K Mªvn¨ bv K‡i †mKkb

Px‡di `iRv †V‡j Xz‡K coj †fZ‡i|

ÔGKUv mgm¨v †`Lv w`‡q‡Q,Õ `ª“Z, cªvq nuvcv‡Z nuvcv‡Z

ejj A¨vWvgm| m¨vg †Mªmb m¤ú‡K© me K_v, hZUzKz Rv‡b

†m, noeo K‡i e¨vL¨v Kij|

ÔwKš‘ Zv m¤¢e bq,Õ †mKkb Pxd gv_v †b‡o ejj| m¨vg

†Mªmb gviv hvqwb| Kvj mKv‡j BwÊqvb w¯úÖ‡O envj

Zweq‡ZB †cuŠ‡P‡Q †m| K_vUv †kl K‡iB AuvZ‡K DVj †m,

†PvL †Rvov weùvwiZ n‡q DVj| wK N‡U‡Q Dcjwä Ki‡Z

†c‡i GK †m‡KÊ cv_i n‡q _vKj †m| ZviciB WvB‡i±

jvB‡bi w`‡K nvZ evovj| wgwkMvb‡K wec` m‡¼Z w`‡Z

n‡e|

wUDwj‡ci gvgx ZLbI mvg‡bi N‡i e‡m Av‡Q, MÜ Ki‡Q

GKRb wmwKDwiwU G‡R‡Èi mv‡_| wmuwo‡Z ivbv D`q n‡Z,

`yÕR‡bB gyL Zz‡j ZvKvj|

ivbvi eM‡ji Zjvq i‡q‡Q †Ljbv fvj−yKUv| †Kvg‡i

†VwK‡q †i‡L, Wvb nvZ w`‡q Rwo‡q a‡i Av‡Q| h‡_ó fvix,

wKš‘ a‡i _vKvi fw½ †`‡L g‡b n‡e LyeB nvjKv|

`iRvi KvQvKvwQ †cuŠ‡Q _vgj I| Ô‡g‡qUvi Nyg fvwO‡q

w`‡qwQ,Õ ejj I| ÔIi mv‡_ wg‡mm †KbUviwK Av‡Qb|Õ

wg‡mm j¨v½vi nvmj| Ômgq K‡i Av‡iKevi G‡mv, evcy|

`yÕw`bB †g‡qUv †Zvgvi b¨vIUv n‡q D‡VwQj| KÕUv w`b gb

Lvivc K‡i _vK‡e|Õ

Ôbv G‡m Dcvq Av‡Q,Õ nvm‡Z nvm‡Z ejj ivbv|

ÔwUDwjc Avgv‡K w`‡q cªwZÁv Kwi‡q wb‡q‡Q| Pwj Zvn‡j,

†Kgb? Ggwb‡ZB †`wi n‡q †M‡Q...|Õ Lvwj nvZ w`‡q

AcniYÐ1 111

K¨v‡givi e¨vMUv Zz‡j Kuv‡a †Svjvj I|

wmwKDwiwU G‡RÈ Ii w`‡K GwM‡q Gj| Ôw`b, myU‡KmUv

Avwg wb‡q hvB|Õ

g„`y nvmj ivbv| Ôab¨ev`, AvwgB cvie| Avcwb eis

`iRvUv Lyjyb|Õ myU‡Km Zzjj I| Ôab¨ev`, wg‡mm j¨v½vi|

Avcbv‡`i AvwZ‡_qZv Avwg KLbI fzje bv|Õ

Ô‡Zvgv‡K †c‡q Avgiv mevB Lye Avb‡›` wQjvg|Õ

Ô¸WevB|Õ

ivbvi Mvwo evB‡i A‡c¶v Ki‡Q| wcQ‡bi e‡bU Zz‡j

myU‡KmUv ivLj I| e¨vK mx‡U VuvB †cj †Ljbv fvj−yK| nvZ

Zz‡j bvoj I, †klevi we`vq wbj mevi KvQ †_‡K| Pviw`‡K

GKevi †PvL eywj‡q `iRv Ly‡j D‡V coj Mvwo‡Z|

wek¦vm n‡”Q bv GZ mn‡R wb‡q †h‡Z cvi‡Q wUDwjc‡K|

BwÄb ÷vU© wbj| ax‡i ax‡i †M‡Ui w`‡K G‡Mvj Mvwo|

j¨v½vi K‡U‡Ri wcQ‡b †M÷ nvDm, Sb Sb k‡ã †mLv‡b

GKUv †dvb †e‡R DVj| IqvwksU‡bi mv‡_ mivmwi jvBb

IUv| wWDwUÐiZ G‡RÈ wiwmfvi Zz‡j GK gyn~Z© Acicªv‡šÍi

K_v ïbj| †Pv‡Li cj‡K d¨vKv‡m n‡q †Mj Zvi †Pnviv,

wiwmfvi †Q‡o w`‡q GK Qy‡U Kvgiv †_‡KB †ewi‡q Gj †m|

†KD †`L‡j fve‡e, †jvKUvi Mv‡q †evanq Av¸b a‡i †M‡Q|

Ô‡Mªmb †Kv_vq?Õ mvg‡bi N‡i Xz‡KB wPrKvi Kij †m|

wg‡mm j¨v½vi gyL Zz‡j ZvKvj| _ZgZ †L‡q †M‡Q|

Ô‡Kb, GBgvÎ †Zv P‡j †Mj| wKQy n‡q‡Q bvwK?Õ

Zv‡K cvk KvwU‡q wmuwoi w`‡K QyUj G‡RÈ, GKmv‡_

`y‡Uv K‡i wmuwoi avc Uc‡K D‡V Gj †`vZjvq| wUDwj‡ci

N‡ii mvg‡b `uvwo‡q evi K‡qK †Rv‡i †Rv‡i wbtk¦vm †djj

 

112 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

†m| bv Rvwb †fZ‡i Xz‡K wK †`L‡e!

`iRv †V‡j †fZ‡i ZvKvj †m| cig ¯^w¯Í †eva Kij

mv‡_ mv‡_| weQvbvq ï‡q i‡q‡Q wUDwjc| wKš‘ ZviciB

bZzb K‡i fq †cj †m|

GK Qy‡U N‡i XzKj G‡RÈ| Pv`‡ii wb‡P ï‡q i‡q‡Q

wUDwjc| wKš‘ Pv`i bo‡Q bv †Kb? †g‡qUvi wbtk¦vm...

†Quv w`‡q Pv`iUv Zz‡j wbj †m| wng kxZj GKUv Abyf~wZ

n‡jv Zvi| GZ fq Rxe‡b KLbI cvqwb|

Pv`‡ii Zjvq wUDwjc bq, †Ljbv fvj−yKUv i‡q‡Q| N‡i

†Kv_vI wUDwjc‡K †`Lv †Mj bv|

wcQ‡b cv‡qi AvIqvR †c‡q mswer wdij Zvi| wg‡mm

j¨v½vi‡K †`Lv †Mj †`vi‡Mvovq| ÔwK n‡q‡Q?Õ wR‡Ám Kij

†m| ÔwUDwjc...|Õ weQvbvi w`‡K `„wó co‡Z gv_vq †hb evR

coj| wPrKvi Kivi R‡b¨ nuv Kij †m| Zv‡K cvk KvwU‡q

Ni †_‡K Qy‡U †ewi‡q †Mj G‡RÈ †jvKUv|

bq

gvÎ `k wgwbU GwM‡q _vKvi my‡hvM †cj ivbv|

j¨v½vi wfjv †_‡K GKUvB iv¯Ív P‡j †M‡Q BwÊqvb w¯úÖs

kn‡ii w`‡K| `k wgwbU Av‡M GB iv¯Ív w`‡qB †M‡Q ivbv|

GKB iv¯Ív w`‡q GB gyn~‡Z© GKB w`‡K QyU‡Q wm‡μU mvwf©‡mi

kw³kvjx Mvwo|

Mvwoi mvg‡b `yÕRb G‡RÈÑGKRb WªvBf Ki‡Q,

AciRb iv¯Ívi Ici †PvL †i‡L K_v ej‡Q †iwWI‡Z; wcQ‡b

AcniYÐ1 113

e‡m‡Q AviI `yÕRb, iv¯Ívi `yÕw`‡K Nb ebf~wgi Ici Zx¶è

bRi eyjv‡”Q Zviv|

QÕgvBj mvg‡b i‡q‡Q BwÊqvb w¯úÖs kni, Ges cªg

†PŠiv¯Ív| wPšÍvi wKQy †bB, †iwWI‡Z Lei †c‡q Av‡MB

iv¯Ív¸‡jvi Ici e¨vwi‡KW ˆZwi K‡i‡Q cywjm| †ivWÐe−K

e‡j †Kvb hvbevnbB †Kvb w`‡K †h‡Z cvi‡e bv| fzqv m¨vg

†Mªm‡bi cvjvevi †Kvb Dcvq †bB|

nVvr wcQ‡bi GKRb G‡RÈ †PuwP‡q D‡V AvKv‡ki w`‡K

GKUv nvZ Zzjj| †QvU GKUv †c−b, GB gvÎ MvQcvjvi

†fZi †_‡K AvKv‡k D‡V‡Q| GKUv cvBcvi †P‡ivwK, Kv‡jv

AvKv‡ki Mv‡q cªvq wg‡k Av‡Q Mvp i‡Oi †c−bUv|

Nu¨vP K‡i †eÖK Klj WªvBfvi, cªPÊ SuvwK mvg‡j D‡VB

jvd w`‡q evwK wZbRb G‡RÈ iv¯Ívq bvgj| R½‡j Xz‡K

GKUz ciB †ewi‡q Gj Iiv| fzqv m¨vg †Mªm‡bi MvwoUv

i‡q‡Q ILv‡b, ebf~wgi gvSLv‡b duvKv GKUv RvqMvq| ILvb

†_‡KB †UKÐAd K‡i‡Q †c−b| WªvBfv‡ii cv‡ki G‡RÈiv

†iwWI‡Z K_v ej‡Z ïi“ Kij| mg¯Í G‡RȇK †P‡ivwKi

Ici bRi ivLvi wb‡`©k w`j †m| WªvBfvi e‡m †bB, g¯Í

GKUv BD Uvb© wb‡q wfjvi w`‡K wd‡i Pjj †m|

MvQcvjvi †fZi †_‡K DuwK w`‡q iv¯Ívq ZvKvj ivbv| wm‡μU

mvwf©‡mi MvwoUv‡K euvK wb‡Z †`Lj I| wfjvi w`‡K Iiv

wd‡i hv‡”Q eyS‡Z †c‡i ¯^w¯Íi wbtk¦vm Qvoj GKUv|

Rv‡b, AviI Mvwo Avi †jvKRb wb‡q Avevi wd‡i Avm‡e

Iiv| wewfboe ms¯’vi †dWv‡ij G‡RÈiv `‡j `‡j G‡m wN‡i

†dj‡e †MvUv ebf~wg, Zboe Zboe K‡i GjvKvi cªwZwU BwÂ

LyuR‡e| †WUª‡qU, wkKv‡Mv, IqvwksUb †_‡K Avm‡e †dWv‡ij

 

114 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

cywjm Avi Gd.we.AvBÐGi Acv‡iUiiv| wKš‘ GLywb bq,

†`wi Av‡Q, AšÍZ NÈv `yÕNÈvi Av‡M bq|

GLb ïay wcQy †j‡M _vK‡e j¨v½vi wfjvi G‡RÈiv|

Z‡e, ïi“‡ZB I‡`i‡K †auvKv †`qv m¤¢e n‡q‡Q| Iiv Rv‡b

wUDwjc‡K wb‡q fzqv m¨vg †Mªmb †c−‡b K‡i cvwj‡q‡Q| fzjUv

GK mgq fvO‡e I‡`i, ZZ¶‡Y I‡`i bvMv‡ji evB‡i P‡j

†h‡Z n‡e|

†jK wgwkMv‡bi Ici w`‡q cwð‡g A`„k¨ n‡q †M‡Q

†P‡ivwK| Gevi wb‡Ri cvjvevi e¨e¯’v Ki‡Z nq| R½‡ji

†fZi Ii R‡b¨ GKUv †iwWI Uª¨vÝwgUvi i‡q‡Q| †i‡L hvevi

K_v wQj, wKš‘ †K †i‡L †M‡Q ivbv Rv‡b bv| nq‡Zv

cvBjU‡K w`‡qB KvRUv Kwi‡q‡Q Wvwb‡qj| †mU Ab K‡i

†QvÆ †g‡mR cvVvj ivbv, Ô‡Mvjvc Kzuwo ejwQ| †dvb KjUv

GLywb K‡iv|Õ

`~‡i †Kv_vI Wvwb‡q‡ji GKRb †jvK †g‡mRUv wiwmf

Kij| mv‡_ mv‡_ mvov w`j †m, ÔiRvi, †Mvjvc Kzuwo|Õ

GK SUKvq Uª¨vÝwgUvi Ad Kij ivbv| †mU †ewk¶Y Ab

Kiv _vK‡j Ii Ae¯’vb duvm n‡q †h‡Z cv‡i| †iwWI

†hvMv‡hvM Lye mn‡RB †Uªm Kiv hvq|

ILv‡b `uvwo‡q Kv‡jv iv¯Ívi w`‡K wKQy¶Y ZvwK‡q _vKj

ivbv| wSuwS †cvKvi WvK Qvov †Kv_vI †Kvb kã †bB|

R½‡ji †fZi w`‡q nuvUv aij I| j¨v½vi wfjvi w`‡K Ava

gvBj GwM‡q _vgj| mvg‡b GKUv Mvwo i‡q‡Q Ii R‡b¨|

†fZ‡i bZzb cwiPqÐcÎ, BZ¨vw`| †hLv‡b hv _vKvi K_v

meB Av‡QÑmwZ¨, Kv‡Ri †jvK Wvwb‡qj|

PvKievKi Avi Kg©Pvixiv wg‡mm †KbUviwK‡K wN‡i `uvwo‡q

AcniYÐ1 115

Av‡Q| Zvi gv_vq cvwb Xvj‡Q nvDRKxcvi| Mf‡b©m‡K Zvi

†eWiƒ‡gB cvIqv hvq, AÁvb Ae¯’vq| Pvcv ¯^‡i K_v ejwQj

mevB, nVvr †_‡g †Mj ¸ÄbUv| wg‡mm †KbUviwKi Ávb

wdi‡Q|

dv`vi KjvW© K_v w`‡q‡Qb, GLywb iIbv n‡eb wZwb|

Awdm †_‡K †ewi‡q Kv‡jv WR WvU©ÐG Po‡jb f`ª‡jvK|

DËi w`‡K euvK wbj Mvwo, BwÊqvb w¯úÖ‡Oi w`‡K QyUj|

hvRK‡`i hvi hvi GjvKv fvM Kiv _v‡K| j¨v½vi

cwievi dv`vi Kjv‡W©i GjvKvq wbqwgZ evm K‡i bv|

Mªxl¥Kv‡j wfjvq †eov‡Z Av‡m Zviv, ZLb cªv_©bvmfvq

nvwRiv †`q| Z‡e eQ‡ii †k‡l Pv‡P©i bv‡g wVKB †cuŠ‡Q hvq

†PKUv|

AvR nVvr K‡i Zuv‡K I‡`i `iKvi c‡o‡Q| j¨v½vi

wfjvq eo ai‡bi †Kvb ANUb N‡U †M‡Q| †KD nq‡Zv

Amy¯’| A_ev gviv hv‡”Q| †dv‡b †jvKUv cwi®‹vi K‡i wKQy

e‡jwb|

wbR©b, AÜKvi iv¯Ív| †nWjvB‡Ui Av‡jvq dv`vi KjvW©

wKQyB bo‡Z †`L‡jb bv| mvg‡b GKUv euvK, Mvwo †Nvivevi

mv‡_ mv‡_ †eÖ‡Ki Ici `uvwo‡q co‡jb wZwb|

†ivWe−K| iv¯Ívi `yÕav‡i GK‡Rvov †÷U cywjm Kvi,

`yÕ‡Rvov †nWjvB‡Ui Av‡jvq wZbRb BDwbdg© civ †÷U

cywjm `uvwo‡q i‡q‡Q| mevB mk¯¿|

Mvwo _vwg‡q Rvbvjvi KuvP bvgv‡jb dv`vi| GKRb †jvK

Zuvi w`‡K GwM‡q Gj| †÷U Uªycvi, GjvKvi †KD bq, dv`vi

Zv‡K wPb‡Z cvi‡jb bv|

Ô‡Kv_vq hv‡”Qb, dv`vi?Õ

 

116 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

Ô‡Kb, j¨v½vi wfjvq| Iiv Avgv‡K †dv‡b †W‡K cvVvj|Õ

Nvo wdwi‡q evwK `yÕR‡bi w`‡K ZvKvj †jvKUv| I‡`i

`„wó wewbg‡qi A_© dv`v‡ii †evaMg¨ n‡jv bv| Rvb‡Z

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†jvKUv Zv‡K cvëv cªkoe Kij, Ômv‡_ cwiPqÐcÎ Av‡Q?Õ

Ônu¨v, †Kb _vK‡e bv|Õ c‡KU †_‡K WªvBwfs jvB‡mÝ, Avi

†K¬wiKvj AvB‡WbwUwd‡Kkb KvW© †ei K‡i evwo‡q w`‡jb

dv`vi|

KvMR¸‡jv wb‡q GKUv Mvwoi Kv‡Q wd‡i †Mj †jvKUv|

W¨vk‡evW© †_‡K †iwWI gvD_cxm Zz‡j K_v ejj †m| Zvi

K_v wKQyB ïb‡Z †c‡jb bv dv`vi| Z‡e j¶ Ki‡jb, evwK

†jvK `yÕRb Zuvi w`‡K GK`„‡ó ZvwK‡q hvi hvi RvqMvq

`uvwo‡q _vKj| Mvwo wb‡q G‡Mvevi c_ eÜ|

GK wgwbU ci Mvwoi KvQ †_‡K wd‡i Gj †jvKUv| Ôme

wVK Av‡Q, dv`vi,Õ ejj †m| ÔAvcwb †h‡Z cv‡ib|Õ

dv`v‡ii nv‡Z KvMR¸‡jv wdwi‡q w`j †m| Zvici wbtkã

Bw½‡Z c_ †Q‡o m‡i `uvovevi wb‡`©k w`j m½x‡`i|

Ôab¨ev`,Õ dv`vi ej‡jb| ÔwR‡Ám Ki‡Z cvwi, GÐme

wK wb‡q?Õ

Ô`ytwLZ, dv`vi, Avgv‡`i gyL †Lvjv eviY| Z‡e ILv‡b

†cuŠ‡Q Avcwb †evanq meB Rvb‡Z cvi‡eb|Õ

wek wgwbU ci R½j †_‡K †ewi‡q `w¶Y w`‡K Mvwo QyUvj

ivbv| †Kv_vI _vg‡Z n‡jv bv, BwÊqvb w¯úÖs †cwi‡q Gj

wbivc‡`| MvwoUv GjvKvi mevi cwiwPZÑKv‡jv GKUv WR

WvU©| dv`vi KjvW© Avi ivbv, `yÕR‡bi jvB‡mÝ †c−UI ûeû

GK| Mvwo `y‡Uvi g‡a¨ GKgvÎ cv_©K¨ n‡jv, ivbvi W‡R

AcniYÐ1 117

GKUv UªÖv¼ i‡q‡Q, †fwȇjUi mn| †fZ‡i GKUv †Ljbv|

AviI `k gvBj †cwi‡q kn‡ii †kl gv_vq †cuŠQyj ivbv|

ax‡i ax‡i ¯úxW Kwg‡q `uvo Kivj Mvwo| mvg‡b †ivW e−K|

†÷U cywjm Kv‡ii `yÕ‡Rvov †nWjvB‡Ui Av‡jvq `uvwo‡q

i‡q‡Q wZbRb Uªycvi|

Uªycvi‡`i GKRb GwM‡q Gj| ÔI, Avcwb, dv`vi,Õ ejj

†m, Ôwfjvi wK Ae¯’v ejyb|Õ

ÔwK Avi Ae¯’v,Õ eo K‡i GKUv `xN©k¦vm †djj ivbv|

ÔmevB Lye AvZw¼Z| †Kvb Lei cvIqv †Mj?Õ

ÔGLbI wKQy Kv‡b Av‡mwb| †dWv‡ij cywjm gyL Lyj‡Z

Pvq bv| ïay Rvwb, GLbI Avgv‡`i wd‡i †h‡Z e‡jwb|Õ

ivbv M¤¢xi| welYoe fw½‡Z gv_v bvoj| ÔhvB, evwo wd‡i

A‡c¶v Kwi...Õ

ÔwVK Av‡Q, dv`vi, hvb| Avevi nq‡Zv †`Lv n‡e|Õ

Ôg‡b nq bv,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔAZ¶Y Avcbviv GLv‡b

_vK‡eb bv e‡jB Avkv Kwi|Õ

Rvbvjvi KuvP Zz‡j Mvwo †Q‡o w`j ivbv| †Rvov cywjm

Kv‡ii gvSLvb w`‡q c_ K‡i wb‡q †ewi‡q Gj| mvg‡b GKUv

euvK, †mUv †cwi‡qB wcQb w`‡K ZvKvj GKevi| wbR©b,

AÜKvi iv¯Ív| †Mª DBM Avi †K¬wiKvj Kjvi Ly‡j †djj I|

Zvici dzj ¯úx‡W †QvUvj Mvwo| e¨vcviUv duvm nevi Av‡MB

cvjv‡Z n‡e| j¨v½vi wfjvq KLb dv`v‡ii WvK c‡owQj, I

Rv‡b; R½‡j A‡c¶v Kivi mgq dv`v‡ii MvwoUv‡K †h‡ZI

†`‡L‡Q| wKš‘ dv`v‡ii †diZ Avmv †VKv‡bv Ii ¶gZvi

evB‡i| Avmj dv`vi nq‡Zv Lye GKUv wcQ‡b bb|

cvBcvi †P‡ivwKi cvBjU gnv dzwZ©‡Z ¸b¸b K‡i Mvb

 

118 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

MvB‡Q| mivmwi cwðg w`‡K †Kvm© w¯’i K‡i‡Q †m, GB gyn~‡Z©

DBmKbwmb ev Kv‡QÐwc‡Vi †Kvb GjvKvi Ici i‡q‡Q|

cwi®‹vi AvKvk, g„`y evZvm, nvjKv †c−bÑZvi gZ AwfÁ

cvBj‡Ui R‡b¨ KvRUv †Q‡j‡Ljv Qvov Avi wK| †jvKUv e×

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†`q nv‡Z?

Z‡e, †jvKUvi kZ©Uv wKš‘ Aj−yZ wQj| †Kvb cªkoe Kiv

hv‡e bv|

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Kivi wK `iKvi Zvi?

Zvi mvg‡b cvnvox GjvKv †`Lv †Mj| mvejxj fw½‡Z

†c−‡bi bvK DuPy Kij †m, QÕnvRvi wd‡U D‡V G‡m mgvb n‡jv

†P‡ivwK|

KvbvwWqvb mxgvšÍ eivei Gb.I.Avi.G.wW. †cUªj wWDwU‡Z

wQj Gm.G.wm. e¤¦vi, `k nvRvi wdU DuPy‡Z DowQj| Kb‡Uªvj

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ivWv‡i cvBcvi †P‡ivwK‡K †`Lv †Mj, cuvP gvBj mvg‡b,

cwðg w`‡K hv‡”Q, Pvi nvRvi wdU wb‡P|

BD.Gm. Gqvi‡dvm© cvBjU Nvo wdwi‡q †Kwe‡bi Av‡iK

cªv‡šÍ emv †jvKUvi w`‡K ZvKvj| Ô†P‡ivwKi cvBjU wKš‘

Avgv‡`i Lmvevi †Póv Ki‡Q bv|Õ

†KvÐcvBjU, GKRb K¨vbvwWqvb, Gw`K Iw`K gv_v

bvoj| Ôbv| GKB †Kv‡m©, GKB ¯úx‡W hv‡”Q|Õ nVvr, mx‡Ui

wKbvivq m‡i Gj †m, mvg‡bi w`‡K Szu‡K Zx¶è `„wó‡Z ZvKvj

ivWvi ¯OEx‡b| ÔAv‡i! †bB!Õ

Ô‡bB?Õ

AcniYÐ1 119

ÔG‡Kev‡i Mv‡qe! e¨vcvi wK! †Pv‡Li cj‡K †Kvb †c−b

j¨vÊ Ki‡Z cv‡i bv!Õ

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DVj| ÔZ‡e wK...!Õ

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wiwmfviUv k³ K‡i †P‡c aij G‡RÈ| cª‡gB †h cªkoeUv

g‡b Gj, Ô‡KD †eu‡P‡Q?Õ

Ô‡eu‡P‡Q gv‡b?Õ cvëv cªkoe Gj AcicªvšÍ †_‡K| ÔcvBjU

Qvov †KD _vK‡j †Zv euvP‡e!Õ

mvBb‡evW©Uv Lye RgKv‡jv| KvjKvmKv Gwf‡qkb

BbKi‡cv‡i‡UW: d¬vBU BÝUªvKkb, wR.B.wU. wmwgD‡jUi,

G.wU.wc. †¯úkvwj÷, n¨v½vim, UvBWvDbm, GqviμvdU di

†iÈ Ai jxR| wKš‘ wewìsUv A¯’vqx e¨viv‡Ki gZ, Avi

KvDÈv‡ii wcQ‡b e‡m †Q‡jUvi GLbI g` aivi eqm nqwb|

Z‡e AvR †m K‡qKUv weqvi †L‡q‡Q| †KD hw` g‡bi

fz‡j GKUv bq, `y‡Uv bq, QÕQUv K¨vb †i‡L hvq Awd‡m, bv

†L‡q Dcvq wK Zvi? †d‡j †`‡e bvwK? gvMbv?

KvDÈv‡ii Iw`‡K `uvov‡bv L‡Ï‡ii w`‡K jvj‡P, †Nvi

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Av`wg, Z‡e e¨vUv‡”Q‡j †mŠwLb e‡U| `vgx my¨U, †Pv‡L Pkgv,

m¤¢eZ †WUª‡q‡Ui †Kvb cª‡dmi ev †nv‡Uj gvwjK n‡e| Zvi

 

120 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

w`‡K GKUz †ZiQv †Pv‡L ZvKvj †Q‡jUv, ejj, ÔGB gyn~‡Z©

ïay GKUv jxqvi †RU Av‡Q Avgv‡`i| cªPyi LiP co‡e,

wg÷vi|Õ

c‡K‡U nvZ fij L‡Ïi, gvwb e¨vM bq, UvKvi †gvUv

GKUv evwÊj †ei Kij| Qvbveov n‡q DVj †QvKivi †PvL|

I‡i me©bvk! meB GK‡kv Wjv‡ii †bvU! ÔKZ?Õ

we¯§‡qi av°vUv mvg‡j DV‡Z mgq wbj †Q‡jUv| GKRb

Kvjv Av`wgi c‡K‡U GZ UvKv! ZvI Avevi K¨vk! AZ K_v

wK, †Kvb mv`v Pvgovi Kv‡QI GZ UvKv GKmv‡_ †`‡Lwb

†m| †K evIqv Zzwg, †Kv_vKvi jvUmv‡ne? †a¨r, Zv †R‡b

Zvi wK jvf? Kv‡jv UvKv ev mv`v UvKv, Zvi Kv‡Q meB GK|

Ôïay Avcwb?Õ

Ômv‡_ Avgvi †g‡q Av‡Q,Õ wb‡Mªv †jvKUv ejj| ÔevB‡i,

Mvwo‡Z Nygv‡”Q †m|Õ

SU& K‡i gyL Zzjj †Q‡jUv| GK NÈvI nqwb †÷U cywjm

†Uwj‡dv‡b mZK© K‡i w`‡q‡Q I‡K| †Pnvivi eY©bv BZ¨vw`

w`‡q Zv‡K Rvbv‡bv n‡q‡Q, †QvÆ GK †g‡q‡K wb‡q cvjv‡”Q

†jvKUv|

wKš‘ GB †jvKUv †g‡qi K_v †Mvcb Ki‡Q bv| Mv‡qi

iOI dm©v bq, †Pnvivi eY©bv ev eqmI †g‡j bv| †Q‡jUvi

†ckx‡Z wXj coj, Szu‡K †`ivR †_‡K wUªcwj‡KU dg© †ei

Kij †m| ÔKÕw`‡bi R‡b¨ `iKvi Avcbvi?Õ

ÔGK nßv|Õ

Ô‡Kv_vq hv‡eb?Õ

Ôb`©vb© †cwbbm~jv| gvi‡K‡Ui R‡b¨ c−¨vb dvBj Kie|Õ

gv_v SuvKvj †Q‡jUv| ÔwVK Av‡QÑmv‡_ hw` wZb ai‡bi

AvB‡WbwUwd‡Kkb _v‡K, †mB mv‡_ cvBjUÕm AvB.wW.

AcniYÐ1 121

Zvn‡j e¨emv n‡Z cv‡i|Õ

wek wgwbU ci †UKÐAd Kij jxqvi †RU| MvQcvjvi

gv_vi Ici w`‡q Qy‡U †Mj mMR©‡b| DËi w`‡K hv‡”Q|

LvwbK ci wb‡Pi Gqviwdì †_‡K †c−bUv‡K Avi †`Lv †Mj

bv| Gevi bvK Nywi‡q cye w`‡K QyUj †RU|

MšÍe¨ IqvwksUb wW.wm.|

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j¨vswj, fvwR©wbqv, wm.AvB.G. †nW‡KvqvU©vi| c‡Uvg¨vK b`xi

Ici w`‡q WvDbUvDb IqvwksUb wek wgwb‡Ui c_|

wekvj fe‡bi mvZZjvq wb‡Ri †W‡¯‹ e‡m Av‡Qb †Rd

wiKvW©, wm.AvB.G.Pxd| ivZ †cŠ‡b bÕUv|

wKi wKi K‡i hvwš¿K GKUv ¸Äb DVj| BÈviK‡gi myBP

Ab Ki‡jb wiKvW©|

ÔG·wKDR wg, m¨vi,Õ AcicªvšÍ †_‡K ejj wiKv‡W©i

÷vd A¨vwm÷¨vÈ, evB‡i Awd‡m e‡m Av‡Q †m, ÔRvwb Avcwb

wb‡la K‡i‡Qb, wei³ Kiv Pj‡e bv, wKš‘ †dvb K‡i‡Qb

wm‡μU mvwf©m Pxd wb‡R|Õ

weiw³i mv‡_ †`qvjNwoi w`‡K ZvKv‡jb wiKvW©| ÔKx_?

wK Pvq †m?Õ

ÔRvwb bv, m¨vi; Z‡e Lye bvwK Ri“ix|Õ

GK gyn~Z© BZ¯ÍZ Ki‡jb wiKvW©| Zvici BÈviK‡gi

myBP Ad K‡i w`‡q †dv‡bi wiwmfvi Zz‡j wb‡jb| Ôe‡jv,

Kx_|Õ GK gyn~Z©, ZviciB Zuvi †Pnviv †_‡K mg¯Í weiw³i

 

122 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

Qvc DavI n‡q †Mj| wb‡RI †Ui †c‡jb bv, ax‡i ax‡i k³

K‡i a‡i‡Qb wiwmfviUv, we›`y we›`y Nvg dzUj Kcv‡j|

ïb‡Qb, wKš‘ wek¦vm Ki‡Z gb PvB‡Q bv, Avevi GÐI Rv‡bb,

cªwZwU kã ev¯Íe mZ¨| cv_i n‡q e‡m _vK‡jb

†Pqv‡iцevev, †hb †eKze|

Kx_ weDgÈ _vg‡jb| gvÎ GKUv cªkoe Ki‡jb wiKvW©,

Ô‡cªwm‡WÈ Rv‡bb?Õ

Ônu¨v| †gw·‡Kv †_‡K iIbv n‡q‡Qb wZwb| †cuŠ‡QB

Avcbvi mv‡_ †`Lv Ki‡Z †P‡q‡Qb|Õ

m‡›`n wK!

Ô_vKe ILv‡b,Õ weoweo K‡i ej‡jb wiKvW©| wiwmfvi

bvwg‡q †i‡L wbtmvo e‡m _vK‡jb| mvg‡bi mv`v †`qv‡j

GK`„‡ó ZvwK‡q Av‡Qb|

wK K‡i m¤¢e? †Kb?

GZ _vK‡Z †cªwm‡W‡Èi †g‡q wKWb¨vc n‡jv!

†K `vqx? Kviv? †Kb?

wm.AvB.G. Px‡di Mjv ïwK‡q †Mj| †XvK wMj‡Z fz‡j

†M‡jb wZwb| fve‡jb, DËi¸‡jv Rvbvi Av‡M nvU© A¨vUv‡K

gviv †M‡jI †evanq g›` nq bv|

†W‡¯‹i Ici gyó¨vNvZ Ki‡jb †cªwm‡WÈ| ÔW¨vg BU, †Rd!

wm‡μU mvwf©m ILv‡b Avgv‡K Zz‡jv w`‡q †X‡K †i‡LwQj|

I‡`i m‡›`n cªwZwU weQvbvi Zjvq †U‡ivwi÷ jywK‡q Av‡Q|

wgwkMv‡b wK KiwQj Iiv? GUv Iiv wKfv‡e NU‡Z w`j?Õ

mv‡_ mv‡_ †Kvb Reve w`‡jb bv †Rd wiKvW©| A‡c¶v

Ki‡Qb, we‡ùvi‡Yi cª‡Kvc Av‡M KgyK| wiPvW© KbI‡q‡K

cuwPk eQi a‡i †P‡bb wZwb, †mB K‡jR Rxeb †_‡K| GK

AcniYÐ1 123

mv‡_ ivRbxwZ K‡i‡Qb Zuviv, Ks‡Mª‡m †M‡Qb, †cªwm‡WÈ

B‡jKkb‡K P¨v‡jÄ wn‡m‡e wb‡q‡Qb, Zvici GLv‡b GB

Ifvj Awd‡m G‡m‡Qb| Rv‡bb, m¼U hZ RwUjB †nvK GK

mgq wiPvW© KbI‡q gv_v VvÊv Ki‡eb|

Z‡e GÐai‡bi m¼‡Ui K_v fvev hvq bv| eÜzi w`‡K

ZvKv‡jb wZwb| hyeK †cªwm‡WÈ, eqm GLbI cÂvk cy‡iv

nqwb| Ggwb‡Z †Kvgj ¯^fv‡ei, wKš‘ cª‡qvR‡b KwVb n‡Z

Rv‡bb| webv hyw³‡Z eyS gvbvi †jvK bb| A¨vW‡fÂvi wcªq,

P¨v‡jÄ MªnY Ki‡Z fvjev‡mb| Zuvi Awfav‡b Am¤¢e e‡j

†Kvb kã †bB| mgvavb †bB, G ARynvZ ïb‡Z wZwb ivwR

bb|

i‡³ AvwfRvZ¨ i‡q‡Q, A_P i³wccvmy †hv×v KL‡bvB

n‡Z cvi‡eb bv| †cªwm‡WÈ, Zuvi eÜz, myKzgvi e„wËi PP©v

K‡ib, wkÜ Ges wkÜxi cªwZ Zuvi AMva kÖ×v| m‡›`n †bB,

Zuvi gZ e¨w³Z¡‡KB Ifvj Awd‡m gvbvq|

evB‡i †_‡K AZUv †evSv bv †M‡jI, GB gyn~‡Z© †fZ‡i

†μvavU Amy‡i cwiYZ n‡q‡Qb †cªwm‡WÈ| wcªqRb‡K nvivevi

Avk¼vq D`&åvšÍ| †Kvb ivR‰bwZK m¼U Zuv‡K GZUv

D‡ËwRZ Ki‡Z cviZ bv, wiKvW© Rv‡bb| Ggb GKRb gvbyl,

whwb mviv `ywbqvi mgm¨v mgvavb K‡i _v‡KbÑAvR nVvr K‡i

wb‡RB weKU mgm¨vi g‡a¨ c‡o †M‡Qb| Zuvi †g‡q‡K

wKWb¨vc Kiv n‡q‡Q| GLb Zuvi Ab¨ †jvK‡`i Ici wbf©i

bv K‡i Dcvq †bB| hZ ¶gZvB Zuvi _vK, wb‡RB wZwb

†g‡q‡K LyuR‡Z †ei“‡Z cv‡ib bv|

eÜzi w`‡K ZvwK‡q _vK‡Z _vK‡Z †Rd wiKv‡W©i

wPšÍvÐfvebv nVvr Ab¨ Lv‡Z eB‡Z ïi“ Kij| †cªwm‡W‡Èi

AvPi‡Yi g‡a¨ wK iKg †hb GKUv cª”Qboe †jvKІ`Lv‡bv fve

 

124 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

i‡q‡Q| bvwK †Pv‡Li fzj? Zuvi emvi fw½‡Z †Kvb AvoóZv

†bB| †gw·‡Kv mdi †_‡K m`¨ wd‡i‡Qb, A_P gv_vi Pyj

cwicvwU K‡i AuvPov‡bv, ci‡b m`¨ fuvR †Lvjv a~mi i‡Oi

my¨U, Av‡jv †j‡M wSK K‡i DV‡Q nx‡ii AvswU| g‡bi †fZi

hvB N‡U hvK, †Pnvivq jve‡Y¨i †Kvb KgwZ †bB| DwØMoe,

wKš‘ †Kgb †hb ev‡bvqvU g‡b nq|

bv, wbðqB fzj we‡k−lY Ki‡Qb wZwb|

†PvL †_‡K Pkgv Ly‡j KuvP `y‡Uv gyQ‡jb wiKvW©| ivZ

wZb‡U ev‡R, weQvbvq hvevi mgq cvbwb| Avevi K‡e

Nygv‡eb, Rv‡bb bv|

Ô‡KD NU‡Z †`qwb,Õ ej‡jb wZwb| ÔGUv †Kvb cvM‡ji

KvR bq †h wmwKDwiwU AviI Kov n‡j †VKv‡bv †hZ| bv,

†Suv‡Ki gv_vq ev nVvr K‡i KvRUv Kiv nqwb| †jvKUv

cª‡dkbvj, nvBwj w¯‹jW cª‡dkbvj|Õ

ÔAvi wm‡μU mvwf©m?Õ mv‡_ mv‡_ cªkoe Ki‡jb †cªwm‡WÈ|

ÔIiv cª‡dkbvj bq?Õ

ÔwiPvW©,Õ GKUv `xN©k¦vm †Q‡o †Rd wiKvW© ej‡jb, ÔIivI

cª‡dkbvj| wKš‘ Avwg †Uªwbs cvIqv ewWMvW© m¤ú‡K© ejwQ

bv| ejwQ w¯‹jW B‡Èwj‡RÝ G‡RÈ m¤ú‡K©| wm‡μU

mvwf©m‡K Zzwg †`vl w`‡Z cv‡iv bv|Õ

ÔAvgvi hv‡K Lywk Zv‡K †`vl †`e!Õ we‡ùvwiZ n‡jb

†cªwm‡WÈ| †Pv‡L Av¸b wb‡q eÜz wm.AvB.G. Px‡di w`‡K

ZvwK‡q _vK‡jb wZwb| Zvici †Pqv‡i †njvb w`‡q †PvL

eyR‡jb, ax‡i ax‡i c‡o Avm‡Q ivM| nvZUv GKUz Zz‡j k~‡b¨

bvo‡jb wZwb| ÔAvwg Rvwb,Õ kvšÍfv‡e ej‡jb| ÔAwf‡hvM

cvëv Awf‡hv‡Mi Rb¥ †`q|Õ Avevi wZwb †PvL †gj‡jb|

`„wó‡Z D‡ØM, wKš‘ †Pnviv kvšÍ| ÔZzwg Zvn‡j ZvB fveQ,

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†Rd? we‡`kx †Kvb B‡Èwj‡RÝ G‡RwÝ?Õ

†Pqv‡i wm‡a n‡q em‡jb †Rd wiKvW©| Ô‡m iKgB

†`Lv‡”Q bv? Avi Kvi GZ mvnm ev †hvM¨Zv Av‡Q?

†U‡ivwi÷‡`i KvR bq, GUzKz cwi®‹vi| Kv‡Ri aibB

†mÐK_v e‡j †`q| `j‡eu‡a Av‡mwb Iiv, Kgv‡Êv nvgjv

Pvjvqwb| Z‡e Avgv‡`i wmwKDwiwU wm‡÷g m¤ú‡K© wbLyuZ

aviYv wQj †jvKUvi| QÙ‡e‡k †Kvb ΓwU †bB, mg‡qi

Pyj‡Piv wn‡me a‡i KvR †m‡i‡Q| GÐme ¸Y GKRb

B‡Èwj‡RÝ G‡R‡ÈiB _v‡K|Õ GK gyn~Z© †_‡g †W‡¯‹i Ici

SzuK‡jb wZwb| ÔZ‡e G ai‡bi e¨vL¨v GLywb bv KivB fvj|

KvD‡K ev` †`qv †evKvwg n‡e| we‡`kx kΓ, †`kx kΓ,

ivR‰bwZK kΓ, ZvwjKvq mevB‡KB ivL‡Z n‡e|Õ

ÔivR‰bwZK kΓ?Õ

†cªwm‡W‡Èi w`‡K mivmwi ZvKv‡jb wiKvW©| Ô‡hІKD

n‡Z cv‡i, wiPvW©| Zzwg Amnvq n‡q co‡j hviv jvfevb n‡e

Zv‡`i †h †KD KvRUv Kwi‡q _vK‡Z cv‡i|Õ

†cªwm‡WÈ wZ³ GKUz nvm‡jb| ÔZvwjKvUv Zvn‡j ïay

j¤¦vB n‡Z _vK‡e| Avwg Amnvq n‡q co‡j jvfevb n‡e bv

Ggb †KD mwZ¨ Av‡Q bvwK?Õ †Pqvi Qvo‡jb wZwb, cvqPvwi

ïi“ Ki‡jb| dvqvi †c−‡mi Kv‡Q, RR© IqvwksU‡bi

†cv‡Uª©‡Ui mvg‡b _vg‡jb, Ny‡i wd‡i G‡jb wekvj Rvbvjvi

cv‡k wb‡Ri †W‡¯‹i wcQ‡b| gyn~‡Z©i R‡b¨ †_‡g meyRvf

ey‡jUcª“d Kuv‡Pi Mv‡q nvZ eyjv‡jb| Ôwe‡`kx B‡Èwj‡RÝ,Õ

†hb wb‡Ri mv‡_ K_v ej‡Qb| Zvici wdi‡jb wZwb|

Ô‡Zvgvi wK g‡b nq, †Rd? †K.wR.we.?Õ

ÔcªPyi m¤¢vebv|Õ Kuva SuvKv‡jb wiKvW©| ÔAv‡iKw`K †_‡K

fve‡j m¤¢vebv ¶xY|Õ

 

126 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

Ô¶xY †Kb?Õ

ÔKviY, mvsNvwZK SzuwK| hw` aiv c‡o A‡bK wKQy nviv‡Z

n‡e I‡`i|Õ

Ôhw` aiv c‡o? hw`? Avgiv wUDwjc‡K wb‡q K_v ejwQ,

di MWm †mK! Avgvi †g‡qi Rxeb wecboe, Zv‡K wKWb¨vc

Kiv n‡q‡Q! GiciI Zzwg ejQ, hw` aiv c‡o?Õ

bv, fvb bq; fve‡jb wiKvW©| ¶gZv †fvM Ki‡j

wewbg‡q Pov g~j¨ w`‡Z nq, wiPvW© KbI‡qi KvQ †_‡K †mB

g~j¨ `vwe Ki‡Q cªK…wZ| †Rd wiKvW© eÜzi †Pnvivq ¶xY GKUz

Aciva fve j¶ Ki‡jb|

ÔLybÐLvivwei g‡a¨ hv‡e bv Iiv,Õ †cªwm‡WȇK Avk¦¯Í

Ki‡Z PvB‡jb wiKvW©| ej‡jb †Rv‡ii mv‡_B, wKš‘ wb‡RB

AvZ¥wek¦v‡mi Afve †eva Ki‡jb| Ô‡h ev hvivB Zv‡K wb‡q

hvK, wUDwjc‡K †g‡i †dj‡e bv| Avgiv Rvwb, Iiv

cª‡dkbvj| mwZ¨ K_v ej‡Z wK, GLv‡bB hv GKUz mvšÍ¡bv

Avgv‡`i|Õ

ÔwK‡mi wfwˇZ GZ †Rvi w`‡q ejQ?Õ

ÔejwQ, KviY, Avgv‡`i †g‡q gviv †M‡j Zvi Avi †Kvb

`vg _vK‡e bv|Õ

†cªwm‡WÈ GK`„‡ó ZvwK‡q _vK‡jb| ÔZzwg wbðqB fveQ

bv †h Iiv UvKvi R‡b¨ KvRUv K‡i‡Q?Õ

Ô`vg ïay UvKv w`‡q †gUv‡bv nq bv,Õ ej‡jb wiKvW©| Ôbv,

Iiv UvKv PvB‡e e‡j g‡b nq bv| BD.Gm. †UªRvwii gv_vq

†h e‡m Av‡Q Zvi R‡b¨ UvKv †Kvb mgm¨v bq| hw` Pvq,

Ggb wKQy PvB‡e, †`qv Am¤¢e e‡j g‡b n‡e Avgv‡`i|Õ

Ônu¨v, GÐe¨vcv‡i †Zvgvi mv‡_ Avwg GKgZ,Õ †cªwm‡WÈ

ax‡imy‡¯’ Avevi em‡jb †Pqv‡i| gyL wbPy K‡i wb‡Ri nv‡Zi

AcniYÐ1 127

w`‡K ZvwK‡q Av‡Qb| Ôeo ai‡bi wKQy GKUv PvB‡e Iiv|

Avgvi c‡¶ †`qv m¤¢e bq, Ggb wKQy|Õ

wbtk‡ã gv_v SuvKv‡jb †Rd wiKvW©| †g‡q‡K wd‡i cvevi

R‡b¨ Ggb wKQy †bB hv GKRb evc w`‡Z cv‡ib bv|

Aciw`‡K, wek †KvwU gvby‡li `vwqZ¡ i‡q‡Q †cªwm‡W‡Èi

Kuv‡a, wZwb Zv‡`i ¯^v_© RjvÄwj w`‡Z cv‡ib bv| evc Avi

†cªwm‡WÈ, `y‡Uv Avjv`v mËv| wKWb¨vcviiv Am¤¢e wKQy `vwe

K‡i em‡j `yB mËvi g‡a¨ Ø›`¡ ïi“ n‡q hv‡e|

ÔIuiv `yÕR‡bB Rv‡bb, †cªwm‡WÈ nvi‡eb, bvwK evc

nvi‡eb| MYZ‡š¿i ˆewkó¨B n‡jv, msL¨vMwi‡ôi ¯^v_© i¶v

Kiv|Õ

ÔRÜbvKÜbvi mgq bq GUv,Õ gyL Zz‡j ej‡jb

†cªwm‡WÈ| ÔwUDwjc‡K Lyu‡R †ei Ki‡Z n‡eÑRjw`| Iiv

†Kvb `vwe Rvbvevi Av‡MB| †mR‡b¨B Zzwg GLv‡b| †Zvgv‡K

hZUv wek¦vm Kwi, Avi KvD‡K Zvi A‡a©KI Kwi bv|

Gd.we.AvB. Px‡di K_v a‡iv| AvwgB Zv‡K †e‡QwQ, wKš‘

gvÎ QÕgvm n‡jv Awd‡m em‡Q| †m KZUzKz wK Ki‡Z cvi‡e

Avgvi Rvbv †bB|Õ

mvg‡bi w`‡K GKUz SzuK‡jb wiKvW©| ÔAvgvi Øviv hZUzKz

m¤¢e Avwg Kie, wiPvW©| wKš‘, Rv‡bvB †Zv, AvBb e‡j

KvRUv Gd.we.AvBÐGi...Õ

ÔN‡ivqv e‡j? N‡ivqv wKbv ZvÐB †Zv Rvwb bv| hw`

we‡`kx B‡Èwj‡RÝ G‡RwÝ `vqx n‡q _v‡K, `vwqZ¡Uv †Zvgvi

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gv_v SuvKv‡jb wiKvW©| Ô‡Zvgvi wm×v‡šÍi Ici Avi K_v

wK|Õ

Ônu¨v, GUvB Avgvi wm×všÍ| ZvQvov, †Rd, Avwg

 

128 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

Gd.we.AvB.ev wm.AvB.G.ЇK wb‡q K_v ejwQ bv| ejwQ

†Zvgv‡K wb‡q| Zzwg Avgvi eÜz, †Zvgvi cªwZ GUv Avgvi

e¨w³MZ Aby‡iva| Avwg PvB Zzwg Avgvi †g‡q‡K Lyu‡R †ei

K‡iv|Õ

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130 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

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KvMRÐc‡Îi mv‡_ M−vf KgcvU©‡g‡È i‡q‡Q| cvKv‡cv³ fv‡e

ˆZwi Kiv n‡q‡Q Kvwnbx, wbwñ`ª| GLb †mUv‡K Kv‡R

jvMvevi mgq|

ÔI‡Vv,Õ Ri“ix my‡i ZvMv`v w`j wRbv| ÔeW©v‡i †cuŠ‡Q †MwQ

Avgiv|Õ

Zvi cv‡k emv †jvKUv b‡oP‡o wm‡a n‡jv, †PvL iM‡o

mvg‡b ZvKvj| cªvq EbwÎk eQi eqm Zvi, ZvRv Av‡gwiKvb

Aeqe, MigІKvU c‡i Av‡Q| QywU‡Z mcwiev‡i BD‡iv‡c

†eov‡Z G‡m‡Q|

†PvL †g‡jB mZK© n‡q †Mj †m| Nvo wdwi‡q e¨vK mx‡U

ZvKvj, Uwb DBwjqvgm bovPov Ki‡Q bv| †ePviv Amy¯’|

wP‡Kb c·| GZ _vK‡Z GB mgq!

AcniYÐ1 175

GKRb Kv÷gm B݇c±i‡K GwM‡q Avm‡Z †`‡L ¯¿xi

D‡Ï‡k gv_v SuvKvj wU‡gvw_|

ÔAvcbv‡`i cvm‡cvU©|Õ

wgwó K‡i nvmj wRbv, Rvbvjv w`‡q Mwj‡q cvm‡cvU©¸‡jv

awi‡q w`j B݇c±‡ii nv‡Z|

GKUv cvm‡cv‡U© †PvL eyjvj B݇c±i, Zvici SU& K‡i

wRbvi w`‡K ZvKvj| wbPy n‡jv †jvKUv, cv‡k emv wU‡gvw_‡K

†`Lj| me‡k‡l bRi †djj e¨vK mx‡U|

Gevi evwK `y‡Uv cvm‡cv‡U© †PvL eyjvj B݇c±i| ÔBUvwj

wfwRU Kivi D‡Ïk¨, g¨vWvg wRbv?Õ

B݇c±‡ii †Pv‡L bMoe m‡›`n †`L‡Z †cj wRbv| Ges

nVvr K‡i gv_vi †fZiUv G‡Kev‡i duvKv n‡q †Mj Zvi|

†Póv Kij, wKš‘ g‡b coj bv wKQyÑme fz‡j †M‡Q| ivbvi

mv‡_ cªkoe Avi Dˇii winv‡m©j w`‡q‡Q, wKš‘ wKQyB ¯§iY

Ki‡Z cvij bv| †Kv_vq hv‡”Q Rv‡b bv| †Kb hv‡”Q ZvI

g‡b †bB|

fvM¨B ej‡Z n‡e, wVK GB mgq GKUv wcKÐAvc UªvK

wØZxq jvB‡b G‡m `uvovj, †Nuvr †Nuvr AvIqvR ï‡b weiw³i

mv‡_ †mw`‡K ZvKvj B݇c±i|

ïay AvIqvR bq, †mB mv‡_ DrKU `yM©ÜI|

UªvK fwZ© GK cvj ï‡qvi|

eo K‡i k¦vm †U‡b mx‡Ui Mv‡q †njvb w`j wRbv|

KUz GKUv gše¨ K‡i Nvo †divj B݇c±i,

cvm‡cvU©¸‡jv Avevi GKevi cix¶v Kij| Ônu¨v, g¨vWvg

wRbv, BUvwj wfwR‡Ui D‡Ïk¨ wK Avcbv‡`i?Õ

Ô‡eov‡bv,Õ kvšfv‡e DËi w`‡Z cvij wRbv, gyL wU‡c

GKUz nvmjI| ÔQywU wKbv, ZvB †ewi‡q c‡owQ| `w¶‡Y Mvwo

 

176 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

†QvUveцd¬v‡iÝ †`Le, †ivg †`Le...|Õ

wcKÐAvc UªvK‡K wN‡i ˆnЈP ïi“ n‡q‡Q| Kv÷gm

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mvwU©wd‡KU KB? †KvqvivbUvBb †ccvim?

†_vt K‡i GK `jv _yy †djj B݇c±i| ÔAvi MvwoUv?Õ

Rvb‡Z PvBj †m| ÔAvcbv‡`i?Õ

Ôwf‡qbv †_‡K fvov K‡iwQ|Õ

ÔKvMR¸‡jv †`Lvb|Õ

Uªv‡Ki WªvBfvi K¨ve †_‡K bvgj| †jvKUv BUvwjqvb

K…lK, †cªŠp| †bvsiv K¨v‡ci †fZi †_‡K Z‡ZvwaK †bvsiv

KuvPvcvKv Pyj †ewi‡q Av‡Q| ci‡bi Kvc‡o wPgwU w`‡j b‡L

gqjv XzK‡e| Uªv‡Ki wcQ‡b P‡j †Mj †m, Lc& K‡i GKUv

k~KiQvbv‡K aij| wZbRb Kv÷gm Awdmvi †Qu‡K a‡i‡Q

Zv‡K| Qvbvi cv‡q GKUv †gUvj U¨vM i‡q‡Q, Awdmvi‡`i

†`Lvj †mUv|

wKš‘ †Nuvr †Nuvr AvIqvR Avi ZK© weZK© Pj‡ZB _vKj|

DBwjqvgm‡`i cvm‡cvU© nv‡Z B݇c±i Gevi †i‡M †Mj|

ag‡Ki my‡i wR‡Ám Kij †m, ÔGZ †`wi n‡”Q †Kb?Õ

GKRb mveÐB݇c±i `ª“Z K_v ej‡Z ïi“ Kij|

Zv‡K _vwg‡q w`‡q B݇c±i Rvb‡Z PvBj, ÔKvMRÐcÎ

me wVK Av‡Q?Õ

ÔR¡x, m¨vi|Õ

ÔU¨vM jvMv‡bv Av‡Q?Õ

ÔR¡x|Õ

ÔZvn‡j we`vq K‡iv| Rjw`!Õ

mveÐB݇c±i WªvBfvi‡K j¶¨ K‡i nvZ SvcUvj| Kuva

SuvKvj †cªŠp K…lK, MRi MRi Ki‡Z Ki‡Z D‡V coj

AcniYÐ1 177

K¨v‡e| wRbvi w`‡K wdij B݇c±i| Ôc−xR, Avcbvi Mvwoi

KvMR|Õ

M−vf KgcvU©‡gÈ †_‡K Kvi †iÈvj dg© †ei K‡i evwo‡q

w`j wRbv| Ô‡evanq wVKVvKB Av‡Q me,Õ e‡j Avevi wgwó

K‡i nvmj †m|

wKš‘ B݇c±‡ii †gRvR fvj †bB| Ô†`Lv hvK|Õ LyuwU‡q

KvMR¸‡jv †`L‡Q †m, Zvi wcQb †_‡K P‡j †Mj wcKÐAvc

UªvK| nVvr K‡i Pviw`K eo †ewk wb¯Íä n‡q †Mj| Avevi

SzuKj B݇c±i, Mvwoi †fZiUv fvj K‡i †`L‡Q| Gevi NygšÍ

ev”PvUvi Ici A‡bK¶Y w¯’i n‡q _vKj `„wó|

wUÐkvU© Avi wRbm c‡i Av‡Q ev”Pv| Av‡gwiKvb †Uwbm

Ry‡Zv| gy‡L jvj jvj `vM|

ÔAvcbvi †Q‡ji gy‡L I¸‡jv wK, g¨vWvg wRbv?Õ

ÔwP‡Kb c·|Õ

ÔwP‡Kb c·?Õ Mjvi AvIqv‡RB †evSv †Mj, B݇c±i

wek¦vm K‡iwb| Mvwoi Icv‡ki `iRv Ly‡j †djj †m| KvQ

†_‡K fvj K‡i †`Lj| Zvici Avj‡Zv K‡i nvZ eyjvj Uwb

DBwjqvg‡mi gy‡L|

nVvr wm‡a n‡jv B݇c±i| _g_g Ki‡Q †Pnviv|

Ô`ytwLZ, g¨vWvg| Avcbv‡`i Avgvi mv‡_ Avm‡Z n‡e|Õ

PU& K‡i GKevi Kv÷gm wewì‡Oi w`‡K ZvKvj wRbv|

Zvici B݇c±‡ii KwVb †Pv‡L †PvL ivLj| Ô‡Kb, †Kv_vI

†Mvjgvj Av‡Q?Õ

ÔG¸‡jv wP‡Kb c· bq| Avmyb Avgvi mv‡_| AvcwbI,

m¨vi| c−xR, ev”PvUv‡KI mv‡_ wbb|Õ

wiwmfvi AviI k³ K‡i †P‡c aivq †Rd wiKv‡W©i gy‡Vv mv`v

 

178 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

n‡q †Mj| ÔwK ejQ, A¨v‡iv gviv †M‡Q!Õ

ÔB‡qm m¨vi, A¨v‡iv BR †WW,Õ Avevi ejj wc‡Kwis|

Ô‡KD †hb c−¨vbUvB K‡iwQj Gfv‡e, cªKv‡k¨ †ei K‡i Avwb‡q

Lyb Ki‡e A¨v‡iv‡K|Õ

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ÔZvQvov, Gfv‡e cªKv‡k¨I Iiv Zv‡K gvi‡e bv|Õ

ÔZvn‡j †K? A¨v‡ivi g„Zz¨ Avi †K PvB‡Z cv‡i?Õ

DËiUv mnR| †KD bv|

iv‡M, †¶v‡f †W‡¯‹i Ici `yg K‡i GKUv Nywm †g‡i

em‡jb wm.AvB.G. Pxd| GgbwK we‡ùvwiZ Kvfvi wb‡q

†`‡k wd‡i G‡jI Ag~j¨ GKUv m¤ú` n‡Z cviZ A¨v‡iv|

wKš‘ GLb †m jvk, wm. AvB. GÐi †WcywU wW‡i±i Avi GK

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AÁvZ Kvi‡Y| A¨v‡iv gviv †Mj, wKš‘ Zviv wK †cªwm‡W‡Èi

†g‡q m¤ú‡K© wKQy Rvb‡Z cvij?

bv|

eo K‡i wbtk¦vm †dj‡jb wiKvW©| ÔZzwg wVK Rv‡bv gviv

hvevi Av‡M †KD Zvi mv‡_ †hvMv‡hvM K‡iwb?Õ

ÔRvwb, K‡iwb,Õ ejj wc‡Kwis| Ôcy‡ivUv mgq ILv‡b Avwg

wb‡R wQjvg| I‡qUvi Qvov †KD Zvi KvQvKvwQ hvqwb|Õ

ÔI‡qUvi! di MWm †mK, †nbwi, wel hw` f`Kv‡ZB

wQj...Õ

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ÔI‡qUvi Mv‡qe| cvwj‡q‡Q|Õ

wnm wnm K‡i DV‡jb wiKvW©| ÔwVK wf‡qbvq hv N‡U‡Q|

Aw÷ªqv cywjm ev Avgv‡`i G‡RÈiv nvm©ÐGi WªvBfvi‡K

AcniYÐ1 179

GLbI Lyu‡R cvqwb|Õ

ÔG‡KI cvIqv hv‡e e‡j g‡b nq bv| bvgUv ch©šÍ Rvbv

hvqwb, m¨vi|Õ

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ÔwKfv‡e! wK‡P‡b Xz‡K ejj, AvR Agy‡Ki wWDwU, wKš‘

†m Amy¯’, Zvi e`‡j Avwg KvR KieцmB Avgv‡K

cvwV‡q‡Q|Õ

ÔAgyKwU †Kv_vq? †mÐI wK...?Õ

ÔR¡x, m¨vi| ZviI †Kvb Lei cvIqv hv‡”Q bv|Õ

ÔLei nq‡Zv cvIqv hv‡e,Õ wiKvW© M¤¢xi my‡i ej‡jb|

ÔwKš‘ giv gvbyl K_v e‡j bv|Õ

ÔR¡x, m¨vi|Õ

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I‡qUvi †jvKUv‡K PvB Avwg| Avi, Rvg©vb‡`i mv‡_ mviv¶Y

†hvMv‡hvM iv‡Lv| wKWb¨vcviiv hw` evwj©‡b _v‡K, I‡`i

mv‡_ wUDwjcI _vK‡Z cv‡i| Avgiv hZB mZK© _vwK, Iiv

mxgvšÍ †c‡iv‡Z cv‡iwb GÐK_v †Rvi w`‡q ejv hvq bv| Avwg

ej‡Z PvBwQ, GKB NUbv Avevi †hb bv N‡U|Õ

Ôbv, Avm‡j wP‡Kb c· bq,Õ ejj wRbv| bvf©vm n‡q c‡o‡Q

†m| DwØMoe `„wó‡Z ¯^vgxi w`‡K ZvKvj, Zvici `yÕR‡bi

gvSLv‡b `uvwo‡q _vKv ev”Pvi w`‡K| nVvr Nyg †f‡O hvIqvq

Uwb DBwjqvgm GLbI Xzj‡Q|

GKUv fzi“ DuPy Kij B݇c±i| ÔwP‡Kb c· Zvn‡j

bKjI nq?Õ

Ôej‡Z cv‡ib †Q‡jgvbywl †KŠZzK,Õ e¨vL¨v Kij wRbv|

ÔUwb wb‡RB I¸‡jv wb‡Ri gy‡L Gu‡K‡Q| cvKv iO, ay‡j hvq

 

180 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

bv| wek¦vm Ki“b, †Póvi †Kvb ΓwU ivwLwb Avgiv...Õ

ÔwKš‘ Avwg hLb wR‡Ám Kijvg, mwZ¨ K_v ej‡Z wK

n‡qwQj?Õ

Ômy‡hvM w`‡jb †Kv_vq! Avwg †Zv ej‡ZB hvw”Qjvg...Õ

Ôg¨vWvg wRbv,Õ B݇c±i P‡U D‡V ejj, ÔGLv‡b Avgv‡`i

†KŠZzK Kivi gZ mgq †bB| Avcwb Rv‡bb, †MvUv mxgvš‡K

mZK©ve¯’vq ivLv n‡q‡Q? cywjm Avcbvi †Q‡ji e‡qmx

wb‡LuvR GKUv ev”Pv‡K LyuR‡Q| Avgv‡`i ejv n‡q‡Q, m‡›`n

n‡j mv‡_ ev”Pv Av‡Q Ggb †hІKvb †jvK‡K †MªdZvi Ki‡Z

n‡e| bKj wP‡Kb c· Aek¨B GKUv m‡›`nRbK e¨vcvi!Õ

we¯§‡q, D‡Ø‡M weùvwiZ n‡q DVj wRbvi †PvL|

GZ¶‡Y wU‡gvw_ DBwjqvgm †W‡¯‹i Ici Szu‡K ejj,

ÔwVK wK ej‡Z PvB‡Qb, B݇c±i? wb‡R‡`i ev”Pv wKWb¨vc

K‡iwQ Avgiv?Õ

ÔwK K‡i‡Qb bv K‡i‡Qb Z`‡ši ci Rvbv hv‡e, m¨vi,Õ

B݇c±i Suv‡Si mv‡_ ejj| ÔAvwg ïay ej‡Z PvBwQ,

Avcbv‡`i AvB‡WbwUwU †fwidvB bv nIqv ch©šÍ †Kv_vI †h‡Z

cvi‡eb bv|Õ

wU‡gvw_ K‡qK †m‡KÊ Pyc K‡i _vKj| Zvici †m ejj,

Ô‡`‡k GÐai‡bi mgm¨vq co‡j †dvb Kivi AwaKvi _vKZ

Avgv‡`i|Õ

Ô‡m AwaKvi GLv‡bI Avcbvi Av‡Q|Õ

ÔZvn‡j me‡P‡q Kv‡Qi Av‡gwiKvb `~Zvev‡mi jvBb

cvB‡q w`b|Õ

Af¨¯Í n‡q †M‡Q ivbv, ï‡qvi¸‡jvi Mv‡qi MÜ †Zgb Avi

bv‡K jvM‡Q bv| BUvwji †fZi w`‡q `w¶Y w`‡K P‡j‡Q I,

AcniYÐ1 181

GKUv †PvL †i‡L‡Q wiqvi wfD wgi‡i, A‡c¶v Ki‡Q wcQ‡bi

iv¯Ívq KLb †`Lv hv‡e wRbv‡K|

UªvK fwZ© ï‡qvi wb‡q GK NÈv n‡jv mxgvšÍ †cwi‡q‡Q

ivbv, A_P GLbI †dv·Iqv‡M‡bi †Kvb †`Lv †bB| Mvwo

†gv‡UI †Rv‡i Pvjv‡”Q bv I, GZ¶‡Y I‡K a‡i †djv DwPZ

wQj wRbvi|

m‡›`n †bB, mxgv‡šÍ AvUKv‡bv n‡q‡Q I‡`i|

Avcb g‡b nvmj ivbv| e¨vcviUv c−¨vb gZB NU‡Q|

wRbv‡K wb‡q Ii †Kvb `ywðšÍv †bB, wb‡R‡K i¶v Ki‡Z

cvi‡e †m| gvwK©b `~Zvevm I‡`i‡K AvB‡WbwUdvB Ki‡e|

wRbvi mv‡_i †jvKUv Avm‡jI wU‡gvw_ DBwjqvgm&цmÈ

jyBm, wg‡kŠwii †jvK| wm. AvB.GЇZ PvKwi K‡i †m|

ev”PvUv, Uwb DBwjqvgm, ZviB mšÍvb| Awfbq hv ïay

LvwbKUv wRbv‡KB Ki‡Z n‡e| ivbvi aviYv, fvjB DZ‡i

hv‡e †m|

Uªv‡Ki MwZ evwo‡q w`j ivbv| †`L‡Z S°ogvK©v n‡jI,

BwÄbUv cªvq bZzb, kw³kvjx| Gevi AÜ mg‡q A‡bK `~i

P‡j †h‡Z cvi‡e I|

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c‡_ bvgj UªvK, gvV Avi †L‡Zi gvSLvb w`‡q Qy‡U Pjj|

mvg‡b cvnvo †`Lv †Mj, Kv‡QB GKUv Xv‡j LvgviUv|

Lvgv‡ii mvg‡b m`¨ Plv Rwg, †eov w`‡q †Niv| ¯^qsm¤ú~Y©

GKUv Lvgvi, wKš‘ wbR©b|

Mvwo wb‡q †Mvjvq Xz‡K gv_v †_‡K K¨vc Avi ciPyjv Ly‡j

†djj ivbv| gy‡L jvMv‡bv cvZjv ivev‡ii AveiY eqmUv

wÎk eQi evwo‡q w`‡q‡Q, †U‡b †U‡b †m¸‡jv Lyjj I| †RuvK

¯^fv‡ei A¨vW‡nwmf miv‡Z LvwbKUv Zz‡jv Avi GK †evZj

 

182 gvmy` ivbvÐ143

A¨vj‡Kvn‡ji mvnvh¨ wb‡Z n‡jv| Avqbvq wb‡Ri w`‡K

ZvKvj IÑAv‡Mi †Pnvivi Ab¨ GK ms¯‹iYÑBUvwjqvb

K…lKB Av‡Q I, Z‡e †hŠeb wd‡i †c‡q‡Q| wcV wm‡a, m¨vg

†Mªm‡bi gZ Kv‡jv Pyj|

mxU †_‡K †b‡g jyKv‡bv GKUv †evZv‡g Pvc w`j ivbv|

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c‡owb Kvb Avi Kcvj| †cªwm‡W‡Èi †g‡q‡K GLb †Q‡ji

gZ †`Lv‡”Q| ci‡b ivbvi gZB Pvlvi †cvkvK, gv_vq Kv‡jv

Pyj|

Avcb g‡b gv_v SuvKvj ivbv| wUDwjc‡K hviv †`‡L‡Q

Zv‡`i †evKv evbv‡bv hv‡e bv| Z‡e I‡K hw` UªvK †_‡K †ei

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bq, †g‡q|

wUDwj‡ci k¦vmÐcªk¦vm Avi cvjm †PK Kij ivbv, Zvici

eÜ K‡i w`j mx‡Ui XvKwb| c‡b‡iv wgwbU ci UªvK wb‡q

†ewi‡q Gj †Mvjv †_‡K| Uªv‡K bZzb jvB‡mÝ †c−U| c‡K‡U

bZzb KvMRÐcÎ| Gevi Avi ï‡qvi¸‡jv m½x n‡jv bv| Iiv

GLb gy³ ¯^vaxb|

evwj©‡b hv N‡U‡Q, †cªwm‡WȇK Zvi e¨vL¨v w`‡”Qb †Rd

wiKvW©| ïb‡Z ïb‡Z μgk VvÊv n‡q Gj †cªwm‡W‡Èi †PvL|

†W‡¯‹i wcQ‡b †Pqv‡i e‡m Av‡Qb wZwb, †Kvb bovPov †bB|

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mv‡_ †P‡c Av‡Q| wm.AvB.G. Pxd, _vg‡jb| †Pqvi †Q‡o

cvqPvwi ïi“ Ki‡jb †cªwm‡WÈ| ÔW¨vg BU!Õ GK mgq

AcniYÐ1 183

we‡ùvwiZ n‡jb wZwb| ÔG Zzwg wK ai‡bi Acv‡ikb Pvjv”Q?

Avgvi †g‡q AvR QÕw`b wb‡LuvR! GB Awd‡mi mg¯Í ¶gZv

†Zvgvi nv‡Z Zz‡j †`qv n‡q‡Q, wewbg‡q wK Ki‡Z †c‡iQ?

wKQyB bv!Õ `ª“Z Ava cvK Nyi‡jb wZwb| ÔA_P †Zvgvi GK

cvj †jv‡Ki mvg‡b UcÐwm‡μU, WxcÐKvfvi GKRb G‡RÈ

Lyb n‡q †Mj!Õ nvZ `y‡Uv gy‡Vv K‡i SuvKv‡jb wZwb, †μva

mseiY Kivi †Póv Ki‡jb| ÔgvB MW! ¸WÐdi bvw_sÐGi `j

wN‡i Av‡Q Avgv‡K! mevB me wKQy †j‡RІMve‡i K‡i

Qvo‡Q| cª‡g wm‡μU mvwf©m, Zvici Zzwg| Zzwg, †Rd, GZ

_vK‡Z Zzwg! †f‡ewQjvg AšÍZ †Zvgvi Ici Avwg wek¦vm

ivL‡Z cvwi!Õ

†Pv‡Li cvZv bv †d‡j ZvwK‡q _vK‡jb wiKvW©| ÔZzwg

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†cªwm‡WÈ `uvwo‡q _vK‡jb, †Pv‡L Av¸b Si‡Q| Zvici,

ax‡i ax‡i, big n‡jv Zuvi `„wó, Sz‡j coj wPeyK, K¬všÍ fw½‡Z

kix‡ii `yÕcv‡k †b‡g †Mj nvZ †Rvov| †W‡¯‹i wcQ‡b wM‡q

acvm K‡i †Pqv‡i e‡m co‡jb| ÔwK Pvq Iiv e‡j bv †Kb!

A¨v‡iv? †ek †Zv, Zv‡K Iiv ev‡M †c‡q mwi‡q w`‡q‡Q|Õ

Gw`K Iw`K gv_v bvo‡jb wm.AvB.G. Pxd| ÔDuû, A¨v‡iv

†gvwUf n‡Z cv‡i bv|Õ

Ôbq †Kb? Zzwg e‡jQ A¨v‡iv AZ¨šÍ ¸i“Z¡c~Y©, fvBUvj...Õ

Ôe‡jwQ| K_vI mwZ¨| A¨v‡ivi Avmj cwiPq Rvbvi

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wUDwjc‡K wKWb¨vc Kivi SzuwKI| wKš‘ ivwkqvbiv n‡j

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